November 26, 2025 • 49 mins
This week, we’re diving headfirst into our triple-threat era with the incomparable *Mackenzie Barmen* — actor, comedian, singer, and the viral mastermind behind some of TikTok’s funniest character sketches. Expect big laughs, unhinged tangents, and maybe even a little singing… because when Mackenzie’s in the room, every platform becomes a stage.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Because I'm like, no, I know what I want and
(00:01):
I know what I'm gonna do to get it, and like,
there's no I have, there's.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
No backup plan.
Speaker 3 (00:06):
Oh, there's nothing wrong with me.
Speaker 4 (00:08):
Yeah, it's just like we have to do it at
our own pace.
Speaker 3 (00:12):
In our own way.
Speaker 1 (00:13):
I don't think we as a human species have evolved
to where we need to be to keep up with
the demand of what we are doing, you know. And
so my family's not theater family, so I had to
discover it kind of all on my own. If she
really cares about you, she would do anything for you.
So in that sense, Yes, my name is Curly and I'maya.
Speaker 5 (00:33):
The Super Secret Bestie Club Podcast Season four is here.
Speaker 3 (00:36):
And we're locked in.
Speaker 2 (00:38):
That means more juicy cheese man, terrible love advice.
Speaker 5 (00:41):
Evil spells to casta on your ex.
Speaker 3 (00:44):
Yeah, we're not doing that this season.
Speaker 5 (00:46):
Oh well, this season we're leveling up.
Speaker 4 (00:48):
Each episode will feature a special bestie and you're not
gonna want to miss it.
Speaker 3 (00:52):
So what are you waiting for?
Speaker 5 (00:54):
Kidding? Here?
Speaker 3 (00:57):
Welcome to another episode of The Super Secret best The Club. Guys,
we are back.
Speaker 4 (01:03):
You might be listening to us today in your car
and your way to work or at work, or in
the toilet, or if you're like me in the shower.
Speaker 5 (01:13):
Really calls me in the shower.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
Everybody in the shower, our conversation.
Speaker 5 (01:17):
He's in the shower, like you know.
Speaker 4 (01:19):
Voice isolation on your phone, Like if you like, wipe
down and put little voice isolation game changer. Hear it
the water? Can you hear me pooping? You can hear
me pooping? You can't hear me pooping? Well?
Speaker 2 (01:34):
Can you hear me pooping?
Speaker 3 (01:37):
Can you? Guys? Well, my how's your spirit today?
Speaker 2 (01:47):
My spirit is good.
Speaker 5 (01:49):
I feel like I mean, I just did like two
days of a short film, so I'm like, you know,
we wrapped yesterday at like seven or eight. I didn't
get home into like eightish, and then I took an
edible and you know I had to wake up and
do this and I'm super excited.
Speaker 3 (02:07):
Did you.
Speaker 5 (02:09):
Oh yeah, did you notice?
Speaker 3 (02:11):
I didn't? But I thought it was very sweet of
you to call me. I was like, kind I.
Speaker 5 (02:14):
Didn't call you because I was on my edible. I
was just like I felt his spirit yesterday where I
was just like I don't I'm like, I don't know,
Like something reminded me and I was like, let me
just call because I'm like I wasn't going to call
because you know, I'm like, we're going to see each
other tomorrow. Like we're we practice boundaries sometimes, you know,
like like like I mean, we used to work together
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every single day for years, sitting next to each other
for years, you know, so we're so used to just
like constant communication, you know. But I like felt last night,
I was anxious, very stressed.
Speaker 3 (02:50):
Out going on. But it's a line.
Speaker 4 (02:53):
It's good stuff. It's all good stuff. Like I'm just
working a lot. Oh sorry, it's all good stuff. I'm
like working a lot, like doing a lot of different things.
And I have like a big shoot coming up. So
you know, when you just care about something, you just
want it to do really well. So then you're just
sitting there ruminating. But my whole thing right now.
Speaker 3 (03:13):
Is like tapping into have you seen the craft? Craft?
Speaker 1 (03:20):
And like I am still like it's the anticipation of
not having watched it that's fun.
Speaker 2 (03:24):
So now when I actually watched it, watch it.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
I just rewatched it at Cinespia with a bunch of
people in the cemetery who hadn't seen it, and they
were impressed by it still, and I love it so
much because it's actually.
Speaker 3 (03:35):
Like it's so good.
Speaker 4 (03:37):
But people were like giggling at some scenes, and I'm like,
this is a documentary, do not laugh.
Speaker 3 (03:41):
Do not laugh at my lifestyle like watching it.
Speaker 4 (03:44):
But anyway, she talks about like they talk about the
universe like they talk about like God in a sense,
and they say like that if there's a dat named
Mano in it, right, and they're like, Man is bigger
than God. If God and the Devil were playing on
a football field, Man is the stadium, my nose, the
lights is the is the grass growing on the field.
(04:04):
And That's how I feel about the universe. So whenever
I get into my anxiety, I'm like, Okay, it's fine.
Like we get to kind of like make our own
realities in real time. So then I was doing laundry
and putting like scented things in my little clothing and
freaking out how anxiety, and then she calls me high.
Sometimes the universe shows up as the best law.
Speaker 5 (04:24):
Like we will always kind of call each other after
we have these like events where like we always get
a lot of love from people who have watched us
on BuzzFeed before, and I was on a set with
an entire Latina crew and entire Latina cat or Latino cast,
and everybody was like and they're like twenty five and really,
(04:44):
you know, I'm thirty two and we're like in our thirties.
Speaker 3 (04:47):
Like I'm maly thirties.
Speaker 5 (04:48):
It's you know, like and so they're like, oh, yeah,
thank you so much for what you've done for our generation,
and well your general I'm.
Speaker 2 (04:58):
Like, calm down the generation.
Speaker 5 (05:01):
But the way you take a step back show with
those words, all right, but like they were, they were
like talking so highly of Curly and you know of
just like you know, there's Central American Curly, Central American,
and just how impactful. And so I was like, that's
why I wanted to call. And he always calls me
when he hears something, you know, like me that kind
of like reminder for each other that like we're doing
(05:24):
the work. You know, people are noticing, and it's it's
influencing the next generation.
Speaker 3 (05:30):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
Yeah, I was still in the dash.
Speaker 1 (05:32):
You know, if I were looking at my life ten
years ago and like looking at what I'm doing now,
it would shock me how far I'm And then you
have to keep.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
You keep setting the bar higher and higher for yourselves.
So it's hard to like be present, yes, but.
Speaker 3 (05:45):
How are your spirit? Like, what's going on with you?
Speaker 4 (05:47):
Like, oh my gosh, we did have a little giggle
because you did talk about eating a little that's okay,
eating a little burger.
Speaker 1 (05:52):
Shurt my throat ten seconds before coming.
Speaker 3 (05:56):
I also love the visual of that.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
Yeah, you should have seen me in my car.
Speaker 5 (05:59):
I was like, just give ever heard brought on camera
would be like period.
Speaker 1 (06:03):
Honestly, I would have ordered more food had I had
I had more time, but I.
Speaker 2 (06:07):
So, I had a crazy morning. My spirit is very great.
Speaker 1 (06:10):
Everything is great in life right now, but I had
a very cadic morning.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
I was late to this podcast. I'm so sorry. I
had two auditions to self tape this morning.
Speaker 3 (06:18):
Amazing.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
One was like for a film, very long, was like
eight pages of sides, very dramatic.
Speaker 2 (06:24):
It was like a lot.
Speaker 1 (06:26):
And then the other one was like this commercial audition
that was also very dramatic, but in like a commercial way.
Speaker 2 (06:31):
So it was just a lot.
Speaker 4 (06:33):
You're gonna get it, you're gonna get it, congratulations on
your movie.
Speaker 3 (06:38):
Commercial.
Speaker 2 (06:38):
But it was just chaotic.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
And then I got the text. I was like, oh,
my gosh, I'm supposed to do a podcast today.
Speaker 2 (06:43):
What am I doing? And then I sprinted out of
my house to thank.
Speaker 3 (06:46):
You for sprinting out.
Speaker 5 (06:47):
It worked out.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
I was so happy to be here.
Speaker 5 (06:51):
Literally, like as you got here, we're like, oh, we're
actually ready because there was like another podcast before and
they had to like set up and be like, oh
we can film a TikTok and like you know, yes, Okay.
So Mackenzie is here. She's like popping on the internet
on TikTok, Instagram, everywhere. I like looked you up in
(07:12):
your bio and everything, and I.
Speaker 2 (07:14):
Was like, you've done a lot of theater. I have.
I've done a lot of theater.
Speaker 5 (07:18):
But you've played like major roles in like like a
bunch of different stuff. I'm like, okay, theater girl, Okay.
So Mackenzie an actor, comedian, viral content creator known for
This Is What, This Is What the Internet Said. Known
for her hilarious character sketches and dark comedy twists, she's
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also a writer, producer, and performer, bringing her theater roots
and sharp wit to every platform she touches. I put.
Speaker 1 (07:46):
She also sings I Do I'm a musical theater girl.
Speaker 3 (07:50):
I love that you have a musical theater voice.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
I think I do. I think Tayla was inspired by me.
I think she heard what she saw and she was like,
that's what I'm going. Yeah, you just do a lot
of musical theater.
Speaker 1 (08:05):
And then I got I was on acutane for a
little while, which I don't know if you know, but
acutane is like this very intense acne medication, yes, yes,
and it dries you out. And so I was swinging
this musical. I was covering all four parts. It was
a four person musical. All wow, it was like a
crazy vocal range and I was the swing. It was
all going great, and all of a sudden I started
(08:26):
losing my voice, and I was like, what is going on?
Like I was staying hydrated, drinking the tea, doing the
neetty pot like all the things. And it turned out
like a few months later, I realized it was because
I was on acutane. Wow, your face, Like, I don't
know what it is if it's like drying it out
so that it can like clear the acne, but it
(08:46):
also dries out your vocal cords.
Speaker 4 (08:48):
Because yeah, I was on for nest Strade and it
was drying up my boners for a second. So I
just had no idea for three years, and I was like,
why do I have like zero sex drive?
Speaker 3 (08:59):
Got the pill and I was like.
Speaker 2 (09:01):
Yeah, I love when they tell you these things.
Speaker 3 (09:04):
Yeah, I mean much like you now you can like sing,
and like now.
Speaker 2 (09:06):
I can sing. It was a really scary time. It
is amazing. Well I'm not on it anymore.
Speaker 1 (09:15):
I was on it for I think like three months,
which I think is like the most.
Speaker 2 (09:18):
You really should be on it.
Speaker 3 (09:19):
Yeah. Crazy.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
You have to take like pregnancy tests every month because
if you're on it and you're pregnant, like your.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
Baby will have birth defects. So it's like crazy hard.
Speaker 1 (09:29):
It's like gasoline literally, like a blood test to make
sure everything's good every month, every time you go for
like your reup.
Speaker 3 (09:36):
Yeah, it was a crazy time.
Speaker 4 (09:38):
That's crazy, like zero wrinkles, you know, that baby, a
little bit of baby.
Speaker 3 (09:50):
You know.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
It was really great, honestly.
Speaker 5 (09:52):
So Mackenzie is known for a lot of different things,
but like your sixty somethings, well some funny.
Speaker 3 (09:59):
I loved it.
Speaker 5 (10:00):
It's so smart because she uses like the snapchat filters, right,
and then just you just kind of go off, and
I feel like we met at like an Apple TV
Plus event for the studio, which was like.
Speaker 2 (10:12):
So cool, so cool, the whole past was there.
Speaker 1 (10:15):
It was like I saw Catherine and I was like,
oh my god, Catherine O'Hair.
Speaker 3 (10:19):
I was like the room with her love.
Speaker 5 (10:23):
Yeah, so cool. And so we were talking about like
I was asking him, like do you script those videos?
And you said you just do improv, right, improvise them.
Speaker 3 (10:34):
They're so crazy.
Speaker 2 (10:35):
But there's like season two, a completely new fan.
Speaker 4 (10:38):
Like Maya was like wanted to bring you on, and
I like went on, I'm watching all this stuff and like,
so I'm very new, but I love I'm a virgo.
Speaker 3 (10:47):
So I like love, don't tell us your sign yet?
Sign yet?
Speaker 4 (10:51):
Yeah, But like I love detail. One of the details
that I love about yours is the lines and the improv.
But your breathing changes per care, which I really love,
Like some of them are a little bit more like
breath you're just always annoyed. And I thought like, oh,
what a really really cool detail that these characters have
their own personalities down to the breath. And so I
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just wanted to know, like you know, even just creatively,
like yeah, you don't write them, But is that.
Speaker 3 (11:18):
Something you think about beforehand? Like do you just embody them?
Speaker 1 (11:21):
Like what is the Yeah, it's kind of like because
I went to school for theater and so I had
like all this training and like your breath work was
one of those things I was trained in, and like
it's one of It's one of those things where I
feel like you learn all this and then you just
kind of throw it out and it exists in your
subconscious kind of.
Speaker 2 (11:36):
Yeah, So I feel like that's it too.
Speaker 1 (11:38):
It's like when I see a filter, I'm immediately transformed
into this character and like I feel like I kind
of disassociate and just let them.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Do their thing. Yeah, it could be a mental illness.
