Making Mistakes Effect w/ Megan Mistakes

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
What's gonna buy? This is rough for us, A miss
for the fact, and of course I'm joined with my wonderful, spectacular,
always fun co hosts The Love They Miss Sarah Lys.

Speaker 2 (00:11):
Hey, guys, I am back and today I am actually
all not to roll, deciding not to wear makeup, so
I can just spare it all for you guys, and
we'll get really deep in this conversation today because looking at.

Speaker 3 (00:25):
This beauty, she seems like the kind of girl that
makes me want to make mistakes and just feel doing.

Speaker 4 (00:32):
Them, you know.

Speaker 2 (00:33):
But like this, I don't know if she's the girl
that you bring home to Mama, but you may want to.

Speaker 3 (00:39):
Because look at this gorgeous beauty. Megan mistakes.

Speaker 5 (00:46):
Hello, Hello, and before I have you introduced yourself, I
want to say this, when I first sing your name, period,
I'm like, that is probably one of the best name puns.
Absolutely making Yes, I'm like making making mistakes.

Speaker 1 (01:08):
That is that is that is brilliant. That is brilliant.

Speaker 4 (01:11):
When I was camming a lot of it took a
while for people to like pick up on it, but
like now that I'm shooting more people like catch on
to it. But I think it's because they like say
it out loud and I'm reading it on a screen name.
So that's true.

Speaker 2 (01:28):
That does make a big difference because sometimes I'm reading
something and it doesn't like focus until I read it
out loud and I'm like, oh, that's what it is, right, absolutely, so.

Speaker 1 (01:42):
Real quick, like for those unfortunate souls out there who
don't know who you are? Who who is making.

Speaker 4 (01:51):
That's a loaded question? I mean, I'm making mistakes. I
started off camming back in twenty seventeen, it'll be actually
eight years in October. Started doing studio work last. I

(02:15):
think my first scene was I say May because it
was like the last day of April, so I don't
really count that. Yeah, my first scene was like May
well April but May. Let's see, I was born and
raised in southern California. I'm one of the few la

(02:37):
Like natives. I'm Filipino white, even though people don't believe me.
I'm trying to think of, like what else can hit
the like bullet points.

Speaker 6 (02:58):
Don't hit the bullet points telling the summary, the summary,
the like quick little intro.

Speaker 3 (03:06):
We want the short story, we want the long story.
Who is making the long story a long?

Speaker 4 (03:13):
That's a long story.

Speaker 2 (03:17):
What makes Oh yeah, what is making on?

Speaker 4 (03:26):
It's funny because like growing up here, like everyone knows
about the industry and stuff like that, and so it
wasn't ever like a big deal. So when I finally
like made that jump to it, I was like, oh,
it was like the typical trope of like, oh, I'm

(03:47):
going to pay for school this way. Yeah, And luckily
the valley has many options. So I found like a
camming studio because I was still like living with my
mom while going to college. And then I like realized
I was like, wait, I'm making what a typical job

(04:10):
makes in a year. I'm making in three months, Like
why would I leave at least especially with camming, because
it was like, I mean, this is my cameraom so
it's like I can do everything in the comfort of
my home. But then I got bored in the pandemic. Well,
I think the pandemic made it worse because we had

(04:31):
to be inside and so for those like three three
four issues, because I feel like things didn't really open
up until like twenty twenty three. I just I was like,
you know what, I need to see people, I like
really need to see people. And my college was like

(04:53):
online two and I did that before the lockdown. I
had already transferred and it was like an online program.
So that's kind of like what got me interested into
like shooting, because I was like, I'm already all over
the internet, and I might as well. The easiest way
to go meet people is to go work for the studios,

(05:15):
which I have. I've enjoyed a lot. I like being
I like doing studio work and camming a lot more
than making content. Content makes me want to cry.

Speaker 2 (05:29):
It is sometimes like you know, you have to be
the director and everything, and sometimes the editor. Whereas you
go on set, they give you a script and you
just you just do what they told you to do.

Speaker 4 (05:44):
You know that.

Speaker 1 (05:46):
And like.

Speaker 4 (05:49):
Camming, even though you don't necessarily like get paid right away,
you know exactly what you're making, and you know you
can pivot really quick, Like let's say you're having a
really bad hour, you can pivot really quick and start
making a lot, like make what you want to make.
And so that aspect of like I can spend a

(06:14):
few hours on a video, I don't know if it's
gonna sell, I don't know what the or it might be,
like if it's for social media, I'm shadow band and
only a few thousand people see it, and that's like
that's not really enticing to me. It gets just yeah,

(06:36):
and like only things move, so I'm not used to
things moving so fast either, Like I feel like with
I guess more so because of the pandemic, like content
has to move so fucking fast, and like, what do
you mean I have to upload five one minute long

(06:57):
videos and every single day in or to get exposure,
or like you go down and you sit there, like
try and do a trend, and if you don't do
it within that like a three day period, it's not
going to get boosted. And personally, I feel silly if
I'm like late, well, I don't. I try to pay

(07:17):
attention to the trends and then I'm like this was
from a few months ago, And I have stage fright
when it comes to the Internet in that way, because
I'm like, are people going to be judging me for
doing a trend that was three months ago?

Speaker 1 (07:30):
I think people would judge like people here would judge
you no matter what. So it's kind of like you
know fd FDA opinion, right.

Speaker 4 (07:39):
Which is like I carry that in my personal life
and I don't know what it is about the Internet,
because like, I'm naked online, I'm naked in videos. That's
a no brainer to me. Me having to like do
silly dances or constantly think of like little skits, I'm like,

(08:06):
oh no, what.

Speaker 7 (08:06):
If this like like fails, Yeah, because you put your
heart is so into that skit or whatever, and then
just to be like is it gonna like is it
gonna make the numbers or are people gonna not like it?

Speaker 2 (08:26):
I feel like about really putting ourselves out there like
that that makes us more shy, I'd say.

Speaker 4 (08:33):
That, and like because I mean, even though I've been
camming for so long, because camming and content kind of
go hand in hand. But you used to be able
to release like a photo set in a video a month,
not three videos every week. We're constantly like posting photos.

(08:54):
So I I just never really because I wasn't sure
how long I was going to be camming for. I
kind of kept so many things like small just to
clean up my digital footprint if the day ever had
to come. And so when everyone started making content, I

(09:17):
was like, I don't know how to edit, and like
I get second hand embarrassment when I look at my
things that I edited like in the past, I'm like,
why is that grainy, or like the colors are off
or I didn't like remove that outlet correctly, and now
it's all rippled in the back. And so it's like

(09:38):
also one of those things where I'm like, I feel
like I'm like kind of behind my peers because I
don't have the years of experience of editing. So I'm like, Okay,
I have to learn this really fast, and like I
don't know, it's all had problems, not real life problem.

Speaker 1 (09:58):
I think, like, U, I agree with you because I
know a lot of people who are shooting with random
people and you never know, like cause you can shoot
with someone you know, really really known and think, oh
this is gonna sale and no one watches it. You
choop was random, random mom off the street, blood attended

(10:19):
my pun intended, and then it just goes crazy. It's
like this person is like just some random Joe, you know,
so you know, you never know what you know the
fans want unless they say, yes, I want you to
chip with blah blah blah, but then they don't understand
like you got to pay blah blah blah's.

Speaker 2 (10:38):
Right whatever, so or you may not have chemistry with
that person either, you.

Speaker 4 (10:43):
Know, right, And that's why, like, because I did try
and do content before going to studios, because I was like,
oh well, it's better to own my own stuff, and
the few within like the first five collapse, I was like,
this isn't for me. I don't want to like I

(11:06):
don't want to like meet up with people. And then
it's also like, I mean there is like a vetting
system and stuff, but you never know how you're going
to mesh with someone or sometimes just your personality like
triggers something in them, and so I and then and

(11:31):
then all that editing, So editing, I know I can
I can edit like a five minute video very fast
and very well now, but a forty minute video and
then it's like, okay, well what angles do these people want?
And then you have to go and market that, And

(11:53):
that I think is like my biggest gripe with things
is like I I'm not a marketer, and it's I mean,
that's also why I started shooting for studios. I was like,
they have marketing teams. People went to college for this.

(12:15):
I didn't go to college for this, and they're spending
the big money, and I think like plus I have
ADHD and I'm so slow on things that people will
like release the scene because you're both releasing the scene
that one like hopefully at one time. But I was

(12:38):
talking about this on set yesterday. I was like, it
takes me like six months to get to a video
and then you have to create hype over it, and
I mean by the time I get to releasing it,
it's just more so for people who find me at
that time and they're like, oh, they have this video,
so I might as well buy it. But I don't

(12:59):
really reap the benefits of like collabing that much.

Speaker 1 (13:05):
I mean I could, but it's do you think the
hard part is like to find someone who's willing to say, Okay,
I am not going to release this until you are
ready to release this, and we can release it at
the same platform and we at the same time or
like you know, on similar platforms, so we both can
make can make maximize the amount of money we can

(13:26):
make from this, you know, And there's.

Speaker 4 (13:30):
That well they did they did do that like in
the very beginning, and like I've always been asked, like
people will ask me like, hey, what when do you
want to release this? Blah, blah blah blah blah, and
if I have to edit the video, I just tell
them to release it because you're gonna be waiting on
me and I don't want that. I know my faults.

(13:51):
They don't have to be like a prisoner to my faults.
But it's also like everyone has and I'm there are
there are some people who have discussions about like pricing
and stuff like that, but a majority of people have
such different pricing. And then you also have like the
male side of things where they don't really do PPVs.

(14:15):
They just put it all on the wall, like they
have the subscription and then they release it on the wall.
So like why would someone obviously someone who's like a
fan of me or who doesn't know that man will
buy it from me. But some of these people are
also privy to the fact of oh I can go

(14:36):
get it cheaper from the male than I can from
the woman, even though I'm a fan of the woman. Yeah,
I tell.

Speaker 1 (14:46):
I think from what I've told people who are male,
like counting careers like that, I say, make your page
like some of them make their page free. But then
I tell them to make it so like the videos
cost because that's where you actually get your real money
from if you're not doing like mainstream work, and then

(15:08):
it also like helps both of you in some capacity
to to a capacity depending on what you're doing. The
sun that was some people do charge a ridiculous amount
for some of their videos, because I've seen someone charge
like seventy dollars for a four minute video and I'm like,

(15:28):
that's crazy high, and I'm like, yeah, I can understand that,
but I don't know.

Speaker 4 (15:36):
Must perpecting, right, but yeah, that's what.

Speaker 1 (15:43):
For a video for a video with a four or
five minute video, And it was just of them using
like it was a solo scene too, So it was like, I.

Speaker 4 (15:54):
Mean, but if people want to pay that, because I'm
like all for pricing certain things, but I'm like.

Speaker 1 (16:02):
Saying, like you'll have a like people have a hard
of time trying to say okay, you know.

Speaker 4 (16:08):
All right, well, and that's that's kind of the thing too,
is that like I suck at talking to people in dms. Again,
My ADHD is like, oh, you're taking three hours to
reply to me and then I'll forget about you and
you won't get our slans for like a week, which

(16:31):
is like really bad. And so like with camming. It's like, Okay,
what do you want and then like we agree on
a price, and if they want to pay it, they pay.
If they don't, they go find someone else. And so
it's like very quick transactions. But that's always the worst
two When they haggle, you, well, I can go get

(16:52):
it from some and so then go get it. I'm
not arguing with you, and I think they want me
to argue with them, but and they're like a lot
of people get off on the haggling, and I'm like, no,
I'm not going to do that because then you're gonna
get me mad. And I don't like being.

Speaker 1 (17:09):
Mad, right, I just I just I just vided her
turning green. You won't like me when I'm.

Speaker 2 (17:17):
Angry, mind you. You and I sound very similar in
these aspects, Like I'll be honest, I'm not that good
at like responding to my messages, but I feel like,
mind you, I did open a lot of like subscription sites,

(17:40):
so I'm trying to manage them all myself at once,
and that would necessarily a smart idea, but I'm still
trying it.

Speaker 4 (17:49):
Oh and that's a thing too. They tell at least
from like the camming site side of things. They're like,
open up every single site, make sure you're on everything,
and it's like I did that, yeah, and now I'm
overwhelming and I don't want to touch anything.

