Dr. Lotte Valentin's journey from skeptical atheist to medical medium started with two life-changing near-death experiences. After hemorrhaging during childbirth in 1992, her blood pressure crashed to 50/15, and she was pulled from her physical body while maintaining complete awareness. "You leave your body, but you're still you," she explains, comparing it to stepping out of a car—you remain the same person, just outside your vehicle.
The second NDE revealed a profound spiritual reality she hadn't previously believed in. Despite having no prior spiritual framework, Dr. Valentin witnessed angels in brilliant white light and a connecting grid around Earth (what she would later discover parallels the Buddhist concept of "Indra's Net"). This experience showed her how everyone and everything on our planet is fundamentally interconnected—knowledge that would eventually inform her unique healing approach.
These experiences ultimately guided her to pursue medical school at age 54, following clear spiritual guidance: "You have to become a naturopathic doctor, and you need the degree for the work you're here to do." Completing this challenging education in her 50s, Dr. Valentin now combines conventional medical knowledge with remarkable intuitive abilities, often receiving specific medical diagnoses from the spirit world for patients who haven't found answers through traditional healthcare.
Her work spans medical intuition, mediumship, and ancestral healing—helping people understand that many physical conditions have emotional or ancestral roots. "We are all part of Source," she explains. "We carry this light within us. We are all part of this magnificent, incredible divine source. When we are in our bodies, we have the feeling that we are separate, which is just really an illusion."
Discover how Dr. Valentin's extraordinary path might help you understand your own spiritual connections and unexplained health mysteries. Visit her website to learn about sessions, courses, and her unique approach to healing that bridges science and spirituality.
Dr. Lotte's Book Recommendation:
The Myth of Normal by Gabor Mate
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Dr. Lotte Valentin, is an N.M.D., author, evidential psychic medium, medical medium, ancestral healer and international keynote speaker! She is described as an oracle who has the ability to touch the heights and move into the power of the mystic, prophet and seer.
She is the author of Med School after Menopause, The Journey of my Soul, an inspirational story about transformation, healing and spirituality, which won 1st place in the category of Spiritual Leadership in August 2021 from Living Now Book Awards!
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
This bright white light, almost like if you're in
a dense fog and the fog rolls in, but there's a spotlight in the
fog, so it's that you'resurrounded and immersed in this
white light.
So the brightest, whitest light, that sort of starts to come
forward and as I'm turningaround in this light, there is
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an outline of angels in thisbright white light.
There is an outline of angelsin this bright white light.
But I'm completely aware of thefact that I don't believe in
angels, but I'm seeing angelsand I think that these
experiences, if I had believedin that, I would just have said
oh, it's a hallucination.
My mind made it up because it'smy belief system, but I did not
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have any belief system tosupport what it was that I was
experiencing.
So there's an outline of angelsin the light and the music is
coming from the angels, but thebright white light, that is like
being with source, you know, orGod, or whatever you want to
call it, but that is what wecome from.
We are part of that.
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We are part of Source.
We come from Source.
We carry this light within us.
We are all part of thismagnificent, incredible, divine
Source.
Right, but when we are in ourbodies, we have the feeling that
we are separate, which is justreally an illusion.
It's an illusion that we areseparate when we're in our
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bodies because we're here tohave this earthly experience in
these little body suits.
Speaker 2 (01:32):
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Welcome to the House of Germarpodcast where wellness starts
within.
I'm your host, jean Collins,and today's guest is Dr Lottie
Valentine.
Oh, my goodness, everybody, Iam so excited to speak to her.
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First of all, she went back toschool to become an MD.
Later in life, after menopause,wrote a book about it, which is
also really impressive, andshe's a medium oh my, we're
going to talk about tapping intoyour spiritual guides being a
medium healing.
There are so many subjects thatwe can talk about, so I am so
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excited.
She's a psychic medium, amedicinal medium I'm actually
going to read some of it, so Idon't get any of it wrong An
ancestral healer, internationalkeynote speaker.
She is an author.
She also has a podcast and letme tell you she's not stopping.
This woman has got it all goingon.
So, dr Laudy, thank you forjoining the show and I'm so
excited to talk to you.
Speaker 1 (02:54):
Well, thank you so much for having me.
Oh, I appreciate it.
Speaker 2 (02:58):
So I want to get started, before we get into
mediums and how you channel andyour book and your journey, and
I want to say I think I read youhad two near-death experiences,
if I got that correct.
Yeah, that's a lot.
So let's just first, at a highlevel, let's give everybody a
little bit of background aboutyou and how you got to where you
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are today.
Speaker 1 (03:21):
Yeah.
So when I was young I went toWell, actually, I grew up in
Europe and then I married when Iwas 21,.
I married an American, moved tothe United States and then
ended up transferring intoBoston University from Stockholm
University and I majored incomputer science and management
and then I worked for IBM as aprogrammer and systems analyst
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and then I started having kids.
So I started having kids and Isaid, all right, this is a once
in a lifetime chance to stayhome.
So I opted to take a leave andstay home with my kids.
So I had one boy, then I hadanother boy and then I was
pregnant with my third.
So this was in 1992.
And after I gave birth, well,first of all, I gave birth in
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the middle of a earthquake, sowe had a 7.4 earthquake and my
labor actually stopped andeverybody was hanging over me on
the labor table.
I would literally havelevitated off the table if they
hadn't held me down.
And we lost all the power inthe hospital.
All those little instruments onthe metal trays in the hospital
were levitating up and down andwe lost all the power in the
hospital.
All those little instruments onthe metal trays in the hospital
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were levitating up and down.
And it was one of those momentsin my life when I thought, oh
my gosh, this is it.
We're all going to die and thewindows are going to fall in
where the ceiling tiles aregoing to fall in, we're going to
be buried in rubble.
Never thought my life was goingto end this way.
Well, the earthquake keptrolling right.
The hospital was built onrollers.
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This was in California, in theeastern part of Anaheim for
those of you who know whereDisneyland is and there wasn't
much destruction.
It was a landersquake becauseit was centered in the desert,
but we were literally the firstbuilding bordering the desert
and it was built on rollers.
So it really rolled and we lostall the power.
All the generators kicked in.
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Then my labor actually stopped.
It picked back up and I gavebirth and then we had a 7.2
earthquake and then I finallygot to hold the baby and it was
a girl.
And I had two boys that weresix and three and a half, and
they gave me the baby.
And now I'm in excruciating pain.
So I'm screaming to my husbandtake the baby, take the baby,
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because I couldn't even hold herand it was the first time I
hemorrhaged, so huge mountain ofblood comes out and they put me
on IV drip and all thesedifferent things.
I mean, the whole hospital wasrunning on generators, right, we
had the light of a nightlightin this birthing unit.
So after an extra day in thehospital they said okay, we're
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going to send you on your way.
Well then, about 10 days laterI hemorrhaged a huge blood clot
and we went to the ER and theydid a manual inspection and they
said everything is okay, gohome.
Could have been a second lining.
Same thing happened again thenext day and then the following
day we went to the doctor.
It was decided to go to thedoctor in Huntington Beach,
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california, where we lived atthe time and again a manual
inspection no blood work, noinvestigation whatsoever into
what could have caused this.
Got sent on my way, hemorrhaged.
Again that afternoon I went backto the ER.
So now you know I'vehemorrhaged several days in a
row, so I'm starting to reallylose blood.
Get back in the ER again,manual inspection, and they say,
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oh, it's not that much bleedinggoing on right now.
Could have been a second lining.
They closed the door, leave meon the table and then I finally
start bleeding.
So I'm thinking I'm 34 at thetime, thinking this is 1992.
Wow, I'm finally bleeding.
They're going to figure outwhat's wrong with me.
And this is a divineinterference part, because this
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nurse came to check on me atthis time.
I mean, had she come two orthree minutes later, I might not
be here today because it camedown to seconds.
So she opens the door and shesees how much I've been bleeding
and I can hear the call on theloudspeaker OBGYN stat to the ER
and I'm thinking, okay, theyfinally figured out something is
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wrong.
So this middle-aged physiciancomes running in.
Right, you're so innocent toowhen you're, you know, in your
early thirties and this guy?
So he examines me again and asthey are examining me, another
big blood clot comes out and Itry to sit up and tell this
doctor I don't feel too good,but he knew at this point, you
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know, he understood how much Ihad been bleeding, so he just
pushed me down on the table.
I can hear the room fillingwith people.
I can't keep my eyes openanymore and I just feel like I'm
falling, like I jumped out ofan airplane without a parachute.
It's just sensational falling,which is probably also due to my
blood pressure is crashing.
So I got a nurse on my right Ican't see them, but I can feel
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them and I hear them and she'smeasuring my blood pressure.
She's got a blood pressure cuffon my right arm them and she's
measuring my blood pressure.
She's got a blood pressure cuffon my right arm and I got a
nurse on my left that's tryingto place an IV and this nurse on
the right yells out 50 over 15,hurry.
And that's my blood pressureright.
So now, like around 60 over 20,it doesn't support a heartbeat
anymore and it's still crashing.
(08:20):
I just feel like I'm fallingand I'm thinking what's taking
this nurse so long?
Why is this so slow?
getting this IV in.
But now I know, right Aftergoing to med school, like your
blood vessels collapse.
So you hear stories.
People go to the ER and they'relike I don't need an IV.
But they're going to place anIV.
But that's just precautionbecause they want to make sure
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they have access to your vein.
So if you ever end up in the ERand they say we want to place an
IV with, just you know, bodywater or saline solution, you go
.
That's fine, because ifsomething happens to you they
can just inject the medicationnow, because once you go into
shock your veins startcollapsing and it's really hard
to get into the veins.
So they were struggling to getthis little needle in.
(09:02):
And as I'm lying on this tableshortly after this nurse yells
out 50 over 15, hurry, I knew Iwas dying, which was very
different from that experiencewhen I was giving birth and the
earthquake happened when Ithought I was going to die.
And a lot of us have had thatfeeling, thinking oh my gosh,
this is it.
I'm in a car accident and youjust see your life flash before
(09:26):
your eyes.
But this was very different.
I was completely aware of thefact that I was dying at that
point and I was a completeatheist.
So I was born and raised inSweden and back in the day,
during the 60s, when I wasraised, there was no separation
of state and church.
So if you were born in Sweden,you were a Lutheran and if you
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didn't want to be a Lutheran youhad to tell someone.
We went to the church to getour passport.
Speaker 2 (09:50):
Okay, it's very different back then.
Speaker 1 (09:53):
So then you know, you get confirmed when you're 14.
And I didn't believe in any ofthat.
I was like there is noafterlife, there is no God,
there is no Jesus, there is nospirit world.
There is no God, there is noJesus, there is no spirit world,
there is no angels.
I didn't believe in any of it,complete atheist.
So here I am, dying on thistable in the ER.
So what do I do?
I said to myself.
Well, if any of that was truethat they taught me you know,
(10:16):
then please, you know, help meout.
So I prayed to God to save mylife.
I say, you know, it's our Godout there.
Please save me.
I have three children under theage of six.
They need a mother.
As soon as I said that, I gotpulled out of my body.
So now I'm on the other side.
But the interesting part of thisis that you leave your body.
(10:37):
You're still there.
You are still you.
Exactly the way you feel rightnow, the way I feel in my body,
the way I think of this, is me.
I'm Dr Lottie.
This is who I am.
I am the same person when Ijump out of my body.
If you drive to the grocerystore in your car.
It's not like you're one personinside the car and then you get
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out of your car to go to thegrocery store.
You're somebody else.
No, you're still the sameperson.
You just stepped out of yourcar.
It's the same thing with yourbody.
You step outside your body,you're still you.
You're just outside your bodynow.
So in this state though, thereis no time.
So I had this awareness thatthere was no past, present and
future.
You had access to all the timessimultaneously.
(11:21):
And then there is theunconditional peace and love.
And I didn't get to stay inthis state at least I have no
other memories of it and I gotsucked back into my body.
But the interesting part is sonow I'm in the hospital the next
day, I'm waking up and I'mstill trying to figure out what
happened, and this nurse comesin.
They send me this Norwegiannurse, because I'm Swedish,
(11:42):
thinking that she's really goingto bond with me, and she says
did you have any unusualexperiences in the ER yesterday?
And all I can think is, if Itell her what I experienced,
they're going to lock me up inthe psych ward.
This is 1992.
And I didn't have any knowledgeof what's called a near-death
(12:04):
experience when you leave yourbody, go to the other side and
come back so I just thought Ican't tell her anything.
So I just said, oh no, no,nothing unusual happened.
And meanwhile that morning Ican hear my sister-in-law, who
passed away two weeks earlier,and she's in the left corner of
my ceiling in the hospital roomand I can hear her and she says
(12:26):
everything's going to be okay.
And I'm like how can I now hearmy sister-in-law?
Yesterday I thought I left mybody like what's going on, right
?
Yes, and it's more real thanI'm going to say.
It's more real in some waysthan the experience we have when
we are in our bodies, so anyway.
(12:47):
So then they sent me home andthen I get really sick and I
have this thing called bonemarrow suppression.
And one thing led to anotherand we all got pneumonia that
Christmas and my husband hadbeen laid off, his company had
been bought and he was like aregional manager at the time.
We're in our early 30s, so hewas just kind of finding you
know, what job can I get?
That's going to support myfamily.
