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July 10, 2015 88 mins

Sidney Starr and Shauna Brooks join the ladies of Lip Service (Angela Yee, Stephanie Santiago and Gigi Maguire) and for the first time ever the ladies were at a loss for words as the celebrity transgenders discuss chicks with dicks, running trains, trap call, tucking and thottish behavior. Sidney Starr clears up the statement she allegedly made on mediatakeout about eating Tyga's booty like groceries, but calls some other people out.

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Speaker 1 (00:08):
Hey, what's up. It is Angela and you know we
are getting ready for a lip service. It's me DJ McGuire,
Stephanie Santiago and guests. Is gonna be our guest tonight.
Sydney Star is coming through now. She was just on
media takeout yesterday and allegedly she had some type of
dealings with Tiger. She even said that he liked for
her to eat the booty like groceries. Well, she's gonna

(00:29):
come here today and let us know whether or not
that's true. Also, one of her very good friends, miss
Shanna Brooks, is joining us on lip service as well,
and we're gonna learn all about the transgender community, what's
going on. And I mean there's a lot. I mean
with Caitlin Jenner and all of those issues right now
and everybody talking about that and how popular that is.

(00:49):
Let's get some more inside information only on lip service.
Get ready to be shocked. And let me advise you
right now. If you're at work, put on your headphones,
if you're in the car, roll the windows up. If
you have the kids around, they could learn a lot,
but maybe you want to teach them and that us.
I'm just saying, be responsible. What's up is angela? Ye,
I'm Stephanie Santiago. I'm G G McGuire and it is

(01:10):
lip service and we have some very special guests with us.
Of course, introduce yourself. Hi everyone, My name is Sydney
Stars Extra, the infamous Sydney Star, the hip hop transgender
I would have said hip hop training, but you know
the trainees are gonna get on me for a saying training.
So I am the hip hop transgender female Sydney Star

(01:37):
and Shanna Brooks's hair, well Brooks, I'm the urban lingerie
hip hop girl, like that girl with all that body. Girl.
Let's do it together, all right, don't you Let's do
it again, Let's do it together. Don't you don't about
the power of the lafe. Don't you that to get
this together? Right? Don't you ever underestimate the power of

(01:58):
the lash All right? Well, I'm glad that y'all are
here today because there's been so much talk about transgenders lately.
I saw you commenting on Caitlyn Jenner, you know, saying
that you are the official honey child, I am the
face of the transgender women. Like let me tell you,
like miss Caitlyn Jenner, she's old, like it's like it's over, honey,

(02:23):
like you're six years old, Like, come on, I mean
I give her her propsie. I'm very very um you know,
happy for her. But child being a space of transgender
you don't know, honey, Sydney starts. I've been doing this
for years. Yes you have, because I've met you years
and year years ago, okay, and you've been in the
press a lot. You don't said some things and took
you back and said it wasn't true. And hey, now

(02:48):
now you gotta explain that because now I don't want
to have to question your credibility. Okay, because first you
said you and Chingy hair relations, and you took it
back and said it wasn't true. True, that true. That.
So see, the thing is right, I don't really want
to be I don't want people to be afraid of me.

(03:09):
And the thing is, yes, I've met a lot of
celebrities you know. Um, but um, I've been tossed out there.
It's been tossed. You know, my name has been tossed
a few solids. You know. You recently said you love
eating ass eat the booty like groceries. You know, I

(03:30):
see the thing is I like to I like to
suck dick from the back. I love that. So your
tongue inadvertently touches the well, you know, honestly, you really
don't have to actually touch the asshole, but you can
actually suck the dick from the back without touching the asshole.
But I'm a type of girl that I'm into guys
with nice big asses. Oh my god, but I hate guys.

(03:55):
I think that girl like a football players. Yeah, I
like that. I like that's a big firm, muscular booty,
not like not like turning on, but like I like.
I'm okay, don't judge me, okay, but I love Harry asses.

(04:17):
I wasn't exactly a big hairy ass, you ladies, as
I don't like it. I like, um my ex he
had like a hairy ass, and I would like, you know,
take the crystal. Yeah, I would. It was funny. Oh
my gosh. I would be like, shave. One woman's trash

(04:41):
is another woman's trash, right, And I wouldn't love that
hair on it? Do you like? Harry asked, um, But
I would prefer a non hairy ass. But hair will
not stop me from doing you the groceries too. Let's
just say I've dabbled and I'll probably do yes, bitch, yeah,

(05:04):
because you know what, I feel like I'm the only
bitch in the world that eats so many guys like it.
I love it. I've done it too many different guys,
too many different my current boyfriend. I just want to
make it clear, and my current boyfriend does not like
before he gets mad. All right, Now, Shanna was asking you,
Sydney earlier, what happened with Chinny because we've seen on

(05:26):
Media take Out that you said you ate I mean,
not you. Shanna was asking you what happened with Tiger
because she's you said that you ate Tiger's booty like
groceries and he loved it. Okay, that was on Media
take Up. Now, I don't know. The Media Takeout is
necessarily a trusted source, so you are the source. So
I gotta okay, you know what, I'm gonna be real.
I'm gonna be real with you guys, like I don't know, honestly,

(05:49):
I really don't know where that story came from. You
suated out something about Media Takeout is gonna have an
next inclusive. My page was hacked. It was hacked. It
was it was hacked? Was it was my assistant? My
assistant did it? Who is your assistant? Um? Be nice?

(06:14):
Be nice? Um to have a new assistant that kind
of can get a little bit overboard with my Instagram
and she's very progressive about Yeah, so you're saying, I
will you know what, Let's be real. Okay, I met
Tiger before I met you know, I met a lot
of people, a lot of you know, industry people. But

(06:36):
one thing I don't do anymore. And I told you this, Angel,
I do not expose. I don't do that ship no more.
That it's not the tea anymore. That's not no, it wasn't.
I'm gonna be real. Let's throw it out and let's
throw the So you've never been with Tiger no, but
the thing is no, oh tried that. Well, the thing is, y'all.

(07:09):
Let me say that, Let me say this, let me
say this, let me say this. A lot of people
know that I do, like you know, I don't have
a problem with eating the booty like groceries. Okay, So
it made it seemed real because they put that in there,
but honestly, a hair yet I know you like that.

(07:35):
I can't with you guys today. Look, I was like,
he doesn't he looks like a little hair like when
a little hairless a good girl? Harebody need to ask
me Asabella that one? So you think that, sir? Do
you know me? I don't think that's true. I don't
believe it that um you know why. It's because looking

(07:58):
at her like she's current crazy? Did you did you
want to say something? I just want to say, you
better not be up here in Lyne to me, miss Sydney.
You know I've been. I've been really, just have a
different totally. What's your point is? Yeah, I'm not the
girl to you know, put people business out there. Of course,
you know whatever they may perceive with me and other celebrities.

(08:21):
But at the same time, when you have girls to
go out there and literally you know, try to come
for these you know, affluent members of the urban hip
hop community, it just looks bad. Regardless of the fact
it looks bad, it looks trashy, it's not classy. So
there's a code. Yeah, it's a secret society. All we acts.
Trust do you watch clearly watch there are guys that

(08:47):
you've been with, but you would never put it out
there and dispose it never. I never say never. Didn't
Brandy teach you that group? Never let me say this
like I'm in the Remember I'm still in the same
mind frame that I was when you first met me.
I whatever I do with niggas, I mean, excuse me,

(09:08):
with dudes and in the industry, I try to keep it,
you know, low key. Now, other people that really surprised
you that you had no idea that they got down like,
oh yeah, definitely, Oh my goodness, yes, So how does
that initial like, just walk us through how the initial
contact happens and what. Okay, so sometimes I'm not gonna

(09:32):
say any names, but don't say names. Yeah, I'm gonna
be like, so, I'm gonna just be real. Sometimes they
will hit me up on you know, through a friend,
a friend of a friend. It's that easy. And they'll
just you know, asked to be kind of little discreet,
could you not? You know, they'll be like could you

(09:55):
They'll just ask can you keep it on the low right?
And of course you do, and I do. Like I
am the girl that anybody wants to come at me.
I am not the girl that so yeah, the perfect
side piece. I'm this perfect side piece, Like I'm the
side hole. I'm the side hole. I'm a hoe. Okay,
I'm okay with you. But I thought you had a boyfriend.
She loves to be a thought. Would you tell us?

