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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:18):
God, we have an extra extra ooky, spooky special episode
for Halloween. Halloween's over, It's not Halloween. Wait, no, it's
Halloween today.

Speaker 2 (00:31):
Because I'm not kidding, Like, I'm so.

Speaker 1 (00:33):
Why do you think I got an orange phone?

Speaker 3 (00:36):
Because you're so festive?

Speaker 1 (00:37):
Exactly, Guys, we have a very special guest today. Like
so excited, I.

Speaker 2 (00:44):
Feel like, have you been on like the end of
an episode? Or am I tripping?

Speaker 3 (00:48):
Last time I came from my birthday. I think I
made like a little cameo and prayed over the podcast.

Speaker 1 (00:52):
Oh wait, let's pray again. Let's pray again.

Speaker 3 (00:54):
Let's start off with okay, yeah, it's old hands.

Speaker 4 (00:58):
Okay, I'll do it.

Speaker 2 (01:00):
Virtually with his free hand.

Speaker 5 (01:03):
By the way, so he said spiritually, he reached out
to us and then dropped as far I'm creating.

Speaker 4 (01:07):
A new note.

Speaker 1 (01:08):
He is also thinks technology is gone. We could we
could go into that.

Speaker 3 (01:15):
Let's pray about it.

Speaker 2 (01:16):
Let's pray over let's actually pray for him.

Speaker 3 (01:19):
No, we do need to pray for Yeah, yeah, I guess.

Speaker 2 (01:22):
Yeah, valid, valid, it's a good prayer.

Speaker 3 (01:24):
Okay, I don't know if I'm allowed. Can I tell
the people I need to pray over you? Anyway, So
I just want to thank God that you know, we're
here today in this room, sharing space and being gorgeous
and beautiful and perfect together, and God bless this podcast.

(01:45):
Only give us the nutrients of this podcast, like you know,
like take what resonates you guys. And I want to
pray over Kai because you know, he has a I
don't know, like terminal illness or something like something's going
on with him and he meets hop So please God
may maybe help him and bless his his soul and

(02:06):
horror and you know, make sure that he's okay. And yeah,
and yeah, amen, thank you so.

Speaker 5 (02:13):
Much, thank you?

Speaker 1 (02:14):
Amen? What hey?

Speaker 2 (02:16):
Amen?

Speaker 3 (02:19):
Hi? You're so that's isn't it Pride somewhere right now?

Speaker 1 (02:23):
Oh yeah in Palm Springs they just did wait in
Palm Springs. They also I saw like a tweet where
it was like going to Palm Springs Pride was like
life changing for me because I realized gay starts at
being fifty eight, because it's like gay guys like go
rage in Palm Springs, they like retire in Palm Springs,
And they were at Palm Springs Pride.

Speaker 2 (02:45):
That sounds like such an vie.

Speaker 4 (02:46):
Palm Springs has its own pride that's disconnected from me.

Speaker 5 (02:49):
You get too, so that now there's technically two prides
if you live in Palm Springs.

Speaker 2 (02:54):
So it's a it's a bogo deal if you move
to Palm.

Speaker 3 (02:56):
Springs for yourself. Basically, if you're gay, you should move there.

Speaker 1 (03:00):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (03:02):
But like I'm thinking of, like you know all the
videos of people rushing like Area fifty one.

Speaker 4 (03:08):
Yeah, yeah like that.

Speaker 5 (03:12):
No, No, like years ago, years ago. It's like kind
of during the era of like the clowns are gonna
kill us, Like you remember when people were.

Speaker 2 (03:20):
Scared of clowns.

Speaker 1 (03:20):
It was also it was early pandemic because they all
had fucking masks on.

Speaker 3 (03:25):
Like was this when the purge came out?

Speaker 5 (03:27):
It was after after, But basically a bunch of people
were like, we found the address of the Area fifty one,
let's all meet up and rush it because if we
all just is essentially what they did January sixth. They
did it first like the test trial Area fifty one.
The test trial was Area fifty one. It was a
bunch of random white people in the desert.

Speaker 3 (03:45):
Did they find anything out?

Speaker 1 (03:47):
No, they no one ran like no one even like
got was brave enough to run like it was in
it it was. It was huge. It was huge online
like it was. It had like movement online, which was
like real. It was crazy, but only like twelve people
showed up, and.

Speaker 5 (04:05):
It like was wait in my head, wow, in my head,
I've rewritten that whole Area fifty one thing.

Speaker 2 (04:10):
I guess if you don't know about it, maybe it
was really a small case. But I just thought it
was so entertaining that I was like, really upsetting.

Speaker 4 (04:15):
That's how me and Drew met.

Speaker 1 (04:16):
We met went at the Area fifty one.

Speaker 4 (04:18):
Yeah, we were both high on crack too.

Speaker 3 (04:20):
That's really fire.

Speaker 5 (04:21):
Did you guys have somebody like taking care of you
or were you guys both alone on crack?

Speaker 4 (04:25):
We had a cracked trip sitter?

Speaker 1 (04:26):
Yeah, yeah, that a thing is Jordan person.

Speaker 5 (04:30):
It was just wait, do people for real not like
have like trip sitters for like crazy drugs like that,
or people seriously.

Speaker 2 (04:36):
Just doing like crack alone. I guess it's not necessarily
like I want to be back. Can you watch me?

Speaker 1 (04:42):
Can you watch me? Like, can you watch me jump
out of my window?

Speaker 3 (04:47):
Crack? Like like having a trip sitter for crack is
like what okay? But like my bitch, I'm gonna watch
you tweak out like I do that on a daily basis.

Speaker 5 (04:56):
I know, I guess that is kind of a threat.
There's no world where that would happens.

Speaker 4 (05:00):
You don't need a trip sitter, because crack makes you
the best version of yourself.

Speaker 1 (05:04):
Yeah, everyone should do crack, whereas.

Speaker 4 (05:06):
Like mushrooms makes you very vulnerable and like the.

Speaker 1 (05:09):
Version of yourself. When men are vulnerable, it's really bad.

Speaker 4 (05:12):
It's really gross, and I don't want to see that.

Speaker 3 (05:14):
Ship me on shrooms is a scary site. I don't
think anybody needs to see that.

Speaker 5 (05:17):
All their stories about it are literally the funniest drugs,
like word like like you know when squat word gets
lost in the fucking like infinite and ye.

Speaker 1 (05:31):
Also, wait, I need to say before we completely move on,
like you praying over food like has genuinely infected my
brain in a way that I take it very serious
when you pray. I'm not even kidding. I'm like, there,
this is a spiritual being, Like, this is something that's
very important to me right now. And I took that
prayer very serious even though I was laughing the whole time.

Speaker 3 (05:52):
Amen, No, it's okay, Like a laughter is joy like, yes,
like God wants us to be joyous exactly. You know,
God is like, take this dick, honey.

Speaker 4 (06:01):
Like what Drew's been praying before he eats my ass?
Because food, that's the joke, that is eating what.

Speaker 3 (06:09):
You're like praying over this?

Speaker 1 (06:10):
But well, no, I'm praying because I'm about to tear
that ship up.

Speaker 3 (06:16):
Only give me the nutrients.

Speaker 1 (06:17):
Only the nutrients, only the good part.

Speaker 3 (06:19):
What is what is like? What is what does poop
give you?

Speaker 2 (06:25):
Like? No coli?

Speaker 3 (06:30):
Yeah, so you got to make sure you only get
the nutrients not.

Speaker 1 (06:38):
Wait wait, have y'all heard of these like new things
called the boo boos like making waves on the internet
right now?

Speaker 5 (06:45):
Hasn't something already replaced that? I feel like, Oh, like,
I feel like there's a new Starbucks saw saying and
telling everybody to go and poop.

Speaker 1 (06:57):
Get Starbucks workers, not the workers, not the work, to customers.