(13:08):
I need a job now, kind of thing.
So that whole year we didn'thave any medical insurance.
Of course it's like part ofthis incarnation, right.
So we were just jumping, youknow, when we were sick we'd go
to the walk-in clinic and we allgot.
You know, we all had pneumoniaat Christmas.
This is six months later.
My daughter was born at the endof June.
It's not Christmas.
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I have barely even left thehouse in six months because I
can barely walk without passingout or standing up because I
have so little blood in my body.
And so we go to the walk-inclinic.
Everybody gets better, we allget antibiotics, except for me.
I go back, you know, eight dayslater and they say, weren't you
just here?
And I said yeah, and they saidokay, we're going to take your
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blood.
They come back in the room andthey say you have no immune
system whatsoever.
Do you have AIDS or leukemia?
And I said, well, I hopeneither.
And they're like you have to goto the ER right now, like you
can die if you don't go to theER.
It's a really bad situation.
And I said I'm not going to theER and we're about to get
(14:09):
insurance, or we thought so.
But then he took another joband then another job because the
salary was better and the jobwas better.
So we ended up that whole year.
We got insurance the followingyear.
It took one year.
So anyway, making a long storyshort, it took me several years
to get out of this bone marrowsuppression where something goes
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wrong.
The best guess we have is thatit was something called
idiopathic aplastic anemia andthat can happen to somebody
who's pregnant and doesn't haveany complications, and it just
comes out of nowhere, kind of,and it sort of shuts down your
immune system and your bonemarrow comes out of nowhere,
kind of, and it sort of shutsdown your immune system and your
bone marrow.
So after several years of this,it took me six years before I
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could really go through agrocery store or go to Costco
without having to sit down andput my head between my legs when
I walked halfway through thestore Wow, because I would be so
faint because I had too littleblood in my body.
So as I'm struggling to healright.
So I'm two years out from thefirst near-death experience and
I would bruise.
If I put my knee on the floorto help my kids tie their shoes,
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I would get a bruise on my knee.
So any kind of pressure on myskin would create bruises
because the platelets were solow.
So this is just my normalexistence at this point.
So this is when my secondnear-death experience happens
and people that I have workedwith that have read my
astrological chart.
They say, well, it actuallylooks like you had several more
(15:33):
near-death experiences, but youdon't remember, have no memories
.
All I can say is they're notsupposed to have that memory.
But I was supposed to have thememory because it activated my
(15:53):
life path, and this secondexperience has literally
activated my life path and hasto do with what I'm working with
today.
So the second experience againI wake up in the middle of the
night.
My head is pounding.
This has been my life now fortwo years.
Take my head off the pillow,but again I just get pulled out
of my body and I always jokethat they saved me too quickly
(16:15):
in the ER the first time so Ididn't get the full effect, or
maybe they just wanted me tothink about it for two years and
then get the full effect.
I mean, I'm sure there's a bigplan behind all of it, because
when you look in somebody'sastrological chart, I've been
told that all this is part ofyour chart, even that it took me
10 years to get well, and theysaid you got well when you were
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around 44, didn't you?
I said yeah, and they say yeah,I can see it in your chart
because that's when things areshifting.
So it's really fascinating whatthat astrological chart can
tell us and how we kind ofthat's kind of our movie script
of the life, of the lessons.
So the second experiencehappened in the middle of the
night.
I get pulled out of my body andit's more like flying through
(17:00):
space, like Star Wars.
I'm just tumbling through spaceand I get to this place that I
call the mid station, becausethere was this awareness that
you could go higher or lower,just like if you go into a
skyscraper and there's a hundredfloors and you push the
elevator button on the 50thfloor, you get off on the 50th
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floor, you have awareness thatthere are another 50 floors
above you and another 49 belowyou, but you don't know what's
on those floors.
You know what the floor is thatyou're on and there was that
kind of a feeling that you couldgo higher or lower.
But when I get to this place, Ihear the most beautiful music,
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music that you cannot make onthe earth plane, and I spent a
good week trying to recreate thesound.
We had this Roland synthesizer,you know, like the top of the
line at the time, with probably200 sounds.
There was not one sound thatwas as beautiful or unique as
the sound that I heard.
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So here I am, I'm hearing thismost beautiful music, and I
looked to my right and I see alittle log cabin.
It literally looks like aSwedish sauna log cabin and I
always laugh about the things wesee.
And is that things that arecomfortable to us, that they
show us, you know.
So I look at this little cabinand I'm thinking the music must
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be coming from this cabin.
So I open the door, look insideit's empty.
So I look to my left.
There is a mirror image of thecabin on the right.
So I look inside, but it'sempty.
But then it's like this brightwhite light, almost like if
you're in a dense fog and thefog rolls in, but there's a
spotlight in the fog.
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So it's that you're surroundedand immersed in this white light
.
So the brightest, whitest light, that sort of, starts to come
forward.
And as I'm turning around inthis light, there is an outline
of angels in this bright whitelight.
But I'm completely aware of thefact that I don't believe in
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angels, but I'm seeing angelsand I think that these
experiences, if I had believedin that, I would just have said,
oh, it's a hallucination.
My mind made it up because it'smy belief system, but I did not
have any belief system tosupport what it was that I was
experiencing.
So there's an outline of angelsin the light and the music is
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coming from the angels.
But the bright white light thatis like being with source, you
know, or God, or whatever youwant to call it, but that is
what we come from.
We are part of that.
We are part of source.
We come from source.
We carry this light within us.
We are all part of thismagnificent, incredible divine
(19:54):
source.
Right, but when we are in ourbodies, we have the feeling that
we are separate, which is justreally an illusion.
It's an illusion that we areseparate when we're in our
bodies because we're here tohave this earthly experience in
these little body suits, right.
Speaker 2 (20:12):
So it really is a body suit.
Speaker 1 (20:14):
So then I become aware of two spirit guides.
There's one kind of on my rightand one diagonally to the left,
in front of me, and the one onthe right says to the other one
what is she doing here?
She can't be here, she has togo back.
And I'm like no, no, no, wait asecond.
I spent over two years thinkingabout this.
Now, how can I be outside mybody and still be me?
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How does this work?
Right, I'm still struggling,trying to put the pieces
together, and the spirit guideon my left says well, if I told
you, you wouldn't remember, butyou will remember this.
So and I've heard that fromother people now, as near-death
experiences are becoming more,people are aware of them and how
there is some kind of controlmechanism that you get to
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remember things or you don't getto remember things.
And then it's like I'm standingon the moon looking down on the
earth.
You know, it's like a moviescreen appears or just like
images that just appear out ofnowhere and I see the earth, but
around the earth there was this, what I called at the time the
silvery glittery fishnet.
This is 1994.
So we didn't have Google yet,we couldn't Google grid around
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the earth like we can now right.
That wasn't even.
I don't know if you remember,1994 was probably when we had a
modem right, the dial-in right.
We didn't have that searchcapability.
So I called it the silveryglittery fishnet.
Because I grew up in NorthernEurope, in Sweden, and we have
an archipelago outside ofStockholm where I grew up, where
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you know it's like 24,000islands and I spent my summers
on one of these islands withoutelectricity or running water and
it was just, you know,absolutely fabulous.
And my grandmother would row.
I would row the little boat formy grandmother.
I finally graduated to be therower and I was really proud
because I have three olderbrothers.
Finally I was old enough to rowthis boat for my grandmother
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and she would lay fishnets inthe ocean to catch fish and when
she lifted these fishnets outof the ocean in the early
morning sun, all those littlewater droplets would sparkle on
that fishnet, but the fishnethas that kind of diamond shape,
right, but that's what I saw.
So that's why I call it thesilvery, glittery fishnet
because I didn't have any wordsfor it.
(22:29):
And the spirit guide says thateverything on earth is connected
to each other, but everythingon earth is connected up to this
grid, or fishnet as I call itat the time, and with that
information they sent me backTrishnet as I called it at the
time, and with that informationthey sent me back, and you know,
this was in 1994.
(22:53):
None of this really made sense,I'm going to say, until after I
graduated from med school in2016, when the pieces really
started to come together.
And now I understand that youknow, what I saw was it's called
Indra's Net in Buddhism, allright, and it's the.
We are all connected throughthat time and space or quantum
physics, and that's reallybecome my work today is that
deep understanding of how we areinterconnected.
And so not only do I work as amedical medium we're going to
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talk about all these things butI work as an ancestral healer,
because I can understand how weare connected to our ancestors
in a different way.
So all these differentexperiences then guided me on my
journey to go to med school at54.
Speaker 2 (23:37):
And we can talk about all of those different
experiences as well.
Yeah, wow, okay, wow,no-transcript.
Like when you're still you andlike, did you know?
Okay, I'm dead.
Or are you like I'm having adream?
(23:58):
You know?
Like, what were you really like, do you remember?
Speaker 1 (24:01):
I know I hear you.
No, you're just there, you'restill you, right, and so, like
in the ER, I'm like I belong tothat body down there.
But here I am, I am, and it'syou have this, knowing that
that's kind of where you'reliving.
It's not any different than youstep outside your house, you're
talking to your neighbor inyour front yard and you know
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that you live in the house.
That's your house, where youlive.
It's the same thing.
You just step outside your body, but you're still there.
Right and so when you work whenI work as a medium when you're
connecting with the people inthe spirit world or loved ones
in the spirit world, they'regoing to come through and show
me things that you are going toremember about them.
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So you know the character, theperson that they were.
I might say, oh, this is a,it's a man, and he made it into
old age, you know at least 70sor 80s, and he had this big
smile and he was very exuberantand very loving, right, or it
could be.
This man was very withdrawn andhe was kind of abusive and you
(25:08):
know he had a problem withalcohol, because I can see a lot
of alcohol bottles.
So, like the character of whothey were typically comes
through first and that's whatwe're going to see.
But if somebody comes through,right, so sometimes people have
had an ancestor that maybe havehad substance abuse issues and
were not the best person whenthey were here.
But what happens is that theycome through.
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They show me that part thatthis is who they were.
The person says, yeah, I knowwho it is.
That's my dad right heart, thatthis is who they were.
The person says, yeah, I knowwho it is, that's my dad Right,
yeah, he had problems withalcohol and blah, blah, blah and
.
But then comes the apology ofhow sorry they are for the hurt
that they have inflicted on thatperson, and so it can be very
healing, you know to, to havereadings like that.
(25:49):
And that's actually how I gotinto ancestral healing, was
actually doing mediumshipreadings, because I think my
life has been extremely guidedby the spirit world, because
that is my incarnation in thislife.
I know that I'm here as ahealer.
I know that I'm here as abridge between the spirit world
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and people.
I'm here to help people heal.
I'm here to bring messages andhealing to the people, and that
is my incarnation.
And that's also why thesethings have happened to me right
.
So to make me understand that Ihave to learn to trust in that,
and there was a lot of thingsthat happened, many different
experiences that happenedconsistently after those
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near-death experiences, to helpme learn to trust in the
messages that I received.
So it's not something thathappens overnight.
It took a really long time forme to trust it because I was so
logical and skeptical saying, oh, it's just a coincidence, it's
just a coincidence, it couldn'tbe.
And then learning to writeeverything down and then
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learning to trust it thing downand then learning to trust it?
Speaker 2 (26:58):
Did it start as messages or people that were
connected to you personallyfirst?
Speaker 1 (27:01):
So there are a couple of funny fun stories.
The family, I'm going to saythe family always comes through
first because they're theclosest to you your own children
, your parents, nieces andnephews and things like that,
because they're in yourimmediate family.
But that only makes sensebecause we are in that network,
so to speak.
We're in that network.
The family network is ourclosest network.
(27:22):
And then you have other layers.
You know second cousins, thirdcousins, friends and school
teachers, right, and those aremore on the outer part.
But there are many fun stories.
There was one when my childrenwere.
Let me think how old they were,they were probably like eight,
nine, 12, and like 16 at thetime.
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So I wake up one morning and Iget three images.
And the first image I see twoof my kids in the car my middle
boy in the front seat, mydaughter in the back seat.
Second image is a black scratchon the van door.
We had a van at the time, ablack scratch across the van
door where the kids get in andout, on the passenger side.
And the third image I see isI'm leaving a note on the
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windshield of a black sedan car.
So I tell my kids we wereliving in East Bay, san
Francisco, at the time and thesetwo kids went to school in the
city.
So I was driving them when theywere little, you know across the
Bay Bridge every day.
So I tell them you guys are inthe car, and this is what I saw.
And we figured out there's onlyone intersection that we have
oncoming traffic.
(28:26):
When we make a left turn, likewe cross the Bay Bridge, we get
off the freeway, we get down tothe surface streets, we jog left
at the light and that's wherewe have oncoming traffic.
So every day we get to thisintersection my kid's nose is
like literally pressed upagainst the window.
Mom, the coast is clear.
So we did that for like twoweeks.
Right, they're afraid thatwe're going to be in an accident
(28:48):
.
You're going to get hit.
And so we're all kind of on edgeand two weeks later we're in
Walnut Creek, which is in EastBay, San Francisco.
We're coming out of thebookstore and there's a big
truck offloading all these boxesand I'm trying to squeeze onto
this little tiny street and asI'm making a right turn onto the
street, the right side of mycar scrapes the parked car and
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so I scrape the car and it's ablack sedan.
