Sincerely, Janney: Keep Your Inner Fuel Tank Full

Hello, beautiful listeners! Today, I’m coming at you from a gas station. That’s right, a GAS STATION. My car’s fuel tank was nearly on empty and that got me thinking about how my inner fuel tank’s been on low, too. I’m also sharing a short story about my weekend trip to TJ with my best friend – so I hope you enjoy it!

Sincerely, Janney

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:04):
De youar a beautiful listener. Here, I am at the
gas station at Chevron. No, they're not paying me. I
just love Chevron. Just put on my seat belt. I'm
sitting in the car. I'm not gonna drive yet, but
I want to send you guys this voice note because
I was on the freeway on my way to my appointment.
I'm going to my PAP spare, my annual PAP spare appointment. Ladies,
be responsible if you are sexually active. Oh this thing

(00:25):
cut off, But I was saying that it is important
that you get your PAP smeare annually. That's just a
little side note, but I am going there's nothing wrong
with it. Everything's good. I'm talking about my kiddie. It's
just I like to be a very responsible woman. And
my point is that I was on my way to
my appointment and I realized that I had eight miles

(00:49):
to go for my tank to be on empty. So
I quickly found a Chevron and I made it, thank goodness.
But it got me thinking how important it is for
us not to allow our personal gas tanks to get
that low, to get that empty. And I think that's
what's been happening for the past few days, I went

(01:12):
to right and I went to go see my doctor
in TJ.

Speaker 2 (01:15):
I got some you know things done. I got the salmon.

Speaker 1 (01:18):
Sprim facial that I'm sure you guys heard about if
you didn't look it up.

Speaker 2 (01:22):
My first time trying it. Wow, love it. And then
I got my Morpheus. I just went and did all
the things.

Speaker 1 (01:27):
And then we usually it's like a tradition that after
we do that, we go to I want to have Lobster,
one of our favorite places. I wasn't planning on drinking again.
I've been trying to stay away from alcohol. I had
stayed away from it for a while. But I was
with my best friend. I hadn't seen another friend that
lives in TJ, and we just freaking I got buzzed, guys,

(01:48):
I got buzzed. And that morning we woke up early.
I slept over my friend's house because she lives into
Mecula and I wanted to make it to our appointment.

Speaker 2 (01:56):
Early because it was early in the morning.

Speaker 1 (01:58):
So I just feel like I haven't been on my
routine as far as meditating and praying and doing like
my morning thing. And I just realized my personal freaking
tank is on empty and I have to replenish.

Speaker 2 (02:11):
And that is okay.

Speaker 1 (02:12):
It happens we fall off track, but the thing is
getting back on track and doing what we know makes
us feel good and do everything in our power not
to let anything or anyone get in the way. Because
that happened Saturday, made it to my appointment and I
got drunk, and then on Sunday we woke up and
I didn't come home. I'm supposed to come home that night,
and I ended up saying in TJ because it wasn't

(02:33):
safe to drive home. Obviously, we've got to be responsible people.
And woke up and I was like, oh my gosh,
it's seven o'clock.

Speaker 2 (02:40):
We got to go. We have a birthday party to
make it too. So then I didn't pray, and then
this morning I didn't either.

Speaker 1 (02:46):
Like I mean I prayed, I'm like, thank you God,
of course I always thank God, but for me to
sit down and really make that time, and it's not
like trying to fit God into my schedule. It's fitting
everything else around God. And I wasn't able to do that.
So I'm like, I feel some type of way today.
I feel off and just the way my tank is

(03:08):
that eight miles or was it eight miles?

Speaker 2 (03:09):
Thank god, now it's full. I always thank god.

Speaker 1 (03:11):
I'm like, oh, thank you, I'm able to like to
let my tank those little things that make the biggest difference.
But yeah, I mean, the point is is that I'm
a little bit on empty, like I need to get
my shit together, you know, And I just wanted to
show you guys that it happens to me, and it
is okay, It's okay, we.

Speaker 2 (03:30):
Get off track a little bit.

Speaker 1 (03:31):
But the point is is realizing, recognizing it, and getting.

Speaker 2 (03:34):
Back on it. And that's what I'm gonna do.

Speaker 1 (03:37):
And I just wanted to be accountable to myself, to
you guys, and this is my way of doing it.

Speaker 2 (03:45):
So I just wanted to say.

Speaker 1 (03:47):
It out loud, I guess because I realized as I
was pumping gas, I'm like, oh my gosh, Janey, your
tank is on empty.

Speaker 2 (03:55):
Fill yourself up with.

Speaker 1 (03:57):
All that good fuel, whatever it may be, so that
you can run smoothly, so that everything else runs smoothly.

Speaker 2 (04:04):
You kid me. Anyway, guys, thank you, thank you for listening.
I appreciate you. And that's all for now. Sincerely, Janey