We don't know which.
Speaker 3 (11:52):
Yeah, but yeah, I.
Speaker 1 (11:54):
Think like it's just something that's it comes naturally because
it's something I was trained in so kind of intensely
back in the day. So it's just in my bones
that kind of because I love subtlety and I love
me too.
Speaker 4 (12:10):
I'm not good at doing it, to be honest, as
a performer, I'm not good at me doing it, but
I'm like I'll notice it in people even in real life.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
Like we had another.
Speaker 4 (12:19):
Guest last week, and every time I would say something
that maybe he didn't agree with, like this was a
little bit it's very small, right and so like. But
because I do that, I can tell when somebody's upset.
Speaker 3 (12:30):
I can't.
Speaker 5 (12:32):
Okay, that's you twitched your eye and like were you
upset about that?
Speaker 2 (12:36):
He was like like really.
Speaker 4 (12:40):
To Like the thing with me too, is that I'm
like I because I start to study people's patterns the
way that they talk, like almost immediately without not on purpose.
So when there's a discrepancy or something changes, I can
just tell, like you're lying, you're upset by something you
didn't like what I just said.
Speaker 3 (12:58):
Like we had a singer in my life. I know
your patterns so easily, Like it's just so like.
Speaker 4 (13:03):
Like I'm noticing yours now, like you know, I'm like
noticing the way that you're moving, the way that you're talking,
and like earlier with your breath work. But like okay,
but like with your characters, like for me, I make
everything super spiritual and huha and like as you know,
we're talking about yeah man over here. But like I
was like, do you think it's like past lives? So
like how do you or like you are like other spirits,
Like who are they based off of?
Speaker 3 (13:24):
Are the people that you know? Are they people that
you feel in you in your head?
Speaker 1 (13:27):
What is the it's really you know, it's really a combination.
So I was raised in Upstate New York by my
my parents and my grandparents. We had like a pretty
big family, and my grandparents were from Staten Island and
they still have I mean, they were living out of
Staten Island for like twenty thirty years, but they still
have these Staten Island accents, and so that's just the
(13:49):
accent is slightly based off of them. I also am
from New York. I lived in New York for a
long time, New York City, and so there's like that
New York accent.
Speaker 2 (13:58):
It's just it comes so naturally to me and sent
to do.
Speaker 1 (14:01):
So that is very inspired by like my family, and
they were like coffee drinkers and like after dinner we'd
have coffee talk and like everyone said around talking like
that's very like I pull a lot from that. But
I also do feel like I am a very old
soul and I think all my little past life people
kind of dip into my my content somehow.
Speaker 5 (14:22):
There was The first videos that I saw of yours
were the one with the guy who had like a
baby head.
Speaker 2 (14:30):
Danny and vav.
Speaker 5 (14:31):
Yes, it was a full on rom com. I was,
you know, at first, I was like, oh, yeah, that's
so funny. Yeah, and then I was like, oh my god,
like they're actually falling in love and like the voice
you can you do the voice for him?
Speaker 2 (14:44):
Yeah? So Dan Danny is. Danny's kind of like down here.
It talks kind of you know, like this, you know.
And then Ma was his counterpart. She's more like up
here and she's you know, very like oh yeah, I know.
Speaker 4 (14:55):
So I was getting the in one of the videos, right,
like he's always charged the coat.
Speaker 3 (15:02):
Oh that's Bobby, Bobby okay, okay. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (15:06):
The guys in your skits you are also just very lovable,
like they just feel like, hey man, you know, I
love it.
Speaker 3 (15:13):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (15:13):
They remind me just the guys that are like maybe
we're hippies back in the day and now they're like
missing all their hair up here, but it's like long
and they're just like.
Speaker 3 (15:21):
Hey, look super chill, you know.
Speaker 4 (15:23):
But yeah, that's fascinating how you just come up with
each of their details, Like when you are just in
the It's almost like when people so like my one
of my goals in life for Halloween at some point,
I say it every year, I want to dress up
as Danny DeVito's penguin. And I just I just feel,
I just know that the minute I was in that
I would just become a different person. I would just
(15:44):
do all the things that I want. I would be
a bully, I would be destructive. I would be like,
you know, running into people with my tummy, like things.
Speaker 3 (15:51):
That I want to do. Yeah, but you can do
that with a filter, which is wild.
Speaker 1 (16:11):
Snapchat's amazing, and some of them are so I mean,
some of them don't look as realistic as the others,
but some of them are so hyper realistic that it's
just like undeniable. I like, we'll look at myself and
I'll be like, I know exactly who this person is, right,
I know their background, I know their favorite foods, I
know their quirks.
Speaker 2 (16:26):
Like it's just I just I'm such a character person.
Speaker 1 (16:29):
And I love like a narrative, and I love to
make people feel like you were saying before, like.
Speaker 2 (16:34):
You're watching it and you're laughing and you're like, oh
my god, why am I emotional?
Speaker 1 (16:37):
I love playing that range of like it's comedy and
it's silly, but there's also like a groundedness to it
and like this cozy kind of nostalgic thing.
Speaker 2 (16:47):
I don't know, I just there's just like.
Speaker 5 (16:49):
A romance between like those two characters.
Speaker 2 (16:52):
He knows, it was just kind of like a earnest. Yes,
it's I think it was like just.
Speaker 5 (16:57):
The way you'd be like like like the eyes of
it all, like the blinking and like, so I love it.
So we also want to talk about on this episode
creative burnout, Yeah, because it just like it seems like
you're firing off like content so much crazy, which I
know it's it probably like you know, there's there's something
(17:20):
behind that of course, but like you know, like for
those listening, like what do you do when you have
creative burnout?
Speaker 2 (17:26):
When you know or how does that even.
Speaker 1 (17:28):
Work for you?
Speaker 4 (17:29):
Like I feel like you like you know, every creator
creates differently, right, Like I have to write out my
scripts that take me a minute to write stuff. But
you're saying that it's improv so like do you go
into it, like you know, having kind of an idea
and knowing what you're going to do and then yeah,
like how do you fight knowing your process?
Speaker 3 (17:46):
How do you fight the burnout?
Speaker 1 (17:48):
So sometimes because I do get burnout for sure, and
I think it's it's it happens more now than it
used to because I've been doing it now for a while,
and so it's.
Speaker 2 (17:58):
It's kind of one of those things.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
Where where, excuse me, I have like whenever I have
like a real job, I can't work it for more
than like two or three.
Speaker 2 (18:05):
Years, and then I'm like, I can't do this anymore.
Speaker 1 (18:08):
But acting is the one thing that's consistent, Like I
enjoy it, I love it, this is my passion. It's
what I'm meant to do. Like that doesn't really burn
me out. But like the content creation of it all,
and like the demand of it, and like the staying
relevant because of the algorithm, and you have to make
sure you post enough for the algorithm. It's like all
these other factors that kind of like put that pressure on.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
And so there will be like a week or two.
Speaker 1 (18:30):
At a time where I don't post anything because I'm
just like if I don't feel if I'm not inspired
by it and i don't like it, or I'm not
enjoying doing it. I know it's not going to do
well because that energy is in it, you know, So
I really try to like strike when the iron's hot,
like if I have an idea, if I'm feeling good.
It also depends what part of the month it is,
because like your period, like really, okay.
Speaker 5 (18:53):
Can we just talk about that for a quick second,
because why do I feel like the ugliest, worst, unfunny person,
like fatigue on like PMS and then as soon as dry,
As soon as my period starts, I'm like, I know
(19:14):
I have my life back, like the clouds clear. Like
now I'm like bleeding on my vagina, you know, like heavily.
I'm free.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
It gets worse too as you get older.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
I feel right, I don't think I used to feel
this way, like even five four years ago. It's like
suddenly a switch flipped and I'm like, oh my, like
week before my period is horrible. I'm not creative. I
don't feel funny. I feel like it's crazy. Every single month,
I'm like, well, I have to tell my family.
Speaker 5 (19:42):
I'm like the clouds are rolling in.
Speaker 4 (19:50):
That's important for like, you know, people, periods and that
are creating to know, like please continue.
Speaker 5 (19:56):
You have to be like you have to tell yourself
this is not real, Like these thoughts are not real.
Like I know I'm feeling this way. I'm going to
give my It's like a balance, like we're it's not
begating like a thirteen year old in there, and it's critical.
Speaker 1 (20:12):
Like you feel like, at least for me, I feel bloated.
I feel like ugly. Like if I look at myself
in the mirror, I'm like, oh is that you know?
Speaker 2 (20:21):
When she get out get out of my Like I
at your witch, you're a witch.
Speaker 1 (20:25):
And so that's like I feel self conscious even film
because like my I like what chain water in my face?
Like I just and then my period comes and I'm
just like I'm literally like im actually ever like I'm
a modelod I was shooting a short film actually like
a month ago. It was on It was like a
couple of days before my period, and it was just
(20:47):
I felt I was like, I am realizing I need
to like navigate my shoot schedule around my period.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
Yes, so I feel about myself. Yeah, Yes.
Speaker 5 (20:58):
I had like a live show that I did. It
was like a one woman musical comedy show. A couple
of weeks ago, and I was like, Oh, thank god,
I'm not going to be on my period. And then
I was like, I shouldn't do the show.
Speaker 2 (21:12):
I should quit.
Speaker 5 (21:13):
I'm not funny. And then I check my period up
and it's like, oh, your period is going to start.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Okay, Yeah, it's crazy somebody like.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
Doesn't have a period too.
Speaker 4 (21:23):
Like I often look at my friends that dude, and
I'm like, I for what you guys go through, and
for how heavy it is and how it no pun
but like how intense it is like from the outside,
like y'all make it look so not easy, but like
we just can't tell, do you.
Speaker 3 (21:41):
Know what I mean? Like you know it's like.
Speaker 6 (21:43):
But I almost think, like I don't know if this
is like a skit or something, but like if women
or people with periods actually looked the way that they
felt like going into work and like I don't know
if it's like an eyeball hanging out of the sockey.
Speaker 3 (21:56):
Or literally just like bleeding everywhere.
Speaker 4 (21:58):
Like because I think that's why a lot of people
that periods don't give as much cred as they should,
because there's just no understanding unless we're having these conversations,
like I'm surrounded by women all the time, so I
and I'm fascinated. Actually, for the longest time, I thought
I was a girl when I was really young. So
I was waiting for my period. And then when I
found out I wasn't going to get one, instead of
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being like I was kind of bummed about it.
Speaker 3 (22:22):
But then I felt like, I'm like, oh, maybe it's
just this life. It's fine. I'll just live my best
life without a period. This life.
Speaker 4 (22:27):
So when I hear about it, like hearing about like
a second period or some people get like chunks, and
you know, I learned about like I learned about like
discharge versus like this.
Speaker 5 (22:38):
Last week when we were doing the episode, I was like, raging.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
People, You're good.
Speaker 1 (22:44):
It's just the hormones of it all, and it's and
it's something I need.
Speaker 2 (22:48):
To just like sometimes I can push there. Sometimes it's
not as bad. Sometimes I don't really notice it.
Speaker 1 (22:52):
But it's definitely the past couple of years. As I'm
like I'm in my early thirties, I think that this
is like when it's the worst, right, But then also
new vocabularies introduced, like p M, D D and like
these I'm like, do I have these things like I
definitely have some kind of like hormonal imbalance.
Speaker 4 (23:08):
I always think vagina's like like little those little terrariums
that you would make in like elementary school where you
put like the thing like the rocks and a little
bit of water and then like moss gross and then.
Speaker 3 (23:17):
You see life around and like wow, well yeah.
Speaker 4 (23:22):
Like're just talking to some girls, like some lesbians, and
they were like or like you know the difference between
discharge and being wet, and it was like there's a difference,
and they're like, oh yeah, the consistency, like you can
totally And I'm like what like they and they were
just saying, how like even when they girls, they were
saying they hook with girls girls no, but when they
hook with guys, they have no idea. And I'm like yeah,
(23:43):
and I'm like that to me, like that's like insider
stuff that I'm like, Oh, I wish girls would talk
about it more.
Speaker 3 (23:48):
That's so cool. Like he's eating my discharge.
Speaker 7 (23:51):
Right now, because when you see it, you're like, I
think it's hilarious.
Speaker 3 (24:04):
I think it's hilarious. Get these men back, you know
what I mean. I'm not even no.
Speaker 4 (24:13):
But it has been a joy to just kind of
see like your content in terms of that too, because
I think as creatives, like I've been in this for
a very long time. We've been in it for You've
been in it longer than I have, but I've been
in it for like over a decade of it now,
And like, I think having to reinvent myself constantly has
been something that you know, at one point, I was
popular for trying things, and it was became popular for
(24:34):
like Latino stuff. Then it was me and my grandmother.
Now it's Zodiac stuff, and now I'm like, oh, it's crazy,
like what And it's it's nice to hear when other
creators also experience or just other not just creators, but creatives, right,
like people who are just doing anything creative when they
experience the burnout, because you go like, oh, there's nothing
wrong with me. It's just like we have to do
(24:56):
it at our own pace, in our own way.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
And it's also such a new thing that's not really
like natural, you know, where it's like this constant pumping
out in this Like I don't think we as a
human species have evolved to where we.
