It's More Than a Journey with Robert Red Rushing

In this episode, Big Bank and special guest Robert Red Rushing open up about their personal journeys through growth, healing, and self-discovery. They explore the importance of mental health, the influence of family values, and the pressure that comes with visibility and fame. From relationships and fitness to the balance between work and personal life, the conversation highlights how discipline, self-care, and authentic connections shape their paths. With moments of humor, insight, and vulnerability, they also reflect on their experiences in the music industry, the power of content creation, and their aspirations for creating lasting impact—both online and in real life.

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:01):
It gets no better than this. You are now in
June to respect us with big bang. Let's get straight
to it. Take care of your body, your body, take
care of you. Welcome to respect with bank. Today I
got my partner with me, my brother. What you want
to call you, bro, I just call you brow. You

(00:23):
want to introduce you? What you just say? I said? Today?
I got my partner with me, my brother. Quote take
care of your body or about to take care of you?
So that fit this right? That's all I've in gym
at five o'clock like killing y'allself like I would never
do that. But write that down. I'm gonna use that. Damn,

(00:44):
there's gonna be a caption. Today I got my partner, Rubber,
Russian red, the og the nigga put me on my
journey to lose one hundred pounds. You know what I'm saying.
We sat in sat in hot to get ready to
get me a padded milk and got damn she got
to cover covered a bout three hours. Yeah, we sat

(01:07):
there three hours. I ain't going there, and man changed
my life with a conversation. I appreciate that, my brother,
for sure. How long you been doing it? What doing
uh this year? Yeah, they we just started second season.
It took a year to do it, to get your
Brian to make sure. I had to make sure this
ship was official first. Can't bring no staring in motherfucker plan.

(01:29):
You know what I'm saying. I had to prove to
you then I was a real podcast. It's crazy whole year, Bro,
I had to prove to it. Did I proved? I
sat back and watch. I ain't say nothing. You proved it.
You proved you're doing Congratulations. But you've been on a
bit fat though two times, damn three times. Really appreciate it, Bro,
and I appreciate it. You could be I asked you
to be my co host, but you turned me down.

(01:50):
Tell the people that I don't remember that one. You don't.
I don't remember that. I told Courting that. Yeah, she
never said it never got to happened. I would have
jumped on that. I've been trying to get shot and
get me on the podcast for the longest cap They
nigga got a ride and he sitting How you being brother?

Speaker 2 (02:11):
Man?

Speaker 1 (02:11):
I'm good, Bro, I can't complain. It's there, Bro, it's there.
I think I'm I think I found that piece you
know what I'm saying. I think I'm almost there, man,
but it's there. Everything's straight, bro, you know what I
see that thinking. The other day though, I was Kye.
When I turned my page on, I saw you. I said,
this nigga master troll Bro. He turned to a troll.

(02:33):
But I do. I'll just say, you just be trolling, bro.
Just be having fun. Bro. People take ship too serious?
No real ship that when I was trolling. No, I'm
just saying like it was about the show ship to
you getting that me? You know? Yeah, I said the

(02:54):
nigga here, crazy nigga, like what mine is it? I
got mad nigga? I wonder ship. I woke up there
all over talking about a million dollars. I ain't see
that contract and somebody cap it? Yeah where that? Nah?
I just be having fun bro, Like I I don't know,
I don't. I guess I don't take social media seriously

(03:16):
entertainment what it is. I'm a content creator now though,
huh yeah, I'm a content when when you figure that
out a couple of months ago, what kind of content
you create? I do all kinds of content. Man. We
got wait no more? Where I got the rush life?
You know how you got Big Facts. You know, the

(03:36):
Big Factor Network. I basically copy that, damn. So under
Big Fact Network you had the podcast perspective, everything else,
the Girls Show and stuff like that. So I got
the Rush Life, and under the Rush Life, I got
Red versus Red. I got me with Wifey, me with
the family, Wait no More, And I'm trying to get

