August 28, 2025 • 52 mins
Today’s episode lands right where so many of us are hurting and hustling: juggling the pressure to perform, battling hidden anxiety or burnout, and feeling stuck. If you’ve ever forced a smile while your soul screamed for help, stared down a final deadline wondering if God even sees you, or felt the weight of spiritual attacks on your life—this conversation is your lifeline.
I’m sitting down with Rex Andagan—my unflappable team lead and the producer who literally keeps the Spirit-Centered Business podcast on the air—to unpack how he went from a guy known only for his grin to someone who stared down three near-death moments and found rescue through God’s bigger plan for his life. You’ll discover:
If you’re ready to break free from isolation, have the courage to speak up when you’re in pain, and embrace a trust so deep it turns burnout into breakthrough, you can’t miss Rex’s story—and the tough-won wisdom he’s brought back from the brink. Buckle up: this episode might just rewrite your relationship with faith, fear, and the Creator of the universe.
Business, and The Nth Degree podcasts. He is also the team lead for Build It Business Services, and _____________________ With a background in web development, video editing, and technical project management, he treats each edit, every tech setup, and all production hurdles as opportunities for prayer, believing that God often speaks through the details of our work.
Rex is devoted to his wife, Maria, and their two sons—both born against overwhelming medical odds after faithful prayers. That family miracle underscores his conviction that vulnerability, authentic community, and radical surrender to God’s timing are the best measures of lasting impact.Whether he’s fine-tuning audio levels at 3 AM in the Philippines or leading the Build It Business Services team to support Bralynn’s clients, Rex lives out the motto that our toughest crises can become our greatest testimonies when we let faith lead our work.
HIGHLIGHTS:
I’m sitting down with Rex Andagan—my unflappable team lead and the producer who literally keeps the Spirit-Centered Business podcast on the air—to unpack how he went from a guy known only for his grin to someone who stared down three near-death moments and found rescue through God’s bigger plan for his life. You’ll discover:
- How a single on-air prayer over your tech can become your first line of defense against spiritual interference
- Why owning your vulnerability unlocks the community and compassion you’ve been craving
- The secret to turning every edit, every project hiccup, and every client curveball into an invitation for God to speak through your work
If you’re ready to break free from isolation, have the courage to speak up when you’re in pain, and embrace a trust so deep it turns burnout into breakthrough, you can’t miss Rex’s story—and the tough-won wisdom he’s brought back from the brink. Buckle up: this episode might just rewrite your relationship with faith, fear, and the Creator of the universe.
Business, and The Nth Degree podcasts. He is also the team lead for Build It Business Services, and _____________________ With a background in web development, video editing, and technical project management, he treats each edit, every tech setup, and all production hurdles as opportunities for prayer, believing that God often speaks through the details of our work.
Rex is devoted to his wife, Maria, and their two sons—both born against overwhelming medical odds after faithful prayers. That family miracle underscores his conviction that vulnerability, authentic community, and radical surrender to God’s timing are the best measures of lasting impact.Whether he’s fine-tuning audio levels at 3 AM in the Philippines or leading the Build It Business Services team to support Bralynn’s clients, Rex lives out the motto that our toughest crises can become our greatest testimonies when we let faith lead our work.
HIGHLIGHTS:
- Even the happiest faces can hide a storm—Rex never thought to ask for help because everyone knew him as “the guy who always makes people smile,” so his pain stayed invisible.
- True freedom isn’t about collecting religious badges—even jumping from Catholicism to Buddhism to Islam and back left Rex empty. He only came into peace when he came into a relationship with the true Lord Jesus.
- Expect miracles in unlikely places. A casual swipe on a dating app led Rex to Maria—and against medical odds, to two healthy sons—illustrating that divine timelines defy human logic.
- Prayer is your creative compass. Treat editing, brainstorming, and every routine task as invitations for God to speak through your craft.
- Radical surrender breeds curiosity. Handing every worry, client, and deadline to God turned Rex’s anxiety into playful wonder and unlocked unexpected opportunities.
- Transparency shatters stigma. Sharing his darkest moments empowered Rex to break the power of secrecy and invite collective healing.
- Inner renewal precedes breakthrough. True business success springs from personal transformation—heal your soul first, and the marketplace follows.
- Sometimes God’s “no” is really a “not yet”—Rex only discovered Maria’s spine condition after they’d already fallen in love, and he’s convinced that knowing her story was the divine reason he didn’t go through with ending his life.
- Faith doesn’t cancel out effort—it amplifies it—when doctors said babies weren’t in the cards, Rex and Maria prayed and trusted God with the details, and two healthy sons later, those “impossible” diagnoses read like miracle headlines.
- Letting go unlocks creativity and peace—once Rex handed every client, every project, and every outcome over to God, anxiety about losing gigs transformed into curiosity for new doors.
- Editing Spirit-Centered Business and The Nth Degree podcasts isn’t just cutting audio—it has become a spiritual discipline. Rex listens to every guest’s story, prays through their words, and even gets goosebumps mid-edit, turning the back-end work into front-ro
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Speaker 1 (00:08):
Welcome to the Spirit Centered Business podcast. Well we blend
the spiritual with the practical for supernatural results. Now here's
your host, Berlin Nuby.
Speaker 2 (00:23):
Hello there, welcome to Spirit Centered Business. I have an
extra special guest with you today, and I just realized
I'm standing. I don't usually do my podcast standing, so
I apologize in the advance for fidgeting around. But first
thing I need to do well. First of all, welcome Rex.
Thank you so much for being here. I'm going to
(00:44):
introduce who you are in just a second. I really
want to pray, all right. Usually I pray before we
hit record, but Rex, and you'll see why in a minute,
told me I should pray on the show. So here
we go. Thank you, Father God. We love you. We
lift you up. We declare your majesty. We enthrone you
with our praise. We declare. You are king over this podcast.
(01:08):
You are king over our business, you are king over
our lives, you are king over our relationships. You're king
over every audience. Remember everyone is in the sound one
of my voice. You are king. You are king, You
are king. Praise you, Lord, We lift you up. There
is none like you. We enter into your course with
(01:30):
Thanksgiving and praise, and we declare you are sovereign and
nothing that's outside of your plans and purposes is going
to interfere. Today we establish the firewall and the smoke
screen and the Angelic Guard around us, across all timelines, ages, runs,
and dimensions. Furthermore, we establish the fair Day Cage made
(01:52):
of gold from your treasury, around the zoom, around all
of the technology, the signals, the hardware, all of the frequencies.
Since we're going up to satellites and back down who
knows how many times, and we declared it's all protected.
Nothing will be ridden in on, nothing will be stolen,
nothing will be dropped. Our connection will remain strong in
(02:14):
the mighty name of Jesus Amen. Okay, I see there's
a little bit of lag, but you're in the Philippines,
so you're here's already tomorrow for you. Yeah, So if
there's a tiny little bit of lag, I guess I'm
not going to complain. But here to my audience, here's
(02:35):
why it's so special for me to have Rex on today.
Rex has been with me on my podcasting journey now
for several years. He is my team lead. He's the
producer for the podcast, but also the team lead for
anything that goes on techno technical in my business or
in my client's business. This is the guy, this is
(02:55):
this is the man. He's like, anything goes wrong, roll
tell me. But it turns out that Rex has an
amazing story, an amazing journey with the Lord, and I've
been bugging him for a long time to join me
on the podcast because his story needs to be told.
(03:16):
And so Rex, welcome to Spirits Uttered Business.
Speaker 3 (03:20):
Thank you for having me here. I love everyone.
Speaker 2 (03:26):
Okay, so you have so many different things in your life.
I want to hear your your childhood journey. And I
know that in the Philippines is it Catholicism that most
people Yeah, So I want to hear how you grew
up and then how you became you know, deeper with
(03:47):
the Lord and that childhood journey and everything that happened there.