(10:18):
Would you tell them how I was? Okay? But I wish,
I wish I could tell you all the Miami to
tell us the Miami situation. But you don't have the
name names. But tell us, well, okay, I don't know.
Do you think she was mad at us? We were
with our girlfriend, Johnny Blaze, Um, Johnny Blaze. I hope

(10:40):
she does not kill me too, I really hope, Johnny.
I'm sorry. I love you. I love you, man, I
love you. So the thing is, when we were in
the hotel and Miami, I was a little tipsy. I
met a guy off South Beach and Um, you know
who you were, you knew how um was the celebrity

(11:02):
or just right a lot. He sucked me in the
bathroom in front of well everyone heard me moaning which
bathroom and then like a bar where and everyone was
kicking it in the room and all they heard was
me moaning, he wasn't it wasn't it wasn't you know,

(11:27):
it wasn't a good look. It had company coming over.
It wasn't a good look. We had company coming over
and they were you know, so you had another dude
coming over. It was a hearty Okay, I feel I
don't think I should have That's the whole ship. Though
you're gonna somebody you met the street. I'm a damn
hole and I'm sorry Johnny. I am so sorry. And

(11:51):
she idn't really in the party if anything that might
have said it off. I don't think she ever forgave
me for that. Y'all have did y'all fight about it.
She was very upset because you know, Johnny is um,
she's really yeah, like she doesn't she give. Johnny was
upset and I felt so good. Her spas out on

(12:12):
many people on Twitter. She spased out, yeah, child, I
made I made that nigga nothing two point three montherfucking second.
That was my bang. All you got was my a
clap clap and I'm own about three times. Okay. So
it was quick and every but the beginning part everyone

(12:36):
heard it and solid, and it kind of suck things
up because I didn't want like everyone to know I
was even though I know I'm a die. No he
was beating it. H understand the two man he was beating.
I mean it was a beat up. He was beating

(12:58):
and ship, I don't even dan. He left his boxersout,
his boxes in the in the bath, in the shower
where we were. The boxes were still on the floor underwear.
He went home to Commando. So let me ask you this.
So when when guys did that to you, he sucks
you in the ass, Well, I still get fucked all over.

(13:21):
I get sucked in my ass. I get sucked in
up the mouth. It's my favorite. Do you get so
you have a pussy, I get the fake pussy. I
get sucked in the mouth. Honey, I am all, I'm fake.
You know what we call that pam pussy ass mouth
called that bitch triple through it my name to know.

(13:53):
You said you get no, I've done anal, like I said,
I've had anal sings that I enjoyed. But I am here. Yeah,
that's why I tried it before. I got my butts
by one of the many reasons why I tried it.
But I can't. It hurts. I wish I could enjoy it.
My favorite porn to watch is annual porn, and I

(14:15):
really like to watch the girls get like that. Why
is that their favorite thing to watch? I don't know.
I like watching it that I don't do because you're
I feel your way and if it's tamboo, then you're
not supposed to get in your ass. But I just
can't get pass the pain. They say that they have
this stuff called annual ease, but it makes it makes sure,

(14:36):
but it would make the guys didn't know. If you're
not my purse, get my purse. Yes, someone get red,
purse rednow exactly what you need. It's heavy. Yes, everything
is in this too. You don't care if anybody don't
give a damn. Look, this is what you Why when

(15:00):
I got that in the house. That's what you're used liquid? No,
but you have to have the liquid. The water based
yea my favorite, and then you have water base. Get
that water base. Relaxing all I can't do it. I
feel like I can take it in the ass when

(15:20):
I'm on my back easier than on all fours. Do
you recommend a butt You're probably more relaxed a lot
that way at him and you have a direct connection
with him, and you're looking at him, and he can
sense when it's too much. He can sense when it's
too much, or when it's too much pressure for you,
so that when when you look at him and you're
on your back and he's entering your ass, you can
be like and he'll ease up, but then you'll go

(15:43):
right again. Doesn't make any horny. I'm like, oh, I
don't even do that when I go. But let me
ask you this. You know he love that girl. Do
you tell Do you tell people like when you meet them,
do you say, okay, just so you know I used
to be a man. Or do you not have to
tell them because I've heard that you don't have to
say that at all, because now you have right. But

(16:04):
the thing is, I'm known, you know, I have to
let the dudes know what's going on. I am very
honest with them. I tell them, look, I'm a special woman.
I'm a special woman. I tell them, Look I texted
you know, I'd be like, look, remember told you. I
was like, I'm a trench in the female. You know
it is what it is, and f I I suck

(16:26):
good dick. Bet most of these guys don't even care
once you tell them that they're sold and they're all right,
you got the operation, right, Okay, right, right, that's all
they care. Sana, you feel like you have to tell
people or no? Because someone told me I'm sucking to
another transgender female and she said she doesn't tell people

(16:47):
because she doesn't feel like she has to. She says,
I'm a woman now, so that doesn't matter. Oh okay,
So she's one of those it's all types. And I think,
you know, me, being as popular as I am, you
have to. Yeah, but what if it's some guy who's
not in this mix, not in that world, or not
in that scene. Honestly, to be to be really honest, um,

(17:09):
I feel more comfortable telling them because then they know
and I give them the option and they can decide
whether they want to deal with it or not. And
I give them men men men love options. Yet should
that's the right thing to do, that, you know what
I mean? And ninety nine point nine nine nine nine
of the time, it's not even an issue as long

(17:32):
as you can touct yourself, you know what I mean?
Like you know, okay, and so as you can touch yourself. Now,
let's talk about your boyfriend, Chase. God, Oh my goodness, Chase.
Tell us how you met him, because he's he would
affiliated with cash. Well, I'm gonna keep it. I'm gonna
keep it all one it Okay. He was trying to
get signed with them. You know, he was really really trying.

(17:57):
He failed, niggah. So the thing is like we you know,
we really were talking. You know, he's really a rapper,
but he really really really did try to. You know,
he was trying to, you know, get with the whole

(18:17):
rich game thing and where they cool. They was cool
with him. They was David, he knew them, but he
wasn't signed. But he ended up he was trying to
get signed. He even went as far as getting the
Rich gang um tat on his face because he wanted
to show him like he was real. You know, I

(18:38):
don't know if that works. Thing is you can't get
the tattoo before you get the deal. He made a
few mistakes. Yeah, we all made hastings. So um, the
thing that's that saying I'm gonna date you, I'm gonna
get your name tattooed on me and then we're going date.
Right he really even official yet? So yeah, I'm just
gonna be really you know, the blue thing. He you know,

(19:00):
he made a few mistakes and you know, it kind
of just came off like like you know, you you
know what I mean. I don't want to slander him,
but like he just I don't know, we're kind of
not on good terms. He put it. He put it
out there to prematurely or something. Yeah. Yeah, I just

(19:21):
want to say we were and then we were like
low key engaged. He actually gave me a ring and
all that, and it was just like I was trying
to figure out what that motherfucker real or not? Like ring,
I don't know if it was real. What you mean,
you don't know if it was real, you changed, you

(19:42):
got to pay. I don't know, because about like two
weeks out to wear them, Mossucker started to change the girlfriend,
Where did you meet this guy? We know me and
we've known each other for years. I met him. Um,
I'm gonna be real. I made him be a Facebook.