Speaker 5 (07:02):
The Starbucks and Tarkic get a coffee and them poop
like in the aisles.

Speaker 1 (07:06):
Or we said, some suit, that's the nutrients of emergency
in or Colm, that's the good parts you were referencing ship.

Speaker 5 (07:12):
And stead Anyway, they saw that and they released a
bear mug, so the boo boos are out and the
bear mugs are in.

Speaker 1 (07:17):
The bitches are literally broad for that.

Speaker 2 (07:19):
Yes, people are fighting in broad daily.

Speaker 1 (07:22):
You know, like honey, like honeybears the damn cup either
it's like that, but like rotted and like glass. It's
a glass mug, which is just so crazy.

Speaker 2 (07:34):
Something you would see like here, I'll show you if we.

Speaker 5 (07:38):
Went into a ross right now, and before we walked
in we smoked and walked in. It's something you would
see when you first walk in and you're like, I
need this, But by the time you.

Speaker 2 (07:46):
Get to the counter, you're like, why the heck did
I pick this up? Like that's what it is.

Speaker 1 (07:50):
It is resailing for two hundred and eighty five dollars.

Speaker 3 (07:54):
They need to sell it now before it tinks because
Grandma get bored on board.

Speaker 2 (08:00):
It's actually mad fucking ugly.

Speaker 1 (08:02):
It reminds me the graffiti guy you were telling me about,
Like that's what I imagine because I said, that's what
he looks like.

Speaker 5 (08:10):
I just need somebody batty to Jamie. I seriously am
so fucking bored. The only person who texts my phone
is my manager. I wake up every day at six
a m to a desolate iPhone like I'm living in.

Speaker 4 (08:23):
Like that's not true. I'll text your photos of me
playing Fortnite.

Speaker 3 (08:27):
Okay, that is like I thought you're about to say something.

Speaker 5 (08:30):
Well, that's different because he doesn't.

Speaker 2 (08:35):
He won't.

Speaker 5 (08:36):
He won't text that kind of stuff. But he sends
it from a random email. But you know it's him
because on the.

Speaker 1 (08:40):
Photo he leaves you can literally see his desk.

Speaker 5 (08:43):
No, he puts a watermark, there's a pin number.

Speaker 1 (08:50):
It's crazy that y'all are laughing at his art, like
that's urt.

Speaker 2 (08:54):
The thing is, somebody could literally sell that as art.

Speaker 1 (08:56):
Like seriously, remember the Instagram account we were looking at
last night, busted as I am.

Speaker 2 (09:02):
I mean, I do people see my stuff?

Speaker 5 (09:04):
And that's exactly how I feel Like anytime I go
to say some slick shit like why the fuck is
so and so here, I'm instantly met with, instantly met
with the reality that that exact thought and sentence is
not only being had right now, but will be replied,
like will be a reply to someone seeing me all
the time like dumb.

Speaker 1 (09:25):
But yeah, we were going through an Instagram account and
it kind of spurred a thought for me. I really
need gay guys to stop taking black and white photos
of hands down boxers, Like it is so tried, it
is as tried as Tate Langdon Skull makeup for Halloween,

(09:46):
like it really it's really getting to that point.

Speaker 5 (09:48):
Why I would argue, Like my only argument is one
I live in a world where I could go the
rest of my life without seeing any sort of provocative
image of a man, especially when I remember what I showed.

Speaker 1 (09:59):
You last night that that was diabolical of me. It ruined.

Speaker 5 (10:03):
You showed me like there's someone who I rarely do
I find in the man attractive. I've always found this
man attractive, and he showed me like a borderline naked
photo of this person.

Speaker 1 (10:12):
No he was but ass naked wien or out.

Speaker 2 (10:14):
Is it from a movie?

Speaker 1 (10:15):
Yeah, it's from a movie.

Speaker 2 (10:16):
Oh it's from a movie.

Speaker 5 (10:17):
And it literally like it disgusted me. And also I
literally think I have cam Jansen photographic memory because of
because I'm not kidding, I can remember the full framing
of where the phone was in my framing, like if
I had a Vivans and a few hours, I could
draw out the whole scene of like seeing this person
I once found attractive naked and it literally.

Speaker 1 (10:37):
Is discussing it's Josh O'Connor.

Speaker 4 (10:40):
Is that door closed, No, it's cracked over.

Speaker 1 (10:41):
But it's Josh O'Connor, and the dick and balls are
out in a crazy way, and it's made me more
in love with him. I think he's one of the
most fine ship fine ships O'Connor. Yeah, whoa, and he's
like kind of hung.

Speaker 2 (10:59):
That's probably a.

Speaker 3 (10:59):
Pack like I want to see.

Speaker 2 (11:01):
I'm like, I don't know why.

Speaker 3 (11:04):
That just made me think of what's his name, something Radcliffe.

Speaker 1 (11:07):
The guy Harry Potter, Daniel Radcliffe.

Speaker 3 (11:09):
Yes, and it's like him naked on a horse.

Speaker 4 (11:12):
Oh yeah, that was like a while ago, right.

Speaker 2 (11:17):
I love it that.

Speaker 3 (11:18):
I don't know I love him. I'm so bad with names.
But thank you so much for showing me. Thank you
so much for showing me that, because that is like
I love him, I really do in a very major way.
I'm like him or the other one in the movie.

Speaker 1 (11:35):
Yeah, oh, of course like him all turns down Challengers.
This isn't Challengers. We're just saying, oh, oh, Patrick or
Art from Challengers. It's Patrick Evan Patrick. Yeah, of course
I thought you said Art.

Speaker 2 (11:52):
No, it was Art.

Speaker 5 (11:53):
I used to be really attracted to Art because he's
just like more effeminine.

Speaker 2 (11:56):
I'm like, oh my god, County.

Speaker 5 (11:57):
But first of all, in the movie, Patrick is hotter,
Like by the end of the movie, it's.

Speaker 2 (12:01):
Like need that hashtag need that.

Speaker 5 (12:04):
Second of all, I saw an interview with the actor
from I don't know his real fucking name, but I
saw him talking in an interview and it actually annoyed
the funk out of me.

Speaker 2 (12:14):
So I was, no, No, the Blondes won.

Speaker 1 (12:17):
Oh yeah, I.

Speaker 3 (12:18):
Don't know, he's cute, but I'm just like that, you're
a loser, Like he's like it's like it's like, okay,
much like much, you know, but the other one is like.

Speaker 2 (12:27):
No, the other one.

Speaker 5 (12:27):
I'm gonna send texts at like eleven PM that aren't
even flirtatious and then feel really insecure and put that
thread on mute and like take him out a ton
and go.

Speaker 3 (12:37):
To oh no, I'm sending a pussy bit like what well,
I'm like, baby, I want you to come here. I'm
like address shares location indefinitely, just like you always know
where I'm at.

Speaker 5 (12:51):
I give you getting someone's over to be sending it
and just be like, oh my god, my phone does
that to everyone who's say it's not automatic, I'm gonna
start doing that because like what I kind of no, Actually,
oh my god, I just thought about like somebody who
I like randomly want attention from, who I could possibly
lose interest in, and no matter a matter of seconds,

(13:13):
having my like location because I imagine taking.

Speaker 2 (13:15):
It all like turning it off be like my bad act.

Speaker 5 (13:20):
Oh my god, my phone fucking turned off my location
because I hate that it shows in thread.

Speaker 2 (13:25):
Does it still do that?

Speaker 1 (13:27):
Yeah, it shows like unshared their location.

Speaker 2 (13:30):
That's so like girl behavior.

Speaker 3 (13:33):
I'm like, I hate when they just don't want me
to know where they're at and why.

Speaker 5 (13:38):
With my friends, I'm just like, yeah, I'm already being
tracked by everything, bro, Like, at least my friends can know,
like if I'm being for real moved around as.

Speaker 1 (13:48):
iPhones literally like promote cheating. They're like pro cheating, Like
every every feature on an iPhone is like pro cheater.