Speaker 2 (18:03):
Yes, exactly, Like sometimes you end up like looking at everything,
all the work that you have to do, and you
just phrase like oh shit, you know, and then you
end up not doing anything and just.

Speaker 3 (18:18):
Overwhelmed to even touch anything.

Speaker 4 (18:21):
Which I'm surprisedly done because everyone knows everyone in the industry,
and I'm surprised no one has made a mass uploader.

Speaker 1 (18:32):
It has been tried, They tried, but I think it's
it's like so many different sites require different things because
like an only fans you can get away with just
tagging people without uploading the paperwork and saying hi, I
said that I will work with this person in the
whole verification thing, and many I think minivids and some

(18:56):
others like you need to not like have all your
people work together, all the IDs together, all of this
and all of that. Just different requirements.

Speaker 4 (19:06):
Yeah, I mean, I don't really even though we use
only fans and like it became this huge monopoly, I
don't even really consider only fans like part of the industry,
but like you have like clips for sites are not
clips for sale. Not clips for sites clips for sale,
I want clips many of its, even loyal fans. I'm like,

(19:30):
if they got together and just made like a mass uploader,
so then we can just put which I don't know
if they necessarily like the because they're all in kind
of competicated each other, but because I think the only
platform that has somewhat different paperwork, it's either many of

(19:51):
its or fans leave. I know fansy makes you hold
up a piece of paper for verification, and I many
of its let you tag people, but I don't know
if they want their to two five seven or you
can use any kind of two two five seven. But

(20:16):
with all the people who go to expis, I'm like,
why haven't we gotten some people together and been like
make it easier on us, please, because they have it
for like YouTube and uh, what was the other one?

Speaker 3 (20:30):
Like I think about like metricool or whatever.

Speaker 2 (20:32):
Those kinds of apps are where you do like you're saying, Instagram, Facebook, YouTube,
I think I've seen it where they do like TikTok
and then you can release to all of those at once.

Speaker 1 (20:44):
Yeah, But I think the thing is like because it's
not adult and they want it to be more secure
with because some people say like they're using their idea,
they use their social and makes it more secure on
their sites because you're uploading people's personal information like on

(21:05):
stuff like that. That's why I just I don't know,
but not so so much just on that. So what
is what is what does Megan do for fun out here?
What is a fun day for megann pawn Star? You are?
You know?

Speaker 4 (21:24):
I've been trying to figure that out because I like
lost a lot of my hobbies in between going to
school and like working. But I used to be like
really in the hiking because I mean here we have
amazing hiking trails, especially if you go like a little

(21:45):
bit up north of Venture County. I love going to
like music shows. That sounds redundant, but like concerts there
we go. That's the word. I was traveling for a
bit that was fun. And I'm trying to get back

(22:08):
into art because I used to paint all the time
and I have all the art supplies. But again that's
been sitting there for like a year. I painted the
other like earlier this month, let it dry. Haven't touched
it again, So I need to get back to.

Speaker 1 (22:27):
That so so we can so we can buy it.
We can we can buy and make it a.

Speaker 4 (22:32):
Regional I don't know if maybe when I feel comfortable
about that, because I'm also the kind of person that
like likes to create something and then destroy it.

Speaker 3 (22:46):
I do that well.

Speaker 2 (22:48):
I like to paint over my paintings, So I don't
know if that counts. But yeah, like there's just the
thing about the creation and destruction of something that you've you.

Speaker 4 (23:00):
Know, right, and it's more of like a release than
it is because if I think about, like, I mean,
sometimes I'll post them, but then when I think about,
I don't know, my inner critic is the worst. Because

(23:21):
the thing is is that there are I do have
friends who have like my paintings in their house, but
it's it's having all those eyes on something you created.
And like, I don't know, I think the Internet can
take like a lot of joy away from things, and

(23:42):
so when it becomes personal so personal like art, I
like to keep that in like my little inner circle
because I used to like write poetry too, and that
was just completely personal. And then I delete the files
or rip out the pages, like if I came across

(24:06):
a notebook again, I'd rip out the pages and just
throw it away. What and I do that to a
lot of my journals, Like I do that to a
lot of my journals. I'll rip out the pages and
just throw them away and then like start writing again.

Speaker 1 (24:21):
Yeah, I bet you she's is thrown out master class
poems that would last ages, right.

Speaker 2 (24:28):
Like that's what I'm thinking, Like I'm just imagining just
a book of Megan mistake poems.

Speaker 1 (24:36):
I bet I bet he has written he has written
a poem better than the Raven.

Speaker 4 (24:41):
And there is something I have slightly been considering since
like substacks really popular. The only thing that like kind
of I guess that's the thing with like the Internet,

(25:01):
is it Tumblr used to be like a great platform
of like ghost writers and stuff like that, or like
artists and art like you could throw all of it
up there. No one was that act Like everyone was
nice on Tumblr. Like everyone was actually very very nice

(25:22):
on Tumblr, so you didn't have to worry about like
the critics. And that's kind of the thing. I was like, Okay,
if I like make a sub stack and like just
have like ghostwrite under a pen name. But then it's like, well,
if I'm going to put it on the internet, then

(25:43):
I have to market it. And do I really want
to market because I don't know if substack has like
an explore page per se.

Speaker 3 (25:53):
Honest I haven't been on substack in a long time.

Speaker 2 (25:57):
I used to read a lot of fan fiction, so
that's really where I was at.

Speaker 3 (26:02):
But yeah, honestly, it would be very beautiful just to
go in and read just random stories.

Speaker 4 (26:10):
They should have never sold. Tumblr. Know, that's where I
found fan I not that I ever looked up fan fiction,
but my friend did and we used to sit there
and read fan fiction at Starbucks. We were bored on Tumblr.

Speaker 1 (26:26):
Awesome, because I've never heard of this site?

Speaker 3 (26:30):
What which want fan fiction?

Speaker 1 (26:33):
Yeah?

Speaker 4 (26:37):
I thought you meant.

Speaker 1 (26:39):
I know Tumblr, Like that was back a long time ago.
But I'm again, like I'm older, so I remember, like
back in my back in my day, it used to
be this website where you can just upload all your poems,
and they used to have this. They'll pick like a
hundred poems a year and they'll put them all on

(27:03):
their website, but they'll take one hundred and they'll publish
them books somewhere. No, this is it wasn't even that
this is this is, this is, this is this is
two thousand and two thousand.

Speaker 2 (27:16):
Like chicken meals souper, because I know Pine Treetry one
of those that did that.

Speaker 1 (27:22):
We could name of the site, but it wasn't that, No,
it was it was some website. But back in like
two thousand and nine, like ninety ninety two thousand, you
could upload all your poems like that's how that's how
one of mine got published. But you could upload all
your poems and stuff and then hope, like of the
one hundred, they pick one of yours and then they'll

(27:44):
publish it. And so he needs to go in there
and read all these other ones to get like some
type of inspirations, right mind. So it's like some of
were really good and some might just sucked compared to
a lot of them, like because it was it was
some really good people people going through some things. You know.

(28:08):
It's like, you know, because you can you know what's
really you. You want to find this person, give them
a hug and like, man, it'll be okay or yeah
or be likes that. Dude, I don't cuss, Megan, I
don't cuss. So if I say you don't cuss.

Speaker 3 (28:27):
He doesn't cuss at all.

Speaker 2 (28:31):
What he doesn't drink, he's like so vanilla, but he's
not a square.

Speaker 4 (28:37):
I have a lot of friends who don't drink actually
like go ahead. Oh and they're not even like going
through recovery. They just like never drank. So I'm used
to being around people like that. But you don't cuss.

Speaker 1 (28:54):
I don't cuss. I don't so much fun, that's what
we're hearing there. But I don't smokes.

Speaker 4 (29:00):
No.

Speaker 1 (29:02):
I just grew up like I never cuss in front
of like young people or my or my elders. And
then I said a cuss word in front of a kid,
and you know, I say, you know what, I'm gonna
quit and so and so I started counting every cuss
word that I said, and it made me be accountable for,

(29:28):
you know, for myself. So I went from it went
two fifty six that first year I started out. There
no a year in a year. Then they went to
one sixty eight, Then it went to sixty sixty seven.
Then it went to five, and that five was during COVID.
That was two twenty five during COVID. Then zero.

Speaker 4 (29:52):
Did you keep like a little journal to tally all
of it.

Speaker 1 (29:55):
I just counted in my head. It got to the
point where when I was sleep, like in my dreams,
my dream dream me would count. I didn't count. I didn't.
I didn't count them like I didn't count them a
cord because I was like I was lucid, but my
dream he would count the cuss word because I was counting,
like I was keeping tracks so much.

Speaker 4 (30:22):
And you're going to school for business and not research, right.

Speaker 1 (30:27):
It was it was just just because like I didn't
want to curse again in front of a young person.
That was the only And the thing is the cuss
word I said wasn't even one of the bad ones
I said at double hockey sticks. I said the word.
I said that word.

Speaker 4 (30:46):
That the place that's not a cuss word, right, that
is a location.

Speaker 1 (30:51):
Yeah, but I had I said, I said that word.
And I was like, okay, you know what I'm gonna
quick cuss it is it's bad to because two of
my friends they cussed like sellers. And I know the
reason they started cussing because they were young. They were
like one of my my little cousin, she's like a

(31:13):
year younger than me, and I used to like she
used to follow me everywhere and I used to curse
a lot when I was like six or seven, and
she picked it up from me. And that's every other
word from her mother's cuss word. And my other friend church, church, church,
religious guy. Everything hung around with me.

Speaker 3 (31:36):
I feel like I used even I used to cuss
more before.

Speaker 2 (31:40):
I hung out with Roster often, and I think just
hanging out with him, I cuss less.

Speaker 3 (31:46):
I think I've noticed you too, and I'm like, oh,
look at him being a good influence on me.

Speaker 4 (31:55):
Yeah, Like there was never a lot of thing around me,
but I think it was mostly through music where I
learned about, like learned how to cuss. Although I don't
yell at people, so there's like mine's always like if

(32:15):
I hit my toe on like a ledge, I'll cuss.
But that's so funny.

Speaker 1 (32:22):
I think the majority of the ones that I said,
like when I was counting, was because of road rage.

Speaker 4 (32:30):
Oh yeah, living in LA.

Speaker 1 (32:32):
Living in LA, driving on the one on one or
the four five people who like you know, try to
get for three lanes and get off on an exit
without signaling.

Speaker 4 (32:46):
That's the worst. And they're never from here either. They're
never from here. Because like I literally thought that we
had the worst traffic and we had the worst drive.
Then in twenty twenty twenty one, I moved to Chicago
and I drove across the country because I was bringing

(33:09):
well I only had one cat at the time. Now
I have three, but I wanted I didn't want to
put my cat on a plane and like traumatize him. Yeah,
and also didn't want to pay for like all this luggage.
So I just showed everything in my car. And everyone
outside of LA is a terrible driver, like really bad.

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And the traffic in Chicago is like some of the worst,
and they have the worst roads there, like there are
potholes everywhere.

Speaker 1 (33:41):
That's a random question because you say you drove from
Chicago here, where the route did you take? Did you
take so left route to go down or the bottom round?

Speaker 4 (33:51):
So I made my own route kind of okay, because
like I well, when I when I moved back, my
grandma was like, you're not driving, I'm gonna ship your
car and you're gonna take a plane. And I was
like okay. So then I had to like ship a
bunch of things. Well, both times I had like my

(34:12):
stuff actually in a shipping container. But when I came back,
I had to actually like mail a bunch of shit.
But when I was driving moving there, I flew out
my friend who I was moving in with, and she
doesn't like driving through mountains. So even though it was
August and like the weather was actually like pretty good

(34:35):
to drive through Colorado, we went up, well, we went
through Nevada, then through Utah and across the top, which
was absolutely terrible because they were having rainstorms and their
roads don't have proper drainage and the highway was flooded

(35:01):
and that was the scariest thing ever. And like the headlights,
I mean I drive a Prius and like they don't
they're halagen and they're not led, so like they're just
like little glowy lights. And I thought we were gonna die.

Speaker 3 (35:18):
Oh yeah, it was gotta be rough.