(20:08):
Is he young? He look he can't look younger. You know,
he looks younger. He likes twenty three or whatever. I
ain't gonna like, you know, I'm I'm older than him.
You know, I just turned like I just had a birthday.
I just turned like I don't even want to fucking
say my age and her age girl whatever, they know

(20:31):
my age because I told him my age when I
was on the Breakfast Club. If Angela smart, she's just
gonna do the mathna like super young. Yeah, I mean,
I'm still in my twenties. But I'm in my late
twenties right now. So it's like he still got a
lot to go. He still gotta look, you know what

(20:52):
I mean. Like, so I feel like maybe I needed
someone more mature, you know what I mean. Yeah, the
rings that don't change color a couple of weeks. I
can't stand dating guys in their twenties. But you said yes,
because and the thing is, we we fucked. We we
got some good dick. The first time we we was

(21:13):
in Vegas. That's when we first met. We met in Vegas.
We met in Las Vegas on the Strip, and then
I thought you made on Facebook, well, but in person
we met in Vegas and then that's romantic. Yeah, we
started from there and it just took it from there.
And I'll tell you the first time y'all hooked up.
Of course, of course were talking for a while. We

(21:36):
were talking for a while, and we used to start
a lot. We used to skype all the time, and Locky,
I still got the dick pictures on my phone from
our hour. Actually, um, now try to put me onto
his friend gl a friend like a mask chase. I'm sorry,
I'm not down with your friends or your homies. Lightning
strikes one time, baby, and it's not here you looked

(22:01):
up with. See this breastcot bigger, he asked, got bigger
from the last time I've seen her? A little smaller.
I have just seen video footage at you in Times
Square after with the boys. Yeah. I was shaking my
ask when it was on you. Oh my god, I
love that was the day. I'll never forget. That was
like Martin Luther King for the trench ship. But did

(22:26):
they know you were when you were working and they
was grabbing on you? Exactly who I was before that
video came on. They were like, that's seen me. That's
the Sydney Start, that Sydney star from World Start Hip Hop.
That's that Sydney start bitch, you know. So I'm like, yeah,
that's me, bitch. That's But you go places and guys
try to grab on you now because they've seen it.

(22:47):
You were in Miami and it was a big fucking problem.
But isn't that offensive? Sometimes like, I am a lady now,
so I should start respecting myself as a lationship respect.
That's when to say something. This is what men would
act like if they were women. Men always want to
call women hose and all of that. But now look,
you become a woman in your home exactly, so that's

(23:09):
exactly what it is. I'm a hole and classic, you're classic.
You gotta take me out, ye, Tell any guys you
think you've been with if you had to guess the
Nate who yeahs off the question we want. Okay, I'm
gonna be real, um like, you know what, She's about

(23:30):
to lie. As soon as she says I'm gonna be real, man, Steve,
sooner she's about to tell lost. She goes, I mightna
be real. Remember remember you telling me that I'm gonna
be Remember all right, I'm gonna keep it real with you,
all right, honestly to Philo man, Okay, okay, so um like, realistically,

(23:58):
I've been probably my whole transgender female life career. I've
probably been with about um over a hundred Okay, but
I'm tipping over. No, no, no, let me stop, let

(24:19):
me no, I'm not gonna lie. Um. There was one
I just I didn't disclose this to you guys on
the breakfast club. But there was a moment of my
life where I was escort. Yeah, there was a moment
in my life. Did you make a lot of lot
of I made hella cash. I ain't even gonna front

(24:41):
like niggas was coming calling left them right like, bit
you available. I'm like, yes, sir, let me let me, sir,
Let me just take care of this other client real quick.
I call you right back. Damn. I didn't when you
said a hundred guys, I didn't think that you um

(25:02):
like you were selling pussy. I thought you were just
like enjoying the thing was. That's where the yeah, I know,
I'm like sucking. I got it. I was I just
to sell it. I played a guy. My Mama, no
I pay God, my mama, please mama, don't look at
this interview, please, mama. Would you say you enjoyed it? Though? Um,

(25:23):
you know there was there was times where it were
cute guys that would call me, so yeah, I would
enjoy them, but there was most of the times where
it was older dudes and I didn't. I didn't like it.
I just was like fair exchange. What I really felt
like my fucking money, Just give me my money to watch,
like I just want my cash like nothing, and get

(25:45):
the funk out of my face. Like that's not my explanation.
Go ahead, go ahead, and let's what's your explanation, because
we all know that I've been put out there as being,
you know, a transgendered escort internationally adult compare and you know,
however you want to paint it and put it, but
I think for me personally, it was about the demographic

(26:07):
of what I wanted to have come towards me and
what I wanted to see and what I screened my
phone calls to be. So I want to say that
I gave more of the Do you think I said
it wrong or something? No? Absolutely no, no no, no, no, no, no,
I don't know, not at all. But I know for
me personally it was it was more so I wanted

(26:29):
to cater towards the upper echelon more of so those
you know man. I was always that King Magazine type
of girl. I was always that you know type of
girl that was urban, no not even upscale, but bootylicious,
you know what I mean, the way that Archie Bixon,
you know what watch girl, what you watch. So when

(26:55):
it came to the type of images that I want
to portray, it was always that type, you know, and
then me being exotic, you know, and it's a it's
a sale, a selling point for me. But I always
always it was always about men, NFL players, NBA players, rappers,
entertainment business like, it was always political, like, yeah, that's

(27:20):
exactly that's exactly what it was getting they pay. Are
you really changed? I don't believe you ever believe They
never believe me. They never believed that. But literally looked
like girls see that top, they don't believe it. Seanna,
let me ask you this. So you're saying rappers, NBA players,

(27:43):
NFL players, did any of their wives or girlfriends ever
find out and hit you up? I haven't. But the regular,
the regular white men and black black men are always
going to be like always on edge. But the white men,
they really didn't really too much, Carol, and you know
political in they call me, They would call their wives
would call me. I've had I've got this on. You know,

(28:06):
you guys have trap call. I know about that trap.
I know about that trap call. I don't know about that.
Let me tell you about put me on a trap call.
Let me tell you about trap call. Trap call. I
have the Bear Trap and bear trap is the type
of trap call is three levels. And I have the
Bear which is the biggest one and the best one

(28:27):
that you can have Bear trapp Records and it sends
you email, I mean send you an email of names,
text messages of names if it's a landliner, to tell
you the exact address and tell you absolutely tell you
which phone provided they call pros and even when your
phone is powered off, you'll still get the emails. You're
still calling you. Oh I'm down that I've been trying

(28:50):
to get you to get that thing because a lot
of men that deal with us, be no fool. I'm
a smart girl. I'm always about business and I'm always
about my corn. Be no fool. But when it came
to trap call, my girlfriend told me about it. You
know those type of people that you know, blocked their
calls or whatever the case may be. When it came
down to the men that were urban, they always would

(29:15):
block their calls. The men who were in politics, who
were in you know even oh my gosh, even religious.
I've even had some of those, and those kind of
broke my heart because I know, you know, like but
they were more free about it. But then I will
say I believe you now, I will say I had
an interview the Dominatrix one time, and she told me

(29:37):
those were they're the most clients they had, were really
the very religious. Let me tell you something. I'm about
to go to the Middle East because it's the ending
of Ramadan. And one thing about the what once Ramadan
is over? It's a rap. It's a rap. They're gonna

(29:59):
party like rock stars. And guess who's going to be
at the rock star with them? You know you when
you know Ramadan is over because of that, because you
want to know why, It's because I'm a Tamboo. That's
why everybody's and it's culturalistically and religiously refined, so that way,
anybody who did thirty days of no sex fasting, it's

(30:25):
a rap. But I thought, when the sun went down,
you can know. Now that's what you can eat. You
can eat. Yeah, but look, I'm gonna be real with y'all.
I'm gonna be real with y'all. Die here. I died
here today. I sucked three niggas dicks before I got
today today, today using your mates. You three guys, three niggas,

(30:51):
three different time period for free quite possibly, quite possible. Now, sensibly,
the thing was, it's because I met I met the
shocked about nothing. Wait, how many was I met that three?
I'm at this fine nigga. I'm at this fine nigga

(31:14):
from sinse City because the last time, I said, I
was clowning in Sin City, you know the Bronx, the Bronx.
I was just there last night. I was here in
that bitch clowning like and see baby, no today during
the day time day, I'm the last morning the last time.

(31:35):
That's on Sunday, the best night about Sunday, the best
nighters on Sunday. No way, you said somebody's dick at
since the thing is, I met him at Sin City
and I invited him to you know where I was today,
And I sucked the soul out that month. Baby, I
sucked a second like I was sucking his dick. I

(31:56):
was sucking his balls. I was licking the tip, I
was looking the crap, I was looking at everything you
could possibly lick. You lady, try to step it up,
because yeah, I thought I was like the dick sucking
master about forever. They need to get you need to
get some tips. Now it was the second guy. Oh

(32:19):
my gosh, he's going to like this suck to Mike
the Mike. It's pretty big and bad. I literally it
was the second guy. So you met one guy in
Sin City, the out of I sucked the soul out
his Dick Clay. I'm not gonna lie. I got a
lot of fans on Instagram, A lot of the niggas
hit me up on my DM and they'd be supposed

(32:41):
they'd be sending me dick pictures and in one of them,
I like, I'm like, hold on, we might have to meet.
So you said the ig dick the picture look good?
Hell know he sent the video? Oh he said, he
didn't wait and and this it doesn't stop it, Yeah,
it doesn't stop now Nickea was he nutted on his face.