So as I'm looking to see thiscar, I get out of my car, I walk
around, I see the scratch inthe car.
I literally just stood like Ijust threw my hands up in the
air and just started laughingand I remember people just
staring at me.
They were probably thinkingthis woman is nuts, right.
Speaker 2 (29:31):
She just scraped this car.
She's just standing therelaughing, she's laughing Right.
Speaker 1 (29:35):
So there I was leaving that note on the
windshield of that black sedancar.
So all these different thingstaught me to trust in the
messages that I received.
So after 12 years of this, sonow it's 2004, my daughter was
born in 1992.
And my kids are not teenagersand I'm thinking okay, I need to
(29:58):
go back to school and dosomething, I want to work in the
healing, in the healing artssomething.
And I grew up in Europe.
My father was a physician, mymom was a hospital floor
administrator.
One of my brothers became asurgeon.
All my parents' friends werelike the men were doctors and
the wives were nurses.
I mean, it was just across theboard.
So I grew up hearing all themedical stories all the time and
(30:21):
I always wanted to be a doctor,since I was a little girl, like
as long as I can remember, andmy dad would say, no, you don't
want to be a doctor, you be anurse, it doesn't take us much
time, and then you'll have timeto have a family, right Of
course.
So you know it's the 1960s andso it's a different era that I
grew up in.
And I said no, I don't want tobe a nurse.
(30:43):
If I'm going to do that, I wantto be a doctor.
And then I ended up marrying anAmerican, coming to the States,
and my life kind of changed inall possible ways, so possible
ways.
So here I am looking at thecomputer trying to figure out
what to do.
So I find this school and itsays naturopathic medicine.
I said wow, that sounds so cool.
You study pharmaceuticals, youget all the regular, you're like
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an MD, but you have a biggertool bag because you also study
botanical medicine.
You study homeopathy,acupuncture and a little bit of
everything right, so you can doa lot of different things, not
just the regular traditional.
And then I realized it was amedical school.
So there's only five medicalschools that offer naturopathic
medicine.
I said I can't do that.
I'm in my mid-40s now.
(31:28):
I got to do all the prereqs andthen after I do that, there's
no guarantee I'm even going tobe accepted.
X.
And then after I do that,there's no guarantee I'm even
going to be accepted.
They might just say you're tooold.
So I closed the computer andwalked to the kitchen.
I said, all right, I'm justgoing to start prepping dinner.
And as I get to the kitchen,the spirit world drops in and
they give me three messages andthey say you have to go to med
school, you have to become anaturopathic doctor and you need
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the degree for the work you'rehere to do.
But you're not going to work asa doctor the whole time.
And I'm like what do you mean?
Why?
Speaker 2 (31:59):
would I go through all that and not work as a
doctor the whole time.
What are you talking about?
Speaker 1 (32:05):
So, and then they said, oh, you were to write two
books, no way three.
And I said okay, what am Isupposed to write about?
And they're like oh, when thetime is right, we'll tell you.
And then they said you're tobring messages and healing to
the people.
And I said what do you mean?
Messages?
What messages?
Right, because the onlyexperience I had had up until
(32:27):
that point was the spirit worlddropping in on me, right On you.
Speaker 2 (32:30):
Right.
Speaker 1 (32:31):
Yes, so to tune in and get messages for other
people.
That wasn't even in myconscious yet, right?
So within two weeks I enrolledat the community college, which
is like 50 minutes from where welived, and did all the prereqs.
Speaker 2 (32:46):
So I had to actually start with advanced placement,
high school biology, because Ididn't have those classes,
because I went to school inEurope it was a different time,
so I had to get into thefreshman biology to get into the
prereq classes.
Speaker 1 (33:00):
So it was like forever, you know.
One class after another I hadto take biology, chemistry,
organic chemistry, physics andmath, finally finished all of
that and in the meantime my kidswere growing up, went back and
worked in the biotech industryfor four years, sold antibodies
for cancer detection, thenbecame the national sales
manager.
And I did that.
(33:20):
And then finally the kids thelast child moves out.
I said this is it, I'm going.
I applied into med school, wasaccepted and went to med school
when I was 54 and did that forfour years and then graduated
when I was 58.
And then, as soon as Igraduated, that's when I met
this woman.
(33:41):
And this is funny because weare all so guided and I was
studying craniosacral therapywith the Upland Institute and I
had flown out to San Francisco.
I was in my residency here inArizona and I met this woman who
also was from the Phoenix area,from Scottsdale, and we had
dinner together and she said youknow, I'm a medium and somebody
(34:03):
is here who wants to give you amessage.
And I'm thinking there is noway I don't know anything about
this woman.
She doesn't know anything aboutme, my upbringing is.
There's no way she can evenguess my life, because it's so
different.
Speaker 2 (34:16):
Right.
Speaker 1 (34:18):
So she goes oh, you know your mom.
You know, we figured out it wasmy mom and she'd start talking
about the fishing and therowboat and laying the nets in
the ocean.
I was all right, she can'tguess this.
And she said you have to go toArthur Findlay College in
England and study mediumship.
And I said I can't do that.
I just graduated.
(34:39):
I don't even have my testresults.
Yeah, so, sure enough, sixmonths later, of course, I find
myself at Arthur Findlay Collegein England.
And then you know, I had nowbeen hearing the spirit world
for like what?
25 years at this point, but itwas always messages for myself
or about my family.
(34:59):
So you know, now I had to honein.
I was already doing the work.
I just had to figure out how totune in for somebody else.
So now when I'm in, so now whenI'm at Arthur Finley College
and the teacher says what we aredoing is we are bringing
messages to our clients,messages of healing.
Now, finally, in 2017, themessage I got in 2004 finally
(35:22):
made sense.
Right, you're here to bringmessages and healing to people,
a lot as a medical medium ormedical intuitive.
So I'm going to say I work asboth, only because I work with
the spirit world and so I workas a medium when I work as a
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medical intuitive.
So it's kind of a combinationof being intuitive or tuning in
psychically to somebody's bodyand see what I feel.
But then the spirit world alsosometimes yells at me.
You know a specific diagnosiswhich happened.
You know it happens quite oftenand I get a diagnosis and I'll
say has anybody told you you mayhave this?
(36:03):
And they say I don't even knowwhat that is.
And sometimes, like happenednot long ago, I got a diagnosis
and I said you know, we didn'tlearn anything about this in
medical school and I knowregular MDs don't either,
because I know it's a specialty.
But I keep hearing thisdiagnosis.
We're going to look it up.
I looked it up, I read her thedescription of what it is and
(36:25):
just saw her face, just her jawdrop, saying oh my gosh, that is
exactly what happened to me.
Wow, that is exactly whathappened?
to me and then she remembered 20years ago.
This doctor said you're goingto be diagnosed with a
connective vascular disease atsome point.
And that's exactly what it was,and all the symptoms was spot
(36:47):
on right.
So it's really interestingbecause the spirit world often
comes in and gives me adiagnosis.
But then, with my now I'munderstanding what they meant
back in 2004, because I needed amedical training to work
spiritually also with people.
Sometimes I get a diagnosis andI'll say, do you know what that
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is?
And they say no, and I said, doyou have these symptoms?
And then they go yes, there itis.
So they get, and then I cantell them this is what you need
to do, you're actually going toneed to have surgery, but I,
what state are you in?
And I can help them.
You know, find the right personthat can help them where
they're living.
So it's really interestingbecause we are, we are so guided
by the spirit world.
(37:28):
We are all guided, we all havethis guidance, you know, and for
me it's just this is my work,so it's going to be different,
right for me, because I'm hereto work with it.
But it's like saying everybodycan sing.
We can all sing happy birthday.
Everybody knows how to singhappy birthday, right?
Are we all going to be TaylorSwift singing happy birthday?
(37:49):
No, we're not going to beTaylor Swift, right?
But it's the same thing.
We all have the capacity oftuning in.
We all have intuition.
We all have the capacity ofconnecting with the spirit world
, but we're not all here to workwith it.
Just like we can all sing.
We're not all here to be bigperformers, but we all have that
within us.
We all are spiritual creatures.
Speaker 2 (38:12):
That is so fascinating.
So how do give me some examplesof when people would come to
you for help with the need for amedical intuitive?
What's an example?
Speaker 1 (38:25):
Many times people have been sick for many years
and they can't figure out whatthe problem is.
And they go to the doctor, theydo all the tests and they say,
well, everything is normal,right, and then, if you're a
woman, then you get sent tocounseling or for a workout,
because you're given anantidepressant right.
Speaker 2 (38:47):
I hear that a lot because they don't.
Speaker 1 (38:49):
They don't can't see anything wrong.
But typically what happens isthat there's so many things
Before you go to medical schoolyou think of a doctor like the
doctor knows everything.
Not true, right?
Different doctors are going toknow different things, even if
they have the same degree andthe same title.
So a general practitioner isnot the same as the next general
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practitioner, because,depending on who their clients
are, depending on the cases theyhave seen, that's what they're
going to know, that's whatthey're familiar with, because
medicine is such a broad topicand the tests that we have test
only a fraction of the thingsthat could be wrong with you.
So we do the regular tests andnothing shows up.
(39:32):
And if we haven't seen a caselike this before, we don't know
what to do with you.
Right, because it's based nowon what we have seen, what has
come across our radar before.
If you go to a doctor and theycan't help you, by all means go
to the next one, go to the nextone and you keep jumping.
You know it might take 10doctors before you find the
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doctor that actually knowswhat's wrong with you.
And many times those are thepeople that find me and they say
you know, this has been goingon for 10 years and I don't know
what it is.
And everybody tells me my bloodlabs are fine and they can't
figure out what's wrong.
And that's typically you knowwhen other things come in and
for some reason I've beenblessed with all the weird
(40:14):
things.
Right, because also that's mywork, I get all those.
Those are like all my people, soI get people that typically
fall through the cracks and Ihave a tendency to know the
weird things.
And I'm going to say part ofthat is growing up in a medical
family and hearing all thestories from my mom and dad and
all there, it was medicine everysingle day my whole life.
(40:38):
Right, growing up and thenworking as a medium and tuning
into the spirit world, but thenalso having the medical
knowledge in my pocket so I canmerge the two together.
And then also, you know theexperience that I have.
But many times, I mean, Istarted knowing things about my
patients when I was in medschool and I would, you know,
(40:58):
meditate too.
There's so much stress in medschool.
So I made meditate too.
There's so much stress in medschool.
So I've made sure I meditatedevery day at least 15 minutes,
even if it was midnight or oneo'clock in the morning.
I would meditate because youhave to do something to keep
yourself calm, because you'recarrying such an incredible.
I think we carried like 32credits in every 11 weeks.
So, yeah, it's a lot You'redoing like four years of college
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, like 32 credits in every 11weeks.
Speaker 2 (41:21):
Wow, yeah, it's a lot .
Speaker 1 (41:22):
You're doing like four years of college in a year,
but you're doing that for fouryears in a row, right?
Wow, it's like a fire hose.
Speaker 2 (41:32):
Yes.
Speaker 1 (41:33):
You hear things once and you're expected to remember
it.
You know and you're doing thisin your 50s, let's just say yeah
, I mean, you're doing this inyour 50s.
Speaker 2 (41:40):
Let's just say you're doing this in your 50s.
I can't remember anything if Idon't write it down.
I can't imagine going tomedical school right now and I'm
54.
Holy cow.
Speaker 1 (41:49):
You grow brain cells as you're.
You know, as you're workinglike this, you get better at it
as you go along.
But you know, being in medschool is like a thousand
PowerPoint slides a week.
And then they say we're havinga quiz 10 questions.
You need 70 or above to pass.
Wow, how do you memorize athousand PowerPoint slides when
you're off between 12 am and 6am?
(42:10):
Basically You're back in schoolat 8 am.
You have a four-hour lectureevery morning from 8 to 12.
And then sometimes you're thereuntil nine o'clock at night.
It's like all day.
And how are you supposed toeven review the 200 PowerPoint
slides?
You saw that morning, rightpatients.
(42:35):
And then I graduated, I was inresidency and I would hear a new
patient walks through the doorand I would get the diagnosis.
And there was this one man Iremember he came in and as soon
as he walks into my room thespirit world says lung cancer,
lung cancer, okay.
So I asked this man all thesequestions and he came in and I
(42:57):
said well, you know why are youhere today?
Well, I have this little ticklecough.
It's typical what we see withallergies and I lived up north
of Phoenix at the time, so itwas a lot of allergies in that
area and we do the whole intake.
I listen to his lungs and thereis not one peep Okay.
And many times I mean, ifpeople have allergies, you know,
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might have asthma, right, allthese different things could be
wrong.
Well, he had had cancer when hewas in his 20s and he did have
metastasis on his lungs at thattime and they had radiated those
spots on his lungs and I saidyou know your lungs, I can't
hear anything.
But because of your history andbecause you're worried, let's
just do an x-ray and see ifanything shows up.
(43:40):
X-ray comes back possible lungcancer.
So at that point I'm not acancer doctor so we can't treat
that.
So we have to hand it over to acancer doctor or an oncologist.
Hand it over to the oncologistin the clinic and, sure enough,
lung cancer.
And it was so frustrating for mebecause I said why did they
give me the diagnosis if Icouldn't save this man right?
