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Speaker 1 (00:03):
What's type of slip service? I'm Antela Yee, Jordie, George
h Brittany Taylor. Hey, Britney Taylor. We back outside? What
are we doing? We're back outside? Okay, Well, welcome to
lip service. It's good to have you here. Cheers to that,
cheers the bad And I know, I feel like we
could talk about anything today. Yes, okay, yes, o FA quickly,
(00:27):
let's talk. So tell me what listen. We know you
got new music out right now, and like I said,
you are back outside all right. So if you were
my boyfriend, mm hmm and that's the playoff, but your girlfriend.
Speaker 2 (00:39):
Yes, yes, saying so we all remember the original the
Nicole Ray If you wasn't my boyfriend, that was the
original one that we was dancing to in the light
feed culture. Like we single handedly took that song and
made it a light feet song. We just did the hongshake,
the tone wap, all of those different things to that wreck.
(01:00):
So it was a record that I loved for so long.
In DJ WebStar as well, he was DJ and sk
key when that record at first came out. Yeah, so
you know he was breaking that record in the Bronx
and we just felt like it was only right. You know,
it just feels good.
Speaker 1 (01:17):
Some of you said they don't even know that original song,
so that it's wild.
Speaker 2 (01:21):
It just still feels good. It's a timeless record, you
know what I mean, and it's time for it to
come back, and.
Speaker 1 (01:29):
Time for you to come back. Great time for me
to go. You know, I want to talk to you
about what it feels like to have been like so
much in the public eye, you know, doing love and
hip hop and then taking a break and stepping back.
Speaker 2 (01:43):
Okay, you want to know what that felt like.
Speaker 1 (01:45):
Yeah, like for you because I know that transition of
being like I'm outside, everybody knows me, I'm filming, I'm
doing this. But then so much happened, and that was
a decision for you to say I'm gonna take a moment.
Speaker 2 (01:58):
Honestly, all of it it wasn't the greatest, you know,
A lot of it was heavy depression. But then there
was another half of it that was peaceful because once
I realized that being an alarm light is not all
is cracked out to be, I enjoyed just that silence,
because being an alarm light comes with a lot, right,
(02:22):
It's just everybody's always in your business. You gotta watch
what you say. You gotta watch your back, like you know,
especially with a person like me, because I was going
through like a lot of drama and stuff, especially with
that love and hip hop. You know, with that platform,
it comes with a lot of backlash. So you know
a lot of people created an opinion and I just
(02:44):
had to watch my back and watch myself, my surroundings
and the people I was letting in.
Speaker 1 (02:50):
Yeah, yeah, I know that. And you're a mom. Yes,
I am like you quietly at first were a mom
because it's like, hold on, I've read and not just
one but two kids. Yeah, you know, but that is
peaceful to be able to have a baby, you know,
because I know people don't be wanting to put stuff
out there, and sometimes putting things out that can ruin.
(03:13):
What's you mean to this occasion?
Speaker 2 (03:15):
Yes, And I feel like that happened with my daughter
because I put it out there when I was I
want to say, six months. I finally just posted it
and put it out there, and I don't know, like everybody,
the comments they just weren't positive. I was like, wow,
how could a moment like this create so many negative comments?
(03:40):
I said, Okay, I gotta protect my son. Yeah, So
when I found out I was pregnant with my son,
I didn't Not only did I not tell the internet,
I didn't really tell anybody outside of my immediate family
and my very very close friends.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
You know. It is tough, though, I will say, because
when I see somebody's pregnant, even if I didn't like somebody,
I'm still praying for a black woman's a safe and
healthy journey. Because we also know when it comes to
black maternal health care in this nation, black women are
three times more likely to go through issues when they're
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giving birth. And it's just such a difficult time already.
It is going to worry sometime. How was your pregnancy?
Speaker 2 (04:23):
So I did go through a lot with my pregnancy.
I was pretty clamsy. I had an emer emergency sea
section with my daughter. I had both my kids with
sea sections. And it's so crazy because I was trying
to go to the natural rate route.
Speaker 1 (04:38):
Everybody thinks that like I'm talking about, I tried to
like I was at a birth house. I never even
went to the hospital.
Speaker 2 (04:46):
All of my appointments and everything was at the birth house.
I was paid all for it. I was supposed to
have my baby in a tub at the birth house
with no epidor and know nothing. And when it was
time for it, she came was coming late and they
was like, okay, so they sent me to get the
little like needles and stuff in my stomach to try
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to We tried to do it natural and it just
didn't work out. So I was sitting there. I knew
it was something. And they came back and they said,
we're sorry. We did all that we could. And then
I like one doctor literally just like stormed out the room.
She was crying, like because she was emostion. She was
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over it because she knew that like this is like
the worst news you could tell somebody. I was, I'm
super spiritual at this time, Like I don't want anything
to do with doctors, medicine, nothing like that. I've been
with them since I found out I was pregnant, right,
And she was emotional and she walked out and I
just started crying. She was like, we have to sing
you to the hospital. It's out of our hands.
Speaker 1 (05:48):
Now, God, you had a baby. Yes, you know, on
the flip side of things, like because you know, to
your point, not the worst thing that could happen it's
just not what you want, yeah to have. But thank
God because sometimes you I think it's important to know
when it is time. Yeah, when it's time. Okay, so
(06:09):
you had your son. Now when you posted your son
with viral, that's when everybody found out you had a son.
Speaker 2 (06:15):
Yes, So I it was so many different times. I
was like, Okay, I'm gonna tell everybody. I took pictures
I had a little I had a photo shoot in
the in the hospital when I had him. I was like, okay,
I'm just gonna pop out with these like and be
like I had a son. I didn't do it. One
year passes and I'm like, I'm gonna do it this year.
(06:38):
Another year, guy, and I was supposed to do it
on his third birthday and I still did not do it.
And I think God said enough is enough, Like let
this butterfly blossom because he's a star and the world
needs him. Like we know you're trying to keep on
the shelter. You want to keep Moses. So but like
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he's ready. And at his birthday dinner, these young ladies
shout out to Lexi. They posted him on their Instagram
and one of my homegirls, she was like I think
your son is going viral right now. She was like,
I was like, who's us? She was like, bro legend.
I'm like, nah, impossible. She was like yeah, she sent
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me the video and I and I was like as
soon as I seen it, I knew exactly what it
was and I was just like kind of fuming. This
is before I actually like played it, and I'm like instantly,
I was like, what the fuck, Like why is my son?
Because it's not even about I know, people not gonna
know like that's my son. It was the whole idea
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of him being on the internet, like people seeing him,
people like feeling his energy, like yes. But when I
as soon as I played it and the little music,
so like I'm sitting there crying like I can't even
be mad, like because I was gonna be like delete
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this immediately. But it was so cute and it was
it warmed my heart up and it was so positive, right,
and you couldn't have planned it better. I couldn't have
planned it better. And I was like, Okay, well you
made it easy for me, and I just.
Speaker 1 (08:16):
Posted Now, Brittany, you know we've seen you on love
and hip Hop, We've seen some drama I wanted to
know what was your family upbringing like, because I'm gonna
keep it really, I feel like, but I felt like
you got like do you have you think some anger issues.
Speaker 2 (08:35):
Or definitely have I could be like the poster child
for childhood trauma. Like literally, I can be honest like literally,
and I've been working on hailing myself from all of that.
I think that's why God has given me this second chance,
because I'm actually hailing myself and doing things the right
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way and you know, just not being a crazy little bit.
Speaker 3 (09:02):
Do you feel like people ever try to play on
you because you might be smaller than most people, of.
Speaker 2 (09:11):
Course, and I come with a big energy, and I
think when people see that, it's like right, like you know,
like you just like you're just a little like you know,
like who you think you are type of situation. But
who do I think because I'll be forgetting I'm this small.
I'm not gonna lie. I'll be forgetting I'm only four
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for ten inches. I feel so bigger. It's crazy. But
I think people see that and they just feel like
I can step on you and you can't really step
on me, you know.
Speaker 1 (09:46):
It's like I've been firing my whole life. But when
you talk about childhood trauma, like what is like, what
was your childhood like?
Speaker 2 (09:57):
So, so my mom, she, me, and my brother were
taken by ACS when I was two years old. Wow,
I was two years old and my little brother was
one years old. And that's pretty much like can you
(10:18):
just imagine that, like you you don't have your mom?
Me being a mother, now, I really understand, like my
job in this world is to literally protect my children
and keep their assets alive, you know what I'm saying,
make sure that they're okay. I can't imagine. I know
(10:39):
I'm never gonna leave my kids, but God forbid, if
I was taken away from my kids for some reason,
you know whatever it may be, the thought of that
really breaks me because I'm like my kids, you know
what I mean. Like it's just like, who's gonna love
my kids the way I love my kids? That's scary,
you know what I mean? That shit is scariest. So
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that's what I went through, you know what I mean.
Even though my father ended up coming back and stepping
in and you know, taking care of things, but I
just want to say I wanted my mother, you know
what I'm saying, like, especially me being a girl, like
I wanted my mother and then I'm in this project complex.
It's like I'm in the from Ravens with projects and
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queens is in everybody out there in Ravenswood had a
story about my mom where they're like, oh my god,
like you looked just like your mom. You sing like her.
