EP 53 PILLBOX PATTI

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hey guys, it's Taran. I just wanted to pop on
here and give a little trigger warning. This next episode
we get into abortions and we talk in heavy detail
about them, so I just wanted to give you a
heads up and also say it's important to talk about
them as well. So thanks for stopping by and appreciate you. Well, Hi,

(00:24):
get a little such up. Hi am Teren. I'm Mari,
and you're listening to we hope you're picking up what
we're putting down.

Speaker 2 (00:34):
Your nails are great, Thanks, I did them last night.

Speaker 1 (00:37):
What do you mean they're press on?

Speaker 2 (00:40):
But I do gel x, you know, like a cure it,
so you do it yourself.

Speaker 1 (00:45):
No, what what do you mean? Can you tell us?

Speaker 2 (00:47):
Yeah, it's been like a life hack. So I gel
x like the cure of the shit.

Speaker 1 (00:53):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (00:54):
So I buy like the good, like a little thicker.
Daddy's correct?

Speaker 3 (00:57):
Amazon? Is that all Amazon?

Speaker 2 (00:59):
Hell? Yeah? I do. I like art Box. There's a
couple like other ones I like there, like Thick, but
like the last for like two weeks. And because I
hate errands.

Speaker 1 (01:09):
Yeah you don't like running errands?

Speaker 2 (01:12):
No, unless I'm playing video games. Then I'm like I'll
do everybody's errands. I don't know what that is with me,
but in life I don't like it. Oh you mean.

Speaker 3 (01:22):
Look at the both of us right now, are ratch innovation.

Speaker 2 (01:25):
And well that's what mine looks like.

Speaker 3 (01:27):
I don't do mine anymore. I just do press ons.
I'm done with sitting down for two fucking hours.

Speaker 1 (01:34):
You put it on and then you put it in
a thing.

Speaker 2 (01:36):
And I got to do it one at a time.
But it doesn't matter because I'm like watching my shows
or whatever. Yeah, just one at a time, and then
it cures it in the last like over two weeks. Okay,
like that, and then if they you know, get I
mean I would take them off at that point anyway,
because they're growing up.

Speaker 1 (01:53):
But yeah, they like, you know what. I like to
change my nails every about every two weeks.

Speaker 3 (01:57):
Anyway, exactly the ones that I and before. It's all
about the glue. Apparently there's this like TikTok glue that
I didn't even know, but she told me at Sally's
wanting went to go get it. That shit lasts like
a week and a half, two weeks. I had to
force it off. Yeah, you have to like really make
sure that you file them down real good and do
the alcohol push your cuticle down. But they're on there
for and I'm like, I'm tired of these nails. I'm

(02:18):
ready for new ones anyway.

Speaker 1 (02:19):
So ready for new nails.

Speaker 3 (02:20):
Yeah, and they were seven dollars.

Speaker 1 (02:23):
Ready for new nails, Ready for a new episode. Welcome
back to the Touch Up. Hi, I'm Karren, Hi, i
am Mari, And really quickly there's I've noticed that we
have new listeners, so I'd like to say hello and welcome.
So welcome all new people. We have a really fun
episode today with Miss Pillbox Patty. Hi. Welcome, thanks for

(02:45):
having Yes, singer, a badass artist, nail artist, Gaga, impersonator.
Go go Go, get go Google, Gotta Google Gaga. Yes,
thank you so much for being here, Thanks for having me. Yeah, girl,
I'm so happy to see you. We met years and
years ago, six years, five years.

Speaker 2 (03:05):
Dang, was it that long ago?

Speaker 1 (03:06):
I feel like it was kind of a long time ago.
You're a singer, you're an artist, and I just did
your glamor in a bathroom and always thought you were
so cool and then never saw you again.

Speaker 3 (03:18):
And now she's was in your driveway and now yeah,
I just see this like badass looking girl was hanging
Rena say. I was like, look at you. Yeah, how
You're like, we're caught for the same kind of clothing.

Speaker 1 (03:29):
To be good, I'm like, I think you and Marie
will be friends. I love that. How are you? How
is everything? Tell? Tell your Instagram looks good, all your
art looks.

Speaker 2 (03:44):
Dope, It's good. I uh, I just take a break.

Speaker 1 (03:49):
Yep.

Speaker 2 (03:52):
I did a whole thing. I mean, I've been a
songwriter in Nashville for like fifteen years, so I was
like always writing for the people, and then I still
do that. I love doing that. Then I made a record,
and then I got a record deal, and then I
did all this ship and it was it was the
best of times. It was the worst. Yeah. Trauma, Yeah, trauma, trauma. Yeah.

(04:22):
And I didn't know if I was going to release
music again. I kind of just like I got out
of my deal. I threw myself back into writing for
other people. I was sitting on a bunch of music.
I didn't know if I was going to release music again.
I was like, I don't know, man, it might be hard. Yeah,
and it just like I don't know. Something in me

(04:43):
died for a little bit. It was like killed something
in me, and I don't I don't want to be jaded,
you know what I mean, Like I love this city
and I love what I do and and all that ship.
But yeah, I just threw myself back into that and
I was writing a ton and then I then I
got brave again, and I was like, okay, maybe we
should you know. I had to like heal and kind

(05:03):
of just like detach the gross energy that was attached
to the other ship and just kind of like give
it some time to settle. And I feel like I
was like ready to do shit again. Yeah, and I'm
still like a little.

Speaker 3 (05:17):
Bitee coming into it a little bit more sure, like
from all the work.

Speaker 2 (05:24):
I mean, I give I didn't give that many fucks before,
but I don't give any exactly.

Speaker 3 (05:28):
Exactly, Like that's usually what the other side does. After
going through it and taking some time and doing some work,
you come out of it and you're like, well, extra
don't give a fuck anymore.

Speaker 2 (05:39):
Yeah, that's kind of where negative.

Speaker 1 (05:42):
What's that one Erica Jane song, how many fucks do
I get? Oh? Do a clab with her? If you
ever come back as the singer? Do a collab? With
Oh you're giving Erica Jane. I love that's who she's giving.

Speaker 2 (05:55):
Yeah, yeah, I love her. Yeah, yeah, I I'm doing it.
You know, I'm putting music out, I'm doing stuff. I
want to tour again. I'm doing other show, working on
a book, writing songs. I mean, I'm just doing all
kinds of shit. But great. You know, I took a
year off like social media. I didn't post anything. I
just needed like a whole Yeah, I just needed baby,

(06:17):
needed to mend a minute.

Speaker 1 (06:19):
Everybody does.

Speaker 2 (06:20):
Dude. This sound's crazy.

Speaker 3 (06:22):
Your world is crazy.

Speaker 2 (06:24):
It is. But I mean even in our bubble, it's like,
you know, whether you're doing like what you guys do,
it's like we're all like in the we're in a
weird like subculture of life. You know, it's a weird
thing to navigate, and it's just a lot of different
It's a lot of being on, it's a lot of
being you know, perpetually fucking tired. Yeah, yeah, just tired

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all the time.

Speaker 3 (06:46):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (06:47):
I keep thinking it's a vitamin thing. It could be,
and I'm just like, why tired all the time?

Speaker 1 (06:55):
Yeah, And especially from like most of us grew up
in the nineties where like we just still aren't fully
on board with the way things are now, or at
least that's how I feel. Yeah, it's like that's how
you feel. You're like, really, is this really how we're
doing it?

Speaker 3 (07:12):
I'm stuck in nineteen ninety eight like that.

Speaker 2 (07:14):
Same.

Speaker 3 (07:15):
Yeah, I forget sometimes, Like the other night, I had
a moment where I went, oly, sh it's twenty twenty five.
We're in the future. Like I had to go, We're
actually we're in the We're here.

Speaker 1 (07:28):
I know, like everything that's to think space would be yeah.

Speaker 3 (07:32):
Yeah, I went yeah, because I went, oh right, I
did a thing where I like woke up to go
to the gym at five am, and that was And
then I realized that there was stupid because I don't
have a normal job. So I had to get the
client ready and then drive an hour to a farm
and then work twelve hours, so my day was like
one hundred hours long. And I went and I went,

(07:53):
I don't have a normal job. And then I went, wait,
what the fuck is normal anymore? Like actually, pretty much
nobody he has a normal job because we're in the future,
so everyone's making money doing this stuff, and you can
work from anywhere and I'm going, what are the normal
jobs anymore? Secretaries like lawyers, doctors, even those people now

(08:15):
are utilizing this the future.

Speaker 2 (08:18):
I haven't been to a doctor's appointment. I haven't been
in a doctor's office, and I don't know how. Yeah,
I'm facetiming doctors. Like that's why when I go to
the doctor, FaceTime your therapist.

Speaker 1 (08:29):
Yeah, they're like I feel crazy, and they're like, yeah,
make me while they're at home, they're like dogs are there.
I mean, I love the convenience.

Speaker 2 (08:38):
I do too. I don't want to run errands. I
don't want to go anywhere I want to go.

Speaker 3 (08:41):
Oh, you're terns the same way. Yeah, she's no.

Speaker 1 (08:43):
I do love running errands. I like doing them all
at one time. Okay, Like I have a day of errands, Okay,
I don't like like I gotta do this and then
tomorrow I gotta do that, especially if like I'm on
a roll something at home, I'm not gonna leave. Yeah,
now I gotta go to Walgreens for why Yeah, and
so I go tomorrow.

Speaker 3 (09:02):
You kind of sure, yeah, one hundred percent. Yeah, put off.

Speaker 2 (09:05):
And I feel like for me to like Instmart and
stuff is good for I just asked the future.

Speaker 3 (09:10):
If you just go tomorrow, Yes, Taren, you can wait
for tomorrow.