Speaker 1 (35:21):
The reason I was asking, by the way, is I
lived in Chicago when I came here, and I drove
here by myself, and I went like the Iowa, Nebraska, Colorado, Utah.

Speaker 4 (35:35):
Yeah, so it's really pretty. But I realized that because
like I'm not super I guess I don't know, bougie
if you want to use that word, especially if I'm
just gonna be somewhere to sleep. I'm very much okay

(35:57):
with motels and southern California mote house are pretty. They're clean,
They're not like scary. I've never been in a scary
I don't know how they are now, but like, like
a motel six isn't like that crazy of a place
to crash for the night and leave in the morning. Yeah,
the motels in the country are terrible and they are scary.

(36:20):
And I am actually very surprised at the first one
that we went to that I didn't get like bed
bugs or something, because the shower was like falling off,
and then there was carpet everywhere up until like I
think I think there was actually carpet around the toilet.
I think about it. I don't know. It was very

(36:42):
gross and I and I was like, and this is
where I wish I would have brought sheets with me.
I didn't really think that I would need to, but yeah,
I should have brought sheets. I did not take my
socks off. I felt bad for my cat. I was like,
my cat has to be on this carpet. That's the disgusting.
And we were in and out of there so fast.

(37:04):
But the second one we found like a better breakfast
that was actually a lot nicer and like I think
it was in Iowa maybe, but yeah, they're not nice.
They're very gross.

Speaker 1 (37:16):
I got lucky, like because I drove by myself, and
I think like the hotels I stayed at was just
because I was getting yelled at by my mother because
like because like I was driving a loan. So it's
like I drove like fifteen hours on myself that first day.

(37:37):
And this is and of course this is this is
how old I am. I'm using map quest, so I'm
not using the app on the phone, I have printed
off paper that like, and they're yelling at me because
like you can't see that paper right now, go ahead
and stop. Okay, I'm a little dope, but okay, Oh

(38:01):
my god.

Speaker 4 (38:02):
I mean that's how my nana is. She was like,
cause I was. She was fine when I drove with
my friend. But then when I was like, all right,
it's time to move back, I was like, I'm just
gonna drive by myself. I don't want to be in
Chicago anymore because me and my friend had like a
falling out and so I was like I need to
get the fuck out of here, and she's like, nope,

(38:24):
I'm having someone come pick up your car. They're going
to drive it there and you're going to get on
a plane. And I'm like, okay, we'll get on a plane.
It was slightly in the middle of winter, so she
did have a point. Yeah, but I was like, if
I drive like this way, it'll be okay.

Speaker 1 (38:43):
But I agree with you hard Chicago folks cannot drive
at all. Chicago, Chicago, and Atlanta.

Speaker 4 (38:52):
Atlanta's even worth heard Atlanta is bad, but Chicago it's
because they're always drunk. Like I was trying to figure
out a lot about the city and just the little mannerisms,
and I'm like, oh, it's because you guys are always strung,
Like that's why everyone's car has like a little ding
or they're missing aside like mirror.

Speaker 1 (39:17):
Yeah, I would say mid mid city Chicago in my opinion,
because like the further south you go isn't as bad,
and you go like way north to you know, the suburbs,
it isn't as bad. But that mid city Chicago area. Yeah,
some folks do not deserve their license. Some folks don't

(39:40):
deserve cars, and it's horrible.

Speaker 4 (39:47):
Why really, I don't know why people have cars out
there because the city is like easy to get around.

Speaker 1 (39:53):
Well, it depends where you live with those too, because
I used to just drive to the Metro to go downtown.
But and if I did have to drive like downtown,
I was regretting because I still like I still go
back then, but when I have to drive to like
I can say this when I'm driving to Midway, it's

(40:16):
like agonizing sometimes. But that's why I do not want
to go to O'Hare because O'Hare is worse and I
felt I was going to die every time I go
to O'Hare.

Speaker 2 (40:28):
Yeah, in a weird part reason, this is why I
prefer to drive to Chicago versus flying there, because both
of those airports are insane for me. I'm like, nope,
and I get really bad social anxiety, like at a reports.

Speaker 1 (40:44):
So I'm gonna jump off of this for a quick second,
Miss Meghan. So, Miss Megan, So you say you've been
there for like will you've been in mainstream for two years?
What is uh your goal for the next four years?

Speaker 4 (40:57):
Four years, I've hit a decent amount of like milestones
kind of, so that's been cool. Like within my first year,
I got to do a bunch of stuff.

Speaker 1 (41:17):
I don't know.

Speaker 4 (41:18):
That's I I am such a terrible person because I
never go. I just try things, and I go if
I could do this for a little bit, I guess
I'll stay with no goals. Like my my main goal
was the kind of I guess help build my brand

(41:39):
so then I could focus on content that's been like
actually really hard to like manage. It turns out I
don't know how to make a schedule because I was
so used to my school schedule keeping me in line
with things. But I don't. I don't know because there's

(42:03):
so many things that have even changed in the past
year that I don't know what the industry is gonna
look like in four years. But it would be fun
to like if they ever give back like.

Speaker 8 (42:25):
The budgets for it, like creative direction and stuff like that,
and be like behind the scenes, because.

Speaker 4 (42:36):
A lot a lot of them need some revamping from
what I've seen, and some of them are going a lot.
Actually there are a few studios who have done some rebranding.
So but I I think.

Speaker 1 (42:53):
You know, it's always hard to like pinpoint like what
you have going on in your future, and like as
you said before you started, like what you actually get
booked for compared to what you want to do, and
you don't want to mess up that whole uh crossover,
if that makes sense right?

Speaker 2 (43:16):
And I feel like there is a beauty with not
having an exact plan because it allows you to actually
evolve with the times, you know, I think it helps
you be able.

Speaker 3 (43:28):
To just flow with things easier and just see what
works for you and what doesn't it.

Speaker 4 (43:36):
And that's like kind of the thing like I know
what I don't want to do, but you never know
what like opportunities kind of come up where it's in
the room of like your flexible boundaries, and so it's like, Okay,
if I get offered this, and then if I can
sit there because there are certain things where I'll get

(43:56):
booked and I'm like, I'm not doing that. However, I
will do this if you're open to that. And so
that's always really nice. And I had something else to say,
now I'm blanking, but I get huh, yeah, no, I
totally forgot what I was gonna say before that.

Speaker 1 (44:19):
Okay, I'll do this to piggyback because you say you
do you do have your only fans and request up.
What's the crazy? What's the craziest thing that a fan
has asked you to do?

Speaker 4 (44:32):
You don't really ask me.

Speaker 1 (44:34):
Crazy or crazy, funniest or wildness. You can pick one.

Speaker 4 (44:39):
So with like, actually, I know, it's like popping in
my head. I did have someone well with camming. It's
really fetish based, and so I see a lot of
people do crazy things and I kind of like, fisacilitate

(45:00):
that now for me doing crazy things? No, I don't
do that. So they think they can ask. They think
they can ask, which it's been so long since someone
has asked, but like I used to, I don't know.
This actually just popped in my head because I saw

(45:20):
the video and I was explaining it to like one
of my friends one night. So I took a video
of myself doing it. But someone had me like sing
the itsy bitsy spider and then tickle them. I've also had,
I guess more so of like me doing something like obscure.

(45:42):
There was this foot fetish guy who really I don't
know how it even got on topic, but he really
liked the Little Mermaid and so I had to sing
the Little Mermaid song of when she got feet, and
I had to act that out.

Speaker 2 (45:58):
Honestly, that is like that's very artistic of him to request,
you know.

Speaker 4 (46:05):
Yeah, And I've also had like it's funny because you
get to see like the the turning points of certain
people of like I guess when they're sexually started to
bloom because I also had this one dude who was like,
I just need you to bounce up and down. You

(46:27):
don't need to be naked, but you just need to
talk about how sweaty your tits are. And I was like, okay,
easy enough, Like so easy, I'll do it. Yeah, But
then I asked him. I was like, where did that
come from? And he's like, you know that Jessica Simpson
music video of her on like I don't know if
she's running or on elliptical, but she's like sweating and

(46:49):
her shirt's all sweaty. He's like, I just fell in
love with it. And that's what I think about now.

Speaker 3 (46:56):
Okay, I mean it makes sense.

Speaker 4 (47:00):
That's a that's a really small things too for people
that they get like hyper fixated on.

Speaker 3 (47:08):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (47:09):
See, you know, I always help tell the story. And
I'm not gonna say it because I know Sarah started
of hearing it. But if you do requests like the
most random obscure things, and sometimes you think to yourself
because you say, you're fully clothed, and this one's fully
clothed too. It's like.

Speaker 4 (47:29):
Basically basically.

Speaker 1 (47:34):
They wanted someone to wear like like you, like you're
fully clothed right now, and wanted someone just you to
just put your ar you know how you make that
fart noise with your That's all they wanted for ten minutes.
That's it. And I'm like, that is so like like
I'm not going to let down your kink is, but
it's just so it's so random to me.

Speaker 4 (47:56):
They like noises because they do the same thing with
balloons where you sit on like balloons, but so it
makes that squeaky noise. Oh yeah, so that's like a
big thing. Or I do have someone who or one
of my friends, she makes a lot of money off
of burping and farting. And I mean for farting, you

(48:19):
just get I don't know if I should say this,
but you just get a whoopee cushion, like.

Speaker 1 (48:25):
Well, I know I know someone who did the farting thinging,
but they were farting for real.

Speaker 4 (48:33):
Mm hmm.

Speaker 1 (48:35):
So that like it was it was because of this
person I found out that was a thing because like
sometimes like you know, I Google, I Google people like
meet in this industry, so like off of no one.
So it's like this is way back in twenty eighteen.
So I'm googling this person and then all of a sudden,

(48:56):
blah blah fart video and it was just like twenty
videos of them just doing random fark videos. And I'm like,
everybody everybody has everybody has a cake.

Speaker 4 (49:10):
Yeah, I don't mean I used to have like this
was I had to cut back on cheese because my
lactose intolerance was like getting really bad. But I used
to have like a farting client and if I had
ravioli while like right before camming and they would come in,
they'd be like, hey, are you gassy tonight, and I
was like, yes I am, And then I'd make a

(49:33):
bunch of money because like you just get in like
certain yoga poses and then you start farting, so like
or like people eat beans right before they film it,
which I wish I would have filmed that at the
time because I'm not that gassy anymore. So or like
I do know someone who anytime she feels like she

(49:55):
has a fart. She'll just like whip out her camera
and then fart, and then she puts all the little
video together.

Speaker 1 (50:01):
And it's like, because you could, you said, we'll be
christ I know from when I've read people who do that.
They like to see the the booty has that little
that little jiggle, you know, the boody come out like
the park about Yeah, that little a little bounce, and
they want that.

Speaker 4 (50:17):
And I'm like, but if you're clothed when it's happening,
they'll never know.

Speaker 1 (50:22):
You never know.

Speaker 4 (50:22):
Yeah, movie magic, that's very true right now. I mean
the most obscure things like actually sell the best, which
is like why it's also hard for me to collab
because how are you gonna ask me to collab when
my highest selling video is me shaving my head? So yeah,

(50:46):
it's like I can go like and slime content is
like really big or even That's one thing I want
to get into is ASMR. But I don't know how
the audio necessarily works.

Speaker 1 (51:00):
I mean I think I think they would just just
grab the microphone and be.

Speaker 4 (51:03):
Like, yeah, you just is it just whispering? Yeah, Because
I thought you had to have a certain like gain
on it.

Speaker 1 (51:15):
It's just whispering and some people like do the little
scratch motion on it. I find it. I find it
terrible in my ears, but people people love it. It's
like everybody it's making mistakes.

Speaker 4 (51:34):
Mm hmmm.

Speaker 3 (51:36):
Are you ready? That'd be awesome. Honestly, I'd love to
see you.

Speaker 2 (51:45):
But I don't think that there's like a specific mic
or setting. I think you just raised the volume on
your audio and then just whisper to it and just
have it really good, because.

Speaker 4 (51:58):
I always thought there was like something done a little
bit after audio or like I have one of the
I have a Yetti mic and I'm like, I'm going
to make a SMR content. I'm going to figure it
out because there are different settings on it, and then
I try to google it and it's it's a close
practice apparently, because no one tells you how to make

(52:21):
SMR content. They're all gatekeeping it. But because there are
like have you seen like the create they have like
actual ears? Oh yeah, and then the head scratch Oh
I love that.