She used to be rapping all the time, and she
was she was that, she was that shining light in
the in the projects growing up. Apparently I was just
like her, and you know, life took a turn for
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her and she got into drugs and I was just
like that was it. I didn't I didn't get that
chance to know my mother. This this girl that everybody
else knew. I never got a chance to know her.
Speaker 1 (12:05):
And you got to hear the stories, but you, yeah,
get to experience it. Did you guys ever reconnect? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (12:10):
We did. We ended up. We literally ended up reconnecting,
like right around the time when I was getting on
love and hip hop, maybe like three years before. Yeah,
she got clean. Yeah, she got clean.
Speaker 1 (12:24):
And to forgive her, like.
Speaker 2 (12:28):
I will say this, I forgive her, but I'm not hailed.
Literally had a conversation with her today about this, like,
so are you willing to go to a family you
know that repeat with me? I am my mother. I
could say that right, like knowing her, like getting to
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know her more, Like I can see where I kind
of get that feistiness from, like that attitude, so we
bump head, right. I would say, if my mom came
back and she was just like this, like perfect little lady,
would I feel like I would be better? I would
be I would have been healed, quicker, you know, everything
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would have been good. But she just came back like
her regular self. You know, she got on drugs. She
got on drugs when she was eighteen. I feel like
when she got out of that and she came back,
she was still that eighteen year old girl.
Speaker 1 (13:27):
Judge's a real disease. Yeah, And I think it's hard to.
Speaker 3 (13:30):
Like I can relate.
Speaker 2 (13:32):
My mama used to get high.
Speaker 3 (13:34):
All my life got clean, and some parents have parental guilt,
Like I know I went through that with my mom
as far as her feeling like but we never went without,
Like our house was still claim. She still took care
of me, but it's still like it's just a piece missing.
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But I will say parents do needs to take accountability
as well. I feel like a lot of people just
feel in general like, Okay, well it was what it was.
I don't want to hear it. Let's move forward. But
you can't really just think like that because it's a
real situation, especially with daughters and girls and just people period.
Speaker 2 (14:17):
Yep. And and that's pretty much what it was. It's
like I think she kind of feels like, well, that's
my trauma, that's my lane, and I get it because
imagine what she was going through in that situation. Loo,
but right deeply, like I went through things that I
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know I would have never went through if my mama
was it.
Speaker 4 (14:43):
Yeah, for.
Speaker 1 (14:45):
To this day, how were you with the relationships after that,
because we don't sometimes know how that disconnect can affect us.
Speaker 2 (14:52):
That's what I said, to this day, I got mommy
and shoes. Yeah, I got mommy is shoes. I feel like,
and you know what, where a little a lot of
my my mommy issues showed. And my friendships. I feel
like I needed friends, Like I looked at friends like
family family, Like if one of my friends did something
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to me, like I just it felt like my world
was over.
Speaker 1 (15:20):
Literally, it's always gonna happen though.
Speaker 2 (15:22):
Yeah, yeah, it always does. It always does. But thank
God for my friends because I got my girls back
from the early early two thousands.
Speaker 1 (15:32):
Like, Okay, so how is it with all of this
going on? And then you're blowing up musically right like
you have you know and you a WebStar? Tell me
how y'all connected?
Speaker 2 (15:45):
So I, like I said, I'm from Queens. I love Queens.
But I wasn't doing nothing in Queens but fighting. It
was like all we did was fight, fight, fight, fight, fight.
And I ended up getting locked up and going into
the juvenile system and all of that, and then they
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sent me upstate and then I did my little eighteen
months out there, and I said, I want to make music.
I want to like get out there and start making
music because I have this talent. When I was a
teenager and I was in the juvenile system, I was rapping.
I was always like writing raps and rapping. They would
make everybody would make me rap, and I want to
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take it serious.
Speaker 1 (16:32):
But was it like, Okay, let's talk about this going
through the juvenile system eighteen months. Tell us about that
time period of your life too, because I just want
to know what was young Brittany.
Speaker 2 (16:44):
Doing that time period of my life was crazy. I
was I was so young, and I was so angry
because I want literally because I wanted my mom, and
I would lash out on everybody, and my father ended
up stepping in and he ain't play no games, so
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he was whooping ass okay, So I couldn't even roll
my eyes in that house. So by the time I
got outside, I was acting a fool because that was
the only way I was able to really like just
get the hang out, just express myself. And once I
was locked up and I was upstate, I went through
many school alternative schools. They was trying so hard. Like
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my story, it always kind of moved the judges and stuff.
So they would always say, Okay, we're gonna throw hi
the school, put it in another school. I went from
every single different school, truancy schools, and yeah, it was
just like, okay, we gotta put her away.
Speaker 1 (17:46):
Do you think, what do you think would have helped you?
Speaker 2 (17:48):
Then?
Speaker 1 (17:50):
When you think about the system and how it works
and what you went through, what being a kid that
was hardheaded but really just wanted your mom would have
been beneficial for you?
Speaker 2 (18:02):
If I could be completely honest, on a spiritual aspect,
I feel like I probably needed a hug. Nobody hugged me.
I probably just really needed a nice embrace to just
like let me know that everything's gonna be okay. Nonetheless,
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going upstate helped me. I'm gonna be completely honest, and
a lot of people went through things. A lot of
people have different stories. There's like a law suit whatever
like going on with the place that I was in
where everybody's like suing. Some girls got touched there and everything.
I didn't, you know, my experience wasn't like that, and
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you know, shout out to those girls. I was on
Saint Chris up there, Dobb's Ferry, and I don't know,
I felt like I met a lot of uptown out there.
Speaker 3 (19:00):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (19:00):
I was like, I feel like this is where I'm
supposed to be from because before that I never was
in Harlem all the Bronx or anything like that. And
I met a young lady when I was locked up.
Yes I was very young, but it's like I was
just starting to get some type of feelings, like you know,
like little feelings, and I was arounded by old girls.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
Oh okay, so that's when you were like, I like women, okay.
Speaker 2 (19:28):
Yes, And I started to date a young lady and
she lived in the Bronx. So when I got out
of there, I was in the Bronx. I was in
the Bronx all the time, right on one of these other
good Webster and I loved it. I loved it out there,
and I really wanted to take my music the series.
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That was right around the time when the Chicken Noodle
Souit came out with DJ Webster and I was like, okay,
like I like this was dancing to it. It was a
whole different feel, and I said, I'm going to take
my rapping serious. Okay.
Speaker 1 (20:08):
Yes, that was a catalyst.
Speaker 2 (20:11):
Yes in the box. Yes, So I don't want to go.
Speaker 3 (20:14):
I don't want to.
Speaker 2 (20:14):
I don't want to go to jail jail, like I
don't want to. Actually, when I turned sixteen, I'm gonna
have to. If I keep this up like it's sixteen,
I wouldn't have to go to jail jail.
Speaker 1 (20:23):
It's not until you got to go to jail jail, right.
Speaker 2 (20:28):
Because that was that was like a boot camp. Okay, yeah,
that was like a boot camp.
Speaker 1 (20:33):
M hm. He had you a little girlfriend, and I
says a man yes, had you had a boyfriend before
you had a girlfriend, or yes I did, Okay, I
had before I got locked up.
Speaker 2 (20:46):
I had like a little boyfriend. But that was a
serious that was like kittie, Like we used to go
to movies and stuff. His mom would come with us.
Speaker 3 (20:53):
Like okay, yeah, you think it is more fun? Male
relationships are female.
Speaker 2 (21:03):
More fun? Yeah, it's equally as fun sexually sexually sexually,
women are more fun. Really interesting? Why is that women
are more fun sexually because we just understand each other better,
(21:24):
Like we know what's going on with the body.
Speaker 1 (21:28):
Okay, it's more sensual. Probably, yes, men are like.
Speaker 4 (21:32):
R right to it. There's no foreplay, there's no lead up,
like there's not.
Speaker 2 (21:37):
That you gotta die though, right, I don't want to
have to do all of that. I like the women.
They understand what's going on. They understand what you gotta do,
how you gotta do it to keep the outcome we
all look at for on.
Speaker 1 (21:52):
So have you ever been in a situation like do
you think do you see yourself ultimately with a man
or a woman? If you sec of the man? Okay,
what about with both?
Speaker 2 (22:03):
I've thought about polygamy. I've definitely thought about polygamy, especially
with having children, because beyond sex, polygamous relationships really work
out with two women in the household raising the children together,
and then the man going out and working, you know,
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and you get to have that experience that a person
like me enjoys both and like super bisexual.
Speaker 3 (22:34):
He's lot of guys right now, I mean, forget it.
I think it depends on the mind. A lot of
people just hear polygamy and they be like, oh, I
am But if you just think about it, it may
be companion.
Speaker 2 (22:51):
A lot of people think about polygamy and they think
about unlimited threes. That's not that's not what it's all about.
I feel like it was really built off of the
family dynamic and the children and the women in the
household just having like a whole.
Speaker 5 (23:09):
It takes a villainy dynamic, like having a village literally
in the house and the child in the household. I
never did it, though, you never, but you would consider
it though.
Speaker 2 (23:21):
I would definitely consider it now that I have children,
that's something I would consider.
Speaker 1 (23:26):
Now. Let me ask you this, because you were definitely
in the news you said you have children, you know,
and they're both the same father. Yes, So in that situation,
was that somebody you thought you were gonna be with.
Speaker 2 (23:38):
Yeah, I honestly thought that we were gonna get married
in the whole nine. He's Nigerian. I just always thought
they were super cultured, and you know, they marry their
women and they take care of their household and they
hold it down. And for the most part, he was
doing that. But it stopped.