(44:02):
But he was the caretaker of hiswife who had Alzheimer's and so
what this diagnosis allowed himto do was put all the paperwork
together, get help for his wifeso that she would be cared for.
Then he literally checkedhimself into hospice and I
believe he passed away likewithin three or four months.
And so then I'm back at ArthurFinley College again studying
(44:25):
mediumship, and I told myteachers, I said why do they
give me these the diagnosis if Ican't help them?
And the teacher just looked atme and he said well, why do you
think?
And I said so I would listen.
And they said, yep, that isexactly right.
They just want to make sureyou're listening, because
another time you're going to geta diagnosis and you will be
able to help them.
But you have to.
You know, this was just a casewhere they had an opportunity to
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give you the diagnosis and nowyou're listening, so you're
always going to listen now.
So, and that's when that kind ofstarted pushing me into medical
medium and medical intuitive.
And then you know manydifferent patients like that,
and now I work, you know, withpeople on Zoom from all over the
world, and many times I'll knowthe diagnosis before they show
(45:09):
up on the screen.
It depends what it is.
So sometimes I'll say you know,I'll just make up a name Maria
Johnson is your next client.
And so I'll get to my computer.
I'll say okay, hello, spiritworld.
What's wrong with Maria Johnson?
And sometimes they'll give me adiagnosis and other times they
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might not.
And that's just theunpredictability of the spirit
world, because sometimes if I'msupposed to know the diagnosis,
I'm going to get it and it'stime for them to create healing.
I will get the diagnosis, I'llknow what to do with them and I
can steer them in that directionand say this is what has to
happen.
You need to have surgery.
These are great doctors.
(45:51):
Look into these places and gofrom there, right.
But I'm going to say there aretimes when you're not supposed
to have the diagnosis as well,because maybe you're incarnated
to have a little bit of ajourney and go through some
healing process, just like I wassick for 10 years.
That was my healing journey.
(46:12):
It's in my astrological chart.
I incarnated to have thatexperience because that's who I
am and it made me who I am today.
I lived that.
I understand what it's like tobe chronically ill and not be
able to do anything or functionnormally, and then tuning into
you know my mediumisticabilities and my medical
knowledge at the same time.
(46:33):
But I'm going to say part ofthat is just what's reincarnated
to experience and sometimesit's an ancestral problem.
So people sign up for a medicalintuitive, but I'm getting
right away it's an emotionalproblem or it's an ancestral
issue.
That's compounding this otherthing, right, right, yeah.
(46:55):
Or sometimes they say you know,I'm in menopause now and I say
I know this is going to soundcrazy, but the spirit world
tells me that the underlyingreason for your issues is
because of an inflammatorycondition and I need to know
about your periods becausespirit world says that you had
terrible periods.
Can you tell me about yourperiods, when you had your
(47:15):
periods, when you had yourperiods, and, of course, then it
all comes out oh, it wasterrible.
I had a lot of pain and heavybleeding and all these different
things, right.
And then, yep, that's where itis and that's what's driving
this inflammatory condition,which then has led to maybe food
allergies or other allergiesand all these other different
issues that we typically don'thave good tests for, and falls
(47:36):
through the cracks when we go tothe doctor.
So it's very interesting.
It's just a journey, andsometimes it ends up as an
ancestral healing session too,right.
Speaker 2 (47:44):
You never know where it's going to go.
Are your friends leery ofhanging out with you, thinking
like they're?
All talking about me to her.
Speaker 1 (47:57):
You know, I think, the spirit world, you know you
turn off if you're supposed toknow something.
The spirit world is going tocome through and you know
they'll tell me something.
But most of the time, I think,when we, you know, when we're
interacting, the spirit world islike okay, she's having a
normal human experience, she'sjust being a regular friend
(48:18):
Right.
What do your kids think I'mgoing to say?
My daughter is extremelyspiritual because she is the one
that came along, you know, withmy near-death experience.
So you know she had a differentmother than my boys.
My boys were six and three anda half when she was born and by
the time I stepped into that,into my spirituality, you know
(48:41):
they were older.
So I'm going to say my boys,they understand it and you know
they respect it, but they're notthat spiritual themselves.
Yet you know they're like ohwow, that's cool.
How does that?
work Mom's a little woo-woo anda little out there Right exactly
Versus my daughter who's likeall in, and she'll say you know,
(49:01):
she knows exactly, she's quiteintuitive and psychic herself.
So it's really interestingbecause you know they had a
different mom, so to speak,until I was able to step into it
fully myself.
It took me, you know, a numberof years to be able to
acknowledge the gifts, because Iwas so skeptical myself in the
beginning, saying ah, it's justa coincidence.
Speaker 2 (49:23):
It couldn't be.
Now, how do you spend your time?
Because you have this, you'vewritten a book, you, I think you
have a couple books, you have apodcast, so how do you split
your time and decide what you'regoing to work on when?
Speaker 1 (49:37):
Yeah, I'm going to say it's all intuitively guided.
So there are times when peoplesign up because on my website,
when you go to my website, Ihave all the different sessions
and it's like medical, intuitiveor remote health consultation,
messages from your spirit guides, ancestral healing, and you
sign up for whatever.
(49:57):
And there are times when it'salmost like the entire week is
just medical, intuitive, andthen next week it's all
mediumship and the next week isa lot of messages from spirit
guides and it just goes in thesewaves and I'm just kind of like
going along with it and it'sintuitively guided.
It's the people, whatever it is, that's needed at that time.
That's what's going to show upon my calendar and it just sways
(50:20):
back and forth and sometimesit's just a little bit of
everything you know.
In one day I'll do medical,intuitive, ancestral healing and
mediumship all in one day,right, wow?
And it just varies.
But the messages from yourspirit guides I often get this
question Mediumship is differentfrom messages from your spirit
guides.
That was going to be my nextquestion yes, that is when we
(50:41):
tune in to the loved ones in thespirit world, or not so loved
ones in the spirit world, right,if we need forgiveness and we
need to get clear on somethingthat wasn't so great when that
person was here, right?
So there are many differentreasons why people sign up for a
mediumship, or they just wantto hear from their dad or their
partner or somebody.
Why people sign up formediumship or they just want to
hear from their dad or theirpartner or somebody.
(51:02):
And that's when we connect withthe spirit world.
And that's one session, becauseit the way I work is different.
You can't be like switchingback and forth.
It's it just becomes not a goodsession.
Then you need to focus on onething, because the way the
energy, the way I use my energyis different for the different
sessions.
And so that's when we tune intothe spirit world.
(51:22):
Messages from your spirit guidesis so.
We all have a team of spiritguides.
We all have spirit guides, weall have spirit animals.
We're just not aware of them,right?
Unless we work with them and wetune into it.
And when I work with messagesfrom spirit guides, I sketch
what I see, because I'm going tosay, 80 or 90% of the way I
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communicate with the spiritworld is clairvoyant.
So I get a lot of images.
So I also feel and I also hear,I also know.
But that's a smaller portion,that's like the other 20%.
So a lot of it I see.
So I get images and even when Ido mediumship readings, they're
showing me this, I see this.
Now Does that make sense to you?
And they're like, yes, but themessages from spirit guides, I
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see the spirit guide.
But once I see the spirit guide, I know things about the client
.
And it's fascinating.
It's exciting for me too,because I get the spirit guide
and then I'll look at the clientand I'll say, okay, this is
your spirit guide and this iswhat you're here to do, and
you're doing this and that.
And the spirit guide tells meyou either already wrote a book
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or you're writing a book now.
And then they just look at melike nobody knows that yeah, I'm
writing a book.
I mean it's fascinating whatcomes through.
And it's fascinating what comesthrough.
And it's just, you have tolearn to trust in those messages
.
And I was told at Arthur FinleyCollege by one of the teachers
in a reading that you have todraw.
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And I looked at the teacher andI started laughing and I said,
no, you don't understand, Ican't draw.
Okay, I draw stick figures.
I have never been able to draw,I can't draw.
I have never draw stick figures.
I have never been able to draw,I can't draw.
I have never drawn a phase inmy life I draw stick figures, I
can't draw.
And he just looks at me and hegoes no, you're supposed to draw
, I can't draw.
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So, literally during thepandemic, when everything was
shut down, one of the teachersoffered portraits of spirit
guides or something from ArthurFindlay College and I said, hey,
that sounds like fun, I'm goingto take that and took that
course.
And she said all right, look atwhat I'm doing, I'm going to
draw here.
I put the camera so you can see, and I could see the face
before she had even drawn theface.
She just had like an egg on thepage, yes, and then she just
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kind of blurred it and I couldalready see the face.
And then the face came out andshe said all right, now you have
all followed along.
Once I'm going to put you ingroups and now you draw a spirit
for your partner.
I'm like I'm supposed to draw aface now, like after this Right
, I have never drawn in my life,sure enough it this.
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I have never drawn in my life,sure enough, it comes through
again.
So I'm just doing the samething.
She said could make an egg andblur it and then make the eyes
come out, nose, you know.
And that's what I do, and itonly takes like five minutes to
draw that quick sketch and thenI take a picture of it and I
mail it to the person.
But it's really interestingbecause the messages that come
through has to do with, kind oflike, what is my purpose?
What am I here to do?
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Or, you know, sometimes itcould be challenges.
Spirit Guide says you're havingissues with this and that, and
you know, is that true?
Does that make sense to you?
Yes, or you're kind of at thecrossroads, or you started a new
business and you know you don'tknow what you're doing now.
So it's really interesting whatcomes through and it's all
guidance from the spirit worldthat is ready to be received by
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that person.
But it's a really fun session,you know, and what comes through
and it could be anything from awarrior to a monk and it could
be that spirit guide could beanybody.
We don't know who it's going tobe until that person shows up.
But then you have other spiritguides too, and that's your main
one.
But I've also been told manytimes.
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I remember there was a pilotonce who said and I said, you
have a Native American spiritguide with you.
This pilot looks at me and hegoes.
I know, I've always known, he'sbeen with me.
Speaker 2 (55:17):
And I've had other people tell me.
Speaker 1 (55:19):
I said you know, you have a monk with you and he
looks like this and he has this.
He's actually wearing a longwhite robe, you know, but he
says he's like some kind of amonk and spiritual guide.
The person looks at me and saysI had a near-death experience,
you know, 30 years ago in a caraccident or something, I met him
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.
I met that guy.
Wow.
Speaker 2 (55:42):
I mean, it gives you goosebumps.
Wow, that gives you goosebumps.
Just to hear you say that,because it's like it's so I mean
, it's so incredible but it's.
Speaker 1 (55:49):
It's so heartwarming when, when you know, people look
at you and say, I know, I know,yeah, I've met that person.
But it's absolutely fascinatingbecause we all have that.
Oh, wow, Okay.
Speaker 2 (56:01):
I could talk to you for hours.
So, first of all, thank you somuch for sharing your journey.
I think it's fascinating and Ithink you just open our eyes a
little bit to this concept that.
I love what you said.
You know, we're just wearingthese human suits while we're
here, and I think that's reallyimpactful and a really
interesting way for us to thinkabout why we're here and also to
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recognize that there are peopleout there, like yourself, who
can channel into these spirit,guides and into resources that
can help us when we'restruggling in different places,
and that truly is a gift, andyou clearly have a calling to be
here for that.
So I thank you for that.
Before we go, I'd like to askall my guests if they have a
book that they could recommendthat has impacted them
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personally or professionallyother than their own, which will
obviously be in the show notes.
So what book would you like torecommend to everybody?
Speaker 1 (56:50):
I would say Gabor Maté's book the Myth of Normal.
I've heard of it.
Speaker 2 (56:57):
I haven't read it.
You haven't read that one yet.
Speaker 1 (57:00):
I have not read it, but I've heard of it.
I haven't read it.
You haven't read that one yet.
I have not read it, but I'veheard of it.
Yeah, it's a great book.
He also references in that bookwhen the Body Says no, which is
one of his other books, whichis also fascinating.
But if you just get the Myth ofNormal, it has some references
to that book and if you want tolearn more about that when the
Body Says no, you can also readthat one.
I'm going to say that really itmakes you take a look at who you
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are and why you are the personyou are and kind of put the dots
together.
And it's also part of the way Iwork.
So it really resonates withmyself.
And you know how Gabor Matesays it's not what happens to
you, it's what happens inside ofyou as a result of what happens
to you.
Right, and that couldn't bemore true for any kind of big
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experience that we have and forme it would be my near death
experiences right, it's not somuch what happened to me, you
know, being in the ER and allthose things, it's, it's the
internal change that came fromthat that changes me in who I am
and how I see the world.
Speaker 2 (58:03):
Oh, absolutely, and you're so inspiring Medical
school at 54.
Oh, my goodness, you are just arock star with that.
Is there anything I didn't askyou that you want to convey and
communicate to the audience?
Is there anything that I missed?
Speaker 1 (58:17):
No, I think we covered a lot, I mean, with the
ancestral healing.
You know you can always go tomy website and learn more about
that, but that is a fascinatingtopic and I taught a class for
the Shift Network this fall onthe mother wound and I'm
currently teaching a deep diveinto ancestral healing for the
Shift Network.
That is a 12-week course, butwe're almost halfway through
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that.
But I'll be teaching thesecourses again.
So definitely, if you'reinterested in my work, go to my
website, sign up for my email,because that's how you're going
to stay up to date on thedifferent courses and offerings
and upcoming events.