Speaker 2 (25:10):
Need to be to keep up.
Speaker 1 (25:11):
I agree demand of what we are doing you know,
and so you know, it's like, Okay, I post a
video today, it's doing really well.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
I got to do with the whole thing again tomorrow.
And it's just like it's the.
Speaker 1 (25:21):
Demand of it and the consistency of it. It's just
like what is this gonna like what?
Speaker 2 (25:25):
What? What is this? When is it? It's the chase
and it doesn't really have to keep.
Speaker 1 (25:30):
And then once you gain momentum, it's like, okay, well
now you got to hold on to that momentum and
push even harder, and it's tiring.
Speaker 4 (25:39):
I get kind of like I will get like kind
of like starts to pop in a certain way, and
I don't know, I don't I don't think it's self sabotage.
I think there's something about me that gets very like, well,
I don't want it that way, do you.
Speaker 3 (25:52):
Know what I mean?
Speaker 4 (25:53):
And I'm like, like with my Zodiac stuff, it which
is like popping, and I'm like, but I don't know that.
I want to do Zodiac all the time. So we're
gonna wait and then I and then I see my
numbers suffer. I see all these different things happen, and
I'm like, I'll get back to it when I want
to get back to it. So even just hearing you
being like, oh, I'm writing this momentum, try harder, I'm like, oh,
that's so interesting. Also I'm picking up on like I'm like,
(26:14):
I wonder what sign she's gonna.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
Be at the end.
Speaker 5 (26:17):
Hopefully we'll get my big oh my gosh big. Okay,
let's do celebrity cheese me. We have a little section
called Celebrity Gossip Lemon. I just thought of a celebrity
musical theater, so we're.
Speaker 2 (26:33):
Gonna talk about them.
Speaker 5 (26:34):
They're a little controversial, but we're also going to ask
if they would.
Speaker 2 (26:37):
Be a good bestie.
Speaker 5 (26:38):
Yeah, okay, Patti the pone.
Speaker 2 (26:42):
I love that this is a good one. I have
a lot of thoughts.
Speaker 5 (26:46):
Yeah, whatever you thoughts on Patty.
Speaker 1 (26:49):
My initial thought is that I just I love her,
Like I love her work so much.
Speaker 2 (26:54):
I think that she's so insanely talented and.
Speaker 1 (26:57):
Like bold, and like she's been such a defender of
like theater and like don't put your cameras out on stage,
and like vocal in a lot of good ways. And
then she's also vocal in really problematic ways. So it's
it's tough because I love her but when that whole
thing with Audra McDonald happened and like talking about and
like Hell's kitchen, and.
Speaker 2 (27:17):
I know I was like, what you doing, Patty, like, but.
Speaker 1 (27:20):
I don't think she like saw it the way I don't.
It's almost like I'm not even trying to like give
her the benefit of the doubt, like, well, shouldn't mean
it that way, because I don't think she even thought
enough about it, because that's a privilege to not have
to think so much about how your words are gonna
you know, as a white woman in musical theater who's
like a legend. So it's it's complicated, it is.
Speaker 5 (27:40):
And it's also I feel like the people who she's
surrounding herself with, right who uh maybe feel afraid to
kind of like tell her, hey, don't say that, or
maybe they also agree with her. And then on another level,
it's like the diva of it all, like the go
the ego, and then it's like, so is diva a
(28:04):
bad thing?
Speaker 2 (28:05):
You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Like for me, like I don't know her that much.
Speaker 4 (28:08):
I just know from the headlines, like when she says
something that pops off. But I'm kind of becoming more
of the school where I'm like, actually, I want to
know where your thoughts are because I want to know
where I put my money. I want to know who
I'm supporting. I want like because we've had people that
we've worked with before where we were protecting them, where
we also were like, hey, don't say that, and then
it became a thing of it being like, but if
that's what you are, actually, so there's a part of
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me that like, and I don't know her, and I
of course I from what I've seen she before all
the controversy seems pretty cool because I know she just
across the board is very outspoken. But I'm kind of
just like, when you speak up and you say something
like be ready for people to push.
Speaker 3 (28:48):
Back, and that's yeah, And it's also.
Speaker 4 (28:51):
Okay to like have these conversations and be like, hey,
this is why you're wrong, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3 (28:57):
But I'm kind of.
Speaker 4 (28:58):
Like, yeah, girl, if that's who you are, if you're
if you're surrounded by these people who won't tell you,
then that's you're surrounded by these people.
Speaker 5 (29:06):
Did you think her apology was legit?
Speaker 2 (29:08):
You know, I can't even remember what her apology was.
Speaker 5 (29:11):
It was just like a statement that was like like
I didn't mean that or something. Yeah, it was like,
oh I would you know it was insensitive to say
this or that, and it came out like I think
a couple of days after felt very much chatgybt like
apology and then you know, kind of didn't hear from
her and.
Speaker 2 (29:30):
Even all the people.
Speaker 5 (29:31):
There's this guy Sean on TikTok who does impressions of her.
Oh yeah, I think, yes, yeah, it's so good, and
he had to make a statement he like does like
different impressions of like what Patty Lapoe would sound like
singing like you know, a Chapel Roone song or something
like it's so good, and so he had to do
a statement because.
Speaker 2 (29:50):
They're like, what do you have to say about Patty?
That's your girl to be.
Speaker 5 (29:55):
Like, oh I don't agree with what she said.
Speaker 3 (29:59):
That's crazy.
Speaker 1 (30:00):
Well, and you know, I think part of it too
is I feel like some of these people are so
so good and have been doing this for so long
and have been getting praised for so long and rewarded
for so long that there is a disconnect between like
there's just not that awareness of like, okay, well if
(30:21):
I say this, this actually isn't like I don't think
the thought is.
Speaker 2 (30:25):
I think that she is a loose cannon.
Speaker 1 (30:26):
She's going to say what she's thinking, and then when
there are repercussions, she's like almost doubles down a little bit.
Speaker 2 (30:34):
And it's tough because I feel like.
Speaker 1 (30:37):
A lot of people are like that bad stuff about
people all the time. But I think it's as somebody
in the creative world in the arts, when you're collaborating
with that many people, you just need to be more
sensitive and you need to be more caring about the
community one one hundred genuinely too.
Speaker 3 (30:54):
I hope you would hope so.
Speaker 4 (30:55):
But I also do think that we live in a
world now where I'm like, you know, if you do
just buckle down and you kind of just kind of
go like I said what I said. I we were
talking about this last week, Like I'm like, I don't
know that cancel culture is real anymore.
Speaker 3 (31:08):
I don't know that it's.
Speaker 2 (31:09):
It's like there's always this temporary thing.
Speaker 1 (31:11):
It's like you get a few months, just shut up
for a few months and then slowly come back out.
Speaker 4 (31:15):
Yeah yeah, yeah, just and like you know, and just
do better, like just do better, and like there's some
people that I'm like, please just make them go away,
and I don't want to see them again, but then
they've just come right back up.
Speaker 5 (31:25):
You know all of.
Speaker 8 (31:25):
That to say, would she be a good bestie?
Speaker 4 (31:45):
You know what she kind of writs me a Weezard
because you watch the Magnolia's Yeah, remember like Weezer's character
like Weezer, why are you always so grumpy?
Speaker 3 (31:54):
And she was just always like but she kind of
like kept it.
Speaker 4 (31:57):
She would tell you like I almost feel she might
be somebody that would be like I would be like, Patty,
does this look ugly on me?
Speaker 3 (32:04):
Do I look ugly? And she would be like, yes, ugly.
Speaker 1 (32:07):
I think she'd be a good bestie in the sense
of like because I know that like Aubrey Plaza stays.
So I was gonna say, and like she like made
her this whole turkey to eat off of for a
week while she was gone, and like I think, like,
if she really cares about you, she would do anything
for you.
Speaker 2 (32:20):
So in that sense, yes, I think she would like defend.
Speaker 4 (32:25):
But also I would be as her bestie. I would
bring her in and be like, girl, stitch, ask down.
Speaker 3 (32:29):
We're going to talk about some ship, you know, because.
Speaker 4 (32:31):
I'm also that bestie, like, oh girl, if you're gonna rock,
if you're gonna fuck with me instead of my table,
we can't be saying.
Speaker 2 (32:36):
Yes, yes totally.
Speaker 5 (32:37):
I also want to ask, can you do a Patty impression?
Speaker 2 (32:41):
Okay?
Speaker 3 (32:41):
Yeah, hold on, you do one too, And I don't
know what Patty sounds like.
Speaker 2 (32:45):
I'll do a little bit of ladies who lunch.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
Gosh, okay, now one who follow the road made themselves
that that's gone.
Speaker 2 (33:00):
I couldn't go real full belt, but I won't hear.
Speaker 3 (33:02):
But yeah, I don't know what she sounds like.
Speaker 5 (33:05):
To be honest, she had a very wide yeah, yeah,
like that what's that song.
Speaker 3 (33:16):
It was from?
Speaker 5 (33:17):
It was from a Vida?
Speaker 1 (33:19):
Like what is it?
Speaker 2 (33:22):
I love? You don't know what song you're I don't
know what song that is, but I don't know either.
I love the boys.
Speaker 1 (33:30):
Sometimes if I like really need to like belt something out,
I'll put on Ladies who Lunch in the car and
just like lose my mind.
Speaker 4 (33:36):
This is the one thing about theater cases I'm not
a theater kid, Like, I don't know anything about theater,
and I like, literally I love when y'all stem with
each other, stim with each other.
Speaker 2 (33:44):
I feel like we could stem.
Speaker 3 (33:46):
Literally.
Speaker 4 (33:47):
I was like in a trailer with Melissa Brera and
and they were just like stimming so hard, singing musical theater.
And it was like weird now because I'm like the
cigarette and the alley care, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3 (34:00):
Cigarette and cigarette and you after a bar.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
And be like can I say and then would best breads?
Speaker 3 (34:08):
I know? And I love it. I'm like, oh, do
that thing again? Do that? She does a really funny impression.
Do them something impression.
Speaker 5 (34:12):
You're an undercover theater kid, though I don't know, not
necessarily theater, but musical.
Speaker 4 (34:22):
I think I had up bringing that supported that I
would have. I think if I didn't have a sister
who was a little hood girl and a dad who
was kind of hood being like what the fuck is
that ship? I think I maybe would have been like
a little bit more open.
Speaker 2 (34:36):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (34:36):
Yeah, but so so I enjoy it too late, but
I don't know anything about it.
Speaker 3 (34:41):
So when I see it, I just enjoy it as
a as a consumer of it.
Speaker 2 (34:45):
Yeah, I get that.
Speaker 5 (34:45):
I just always pull him out and be like, perform
do it or I'll perform for you. And now you
do it.
Speaker 4 (34:52):
Yeah, And I have a lot of the energy of
my sister and my dad. I think, being like, I'm
not doing that likely.
Speaker 2 (34:58):
You'll do it.
Speaker 1 (34:59):
A good eight way into musical theater. I would say,
is the movie Rent. I think that's a great story.
Speaker 4 (35:05):
I only knew about Rent because Scary Spice did a
thing years ago. I was like Scary Spice did in
the musical Spice Girl, like kind.
Speaker 2 (35:13):
Of Spice Girls.
Speaker 5 (35:15):
I would say, Hairspray is another good s gateway. You
know it's because you're like, what the fuck is John Travolta, Oh,
oh yeah, Zach g Effron.
Speaker 2 (35:23):
What the faster piece of a movie?
Speaker 6 (35:25):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (35:25):
Rent was like.
Speaker 1 (35:26):
It came out when I was in high school, and
I remember going, I think because I wasn't really my
family's not theater family, so I had to discover it
kind of all on my own. And I remember going
with my girlfriends, who were not theater girls, but they
we all loved Rent because it was like this cool
new thing, and we went to the theaters. I must
have seen it six or seven times in theaters and
I just was watching it like this is everything.
Speaker 5 (35:48):
Oh, I love chemistry Chain, Yeah, what was I watch?
Speaker 2 (35:54):
What if this is I have to do this, that's
so dope. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (35:58):
I think I was watching Batman and Robin and Uma
Thurman as poison. I mean being like I have to
do that.
Speaker 5 (36:12):
Welcome to the Zoniac portion of the podcast. So we're
gonna try to guess your big three. I'm already like, okay,
I'm ready.
Speaker 3 (36:20):
For about it.
Speaker 2 (36:23):
Okay, well what isposed to do? Questions like okay.
Speaker 3 (36:29):
Okay, I want to know, like, how do you resolve conflicts?
Speaker 4 (36:32):
Are you like do you cry? Do you like walk away?
Do you listen? Are you confrontational?
Speaker 1 (36:39):
I am like so conflict avoidant. I literally it gives
me such anxiety.
Speaker 3 (36:45):
But are you angry or do you get emotional?
Speaker 1 (36:48):
I definitely so both of my parents have a temper. Okay,
So I think though that my temper is more triggered
like by my siblings. Like I don't really get mad
at like other people unless I'm like having road rage
or something. I do definitely have a temper that's there,
it's just never brought out anymore.
Speaker 2 (37:07):
Really, and I avoid I really really do. Like I
really can't tell.