Speaker 1 (24:01):
Was it when you guys broke up? That it's not?
Speaker 2 (24:03):
Yes, okay, yes, when we broke up. And you know
what I think it is. I think.
Speaker 1 (24:11):
A lot of.
Speaker 2 (24:11):
Times the men love and like the women more than
the child, and they feel like it's a package deal.
If I can't have you, then the child doesn't the child.
If I can't get all of you, then the child
can't get all of me. I hate that. I can
relate to that.
Speaker 3 (24:32):
That.
Speaker 2 (24:32):
Yeah, I hate it. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (24:34):
I feel like and sometimes the niggas, even the baby
daddy is be jealous of the kids, the relationship you
have with your kids. I didn't been around some shit
like that. Yeah, it happens.
Speaker 2 (24:46):
It gets deep.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
Where did things go left for you and your relationship?
Speaker 2 (24:51):
Cheating? Oh, he was cheating. He was cheating. You catch
him through the phone. Things showed that he never spent
a night out ever, so how did you even go
home meet the phone? Then it started to get weird.
(25:13):
It started to get weird when I had my daughter, Yes,
when I had my daughter, and yes I went on
and had another kid. But anyway, what I have When
I had my daughter, my daughter was one month and
I said, nah, let me call it because I had
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a what do you call it, like a midwife. One
of those is the midwife, and it's another dola, the doula, right,
the doula. So the doula. I had the after birth
doula too that we paid for and she would come
in help me with the baby, like throughout the day
and do laundry.
Speaker 1 (25:55):
I know he didn't mess with the doula, nod.
Speaker 2 (26:00):
The doula, but he messed with the mazeus that he messed.
Speaker 1 (26:02):
With the masus.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
And giving the predator wisages. Anyways, he was just basically
leaving us like I'm the mother and the doula's the father.
I just said, something is not right. Then I went
through that phone. And when I went through that phone,
I've seen things that nobody that just had a child.
(26:28):
Should see. Wow.
Speaker 4 (26:30):
You know what's crazy is they say that the most
cheated on a group of women are pregnant women, which
is so nasty and just trifling.
Speaker 1 (26:41):
Right, I wonder why that is.
Speaker 3 (26:44):
Probably they're just like freaking out.
Speaker 1 (26:46):
Maybe and some men be scared to have sex when
women are pregnant, Like, oh, he didn't touch me, See, okay,
he didn't touch me.
Speaker 2 (26:53):
He's part of the reason why. And he told me
that the baby didn't come the way we want it too,
because they needed him to have sex and come inside
of me. That's supposed to help with the first thousands.
It helps, it helps with the problem, it helps it
break it.
Speaker 1 (27:13):
Yeah, it doesn't matter if it's a different guy.
Speaker 3 (27:18):
Trying to himself.
Speaker 2 (27:20):
It could be another guy.
Speaker 1 (27:21):
It could Well, I never know that I was.
Speaker 2 (27:23):
Faithful, super faithful.
Speaker 4 (27:27):
So the whole time you're pregnant, y'all.
Speaker 2 (27:28):
Never one time?
Speaker 1 (27:30):
One time?
Speaker 2 (27:31):
Why that's crazy because once I got big one time,
like in the beginning, like when I was in the beginning,
when I was still.
Speaker 1 (27:41):
Early.
Speaker 2 (27:44):
Yeah, but once it started showing, it.
Speaker 1 (27:46):
Was like like he's like, cam, I hurt the baby,
or it hurt you, or I gotta be careful.
Speaker 2 (27:51):
I'm gonnoke the babyhead boy.
Speaker 3 (27:56):
The child used to do three someomes and bring out
the women and y'all never.
Speaker 2 (28:01):
I had my fun with my people. That were fun
when I'm in relationships, don't bring nobody else in the bedroom.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
So did you confront him?
Speaker 2 (28:15):
So this is what happens. I went through the phone.
I went through the phone. I was heartbroken, completely heartbroken,
so heartbroken to the point where I had to tell
him my first cousin on my father's side died. I
don't got no first cousin on my father's side. I
made it up because I was that hurt, like I
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would like I wanted to sleep. I needed him to
take care of the baby. I would wake up out
my sleep crying. I was just crying, crying, crying, and
I didn't never want him to know what was really
going on. So I probably had something to do with
postprodum depression on top of what I what what I
just seen inside of this man's phone in the way
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he found out because I didn't know when I was
going to tell him. I don't know if I was
ever going to tell him. I was just trying to
be a strong soldier, like listen, I gotta keep that money.
I just like, I just don't want to lose this.
I'm not ready. I'm not ready.
Speaker 1 (29:15):
You were thinking financially. I want to make sure my
baby's good. What he's about. I was going to set myself.
Speaker 2 (29:21):
Up, put my ductis in the road before I was
going practiced.
Speaker 3 (29:27):
Anything, because you know how niggas get when you catch
him up. Now, you at phone while you went there, now.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
And that's exactly how it happens. So, my dumb ass,
I'm sitting I'm trying to send the screenshots that I
don't took. I done took these pictures of his phone
on my phone.
Speaker 3 (29:44):
I'm trying to.
Speaker 1 (29:45):
Write, and you sent them to him.
Speaker 2 (29:47):
I'm trying to send him to my best friend. I
sent him to him. Oh my god, because you have
his name in your head right right. So he prepared himself.
He was out and he came back to the house
with his mother. Wow, yeah, he can't. He came back
to the house with his mother and I said, I
need to talk to you. I had to, and I
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straight went into I'm willing to get you whatever help
that you need. I think you have a sex addiction.
Speaker 1 (30:19):
It was that my stuff going on too?
Speaker 2 (30:21):
Oh yeah, oh yeah, like what more than just because
that's your faces? How many oh my god, women that
I was because I was never the girl like, you
can't have no best friends, you can't have no friends
because he's a stot. He's a he's a fashionable guy.
He's a stylist, and he does have women friends. And
(30:44):
I was cool with them. We would go out and
days and he was having sex with them. The day
that I was supposed to give birth, the girl text
him and said, well, if she's not giving birth today,
why are you sitting over there and come to me now?
Speaker 1 (31:04):
And he went, that is wild.
Speaker 2 (31:06):
We had airbnbs that we was invested in. We bought
properties and we had Airbnbs, and he to cut out,
needing a clean up. His excuse for us, He have
to go to the airbnb.
Speaker 3 (31:18):
All the time.
Speaker 2 (31:19):
He cracked. He was really cracking. And not only was
he cracking some of those days, a lot of those
days that was cut out for the airbnb.
Speaker 1 (31:26):
It was him.
Speaker 2 (31:27):
It was really just him. Girls in and going and.
Speaker 3 (31:32):
Niggas, Hey, you go on that phone. I say all
the time. If you really want to know what nigga
go through, that phone, and don't just go on that phone,
go through them deleted.
Speaker 2 (31:40):
Messages his friends with his friends.
Speaker 3 (31:46):
You know, you can go in the search box at you.
I did it. You're going there type in pussy in usbody.
He's been saying, I.
Speaker 2 (31:59):
Think, yeah, all of it, yeah, name right, Yeah, And
that was that's what I do.
Speaker 1 (32:07):
My god, he wasn't wildent like that.
Speaker 4 (32:10):
Having the sun after this, She's like.
Speaker 1 (32:13):
That's all me, man.
Speaker 2 (32:17):
I'm the craziest part about it, my god, is that
I conceive my daughter on my birthday and I conceived
my son on his birthday. Really, we weren't even having sex, like,
I was just still living there. We was going through
it real bad. You know, the pandemic hit hard. We
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had to move into a place where it was like listen,
because I had my place, he had his place, and
then we had other places and I was written out
my mbs. He was renting out his, and I said,
I need my Airbnb to do some numbers. So we
me and him had to you know, come in together,
and on his birthday, y'all came.
Speaker 1 (33:01):
In together.
Speaker 2 (33:04):
Together.
Speaker 3 (33:05):
The share birthday is crazy.
Speaker 2 (33:07):
Yeah, he didn't want that baby. The first one was
playing he the second one. He want that.
Speaker 1 (33:12):
So what did he say?
Speaker 2 (33:18):
I'm I'm not happy about this, he said. He said,
I'm not happy about this me neither which you want
me to do? I don't believe in abortions. Okay, what
do you want me to do? I you said you
didn't do You said you was, you was in the clan,
like you didn't you didn't reach home base?
Speaker 1 (33:38):
You did, right?
Speaker 2 (33:39):
You did it? So you know, because I would have
there's time to get playing bees.
Speaker 1 (33:45):
Yeah you know, yeah, And he said he didn't.
Speaker 2 (33:48):
Okay, thank God for my my my baby boy, because
that's my prime, my son's son. But yeah, he did
not want legend, and he carried that feeling all the
way up until a Llegend was probably about eight months
because I got out of there. I was done. I
got the hell out of there when I was about
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eight months pregnant. I was so big. I put on
these big old clothes. I took one suitcase and we
got on the plane. I put on the big clothes
because I wasn't in the clear to fly. I'm like, okay,
but I had to go. I had to get to
my family because it was clear he don't want this
baby and he made that clar I was just trying
(34:33):
to show him sonogram. He wouldn't even look. Oh, niggas,
what's your relationship with him?