Speaker 2 (52:38):
Those are Those are pretty fun. If anything, I can
ask around. I know a few friends that do as
mar I'll see you about asking them. There's anything specific.

Speaker 1 (52:47):
According to Google use a sensitive wide diaphragm, a denser
microphone with a card door pickup pattern, but friendly options
but budget friendly options like the Blue Yetty are also
available as a popular model, So like.

Speaker 4 (53:09):
YETI would work, yeah, because I've like that's before everyone
gets like they're upgraded stuff. It's always a yetti and
I'm like, oh, I have that before I upgraded my
camming equipment. But yeah, I'm like, okay, how do I
record this? And then like how do I make sure

(53:31):
it sounds like some more? I guess that's like the
thing is, like I'm like, okay, what kind of like
editing goes into play to make sure that it sounds correct?

Speaker 1 (53:41):
It just it's just like, from what I understood, is
just whispering. But also like because of a microphone, it
makes sure that the background stuff doesn't get picked up
because like you don't want stuff to interrupt like your
central earplay, you know, and.

Speaker 3 (54:03):
A directional like them.

Speaker 1 (54:05):
Yeah, well no, like I convinced like basically it condensed
whatever because it's just like how some people enjoy having
someone whisper into their ears and stuff like that. That's
all it is, is just that little a little blowing
like a little blowing or little soft noise that can
penetrate that ear drum.

Speaker 3 (54:27):
Yeah, penetrate that he may not pass, But I like
what he says, Potry.

Speaker 1 (54:41):
See why you trying to make me sound unwholesome. I'm
the most wholesome person you know, and I'm the.

Speaker 3 (54:49):
Most unwholesome person you know. And together we make a
great thing.

Speaker 4 (54:58):
You gotta have the balance. I mean we.

Speaker 1 (55:02):
All like I think this podcast is always had always
had that because how freaking nasty he is and how
poolic I am, and how like how.

Speaker 4 (55:11):
Did you get in this industry and how you don't drink.

Speaker 1 (55:15):
And how I'm scared of fee and my previous in
my previous co hosts, like.

Speaker 4 (55:25):
In Chicago, that's like unheard of.

Speaker 1 (55:27):
From Indiana, I think you're still next.

Speaker 4 (55:30):
To the Great Lakes, that's unheard of because there's something
in that water where everyone has a foot fetish there.
All of my freaky fans freaky endearingly before they come
at me. All my freaky fans are all from like
close to the Great Lakes to where I'm like, there's
something in your guys's water, Like what's in Lake Michigan

(55:51):
where you guys are thinking about this stuff are.

Speaker 1 (55:57):
The most cringiest thing in the world. Like and it's
like it's more so like.

Speaker 4 (56:04):
I feel like this is a projection if it's if it's.

Speaker 1 (56:08):
In a sock or stocking or something covering your your
your foot in your in those and those nubs they
call they call toes, those bild up, those nibbets, those
the little scrungy little things. I hate, I eat. It's
so damn much.

Speaker 4 (56:29):
But I've never heard anyone that like.

Speaker 1 (56:34):
It bothers me to the point where like, right now
my feet are not touching the ground because if I
think about it, and I can think about my foot
touching something, it bothers me. I've had somebody we were
ready to go to have sexual relations and they touched

(56:55):
me with their bare foot.

Speaker 4 (56:58):
Well, how you're that's not unavoidable?

Speaker 1 (57:01):
No, no, no, they touched it with their barefoot. Okay, they
were like they were doing it wasn't playful. I was
ready to go, and then they just rubbed their foot
against my my member and my memory was just like
you know what f this and then went to sleep.

Speaker 4 (57:22):
Yes, like I think you need to meditate on this.

Speaker 1 (57:25):
I have. I have three fears in the three fears
in this in this life, I'm scared of the dark.
I am scared of dying early, and I'm scared of
feet and the dark. I thought I saw a ghost
one day, and ever since then I need like the.

Speaker 4 (57:43):
Ghosts are never going My ghosts are never gonna hurt you.
It's only demons.

Speaker 1 (57:49):
Yeah, but I had that experience when I was twelve
and messed me up for for forever. It freaked me
up for really bad.

Speaker 2 (57:58):
And no, now I'm thinking of a frank.

Speaker 1 (58:04):
You'll you'll catch your left and it'll be an accident
and I'll be saying, like to your to your to
your boom, like man, she knew I was. She was
afraid of the darks, and she ran up to me
with a with a with a with a foot in
the dark, and like, yeah, that's that's what happened.

Speaker 2 (58:25):
Find you tell my own like personal marine security guards.

Speaker 3 (58:29):
So I'm fine.

Speaker 1 (58:29):
Like the girl, the girl I'm singing now on whatever,
Like when she wants a foot massage, she has to
wear socks. I can't think about it, I can't look
at it when I'm doing it.

Speaker 4 (58:44):
At least you're compromising. I appreciate that.

Speaker 1 (58:47):
It's more so it's more so seeing them. It's more
so seeing the actual barefoot and the bear toe.

Speaker 4 (58:55):
So what do you do in the shower? Like do
you not wash your feet? I or how do you
clip your toenails? What are those toenails looking?

Speaker 1 (59:08):
Like? My toes don't grow that they don't really grow.
My toes don't really grow.

Speaker 3 (59:14):
He likes to be barefoot a lot, so I think
like that helps, Like.

Speaker 4 (59:19):
I don't like to be so you are exposing people
to your feet, but you can't be exposed to other.

Speaker 1 (59:25):
People's feet exactly. Like I I went. I went to Africa,
and like everybody's wearing shoes everywhere, and like at the hotel,
like I could not. I'm walking around everywhere barefoot, like
I literally cannot al Yeah, and like like this, I

(59:48):
have a bar on this on this uh, on my
table on this on this desk that when I'm not
doing like a podcast like this and I'm sitting up,
my leg are resting on that bar so I don't
feel the floor touching my foot.

Speaker 4 (01:00:09):
This is such a crazy.

Speaker 3 (01:00:12):
This really goes deeper than I thought. Roster what none
if it makes.

Speaker 4 (01:00:17):
Sense, I'm trying to like find like.

Speaker 2 (01:00:24):
No, yeah, I've noticed that, but like you do walk
around barefoot all the time, and when you're sitting down
on the couch and stuff, you always have your feet up.

Speaker 4 (01:00:34):
Yeah, but then you said you were walking around a.

Speaker 1 (01:00:38):
Hotel because I don't like socks, Like the feeling of
socks and shoes on my foot feels wrong.

Speaker 4 (01:00:48):
Mm hmm. Your feet like just aren't tight. They're good massage.

Speaker 1 (01:00:59):
I I have told massage therapists that I get a
full body massage that if they touched my foot, they
would not get a tip. You immediately lose your tip
or or I will leave right there and walk out.

Speaker 4 (01:01:16):
But you don't get benefit from the massage unless your
feet are massage because your feet are like the anchors
of things. Like I was, I was actually massaging. It
was fair a video. I was massaging my friend's feet
and I'm sitting there and I'm like, your feet are
really like forgetting that we're on the camera, I'm like,
your feet are really tight. You need to work out

(01:01:37):
these feet because I'm like always rubbing my feet because otherwise,
like your whole body's tight, and then you can't hold
yourself up.

Speaker 1 (01:01:45):
Yeah, but yeah, I just I can't and literally, like
three or four months ago, I went to massage place
and they said, like on the paper, is there anything
you want somebody to avoid my feet that I'm aroadly
in bold letters. And the first thing she went in

(01:02:07):
there and did was grab my foot. I'm like, oh,
I can't do is I gotta go? And I walked
out like I can't.

Speaker 4 (01:02:17):
So what is it about your feet?

Speaker 1 (01:02:20):
It's it's my foot in anybody like it's a it's
a real thing. Like I literally can't do it.

Speaker 4 (01:02:28):
Like what was like the turning point for this. I don't.

Speaker 1 (01:02:31):
I don't know.

Speaker 4 (01:02:32):
It's just it's just always the early memory of this.

Speaker 1 (01:02:39):
I don't know, probably probably looking at people's feet in
in gym class. Baby, I don't know. I just I don't.
I've never I just it just yeah to me always, and.

Speaker 2 (01:02:54):
I want to have my glasses on and like my
notepad like.

Speaker 4 (01:03:00):
So I'm doing it for you.

Speaker 1 (01:03:02):
Yes, So you asked how do I get into this industry? Though?
I used to cast reality television in Chicago and then
I'm like, you know what, I got money saved up.
Let me go to LA and I did one show
the dude killed his girlfriend or Megan want a millionaire.

Speaker 4 (01:03:20):
Oh that one I remember hearing you about that.

Speaker 1 (01:03:23):
I was a casting director for those shows whatever, and
then the work had stopped for a while, so I
went from casting director doing that. And then someone said, hey, raw,
do you want to help cast girls for the Playboy Mansion.
I'm not making money, sure, And then I'm with, uh,

(01:03:45):
so this this person out here who said to help
work with the Urban Next Awards to do that. And
then also Tony Batman introduced me to a lot of people.
By Tony Babman Night didn't answer anymore, but introduce me
to a lot of people. And that's how I ended
up doing like doing people getting in the industry, and

(01:04:05):
then just taking pictures off and knowing people in the industry,
and that's how I got into porn there for seventeen years.

Speaker 4 (01:04:17):
But of course that's like the nicest way to get
into porn, even that story. Oh I was just helping out,
Yeah I was.

Speaker 1 (01:04:28):
And then like and then like I'm in I'm in
two movies as an extra, and like it is really
really hard to find and I don't say what they are.
I te people pictures like hey, here I am, but
and I'm just there, like dancing and I'm looking at
all innocent and everybody else is like being extra freaky.

(01:04:51):
Like I'm not like I'm such like approved when it
comes to this, and I'm a little like I'm a
I'm a little a sexual. So it's kind of like
like I'm just around porn. I'm not even interested in
having sex with anybody.

Speaker 4 (01:05:07):
I mean a lot of actually a lot of people
in the industry are asexual because like you can have
that like indifference to it. I think it is easier
for women on the aspect, but I mean that's kind
of like I wouldn't even consider myself like freaky or

(01:05:27):
like sexually free because some people would be like, oh yeah,
I really knew that. I'm like okay, like I'm just
like no, I don't like like peing peeing right now,
super big, do not get near me with p I
don't even like squirt. I don't want anything to do

(01:05:48):
with that.

Speaker 1 (01:05:50):
Were nominated for scorting, though.

Speaker 4 (01:05:54):
I don't you don't. I there's only one like video
of b squirting, so I don't know, we might need
to cut this part out. But I don't know why
I was nominated for squirting. I don't know who was
in charge of that because I have one video squirting
and I it was all its.

Speaker 1 (01:06:17):
Bad.

Speaker 2 (01:06:18):
Then they did that as a joke, that one video
was enough for them to be like, I love the
way she squirts, that's all.

Speaker 3 (01:06:26):
It's same.

Speaker 4 (01:06:28):
Well it was a fake squirt because I said, they go,
you're squirting today, and I said, I don't know how
to squirt. Who told you I knew how to squirt?
They go, don't worry, we fake.

Speaker 1 (01:06:44):
It, and I go, okay, well damn Megan.

Speaker 4 (01:06:48):
But because that was the thing, I was like, how.

Speaker 1 (01:06:51):
Your acting was so damn good.

Speaker 4 (01:06:56):
I haven't even seen that video and it's it's not
even like a video, like because I have videos that
have gone viral and that's not one of them. So
I don't know why. Like I saw that and I
was like, is this a practical joke, because like it's
on point. But also I don't square and I'm very
vocal about the fact that I don't squirt. I'm not

(01:07:18):
vocal about the fact that I don't like squirting because
I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. And Okay, if
I know about squirting that it's going to be on set,
then I'm being paid to be there, so I'm going
to be I'm going to put up with it as
long as I can prepare for it. I get that.