Speaker 2 (09:14):
It's the voice.

Speaker 3 (09:16):
You're doing a great job at life. Also, your eyes
are stunning and your hair is perfection.

Speaker 1 (09:21):
I think I'm falling in love with the future.

Speaker 3 (09:23):
I think I'm falling in love with.

Speaker 2 (09:24):
My love bombing the futures love bombing when it does that.

Speaker 1 (09:31):
Yeah, so annoying.

Speaker 2 (09:32):
I'm like, actually, everything's really expensive, Like, what do you mean,
quit encouraging me to do things future?

Speaker 1 (09:38):
Oh, I know, everything's so expensive. I don't even know.

Speaker 2 (09:41):
Breathing is one hundred dollars right now.

Speaker 3 (09:43):
We're paying. We each have to pay. You have to
vend on one hundred dollars.

Speaker 2 (09:47):
That's cheap. I'll take that.

Speaker 3 (09:49):
Yeah, we just count here.

Speaker 1 (09:50):
Well, it's like, you know, it's Kroger Air. You're right, Yeah,
it's it's Kirkland Air.

Speaker 2 (09:58):
Fox with Kirkland hard that red bag chicken m red
bat chicken aldi.

Speaker 3 (10:06):
Oh, I thought you were talking about the Kirkland brand
is Kirrip the grilled chicken strips.

Speaker 2 (10:10):
Those are fire too, But the Kirkland brand and the
red bag of the chicken breast tastes just like Chick
fil a fire.

Speaker 1 (10:17):
What.

Speaker 2 (10:17):
Yes, it's so good.

Speaker 3 (10:19):
I'm done.

Speaker 1 (10:20):
Damn, I know, write it down, filled with it, a
chicken keeping on them in them shoulder pads.

Speaker 3 (10:33):
Yeah, that's a really good song. There's something going on
right there.

Speaker 2 (10:37):
There's like you're not a songwriter.

Speaker 1 (10:42):
Damn. I thought it was a good idea.

Speaker 2 (10:45):
Yeah, maybe it is. I could be wrong. That's the future.

Speaker 3 (10:49):
Yeah, it's actually a really fucking dumb idea. I think you.
I think you're better than no one.

Speaker 2 (10:57):
Queen. He builds us up and breaks down.

Speaker 1 (11:00):
Not a sleigh, Not a sleigh. I actually I do
ask AI a lot of things though. Oh yeah, I'm like, uh,
is it normal for blah blah blah. I just asked
it for like a sleep training schedule for a newborn.
It just like it just knows everything.

Speaker 2 (11:16):
Yeah it does, or not really.

Speaker 1 (11:18):
It just takes everything from the internet, It.

Speaker 2 (11:20):
Takes every Are you super nice to AI?

Speaker 3 (11:22):
Like I have to be.

Speaker 2 (11:24):
I'm terrible. I'm terrified robots, I robots.

Speaker 3 (11:27):
Yeah, yeah, I'm terrified.

Speaker 1 (11:31):
Really, yeah you are.

Speaker 2 (11:33):
Yeah, I'm so nice to it. Like, I'm like, I'm
sorry to bother you. Excuse me, excuse me, I'm sorry
to bother you.

Speaker 3 (11:42):
Oh yeah, do you think it matters what Taran be kind?

Speaker 1 (11:47):
I mean, I couldn't get into that. There was too
many themes going on. I was like leave in Cowboy
or I couldn't understand the all the different worlds.

Speaker 2 (11:56):
Were about Cowboy.

Speaker 3 (11:56):
It's scary to think, like what, like is it really
going to take over everything? Are we? Are we going
to be obsolete? Like Job's gonna be obsolete? And then
I like this, yeah, but we are. We are the
number one creature on Earth, right, human beings. We're so complex.
We like, that's where art comes from, Like our beautiful
little minds. Ye, that we create. There's nothing there and

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then all of a sudden, your mind creates and it
writes a song. There's a piece of art and tangible
and we make it, we use our hands. But then
now you have this thing where you go, but I
can put it in here. And now this robot makes
it even fucking better than what our little minds, our
beautiful little minds are creating. We're putting in these robots

(12:37):
that are making it even better. And that's scary, and
people we're using it like that's what's happening, that's where
we're going.

Speaker 1 (12:45):
Yeah, people, are using it, Yeah, but I kind of
feel like we're using it more for convenience than we
are for.

Speaker 3 (12:53):
I mean what a songwriters are? People?

Speaker 2 (12:55):
People are We can stress out about it. I don't
know why I'm not. I Like, I just feel like
there's like two universal languages and where it's like food
and like music, you know, and so like there's always
gonna be like a very emotional thing that comes from
a lot of music. Now, if it's just like straight

(13:16):
up you know, up the middle bop shit that we
all like love, I think that AI can do that,
and that might that could get in the way a
little bit. Yeah, But if you're writing, like if you're
writing like real songs or whatever, I just don't think
you really have anything to worry about.

Speaker 1 (13:33):
Yeah, yeah, you know, I think the people that write
jingles might be out of job.

Speaker 2 (13:37):
Jingles jingles are going to be sorry about the jingle
people out of there.

Speaker 3 (13:40):
Because AI AI is going to kill those jingles.

Speaker 2 (13:43):
Yeah, because these dudes are like I'm just downloading sona
whatever the hell that is called.

Speaker 3 (13:48):
Yeah, or like what about like you know, in like
twenty years from now, like cops like robot cops, you know,
jobs like that where they don't have to pay people
anywhere to do that. You just have a whole team
of Oh that's where mind you think.

Speaker 1 (14:01):
The government might be like, like government jobs are gonna
be run by robots.

Speaker 3 (14:06):
I think a little bit are now already.

Speaker 2 (14:08):
Yeah, maybe I'm not mad about that, But that's why
I'm nice to them all, because you never know. It's
like the music business. You never know where somebody's going up.

Speaker 3 (14:16):
Nice, that's true. You gotta be nice.

Speaker 2 (14:19):
That's all your phone.

Speaker 3 (14:19):
YEA, be nice to humans, you gotta be nice to
the robots. You gotta be nice to you gotta be nice. Yeah,
but have you been short? Have you just like hey,
like hey Siri, You're like, all right, he's you gotta
say it really like with like.

Speaker 1 (14:32):
I don't think I've ever been. I don't verbally talk
to her.

Speaker 3 (14:35):
I that.

Speaker 2 (14:38):
I even find myself Like last night, I was like
when you have time? And I was like, what do
you have time? We don't have that. I'm gonna pull
that back. We don't need to go there.

Speaker 3 (14:49):
You're being passive. You're people pleasing you.

Speaker 1 (14:52):
WHOA, yeah too far?

Speaker 3 (14:54):
Yeah, heyg I don't mean to disturb you. I know
you're really busy right now.

Speaker 2 (15:00):
But you have but yeah, I'm like, I know you're
overwhelmed right now.

Speaker 1 (15:03):
Yeah, it's like Santa, you have a lot of houses
to deliver presences. Yea, well it's like all the same thing, right,
I have all the same program. Wow, you're really answering
a lot of questions.

Speaker 2 (15:17):
AI, Yeah, you must be tired.

Speaker 1 (15:19):
You must be tired.

Speaker 2 (15:21):
Yeah, took a break.

Speaker 3 (15:22):
Unless they have like zones on that I have zones.
They have zones, so they're just like well maybe yeah,
I don't know, like we could my mind spinning right now. AnyWho. Anyway,
I have new roid.

Speaker 1 (15:34):
Okay, so you took some time off and you're slowly
coming back.

Speaker 2 (15:38):
Yeah, I took I mean just time off from the
artist side. I was still like working like crazy because
I don't know how to not work right. Yeah. And
then I was like, okay, sitting on all this music
and I have done like some newer like doper stuff
that I've just a lot of stuff that I've just
been sitting on for a while, and I don't know,
it just it's a time. It was a timing thing,

(15:58):
you know, like I just needed to like do whatever.
And I still don't I think I like look at
it really differently than I did, because like the whole
point of me doing the Pillbox Patty project initially was
because I kind of like wrote myself into a corner, okay,
and like it's corner I liked or whatever. But it
was like, I I do way more stuff. Like I

(16:21):
came up listening to like rock and like rap and shit,
you know, so like nineties country and stuff came like
to me later, and I studied it like I studied
any kind of music, because I'm a student of music,
you know. Yeah, But I was like, man, I really
want to write just different shit. And so I was

(16:42):
like doing my Patty stuff and I was kind of
like waiting for a vessel, you know, as a songwriter
to put that into. And then I was like, shit,
I think I'm the vessel. So I don't think it's coming.

Speaker 3 (16:55):
Oh, It's like it's been in you the whole time.
You are the vessel's you have been. That's all the
whole time You've been searching for for it, But it's
been inside of you the whole time.

Speaker 2 (17:05):
If you build it, they will, yeah yeah. But I
just felt like really like I needed to do it,
and my thing was like, okay, well, best case scenario,
Like all these things that happened will happen. Worst case.
At least I get to like show this other side
and get to do like more like pop writing and
like more like hip hop leaning chit and like other

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stuff because all anybody thinks I write is you know,
just one kind of music. Then I can't get out
of that. And so I was really like felt like
I was disappearing and I was using like one percent
of my brain, you know what I mean. It was
like stressing me out. So I kind of like when
I took that time off, and then I realized that
I had like all these different opportunities pop up, different

(17:48):
genres of stuff that I wasn't like getting in those
rooms before, and so that was really fun. And that's
still really fun and exciting. And I think my approach
is just different this time around, Like I just want
to like make cool art. I think what I want
to do live is more complex and weird than just
like doing shows, and like I just have a different

(18:08):
look on it, and I really want to like lean
into the more like weird, weird little artsy on me.