Speaker 6 (34:40):
Like?
Speaker 2 (34:40):
No, my relationship is no relationship.
Speaker 1 (34:45):
Is he taking care of his kids now? Because I
know there was a period of time.
Speaker 2 (34:48):
Where she sends five hundred dollars a month and both
of them he's Miamish.
Speaker 1 (34:55):
Now, look, I got to ask you about the situation
where you ended up getting arrested. You know what happened
that day.
Speaker 2 (35:01):
What happened that day was his mom said she wanted
to come up to take the kids for two days,
her and him. I said, okay, that works out, you know,
that's perfect. I said, but he can't come. I didn't
(35:22):
even really want but I said he can't come. I said,
you can come, you can pick the kids up, and
then y'all can I can go. I just don't want
to see him. I don't want to see him at all.
Knock knock, it's him and her. I said, okay, I
(35:42):
didn't want to answer the door. I didn't answer the door.
Oh my grandma answered the door. My grandma answers the door,
they come in. I'm staying far away I'm in the
living room, I'm on the phone, I'm doing anything. They're
just like in the room. They're lollly gagging with the kids.
I'm like, okay, like is this a visit or are
you guys taking the kids? Because why is it taking
so long? It was taking so long. I feel like
(36:04):
they were just trying to I don't know what they
tell this day. I really don't have the answers. I
got my opinions, I don't have the real answers or
the facts of why they were taking so long. To leave.
Long story short, he comes up, I'm like, oh, this
is there. That's there, like be a father, like, you know,
(36:27):
get your kids, like get your kids together. He's like, oh,
where's this? Where's that. I'm giving him a little like, oh,
that's right there. I'm on the phone. Oh over there.
I'm trying not to pay you no mine, because I
really want to beat your ass the way you've been
a dead beat, the way you have not been doing
your thing, the way you've been violating me with this
new woman that you're with. But I'm trying to keep
(36:48):
my composure. Just stay away from him, don't don't look
at his face. He goes, oh, African, Nigerian, you need
to get You need to get off this phone. You
need to get off that phone and be a mother.
Speaker 1 (37:03):
What I've been doing?
Speaker 3 (37:04):
What was the woman he with Nigerian too?
Speaker 2 (37:08):
Or she was sure where she is? Actually I'm not sure.
She looks African, but I don't know. She could be anything.
Oh my gosh, I said, watch how you talking to me?
Because first of all, we're not in Miami no more,
where I don't got no family. You on my grounds now,
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have some respect and my grandmother is present, have some respect,
and he just didn't have He just didn't have that respect.
And I was like, okay, still started paying him. Thus
he goes, He goes by me, He bumps me. He's perfect,
he know me, he knows me. He's trying to get
(37:50):
some type of emotion out of me. He's trying to
turn me up, wants me to crash on out. So
when he bumped me, I pushed him real hard. Don't
make your hands on me. He came back to hit
me again. My grandmother jumped in the middle, knocked my
grandmother down.
Speaker 1 (38:06):
What okay? That was?
Speaker 2 (38:10):
I blacked out. I blacked out and I was just
like red. All I seen was red, and all he
seen was red.
Speaker 3 (38:23):
Was the lady there too when this happened.
Speaker 2 (38:26):
The mother, no, his girl, the hotel, His mother was
his girl?
Speaker 3 (38:32):
Was what the mama was doing.
Speaker 2 (38:36):
Oh you need to stop. You need to stop this.
You need to stop this. It's you. It's you to me,
it's you.
Speaker 1 (38:42):
She's gonna protect her sign. Oh yeah, so did he
just got arrested.
Speaker 2 (38:47):
I got arrested. I the reason why I got arrested,
and I take accountability for this. The reason why I
got arrested is because once they separated us, I'm in
the house. He's outside of the house. His mother is
in front of us. He's being like a little childish
kid like doing all of that. So I'm trying to
(39:13):
get at him. Once I break through the mother, he
went downstairs to in front of the building. Once I
break through the mother, I go downstairs. I said, so
you think, I said, I said, so you think You're
just gonna keep abusing me all the way to New
York And he was like, I had the toy in
my hands. It was not a freaking pant. So the
(39:35):
case was this mispicture's part that come on it wasn't bad.
It was a kid's toy. I just swung that motherfucker hard,
he said. He said, I dare you. He said, if
you swing it, I'm gonna knock you out. And I
had it like this, and he went he went to
like act like he wanted to do something, and I said,
and I've seen he was down, I've seen a little
(39:57):
bit of blood. I just said, h and I walked
and I left. So I had to turn myself in.
I know what I did.
Speaker 3 (40:06):
Like, it's crazy.
Speaker 1 (40:09):
That you hit him with a bad you know, and
that's what you see online. But to hear in the
whole full how he put his hands on you before this,
since you was.
Speaker 2 (40:19):
I'm trying to avoid, it just got deeper and deeper.
You see how you're still protecting the nigga a little
bit right, not he was being mass That's why I
really ran dark through the night yown.
Speaker 1 (40:34):
And I'm sorry to hear that.
Speaker 2 (40:35):
That's but I have posted that, and that's what the
shade room and everybody picked up. I posted my black
eye and thing, and and he's in the background clearly
saying that's why you got that black eye because you
were a bad girlfriend. That's that ship.
Speaker 3 (40:49):
What do the kids be saying?
Speaker 2 (40:51):
The kids they are still very small. Now they're talking
and things like that, but he's not present now. But
in that time, they were too small, right, they were
sadly they were there. Oh wow, so they that and
they were and they were crying. And I did end
(41:12):
up getting what do you call this a charge against
them too?
Speaker 1 (41:19):
Wow?
Speaker 2 (41:20):
Yeah, because he made up a whole story. I had
him with a bat, I hit the kid. It was
a whole shit show. Then got out of jail two
days later, got served with family caught custody papers.
Speaker 1 (41:33):
So I had to hire the family court lawyer because
he wasn't about to take anyway. He wasn't about to
take exactly.
Speaker 2 (41:40):
You made me pay all this money for a family
court lawyer. Have to go to these court days. I'm
going through it like I lost. I think I lost
forty five pounds. I was real small.
Speaker 1 (41:53):
Wow that.
Speaker 2 (41:56):
It was. It was horrible. It was horrible. I'm like,
I didn't really care too much about the criminal case
because I knew my lawyer was going to smash that.
And you already lied saying it was a bat. You
knew it was a bat. And then he miss caught,
so that was really he misscourt, he miscought. You know,
I was really concerned with that family court case because
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I'm like, I've never been through this before, and I'm like,
what if he gets my kids? Right?
Speaker 1 (42:22):
Yeah, you have now what happened when?
Speaker 2 (42:28):
And sometimes the system tries to make examples and yeah,
get these kids to the dead, especially when you got
a criminal court case at the same.
Speaker 1 (42:36):
Time, right, because you also had a whole other situation
now love and hip hop. You know, there was another
situation on there, and I feel like you've never really
been able to You've wanted to tell your story and
haven't really had the opportunity to do so.
Speaker 2 (42:51):
Yeah, so I'm like, which one. Sadly it's been a few,
I know.
Speaker 1 (42:58):
And it's crazy because to come from where you come
from just want to do music, all right, Listen, I
don't even know where to go with next on this
because I know around do we need another drink? What
we need?
Speaker 2 (43:13):
It's like it's going where I'm possibly going to need
a shot.
Speaker 1 (43:16):
Yeah, let's get you a shot because I think I
need one. I've been drinking this.
Speaker 2 (43:22):
Welcome to lip service. I need to do the drop
for you.
Speaker 1 (43:27):
But thank you for trusting us to even be able
to tell this, because I know it's not easy, and
so we don't take that for granted. Like I appreciate
you for being here and you know, just your vulnerability
and being honest about everything. I think sometimes people see
you on TV and they see but they don't get
to see the full story of how did you get
to where you wanted to know the whole background of it.
(43:49):
And then I say how much I've changed, lady down.
You took some years off, and so it's nice to
see you. That's my whiskey Westerner and Prince it's nice
to see you, Like, Okay, I'm ready to step back out. Yeah,
how did you get ready to step back out? Because
that's all everything that's happened to you, you know. And
(44:09):
then look, you went viral.
Speaker 2 (44:11):
For talking about I'm about to say that was kind
of force too. Another viral moment that made me.
Speaker 1 (44:15):
So let's talk about that viral moment where you talked about,
you know, Bianca Young just doing your song like it
was hers.
Speaker 2 (44:25):
Yeah, so that was a long time coming. It was
something that I did it and I left where was that?
Because she'd been performing the record I had a problem
with it. Me and her became cool, you stopped and
then when we weren't cool, she started up again. So
(44:47):
that's how you know.
Speaker 1 (44:48):
It's like, why did you become not cool?
Speaker 2 (44:51):
Oh my gosh, we became not cool because, oh god,
I want to talk about this. We became not cool
because because it was just one of those friendships where
I almost feel like it was one sided. It was
like I loved her like a lot, and I feel
(45:12):
like for me, I was just like a pawn in
her little game, you know what I mean? Went through
a guy phone that I was dealing with at that time. Yes,
someone was going through phones. Went through a guid phone
that I was dealing with at that time on Valentine's Day?
And who do we have a text story from my friend?
Speaker 1 (45:30):
Yes?
Speaker 2 (45:32):
Was intimately Yes, yes, me and B No.