Speaker 3 (37:12):
Me about your closet.
Speaker 2 (37:15):
My closet, Yeah, it's pretty organized. It's a little dish.
Actually just refolded all my shirts yesterday.
Speaker 3 (37:22):
Okay.
Speaker 1 (37:24):
I was looking at my closet and I have this
like hanging rack of like my t shirts and it
was just a mess. And I was like, I actually
can't do this anymore, and so I pulled them all
out and refolded them and put them all back.
Speaker 2 (37:35):
But it's like organized chaos.
Speaker 3 (37:37):
Okay.
Speaker 4 (37:38):
Yeah, And then I wanted to ask, you said you
were late today, but you said you're not usually late?
Speaker 3 (37:44):
Is that true or false?
Speaker 2 (37:45):
It's true?
Speaker 3 (37:46):
I am.
Speaker 1 (37:46):
My mom is one of those people too, who's like
a little OCD about her time. She raised us that
like if you're on time, you're late the theater.
Speaker 2 (37:55):
Yes, yeah, okay.
Speaker 3 (37:56):
Wait what elements are you thinking?
Speaker 5 (37:57):
Okay, well, I'm sensing a little bit a lot of
bit of Aquarius uh Libra virgo.
Speaker 2 (38:05):
But there's also.
Speaker 5 (38:06):
Some fire in there as well, I think, and maybe
like Capricorn.
Speaker 3 (38:11):
Or Leo sensing earth or water, so like a mixture
of the.
Speaker 5 (38:16):
Are we close? Who's closer?
Speaker 3 (38:18):
You're doing the other two and I'm being the other two,
so it's closer.
Speaker 2 (38:21):
I think you're closer. Okay, wait, but there is fire
in there. I think maybe Actually, I don't know.
Speaker 5 (38:27):
Can I just guess Taurus?
Speaker 2 (38:30):
Yes, Sona, what you said.
Speaker 3 (38:39):
You're like water? I mean air, and I'm like, no, Capricorn.
I'm like, it's definitely ear.
Speaker 2 (38:47):
I'm a Taurus.
Speaker 5 (38:48):
But I think you remember you told me on that TV.
But I just no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 2 (38:55):
But I most associate now with my rising sign.
Speaker 3 (38:58):
Okay, what's the one.
Speaker 2 (39:00):
You want to guess?
Speaker 3 (39:02):
Well? No, because I mean I already guess like earth
and water, so I don't know.
Speaker 2 (39:07):
I can't remember what element this is.
Speaker 7 (39:09):
Are you?
Speaker 4 (39:11):
Uh no, you would know? Not Scorpio. No, I mean
the other ones are easy, like I would say or cancer.
Speaker 5 (39:21):
I'm a Leo rising, Okay, okay, okay. And then your
moon sign.
Speaker 2 (39:28):
This is kind of a left left fielder. Hmm.
Speaker 3 (39:33):
Maybe is that your air.
Speaker 2 (39:36):
I'm not sure if this is.
Speaker 1 (39:37):
I don't know what element this is, but I know
what the sign is, so you'll know. I tell you,
I'm a Sagittarius man.
Speaker 3 (39:46):
So you hit the fire and I hit like the earth.
Speaker 4 (39:49):
Yeah, we're both right. I love toys and choices and
they are very on time. They're very on top of
their stuff. Also, the reorganizing of the home was very
like Earth signed to me, I was.
Speaker 2 (39:58):
Like, I'm a nester.
Speaker 4 (39:59):
Yeah, you said something earlier that I was like, oh
when you said that, when it gets when you're riding
the wave and you try harder, it's like Earth sign
for sure, and.
Speaker 5 (40:08):
It's nestled between like fire, you know. So it's like,
I think the tours, I think a lot of Earth
signs are obviously grounded, right, but I feel like that
fire like picks up whatever wind.
Speaker 3 (40:24):
Yeah, are you bougie? Because those are two really bougie signs.
Speaker 2 (40:27):
I'm like, I feel like I am everything in my sign.
Speaker 1 (40:30):
So I'm a very late like I can be very lazy,
like very like I want to sit on my couch
watch TV. Like that's very toryan, but I do like
nice things and as like, I grew up pretty lower
middle class, so I could never.
Speaker 2 (40:45):
Afford bougie things.
Speaker 3 (40:47):
Yeah, but now that.
Speaker 1 (40:47):
I'm like okay with my money, I'm like, I want
to do like designer handbag. I do like designer things,
but I also like being barefoot in the woods.
Speaker 4 (40:56):
So tours are very opulent more I think more than
Leo's because Leo's I think will naturally get a lot
of attention and naturally kind of like things that draw attention.
But the Taurus is a little bit more particular. The
toorus is very much like, well, which this one has,
like the gold chain that's worth a little bit more.
Speaker 3 (41:15):
So I'm going to go with that route. So I'm like,
have you having both of that?
Speaker 5 (41:18):
I'm like, uh, this sometimes well, and then your Sagittarius moon, like,
how do you think that it shows up in our life?
Speaker 2 (41:27):
I can't remember. Tell me a couple of Sagittarius things
because I can't remember right now.
Speaker 5 (41:30):
Well, Sagittarius are also known as Sagittarius. There runners, their
track stars. They run from things.
Speaker 2 (41:41):
Why do you run from things?
Speaker 5 (41:42):
They're adventurous. But the fact that you just said, like
the conflict of it all, that's very much what a
Sagittarius moon would do, because avoid and like unless it's
something you're really passionate about, then that Sagittarius comes out
is like like, don't fuck with me.
Speaker 2 (42:00):
That is very much how I am.
Speaker 1 (42:02):
Yeah, like when I'm very stubborn, Like I remember my
dad once was helping me move and I had this
couch and it kind of got busted up in the move.
But I was like determined to make this couch work
because I was broken, like I couldn't afford the couch.
Speaker 2 (42:13):
I was like, no, we're going to fix it, like
it's gonna be fine.
Speaker 1 (42:15):
He's like he looked at me. He's like, you know,
you're really really stubborn. I was like, thank you, and
then it worked in the couch.
Speaker 4 (42:23):
Your tourists and your leo, like tourists are like to
a fault, like yes, subburn where I'm like, your leg
is missing, It's.
Speaker 1 (42:31):
Fine, really well for my career because I'm like, no,
I know what I want and I know what I'm
gonna do to get it, Like there's no I have,
there's no backup plan, Like I am doing what I'm
doing and that's that's final, and.
Speaker 5 (42:44):
That's that's the fire spirits. Do you know your Mercury
or your Mars?
Speaker 1 (42:50):
I do have like my chart somewhere on my phone,
but it's it's in my photos somewhere.
Speaker 2 (42:56):
Yeah, if you can help me read my chart honestly.
Speaker 4 (42:59):
Totally, like how be for sure? I think she's better
at it. I think with sag Is too. What I
love is that su Is also are good at getting
stuff done, Like so you have a lot of in
my opinion, like different signs that are really good at
helping you get things done. Like the Taurus will always
create like this is what we got to do. We
got to handle one step at a time making it happen.
The sage, I feel like, is very adventurous in terms
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of like reaching for those goals and really wanting to
like go for them and goals that for a lot
of people, like you know your mom, her mom's sage.
A lot of times people be like they'll never be
able to do that, but somehow the sage can like
manifest these things and make it happen. And then I
feel like, on top of that with the Leo placement,
I feel like you guys are going to be like
(43:44):
and then make it really pretty. So it's like I
think there's a lot of different elements for success for you.
But yeah, but I want I'm also interested what we
what you would be like to date?
Speaker 3 (43:55):
I wonder like what I don't.
Speaker 1 (43:56):
Know, well, I have had like all of my partners
have been long term, so I'm like a nester in
all aspects. Like I'm very like I love a nice
cozy home, I love like a relationship. I like to
like I kind of lock in when I'm in a
relationship a little bit.
Speaker 2 (44:12):
Like I I'm.
Speaker 1 (44:14):
Very much like I want to cook for you, like
I want to like do things for you.
Speaker 2 (44:18):
I love doing things for people.
Speaker 1 (44:20):
But I'm also i think because it's been a while
since my last relationship because he just ended up being
a really horrible person.
Speaker 2 (44:34):
But I learned a lot.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
And what I learned is that like I can be
like a little naive in relationships and very trusting, like
very just like I believe in people a lot, which.
Speaker 5 (44:45):
Can be kind of like Ford try to trust people.
Speaker 3 (44:49):
I know.
Speaker 1 (44:50):
Sorry, I want to do it again, but yeah, I
feel like my blinders kind of go on because I'm like, no,
like I I deserve good things, so this has to
be a good thing.
Speaker 2 (44:58):
Why would it be bad?
Speaker 3 (44:59):
That's what it makes Sometimes it's all in the lesson.
Speaker 1 (45:01):
So yeah, and I think I really needed to learn
that lesson and it was like breaking I think like.
Speaker 2 (45:09):
Generational things a little bit.
Speaker 6 (45:11):
You know.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
And so now I'm single, and I'm really like I've
been single now for like four years, and so I'm
and I love I'm.
Speaker 3 (45:19):
On your two right now. Really, yeah, I love it.
I really like it.
Speaker 4 (45:22):
I'm a little worried of selling her. Yesterday, I was like,
I don't worry that I'm enjoying this way too much.
Speaker 2 (45:26):
I know, and you get too used to it and
you're like, how do I date?
Speaker 3 (45:29):
I still date, but.
Speaker 4 (45:31):
Like I don't know about like letting people into my
inner world that much because like I go nonverbal.
Speaker 3 (45:37):
I put like Enya or like Gregorian.
Speaker 4 (45:39):
Chance at home. I like my incense. Yeah, I literally
have my candles and I pray a lot. So I'm
like literally like a monk at home. And I'm like,
I don't know how I would do with somebody being
like honey, I'd be like we are praying right now.
Speaker 1 (45:51):
And as you get older, it's like you love your
space and you're, yeah, you know your worries me. So
I feel like in relationship, like i I'm think I
think I'm a good partner. I think that I'm like
very like attentive and like I care and like I'm
you know, but I also do as the older I've gotten,
I like my alone time, which I didn't really used
to care. I don't think as much about my alone
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time or like recharging. I don't think I needed it
as much. But it's also my career. I care so
much about my career, you know, and that's really my
main priority. It's like I have level like a partner
is going to come in and like anxiety too.
Speaker 3 (46:26):
Yeah I have an anxiety too. But you know, if
Lady Gaga can.
Speaker 1 (46:29):
Do it, I know literally, like I need someone who's
just going to be like, I love what you're doing,
let me help you, got you or let me leave
you alone?
Speaker 2 (46:39):
Like what do you you know?
Speaker 1 (46:41):
I tend to my last guy was a needy person,
like would suck the life out of and I didn't
realize it was happening, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3 (46:48):
Yes, absolutely, I do want to say one last thing before.
Speaker 4 (46:50):
I think it's interesting because I think for so long
it was up to the woman to like plug into
the man's life like a puzzle. But now with like
roles changing, it's like I want me to plug into
my life.
Speaker 3 (47:01):
You know.
Speaker 2 (47:02):
Look at the Mormon wives, right, yeah, I don't know, Yeah,
look at.
Speaker 1 (47:06):
The all the women are like running the rooms no matter,
like kind of stay at home dads and just wow, funky.
Speaker 2 (47:14):
It's funky.
Speaker 5 (47:15):
And that concludes the astrology portion of the podcast.
Speaker 2 (47:19):
I love that here.
Speaker 4 (47:20):
Yeah, such a Thank you so much for coming Ye's lovely,
warm energy, Thank you for coming to hang with us.
Speaker 2 (47:25):
Thanks for having me, guys, it was so fun.
Speaker 5 (47:27):
Let us know what other projects you're working on coming out.
I know you have a show coming up I do.
Speaker 1 (47:32):
Yeah, So I'm doing a show with my friend Chas May.
It's called Lewis and Clark The Great Exploration. It's an
original play that we've been writing and now we're written
rehearsals for it and that's going to be November thirteenth
in New York for New York Comedy Festival.
Speaker 2 (47:47):
That'll be fun.
Speaker 1 (47:49):
I also just booked a small part in a film
that I'm going to be shooting at the beginning of November.
What else, I just wrapped something, wrapped a couple of commercials.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
Just just talking. Follow me on Instagram at Mackenzie Barman
wherever you are online. That's my app. And yeah, just
I love doing Commodate.
Speaker 4 (48:11):
You know, it is such for people who are listening
who maybe haven't seen it yet, it is such good fun.
It's like warm, it's like funny, like you really do
walk away. It doesn't like it's a good break from life,
like watching you do your character.
Speaker 5 (48:25):
Yeah, and it's in like a little playlist, so you
can just watch it as if you're watching a TV
show too, like.
Speaker 1 (48:30):
Yeah, sixty something. Yeah, I do a series called sixty somethings.
Everybody will watch it, trying to make it into a
real TV show.
Speaker 3 (48:36):
So it's going to happen. Calling the four directions.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
How can they find you on social media?
Speaker 4 (48:43):
People can find me at Imagine. People can find me
at the CURV Show on Instagram or TikTok my work.
Speaker 3 (48:49):
People find you.