Speaker 3 (13:56):
And I'm like, yeah, because it keeps you coming back,
and I mean they want.

Speaker 1 (14:00):
You addicted addicted addicted.

Speaker 5 (14:04):
Oh we were talking about this yesterday at the pool,
but I literally am the annoying person. I think I've
talked about on the podcast before, but I am so
self conscious about somebody ever seeing me alone in public
and seeing me on my phone and thinking that I'm
dependent on my phone.

Speaker 2 (14:20):
So I will go out in public and like whether
I'm like, I'll I always have music in my ears, but.

Speaker 5 (14:30):
I will forbid myself from looking at my phone unless
I'm carrying out like a text conversation, but i will
literally just not look at it because I'm.

Speaker 1 (14:37):
Like, I'm the same way. I'm literally like if if
I'm in a group of people, like and everyone is
on their phone, I am intentionally not on my phone
because I am better. I am better than all of you.
Like if it's like friends, if they're friends, like, oh girl,
I'll be on my phone. But if it's strangers, like
at a party, like, no, I'm literally better than all
of y'all, and like I actually live in the moment. Meanwhile, I.

Speaker 5 (15:01):
Actually no, if I go outside, I just am not
I'm actually not on my phone because I also, like
what I'm leaving the house to get off of it,
Like if I want to be on it, where's my phone?

Speaker 2 (15:18):
Yeah, all that being said, I have the craziest.

Speaker 3 (15:20):
Screen time mine was definitely really bad at the point,
I don't know, I mean since I've been here.

Speaker 1 (15:24):
Actually no, I be like we've been a couple of
the days.

Speaker 2 (15:29):
I think that's necessary though, Like you.

Speaker 1 (15:31):
Don't have to be doing something always, like you can
be on your phone.

Speaker 5 (15:35):
Also, we like, I feel like we're all very similar
that will like spend like anywhere from four to like
seven hours outside of the house and then come back
and all just separate and like row need that, and
then we collect and do like a recollection raw.

Speaker 2 (15:50):
Everyone brings the rot in one room.

Speaker 3 (15:53):
And then you tell that six hour average that that's terrible,
But I feel like that's just because I'm here though.

Speaker 1 (16:00):
It's probably lower though because your overwatch watch addiction.

Speaker 3 (16:04):
Oh my god, my Overwatch addiction. I know I'm actually having.

Speaker 5 (16:07):
I really can't even imagine what that game looks like.
I or like I can't think of it.

Speaker 2 (16:14):
Can I see?

Speaker 5 (16:14):
Can someone show me on your phone so I can
see my phone's done? I would look it up, but like,
what does it look like? Like does it look like it's.

Speaker 3 (16:22):
The first person shooter? But it's like I wouldn't say cartoony,
Like I don't know what people would consider it.

Speaker 1 (16:29):
Like it's like it is in this same vein as Fortnite,
like not the art style, but just like the colors.

Speaker 2 (16:39):
Oh okay, I have seen this.

Speaker 3 (16:42):
None of them are showing like anything.

Speaker 1 (16:44):
Be mercy?

Speaker 2 (16:47):
Is that from that?

Speaker 1 (16:48):
Yeah? What?

Speaker 5 (16:49):
Wow?

Speaker 3 (16:50):
Nerve bastion, I don't know what that is. Nerving is
like you know, like when you get nerve.

Speaker 1 (16:56):
Yeah, I'm nerved right now, y'all. Literally, I don't think
I told you all this, but when I left to
go on that two and a half hour walk, I
was like the most sad I've been in a very
long time. And I was like walking home probably like
an hour and thirty into it, and I was like,
I wonder what I look like right now. I probably
look like a psychopath, just like walking up and down
the street. So I took a picture of myself, and

(17:17):
that's what triggered me to sob for an hour straight.
I saw me and I will literally not show the
picture because if I look at it, I might start
crying again.

Speaker 2 (17:26):
I wouldn't keep that, dude, I'm not kidding.

Speaker 5 (17:27):
I am so quick if I took a picture of myself,
where I see a picture of myself that like I
am at a point where I see so much content
in myself.

Speaker 2 (17:34):
I see myself look ugly kind of often, but oh.

Speaker 3 (17:38):
That's not bad.

Speaker 1 (17:39):
No, this is this is me. This is after I
saw it. This is me.

Speaker 2 (17:42):
I want to see the like the picture that started.

Speaker 1 (17:45):
No, I really it's it's really traumatic for me. I'm
not even kidding.

Speaker 5 (17:48):
It literally so quick to delete and and it's getting
out of my recently deleted I'm doing boom boom.

Speaker 1 (17:55):
It wasn't even because I was like, oh I look
ugly in this, Like it was partially if you looked No,
I just wanted to know if I looked like a
serial killer, like walking up and down the street over
and over again, like literally with my hood on, you
look like the killer. But what it spurred is I
was like, oh, it just made me think about like
how mean I am to myself. I can't even get

(18:17):
into it, but like I'll start crying, but I'm like
literally so mean to myself, and like I literally like
was just like going through and I was like kind
of realizing that I hated myself, and then that's what
made me cry. But I woke up today and I
feel amazing, and I'm like, wait, I'm so awesome and cool.

Speaker 3 (18:34):
I mean skin tea, like it's like post cry, Like
it's like the Africa the tears makes.

Speaker 1 (18:39):
Glow, but like better, the tears make you glow.

Speaker 3 (18:42):
No. Yeah, I was just crying in my mom's I
was just.

Speaker 1 (18:44):
About to ask when the last time you cried was.

Speaker 3 (18:47):
In my mom's arms. Yeah, before she left to Brazil.
I was just like, girl, like I'm.

Speaker 2 (18:52):
Losing it, Like I'm losing it.

Speaker 3 (18:54):
And she just held me and was like, you know,
obviously like trying to be a mom and like that's cute,
but like you know, like nobody could say anything like
in the moment like that you could tell me that
you love me so much that you're gonna, like I
don't know, give me a million dollars actually actually no,
but like you know what I mean. Yeah, I was
just like just crying. Then my dad's like is she crying?

(19:15):
Is she crying? And she's like yeah, like she's sad, right,
but yeah then I haven't cried since and like but
like I was crying so much that like I think,
like I'm like, okay, I'm on a break.

Speaker 1 (19:26):
Yeah, yeah, you're on a tolerance break.

Speaker 3 (19:30):
But laughing till we cry, though, No.

Speaker 1 (19:32):
That's different love that I do often.

Speaker 2 (19:35):
I cry kind of often.

Speaker 1 (19:36):
I cry a lot, but in a good way. Yeah,
and ironically, I.

Speaker 2 (19:40):
Think the second I feel it, I just let it.

Speaker 1 (19:42):
When was the last time you cried? Kai?

Speaker 4 (19:44):
I actually cried recently?

Speaker 1 (19:45):
Really?

Speaker 4 (19:46):
Yeah, because I got a little Bautrin and it kind
of unlocked something in me.

Speaker 3 (19:50):
M okay, well butrin, yeah, Zach here, yes, high Vive.

Speaker 1 (19:54):
Y'all are drug addicts. I would never get on a pill.

Speaker 4 (19:59):
Wow.

Speaker 1 (20:00):
I would never get it on that pill, like what
you got.

Speaker 3 (20:05):
You got his eyes.

Speaker 1 (20:06):
I'm on thin and monoxide. If I don't take it
all b ball, Actually no, I don't. I think I
would get away with it. I think I would. No,
I would have like dense hair for the rest of
my life.

Speaker 3 (20:17):
Are you really taking it? No?

Speaker 2 (20:20):
Yeah, he's literally crazy. That's been taking that for so long.