Speaker 3 (18:16):
Yeah, yeah, it feels like it It's crazy what happens
when you're like you spend so many years doing something
that you think that you just have to do because
you're putting this box, and then like what happens is
like your nervous system and everything goes wait. It's like
like your soul is slowly rejecting you. He said, you're
not aligned because you're not in your truth. It's you're
not saying true to who you are. And then when

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you figure that out and you go zero fox, I'm
going to be exactly this right, and then you're like
I'm free.

Speaker 2 (18:43):
And I never thought that it was right, Like you know,
I was like, no, we're going to do like cross
genre shit with you, like when you do your deal.
I never thought that it was right that they were
trying to like shove me down the main throathole of
country music. That's not yeah, telling that's not my thing,

(19:03):
Like that's not true to me. Like some of that
ship sounds like I just swim and I'm like a
genre list thing. And you know, Nashville. I love Nashville.
It's my home. They don't really know what the fuck
to do with that though, Yeah, and like we don't
really when you're in the machine, and in the machine,

(19:25):
you know, like you start to realize that they don't
actually like champion innovators. And it's not because they're dicks
or whatever. It's just because that's like they don't know how,
you know. And so that was like that's was a
big thing that I had to like figure out and
I was like, Okay, well then my approach is like
I don't know about it how we were doing it,

(19:46):
Like I got to do really dope shit, and I'm
grateful for all of it. I'm also hateful by some
of it because it was like pretty fucked up as
some ship went down. But like who doesn't have that
story music business grateful. You can be.

Speaker 3 (19:58):
Grateful one super grateful and handful, you.

Speaker 2 (20:03):
Know, it's true.

Speaker 1 (20:05):
I just really like that.

Speaker 3 (20:06):
Yeah, you can.

Speaker 2 (20:09):
Both can be true, you know. And that's why you know,
I'm here on a podcast during of Tito's at whatever
time it.

Speaker 3 (20:15):
Is, and I wonder why, like, especially country music, I
think it's because of just like the mass like audience, right,
you still have like Middle America people who just want
to listen to straight up country music. That's all they know,
It's all they've ever known. So like anything outside of it,
and so everyone's kind of pleasing that.

Speaker 2 (20:34):
I think they're pleasing radio.

Speaker 3 (20:35):
Yeah, yeah, which is radio, but those are the listeners.

Speaker 2 (20:38):
Yeah, I mean we're the last genre that lives and
dies by the radio. So like that has a big thing.

Speaker 1 (20:44):
On, like a choke hold.

Speaker 2 (20:47):
On, yes, right, And why doesn't like lean more like
innovative because it's like we like this and this is
what works, and we're going to do this. And even
like the pendulum just swings. I mean that's just like
Nashville or country radio in general. But I mean like
I feel like right now we're in the weird like
pendulum swing where it feels really scared again and really

(21:10):
safe again. Like I feel like remember that Cam song
Burning House, Like I feel like right now that song
wouldn't have a motherfucking shot in hell going to.

Speaker 1 (21:22):
Big song right of whenever that time was right.

Speaker 2 (21:26):
But you know what I mean, Like right now, I
don't I don't think that that has like a damn prayer.
A song like that has a prayer to good radio.
And I do think the pendulum swing back. I'm just
saying that it kind of it does this thing where
it gets really like Titans' butt hole, like we're real tight. Yeah,
and it's like nothing will come. We're back to trucks,
and shit, we gotta go back to trucks, you know
what I mean. It gets like that, it gets a

(21:47):
little and then I.

Speaker 3 (21:48):
Guess you have like your Jesse Murph who's pretty ba
like she's swaggy.

Speaker 1 (21:54):
Yeah, she just does stuff with country people.

Speaker 3 (21:58):
Okay, so she's not radio. She's not like, yeah.

Speaker 1 (22:04):
Even jelly rolls not country at all. How is that country?
You know what I mean?

Speaker 2 (22:09):
It isn't like that dir that doing his country that
it's fitting that format for sure. And it's not like
it's all like you know, I just mean it's always
hard for girls anyway. Period. But then if you like that,
like little Poe, it's just it's a weird thing. It
just goes like this. It'll be like, I don't know,

(22:29):
we're feeling a little free, a little open.

Speaker 1 (22:31):
We're open to we'll let the women vote. Just kidding,
take it away, right, no.

Speaker 2 (22:34):
Just kidding. Yeah, we gave you a shot.

Speaker 1 (22:37):
You guys voted last year.

Speaker 2 (22:38):
Yes, that.

Speaker 1 (22:43):
The lady.

Speaker 2 (22:44):
Yeah, no, it is that. It's like you don't want
to think that ship's true. But like even like voicing
like you're putting, like when somebody's like sucking up your money.
Like that was like ship I was going through, and
it's like I'm just having a damn conversation. I did
ask nicely about these things fucked up, But now like
third time, my little Florida white trash is about to

(23:04):
come out because you're sucking wouldn't now if I was
pill box pat chuck Yeah Florida, Yeah, dude of But
like you know, it's like if if I was pill
box pat and not pill box Patty, it would be like, oh, yeah,
we'll get it. We're gonna look into that. You know
what I mean there is that ship is true. It's
like you're like a diva or you're like an asshole
if you like call shit out for not being right,

(23:26):
and like that is they do dog And I didn't
want to know that that was true. That's like one
of those things you don't want to know is like
actually true. And then you're like in it and I'm
like that's not how I said that or what I
said or whatever. It's like I said this ship wasn't right.
I asked questions, and y'all are like making some thing
like I'm a huge asshole back Sha and fucking Florida.

(23:49):
Like I'm grateful to be here at.

Speaker 1 (23:51):
The same time, Bitch, I'm not dumb.

Speaker 2 (23:53):
I'm not dumb.

Speaker 1 (23:54):
I'm asking you a question. And because there's not a
smile on my face, I'm a bitch. Okay makes no sense.

Speaker 2 (24:00):
No, that ship. Yeah, and I'm like, you're gonna make
me want to like.

Speaker 3 (24:06):
Punch you in the throat, yes, and slippy table.

Speaker 2 (24:08):
You're gonna make me catch a fucking charge or something.
I don't want to.

Speaker 1 (24:13):
You're too cool for jail.

Speaker 2 (24:15):
I would thrive in jail.

Speaker 1 (24:17):
You would. There would be like a whole You'd be
making so much money, so much.

Speaker 2 (24:21):
I'd be like, I don't want to friends.

Speaker 3 (24:24):
You would be It would be the same outfit as Orange.

Speaker 2 (24:28):
Yeah, I'd make them out of like MAXI pads. Yeah,
they'd be fire.

Speaker 3 (24:32):
Actually, if you keep your like what it called skank
shwanks sank you know, like are called I don't know,
like a shank shank shank. Yeah, keep your shak shive shive.

Speaker 1 (24:43):
I don't know all the lingo.

Speaker 2 (24:44):
No, I don't either.

Speaker 3 (24:46):
You're the one who served time, bro, I know I'm
the one who's been to jail twice.

Speaker 2 (24:49):
I can't believe all the ship that I've done and
I didn't go to jail.

Speaker 3 (24:53):
We're in Florida.

Speaker 2 (24:56):
I mean I bounced around the shitty parts Jacksonville. I
lived in Gainesville, boyfriends from Gainesville. I like Gainesville, but
I was there as a kid, and then I moved
to like South Golf, which was like Port Charlotte.

Speaker 3 (25:13):
Somebody beach.

Speaker 2 (25:15):
Mm there's a harbor, but it's close to four Myers.
It's like fifteen minutes or mines or whatever from thirty
minutes I don't remember, Okay, long time, but it's close
to four Myers. That's like the closest when we went
to the beach, that's where we go. Yeah. And I
was in high school there and then got pregnant when
I was fifteen and had that's this whole story.

Speaker 3 (25:39):
We got time dog dog dog. Okay, So if you
want to share it work, Oh I don't whatever. You
feel comfortable?

Speaker 2 (25:46):
Yeah, Oh no, it's fine. I mean I wrote a
song about it. I sang it on my Opry debut,
which my props to Opry for letting me do that song.

Speaker 3 (25:55):
But they're like, we had no idea what that song
was apen.

Speaker 2 (25:58):
Yeah, they's funny to know she was going to I
did this song swan. Yeah, they're like, that's what that's about.
They didn't know. Like when I was I did swany too,
and they were like like one of lines, like high
school mothers wearing Coucie cutters and they're like, you can't
say couccie. And I was like way down yonder on
CHESTUCI hired Coucci and so they had to let me

(26:19):
say it. But what was funny is they didn't question
chicken head. I was like one of the lines og
chickenheads sitting on stoop And that's just because they don't
know what a chicken.

Speaker 3 (26:28):
They don't know. I was gonna say that chicken they
don't know. You don't know what chicken head is. Study
at little girl like a bop, A girl like a
today's bop.

Speaker 1 (26:38):
Okay, I like the thought, I like, Bob, Bob, is
that what you learned from your nephew Bop is a thought?

Speaker 3 (26:45):
No, it's like a it's like a promiscuous it's like
a it's like.

Speaker 1 (26:48):
A I think that's what a thought is too.

Speaker 2 (26:50):
That's what I thought is a chicken head is literally
no for S and D.

Speaker 3 (26:55):
Chicken head.

Speaker 1 (26:56):
Yeah, chicken head, so black box chicken head. Okay yeah.

Speaker 2 (27:07):
Yeah, like I am.

Speaker 1 (27:15):
Just three chicken heads.

