March 11, 2026 • 34 mins
Black single mothers have long been the subject of stereotypes, political debate, and cultural criticism. For decades, narratives in media and public discourse have framed them as the root of social problems rather than recognizing the complex realities of their lives, families, and communities. Today’s guest is writer and cultural critic Jamilah Lemieux, whose work has helped shape conversations about race, gender, and culture for more than a decade. Beginning her career in the Black feminist blogosphere, Jamilah has written and edited for many major publications and has become known for her sharp cultural commentary and advocacy for Black women and girls.
In this conversation, we discuss her new book Black. Single. Mother., where she explores the realities of single motherhood through her own story as well as the stories of other Black women. We talk about the stigma attached to single mothers, the importance of community and co-parenting, how media narratives shape perceptions of Black families, and what it means to redefine family structures outside of traditional expectations.
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Speaker 1 (00:10):
Welcome to the Therapy for Black Girls Podcast, a weekly
conversation about mental health, personal development, and all the small
decisions we can make to become the best possible versions
of ourselves. I'm your host, doctor Joy hard and Bradford,
a licensed psychologist in Atlanta, Georgia. For more information or
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to find a therapist in your area, visit our website
at Therapy for Blackgirls dot com. While I hope you
love listening to and learning from the podcast, it is
not meant to be a substitute for a relationship with
a licensed mental health professional. Hey, y'all, thanks so much
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for joining me for session four or fifty four of
the Therapy for Black Girls Podcast. We'll get right into
our conversation after a word from our sponsors. Black single
mothers have long been the subject of stereotypes, political debate,
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and cultural criticism for decades. Narratives in media and public
discourse have framed them as the root of social problems,
rather than recognizing the complex realities of their lives, families,
and communities. But the truth is far more nuanced. Black
single mothers have always been central to the strength and
survival of Black communities, Their caregivers, leaders, and culture shapers,
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often raising children, supporting extended family members, and contributing to
their communities in powerful ways. Today's guest is writer and
cultural critic Jamila Lemieux, whose work has helped shape conversations
about race, gender, and culture for more than a decade.
Beginning our career in the Black feminist blockisphere, Jamila has
written in edit for many major publications and has become
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known for her short cultural commentary and advocacy for Black
women and girls. In our conversation, Jamila joins us to
discuss her new book, Black Single Mother, where she explores
the realities of single motherhood through her own story as
well as the stories of other Black women. We talk
about the stigma attached to single mothers, the importance of
community and cool parenting, how media narratives shape perceptions of
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black families, and what it means to redefine family structures
outside of traditional expectations. If something resonates with you while
enjoying our conversation, please share with us on social media
using the hashtag TBG in session, or join us over
in our patreons to talk more about the episode. You
can join us at community dot therapy for Blackgirls dot com.
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Here's our conversation. Heyja Vila, thank you so much for
joining us.
Speaker 2 (02:56):
Hi, thank you for having me.
Speaker 1 (02:58):
I'm very excited to share with you. I'm a longtime
fan of your writing, so I'm very excited to talk
with you more about your work and about the upcoming book.
Thank you.
Speaker 2 (03:07):
I'm a longtime fan of yours too, So.
Speaker 1 (03:09):
For people who may not be super familiar, can you
talk to us in your own words about what your
work is and what you write about.
Speaker 2 (03:15):
Yeah, I'm a writer primarily in the service of black
women and girls. My professional writing career started around two
thousand and eight, and I was an early member of
the Black Feminist Blog, a sphere that really shifted on
an offline discourse about gender and identity, and I worked
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as an editor for some years. I've edited many of
your favorite writers, and I am releasing my first book,
Black Single Mother.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
Yeah. You have written probably lots of pieces that people
are familiar with, maybe in theme, but don't necessarily know
that it was your writing. And because your work has
covered such a va it's like a variety of topics,
I'm curious to know how did the topic for the
book become the thing you were going to write your
first book about.
Speaker 2 (04:08):
Well, it's interesting. I worked with the literary agent Tanya
McKinnon for at least five years before we settled down
on a topic for this book. I had rejected suggestions
that I should write about black single motherhood because I
was afraid that if I put my name behind it
in that way. And I had written about being a
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single mom and essays and talked about it openly on
social media. It's something about publishing a book on the
subject to me, felt like that's going to mean that
I'm a black single mother forever and ever, when that's
not what I've wanted for myself. I've wanted to be married,
I've wanted to have an additional child. And so finally
Tanya convinced me that this was a book that needed
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to exist and that I had a story that needed
to be told. And I'm very happy that I decided
to embark upon that journey.
Speaker 1 (05:00):
Do you talk in the book about like the urgency
that you failed when you had your baby to be
partnered right to erase this scarlet letter? Can you talk
a little bit about that urgency? And as women, we
often will kind of give ourselves to the validation of
what other people think we should have as opposed to
what we actually want for ourselves.
Speaker 2 (05:18):
Yes, no, I felt that, like, Okay, I'm a single mom,
she's got a great dad. But I somehow have to
fix this. I need to find a partner, I need
to get married, I need to wreck fy my mistake.
I believe that for a while. But I say this,
at no point in my life, pree motherhood or afterwards,
have I ever truly settled when it came to a
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committed relationship. So as much as I wanted to be married,
I wasn't willing to just be with anyone or to
accept somebody who wouldn't have been a great partner and
a great stepdad, a great friend to me. So theoretically
I felt like I needed to hurry up and do this,
but in reality I took my time and looked forward
suitable mate.
Speaker 1 (06:00):
And what do you have to say about I mean,
the book really talks about this in depth, but what
would you have to say about like just the ways
that black single mothers are portrayed, especially in our community.
Speaker 2 (06:11):
I mean there's just been this pervasive messaging in media
from politicians, from preachers for a very long time, suggesting
that black single mothers are somehow responsible for the challenges
in the Black community, responsible for the marriage rate, that
we are the architects of our challenges and it's just
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simply not trip. Outcomes for the children of single parents
are largely tied to economics. So where people are economically challenged,
their children are going to face certain challenges. That stands
whether those parents are married or not. Black single mothers
at every class level have played a very important role
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in the community, have sustained the children of the community,
are oftentimes tasked for elders and other relatives in the community,
and I think we should be celebrated for the heroines
that we are as opposed to castigated for somehow harming
our people.
Speaker 1 (07:13):
How do you feel like becoming a mom has changed
the way that you work in like the ways that
you critique, the things that you critique.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
I will say this stage your motherhood, having a thirteen
year old versus the early stages of my motherhood, I
think it's made me more empathetic. It thinks it's made
me more patient, and it's made me want to be
really precise with my words. I don't want to hurt people.