Speaker 2 (58:55):
Perfect, and I will link all of that in the show
notes so everybody knows how tofind you and your bio and your
links and your book and yourpodcast, dr Lottie, this has
been truly such a pleasure.
Thank you so much for your time.
Your energy is amazing, you areinspiring and you're just a
really beautiful soul.
So thank you for the work thatyou're doing.
I appreciate you having on as aguest and getting to share you
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with the broader world.
Speaker 1 (59:17):
So thank you you having on as a guest and getting
to share you with the broaderworld.
So thank you.
Well, thank you so much forhaving me and thank you for the
work that you're doing to sharethe knowledge and the you know
with all your different gueststhat you have on your podcast
and bring that messages to allyour listener base.
Speaker 2 (59:32):
Thank you, I appreciate it.
We'll definitely stay in touch.
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Thank you for joining our house.
This bright white light, almost like if you're in
a dense fog and the fog rolls in, but there's a spotlight in the
fog, so it's that you'resurrounded and immersed in this
white light.
So the brightest, whitest light, that sort of starts to come
forward and as I'm turningaround in this light, there is
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an outline of angels in thisbright white light.
There is an outline of angelsin this bright white light.
But I'm completely aware of thefact that I don't believe in
angels, but I'm seeing angelsand I think that these
experiences, if I had believedin that, I would just have said
oh, it's a hallucination.
My mind made it up because it'smy belief system, but I did not
(00:43):
have any belief system tosupport what it was that I was
experiencing.
So there's an outline of angelsin the light and the music is
coming from the angels, but thebright white light, that is like
being with source, you know, orGod, or whatever you want to
call it, but that is what wecome from.
We are part of that.
(01:04):
We are part of Source.
We come from Source.
We carry this light within us.
We are all part of thismagnificent, incredible, divine
Source.
Right, but when we are in ourbodies, we have the feeling that
we are separate, which is justreally an illusion.
It's an illusion that we areseparate when we're in our
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bodies because we're here tohave this earthly experience in
these little body suits.
Speaker 2 (01:32):
Welcome to the House of Jermar podcast where wellness
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We are a destination for womenready to reimagine what is
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We are honored to have you joinus on our mission to empower 1
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million women to live all in.
I am your host, jean Collins,and I invite you to become
inspired by this week's guest.
Welcome to the House of Germarpodcast where wellness starts
within.
I'm your host, jean Collins,and today's guest is Dr Lottie
Valentine.
Oh, my goodness, everybody, Iam so excited to speak to her.
(02:17):
First of all, she went back toschool to become an MD.
Later in life, after menopause,wrote a book about it, which is
also really impressive, andshe's a medium oh my, we're
going to talk about tapping intoyour spiritual guides being a
medium healing.
There are so many subjects thatwe can talk about, so I am so
(02:38):
excited.
She's a psychic medium, amedicinal medium I'm actually
going to read some of it, so Idon't get any of it wrong An
ancestral healer, internationalkeynote speaker.
She is an author.
She also has a podcast and letme tell you she's not stopping.
This woman has got it all goingon.
So, dr Laudy, thank you forjoining the show and I'm so
excited to talk to you.
Speaker 1 (02:54):
Well, thank you so much for having me.
Oh, I appreciate it.
Speaker 2 (02:58):
So I want to get started, before we get into
mediums and how you channel andyour book and your journey, and
I want to say I think I read youhad two near-death experiences,
if I got that correct.
Yeah, that's a lot.
So let's just first, at a highlevel, let's give everybody a
little bit of background aboutyou and how you got to where you
(03:19):
are today.
Speaker 1 (03:21):
Yeah.
So when I was young I went toWell, actually, I grew up in
Europe and then I married when Iwas 21,.
I married an American, moved tothe United States and then
ended up transferring intoBoston University from Stockholm
University and I majored incomputer science and management
and then I worked for IBM as aprogrammer and systems analyst
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and then I started having kids.
So I started having kids and Isaid, all right, this is a once
in a lifetime chance to stayhome.
So I opted to take a leave andstay home with my kids.
So I had one boy, then I hadanother boy and then I was
pregnant with my third.
So this was in 1992.
And after I gave birth, well,first of all, I gave birth in
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the middle of a earthquake, sowe had a 7.4 earthquake and my
labor actually stopped andeverybody was hanging over me on
the labor table.
I would literally havelevitated off the table if they
hadn't held me down.
And we lost all the power inthe hospital.
All those little instruments onthe metal trays in the hospital
were levitating up and down andwe lost all the power in the
hospital.
All those little instruments onthe metal trays in the hospital
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were levitating up and down.
And it was one of those momentsin my life when I thought, oh
my gosh, this is it.
We're all going to die and thewindows are going to fall in
where the ceiling tiles aregoing to fall in, we're going to
be buried in rubble.
Never thought my life was goingto end this way.
Well, the earthquake keptrolling right.
The hospital was built onrollers.
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This was in California, in theeastern part of Anaheim for
those of you who know whereDisneyland is and there wasn't
much destruction.
It was a landersquake becauseit was centered in the desert,
but we were literally the firstbuilding bordering the desert
and it was built on rollers.
So it really rolled and we lostall the power.
All the generators kicked in.
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Then my labor actually stopped.
It picked back up and I gavebirth and then we had a 7.2
earthquake and then I finallygot to hold the baby and it was
a girl.
And I had two boys that weresix and three and a half, and
they gave me the baby.
And now I'm in excruciating pain.
So I'm screaming to my husbandtake the baby, take the baby,
(05:28):
because I couldn't even hold herand it was the first time I
hemorrhaged, so huge mountain ofblood comes out and they put me
on IV drip and all thesedifferent things.
I mean, the whole hospital wasrunning on generators, right, we
had the light of a nightlightin this birthing unit.
So after an extra day in thehospital they said okay, we're
(05:48):
going to send you on your way.
Well then, about 10 days laterI hemorrhaged a huge blood clot
and we went to the ER and theydid a manual inspection and they
said everything is okay, gohome.
Could have been a second lining.
Same thing happened again thenext day and then the following
day we went to the doctor.
It was decided to go to thedoctor in Huntington Beach,
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california, where we lived atthe time and again a manual
inspection no blood work, noinvestigation whatsoever into
what could have caused this.
Got sent on my way, hemorrhaged.
Again that afternoon I went backto the ER.
So now you know I'vehemorrhaged several days in a
row, so I'm starting to reallylose blood.
Get back in the ER again,manual inspection, and they say,
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oh, it's not that much bleedinggoing on right now.
Could have been a second lining.
They closed the door, leave meon the table and then I finally
start bleeding.
So I'm thinking I'm 34 at thetime, thinking this is 1992.
Wow, I'm finally bleeding.
They're going to figure outwhat's wrong with me.
And this is a divineinterference part, because this
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nurse came to check on me atthis time.
I mean, had she come two orthree minutes later, I might not
be here today because it camedown to seconds.
So she opens the door and shesees how much I've been bleeding
and I can hear the call on theloudspeaker OBGYN stat to the ER
and I'm thinking, okay, theyfinally figured out something is
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wrong.
So this middle-aged physiciancomes running in.
Right, you're so innocent toowhen you're, you know, in your
early thirties and this guy?
So he examines me again and asthey are examining me, another
big blood clot comes out and Itry to sit up and tell this
doctor I don't feel too good,but he knew at this point, you
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know, he understood how much Ihad been bleeding, so he just
pushed me down on the table.
I can hear the room fillingwith people.
I can't keep my eyes openanymore and I just feel like I'm
falling, like I jumped out ofan airplane without a parachute.
It's just sensational falling,which is probably also due to my
blood pressure is crashing.
So I got a nurse on my right Ican't see them, but I can feel
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them and I hear them and she'smeasuring my blood pressure.
She's got a blood pressure cuffon my right arm them and she's
measuring my blood pressure.
She's got a blood pressure cuffon my right arm and I got a
nurse on my left that's tryingto place an IV and this nurse on
the right yells out 50 over 15,hurry.
And that's my blood pressureright.
So now, like around 60 over 20,it doesn't support a heartbeat
anymore and it's still crashing.
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I just feel like I'm fallingand I'm thinking what's taking
this nurse so long?
Why is this so slow?
getting this IV in.
But now I know, right Aftergoing to med school, like your
blood vessels collapse.
So you hear stories.
People go to the ER and they'relike I don't need an IV.
But they're going to place anIV.
But that's just precautionbecause they want to make sure
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they have access to your vein.
So if you ever end up in the ERand they say we want to place an
IV with, just you know, bodywater or saline solution, you go
.
That's fine, because ifsomething happens to you they
can just inject the medicationnow, because once you go into
shock your veins startcollapsing and it's really hard
to get into the veins.
So they were struggling to getthis little needle in.
(09:02):
And as I'm lying on this tableshortly after this nurse yells
out 50 over 15, hurry, I knew Iwas dying, which was very
different from that experiencewhen I was giving birth and the
earthquake happened when Ithought I was going to die.
And a lot of us have had thatfeeling, thinking oh my gosh,
this is it.
I'm in a car accident and youjust see your life flash before
(09:26):
your eyes.
But this was very different.
I was completely aware of thefact that I was dying at that
point and I was a completeatheist.
So I was born and raised inSweden and back in the day,
during the 60s, when I wasraised, there was no separation
of state and church.
So if you were born in Sweden,you were a Lutheran and if you
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didn't want to be a Lutheran youhad to tell someone.
We went to the church to getour passport.
Speaker 2 (09:50):
Okay, it's very different back then.
Speaker 1 (09:53):
So then you know, you get confirmed when you're 14.
And I didn't believe in any ofthat.
I was like there is noafterlife, there is no God,
there is no Jesus, there is nospirit world.
There is no God, there is noJesus, there is no spirit world,
there is no angels.
I didn't believe in any of it,complete atheist.
So here I am, dying on thistable in the ER.
So what do I do?
I said to myself.
Well, if any of that was truethat they taught me you know,
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then please, you know, help meout.
So I prayed to God to save mylife.
I say, you know, it's our Godout there.
Please save me.
I have three children under theage of six.
They need a mother.
As soon as I said that, I gotpulled out of my body.
So now I'm on the other side.
But the interesting part of thisis that you leave your body.
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You're still there.
You are still you.
Exactly the way you feel rightnow, the way I feel in my body,
the way I think of this, is me.
I'm Dr Lottie.
This is who I am.
I am the same person when Ijump out of my body.
If you drive to the grocerystore in your car.
It's not like you're one personinside the car and then you get
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out of your car to go to thegrocery store.
You're somebody else.
No, you're still the sameperson.
You just stepped out of yourcar.
It's the same thing with yourbody.
You step outside your body,you're still you.
You're just outside your bodynow.
So in this state though, thereis no time.
So I had this awareness thatthere was no past, present and
future.
You had access to all the timessimultaneously.
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And then there is theunconditional peace and love.
And I didn't get to stay inthis state at least I have no
other memories of it and I gotsucked back into my body.
But the interesting part is sonow I'm in the hospital the next
day, I'm waking up and I'mstill trying to figure out what
happened, and this nurse comesin.
They send me this Norwegiannurse, because I'm Swedish,
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thinking that she's really goingto bond with me, and she says
did you have any unusualexperiences in the ER yesterday?
And all I can think is, if Itell her what I experienced,
they're going to lock me up inthe psych ward.
This is 1992.
And I didn't have any knowledgeof what's called a near-death
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experience when you leave yourbody, go to the other side and
come back so I just thought Ican't tell her anything.
So I just said, oh no, no,nothing unusual happened.
And meanwhile that morning Ican hear my sister-in-law, who
passed away two weeks earlier,and she's in the left corner of
my ceiling in the hospital roomand I can hear her and she says
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everything's going to be okay.
And I'm like how can I now hearmy sister-in-law?
Yesterday I thought I left mybody like what's going on, right
?
Yes, and it's more real thanI'm going to say.
It's more real in some waysthan the experience we have when
we are in our bodies, so anyway.
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So then they sent me home andthen I get really sick and I
have this thing called bonemarrow suppression.
And one thing led to anotherand we all got pneumonia that
Christmas and my husband hadbeen laid off, his company had
been bought and he was like aregional manager at the time.
We're in our early 30s, so hewas just kind of finding you
know, what job can I get?
That's going to support myfamily.
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I need a job now, kind of thing.
So that whole year we didn'thave any medical insurance.
Of course it's like part ofthis incarnation, right.
So we were just jumping, youknow, when we were sick we'd go
to the walk-in clinic and we allgot.
You know, we all had pneumoniaat Christmas.
This is six months later.
My daughter was born at the endof June.
It's not Christmas.
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I have barely even left thehouse in six months because I
can barely walk without passingout or standing up because I
have so little blood in my body.
And so we go to the walk-inclinic.
Everybody gets better, we allget antibiotics, except for me.
I go back, you know, eight dayslater and they say, weren't you
just here?
And I said yeah, and they saidokay, we're going to take your
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blood.
They come back in the room andthey say you have no immune
system whatsoever.
Do you have AIDS or leukemia?
And I said, well, I hopeneither.
And they're like you have to goto the ER right now, like you
can die if you don't go to theER.
It's a really bad situation.
And I said I'm not going to theER and we're about to get
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insurance, or we thought so.
But then he took another joband then another job because the
salary was better and the jobwas better.