(01:07:41):
But if I remember doing content with someone no squirting,
absolutely not, because even there was I was on set
and I was someone squirted and they did not tell
me that they were going to do that, and I
was so mad. I was so mad because I was like,
this is something you're supposed to tell me and that

(01:08:04):
and like there were literally like two minutes left of
the scene, so I'm not going to make like a
big stink about it. Yeah, yeah, I really do not
like sport.

Speaker 3 (01:08:14):
Did it splash on you?

Speaker 4 (01:08:16):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (01:08:17):
Okay, Yeah, I.

Speaker 2 (01:08:18):
Think that maybe why you were more upset about it,
But like I do think that maybe that's why obviously
that is why we do have consent forms, and I
do think that that's what you should bring that.

Speaker 3 (01:08:29):
Up with your scene partners.

Speaker 4 (01:08:31):
Yeah, that was one of the things, Like that was
definitely my fault in the fact of like I was
familiar with these people, so you know sometimes when it
just kind of like goes over your head, like this
is this is supposed to be an easy scene where
nothing too extreme is gonna happen. Nothing extreme was supposed

(01:08:53):
to happen.

Speaker 1 (01:08:55):
So.

Speaker 4 (01:08:57):
That that was my But I've also been in the
position where it's the person who is a squirter will
let everyone know. So so it's that like, oh, I
didn't advocate for myself, but also I'm always made aware
and that's kind of like the common ground of things.
But I just need to start talking more, which I

(01:09:18):
usually do. Like it was it was actually just one
of those one of those The reason why I didn't
say anything was because I was familiar with people, so
it's like, oh, I don't need to this is common knowledge,
but common knowledge is not common.

Speaker 2 (01:09:34):
So but I will say that there was one time
that I did squirt on set where like they didn't
either they didn't tell me to or not to, so
I was just like, Okay, I'm going to come on
bout a squirt and I did it, and then essentially
they got mad at me afterwards, was like this is.

Speaker 3 (01:09:54):
A new camera, blah blah blah, you.

Speaker 2 (01:09:55):
Weren't supposed to score it, And I'm like, sorry, you
didn't tell me not to, didn't tell me to do it,
so I just did it in the moment, you know,
like I can't really hold back an orgasm. But that
was what caused me to learn to just tell people, Hey,
I'm a squorter. Do you want me to do it
this scene or would you want me to make sure

(01:10:18):
I don't come like you know, simple like that. But
I hadn't thought about it before that.

Speaker 4 (01:10:24):
Moment, right, which I think it is one of those
things that's it's in a gray area. So and I
think maybe too because of the people that well, Okay,
there was one scene where we all talked about it

(01:10:46):
and there wasn't enough hydration and that's that's what actually
churged me off from it. I was like, but you
couldn't necessarily tell because like the sheets were the side
was like more of like a darker tone. Okay, but
then there is uh, there's one person that I also

(01:11:10):
worked with, and she's known for sporting, so I knew
what I was getting into, but she also was like, hey,
I score a lot, so just be prepared that that
girl is like a fire hose. I'm like, at what
I was. We were doing back to back scenes and
they were like orgy scenes. I want to I want

(01:11:31):
to say she might have started squirting towards the end
of the first scene, but she scorted every single scene
and multiple times, and I'm like, where where is it
coming from? Because it's not like it wasn't like these
little like streams. It was it was literally a host.

(01:11:54):
I'm like, where are you storing this? Like I like,
even though I don't like square, I am impressed because
it's not I don't know if she drank like a
huge bottle of water beforehand, but even then, I'm like,
your stomach wasn't bloated from all that water? Where did
it come from?

Speaker 2 (01:12:17):
It may have been pedialyte. Then that's what That's what
I recommend for sporters. That way, you don't end up
bloated by drinking a lot of water. You just drink
a pedialyt and you don't have to drink as much liquids.

Speaker 4 (01:12:29):
But you need that like you don't, yeah, because it
like it hydrates you really fast too. And then I
didn't know that it didn't make you bloated. That's interesting.
I'm always drinking electrolytes. But that I thought she would
end at some point, and it like I think in
one of the videos, it's happening like every like three minutes,

(01:12:55):
like you have to you have to run dry at
some point. Where is this coming from?

Speaker 2 (01:13:00):
Yeah, she was very well hydrated.

Speaker 3 (01:13:03):
Then I wonder how much water she drank the day before.

Speaker 4 (01:13:07):
I wonder. I'll have to ask her, because like I do,
I run into her every so often. But yeah, she's
known for sporting and like it it's good sporting, that.

Speaker 3 (01:13:18):
Good yeah, st.

Speaker 4 (01:13:21):
Yeah, that's and that's the thing too, you've never known
like and I was okay with her sporting too because
I knew that she was always like prepared in all
of that. But then when someone says they're a squirter,
and you're like, okay, I don't know how to know
if if it's going to be Yeah, I was like,

(01:13:41):
I don't know how well you prepare for these things.
And that's where and my last scene too, they didn't
have a shower there, so I was and that was
very well known and I'm like, why would you do that?
Why would you do that to us? We have to
go home in this yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:13:59):
I mean like back in my early days of this,
like good and people coming to my home after they
shooting everything, people like just don't shower after some places.
And I've seen someone who had like still like they
didn't realize they still had like a a line of
saving on their arm. And I'm like, like, we're sitting

(01:14:24):
on a couch and I'm like, what is this is
two thousand and this is like two and eleven twelve
those there, I'm like, is that No?

Speaker 4 (01:14:35):
No? I le's That's one thing I like through collapse,
I was getting I was getting sick, and so I
was like, okay, that's another thing. Like and my immune
system before the pandemic was always like really really good.
But I think I was more so getting sick because

(01:14:57):
I wasn't upping my electrolytes. And you're working and it's
hot and you cannot have air conditioning air conditioning, and
so you're sweating and then even though you drink water,
it's not necessarily you're not putting more electrolytes in, and
so your body is just like taxed from it. And
so I was getting sick for like a few days

(01:15:19):
after pretty much all of my collapse. And then one
of my friends was like, oh, well wash your body
with hippocleans. Yeah, and so yeah, no, I literally as
soon as that they say cut, I'm running to the
shower and showering and hippocleans now even like I have
a little toilet free bag and they have like I

(01:15:41):
found these at Target and they're great for travel. But
they're silicone body scrubbers, so they dry off really fast
and don't get moldy in your bag. Or you can
like wipe them down. Yeah.

Speaker 2 (01:15:54):
I like that because I usually just bring a wash
clap with me and or well I always bring a
whole back of baby wipes just in case too, But
I like the idea of the silicon scrubber.

Speaker 4 (01:16:07):
Yeah, you can get a target.

Speaker 3 (01:16:09):
Okay, I'm gonna try that.

Speaker 2 (01:16:10):
Thank you from each other over here.

Speaker 1 (01:16:16):
I have no idea, Like I don't see. All I
have is this all the these sex wipes over here,
like the good.

Speaker 3 (01:16:23):
Wipes and the other one.

Speaker 1 (01:16:25):
No, no, that sex wipes, little sex wipes. It's wipe
to use, Like it's just really distances. It's like a
it's like a big old wet wet wet map. Yeah,
so you can wipe yourself off with.

Speaker 2 (01:16:44):
Oh, like the gym ones kind of yeah, like the
size of an actual sheet of paper sometimes.

Speaker 4 (01:16:54):
Seeing those, Megan like a camerae.

Speaker 1 (01:16:58):
Yeah, Megan, I have like the most random because like
everybody comes here to shoot at in my poor house
or random places. So I try to make sure that
everything gets here just in case. So like or like,
for example, when someone comes like, oh, this mandrede doesn't fit,

(01:17:21):
I have a big benefit this mandree please take. Oh
I forgot to scrap one. I have a big thing
of unused everything, please take. So I have the most
random stuff in this house. Yea, if you can think
about it, it's probably here, like I have I have
plan B over here somewhere, I have enemas I have Yeah,

(01:17:45):
the most random way. It's like, why do you need this?
I don't people. It's for people who just just jump
up some days and just say, oh, we decided to
have sex at your poor house. Let's clean, let's clean
up after ourselves. Do you have this, yes, I have this.

(01:18:05):
Please clean up my poor house. Please don't smell like sex.
You know. Here, here's some air freshener and put in
at a breeze plug in. Please get rid of the
smail whatever you Oh you can't. You came on my
food time, my poor house.

Speaker 3 (01:18:21):
Here, get it up.

Speaker 1 (01:18:27):
Yeah, please don't wash her. Gotcha?

Speaker 4 (01:18:31):
At least your place is clean. Some of these places
are scary.

Speaker 1 (01:18:35):
I have as a cleaning service that comes twice a month,
so they come twice a month, and I, you know,
like my house is the time really clean. It's cluttered,
but it's clean. So so yeah, and people just people

(01:18:58):
just raand me just just wake up one day and
just have sex everywhere. It was it was worse like
my my previous house was smaller. So you be just
be in the living room watching anime and some people
just start having sex on the couch next to you,
like it's it's freeing open like that. And then I just,

(01:19:18):
you know, since I'm not interested, I just walk out
of the room and go to my go to my
room and continue watching the anime.

Speaker 4 (01:19:25):
See, I would be mad, like what do you mean
you're having sex or watching anime? Were you raised in
a barn? What do you mean?

Speaker 7 (01:19:38):
Like I like.

Speaker 3 (01:19:41):
Talking about me.

Speaker 4 (01:19:46):
It wasn't just her like I'm not there.

Speaker 1 (01:19:50):
Like I I walked in the living room one time
because anybody said, that's makes some popcorn. I'm like, bat,
I'm walking in the living room. I calm back, and
it's uh, girls giving each other kind of lank. It's
just like I was. I was just trying to make
some over wapping bocker and y'all up here, you know,
and then it's like it's like most of the time,

(01:20:13):
like some people don't mind if I would want, Like,
first of all, I'm not interested in joining, but they
went in mind if I did, and I'm like, no,
I just I just just excuse myself and walk in
the other room. Do what y'all do. Just go ahead
and finish. Y'all willing to come back out. Let me
know if or if y'all just gonna lay there forever,

(01:20:35):
have fun find you.

Speaker 3 (01:20:36):
The people that do that in the living room like
to be watched.

Speaker 4 (01:20:41):
Yeah, which I get like that part, but it's because like, Okay,
we were at like an industry party and one of
one of my friends was like, oh, I can't believe
people are having sex right there, and I'm like, okay,
it's an industry party, like that is where I expected
watching TV with friends. I'm like, I don't know, I mean.

Speaker 1 (01:21:08):
I think it's it's like the majority of them, the
majority of them are industry suffs people, so they know
like who's testing it, who's not. But it's like that's
what they're like, literally what they're what they're into. You know,
is it is just like at this point, I just
taken it as okay, Like I have a pool out here,

(01:21:30):
and I'm surprised, well, I didn't have to private with
the defense up, but I'm surprised people haven't had sex
and the well granted, granted, since I had my my
uh the girl I'm seeing here, I haven't had as
much quakiness, but I'm surprised people haven't had sex in
the pool yet. People have been naked in it, A
lot of people have been naked in it.

Speaker 4 (01:21:51):
But yeah, no one wants chlorine in their hole.

Speaker 1 (01:21:55):
Oh they will. They wouldn't care. They would they would
sit on the on the on the on the cement
you know that covers it, like the h on the
you know, the ledge, the lags, thank you and just
like laid back and you know, just take it.

Speaker 4 (01:22:09):
What's different like that?

Speaker 1 (01:22:11):
I don't know if what I mean is no one
has started the action in the pool or by the
poor or laying next to the pool. And granted I
didn't have my security, my uh privacy fense for half
the time I was here. It's up now, but since
I put it up, no one has head did anything.

Speaker 4 (01:22:33):
So yeah, I mean, I guess I kind of I
get that in a way because like I also don't
care about being naked and like in front of people,
and people will be like, why an't your windows closed,
and I'm like, well, no one should be looking in
my house anyways. If they see me naked, that's on them.
They should not be looking in my house.

Speaker 3 (01:22:56):
Yeah, I just.

Speaker 4 (01:22:58):
I guess I would just have to like be attracted
to someone enough to be like, let's fuck right here,
which I don't. I don't know if it's just because
of how people are now that I'm just like you
kind of I get so I'm like a cat, you know,
nor do people so easily. But I don't know if

(01:23:24):
you heard this. But in the same respect, like I'm
naked all the time, I'm just not having sex with people.
I'm comfortable being naked around people. But unless there's like
a camera, I don't know.