I don't want to upset them unnecessarily. I want to
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regard people with kindness and understanding to the extent to
which they deserve it.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, I follow your social media rants often because I'm
also a mother in the trenches of middle school parenting,
and that is often when it feels like, how do
you feel like you have changed and what have you
learned about yourself as your little one has grown.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
I'm even more aware of my own humanity and fallibility
that I am literally just a girl trying to figure
it out. I may be very influential and important this
person's life, but I'm a person too, So sometimes I
fall short. Sometimes I say the wrong thing. I apologize
to my child. I try to hold myself accountable. Let
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her see me holding myself accountable. I think many of us,
as children, think that somehow our parents have all the answers.
And now I'm very clear that my parents, just like
myself and you, we're making it up as we.
Speaker 1 (08:38):
Go along, just trying to do the very best that
we can. So we've already talked about your long end
story career, and because of some of the things that
you write about, I think, well, I know it has
made you the target for lots of backlash, lots of
hate speech, and a text and cyber target. How have
you maintained your mental health and protected your mental health
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in the face of.
Speaker 2 (08:59):
This times where it took a toll on the I'm
not as active on social media as I once was.
I did take some time away to kind of not
engage with that level of vitrioll and abuse for a while,
but I'll stay to light throughout it all. I've always
been convinced that I'm correct. I think I know what
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I'm talking about. I think I'm right, so I feel
you can attack me if you want to. But nobody's
ever challenged any of my opinions. Nobody's ever said anything
in an attack sort of way that made me think
differently about anything, So they haven't succeeded.
Speaker 1 (09:34):
And much of your work really comes from a lens
of kind of examining pop culture and like the media
that we consume and how that provides larger messages. Why
do you think the lens of pop culture is often
so focused only on the struggles of black mothers as
opposed to the joys in the triumphs of black single
mother I.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
Think there are a lot of decision makers in media, black, white,
and otherwise who are coming from a place of bias
and ignorance when it comes to the multi fasted lives
of black women. Black women more specifically are and particularly
black single mothers. From what I've come across, there's a
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lot of people that are making TV shows in Hollywood
that grew up upper middle class, that are coming from
two parent households and perceive that that is the only
way that a black family can be effective or successful,
and so they're doing what they know. They're reflecting what
they know, but unfortunately what they know does not reflect
the community at which we live.
Speaker 1 (10:33):
And going back a little bit too, the things that
you have shared online, has there been a cost to
you of sharing the messy your points right? Like you
are very honest about parenting online, has there been a
cast to sharing those things?
Speaker 2 (10:45):
I don't know. I mean, if there are opportunities or
things that I've missed out on because of my honesty,
I was never aware of it. I've wondered, has there
ever been a man I dated who who decided he
didn't want to deal with me? Or somebody I might
have had a crush on who was turned off by
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that I think that's possible, but it's never been presented
to me directly.
Speaker 1 (11:11):
More from our conversation after the break. In a letter
to your own mom, you asked, how could littelone me
be the center of anyone's universe? How has your perspective
shifted since Naima is in the world, and how have
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you balanced like being the center of her universe while
also wanting to be the center of your words?
Speaker 2 (11:37):
You know, I have so much admiration and gratitude for
how my mother raised me, but I have chosen to
operate differently in terms of just having a fuller life
outside of motherhood, having a career that I'm passionate about, dating, socializing.
I recognized that my mother and I became mothers a
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very different stages of life, under very different circumstances. Like
I want Naima to see me as a possibility model.
That want her to know that, Oh God, I don't
want to misquote this person, so I won't say it,
but I just want her to know that motherhood is
not the end of anything, that it can be the
beginning of so many things, so many experiences, and I've
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just done my best many times, I've fallen short. For
the most part, I think I've done a pretty good
job of making sure that she's the heart and center
of everything. But everything is more expansive than just the
relationship I have with her.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
And how do you feel like that is going.
Speaker 2 (12:41):
I think it's going well. There have been times where
she said, I wish I could just have both my
parents at the same time. And it's not that we
don't do things together, but we don't do everything together right.
You know, times where she's wanted to be a one
household but it was her day at another. So it's
not always easy. I think overwhelmingly, I in her father
have done a really good job of giving her the
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best of each of us.
Speaker 1 (13:04):
So there's a section of your book called the Multiverse
where you have brought in the stories of lots of
different single black moms. Why was that important for you
to do?
Speaker 2 (13:13):
Because you know, it's funny because this the book I wrote,
was not the book I sold. I had originally envisioned
chapters that had particular things that they related to the
lives of black women, and that I would talk to
a lot of experts, But when it came time to
sit down and write, I realized the primary experts on
Black single motherhood and their experiences are going to be
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Black single moms. And some of these women are women
I probably would have talked to you anyway, right like
Yaba Bla or Toronto Burke or Tinya Fields. But some
of them are women who I've known or grew up with,
or just in my community who had interesting single motherhood stories.
And I feel that as a single mother, and as
a child of a single mother, I am privileged in
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a number of ways. I had an active dad. My
daughter has a much more active dad than I did.
Active as a spectrum, and it comes to dad's active,
it was certainly on a spectrum. But I had a
very present father, and my daughter has a very active dad.
And that's not always the case. It's something I was
keenly aware of as a kid. I had so many
friends who just didn't have fathers. And so because my
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daughter has a great dad, I have help, I have support.
I'm not doing it every day by myself. And I've
also worked in media. I'm light complexion and college trained
and I've been on TV. Like in certain ways, I've
just had certain privileges that other Black single mothers have not,
so I didn't feel that one woman's story, or even
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just my story and my mother's story were sufficient for
me to effectively talk about what it means to be
a single black mother. I needed to talk to other
women who were having different experiences and overlapping experiences.
Speaker 1 (14:55):
And what do you feel like you learned from having
all of those other stories included.
Speaker 2 (15:00):
The firms and like, what we all have in common
is this deep abiding love for our children, just this
willingness to do whatever it takes, whatever they need to
keep them happy and fed and loved.
Speaker 1 (15:12):
You talk publicly about the move that you made from
New York to Los Angeles and how you were making
that decision with being a mom in mine right. There
are also, I think many other of our listeners who
are considering, like, oh, do I make a move and
now I'm considering my child's life. What suggestions or advice
might you have for somebody who's considering a similar move.
Speaker 2 (15:32):
Do not move to a place where you do not
have a village unless there is some life altering, fabulous
opportunity that is guaranteed, right Like I was fortunate I
came here. I had a cousin who has since passed away.
