November 11, 2025 • 39 mins
This episode is so special to me not only because I love Adam but because of the growth i have seen in 2 years. our last podcast episode was almost 2 years ago and he updates us on the posture of his heart after a public breakup, anxiety, and how he has stayed true to himself.
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Speaker 1 (00:06):
Welcome back to the Overcovered podcast I Am Your House.
Jenna Kalopez, thank you guys so much for choosing to
listen and watch to today's episode.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
I'm so excited because I'm back with my long lusts
every time, like I think, I think people try to
do it.
Speaker 3 (00:24):
To like, I don't know, be weird, but I love it.
Speaker 2 (00:28):
I love I don't the person that I would love
to look like or be like because I love him.
I love you so much. I'm so excited today.
Speaker 1 (00:36):
I'm not cooking okay, because it was my request, seafood boil.
I was like, absolutely, let's do it. We're gonna do
a little muck is it? Bum bang bum mc bang?
Speaker 2 (00:49):
What is it? Mc bain. I'm like, we also have
this munchies here. You back, So whenever she's ready to
be on the pod, we'll have her on the pod. Okay, Well,
I'm excited, let's dig in.
Speaker 3 (01:03):
Having me back. I'm really excited to be here.
Speaker 2 (01:05):
You know, the last one we did was two years ago.
You're lying, yes, absolutely.
Speaker 1 (01:10):
I looked it up. I was just like, there's no no, yeah.
Speaker 2 (01:16):
I was like, wow, that was two years ago. So
we have a lot of catching up here.
Speaker 3 (01:19):
Yeah, we do.
Speaker 1 (01:19):
We do. We do because a lot of things have happened. Yes,
life has been lifing, I think for the both of us.
Speaker 3 (01:27):
Okay, so you guys, Jennica's whipping up me her little
They don't like concoction.
Speaker 2 (01:33):
Because he said that he doesn't do it with the lemon.
Speaker 3 (01:35):
Yeah, it's because the way I do it, I get
an extra sauce on the side and I dip it
and then I feel like if I dip it in
the sauce and then I dip it in anymore, all
my sauce is gonna go away.
Speaker 2 (01:45):
Yeah, you guys.
Speaker 1 (01:46):
Gotta let us know how you guys enjoy it. I'm
using gloves I usually don't. But let's get into it. Okay, Okay,
you said you needed help. I'm gonna pull you some
of the crabs. We talked about it, We talked about life.
Speaker 3 (01:57):
I'm gonna get a strimp though.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
Yeah the lot, yes, please please, we have played through
thirty two and everything.
Speaker 2 (02:04):
I was thinking about the last time I saw you.
Speaker 4 (02:06):
Yeah, when we were into that Mexico.
Speaker 2 (02:10):
Almost a year ago.
Speaker 3 (02:11):
Yeah, I Wasn'tico. And then I still have your bag,
what BA, remember the one you let me borrow it's
because you guys they had asked us. I didn't even
read it. They asked us to wear like green and pink.
Speaker 2 (02:23):
And I was like, oh, yes, you're right, that's funny.
Speaker 3 (02:28):
Same day, I was like, I need to go shopping
for like a green accessory. You're like something green or
pink and she was like, bitch, I have a bag.
You can borrow it. And I was like, okay, thank
you so much. I still got it. Though, don't ever
have the tripod? No I do, I do?
Speaker 2 (02:42):
I do? No.
Speaker 3 (02:42):
I was likelies, he.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
Could take everything.
Speaker 1 (02:45):
I don't care like I I but yeah, I was
thinking about him, like, dude, that was such a fun trip.
Speaker 2 (02:50):
That was such like it was and dude, a whole
year later in the second Movies, I.
Speaker 3 (02:54):
Alreadyven I, oh see, you just made that a trip
for me because like the last thing we saw was
at Them.
Speaker 1 (03:01):
Honestly, aside from Earth, that movie was great.
Speaker 2 (03:04):
I was thinking about it, you and Louie need to
dress up as Oh my god.
Speaker 3 (03:12):
That would be Actually did we say next let the premiere?
Speaker 1 (03:15):
Yeah, yeah, it was cute. But let's take it back
to the last podcast. We talked a lot about the
upcoming of Rosa everything, and then I realized where has
she been because I'm like retire her.
Speaker 3 (03:37):
I almost brought her because she likes seafood by more
than No.
Speaker 2 (03:41):
I was like wondering. I'm like, you're like, he hasn't
played Rosa in a long time.
Speaker 3 (03:46):
Yeah, I feel like so my thought process a little
behind it was I really wanted people to also know Adam,
of course, and for people to like accept him eric
and I feel like from what I've seen, like some
of the feedback, I feel like people adjusted really well
to me being Adam, and I kind of liked it,
(04:08):
Like I actually really liked it, and I liked people's
words more talking about Adam than Rosa. It sounds weird,
but I don't know. I just yeah, but because I
felt that, I was like, let me not do Rosa
and see how that does so I can, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (04:23):
Wish you have America comeback.
Speaker 3 (04:25):
I don't know, imagine she's on the second wicked.
Speaker 2 (04:29):
I don't know now because I.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
Was like, honestly and it was something that I cut on.
I'm like, oh, yeah, like you kind of stopped doing it,
which is fine, like and I love that and which
I also want to bring up the fact that your
content changed a lot, like I feel like it was
it was very more comedic, more comedy before Now it's
more like lifestyle, like laid back.
Speaker 4 (04:53):
Like that was intentional.
Speaker 3 (04:55):
It was I tried to like mix lifestyle and also
do a little bit of comedy with it too. So
let me know how I'm doing, y'all, And.
Speaker 1 (05:03):
You're doing not honestly, my love like and aside, like
I think before everything like your life shifted and stuff,
I think I noticed you a lot happier and then
even more now. Yeah, like you're like, I just feel
like and maybe that's not the truth. Maybe like behind
(05:25):
closed doors, that's not what you're maybe feeling, and maybe
you're really good at like putting up or.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
I don't know, but I've noticed.
Speaker 1 (05:32):
I'm like, he just looks a lot healthier, like content wise, and.
Speaker 3 (05:39):
I really appreciating that because like I feel like I
really value what I put onto the internet because I
only want to be like a safe and happy space
for like people who watch my content. So you feeling
that just to the screen makes me feel really good
because it makes me feel like I'm doing something right.
Speaker 2 (05:56):
Yeah, And it's like.
Speaker 1 (05:59):
And then that's also because like we're friends, and I
feel like, I mean, I feel like I know you
and I know you like aside from other things, and
we've hung out here and there and it's like okay,
like I know.
Speaker 2 (06:11):
What's real and what's not.
Speaker 1 (06:12):
Yeah, do you feel like you can like people like
it's still like a struggle to be understood on sinner?
Speaker 3 (06:22):
No, because I feel like I've built such an amazing
community who with people who know me, know the real me,
know what I would do, what I wouldn't do, and
like I feel like everything that I put onto the
internet is really just me. I don't like I'm not
gonna like turn off the camera now and be like,
oh but I'm over Like I'm just like like it
(06:42):
really is just me, like being me, like like to
pick me no, but like for real though, I don't know,
I feel like it would be hard for people to
accept what I'm putting out if it felt fake.
Speaker 1 (06:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (06:54):
Absolutely, And that's why people love you. That's why I
love you a lot.
Speaker 3 (07:00):
About tex Yeah, yeah, are.
Speaker 2 (07:02):
You gonna break my heart?
Speaker 4 (07:04):
I move?
Speaker 1 (07:05):
I know I know that you mentioned before, like Okay,
Texas is home, like you would move back, like that's
where you're gonna end up staying.
Speaker 3 (07:11):
Yeah, yeah, is the time coming?
Speaker 2 (07:14):
There's crap here?
Speaker 1 (07:15):
Bid?
Speaker 3 (07:16):
I feel like no, no, no, because I want to
just like take the time that I have out here
alone now and find myself, like be alone and like
go through trial and tribulation and like find myself alone.
Speaker 4 (07:35):
Are you scared? I don't like being alone.
Speaker 3 (07:37):
I hate it. I really do hate it, and like
I don't know, I'm gonna cryry No, No, it's it's
scary because like I hate being alone, and like I
deal with like a lot of anxiety too.
Speaker 4 (07:51):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (07:52):
So yeah, I just feels sometimes overwhelming. But every day
I wake up and I learned something new about myself
that I wouldn't have learned if it wasn't for being alone.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (08:02):
No, that's true.
Speaker 1 (08:04):
And I think those are like the times in the
moments where it's like because how old are You're like
twenty twenty six, yeah, like and I realized that a
lot growing up, like in my twenties, like this.
Speaker 3 (08:15):
Is our year.
Speaker 1 (08:16):
These are years of like becoming like we're still shaping
ourselves into like being adults experience, and it's like and
I think we have that pressure on ourselves because we
get older and we're just like I need to have
it figured out. Oh my god, Like I'm gonna be
alone now, Like am I ever gonna find somebody?
Speaker 2 (08:33):
At least for me.
Speaker 4 (08:34):
I'm not speaking for you.
Speaker 1 (08:35):
But like for me, it's like, oh my god, I'm
already older, Like am I gonna be like this for
the rest of my life? And it's like no, like
I have to you have to shift the perspective and
see it as like yeah, like this is something I.
Speaker 2 (08:45):
This needed to happen.
Speaker 1 (08:46):
Yeah, yeah, this needed to happen so I can discover
myself who I am outside of like for example, a
relationship or certain friendships and stuff. And it's like, yeah,
it's really sad, it is, but I think, like I
always say this, like whatever like the devil or the
enemy has tried to use in his power, like God
turned it into good yea, And like as scary as
(09:09):
maybe are you in chea level?