Speaker 5 (48:50):
You can find me Maya in the Moment, m A
y A in the moment, wherever you scroll.
Speaker 2 (48:56):
Thank you so so much, Thank you Bye.
Speaker 9 (49:03):
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Speaker 4 (49:15):
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Because I'm like, no, I know what I want and
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I know what I'm gonna do to get it, and like,
there's no I have, there's.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
No backup plan.
Speaker 3 (00:06):
Oh, there's nothing wrong with me.
Speaker 4 (00:08):
Yeah, it's just like we have to do it at
our own pace.
Speaker 3 (00:12):
In our own way.
Speaker 1 (00:13):
I don't think we as a human species have evolved
to where we need to be to keep up with
the demand of what we are doing, you know. And
so my family's not theater family, so I had to
discover it kind of all on my own. If she
really cares about you, she would do anything for you.
So in that sense, Yes, my name is Curly and I'maya.
Speaker 5 (00:33):
The Super Secret Bestie Club Podcast Season four is here.
Speaker 3 (00:36):
And we're locked in.
Speaker 2 (00:38):
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Speaker 5 (00:41):
Evil spells to casta on your ex.
Speaker 3 (00:44):
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Speaker 5 (00:46):
Oh well, this season we're leveling up.
Speaker 4 (00:48):
Each episode will feature a special bestie and you're not
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Speaker 3 (00:52):
So what are you waiting for?
Speaker 5 (00:54):
Kidding? Here?
Speaker 3 (00:57):
Welcome to another episode of The Super Secret best The Club. Guys,
we are back.
Speaker 4 (01:03):
You might be listening to us today in your car
and your way to work or at work, or in
the toilet, or if you're like me in the shower.
Speaker 5 (01:13):
Really calls me in the shower.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
Everybody in the shower, our conversation.
Speaker 5 (01:17):
He's in the shower, like you know.
Speaker 4 (01:19):
Voice isolation on your phone, Like if you like, wipe
down and put little voice isolation game changer. Hear it
the water? Can you hear me pooping? You can hear
me pooping? You can't hear me pooping? Well?
Speaker 2 (01:34):
Can you hear me pooping?
Speaker 3 (01:37):
Can you? Guys? Well, my how's your spirit today?
Speaker 2 (01:47):
My spirit is good.
Speaker 5 (01:49):
I feel like I mean, I just did like two
days of a short film, so I'm like, you know,
we wrapped yesterday at like seven or eight. I didn't
get home into like eightish, and then I took an
edible and you know I had to wake up and
do this and I'm super excited.
Speaker 3 (02:07):
Did you.
Speaker 5 (02:09):
Oh yeah, did you notice?
Speaker 3 (02:11):
I didn't? But I thought it was very sweet of
you to call me. I was like, kind I.
Speaker 5 (02:14):
Didn't call you because I was on my edible. I
was just like I felt his spirit yesterday where I
was just like I don't I'm like, I don't know,
Like something reminded me and I was like, let me
just call because I'm like I wasn't going to call
because you know, I'm like, we're going to see each
other tomorrow. Like we're we practice boundaries sometimes, you know,
like like like I mean, we used to work together
(02:36):
every single day for years, sitting next to each other
for years, you know, so we're so used to just
like constant communication, you know. But I like felt last night,
I was anxious, very stressed.
Speaker 3 (02:50):
Out going on. But it's a line.
Speaker 4 (02:53):
It's good stuff. It's all good stuff. Like I'm just
working a lot. Oh sorry, it's all good stuff. I'm
like working a lot, like doing a lot of different things.
And I have like a big shoot coming up. So
you know, when you just care about something, you just
want it to do really well. So then you're just
sitting there ruminating. But my whole thing right now.
Speaker 3 (03:13):
Is like tapping into have you seen the craft? Craft?
Speaker 1 (03:20):
And like I am still like it's the anticipation of
not having watched it that's fun.
Speaker 2 (03:24):
So now when I actually watched it, watch it.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
I just rewatched it at Cinespia with a bunch of
people in the cemetery who hadn't seen it, and they
were impressed by it still, and I love it so
much because it's actually.
Speaker 3 (03:35):
Like it's so good.
Speaker 4 (03:37):
But people were like giggling at some scenes, and I'm like,
this is a documentary, do not laugh.
Speaker 3 (03:41):
Do not laugh at my lifestyle like watching it.
Speaker 4 (03:44):
But anyway, she talks about like they talk about the
universe like they talk about like God in a sense,
and they say like that if there's a dat named
Mano in it, right, and they're like, Man is bigger
than God. If God and the Devil were playing on
a football field, Man is the stadium, my nose, the
lights is the is the grass growing on the field.
(04:04):
And That's how I feel about the universe. So whenever
I get into my anxiety, I'm like, Okay, it's fine.
Like we get to kind of like make our own
realities in real time. So then I was doing laundry
and putting like scented things in my little clothing and
freaking out how anxiety, and then she calls me high.
Sometimes the universe shows up as the best law.
Speaker 5 (04:24):
Like we will always kind of call each other after
we have these like events where like we always get
a lot of love from people who have watched us
on BuzzFeed before, and I was on a set with
an entire Latina crew and entire Latina cat or Latino cast,
and everybody was like and they're like twenty five and really,
(04:44):
you know, I'm thirty two and we're like in our thirties.
Speaker 3 (04:47):
Like I'm maly thirties.
Speaker 5 (04:48):
It's you know, like and so they're like, oh, yeah,
thank you so much for what you've done for our generation,
and well your general I'm.
Speaker 2 (04:58):
Like, calm down the generation.
Speaker 5 (05:01):
But the way you take a step back show with
those words, all right, but like they were, they were
like talking so highly of Curly and you know of
just like you know, there's Central American Curly, Central American,
and just how impactful. And so I was like, that's
why I wanted to call. And he always calls me
when he hears something, you know, like me that kind
of like reminder for each other that like we're doing
(05:24):
the work. You know, people are noticing, and it's it's
influencing the next generation.
Speaker 3 (05:30):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
Yeah, I was still in the dash.
Speaker 1 (05:32):
You know, if I were looking at my life ten
years ago and like looking at what I'm doing now,
it would shock me how far I'm And then you
have to keep.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
You keep setting the bar higher and higher for yourselves.
So it's hard to like be present, yes, but.
Speaker 3 (05:45):
How are your spirit? Like, what's going on with you?
Speaker 4 (05:47):
Like, oh my gosh, we did have a little giggle
because you did talk about eating a little that's okay,
eating a little burger.
Speaker 1 (05:52):
Shurt my throat ten seconds before coming.
Speaker 3 (05:56):
I also love the visual of that.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
Yeah, you should have seen me in my car.
Speaker 5 (05:59):
I was like, just give ever heard brought on camera
would be like period.
Speaker 1 (06:03):
Honestly, I would have ordered more food had I had
I had more time, but I.
Speaker 2 (06:07):
So, I had a crazy morning. My spirit is very great.
Speaker 1 (06:10):
Everything is great in life right now, but I had
a very cadic morning.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
I was late to this podcast. I'm so sorry. I
had two auditions to self tape this morning.
Speaker 3 (06:18):
Amazing.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
One was like for a film, very long, was like
eight pages of sides, very dramatic.
Speaker 2 (06:24):
It was like a lot.
Speaker 1 (06:26):
And then the other one was like this commercial audition
that was also very dramatic, but in like a commercial way.
Speaker 2 (06:31):
So it was just a lot.
Speaker 4 (06:33):
You're gonna get it, you're gonna get it, congratulations on
your movie.
Speaker 3 (06:38):
Commercial.
Speaker 2 (06:38):
But it was just chaotic.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
And then I got the text. I was like, oh,
my gosh, I'm supposed to do a podcast today.
Speaker 2 (06:43):
What am I doing? And then I sprinted out of
my house to thank.
Speaker 3 (06:46):
You for sprinting out.
Speaker 5 (06:47):
It worked out.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
I was so happy to be here.
Speaker 5 (06:51):
Literally, like as you got here, we're like, oh, we're
actually ready because there was like another podcast before and
they had to like set up and be like, oh
we can film a TikTok and like you know, yes, Okay.
So Mackenzie is here. She's like popping on the internet
on TikTok, Instagram, everywhere. I like looked you up in
(07:12):
your bio and everything, and I.
Speaker 2 (07:14):
Was like, you've done a lot of theater. I have.
I've done a lot of theater.
Speaker 5 (07:18):
But you've played like major roles in like like a
bunch of different stuff. I'm like, okay, theater girl, Okay.
So Mackenzie an actor, comedian, viral content creator known for
This Is What, This Is What the Internet Said. Known
for her hilarious character sketches and dark comedy twists, she's
(07:39):
also a writer, producer, and performer, bringing her theater roots
and sharp wit to every platform she touches. I put.
Speaker 1 (07:46):
She also sings I Do I'm a musical theater girl.
Speaker 3 (07:50):
I love that you have a musical theater voice.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
I think I do. I think Tayla was inspired by me.
I think she heard what she saw and she was like,
that's what I'm going. Yeah, you just do a lot
of musical theater.
Speaker 1 (08:05):
And then I got I was on acutane for a
little while, which I don't know if you know, but
acutane is like this very intense acne medication, yes, yes,
and it dries you out. And so I was swinging
this musical. I was covering all four parts. It was
a four person musical. All wow, it was like a
crazy vocal range and I was the swing. It was
all going great, and all of a sudden I started
(08:26):
losing my voice, and I was like, what is going on?
Like I was staying hydrated, drinking the tea, doing the
neetty pot like all the things. And it turned out
like a few months later, I realized it was because
I was on acutane. Wow, your face, Like, I don't
know what it is if it's like drying it out
so that it can like clear the acne, but it
(08:46):
also dries out your vocal cords.
Speaker 4 (08:48):
Because yeah, I was on for nest Strade and it
was drying up my boners for a second. So I
just had no idea for three years, and I was like,
why do I have like zero sex drive?
Speaker 3 (08:59):
Got the pill and I was like.
Speaker 2 (09:01):
Yeah, I love when they tell you these things.
Speaker 3 (09:04):
Yeah, I mean much like you now you can like sing,
and like now.
Speaker 2 (09:06):
I can sing. It was a really scary time. It
is amazing. Well I'm not on it anymore.
Speaker 1 (09:15):
I was on it for I think like three months,
which I think is like the most.
Speaker 2 (09:18):
You really should be on it.
Speaker 3 (09:19):
Yeah. Crazy.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
You have to take like pregnancy tests every month because
if you're on it and you're pregnant, like your.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
Baby will have birth defects. So it's like crazy hard.
Speaker 1 (09:29):
It's like gasoline literally, like a blood test to make
sure everything's good every month, every time you go for
like your reup.
Speaker 3 (09:36):
Yeah, it was a crazy time.
Speaker 4 (09:38):
That's crazy, like zero wrinkles, you know, that baby, a
little bit of baby.
Speaker 3 (09:50):
You know.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
It was really great, honestly.
Speaker 5 (09:52):
So Mackenzie is known for a lot of different things,
but like your sixty somethings, well some funny.
Speaker 3 (09:59):
I loved it.
Speaker 5 (10:00):
It's so smart because she uses like the snapchat filters, right,
and then just you just kind of go off, and
I feel like we met at like an Apple TV
Plus event for the studio, which was like.
Speaker 2 (10:12):
So cool, so cool, the whole past was there.
Speaker 1 (10:15):
It was like I saw Catherine and I was like,
oh my god, Catherine O'Hair.
Speaker 3 (10:19):
I was like the room with her love.
Speaker 5 (10:23):
Yeah, so cool. And so we were talking about like
I was asking him, like do you script those videos?
And you said you just do improv, right, improvise them.
Speaker 3 (10:34):
They're so crazy.
Speaker 2 (10:35):
But there's like season two, a completely new fan.
Speaker 4 (10:38):
Like Maya was like wanted to bring you on, and
I like went on, I'm watching all this stuff and like,
so I'm very new, but I love I'm a virgo.
Speaker 3 (10:47):
So I like love, don't tell us your sign yet?
Sign yet?
Speaker 4 (10:51):
Yeah, But like I love detail. One of the details
that I love about yours is the lines and the improv.
But your breathing changes per care, which I really love,
Like some of them are a little bit more like
breath you're just always annoyed. And I thought like, oh,
what a really really cool detail that these characters have
their own personalities down to the breath. And so I
(11:14):
just wanted to know, like you know, even just creatively,
like yeah, you don't write them, But is that.
Speaker 3 (11:18):
Something you think about beforehand? Like do you just embody them?
Speaker 1 (11:21):
Like what is the Yeah, it's kind of like because
I went to school for theater and so I had
like all this training and like your breath work was
one of those things I was trained in, and like
it's one of It's one of those things where I
feel like you learn all this and then you just
kind of throw it out and it exists in your
subconscious kind of.
Speaker 2 (11:36):
Yeah, So I feel like that's it too.
Speaker 1 (11:38):
It's like when I see a filter, I'm immediately transformed
into this character and like I feel like I kind
of disassociate and just let them.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Do their thing. Yeah, it could be a mental illness.
We don't know which.
Speaker 3 (11:52):
Yeah, but yeah, I.