Speaker 3 (03:52):
Well, you were bored. You're born with a smile. Oh
you when you wake up, your your your first word,
not not cry, but smile because you always can hear
(04:15):
people laughing when you were born. My child who do
is the best I can blame and I can say
until I grow up, I have a very easy go
lacking man. You know, I don't. I don't have to
think anybody. All I have to do is think about
(04:37):
part myself what makes me happy? No, and then all
you have to do is give a share, make people smile.
And then until the day you growed up, you you
feel this struggle. You feel this, Uh how did I
(05:05):
say this? You feel responsibly like now I've ha been
my three kids, my first born like now she's entire,
and then my two boys my very life.
Speaker 2 (05:28):
Wow. Yeah, so so growing up your childhood was happy? Fun?
What at what point, at what stage did you all
of a sudden kind of lose your smile a little bit?
Speaker 3 (05:43):
Oh when when I was child? I you cannot lose
your smile until you durn eighteen. You won't be evil,
you will feel stressed. But when the time come when
(06:04):
you already have a child, When my first born comes
in in my life and you were not able to
give her the family that you want for her, a
complete family, that's all that begins. The struggle that begins
(06:25):
in my life. The the emotion that you don't feel
before when when you want a child, the feeling that
only you could see in a television in tav series
you know. So that's my first struggle, that's my first
(06:52):
word of depression. So you were not able to communicate
well with the people because you're will always think about
no one would listen. You always think about no one
cares because you're afraid that they won't listen. They afraid
(07:18):
of what would say. Because if you if you feel
this disrepression, if you feel this anxiety that you never
feel before when you're a child, you are always looking
for someone that would listen until you end up your
story and that ends my Ah, funny, I would say,
(07:46):
funny attempt of ending my life. You know.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
Oh, so when you were sorry, I didn't mean touch
up to your a teen years old and you have
your first child and you weren't married, right.
Speaker 3 (08:06):
Yeah, so when I was eighteen, it's all good until
I finished my study and then my first born, Oh
gave up.
Speaker 2 (08:20):
That's what I will excited, I say, yeah, okay, And
you never really had You didn't ever have to ask
for someone to listen because there wasn't anything to Everything
was all good, and so you could now that something
was broken in you. You didn't feel like you could
(08:41):
ask for help because you didn't think anyone would listen.
Because you've never had to use that before, you never
had to use your family or support system.
Speaker 3 (08:50):
Yeah, because they know you you were a happy guy. Yeah,
you made them laugh, you made them smile. You can
go with the fluid them. So now no one thought
that you you experienced this money. This is this is
the first step I'll got to share all night. This
is the first dight. Yeah. Although some of the people
(09:15):
I assure did this when I heard I saw them
boasting about their struggling to night, I call I call
it an action too. We'll reach them and tell their story,
but till starty. For all other people, this will be
the first time.
Speaker 2 (09:34):
Well, thank you for sharing it with me. I appreciate that.
I know you've shared little bits and pieces. I really
haven't heard the whole thing all the way through, so
it's it's new for me too. Okay, so you're were
you walking with the Lord at the time or were
you just practicing Catholicism?
Speaker 3 (09:57):
How? How was your walk?
Speaker 2 (09:58):
How is your relationship with Lord?
Speaker 3 (10:02):
Even though I am baptizes as as, I can't tell it.
I don't feel well. I don't feel God's press him
some then, right, So for me to become closer, or
to learn what is religion is, because there's so much
(10:26):
religion here in the Philips. There's a different guide of religion.
So I practice Buddhism, I practice Islam, practice the different
religion just to just to know what will save my soul.
(10:46):
But in the end, oh, on my journey, I can
say that there's no religion that so but to become
one Madrica.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
So how old were you when you were your depression
was so bad that you thought you just wanted to
end it all?
Speaker 3 (11:16):
I was twenty three, twenty four.
Speaker 2 (11:20):
Honey, three? And were you Were you in Islam or
did you come back to Catholicism At that point I was.
I was like, okay, so do you want to share
about that?
Speaker 3 (11:33):
I don't want to. Yeah. But that time when I
was going to Durning back with ye relation, that is
the time that you know, the evil whisper, that was
(11:55):
the time I feel the depression. The evil whisper told
me that you're you're laughing. You already reached your goal
in life. You were not able to give did the
family that you want. I'm a good with my old family.
(12:17):
I'm good. My my parents are not separated. But when
I was when my first born came. I want to
give very the same family that I have, but I
wasn't able to give her that. We separate with him
(12:37):
her mom and things happened.
Speaker 2 (12:42):
So you you raised your daughter yourself?
Speaker 3 (12:47):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (12:47):
Or did you sit back and forth?
Speaker 3 (12:50):
No? Not that belly her her mom helped me. Oh.
We we always feel give give the the that or
daughter I want to have. But for me, I'll be
a separated family. Is because here in the Philippines it's
(13:11):
very and use what you know. Either either you have
the problem, a man has a problem, or you know
you're your partner has a problem. So it's not for me.
(13:31):
It's not good to see a broken family. So that
that's pull the trigger. Oh my head. So I started
when that when the pression comes, that's become Oh I
started thinking of you know, I only my first attempt
(13:56):
was having a knife on my stomach. Wow if you
were if you know the word kind of cairi in Japanese.
Speaker 2 (14:06):
M hmm.
Speaker 3 (14:09):
I like to do that one. So I kneel, I
knel in the front of the outr and say thank
you for there for the life they gave me, and
I push it through. But when it touched on my skin.
I stopped because the grapes h and I I don't
(14:34):
want to I don't want to feel a pain. That
is the funny thing about my my attempts is that
I don't want to feel the pain. But you want
to end your life. So there is a risky slashing.
(14:56):
But I was thinking about that one slash. But you know,
if you release, if you last year, it raise. It's
just you want their attention. You will die. You won't
die that you just go in the hospital and make
some bills to pay another problem of your life.
Speaker 2 (15:19):
Oh wow.
Speaker 3 (15:21):
So after three weeks, I just had to open the outlet.
This is my second attent open the outlet, you know.
So I was alone in and we were staying in
the boarding house, a red house. So I was alone.
(15:46):
My daughter is there, my brother is at there. So
I opened the outlet and ready to touch the two
four tea votes. And when you touched that one, I
(16:08):
can feel the electricity come. Then suddenly my neighbor shouted, Oh,
I'm blackout. There's no actidity, there is no you don't
have wi fi. Who turned off the light?
Speaker 2 (16:28):
Oh my gosh.
Speaker 3 (16:31):
And then after a minute my brother came and asked
me how why this this out is open? And I
told him that, oh there that is eating those wires.
So I take the piece. Something I do you know,
I have to uh do a different story. And then
(16:57):
he define an attempt that was able to change my
life is after a week, no a day, the outlet
the outlet at them, I went to our vacation house
(17:17):
in an island, so you have to travel there. There's
a tree that you know these tree is that it
won't break because I'm not heavy that I like that
are very fun. So I was buried in the time
(17:40):
and I know that the tree branch won't break, you know.
So there's a tie that to be used for the bat.
Speaker 4 (17:54):
Wow.
Speaker 2 (17:55):
So I mean you're how to tie it?
Speaker 3 (17:58):
Yeah, there's a YouTube, you said, YouTube.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
Oh jeez, there's YouTube and how to tie in nurse.
So you found a tree that that wouldn't break.
Speaker 3 (18:06):
Wow, there's a there's an before because I think on
the YouTube there is no restriction how to tie for
your neck? Woh yeah that that time. I uh, I
know that there's no restriction at time. So I go
(18:28):
up climbing climbing the tree a very high one, so
I know that that if I fall. If I fall,
I'll be so I'll be seen by by the passers.
See this, that's that's what's very tall. So I called
(18:48):
my mom saying thank you, and then I can hear
my my daughter crying. Yeah he's carrying, uh bro the story.
Oh Michael, he's very Wow. You can hear you can
hear this evil whisper that let's go. We we already
(19:12):
reached the goal. You're here. No one will stop you.