Speaker 3 (09:12):
You're a beaty, it's because like it's good.
Speaker 2 (09:17):
No, but but yeah, and I like I don't know,
I'm just proud of you.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
I'm very very proud of you because it's like, especially
being on social media and the stuff that people say
and like I'm not saying about you in general, but
just like cancel culture and just things that people try
to come at us for.
Speaker 2 (09:35):
Like could be ugly, like and you've.
Speaker 3 (09:38):
Yeah, I feel like I've heard and like seen so
many ugly things said about me, and like just like
in the past, like when I was going to like
all my weight loss and then like me putting my
body out there, like that just opened up so many
doors for people talk about me physically. So it's just
like I don't know how people could do that. How
(10:00):
did you like blah blah mmm, I didn't.
Speaker 2 (10:04):
Struggle for me too.
Speaker 3 (10:06):
I still struggle with there too.
Speaker 1 (10:08):
But as much as I like try my best to
like ignore it, it is so hard.
Speaker 3 (10:15):
It really is hard, and like I'm such a baby
I cry for anything, so like it's just like so
hard to like I try. I try my best to
ignore him, and I try my best to like get
over it, but sometimes it's just a little overwhelming and
I just I have to and I sometimes the cry
does feel good though.
Speaker 2 (10:36):
Yeah, absolutely, and it's like it's needed.
Speaker 1 (10:40):
It's like people don't know what happened behind closed doors,
behind what happens by closes.
Speaker 4 (10:44):
I can't even talk right now. But did you like
the anyone?
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Right? Yeah, did you put up a give in it?
Speaker 1 (10:52):
We also have his mom here the first time, and
it just makes me so happy because like obviously, like
I don't like.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
I M.
Speaker 1 (11:10):
I love that you have that support and I feel
like that's what you needed. And maybe this is also
like we're going back to like what needed to happen.
Speaker 4 (11:17):
I don't want.
Speaker 1 (11:20):
Say that it needed to, but as an opportunity for
it to like grow, for your mom to be able
to be here and to like to support you. And
and even in the last podcast, you were like, oh
that your mom was always the one that.
Speaker 2 (11:34):
You just had a closer relationship with.
Speaker 3 (11:36):
Her, and like, yeah, you're besttie.
Speaker 2 (11:41):
How is it now your guys' relationship in the time.
Speaker 3 (11:45):
Right now, I feel like it's probably the best it's
like ever been because I talked to him about every
single day. I don't know, I feel like I was
so emotional today.
Speaker 1 (11:56):
I know, Oh wait wait before you guys, like we
joke around a lot, so I don't like you're like
insensitive or anything.
Speaker 2 (12:04):
We're just very like.
Speaker 3 (12:05):
Yeah, and you guys, I am the most un serious person.
Like you can tell me be like girl, I know
you're a double D. Like I'll agree with you because
I'm so I really don't give up that.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
No, but like that's how like our relationship is.
Speaker 3 (12:17):
And yeah no but we just but yeah yeah, and
like that's me with all my friends, Like I am
so unserious. I don't like taking me serious. No, Like
I'm like when it comes to like humor, I can
laugh about basically anything.
Speaker 2 (12:29):
But anyways, yea, but yes, some of my pariods I
just got.
Speaker 3 (12:34):
Yeah, my mom and I talk every single day with
my along with my sister, and they're just like literally
like my foundation because like if it wasn't for them,
like being able to talk to them and like mm hmm,
excuse me being a phone call away, I'd probably use
my mind.
Speaker 1 (12:49):
Yeah yeah, I talked to my sister every day too,
And I feel like having those relationships or having just
somebody like yeah that understands you when you're just like
without judgment and stuff.
Speaker 3 (13:03):
Up. I have some for you, right, thanks, So.
Speaker 4 (13:08):
Talk to me in the room.
Speaker 2 (13:12):
We know the update.
Speaker 4 (13:13):
We know life.
Speaker 1 (13:16):
Obviously you said that like you know, this is a
moment of growth for you and like discovering yourself.
Speaker 2 (13:23):
M h.
Speaker 4 (13:24):
What are some things you already discovered newly single.
Speaker 3 (13:30):
Oh that's a good question, because I feel like I
haven't even had the time to ask myself that, you know,
but I do, Like I did say that I like
learned something new every day.
Speaker 2 (13:39):
It could.
Speaker 3 (13:41):
It's more little things. I like I would never like
I don't know I would spend time with my dog
right but like I feel like there's moments for like
now in the morning, I spend extra time with him outside,
or like I have breakfasts alone and I'm able to
just like listen to Nicki Minaj on full blast not
have anybody be like, oh it's so loud, or like
(14:02):
I can just do whatever the fuck I want. And
I love being able to do whatever I want.
Speaker 2 (14:05):
Are you afraid of like love in general and then
sharing it again?
Speaker 3 (14:11):
Uh? Yes, and no, I feel like I'm obviously not
like even thinking about love right now or like soon,
but I am thinking, like what if I I just
right let me, let me take you off. I know,
(14:33):
I feel like they can't take me serious. I feel
like I'm just so scared, like what if I can't
Like I feel like I look like lea, Like what
if I can't love the same Because I feel like
I've loved so hard.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
Yeah, can I say something though, I say that not
all love is equal, Like I think it's meant to
be different and to be experienced differently.
Speaker 2 (15:09):
And I can't even say that because i've I've.
Speaker 1 (15:13):
I haven't really been in a relationship or been in
your situation.
Speaker 2 (15:17):
But I do feel like I want.
Speaker 4 (15:20):
You to know that.
Speaker 2 (15:23):
You're worth every ounce of love. You deserve every type
of love, and that could be different, and that could
be scary.
Speaker 3 (15:32):
Yeah, that's what I'm trying to find it first within
myself fully, and then I feel like once I have that,
I'll be able to get rid of that fear of
like not being worthy of like somebody else's love, or
if I can't love the same way I've done before.
I just need to like bounce back from what everything
that has happened to me. Yeah, and yeah, I'll be okay.
(15:55):
I always have to tell myself and'll be okay because
I know I'm gonna be.
Speaker 2 (15:57):
Okay aas you are.
Speaker 1 (15:58):
Yeah, And I feel like, you know, like I don't
want to say that everything happens for a reason because
I don't. I don't want to necessarily, I choose not
to believe in that because I do believe that God
has a plan and a purpose and I don't I.
Speaker 2 (16:16):
I want you to know that, like I don't know.
I just I think you're just such.
Speaker 4 (16:21):
A beautiful and kind person.
Speaker 3 (16:23):
Oh thank you.
Speaker 1 (16:24):
That a lot of the stuff that happens to you,
when that happens to people like doesn't didn't need to happen.
Speaker 3 (16:32):
Yeah, and no, I feel like I feel like God
played everything out the way he did exactly for a reason.
It couldn't have went any other way because it just
needs to happen like that. And I'm not like angry
with him or like I talk to him every day
and I know, like that also makes me feel really okay.
Speaker 1 (16:53):
Yeah, because it's ugly, dude, And I think what makes
it worse is it like would have been better if
for working on social media just in general everything. Yeah,
like you're some relationship with general it doesn't even have
to be that specific thing.
Speaker 3 (17:06):
But like I feel like, yeah, I don't think I
every were like a relationship on the internet again.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
And I feel like that's why you're more private now,
Like going back to like your content change and everything,
Like your content has changed so much, Like like I
said even before, like I feel like it's more private,
like more you're a wholesome queen think, so I feel
like you're just like I'm I don't see you as often,
so I'm like worse, Adam.
Speaker 3 (17:34):
Yeah, yeah, no, And I feel like, yeah, I don't know.
I just feel like I have such a huge guard
up now because after everything that like went down, I
feel like it allowed people to just have so many
opinions on me and like everything, and they had no
idea what they were talking about. So I was like
and then but then it would like mess with my
head and I'm like, wait, Like I would let people's
(17:55):
comments who had nothing no idea what they were talking
about or no idea who I was, I would let
them affect me. So I just like, I feel like
I just need at least a pause or like a
to slow down with like what I put on the internet,
because I'm sorry, I can't even see what I'm thinking.
Speaker 1 (18:11):
I know, but it's so hard to like get out
of that hole, like oh my god, Like there's so
many things like that. I did a podcast reason where
a lot of things got taken out of context and
like things were being said about me and it's like
but it wasn't really it's not really like them or
like people don't know what happens like off camera when
(18:33):
I'm meeting you guys, or meeting people or talking to
them or the relationship I have or.
Speaker 2 (18:39):
Whatever.
Speaker 1 (18:40):
So it's just like it puts you into dark space
and cancel culture is so evil. It's scary, Like it's
so mean and it could be any little thing and
it's like no, like and then sometimes I'm not evenna
lie and this might put me in a bass division,
but I'm just like dude, Like I feel like sometimes
quitting like like social media in general, like, but it's
(19:04):
also like I want to be able to be a
light and to share like people if they dim that,
like it sucks.
Speaker 3 (19:13):
It's like a it's like a love hate thing because
like I feel like I love having this relationship with
people who feel so connected with me and like know
who I am, and like people come up to me
in the street and they'll be like they know, like oh,
where's Boba, or like they'll be like, oh, are you
moving back to San Antonio? Like the fact that people
know where I'm from and like they have this connection
with me that where they can they feel like I'm
(19:34):
their best friend and like it's like they play a
video of mind it feels like we're on face same,
Like I love that so much, But then it comes
like the ugly part where something might get taken out
of context. Then people have so much input because they
think they know everything exactly. So it's just that bit.