Speaker 1 (11:54):
Think like it's just something that's it comes naturally because
it's something I was trained in so kind of intensely
back in the day. So it's just in my bones
that kind of because I love subtlety and I love
me too.
Speaker 4 (12:10):
I'm not good at doing it, to be honest, as
a performer, I'm not good at me doing it, but
I'm like I'll notice it in people even in real life.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
Like we had another.
Speaker 4 (12:19):
Guest last week, and every time I would say something
that maybe he didn't agree with, like this was a
little bit it's very small, right and so like. But
because I do that, I can tell when somebody's upset.
Speaker 3 (12:30):
I can't.
Speaker 5 (12:32):
Okay, that's you twitched your eye and like were you
upset about that?
Speaker 2 (12:36):
He was like like really.
Speaker 4 (12:40):
To Like the thing with me too, is that I'm
like I because I start to study people's patterns the
way that they talk, like almost immediately without not on purpose.
So when there's a discrepancy or something changes, I can
just tell, like you're lying, you're upset by something you
didn't like what I just said.
Speaker 3 (12:58):
Like we had a singer in my life. I know
your patterns so easily, Like it's just so like.
Speaker 4 (13:03):
Like I'm noticing yours now, like you know, I'm like
noticing the way that you're moving, the way that you're talking,
and like earlier with your breath work. But like okay,
but like with your characters, like for me, I make
everything super spiritual and huha and like as you know,
we're talking about yeah man over here. But like I
was like, do you think it's like past lives? So
like how do you or like you are like other spirits,
Like who are they based off of?
Speaker 3 (13:24):
Are the people that you know? Are they people that
you feel in you in your head?
Speaker 1 (13:27):
What is the it's really you know, it's really a combination.
So I was raised in Upstate New York by my
my parents and my grandparents. We had like a pretty
big family, and my grandparents were from Staten Island and
they still have I mean, they were living out of
Staten Island for like twenty thirty years, but they still
have these Staten Island accents, and so that's just the
(13:49):
accent is slightly based off of them. I also am
from New York. I lived in New York for a
long time, New York City, and so there's like that
New York accent.
Speaker 2 (13:58):
It's just it comes so naturally to me and sent
to do.
Speaker 1 (14:01):
So that is very inspired by like my family, and
they were like coffee drinkers and like after dinner we'd
have coffee talk and like everyone said around talking like
that's very like I pull a lot from that. But
I also do feel like I am a very old
soul and I think all my little past life people
kind of dip into my my content somehow.
Speaker 5 (14:22):
There was The first videos that I saw of yours
were the one with the guy who had like a
baby head.
Speaker 2 (14:30):
Danny and vav.
Speaker 5 (14:31):
Yes, it was a full on rom com. I was,
you know, at first, I was like, oh, yeah, that's
so funny. Yeah, and then I was like, oh my god,
like they're actually falling in love and like the voice
you can you do the voice for him?
Speaker 2 (14:44):
Yeah? So Dan Danny is. Danny's kind of like down here.
It talks kind of you know, like this, you know.
And then Ma was his counterpart. She's more like up
here and she's you know, very like oh yeah, I know.
Speaker 4 (14:55):
So I was getting the in one of the videos, right,
like he's always charged the coat.
Speaker 3 (15:02):
Oh that's Bobby, Bobby okay, okay. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (15:06):
The guys in your skits you are also just very lovable,
like they just feel like, hey man, you know, I
love it.
Speaker 3 (15:13):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (15:13):
They remind me just the guys that are like maybe
we're hippies back in the day and now they're like
missing all their hair up here, but it's like long
and they're just like.
Speaker 3 (15:21):
Hey, look super chill, you know.
Speaker 4 (15:23):
But yeah, that's fascinating how you just come up with
each of their details, Like when you are just in
the It's almost like when people so like my one
of my goals in life for Halloween at some point,
I say it every year, I want to dress up
as Danny DeVito's penguin. And I just I just feel,
I just know that the minute I was in that
I would just become a different person. I would just
(15:44):
do all the things that I want. I would be
a bully, I would be destructive. I would be like,
you know, running into people with my tummy, like things.
Speaker 3 (15:51):
That I want to do. Yeah, but you can do
that with a filter, which is wild.
Speaker 1 (16:11):
Snapchat's amazing, and some of them are so I mean,
some of them don't look as realistic as the others,
but some of them are so hyper realistic that it's
just like undeniable. I like, we'll look at myself and
I'll be like, I know exactly who this person is, right,
I know their background, I know their favorite foods, I
know their quirks.
Speaker 2 (16:26):
Like it's just I just I'm such a character person.
Speaker 1 (16:29):
And I love like a narrative, and I love to
make people feel like you were saying before, like.
Speaker 2 (16:34):
You're watching it and you're laughing and you're like, oh
my god, why am I emotional?
Speaker 1 (16:37):
I love playing that range of like it's comedy and
it's silly, but there's also like a groundedness to it
and like this cozy kind of nostalgic thing.
Speaker 2 (16:47):
I don't know, I just there's just like.
Speaker 5 (16:49):
A romance between like those two characters.
Speaker 2 (16:52):
He knows, it was just kind of like a earnest. Yes,
it's I think it was like just.
Speaker 5 (16:57):
The way you'd be like like like the eyes of
it all, like the blinking and like, so I love it.
So we also want to talk about on this episode
creative burnout, Yeah, because it just like it seems like
you're firing off like content so much crazy, which I
know it's it probably like you know, there's there's something
(17:20):
behind that of course, but like you know, like for
those listening, like what do you do when you have
creative burnout?
Speaker 2 (17:26):
When you know or how does that even.
Speaker 1 (17:28):
Work for you?
Speaker 4 (17:29):
Like I feel like you like you know, every creator
creates differently, right, Like I have to write out my
scripts that take me a minute to write stuff. But
you're saying that it's improv so like do you go
into it, like you know, having kind of an idea
and knowing what you're going to do and then yeah,
like how do you fight knowing your process?
Speaker 3 (17:46):
How do you fight the burnout?
Speaker 1 (17:48):
So sometimes because I do get burnout for sure, and
I think it's it's it happens more now than it
used to because I've been doing it now for a while,
and so it's.
Speaker 2 (17:58):
It's kind of one of those things.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
Where where, excuse me, I have like whenever I have
like a real job, I can't work it for more
than like two or three.
Speaker 2 (18:05):
Years, and then I'm like, I can't do this anymore.
Speaker 1 (18:08):
But acting is the one thing that's consistent, Like I
enjoy it, I love it, this is my passion. It's
what I'm meant to do. Like that doesn't really burn
me out. But like the content creation of it all,
and like the demand of it, and like the staying
relevant because of the algorithm, and you have to make
sure you post enough for the algorithm. It's like all
these other factors that kind of like put that pressure on.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
And so there will be like a week or two.
Speaker 1 (18:30):
At a time where I don't post anything because I'm
just like if I don't feel if I'm not inspired
by it and i don't like it, or I'm not
enjoying doing it. I know it's not going to do
well because that energy is in it, you know, So
I really try to like strike when the iron's hot,
like if I have an idea, if I'm feeling good.
It also depends what part of the month it is,
because like your period, like really, okay.
Speaker 5 (18:53):
Can we just talk about that for a quick second,
because why do I feel like the ugliest, worst, unfunny person,
like fatigue on like PMS and then as soon as dry,
As soon as my period starts, I'm like, I know
(19:14):
I have my life back, like the clouds clear. Like
now I'm like bleeding on my vagina, you know, like heavily.
I'm free.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
It gets worse too as you get older.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
I feel right, I don't think I used to feel
this way, like even five four years ago. It's like
suddenly a switch flipped and I'm like, oh my, like
week before my period is horrible. I'm not creative. I
don't feel funny. I feel like it's crazy. Every single month,
I'm like, well, I have to tell my family.
Speaker 5 (19:42):
I'm like the clouds are rolling in.
Speaker 4 (19:50):
That's important for like, you know, people, periods and that
are creating to know, like please continue.
Speaker 5 (19:56):
You have to be like you have to tell yourself
this is not real, Like these thoughts are not real.
Like I know I'm feeling this way. I'm going to
give my It's like a balance, like we're it's not
begating like a thirteen year old in there, and it's critical.
Speaker 1 (20:12):
Like you feel like, at least for me, I feel bloated.
I feel like ugly. Like if I look at myself
in the mirror, I'm like, oh is that you know?
Speaker 2 (20:21):
When she get out get out of my Like I
at your witch, you're a witch.
Speaker 1 (20:25):
And so that's like I feel self conscious even film
because like my I like what chain water in my face?
Like I just and then my period comes and I'm
just like I'm literally like im actually ever like I'm
a modelod I was shooting a short film actually like
a month ago. It was on It was like a
couple of days before my period, and it was just
(20:47):
I felt I was like, I am realizing I need
to like navigate my shoot schedule around my period.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
Yes, so I feel about myself. Yeah, Yes.
Speaker 5 (20:58):
I had like a live show that I did. It
was like a one woman musical comedy show. A couple
of weeks ago, and I was like, Oh, thank god,
I'm not going to be on my period. And then
I was like, I shouldn't do the show.
Speaker 2 (21:12):
I should quit.
Speaker 5 (21:13):
I'm not funny. And then I check my period up
and it's like, oh, your period is going to start.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Okay, Yeah, it's crazy somebody like.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
Doesn't have a period too.
Speaker 4 (21:23):
Like I often look at my friends that dude, and
I'm like, I for what you guys go through, and
for how heavy it is and how it no pun
but like how intense it is like from the outside,
like y'all make it look so not easy, but like
we just can't tell, do you.
Speaker 3 (21:41):
Know what I mean? Like you know it's like.
Speaker 6 (21:43):
But I almost think, like I don't know if this
is like a skit or something, but like if women
or people with periods actually looked the way that they
felt like going into work and like I don't know
if it's like an eyeball hanging out of the sockey.
Speaker 3 (21:56):
Or literally just like bleeding everywhere.
Speaker 4 (21:58):
Like because I think that's why a lot of people
that periods don't give as much cred as they should,
because there's just no understanding unless we're having these conversations,
like I'm surrounded by women all the time, so I
and I'm fascinated. Actually, for the longest time, I thought
I was a girl when I was really young. So
I was waiting for my period. And then when I
found out I wasn't going to get one, instead of
(22:20):
being like I was kind of bummed about it.
Speaker 3 (22:22):
But then I felt like, I'm like, oh, maybe it's
just this life. It's fine. I'll just live my best
life without a period. This life.
Speaker 4 (22:27):
So when I hear about it, like hearing about like
a second period or some people get like chunks, and
you know, I learned about like I learned about like
discharge versus like this.
Speaker 5 (22:38):
Last week when we were doing the episode, I was like, raging.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
People, You're good.
Speaker 1 (22:44):
It's just the hormones of it all, and it's and
it's something I need.
Speaker 2 (22:48):
To just like sometimes I can push there. Sometimes it's
not as bad. Sometimes I don't really notice it.
Speaker 1 (22:52):
But it's definitely the past couple of years. As I'm
like I'm in my early thirties, I think that this
is like when it's the worst, right, But then also
new vocabularies introduced, like p M, D D and like
these I'm like, do I have these things like I
definitely have some kind of like hormonal imbalance.
Speaker 4 (23:08):
I always think vagina's like like little those little terrariums
that you would make in like elementary school where you
put like the thing like the rocks and a little
bit of water and then like moss gross and then.
Speaker 3 (23:17):
You see life around and like wow, well yeah.
Speaker 4 (23:22):
Like're just talking to some girls, like some lesbians, and
they were like or like you know the difference between
discharge and being wet, and it was like there's a difference,
and they're like, oh yeah, the consistency, like you can
totally And I'm like what like they and they were
just saying, how like even when they girls, they were
saying they hook with girls girls no, but when they
hook with guys, they have no idea. And I'm like yeah,
(23:43):
and I'm like that to me, like that's like insider
stuff that I'm like, Oh, I wish girls would talk
about it more.
Speaker 3 (23:48):
That's so cool. Like he's eating my discharge.
Speaker 7 (23:51):
Right now, because when you see it, you're like, I
think it's hilarious.
Speaker 3 (24:04):
I think it's hilarious. Get these men back, you know
what I mean. I'm not even no.
Speaker 4 (24:13):
But it has been a joy to just kind of
see like your content in terms of that too, because
I think as creatives, like I've been in this for
a very long time. We've been in it for You've
been in it longer than I have, but I've been
in it for like over a decade of it now,
And like, I think having to reinvent myself constantly has
been something that you know, at one point, I was
popular for trying things, and it was became popular for
(24:34):
like Latino stuff. Then it was me and my grandmother.
Now it's Zodiac stuff, and now I'm like, oh, it's crazy,
like what And it's it's nice to hear when other
creators also experience or just other not just creators, but creatives, right,
like people who are just doing anything creative when they
experience the burnout, because you go like, oh, there's nothing
wrong with me. It's just like we have to do
(24:56):
it at our own pace, in our own way.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
And it's also such a new thing that's not really
like natural, you know, where it's like this constant pumping
out in this Like I don't think we as a
human species have evolved to where we.
Speaker 2 (25:10):
Need to be to keep up.
Speaker 1 (25:11):
I agree demand of what we are doing you know,
and so you know, it's like, Okay, I post a
video today, it's doing really well.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
I got to do with the whole thing again tomorrow.