So we ended up that whole year.
We got insurance the followingyear.
It took one year.
So anyway, making a long storyshort, it took me several years
to get out of this bone marrowsuppression where something goes
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wrong.
The best guess we have is thatit was something called
idiopathic aplastic anemia andthat can happen to somebody
who's pregnant and doesn't haveany complications, and it just
comes out of nowhere, kind of,and it sort of shuts down your
immune system and your bonemarrow comes out of nowhere,
kind of, and it sort of shutsdown your immune system and your
bone marrow.
So after several years of this,it took me six years before I
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could really go through agrocery store or go to Costco
without having to sit down andput my head between my legs when
I walked halfway through thestore Wow, because I would be so
faint because I had too littleblood in my body.
So as I'm struggling to healright.
So I'm two years out from thefirst near-death experience and
I would bruise.
If I put my knee on the floorto help my kids tie their shoes,
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I would get a bruise on my knee.
So any kind of pressure on myskin would create bruises
because the platelets were solow.
So this is just my normalexistence at this point.
So this is when my secondnear-death experience happens
and people that I have workedwith that have read my
astrological chart.
They say, well, it actuallylooks like you had several more
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near-death experiences, but youdon't remember, have no memories
.
All I can say is they're notsupposed to have that memory.
But I was supposed to have thememory because it activated my
(15:53):
life path, and this secondexperience has literally
activated my life path and hasto do with what I'm working with
today.
So the second experience againI wake up in the middle of the
night.
My head is pounding.
This has been my life now fortwo years.
Take my head off the pillow,but again I just get pulled out
of my body and I always jokethat they saved me too quickly
(16:15):
in the ER the first time so Ididn't get the full effect, or
maybe they just wanted me tothink about it for two years and
then get the full effect.
I mean, I'm sure there's a bigplan behind all of it, because
when you look in somebody'sastrological chart, I've been
told that all this is part ofyour chart, even that it took me
10 years to get well, and theysaid you got well when you were
(16:38):
around 44, didn't you?
I said yeah, and they say yeah,I can see it in your chart
because that's when things areshifting.
So it's really fascinating whatthat astrological chart can
tell us and how we kind ofthat's kind of our movie script
of the life, of the lessons.
So the second experiencehappened in the middle of the
night.
I get pulled out of my body andit's more like flying through
(17:00):
space, like Star Wars.
I'm just tumbling through spaceand I get to this place that I
call the mid station, becausethere was this awareness that
you could go higher or lower,just like if you go into a
skyscraper and there's a hundredfloors and you push the
elevator button on the 50thfloor, you get off on the 50th
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floor, you have awareness thatthere are another 50 floors
above you and another 49 belowyou, but you don't know what's
on those floors.
You know what the floor is thatyou're on and there was that
kind of a feeling that you couldgo higher or lower.
But when I get to this place, Ihear the most beautiful music,
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music that you cannot make onthe earth plane, and I spent a
good week trying to recreate thesound.
We had this Roland synthesizer,you know, like the top of the
line at the time, with probably200 sounds.
There was not one sound thatwas as beautiful or unique as
the sound that I heard.
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So here I am, I'm hearing thismost beautiful music, and I
looked to my right and I see alittle log cabin.
It literally looks like aSwedish sauna log cabin and I
always laugh about the things wesee.
And is that things that arecomfortable to us, that they
show us, you know.
So I look at this little cabinand I'm thinking the music must
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be coming from this cabin.
So I open the door, look insideit's empty.
So I look to my left.
There is a mirror image of thecabin on the right.
So I look inside, but it'sempty.
But then it's like this brightwhite light, almost like if
you're in a dense fog and thefog rolls in, but there's a
spotlight in the fog.
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So it's that you're surroundedand immersed in this white light
.
So the brightest, whitest light, that sort of, starts to come
forward.
And as I'm turning around inthis light, there is an outline
of angels in this bright whitelight.
But I'm completely aware of thefact that I don't believe in
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angels, but I'm seeing angelsand I think that these
experiences, if I had believedin that, I would just have said,
oh, it's a hallucination.
My mind made it up because it'smy belief system, but I did not
have any belief system tosupport what it was that I was
experiencing.
So there's an outline of angelsin the light and the music is
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coming from the angels.
But the bright white light thatis like being with source, you
know, or God, or whatever youwant to call it, but that is
what we come from.
We are part of that.
We are part of source.
We come from source.
We carry this light within us.
We are all part of thismagnificent, incredible divine
(19:54):
source.
Right, but when we are in ourbodies, we have the feeling that
we are separate, which is justreally an illusion.
It's an illusion that we areseparate when we're in our
bodies because we're here tohave this earthly experience in
these little body suits, right.
Speaker 2 (20:12):
So it really is a body suit.
Speaker 1 (20:14):
So then I become aware of two spirit guides.
There's one kind of on my rightand one diagonally to the left,
in front of me, and the one onthe right says to the other one
what is she doing here?
She can't be here, she has togo back.
And I'm like no, no, no, wait asecond.
I spent over two years thinkingabout this.
Now, how can I be outside mybody and still be me?
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How does this work?
Right, I'm still struggling,trying to put the pieces
together, and the spirit guideon my left says well, if I told
you, you wouldn't remember, butyou will remember this.
So and I've heard that fromother people now, as near-death
experiences are becoming more,people are aware of them and how
there is some kind of controlmechanism that you get to
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remember things or you don't getto remember things.
And then it's like I'm standingon the moon looking down on the
earth.
You know, it's like a moviescreen appears or just like
images that just appear out ofnowhere and I see the earth, but
around the earth there was this, what I called at the time the
silvery glittery fishnet.
This is 1994.
So we didn't have Google yet,we couldn't Google grid around
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the earth like we can now right.
That wasn't even.
I don't know if you remember,1994 was probably when we had a
modem right, the dial-in right.
We didn't have that searchcapability.
So I called it the silveryglittery fishnet.
Because I grew up in NorthernEurope, in Sweden, and we have
an archipelago outside ofStockholm where I grew up, where
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you know it's like 24,000islands and I spent my summers
on one of these islands withoutelectricity or running water and
it was just, you know,absolutely fabulous.
And my grandmother would row.
I would row the little boat formy grandmother.
I finally graduated to be therower and I was really proud
because I have three olderbrothers.
Finally I was old enough to rowthis boat for my grandmother
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and she would lay fishnets inthe ocean to catch fish and when
she lifted these fishnets outof the ocean in the early
morning sun, all those littlewater droplets would sparkle on
that fishnet, but the fishnethas that kind of diamond shape,
right, but that's what I saw.
So that's why I call it thesilvery, glittery fishnet
because I didn't have any wordsfor it.
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And the spirit guide says thateverything on earth is connected
to each other, but everythingon earth is connected up to this
grid, or fishnet as I call itat the time, and with that
information they sent me backTrishnet as I called it at the
time, and with that informationthey sent me back, and you know,
this was in 1994.
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None of this really made sense,I'm going to say, until after I
graduated from med school in2016, when the pieces really
started to come together.
And now I understand that youknow, what I saw was it's called
Indra's Net in Buddhism, allright, and it's the.
We are all connected throughthat time and space or quantum
physics, and that's reallybecome my work today is that
deep understanding of how we areinterconnected.
And so not only do I work as amedical medium we're going to
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talk about all these things butI work as an ancestral healer,
because I can understand how weare connected to our ancestors
in a different way.
So all these differentexperiences then guided me on my
journey to go to med school at54.
Speaker 2 (23:37):
And we can talk about all of those different
experiences as well.
Yeah, wow, okay, wow,no-transcript.
Like when you're still you andlike, did you know?
Okay, I'm dead.
Or are you like I'm having adream?
(23:58):
You know?
Like, what were you really like, do you remember?
Speaker 1 (24:01):
I know I hear you.
No, you're just there, you'restill you, right, and so, like
in the ER, I'm like I belong tothat body down there.
But here I am, I am, and it'syou have this, knowing that
that's kind of where you'reliving.
It's not any different than youstep outside your house, you're
talking to your neighbor inyour front yard and you know
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that you live in the house.
That's your house, where youlive.
It's the same thing.
You just step outside your body, but you're still there.
Right and so when you work whenI work as a medium when you're
connecting with the people inthe spirit world or loved ones
in the spirit world, they'regoing to come through and show
me things that you are going toremember about them.
(24:45):
So you know the character, theperson that they were.
I might say, oh, this is a,it's a man, and he made it into
old age, you know at least 70sor 80s, and he had this big
smile and he was very exuberantand very loving, right, or it
could be.
This man was very withdrawn andhe was kind of abusive and you
(25:08):
know he had a problem withalcohol, because I can see a lot
of alcohol bottles.
So, like the character of whothey were typically comes
through first and that's whatwe're going to see.
But if somebody comes through,right, so sometimes people have
had an ancestor that maybe havehad substance abuse issues and
were not the best person whenthey were here.
But what happens is that theycome through.
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They show me that part thatthis is who they were.
The person says, yeah, I knowwho it is.
That's my dad right heart, thatthis is who they were.
The person says, yeah, I knowwho it is, that's my dad Right,
yeah, he had problems withalcohol and blah, blah, blah and
.
But then comes the apology ofhow sorry they are for the hurt
that they have inflicted on thatperson, and so it can be very
healing, you know to, to havereadings like that.
(25:49):
And that's actually how I gotinto ancestral healing, was
actually doing mediumshipreadings, because I think my
life has been extremely guidedby the spirit world, because
that is my incarnation in thislife.
I know that I'm here as ahealer.
I know that I'm here as abridge between the spirit world
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and people.
I'm here to help people heal.
I'm here to bring messages andhealing to the people, and that
is my incarnation.
And that's also why thesethings have happened to me right
.
So to make me understand that Ihave to learn to trust in that,
and there was a lot of thingsthat happened, many different
experiences that happenedconsistently after those
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near-death experiences, to helpme learn to trust in the
messages that I received.
So it's not something thathappens overnight.
It took a really long time forme to trust it because I was so
logical and skeptical saying, oh, it's just a coincidence, it's
just a coincidence, it couldn'tbe.
And then learning to writeeverything down and then
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learning to trust it thing downand then learning to trust it?
Speaker 2 (26:58):
Did it start as messages or people that were
connected to you personallyfirst?
Speaker 1 (27:01):
So there are a couple of funny fun stories.
The family, I'm going to saythe family always comes through
first because they're theclosest to you your own children
, your parents, nieces andnephews and things like that,
because they're in yourimmediate family.
But that only makes sensebecause we are in that network,
so to speak.
We're in that network.
The family network is ourclosest network.
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And then you have other layers.
You know second cousins, thirdcousins, friends and school
teachers, right, and those aremore on the outer part.
But there are many fun stories.
There was one when my childrenwere.
Let me think how old they were,they were probably like eight,
nine, 12, and like 16 at thetime.
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So I wake up one morning and Iget three images.
And the first image I see twoof my kids in the car my middle
boy in the front seat, mydaughter in the back seat.
Second image is a black scratchon the van door.
We had a van at the time, ablack scratch across the van
door where the kids get in andout, on the passenger side.
And the third image I see isI'm leaving a note on the
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windshield of a black sedan car.
So I tell my kids we wereliving in East Bay, san
Francisco, at the time and thesetwo kids went to school in the
city.
So I was driving them when theywere little, you know across the
Bay Bridge every day.
So I tell them you guys are inthe car, and this is what I saw.
And we figured out there's onlyone intersection that we have
oncoming traffic.
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When we make a left turn, likewe cross the Bay Bridge, we get
off the freeway, we get down tothe surface streets, we jog left
at the light and that's wherewe have oncoming traffic.
So every day we get to thisintersection my kid's nose is
like literally pressed upagainst the window.
Mom, the coast is clear.
So we did that for like twoweeks.
Right, they're afraid thatwe're going to be in an accident
(28:48):
.
You're going to get hit.
And so we're all kind of on edgeand two weeks later we're in
Walnut Creek, which is in EastBay, San Francisco.
We're coming out of thebookstore and there's a big
truck offloading all these boxesand I'm trying to squeeze onto
this little tiny street and asI'm making a right turn onto the
street, the right side of mycar scrapes the parked car and
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so I scrape the car and it's ablack sedan.
So as I'm looking to see thiscar, I get out of my car, I walk
around, I see the scratch inthe car.
I literally just stood like Ijust threw my hands up in the
air and just started laughingand I remember people just
staring at me.
They were probably thinkingthis woman is nuts, right.
Speaker 2 (29:31):
She just scraped this car.
She's just standing therelaughing, she's laughing Right.
Speaker 1 (29:35):
So there I was leaving that note on the
windshield of that black sedancar.
So all these different thingstaught me to trust in the
messages that I received.
So after 12 years of this, sonow it's 2004, my daughter was
born in 1992.
And my kids are not teenagersand I'm thinking okay, I need to
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go back to school and dosomething, I want to work in the
healing, in the healing artssomething.
And I grew up in Europe.
My father was a physician, mymom was a hospital floor
administrator.
One of my brothers became asurgeon.
All my parents' friends werelike the men were doctors and
the wives were nurses.
I mean, it was just across theboard.
So I grew up hearing all themedical stories all the time and
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I always wanted to be a doctor,since I was a little girl, like
as long as I can remember, andmy dad would say, no, you don't
want to be a doctor, you be anurse, it doesn't take us much
time, and then you'll have timeto have a family, right Of
course.