It's like going to work.
Speaker 1 (19:52):
I think it's just I think that if the only
if there's like a message I get for you guys
to really understand us. It's like, yeah, we have a
certain there's boundaries here, like as in any relationship boundaries
with you guys as well, Like we don't know anything
that's happening in your guys' life, nor you guys probably
(20:15):
wouldn't want us to, So could just be kind in
our world?
Speaker 3 (20:20):
Be kind to us, like being just kind in general,
like to your fucking You never know what anybody's going through.
You can somebody could have just been broken up with
having the worst day of their fucking life. There somebody
in their life passes away, and can you imagine being
a dick to them or like being an asshole or
saying something rude about their body like that could push
them over the edge and like you just never know,
like just be kind. It's free to be nice.
Speaker 2 (20:44):
Exactly literally, I say that it doesn't cost anything.
Speaker 1 (20:47):
But then I have like compassion or grace for people
that could be a little bit mean or like could
like have a hard time time, Like you don't know
what they're going through.
Speaker 3 (20:53):
Yeah, yeah, they are the way they are.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
So I'm just like, okay, not me, But.
Speaker 1 (20:58):
I feel like it's not an excuse to be rude,
you know what I mean, like go to therapy, find
some healing. Like you know, last podcast we talked about,
I said, what's next for you?
Speaker 2 (21:09):
What's the idea? What do you want to do? You said,
word for I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1 (21:17):
However that you answered opening a space for plus sized community,
period and your brand in general, your brand, yourself, yours
a brand, and a brand, creating a brand.
Speaker 4 (21:32):
For the plus sized community.
Speaker 3 (21:33):
Period?
Speaker 2 (21:34):
Has that changed? What does that look like? Or what
what are you feeling?
Speaker 1 (21:39):
Because I think I know that we have like passions,
and I know that we have an idea and sometimes
it doesn't work out that way, or maybe it is and.
Speaker 4 (21:46):
We don't know about it.
Speaker 3 (21:47):
So I feel like it's very full circle for me.
Because how I said, I needed to love myself entirely
first to be able to like find myself and be
able to give back to anyone. I needed to do that.
I slowly have done that, and I've built my brand.
I've built Adam back up at least two to make
(22:11):
me feel happy about certain things. So I feel like
it's kind of just going a little slow, but like
I still want to be that for like the plusist
community and just like for my community that I've built
on my own. Yeah, so yeah, I feel like it's
also the same. M.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Do you want to do a brand still? Would you
clean something? Or does that look like a little.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
Different maybe a little different. I don't know if I
want to do a brand. These past years, I've had
people like come out with their own brands, and I've
seen how hard it is and how much time it takes,
and how it's got to be something you're really really
really super passionate about and ready for. Yeah, it's scary too.
It's like putting your leg whole life, just like.
Speaker 2 (22:59):
On on risk sales in general, like on the back
end aspect of it. Like I used to have a
brom It's just a lot of like one's money.
Speaker 3 (23:12):
Let's say, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1 (23:14):
One money, and then just like to continue pushing it
and pushing it and yeah, it's it's it's yeah.
Speaker 3 (23:22):
And I feel like I want to like make something
that people are gonna like feel safe in. But then
I also don't want people to watch me and feel
like that's all I'm doing. My content for is to
push something out like that exactly, like shoving it down
their throat or like I want people to watch me
genuinely to laugh or to forget about the bad day
that they had, or to forget about their eggs, you know.
Speaker 2 (23:40):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (23:42):
But if I can drop a little bit.
Speaker 2 (23:43):
Of clothes, if I have a little shirt, well, I mean,
I don't know. I feel like you can, but maybe
it doesn't have to be closed. It could be something different.
Speaker 3 (23:54):
Like or what if I drop like little anxiety buddies.
Speaker 2 (24:01):
Yes, or you know what those little desk things.
Speaker 1 (24:04):
Yeah, like and having like a little Adam.
Speaker 3 (24:07):
Quote you're always looking at me, Yeah, that'd be cute.
I don't know. I just feel like I'm still obviously
my whole world like is different now, so a little
bit you're figuring things out again that I'm just trying
to figure out what the I'm doing tomorrow. I don't
(24:29):
know what I'm doing. I don't know like where am I?
Speaker 2 (24:31):
No, that's why honestly, likely lifing too.
Speaker 3 (24:36):
Yeah, I feel like this one this podcast. Also, I'm
more like I've just like been through stuff, a lot
more stuff, and now i'd like see life a little
bit more differently I have any perspective on it.
Speaker 2 (24:49):
Honestly, that was one of my questions.
Speaker 1 (24:51):
I'm like what one was like, what how do you
how have you found your purpose in your life?
Speaker 4 (24:58):
And what is your perspective?
Speaker 3 (25:00):
Yeah, I feel like I just feel like I need
to nobody's gonna take care of you the way you
have to take care of yourself. Like I just have
to like give myself my all that way if I
want to, because I do want to, can give that
to like my family in return or like somebody else,
(25:20):
you know. So I feel like I'm just having to
like fill my own cup without having to worry about
like anybody else for at least a little bit. Yeah,
it sounds selfish kind.
Speaker 2 (25:32):
Of No, but you have every right to be selfish.
That's the thing.
Speaker 1 (25:37):
Like you have, you're you have, You're not gonna be
able to pour in everybody else's cup until you feel Yeah.
Speaker 3 (25:42):
That's that's what I've realized, and I feel like that
podcast I was very much more like people pleaser. Yes,
I wanted to like, don't get me wrong, I still
want to make a safe space for like people like me,
but I need to be okay first in order to
do that, because I've seen people who are not okay
try to do something and it just doesn't work out
because they're not like fully.
Speaker 1 (26:02):
Healed, healed or like, yeah, I'm with you on this
journey though, I like, I'm I'm excited.
Speaker 2 (26:12):
I'm excited to be a viewer. I'm excited even as
a friend.
Speaker 1 (26:15):
Like, because you're still true to yourself and Adam and
still the loving, beautiful kind soul that you are.
Speaker 2 (26:24):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (26:25):
No, I'm excited too. I'm telling you, I keep repading myself.
I wake up every day and something new and I
just am excited to be like I'm so cliche now, No,
I'm just like I see life as my oyster a
(26:45):
T shirt.
Speaker 4 (26:46):
I don't even know what that means.
Speaker 2 (26:47):
What does that mean?
Speaker 3 (26:47):
Yeah, I don't know. Is it because oysters are big?
Speaker 2 (26:50):
No, oysters are small ones with a pearl exactly.
Speaker 3 (26:54):
They're like, really the one that's saying yes, can I
look it up? Let's say, what is the quote life
is your oyster? What does.
Speaker 2 (27:10):
What does it mean?
Speaker 3 (27:11):
Can we ask the audience.
Speaker 2 (27:13):
What life is your oyster? Meaning?
Speaker 3 (27:16):
Right?
Speaker 2 (27:16):
Right?
Speaker 3 (27:16):
That's how good?
Speaker 2 (27:17):
Life is your oyster? Meaning the world is your oyster.
It means.
Speaker 3 (27:29):
We wouldn't know.
Speaker 1 (27:32):
It simply means that everything is open to one and
if one is lucky, they can encounter something special.
Speaker 3 (27:40):
Period.
Speaker 2 (27:43):
I'm like, it still doesn't make sense.
Speaker 1 (27:46):
I care.
Speaker 3 (27:47):
Can we get an example?
Speaker 2 (27:49):
Okay, let's see. No, the world is your oyster?
Speaker 3 (27:53):
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (27:54):
I don't like that. Someone said. I prefer to say
the world's my lobster. It was the world anyways. But yeah,
I'm excited.
Speaker 1 (28:07):
No, I'm excited because I know that it's just gonna
get better from here.
Speaker 3 (28:11):
It's not I like, yeah, I've already hit the lowest
point I can hit.
Speaker 1 (28:15):
And I and even if you were like, say, does
get lower than this cup for bits like you should
be loving that's the stuff that it's canceled. But this
is gonna make you stronger. I hit wrong bottom if
you hit rock bottom. But if you were to go.
Speaker 2 (28:35):
Even a little bit lower, like the trenches. It'll make
you it just like I feel like God doesn't equip
us for things that.
Speaker 4 (28:44):
We can't get through.
Speaker 1 (28:49):
But you know what I mean, like like you're already strong,
we already gained strength from this.
Speaker 2 (28:54):
Imagine you just you can get through it.
Speaker 3 (28:57):
You know what I mean? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (28:58):
You know.
Speaker 3 (28:58):
Honestly, sometimes I'm having like really bad anxiety and panic
attacks and I'm like I would have been taking or
like chicken warning, I would have been taken out already.
I've been through so fucking much I would I would
have been gone if I couldn't handle what the fuck
I'm going through right now, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (29:16):
And that's.
Speaker 1 (29:18):
That's that's scary, my love. I've been in that space
so many times, and it's like the only thing that's
ever put me together or kept me here. It's like
literally waking up every day and talking to God like Okay,
I'm only going to.
Speaker 4 (29:32):
Get through this if you're with me.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
You know. Yeah, But have you tried therapy? Are you
doing therapy right now?