Speaker 1 (01:23:37):
If I could I as a good beat down to
get naked in front of people.

Speaker 4 (01:23:42):
Yeap, So you have to get beat down.

Speaker 3 (01:23:45):
Yeah, he's a big sub.

Speaker 1 (01:23:47):
Like, but like when it comes to like for example,
this is another another example. They had a pants on
this party at my house, so a like you know, a.
I was like, no, no underwear, no whatever. We had towels, whatever,
But like I'm up here in my house where everybody's

(01:24:07):
walking around like pant bottomless, fully clothed and like like
you know, longsley shirt and everything pants, you know, the
suffer socks. You know. I don't wear shoes. But like
that was that was the only the only skin outside
the my head that was showing in my hands, but

(01:24:27):
like everything else, and then they had they had to chat,
like they had to yell at me for like two
hours until I would until I would get bottomless in
my own house, mind you. And they were naked the
entire like from like nine am. This is this is
like at four. I didn't I didn't get down there

(01:24:48):
until like four. So I'm hearing. I'm hearing like someone
you know, mowing.

Speaker 4 (01:25:03):
Oh yeah, that's from my there's someone. There's gardeners outside.

Speaker 1 (01:25:08):
Gardeners go away. Yeah, mine come might come on Monday.

Speaker 3 (01:25:14):
For us to come on tuesday ish.

Speaker 1 (01:25:18):
Yeah, but I forgot what I was about to say,
but yeah, that's that's how it is over here.

Speaker 3 (01:25:23):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (01:25:25):
It literally took a while for us to peer pressure
him to take his.

Speaker 3 (01:25:28):
Hands off, but we were like come on, like it
to be sexy.

Speaker 2 (01:25:34):
We did it just to be free.

Speaker 3 (01:25:39):
Oversized shirt.

Speaker 2 (01:25:40):
So I wasn't really like showing off and everything, you know.

Speaker 1 (01:25:44):
I was just the thing is like when no one's
here at my home, I do it myself. I walk
around to get myself. But it's just like if another
human is here, I'm like, don't look at me.

Speaker 4 (01:26:00):
That's so funny, I will say it is. It's ironic
because like when I compare like my life before sex
work and now, like we didn't necessarily have like sex parties,
but we were in our early people. I started at

(01:26:23):
twenty two, so from like eighteen to twenty two, we
were having naked parties. On my eighteenth birthday, they were
doing naked poker and the Pirates of the Caribbean like
parody was playing in the background, and like I mean,

(01:26:43):
we were always taking ecstasy. So we were always like
hot and sweaty and naked and like, but now I'm
like I feel like I live more of like a
suburban life now. Granted those fres like my friend group
was like all queer and girls, and so that aspect

(01:27:07):
of things was always like open and okay and like
non judgmental. But now all of them have moved away,
so I'm just at home with my cats. And then
I'm like, well, I get naked for work, and so
if it's like I don't know, I need to like

(01:27:27):
balance it out. Maybe maybe that's what it is.

Speaker 2 (01:27:32):
I think you need to find some more like friends
like that again and just get yourself healthy.

Speaker 4 (01:27:39):
Yeah. Well they all moved to Portland. But I'm not
much of like a Pacific Northwest kind of person.

Speaker 2 (01:27:47):
So I'm more of like small town vibes, you know,
like I'm not too crazy about big crowds.

Speaker 3 (01:27:56):
I can get overwhelmed easily.

Speaker 2 (01:27:59):
So I just I like more small intimate gatherings and parties.

Speaker 4 (01:28:05):
Right, And that's I feel that too, But it's like
more so for the fact, like I love talking to people,
and so like clubbing to me doesn't make any sense
because I'm gonna lose my voice and then like everything's
just too loud and you get like a little bit
over stimulated and people are pushing you. But like I

(01:28:29):
love music festivals and I love like house parties. That's
one thing people don't put on like good house parties anymore. Yeah,
you a really good.

Speaker 3 (01:28:41):
I've hosted a few good house parties.

Speaker 1 (01:28:44):
Only go to parties that I get invited to. As
far as singing things, that's it. If I know the artist,
I will go. If not, I'm at home.

Speaker 4 (01:28:55):
Okay, really you don't go to like that's I think
it's starting to pick back up. But that was always
like one of my favorite things about LA is like
all the free shows and free music that you could
go watch a lot of people don't host things in
their backyards anymore, but venues are starting to like put

(01:29:17):
things together again. Yeah, open mics are always really fun.

Speaker 1 (01:29:22):
It thinks it's like I love to support my friends,
so I will, like I think like of a lot
of my friends, I've only probably only missed like one
of their music shows. If I'm available, I'm there, you know.
So I'm more interested in going to those because I
like to support someone else, So I go to those.

(01:29:45):
Outside of that, I don't necessarily attend everything else because
I'm I'm a homebody. I like to sit at home
and just vast in this in this house by myself.

Speaker 2 (01:30:04):
I feel like I get I personally get phases where
I am a huge homebody. But I think maybe especially
when I go to roth Stars, because that feels like
a second home.

Speaker 3 (01:30:16):
I want to go on an adventure.

Speaker 2 (01:30:18):
So someone invites me out to, for example, a concert
where I don't know any of the artists, I'll still go,
Like I'm that kind of person. Then I'll still go
and I'll just I'll have fun regardless of who we're
listening to. The only time that I complained was when
it was a YouTube concert and I was like.

Speaker 3 (01:30:36):
No, no, I know. That's the only time.

Speaker 2 (01:30:42):
I was like, oh, I didn't sign up with this,
but they're opening uh what do you call it opening artists?
We're actually really good. So I ended up being happily surprised. Anyways,
I was like, you know what, don't I help things
out just because you don't like one little thing, you.

Speaker 4 (01:31:03):
Know, right, And that's always fun, like discovering like new
music like that. When my like schedule started opening up
more and I'm like, okay, let me tap into like
things that I like, that, I just started looking up
new music again and like discovering new artists because that's

(01:31:26):
we don't have like MTV and vh one anymore. And
so it is kind of or like even blogs, like
music blogs are like a little bit harder to find.
And I don't know how many people are skateboarding still
because I used to find like a bunch of music
off of skate videos.

Speaker 1 (01:31:46):
Oh yeah, see, I would say this. When I do
go to my friends' events, they have other artists with them,
so I hear those people, and sometimes I support those
people for her because like the person who like not
to not say their name, but the person that we

(01:32:06):
mutually know, I saw them because of another friend of
mine's concert, and I became a fan of their music
from going to their concert. Now I go to that
person's stuff too.

Speaker 4 (01:32:19):
That's how I met them too, was through He's basically
like my little brother. But it was at like his
punk show and they were there supporting them, and I
was like, oh, this person's really cool. Oh they do
music too. I haven't been able to go to any
of their shows. I actually need to hit them up

(01:32:40):
because we were supposed to hang out. And like, I
guess that's the hard thing about being an adult too.
Even though everyone has like freeer schedules, especially in like
the arts or like content and stuff like that, you
would think that it would be easier to call up
so and be like, hey, what do you do right now?

(01:33:00):
You want to hang out, But I always think like, oh,
what if they're busy, like I won't I won't hit
them up, and then I never do, and then six
months go by and then it's like, why don't we
ever hang out?

Speaker 1 (01:33:11):
I mean that's why I also have like I throw
barbecues at my house off and one and yeah, and
that's how I end up hanging with a lot of people.
I say, I'm barbecueing. Do you want to eat? Are
you hungry? I will like, I know you don't need meat,
so I'm buying a home. I'm buying some vegan food
or some no none meat options, so you can come

(01:33:35):
eat that too. I will have what they call them
mushroom mushroom based.

Speaker 4 (01:33:40):
Burgers becus I want like that's my I guess that is.
One of my next goals is to like get a
house with at least a decent I don't need a
huge backyard, but enough to host people, even if it's
just renting for the time being, so I can have
people come over and then I can like host things

(01:34:02):
or be like, hey, you want to have like a
little dinner or you want to come like bake cookies
with me or watch TV because yeah, it was so much.
I don't know why, but it was a lot easier
a few years ago to be like, hey, we're both
watching this show. You want to come over and watch this?

Speaker 1 (01:34:22):
Yeah, And that's that's why I build a lot of
people do like to come here, like with regardless of
the sex stuff. People come here just because it's a
house with a big yard whatever, whatever, pool with a
pool whatever, and it's private. It's like I live alone.
So it's like unless I tell you, yeah, blah blah

(01:34:43):
is here whatever. They know, not really that many people
are here. They can just relax whatever, and it's not
going to be people here all up in their all
up in their business.

Speaker 4 (01:34:54):
Yeah. Real.

Speaker 1 (01:34:56):
I do have a question though, because we're going along,
but quick.

Speaker 4 (01:34:59):
Question you I'm a yapper.

Speaker 1 (01:35:01):
No, I have a question because you said what anime
do you watch?

Speaker 4 (01:35:07):
So I have like it's not a lot of anime
because I was bullied out of watching anime.

Speaker 1 (01:35:21):
Who do we have to fight? Who do we have
to stab with a with the with the with the
wooden steak?

Speaker 3 (01:35:29):
What do you speak?

Speaker 4 (01:35:31):
A bunch of people who probably don't live here anymore.
But so like I grew up watching anime with my dad,
and then when they divorced we moved up to the suburbs,
anime was not a thing and they were like, what
is that? That's weird? You should be watching that. So
then I completely like, like, I know like a few

(01:35:52):
of the shows I watched, but most of that is
like wiped from my memory. But then once anime I
started getting popular again, my best friend who he was
super into anime, I guess I didn't know until he

(01:36:12):
brought it up randomly one day. I was like, you
want to watch this with me? I was like, okay, sure,
but I used to watch anime with him, and I
haven't like watched anime in a long long time. So
because even that was like ten years ago, it's more
of a I have to watch TV with people, that's
the thing. It has to be like a group activity

(01:36:34):
for me for me to like be invested, unless it's
like I'm trying to think of the last show. I
was like, like the Bear, like I remember here, and
that's only because like, I'm a huge fan of Jeremy
all White and I started watching Shameless with one of

(01:36:58):
my my ex boyfriend's like a long time time ago,
and if I hadn't watched Shameless, then I would have
liked And so it's kind of it has to be
like very specific, and I don't watch TV that much,
but as far as anime, it's mostly like movies like
I love Studio Ghibli and then I was watching Hunter Hunter.

(01:37:21):
Oh okay, that was what I was watching with my friend.
And then of course there's like the classics of like
Sailor Moon, and there was like another one I was watching,
but yeah, I can't remember the name.

Speaker 1 (01:37:41):
So you want to know something crazy. I never I've
never seen an episode of Sailor Moon. But a friend
of mine is one of the English actresses who faces
one of the planets.

Speaker 4 (01:37:55):
It's funny you don't know which one do I'm never mind.

Speaker 1 (01:38:04):
I know I know which one, but yeah, I'll tell
you afterwards. But yeah, I know she's one of the
voice I'm like, that's but she also voiced like uh
someone on Hey Arnold too, so it was just like, oh, okay, uh,
I've heard your voice before before. Just after I'm meant,
I'm like, well that's cool, you know. But I watch

(01:38:28):
anime either with Sarah or with Chris Cock. We have
we have sit down and watch parties of this binging
animes and that's how we relax. That's why I said
anime earlier, because I've watched a lot of anime. It's how,
you know, outside of playing League of Legends, it's how
you relax.

Speaker 3 (01:38:50):
Yeah, I give you recommendations. We can give you some.

Speaker 2 (01:38:54):
I personally not go with names, but I can tell
you a few do a lot.

Speaker 3 (01:38:59):
Yeah, I can describe them and he can.

Speaker 1 (01:39:01):
Do you do you play video games at all? Or
do you just.

Speaker 4 (01:39:06):
No? I don't. I get stressed out playing video games.
I used to, but once the GameCube was kind of
like obsolete, I stopped playing video games. It was big
on my GameCube.

Speaker 3 (01:39:21):
Yeah, I loved the GameCube. That was so much fun.
My favorite one was Xbox, the original Xbox.