Speaker 2 (27:18):
But anyway, yeah, so I uh uh god pregnant and
I was like on birth control. The whole thing was like,
you know, it's fucked up, and I didn't know what
to do. So, like my mom left when I was
really young. She lived in Stark with my stepdad. They
were like major crackheads for a while. We'll get into that,

(27:39):
but anyway, uh, my dad was gone all the time
and we would just would either be my sister, who
was like a stripper and like drug aut it like
just a lot of ship, like she was going through
her own ship, was like my guardian or and then
like a grandmother would come in to be there for
some time. So it was like just this grandma.

Speaker 3 (28:00):
Anyone's grandma, just you know, they had.

Speaker 2 (28:03):
To be one of mine. But my dad would have
shaken it.

Speaker 1 (28:06):
My dad would have been like, are you your grandma?

Speaker 2 (28:08):
Yeah? My dad would have been like your grandma, you
could you stay with my kids? Yeah? It could have
been any grandma for sure. But anyway, I remember like
I had to take a pregnancy test at school because
my Grammy from New Hampshire was there. So I take
it like before this English class and it's like positive.

(28:29):
And I have to sit in this English class thinking
about how my pregnant at fifteen, and so I was
like shit. And then this is before internet everything. You know, God,
I mean, yes, thank God, but also not really when
you're trying to figure out how to get an abortion.

Speaker 3 (28:46):
Right, yeah, so you're like, let me get the phone
buck out.

Speaker 2 (28:49):
I got the Yellow Pages, bitch. I had to go
get the Yellow Pages, drag it into my bed and
I'm like and I'm like, abor should I had to
go to the abortion page of the Yellow Page?

Speaker 1 (28:59):
Weld on it. No, it's not under age, know what
it is?

Speaker 3 (29:04):
Not even playing parenthood is abortion?

Speaker 1 (29:08):
Parenthood has been around, but I don't think it's been around.

Speaker 3 (29:10):
No, it's been around for a while that it's like
when we were teens. No, No, it started I think there.
I listened to a podcast years ago about it. I
think it was like the sixties.

Speaker 1 (29:19):
Oh my god. Yeah, I never utilized it when I
was yeah of age.

Speaker 2 (29:25):
Yeah, well I.

Speaker 1 (29:26):
Thought I was like in my twenties.

Speaker 2 (29:27):
I think I I'm like calling all of them, you know,
like I'm trying to get some body worked under my
car or some calling.

Speaker 1 (29:35):
Around for quotes. Hi, is this abortion clinic on Maine?
How much?

Speaker 2 (29:42):
Hey?

Speaker 1 (29:42):
Yeah?

Speaker 2 (29:43):
How much? Well that you could do it.

Speaker 3 (29:45):
For seven dollars because I'm fifteen.

Speaker 2 (29:48):
Ye yeah, I have three dollars in eighties episodes. Yeah
so anyway.

Speaker 1 (29:56):
Oh yeah, this touch up bucket?

Speaker 3 (29:59):
Oh, touch up bucket? In there?

Speaker 1 (30:00):
Yeah, get in there.

Speaker 3 (30:01):
Should we take a moment for a touch up bucket?

Speaker 1 (30:03):
Yeah, touch up bucket. Do you need a gloss or
something glass? Do you want to clear? You want like
a pinky pinky?

Speaker 3 (30:09):
Okay, there you go, cute moisturized your lips.

Speaker 1 (30:12):
I shout out to the touch up bucket.

Speaker 2 (30:14):
We love the touch up bucket.

Speaker 3 (30:16):
How fun?

Speaker 1 (30:18):
I love you get a touch up dude.

Speaker 2 (30:20):
I like this.

Speaker 3 (30:20):
That's a good really good.

Speaker 1 (30:23):
Apparently like a gloss, but it's not. It's a hydrating liptin.

Speaker 3 (30:28):
It says like a gloss, but it's not like a gloss,
like a glass, like a gloss.

Speaker 1 (30:40):
This is Molly Sims company.

Speaker 3 (30:41):
I believe so Oh why I see you?

Speaker 1 (30:43):
Shout out Molly Sims. Yeah, yeah, she's great. I've done
her makeups very sweet. She also has a beauty podcast,
Great abortion Y Yeah, Molly Sims abortions.

Speaker 3 (30:58):
Yeah, now let's get the real trip.

Speaker 2 (31:02):
Oh yeah. So anyway I call, I'm calling around and
my biggest thing was more so that like you had
to have a parent or guardian with you. So I
was like, oh, ship, that's not gonna happen. And like
I had called told my boyfriend at the time about it,

(31:23):
and his parents hated me because he was Haitian and
like exactly what their biggest fear was, like, you're dating
this little white girl and you're gonna get her pregnant.
It's gonna ruin your life. And like I mean fear
that they hated me because turned out that did happen.
Part of that's true, yeah, and so like it was

(31:46):
like no, yeah, I mean that's how it went. But
so I was like, oh shit. My friend Lauren's mom
was like, I'll pay for it if you like find
a place, which was so awesome of her.

Speaker 3 (32:00):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (32:00):
Anyway, the last place I call, I'm like, do I
need a parent or guardian because everybody else did and
they were like, no, you just need somebody like over
the age of twenty one, and I was like, should
have been a red flag, but I was like green
flag all day for me.

Speaker 1 (32:15):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (32:17):
So it was Valentine's Day and like the song that's
on that record that I put out was called Valentine's Day,
and my Grammy was staying with me, and I had
to act like I was going to school, so like
I you know, I was a cheerleader too, so like
in school, like you like for Valentine's Day, it's like
you do a whole thing. So I had to like

(32:37):
put a little ribbon on my hair, draw a little
hard on my cheek, like get dressed up and not
in comfy clothes. I'm going to get an abortion. I'm
wearing like tight jeans and like a tube top because
I weighed thirty pounds in fucking tenth grade. Yeah, And
I walked went like I was going to the bus stop.
And my friend's mom picked me up from the bus

(32:58):
stop and we drove to four Myers and I pull
in this place and it's like, you know, like in school,
when it would be like the ISSP trailers, like the
pop up trailers, you know, those little like white it's
like now like the when there's a bathroom, like on
a trailer, you know what I mean. Like I was like,
it's like that. It's like a little pop up yeah,

(33:18):
and there's people protesting outside, of course, so I'm like
at this like totally pop up ass pop up abortion
like a food truck.

Speaker 1 (33:29):
I'm not a food trus.

Speaker 2 (33:32):
Pop up abortion. And there's people protesting and they're like
screaming horrible shit at me, and it's like whatever, yeah,
it's really I go inside and they're like, you know, okay,
here's what's gonna happen. And then they made me go
in this room and watch all this extremely traumatizing abortion

(33:53):
shit and like like watching like stuff get done, like
all this stuff. And I was like okay, yeah right,
and also all right, I don't know, I had to
watch a horror movie before I do, but like thousand
percent chance we're still doing this. And then I go
in and it's like this room and it's just like

(34:15):
a bear white room because it's one of these like
pop up little rooms. There's a steel cot like didn't
you white walls and like a wrought iron like somebody's
like we should put something on the walls, like a
wrought iron like seagull on the on the wall above
the you know.

Speaker 1 (34:33):
What'll put today's teens of America at ease? Yeah, what
do you think, Carol Seguel, Yeah, yeah, that's what I
was thinking, Like a wrought iron one. Yeah, let's go
to hobby lobby and grab one. Yep.

Speaker 2 (34:51):
Okay, So there's that. And I had to put this
like paper dressed on. And the little girl that was
like in there before the doctor came in was really nice.
So like the tables like here against this wall, and
then against this wall is this like you know Dollar
General fold out table and this thing that looks like,
you know, a vacuum from the nineteen sixties.

Speaker 3 (35:15):
And painting a perfect picture right now?

Speaker 2 (35:18):
Yeah, and this is like literally what's going on? So
I get in this dress, I lay down.

Speaker 1 (35:24):
Now.

Speaker 2 (35:24):
I have found out later in life that this isn't
typically how abortions go. So this doctor comes in. They
don't like numby, they don't give like a volume. They
don't they gave me laughing gas wild thing. Yeah, to
give somebody.

Speaker 3 (35:42):
A hundred bro bro no.

Speaker 2 (35:48):
So and it's like obviously it's like hurting. They're not
like there's no number. There's like I'm like feeling all
of it. I'm just on laughing gas and I can
also see everything that's happening. It's like a clear tube
to this Hoover from nineteen sixty seven. And this doctor's
like yelling at me, and this other nurse lady yelling

(36:09):
at you. Yeah, he's like, if you don't sit still,
like I'm not gonna be able to do it. And
I'm like yeah, I'm like, hi, yeah, I need a drink.
What are you talking about?

Speaker 1 (36:18):
Like, I don't know what's going so funny?

Speaker 2 (36:21):
And the seagull is like flapping and I'm like laughing
at the seagull.

Speaker 3 (36:26):
The seagull starts movement.

Speaker 2 (36:28):
I mean it's like because everything it is like looks
like a you know, I mean, like crazy in there.
I'm laughing gas and so then the other lady is
like and I didn't even know I was screaming. And
the lady was like, you need to stop screaming. You're
going to scare the other girls.

Speaker 1 (36:44):
No, no, no, they need to be scared.

Speaker 2 (36:46):
They should have been scared. Yeah, thousand percent, Like.

Speaker 3 (36:51):
Dude, this is a nightmare.

Speaker 2 (36:52):
Yeah, what we just fucked up?

Speaker 1 (36:56):
Like so many women can relate.

Speaker 3 (36:58):
I wonder if it was an actual Dani, I don't.

Speaker 2 (37:01):
Think so it was dirty dancing. It was like because
then I got like they leave, and then that sweet
little girl that had come in and give me the
paper dress comes back in and she goes oh, and
her face like goes like why. She's like, oh, there's
a lot of blood, So yeah, sorry, if that's gonna

(37:23):
make you guys like want to throw up.

