Too Much of Me: Cathy S. Relapses and Recovers

“Bidden or unbidden, God is present.” She just had to get out of the way.

Cathy S. grew up in fear. A violent alcoholic home, a mother lost to addiction at thirteen, and a deep belief that something was wrong with her from the very beginning.

She learned to survive by pretending. Studying people. Becoming whoever she needed to be just to fit in. But inside she was restless, disconnected, and searching for something she could not name.

Her first drink felt like the answer.

What followed was a life of chaos, consequences, and repeated attempts to fix an internal problem with external solutions. Even after years of sobriety, Cathy discovered the real issue was not just alcohol. It was the space between her and a higher power.

Relapses became her greatest teacher.

In this powerful episode of The Cup of Joe Show, Cathy shares how Ego can quietly take over, how honesty breaks the cycle, and how meditation and spiritual connection helped her finally get out of her own way.

Sometimes you cannot save your face and your life at the same time.

Today, with nearly two decades sober, Cathy lives a life grounded in love, service, and a deep connection to something greater than herself.

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