Speaker 4 (01:39:31):
That's the one that I really loved.

Speaker 3 (01:39:32):
But what games did you play in GameCube?

Speaker 4 (01:39:36):
Legend of Zelda, Animal Crossing with the og Animal Crossing,
they had sims on there and he used to play
that on there, and then what was the other I'm
blinking on it, but there were like a handful of

(01:39:59):
games and it was just like something that me and
my siblings used to do because we had like the
original PlayStation, but my dad got that in the divorce,
so then my mom got us a GameCube, and so
everything revolved around the GameCube. But what was the other

(01:40:21):
one that was, Like I'm trying to think, because if
we got it'll come to me. Yeah, but I loved Legend,
Like I think that was the one I played the
most was Legend of Zelda outside of Animal Crossing.

Speaker 3 (01:40:41):
It's such a fun game.

Speaker 4 (01:40:44):
I love Zelda.

Speaker 3 (01:40:45):
I have it on the switch. I haven't actually, I
don't know where my switches. That's the only reason I
haven't played it lately.

Speaker 1 (01:40:53):
See. The crazy thing for me is like I buy
these systems sometimes and they just sit in there and
they collect us until someone else plays them. Then I'll
just join in. It's like, I literally, can I tell
you the last time I turned on my my place
PlayStation a PS five. I bought it for decoration.

Speaker 4 (01:41:16):
I know the last.

Speaker 2 (01:41:17):
Time you played it when I crushed you as Smash Bros.

Speaker 1 (01:41:22):
That's not see, that's that's Nintendo wrong system. Boom boom.
And plus you didn't crush me. Yeah yeah, but when
was that though? Exactly? So I don't know. But anyway, Silver,
We're gonna wrap up some questions. So so we gotta ask,

(01:41:46):
you know, the industry standards, So who are like five
people who you have not worked with that do you
want to work with?

Speaker 4 (01:41:54):
Oh it's so funny. I was talking about how this
is one of my least favorite questions.

Speaker 1 (01:42:00):
Okay, we'll get let's skip it. Let's skip it not
because like we try to make sure we hit you know,
the fan like, but we don't get as she worked
with with? Who with? I can't even get it out
she work with who she gets hired to work with?
There you go.

Speaker 4 (01:42:18):
Yeah, like I think as long as everyone's like, like,
I just want to work with like nice people, like
even even the greatest proof I don't idolize people like
that's that's my thing. Like if someone's really good at
their job, it's more of like, oh I want to

(01:42:39):
get to know, like what can I learn from them?
And sure working with them can like I can learn
something while working with them. But I think it's more
of like, oh who would I love to work with?
That's more like taking away from trying to like climb
from their success.

Speaker 1 (01:43:02):
That makes sense. But so yeah, it's about there, don't
make it.

Speaker 4 (01:43:05):
Being attracted to people, and it's very hard for me.
I think that's where sometimes I get like a little
a sexual, because I'm like, I have to like get
to know someone before i'm attracted to them. Like I
can appreciate that they look good, but for me to
have like that sexual attraction and be like I really

(01:43:25):
want to work with this person, I have to know
them first, so looking, oh my god.

Speaker 2 (01:43:34):
I do think that may be considered pen sexual though,
when you're attracted to their minds, if I'm correct.

Speaker 3 (01:43:43):
Maybe, But like.

Speaker 2 (01:43:47):
I think what you're attracted to is like personality and
vibes as opposed to just the skin deep.

Speaker 4 (01:43:59):
You think, yeah, But I don't know, I feel like
that kind of gets like a little maybe that falls
into like another I don't know. I actually don't really
like putting labels on things because that's where it gets confusing.
But because like that's the same thing, like I won't
necessarily if we're talking about the sexual sense, but then

(01:44:21):
remove it to like the friendship sense, like I won't.
I won't want to be friends with someone until I
meet them and like or like talk to them, even
though my friends are hyping someone up like oh they're
so nice, blah blah blah, blah blah. I have to
make my first like impression or get I have to
get it first impression from them. So it's like the

(01:44:45):
same with friends and fuckers. So I don't know if
that like, I don't know if that like would be
considered pan sexual.

Speaker 3 (01:44:55):
I don't know, right, that's what I'm not sure. Like
the lines are a little but.

Speaker 4 (01:45:01):
You know what, wonder sometimes I just want to fuck someone,
So it could just like not even it can change
day by day. I told someone the other day, I
was like, I'm like Princess and the pee, like my
if one thing could be like a little off or
it could be just right, and it's great. I love that. Yes,

(01:45:23):
that's so fucking awesome.

Speaker 2 (01:45:25):
But yeah, you just fill me with who you want
to film, doing what you want to do in this industry.

Speaker 4 (01:45:32):
I love it.

Speaker 1 (01:45:35):
So what do you have, Like I want to say this,
So we're recording a lot of stuff early because holidays,
all this stuff coming up. So what do you have
that is either out coming out soon that you want
to anybody to look out for. No, this comes out.

(01:45:56):
This comes out the first of December.

Speaker 4 (01:46:01):
Well, they've been throwing out the scenes within three two
to three weeks, so I think everything might be out
by that. They've been really fast with turnover, plus a
lot of at least from what I've been hearing, there's
been because of like rebranding. A lot of studios have

(01:46:21):
kind of like stopped filming for at least because we're
at the end of summer. So people are picking up again.
But I don't have anything. I don't think I have anything.

Speaker 2 (01:46:36):
I guess they might just have to search Megan mistakes
to find out.

Speaker 1 (01:46:40):
Yeah, so people out there got are listening. Are you
you're still with I don't want to say this if
you're not with the same agency, But go to her Twitter,
look at the agencies he's with and say, okay, if
he's with this agency, and I want you to go
there and book her for everything that's within reason. Like

(01:47:02):
you've heard what she said that she's into. Don't don't
come to her and say, well, Megan, I heard you
on the podcast talking about P. No she says she's
not into PE. Don't hit her up and saying I
want I want you to No, she doesn't do pp
she doesn't do no no, no, no no, And she
she would not be she would she would not pee

(01:47:24):
on your foot. No, don't ask her to do that.

Speaker 4 (01:47:27):
I will No, I will pee on someone else's foot.
I don't want to be pee on.

Speaker 1 (01:47:31):
Don't, don't, don't don't.

Speaker 4 (01:47:32):
I'm okay with doing things to other people. I'm just
very particular what's done to me.

Speaker 1 (01:47:37):
Don't don't. Don't hit her up and say, hey, I
want to do it. I want to do a sing
where I peel on your foot. Don't ask her that. No,
that's that's a that's a no. You whether you whether
you want to book her or something, and then say,
you know what, Megan, you get an excellent job. Here's
an extra six hundred dollars. Just just just off rip.
You know what. She'd be down for that, you know,

(01:48:00):
you know, just she's all about having fun, not about
making mistakes. You know, we gotta.

Speaker 4 (01:48:06):
That's how you have fun. You make mistakes exactly. If
you can't like laugh at yourself, then what are you doing?

Speaker 2 (01:48:16):
I always say that, don't take life too seriously.

Speaker 1 (01:48:20):
Yeah, I have issues.

Speaker 4 (01:48:26):
No, what I really want to come back to porn though,
is like more parody porn, like more parody features.

Speaker 1 (01:48:34):
See what the thing is this? When I started doing
stuff in porn is when all those were really coming
out and they were really popular, like like meet the
Cospy's and uh, this is not Friday or the Simpsons
all those like uh, who's nailing Paling? All those were

(01:48:59):
coming out when I first started doing stuff in the industry,
and I missed those so much because they were so fun.
And now the person was.

Speaker 4 (01:49:09):
My intro to porn was The Hills Have Thighs, And
I mean that's a horror movie, but they used to
play it on HBO.

Speaker 1 (01:49:23):
And I was at the porn Crest party and I
was telling somebody, uh, the best like a like a
real uh script that that someone can do, because they
were talking about during a parody. I'm like, someone needs
to do in it, Like, uh, you've seen an escape
room the horror movie mm hmm, but like you know

(01:49:47):
what a skate room is, right, an escape room?

Speaker 4 (01:49:51):
It's like Saw off right, So yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:49:55):
But I say someone needs to do an escape room
escape room movie. But then it gives it's like if
you don't escape or the death whatever is someone having
like getting freaked to death, so like.

Speaker 4 (01:50:11):
They they can't do that.

Speaker 1 (01:50:13):
They know you can like that you just have sex.
And then like it's like and then they die, they
go into the next scene. It's it's not like.

Speaker 3 (01:50:25):
They'realities are weird with those?

Speaker 4 (01:50:28):
Well, it's not even like the lead it's visa MasterCard.
I mean, we have a lot of rules on things.

Speaker 1 (01:50:36):
Well no, no, I mean I'm in a movie, not
a not a scene. So if it's a it's a movie,
you can do different different things. You can buy the movie,
that's true.

Speaker 3 (01:50:46):
You can make it like a soft court flick.

Speaker 1 (01:50:48):
Yeah, so you know, if it if it's a I
think it's like you can't do like you can't post
it up like a like a mini VID thing or
only fans thing. It has to be like a like
a movie thing. So you can get away with things
like that. That's why, like you know, pe videos and
all these other videos exist because you're marketing as a movie,

(01:51:11):
but you're selling it as a VH VHS. I said VHS, y'all,
oh my god. You're selling it as a DVD or
whatever whatever media that people use.

Speaker 4 (01:51:26):
Now I heard DVDs might come back.

Speaker 9 (01:51:29):
Though hs, oh my god, put god, oh my god,
Jesus Christ.

Speaker 1 (01:51:42):
But you're gonna sell it, sell it like that. So
it's like a different a different form but but that's
why I was talking about said it would be a
great idea, and then the last two people it's just
you know, different random stuff that writes up here. But anyway,
I forgot where I was going with this.

Speaker 4 (01:52:01):
Maybe we were talking about movies.

Speaker 1 (01:52:05):
So I agree that they definitely need to bring them back.
And there are so many movies that need to be
done at least over like movies they did in the past,
or just something that needs to be a pated for
the current thing done right because people are releasing no

(01:52:28):
movies now. But it's not a parody.

Speaker 3 (01:52:31):
Yeah, I feel.

Speaker 2 (01:52:33):
Like the issue in a sense is that parodies are
ye budget films, you know, so are they?

Speaker 1 (01:52:43):
It depends, It depends on what's going on, because I
can probably say this man because No Will the writer
was doing a lot of the early parodies and he
doesn't redo them anymore. And so yeah, but lots of
old movies used to cast the same the same people,

(01:53:05):
repetitive to two so they kept hitting the same the
same beats.

Speaker 3 (01:53:12):
So but still I've always wanted to do a like
Princess Jasmine kind of thing with a magic carpet ride.

Speaker 1 (01:53:27):
I think there is I think there is a A
A Laddin parody.

Speaker 4 (01:53:34):
Damn.

Speaker 3 (01:53:34):
So I'm not the first.

Speaker 1 (01:53:35):
I mean, I mean, you're not first to think about it,
but you can always.

Speaker 4 (01:53:37):
They've been remaking movies in Hollywood forever. We can do porn.

Speaker 1 (01:53:43):
I mean it could like it could do like a
Battle of the Princesses and have everybody there fighting, like
fighting fighting, not fighting over who's the breast princess, and
just have like you know, the princesses of Disney freaking
each other.

Speaker 2 (01:54:02):
That brings me to a great question, Megan, what what
princess do you think?

Speaker 3 (01:54:07):
You would be?

Speaker 4 (01:54:12):
Probably Mulan because she was my favorite princess, and I
think it has one of the best soundtracks, so mm hmmm.
I used to harass my cameraom with the I'll make
a man out of you, get the.

Speaker 1 (01:54:35):
It's in my phone. I love that.

Speaker 4 (01:54:41):
It's a perfect karaoke song too.

Speaker 1 (01:54:44):
I've sung it at karaoke.

Speaker 3 (01:54:46):
Oh that's awesome. What's the name of that song in
the second movie.

Speaker 2 (01:54:53):
I really really liked it when basically she was like
singing to the kids.

Speaker 4 (01:55:00):
I haven't seen the second one.

Speaker 1 (01:55:02):
The second one is got awful.

Speaker 3 (01:55:05):
People say that a lot, but.