Speaker 3 (29:41):
I I'm actually doing this thing called it's basically when
they like bring up your old trauma, like super old trauma,
and they like walk you through it to kind of
process it now that you're an adult and like get
through those emotions and so it won't affect you as
(30:04):
much as it does. And start from like the super
super super early ages and then go forward like you're
in your child m h. Start with like your when
you were a kid, like from the earliest trauma you
can remember it, dealing with it, processing it now as
an adult. And then it's somehow like it's like they
use like this light okay, and they like you she
(30:26):
brings up like trauma like I was kid, and I
focus on the light and we're like.
Speaker 4 (30:34):
Like how they do in the movies.
Speaker 3 (30:35):
Yeah, it feels like I'm in a movie lo key.
And then they'll be like, how are you feeling right
now thinking about the trauma right? And I'm like it's
like kind of bringing me like these splashbacks. And then
they're like, okay, sit with that and look at the light.
And then you're looking at the light so you can
distract it. She's like, so, how do you feel now?
I was like, ohait, it's kind of going away like
(30:56):
it like it just it doesn't go away. It's just
like you feel more calm with trauma in your head
at the moment, she said, Okay, keep thinking about it
and look at the light. How do you feel now?
My heart propulations have stopped, the heat wave is slowing down.
So you're basically like healing oldest trauma as an adult.
(31:18):
So it doesn't affect you as an adult. Now. I
forgot it was God, but it does.
Speaker 2 (31:26):
No.
Speaker 3 (31:26):
I honestly was a little scared going into it, but
it's helped me so much. And it's not for everybody,
but it has helped me a lot.
Speaker 2 (31:32):
That's good though, because yeah, that's where the root of
our problems are.
Speaker 3 (31:36):
You're in our child and like she told me something like,
as we're getting older, we're experiencing more trauma as adults,
and our body and our mind can only hold in
so much trauma. So you have to start with your
youngest trauma and heal that first, so your body isn't
like going crazy with.
Speaker 2 (31:53):
Like physically too.
Speaker 1 (31:55):
You know that our body holds trauma like I hold
a lot of my trauma in my stuf and my neck,
So my neck is always in pain, my stomach, my
cramps are always bad. I always my my weight always
comes here.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
Yes, look it up. Trust me, Like you're like, it
happens to my sister.
Speaker 1 (32:16):
Too, Like she's TMI, but like sometimes she can't go
to the bathroom, so her metabolism, her trauma is a
lot in her because she suppressed everything in when she
was younger.
Speaker 4 (32:26):
She can't go into the bathroom is a struggle.
Speaker 2 (32:29):
So it's like our body is reacting to it.
Speaker 3 (32:31):
So it's like, yeah, no, I was experiencing really bad
like physical panic attacks, and it's because like my body
was holding so much trauma.
Speaker 1 (32:40):
My angel, I'm so happy you're you're doing, Like, yeah,
it's because I like again, like I love you so much.
I'm like, you don't deserve all of this. So it's
like when I see healing and growth, I'm just like, yeah, it.
Speaker 3 (32:53):
Feels really good. It feels really good. It feels honestly amazing,
and I'm so happy.
Speaker 2 (32:58):
Get better.
Speaker 4 (32:58):
Yeah, that's only you get better.
Speaker 2 (33:00):
Okay, getting you're breathing too hard.
Speaker 3 (33:03):
I know we're gonna light it up.
Speaker 2 (33:06):
We're doing rapid fire, Okay.
Speaker 1 (33:07):
Okay, smash smash pass Okay, rapid fire.
Speaker 2 (33:14):
Here we go. Favored ice cream flavor.
Speaker 3 (33:18):
Cookies and cream.
Speaker 4 (33:19):
Oh, I don't think gonna be A.
Speaker 2 (33:20):
Said that if you could be any animal for the day,
what would you.
Speaker 3 (33:23):
Be my dog? Because he's so spoiled.
Speaker 2 (33:28):
Wait? Wait, who's gonna spoil him? If you're the dog?
Speaker 3 (33:31):
You just reminded me I'm alone. Yeah, my mom, she's here.
Speaker 2 (33:39):
Guilty Pleasure TV show.
Speaker 3 (33:44):
Oh wait, I have a bubble Wait, I have it.
I have it, I have it. It's in my head.
Do you or no deal?
Speaker 2 (33:53):
I love love that?
Speaker 4 (33:55):
Are you the one that screams at the TV?
Speaker 3 (33:57):
Yes, I've been choosing the number four them. I try to.
Speaker 1 (34:00):
Like I told you, if you have any superpower, would
it be.
Speaker 4 (34:08):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
To rob a bank? Canno get arrested?
Speaker 2 (34:12):
Wow? Favorite childhood cartoon. Oh that's a good one.
Speaker 1 (34:20):
Everyone always says SpongeBob. So I'm glad you said. Wait
that's what It's not a cartoon though.
Speaker 4 (34:25):
Oh yeah, mum, maybe SpongeBob.
Speaker 1 (34:33):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (34:34):
I had a day party of SpongeBob like three three times,
So it's SpongeBob.
Speaker 2 (34:37):
Didn't you do a Patrick Starr the one that he
like cosplay.
Speaker 1 (34:42):
He's where he's wearing that thigh hats.
Speaker 2 (34:47):
I'm like, this is your favorite snacked a binge watch.
Speaker 3 (34:52):
With Oly mom No, because I get to still fast.
Speaker 4 (34:57):
I love that though. I like the stillness.
Speaker 2 (34:59):
Okay. I one thing that's always in your bag.
Speaker 3 (35:02):
M M my car keys and a little trackstick.
Speaker 2 (35:05):
Okay, last song you played on repeat.
Speaker 3 (35:09):
Win Again by Nikei minaj Ooh you're you're a barbes Bad? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (35:16):
Really? Okay, So this beef with Cardi, I.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
Have no word. I can't speak on the allegedly allegedly.
Speaker 2 (35:26):
Last one.
Speaker 1 (35:26):
If you can ask God one thing and receive the
answer right now, like you're not in the prayer line.
Speaker 2 (35:31):
You're getting that's a rapid fire question. Yes, what are
you asking?
Speaker 1 (35:36):
Oh? It could be anything, It would be absolutely anything serious,
not serious.
Speaker 2 (35:42):
M.
Speaker 4 (35:46):
Am.
Speaker 3 (35:46):
I going to be a millionaire? Oh right, I actually
know because I'm in charge of that. But he's gonna
help me get there.
Speaker 2 (35:55):
Yeah, but you rather know the answer, like yeah, yeah,
yah yah yeah.
Speaker 3 (35:58):
How long it is gonna take?
Speaker 2 (35:58):
Yeah? Okay. Well, now in the podcast, we do a
Bible verse of the day.
Speaker 1 (36:04):
Okay, so this is the bio verse of the day,
and it goes hand in hand with what we've been
speaking about. I kind of just chose it so it
went perfect. Just to bring up some light and then
you know it's so people could be encouraged. It is
Philippines four twelve to thirteen. I know what it is
(36:24):
to be in need, and I know what it is
to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being
content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry,
whether living in plenty or in want, I can do
all things through Him who gives me strength.
Speaker 3 (36:40):
We got the two.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
So whether we're really down bad or we're in a
space where we're really really good.
Speaker 2 (36:48):
Either way, God.
Speaker 1 (36:50):
Will get us through it, and he gives us the
ultimate strength and the power, and.
Speaker 4 (36:54):
He's always with us to help us.
Speaker 2 (36:56):
So there's that one. What is next for you, Oh,
Sarah Adam, Okay, we're gonna revisit this into you.
Speaker 3 (37:07):
Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I I feel like I've put
my weight journey out there for a long time, but
I've recently started focusing a lot more. I've actually fell
in love with the gym a lot more recently too. Yeah,
I've been going pretty consistently, So physical health is on
my radar like right there, like little like I can
touch it. I love going to the gym now and
(37:29):
I feel like also there I get a lot of
alone time, and I just am able to go through
my thoughts and like process things and like think clearly
on them too. I think a lot clearly in the
gym too. So yeah, that my physical health is gonna
be number one priority, mental health right behind it, m M.
Fixing myself before I can do anything else for anybody
(37:51):
else mm and just making but all along, still trying
to I feel like me building a community with my
like community like YouTube and TikTok and everything that's filling
my cup. So I'm so glad that that those two
go hand in hand for me, because I don't know
(38:11):
what I would be doing if I didn't have them,
because it saved me a lot, like I've built I'm
telling you, I've built a full relationship with them. Yea,
And yeah, I'm glad that it goes like yeah.
Speaker 4 (38:26):
And I'll start with you. It starts with you.
Speaker 1 (38:28):
So I'm happy that it's it's about Adam year years,
It's gonna be years.
Speaker 2 (38:33):
It's just about Adam, and then everybody else fall right behind. No,
not really like that, Am, but you know what I mean,
Like your your focus is like you come first.
Speaker 3 (38:47):
Yeah, yeah, you first, as everybody should have that mindset
exactly because like because you deserve it. Yeah, everybody deserves
to feel loved within themselves and exactly it loves somebody
else that they want. Don't ever get it twisted. This
was good, though, I don't want to hear it finished.
Speaker 1 (39:01):
No, okay, well we're gonna enjoy the rest of our
food off camera, you guys. Thank you guys so much
for choosing to watch and listen. Please love and support
on mister Adam Ray.
Speaker 2 (39:13):
Okay, that's that's.
Speaker 1 (39:14):
Your social right on all of them. Yes, yes, Adam
Ray on YouTube.
Speaker 4 (39:19):
Yeah you seem.
Speaker 2 (39:22):
Please support him and all his adventures. Thank you guys again.