(03:57):
a podcast, but shit, I won't return my call. Damn.
I'm gonna tell you what you're supposed to do, though, Red,
and I'm gonna give it to you online. I don't
know how much this this gonna get me. You should
do the live stream when y'all gym be lit, and
I'm trying to do that for a football season. You
want to do that for football seas live stream? I

(04:18):
wanted to go to all the games and just that
weekend live stream. I want to do something in sports. Yeah, yeah,
I definitely. But I'm a content creator, Bro, need to
address me, you know what I'm saying. No, I think

(04:38):
that live stream would be dope if y'all just had
the camera like set up in the gym, like four
Folk coling, and you had them get your live stream
and have somebody back there switching crazy. That ship will
go up, Bro. I mean, we definitely need something like that.
They keep them up going all day because it's somebody
all day, red Shy Cord, Kareem, jazz y'all live bro

(05:02):
Jazz and ring it up. Man, it's I got some
crazy clients, Bro, I got some crazy clients. Bro. I
love them to death though, Bro, it really is really touching.
Like our family, our family dynamic with the with the gym.
That's what makes it so. That's what makes it's so special. Yeah,

(05:23):
that's dope though. Hey, So for people that might not
be familiar with you on this platform, since I ain't
had your hand the whole year, tell them who you is,
where you're from. You never had me, not that in
the year like I've been before, and it's been a
year like you never had me. On perspective, I booked
you last weekend. You cancel. Nah, you canceled. Oh you canceled.

(05:45):
She said, I got the text saying we can't do
it this week, bank need to I don't know where
it came from, but it said bank need to reschedule.
So tell what you said we don't. I don't know.
I just tell him what text I got okay on me.
I'm excited to be here, Troup aatroll creator. I got

(06:11):
my stories ready there that you know how niggas be
when they come to see Bank.

Speaker 2 (06:15):
Do this line, like the.

Speaker 1 (06:20):
Line like they god damn in Prince Bank, Like take
me to the front of your story, like jumping off
the porch, Fort Games, Georgia, bro small town, South Georgia.
Everybody know. Everybody had a great I had a great
support system, like I have mom, dad, Pop's always been

(06:44):
my role model. Uh played sports and all that stuff,
but I didn't have to because I went to college.
I played ball and stuff. But my friends and my
bas friends, they was knee deep in it. You know
what I'm saying. They was knee deep in it. So

(07:07):
that's what I was drawn to, you know what I'm saying,
That's what I wanted to be around. I saw the
I saw the power in the dollar and the street
fame when it comes with the girls and stuff coupled
with star basketball and all that stuff. Gratification. It was amazing.
So I it was amazing. So I don't have no

(07:30):
I don't have no crazy story about the fuck that.
I mean. It was Bank ship. I was moving them things.
But I got down by the boat load coming man.
You know what I'm saying, Hey, black black you know
what I'm saying. Black, No, but no, it was for gags. Georgia, bro,

(07:51):
That's that's that's what raised me, you know what I'm saying.
So I went to college playball. After college, I start,
I came to Atlanta started working with Faith Evans, my cousin.
So I wasn't technically working with her. I was on
tour with her. I would go with her and her
husband at the time. I would go with her and Todd,

(08:14):
and I would follow Todd around while he was, you know,
handling the back end while she on the bus getting
ready and thing. I would just walk around with him.
So that's when I like fell in love with the
entertainment thing. And after that she moved to LA. After
she moved to LA, I got a club in South

(08:36):
Georgia V. Twelve. I tried to take visions and put
it in the South. You know what I'm saying. With
the artist, I had the VIP section different stuff like that. Yeah,
like it was. It was crazy. I had to sparkle us,
like tried to bring that aspect to all Bennie end

(08:59):
up up messing around, got jammed up conspiracy in Jacksonville,
had to do four and a half. Jumped out of
that and went right into with the help of Dwight
Howard really held me down when I got from prison
straight into working with him, and I ain't turned around since.