People people said around you can hear it. You can
hear it.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
Oh did you hear it audibly? In your ears or
in your head?
Speaker 3 (19:27):
So it's in my ear like like bouncing with the wind.
Oh wow, Yeah, so the level of this bransure is
very high, I would imagine.
Speaker 2 (19:42):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:43):
Yeah, I won't believe that I was able to. I
was able to, you know, uh, survive on that. So
I climb, I climb on the tree and there you
go die like those Oh where is it out? In
(20:08):
my head? I jumped, but I jumped. You can feel
the pain. By four after fourth that the brunch broke. Yeah, yeah,
(20:28):
then the three would I know I know that the
three would that never broke, never break. Just it's it's
a very good, good condition. And when I fall, I
can feel the hurt on my butt.
Speaker 2 (20:45):
Yeah, and then.
Speaker 3 (20:50):
Uh, I decided to pray. I pray after that, so
I won't I will I wonder own looking the tree,
looking looking on on on the on the die that
still hanging there. Just I have two I have two,
(21:12):
one on my neck on the girl and one on
the on the top.
Speaker 2 (21:18):
So so the first, the first time, God saved you
because of the pain of putting the knife on your stomach,
and you didn't.
Speaker 3 (21:29):
Know the pain.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
The second time, the Lord saved you from electrocuting yourself
by having a blackout cut the power. And the third
time he broke the branch when you were trying to
hang yourself.
Speaker 3 (21:43):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (21:43):
So clearly God has a plan for your life rext
exactly exactly.
Speaker 3 (21:50):
So when I was on a girl, I pray, Lord,
is you won't allow me to die today? Please give
me reason to live. So he didn't answer if you were?
If you so I leave my life under my life
(22:12):
but still you can't feel this depression. But on my
way on my new journey. After after those attempts, Uh,
one guy, I didn't know him. He posted on the Facebook.
(22:32):
He says that I guess I don't remember the word.
Says that if this is the end of my if
it is the end of my journey, thank you for
the happy times that we have. So I reached those guy.
I reached the guy say hey, if you want to
(22:55):
you know, if you want to commit suicide, this pray first.
Nothing else, nothing else. I said, this, pray first before
you do suicide. And then you reach out on me.
Don't tell his story. We have the same story. And
(23:19):
I didn't reply. I just leap. I justly until he
stopped messaging, and then I called, hey, take your for
your your sorry. All you need is to listened. Are
people to listen to your story. I won't say anything.
(23:42):
I would judge you, but life is not that meashaable
that that's why we call it and next day, that's
why we call it. Tomorrow does it's very surprised. We
call it present because is surprising. So after that, a month,
(24:14):
next a month after the hour hour messaging, he sent
me a message again that he says thank you. He
was able to uh reach her partner. They will the
struggle in his life and they were both okay. And
(24:35):
then I realized that on my day. My hope, I'll
there was a person that I would teach right like
this one, and I wasn't a I won't feel alone.
So after that, my training can do you.
Speaker 1 (25:01):
And when.
Speaker 3 (25:04):
Here's why, Oh so we just right yea, and I
was we're just oh, changing messages. We we don't we
don't have a related uh friends, We just meet on
(25:27):
a chat.
Speaker 2 (25:31):
So you met Maria, your current wife, but when you
were when you're dating, you met her on a chat,
like on on Facebook or something or just something else.
Speaker 3 (25:39):
It's an app.
Speaker 2 (25:40):
Oh was it a dating app?
Speaker 3 (25:43):
Oh? Just a regular regular app. I would say it's
a dating app because when you shake your phone, there's
an it's a there is a uh a profile after
you shake your folders of profile that says near you, Oh,
(26:06):
there's a bunch of people there. So I just clicked
where yeah.
Speaker 2 (26:10):
Oh wow, thank Okay.
Speaker 3 (26:14):
That's knowing. That's knowing Maria story. No, So we we
changed our messages and then after that, uh, we we
meet and we become grlfriend and boyfriend, not knowing that
(26:39):
she has this limiting hill. So hill is like a
bath pushing some things on your spine. So there's a
there's a problem. Where has a problem of walking problem,
(27:04):
deffreciating having pool sometimes speak yes that one and sometimes
and right now yes a writer. So I don't know
the story that until we the troble girlfriend and boyfriend.
(27:25):
And I think that is the reason why God never
allowed me to to end my life, is to help
to continue her journey. And I think, oh, he gave
(27:53):
me also our reason to live. Yeah, so uh after pandemic,
I know it's it's all pandemic. We we we change
our vows. Weh we don't want and oh before that, no,
(28:16):
before that, there's another miracle in my life. My first
boy side. Yeah. Oh, A doctor says that he will
be my wife. She will be uh happy a baby
because her condition.
Speaker 2 (28:39):
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 3 (28:41):
So we go when does sembol. There's there's a a
shrine there a simile as trying. It's about my Mary trying.
And they says it's America is shying. So I go there,
(29:01):
me and area. Uh we we we pray differently. So
I asked that ask the Lord, h, if you won't
allow her to heal, just give us a child after
a month. When no, yeah, after a month, when we
(29:28):
when we go there, keep we got pregnant. She was pregnant.
H The doctor says, oh, this will be your lastson. Okay,
you won't. You won't have to. I won't allow you
to have another one. And they'll be pray again and
(29:50):
there's another way. H Yeah.
Speaker 2 (29:56):
But when you were when you were dating, she was
walking okay.
Speaker 3 (30:01):
Oh it's a little bit spine.
Speaker 2 (30:08):
Yeah, so it has a little bit of a weird walk, yeah,
because of the I can't pronounce it the way you
do it, but it's a it's a type of spine
of biffid. Right, yeah, it's similar. Okay, so, uh, something
wrong with her back. You're fine at birth effect on
(30:34):
her spine. Yeah, And so she was walking a little
bit funky. But you said you still said she's cute.
Speaker 3 (30:42):
Let's day. It's beautiful. Oh, it's beautiful okay, yeah, and
she is a beautiful girl.
Speaker 2 (30:57):
Okay. So the Lord gave you a miraculous uh baby
number one right right? Yeah, yeah, we love Rachel and
you had just had Rachel. I think when when you
came on board on my team. M right, yeah, because
(31:17):
it's a little one still in diapers, I think.
Speaker 3 (31:21):
Yeah, So that's that's our that that was our first
week when he was bored.
Speaker 2 (31:29):
Yeah, yeah, was it? You already had him though, weren't
didn't didn't you?
Speaker 3 (31:34):
I don't remember I had I had two before I
have to to offer you.
Speaker 2 (31:43):
So so you didn't even have Rigel before you and
I started working together. Yeap, hoh, we've been together a
long time. Res I didn't run my goodness, well because
the past six and a half year.
Speaker 3 (32:01):
Because Viel is seven, I think right now?
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Okay, yeah, well, oh my goodness okay said, well that's amazing. Okay,
so the Lord gave you a miracle baby and you
had Rachel. Did she have any problems with her pregnancy
or anything?
Speaker 3 (32:25):
Yeah she has, oh she oh when she worked with
Rachel's she has a sea shrew. Oh so they decided
to have it the what do you tho this?
Speaker 2 (32:41):
When they cut it? The cesarean?
Speaker 3 (32:47):
So both of my boys? She sorry?
Speaker 2 (32:53):
Wow, So okay, so then you're second son, right technic?
I always think, Yeah, Tekk is the one that Yeah,
she was pregnant and I watched, you know, we prayed
through that whole thing, and yes.
Speaker 3 (33:15):
It's and I asked, asked you before that we could
pray for Takeshi's because of adult the doctor found out.
My second word was a trace, Have you a trace?