Who is here? I have my daughter's father and stepmother,
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and that was basically it. I did not have many
friends here. I had some acquaintances here. The job that
I was supposed to come here and do disappeared as
soon as I got here. So if I had it
to do over again, the only reason I would still
do it is because of where I am now six
and a half years later. But six and a half
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years is a long time to struggle and to be
figuring things out and trying to make friends, and the
dating scene here sucks, so taking to consideration who's going
to be around you. I was lucky that my daughter's
father was also here. This was a joint relocation. I
would have never moved if I didn't have my co
heir in here. And even again, it's just like I
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didn't have friends. I didn't have people who cared about me,
didn't have OJEF, I didn't have anything. So if you
got a couple friends in Atlanta and you're thinking about
going from DC to Atlanta, cool. If you don't know
about any Atlanta, just know that in most places it
is hard as an adult to start over and meet
new people. Just really think about what you need in
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your life to feel happy and successful somewhere, and dating
if that's something that matters to you, and I know
it doesn't matter to all single moms, but if it
is something that is a priority to you, take some
time to find out what dating looks like in the
place that you're going to.
Speaker 1 (17:15):
That's something that you've been sharing more about, like your
dating adventures. What would you say about dating as a
single mom and things that you might suggest us share
with other people.
Speaker 2 (17:25):
It's been an interesting journey. I will say again, I
think it's been easier for me because I have a
great co parent, But like I was a soldier of love.
I put a lot of time and effort and energy
into meeting somebody. And if that's something you want to do,
I think understand how much space in your life do
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you have to give to it, how much does it
matter to you. It will be more challenging than dating
as a person without a child, but not impossible. You
very well may find what you want And what.
Speaker 1 (17:57):
Kinds of considerations have you made in terms of like
when people met Naima.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
Only two people have met Naima, so they would have
to be my boyfriend. We would have to be in
a committed relationship where we're talking about the future and
the potential of expanding my family. It wouldn't just be
somebody who's like, he's cool. Theated a guy for like
seven months, he never met Naima. It would have never
been appropriate for him to me Naima the guy she
has met. I wasn't with them for seven months when
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they met her, but I had it been that long,
but I knew this is somebody who's going to be
in my life. And the first person I introduced her
to he was long distance, so it wasn't necessarily like, Okay,
because you've met him, you're going to see him all
the time. But he had a big role in my life.
Man and I cultivated a relationship between them.
Speaker 1 (18:41):
So you mentioned in terms of the move, you should
not move anywhere where you do not have a village.
And I think that there are also people who are
thinking about, like, Okay, I want to build my family,
Like there are all kinds of technology and advances in
medicine that allow people to build a family even if
you do not have a traditional partnership. What suggestions do
you have for people about how to start building their
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village and like cultivating a community that will help to
care for you and your child.
Speaker 2 (19:05):
You know, I'll talk to people. One of the moms
did I interview in the book, Ayana Bird, had a
child on her own as a single parent from Birds
and moved to another country. And she's happy and they're thriving.
So everyone is different. But I think, be honest about
what do you need? Can you do this in isolation?
Will you be okay? Some moms. I think my mom
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is one of them. Largely it was just me and her,
and I think that was amazing for her. But if
you need something else, if you need somebody to come
hold that baby a few hours a week, then you
should think about bringing a child into the world under
the circumstances in which you can comfortably raise them.
Speaker 1 (19:43):
And in your work, you've talked a lot about like
shifting from a Eurocentric construction of family back to one
that is more based in the African matriarchy. What does
that look like in like the practical data da Scent.
Speaker 2 (19:55):
Remember that like matriarchy doesn't send her mother's the center
of children, you know. I mean, so it's about like
creating systems and communities that we need to ensure that
everyone has what they need right, not just children, not
just women, but everyone. But like being intentional, like being
a girl's girl, supporting other women, showing up for mothers
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before you become one, showing up your girlfriends, not thinking
that because you're in a relationship now, you don't need
to go see your girls, go pick your single girl
up from the airport at midnight, because somebody needs to
do that. I think this shift toward matriarchy that we're
saying the very least on social media and people talking
about like what that means is essential to the survival
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of Black people because this is where we come from.
Women led doesn't mean that there's no role for men, right,
and that men are not leaders and important and essential
to what we're doing. But I think we do need
to return to this foundation that we have of women
being loved and supported and trusted as leaders and in
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many ways the moral compass of our people.
Speaker 1 (21:07):
Why do you think there has been so much hesitance
in resistance to that kind of frame.
Speaker 2 (21:11):
It's white supremacist patriarchy. We've been indoctrinated, We've been told
that the only way to be a family is with
the man in the front, the woman in the bag.
We're emulating our oppressor and what we've seen him do,
so we're not necessarily thinking first about loving healthy relationships.
We're thinking about a man on the top woman underneath him,
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and that definitely just doesn't reflect who we are as
a people and what our experiences have been. And when
I think of the families that I know that have
been most successful, regardless of their income level, that's just
never been what it looked like for them.
Speaker 1 (21:48):
More from our conversation after the break, what are your
hopes for how people will engage with your book? What
do you hope that people will take away from it?
Speaker 2 (22:06):
I want people to reconsider their thoughts and actions as
it relates to black single moms. Most urgently, how are
you showing up with the black single moms in your life?
How are you supporting them and questioning what are those
attitudes that you have about them and what are your
biases that That's what I want most. I want people
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to tip their hat. And this does happen sometimes I'm
not gonna say it never happens, because I think a
young man gets draft to the NBA or the NFL
and it's like my single mom got me here, and
we support that. But oftentimes, unless we're hearing one of
those stories or somebody succeeding fabulously, when we hear about
single moms, we have this distaste, we have this negative reaction.
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We don't feel compelled to serve them. And I think
that's the problem.
Speaker 1 (22:54):
Mmmm. We talk a lot and hear a lot about
like breaking generational cycles, breaking generations, curses. What do you
feel like that actually looks like day to day.
Speaker 2 (23:03):
I think it's recognizing what went right and what went
wrong in your lineage and your own experiences and your parents' experiences,
and making choices to adjust according I'm a second generation
single mother. I don't think that's a curse, you know.
I don't think that me not being married to my
daughter's father has cursed my child. And I want for
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my child to become a mother under the circumstances she
most desires. That's what I want for her. But if
it doesn't happen a way, I want her to be
successful and be supported either way.
Speaker 1 (23:38):
If there was something that you could go back to
your eighteen year old self and tell her about the
milfy baby mama that you would become in the future,
what would you say to her?
Speaker 2 (23:46):
I would just say, why shouldall girl like you have
no idea? Eighteen year old me could not have seen
this version of me coming at all. I don't know
if there's anything I could have said to her that
would have prepared her, But I think I might have
said what the incredible Bebby Smith says often, which is
it gets greater later.
Speaker 1 (24:07):
When you hear the phrase black single mother, what do
you think people assume and what do they miss?
Speaker 2 (24:12):
I think they are so irresponsible. I think they have
so struggle, and I think that what they miss is nuance.