And it's just like it's the.
Speaker 1 (25:21):
Demand of it and the consistency of it. It's just
like what is this gonna like what?
Speaker 2 (25:25):
What? What is this? When is it? It's the chase
and it doesn't really have to keep.
Speaker 1 (25:30):
And then once you gain momentum, it's like, okay, well
now you got to hold on to that momentum and
push even harder, and it's tiring.
Speaker 4 (25:39):
I get kind of like I will get like kind
of like starts to pop in a certain way, and
I don't know, I don't I don't think it's self sabotage.
I think there's something about me that gets very like, well,
I don't want it that way, do you.
Speaker 3 (25:52):
Know what I mean?
Speaker 4 (25:53):
And I'm like, like with my Zodiac stuff, it which
is like popping, and I'm like, but I don't know that.
I want to do Zodiac all the time. So we're
gonna wait and then I and then I see my
numbers suffer. I see all these different things happen, and
I'm like, I'll get back to it when I want
to get back to it. So even just hearing you
being like, oh, I'm writing this momentum, try harder, I'm like, oh,
that's so interesting. Also I'm picking up on like I'm like,
(26:14):
I wonder what sign she's gonna.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
Be at the end.
Speaker 5 (26:17):
Hopefully we'll get my big oh my gosh big. Okay,
let's do celebrity cheese me. We have a little section
called Celebrity Gossip Lemon. I just thought of a celebrity
musical theater, so we're.
Speaker 2 (26:33):
Gonna talk about them.
Speaker 5 (26:34):
They're a little controversial, but we're also going to ask
if they would.
Speaker 2 (26:37):
Be a good bestie.
Speaker 5 (26:38):
Yeah, okay, Patti the pone.
Speaker 2 (26:42):
I love that this is a good one. I have
a lot of thoughts.
Speaker 5 (26:46):
Yeah, whatever you thoughts on Patty.
Speaker 1 (26:49):
My initial thought is that I just I love her,
Like I love her work so much.
Speaker 2 (26:54):
I think that she's so insanely talented and.
Speaker 1 (26:57):
Like bold, and like she's been such a defender of
like theater and like don't put your cameras out on stage,
and like vocal in a lot of good ways. And
then she's also vocal in really problematic ways. So it's
it's tough because I love her but when that whole
thing with Audra McDonald happened and like talking about and
like Hell's kitchen, and.
Speaker 2 (27:17):
I know I was like, what you doing, Patty, like, but.
Speaker 1 (27:20):
I don't think she like saw it the way I don't.
It's almost like I'm not even trying to like give
her the benefit of the doubt, like, well, shouldn't mean
it that way, because I don't think she even thought
enough about it, because that's a privilege to not have
to think so much about how your words are gonna
you know, as a white woman in musical theater who's
like a legend. So it's it's complicated, it is.
Speaker 5 (27:40):
And it's also I feel like the people who she's
surrounding herself with, right who uh maybe feel afraid to
kind of like tell her, hey, don't say that, or
maybe they also agree with her. And then on another level,
it's like the diva of it all, like the go
the ego, and then it's like, so is diva a
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bad thing?
Speaker 2 (28:05):
You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Like for me, like I don't know her that much.
Speaker 4 (28:08):
I just know from the headlines, like when she says
something that pops off. But I'm kind of becoming more
of the school where I'm like, actually, I want to
know where your thoughts are because I want to know
where I put my money. I want to know who
I'm supporting. I want like because we've had people that
we've worked with before where we were protecting them, where
we also were like, hey, don't say that, and then
it became a thing of it being like, but if
that's what you are, actually, so there's a part of
(28:32):
me that like, and I don't know her, and I
of course I from what I've seen she before all
the controversy seems pretty cool because I know she just
across the board is very outspoken. But I'm kind of
just like, when you speak up and you say something
like be ready for people to push.
Speaker 3 (28:48):
Back, and that's yeah, And it's also.
Speaker 4 (28:51):
Okay to like have these conversations and be like, hey,
this is why you're wrong, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3 (28:57):
But I'm kind of.
Speaker 4 (28:58):
Like, yeah, girl, if that's who you are, if you're
if you're surrounded by these people who won't tell you,
then that's you're surrounded by these people.
Speaker 5 (29:06):
Did you think her apology was legit?
Speaker 2 (29:08):
You know, I can't even remember what her apology was.
Speaker 5 (29:11):
It was just like a statement that was like like
I didn't mean that or something. Yeah, it was like,
oh I would you know it was insensitive to say
this or that, and it came out like I think
a couple of days after felt very much chatgybt like
apology and then you know, kind of didn't hear from
her and.
Speaker 2 (29:30):
Even all the people.
Speaker 5 (29:31):
There's this guy Sean on TikTok who does impressions of her.
Oh yeah, I think, yes, yeah, it's so good, and
he had to make a statement he like does like
different impressions of like what Patty Lapoe would sound like
singing like you know, a Chapel Roone song or something
like it's so good, and so he had to do
a statement because.
Speaker 2 (29:50):
They're like, what do you have to say about Patty?
That's your girl to be.
Speaker 5 (29:55):
Like, oh I don't agree with what she said.
Speaker 3 (29:59):
That's crazy.
Speaker 1 (30:00):
Well, and you know, I think part of it too
is I feel like some of these people are so
so good and have been doing this for so long
and have been getting praised for so long and rewarded
for so long that there is a disconnect between like
there's just not that awareness of like, okay, well if
(30:21):
I say this, this actually isn't like I don't think
the thought is.
Speaker 2 (30:25):
I think that she is a loose cannon.
Speaker 1 (30:26):
She's going to say what she's thinking, and then when
there are repercussions, she's like almost doubles down a little bit.
Speaker 2 (30:34):
And it's tough because I feel like.
Speaker 1 (30:37):
A lot of people are like that bad stuff about
people all the time. But I think it's as somebody
in the creative world in the arts, when you're collaborating
with that many people, you just need to be more
sensitive and you need to be more caring about the
community one one hundred genuinely too.
Speaker 3 (30:54):
I hope you would hope so.
Speaker 4 (30:55):
But I also do think that we live in a
world now where I'm like, you know, if you do
just buckle down and you kind of just kind of
go like I said what I said. I we were
talking about this last week, Like I'm like, I don't
know that cancel culture is real anymore.
Speaker 3 (31:08):
I don't know that it's.
Speaker 2 (31:09):
It's like there's always this temporary thing.
Speaker 1 (31:11):
It's like you get a few months, just shut up
for a few months and then slowly come back out.
Speaker 4 (31:15):
Yeah yeah, yeah, just and like you know, and just
do better, like just do better, and like there's some
people that I'm like, please just make them go away,
and I don't want to see them again, but then
they've just come right back up.
Speaker 5 (31:25):
You know all of.
Speaker 8 (31:25):
That to say, would she be a good bestie?
Speaker 4 (31:45):
You know what she kind of writs me a Weezard
because you watch the Magnolia's Yeah, remember like Weezer's character
like Weezer, why are you always so grumpy?
Speaker 3 (31:54):
And she was just always like but she kind of
like kept it.
Speaker 4 (31:57):
She would tell you like I almost feel she might
be somebody that would be like I would be like, Patty,
does this look ugly on me?
Speaker 3 (32:04):
Do I look ugly? And she would be like, yes, ugly.
Speaker 1 (32:07):
I think she'd be a good bestie in the sense
of like because I know that like Aubrey Plaza stays.
So I was gonna say, and like she like made
her this whole turkey to eat off of for a
week while she was gone, and like I think, like,
if she really cares about you, she would do anything
for you.
Speaker 2 (32:20):
So in that sense, yes, I think she would like defend.
Speaker 4 (32:25):
But also I would be as her bestie. I would
bring her in and be like, girl, stitch, ask down.
Speaker 3 (32:29):
We're going to talk about some ship, you know, because.
Speaker 4 (32:31):
I'm also that bestie, like, oh girl, if you're gonna rock,
if you're gonna fuck with me instead of my table,
we can't be saying.
Speaker 2 (32:36):
Yes, yes totally.
Speaker 5 (32:37):
I also want to ask, can you do a Patty impression?
Speaker 2 (32:41):
Okay?
Speaker 3 (32:41):
Yeah, hold on, you do one too, And I don't
know what Patty sounds like.
Speaker 2 (32:45):
I'll do a little bit of ladies who lunch.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
Gosh, okay, now one who follow the road made themselves
that that's gone.
Speaker 2 (33:00):
I couldn't go real full belt, but I won't hear.
Speaker 3 (33:02):
But yeah, I don't know what she sounds like.
Speaker 5 (33:05):
To be honest, she had a very wide yeah, yeah,
like that what's that song.
Speaker 3 (33:16):
It was from?
Speaker 5 (33:17):
It was from a Vida?
Speaker 1 (33:19):
Like what is it?
Speaker 2 (33:22):
I love? You don't know what song you're I don't
know what song that is, but I don't know either.
I love the boys.
Speaker 1 (33:30):
Sometimes if I like really need to like belt something out,
I'll put on Ladies who Lunch in the car and
just like lose my mind.
Speaker 4 (33:36):
This is the one thing about theater cases I'm not
a theater kid, Like, I don't know anything about theater,
and I like, literally I love when y'all stem with
each other, stim with each other.
Speaker 2 (33:44):
I feel like we could stem.
Speaker 3 (33:46):
Literally.
Speaker 4 (33:47):
I was like in a trailer with Melissa Brera and
and they were just like stimming so hard, singing musical theater.
And it was like weird now because I'm like the
cigarette and the alley care, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3 (34:00):
Cigarette and cigarette and you after a bar.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
And be like can I say and then would best breads?
Speaker 3 (34:08):
I know? And I love it. I'm like, oh, do
that thing again? Do that? She does a really funny impression.
Do them something impression.
Speaker 5 (34:12):
You're an undercover theater kid, though I don't know, not
necessarily theater, but musical.
Speaker 4 (34:22):
I think I had up bringing that supported that I
would have. I think if I didn't have a sister
who was a little hood girl and a dad who
was kind of hood being like what the fuck is
that ship? I think I maybe would have been like
a little bit more open.
Speaker 2 (34:36):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (34:36):
Yeah, but so so I enjoy it too late, but
I don't know anything about it.
Speaker 3 (34:41):
So when I see it, I just enjoy it as
a as a consumer of it.
Speaker 2 (34:45):
Yeah, I get that.
Speaker 5 (34:45):
I just always pull him out and be like, perform
do it or I'll perform for you. And now you
do it.
Speaker 4 (34:52):
Yeah, And I have a lot of the energy of
my sister and my dad. I think, being like, I'm
not doing that likely.
Speaker 2 (34:58):
You'll do it.
Speaker 1 (34:59):
A good eight way into musical theater. I would say,
is the movie Rent. I think that's a great story.
Speaker 4 (35:05):
I only knew about Rent because Scary Spice did a
thing years ago. I was like Scary Spice did in
the musical Spice Girl, like kind.
Speaker 2 (35:13):
Of Spice Girls.
Speaker 5 (35:15):
I would say, Hairspray is another good s gateway. You
know it's because you're like, what the fuck is John Travolta, Oh,
oh yeah, Zach g Effron.
Speaker 2 (35:23):
What the faster piece of a movie?
Speaker 6 (35:25):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (35:25):
Rent was like.
Speaker 1 (35:26):
It came out when I was in high school, and
I remember going, I think because I wasn't really my
family's not theater family, so I had to discover it
kind of all on my own. And I remember going
with my girlfriends, who were not theater girls, but they
we all loved Rent because it was like this cool
new thing, and we went to the theaters. I must
have seen it six or seven times in theaters and
I just was watching it like this is everything.
Speaker 5 (35:48):
Oh, I love chemistry Chain, Yeah, what was I watch?
Speaker 2 (35:54):
What if this is I have to do this, that's
so dope. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (35:58):
I think I was watching Batman and Robin and Uma
Thurman as poison. I mean being like I have to
do that.
Speaker 5 (36:12):
Welcome to the Zoniac portion of the podcast. So we're
gonna try to guess your big three. I'm already like, okay,
I'm ready.
Speaker 3 (36:20):
For about it.
Speaker 2 (36:23):
Okay, well what isposed to do? Questions like okay.
Speaker 3 (36:29):
Okay, I want to know, like, how do you resolve conflicts?
Speaker 4 (36:32):
Are you like do you cry? Do you like walk away?
Do you listen? Are you confrontational?
Speaker 1 (36:39):
I am like so conflict avoidant. I literally it gives
me such anxiety.
Speaker 3 (36:45):
But are you angry or do you get emotional?
Speaker 1 (36:48):
I definitely so both of my parents have a temper. Okay,
So I think though that my temper is more triggered
like by my siblings. Like I don't really get mad
at like other people unless I'm like having road rage
or something. I do definitely have a temper that's there,
it's just never brought out anymore.
Speaker 2 (37:07):
Really, and I avoid I really really do. Like I
really can't tell.
Speaker 3 (37:12):
Me about your closet.
Speaker 2 (37:15):
My closet, Yeah, it's pretty organized. It's a little dish.
Actually just refolded all my shirts yesterday.