Speaker 1 (39:26):
Make sure you guys like, comment, subscribe, leave a review,
and I will see you guys next Tuesday.
Speaker 2 (39:32):
Bye.
Welcome back to the Overcovered podcast I Am Your House.
Jenna Kalopez, thank you guys so much for choosing to
listen and watch to today's episode.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
I'm so excited because I'm back with my long lusts
every time, like I think, I think people try to
do it.
Speaker 3 (00:24):
To like, I don't know, be weird, but I love it.
Speaker 2 (00:28):
I love I don't the person that I would love
to look like or be like because I love him.
I love you so much. I'm so excited today.
Speaker 1 (00:36):
I'm not cooking okay, because it was my request, seafood boil.
I was like, absolutely, let's do it. We're gonna do
a little muck is it? Bum bang bum mc bang?
Speaker 2 (00:49):
What is it? Mc bain. I'm like, we also have
this munchies here. You back, So whenever she's ready to
be on the pod, we'll have her on the pod. Okay, Well,
I'm excited, let's dig in.
Speaker 3 (01:03):
Having me back. I'm really excited to be here.
Speaker 2 (01:05):
You know, the last one we did was two years ago.
You're lying, yes, absolutely.
Speaker 1 (01:10):
I looked it up. I was just like, there's no no, yeah.
Speaker 2 (01:16):
I was like, wow, that was two years ago. So
we have a lot of catching up here.
Speaker 3 (01:19):
Yeah, we do.
Speaker 1 (01:19):
We do. We do because a lot of things have happened. Yes,
life has been lifing, I think for the both of us.
Speaker 3 (01:27):
Okay, so you guys, Jennica's whipping up me her little
They don't like concoction.
Speaker 2 (01:33):
Because he said that he doesn't do it with the lemon.
Speaker 3 (01:35):
Yeah, it's because the way I do it, I get
an extra sauce on the side and I dip it
and then I feel like if I dip it in
the sauce and then I dip it in anymore, all
my sauce is gonna go away.
Speaker 2 (01:45):
Yeah, you guys.
Speaker 1 (01:46):
Gotta let us know how you guys enjoy it. I'm
using gloves I usually don't. But let's get into it. Okay, Okay,
you said you needed help. I'm gonna pull you some
of the crabs. We talked about it, We talked about life.
Speaker 3 (01:57):
I'm gonna get a strimp though.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
Yeah the lot, yes, please please, we have played through
thirty two and everything.
Speaker 2 (02:04):
I was thinking about the last time I saw you.
Speaker 4 (02:06):
Yeah, when we were into that Mexico.
Speaker 2 (02:10):
Almost a year ago.
Speaker 3 (02:11):
Yeah, I Wasn'tico. And then I still have your bag,
what BA, remember the one you let me borrow it's
because you guys they had asked us. I didn't even
read it. They asked us to wear like green and pink.
Speaker 2 (02:23):
And I was like, oh, yes, you're right, that's funny.
Speaker 3 (02:28):
Same day, I was like, I need to go shopping
for like a green accessory. You're like something green or
pink and she was like, bitch, I have a bag.
You can borrow it. And I was like, okay, thank
you so much. I still got it. Though, don't ever
have the tripod? No I do, I do?
Speaker 2 (02:42):
I do? No.
Speaker 3 (02:42):
I was likelies, he.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
Could take everything.
Speaker 1 (02:45):
I don't care like I I but yeah, I was
thinking about him, like, dude, that was such a fun trip.
Speaker 2 (02:50):
That was such like it was and dude, a whole
year later in the second Movies, I.
Speaker 3 (02:54):
Alreadyven I, oh see, you just made that a trip
for me because like the last thing we saw was
at Them.
Speaker 1 (03:01):
Honestly, aside from Earth, that movie was great.
Speaker 2 (03:04):
I was thinking about it, you and Louie need to
dress up as Oh my god.
Speaker 3 (03:12):
That would be Actually did we say next let the premiere?
Speaker 1 (03:15):
Yeah, yeah, it was cute. But let's take it back
to the last podcast. We talked a lot about the
upcoming of Rosa everything, and then I realized where has
she been because I'm like retire her.
Speaker 3 (03:37):
I almost brought her because she likes seafood by more
than No.
Speaker 2 (03:41):
I was like wondering. I'm like, you're like, he hasn't
played Rosa in a long time.
Speaker 3 (03:46):
Yeah, I feel like so my thought process a little
behind it was I really wanted people to also know Adam,
of course, and for people to like accept him eric
and I feel like from what I've seen, like some
of the feedback, I feel like people adjusted really well
to me being Adam, and I kind of liked it,
(04:08):
Like I actually really liked it, and I liked people's
words more talking about Adam than Rosa. It sounds weird,
but I don't know. I just yeah, but because I
felt that, I was like, let me not do Rosa
and see how that does so I can, Yeah.
Speaker 4 (04:23):
Wish you have America comeback.
Speaker 3 (04:25):
I don't know, imagine she's on the second wicked.
Speaker 2 (04:29):
I don't know now because I.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
Was like, honestly and it was something that I cut on.
I'm like, oh, yeah, like you kind of stopped doing it,
which is fine, like and I love that and which
I also want to bring up the fact that your
content changed a lot, like I feel like it was
it was very more comedic, more comedy before Now it's
more like lifestyle, like laid back.
Speaker 4 (04:53):
Like that was intentional.
Speaker 3 (04:55):
It was I tried to like mix lifestyle and also
do a little bit of comedy with it too. So
let me know how I'm doing, y'all, And.
Speaker 1 (05:03):
You're doing not honestly, my love like and aside, like
I think before everything like your life shifted and stuff,
I think I noticed you a lot happier and then
even more now. Yeah, like you're like, I just feel
like and maybe that's not the truth. Maybe like behind
(05:25):
closed doors, that's not what you're maybe feeling, and maybe
you're really good at like putting up or.
Speaker 2 (05:30):
I don't know, but I've noticed.
Speaker 1 (05:32):
I'm like, he just looks a lot healthier, like content wise, and.
Speaker 3 (05:39):
I really appreciating that because like I feel like I
really value what I put onto the internet because I
only want to be like a safe and happy space
for like people who watch my content. So you feeling
that just to the screen makes me feel really good
because it makes me feel like I'm doing something right.
Speaker 2 (05:56):
Yeah, And it's like.
Speaker 1 (05:59):
And then that's also because like we're friends, and I
feel like, I mean, I feel like I know you
and I know you like aside from other things, and
we've hung out here and there and it's like okay,
like I know.
Speaker 2 (06:11):
What's real and what's not.
Speaker 1 (06:12):
Yeah, do you feel like you can like people like
it's still like a struggle to be understood on sinner?
Speaker 3 (06:22):
No, because I feel like I've built such an amazing
community who with people who know me, know the real me,
know what I would do, what I wouldn't do, and
like I feel like everything that I put onto the
internet is really just me. I don't like I'm not
gonna like turn off the camera now and be like,
oh but I'm over Like I'm just like like it
(06:42):
really is just me, like being me, like like to
pick me no, but like for real though, I don't know,
I feel like it would be hard for people to
accept what I'm putting out if it felt fake.
Speaker 1 (06:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (06:54):
Absolutely, And that's why people love you. That's why I
love you a lot.
Speaker 3 (07:00):
About tex Yeah, yeah, are.
Speaker 2 (07:02):
You gonna break my heart?
Speaker 4 (07:04):
I move?
Speaker 1 (07:05):
I know I know that you mentioned before, like Okay,
Texas is home, like you would move back, like that's
where you're gonna end up staying.
Speaker 3 (07:11):
Yeah, yeah, is the time coming?
Speaker 2 (07:14):
There's crap here?
Speaker 1 (07:15):
Bid?
Speaker 3 (07:16):
I feel like no, no, no, because I want to
just like take the time that I have out here
alone now and find myself, like be alone and like
go through trial and tribulation and like find myself alone.
Speaker 4 (07:35):
Are you scared? I don't like being alone.
Speaker 3 (07:37):
I hate it. I really do hate it, and like
I don't know, I'm gonna cryry No, No, it's it's
scary because like I hate being alone, and like I
deal with like a lot of anxiety too.
Speaker 4 (07:51):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (07:52):
So yeah, I just feels sometimes overwhelming. But every day
I wake up and I learned something new about myself
that I wouldn't have learned if it wasn't for being alone.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (08:02):
No, that's true.
Speaker 1 (08:04):
And I think those are like the times in the
moments where it's like because how old are You're like
twenty twenty six, yeah, like and I realized that a
lot growing up, like in my twenties, like this.
Speaker 3 (08:15):
Is our year.
Speaker 1 (08:16):
These are years of like becoming like we're still shaping
ourselves into like being adults experience, and it's like and
I think we have that pressure on ourselves because we
get older and we're just like I need to have
it figured out. Oh my god, Like I'm gonna be
alone now, Like am I ever gonna find somebody?
Speaker 2 (08:33):
At least for me.
Speaker 4 (08:34):
I'm not speaking for you.
Speaker 1 (08:35):
But like for me, it's like, oh my god, I'm
already older, Like am I gonna be like this for
the rest of my life? And it's like no, like
I have to you have to shift the perspective and
see it as like yeah, like this is something I.
Speaker 2 (08:45):
This needed to happen.
Speaker 1 (08:46):
Yeah, yeah, this needed to happen so I can discover
myself who I am outside of like for example, a
relationship or certain friendships and stuff. And it's like, yeah,
it's really sad, it is, but I think, like I
always say this, like whatever like the devil or the
enemy has tried to use in his power, like God
turned it into good yea, And like as scary as
(09:09):
maybe are you in chea level?