There are so many ways in which a woman can
become a single mother, right. She can choose it, she
can break up with the partner, she can become widowed,
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her man can become incarcerated. We all got here in
so many different ways. And it's this same because there's
this idea that being married will protect you somehow, right,
And it's like I see how people talk about divorced
single moms online too. There's not much more respect for
them than there is for women who have been single
moms since birth right or who were never married to
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the children's fathers. So I think it's important that those
of us are single moms stop looking for any sort
of external validation of our motherhood and just pay attention
to the examples around us. And if we're being honest
about history, single mothers have been performing, have been raising happy,
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healthy children, have achieved great things, and deserve to be
treated with the same amount of respect as anyone else.
Speaker 1 (25:22):
What kinds of things and supports have really helped you
to get more comfortable in validating your own experience as
a mom.
Speaker 2 (25:29):
Talking to other black women, The fact that I've had
a platform throughout my motherhood. I've been able to communicate
on social media. I've been able to fire off random
thoughts about single motherhood and be affirmed and know that
other people were connecting to these experiences too. I haven't
had to do this in isolation.
Speaker 1 (25:46):
What part of your experience as a single mother do
you feel like people are least prepared to hear.
Speaker 2 (25:51):
People probably least prepared to hear me take accountability for
the downfall of my relationship with my daughter's father, Like
I own the fact that I'm the woe who mester,
you know, And ultimately I think we were incompatible. I
think we were very young, not all about shame and
blame for me. But if you're shame of blame, the
majority of it goes on me, and that's okay. I
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don't have a problem saying that there are single mothers
who end up single mothers because they weren't great girlfriends
or wives, And that's okay, right, because we know of
many people who are single fathers or you know, who
have created single mothers because they were bad partners, bad boyfriend's,
bad husbands. But I don't think that we wone create
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space for women to have also messed up in relationships
and owned that. But too like even when men have
been the villains of those situations, we don't look at
them as if they've somehow done something wrong. But any
single law short of a widow is essentially seen as
somehow being the architect and being wrong and having failed
some way. So I will take responsibility for what I
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did do wrong that relationship, but at the same time,
I am not a failure because I may have failed
my boyfriend.
Speaker 1 (27:02):
What do you think it will take to have a
shift in the ways that people think about single moms
and making the mom the villain as opposed to the fault.
Speaker 2 (27:11):
I think it's going to take an increased invisibility and
popular culture of single mothers, and I think that white
women are going to be essential to this. More and
more of them across the world are choosing single motherhood,
They're choosing not to be married, and that is going
to lead to increased reporting, increased study, hopefully increase resources,
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but certainly increased the tension. And I think that Black
women have to remind people that we've been doing this
work for a long time, where the blueprint for single motherhood.
But we're going to also have to be unashamed and
be proud. I think it's really interesting. I can name
a lot of writers who are or were black single mothers,
but none of them publish a book about black single motherhood.
Speaker 1 (27:57):
And do you feel like that's connected to your own
back against writing about it?
Speaker 2 (28:01):
And as I think plenty of them were dealing with
the same shame, the same even if they didn't feel
personally ashamed or guilty that they didn't want to be
associated with the stereotypes. They didn't want to deal with
the backlash you didn't want to hear from the podcast bros.
Speaker 1 (28:19):
Oh goodsh Do you feel like there is a difference
in the ways that we talk about in like the
perceptions of moms who are single moms because of like
a relationship not working, versus people who become single moms
because of something like IVA.
Speaker 2 (28:32):
Absolutely, I rarely. I'm not a woman who's done IVA
for IBI, so I can't speak for their experiences, but
I don't hear them being criticized in the same way
that women who were in a relationship they failed are
being criticized, Which is interesting because if single mother is
inherently wrong, win't choosing it without a father being present
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at all be just as bad? And like, yes, there've
been people on the religious right who've criticized it, and
maybe that's the level of intention that goes into in
vitual fertilization or IVI that like people respect that differently
than they do somebody who ends up a single mother unintentionally.
But I do think that as more women choose IVF,
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I'm curious to see will there be more scrutiny on
with this whole male loneliness epidemic and men are not
getting partnered. I wouldn't be surprised if some of the
backlash that we've experienced does get translated or get a
sign to women who chosen single motherhood from birth.
Speaker 1 (29:33):
Mm hm. You mentioned the podcast brows and we both
smirked because it feels like they're just freaking havoc in
so many different ways. Why do you feel like black
single mothers have become such a topic and a target
for a lot of them and a lot of the
conversations they.
Speaker 2 (29:47):
Have, we're easy to punch down on. There's already this
distaste for us, and I praise the rooms for that.
Back to the moyang Am report in the book and
talk about like this history of blaming black single mothers
for the state of the community. But when I think
of not just the black podcast bros, but the white ones,
single mothers are often a punching bag because it's a
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group of people that folks, no matter what their politics,
oftentimes feel comfortable attacking. It's a woman who is defined
by her relationship to a man, who's existing in the
absence presumably of a man. Right she's unclaimed, she's unchosen,
so whether she's divorced, whether hear her boyfriend broke up somehow,
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she's doing something that you're supposed to do in the
context of a marriage, and she doesn't belong to anyone
allegedly right, So we're just easy to target, and for
so long, so few people have been willing to defend us.
Speaker 1 (30:47):
How are you feeling as it gets closer to the
book's release. I mean, you're somebody who's written so much,
but I think that there's something that's very special about
like having your first book be out in the world.
How are you feeling leading up to the room.
Speaker 2 (30:58):
I'm excited, nervous. I'm scared about my parents reading it.
I'm going through all the emotions.
Speaker 1 (31:06):
What are you worried about in terms of your parents
reading it?
Speaker 2 (31:08):
I tell the story of their relationship, and I think
that I was very generous and I don't print all
the sort of details, but I am honest about the
things that happen in our family that are uncomfortable.
Speaker 1 (31:21):
And so what are you expecting in terms of their.
Speaker 2 (31:23):
Reaction, either embrace or estrangement.
Speaker 1 (31:26):
We'll see. We'll see, oh not oh not a strangent.
So let us know where we can stay connected with you, Jamila.
What is your website? Where can we grab our coffee
of the book and how do we stay connection?
Speaker 2 (31:40):
So my website is Jamila Lamut dot com. There are
more updates to come, but the basic stuff is there now.
I am active on Instagram and threads at jamil Lamute,
and my book Black Single Mother is available where books
are sold. You can get it from all the major retailers.
You can also get it from a number of any booksellers,
including the Reparations Club in La Cafe con Lei Roads
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in Brooklyn, Colin Response in Chicago, and Kinder Spirits in Houston.
And many of these places also have it available for
sale online so you can order it. I can order
it from Reparations Club. They will ship you a signed copy.