Speaker 1 (20:24):
It's like the I think every man the second they
turned twenty five twenty four should pop on monoxidel in
fin just because like the side effects are so rare. Yeah,
well that's what I'm taking there. Yeah, okay, yes, yeah, no, no,
no macro oh okay, no, my tolerance is crazy all,
Like you know, the the vial they show in that

(20:46):
one ad where it's like three grains of Fenton al.
This is enough to overdose like one hundred people or
whatever I'm taking for myself right now, twelve grains multiple
times a day.

Speaker 2 (20:58):
I haven't seen the thing you're even talking about.

Speaker 5 (21:00):
Something like like my like drug like knowledge is so
limited that the most.

Speaker 2 (21:08):
Jack or nurse Jackie and like even that, I'm like,
what did it look like?

Speaker 3 (21:12):
I'm like, they need to bring back Quelus. I want
to try.

Speaker 1 (21:15):
I know, I want to, like what does that feel like?

Speaker 5 (21:18):
I don't say about imagine it's like when you get
into a really good like zone of being crossfaded.

Speaker 2 (21:24):
That's what I imagine equal.

Speaker 3 (21:26):
I don't want it to be like.

Speaker 1 (21:28):
It's it's giving. I think it's giving, like a xanax
adjacent But but y'all know what they y'all know what
they were made for, right, I'm not joking. It's it
was like housewives in that era, like they would just
be anxious in board all day and like it wasn't
that's not what they were made for. But that's that's
prescribed to. Yeah, yeah, it was like and then it

(21:48):
switched to xanax once they got banned, but you can
get them in Africa. I'm not even kidding like that,
you can get quelus.

Speaker 3 (21:54):
You know.

Speaker 2 (21:55):
That's actually why Shakiro wrote that one big song.

Speaker 5 (21:59):
She went to Africa to get Kway ludes, and she
loved it so much she recorded the song that.

Speaker 3 (22:08):
The lie challenge.

Speaker 2 (22:12):
I love that. That seems like reasonable.

Speaker 3 (22:14):
I mean, I would probably believe.

Speaker 5 (22:16):
That celebrities were like kind of open about what they
were up to. Do you know what I mean, Like
in terms of drugs, Like I guess no, no one,
no one's.

Speaker 2 (22:25):
Ever been open.

Speaker 5 (22:25):
Everybody but journalists used to be so much more that
HP is.

Speaker 1 (22:30):
The closest thing.

Speaker 3 (22:32):
Okay, so it's kind of fire. Then I never hadb
is like, no, I'm not condoning it.

Speaker 2 (22:38):
Please, yeah, I will say is.

Speaker 5 (22:41):
Literally, do not partake in literally anything, even though people
genuinely on top of the ozempic. Now there's like, well
that's real coke. Well yeah, that's different. But now there's
like a lot of coke allegations, which I literally need
to make it clear I've done coke. I am just
not that person though, Like I want to make it
clear because people keep saying that to me. And I'm like, guys,
i am not, Like I'm seriously different in the sense

(23:04):
that doing coke feels like if somebody I was running
and then you know the latest Mister Beast video when
he's shooting giraffe with vaccines from his helicopter. It feels
like doing coke to me feels like if I'm running
and then somebody shot me with a Vivans and it
worked a meeting with them, and I'm like, fuck, I
need to go like.

Speaker 1 (23:22):
I'm normal, I'm basely.

Speaker 2 (23:25):
Like I literally like the.

Speaker 1 (23:27):
The last time I did it, I literally wanted to
crawl out of my skin. It was like, literally so horrible.
I was like, y'all do this.

Speaker 3 (23:34):
Coca is just like it just like makes your like
thoughts like rapid, like literally and then you're like, okay,
like I need like nicotine.

Speaker 5 (23:40):
Literally Like That's why it reminds me of like Adderall
and Vivans what it does to people who don't need it,
who take it like cause like I would never if
I wanted to have a good day, I would avoid
like Adderall and Vivans with all my fucking might, because
all that's gonna do is like make me like want

(24:02):
to lock into things that aren't fun, like it's vibe.

Speaker 3 (24:07):
Events are scary as fuck. I will never forget. So
it was because I went to two different high schools,
but it was the first high school that I went
to as my freshman year, I was like in a
group with like all the I'm not gonna say crackheads
like we but like, you know we apparently they call
this the Tweakers. I didn't. I was just like when
somebody said that, I was like, bitch, we smoke weed,
like what like I just like I'm like, okay, so

(24:28):
the Tweakers, okay, cool, But like my first high school
was so clickie like it was just like it was
like high school movie, like literally and okay. So then
we played Secret Santa and I got like like I
don't even know what to call oh we I think
I can say this. Yeah, we used to call them
pooky and you know.

Speaker 1 (24:48):
Like the pooky pipe.

Speaker 3 (24:50):
No, oh yeah, the pooky pipe. So like he was
pooky because he was like oh like and like I
felt bad because like Loki, they were bullying him like
you know what I mean. They'd be like they'd be
like climb the tree, like you know what I mean,
and he would do it, and he would do it
like anyway, anyway.

Speaker 1 (25:09):
That's that's sandwich.

Speaker 3 (25:11):
So of course Pooky like this is so like me
like tea, like Poogy got me for Secret Santa, and
so he gave me one hundred milligrams of Vivans because
he had ADHD, so like he would prescribed that ship,
so he gave me a.

Speaker 5 (25:26):
Hundred makes it more That makes it more sense that
you can tell him to do anything, because we also
had a kid with really crazy ADHD who every day
at lunch you could give him a dollar to eat anything.

Speaker 2 (25:38):
Literally anything, and I mean anything.

Speaker 5 (25:41):
And then if it was like crazy he'd asked for
like no, he's not, like he's not discussed.

Speaker 1 (25:46):
He's not an animal.

Speaker 2 (25:47):
He's a magician, not an animal.

Speaker 3 (25:51):
So then so then oh see one hundred milligrams of
Vivans and movie tickets literally that's what he gave me.
And I'm like you like thanks, like I don't know
like what I mean, And so I have these vibeans
and I'm just like I think we had like tests
coming up assumption and I was like, Okay, I'm gonna
do my homework. I'm like notorious for never doing homework

(26:14):
and so mind you. So it's like five separate pills.
It's like what twenty yeah me, I can't do math. Yeah,
And he was like, yeah, you could just take all
of them.

Speaker 1 (26:26):
One hundred milligrams.

Speaker 3 (26:28):
He's like yeah, He's like you could. He's like I
take more than that or something like that. Like he's like,
I don't.

Speaker 1 (26:33):
Know anyway, but that's full on like stimulant addiction, so scary.

Speaker 5 (26:38):
One time I accidentally took one of my twenties and
I contemplated making myself throw up for like time minutes.

Speaker 2 (26:46):
I was like, oh no, I don't want it in.

Speaker 3 (26:48):
Me, and then you know, luckily I gave one away
because my friend was just like he's like, oh, I'm
about to go to work and like I have to
work like or whatever, so like so yeah, so like
an e eighty, I get home, but I pop all
of them. I thought I was gonna crawl out of
my skin, like actually, like it was so scary and
my jo I didn't do any fucking homework. I spent

(27:10):
like all this time like fucking drawing some shit like digitally,
like and I don't even have the drawing to show
for it anymore. Like I don't know what happened to
photo bucket, but I don't know. My shit was like
true with like three fucking o's or something which I
can't log in, Like I can't figure it out, and
like y'ah, who also deletes your fucking email if you
don't touch it for like six months?

Speaker 5 (27:29):
Oh, I know, I lost so many of my old accounts,
like from when I was a kid, from losing my
Yahoo account.

Speaker 3 (27:37):
Yeah, I lost my my first Facebook ever and this
is when I wanted to be a photographer.

Speaker 2 (27:42):
So because I bet there's like so.

Speaker 3 (27:45):
Much good shit, like all of my like middle school
years has just gone completely.

Speaker 2 (27:50):
Do your parents?