(33:03):
That's what I came. Are you talking about the same
guy from Detroit? Detroit like this don't love things? Oh,

(33:24):
he's like Dan, I'm like, he said, I'm a Sydney
star fan. I really look up to you. I love you.
Um letting on your face. No, it was in the video.
And in the video he leaned back. He nutted on
his face like it was crazy. His eyes, it got
all on his face, burns like it wasn't it was.

(33:46):
It was a girl the video. Can I see that
the high you want to see? I want to see it.
Wait no, no, no, I'm not lying. Let me let
me discon this. Don't make me official. Yeah, and then

(34:07):
after that you have to make a guy put his
dick in his own ass. I don't know. I don't
know if that's possible, mind you. I'm definitely going to
try to suck from the back after trying try. I
might try it tonight. I might try it tonight, and
then I might be moving back to New York. I
don't know, right, I like to s dick like upside down,

(34:32):
like with my ass facing his face, because I feel
like it goes down my throw easier in that position.
Like I gotta try that, Like I feel like the
dick goes in my throw easier like that. Okay, And
that depends on if it has a curve or not,
because that curve been a little tricky. You gotta do

(34:52):
a little bit, you gotta turn. You're right, exactly, that's true.
That's true. Like if it curves a little to the life,
like wherever the curve go. You gotta like right right right.
I like the ones that like this the video like

(35:12):
that and you throw it back on dogging style. I'm
gonna video. No. I have a question. Like you guys,
um you know you did the operations, so you have
an orgasm like a woman. Yeah. The thing is it's like, honestly,
mine is more so like mentally and it's more like
physically like mentally because I get so turned on. I'm
very turned on by the male anatomy. Like it's so crazy,

(35:36):
like the things that you guys would not even think
turn you know you on, It turns you on just
like it's something about like I'm so like I just
you feel so open right now, like it's something about
like a lot of girls hate it, but I love
a man's balls. I like nuting like I like the better.

(36:00):
I like I like the nuts to like some girls
they be they leave the nuts, I'll be scared. Don't
be don't leave those nuts to shave unshatter. I like them, Harry,
like I love So. The thing is like you can't
leave the nuts out. You got to you got to
give them nuts of some attention. Baby grab them that baby,

(36:23):
ye touch them, wear the nuts. Baby, Mama told you
to grab the nuts. Baby, can't tell you. The guy
with a you know, remember I told you I did
I did that once I did, it was for money,
of course, he was I to get those coins, like,

(36:47):
don't bend over. I'm about to the ship out. You
bend over. I'm about to suck you with this big
as big style. And I like, let's let's go ahead
and be now. I don't need no strap on. And
she got a big one right here holding you got
a big day? You ready or not? You ready? Have

(37:11):
you haven't had the operation? Girl? Why? I've been known
to tangle with the vagina girl and that's what. And
I like how much I did a three? I did
the three some of the other week. And guess what
My girlfriend was from Brooklyn Um stand up and my
boyfriend's from the Bronx. I don't mind being the mistress

(37:35):
in that relationship. And why is his name? Instagram just
showed us a picture of her, like I can't doggyst
opposition backwards. It's really nice, really cute, and it's petite
and really has a pretty and it's not feeling like
I got a step I'm trying to always talking about you.

(38:03):
I want you to see this video. I'm not I
want to see that. I'm not gonna stop. Have you
ever had somebody had guys been to train? Yeah? I
love that. That turns me on. I love that. Let
me tell you why I love it. If it's brothers,
oh my goodness, that's the best. If their brothers are
I don't give a real brothers. That ain't your real

(38:27):
brother because most likely they both got big dicks, and
the thing is there, you know, it's the end of
the family. So I'll just be like, Okay, it's two
and the same. It's the same thing, like in one
of my mouth, one of my back, like let's go,
let's go, like, let's get it plug on the host
make me seems And Sydney is to us as Angie

(38:56):
is to you, we know what it was. And she's like,
I'm just like, well, I don't know. I can't tap this.
I'm not even gonna try. Arec Do you ever want
to get rid of your dick or no? Only if
I'm rich, don't don't don't don't you are? I love you?

(39:20):
I think Dick. I think Dick is so beautiful like
I'm like, I think it's now if I'm not gonna lie,
oh my gosh, I'm not gonna have a Yeah, I
do have a boyfriend, but I'm not gonna lie. Don't
get her. No, I'm not. I'm not gonna lie. Um.
You know like I used to really be into my

(39:43):
my ex man he called me like watching the Chicks
with Dick porn. That ship is yes, ly serious, that
is really fucking serious. First time I saw that, I
was like, that is wow. I don't think you should.

(40:04):
I don't think you should get she's I keep it
because you look you don't you look like a woman.
I look like a little Kim. You do look like
everybody says. I look, let's get that out the way. Now.
I look like a little Kim. And I had all
my plastic surgery, all twenty three of them before little
Kim did. And I look like her now. But that's

(40:24):
because she looks like me now. But I have my
thing but love for little chimists. Kimberly John, have you
met her? I think, give him a little job. What
the fans, but they try to go in, not the fans,
but the haters. When they try to go in. They
can't take my chick my cheeks. They can't and I
just stand back and give them lash. Now, Sidney, let

(40:47):
me ask you, what do you say no to? What
are some things that you what? What I say? What
I won't do? Okay, let me say let me tell,
let me throw the hair back a little bit. What
I won't do. What I won't do when it comes
to my mother, not like no, no, no, there's some

(41:07):
guys that want to appeat on me. Okay, I don't
play that. I don't know. It's nice and golden showers
around with a little golden So you've been Pete Stephanie. Um, yeah,
I have shower in the shower shower like we were

(41:28):
like just like, let's try it. But at the time,
the reason why I let my man do it was
because he was like cleansing, so his system was like
really clean, so he was like pissing clear. It wasn't
like he was like Angie, you know, like it was
like water. Listen and this might be a lip service. First,
I have not been like it. Are you against I

(41:54):
like that? Or would you let somebody pee on you?
You would? I probably would. I don't say no too
much I'm going whatever they want to pay on me,
and I wanted to make him happy. I would love him,
but I just want to tell you what can I
tell you what? The guy's names The listen Sydney Star
has the guy that let it on his own face

(42:15):
and her phone saved as busting nuts face and word.
I want to see this video. I want you to
lose your phone and for somebody to find it and
go through all your messages and see the names of
people in your phone. You're ready, yes? And ready? Y oh?
She really has to ready. You're ready? Ye, you're ready

(42:36):
for it? Oh my god. He just busting on his
night on his face. Is he about to suck it?
You know? But his nick is really big? Oh my god,
Oh my god. His nick was like he was like,
he's not lying, she was not lying. He busted on

(42:59):
his own face and then he called he did, Oh
my god, and he's like bent. He's like man forward
to where his dick is like right in his face,
like he could probably suck his own Definitely look it, girl,
and it's big. I told you that my official one official.

(43:19):
I am that official. Yes, yes, you won, but now friends,
because he ain't his own face. None, I think, who
listen to it you're doing? Are you face timing what
you're doing? Boom, let's serve my poppies. Listen that these

(43:44):
women have had that you reminding me because of me.
I sucked his girlfriend and he sucked me. Girl. Look,
this is too much. I can't do it. I cannot
do more. It was. It was interesting. I was intrigued. Interesting,

(44:04):
I was intrigued. And the dip was quite large, and
they had a nice mushroom here, as me and my
friend Alex would say, it had a nice mushroom head
on that thing. However, but I do not want to
see you come on your own face, baby. I want
you to come on mind, but I do not want
you to come on your own Yeah, you can come
anywhere on my body, don't. The worst part of it

(44:27):
was that he couldn't see that. Yeah. He was like
he was like sweating, like searching for the stop button
on the recording, like he was like, I just found
a glorifi so that he had corn rows listen, he
could could have probably possibly put that peters in his mouth.