Speaker 1 (45:37):
Cheers, we can't cheers to that story, but cheers to me.
Speaker 2 (45:42):
Yes, Yeah, I looked at her like a sister.
Speaker 1 (45:45):
Or even Wow, who was this guy? An industry person
or just a regular guy?
Speaker 2 (45:51):
Kind of not gonna say his name, but yeah, he's
he's here.
Speaker 3 (45:56):
Did you confront about him when you first saw it?
Speaker 2 (45:58):
I just wrote her from his phone?
Speaker 1 (46:00):
What'd you say.
Speaker 2 (46:03):
I said, that's I said something like, that's crazy, You're funny,
and I left it as that, but I'd let her
know that that was like, that was me and that
was that was that was really? That was really Yeah,
that was yeah, you're crazy, love bre you. I just said,
I said, I said that, Wow, that's funny, You're crazy.
Speaker 3 (46:26):
What was that reaction?
Speaker 2 (46:27):
I like, I don't know what her reaction was because
she didn't text back, like she didn't at it. She
didn't text, she didn't text his phone back because she
have to know it was me, because the text that
I responded to was I see you, I see you
picked the side. I see who you over there with
(46:48):
on Valentine's Day?
Speaker 1 (46:49):
Wow, that's wild. Was he entertaining it?
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Yeah? And I brought them around each other. That's crazy.
That's how they met. That's normal for her.
Speaker 3 (47:01):
That's how they met through you.
Speaker 2 (47:03):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (47:04):
So then after this, she started doing your song again, yes.
Speaker 2 (47:07):
And her performances she would do my song. I tried
to bring it up on Love and Hip Hop. You know,
they cut an edit to the core, so it never
really got out there. It looked like I was just
mad about her stealing like my image and my hair
coulor and stuff. That was a part of it, but
(47:28):
the biggest The bigger part was not only are you
trying to look like me, You're actually kind of trying
to be me? Because why are you performing my record
as if it's yours?
Speaker 1 (47:42):
What did WebStar I say with all of this going on?
Speaker 2 (47:45):
Because web Star he hated it. He compared it to
he said, you think you ever going to see Nicki
Minaj performing a Cardi B record? Right?
Speaker 3 (47:56):
I saw that online, this whole situation, and I just
kept trying to I'm like, Okay, what's the backstory? Like,
is it a raising? Did she like assist in writing
a song?
Speaker 1 (48:08):
Like?
Speaker 3 (48:08):
What's her role on the song?
Speaker 2 (48:10):
There's no role? But I could say this because she
I did speak to her. Let's take it back. The
reason why I came back up is because, like I said,
I dropped it. I left it alone. I don't care.
I've seen her doing it. I seen when Cossana and
Kyrie Irvin was dancing the five thousand. Everybody was tagging
(48:30):
me and sending it to me. She posted it on
her page them dancing to it and tag them and say, oh,
y'all tapped into the culture and this, this and that,
still acting like it's her record. She was like doing
it at Cardi B's birthday party, dancing to it all
in the camera. Whatever. Long story short, I didn't say
(48:53):
nothing about it. I would complain to my friends though,
like like that's crazy, like she's still out here doing that.
But I was never going to say nothing public. The
reason why it happened and I came out saying something
public was because I was backstage at the Barclays at
the bow Wow concert.
Speaker 1 (49:11):
And she performed the song I'm sitting.
Speaker 2 (49:13):
With bow Wow. You know how it goes. We're sitting
backstage watching the performance on the little screen and all
I hear was Oh please, you can't do the five g's.
Oh please, I'm like and then she runs and I said.
Speaker 1 (49:28):
Oh hell no, she knew you were there.
Speaker 2 (49:32):
Yeah, I seen her. I seen her when I was
walking in. We made eye contact and that was it.
We're not about to you know, it's not that it
could be that serious because of prior things that happened.
But we're grown with kids now, like, come on, now,
it ain't that serious. I'm ready to go and have
a good time with my brother bow Wow. I haven't
(49:52):
seen him in a long time, ready to turn up,
you know, and we're back there and I was like,
what the fuck? Instantly start getting up, putting my jacket on.
I was like, bringing, what are you doing?
Speaker 1 (50:05):
Where are you going?
Speaker 2 (50:06):
What are you doing? It's not worth it, it's not
worth it. And I'm like, she's befalling my record. When
I tell you, everybody's back there, Jermaine George Drup George
dropped like, don't nobody know what to fucking say, because like,
I'm alright, I'm losing it, me down, and everybody else
is just watching this shit happen in real time. So
(50:28):
for me, that took me to another place, and not
even to a place of I want to kill this girl.
I'm gonna beat her ass. It took me to a
place of, Wow, that's my voice, you know what I'm saying.
That's me and my ex group's record that's coming through
(50:52):
the speakers and the systems at the walk Lades that
everybody's singing and everybody knows, but it's me, somebody else,
it's me. So that made me feel like I'm outside.
That reminded me of exactly who the fuck are? Yeah,
you know what I'm saying. That reminded me. I said, okay, yeah,
but you took from that it's time.
Speaker 1 (51:13):
It's time.
Speaker 2 (51:13):
Literally, that's what I took from that, It's time. And
also what I took from that when I spoke to her,
because I went up to her and I said, I said, uncle,
why you keep performing five thousands? She said.
Speaker 3 (51:30):
Web star?
Speaker 2 (51:31):
She said, because anything that web stars, anything that's web stars,
I have the right to do. I didn't understand it.
I was like, huh, like that is so confused. And
I said, but me and you we got beef, like
you don't like me, so why would you even think
that was okay?
Speaker 1 (51:50):
And how could she not like you when she was
sucking to your dude? That's not Yeah, that's weird.
Speaker 2 (51:59):
I mean the whole record, like it went back and forth.
Don't get it fucked up, like I'm not.
Speaker 3 (52:03):
I wasn't.
Speaker 2 (52:04):
I was the victim, but then I was the motherfucking bill. Yeah,
for sure, Like it went back and forth. This record
I dropped was insane, but you know she said, well,
she said, and then she was like, I don't have
no problems with you. Bring I don't have no problems
with you. You don't like me. I was like, that's
not I was like, we don't like each other. Let's
(52:25):
make that clear that victim, we don't like each other.
She was like, well, anything that web does I can
do because it belongs to Scrilla Hill Records. That's the
label we were all signed to. That appoint me her,
Tianna Taylor cash Flow, like everybody was signed a Squilla
Hill Records at the point, which was DJ Webstars.
Speaker 1 (52:44):
Is she doing anybody else's records or just.
Speaker 2 (52:46):
No, She's just doing five thousand and Chicken Soup, no
other records.
Speaker 3 (52:51):
Gee.
Speaker 1 (52:52):
If that's the case, And that's how I felt, that's
not rad wytherfuck you ain't go out there, dud lift gloss.
Speaker 2 (53:00):
Yeah that's crazy because like I what's up? But yeah,
I would say this. It's been about a month and
a half to two months and she's done many interviews
and I'm not going to act like I haven't seen
them and what I get from that, and I'm not
trying to say that this is what it really is.
(53:21):
But what she's basically saying is web Star did all
this to me, and he stole my deal and he
did that. So I feel like I'm old to be
able to perform his records still doesn't really make sense,
but that's the.
Speaker 1 (53:40):
So in your hand. Now move forward. Let me put
out some new fire that you can't.
Speaker 2 (53:43):
Do exactly exactly, I mean till this day.
Speaker 1 (53:48):
Like she's doing that.
Speaker 2 (53:54):
I don't want to fight that, like do your thing
at the end of the day. And everybody's like, oh,
sere or sere, I gotta be a bitch a little bit,
but soup for what?
Speaker 1 (54:05):
What?
Speaker 2 (54:05):
Didn't I sue it?
Speaker 1 (54:06):
For guys, You're like, I just gonna keep it moving.
It ent viral, and I think the right approach is
let me use this moment to get back out there
and show y'all what I can do.
Speaker 2 (54:17):
That's really like, that's what it was all about.
Speaker 1 (54:21):
For me.
Speaker 2 (54:21):
It was never attacking. I don't know if you guys
all watch the video, the full video, it was very calm,
it was very classy. It was very just real. I
was not excuse me, I was not angry, Yeah you weren't.
I was, Yeah, I was just I wanted to get
it out there, like, Okay, I don't know how far
this is gonna go, Well what it's gonna do, But that's.
Speaker 1 (54:42):
Me how hesitant were young to come back out and
do new music.
Speaker 2 (54:51):
I was done. I'm ghost I still got right to
this day. Oh I'm good with that. I make good
money ghostwriting. I was really okay with that. Okay, I'm
raising my kids, I'm living my life. People weren't forgetting
every now and then somebody had come up and McDonald's like,
(55:13):
oh my god, we wanted to, but it's not crazy,
like you know, it wasn't now I was picking up again.
I was good with that. It was hard for me,
especially because I feel like people don't receive me the
way they should. People don't receive me for who I
really am and where I really had. Honestly, my throat
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chakra was blocked. That's some spiritual shit, like my throat
chakra was. My throat chakra was kind of blocked and
people It's like I would talk, but people weren't really
hearing me, and they weren't really feeling me. I had
to align my chakras, get myself together, situated and aligned
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spiritually because I'm out here and I'm talking and it's
going over everybody's head, you know, on her head.
Speaker 1 (56:06):
At that you feel like love and hip hop. Also
because a lot of things happened on that show, but
you didn't get to really express or it didn't make
it to the final edit.