Speaker 5 (27:50):
I mean I feel that because since we had to
like we were able to get like devices, but like
we were passing devices down, so like every time a
new kid in the house needed a device or something,
you had to pass it down. You had to wipe
it or give it to someone in Honduras. So I
have like, once shit became digital, I'm like bye, Like

(28:12):
I literally just don't exist unless it's from the really
scary perspective of my parents android cameras. Looking at those
photos makes me feel like I'm in a liminal.

Speaker 1 (28:21):
Space, like it's so adjested that. With Maddeline the other day,
we went through like a bunch of like family videos
that she took on her first phone, and it was
so fucking scary, but it also made me sob Like
I saw my mom. There's this video of my mom
that is one of the cutest things I've ever seen.
Oh I love that, And I was like, oh my gosh.
It was just so candid, and she had no idea

(28:42):
she was being recorded and like Madeline like played this
like remix in the car and my mom like started
tearing up at the lyrics and was just like the
way she was looking at Madeline was so cute. It
was so cute. Maybe I added, that's sweet.

Speaker 2 (28:57):
Maybe it's just like me, there's any world where you
have like an.

Speaker 3 (28:59):
SD somewhere like And then also on top of that,
like I was so like I hated being in pictures,
like anytime there was anything family, like, you will not
find me in the picture or I'm like, you know,
in the fucking corner, just like being stupid. But I
was gonna say, I want to get is it a
v vcr VR, Yeah, the one with like the tapes

(29:21):
or whatever, because there's so many recordings from then.

Speaker 1 (29:24):
But oh really, yeah, that would be we have like.

Speaker 3 (29:26):
A bunch there's this one specific one that I really.

Speaker 1 (29:28):
Do we have one that she could borrow I think maybe.

Speaker 5 (29:32):
But I also, for some reason, I have a bunch
of tapes and stuff. I don't think I've ever played
owned a VCR player, Like I always just like bought
tapes because I'm like, oh, like I grew.

Speaker 2 (29:44):
Up watching tapes.

Speaker 3 (29:45):
And it's funny because my mom's like a notorious hoarder.
And then the one thing that we don't fucking have anywhere,
Like I don't know that in the sense that like
I don't know, she just like has so much shit,
Like basically she was telling me the other day because
we have a basement, right, but there's hell of shit
in the basement, Like there's so much shit. I think
we're also like holding stuff for family too, But she's like, yeah,

(30:06):
I have all these like linens and like all this
stuff for like when I finally moved to Brazil, I'm like, girl,
you're gonna be seventy like what Like I'm like, why
wouldn't you just use them now? If they're like nice?

Speaker 5 (30:17):
Yeah, you know, I'm just like I mean, my dude,
I think it might just be fob mentality too, because
my dad is like that, Like when we got evicted
from our first place, he had a bunch of furniture
that like was nice because he could afford it at
the time, and instead of bringing it to the house
we got evicted in. Also, like or the house we
moved into. That house was much smaller and like, but

(30:39):
he just felt like the furniture shouldn't be in there,
like that furniture needed to be saved for when he
goes back to Honduras of like that furniture is gonna
go there.

Speaker 3 (30:48):
So why we got the bad shit in the house and.

Speaker 1 (30:51):
All the good is hei?

Speaker 5 (30:54):
Girl, Like there's like mad nice like mirrors I remember
in our old house and like all this shit it.

Speaker 2 (31:00):
And it just got thrown into them.

Speaker 1 (31:02):
I never but I was like, actually, no, I'll never
forget this story. Actually I don't know, Like when y'all
first got evicted and y'all destroyed the bathroom that you're.

Speaker 3 (31:13):
Dead, Yeah we got evicted to.

Speaker 2 (31:18):
But yeah, what Drew's mentioning is, I don't think I've
talked about it on the podcast.

Speaker 1 (31:21):
But I don't have to. Also, I just I thought
we talked about it before.

Speaker 2 (31:25):
No, it's okay.

Speaker 5 (31:25):
I think I've written about it in like a zine
or something when I was younger, Like, it's literally not
that deep, like people fucking get evicted.

Speaker 2 (31:32):
That's like this country hashtag loves it. I love it.
I love it. I love it.

Speaker 5 (31:37):
But when I was like fifteen, we knew we were
gonna get evicted because shit was like obviously post recession bad,
so it was always looming. And then when I was
like fourteen fifteen, I was standing on the front porch, uh,
sitting on the front porch, and this lady came up
and literally just handed me papers and asked.

Speaker 1 (31:53):
My why we were literally like twelve years old.

Speaker 5 (31:56):
Yeah, I literally like I was fourteen or something like yeah,
thirteen or fourteen, And she asked me how old I was,
and then asked if anybody else was home, and my
mom was home, but my mom can't speak English, so
then basically I had to translate to my mom that
we were being evicted, and I was like, uh, and
then she just turned around. But that house was like
my dad's pride and joy. He had like done it up.

(32:18):
It was so fucking nice. And before we left, we
got all of his weights, Like he had these huge,
like metal weights, and we all grabbed them, and all
over the house wherever he put nice like marble tiling,
we all went and like smashed all the tiles. And
then in his bathroom he had the walls all done
up too, and we just like went in and like

(32:40):
he literally broke.

Speaker 2 (32:41):
Everything and then we so sick. Yeah, we just like
destroyed so much shit in the house.

Speaker 1 (32:46):
It was like all this stuff y'all did or he did.

Speaker 5 (32:48):
Yeah, all of like any like nice things he did,
we like destroyed it. Like we were like breaking windows
because he had just he had gotten like nice windows.

Speaker 2 (32:58):
Really literally, Yeah, but yeah, all eviction.

Speaker 3 (33:02):
Eviction, I know, for us it was because of the
recession or whatever. And also because my family had immigrated
and they were living in like the bottom section of
our house. But when they immigrated, well, my aunt and
my uncle were like already there and then their kids came.
But then the oldest brother got caught up with immigration
and they were like, well, we're not gonna live here

(33:24):
without son, you know, So then they moved back and
they're doing great, so it's fine. But yeah, and then
also because of that like and the recession, my parents
just goldn't afford it, so we had to move out
or we got evicted.

Speaker 5 (33:36):
But yeah, yeah, dude, it is insane, Like I mean,
we're about to like watch another recession fully like hit
the US and it's already happening.

Speaker 2 (33:43):
So it's so exciting to think about because it is
so crazy how quickly shit crumbled. Like right after that,
I was like.

Speaker 3 (33:49):
Whoa, I'm like, it's all literally too fucking much. Like
I'm just like, and then it's like it's not even
just that, it's like a million other fucking things happening
at the same time.

Speaker 5 (33:59):
And I'm like, well, the prayer that you've sent out,
like it's already I already feel the miracles of it working,
and not only my soul, but the soul of like
everybody in our proximity.

Speaker 2 (34:11):
And then when we put this into the.

Speaker 3 (34:13):
Data, it's going to go into the ether and like
technology and nature can be mixed together, Yeah, in a
beautiful way and a beautiful and very beautiful and always
speaking of I was just gonna say no, I always
like because you know, bitch, I grew up doing fucking
like psychedelics and like being all like spiritual bitch. I
literally have a seventeen tattooed on my fucking I don't
know why we're thinking a promise.

Speaker 1 (34:33):
It's fine promise.

Speaker 3 (34:35):
It's a promise to be beautiful and gorgeous in nature,
just like hashtag nature. But no, I used to always
just be like, oh, like I wish you would have
like grew up in a society where we like got
like nature and technology intertwined, rather than like, I don't know,
using fossil fuels as like the best that I can think. Yeah,

(34:56):
I'm like, if y'all want to have killed Nikola Tesla.

Speaker 1 (35:00):
I love how like like we consume the same ship
we like, like conspiracy ship. What's your favorite conspiracy I
mean I.

Speaker 3 (35:12):
Love the Illuminati ships. Yeah, oh much like.