Speaker 1 (37:24):
Or something, but no, not at all. A couple of weeks.

Speaker 2 (37:27):
Oh yeah, you like already yeah, but yeah, there's like
literally like blood everywhere. And they gave me like a towel,
like a dish towel basically to like clean myself up.
And I was like, I'm just not like not gonna
look at it. She's like, are you okay? I was like,

(37:47):
I don't know. Am I okay? Like you're supposed to
tell me that, like I don't know, yeah, And she's
like okay, but she looked really freaked out by how
much blood there was. And then they gave me this bag.
It's like this bit and there's like ten different antibiotics
in it, and that's how you know that shit was sketched.
It was like to prevent any kind of infection that
I could have got from the nineteen sixty seven.

Speaker 3 (38:09):
And also you're supposed to get your antibiotics from like
your doctor. Well, no, the drugs like pharmacy, the pharmacy. Yeah,
you don't get it right.

Speaker 2 (38:19):
There, No, I know. And they gave me a giant
bottle of like a bag of like all these different
pills and I was like, you need to take three
of like every single one of these things a day
till the end of time.

Speaker 1 (38:32):
Wow.

Speaker 2 (38:32):
And then because I didn't know what an abortion was,
I go through that and like have you know, let
out and I had this like massive like trauma and
then I had to put back on my tube top
and my you know, wet seal.

Speaker 1 (38:47):
Jeans and ud like go back to Valentine's Day.

Speaker 2 (38:50):
And go act like it was normal and a lot
of pain. Yeah, oh my god. Yeah. I went back
to my friend Lauren's house thankfully. I was like, we're
just like Valentine's Day thing, and I just went over
there and spent the night. But yeah, I mean that was,
like I will say though, it's like a testament to
how like resilient a young body is. Yeah, because I

(39:12):
really did, like part of it was like shoving it
down part of it was like whatever, but I did, Like,
I mean, my ass was back at school the next day.

Speaker 1 (39:21):
Fuck yeah.

Speaker 2 (39:21):
But my friend that had gone to the bathroom with
me to do the pregnancy test went and told everybody
that was pregnant. So then a teacher had called the
house had told my grandma about it. So my grandma
was like, you need to come home. We're going to
play in Parenthood and you got to take a pregnancy test.
And I do remember being like where like enough in

(39:42):
my brain where I was like, hey, I asked the
abortion people. I was like, if I were to have
to take a pregnancy test, oh, would it still come up?
She was like yeah, I'll still come up because like
those hormones are still in your system or whatever. So
I went to my friend and I was like, bitch.
Then she told her I was pregnant. You need to
piss in the cup right now because I'm taking your
piss the damn playing parenthood so that I can like

(40:04):
do that and nobody find out that I was pregnant.
Like my family didn't know for a really really long
time till I was like way older. But but yeah,
like that fucked up my whole high school experience is like,
so then I left moved to start.

Speaker 3 (40:19):
Everybody found out?

Speaker 2 (40:21):
Is that? Yeah, everybody found out. Everybody's talking about it.
Everybody knew, and it was like and it was traumatic,
you know.

Speaker 3 (40:28):
Like that's I'm traumatized listening to ye. Sorry, were you
okay afterwards? Like any kind of issues or did you
heal okay?

Speaker 2 (40:38):
Or if I want to have kids, it'll be like hard.
I found that out later, but I don't think that's
my journey, so it's okay. Yeah, but yeah, it was
definitely and I had like really really really painful periods.

(40:58):
I still have them after that. Yeah, I know, god crazy.

Speaker 3 (41:04):
Yeah you think about thank you for sharing that? That's yeah, No,
that's I think about like how many little girl babies
fifteen years old? Dude?

Speaker 2 (41:11):
Like that cons not? Yeah, you know I was the
one percent of like on the damn depot shot where
that shit doesn't work, you know what I mean?

Speaker 1 (41:22):
Yeah, And I feel like there's still such a obviously
there's such a stigma around abortions, but it's just like
it's I mean, I never got one myself, but I
drove friends to get them when I was in high school.
I yeah, yeah, and thank God for Lauren's mom. Shout
out Lauren's mom. I know the best and if any

(41:42):
of my kids friends need anything, I will be that.

Speaker 2 (41:46):
Parent I know.

Speaker 3 (41:47):
And like now afterwards years later, you're like, well, my
family found out, and like, as a young kid, you're
so scared, but yeah, they probably the best.

Speaker 2 (41:58):
Also, family is like hilarious, Yeah.

Speaker 3 (42:01):
You know, like we'll take we'll make sure that if
this is going to happen, you're gonna get it done
in the right way and not by pop up shop
TIMU freaking abortion.

Speaker 1 (42:11):
Well because we're I mean, I, oh my god, all
the things you're like afraid to tell your.

Speaker 3 (42:15):
Parents and like they're not I could have Yeah yeah,
I was like, I'm what they're Therefore, they're they're just
anything happen to protect you and support you, even though
it sucks and they're disappointed and.

Speaker 1 (42:26):
That whatever, Like what's your mom really gonna do?

Speaker 3 (42:28):
What your guests what? They're still gonna love you.

Speaker 1 (42:30):
Yeah, yeah, I know.

Speaker 3 (42:32):
But it's fifteen.

Speaker 2 (42:34):
Fifteen, and that's Lifetime fifteen and Pregnant had just come out,
and I was.

Speaker 3 (42:39):
Like on that you're like, well, you know on the show,
you would you would be actually you would have been
a star, and that.

Speaker 1 (42:45):
You would have been a star. But also those girls,
oh god, no, oh god, those girls even now there's
I hear Abra. Yeah, I'm like, you guys are right
twice dude.

Speaker 3 (42:56):
Yeah yeah, yikes, yikes.

Speaker 1 (42:59):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (43:00):
So then I moved to Star because my mom and
stepdad when my mom left with my stepdad, they were
like really bad drug addicts and so like I would
go there for the weekend and it's just like, you know,
my stepdad being the shit out of everyone and my
mom and like they're like on crack and there's no

(43:23):
it's hot inside. Like being hot inside reminds me of
being like really poor. It's like PTSD for me because it's.

Speaker 1 (43:27):
Like you're getting it right now. It's hot in here.

Speaker 2 (43:29):
No, I'm okay right now, I'm like, oh god, sorry, no,
I have a sippy cup.

Speaker 1 (43:32):
Okay, there you go.

Speaker 2 (43:33):
I'm fine.

Speaker 1 (43:34):
Yeah, everything's fine with a great straw.

Speaker 2 (43:36):
I'm fine, right's fine. Yeah, Like that was crazy and
like they I mean even I remember when they came
in and like took the fan because you know, Crack.
I was will sell anything for Crack. I remember I
was being like not the fans, the fan it's so odd. No,
yeah it was crazy. That was a crazy chapter. But

(43:59):
they had gotten like sober, and so I was like.

Speaker 3 (44:04):
And how old were you when you saw all of this?
Is this your whole child?

Speaker 2 (44:09):
I think my mom left, like right, I was like
four or five. I mean my mom too, Like my
dad was always gone working, and so my mom like
and perhaps with my mom that she's so cool about me,
like talking about everything like yeah, and that she's just
like I mean, what are you gonna do? Yeah that happened,
you know.

Speaker 1 (44:27):
Yeah, Like.

Speaker 2 (44:30):
And you guys have a relationship now, well yeah, and
people just forget that parents are people like it's their
first time doing shit too. So like like my parents
are people that are awesome that should not have had kids,
but like they know that yeah you know what I mean,
And this is how it went. But like I had
a lot of uncles, you know what I'm saying, Like
I didn't know my mom was always doing some skeedch

(44:51):
shit and be like I remember when I found out
Uncle rayahs not my uncle was traumatizing. My sister was like,
does dad I have a brother named uncle or named Ray?
I was like, like, does mom have a brother named Ray,
I was like, no, raised on our uncle dipshit, and
I was like, oh, who is right, some dude?

Speaker 3 (45:10):
My mom was fucking I was like, I was like
you walk in, You're like wait are He was.

Speaker 2 (45:14):
Like friends, they're all. He was my mom's best friend Carol,
who was like a plug, a coke plug for like
Skinner back in the day, like they're all like crazy partiers.
So Carol the coke plug was my mom's best friend.
Ray was her brother. So it was like I was
around all that kind of shit all the time. Yeah,

(45:36):
and then I was really close to my stepbrother and
my stepsister is like hilarious. But yeah, they were like
doing good. They got sober and they were doing these
things that I never had, was family things. It's like
they went out to dinner every Friday night and they
did like these normal things. So it's like that might
be good for me. Maybe I should move there, Yeah
and like get to know, like what family should It's like, well,

(45:57):
as soon as I moved there, my step there, who
I they love it lists in the army gets like deployed.
My stepdad cheats on my mom. He relapses because he
gets back surgery, so he gets on paint pills. Then
it just he's just back on everything. He gets it.
He cheats on my mom, gets another woman pregnant, my
mom has a nervous fucking breakdown. And I started dating

(46:20):
this dude who's in like military camp that was my
best friend that I made at school's like brother. And
then we start dating. He turns out to be a
drug add act and like this whole thing. But it
was like it just all went to ship as soon
as I got there, so they Yeah, I ended up
moving in with my boyfriend and like his family. The

(46:42):
whole show was so crazy, but yeah, so stark. And
then I had a little stint in Ohio for about
eight months. Who hasn't I mean, who hasn't?

Speaker 1 (46:51):
Right, who hasn't Who hasn't You know.

Speaker 3 (47:00):
Who?