(09:23):
Like he put me in position when I was leaving.
When I was leaving, we had a conversation and he
was like, Bro, I'm here for you when you get out.
First time somebody ever really really really kept they work. Yeah,
you know what I'm saying. Yeah, twenty told toes like, Bro,

(09:44):
when I left, I knew I had to go do time.
I was like, Bro, I gotta go do time. Boom
boom boom. He gave me five grand. He'll take this, Bro,
when you get out, I got you. So when by
the time I got to the Halfway House, Bro, he
gave me a job. When I got out the Halfway House,
I had two jobs. I had. We was handling all

(10:05):
his traveling stuff and day to day and all that shit.
So like Bruh put me in position where I was
seeing that life, seeing that other side of things and
meeting people. And because at this point he at the
top of the NBA. So that's how you got into
like sports management and shit like that. So the sports sports.

(10:26):
So before I left, my mom had like this travel
agents and I helped her start it or whatever, but
I wasn't paying it no attention. So when I was
locked up, I used that idle time to like, you know,
figure it out. Structure. Yeah, so I started studying everything
because before I left, my old friend he was in
the NBA, and I used to be around him handling reservations,

(10:49):
booking flights and all that stuff. And I saw like, yo,
these guys need this, So I just started talking about it.
I talked to my god brother, I talked to the
white people, and I was like, I know what they need,
and so I was basing my thing off. I know

(11:11):
how they want to move and how they need to move.
Like I understood what they need to be doing. And
so that's how I got in was with d White
and got other Josh Smith, Trista Thompson started dealing with
moving around and yeah I did that for like eleven years. Yeah,
they did that for like eleven years and then it

(11:33):
came down on the wait No More journey. Yeah. So
so what what you think? What you think made you
stop doing? Athletes? Ship? What you mean it's too much
for you moving around and ship? Yeah, I can't do
that ship with a whole family. And I could. There's
a lot of traveling and shit, a whole lot. Bro

(11:55):
I was like, I was at like four to five
NBA game. He's four NBA games a week, so I'm
never at home, you know what I'm saying. The money
was great, I'm making good money and everything, but you know,
my last relationship it was suffering because of that. And
like I, you know, up and moved from Orlando to LA.

(12:18):
Like when we went with Dwhite, we I booked a
hotel for five nights. He was going to have surgery.
He was going to have surgery, and we'll be back
in Orlando. Those five days turned into two and a
half years. Damn. So we never came. Well, we still
had spots in Orlando, but we never moved back. So
he stayed in stayed in LA. But being on the

(12:41):
road and stuff, and I couldn't have did what I
was doing. I couldn't have did that with a family
like the family I had not and what I wanted
to do, So I started making adjustments and you know,
really sacrifice them for my family. That's dope. So what
makes you so so you mayried before? Yeah, just relationship.

(13:03):
What you're saying that that's what fucked that up? You
taking account bity, like your work fucked that up. Absolutely.
I like that past relationship. I left her, I completely
left her and chose my career, you know what I'm saying,
because I had kids at the time, and all I
could see is all I could see was like, I
gotta get this back. And I was blessed to be

(13:25):
in this situation. Like, like I said, brother was at
the top of his brother was at the top of
his peak. You know what I'm saying. He was at
the top of the peak. So we was moving around.
The lifestyle was amazing. I was stacking, you know, making
money stacking. And you know I ain't had no bills

(13:45):
in LA. You know what I'm saying. I had no bills. Everything.
He took care of everything. He covered everything for us.
You know, we had a whole operation. But yeah, that
messed up my relationship. So you know this time, I
didn't want that to So what's the shit you think
you learned from that bid that you couldn't learned if

(14:07):
you didn't go. It's crazy, man. I was just talking
to Jazz the other day about I was struggling with
opening the food bag. I was struggling with a k not.
The bag was kicking my ass. I couldn't open it.
But I was telling her, like little tests like this,

(14:30):
I work on stuff like that as far as patience,
Like even when I'm in traffic, if somebody stuck at
the light, like I won't even blow the horn. I
just try to sit there and just practice on my patience.
Because that's something I think I really learned. That's something
I think I really learned while I was locked up patients.