Speaker 3 (37:22):
Okay.
Speaker 1 (37:24):
I was looking at my closet and I have this
like hanging rack of like my t shirts and it
was just a mess. And I was like, I actually
can't do this anymore, and so I pulled them all
out and refolded them and put them all back.
Speaker 2 (37:35):
But it's like organized chaos.
Speaker 3 (37:37):
Okay.
Speaker 4 (37:38):
Yeah, And then I wanted to ask, you said you
were late today, but you said you're not usually late?
Speaker 3 (37:44):
Is that true or false?
Speaker 2 (37:45):
It's true?
Speaker 3 (37:46):
I am.
Speaker 1 (37:46):
My mom is one of those people too, who's like
a little OCD about her time. She raised us that
like if you're on time, you're late the theater.
Speaker 2 (37:55):
Yes, yeah, okay.
Speaker 3 (37:56):
Wait what elements are you thinking?
Speaker 5 (37:57):
Okay, well, I'm sensing a little bit a lot of
bit of Aquarius uh Libra virgo.
Speaker 2 (38:05):
But there's also.
Speaker 5 (38:06):
Some fire in there as well, I think, and maybe
like Capricorn.
Speaker 3 (38:11):
Or Leo sensing earth or water, so like a mixture
of the.
Speaker 5 (38:16):
Are we close? Who's closer?
Speaker 3 (38:18):
You're doing the other two and I'm being the other two,
so it's closer.
Speaker 2 (38:21):
I think you're closer. Okay, wait, but there is fire
in there. I think maybe Actually, I don't know.
Speaker 5 (38:27):
Can I just guess Taurus?
Speaker 2 (38:30):
Yes, Sona, what you said.
Speaker 3 (38:39):
You're like water? I mean air, and I'm like, no, Capricorn.
I'm like, it's definitely ear.
Speaker 2 (38:47):
I'm a Taurus.
Speaker 5 (38:48):
But I think you remember you told me on that TV.
But I just no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 2 (38:55):
But I most associate now with my rising sign.
Speaker 3 (38:58):
Okay, what's the one.
Speaker 2 (39:00):
You want to guess?
Speaker 3 (39:02):
Well? No, because I mean I already guess like earth
and water, so I don't know.
Speaker 2 (39:07):
I can't remember what element this is.
Speaker 7 (39:09):
Are you?
Speaker 4 (39:11):
Uh no, you would know? Not Scorpio. No, I mean
the other ones are easy, like I would say or cancer.
Speaker 5 (39:21):
I'm a Leo rising, Okay, okay, okay. And then your
moon sign.
Speaker 2 (39:28):
This is kind of a left left fielder. Hmm.
Speaker 3 (39:33):
Maybe is that your air.
Speaker 2 (39:36):
I'm not sure if this is.
Speaker 1 (39:37):
I don't know what element this is, but I know
what the sign is, so you'll know. I tell you,
I'm a Sagittarius man.
Speaker 3 (39:46):
So you hit the fire and I hit like the earth.
Speaker 4 (39:49):
Yeah, we're both right. I love toys and choices and
they are very on time. They're very on top of
their stuff. Also, the reorganizing of the home was very
like Earth signed to me, I was.
Speaker 2 (39:58):
Like, I'm a nester.
Speaker 4 (39:59):
Yeah, you said something earlier that I was like, oh
when you said that, when it gets when you're riding
the wave and you try harder, it's like Earth sign
for sure, and.
Speaker 5 (40:08):
It's nestled between like fire, you know. So it's like,
I think the tours, I think a lot of Earth
signs are obviously grounded, right, but I feel like that
fire like picks up whatever wind.
Speaker 3 (40:24):
Yeah, are you bougie? Because those are two really bougie signs.
Speaker 2 (40:27):
I'm like, I feel like I am everything in my sign.
Speaker 1 (40:30):
So I'm a very late like I can be very lazy,
like very like I want to sit on my couch
watch TV. Like that's very toryan, but I do like
nice things and as like, I grew up pretty lower
middle class, so I could never.
Speaker 2 (40:45):
Afford bougie things.
Speaker 3 (40:47):
Yeah, but now that.
Speaker 1 (40:47):
I'm like okay with my money, I'm like, I want
to do like designer handbag. I do like designer things,
but I also like being barefoot in the woods.
Speaker 4 (40:56):
So tours are very opulent more I think more than
Leo's because Leo's I think will naturally get a lot
of attention and naturally kind of like things that draw attention.
But the Taurus is a little bit more particular. The
toorus is very much like, well, which this one has,
like the gold chain that's worth a little bit more.
Speaker 3 (41:15):
So I'm going to go with that route. So I'm like,
have you having both of that?
Speaker 5 (41:18):
I'm like, uh, this sometimes well, and then your Sagittarius moon, like,
how do you think that it shows up in our life?
Speaker 2 (41:27):
I can't remember. Tell me a couple of Sagittarius things
because I can't remember right now.
Speaker 5 (41:30):
Well, Sagittarius are also known as Sagittarius. There runners, their
track stars. They run from things.
Speaker 2 (41:41):
Why do you run from things?
Speaker 5 (41:42):
They're adventurous. But the fact that you just said, like
the conflict of it all, that's very much what a
Sagittarius moon would do, because avoid and like unless it's
something you're really passionate about, then that Sagittarius comes out
is like like, don't fuck with me.
Speaker 2 (42:00):
That is very much how I am.
Speaker 1 (42:02):
Yeah, like when I'm very stubborn, Like I remember my
dad once was helping me move and I had this
couch and it kind of got busted up in the move.
But I was like determined to make this couch work
because I was broken, like I couldn't afford the couch.
Speaker 2 (42:13):
I was like, no, we're going to fix it, like
it's gonna be fine.
Speaker 1 (42:15):
He's like he looked at me. He's like, you know,
you're really really stubborn. I was like, thank you, and
then it worked in the couch.
Speaker 4 (42:23):
Your tourists and your leo, like tourists are like to
a fault, like yes, subburn where I'm like, your leg
is missing, It's.
Speaker 1 (42:31):
Fine, really well for my career because I'm like, no,
I know what I want and I know what I'm
gonna do to get it, Like there's no I have,
there's no backup plan, Like I am doing what I'm
doing and that's that's final, and.
Speaker 5 (42:44):
That's that's the fire spirits. Do you know your Mercury
or your Mars?
Speaker 1 (42:50):
I do have like my chart somewhere on my phone,
but it's it's in my photos somewhere.
Speaker 2 (42:56):
Yeah, if you can help me read my chart honestly.
Speaker 4 (42:59):
Totally, like how be for sure? I think she's better
at it. I think with sag Is too. What I
love is that su Is also are good at getting
stuff done, Like so you have a lot of in
my opinion, like different signs that are really good at
helping you get things done. Like the Taurus will always
create like this is what we got to do. We
got to handle one step at a time making it happen.
The sage, I feel like, is very adventurous in terms
(43:21):
of like reaching for those goals and really wanting to
like go for them and goals that for a lot
of people, like you know your mom, her mom's sage.
A lot of times people be like they'll never be
able to do that, but somehow the sage can like
manifest these things and make it happen. And then I
feel like, on top of that with the Leo placement,
I feel like you guys are going to be like
(43:44):
and then make it really pretty. So it's like I
think there's a lot of different elements for success for you.
But yeah, but I want I'm also interested what we
what you would be like to date?
Speaker 3 (43:55):
I wonder like what I don't.
Speaker 1 (43:56):
Know, well, I have had like all of my partners
have been long term, so I'm like a nester in
all aspects. Like I'm very like I love a nice
cozy home, I love like a relationship. I like to
like I kind of lock in when I'm in a
relationship a little bit.
Speaker 2 (44:12):
Like I I'm.
Speaker 1 (44:14):
Very much like I want to cook for you, like
I want to like do things for you.
Speaker 2 (44:18):
I love doing things for people.
Speaker 1 (44:20):
But I'm also i think because it's been a while
since my last relationship because he just ended up being
a really horrible person.
Speaker 2 (44:34):
But I learned a lot.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
And what I learned is that like I can be
like a little naive in relationships and very trusting, like
very just like I believe in people a lot, which.
Speaker 5 (44:45):
Can be kind of like Ford try to trust people.
Speaker 3 (44:49):
I know.
Speaker 1 (44:50):
Sorry, I want to do it again, but yeah, I
feel like my blinders kind of go on because I'm like, no,
like I I deserve good things, so this has to
be a good thing.
Speaker 2 (44:58):
Why would it be bad?
Speaker 3 (44:59):
That's what it makes Sometimes it's all in the lesson.
Speaker 1 (45:01):
So yeah, and I think I really needed to learn
that lesson and it was like breaking I think like.
Speaker 2 (45:09):
Generational things a little bit.
Speaker 6 (45:11):
You know.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
And so now I'm single, and I'm really like I've
been single now for like four years, and so I'm
and I love I'm.
Speaker 3 (45:19):
On your two right now. Really, yeah, I love it.
I really like it.
Speaker 4 (45:22):
I'm a little worried of selling her. Yesterday, I was like,
I don't worry that I'm enjoying this way too much.
Speaker 2 (45:26):
I know, and you get too used to it and
you're like, how do I date?
Speaker 3 (45:29):
I still date, but.
Speaker 4 (45:31):
Like I don't know about like letting people into my
inner world that much because like I go nonverbal.
Speaker 3 (45:37):
I put like Enya or like Gregorian.
Speaker 4 (45:39):
Chance at home. I like my incense. Yeah, I literally
have my candles and I pray a lot. So I'm
like literally like a monk at home. And I'm like,
I don't know how I would do with somebody being
like honey, I'd be like we are praying right now.
Speaker 1 (45:51):
And as you get older, it's like you love your
space and you're, yeah, you know your worries me. So
I feel like in relationship, like i I'm think I
think I'm a good partner. I think that I'm like
very like attentive and like I care and like I'm
you know, but I also do as the older I've gotten,
I like my alone time, which I didn't really used
to care. I don't think as much about my alone
(46:12):
time or like recharging. I don't think I needed it
as much. But it's also my career. I care so
much about my career, you know, and that's really my
main priority. It's like I have level like a partner
is going to come in and like anxiety too.
Speaker 3 (46:26):
Yeah I have an anxiety too. But you know, if
Lady Gaga can.
Speaker 1 (46:29):
Do it, I know literally, like I need someone who's
just going to be like, I love what you're doing,
let me help you, got you or let me leave
you alone?
Speaker 2 (46:39):
Like what do you you know?
Speaker 1 (46:41):
I tend to my last guy was a needy person,
like would suck the life out of and I didn't
realize it was happening, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3 (46:48):
Yes, absolutely, I do want to say one last thing before.
Speaker 4 (46:50):
I think it's interesting because I think for so long
it was up to the woman to like plug into
the man's life like a puzzle. But now with like
roles changing, it's like I want me to plug into
my life.
Speaker 3 (47:01):
You know.
Speaker 2 (47:02):
Look at the Mormon wives, right, yeah, I don't know, Yeah,
look at.
Speaker 1 (47:06):
The all the women are like running the rooms no matter,
like kind of stay at home dads and just wow, funky.
Speaker 2 (47:14):
It's funky.
Speaker 5 (47:15):
And that concludes the astrology portion of the podcast.
Speaker 2 (47:19):
I love that here.
Speaker 4 (47:20):
Yeah, such a Thank you so much for coming Ye's lovely,
warm energy, Thank you for coming to hang with us.
Speaker 2 (47:25):
Thanks for having me, guys, it was so fun.
Speaker 5 (47:27):
Let us know what other projects you're working on coming out.
I know you have a show coming up I do.
Speaker 1 (47:32):
Yeah, So I'm doing a show with my friend Chas May.
It's called Lewis and Clark The Great Exploration. It's an
original play that we've been writing and now we're written
rehearsals for it and that's going to be November thirteenth
in New York for New York Comedy Festival.
Speaker 2 (47:47):
That'll be fun.
Speaker 1 (47:49):
I also just booked a small part in a film
that I'm going to be shooting at the beginning of November.
What else, I just wrapped something, wrapped a couple of commercials.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
Just just talking. Follow me on Instagram at Mackenzie Barman
wherever you are online. That's my app. And yeah, just
I love doing Commodate.
Speaker 4 (48:11):
You know, it is such for people who are listening
who maybe haven't seen it yet, it is such good fun.
It's like warm, it's like funny, like you really do
walk away. It doesn't like it's a good break from life,
like watching you do your character.
Speaker 5 (48:25):
Yeah, and it's in like a little playlist, so you
can just watch it as if you're watching a TV
show too, like.
Speaker 1 (48:30):
Yeah, sixty something. Yeah, I do a series called sixty somethings.
Everybody will watch it, trying to make it into a
real TV show.
Speaker 3 (48:36):
So it's going to happen. Calling the four directions.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
How can they find you on social media?
Speaker 4 (48:43):
People can find me at Imagine. People can find me
at the CURV Show on Instagram or TikTok my work.
Speaker 3 (48:49):
People find you.
Speaker 5 (48:50):
You can find me Maya in the Moment, m A
y A in the moment, wherever you scroll.
Speaker 2 (48:56):
Thank you so so much, Thank you Bye.
Speaker 9 (49:03):
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