Speaker 3 (09:12):
You're a beaty, it's because like it's good.
Speaker 2 (09:17):
No, but but yeah, and I like I don't know,
I'm just proud of you.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
I'm very very proud of you because it's like, especially
being on social media and the stuff that people say
and like I'm not saying about you in general, but
just like cancel culture and just things that people try
to come at us for.
Speaker 2 (09:35):
Like could be ugly, like and you've.
Speaker 3 (09:38):
Yeah, I feel like I've heard and like seen so
many ugly things said about me, and like just like
in the past, like when I was going to like
all my weight loss and then like me putting my
body out there, like that just opened up so many
doors for people talk about me physically. So it's just
like I don't know how people could do that. How
(10:00):
did you like blah blah mmm, I didn't.
Speaker 2 (10:04):
Struggle for me too.
Speaker 3 (10:06):
I still struggle with there too.
Speaker 1 (10:08):
But as much as I like try my best to
like ignore it, it is so hard.
Speaker 3 (10:15):
It really is hard, and like I'm such a baby
I cry for anything, so like it's just like so
hard to like I try. I try my best to
ignore him, and I try my best to like get
over it, but sometimes it's just a little overwhelming and
I just I have to and I sometimes the cry
does feel good though.
Speaker 2 (10:36):
Yeah, absolutely, and it's like it's needed.
Speaker 1 (10:40):
It's like people don't know what happened behind closed doors,
behind what happens by closes.
Speaker 4 (10:44):
I can't even talk right now. But did you like
the anyone?
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Right? Yeah, did you put up a give in it?
Speaker 1 (10:52):
We also have his mom here the first time, and
it just makes me so happy because like obviously, like
I don't like.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
I M.
Speaker 1 (11:10):
I love that you have that support and I feel
like that's what you needed. And maybe this is also
like we're going back to like what needed to happen.
Speaker 4 (11:17):
I don't want.
Speaker 1 (11:20):
Say that it needed to, but as an opportunity for
it to like grow, for your mom to be able
to be here and to like to support you. And
and even in the last podcast, you were like, oh
that your mom was always the one that.
Speaker 2 (11:34):
You just had a closer relationship with.
Speaker 3 (11:36):
Her, and like, yeah, you're besttie.
Speaker 2 (11:41):
How is it now your guys' relationship in the time.
Speaker 3 (11:45):
Right now, I feel like it's probably the best it's
like ever been because I talked to him about every
single day. I don't know, I feel like I was
so emotional today.
Speaker 1 (11:56):
I know, Oh wait wait before you guys, like we
joke around a lot, so I don't like you're like
insensitive or anything.
Speaker 2 (12:04):
We're just very like.
Speaker 3 (12:05):
Yeah, and you guys, I am the most un serious person.
Like you can tell me be like girl, I know
you're a double D. Like I'll agree with you because
I'm so I really don't give up that.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
No, but like that's how like our relationship is.
Speaker 3 (12:17):
And yeah no but we just but yeah yeah, and
like that's me with all my friends, Like I am
so unserious. I don't like taking me serious. No, Like
I'm like when it comes to like humor, I can
laugh about basically anything.
Speaker 2 (12:29):
But anyways, yea, but yes, some of my pariods I
just got.
Speaker 3 (12:34):
Yeah, my mom and I talk every single day with
my along with my sister, and they're just like literally
like my foundation because like if it wasn't for them,
like being able to talk to them and like mm hmm,
excuse me being a phone call away, I'd probably use
my mind.
Speaker 1 (12:49):
Yeah yeah, I talked to my sister every day too,
And I feel like having those relationships or having just
somebody like yeah that understands you when you're just like
without judgment and stuff.
Speaker 3 (13:03):
Up. I have some for you, right, thanks, So.
Speaker 4 (13:08):
Talk to me in the room.
Speaker 2 (13:12):
We know the update.
Speaker 4 (13:13):
We know life.
Speaker 1 (13:16):
Obviously you said that like you know, this is a
moment of growth for you and like discovering yourself.
Speaker 2 (13:23):
M h.
Speaker 4 (13:24):
What are some things you already discovered newly single.
Speaker 3 (13:30):
Oh that's a good question, because I feel like I
haven't even had the time to ask myself that, you know,
but I do, Like I did say that I like
learned something new every day.
Speaker 2 (13:39):
It could.
Speaker 3 (13:41):
It's more little things. I like I would never like
I don't know I would spend time with my dog
right but like I feel like there's moments for like
now in the morning, I spend extra time with him outside,
or like I have breakfasts alone and I'm able to
just like listen to Nicki Minaj on full blast not
have anybody be like, oh it's so loud, or like
(14:02):
I can just do whatever the fuck I want. And
I love being able to do whatever I want.
Speaker 2 (14:05):
Are you afraid of like love in general and then
sharing it again?
Speaker 3 (14:11):
Uh? Yes, and no, I feel like I'm obviously not
like even thinking about love right now or like soon,
but I am thinking, like what if I I just
right let me, let me take you off. I know,
(14:33):
I feel like they can't take me serious. I feel
like I'm just so scared, like what if I can't
Like I feel like I look like lea, Like what
if I can't love the same Because I feel like
I've loved so hard.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
Yeah, can I say something though, I say that not
all love is equal, Like I think it's meant to
be different and to be experienced differently.
Speaker 2 (15:09):
And I can't even say that because i've I've.
Speaker 1 (15:13):
I haven't really been in a relationship or been in
your situation.
Speaker 2 (15:17):
But I do feel like I want.
Speaker 4 (15:20):
You to know that.
Speaker 2 (15:23):
You're worth every ounce of love. You deserve every type
of love, and that could be different, and that could
be scary.
Speaker 3 (15:32):
Yeah, that's what I'm trying to find it first within
myself fully, and then I feel like once I have that,
I'll be able to get rid of that fear of
like not being worthy of like somebody else's love, or
if I can't love the same way I've done before.
I just need to like bounce back from what everything
that has happened to me. Yeah, and yeah, I'll be okay.
(15:55):
I always have to tell myself and'll be okay because
I know I'm gonna be.
Speaker 2 (15:57):
Okay aas you are.
Speaker 1 (15:58):
Yeah, And I feel like, you know, like I don't
want to say that everything happens for a reason because
I don't. I don't want to necessarily, I choose not
to believe in that because I do believe that God
has a plan and a purpose and I don't I.
Speaker 2 (16:16):
I want you to know that, like I don't know.
I just I think you're just such.
Speaker 4 (16:21):
A beautiful and kind person.
Speaker 3 (16:23):
Oh thank you.
Speaker 1 (16:24):
That a lot of the stuff that happens to you,
when that happens to people like doesn't didn't need to happen.
Speaker 3 (16:32):
Yeah, and no, I feel like I feel like God
played everything out the way he did exactly for a reason.
It couldn't have went any other way because it just
needs to happen like that. And I'm not like angry
with him or like I talk to him every day
and I know, like that also makes me feel really okay.
Speaker 1 (16:53):
Yeah, because it's ugly, dude, And I think what makes
it worse is it like would have been better if
for working on social media just in general everything. Yeah,
like you're some relationship with general it doesn't even have
to be that specific thing.
Speaker 3 (17:06):
But like I feel like, yeah, I don't think I
every were like a relationship on the internet again.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
And I feel like that's why you're more private now,
Like going back to like your content change and everything,
Like your content has changed so much, Like like I
said even before, like I feel like it's more private,
like more you're a wholesome queen think, so I feel
like you're just like I'm I don't see you as often,
so I'm like worse, Adam.
Speaker 3 (17:34):
Yeah, yeah, no, And I feel like, yeah, I don't know.
I just feel like I have such a huge guard
up now because after everything that like went down, I
feel like it allowed people to just have so many
opinions on me and like everything, and they had no
idea what they were talking about. So I was like
and then but then it would like mess with my
head and I'm like, wait, Like I would let people's
(17:55):
comments who had nothing no idea what they were talking
about or no idea who I was, I would let
them affect me. So I just like, I feel like
I just need at least a pause or like a
to slow down with like what I put on the internet,
because I'm sorry, I can't even see what I'm thinking.
Speaker 1 (18:11):
I know, but it's so hard to like get out
of that hole, like oh my god, Like there's so
many things like that. I did a podcast reason where
a lot of things got taken out of context and
like things were being said about me and it's like
but it wasn't really it's not really like them or
like people don't know what happens like off camera when
(18:33):
I'm meeting you guys, or meeting people or talking to
them or the relationship I have or.
Speaker 2 (18:39):
Whatever.
Speaker 1 (18:40):
So it's just like it puts you into dark space
and cancel culture is so evil. It's scary, Like it's
so mean and it could be any little thing and
it's like no, like and then sometimes I'm not evenna
lie and this might put me in a bass division,
but I'm just like dude, Like I feel like sometimes
quitting like like social media in general, like, but it's
(19:04):
also like I want to be able to be a
light and to share like people if they dim that,
like it sucks.
Speaker 3 (19:13):
It's like a it's like a love hate thing because
like I feel like I love having this relationship with
people who feel so connected with me and like know
who I am, and like people come up to me
in the street and they'll be like they know, like oh,
where's Boba, or like they'll be like, oh, are you
moving back to San Antonio? Like the fact that people
know where I'm from and like they have this connection
with me that where they can they feel like I'm
(19:34):
their best friend and like it's like they play a
video of mind it feels like we're on face same,
Like I love that so much, But then it comes
like the ugly part where something might get taken out
of context. Then people have so much input because they
think they know everything exactly. So it's just that bit.