Speaker 1 (32:19):
And you will also be on tour, so if people
want to come and see you talk about the book,
they can also look up on your website to find tickets.
Speaker 2 (32:25):
Yeah, right, right now. The tour information is on my
Instagram and Thrance pages. I will eventually update my website,
but I've got a number of dates. I'm doing Ladilli,
New York, Miami, Atlanta, Houston, and we're working on DC
and Chicago perfect well.
Speaker 1 (32:43):
We will be sure to include all of that in
the show notes for your episode. Thank you so much
for sending some time with us today.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
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the Therapy for Black Girls Podcast. We'll get right into
our conversation after a word from our sponsors. Black single
mothers have long been the subject of stereotypes, political debate,
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and cultural criticism for decades. Narratives in media and public
discourse have framed them as the root of social problems,
rather than recognizing the complex realities of their lives, families,
and communities. But the truth is far more nuanced. Black
single mothers have always been central to the strength and
survival of Black communities, Their caregivers, leaders, and culture shapers,
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often raising children, supporting extended family members, and contributing to
their communities in powerful ways. Today's guest is writer and
cultural critic Jamila Lemieux, whose work has helped shape conversations
about race, gender, and culture for more than a decade.
Beginning our career in the Black feminist blockisphere, Jamila has
written in edit for many major publications and has become
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known for her short cultural commentary and advocacy for Black
women and girls. In our conversation, Jamila joins us to
discuss her new book, Black Single Mother, where she explores
the realities of single motherhood through her own story as
well as the stories of other Black women. We talk
about the stigma attached to single mothers, the importance of
community and cool parenting, how media narratives shape perceptions of
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black families, and what it means to redefine family structures
outside of traditional expectations. If something resonates with you while
enjoying our conversation, please share with us on social media
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Here's our conversation. Heyja Vila, thank you so much for
joining us.
Speaker 2 (02:56):
Hi, thank you for having me.
Speaker 1 (02:58):
I'm very excited to share with you. I'm a longtime
fan of your writing, so I'm very excited to talk
with you more about your work and about the upcoming book.
Thank you.
Speaker 2 (03:07):
I'm a longtime fan of yours too, So.
Speaker 1 (03:09):
For people who may not be super familiar, can you
talk to us in your own words about what your
work is and what you write about.
Speaker 2 (03:15):
Yeah, I'm a writer primarily in the service of black
women and girls. My professional writing career started around two
thousand and eight, and I was an early member of
the Black Feminist Blog, a sphere that really shifted on
an offline discourse about gender and identity, and I worked
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as an editor for some years. I've edited many of
your favorite writers, and I am releasing my first book,
Black Single Mother.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
Yeah. You have written probably lots of pieces that people
are familiar with, maybe in theme, but don't necessarily know
that it was your writing. And because your work has
covered such a va it's like a variety of topics,
I'm curious to know how did the topic for the
book become the thing you were going to write your
first book about.
Speaker 2 (04:08):
Well, it's interesting. I worked with the literary agent Tanya
McKinnon for at least five years before we settled down
on a topic for this book. I had rejected suggestions
that I should write about black single motherhood because I
was afraid that if I put my name behind it
in that way. And I had written about being a
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single mom and essays and talked about it openly on
social media. It's something about publishing a book on the
subject to me, felt like that's going to mean that
I'm a black single mother forever and ever, when that's
not what I've wanted for myself. I've wanted to be married,
I've wanted to have an additional child. And so finally
Tanya convinced me that this was a book that needed
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to exist and that I had a story that needed
to be told. And I'm very happy that I decided
to embark upon that journey.
Speaker 1 (05:00):
Do you talk in the book about like the urgency
that you failed when you had your baby to be
partnered right to erase this scarlet letter? Can you talk
a little bit about that urgency? And as women, we
often will kind of give ourselves to the validation of
what other people think we should have as opposed to
what we actually want for ourselves.
Speaker 2 (05:18):
Yes, no, I felt that, like, Okay, I'm a single mom,
she's got a great dad. But I somehow have to
fix this. I need to find a partner, I need
to get married, I need to wreck fy my mistake.
I believe that for a while. But I say this,
at no point in my life, pree motherhood or afterwards,
have I ever truly settled when it came to a
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committed relationship. So as much as I wanted to be married,
I wasn't willing to just be with anyone or to
accept somebody who wouldn't have been a great partner and
a great stepdad, a great friend to me. So theoretically
I felt like I needed to hurry up and do this,
but in reality I took my time and looked forward
suitable mate.
Speaker 1 (06:00):
And what do you have to say about I mean,
the book really talks about this in depth, but what
would you have to say about like just the ways
that black single mothers are portrayed, especially in our community.
Speaker 2 (06:11):
I mean there's just been this pervasive messaging in media
from politicians, from preachers for a very long time, suggesting
that black single mothers are somehow responsible for the challenges
in the Black community, responsible for the marriage rate, that
we are the architects of our challenges and it's just
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simply not trip. Outcomes for the children of single parents
are largely tied to economics. So where people are economically challenged,
their children are going to face certain challenges. That stands
whether those parents are married or not. Black single mothers
at every class level have played a very important role
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in the community, have sustained the children of the community,
are oftentimes tasked for elders and other relatives in the community,
and I think we should be celebrated for the heroines
that we are as opposed to castigated for somehow harming
our people.
Speaker 1 (07:13):
How do you feel like becoming a mom has changed
the way that you work in like the ways that
you critique, the things that you critique.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
I will say this stage your motherhood, having a thirteen
year old versus the early stages of my motherhood, I
think it's made me more empathetic. It thinks it's made
me more patient, and it's made me want to be
really precise with my words. I don't want to hurt people.
I don't want to upset them unnecessarily. I want to
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regard people with kindness and understanding to the extent to
which they deserve it.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, I follow your social media rants often because I'm
also a mother in the trenches of middle school parenting,
and that is often when it feels like, how do
you feel like you have changed and what have you
learned about yourself as your little one has grown.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
I'm even more aware of my own humanity and fallibility
that I am literally just a girl trying to figure
it out. I may be very influential and important this
person's life, but I'm a person too, So sometimes I
fall short. Sometimes I say the wrong thing. I apologize
to my child. I try to hold myself accountable. Let
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her see me holding myself accountable. I think many of us,
as children, think that somehow our parents have all the answers.
And now I'm very clear that my parents, just like
myself and you, we're making it up as we.
Speaker 1 (08:38):
Go along, just trying to do the very best that
we can. So we've already talked about your long end
story career, and because of some of the things that
you write about, I think, well, I know it has
made you the target for lots of backlash, lots of
hate speech, and a text and cyber target. How have
you maintained your mental health and protected your mental health
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in the face of.