Speaker 2 (56:17):
It overshadowed, It overshadowed my talent. And now when you
have this girl you made, have heard her, but you
don't really know who she is. But now you see
her on TV and the time that you do see
her is just drama, drama, drama.
Speaker 1 (56:37):
Let's talk about remy mind. What happened with that whole situation? Yeah,
because there was a case that you had against her.
It ended up getting dismissed because it couldn't be proven.
Is what they said. You said that she basically assaulted you.
She said she didn't fat Joe, you know, call sign
(56:58):
that you had somebody that was an eyewitness. But then
they decided I had a cape for her. Yeah, So
what happened with that whole situation.
Speaker 2 (57:08):
I'm not gonna lie, Angela, you know I love you
so much. I don't really want to get into detail
with that situation, but I will.
Speaker 1 (57:15):
Say this, and you hate that it's getting brought back
up again.
Speaker 2 (57:18):
Yes, absolutely, because that was mentally challenging for me. Like
I'm talking about.
Speaker 1 (57:25):
Like somebody who's therapy, Like oh, so you ended up
going to therapy. I know. I can imagine. It's like
when somebody that has a really big platform, yeah, says
something and people and your voices ends up being a
lot smaller than that voice.
Speaker 2 (57:42):
Yeah, it's when you are on the come up. I
would say this, you really shouldn't try to challenge people
that are already accomplished and situated and whatever it is
that you're doing, whether it's music or movies or shit.
Maybe in the doctor's office like a nurse. Shit. You know,
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you probably if something happens like you probably should try
to you know, like keep it to yourself and worry
about it. Like I like, I really honestly, I really
don't know. But long story short, like shout outs to Remy,
it's a complicated situation. I will say this, Remy mind
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didn't put her hands on me that day, Okay, Remy
mind wasn't the person that put her hands on me
that day.
Speaker 1 (58:35):
Okay.
Speaker 2 (58:35):
Did somebody do you love her?
Speaker 3 (58:41):
Do you have love for her and respect for Remy?
Speaker 2 (58:44):
Yeah? I locked like like a lot, like I'm not
even gonna lie. I seen her. I see her backstage
Keisha Cole's concert with Justin Crombs. That's one of my
really close friends. I don't know, like we made eye contact,
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and it wasn't it wasn't that like that like it
was it was almost like it's just like like damn.
Speaker 1 (59:17):
But at the time, you did say she did.
Speaker 2 (59:20):
At that at that time, I did say she did,
because I'm gonna be completely honest, that's what I thought.
I was knocked out. Okay, I was knocked out.
Speaker 3 (59:29):
Did you apologize to her to Remy, Yeah.
Speaker 2 (59:32):
We never got a chance to have that conversation. And
when it was time to I didn't trust nobody. Okay,
you need to try to make that happen. I didn't
trust nobody. And when everybody told me what really happened, Wow,
I didn't trust nobody. Okay. I thought everybody was trying
to protect her.
Speaker 1 (59:49):
Because she also could have gone back to jail for
a situation like that.
Speaker 2 (59:54):
Okay, yeah, she could have. And and it's no snake
because obviously she could easily say like it was she
would have never done that.
Speaker 1 (01:00:07):
Okay, all right, So you're like we're moving on past that. Yeah. Yeah,
And I feel like this is a public way to be.
Speaker 2 (01:00:13):
Like I feel like one day I will like actually
sit and possibly talk about it. But I just don't
know when that day would be because it's one of
those situations where.
Speaker 1 (01:00:26):
I want to I want to talk to her and
life be life, and she doesnet went through a lot,
you know, went through a lot.
Speaker 2 (01:00:33):
Yeah, she done went through a lot.
Speaker 1 (01:00:34):
You know.
Speaker 2 (01:00:35):
I feel like she might be willing to talk to
me about you know, I think sometimes giving each other
grace for what you've been through, what she's been through.
Speaker 1 (01:00:44):
It's like we women and we're still standing.
Speaker 2 (01:00:46):
She's just more you know what it is, She's way
more hood than me.
Speaker 7 (01:00:51):
I'm gonna be honest what you know, you know why,
And that's why everybody look at it like that, like
we from ravers with project, like she could like she
did she that.
Speaker 2 (01:01:02):
But the thing about me is that so backing like
you were gangster. You're not a murderer. I am not
like I am literally a civilian and I'm somebody that
had to approve myself throughout these years. That's the reason
why I was getting into so many fights, so much confrontation.
(01:01:22):
That's not the person that I ever wanted to be.
So when I look at myself, I'm going to be
completely honest I'm a civilian. I'm not that girl. Like
I'm not. I don't hold guns, I don't like you
know what I'm saying, Like she a real gangster bitch,
so her morals and her principles is a little different than.
Speaker 1 (01:01:42):
They're not gonna be snitching and be like this person
did it exactly. You know what's crazy though, Also, like
I know that's hard to have it on the internet
that you got knocked out, Like you just said that,
shit is hard to because people be having jokes, people
be merciless.
Speaker 2 (01:01:56):
That whole thing was that, that whole thing was a
pr right up. I'm not gonna lie like that was
very This is how you have to go about it.
I was kind of like following the blueprint of what
I have to do worst decision of my career.
Speaker 3 (01:02:13):
Do you feel like, because I just asked you, do
you still love her because I can kind of tell
love and respect or do you feel like it's some
form of fear?
Speaker 1 (01:02:23):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (01:02:23):
Not, no form of fear at all, because that's the
thing about me. Like I said, I'm a civilian, but baby,
I got the heart of a motherfucking line. I'll go
up against it, Like I said, I'll be forgetting. I'm
only fourten. I will go up against whoever, and I
think she and everybody in our room couldttest to that,
(01:02:44):
to be completely honest. But you know, shit happens and
I'm not. I'm not. I'm not scared of Not only
am I not scared of her, I'm not scared of
anybody in this world. I fear is God. That's it.
Speaker 1 (01:03:03):
Knowing what really happened, how did you forgive that or
move on from that?
Speaker 2 (01:03:13):
I forgive that and move on from that at this
point because I've prayed, and I've prayed, and I've healed,
and I've been still. I've allowed myself to just be
completely still and just be within myself and who I am.
I know who I am. You know what I mean.
(01:03:34):
I know who I am now, and I just I
just forgive everybody. I forgive. I forgive myself. That's forgoing
about it the way I went about it.
Speaker 3 (01:03:46):
And it's okay to re say I like like.
Speaker 2 (01:03:50):
I forgive you know, Remy's camp and the people that
did whatever happened. You know, I forgive everybody.
Speaker 3 (01:04:04):
But do you feel like I.
Speaker 2 (01:04:07):
Just because knowing what I know?
Speaker 3 (01:04:11):
But when I know, though, do you really know for sure?
Speaker 2 (01:04:14):
Oh I know, okay, it was a video a video
I couldn't afford it.
Speaker 3 (01:04:24):
Well in that case, apology is do it's because I
would feel away? Yeah, I would feel away if I
was accused of something and I got the backlash from it,
and then it's like, especially.
Speaker 2 (01:04:36):
Now where the relationship is with the person.
Speaker 3 (01:04:38):
That Yeah, I would be like, okay, mm hmm.
Speaker 1 (01:04:43):
So do you how do you feel about having done
Love and Hip Hop when you look back at it,
you know that the whole show is about to be done? Period?
Speaker 2 (01:04:51):
They know.
Speaker 1 (01:04:52):
What are your thoughts about your time on there?
Speaker 2 (01:04:55):
My thoughts is this I came, I saw a.
Speaker 3 (01:04:59):
Co do it again and another.
Speaker 2 (01:05:04):
It's so crazy because if they would have still been
able to last right now, I would have did that.
I would have did that over baddies for sure.
Speaker 3 (01:05:12):
But you doing another reality show.
Speaker 2 (01:05:15):
It would have to be based on positivity. I have
to be based on music, real life, motherhood, hustle and bustle,
like it would have to be on that type of
VIP one of these raster fighting shows.
Speaker 1 (01:05:30):
Absolutely, they're not definitely not absolutely.
Speaker 2 (01:05:33):
Not no no no, no no no.
Speaker 1 (01:05:35):
Like you said, you've still been behind the scenes. Writing
for people. Now you've got a new single out that
it feels like, you know, it's a vibe. I also
like a nostalgic feel of a song that I think
back to and I'm like, Okay, this is my joint
right here.
Speaker 2 (01:05:49):
Yes, I'm excited if you want. My boyfriend is doing
really good. I cannot lie. Shout out to DJ WebStar.
One thing about us when we get in that bag
and when we get in that studio, we don't play games.
That's just one of many.
Speaker 1 (01:06:02):
Where do you see this all going?
Speaker 4 (01:06:04):
Like?
Speaker 1 (01:06:05):
What's the plan now?
Speaker 2 (01:06:07):
To the top to the moon. I'm not gonna lie.
I really see things going up right now. For me.
Speaker 1 (01:06:15):
You're in a good space.
Speaker 2 (01:06:16):
I'm in a good space spiritually, mentally.
Speaker 1 (01:06:19):
Everything everything happens for a reason. Are you dating celebrate
for how long?
Speaker 2 (01:06:29):
Going on three years?
Speaker 3 (01:06:30):
And straight celibacy?
Speaker 2 (01:06:34):
I mean I got a deal?