So you know it's the 1960s andso it's a different era that I
grew up in.
And I said no, I don't want tobe a nurse.
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If I'm going to do that, I wantto be a doctor.
And then I ended up marrying anAmerican, coming to the States,
and my life kind of changed inall possible ways, so possible
ways.
So here I am looking at thecomputer trying to figure out
what to do.
So I find this school and itsays naturopathic medicine.
I said wow, that sounds so cool.
You study pharmaceuticals, youget all the regular, you're like
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an MD, but you have a biggertool bag because you also study
botanical medicine.
You study homeopathy,acupuncture and a little bit of
everything right, so you can doa lot of different things, not
just the regular traditional.
And then I realized it was amedical school.
So there's only five medicalschools that offer naturopathic
medicine.
I said I can't do that.
I'm in my mid-40s now.
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I got to do all the prereqs andthen after I do that, there's
no guarantee I'm even going tobe accepted.
X.
And then after I do that,there's no guarantee I'm even
going to be accepted.
They might just say you're tooold.
So I closed the computer andwalked to the kitchen.
I said, all right, I'm justgoing to start prepping dinner.
And as I get to the kitchen,the spirit world drops in and
they give me three messages andthey say you have to go to med
school, you have to become anaturopathic doctor and you need
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the degree for the work you'rehere to do.
But you're not going to work asa doctor the whole time.
And I'm like what do you mean?
Why?
Speaker 2 (31:59):
would I go through all that and not work as a
doctor the whole time.
What are you talking about?
Speaker 1 (32:05):
So, and then they said, oh, you were to write two
books, no way three.
And I said okay, what am Isupposed to write about?
And they're like oh, when thetime is right, we'll tell you.
And then they said you're tobring messages and healing to
the people.
And I said what do you mean?
Messages?
What messages?
Right, because the onlyexperience I had had up until
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that point was the spirit worlddropping in on me, right On you.
Speaker 2 (32:30):
Right.
Speaker 1 (32:31):
Yes, so to tune in and get messages for other
people.
That wasn't even in myconscious yet, right?
So within two weeks I enrolledat the community college, which
is like 50 minutes from where welived, and did all the prereqs.
Speaker 2 (32:46):
So I had to actually start with advanced placement,
high school biology, because Ididn't have those classes,
because I went to school inEurope it was a different time,
so I had to get into thefreshman biology to get into the
prereq classes.
Speaker 1 (33:00):
So it was like forever, you know.
One class after another I hadto take biology, chemistry,
organic chemistry, physics andmath, finally finished all of
that and in the meantime my kidswere growing up, went back and
worked in the biotech industryfor four years, sold antibodies
for cancer detection, thenbecame the national sales
manager.
And I did that.
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And then finally the kids thelast child moves out.
I said this is it, I'm going.
I applied into med school, wasaccepted and went to med school
when I was 54 and did that forfour years and then graduated
when I was 58.
And then, as soon as Igraduated, that's when I met
this woman.
(33:41):
And this is funny because weare all so guided and I was
studying craniosacral therapywith the Upland Institute and I
had flown out to San Francisco.
I was in my residency here inArizona and I met this woman who
also was from the Phoenix area,from Scottsdale, and we had
dinner together and she said youknow, I'm a medium and somebody
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is here who wants to give you amessage.
And I'm thinking there is noway I don't know anything about
this woman.
She doesn't know anything aboutme, my upbringing is.
There's no way she can evenguess my life, because it's so
different.
Speaker 2 (34:16):
Right.
Speaker 1 (34:18):
So she goes oh, you know your mom.
You know, we figured out it wasmy mom and she'd start talking
about the fishing and therowboat and laying the nets in
the ocean.
I was all right, she can'tguess this.
And she said you have to go toArthur Findlay College in
England and study mediumship.
And I said I can't do that.
I just graduated.
(34:39):
I don't even have my testresults.
Yeah, so, sure enough, sixmonths later, of course, I find
myself at Arthur Findlay Collegein England.
And then you know, I had nowbeen hearing the spirit world
for like what?
25 years at this point, but itwas always messages for myself
or about my family.
(34:59):
So you know, now I had to honein.
I was already doing the work.
I just had to figure out how totune in for somebody else.
So now when I'm in, so now whenI'm at Arthur Finley College
and the teacher says what we aredoing is we are bringing
messages to our clients,messages of healing.
Now, finally, in 2017, themessage I got in 2004 finally
(35:22):
made sense.
Right, you're here to bringmessages and healing to people,
a lot as a medical medium ormedical intuitive.
So I'm going to say I work asboth, only because I work with
the spirit world and so I workas a medium when I work as a
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medical intuitive.
So it's kind of a combinationof being intuitive or tuning in
psychically to somebody's bodyand see what I feel.
But then the spirit world alsosometimes yells at me.
You know a specific diagnosiswhich happened.
You know it happens quite oftenand I get a diagnosis and I'll
say has anybody told you you mayhave this?
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And they say I don't even knowwhat that is.
And sometimes, like happenednot long ago, I got a diagnosis
and I said you know, we didn'tlearn anything about this in
medical school and I knowregular MDs don't either,
because I know it's a specialty.
But I keep hearing thisdiagnosis.
We're going to look it up.
I looked it up, I read her thedescription of what it is and
(36:25):
just saw her face, just her jawdrop, saying oh my gosh, that is
exactly what happened to me.
Wow, that is exactly whathappened?
to me and then she remembered 20years ago.
This doctor said you're goingto be diagnosed with a
connective vascular disease atsome point.
And that's exactly what it was,and all the symptoms was spot
(36:47):
on right.
So it's really interestingbecause the spirit world often
comes in and gives me adiagnosis.
But then, with my now I'munderstanding what they meant
back in 2004, because I needed amedical training to work
spiritually also with people.
Sometimes I get a diagnosis andI'll say, do you know what that
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is?
And they say no, and I said, doyou have these symptoms?
And then they go yes, there itis.
So they get, and then I cantell them this is what you need
to do, you're actually going toneed to have surgery, but I,
what state are you in?
And I can help them.
You know, find the right personthat can help them where
they're living.
So it's really interestingbecause we are, we are so guided
by the spirit world.
(37:28):
We are all guided, we all havethis guidance, you know, and for
me it's just this is my work,so it's going to be different,
right for me, because I'm hereto work with it.
But it's like saying everybodycan sing.
We can all sing happy birthday.
Everybody knows how to singhappy birthday, right?
Are we all going to be TaylorSwift singing happy birthday?
(37:49):
No, we're not going to beTaylor Swift, right?
But it's the same thing.
We all have the capacity oftuning in.
We all have intuition.
We all have the capacity ofconnecting with the spirit world
, but we're not all here to workwith it.
Just like we can all sing.
We're not all here to be bigperformers, but we all have that
within us.
We all are spiritual creatures.
Speaker 2 (38:12):
That is so fascinating.
So how do give me some examplesof when people would come to
you for help with the need for amedical intuitive?
What's an example?
Speaker 1 (38:25):
Many times people have been sick for many years
and they can't figure out whatthe problem is.
And they go to the doctor, theydo all the tests and they say,
well, everything is normal,right, and then, if you're a
woman, then you get sent tocounseling or for a workout,
because you're given anantidepressant right.
Speaker 2 (38:47):
I hear that a lot because they don't.
Speaker 1 (38:49):
They don't can't see anything wrong.
But typically what happens isthat there's so many things
Before you go to medical schoolyou think of a doctor like the
doctor knows everything.
Not true, right?
Different doctors are going toknow different things, even if
they have the same degree andthe same title.
So a general practitioner isnot the same as the next general
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practitioner, because,depending on who their clients
are, depending on the cases theyhave seen, that's what they're
going to know, that's whatthey're familiar with, because
medicine is such a broad topicand the tests that we have test
only a fraction of the thingsthat could be wrong with you.
So we do the regular tests andnothing shows up.
(39:32):
And if we haven't seen a caselike this before, we don't know
what to do with you.
Right, because it's based nowon what we have seen, what has
come across our radar before.
If you go to a doctor and theycan't help you, by all means go
to the next one, go to the nextone and you keep jumping.
You know it might take 10doctors before you find the
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doctor that actually knowswhat's wrong with you.
And many times those are thepeople that find me and they say
you know, this has been goingon for 10 years and I don't know
what it is.
And everybody tells me my bloodlabs are fine and they can't
figure out what's wrong.
And that's typically you knowwhen other things come in and
for some reason I've beenblessed with all the weird
(40:14):
things.
Right, because also that's mywork, I get all those.
Those are like all my people, soI get people that typically
fall through the cracks and Ihave a tendency to know the
weird things.
And I'm going to say part ofthat is growing up in a medical
family and hearing all thestories from my mom and dad and
all there, it was medicine everysingle day my whole life.
(40:38):
Right, growing up and thenworking as a medium and tuning
into the spirit world, but thenalso having the medical
knowledge in my pocket so I canmerge the two together.
And then also, you know theexperience that I have.
But many times, I mean, Istarted knowing things about my
patients when I was in medschool and I would, you know,
(40:58):
meditate too.
There's so much stress in medschool.
So I made meditate too.
There's so much stress in medschool.
So I've made sure I meditatedevery day at least 15 minutes,
even if it was midnight or oneo'clock in the morning.
I would meditate because youhave to do something to keep
yourself calm, because you'recarrying such an incredible.
I think we carried like 32credits in every 11 weeks.
So, yeah, it's a lot You'redoing like four years of college
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, like 32 credits in every 11weeks.
Speaker 2 (41:21):
Wow, yeah, it's a lot .
Speaker 1 (41:22):
You're doing like four years of college in a year,
but you're doing that for fouryears in a row, right?
Wow, it's like a fire hose.
Speaker 2 (41:32):
Yes.
Speaker 1 (41:33):
You hear things once and you're expected to remember
it.
You know and you're doing thisin your 50s, let's just say yeah
, I mean, you're doing this inyour 50s.
Speaker 2 (41:40):
Let's just say you're doing this in your 50s.
I can't remember anything if Idon't write it down.
I can't imagine going tomedical school right now and I'm
54.
Holy cow.
Speaker 1 (41:49):
You grow brain cells as you're.
You know, as you're workinglike this, you get better at it
as you go along.
But you know, being in medschool is like a thousand
PowerPoint slides a week.
And then they say we're havinga quiz 10 questions.
You need 70 or above to pass.
Wow, how do you memorize athousand PowerPoint slides when
you're off between 12 am and 6am?
(42:10):
Basically You're back in schoolat 8 am.
You have a four-hour lectureevery morning from 8 to 12.
And then sometimes you're thereuntil nine o'clock at night.
It's like all day.
And how are you supposed toeven review the 200 PowerPoint
slides?
You saw that morning, rightpatients.
(42:35):
And then I graduated, I was inresidency and I would hear a new
patient walks through the doorand I would get the diagnosis.
And there was this one man Iremember he came in and as soon
as he walks into my room thespirit world says lung cancer,
lung cancer, okay.
So I asked this man all thesequestions and he came in and I
(42:57):
said well, you know why are youhere today?
Well, I have this little ticklecough.
It's typical what we see withallergies and I lived up north
of Phoenix at the time, so itwas a lot of allergies in that
area and we do the whole intake.
I listen to his lungs and thereis not one peep Okay.
And many times I mean, ifpeople have allergies, you know,
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might have asthma, right, allthese different things could be
wrong.
Well, he had had cancer when hewas in his 20s and he did have
metastasis on his lungs at thattime and they had radiated those
spots on his lungs and I saidyou know your lungs, I can't
hear anything.
But because of your history andbecause you're worried, let's
just do an x-ray and see ifanything shows up.
(43:40):
X-ray comes back possible lungcancer.
So at that point I'm not acancer doctor so we can't treat
that.
So we have to hand it over to acancer doctor or an oncologist.
Hand it over to the oncologistin the clinic and, sure enough,
lung cancer.
And it was so frustrating for mebecause I said why did they
give me the diagnosis if Icouldn't save this man right?
(44:02):
But he was the caretaker of hiswife who had Alzheimer's and so
what this diagnosis allowed himto do was put all the paperwork
together, get help for his wifeso that she would be cared for.
Then he literally checkedhimself into hospice and I
believe he passed away likewithin three or four months.
And so then I'm back at ArthurFinley College again studying
(44:25):
mediumship, and I told myteachers, I said why do they
give me these the diagnosis if Ican't help them?
And the teacher just looked atme and he said well, why do you
think?
And I said so I would listen.
And they said, yep, that isexactly right.
They just want to make sureyou're listening, because
another time you're going to geta diagnosis and you will be
able to help them.
But you have to.
You know, this was just a casewhere they had an opportunity to
(44:47):
give you the diagnosis and nowyou're listening, so you're
always going to listen now.
So, and that's when that kind ofstarted pushing me into medical
medium and medical intuitive.
And then you know manydifferent patients like that,
and now I work, you know, withpeople on Zoom from all over the
world, and many times I'll knowthe diagnosis before they show
(45:09):
up on the screen.
It depends what it is.
So sometimes I'll say you know,I'll just make up a name Maria
Johnson is your next client.
And so I'll get to my computer.
I'll say okay, hello, spiritworld.
What's wrong with Maria Johnson?