Speaker 1 (01:55:09):
The people say it's got off. I think I had
the fourteen or Riding Tomatoes.

Speaker 2 (01:55:14):
I thought it was great, but maybe when I first
watched it because I was like Adrian, so I just
love Mulan in general, so that one I was like,
you know what, I liked it. It wasn't as good
as the first one, but that, especially that one song,
I fucking loved it. I'll show it to you later,

(01:55:38):
but it was so cute. But yes, I think you
would be an amazing Mulan.

Speaker 1 (01:55:43):
Really, it has a it has a zero.

Speaker 3 (01:55:47):
Or Riding Tomatoes, y'all got I be fucking kidder?

Speaker 1 (01:55:53):
What zip Mulan?

Speaker 4 (01:56:00):
My friend?

Speaker 1 (01:56:00):
My friend had made me watch one and two back
to back, and they warned me before I watched too
that I would be disappointed.

Speaker 4 (01:56:09):
That's so funny.

Speaker 3 (01:56:12):
I loved the second one.

Speaker 2 (01:56:13):
So maybe I'm just weird and I have lower expectations
of things or something, but I enjoyed.

Speaker 3 (01:56:20):
I enjoyed though, So.

Speaker 1 (01:56:22):
Maybe is that also your favorite Disney movie or is
it just began?

Speaker 4 (01:56:30):
Oh that's a question for me. No, my favorite. That's
that's a hard one because like I, I don't consider
myself with Disney adult, but I do really like Disney
movies Leela and Stitch.

Speaker 3 (01:56:51):
Then we're friends again.

Speaker 4 (01:56:54):
I also Wonderland because I do have her tattooed on me.
Monsters Inc. That is like my old time and Monsters
University was really fucking good. And then there's like one
other Tarzan for the soundtrack since it's all done by

(01:57:17):
Phil Collins, and I can sing every single song from
that one. I feel like I might be missing one,
but those are like I don't know the top five.

Speaker 1 (01:57:32):
Six I know, I know for me, Like the soundtrack
is okay for Tarzan, but I was never a fan
of the movie.

Speaker 4 (01:57:42):
Oh you just say it was okay?

Speaker 1 (01:57:45):
I didn't. I like the songs, but I'd never like
the Tarzan movies. I've never liked the song and the
song well.

Speaker 4 (01:57:53):
The movie is just mostly about the songs. Like it's
really just like a movie songs because you don't get
that much like storyline.

Speaker 1 (01:58:06):
It's like my favorite my favorite movie is Beauty the
Beast of Disney. I've always been a Beauty the Beast
a fanatic. And like you said, little you said, little
one Stitch, they her and someone else have infiltrated my
house so much that like we have Stitch covers on

(01:58:28):
one of the spare beds. A stitch, a stitch what
do they call it? Like a comforter, and so much
is ditch random. You go in my poor house, it
is stitch diles in there, and because they just stitched
up my house. And I'm not even the biggest little

(01:58:51):
one stitch fan.

Speaker 10 (01:58:53):
But they have the best soundtrack too, Yes they do,
Yes they do, and they like actually we went like
they went and studied Hawaii for like years before.

Speaker 1 (01:59:06):
No, I didn't say the movie was bad. It's just
it wouldn't be in my top five, Like I don't,
I don't know, just because I'm like older than both
of you all, but beating the base Tangled, Left, Tangled, Aladdin, uh,

(01:59:31):
Little Mermaid, and a Goofy A goofy movie.

Speaker 4 (01:59:38):
I see a goofy movie ruined pizza for me, Like
I still love pizza. The fact that pizza is not
that like a runny Yeah, it makes me so sad,
and I believe.

Speaker 1 (01:59:57):
Like I would argue that, you know, even though Beauty
is my favorite, I will argue that Tangled is the
best put together movie. So but that's just that's just
my opinion. And I love I love like I love
this movie. So if I ever have children and I
have a little girl, like it would give me an
excuse to go to all these movies without going going

(02:00:19):
by myself. Why why is this growl? Why is this
grow bad? Going to see a cartoon by himself? Don't
catch me.

Speaker 4 (02:00:28):
That's one thing that kind of sucks is like we
have adult cartoons, but the moment you want to go
see an animated movie, you're weird, But like, why can't
we have cartoons exactly?

Speaker 3 (02:00:44):
Mind you.

Speaker 2 (02:00:45):
I went to Wilo and Stitch in a Stitch Onesie.
I was ready, Okay, my child was so happy.

Speaker 4 (02:00:57):
I was.

Speaker 3 (02:00:58):
I was just so happy with it. I was like,
you know what, fuck it, I'm not gonna.

Speaker 2 (02:01:02):
Worry about what other people think of me and my
little onesie just walking around.

Speaker 1 (02:01:07):
It was crazy too, because her and someone else both
were in onesies. Yeah Mike taking pictures with random people.
Mind you.

Speaker 2 (02:01:18):
It was like literally the same like weekend. I think
that it came out so it was summertime. It was
fucking caught as balls.

Speaker 4 (02:01:26):
In that onesie.

Speaker 3 (02:01:27):
But I was like, yeah, so excited.

Speaker 4 (02:01:30):
We went during the day, not even that night, to
where like it's super cold and so Onesie.

Speaker 1 (02:01:35):
Like they went to the very first showing on the
very first day and it was there the pre release.
M hm, So it was the pre release of the
movie that they drug me to.

Speaker 2 (02:01:49):
Yeah that's how crazy we were about we Little and Stitch. Like,
that's how insane I am about it. But yeah, definitely
a Disney adult.

Speaker 4 (02:02:04):
I okay, I was slightly a Disney adult until they
started up charging everything, and now I'm just like, yeah,
it's not fun, like because I like growing up here,
I had like the little passes and stuff like that,
so we would go all the time. But now I'm
just like I can't get the Disney spirit with all

(02:02:27):
that money.

Speaker 3 (02:02:28):
Yeah that's true.

Speaker 4 (02:02:30):
I get that.

Speaker 3 (02:02:31):
Like I don't go back him into it.

Speaker 2 (02:02:33):
I've never had like see some passes or anything, but
usually anything that has.

Speaker 3 (02:02:37):
To do with Disney, I am there for it. Like
any new movie that comes out, I'm ready.

Speaker 4 (02:02:44):
He's just like the animation studios. I wouldn't even really
consider that, like a Disney adult actually coming in this way.
I'm like getting washed out by the sun coming in.
But yeah, that's just enjoying. It's like if you like Marvel.

Speaker 3 (02:03:07):
Yeah that's true. I'm really vague about animated films and my.

Speaker 4 (02:03:12):
And this room is normal. It's not like you have
a whole Disney room. So yeah, that is true.

Speaker 3 (02:03:19):
I have a whole basket of slushies, though.

Speaker 4 (02:03:24):
I feel like that's like everyone has those, right exactly.

Speaker 1 (02:03:30):
I don't. All I have is my two little guys
right here. Yeah, my little Bubba.

Speaker 4 (02:03:36):
I just collect cats, so I have three live animals.

Speaker 3 (02:03:41):
That's all I have, his little Bubba.

Speaker 1 (02:03:49):
Someone someone gave me that when I was in surgery
and I kept it around. It was always on my computer.
But no, I love Disney, but I've never been to
the parks and no, I think that I went to
Epcot because I was working there for something, but I've
never been to the actual insiety.

Speaker 4 (02:04:11):
Well that was a terrible time to go because they
do like what is it, dynamic pricing. But back in
the day it was a lot better.

Speaker 3 (02:04:26):
Yeah, am I you?

Speaker 2 (02:04:28):
Right now they're about to do their like whole Halloween things,
so hm, I love.

Speaker 3 (02:04:34):
I love going to those. Well, I've only been twice.

Speaker 4 (02:04:37):
So trick or trading there, Like we used to go
trick or treating there and that's really fun. It's just
I wish like the prices weren't so crazy because like,
I don't know, it is fun, and like you have
to buy like fast passes now, and I'm like why, Yeah,
that's insane, and there really isn't a time like it.

(02:04:59):
I guess growing up here, he always knew like the
off season to go or what day to go, but
now they just sell the whole entire park, and so
it pushes you to buy those fast passes and a
fun like a trip to Disney could easily for that
day cost five to like one thousand dollars.

Speaker 3 (02:05:23):
Well, thank you.

Speaker 2 (02:05:24):
I'd rather go to the beach, you know, right, you'd
rather go to the beach or just do a.

Speaker 4 (02:05:29):
Barty you went own?

Speaker 3 (02:05:30):
Like I'm more of that kind of person, like just
cheap experiences.

Speaker 4 (02:05:35):
In a sense, and like that's the thing Disney was
supposed to, like essentially be made for like the everyday person.
And there's no reason, absolutely no reason why it should
be as expensive as it is when all they've done
is at Star Wars Land. Yeah they can, they can't

(02:05:57):
expand they unless they tear down like the hotels around there.
They can't do anything more with that park. So I
don't know why they're up charging so.

Speaker 1 (02:06:07):
Much, so they're gonna do the movies.

Speaker 4 (02:06:11):
We can do movies everything.

Speaker 1 (02:06:14):
Or or do movies and or do more TV shows.

Speaker 4 (02:06:21):
They just stole Hulu from us.

Speaker 2 (02:06:24):
Yeah, mind you, that reminds me we're both going up
in price.

Speaker 4 (02:06:32):
I saw that.

Speaker 3 (02:06:33):
Yeah, I was like, not again.

Speaker 2 (02:06:37):
I just feel like they're doing it too often, you know,
like right, like we have our own subscriptions that we
settle people and we don't raise our prices that often.

Speaker 4 (02:06:49):
Like that is because then they'll yell at us and
then tell us how evil we are.

Speaker 2 (02:06:57):
Like it is what it is. But anyways, it was
like in Spain, I don't know, I feel like we
got distracted with Disney.

Speaker 4 (02:07:11):
We did well about almost every single subject. You know.

Speaker 2 (02:07:19):
That's the awesome part about like not having a specific
set of like things to ask.

Speaker 4 (02:07:25):
I just want to.

Speaker 2 (02:07:25):
I love going with the flow and just getting to
know you for who you are.

Speaker 1 (02:07:31):
So this is the longest conversation we had, miss making
you are quite no no no no no no no.
I'm like like we've spoke like before before the porn
were spoken in passing, but we've never said down and
had a full on conversation, and you are really quite
quite excellent, my friend, thank you, quite excellent. Thank you.

(02:07:55):
I've enjoyed this conversation. But yeah, te everybody working they
can find you because we went we went way over
like our time. We were like we normally cut this
off like an hour ago, and weird.

Speaker 4 (02:08:12):
That's literally what everyone always says. They're like, yeah, so
we we usually don't go this long. And I'm like,
I can talk about it.

Speaker 1 (02:08:22):
You are, you are great. We just kept on going.
We're going with the flow, and we like, I don't
take it.

Speaker 4 (02:08:27):
It's like a bad thing. I just I.

Speaker 1 (02:08:29):
Always take it so much of your time. You're you're great,
like you're interesting and there I know, like for a fact,
there's so much more that we could just talk about
and like we would love to get you back on
one day in the in the future whatever that is,
and we could gap by other crap, you know, talk
about talk about Teletubbies or something. Uh now I'm thinking

(02:08:55):
about Tellytubbies. Where can everybody find you?

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Right?

Speaker 1 (02:09:00):
Buy your content and everything.

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So yess Sarah real quick.

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All of my links and my social media's will be
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not that. We are thus on Instagram, missus on Facebook
and Twitter and Blue Sky and broke vice that comes
with us everything we do from fitness, photography, videography, Sarah stuff,
everything that we do because we do a lot, because
you know what, we like to be versatile and I'm

(02:10:22):
I'm ros star all right, Yes, are are on Instagram,
the Twitter and on Blue Sky. Megan. I wish you
the greatest success in everything that you do. You are
a joy, a pleasure and an all route like amazing
human being. So we can't wait to see all you

(02:10:43):
do in your future.

Speaker 4 (02:10:45):
Thank you and thank you for having me.

Speaker 2 (02:10:48):
Of course, I have to go research your sports scene.

Speaker 3 (02:10:51):
I have to go see this.

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Sure, all right, find that person who voted for it.