(44:48):
I think he think he does. I think he might
have done that before. I have a question, go ahead
trying to the mike. Please, When you ladies have a
massage and somebody give, like if you massage your own
back of your store or something like that, you don't
really feel it, right, And when you get somebody who
does massage you, you feel it and it's it's good
and it feels great, right, right. So, if a guy

(45:09):
was to suck his own dick, I don't know how
that's not gonna happen. But if a guy was to
suck his own dick doesn't feel the same as if
a guy masturbates. You know, no, I've seen I've seen
the guys suck their own dick. You have on television.
Actually it's called it's actually called auto felacio. Just listen.

(45:29):
If I could give myself auto felacio, you couldn't get
me out of the house the all day. You could
do some hot yoga and you probably can make it happy. Yeah, man,
get really flexible. I wouldn't be able to. Would I
already masturbate at least one time every single day? Me too.
I would be run out just to get the tension off.

(45:55):
I'm stressed. I'll get it out morning in the morning,
in the night. And they at the noon before I
leave it work when I get those days to be
home all days day? And how about that? It depends
on what I'm using, Like, um, if my vibrator, because
I have a vibrator. It's called I Vibe. It's the
most amazing vibrate. No, not that one, Angela, we spoke

(46:18):
about this, No, but it's called I Vibe. It's a
little one. It's like a pocket rocket. It's a small one.
And this one I could come and under a minute,
Oh my, under a minute, and I'm squirting like I'm
squirting crazy. I got a question for you, guys. I

(46:39):
think I know. I don't think I ever asked you
about this, but okay, have you guys ever been turned
on by like maybe man funk just like Mosby or
just a little because it might be a little sweaty.
I love that, I am and I love it. Love

(46:59):
that if it's like you know, like he man just
got if you love a man, you love his name? Girls, yeah,
like something about them like some sweaty balls that just
like it's just sweaty balls are salty balls. I like salt.
It's just so like like you know, just my head's

(47:19):
like I'm David Banner's voice, break it to me sweaty
because I like it, but no, but seriously, like like
most from I want to take a shower before we
have sex, and I'm like, no, I love it. I like,
I don't, but I bet you, I bet you. Guys
don't like no funky pussy. I can't work. It can't

(47:40):
work that. It don't work for the females. It just
worked for the man because he's masculine. I agree, and
I love it. I told it's something just and I
don't want it to be like funky funky, but like
I like it, like it's just that nigga smell, Like yeah,
I been trapping all day, I've been selling dr I'm

(48:02):
in outside wait like that ships exactly what I likes. Yeah,
I have some compettion with man Stephanie, Like the same day,
I like, yeah, how did you know you bruck all
the money home to your girl? You like, you know,

(48:25):
niggas be like okay, Like then when they talk when okay, niggas,
when they talk to me, they'd be like that damn
glove while you got that damn glove on, bitch about
the funk, Like no, this is my Lucky Glove like list.
Wait wait, wait, but let's go back to the three
guys who dicks you said today? Oh yeah, you only
gave us tow you gave us the black Friends, the city,

(48:45):
the Instagram guy and who is the third one? Is
nobody in here? Is it? No? No, no, no, we
haven't our wives. I wish, I wish, I wish right here,
I really but no, no, no, it's you know, okay,

(49:06):
let me, let me just get it together. The third
guy was actually he was a police officer. Really then
you know New York's finest, New York's finest. Actually he um,
he was someone that you know because I'm I'm actually
you know, I'm here more than you think. I'm believe

(49:29):
her to show me that video. By the way, I
believe everything that she said. Yeah, she said that a
guy came. I didn't believe. It's the thing. It's the
thing like I've been I've been times while I've been here,
and not just to Loki. Didn't say, didn't announced it
like yo, Sitney stars in New York. No, I just
guess And I was here in the whole world. That's

(49:49):
a swoop girls swoop into New York. Last weekend anyway.
So let me come in here. Let me tell y'all.
Let me tell y'all. Let me tell y'all. Let me
tell y'all when that's you know what, when I'm tifty,
I started to stut up, so excuse me. Okay, So
let me tell y'all. When I was at this club,

(50:10):
I got kicked out the club. Okay, I got kicked
out the club here, one of the club today. Not know,
but this is the ship. They said that you and
Amber Rose got into it. Oh no, no, no, no,
not you heard about that yet all the dirt that
But no, this was a club here in um New York.
I was damn what was the name of that club?

(50:33):
I got kicked out because, um, some of the guys
were throwing money at me and stuff, and um the
bouncers said, she gotta go, she gotta get out because
it was it was but it wasn't. It wasn't since city.
It was another club. It was another club. So they
kicked my ass out. There was like, get that bitch

(50:54):
out of here. I was like, what I do? I
just made like twenties singles, that's it. I'm not doing
ship like I given. So they kicked me out. So
the police officer that was in the front, soe sorry
for me. And then we started to talk and you know,
I started to tell him I was a little known.
He was like, tell me about yourself. So it was
crazy because I was the blunt with him. I said,
google me this, Google this, Google me like. He was like,

(51:17):
no kids. He was like the first thing to pop up.
Sydney started, you're a man. No saw the transgender thing,
and he was like, no way. He kept looking at me,
staring me up and down. He was like, there's no
way that you're transgender. I was like, it is. So
he was like, where are you going after this? And
I was like, I'm going to my friend's house. So

(51:39):
my friend said no company. So I was like, god
damn it. So today when I got here, I hit
him and I hit him up. I said, look today,
I got time opportunity. I haven't reached my three dick
quoted today. So this nigger got me a room and
I said, look the fun minute. I said, come through

(52:01):
real quick, this real real, real quick, like on duty.
I don't know if he was, but he had his
gun with him because she had his gun. He had
that gun with him on the side and that little badge.
But I don't know if he was on duty or not,
but that's some reason. When he brought that gun in
the room, I was like. I was like, God, damn, nigga,

(52:21):
put that gun right here on the ledge so I
can look at it. Why you're fuck you dirty hole.
Don't suck me like that? And I was like, why
are you sucking me like that? Nigga? Why are you
sucking me like that? Why he was sucking me? I
was like, why are you sucking me like that? Nigga?
Like why are you my man like my man me
trying to suck the shut out of me. I'm like, yea,
what did I do wrong? Why like that? Why are

(52:44):
you trying to sh out of me? Yeah? Daddy bye,
I'm like, baby, but why are you sucking me like this?
Like one of my niggas like a long time ago, y'all,
like low key one of my niggas me so good,
Like he rutured one of my breast and plants. Damn

(53:07):
the time. Oh yeah, I had to get I had
to get the left on redone. He paid for it, No,
he said, no, no, not at all. That nigga sucked
me so good. He ruggured the left one of my
left breast and plants and thank god I got new
ones now. But like I remember, bigger and bigger and better. Yeah,

(53:29):
and he was just really aggressive. So that's what happened.
But you liked it. I liked it. But when I
went to the doctor, my doctor was like, look, Sydney,
you have you have you have to get it redone.
I had to get it redone. And it was just
like expensive session. I'm like, damn all because of sex. Damn, damn, damn, damn.

(53:51):
When do you plan to settle down? You know? Angela?
I really you don't. That is a really good question. Ship,
Like fuck, Like I look, ship, I just turned twenty eight,
Like I don't know, Like I really don't know. What
are you looking for? I what are you looking for?