Speaker 2 (08:59):
This times where it took a toll on the I'm
not as active on social media as I once was.
I did take some time away to kind of not
engage with that level of vitrioll and abuse for a while,
but I'll stay to light throughout it all. I've always
been convinced that I'm correct. I think I know what
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I'm talking about. I think I'm right, so I feel
you can attack me if you want to. But nobody's
ever challenged any of my opinions. Nobody's ever said anything
in an attack sort of way that made me think
differently about anything, So they haven't succeeded.
Speaker 1 (09:34):
And much of your work really comes from a lens
of kind of examining pop culture and like the media
that we consume and how that provides larger messages. Why
do you think the lens of pop culture is often
so focused only on the struggles of black mothers as
opposed to the joys in the triumphs of black single
mother I.
Speaker 2 (09:51):
Think there are a lot of decision makers in media, black, white,
and otherwise who are coming from a place of bias
and ignorance when it comes to the multi fasted lives
of black women. Black women more specifically are and particularly
black single mothers. From what I've come across, there's a
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lot of people that are making TV shows in Hollywood
that grew up upper middle class, that are coming from
two parent households and perceive that that is the only
way that a black family can be effective or successful,
and so they're doing what they know. They're reflecting what
they know, but unfortunately what they know does not reflect
the community at which we live.
Speaker 1 (10:33):
And going back a little bit too, the things that
you have shared online, has there been a cost to
you of sharing the messy your points right? Like you
are very honest about parenting online, has there been a
cast to sharing those things?
Speaker 2 (10:45):
I don't know. I mean, if there are opportunities or
things that I've missed out on because of my honesty,
I was never aware of it. I've wondered, has there
ever been a man I dated who who decided he
didn't want to deal with me? Or somebody I might
have had a crush on who was turned off by
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that I think that's possible, but it's never been presented
to me directly.
Speaker 1 (11:11):
More from our conversation after the break. In a letter
to your own mom, you asked, how could littelone me
be the center of anyone's universe? How has your perspective
shifted since Naima is in the world, and how have
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you balanced like being the center of her universe while
also wanting to be the center of your words?
Speaker 2 (11:37):
You know, I have so much admiration and gratitude for
how my mother raised me, but I have chosen to
operate differently in terms of just having a fuller life
outside of motherhood, having a career that I'm passionate about, dating, socializing.
I recognized that my mother and I became mothers a
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very different stages of life, under very different circumstances. Like
I want Naima to see me as a possibility model.
That want her to know that, Oh God, I don't
want to misquote this person, so I won't say it,
but I just want her to know that motherhood is
not the end of anything, that it can be the
beginning of so many things, so many experiences, and I've
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just done my best many times, I've fallen short. For
the most part, I think I've done a pretty good
job of making sure that she's the heart and center
of everything. But everything is more expansive than just the
relationship I have with her.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
And how do you feel like that is going.
Speaker 2 (12:41):
I think it's going well. There have been times where
she said, I wish I could just have both my
parents at the same time. And it's not that we
don't do things together, but we don't do everything together right.
You know, times where she's wanted to be a one
household but it was her day at another. So it's
not always easy. I think overwhelmingly, I in her father
have done a really good job of giving her the
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best of each of us.
Speaker 1 (13:04):
So there's a section of your book called the Multiverse
where you have brought in the stories of lots of
different single black moms. Why was that important for you
to do?
Speaker 2 (13:13):
Because you know, it's funny because this the book I wrote,
was not the book I sold. I had originally envisioned
chapters that had particular things that they related to the
lives of black women, and that I would talk to
a lot of experts, But when it came time to
sit down and write, I realized the primary experts on
Black single motherhood and their experiences are going to be
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Black single moms. And some of these women are women
I probably would have talked to you anyway, right like
Yaba Bla or Toronto Burke or Tinya Fields. But some
of them are women who I've known or grew up with,
or just in my community who had interesting single motherhood stories.
And I feel that as a single mother, and as
a child of a single mother, I am privileged in
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a number of ways. I had an active dad. My
daughter has a much more active dad than I did.
Active as a spectrum, and it comes to dad's active,
it was certainly on a spectrum. But I had a
very present father, and my daughter has a very active dad.
And that's not always the case. It's something I was
keenly aware of as a kid. I had so many
friends who just didn't have fathers. And so because my
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daughter has a great dad, I have help, I have support.
I'm not doing it every day by myself. And I've
also worked in media. I'm light complexion and college trained
and I've been on TV. Like in certain ways, I've
just had certain privileges that other Black single mothers have not,
so I didn't feel that one woman's story, or even
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just my story and my mother's story were sufficient for
me to effectively talk about what it means to be
a single black mother. I needed to talk to other
women who were having different experiences and overlapping experiences.
Speaker 1 (14:55):
And what do you feel like you learned from having
all of those other stories included.
Speaker 2 (15:00):
The firms and like, what we all have in common
is this deep abiding love for our children, just this
willingness to do whatever it takes, whatever they need to
keep them happy and fed and loved.
Speaker 1 (15:12):
You talk publicly about the move that you made from
New York to Los Angeles and how you were making
that decision with being a mom in mine right. There
are also, I think many other of our listeners who
are considering, like, oh, do I make a move and
now I'm considering my child's life. What suggestions or advice
might you have for somebody who's considering a similar move.
Speaker 2 (15:32):
Do not move to a place where you do not
have a village unless there is some life altering, fabulous
opportunity that is guaranteed, right Like I was fortunate I
came here. I had a cousin who has since passed away.
Who is here? I have my daughter's father and stepmother,
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and that was basically it. I did not have many
friends here. I had some acquaintances here. The job that
I was supposed to come here and do disappeared as
soon as I got here. So if I had it
to do over again, the only reason I would still
do it is because of where I am now six
and a half years later. But six and a half
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years is a long time to struggle and to be
figuring things out and trying to make friends, and the
dating scene here sucks, so taking to consideration who's going
to be around you. I was lucky that my daughter's
father was also here. This was a joint relocation. I
would have never moved if I didn't have my co
heir in here. And even again, it's just like I
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didn't have friends. I didn't have people who cared about me,
didn't have OJEF, I didn't have anything. So if you
got a couple friends in Atlanta and you're thinking about
going from DC to Atlanta, cool. If you don't know
about any Atlanta, just know that in most places it
is hard as an adult to start over and meet
new people. Just really think about what you need in
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your life to feel happy and successful somewhere, and dating
if that's something that matters to you, and I know
it doesn't matter to all single moms, but if it
is something that is a priority to you, take some
time to find out what dating looks like in the
place that you're going to.
Speaker 1 (17:15):
That's something that you've been sharing more about, like your
dating adventures. What would you say about dating as a
single mom and things that you might suggest us share
with other people.