(14:51):
Like having people talk to you crazy because while I
was locked up at it over in Lake Butler, over
and Lottie, like we in we in the country, country state.
We're in a country country, Like when I was in
there when Obama got elected, and like the guards told
us like we need to send him back to the fields,

(15:15):
like if we gonna turn this, We're gonna turn this
motherfuck up if he win. Like like it was a
whole thing like election night, you know what I'm saying,
Like it was bad, so just people talking to you
crazy you knowing that you you set knowing that you know,
like I don't know, you just gotta be in it.

(15:37):
But just be able to take everything they throwing at
you or not snap, you know what I'm saying. So
I think patience do one thing I learned, But the
main thing I think I learned is like you gotta
take care of you, like you gotta take care of you,
like if you don't take care of you first, like
stop counting on people, you know what I'm saying, Stop
counting on people. I think that was the main thing.

(16:00):
Got to make sure you stress in fact, what's some
ship that like coming up that you just that you
say your dad was your rolema that was instilled in
you then that you kind of didn't recognize till you
got grown. You know what I'm saying. You know how
they're indirectly instilled some shit in you and then you'll
see it when you get grown, like oh uh, family

(16:24):
just overall family, Like you got to look out for
your family, like family, like you know what I'm saying,
just be in that family man like that. I think
that's like no matter what it was, like he go
take care of his family, you know, what I'm saying,
and I think saying like like immediate family, your whole.

(16:45):
You know it'll go out so far. You know, that's
just life, It'll go out so far. But like that
immediate family, like who you responsible for your kids, household
like that, like you go take care of that family,
And like I think our toughest moment when he came
to see me one time when I was locked up,
like he came to see me, and this when it
first happened. He came to see me one time and

(17:07):
I never saw him that shook and he looked at me.
He was like, this is the worst day of my
life seeing you right there, and I'm helpless. I can't
do nothing about it. Crushed. That was the worst, Like
my mom crying and stuff, my girl crying and stuff.
And then she came with it. That moment right there
was the worst part of my bed. That was the

(17:28):
worst part of my bed the whole time. I've never
seen him with tears in his eyes. After that, his
mom passed and at the grave site, he finally broke
down and you know I was there. He hit the ground.
I held him. We had a moment right there. But
that moment when He was like, seeing you like this,
it hurt because I'm helpless. I can't do anything to

(17:51):
help you get out of here. And he was like,
just man up, do whatever you gotta do, and you
go get through this. But that was the only time.
You know what I'm saying, damn. Yeah, like I ain't
put you back through Yeah, yeah, that was squell. I
can't put through that. Yeah, that's my guy. Man, that's
my guy. But she still answer the question, oh, family,

(18:12):
he said, yeah, he's still that family thing. And it
just grew with me up until it grew with me
up until now. It's the same thing. I answered the
question do this ship too? Okay, I know you a Potter,
but I too. If she answered the phone, I'm gonna
be a Potter too. But I mean, yeah, then she

(18:32):
got to answer the phone. You see in the gym,
still be going to the gym. I ain't seen that
in a minute in the last couple of weeks. Said
she's filming or some ship. I mean, I don't know.
She's not my clients, so I can't make that call.
But I mean I heard. I heard she's filming or something,
so I don't know. Boy has still been rolling on.

(18:59):
I'm a dog taking you. Hey, hey, let me ask
you something though, Rid, So, do you have any regrets? Yeah? Man,
I mean, oh regret? I don't know, bro. Fucking with you, man,

(19:20):
you made me lose one of my best friends? Who
your best friend? You know what I'm saying. Fucking with you?
Oh you're talking about I didn't like what I did
with that? You did that, Rid. I don't have no
regrets though, br It's just life. I have no regrets.
Just like, but if you could change somewhat, would it

(19:41):
be I have to change something? I said? If you
could change, do I have to? Not here loud it?
Let's ride out there dig that? Can? I tell you
the first time I saw you ever go ahead compound outside.