It's like going to work.
Speaker 1 (19:52):
I think it's just I think that if the only
if there's like a message I get for you guys
to really understand us. It's like, yeah, we have a
certain there's boundaries here, like as in any relationship boundaries
with you guys as well, Like we don't know anything
that's happening in your guys' life, nor you guys probably
(20:15):
wouldn't want us to, So could just be kind in
our world?
Speaker 3 (20:20):
Be kind to us, like being just kind in general,
like to your fucking You never know what anybody's going through.
You can somebody could have just been broken up with
having the worst day of their fucking life. There somebody
in their life passes away, and can you imagine being
a dick to them or like being an asshole or
saying something rude about their body like that could push
them over the edge and like you just never know,
like just be kind. It's free to be nice.
Speaker 2 (20:44):
Exactly literally, I say that it doesn't cost anything.
Speaker 1 (20:47):
But then I have like compassion or grace for people
that could be a little bit mean or like could
like have a hard time time, Like you don't know
what they're going through.
Speaker 3 (20:53):
Yeah, yeah, they are the way they are.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
So I'm just like, okay, not me, But.
Speaker 1 (20:58):
I feel like it's not an excuse to be rude,
you know what I mean, like go to therapy, find
some healing. Like you know, last podcast we talked about,
I said, what's next for you?
Speaker 2 (21:09):
What's the idea? What do you want to do? You said,
word for I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1 (21:17):
However that you answered opening a space for plus sized community,
period and your brand in general, your brand, yourself, yours
a brand, and a brand, creating a brand.
Speaker 4 (21:32):
For the plus sized community.
Speaker 3 (21:33):
Period?
Speaker 2 (21:34):
Has that changed? What does that look like? Or what
what are you feeling?
Speaker 1 (21:39):
Because I think I know that we have like passions,
and I know that we have an idea and sometimes
it doesn't work out that way, or maybe it is and.
Speaker 4 (21:46):
We don't know about it.
Speaker 3 (21:47):
So I feel like it's very full circle for me.
Because how I said, I needed to love myself entirely
first to be able to like find myself and be
able to give back to anyone. I needed to do that.
I slowly have done that, and I've built my brand.
I've built Adam back up at least two to make
(22:11):
me feel happy about certain things. So I feel like
it's kind of just going a little slow, but like
I still want to be that for like the plusist
community and just like for my community that I've built
on my own. Yeah, so yeah, I feel like it's
also the same. M.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Do you want to do a brand still? Would you
clean something? Or does that look like a little.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
Different maybe a little different. I don't know if I
want to do a brand. These past years, I've had
people like come out with their own brands, and I've
seen how hard it is and how much time it takes,
and how it's got to be something you're really really
really super passionate about and ready for. Yeah, it's scary too.
It's like putting your leg whole life, just like.
Speaker 2 (22:59):
On on risk sales in general, like on the back
end aspect of it. Like I used to have a
brom It's just a lot of like one's money.
Speaker 3 (23:12):
Let's say, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1 (23:14):
One money, and then just like to continue pushing it
and pushing it and yeah, it's it's it's yeah.
Speaker 3 (23:22):
And I feel like I want to like make something
that people are gonna like feel safe in. But then
I also don't want people to watch me and feel
like that's all I'm doing. My content for is to
push something out like that exactly, like shoving it down
their throat or like I want people to watch me
genuinely to laugh or to forget about the bad day
that they had, or to forget about their eggs, you know.
Speaker 2 (23:40):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (23:42):
But if I can drop a little bit.
Speaker 2 (23:43):
Of clothes, if I have a little shirt, well, I mean,
I don't know. I feel like you can, but maybe
it doesn't have to be closed. It could be something different.
Speaker 3 (23:54):
Like or what if I drop like little anxiety buddies.
Speaker 2 (24:01):
Yes, or you know what those little desk things.
Speaker 1 (24:04):
Yeah, like and having like a little Adam.
Speaker 3 (24:07):
Quote you're always looking at me, Yeah, that'd be cute.
I don't know. I just feel like I'm still obviously
my whole world like is different now, so a little
bit you're figuring things out again that I'm just trying
to figure out what the I'm doing tomorrow. I don't
(24:29):
know what I'm doing. I don't know like where am I?
Speaker 2 (24:31):
No, that's why honestly, likely lifing too.
Speaker 3 (24:36):
Yeah, I feel like this one this podcast. Also, I'm
more like I've just like been through stuff, a lot
more stuff, and now i'd like see life a little
bit more differently I have any perspective on it.
Speaker 2 (24:49):
Honestly, that was one of my questions.
Speaker 1 (24:51):
I'm like what one was like, what how do you
how have you found your purpose in your life?
Speaker 4 (24:58):
And what is your perspective?
Speaker 3 (25:00):
Yeah, I feel like I just feel like I need
to nobody's gonna take care of you the way you
have to take care of yourself. Like I just have
to like give myself my all that way if I
want to, because I do want to, can give that
to like my family in return or like somebody else,
(25:20):
you know. So I feel like I'm just having to
like fill my own cup without having to worry about
like anybody else for at least a little bit. Yeah,
it sounds selfish kind.
Speaker 2 (25:32):
Of No, but you have every right to be selfish.
That's the thing.
Speaker 1 (25:37):
Like you have, you're you have, You're not gonna be
able to pour in everybody else's cup until you feel Yeah.
Speaker 3 (25:42):
That's that's what I've realized, and I feel like that
podcast I was very much more like people pleaser. Yes,
I wanted to like, don't get me wrong, I still
want to make a safe space for like people like me,
but I need to be okay first in order to
do that, because I've seen people who are not okay
try to do something and it just doesn't work out
because they're not like fully.
Speaker 1 (26:02):
Healed, healed or like, yeah, I'm with you on this
journey though, I like, I'm I'm excited.
Speaker 2 (26:12):
I'm excited to be a viewer. I'm excited even as
a friend.
Speaker 1 (26:15):
Like, because you're still true to yourself and Adam and
still the loving, beautiful kind soul that you are.
Speaker 2 (26:24):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (26:25):
No, I'm excited too. I'm telling you, I keep repading myself.
I wake up every day and something new and I
just am excited to be like I'm so cliche now, No,
I'm just like I see life as my oyster a
(26:45):
T shirt.
Speaker 4 (26:46):
I don't even know what that means.
Speaker 2 (26:47):
What does that mean?
Speaker 3 (26:47):
Yeah, I don't know. Is it because oysters are big?
Speaker 2 (26:50):
No, oysters are small ones with a pearl exactly.
Speaker 3 (26:54):
They're like, really the one that's saying yes, can I
look it up? Let's say, what is the quote life
is your oyster? What does.
Speaker 2 (27:10):
What does it mean?
Speaker 3 (27:11):
Can we ask the audience.
Speaker 2 (27:13):
What life is your oyster? Meaning?
Speaker 3 (27:16):
Right?
Speaker 2 (27:16):
Right?
Speaker 3 (27:16):
That's how good?
Speaker 2 (27:17):
Life is your oyster? Meaning the world is your oyster.
It means.
Speaker 3 (27:29):
We wouldn't know.
Speaker 1 (27:32):
It simply means that everything is open to one and
if one is lucky, they can encounter something special.
Speaker 3 (27:40):
Period.
Speaker 2 (27:43):
I'm like, it still doesn't make sense.
Speaker 1 (27:46):
I care.
Speaker 3 (27:47):
Can we get an example?
Speaker 2 (27:49):
Okay, let's see. No, the world is your oyster?
Speaker 3 (27:53):
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (27:54):
I don't like that. Someone said. I prefer to say
the world's my lobster. It was the world anyways. But yeah,
I'm excited.
Speaker 1 (28:07):
No, I'm excited because I know that it's just gonna
get better from here.
Speaker 3 (28:11):
It's not I like, yeah, I've already hit the lowest
point I can hit.
Speaker 1 (28:15):
And I and even if you were like, say, does
get lower than this cup for bits like you should
be loving that's the stuff that it's canceled. But this
is gonna make you stronger. I hit wrong bottom if
you hit rock bottom. But if you were to go.
Speaker 2 (28:35):
Even a little bit lower, like the trenches. It'll make
you it just like I feel like God doesn't equip
us for things that.
Speaker 4 (28:44):
We can't get through.
Speaker 1 (28:49):
But you know what I mean, like like you're already strong,
we already gained strength from this.
Speaker 2 (28:54):
Imagine you just you can get through it.
Speaker 3 (28:57):
You know what I mean? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (28:58):
You know.
Speaker 3 (28:58):
Honestly, sometimes I'm having like really bad anxiety and panic
attacks and I'm like I would have been taking or
like chicken warning, I would have been taken out already.
I've been through so fucking much I would I would
have been gone if I couldn't handle what the fuck
I'm going through right now, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (29:16):
And that's.
Speaker 1 (29:18):
That's that's scary, my love. I've been in that space
so many times, and it's like the only thing that's
ever put me together or kept me here. It's like
literally waking up every day and talking to God like Okay,
I'm only going to.
Speaker 4 (29:32):
Get through this if you're with me.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
You know. Yeah, But have you tried therapy? Are you
doing therapy right now?
Speaker 3 (29:41):
I I'm actually doing this thing called it's basically when
they like bring up your old trauma, like super old trauma,
and they like walk you through it to kind of
process it now that you're an adult and like get
through those emotions and so it won't affect you as
(30:04):
much as it does. And start from like the super
super super early ages and then go forward like you're
in your child m h. Start with like your when
you were a kid, like from the earliest trauma you
can remember it, dealing with it, processing it now as
an adult. And then it's somehow like it's like they
use like this light okay, and they like you she
(30:26):
brings up like trauma like I was kid, and I
focus on the light and we're like.