Speaker 2 (17:25):
It's been an interesting journey. I will say again, I
think it's been easier for me because I have a
great co parent, But like I was a soldier of love.
I put a lot of time and effort and energy
into meeting somebody. And if that's something you want to do,
I think understand how much space in your life do
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you have to give to it, how much does it
matter to you. It will be more challenging than dating
as a person without a child, but not impossible. You
very well may find what you want And what.
Speaker 1 (17:57):
Kinds of considerations have you made in terms of like
when people met Naima.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
Only two people have met Naima, so they would have
to be my boyfriend. We would have to be in
a committed relationship where we're talking about the future and
the potential of expanding my family. It wouldn't just be
somebody who's like, he's cool. Theated a guy for like
seven months, he never met Naima. It would have never
been appropriate for him to me Naima the guy she
has met. I wasn't with them for seven months when
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they met her, but I had it been that long,
but I knew this is somebody who's going to be
in my life. And the first person I introduced her
to he was long distance, so it wasn't necessarily like, Okay,
because you've met him, you're going to see him all
the time. But he had a big role in my life.
Man and I cultivated a relationship between them.
Speaker 1 (18:41):
So you mentioned in terms of the move, you should
not move anywhere where you do not have a village.
And I think that there are also people who are
thinking about, like, Okay, I want to build my family,
Like there are all kinds of technology and advances in
medicine that allow people to build a family even if
you do not have a traditional partnership. What suggestions do
you have for people about how to start building their
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village and like cultivating a community that will help to
care for you and your child.
Speaker 2 (19:05):
You know, I'll talk to people. One of the moms
did I interview in the book, Ayana Bird, had a
child on her own as a single parent from Birds
and moved to another country. And she's happy and they're thriving.
So everyone is different. But I think, be honest about
what do you need? Can you do this in isolation?
Will you be okay? Some moms. I think my mom
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is one of them. Largely it was just me and her,
and I think that was amazing for her. But if
you need something else, if you need somebody to come
hold that baby a few hours a week, then you
should think about bringing a child into the world under
the circumstances in which you can comfortably raise them.
Speaker 1 (19:43):
And in your work, you've talked a lot about like
shifting from a Eurocentric construction of family back to one
that is more based in the African matriarchy. What does
that look like in like the practical data da Scent.
Speaker 2 (19:55):
Remember that like matriarchy doesn't send her mother's the center
of children, you know. I mean, so it's about like
creating systems and communities that we need to ensure that
everyone has what they need right, not just children, not
just women, but everyone. But like being intentional, like being
a girl's girl, supporting other women, showing up for mothers
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before you become one, showing up your girlfriends, not thinking
that because you're in a relationship now, you don't need
to go see your girls, go pick your single girl
up from the airport at midnight, because somebody needs to
do that. I think this shift toward matriarchy that we're
saying the very least on social media and people talking
about like what that means is essential to the survival
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of Black people because this is where we come from.
Women led doesn't mean that there's no role for men, right,
and that men are not leaders and important and essential
to what we're doing. But I think we do need
to return to this foundation that we have of women
being loved and supported and trusted as leaders and in
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many ways the moral compass of our people.
Speaker 1 (21:07):
Why do you think there has been so much hesitance
in resistance to that kind of frame.
Speaker 2 (21:11):
It's white supremacist patriarchy. We've been indoctrinated, We've been told
that the only way to be a family is with
the man in the front, the woman in the bag.
We're emulating our oppressor and what we've seen him do,
so we're not necessarily thinking first about loving healthy relationships.
We're thinking about a man on the top woman underneath him,
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and that definitely just doesn't reflect who we are as
a people and what our experiences have been. And when
I think of the families that I know that have
been most successful, regardless of their income level, that's just
never been what it looked like for them.
Speaker 1 (21:48):
More from our conversation after the break, what are your
hopes for how people will engage with your book? What
do you hope that people will take away from it?
Speaker 2 (22:06):
I want people to reconsider their thoughts and actions as
it relates to black single moms. Most urgently, how are
you showing up with the black single moms in your life?
How are you supporting them and questioning what are those
attitudes that you have about them and what are your
biases that That's what I want most. I want people
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to tip their hat. And this does happen sometimes I'm
not gonna say it never happens, because I think a
young man gets draft to the NBA or the NFL
and it's like my single mom got me here, and
we support that. But oftentimes, unless we're hearing one of
those stories or somebody succeeding fabulously, when we hear about
single moms, we have this distaste, we have this negative reaction.
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We don't feel compelled to serve them. And I think
that's the problem.
Speaker 1 (22:54):
Mmmm. We talk a lot and hear a lot about
like breaking generational cycles, breaking generations, curses. What do you
feel like that actually looks like day to day.
Speaker 2 (23:03):
I think it's recognizing what went right and what went
wrong in your lineage and your own experiences and your parents' experiences,
and making choices to adjust according I'm a second generation
single mother. I don't think that's a curse, you know.
I don't think that me not being married to my
daughter's father has cursed my child. And I want for
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my child to become a mother under the circumstances she
most desires. That's what I want for her. But if
it doesn't happen a way, I want her to be
successful and be supported either way.
Speaker 1 (23:38):
If there was something that you could go back to
your eighteen year old self and tell her about the
milfy baby mama that you would become in the future,
what would you say to her?
Speaker 2 (23:46):
I would just say, why shouldall girl like you have
no idea? Eighteen year old me could not have seen
this version of me coming at all. I don't know
if there's anything I could have said to her that
would have prepared her, But I think I might have
said what the incredible Bebby Smith says often, which is
it gets greater later.
Speaker 1 (24:07):
When you hear the phrase black single mother, what do
you think people assume and what do they miss?
Speaker 2 (24:12):
I think they are so irresponsible. I think they have
so struggle, and I think that what they miss is nuance.
There are so many ways in which a woman can
become a single mother, right. She can choose it, she
can break up with the partner, she can become widowed,
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her man can become incarcerated. We all got here in
so many different ways. And it's this same because there's
this idea that being married will protect you somehow, right,
And it's like I see how people talk about divorced
single moms online too. There's not much more respect for
them than there is for women who have been single
moms since birth right or who were never married to
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the children's fathers. So I think it's important that those
of us are single moms stop looking for any sort
of external validation of our motherhood and just pay attention
to the examples around us. And if we're being honest
about history, single mothers have been performing, have been raising happy,
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healthy children, have achieved great things, and deserve to be
treated with the same amount of respect as anyone else.
Speaker 1 (25:22):
What kinds of things and supports have really helped you
to get more comfortable in validating your own experience as
a mom.