Speaker 2 (47:01):
I thought I could say, my drug addict boyfriend. I
was like, we're gonna go to Ohio where your family is,
and you won't be a drug addict anymore.

Speaker 3 (47:06):
Yeah, everyone knows Captain Salary.

Speaker 2 (47:10):
Yeah, okay, you don't even know my Sava has so
many layers.

Speaker 1 (47:13):
Oh God over here, Ohio? Wait, what's that one song
Ohio's for Lovers? Do you remember that?

Speaker 2 (47:22):
No?

Speaker 1 (47:22):
Oh, it was like, do you remember it was like
all the my emo phase, Ohio is not for lios
for lovers.

Speaker 2 (47:30):
Yes, it was one of those. Yeah, who was that
my ema phase too?

Speaker 1 (47:35):
Yeah? Such a good band. Not Panic at the disco
fall by it was Yellow Boy.

Speaker 3 (47:42):
I chime in with the haven't of people ever heard
of closing the goddamn door? No, It's much better to
face these kinds of things. Who sends the poison brush?

Speaker 1 (47:52):
Anality tour? Man?

Speaker 2 (47:55):
I went to something I had a whole that was
a whole.

Speaker 1 (47:58):
Wait, how did you get to hear? How do you Haveville? Oh?

Speaker 2 (48:01):
No, I did a whole bunch of crazy shit. Then
I like came back. I was in Jacksonville Beach for
a long time. That was my emo face, going to
warped tour, fucking a bunch of surfers, yeah, like dating one.
And I started like dabbling. And I always was a writer.
I always kind of did it, but I was like
really like dabbling into it then, and like I would
secretly like play and like write songs and stuff, and

(48:25):
then I would like do some like dorky little shows
sometimes there. But my dad helped put on this thing
called the Durango Songwriters Expo and like Megan Trainer got
signed out of that, like so many of my friends
I'd knew in Nashville, like my c Sack Rep. Shannon Hatch,
I've known her since before I moved to Nashville because
of that thing. And like Julie Dad yeah he so

(48:49):
my dad. Sorry, it's like so many things. Yeah, sure,
my dad has always been like he wanted to be
a songwriter then that didn't work out, and he's done
a bunch of others but like marketing, so I don't
know what the fuck weird shit, but anyway, he just helps,
like this guy Jim puts it on. But my dad
has always like been kind of like part of it

(49:11):
and just like helps like whatever, and so like he,
I would go to that sometimes, so I got like
a really good when I was while I was living
in Jacksonville, would go to these things and I would
get like a good bar on, Like, okay, so you
suck the stuff that your writing is really bad. Well
it's good to know that before you get to town.
And everybody's music suck when they first started. I mean,

(49:34):
we've all written bad songs. Well maybe not some people,
but most people have. And you know, I got to
like here and like you would get feedback from like
publishers and like, and I could understand like what a
publishing deal was and like stuff that a lot of
people when they move here, they don't know. So I
was with this dude for a long time. He wanted
to get married, but he was like, never gonna leave
the ocean. And it was like, true, I love you,

(49:59):
but I love ocean Ocean. I'm like, you're not fucking sponsored.
You're a Kelly Slater, Like take it easy, taking eight
years to get a four year degree, who surves.

Speaker 1 (50:12):
Sometimes like he's still at ocean.

Speaker 2 (50:13):
He's still had ocean. Wow, he has not left ocean.
He's still there.

Speaker 3 (50:19):
Nelace never has a shirt.

Speaker 4 (50:20):
On, just like yeah, Jake named Jacob Johnny b Johnny
Johnny Checkers slip on vans.

Speaker 2 (50:31):
Yeah, I'm did indeed do that.

Speaker 3 (50:34):
That fool bus through the toes.

Speaker 1 (50:36):
Oh yeah yeah yeah. They're from yeah ninety yeah yeah.

Speaker 2 (50:39):
Yeah long skateboard everywhere. They were like oh yeah yeah
uh yeah. So finally I like was like, this is
never gonna happen, you know, like you're never gonna like
and I kept saying it was so weird. I had
this like weird knowing that I was supposed to be
in Nashville, and like my friends kind of thought I
was like batshit, you know, and I'd be like, I

(51:00):
don't know. I got when I go to Nashville. I
got to go to Nashville, and they're like, what the
fuck is this thing about? You won't shut the fuck
up about Nashville. I'm like, I don't know, I just
know what's it's meaning. Yeah, And then my dad moved
up here, and then it still took me like a
really long time to like figure out if I was
gonna marry this dude or whatever the fuck I was doing.
And then I just decided that if I didn't do it,

(51:21):
I would never do it. And so fourth of July
is like the most fun holiday in jackspeech because every
ridged just on bikes and on mushrooms and like, oh,
it's just fun.

Speaker 3 (51:29):
I also four it's fun too, Yeah, Christmas for.

Speaker 2 (51:37):
The best and my birthday's the eighth. So like I
was like, if I don't go on the fourth of July,
then I'm gonna be like, well, then I don't want
to be somewhere new for my birthday. And then it'll
turn into another week, another week, and then I won't go.
So like I made myself move out of Jackson Beach
on the fourth of July and like fireworks were like
fucking going off. I was in my little piece of shit,

(51:58):
fucking Kia.

Speaker 3 (52:00):
You have like a lot of really monumental things that
happen on holidays.

Speaker 2 (52:05):
I love Trump, you know, I love it.

Speaker 3 (52:09):
We do on Thanksgiving?

Speaker 1 (52:12):
I don't know happen.

Speaker 3 (52:13):
Oh yeah, I don't know.

Speaker 2 (52:14):
Hopefully something locked up.

Speaker 3 (52:15):
Yeah, let's keep it going.

Speaker 2 (52:19):
I know I do. I like that.

Speaker 1 (52:21):
Yeah, it's good.

Speaker 2 (52:22):
I like to make them count.

Speaker 3 (52:23):
Yeah, exactly.

Speaker 2 (52:24):
So yeah, then I ended up here and then yeah whatever.

Speaker 3 (52:28):
And how long has that been?

Speaker 2 (52:29):
Fifteen years? Okay, oh yeah almost same.

Speaker 3 (52:33):
Yeah, yeah, we're twelve twelve years since Whatebertary Okay, crazy Yeah.

Speaker 2 (52:37):
And this is the longest I've ever lived anywhere, So
it's like truly home.

Speaker 3 (52:41):
Yeah we live here now. Yeah, we're like, oh geez,
I mean it's the longest I've lived Anywhay, I'm from
New York because I guess that's the longest I've lived there.

Speaker 1 (52:49):
Just looking at you, like, yeah.

Speaker 3 (52:50):
You were like living figures it out.

Speaker 1 (52:56):
You live in New York for.

Speaker 3 (52:57):
Yeah, for thirty thirty four years. Yeah, thirty four years. Okay,
all right, I thought you meant like I thought. God,
I got a freaking beach brain. I'm just ocean.

Speaker 1 (53:17):
I'm not taking these off and I'm not. Okay, Johnny,
we're making jokes out of your trauma. I'm so sorry.

Speaker 2 (53:29):
I know how else, I don't know how?

Speaker 3 (53:31):
So where did pillbox Patty come?

Speaker 2 (53:33):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (53:33):
The name, yeah, and the whole vibe because you have
a different is it like is it like an alter
ego type like Sasha Fierce beyond the same.

Speaker 2 (53:43):
No, you know, it's like deeper than that, because like,
uh I was with like this other guy. This is
why I haven't dated in like seven years, because like
I just say, just put my light out. And it
was always like turning like my trauma into like a

(54:03):
victim thing and like all my little like hood rat
ship that I did, Like I mean I was selling
in stark, like selling cocaine out of a crystals drive
through window, like I was like it's gonna drug dealer's
deck to clear a debt for my boyfriend and turned
junkie like I was doing like crazy ship and like
that was all so hold on, I have to let
it out the way, dude, I know, I know, dog

(54:29):
laughing like, who do you think you were?

Speaker 3 (54:35):
You little cam out here?

Speaker 2 (54:36):
You gotta go clear? Drug dealer's dead? Like what are you?

Speaker 3 (54:40):
Yeah?

Speaker 2 (54:42):
Yeah? Like what are you like? You won't kill him?

Speaker 1 (54:45):
Clear?

Speaker 2 (54:46):
Kill him?

Speaker 1 (54:46):
If I Jerry, you'll wipe it clear? Yeah?

Speaker 3 (54:49):
Okay?

Speaker 2 (54:50):
Right? Dog? What the fun was that?

Speaker 3 (54:53):
You?

Speaker 2 (55:02):
His wife? My god? All right? What? Oh my god?

(55:27):
Holy ship?

Speaker 1 (55:29):
So sorry as you were as you were? Mother?

Speaker 2 (55:43):
What am I like? I'm like sometimes I'm just like,
what the fuck? But anyway, you know, the people.

Speaker 3 (55:49):
That have gone through the most, the funniest, the best people.
I know, Sorry, yo, it's a hundred usually the best people,
best people.

Speaker 2 (55:59):
Man.

Speaker 1 (55:59):
Yeah, I haven't gone to Helen back. I don't know you,
and I don't want to know you.

Speaker 2 (56:03):
I definitely don't want to write songs with you like
that has been an issue for me. I'm like, who
put me in this room with like these precious little babies?

Speaker 3 (56:10):
But I'm like, you know, they have no life, exerien experience.

Speaker 2 (56:15):
Nothing to write about. I was like, why was I
the person for this? What do you want me to
talk about with them?

Speaker 1 (56:22):
Pull it out? Maybe I don't know.

Speaker 2 (56:23):
I don't know. I try to, but I'm like I
needed to get, like, you know, something.