Speaker 1 (35:14):
God your story I told you? Yeah, am I ready
to talk about that on here?

Speaker 2 (35:21):
You should like hold out, Yeah, but.

Speaker 3 (35:25):
You should bring it up at some point because that
shit is really good. But basically it has to do with.

Speaker 1 (35:28):
The Yeah, I mean, no, I'll give I'll just give
a little clarity and then once the dust settles, I'll
be able to talk about it a little bit. But
basically I got told stories from someone that is a
very very powerful person that literally made me like actually

(35:54):
believe because I was always like the Illuminatis like literally
not real, Like y'all are psychopaths, but like it's not
the Illuminati and the way that we are told or
the way you're like imagining there's just some sinister ship.

Speaker 3 (36:07):
And you're talking about like the evil in the world
and you're saying they like that's basically what you're saying.
Like I feel like I say Illuminati, but like the
Illuminatis like the government also like you know what I mean,
it's like they're in control of everything, like you know,
like they're controlling me, like you know.

Speaker 1 (36:23):
What else, they're controlling the traffic. The traffic it.

Speaker 3 (36:27):
Y'all, there are fucking traffic agents that are up in there.
I don't know, they're not real. They might be reptilians,
Like I don't know what the fuck it is, but
traffic is not fucking real. I'm sure y'all have seen
tiktoks to people talking about it. Traffic is not fucking real,
and they're everywhere everything, and.

Speaker 5 (36:44):
We traffic and violent for the vaccines was like, she goes,
I'm so annoying of the fucking traffic agents.

Speaker 2 (36:51):
Like plucking.

Speaker 1 (36:52):
We were like, what what are you saying?

Speaker 3 (36:55):
Like, what do you mean? What am I saying? I'm
saying exactly.

Speaker 1 (36:57):
What I said it. I believe it, and.

Speaker 3 (37:01):
Everywhere there in my Overwatch games making me fucking.

Speaker 1 (37:03):
Loose too, like they are coming freitch.

Speaker 3 (37:07):
They could tap into Kay at any moment, very lucky
on his fucking phone.

Speaker 4 (37:13):
Yeah, I was like, I was, look, you got.

Speaker 3 (37:15):
Me, honestly, what what did I say to the other guys, Like,
I'll just send portant to the group chats.

Speaker 1 (37:20):
Respond well, we were talking about group chat in that
Lucas always sends like poop dick to the group chat
and it always gets a rise like but also another
thing that we need to talk about completely derailing that conversation.
Please Mary Kill. Okay has the greatest fuck Mary Kill

(37:42):
of all time, and we've already answered it, but we'll
go through it again and I.

Speaker 3 (37:45):
Should be the first person to respond to it, and
then but you have to give.

Speaker 1 (37:48):
Us why and it'd be very serious, yes.

Speaker 3 (37:51):
Like and everyone in the comments should talk about it.
Like actually, because I love this question so much, I
don't know who told me the question, because obviously I
learned it from somebody else. But I'm going to take
credit because I'm betting everybody.

Speaker 1 (38:03):
What because you're a genius?

Speaker 3 (38:05):
Yes, yes, which my brain is so fucking big, like
huge anyway, So fuck Mary Ko, magic, silliness and peace
and like whatever that means to you, Like you don't
like whatever the description is for you, then that's what
it is.

Speaker 4 (38:28):
I would marry silliness, I would fuck peace, and I
would kill magic.

Speaker 3 (38:34):
And why did you choose those things? Share with the class?

Speaker 4 (38:36):
Well, magic to me is a little bit scary, and
it can be used for severe evil. Like we've seen
what Baltimort did. That was pretty bad, you said, Baldemort,
Yeah he wasn't real. That wasn't a documentary, girl, No,
Harry Potter was not a documentary. That wasn't a seven
part documentary, was it. I don't know. I thought that

(38:57):
was real. And then silliness to me is completely benevolent.
Like silliness, I guess can be malicious in some ways,
but it feels pretty hard to make that a bad thing.
And I think that I just really value funniness. I
value people being funny, and to me, I think that
that that's that's exemplary of a higher consciousness as people

(39:21):
that can be funny, and I want to marry something
something that is funny. And then what was the last
one piece you were? I was gonna I was going
to bounce on piece or I.

Speaker 2 (39:32):
And why is that?

Speaker 4 (39:35):
Because it's good? But silliness involves some conflict, but it's
not bad conflict, and I think that humans do crave
conflict and that conflict is inevitable and to have like
a truly yeah, if you have to have a truly
intimate relationship that's long lasting, you need there needs to
be conflict in the will.

Speaker 3 (39:54):
Have love without it exactly exactly we live intuality and
not singularity.

Speaker 4 (40:00):
Did I get the answer right?

Speaker 2 (40:02):
There's subjective, but like.

Speaker 3 (40:04):
It says a lot about you. And actually I think
you're one of the first people to say it in
that I haven't heard.

Speaker 4 (40:09):
What was.

Speaker 5 (40:12):
Mine was I'm gonna fuck Magic, Mary Peace kill silliness,
And mine was because I think silliness to me is
like humor, and I don't think everyone's meant to be funny,
and I think I'm blessed enough that, like, I can
find humor and so many things. I don't need silliness

(40:32):
to be like. But to me, silly like Okay. Actually
me and Josh. Josh would be perfect for this because
me and Josh came to a conclusion that we both
define like there's being funny and then there's being silly,
and to me, those are completely different things. Like to
me like yeah, like okay, well that's silliness.

Speaker 4 (40:51):
Then maybe.

Speaker 5 (40:53):
It was like how you like see it, but like
that's just how I perceived it when I got asked it.
And then peace, I would mary peace because in my head,
I'm like I don't know peace, like I kind of
know it in myself, but like in my surroundings like rarely,
I just I want to know peace. I want peace
at my side. And I'm fucking magic because I got

(41:13):
the magic in me. Like what I love magic. I
literally think magic could like show me something mystic and
like myth theical because when I think of magic, I
think of like to me, like meeting y'all is magic,
Like that is.

Speaker 1 (41:28):
To me, Like my thought on magic is literally like
this universe is magic, like yeah, the empty space between atoms,
but this wall in mic are solid, Like that is
magical to me.

Speaker 2 (41:40):
Because did y'all had the same answer?

Speaker 1 (41:42):
Yeah, I think we had this. We had the exact
same what was yours?

Speaker 3 (41:45):
So it was Mary Magic because yeah, magic to me
is like everything that's like God, like the universe like yeah,
like the things that we can't explain and like who
it's like like because that's just bomb as fuck, like
I want to marry that, you know, And then fuck
silliness because I'm like, gir I'm trying to laugh ass yeah,

(42:06):
like like it's gonna be hella fun like it's gonna
be one for the but exactly, and then kill Pece
because I'm like, shit, nothing's fucking peaceful, like you know
what I mean, Like everything is so chaotic. I mean, bitch,
on my driver your I got pulled over like like
that's so fucking annoying and ticket yeah yeah. And then
because I'm crazy bitch, I wish that him and his
whole family died after.

Speaker 1 (42:27):
Well yeah, of course, well because you will. The conversation
was so funny because I literally fully agree, like if
someone like like okay, yesterday when we were driving home
from the gym and that dude like ooh, that pissed
me off so bad he got over and then like
I was getting over at the same time, he.

Speaker 5 (42:45):
Was basically riding your ass and then you were moving
out of his way, but like you didn't even realize
he was riding your ass. But y'all had the same
thought to move, But Drew you hit your blinker.

Speaker 1 (42:55):
Yeah, I had my blinker on. He didn't have his
blinker on. And then he sped up and tried to
go around instead of letting me in, and like he
was in my blind spot. So I like started merging
into him, and he was in the wrong and he
knew he was in the wrong.

Speaker 3 (43:08):
That motherfucker would get if he killed three pretty bitches
in the car and whoever comes after you still be careful,
Oh my god.