A waiter? Were you paid for him? Oh? For the
(33:37):
old whole week, I think. And when we went there
three days after, great, there's there's the the the the
result was all negative. And you can say those those
(33:58):
breakers of yours. H It's what's so? What's so strong
you you have? You can feel the connection of the
Lord God. You you can feel because here when when
when we stopped, when we talk, be I I feel
(34:21):
no doubt you know that I can fully share everything.
So that's how precious you are. And before when when
I said that a brilliant Oh, I don't have clients
right now that I think there there's a there's a
(34:46):
uh section of or thought that he says that the
the Lord what whatever, the Lord guides on me, whatever
the wants me to do. So I I processed it
(35:08):
on my hands.
Speaker 2 (35:14):
Yeah that's so good. Yeah, God is good. And it's
an honor to be able to pray for you and
your family. And you know, I just kind of like
think of you guys as my kids over there in
the Philippines, you know, yeah, yeah, wow, so go ahead.
Speaker 3 (35:38):
Yeah. And also after after that, I saidmitted the Lord.
Did I say I give everything to you, my work,
my life, my every day living. It's up to you. Oh.
(36:00):
After that, I don't feel stressed. I don't feel any
any emotion about word that there will be a problem.
That if if I lose a client, it's another way
of a problem. I don't see that way right now.
(36:21):
It's because of you. If I lose a client, I
feel another three. Yeah, another reason to to work hard,
another reason too. Look on your left side. The client
(36:44):
is on your front right now. There might be another
client on your left side or on your right side.
There's a different sides of your life that you won't
want to uh, you have to explore. Don't stay on
the front.
Speaker 4 (37:00):
So that that is the leaders that I have that
you do you know, and that's very.
Speaker 2 (37:09):
Wow. Well that's extreme trust and I appreciate that. And
I'm sure that a lot of people want need to
hear that message that you just trust him. But I
also don't want anybody to miss the fact that you
felt like you had a mission in life to help Maria. Yeah,
(37:32):
and you love her and taking care of her. You
felt like God gave you that mission, which is of
course more important than your work. Right to take care
of another human, It's much more important than just making money, right.
I haven't understanding you need to make money to support her,
But that is a beautiful thing as well. And it's
(37:53):
a beautiful thing to see a husband that committed to
his wife. So want to community for that. That's beautiful. Mhm.
So how do your friends think about your walk with
the Lord and how much you trust and that you
can still keep your smile even though times get difficult,
(38:17):
or what are your friends and families day?
Speaker 3 (38:20):
Well, only knows, Oh, only ya knows about why what
we did the word Uh, my my friends doesn't know.
Maybe before, after, after the sporting, after this pod. Guess
(38:41):
I'll live a shre one. I'm linna sure to do
every way so they'll know that you don't have to
be upbraid to what we did.
Speaker 2 (38:58):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (38:59):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (38:59):
And there's so much more than just the religion of
going to church. There's the relationship with the Lord and
praying to him and understanding his presence and hearing his voice.
And you've shared a lot over the years of how
he's guided you and how he's provided the miracles, and
(39:23):
you know it's it's not just I'm going to be
a good Catholic and go to church on Sunday or
you know, go to confession or whatever, because it's so
much more than that, Right, it's not about religion and
it's not about going to church. It's about having the
Lord in your in your heart and allowing him to
abide in you. And you know, he shows up when
(39:47):
you show up.
Speaker 3 (39:49):
Yeah, that's so good.
Speaker 2 (39:53):
Well, is there anything else you want to share a
part of the story.
Speaker 3 (40:00):
I just want to share the time when I do anything.
Speaker 2 (40:09):
Yeah, oh, behind the scenes of spirits.
Speaker 3 (40:14):
And it's because your guests. One maybe one of the
reasons why I was able to get closer with the
lower is because of your hear your podcast. So when
I do anything, when I do anything before actually I
(40:37):
do that, I just do it, and then the the
first base of the video, then the fact, and then
the middle I mean middle, and then the end. I
don't usually check the the whole video until the day,
(40:58):
until the day that I don't want I don't know
what episode was that I forgot that I was so
attracted even in the degree. So when you share thoughts
with Donna, mm hmmm, I I review all of the
(41:19):
video all of the segments until you don't know your
you're learning, you don't know you're also praying. Yeah, until
the day you you because there is a part of
the video that like you end not a praying on
the ed degree. Yeah, I lost my eyes. Usually I
(41:44):
don't close my eyes when I do edit, I goes
my eyes. It feels like I'm a part of of
the podcast. Oh and then I prayed and then see
say I gotta go smokes right now. So I'm I'm
(42:04):
very thankful that I was a part of the podcast
until now. So that's why even it says that you
don't have enough for me right now, Well, like I
do it for free. Yes, like I said before, I
(42:25):
already paid with your players. Yeah you you you guide
your guidance with me, those those learnings on on different guests,
how they struggles, how their journey is. It's like my salary.
Speaker 2 (42:50):
You know.
Speaker 3 (42:51):
There there is a part of your life that you
don't have to uh, the the income. It is that
about the money. It's about the learning that you you
you have after after your heart mhm. So I'm very
(43:12):
thankful that I was able to meet you. I was.
I don't know that I was able. Uh, there's a
part of my life that I was around that by
a very good people. Even in my depression, I never
(43:33):
thought I was a lot of good people. Yeah, God
didn't allow me to join the team evil.
Speaker 2 (43:47):
The gangs or anything else going on, and there's he
protected you a lot.
Speaker 3 (43:52):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (43:55):
Yeah, well I'm very very grateful that I have you
to produce the power casts, and yeah, I would like
to be able to hire you full time. You know,
that would be amazing to just you know, have you
full time. But we should probably just let the people
know how this works is I have my agency is
(44:17):
Build It Business Services, and Rex is the team lead
for that. So when my clients need their websites done
or their courses put onto the platforms, or video editing
or things like that, the same things that I need done,
they can hire our team and then Rex will he
(44:39):
has other people that will help him if he needs
if he needs it. We went through the time when
you had a couple of different people helping you. Yeah,
and Marie, you know, so depending on yeah, how the
workload goes and how many clients we have through in
the agency and Build It Business Services or or my
(45:02):
one on one clients who needs some help. You know,
we run that through the agency as well. So so
that's what he's talking about there, and you're welcome to
check that out. I'll put the link in the in
the show notes in case you want to hire the team,
which then you get me as a project manager. Oh
(45:22):
my gosh, Rex, Yeah, it's I. I really appreciate and
I don't have to worry about you know, the show
getting edited and produced and posted and on not put
out of all the social media stuff and and thank
you for all of that. And you know, people think
that I'm on social media, but really it's this guy.
It's it's Rex. It's him putting my stuff on there
(45:46):
because I don't hang out on social media. I've tried.
I've tried to like enjoy social media.
Speaker 3 (45:53):
I just it's not me.
Speaker 2 (45:55):
It's just not something that I want to do.
Speaker 4 (45:57):
So the times I asked you to have a video
for meos just to make you closer with the social media.
Speaker 2 (46:08):
But I know, and I and I try, I really do,
and I don't know what the problem. Well I do
know what the problem is. It's there's some there's some
technical stuff and then they're you know, they're just things.
But you know, if the Lord calls me to do it,
I will do it. I just haven't felt like the
(46:31):
Lord says do this. Although about three years ago I
thought I heard the Lord say TikTok, and I'm like, oh, Lord,
surely you're wrong. Surely that was not the Lord. I
did not hear that correctly. I can't even stand the
whole minute on TikTok. Oh my god, I don't even
know anything about it. So but anyway, Rex, you are
(46:57):
the You're the steak and the ground for getting things
done as far as getting things on online. So I
appreciate that. Yeah, anything else gonna share with the peeps
before we wrap this up and land this plane, I
know you need to go. It's like five am for you.
Speaker 3 (47:14):
So yeah, So there's nothing I could share any more.
But please, if you're all being trouble, would you lie?
If you feel that you do not exist or having
trouble doing yourself, reach out for it for a person
(47:41):
that you could share straight. Sure you could see go
with you the pastors goes with the freeze. At least
you could talk and share your struggling life. The best
reason to leave you start sure vide.