Speaker 3 (56:28):
A little something like my mother, brother, my father, My
brother's a cut boy, beautiful family photos a couple of
times a year. I am like, underwear is flawless all
the time after nine to eleven hours of usage.

Speaker 2 (56:43):
There, I haven't unpacked my bag from fucking London three
weeks ago.

Speaker 3 (56:51):
That's the same.

Speaker 1 (56:52):
I'm just girl things. Yeah, that's girl dinner right there.
Oh yeah, I want to pack a suitcase.

Speaker 2 (56:57):
I'll walk over it ago and I'm like, well, ship,
it's already right there.

Speaker 3 (57:02):
I remember when I went to New York in July
the whole month.

Speaker 1 (57:06):
Guy, jump over it, over it it like right between
your TV and your bed.

Speaker 3 (57:11):
Yes, same, Keep jumping and.

Speaker 1 (57:14):
Then eventually you'll close it, and then you'll open it
again when you need something, and then you'll close.

Speaker 3 (57:18):
I'll get there. It's so important to me.

Speaker 2 (57:19):
I'm not proud we're all the same.

Speaker 3 (57:21):
Yeah, it doesn't matter, and matter.

Speaker 1 (57:23):
Listen, you're going somewhere in like a month, I'm gonna
use the same exactly. Yeah, yeah, I hear you. The logic, girl, But.

Speaker 2 (57:32):
Yeah, I don't know anyway, I just felt like, uh,
when I got out of that relationship with that guy here,
and like, I'm grateful that I learned about things like
you know, therapy and like uh, energy work and like
all kinds of shit I wouldn't know about it. And
I'm also like a weird, little witchy little being. And

(57:53):
I've always been like that, Yeah I'm weirdo, and.

Speaker 3 (57:57):
That doesn't make you weird, it makes you cool.

Speaker 1 (58:00):
Well, weirdo is an endearing word, I think now, I think, yeah,
I like weird.

Speaker 3 (58:04):
Yeah, I like where I where are we are?

Speaker 2 (58:08):
But I was I don't know, man, I was trying
to like do this thing because my life was so
like not normal that I was like, oh, I'm supposed
to be like with this normal. I was like had
it in my mind that is like I need this
stability of like this guy that comes from a good
family and like does a thing so that I can
be normal. And so like all the parts of myself
that are very like like eccentric and like weird, like

(58:30):
I kind of just like I was muting them, you know.
And so when I got away from that, and when
I like really like leaned in, Patty came from I
did this songwriter EP just to see if I like
could make a record if I wanted to make a record.
It was like my first dabbling in that, and I, like,

(58:53):
I write a lot at four o'clock in the morning.
And I wrote this song called Pillbox Patty, and it
was kind of like who I would be if I
stay like in Florida with that like drug added dude,
and if I would have like done that whole like life.
And so I knew and that I called that like
songwriter EP that I'll re release at some point probably,
but I called that Pillbox Patty. But when I did that,

(59:15):
I knew that I had like knew what I would
do if I did an artist thing. And so I
kind of just like tucked it away for that because,
like I said, I had kind of written myself into
the thing, and everybody sort of decided who I was
based on songs I was writing for other people, based
on like who I dated, based and also what I
was putting out because I was too scared to be myself.

(59:37):
I was not confident enough to like be myself and
embrace all those other things. Yeah, like I didn't know,
I didn't know like who I was really yet I
were I did, but I was afraid to be it,
you know. And so then when I like had one
Night's standard song I write with Ashley, and I was

(59:57):
like the first like big money. I had other stuff,
but I was like the first like amount of money
that like let me do something I made like the
Patty Record, and I knew, like a lot of people
think it's like alter ego, but I kind of had
to like change my name to be myself because everybody
decided like Nicoletteyford is this writer, writes these kinds of things,
and like I'm very loved and respected in that and

(01:00:20):
I'm so grateful for that. But like if I were
to put out the music that I want to make
and I put it out as Nicolette, people would be like,
what is she fucking do me? You know what I mean? Yeah,
it just didn't does not go with any of the
other shit that everybody like knew me as you know,
it's like this wasn't the girl who wrote dov barrandalon Ago.

(01:00:41):
What's wrong with something's happening to her?

Speaker 1 (01:00:43):
You know what I mean?

Speaker 2 (01:00:44):
Show So like I kind of like allows me I
also have like super fucking bad stage fright. So it
in the sense of like the Sasha Fierce thing. It
is that for me a little bit, because like I
couldn't even play a writer's round, like and I play
piano without my fucking hands going up like man like super.

Speaker 1 (01:01:05):
Bad stage penis.

Speaker 2 (01:01:07):
Yeah, a penis. I'm a penis.

Speaker 3 (01:01:09):
That's cool.

Speaker 2 (01:01:11):
Yes, I'm not like trained, you know, yeah, but you
but that's like, yeah, what I write on or the keys? Yes,
a slap on the key penis. Yeah. And then when
I like did that ship. My first fucking shows were
like that Jelly World tour or whatever, and I was like, Okay,
well now you're playing arenas and you're just gonna have
to You toured with j R.

Speaker 1 (01:01:32):
With j R. With j R.

Speaker 3 (01:01:34):
Ever, who is that? Is that the first time anyone
has ever?

Speaker 1 (01:01:39):
Or why not they are?

Speaker 2 (01:01:42):
Yeah, I don't know.

Speaker 1 (01:01:46):
Sorry, I'm hungry, so I'm being weird.

Speaker 2 (01:01:49):
I'm hungry, so I'm weird.

Speaker 3 (01:01:53):
Crying I need up.

Speaker 1 (01:01:55):
It's better than crying, is that you said? I usually crying?

Speaker 3 (01:01:58):
Damn you are?

Speaker 2 (01:01:59):
Are you a crier? I was a crier this morning.

Speaker 1 (01:02:01):
Oh no, I never cry. But because I had a baby,
I took my boyfriend took a photo of my baby
and my dog, and I cried.

Speaker 2 (01:02:13):
I would cry.

Speaker 1 (01:02:14):
It's just like too much, it's really baby, I'm like crying.
And then I'm like I'm so uncomfortable, Like I'm just
so uncomfortable crying. Would you ask me? Sorry?

Speaker 2 (01:02:24):
Your dog like your baby lick like, oh, like.

Speaker 1 (01:02:27):
He's coming around. Okay, he licked his toes this morning.

Speaker 3 (01:02:30):
We're like, oh, that's a big stuck a big stuff.

Speaker 2 (01:02:33):
Yeah, like scooge my dog. If I had a.

Speaker 1 (01:02:36):
Baby, scooge, scooge, McDuck, scooge, just scooge, just scooge scooge.

Speaker 2 (01:02:43):
But just placod Bobby, that's our doctor, him.

Speaker 3 (01:02:50):
Him in the French crew.

Speaker 1 (01:02:57):
Down.

Speaker 2 (01:02:59):
I don't know what to do.

Speaker 1 (01:03:02):
Yeah, I kind of know what this dog looks like.
Excuse excuse me.

Speaker 3 (01:03:09):
He's a brustols get yourself instantly, instantly.

Speaker 1 (01:03:16):
I am my biggest man, as surely am.

Speaker 2 (01:03:21):
Yeah, baby, Yeah, he loves kids. But if it was mine,
I think he'd be liken. You either be extremely protective
or he would just be like, I'm never talking to
you again, bitch. I mean something broke here.

Speaker 1 (01:03:37):
Definitely had some defiance Uh, they've acted certain ways. I
think they were just like what because it kind of
just like came out of nowhere. They went to camp,
which they love so much, and then they came home
and they like, yeah, we were like, oh, there's this
thing here. But my one dog loves him so much.
She just wants to know Queenie.

Speaker 2 (01:03:57):
It's just like.

Speaker 3 (01:04:01):
Like, what is that?

Speaker 1 (01:04:01):
What's up with that? What's that?

Speaker 3 (01:04:03):
He's like why, and you went, listen, we gotta have it.
We gotta have a talk. Uh want to let you
know you're not the cutest anymore. Oh yeah, you're not
the cutest and you're there's a pecking order. Horrible sit down,
have a sea yeah, to talk about Yeah, yeah, get comfortable.
Would you like a cocktail because this is going to
be hard. Yeah, I know he'll come around, but yeah, no, totally.

Speaker 1 (01:04:24):
And and they're like starting we haven't like made a
big deal about it, like this is the baby because
it's no. I've been like I don't want to present
the baby to them because the baby isn't theirs, and
I don't want them to think the baby is theirs
and get riled up and like whatever. Well, yeah, but
even though they're small dogs, they're still dogs, and I

(01:04:46):
don't want anything to ever happen, so we're just kind
of acting normal and so we'll just let them come
around when they come around. But they're like starting to
like I mean, my one dog just wants to like
lick his toes and eat the diapers and all the things.

Speaker 3 (01:05:05):
But yeah, yeah she would.

Speaker 1 (01:05:09):
Yeah, she's disgusting.

Speaker 2 (01:05:12):
Scooter is even like he can be kind of like
cock blocky. He's gotten better, but like if like a
dude is over, he's like who knows, I know, he's
arm up and everything. There's one guy that I did,
but Scoog is right, like I knew this guy was
like who always knows, he knows, he knows, but he

(01:05:32):
would like he had never done this before ever, but
like he would pee on this guy's stuff like and
he had never done that before.

Speaker 1 (01:05:42):
And he turned out to be a piece of ship.

Speaker 2 (01:05:43):
Oh yeah yeah, just like get him. Yeah tell you,
I tell you.

Speaker 1 (01:05:51):
But I'm a fucking dog.

Speaker 2 (01:05:54):
That man that mend men, yeah who was not good?
So yeah, let me know what ship. Yeah, but that's
his only flaw. He has, like separation anxiety, you know,
his only flaws that he loves me too much.