(54:12):
To me? That coin? What are you looking for? That check?
I don't know what I'm looking for? You know what,
if you have to listen the ideal qualities of a man,
I would say, you know, definitely, I have to be
attracted for him. Secondly here, yeah, what's that means? But

(54:32):
the thing is is, like, you know, I mean, it's
like when dudes they do things for me and I
like them, and if they're not attractive, I still can't
get with it. Okay, you're attracted to them, I don't
have to be attracted to you. And if I'm not,
remember I told you about this what I'm not. The
thing is like I can't. I cannot if even if

(54:54):
you do everything in the world for me, if I'm
not attractive with you, I don't want to be with you.
I don't if I'm not sexually attracted. So what are
you attracted to that I'm gonna attract you? What attracts
me is I'm really really into you. Know. I love
the roughnecks. I love a roughneck nigga. I love a
thug nigga like I'm a thug till I died my nigga,
like I love best. I love a nigga. Tell me,

(55:20):
let me tell you something. I love a nigga that's sad.
That ship turned me on, Like I love a nigga
like off the block type nigga. And they're the ones
that ain't good for me, but that's what I love.
They turned me on And like a nice young gentleman
could come along and be like I want to take
you here, and I'm wanna take you. Look, I wouldn't

(55:41):
I had a wonderful gentleman in my life. He took
me on the trip to Miami. It was beautiful, beauty,
absolutely beautiful. Better not be when you ended up in
the bathroom at Johnny Blazes. Not that, not that one,
the one that was before that. But no, no, this

(56:04):
guy is amazing, Like I really just like he's just
an amazing person. But it's like, you know, was no bitch, no, no, no,
have you ever been with tweeted you? He tweeted me
a few times? Remember he tweeted me He said he

(56:25):
you've met him? Yeah, I met him a couple of times.
The thing a couple of times. Okay, she said, he
took you there a couple of things. Um Alto Sinko
asked me out on the date over on on Twitter
and publicly publicly and he was like, you know, and
the thing was a lot of people was like, you know,
she a training, right, you know that's a training and

(56:45):
he was like, you know what. That's when he was like,
I think he knew already, but he had to, you know,
butther it up. He said, look, I respect you and
I take You know what did he say? He said,
I respect you and I um I I will support
you from a distance. That on Twitter on Twitter, But

(57:05):
when I was at Miami, I think you Miami was
a different story. She's up in Miami for real, not
from a distance. Did you have a sleepover at house?
They said that his penis is huge, said she was
scared of it. I heard that thing was anaconda. No,
I've seen it in that that sex. Remember that chick. Yeah,

(57:29):
we can go. She's a nice girl. I think she's
a really sweet girl. I just heard from you. It
was really really big and a half, like really big.
That a girl who can take a big as dick
will be like, chill where you because you're always talking

(57:54):
about girl, bitch, Please, I'm not afraid, girl bitch. She's
not to happen. That's nine, Okay, she's not. She's a grower.
See what Sydney seeds. One time I walk in on
her and she was she was squatting and she was blowing.

(58:18):
Wait what was she doing? I was drying. I just
got out of the shower. And it's it's a systematic.
This is my favorite systematic process of what I go through.
But yes, she's nine inches and she is long and strong.

(58:40):
That's not bad at all. It might not be the
cutest nigger. Okay, let me seek you see all that now.
But you see that angle. I don't like that angle,
you know, like because that angle is a tricky angle.
Forces no, but it is a big It was like
this way from this way, and it's like, that's that

(59:00):
tricky angle. Yeah, from this way from down here. That's
a tricky angle. But it's not angles to the ship
that s this. I guess more action than all of
us come by. Did you notice in the picture house?
That's how I got the balls in it too, and

(59:24):
the balls in the face, in the face talking to
them all, I'm sorry, no face, no trace. You know
I don't. I don't play like I get the dick
and the balls. You don't leave the nuts out, You
leave them nuts facts out. You got a problem, we used,
We got a bobble. You say that you like sucking
dick more than having sex. You know what? I get

(59:45):
turned on my sucking dick. We do, I really do.
I can get, I can get I can come off
that me too, me too. I really can't. I can't
come off dick. No, I can like if I come
really fast, sucking dick and playing with myself. Okay, okay,
that's a different story. Somebody's got to be touching. But

(01:00:06):
I gotta be getting fucked. I mean, looking at the
eyes on my back, legs across his motherfucking net, looking
at his chest and the chisel on his V line,
and that dick going in and out. I got to
be motherfucking no, for real, I got to I gotta
going in and out, and I gotta look at you
and your motherfucking eyes, and I gotta see that dick
pumping and thrumping and growing, and I gotta feel that

(01:00:29):
chaft inside throbbing, and when it's about that and when
it's about to come and be texting money, what it's
about to come is done, said, I'm I'm gonna now listen.
What would y'all do if you found out your man

(01:00:50):
fucked um Sydney Star be real whatever, that's my thing.
If I found out that my man sucked Shanna, Shanna
has a dick, I will feel a way about it.
But Sydney Sidney's a girl, you know, but she got
a pussy though, Because so if my man wants Shawna,
like I would like I want right like sitting here

(01:01:13):
right now. If I was single, I would probably like
be like, hey, what's a single? No, mom, what's up
with that girl? That's like but you know, you know,
so if if my man was with Shauna, you know,
he knows what he's getting himself into and he wants

(01:01:33):
to see if it was. But with Sidney, I would
be mad that he cheated on me, like you motherfucker's
cheated on me. But you know he was the thing.
I think that street man would be um interested in
having sex with Sydney because curiosity. But you know, I
bet you a million dollars you'll be able to give

(01:01:55):
a real good blowshot here, you know what I'm saying.
And you're a woman, So now you're a woman, So
they feel like they could get the pass on that,
Like it's not gay exactly. She is, know, like that's
what I'm saying, Like, but you know, guys, I was

(01:02:16):
saying an entertainment especially like these guys they get, um,
they get all these beautiful women, and they get the
most extraordinary beautiful beautiful women and they get the most
extraordinary pussy, you know, like ditchens are doing splits on
on the dick like they're doing everything and I feel
like they get bored with it and they want to
try new things. Right now, What would you think if

(01:02:40):
your man step with Sydney or will Hope you call
me girl? I feel the same way like I feel
like she's a woman. She technically has a vagina, So
I mean, if that's what you want to do, then
I don't have a vagina. You have a penis in
a bouty hole. Because he asked, I got to find

(01:03:02):
a new one. Now is down for the three SOMs,
four SOMs, five sums. What about somebody like Shanna? Would
you incorporate that into your would? Oh god, I would.

(01:03:22):
Let me tell you something that would be one for
the record books. Let me just say that on you.
I know what it feels. No, Dent, I'm not gonna
pe on her, but I would. But but I would

(01:03:44):
entertain her in three sums because I already know what
she's gonna do. I know what I'm gonna do, and
I know what we're gonna offer together towards that person.
No shade, it'll be a done deal. He'd be ready
to sign up for the marriage. Sounds like a movie,
cinema cinema. You know, I don't. I think if if

(01:04:10):
you if your girl's got enough liquor in you, I
think you might say that you might be upset. But
I think if it was enough liquor in you and
you walked in, you like seeing Shanna's sexiness, Like, cause
Shanna got a sexy as body, I wasna need the
liquor I would. She got a body like her body
is on point, like honestly before I had before. It's

(01:04:33):
so crazy. You have the best of girls, like you
have the best of both for us. But the thing is,
like I envia Shanna before, I have my light bulb
and shipped like, I'm like this bitch body is she?
You got it? Shanna? Tell me what I'm How do
you tuck? Like, what's the process of tucking? You just,
oh my gosh, chuck tuck. Oh my god, Anthony, I'm

(01:04:55):
so sorry right now. Oh no, you brought his name? Was?
It was know Anthony. I don't know how Anthony found me,
not even that one, because you know, all last three
of my exes were Anthony, and this one person of
Anthony knew that I was in New York City and
I don't know why. I believe he follows me and
stalks me. Anthony, of course he does, of course. So

(01:05:19):
but the way that I tuck, yeah, I just tucking work.
If anybody wants to tuck at home, okay, So what
I do personally, Like Nicky said, it's not it's was
a press line, the duct tape a punch line. Yeah, yeah,
oh and that's a punch line. No, okay, only time

(01:05:43):
I tape it. Oh my god, because this is gonna
be on TV and I'm just how to explain it.
And okay, water sports, you know, whitewater rapping, ocean breeze,
wave pools. I got tape, okay, because I just can't

(01:06:03):
take the bulge. You don't and you don't want it
to pop out of nowhere. Yeah, I don't like the
bulge when you rip it off now because I usually
use old she but sometimes it doesn't leave a scar
or mark. Or remember that time one time she had me.