(20:04):
You know we're from South Georgia. Some one don't really
know you know everything about Atlanta and what Atlanta got
going on. We just hear about it, and you walked in.
I'll never forget it. You and day one time y'all
walked in by yourself, and how ship just moved for you.
I was like, I hit my like, Yo, who is

(20:24):
that nigga right there? It's that big bank black. I
ain't never tell you that that was my first time
seeing you, bro. I'll never forget. We came to compound,
walked through that bitch like ship just opened up for you.
I remember this Lucie. I think Lucie first single, start
hitting the sun. I remember lucha up there. He had
my head band, had the money hanging out the head

(20:46):
band and ship or whatever. It was outside outside outside.
I remember, like, yo, was it labor day? One of them?
That's what it was. Yep, the big ass white say
who is that? You know? My Partnery asked me. It's like, yo,
who is that nigga? Like I don't know? And then
we asked somebody. You know what matter of fact, I

(21:08):
was in the section with louding them. Yeah, I was
in the section with louding them, with Jack and all them.
And we asked somebody. It was like this big bank
black I remember encounter was whatever got you the book?
What's your name of? Like man, my man got theamn?
You booking? Woo? I hit you? What's who? I said?
This bank? You got me right to? I think men

(21:30):
and you went somewhere you like, no, you don't want
to stay there, you want to steal on an outskirts.
You got it right, Yeah, who went to I think
when the Miami and someone I had never stayed in
broke what the name of the ship was. Yeah, I
had never stayed, but that I love that ship though. Yeah,
I love I love Brooklyn. You got move different, That's
and that's something we always That's something that we prided

(21:52):
ourselves on with our athletes and entertainer, Like, you have
to know how to move bro fact, Like it's so
many guys out here with people and stuff like that,
you have to know how to move out there. How
you stay? Let me ask you something because I watch
you like, you know what I'm saying, and over the
years like and me, we don't came real good friends,

(22:12):
Like and I watch your niggas so absorb a nigga energy,
you know what I'm saying. How do you remain so
cool through the crosses or through the you know what
I'm saying, mishaps and shit? How do you still keep
an open hearted and stay giving? Like? How do you
do that? Just staying cool? I think I adopted the
fuck it mentality? Yeah, Like, stop dwelling on shit. You

(22:35):
can't change, you know what I'm saying. Stuff you can't change.
You don't have no control over fuck it, like, you know,
just it is, go be what it is, Let let
it go, let it do whatever. So I just be like,
fuck it we handling how we handle it? Keep it moving,
take the punches or whatever, keep it moving. How will
we go get through that? You know, how we go
get through this or whatever? Instead of dwelling on what

(22:59):
what happened and then just keeping the same energies. Just
like I just be feeling like I got to show
up for people. I feel I put myself in that
situation and you know, people be counting on me. This
shit get draining or right, absolutely, but what you doing drinking?
I mean, it's the ship we put ourselves into. I

(23:20):
can't cry as four milk if I put myself in
that situation. I gotta take what come with it, and
it do be times where I have to, you know,
take mental breaks or take you know, take a little vaca,
take a little ride, take a little you know. I
talk to a therapist a lot. But I mean it's
I ain't gonna lie. Yeah, it is draining, but I

(23:43):
can't cry about it. I gotta keep rolling. Bro. What's
the the best and the worst thing about just having
like a a wife that's famous. Right, what's the pers
and what's the downfall of hurts and the downfalls? I

(24:08):
ain't a lot of purps. Is like Shorty having her
own is amazing. Like, it ain't just she depending on me.
It ain't so much on me. And then if I'm
in a situation or whatever, I got help. I got
somebody that got my back, somebody like that's absolutely the purpose.
You know what I'm saying, Shanty do her She doing

(24:29):
her thing, and you know, she able to she able
to go splurge on herself, and you know what I'm saying.
And then if it's a situation and I need help
with this, so she needs help with that with each
other partners. The worst is you know, of course everybody
in your business. You know what I'm saying. And I

(24:52):
think it affects her more. Of course, it affects her
more than it affect me. But you know, just having
everybody in your business. But up again, that's something we
ask for. That's how we put ourselves out signed up for. Yeah,
so my content creators, Hey, let me ask you something.
So do you ever take into that shit personal like

(25:13):
comments or or interaction like like on the show would
be a lot of would be sometimes be drummer. So
do you ever take in of that drummer personal? I don't.
I don't. How can you not? If she taking the
person that was that was my next thing. I don't
take it personal. Like she a lot of druma on
the show, of course, is a family shows with her family.