Speaker 2 (48:03):
Yeah, that's so good.
Speaker 3 (48:07):
Yeah, we need to think about that about I don't
not about ourselves anymore. We should think about the people
who love us. Oh, what is the Lord guide you
love us? And second is the people who who is
(48:35):
there for you that you didn't know because you don't
want to reach out and you are afraid of and
there might be like Maria, they're might a stranger put
to talk with you, even you were in the down
foll of your life.
Speaker 2 (48:55):
Thank you, Yeah, thank you, thank you. Rex. That was
a good word. Somebody needed to hear that. Yeah, definitely
reach out. Don't don't go through depression alone. I know
we feel so isolated and that depression is part of
(49:16):
my history as well. I don't think I've ever shared
the story, but I've had I had a long issue
with depression. So yeah, reach out, it's the best thing.
And the second, you know, obviously prayer, but get out
into the world, because when we start isolating ourselves is
(49:37):
when we start having the enemy can talk to us
and there's no other voice. You know, when the enemy
is the only one talking to you, then he'll seem
it'll seem like he's right, and it'll seem like it's
the truth, just not he's a liar and a deceiver.
You're not alone. God loves you, and no matter what
(50:00):
what you're going through, God is with you. He loves you,
and it's only the enemy who's shutting that voice, the
voice of the Father or Jesus down. So you're absolutely right, Rex,
Thank you for that. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for being brave and vulnerable, especially with you.
Speaker 3 (50:20):
No, I usually before I go, I agree, And as
for a g I guess about this, and h there's
there's a person posted on so she'll meet you. How
(50:41):
I could feel I could feel that he she feels
the same with me before. So I think that was
my those you know that to share your story. So
people who you know, how there is thank you read.
(51:02):
Thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (51:04):
Oh thank you Rex. All Right, you guys, if this
was meaningful to you, please like subscribe to the channel,
share that with your friends wherever you're enjoying the podcast.
We appreciate you helping us spread the message of God's
love and the redemption. You know, He saved Rex at
(51:27):
least three times, if not even more, Because I don't know. Rex,
over the years, you've you've had like a motorcycle accident
and like he saved you more than just those three times.
Thank you so yeah, exactly all right until next time,
(51:48):
stay spirit centered, he's out.
Speaker 1 (51:53):
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Speaker 3 (52:14):
Peace Out,
Welcome to the Spirit Centered Business podcast. Well we blend
the spiritual with the practical for supernatural results. Now here's
your host, Berlin Nuby.
Speaker 2 (00:23):
Hello there, welcome to Spirit Centered Business. I have an
extra special guest with you today, and I just realized
I'm standing. I don't usually do my podcast standing, so
I apologize in the advance for fidgeting around. But first
thing I need to do well. First of all, welcome Rex.
Thank you so much for being here. I'm going to
(00:44):
introduce who you are in just a second. I really
want to pray, all right. Usually I pray before we
hit record, but Rex, and you'll see why in a minute,
told me I should pray on the show. So here
we go. Thank you, Father God. We love you. We
lift you up. We declare your majesty. We enthrone you
with our praise. We declare. You are king over this podcast.
(01:08):
You are king over our business, you are king over
our lives, you are king over our relationships. You're king
over every audience. Remember everyone is in the sound one
of my voice. You are king. You are king, You
are king. Praise you, Lord, We lift you up. There
is none like you. We enter into your course with
(01:30):
Thanksgiving and praise, and we declare you are sovereign and
nothing that's outside of your plans and purposes is going
to interfere. Today we establish the firewall and the smoke
screen and the Angelic Guard around us, across all timelines, ages, runs,
and dimensions. Furthermore, we establish the fair Day Cage made
(01:52):
of gold from your treasury, around the zoom, around all
of the technology, the signals, the hardware, all of the frequencies.
Since we're going up to satellites and back down who
knows how many times, and we declared it's all protected.
Nothing will be ridden in on, nothing will be stolen,
nothing will be dropped. Our connection will remain strong in
(02:14):
the mighty name of Jesus Amen. Okay, I see there's
a little bit of lag, but you're in the Philippines,
so you're here's already tomorrow for you. Yeah, So if
there's a tiny little bit of lag, I guess I'm
not going to complain. But here to my audience, here's
(02:35):
why it's so special for me to have Rex on today.
Rex has been with me on my podcasting journey now
for several years. He is my team lead. He's the
producer for the podcast, but also the team lead for
anything that goes on techno technical in my business or
in my client's business. This is the guy, this is
(02:55):
this is the man. He's like, anything goes wrong, roll
tell me. But it turns out that Rex has an
amazing story, an amazing journey with the Lord, and I've
been bugging him for a long time to join me
on the podcast because his story needs to be told.
(03:16):
And so Rex, welcome to Spirits Uttered Business.
Speaker 3 (03:20):
Thank you for having me here. I love everyone.
Speaker 2 (03:26):
Okay, so you have so many different things in your life.
I want to hear your your childhood journey. And I
know that in the Philippines is it Catholicism that most
people Yeah, So I want to hear how you grew
up and then how you became you know, deeper with
(03:47):
the Lord and that childhood journey and everything that happened there.
Speaker 3 (03:52):
Well, you were bored. You're born with a smile. Oh
you when you wake up, your your your first word,
not not cry, but smile because you always can hear
(04:15):
people laughing when you were born. My child who do
is the best I can blame and I can say
until I grow up, I have a very easy go
lacking man. You know, I don't. I don't have to
think anybody. All I have to do is think about
(04:37):
part myself what makes me happy? No, and then all
you have to do is give a share, make people smile.
And then until the day you growed up, you you
feel this struggle. You feel this, Uh how did I
(05:05):
say this? You feel responsibly like now I've ha been
my three kids, my first born like now she's entire,
and then my two boys my very life.
Speaker 2 (05:28):
Wow. Yeah, so so growing up your childhood was happy? Fun?
What at what point, at what stage did you all
of a sudden kind of lose your smile a little bit?
Speaker 3 (05:43):
Oh when when I was child? I you cannot lose
your smile until you durn eighteen. You won't be evil,
you will feel stressed. But when the time come when
(06:04):
you already have a child, When my first born comes
in in my life and you were not able to
give her the family that you want for her, a
complete family, that's all that begins. The struggle that begins
(06:25):
in my life. The the emotion that you don't feel
before when when you want a child, the feeling that
only you could see in a television in tav series
you know. So that's my first struggle, that's my first
(06:52):
word of depression. So you were not able to communicate
well with the people because you're will always think about
no one would listen. You always think about no one
cares because you're afraid that they won't listen. They afraid
(07:18):
of what would say. Because if you if you feel
this disrepression, if you feel this anxiety that you never
feel before when you're a child, you are always looking
for someone that would listen until you end up your
story and that ends my Ah, funny, I would say,
(07:46):
funny attempt of ending my life. You know.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
Oh, so when you were sorry, I didn't mean touch
up to your a teen years old and you have
your first child and you weren't married, right.
Speaker 3 (08:06):
Yeah, so when I was eighteen, it's all good until
I finished my study and then my first born, Oh
gave up.
Speaker 2 (08:20):
That's what I will excited, I say, yeah, okay, And
you never really had You didn't ever have to ask
for someone to listen because there wasn't anything to Everything
was all good, and so you could now that something
was broken in you. You didn't feel like you could
(08:41):
ask for help because you didn't think anyone would listen.
Because you've never had to use that before, you never
had to use your family or support system.
Speaker 3 (08:50):
Yeah, because they know you you were a happy guy. Yeah,
you made them laugh, you made them smile. You can
go with the fluid them. So now no one thought
that you you experienced this money. This is this is
the first step I'll got to share all night. This
is the first dight. Yeah. Although some of the people
(09:15):
I assure did this when I heard I saw them
boasting about their struggling to night, I call I call
it an action too. We'll reach them and tell their story,
but till starty. For all other people, this will be
the first time.