Speaker 4 (30:34):
Like how they do in the movies.
Speaker 3 (30:35):
Yeah, it feels like I'm in a movie lo key.
And then they'll be like, how are you feeling right
now thinking about the trauma right? And I'm like it's
like kind of bringing me like these splashbacks. And then
they're like, okay, sit with that and look at the light.
And then you're looking at the light so you can
distract it. She's like, so, how do you feel now?
I was like, ohait, it's kind of going away like
(30:56):
it like it just it doesn't go away. It's just
like you feel more calm with trauma in your head
at the moment, she said, Okay, keep thinking about it
and look at the light. How do you feel now?
My heart propulations have stopped, the heat wave is slowing down.
So you're basically like healing oldest trauma as an adult.
(31:18):
So it doesn't affect you as an adult. Now. I
forgot it was God, but it does.
Speaker 2 (31:26):
No.
Speaker 3 (31:26):
I honestly was a little scared going into it, but
it's helped me so much. And it's not for everybody,
but it has helped me a lot.
Speaker 2 (31:32):
That's good though, because yeah, that's where the root of
our problems are.
Speaker 3 (31:36):
You're in our child and like she told me something like,
as we're getting older, we're experiencing more trauma as adults,
and our body and our mind can only hold in
so much trauma. So you have to start with your
youngest trauma and heal that first, so your body isn't
like going crazy with.
Speaker 2 (31:53):
Like physically too.
Speaker 1 (31:55):
You know that our body holds trauma like I hold
a lot of my trauma in my stuf and my neck,
So my neck is always in pain, my stomach, my
cramps are always bad. I always my my weight always
comes here.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
Yes, look it up. Trust me, Like you're like, it
happens to my sister.
Speaker 1 (32:16):
Too, Like she's TMI, but like sometimes she can't go
to the bathroom, so her metabolism, her trauma is a
lot in her because she suppressed everything in when she
was younger.
Speaker 4 (32:26):
She can't go into the bathroom is a struggle.
Speaker 2 (32:29):
So it's like our body is reacting to it.
Speaker 3 (32:31):
So it's like, yeah, no, I was experiencing really bad
like physical panic attacks, and it's because like my body
was holding so much trauma.
Speaker 1 (32:40):
My angel, I'm so happy you're you're doing, Like, yeah,
it's because I like again, like I love you so much.
I'm like, you don't deserve all of this. So it's
like when I see healing and growth, I'm just like, yeah, it.
Speaker 3 (32:53):
Feels really good. It feels really good. It feels honestly amazing,
and I'm so happy.
Speaker 2 (32:58):
Get better.
Speaker 4 (32:58):
Yeah, that's only you get better.
Speaker 2 (33:00):
Okay, getting you're breathing too hard.
Speaker 3 (33:03):
I know we're gonna light it up.
Speaker 2 (33:06):
We're doing rapid fire, Okay.
Speaker 1 (33:07):
Okay, smash smash pass Okay, rapid fire.
Speaker 2 (33:14):
Here we go. Favored ice cream flavor.
Speaker 3 (33:18):
Cookies and cream.
Speaker 4 (33:19):
Oh, I don't think gonna be A.
Speaker 2 (33:20):
Said that if you could be any animal for the day,
what would you.
Speaker 3 (33:23):
Be my dog? Because he's so spoiled.
Speaker 2 (33:28):
Wait? Wait, who's gonna spoil him? If you're the dog?
Speaker 3 (33:31):
You just reminded me I'm alone. Yeah, my mom, she's here.
Speaker 2 (33:39):
Guilty Pleasure TV show.
Speaker 3 (33:44):
Oh wait, I have a bubble Wait, I have it.
I have it, I have it. It's in my head.
Do you or no deal?
Speaker 2 (33:53):
I love love that?
Speaker 4 (33:55):
Are you the one that screams at the TV?
Speaker 3 (33:57):
Yes, I've been choosing the number four them. I try to.
Speaker 1 (34:00):
Like I told you, if you have any superpower, would
it be.
Speaker 4 (34:08):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
To rob a bank? Canno get arrested?
Speaker 2 (34:12):
Wow? Favorite childhood cartoon. Oh that's a good one.
Speaker 1 (34:20):
Everyone always says SpongeBob. So I'm glad you said. Wait
that's what It's not a cartoon though.
Speaker 4 (34:25):
Oh yeah, mum, maybe SpongeBob.
Speaker 1 (34:33):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (34:34):
I had a day party of SpongeBob like three three times,
So it's SpongeBob.
Speaker 2 (34:37):
Didn't you do a Patrick Starr the one that he
like cosplay.
Speaker 1 (34:42):
He's where he's wearing that thigh hats.
Speaker 2 (34:47):
I'm like, this is your favorite snacked a binge watch.
Speaker 3 (34:52):
With Oly mom No, because I get to still fast.
Speaker 4 (34:57):
I love that though. I like the stillness.
Speaker 2 (34:59):
Okay. I one thing that's always in your bag.
Speaker 3 (35:02):
M M my car keys and a little trackstick.
Speaker 2 (35:05):
Okay, last song you played on repeat.
Speaker 3 (35:09):
Win Again by Nikei minaj Ooh you're you're a barbes Bad? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (35:16):
Really? Okay, So this beef with Cardi, I.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
Have no word. I can't speak on the allegedly allegedly.
Speaker 2 (35:26):
Last one.
Speaker 1 (35:26):
If you can ask God one thing and receive the
answer right now, like you're not in the prayer line.
Speaker 2 (35:31):
You're getting that's a rapid fire question. Yes, what are
you asking?
Speaker 1 (35:36):
Oh? It could be anything, It would be absolutely anything serious,
not serious.
Speaker 2 (35:42):
M.
Speaker 4 (35:46):
Am.
Speaker 3 (35:46):
I going to be a millionaire? Oh right, I actually
know because I'm in charge of that. But he's gonna
help me get there.
Speaker 2 (35:55):
Yeah, but you rather know the answer, like yeah, yeah,
yah yah yeah.
Speaker 3 (35:58):
How long it is gonna take?
Speaker 2 (35:58):
Yeah? Okay. Well, now in the podcast, we do a
Bible verse of the day.
Speaker 1 (36:04):
Okay, so this is the bio verse of the day,
and it goes hand in hand with what we've been
speaking about. I kind of just chose it so it
went perfect. Just to bring up some light and then
you know it's so people could be encouraged. It is
Philippines four twelve to thirteen. I know what it is
(36:24):
to be in need, and I know what it is
to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being
content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry,
whether living in plenty or in want, I can do
all things through Him who gives me strength.
Speaker 3 (36:40):
We got the two.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
So whether we're really down bad or we're in a
space where we're really really good.
Speaker 2 (36:48):
Either way, God.
Speaker 1 (36:50):
Will get us through it, and he gives us the
ultimate strength and the power, and.
Speaker 4 (36:54):
He's always with us to help us.
Speaker 2 (36:56):
So there's that one. What is next for you, Oh,
Sarah Adam, Okay, we're gonna revisit this into you.
Speaker 3 (37:07):
Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I I feel like I've put
my weight journey out there for a long time, but
I've recently started focusing a lot more. I've actually fell
in love with the gym a lot more recently too. Yeah,
I've been going pretty consistently, So physical health is on
my radar like right there, like little like I can
touch it. I love going to the gym now and
(37:29):
I feel like also there I get a lot of
alone time, and I just am able to go through
my thoughts and like process things and like think clearly
on them too. I think a lot clearly in the
gym too. So yeah, that my physical health is gonna
be number one priority, mental health right behind it, m M.
Fixing myself before I can do anything else for anybody
(37:51):
else mm and just making but all along, still trying
to I feel like me building a community with my
like community like YouTube and TikTok and everything that's filling
my cup. So I'm so glad that that those two
go hand in hand for me, because I don't know
(38:11):
what I would be doing if I didn't have them,
because it saved me a lot, like I've built I'm
telling you, I've built a full relationship with them. Yea,
And yeah, I'm glad that it goes like yeah.
Speaker 4 (38:26):
And I'll start with you. It starts with you.
Speaker 1 (38:28):
So I'm happy that it's it's about Adam year years,
It's gonna be years.
Speaker 2 (38:33):
It's just about Adam, and then everybody else fall right behind. No,
not really like that, Am, but you know what I mean,
Like your your focus is like you come first.
Speaker 3 (38:47):
Yeah, yeah, you first, as everybody should have that mindset
exactly because like because you deserve it. Yeah, everybody deserves
to feel loved within themselves and exactly it loves somebody
else that they want. Don't ever get it twisted. This
was good, though, I don't want to hear it finished.
Speaker 1 (39:01):
No, okay, well we're gonna enjoy the rest of our
food off camera, you guys. Thank you guys so much
for choosing to watch and listen. Please love and support
on mister Adam Ray.
Speaker 2 (39:13):
Okay, that's that's.
Speaker 1 (39:14):
Your social right on all of them. Yes, yes, Adam
Ray on YouTube.
Speaker 4 (39:19):
Yeah you seem.
Speaker 2 (39:22):
Please support him and all his adventures. Thank you guys again.
Speaker 1 (39:26):
Make sure you guys like, comment, subscribe, leave a review,
and I will see you guys next Tuesday.
Speaker 2 (39:32):
Bye.
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