Speaker 2 (25:29):
Talking to other black women, The fact that I've had
a platform throughout my motherhood. I've been able to communicate
on social media. I've been able to fire off random
thoughts about single motherhood and be affirmed and know that
other people were connecting to these experiences too. I haven't
had to do this in isolation.
Speaker 1 (25:46):
What part of your experience as a single mother do
you feel like people are least prepared to hear.
Speaker 2 (25:51):
People probably least prepared to hear me take accountability for
the downfall of my relationship with my daughter's father, Like
I own the fact that I'm the woe who mester,
you know, And ultimately I think we were incompatible. I
think we were very young, not all about shame and
blame for me. But if you're shame of blame, the
majority of it goes on me, and that's okay. I
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don't have a problem saying that there are single mothers
who end up single mothers because they weren't great girlfriends
or wives, And that's okay, right, because we know of
many people who are single fathers or you know, who
have created single mothers because they were bad partners, bad boyfriend's,
bad husbands. But I don't think that we wone create
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space for women to have also messed up in relationships
and owned that. But too like even when men have
been the villains of those situations, we don't look at
them as if they've somehow done something wrong. But any
single law short of a widow is essentially seen as
somehow being the architect and being wrong and having failed
some way. So I will take responsibility for what I
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did do wrong that relationship, but at the same time,
I am not a failure because I may have failed
my boyfriend.
Speaker 1 (27:02):
What do you think it will take to have a
shift in the ways that people think about single moms
and making the mom the villain as opposed to the fault.
Speaker 2 (27:11):
I think it's going to take an increased invisibility and
popular culture of single mothers, and I think that white
women are going to be essential to this. More and
more of them across the world are choosing single motherhood,
They're choosing not to be married, and that is going
to lead to increased reporting, increased study, hopefully increase resources,
(27:33):
but certainly increased the tension. And I think that Black
women have to remind people that we've been doing this
work for a long time, where the blueprint for single motherhood.
But we're going to also have to be unashamed and
be proud. I think it's really interesting. I can name
a lot of writers who are or were black single mothers,
but none of them publish a book about black single motherhood.
Speaker 1 (27:57):
And do you feel like that's connected to your own
back against writing about it?
Speaker 2 (28:01):
And as I think plenty of them were dealing with
the same shame, the same even if they didn't feel
personally ashamed or guilty that they didn't want to be
associated with the stereotypes. They didn't want to deal with
the backlash you didn't want to hear from the podcast bros.
Speaker 1 (28:19):
Oh goodsh Do you feel like there is a difference
in the ways that we talk about in like the
perceptions of moms who are single moms because of like
a relationship not working, versus people who become single moms
because of something like IVA.
Speaker 2 (28:32):
Absolutely, I rarely. I'm not a woman who's done IVA
for IBI, so I can't speak for their experiences, but
I don't hear them being criticized in the same way
that women who were in a relationship they failed are
being criticized, Which is interesting because if single mother is
inherently wrong, win't choosing it without a father being present
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at all be just as bad? And like, yes, there've
been people on the religious right who've criticized it, and
maybe that's the level of intention that goes into in
vitual fertilization or IVI that like people respect that differently
than they do somebody who ends up a single mother unintentionally.
But I do think that as more women choose IVF,
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I'm curious to see will there be more scrutiny on
with this whole male loneliness epidemic and men are not
getting partnered. I wouldn't be surprised if some of the
backlash that we've experienced does get translated or get a
sign to women who chosen single motherhood from birth.
Speaker 1 (29:33):
Mm hm. You mentioned the podcast brows and we both
smirked because it feels like they're just freaking havoc in
so many different ways. Why do you feel like black
single mothers have become such a topic and a target
for a lot of them and a lot of the
conversations they.
Speaker 2 (29:47):
Have, we're easy to punch down on. There's already this
distaste for us, and I praise the rooms for that.
Back to the moyang Am report in the book and
talk about like this history of blaming black single mothers
for the state of the community. But when I think
of not just the black podcast bros, but the white ones,
single mothers are often a punching bag because it's a
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group of people that folks, no matter what their politics,
oftentimes feel comfortable attacking. It's a woman who is defined
by her relationship to a man, who's existing in the
absence presumably of a man. Right she's unclaimed, she's unchosen,
so whether she's divorced, whether hear her boyfriend broke up somehow,
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she's doing something that you're supposed to do in the
context of a marriage, and she doesn't belong to anyone
allegedly right, So we're just easy to target, and for
so long, so few people have been willing to defend us.
Speaker 1 (30:47):
How are you feeling as it gets closer to the
book's release. I mean, you're somebody who's written so much,
but I think that there's something that's very special about
like having your first book be out in the world.
How are you feeling leading up to the room.
Speaker 2 (30:58):
I'm excited, nervous. I'm scared about my parents reading it.
I'm going through all the emotions.
Speaker 1 (31:06):
What are you worried about in terms of your parents
reading it?
Speaker 2 (31:08):
I tell the story of their relationship, and I think
that I was very generous and I don't print all
the sort of details, but I am honest about the
things that happen in our family that are uncomfortable.
Speaker 1 (31:21):
And so what are you expecting in terms of their.
Speaker 2 (31:23):
Reaction, either embrace or estrangement.
Speaker 1 (31:26):
We'll see. We'll see, oh not oh not a strangent.
So let us know where we can stay connected with you, Jamila.
What is your website? Where can we grab our coffee
of the book and how do we stay connection?
Speaker 2 (31:40):
So my website is Jamila Lamut dot com. There are
more updates to come, but the basic stuff is there now.
I am active on Instagram and threads at jamil Lamute,
and my book Black Single Mother is available where books
are sold. You can get it from all the major retailers.
You can also get it from a number of any booksellers,
including the Reparations Club in La Cafe con Lei Roads
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in Brooklyn, Colin Response in Chicago, and Kinder Spirits in Houston.
And many of these places also have it available for
sale online so you can order it. I can order
it from Reparations Club. They will ship you a signed copy.
Speaker 1 (32:19):
And you will also be on tour, so if people
want to come and see you talk about the book,
they can also look up on your website to find tickets.
Speaker 2 (32:25):
Yeah, right, right now. The tour information is on my
Instagram and Thrance pages. I will eventually update my website,
but I've got a number of dates. I'm doing Ladilli,
New York, Miami, Atlanta, Houston, and we're working on DC
and Chicago perfect well.
Speaker 1 (32:43):
We will be sure to include all of that in
the show notes for your episode. Thank you so much
for sending some time with us today.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
I'm so glad Jamila was able to join me for
today's conversation. To learn more about her and her work,
or to grab a copy of her book, be sure
to visit the show notes at Therapy for Blackgirls dot
com slash Session four fifty four, and don't forget to
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(33:58):
again this week. I look forward to continuing this conversation
with you all real soon. Take good care,
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