Speaker 2 (09:34):
Well, thank you for sharing it with me. I appreciate that.
I know you've shared little bits and pieces. I really
haven't heard the whole thing all the way through, so
it's it's new for me too. Okay, so you're were
you walking with the Lord at the time or were
you just practicing Catholicism?
Speaker 3 (09:57):
How? How was your walk?
Speaker 2 (09:58):
How is your relationship with Lord?
Speaker 3 (10:02):
Even though I am baptizes as as, I can't tell it.
I don't feel well. I don't feel God's press him
some then, right, So for me to become closer, or
to learn what is religion is, because there's so much
(10:26):
religion here in the Philips. There's a different guide of religion.
So I practice Buddhism, I practice Islam, practice the different
religion just to just to know what will save my soul.
(10:46):
But in the end, oh, on my journey, I can
say that there's no religion that so but to become
one Madrica.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
So how old were you when you were your depression
was so bad that you thought you just wanted to
end it all?
Speaker 3 (11:16):
I was twenty three, twenty four.
Speaker 2 (11:20):
Honey, three? And were you Were you in Islam or
did you come back to Catholicism At that point I was.
I was like, okay, so do you want to share
about that?
Speaker 3 (11:33):
I don't want to. Yeah. But that time when I
was going to Durning back with ye relation, that is
the time that you know, the evil whisper, that was
(11:55):
the time I feel the depression. The evil whisper told
me that you're you're laughing. You already reached your goal
in life. You were not able to give did the
family that you want. I'm a good with my old family.
(12:17):
I'm good. My my parents are not separated. But when
I was when my first born came. I want to
give very the same family that I have, but I
wasn't able to give her that. We separate with him
(12:37):
her mom and things happened.
Speaker 2 (12:42):
So you you raised your daughter yourself?
Speaker 3 (12:47):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (12:47):
Or did you sit back and forth?
Speaker 3 (12:50):
No? Not that belly her her mom helped me. Oh.
We we always feel give give the the that or
daughter I want to have. But for me, I'll be
a separated family. Is because here in the Philippines it's
(13:11):
very and use what you know. Either either you have
the problem, a man has a problem, or you know
you're your partner has a problem. So it's not for me.
(13:31):
It's not good to see a broken family. So that
that's pull the trigger. Oh my head. So I started
when that when the pression comes, that's become Oh I
started thinking of you know, I only my first attempt
(13:56):
was having a knife on my stomach. Wow if you
were if you know the word kind of cairi in Japanese.
Speaker 2 (14:06):
M hmm.
Speaker 3 (14:09):
I like to do that one. So I kneel, I
knel in the front of the outr and say thank
you for there for the life they gave me, and
I push it through. But when it touched on my skin.
I stopped because the grapes h and I I don't
(14:34):
want to I don't want to feel a pain. That
is the funny thing about my my attempts is that
I don't want to feel the pain. But you want
to end your life. So there is a risky slashing.
(14:56):
But I was thinking about that one slash. But you know,
if you release, if you last year, it raise. It's
just you want their attention. You will die. You won't
die that you just go in the hospital and make
some bills to pay another problem of your life.
Speaker 2 (15:19):
Oh wow.
Speaker 3 (15:21):
So after three weeks, I just had to open the outlet.
This is my second attent open the outlet, you know.
So I was alone in and we were staying in
the boarding house, a red house. So I was alone.
(15:46):
My daughter is there, my brother is at there. So
I opened the outlet and ready to touch the two
four tea votes. And when you touched that one, I
(16:08):
can feel the electricity come. Then suddenly my neighbor shouted, Oh,
I'm blackout. There's no actidity, there is no you don't
have wi fi. Who turned off the light?
Speaker 2 (16:28):
Oh my gosh.
Speaker 3 (16:31):
And then after a minute my brother came and asked
me how why this this out is open? And I
told him that, oh there that is eating those wires.
So I take the piece. Something I do you know,
I have to uh do a different story. And then
(16:57):
he define an attempt that was able to change my
life is after a week, no a day, the outlet
the outlet at them, I went to our vacation house
(17:17):
in an island, so you have to travel there. There's
a tree that you know these tree is that it
won't break because I'm not heavy that I like that
are very fun. So I was buried in the time
(17:40):
and I know that the tree branch won't break, you know.
So there's a tie that to be used for the bat.
Speaker 4 (17:54):
Wow.
Speaker 2 (17:55):
So I mean you're how to tie it?
Speaker 3 (17:58):
Yeah, there's a YouTube, you said, YouTube.
Speaker 2 (18:01):
Oh jeez, there's YouTube and how to tie in nurse.
So you found a tree that that wouldn't break.
Speaker 3 (18:06):
Wow, there's a there's an before because I think on
the YouTube there is no restriction how to tie for
your neck? Woh yeah that that time. I uh, I
know that there's no restriction at time. So I go
(18:28):
up climbing climbing the tree a very high one, so
I know that that if I fall. If I fall,
I'll be so I'll be seen by by the passers.
See this, that's that's what's very tall. So I called
(18:48):
my mom saying thank you, and then I can hear
my my daughter crying. Yeah he's carrying, uh bro the story.
Oh Michael, he's very Wow. You can hear you can
hear this evil whisper that let's go. We we already
(19:12):
reached the goal. You're here. No one will stop you.
People people said around you can hear it. You can
hear it.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
Oh did you hear it audibly? In your ears or
in your head?
Speaker 3 (19:27):
So it's in my ear like like bouncing with the wind.
Oh wow, Yeah, so the level of this bransure is
very high, I would imagine.
Speaker 2 (19:42):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:43):
Yeah, I won't believe that I was able to. I
was able to, you know, uh, survive on that. So
I climb, I climb on the tree and there you
go die like those Oh where is it out? In
(20:08):
my head? I jumped, but I jumped. You can feel
the pain. By four after fourth that the brunch broke. Yeah, yeah,
(20:28):
then the three would I know I know that the
three would that never broke, never break. Just it's it's
a very good, good condition. And when I fall, I
can feel the hurt on my butt.
Speaker 2 (20:45):
Yeah, and then.
Speaker 3 (20:50):
Uh, I decided to pray. I pray after that, so
I won't I will I wonder own looking the tree,
looking looking on on on the on the die that
still hanging there. Just I have two I have two,
(21:12):
one on my neck on the girl and one on
the on the top.
Speaker 2 (21:18):
So so the first, the first time, God saved you
because of the pain of putting the knife on your stomach,
and you didn't.
Speaker 3 (21:29):
Know the pain.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
The second time, the Lord saved you from electrocuting yourself
by having a blackout cut the power. And the third
time he broke the branch when you were trying to
hang yourself.
Speaker 3 (21:43):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (21:43):
So clearly God has a plan for your life rext
exactly exactly.
Speaker 3 (21:50):
So when I was on a girl, I pray, Lord,
is you won't allow me to die today? Please give
me reason to live. So he didn't answer if you were?
If you so I leave my life under my life
(22:12):
but still you can't feel this depression. But on my
way on my new journey. After after those attempts, Uh,
one guy, I didn't know him. He posted on the Facebook.
(22:32):
He says that I guess I don't remember the word.
Says that if this is the end of my if
it is the end of my journey, thank you for
the happy times that we have. So I reached those guy.
I reached the guy say hey, if you want to
(22:55):
you know, if you want to commit suicide, this pray first.
Nothing else, nothing else. I said, this, pray first before
you do suicide. And then you reach out on me.
Don't tell his story. We have the same story. And
(23:19):
I didn't reply. I just leap. I justly until he
stopped messaging, and then I called, hey, take your for
your your sorry. All you need is to listened. Are
people to listen to your story. I won't say anything.