(01:06:24):
One time she had me take a picture because she
wanted to like she was like, write something, is there
something down here? I took a picture for her. It
was a whip. It was like a red web and
we were in Miami. So you know, she she had. Yeah,

(01:06:45):
if you don't tape it, then you just can tuck
it like and yeah. But the way that my asses
shut up with these set up with this you know,
hips and body regulation that I have down here, It
just you know, I've been able to act sleep, like
take a shower of like guys who didn't even know
that I was transgender. You know, so you did sneakily

(01:07:09):
do that a bad back in the day. Okay, yeah,
we've all done it, honey, Because I remember when I
was seventeen, eighteen years old, baby, I was with my friends,
with my girlfriends from high school, and I was like,
y'all want to go is this um thing in a
Chicago called, um the buff Billy Can Parade? You ever

(01:07:30):
heard of that? But Billy Can Parade? Y'all never heard
of that? Okay, yes, that's the Chicago thing. So we met.
It was a lot of dudes there. So I was eighteen,
seventeen years old, senior year in high school, and I'm
blending in with my girls because when I was younger,
I started my transition at fifteen, so I was like,

(01:07:51):
I looked like a skinny girl, this really small and
proceed so dudes didn't have no clue then, but I
would still get with them and I would just be like,
not tell them. I'll just be like, I'm on my period, Honey,
I can't fall, I can't suck, but I can suck
that dick tell you yeah, yeah, then you know I

(01:08:14):
was in the tucking stages, but I I was just
so petite. The dudes didn't even like pay did you
ever get cut and get well? There was one time
where I was I got a little excited and he
didn't know. So what happened? You gotta tell me. This

(01:08:36):
was a little excited, just like you know, um, it
was just a little bit too you know, I was
too into it and the life was the life was
out and he was like, what like that? And I

(01:08:57):
really like then weak a penis? Wait wait, we're gonna
get that way, Okay, I go, I gotta tell you this,
So let me tell you. Let me tell you what happened.
Let me tell you what happened. Like so the lights

(01:09:19):
were off off, like no darkness. So the thing is,
he was like he's was in too frisky, so he
felt up there and he felt there. He was like,
what the fund is that I was like, baby, that's
just my deal. Though I had the deal dough in
the front, I had this just the ship. He was like, no, no,
let me open your legs. I was like, no, it's
the deal. Though I had to do. I was fingering,

(01:09:41):
I was um, you know, I was stuttering. I was
just like you know, I was. I was just using
the deal though, And I was like so scared. Let
me tell you because he might have got mad. I
was so nervous. So what did you do? Child? Let
me tell we was were we was? The thing is,
when I was at his house, he put me out.
You gotta go, like, I don't know what's going on,

(01:10:03):
but you gotta get out. You gotta get the hell out.
I was like, rightfully, rightfully done, Nash. I don't act
like you ain't never did it, because you just admitted
that you did it. But I have. But I've never
had a slip up. Yeah like that. Yeah I've never had.
But how do you prevent yourself from getting hard in

(01:10:27):
a situation? Hormones? Oh so you don't get hard at all? Yeah,
I'm always on hormones, girl, miss thing girl, What hormones
stop you from getting a herd on? No? Unless you're
attracted to it. And sometimes I do have sex with
men and then I'm not attracted to then I'm not,
so then you just limp. It doesn't matter, right, Like
suck me, daddy, suck me in my ass. Yeah, exactly

(01:10:48):
what I need. Yeah, that's I wish I could get
back in when come. The only times that I'm hard, honestly,
is when I'm either watching a porn arm in front
of a woman that I believe that is a simulating
this sounds weird, but assimilating me or a little kim
And I mean the ways the ask because I'm gonna

(01:11:12):
be honest. If a man can dress up and be
in transition to a woman, then you have to be
over the top. Then I am. And that's naturally so
when I get a woman that's in front of my
eyes like oh my god, you know, and it's just

(01:11:35):
a problem for me because I'm not I'm not really
the type of girl that is all about sexual gender
and preference. I'm about loving the individuals that I'm with.
So do you want to be? What type of person?
Do you want to settle down? Wants this nigga that
she's I'm an answer for her? She wants this guy

(01:11:59):
that you to be her boyfriend. I know she really
wants him back. I'm not gonna say his name, but
she really. You can go on go on her instagram.
You can see him. It's okay to say his name ahead.
What's his name? Aunt or Anthony her last three expert.
Anthony could have been anyone of Anthony where they're from.

(01:12:25):
He is definitely a cutie, I will admit that. But
Shana is still in her dream world. She wants him back.
But why isn't she with him? I don't think he
didn't get he is. He's he's moved on, like they
both moved on to different lives, and he has like
a family, like yeah, so you know Anthony had wampwamp

(01:12:48):
Anthony had two kids after me and Anthony. You know,
I love him dearly. But I think when it comes
to him in general, because we've traveled the world, we've
you know, he's been in the military, we have a story,
you know, a storyline with him, it's just too much
to deal with outside of his normality, outside of him

(01:13:14):
turning younger and turning into an older man, you know,
as far as him being in military, him growing with
him and wise. I think I was his first relationship.
I know I was his first relationship, and I was
his first transgender relationship. So it was just two things
right there that we're just already like whoa and he

(01:13:39):
ended up everybody has a rebound. Oh that's the worst.
So now he's married with kids with his and I'm married,
but he does have kids with the rebound. Does the
rebound know about you? Girl? The rebound found out about
me on YouTube? That was cutting me out. Why was

(01:14:00):
she cuss you because you used to date them? She
was cussing me out because she didn't she she knew
about me, She heard about me, she didn't see about me.
So when she got to see me, it was an
issue because who I was, what I was, and what

(01:14:25):
I looked like. And at the end of the day,
I think because she was obese, she was insecure. Be
for real. I'm gonna be for real. She was obese.
It sounds like my X man. Let me tell you something,
because she's out, she's a white she was a real bound.

(01:14:47):
So she was she was obese, she was insecure, and
she had, you know, she found you know, a guy
that was you know exactly. Oh my god, I'm gonna
have sex with you. Oh my god. I hope you
have to do it and come back to talk about it. Yes,

(01:15:09):
can do no, no, no no. Me and my ex
boyfriend had a threesome in Jamaica. Girl. We should definitely
go on vacations. Can we have an honest hour, honest hour? Yes,
let's do honestly hour. Okay, okay, okay, honestly. Like I
want to have text with Charlotte mane oh no shar

(01:15:33):
meaning you know everyone was taking care of his skin
and everything. I think he's looking picture before you get married, remember,
And I was like, you think she's hot, and he's like, yeah,
he wouldn't, he wouldn't hit it right right. And then
I said that's Sydney stun he like, I get the
funk out of what happened. One time I was doing

(01:15:54):
this show and I think it was the first time
Charlie made Charlov the guy, and I looked at him
and I looked twice. I did a double take. I
didn't know what was him, and I was like, oh,
who's this fine man? Chocolate man? Right? Angela introduced me him,
and I felt so bad because I know he's married
and everyway he's married, so bad. Yeah, I felt bad
and I was like, man, I was looking at you.

(01:16:15):
I'm sorry. I apologized, and he was like recently, no,
but everybody, I had a dresser. It was the first
time we did this show. I had a dress on,
so everybody was looking at me too. So the guys
were looking at and I was looking at them like
as right that as though wait, no, no, no, her
askt as he got muscles. He got muscles though I

(01:16:41):
know that as he I just was like everybody always,
I liked that body when out, when out the new color,
we're gonna be on color when the old No? No, no,
no is the body fine? No? He does? When I
was on the breast, yeah he does. Well what do
you think? What about the face? You don't look him?

(01:17:04):
I mean I wanted, I want to because he's a
merryman and I'm over that what his face. Girlfriend said,
but I think that Charlemagne is really good looking. Well
now she said, he's a married man. Now have you
ever been a mistress to somebody married or had an Okay,
finally did today? Okay, there we are. I gotta I

(01:17:28):
gotta ask a question. I want to know something and
Angela is gonna know this. Okay, So when I did
that a Breakfast Cup interview did was Charlotte May did
charlomm May leave because he was nervous about me, being like, no,
he wasn't there that day, Okay, I thought maybe I was.
Everybody was like, well, you didn't get to see you.