And sometimes they'll give me adiagnosis and other times they
(45:30):
might not.
And that's just theunpredictability of the spirit
world, because sometimes if I'msupposed to know the diagnosis,
I'm going to get it and it'stime for them to create healing.
I will get the diagnosis, I'llknow what to do with them and I
can steer them in that directionand say this is what has to
happen.
You need to have surgery.
These are great doctors.
(45:51):
Look into these places and gofrom there, right.
But I'm going to say there aretimes when you're not supposed
to have the diagnosis as well,because maybe you're incarnated
to have a little bit of ajourney and go through some
healing process, just like I wassick for 10 years.
That was my healing journey.
(46:12):
It's in my astrological chart.
I incarnated to have thatexperience because that's who I
am and it made me who I am today.
I lived that.
I understand what it's like tobe chronically ill and not be
able to do anything or functionnormally, and then tuning into
you know my mediumisticabilities and my medical
knowledge at the same time.
(46:33):
But I'm going to say part ofthat is just what's reincarnated
to experience and sometimesit's an ancestral problem.
So people sign up for a medicalintuitive, but I'm getting
right away it's an emotionalproblem or it's an ancestral
issue.
That's compounding this otherthing, right, right, yeah.
(46:55):
Or sometimes they say you know,I'm in menopause now and I say
I know this is going to soundcrazy, but the spirit world
tells me that the underlyingreason for your issues is
because of an inflammatorycondition and I need to know
about your periods becausespirit world says that you had
terrible periods.
Can you tell me about yourperiods, when you had your
(47:15):
periods, when you had yourperiods, and, of course, then it
all comes out oh, it wasterrible.
I had a lot of pain and heavybleeding and all these different
things, right.
And then, yep, that's where itis and that's what's driving
this inflammatory condition,which then has led to maybe food
allergies or other allergiesand all these other different
issues that we typically don'thave good tests for, and falls
(47:36):
through the cracks when we go tothe doctor.
So it's very interesting.
It's just a journey, andsometimes it ends up as an
ancestral healing session too,right.
Speaker 2 (47:44):
You never know where it's going to go.
Are your friends leery ofhanging out with you, thinking
like they're?
All talking about me to her.
Speaker 1 (47:57):
You know, I think, the spirit world, you know you
turn off if you're supposed toknow something.
The spirit world is going tocome through and you know
they'll tell me something.
But most of the time, I think,when we, you know, when we're
interacting, the spirit world islike okay, she's having a
normal human experience, she'sjust being a regular friend
(48:18):
Right.
What do your kids think I'mgoing to say?
My daughter is extremelyspiritual because she is the one
that came along, you know, withmy near-death experience.
So you know she had a differentmother than my boys.
My boys were six and three anda half when she was born and by
the time I stepped into that,into my spirituality, you know
(48:41):
they were older.
So I'm going to say my boys,they understand it and you know
they respect it, but they're notthat spiritual themselves.
Yet you know they're like ohwow, that's cool.
How does that?
work Mom's a little woo-woo anda little out there Right exactly
Versus my daughter who's likeall in, and she'll say you know,
(49:01):
she knows exactly, she's quiteintuitive and psychic herself.
So it's really interestingbecause you know they had a
different mom, so to speak,until I was able to step into it
fully myself.
It took me, you know, a numberof years to be able to
acknowledge the gifts, because Iwas so skeptical myself in the
beginning, saying ah, it's justa coincidence.
Speaker 2 (49:23):
It couldn't be.
Now, how do you spend your time?
Because you have this, you'vewritten a book, you, I think you
have a couple books, you have apodcast, so how do you split
your time and decide what you'regoing to work on when?
Speaker 1 (49:37):
Yeah, I'm going to say it's all intuitively guided.
So there are times when peoplesign up because on my website,
when you go to my website, Ihave all the different sessions
and it's like medical, intuitiveor remote health consultation,
messages from your spirit guides, ancestral healing, and you
sign up for whatever.
(49:57):
And there are times when it'salmost like the entire week is
just medical, intuitive, andthen next week it's all
mediumship and the next week isa lot of messages from spirit
guides and it just goes in thesewaves and I'm just kind of like
going along with it and it'sintuitively guided.
It's the people, whatever it is, that's needed at that time.
That's what's going to show upon my calendar and it just sways
(50:20):
back and forth and sometimesit's just a little bit of
everything you know.
In one day I'll do medical,intuitive, ancestral healing and
mediumship all in one day,right, wow?
And it just varies.
But the messages from yourspirit guides I often get this
question Mediumship is differentfrom messages from your spirit
guides.
That was going to be my nextquestion yes, that is when we
(50:41):
tune in to the loved ones in thespirit world, or not so loved
ones in the spirit world, right,if we need forgiveness and we
need to get clear on somethingthat wasn't so great when that
person was here, right?
So there are many differentreasons why people sign up for a
mediumship, or they just wantto hear from their dad or their
partner or somebody.
Why people sign up formediumship or they just want to
hear from their dad or theirpartner or somebody.
(51:02):
And that's when we connect withthe spirit world.
And that's one session, becauseit the way I work is different.
You can't be like switchingback and forth.
It's it just becomes not a goodsession.
Then you need to focus on onething, because the way the
energy, the way I use my energyis different for the different
sessions.
And so that's when we tune intothe spirit world.
(51:22):
Messages from your spirit guidesis so.
We all have a team of spiritguides.
We all have spirit guides, weall have spirit animals.
We're just not aware of them,right?
Unless we work with them and wetune into it.
And when I work with messagesfrom spirit guides, I sketch
what I see, because I'm going tosay, 80 or 90% of the way I
(51:44):
communicate with the spiritworld is clairvoyant.
So I get a lot of images.
So I also feel and I also hear,I also know.
But that's a smaller portion,that's like the other 20%.
So a lot of it I see.
So I get images and even when Ido mediumship readings, they're
showing me this, I see this.
Now Does that make sense to you?
And they're like, yes, but themessages from spirit guides, I
(52:07):
see the spirit guide.
But once I see the spirit guide, I know things about the client
.
And it's fascinating.
It's exciting for me too,because I get the spirit guide
and then I'll look at the clientand I'll say, okay, this is
your spirit guide and this iswhat you're here to do, and
you're doing this and that.
And the spirit guide tells meyou either already wrote a book
(52:28):
or you're writing a book now.
And then they just look at melike nobody knows that yeah, I'm
writing a book.
I mean it's fascinating whatcomes through.
And it's fascinating what comesthrough.
And it's just, you have tolearn to trust in those messages
.
And I was told at Arthur FinleyCollege by one of the teachers
in a reading that you have todraw.
(52:49):
And I looked at the teacher andI started laughing and I said,
no, you don't understand, Ican't draw.
Okay, I draw stick figures.
I have never been able to draw,I can't draw.
I have never draw stick figures.
I have never been able to draw,I can't draw.
I have never drawn a phase inmy life I draw stick figures, I
can't draw.
And he just looks at me and hegoes no, you're supposed to draw
, I can't draw.
(53:16):
So, literally during thepandemic, when everything was
shut down, one of the teachersoffered portraits of spirit
guides or something from ArthurFindlay College and I said, hey,
that sounds like fun, I'm goingto take that and took that
course.
And she said all right, look atwhat I'm doing, I'm going to
draw here.
I put the camera so you can see, and I could see the face
before she had even drawn theface.
She just had like an egg on thepage, yes, and then she just
(53:37):
kind of blurred it and I couldalready see the face.
And then the face came out andshe said all right, now you have
all followed along.
Once I'm going to put you ingroups and now you draw a spirit
for your partner.
I'm like I'm supposed to draw aface now, like after this Right
, I have never drawn in my life,sure enough it this.
(54:01):
I have never drawn in my life,sure enough, it comes through
again.
So I'm just doing the samething.
She said could make an egg andblur it and then make the eyes
come out, nose, you know.
And that's what I do, and itonly takes like five minutes to
draw that quick sketch and thenI take a picture of it and I
mail it to the person.
But it's really interestingbecause the messages that come
through has to do with, kind oflike, what is my purpose?
What am I here to do?
(54:21):
Or, you know, sometimes itcould be challenges.
Spirit Guide says you're havingissues with this and that, and
you know, is that true?
Does that make sense to you?
Yes, or you're kind of at thecrossroads, or you started a new
business and you know you don'tknow what you're doing now.
So it's really interesting whatcomes through and it's all
guidance from the spirit worldthat is ready to be received by
(54:42):
that person.
But it's a really fun session,you know, and what comes through
and it could be anything from awarrior to a monk and it could
be that spirit guide could beanybody.
We don't know who it's going tobe until that person shows up.
But then you have other spiritguides too, and that's your main
one.
But I've also been told manytimes.
(55:04):
I remember there was a pilotonce who said and I said, you
have a Native American spiritguide with you.
This pilot looks at me and hegoes.
I know, I've always known, he'sbeen with me.
Speaker 2 (55:17):
And I've had other people tell me.
Speaker 1 (55:19):
I said you know, you have a monk with you and he
looks like this and he has this.
He's actually wearing a longwhite robe, you know, but he
says he's like some kind of amonk and spiritual guide.
The person looks at me and saysI had a near-death experience,
you know, 30 years ago in a caraccident or something, I met him
(55:40):
.
I met that guy.
Wow.
Speaker 2 (55:42):
I mean, it gives you goosebumps.
Wow, that gives you goosebumps.
Just to hear you say that,because it's like it's so I mean
, it's so incredible but it's.
Speaker 1 (55:49):
It's so heartwarming when, when you know, people look
at you and say, I know, I know,yeah, I've met that person.
But it's absolutely fascinatingbecause we all have that.
Oh, wow, Okay.
Speaker 2 (56:01):
I could talk to you for hours.
So, first of all, thank you somuch for sharing your journey.
I think it's fascinating and Ithink you just open our eyes a
little bit to this concept that.
I love what you said.
You know, we're just wearingthese human suits while we're
here, and I think that's reallyimpactful and a really
interesting way for us to thinkabout why we're here and also to
(56:22):
recognize that there are peopleout there, like yourself, who
can channel into these spirit,guides and into resources that
can help us when we'restruggling in different places,
and that truly is a gift, andyou clearly have a calling to be
here for that.
So I thank you for that.
Before we go, I'd like to askall my guests if they have a
book that they could recommendthat has impacted them
(56:43):
personally or professionallyother than their own, which will
obviously be in the show notes.
So what book would you like torecommend to everybody?
Speaker 1 (56:50):
I would say Gabor Maté's book the Myth of Normal.
I've heard of it.
Speaker 2 (56:57):
I haven't read it.
You haven't read that one yet.
Speaker 1 (57:00):
I have not read it, but I've heard of it.
I haven't read it.
You haven't read that one yet.
I have not read it, but I'veheard of it.
Yeah, it's a great book.
He also references in that bookwhen the Body Says no, which is
one of his other books, whichis also fascinating.
But if you just get the Myth ofNormal, it has some references
to that book and if you want tolearn more about that when the
Body Says no, you can also readthat one.
I'm going to say that really itmakes you take a look at who you
(57:23):
are and why you are the personyou are and kind of put the dots
together.
And it's also part of the way Iwork.
So it really resonates withmyself.
And you know how Gabor Matesays it's not what happens to
you, it's what happens inside ofyou as a result of what happens
to you.
Right, and that couldn't bemore true for any kind of big
(57:45):
experience that we have and forme it would be my near death
experiences right, it's not somuch what happened to me, you
know, being in the ER and allthose things, it's, it's the
internal change that came fromthat that changes me in who I am
and how I see the world.
Speaker 2 (58:03):
Oh, absolutely, and you're so inspiring Medical
school at 54.
Oh, my goodness, you are just arock star with that.
Is there anything I didn't askyou that you want to convey and
communicate to the audience?
Is there anything that I missed?
Speaker 1 (58:17):
No, I think we covered a lot, I mean, with the
ancestral healing.
You know you can always go tomy website and learn more about
that, but that is a fascinatingtopic and I taught a class for
the Shift Network this fall onthe mother wound and I'm
currently teaching a deep diveinto ancestral healing for the
Shift Network.
That is a 12-week course, butwe're almost halfway through
(58:40):
that.
But I'll be teaching thesecourses again.
So definitely, if you'reinterested in my work, go to my
website, sign up for my email,because that's how you're going
to stay up to date on thedifferent courses and offerings
and upcoming events.
Speaker 2 (58:55):
Perfect, and I will link all of that in the show
notes so everybody knows how tofind you and your bio and your
links and your book and yourpodcast, dr Lottie, this has
been truly such a pleasure.
Thank you so much for your time.
Your energy is amazing, you areinspiring and you're just a
really beautiful soul.
So thank you for the work thatyou're doing.
I appreciate you having on as aguest and getting to share you
(59:16):
with the broader world.
Speaker 1 (59:17):
So thank you you having on as a guest and getting
to share you with the broaderworld.
So thank you.
Well, thank you so much forhaving me and thank you for the
work that you're doing to sharethe knowledge and the you know
with all your different gueststhat you have on your podcast
and bring that messages to allyour listener base.
Speaker 2 (59:32):
Thank you, I appreciate it.
We'll definitely stay in touch.
Thank you for joining us foranother episode of the House of
Jermar podcast, where wellnessstarts within.
We appreciate you being a partof our community and hope you
felt inspired and motivated byour guest.
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