(23:42):
I would judge you, but life is not that meashaable
that that's why we call it and next day, that's
why we call it. Tomorrow does it's very surprised. We
call it present because is surprising. So after that, a month,
(24:14):
next a month after the hour hour messaging, he sent
me a message again that he says thank you. He
was able to uh reach her partner. They will the
struggle in his life and they were both okay. And
(24:35):
then I realized that on my day. My hope, I'll
there was a person that I would teach right like
this one, and I wasn't a I won't feel alone.
So after that, my training can do you.
Speaker 1 (25:01):
And when.
Speaker 3 (25:04):
Here's why, Oh so we just right yea, and I
was we're just oh, changing messages. We we don't we
don't have a related uh friends, We just meet on
(25:27):
a chat.
Speaker 2 (25:31):
So you met Maria, your current wife, but when you
were when you're dating, you met her on a chat,
like on on Facebook or something or just something else.
Speaker 3 (25:39):
It's an app.
Speaker 2 (25:40):
Oh was it a dating app?
Speaker 3 (25:43):
Oh? Just a regular regular app. I would say it's
a dating app because when you shake your phone, there's
an it's a there is a uh a profile after
you shake your folders of profile that says near you, Oh,
(26:06):
there's a bunch of people there. So I just clicked
where yeah.
Speaker 2 (26:10):
Oh wow, thank Okay.
Speaker 3 (26:14):
That's knowing. That's knowing Maria story. No, So we we
changed our messages and then after that, uh, we we
meet and we become grlfriend and boyfriend, not knowing that
(26:39):
she has this limiting hill. So hill is like a
bath pushing some things on your spine. So there's a
there's a problem. Where has a problem of walking problem,
(27:04):
deffreciating having pool sometimes speak yes that one and sometimes
and right now yes a writer. So I don't know
the story that until we the troble girlfriend and boyfriend.
(27:25):
And I think that is the reason why God never
allowed me to to end my life, is to help
to continue her journey. And I think, oh, he gave
(27:53):
me also our reason to live. Yeah, so uh after pandemic,
I know it's it's all pandemic. We we we change
our vows. Weh we don't want and oh before that, no,
(28:16):
before that, there's another miracle in my life. My first
boy side. Yeah. Oh, A doctor says that he will
be my wife. She will be uh happy a baby
because her condition.
Speaker 2 (28:39):
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 3 (28:41):
So we go when does sembol. There's there's a a
shrine there a simile as trying. It's about my Mary trying.
And they says it's America is shying. So I go there,
(29:01):
me and area. Uh we we we pray differently. So
I asked that ask the Lord, h, if you won't
allow her to heal, just give us a child after
a month. When no, yeah, after a month, when we
(29:28):
when we go there, keep we got pregnant. She was pregnant.
H The doctor says, oh, this will be your lastson. Okay,
you won't. You won't have to. I won't allow you
to have another one. And they'll be pray again and
(29:50):
there's another way. H Yeah.
Speaker 2 (29:56):
But when you were when you were dating, she was
walking okay.
Speaker 3 (30:01):
Oh it's a little bit spine.
Speaker 2 (30:08):
Yeah, so it has a little bit of a weird walk, yeah,
because of the I can't pronounce it the way you
do it, but it's a it's a type of spine
of biffid. Right, yeah, it's similar. Okay, so, uh, something
wrong with her back. You're fine at birth effect on
(30:34):
her spine. Yeah, And so she was walking a little
bit funky. But you said you still said she's cute.
Speaker 3 (30:42):
Let's day. It's beautiful. Oh, it's beautiful okay, yeah, and
she is a beautiful girl.
Speaker 2 (30:57):
Okay. So the Lord gave you a miraculous uh baby
number one right right? Yeah, yeah, we love Rachel and
you had just had Rachel. I think when when you
came on board on my team. M right, yeah, because
(31:17):
it's a little one still in diapers, I think.
Speaker 3 (31:21):
Yeah, So that's that's our that that was our first
week when he was bored.
Speaker 2 (31:29):
Yeah, yeah, was it? You already had him though, weren't
didn't didn't you?
Speaker 3 (31:34):
I don't remember I had I had two before I
have to to offer you.
Speaker 2 (31:43):
So so you didn't even have Rigel before you and
I started working together. Yeap, hoh, we've been together a
long time. Res I didn't run my goodness, well because
the past six and a half year.
Speaker 3 (32:01):
Because Viel is seven, I think right now?
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Okay, yeah, well, oh my goodness okay said, well that's amazing. Okay,
so the Lord gave you a miracle baby and you
had Rachel. Did she have any problems with her pregnancy
or anything?
Speaker 3 (32:25):
Yeah she has, oh she oh when she worked with
Rachel's she has a sea shrew. Oh so they decided
to have it the what do you tho this?
Speaker 2 (32:41):
When they cut it? The cesarean?
Speaker 3 (32:47):
So both of my boys? She sorry?
Speaker 2 (32:53):
Wow, So okay, so then you're second son, right technic?
I always think, Yeah, Tekk is the one that Yeah,
she was pregnant and I watched, you know, we prayed
through that whole thing, and yes.
Speaker 3 (33:15):
It's and I asked, asked you before that we could
pray for Takeshi's because of adult the doctor found out.
My second word was a trace, Have you a trace?
A waiter? Were you paid for him? Oh? For the
(33:37):
old whole week, I think. And when we went there
three days after, great, there's there's the the the the
result was all negative. And you can say those those
(33:58):
breakers of yours. H It's what's so? What's so strong
you you have? You can feel the connection of the
Lord God. You you can feel because here when when
when we stopped, when we talk, be I I feel
(34:21):
no doubt you know that I can fully share everything.
So that's how precious you are. And before when when
I said that a brilliant Oh, I don't have clients
right now that I think there there's a there's a
(34:46):
uh section of or thought that he says that the
the Lord what whatever, the Lord guides on me, whatever
the wants me to do. So I I processed it
(35:08):
on my hands.
Speaker 2 (35:14):
Yeah that's so good. Yeah, God is good. And it's
an honor to be able to pray for you and
your family. And you know, I just kind of like
think of you guys as my kids over there in
the Philippines, you know, yeah, yeah, wow, so go ahead.
Speaker 3 (35:38):
Yeah. And also after after that, I saidmitted the Lord.
Did I say I give everything to you, my work,
my life, my every day living. It's up to you. Oh.
(36:00):
After that, I don't feel stressed. I don't feel any
any emotion about word that there will be a problem.
That if if I lose a client, it's another way
of a problem. I don't see that way right now.
(36:21):
It's because of you. If I lose a client, I
feel another three. Yeah, another reason to to work hard,
another reason too. Look on your left side. The client
(36:44):
is on your front right now. There might be another
client on your left side or on your right side.
There's a different sides of your life that you won't
want to uh, you have to explore. Don't stay on
the front.
Speaker 4 (37:00):
So that that is the leaders that I have that
you do you know, and that's very.
Speaker 2 (37:09):
Wow. Well that's extreme trust and I appreciate that. And
I'm sure that a lot of people want need to
hear that message that you just trust him. But I
also don't want anybody to miss the fact that you
felt like you had a mission in life to help Maria. Yeah,
(37:32):
and you love her and taking care of her. You
felt like God gave you that mission, which is of
course more important than your work. Right to take care
of another human, It's much more important than just making money, right.
I haven't understanding you need to make money to support her,
But that is a beautiful thing as well. And it's
(37:53):
a beautiful thing to see a husband that committed to
his wife. So want to community for that. That's beautiful. Mhm.
So how do your friends think about your walk with
the Lord and how much you trust and that you
can still keep your smile even though times get difficult,
(38:17):
or what are your friends and families day?
Speaker 3 (38:20):
Well, only knows, Oh, only ya knows about why what
we did the word Uh, my my friends doesn't know.
Maybe before, after, after the sporting, after this pod. Guess
(38:41):
I'll live a shre one. I'm linna sure to do
every way so they'll know that you don't have to
be upbraid to what we did.