Speaker 1 (01:06:36):
Okay, good because we have a little thing we do
called from the feed, So I'm.
Speaker 2 (01:06:42):
Gonna okay, is it time to take the jacket off?
Speaker 1 (01:06:44):
Yeah, take your jacket off from the feed. I think
it's time to take I think it's time.
Speaker 7 (01:06:49):
My manager is heated right now.
Speaker 2 (01:06:50):
But it is Angeliae heat.
Speaker 1 (01:06:52):
I mean, we got things happening.
Speaker 2 (01:06:55):
I didn't say everything, but yeah we can, you know, Okay.
Speaker 1 (01:07:03):
All right, now, from the feed is where we talk
about things that are happening online and you weigh in
on it. Since you just brought that up, here's my
from the feed. This is from Kiki Palmer, Hey kig
on her show, and here's what she had to say.
So listen up. The weirdest thing you do to relax
because you work so hard, The weirdest thing I do
to relax.
Speaker 2 (01:07:24):
I mean, it depends on what you consider weird. I mean,
you can't even say because you don't want to relax.
So these are the things I do to relax. Some
of them might be Sometimes I masturbate. Okay, I knew it,
You knew it.
Speaker 1 (01:07:43):
Okay, So Kiki Palmer even said it, she masterface to relax.
But the question is analog or digital? Do you use
a toy or your fingers?
Speaker 2 (01:07:52):
My favorite is my fingers?
Speaker 1 (01:07:53):
Okay, but I do that toy out?
Speaker 2 (01:07:58):
Oh no sure, oh no no, no no. See here's
the thing I'm not inserting. I'm not really like the clips.
Maybe the clips, yes, that's what matters. Why do you
use the vibrator, then yeah, I do. Okay, all right,
(01:08:20):
So because the vibrators sometimes I'm not even gonna lie
like it's a lot. It's like, okay, I'm in my bad.
It's like I have to get the whole thing. I'm
squirter right. The vibrator is just like all over the place.
Oh my god, I got to clean up for the kids,
get rooms.
Speaker 1 (01:08:37):
Do you have to change the chease every time you squirt? Yes,
I don't know. I've never squired it.
Speaker 3 (01:08:43):
I let you unless you prep you're just so cool
what you do?
Speaker 2 (01:08:52):
You wait, have you ever used the role?
Speaker 3 (01:08:55):
No?
Speaker 1 (01:08:56):
But I haven't.
Speaker 2 (01:08:56):
Okay, so what a jump start? You use your rolls,
use your rose and I'm gonna text you how you got.
Speaker 1 (01:09:05):
It and then text it to me. Yes, your phones.
Speaker 2 (01:09:12):
That too, but that that's gonna jump start jump start you.
So here's the thing. Everybody can squirre, you think so absolutely.
The thing is this, You have to have your first time.
Speaker 1 (01:09:30):
Once.
Speaker 2 (01:09:31):
Then your body is going to keep signaling that if
it's good enough.
Speaker 1 (01:09:36):
Yeah, it's like, what's that you remember the first time?
Remember the first time you squired it? Yeah, tell us
about it?
Speaker 2 (01:09:44):
The first you know, what was going on worded was
with my rose in twenty when it came.
Speaker 1 (01:09:52):
Okay, it's only six years ago, that's not.
Speaker 4 (01:09:54):
Even Yeah, that was a COVID experience.
Speaker 2 (01:09:58):
That was a COVID. My kids was a COVID expense.
Speaker 1 (01:10:04):
That man didn't even make you squirt.
Speaker 2 (01:10:06):
No he didn't, right, he's doing He made them kids,
but he ain't make me squirre.
Speaker 1 (01:10:13):
So after that, you were able to just know how
to do it.
Speaker 2 (01:10:15):
Yeah, hm hm hmm you have and you can kind
of uh control it a little bit. But that's why don't.
Speaker 1 (01:10:24):
Quote me on that.
Speaker 2 (01:10:24):
But why no, But why I also don't quote me
on that because sometimes it's just like, yeah, it just
happens monels that.
Speaker 3 (01:10:32):
I do want to square, not every time. But also,
squirting for me isn't just like my goal like the
best feeling. Like how people be like, oh squirt, skirt, skirt,
Like that's not my biggest.
Speaker 2 (01:10:45):
It almost feels like an accident for me, Like ah,
like it feels like an accident, he pants accident.
Speaker 1 (01:10:53):
It's like.
Speaker 3 (01:10:55):
Sometimes yeah, I feel like it's literally it's overrated to me.
I mean, niggas be like.
Speaker 2 (01:11:02):
But be cause niggas just like the idea niggas just.
Speaker 1 (01:11:06):
Like the idea look around.
Speaker 2 (01:11:09):
Yes, I was just like, it ain't like the biggest.
Speaker 4 (01:11:14):
You got.
Speaker 1 (01:11:17):
I have a lady, all right, joy Joe? You have
her from the feet?
Speaker 2 (01:11:21):
Oh yeah, okay, what you got a girlfriend?
Speaker 4 (01:11:26):
Some mind?
Speaker 2 (01:11:26):
You're looking over here?
Speaker 4 (01:11:31):
Okay, So there's this girl here minding her business? Right
to try to tell her?
Speaker 7 (01:11:42):
Right?
Speaker 4 (01:11:43):
You trying to touch her? Some women are into that
that I recently just discovered, like in Italy, I guess
there's like pinching where men like pinching. Yes, we'll pinch
your butt to like let you know they're interested. And
so me, this does never happened to me for a
reason it How do you feel about it?
Speaker 2 (01:12:01):
Are you with in the second and not on him?
On me? Why are you no, I'm saying in the secondary?
Why are you to me? Yeah, that's.
Speaker 4 (01:12:14):
On you about what do you think about Cat Colling's
not you know, like if you're walking up the street
and somebody's like yeah out the out the window, or
like they're driving and they say something always going.
Speaker 2 (01:12:25):
To take a peek. It depends on it depends on
the peak, you know point answering this, I might turn
around and I might turn around and it might be
your neighborhood, like homeless guy just giving me a compliment.
Speaker 1 (01:12:40):
Thank you, don't make it, don't make me pull up.
Speaker 2 (01:12:43):
My But if I turn around and it's like Sam Bentley,
I would say, but is it.
Speaker 4 (01:12:51):
Ever like is it ever the man with the Bentley?
Speaker 2 (01:12:54):
Yeah?
Speaker 4 (01:12:55):
You think I feel like they have a little bit
more decorum.
Speaker 1 (01:12:59):
Mm hmm. Okay, oh my god, don't we pulled up
from the fee? That was? That goes right along with
what you said.
Speaker 2 (01:13:05):
Okay, for you, we might be into them trying to
give like classy air.
Speaker 1 (01:13:09):
Like you might be like. But with me, it's like,
don't make me get this one ready for you? Tell
it gets yours. You said this, hold on, listen to
this one.
Speaker 2 (01:13:19):
Give me some juicy.
Speaker 1 (01:13:20):
Some fantasies got to just stay fantasies, you understand. Ain't
notine wrong.
Speaker 2 (01:13:27):
Was just looking at the meat and then getting off
your stop and going to fuck the work.
Speaker 1 (01:13:31):
Okay. So what this one was about? She said, She
rides the A train every day to the airport for work,
and there's a homeless man who has gone into my fantasies.
I see him one day in sweatpants with no drawers,
on and his dick prints show he was hung like
a horse is getting a hotel room so he could
wash clean and blow my back out. Aggressive.
Speaker 2 (01:13:50):
That's a fantasy. That's a fantasy that should stay a fantasy.
I always tell me and my girls talk about this
all the time. We talk about fantasies and it should
you have to live it out or should you fantasy
steak the fantasies? Like I have a fantasy. I have
a few fantasy tell us tell us. I have a
fantasy of like me late night and Uber Oh the
(01:14:19):
driver that is a hugeongous like I would never do
that trained. I know plenty of people who live this
in real life. But I have a fantasy of like
there's a group of friends I like. I like all
of them, all four of them. I think about all
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of them fucking me.
Speaker 8 (01:14:42):
Like, Yeah, I know I can't live it out, but
you know it's a good fantasy.
Speaker 1 (01:14:52):
Your hands are so small, you won't make any dick
look big.
Speaker 2 (01:14:55):
Yeah, in that valley. That's one of the advantages that
I have, one of the many advantages I have.
Speaker 6 (01:15:07):
Yeah, everything you know, Yeah, it's so much bigger. I
make a man feel real big.
Speaker 2 (01:15:18):
I ain't gonna lie like just everything about me makes
me feel big. I love that.
Speaker 4 (01:15:22):
I love that for them.
Speaker 1 (01:15:23):
Are you loud and noisy?
Speaker 2 (01:15:25):
It depends m hmm. It depends it literally, it depends
on I don't want to say. It depends on the
person place our thing literally right like because sometimes they
could give, like like I could really enjoy out of
(01:15:46):
my face into a pillow, just kind of like screaming
and bite in there. That might be better. And it
might be another situation where we're just on the fucking
hills in La mansion and I can scream to the
top of my lungs, gonna be giving that. You know
that ain't fantasy. That's real life.
Speaker 1 (01:16:03):
Okay, that happened.
Speaker 2 (01:16:08):
Yeah, It's just it depends. But in my in my fantasies,
there's no there's not really any noise in my fantasy.
Speaker 1 (01:16:16):
So you do you like and things like that?