(01:17:49):
I didn't get to see him, like he's thing is.
I thought that was the reason he was nervous, because
I was there that day. I thought maybe that's why
he left. Like, but I was, You're wanting to picture
of you and envy. That is so bad. Emmy was like,
that's how he was on the picture. You didn't want
to get too. He was like he made that and

(01:18:10):
the chair was between it's not about the picture. Yes,
it is there, It's still there. There you go. I
want to see it's so safe. No hold on, no
no no no no no no, no, wid you tried it. Yeah, wow,

(01:18:32):
that's a real cute picture. No shade, no shade. Want
to pick that up like herself. Angela cut herself out
the picture on purpose. I think like, this is good.
This is funny. Guys by yourself because it just looks
so funny. Anyway listening. Wait, I got some funny to say.

(01:18:52):
Go ahead, So wait, why I requested? I requested um
dj mby where I requested him on Instagram? Right? He
denied me? He said, no, bitch, no, you're not following
me on Instagram. I don't say that. That's a lot private.
Yeah he is. Yeah, I didn't know that. I didn't

(01:19:15):
buy it. I guess he accepted us. He just he
may have just changed it. Why why are you you
are a public figure? Why are you private? Does? I
don't understand like why this is? I don't get like,
if you're a public finger, why the hell do you
have to call my public finger figure? You know? And

(01:19:37):
a lot I agree with that though, when um, I
feel like if you're if you're trying to work entertainment
and you want to be a public figure, you can't
have a private page. That's asked backwards as backwards and
the thing. But I think he posted a lot of
his family on there, his kids, maybe he's married to Yeah,
he has four kids, and he's his wife since high school. Yeah,

(01:19:57):
and he brings her out all the time. So I
think that perhaps you know, if you have your family
on there, you don't wanna. You don't want everyone in,
so I can. I can understand, and you know what,
I just take it back like I've really. Everyone always
tried to go in on Envy for you know, they
say he treated me kind of badly. I didn't. It
was really I just didn't see it like that. I

(01:20:19):
have fun. I have fun on the enemy. Do you
think that Envy treated her badly? No? It was all
in fun, right. I think that sometimes for certain people
it is the general public might not really know certain
things and have real questions, and you know, people are
a little bit intimidated, and you know what I'm saying.
So he just curious a lot of things you don't understand,

(01:20:42):
asked a lot of questions. And I was like a
lot of people like why did you ask her that?
And I'm like, look, chill, let him ask he's curious.
It's cool. It wasn't, to be honest, Envy asked a
lot of weird questions in general. It wasn't everybody good.
I wasn't even mad at all. You take everything. I
took it well, and that's why I three das very well. Girls.

(01:21:04):
You know well, But my dream is I'm gonna tell
my dream I want my dream. I want. I want
to be interviewed by all three of y'all at one. Okay,
we're gonna I want. I want Sharlomagne to be there.
I want because I know Charlemagne is gonna go in
on me and I'm ready and I can't handle it.
I think you're probably the only person that wants charle Man.
I wanted him to go ahead, Yeah, go in. I

(01:21:28):
want him to go in. But you know why, I
didn't think Sean Amain was good looking before I seen
him in person. In person, I was like, who is that? Wait?
So on pictures you didn't think he was a child. No,
I never. I'm just like, oh that's I didn't think
he was ugly, but I'm just like, oh that didn't
I didn't. But when I seen him in person, like
I saw him sitting there, I see his body type

(01:21:49):
and his body language, I'm like, what did trouble take?
You're telling him? Though I didn't stand that close for him.
I felt bad when I noticed it was him. I
was like, oh my god, I'm sorry, girl. Yeah, I
just felt bad. I felt bad, all right, I gotta
make sure because I know everybody got to get out
of here. It is. Uh oh, I'm having so much fun.

(01:22:10):
I know listening. I really appreciate you coming through because
you know I've been trying to get you back up
for quite some time. So just to clarify one more time,
you did not do anything with Tiger. No, I didn't
his groceries. I didn't do anything with Tiger or the groceries.
But I will say, if I had a chance, I
would like to eat those groceries though, Tiger, I met

(01:22:33):
you before. I definitely met him before. But she has
her number and her she has his number. So Tiger, look,
I'm on Instagram, Sydney, start bad, hit me up. I
will eat the booty like groceries. Don't do you think
Tiger likes like? You can't put it past nobody, don't

(01:22:55):
put the past. None of these niggas don't put it past. No. No,
I'm gonna my opinion to myself. I don't make anything.
I don't think. I don't think that he would want
to know your opinion. I definitely my opinion is. You know,
like I said, I never messed around with Tiger. Let's
put it out there. I would if I did, I would,

(01:23:15):
I would say it because I'm tipsy right now. Okay,
So everybody that is a hoax, media takeout is a hoax,
media fake out, media fake out. I agree with that.
They always do you think it's Abella. I don't believe that.
I don't you do. I don't think. I'm not like that. No,
sometimes me and not an escort. I'm an escort. I'm

(01:23:37):
an ex escort. She's an escort. I'm an ex escort.
Heart you know. Okay, so you want to heart, you
know what I mean? So I know about God. I
think the found her a little girl. I think maybe
sea like, oh my God, sit here like this. Every

(01:24:10):
time I turned this way, all I see is some green.
Shauna is rarely beautiful gorgeous shaid Youtubeanie, Yeah, I know
who I love you. I reposted you. Yes, I love you.
She her father was going nuts video like like, y'all,

(01:24:35):
y'all better recognized because transgenders I love are ones who
broke out with the as I fell in love with
you when you that's the truth, and you know you.
You guys want to act like you. You're so scared
of it. But the girls of the regular girls that
are getting it the times from next to a first yeah,
years and years and years ago. Because Sydney start is

(01:24:57):
she looks really good. Both of these women are gorgeous transgenders.
I've seen something. I don't think. Caitlyn Jenner is a
really gorgeous church and you know what, everyone like these
girls are five five, you know, you girls were meant
to be who you are. Like, that's an athlete. You know.

(01:25:17):
I've brus Jenner for the for all the you know,
his accomplishments. He came from nothing and he turned out
to being an amazing athlete and really really really successful
and became a Kardashian that that I'm gonna keep. I
don't know, but but you know, I don't. He's a
he's a transgender woman. Now he's going to get the operation.

(01:25:41):
And you know, I don't think, you know, I think
everybody's born to be who they are, and if that's
the step he wants to take in life, that's fine.
But I don't think it looks like a woman. I
don't know. I think he doesn't sound like a woman.
He doesn't he doesn't move back like these girls are girls,

(01:26:01):
both of them. He didn't live long enough. It was
a month that we've been doing I've been I've been transitioning.
I was like the team and it's like like and
I saw you have moria, nobody could guess that you
were I thought I was. No. It was like we
need paperwork friends like hell no, and you know you

(01:26:22):
look like you do. Twenty seven years, twenty seven years
of motherfucking being a fucking woman. It's meant to be.
Like even before I changed, I felt like a girl
like I forgot. I just try. I'm sorry, I keep forgetting.

(01:26:44):
I'm use clarasonic. It'll keep you going forever. Yeah, I'm
fine with me. You know what I look good to
I'm looking on like you So okay, So let's you
know what I mean. Like to be honest, I work out.
I try to work out as much as I can.
I don't try to drink that much because they say,

(01:27:05):
you know they're drinking. This ship will make you fat,
it will get the calories on you. But the thing
is like I drink it being like I try to
drink a lot of water. The water is great where
you like. I agreed, I'm hitting like I I gotta keep.
I want to let me tell you when I stopped drinking.
Solda and juice. I lost fifteen pounds automatically in a month.

(01:27:28):
I only drink water and I didn't change my diet
and I lost fifteen pounds. Yeah. Workout, No, No, I didn't.
I didn't work out. I didn't change anything. I didn't
change my lifestyle life out of that, I can't tell you. Mike,
just almost all right, you guys, we gotta and it's like,

(01:27:51):
you know, we gotta get this up tomorrow. They gotta. Yeah,
and so we have to glad it did at the right.
But again that was lip service. Miss Shawna Brooks, oh
my god too, and uh Sydney started, thank you so
much for joining us. Yes, thank you for coming, guys,
thank you. I'm Angela, I'm Stephanie Santiago, and I'm g

(01:28:11):
G McGuire McGuire McGuire. Bye,
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