Speaker 5 (43:16):
Also, I'm just like some of y'all, I feel like
in that moment, what should happen instead of tickets is
we should all get out and it's three v one
Now it's three v one terally, and it's hands on,
Like you won't get a ticket, I won't snitch on you,
and like call the police because I have a photographic
memory and I could very easily remembered your license plate

(43:37):
just furted down or took a picture.

Speaker 2 (43:39):
But no, we should just fight.

Speaker 6 (43:42):
Yeah, you're getting jumped, so basically, and if we implement
that we would be helping environmentally, because more often than not,
everyone would be scared and be like, oh, I should
carpool just in case I accidentally cut off.

Speaker 2 (43:56):
I don't want to like have to fight alone slash
get jumped, but.

Speaker 4 (43:59):
They don't want him to do that because they're yeah.

Speaker 3 (44:01):
Well yeah, the agents have to get the agent because
I have like really bad road rage. Like I mean
not like okay, I don't like chase anybody or like
try and close accidents, but like I feel like.

Speaker 2 (44:15):
You chain smoking and like chase.

Speaker 3 (44:17):
I literally I feel like I stream so loud that
they hear me in the car, like you know what
I mean. But anyway, I was going to say that,
like I used to always think, I'm like, bitch, I
wish you could send messages to other cars, Like cars
should be a phone so that I could call you
and be like hey, yo, bitch. Like it's like I'm like,
I'm about to revoke your fucking license and stop driving
like a dumb ass before I come over there into

(44:39):
that car and I don't know, blow up your car because.

Speaker 2 (44:44):
You and you're getting in the car and I'm.

Speaker 3 (44:48):
Invincible, I don't know, like pretty people don't die like
what anyways?

Speaker 2 (44:52):
So that is actually really all I'm.

Speaker 3 (44:54):
Gonna say is, don't piss me off, because I will
wish that you get hit by a car. And I'm
very powerful, and that says so like it's probably gonna happen.

Speaker 1 (45:01):
Just just be careful.

Speaker 5 (45:03):
I'm the same kind of crazy where like when people
are crazy, people cross me in a way that really
infuriates me.

Speaker 2 (45:11):
I'm like, I'm like, you just you just fucked yourself.

Speaker 3 (45:19):
I'm like my lineage, you don't know about that. You
don't know about that. I'm like my ancestors, don't play
about me.

Speaker 2 (45:26):
No, literally, oh my god.

Speaker 5 (45:28):
I kind of want to dabble into likes.

Speaker 1 (45:34):
Well I have for edsy spells.

Speaker 2 (45:37):
Well, I know I say that.

Speaker 1 (45:38):
Passive hoodoo candles. I literally like bought these at what
I thought was my lowest point, and then I was like, actually,
like I don't need a burning Yeah, it can only
get worse from me. And then yesterday or two days ago,
I was like, oh wait, i think I'm finally ready.
I think I'm at my lowest point, and so I
think I'm gonna start burning these candles. But it's like
it's a very like vicious regimen, and it's like three

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am every night, you have to be awake for an
hour and you have to call upon like I'd have
to be like hey, Sam, like can you give me
my creativity bag? And it's like, girl, like what, But
I don't trust this brand anymore. If you heard me
say the name, I'm not gonna say it again. Don't
go to them because the woman that started it was
ousted by her husband by the pharaoh, was literally ousted,

(46:24):
and like he took over the business and it shut
down for a bit and then he reopened it under
the same name. But she was ousted and it was horrible.

Speaker 2 (46:32):
So like it's not all she got pushed out of
her own business.

Speaker 1 (46:36):
So it's like bad juju, bad vibes.

Speaker 5 (46:38):
I like, that's a kind of classic tale within the
spiritual realm when it starts to partake with capitalism.

Speaker 2 (46:43):
And I'm not even saying that to be like gonna.

Speaker 1 (46:45):
Wink, Violet, you lived in New York for how long?

Speaker 3 (46:47):
Three years?

Speaker 1 (46:48):
What was that experience like for you?

Speaker 3 (46:50):
It was you know, I'm like like we were just
saying like duality, like it was beautiful, but it was
also fucking awful at the same time. You know. I
mean granted, like obviously I met you you guys, and like,
but when we went to like Japan was such a
vibe like anyway, but yeah, I was fab until it
wasn't fab, and like, yeah, I feel like that's just
life sometimes, like whatever.

Speaker 5 (47:11):
You know, I mean you you being able to live
there for three years alone is crazy because I genuinely don't.
I never moved there because I just as much as
I liked it, I was like.

Speaker 3 (47:21):
Whoa, it's a lot. It's really a lot. Like I
don't know, I don't think like people. I mean a
lot of people thrive, you know. But I'm like at
the same time, like if you're somebody who's like a
bit more slow, not like not mentally, but like you
know what i mean, like like introverted. Yeah, I'm just
like I'm a callie girl for life, honestly, you know,

(47:41):
Like I do have like that edge to me, but
I'm just kind of like like, but I just want
to be in a car smoking all day, like or
in bad I.

Speaker 1 (47:48):
Don't yeah your car, I like, yeah.

Speaker 3 (47:53):
I did miss my car.

Speaker 1 (47:54):
Well.

Speaker 5 (47:54):
I can't imagine you going from like driving that often
to just like.

Speaker 3 (47:59):
No, yeah, I mean it's just like I mean, I
feel like in California in general, but like in the day,
I'm like, which I need to drive? Like yeah, there's
no way, like where am I gonna find like what
I'm going to get on the bus for two hours?

Speaker 1 (48:09):
Like what like at four hours?

Speaker 3 (48:12):
I feel like New York is like the only place
where it's like taking public transportation like makes the most sense.

Speaker 2 (48:17):
Yeah, it's one of the most efficient.

Speaker 3 (48:19):
Would actually never want to have a car in New York.
It's fucking awful, Like.

Speaker 1 (48:22):
It's literally a bumper cars.

Speaker 3 (48:23):
Yeah, And like when I moved there, like I remember,
I got in ubers and I was like getting sick
like all the time because I'm like girl, like I'm
getting nauseous, I know. And then I got used to
it obviously, But yeah.

Speaker 5 (48:33):
I never I mean I never lived there, so I
like never got used to it. Anytime I've been in
an uber there, no matter.

Speaker 2 (48:39):
Like the car.

Speaker 5 (48:40):
Also, just like seriously, I want to go back to
New York only for the case scenario that I land
and for some reason there's an illegal phantom fireworks in
like Bushwick. In Bushwick and it's right next to the
Revel charging station where all those tesla are charging at night,

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and I would put all the fireworks in them and
blow that up.

Speaker 2 (49:03):
That's the only reason I would go back to New York.

Speaker 5 (49:05):
Is literally I think it should be illegal for Tesla's
to be like ubers and taxis and ship because that
car is.

Speaker 1 (49:15):
Made make they're making them way mos And I had
a friend get in one and it went thirty minutes
in the wrong direction and he knew it, and he
was calling support and was trying so hard to get help,
and the support agent literally couldn't do anything about it.
And he was like, oh, I'm sorry, this is happening
to you. There's like literally nothing I can do right now.

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So it just like recalculated that I would literally lose that.

Speaker 3 (49:40):
I'm like, I'm going to open the doors or get
in the fucking driver's seat and start driving this garden.

Speaker 2 (49:44):
I'm gonna start chewing the fucking seat.

Speaker 5 (49:48):
Are getting sued a small claim score, small claim score,
small claim score, Like is he gonna do anything about that?

Speaker 2 (49:54):
Because he should. I've been very of, like.

Speaker 5 (50:00):
The grace of God, I haven't had any experiences that
would push me to go to small claims court.

Speaker 2 (50:06):
I've been close.