Speaker 1 (01:06:10):
Let's do some rapid fi is really quickly. Whatever you
do or don't do, we support you and we love
that you're just an artist and being who you really are.
Thanks authenticity.

Speaker 3 (01:06:21):
Yeah, it's uh, it's very very rare. I have a
thing that, like, you know, like the bullshit meter. Sometimes
people fool me for a second. Yeah, and then I go, oh,
damn it, they got me, fir Yeah, they got because
people they're really good at it in today, in the future,
in today's future world, people who are like instantly when

(01:06:45):
I saw you, I was like, she.

Speaker 1 (01:06:48):
Knows who she is. Yeah, she's living in her truth.

Speaker 3 (01:06:51):
Living in your truth. And I always tell And it's
an energetic thing to, like you said, practicing it and
be about it, be about it, about be about it.
Like you, I'm so tired of people talking the fucking
talk but not walking. So I'm exhausted from it. It's
I think it's the most It's like, that's that's all

(01:07:13):
of it. That's all of it. Like if you have anything,
if you're you can talk all day long about this
person that you think, but like if you can't show
up and deliver when this thing's off, when this thing's off.
When when it's all off, if you can't still be
consistently exactly who you fucking are, yeah, then you a fraud.

Speaker 2 (01:07:32):
You're a fraud.

Speaker 1 (01:07:34):
Sorry about it?

Speaker 3 (01:07:35):
Sorry about it?

Speaker 2 (01:07:36):
Sorry about it?

Speaker 3 (01:07:37):
Sorry about it?

Speaker 2 (01:07:37):
Yea, that should exhaust me.

Speaker 1 (01:07:39):
I know, but thank you for sharing and thank you
for coming out. Thanks.

Speaker 2 (01:07:42):
I feel like I talked in like eighty seven different
circles and good luck editing it.

Speaker 3 (01:07:45):
But no, you didn't. It was actually really sid There
was a nice I was here.

Speaker 1 (01:07:48):
I heard it.

Speaker 2 (01:07:49):
Okay, it was nice.

Speaker 3 (01:07:50):
It was smooth.

Speaker 2 (01:07:51):
I was here too, Okay, because I was here too.

Speaker 3 (01:07:54):
Do you have any compliments to say back to us?

Speaker 1 (01:07:56):
Yeah, I'll wait and let you think.

Speaker 2 (01:07:59):
You want to think about it anything I say, but
I've been writing stuff down. We're here, take it.

Speaker 1 (01:08:05):
I want to be good.

Speaker 2 (01:08:06):
I want to go.

Speaker 3 (01:08:08):
There.

Speaker 1 (01:08:09):
It is rapid fires.

Speaker 2 (01:08:11):
Rappid fires are dangerous.

Speaker 1 (01:08:13):
They're good, just like, take a big sip and then
let's go. Favorite night time products edibles. Okay, I should
breaface that by saying beauty products my bad.

Speaker 2 (01:08:31):
Elemss my I do elemis night cream. I do that
right now.

Speaker 3 (01:08:36):
L m s L Element l mss L m L
mass L M S L L letters L.

Speaker 1 (01:08:42):
E L E M E S.

Speaker 3 (01:08:43):
It's not.

Speaker 1 (01:08:44):
Oh, I don't know her. I don't know her favorite
daytime products edibles, also edibles, daytime.

Speaker 2 (01:08:54):
Cook yeah, cokaine, I do elemis.

Speaker 1 (01:08:59):
I'm good it like different products because I use whatever.

Speaker 2 (01:09:04):
My sister is an overbuyer, and then she sends me shit,
oh that's nice, so it's whatever she sent me.

Speaker 1 (01:09:10):
Yep. Okay, do you like it. What's your least favorite
glam trend ever?

Speaker 2 (01:09:14):
Well, I really hate super low rise gene.

Speaker 1 (01:09:16):
Okay, there it is there. It is bold eye or
bold lip.

Speaker 2 (01:09:20):
Man, it's beens sometimes now that I have filler in
my lap. Sometimes I like a bold lip before that
bold eye all day because I had no lips.

Speaker 1 (01:09:27):
Favorite song lyric.

Speaker 2 (01:09:30):
Who the fucking thing of that fast It's is gonna
be unexpected because I'm not like a I'm not a
Disney queen at all, but like, as a kid, I
even thought that. But it's in the Beauty and the
Beast song. But how they just how they say like
barely even friends, then somebody bends unexpectedly. Oh and I like, oh, oh,
I think that that's like I.

Speaker 1 (01:09:49):
Never really even friends.

Speaker 4 (01:09:53):
Then somebody bends on expectedly.

Speaker 2 (01:09:58):
That's a perfect lyric.

Speaker 3 (01:10:01):
I love that, Lounsberry, that's not it.

Speaker 2 (01:10:09):
Yeah, and I'm.

Speaker 3 (01:10:11):
Jessica Lounsbury, Jessica.

Speaker 2 (01:10:16):
Julia. I would think that that's who didn't to be honest,
that's missus pots to be But.

Speaker 1 (01:10:25):
Yeah, I don't know why it's the murder, she wrote, Lady, Yeah, Jessica,
I don't know, nobody. How do you answer the telephone?

Speaker 2 (01:10:35):
I don't.

Speaker 1 (01:10:39):
If your pet could talk, what would they say?

Speaker 3 (01:10:41):
I think that's the best answer to that question that
we've ever read. I don't. I just don't.

Speaker 2 (01:10:49):
Don't. Come y, if my dog could talk, he'd be like,
my mom's a bitch.

Speaker 1 (01:10:55):
Okay, great. What's your biggest ick?

Speaker 2 (01:10:59):
Waiters?

Speaker 1 (01:11:00):
Ooh, rude to waiters. That's a really good one, big one.
What would the movie title of your life be?

Speaker 2 (01:11:08):
You know what I'm gonna put out in the universe.
It's gonna be the same as my book I'm working on.
Is r dot? You serious?

Speaker 1 (01:11:18):
Okay?

Speaker 3 (01:11:18):
Are got you serious?

Speaker 1 (01:11:20):
And last question to take us out, what's the best
advice you've ever gotten?

Speaker 2 (01:11:25):
If you're the smartest person in the room, you're in
the wrong room.

Speaker 1 (01:11:28):
That's a good one.

Speaker 2 (01:11:29):
And also get a good lawyer.

Speaker 1 (01:11:33):
That's also a really good one. Do you want people
to follow you on socials?

Speaker 2 (01:11:37):
Please?

Speaker 1 (01:11:38):
Okay, please do that?

Speaker 2 (01:11:39):
Oh please? You very bad at socials? Help me. I
want to be a person that's good at it.

Speaker 1 (01:11:44):
Me true.

Speaker 3 (01:11:45):
When you find the sprats, let me know as well.

Speaker 2 (01:11:47):
Because I'm just I just want to be alone playing
my video game.

Speaker 1 (01:11:50):
But yeah, yeah, I don't know how to play video game.

Speaker 2 (01:11:54):
Please follow me.

Speaker 1 (01:11:55):
It's just at pillbox Patty.

Speaker 2 (01:11:57):
Yeah, pillbox Patty, all the things. Are you better TikTok?
Getting better? Talking my little hot takes? I'm getting better
at it.

Speaker 1 (01:12:03):
So you're on TikTok?

Speaker 2 (01:12:05):
Yeah? Cute? And you know it's like I just feel
weird doing that.

Speaker 3 (01:12:09):
I'm comfort you have people want to hear what you
have to say. Like if you get in there and
you just go boom and be exactly who uses, they're
going to relate. Yeah, they're going to relate. So don't
overthink it, don't overthink it. Just get on there and
just do it. Just the bees.

Speaker 1 (01:12:25):
That's what I keep noticing. You know, you look at
somebody and you go, god, they have such a great following.
They have like it all ties in. It looks great,
it sounds great. Whatever. They had to just do it
and then figure out later later, just like anything else
in life, you just have to do and then you
figure it out and you can shape shift.

Speaker 2 (01:12:43):
I want to figure out, like what feels like real
to me? Yeah I'm not no, exactly me singing along
to my songs in the car is not something I
would ever do. And no offense to all you guys.

Speaker 1 (01:12:51):
You don't have to do that. That's what's that.

Speaker 2 (01:12:54):
You guys are cool.

Speaker 3 (01:12:55):
Yeah, maybe some shower, maybe snaked in the shower, you know,
showers have beautiful acoustics, you know, and a little bit
of a silhouette with your body like you can do
like a whole You can do a little things. Set
up a camera and start singing in the show. Did
I just market your Yeah?

Speaker 2 (01:13:11):
Yeah, hang, this is my favorite. This is what I
love about you. The future. You are the future.

Speaker 3 (01:13:18):
I am the world. I am the future.

Speaker 2 (01:13:23):
I can't believe I got to do a podcast.

Speaker 3 (01:13:26):
Yeah, don't be scared of the future. The future wants
you to embrace.

Speaker 2 (01:13:30):
Who you are when you talk about yourself a third person.

Speaker 3 (01:13:34):
The future.

Speaker 2 (01:13:38):
Features need to future.

Speaker 3 (01:13:47):
The future needs to get.

Speaker 1 (01:13:52):
On that next week.

Speaker 3 (01:13:54):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:13:55):
On that note, thank you guys for listening, Thank you
for tuning in. Thank you for all the new people
that are listening into our podcast. We're so excited. Thank
you for We're just trying to find our community. So
thanks for coming, thanks for staying, thanks for stopping by,
thanks for leaving, thanks for whatever. Do whatever you want
to do, keep going. I stopped until next time.

Speaker 2 (01:14:15):
See you, laye bye,

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