Speaker 2 (01:16:18):
I do, mm hmmm. I do like to the point
where some guys are just like not into it. I'm
just because I asked want my nugget is so small,
Like you gotta say, I don't.
Speaker 3 (01:16:35):
Feel I didn't think about that.
Speaker 1 (01:16:37):
What about it? Do you like getting like getting spent
in your mouth and things.
Speaker 2 (01:16:40):
Like that I'm only having one person, oh god, freedom,
only let one guy spit in my mouth way and
all that.
Speaker 1 (01:16:53):
That one guy, well pee, she's like slow down.
Speaker 3 (01:16:59):
Anyway. I ain't saying necessary.
Speaker 2 (01:17:03):
As in like I'm like golden shower. Yeah, I'm gonna
keep it wrod with you guys. I don't think that's
something that that's more of a fantasy. Okay, that's more
of a fantasy. That's something that like, like I could
think about it and be like that would be fun,
(01:17:24):
but I wouldn't really do. I wouldn't like tell somebody like, oh,
pee on me. I don't know if somebody might be like,
oh can I peel you? Depending on the person, I
don't know what I would say in the moment, it
has not ye.
Speaker 1 (01:17:35):
What about groupies on the road? Have you ever encountered
that for yourself?
Speaker 2 (01:17:40):
And have I ever encountered that or just encounter that.
Speaker 1 (01:17:44):
Encountered that.
Speaker 2 (01:17:49):
My boot that I was fucking around with encountered that
and allowed him and the groupie to all encounter it.
Speaker 1 (01:17:57):
Okay, my boots, So who's my boot?
Speaker 2 (01:18:02):
So you have oh not right now?
Speaker 1 (01:18:06):
Okay for my boo.
Speaker 4 (01:18:07):
At the moment, it's giving sneaky link. I'm detecting sneaky link.
Speaker 1 (01:18:13):
Do what you doing? You're not alone.
Speaker 2 (01:18:15):
It's giving incocrated but okay for free the guys you okay, So.
Speaker 3 (01:18:26):
Mine's this. She looks like you ain't got it. No,
So first I want to say I respect your paying game.
Speaker 2 (01:18:38):
Thank you.
Speaker 3 (01:18:39):
You're a very talented writer for yourself and others. And
I'm very you're not research you know right now Koreesha,
she got one of the most popular songs out the
spin that spin at spin spine spin that what's it's
(01:19:00):
more important to you a guy spending or time?
Speaker 2 (01:19:05):
I cannot lie. That is a hard ask question. What's
more important to me a guy spending it? Money wise,
I'm spending that.
Speaker 1 (01:19:15):
Time spend I don't spend time.
Speaker 2 (01:19:23):
I ain't gonna lie, though, I'd rather I'd rather somebody.
I'd rather somebody spend time right now. Wow, in my life,
I would rather somebody spend time. I would rather somebody
have the money but be spending time. Like we'll get
to that, we can build. I'm good right now, I'm good. Yeah,
I need that time, though, what about you?
Speaker 4 (01:19:46):
If I like the person, it's definitely time. I don't
like men most of the time, so I want them
to spend money on me.
Speaker 2 (01:19:53):
And that's the thing about it. I don't deal with
nobody that don't like I'm the worst gold digger ever.
Speaker 1 (01:20:00):
My friends not working. My friends can't say. They said, bitch,
how the fuck you know?
Speaker 2 (01:20:05):
I said, I just don't want it, like I just
I don't know. His broth was thicking, like bitch, a millionaire,
multi millionaire, get him a piece of gum. I'm like,
I just can't.
Speaker 1 (01:20:14):
I can't. That's a holatosis problem.
Speaker 4 (01:20:17):
That's extreme. That's an extreme case. You don't need you
can't do that, absolutely no, there's too many who you
don't even need to kiss.
Speaker 1 (01:20:25):
What about you tell her.
Speaker 3 (01:20:27):
Spending that time or spending that bag. I think it
depends on the situation that I'm in, Like if right now,
spending that baby bag gets me all the time, And
then too, I don't have a lot of time. I
don't have a lot of time.
Speaker 2 (01:20:47):
I'm working, working, working, working, and.
Speaker 3 (01:20:49):
I respect a man. Actually, I just like men who
just work, work, work, work, work. I don't like no
always as nigga, I just don't. I don't have one.
Speaker 1 (01:21:08):
Yeah, right, it depends.
Speaker 3 (01:21:11):
On the space I'm in. I don't have a lot
of time right now, so I can only deal with
somebody who don't got time.
Speaker 1 (01:21:18):
What's the strangest Spanish your guy's ever been into with you?
Speaker 2 (01:21:22):
I think the strangest one is just always kind of
gonna be fee okay always, I don't there's no other.
I think everything else is kind of no. I know
a guy like to smell ass whole time.
Speaker 1 (01:21:40):
Or clean.
Speaker 2 (01:21:41):
He wanted it to be He wanted me to like
be like getting out the shower but like we having
fun and we like dancing and like ship like that
and like wait because not saying that it gets like
ass just get real stinky, but it just kind of
gets like a natural accent like after like you know,
like after like hour being in the shower and stuff.
(01:22:04):
And he's fucking crazy.
Speaker 4 (01:22:07):
Was bending it down and like spreading the cheeks or
what was the scenario.
Speaker 2 (01:22:11):
Redding cheeks, smelling it, bending up being like a dog. Yeah,
for sure, I actually made money off that. No, I'm not.
He just like just because he knew that that ship
(01:22:33):
was freaking weird and he's not considerably a weird though,
Like this is the guy I'm telling you right now,
like you're meeting you, He'll say, what's up to you?
And it's always cute money, not big chains. Yeah, not
like an old, ugly weird.
Speaker 1 (01:22:49):
What about celebrities are like spending that ship? Okay, you're
having a good time. I love this for you.
Speaker 2 (01:23:00):
Oh my rappingness, nigga ze.
Speaker 1 (01:23:04):
I was gonna say, when it comes to athletes, rappers, actors, rappers, rappers, rappers,
why is that? Do you just feel like you have
more in common?
Speaker 2 (01:23:14):
More in common, like we could just like, oh my god,
we just coexist so great.
Speaker 8 (01:23:22):
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 2 (01:23:24):
Are you for energy ideas?
Speaker 1 (01:23:27):
Are you ready for love?
Speaker 2 (01:23:29):
I am. I'm so ready for love.
Speaker 1 (01:23:32):
You think that like a little soft and when it
comes to a.
Speaker 2 (01:23:35):
Man, Oh my god, I'm such a girly girl when
it comes to guys like I'm in my soft girl era.
I'm ready for somebody to just sweep me off my feet.
Speaker 1 (01:23:48):
Okay, Well I love that for you. Well, what can
we look forward to from Brie from Brittany Taylor?
Speaker 2 (01:23:54):
Oh it's the clothes out? Okay, So Brittany Taylor chicken
every flavor you can look forward to my EP, my
seventh song, EP that's dropping in freestyle. What every date Friday?
Speaker 4 (01:24:07):
We don't have it?
Speaker 1 (01:24:08):
Okay.
Speaker 2 (01:24:09):
The date is July question Mark, question Mark twenty six.
Speaker 1 (01:24:14):
Okay, And she starts every Friday.
Speaker 2 (01:24:17):
She starts every Friday. The video with me and websitr
if you want my boyfriend and content content content content
content content.
Speaker 1 (01:24:28):
Well, I'm glad you're back outside. Thank you.
Speaker 2 (01:24:30):
I love you. You know, I love tos and stuff
since the start. Okay, she held me down at the
other place, shut outs to that.
Speaker 1 (01:24:37):
Well, I love this for you, thank you. I'm glad, like,
come back out, let's do this. And I'm glad that
you were able to like just kind of get everything
a lot here and all, you know, and a in
an environment where you feel safe.
Speaker 2 (01:24:48):
Yeah, I don't say take it in good.
Speaker 1 (01:24:50):
Yah.
Speaker 2 (01:24:50):
I'm not trying to be back on the ZZ show.
Speaker 1 (01:24:53):
Like I feel like they will, because I think all
of this was told from my honest please.
Speaker 3 (01:24:58):
Yeah, and that's what matters. Intensity wins and God for sure.
Speaker 2 (01:25:04):
I mean, hallelujah girl over here. I just feel like
she's I'm gonna say something. I just see I hear
like a little in my age.
Speaker 1 (01:25:13):
But the albums the church be tequila, Thank you, for
tapping in with that. Definitely gonna follow up like everything
you have going on.
Speaker 2 (01:25:28):
You gotta kill. I love you, guys, I just I
don't want to leave, but thank you so much for
having me Angela.
Speaker 1 (01:25:38):
Thank you guys.
Speaker 2 (01:25:40):
Yeah, don't vote those on that my manage. You're a
little he said, you're talking too much.
Speaker 1 (01:25:49):
But that hello is anybody?
Speaker 2 (01:25:54):
Yeah, I was hoping it would get a little freakier,
but hey, you want Okay, that's I don't want to
come back next time I come back up. We just
got to get into like the questions and.
Speaker 1 (01:26:05):
I know we got to revisit everything because it's been
a minute.
Speaker 2 (01:26:08):
Yeah, and so that's why, because I have had it's
like yeah, yeah, but we appreciate you, thank you for
being here. We love thank you.
Speaker 1 (01:26:19):
Wow