Speaker 2 (38:58):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (38:59):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (38:59):
And there's so much more than just the religion of
going to church. There's the relationship with the Lord and
praying to him and understanding his presence and hearing his voice.
And you've shared a lot over the years of how
he's guided you and how he's provided the miracles, and
(39:23):
you know it's it's not just I'm going to be
a good Catholic and go to church on Sunday or
you know, go to confession or whatever, because it's so
much more than that, Right, it's not about religion and
it's not about going to church. It's about having the
Lord in your in your heart and allowing him to
abide in you. And you know, he shows up when
(39:47):
you show up.
Speaker 3 (39:49):
Yeah, that's so good.
Speaker 2 (39:53):
Well, is there anything else you want to share a
part of the story.
Speaker 3 (40:00):
I just want to share the time when I do anything.
Speaker 2 (40:09):
Yeah, oh, behind the scenes of spirits.
Speaker 3 (40:14):
And it's because your guests. One maybe one of the
reasons why I was able to get closer with the
lower is because of your hear your podcast. So when
I do anything, when I do anything before actually I
(40:37):
do that, I just do it, and then the the
first base of the video, then the fact, and then
the middle I mean middle, and then the end. I
don't usually check the the whole video until the day,
(40:58):
until the day that I don't want I don't know
what episode was that I forgot that I was so
attracted even in the degree. So when you share thoughts
with Donna, mm hmmm, I I review all of the
(41:19):
video all of the segments until you don't know your
you're learning, you don't know you're also praying. Yeah, until
the day you you because there is a part of
the video that like you end not a praying on
the ed degree. Yeah, I lost my eyes. Usually I
(41:44):
don't close my eyes when I do edit, I goes
my eyes. It feels like I'm a part of of
the podcast. Oh and then I prayed and then see
say I gotta go smokes right now. So I'm I'm
(42:04):
very thankful that I was a part of the podcast
until now. So that's why even it says that you
don't have enough for me right now, Well, like I
do it for free. Yes, like I said before, I
(42:25):
already paid with your players. Yeah you you you guide
your guidance with me, those those learnings on on different guests,
how they struggles, how their journey is. It's like my salary.
Speaker 2 (42:50):
You know.
Speaker 3 (42:51):
There there is a part of your life that you
don't have to uh, the the income. It is that
about the money. It's about the learning that you you
you have after after your heart mhm. So I'm very
(43:12):
thankful that I was able to meet you. I was.
I don't know that I was able. Uh, there's a
part of my life that I was around that by
a very good people. Even in my depression, I never
(43:33):
thought I was a lot of good people. Yeah, God
didn't allow me to join the team evil.
Speaker 2 (43:47):
The gangs or anything else going on, and there's he
protected you a lot.
Speaker 3 (43:52):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (43:55):
Yeah, well I'm very very grateful that I have you
to produce the power casts, and yeah, I would like
to be able to hire you full time. You know,
that would be amazing to just you know, have you
full time. But we should probably just let the people
know how this works is I have my agency is
(44:17):
Build It Business Services, and Rex is the team lead
for that. So when my clients need their websites done
or their courses put onto the platforms, or video editing
or things like that, the same things that I need done,
they can hire our team and then Rex will he
(44:39):
has other people that will help him if he needs
if he needs it. We went through the time when
you had a couple of different people helping you. Yeah,
and Marie, you know, so depending on yeah, how the
workload goes and how many clients we have through in
the agency and Build It Business Services or or my
(45:02):
one on one clients who needs some help. You know,
we run that through the agency as well. So so
that's what he's talking about there, and you're welcome to
check that out. I'll put the link in the in
the show notes in case you want to hire the team,
which then you get me as a project manager. Oh
(45:22):
my gosh, Rex, Yeah, it's I. I really appreciate and
I don't have to worry about you know, the show
getting edited and produced and posted and on not put
out of all the social media stuff and and thank
you for all of that. And you know, people think
that I'm on social media, but really it's this guy.
It's it's Rex. It's him putting my stuff on there
(45:46):
because I don't hang out on social media. I've tried.
I've tried to like enjoy social media.
Speaker 3 (45:53):
I just it's not me.
Speaker 2 (45:55):
It's just not something that I want to do.
Speaker 4 (45:57):
So the times I asked you to have a video
for meos just to make you closer with the social media.
Speaker 2 (46:08):
But I know, and I and I try, I really do,
and I don't know what the problem. Well I do
know what the problem is. It's there's some there's some
technical stuff and then they're you know, they're just things.
But you know, if the Lord calls me to do it,
I will do it. I just haven't felt like the
(46:31):
Lord says do this. Although about three years ago I
thought I heard the Lord say TikTok, and I'm like, oh, Lord,
surely you're wrong. Surely that was not the Lord. I
did not hear that correctly. I can't even stand the
whole minute on TikTok. Oh my god, I don't even
know anything about it. So but anyway, Rex, you are
(46:57):
the You're the steak and the ground for getting things
done as far as getting things on online. So I
appreciate that. Yeah, anything else gonna share with the peeps
before we wrap this up and land this plane, I
know you need to go. It's like five am for you.
Speaker 3 (47:14):
So yeah, So there's nothing I could share any more.
But please, if you're all being trouble, would you lie?
If you feel that you do not exist or having
trouble doing yourself, reach out for it for a person
(47:41):
that you could share straight. Sure you could see go
with you the pastors goes with the freeze. At least
you could talk and share your struggling life. The best
reason to leave you start sure vide.
Speaker 2 (48:03):
Yeah, that's so good.
Speaker 3 (48:07):
Yeah, we need to think about that about I don't
not about ourselves anymore. We should think about the people
who love us. Oh, what is the Lord guide you
love us? And second is the people who who is
(48:35):
there for you that you didn't know because you don't
want to reach out and you are afraid of and
there might be like Maria, they're might a stranger put
to talk with you, even you were in the down
foll of your life.
Speaker 2 (48:55):
Thank you, Yeah, thank you, thank you. Rex. That was
a good word. Somebody needed to hear that. Yeah, definitely
reach out. Don't don't go through depression alone. I know
we feel so isolated and that depression is part of
(49:16):
my history as well. I don't think I've ever shared
the story, but I've had I had a long issue
with depression. So yeah, reach out, it's the best thing.
And the second, you know, obviously prayer, but get out
into the world, because when we start isolating ourselves is
(49:37):
when we start having the enemy can talk to us
and there's no other voice. You know, when the enemy
is the only one talking to you, then he'll seem
it'll seem like he's right, and it'll seem like it's
the truth, just not he's a liar and a deceiver.
You're not alone. God loves you, and no matter what
(50:00):
what you're going through, God is with you. He loves you,
and it's only the enemy who's shutting that voice, the
voice of the Father or Jesus down. So you're absolutely right, Rex,
Thank you for that. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for being brave and vulnerable, especially with you.
Speaker 3 (50:20):
No, I usually before I go, I agree, And as
for a g I guess about this, and h there's
there's a person posted on so she'll meet you. How
(50:41):
I could feel I could feel that he she feels
the same with me before. So I think that was
my those you know that to share your story. So
people who you know, how there is thank you read.
(51:02):
Thank you so much.
Speaker 2 (51:04):
Oh thank you Rex. All Right, you guys, if this
was meaningful to you, please like subscribe to the channel,
share that with your friends wherever you're enjoying the podcast.
We appreciate you helping us spread the message of God's
love and the redemption. You know, He saved Rex at
(51:27):
least three times, if not even more, Because I don't know. Rex,
over the years, you've you've had like a motorcycle accident
and like he saved you more than just those three times.
Thank you so yeah, exactly all right until next time,
(51:48):
stay spirit centered, he's out.
Speaker 1 (51:53):
Thank you for listening to spirit Centered Business with Berlin Nuby.
Be sure to like, subscribe and share with your friends.
The next age of doing business by being spirit centered
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Speaker 3 (52:14):
Peace Out,
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