Speaker 3 (50:07):
I was gonna say. I was like, listen, if y'all
are able to sue, like not obviously bitch, like not
like oh my god, and you like touched me last time,
I'm gonna sue her. But like, you know, like I
was like medically neglected and like I really wish that
I was like more well equipped or somebody like pushed
me to like actually go sue them. But by the
time I went to sue them, like it was past

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the statue.

Speaker 1 (50:31):
Of limits, which I don't know this yeah.

Speaker 3 (50:33):
Like basically I used to have like the the an
excipline on bar in my arm and like I don't know,
I think I was like having an allergic reaction to
the glue that they used to like close up the thing. Yeah, okay, Yeah,
basically resulted in me having like a staff infection for year.
Like I swear, I'm not dirty. I am a clean person,
you guys. It's just like they just neglected me. And

(50:54):
then by the time it was like too late, it
was too late, like and then they were like, yeah,
we'll figure it out yourself and go to a dermatologist.
And the dermatologist was like the first person to be
real with me and being like oh baby, Like she
she literally said, oh baby, you have a bacterial infection.
And she was like and she's like, I think there's
something in there. Yeah, And now I have like a
nasty scar from it, and I actually need to go

(51:14):
to dermatologists because like I keep on getting like random,
like itchy bumps on it, and I'm like, I'm so scared.
I have like trauma. I have trauma from it.

Speaker 2 (51:20):
I mean that makes sense, dude.

Speaker 5 (51:21):
It's also just so common to be at the doctors.
It's like we were talking about yesterday, because I we
didn't grow up going to the doctors often, and especially
as often as I maybe should have.

Speaker 2 (51:31):
So even as an adult.

Speaker 5 (51:32):
I'm so easy, like I can't tell when something's right
or wrong because I'm like I quite literally I'm like shit, Well,
to me, going to the doctors feels like if I
for some reason had to go to a police station.
I'm like, I guess I'm just going in here, like
I hope this works out. So then when things go wrong,
I'm just like okay, Like, oh my gosh.

Speaker 2 (51:55):
Wait, should we do media?

Speaker 5 (51:56):
Do you want to share any songs or movies or anything?

Speaker 2 (51:59):
That's like that means a lot to you right now.

Speaker 3 (52:02):
I feel like literally with music, I'm like, anytime anybody
asks me anything, I'm like CC Natalie, Like I love
her so much. I'm sure somebody y'all know who she is.
She is just like this young girl making her own
ship and it's incredibly.

Speaker 2 (52:14):
Yeah, it is listening to.

Speaker 3 (52:18):
M and movies. M well, yes, I literally don't watch anything.
Oh my god, the Overwatch cinematics are really fucking good.

Speaker 2 (52:28):
There are those like the cutscenes.

Speaker 3 (52:30):
Yeah, they I mean they don't like do it anymore.
I think they might bring it back because is it
kind of like the Fortnite Like yeah, it's like you
know when they have like a new season, you'll see whatever.
But I don't think it was like specifically that, like
they just.

Speaker 1 (52:40):
Like made about what's your favorite movie?

Speaker 3 (52:43):
My favorite?

Speaker 1 (52:44):
I have a whole list other than Climax, because yeah,
you and I that's one of.

Speaker 2 (52:48):
Our favorite movies.

Speaker 3 (52:48):
Sorry, let me look at me, let me look at me.

Speaker 1 (52:51):
I'll read my media while you find yours. Mine is Underworld,
Dark and Long, Let's go away for a while, The
Beach Boy, Moby Memory, Gospel, Cocoa, Rosie, Noah's Arc, and then,
oh my god, this song Neil Young old Man, Hey,
look at my life a love thank you. Oh my God,

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that song makes you cry makes me sob And it's
because when my dad would like be mean to me,
my mom would just say, start singing that song and
he will completely switch up, and I would sing that
song around him and he would completely switch up for
like a week and it worked. I'm gonna go see
Bagonia this week, and I'm gonna go see Worst Person

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in the World director new movie, like I wanted so bad.

Speaker 3 (53:46):
I like the Worst Person in the World. I mean,
I went to the movie theaters and like try to
watch it.

Speaker 2 (53:50):
But then I was like, do anything, Yes, yes, I
need to go see that.

Speaker 3 (53:54):
But then I rewatched it on a plane one day
and it was really fucking oh my god.

Speaker 5 (53:58):
That movie like that is like in my top four.
It's just it's literally so distrustful. But it's one of
those movies that to me, like the the way you
described you fell after your walk to yesterday, like your
day Yesterday is how I would package the movie.

Speaker 1 (54:15):
Yeah, that's that's someone the other day was like, oh,
it's like a comedy, right, and I was like, no,
we're about to go be like absolutely destroyed by this movie.
Like what are you talking about?

Speaker 3 (54:24):
It's like, I mean, it does have comedic moments.

Speaker 5 (54:26):
Yeah, there's definitely humor to it, but like I I've
seen it like a few times.

Speaker 2 (54:32):
I remember one time I was seeing.

Speaker 5 (54:34):
Someone and I told I was like, yeah, this is
my favorite movie. And this was like the second time
in a row I like sat down with her to
watch a movie and we watched that together, and I
was like, why the fuck, Like yeah, this is why
I literally get no play because like that's but I'm like, yeah,

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come over, let's watch the Worst Person.

Speaker 1 (54:57):
On Fire and Worst Person in the World.

Speaker 2 (54:59):
Like no, Worst Person in the World is so good,
but it is so just like.

Speaker 3 (55:03):
Mm hmmm and I having to read subtitles.

Speaker 5 (55:07):
But no.

Speaker 3 (55:08):
My favorite movie, or one of my favorite movies is Push.
Have you guys watched pust She's so fucking good. It's
like the Rakota Fannings in it. And who's the guy
that played Captain America?

Speaker 1 (55:18):
Oh, Chris correctly.

Speaker 3 (55:19):
Yeah, Chris Evans. Yeah, such a good fact.

Speaker 1 (55:23):
We were talking about I haven't heard of that. We
were talking about Enter the Void, which.

Speaker 3 (55:28):
Is the void? Oh my god, Pasta Lawerta if you're
watching this, I love you. She follows me on Instagram,
so wow, which was like a not like a dream
gum true, like but you know, like I feel like
everyone's always like they want like Beyoncely to follow them
or something. Girl I have like the most like randomess
like whatever, but anywhere if you guys can look into
her story, love her so much and she's a great actress.

Speaker 5 (55:49):
But yeah, that's how I felt when Rosalia followed me back.

Speaker 2 (55:52):
But like that was so long ago. I don't think
she knows she follows me. Do you know what I mean?

Speaker 1 (55:56):
Like that follows you?

Speaker 2 (55:57):
Yes, but it's from like twenty eighteen.

Speaker 5 (56:00):
It was from when I used to make like all
my playlist videos and I was like right there and
like got my foot in the door of like now
all these like huge artists, so like some of them
I thankfully became friends with.

Speaker 1 (56:12):
But she's what the she follows me too. I did
not know that.

Speaker 3 (56:17):
Jump scarbage media.

Speaker 1 (56:20):
That's the media. I like that picture I.

Speaker 3 (56:23):
Had texted and I was just like, can you please
make me a coffee queek? And then she said yes,
and I sent a picture looking crazy like why do
I have?

Speaker 1 (56:32):
And we're putting it in the episode. No, please do
text it to me.

Speaker 2 (56:36):
I want to use that as a sticker.

Speaker 5 (56:38):
Oh, can somebody edit that, you know, the like emoji
that's like the blown out face.

Speaker 2 (56:42):
It's like pushing through the screen. Can somebody do like.

Speaker 5 (56:45):
Drew moji, but with violets picture.

Speaker 1 (56:49):
Soon up fools dropping?

Speaker 2 (56:52):
So well, thank you guys for freaking listening, and then.

Speaker 1 (56:58):
Thank you Violet. Everyone a fucking key in a very
major way. This was amazing.

Speaker 3 (57:06):
I know that was really fun. You figure out time
by mm hmm