(25:37):
It just hurt me when it hurts her, you know
what I'm saying, because I'm the one there night, you know,
wiping the tears and different things like that, and I'm
just trying to talk to and all that. But this
is her real life. Like as far as the comment
and the internet shit, none of that shit bothered. It's
just it's just when anything, none of that shit bothered me.

(26:00):
It's just when she hurt I heard, you know what
I'm saying, And it'd be times you want to just
go to fuck off and different things like that. But
it's another dynamic because it's her family. It's real love
saying yeah, it ain't it ain't no outside niggas that
we know bank, Hey, these niggas over here, come on,

(26:22):
it ain't no, it ain't no ship where it's some
outside is that we know where they are because the
in of that you don't know where that ship come on.
You don't know these people, so it ain't nobody over
here that we know who it is. And we got problems.
I gotta you know, bank goddamn won't know. This is
an actual family and it's real love that family sheeple
that love her, you know what I'm saying. And I

(26:44):
think time goal you know men all that ship anyway,
So I fall back and I just talked to her,
be there for her, don't get in the middle of it,
because I know everybody love each other. You know what
I'm saying. It ain't no it ain't no ship to
I mean I hit me and you had a conversation
one time. I hit you like we was talking to

(27:04):
you was like because I was like, damn, it's just
hurting her, and boom boom you was like, bro, you
was like, nigga, gonna hear fa you. But just your
lot because you have to because at the end of
the day, it's like, no matter what you do, when
you get in it, you're gonna be wrong, wrong, no
matter what. Like you know what I'm saying, all you
can do is not pretty sure that they ain't feel

(27:26):
le nobody ain't gonna never get physical words hurt too
special females. But you're gonna be wrong whatever you do whatever.
As a protector, you're gonna be I'm going all the way,
you're gonna be wrong. I'm going all that's why I
let my sister in the I don't get in. I
don't don't keep me out of it. Yeah, I'm going
all yeah, because I can't. I don't know how to operate. Yeah,
in that, in that, in that round. So but but

(27:48):
but how does the last question about that? How does
if you felt she was wrong in the situation, how
you handle that? I tell all the time. Yeah, oh ship,
you asked her. I tell all the time. Yeah, like
she she know it's been times where she might have
said something like this ain't on no show, this ain't

(28:09):
on nothing, whatever, whatever. But it might have been times
when she could have did this or she could have
did that, and me and her bump heads, like I
tell her like, yo, you need to do this, man,
fuck that, do this or whatever. Whatever. Yo, you shouldn't
have said that. Why you say that? Like we had
those conversations, Like I'm telling it's me there at the
end of the day. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

(28:30):
And she's a secretive person, you know when she hold
a lot of shit in so everybody don't see that
and everybody don't get that. But she hurt just like
she have a big heart. So you know what I'm saying.
But it do be times like that. What's the biggest
testimony you got, like cause you you know, outside of
being a content creator, you change lives. You know what

(28:51):
I'm saying. You change lives with that gym for real?
You change my life, bro, pu show up me change
my life. I appreciate that. What's your biggest like the
moment it makes me like, damn, I got stick with this?
You stop playing? Did that serious? Real? But you but
you got lindsay, you got read like you got people
that life. I see you really help change. But the

(29:13):
thing is, the thing is, and we're talking about it
now because we hear but and I don't just jump
up and take credit for it because realistically, I'm just
the tool. Y'all do the shit yourself, you know, you
just you just allow me I'm pushing you and all

(29:35):
that you're doing the shit yourself. But honestly, I really
will say you bro because I tell you all the time,
your change, Nigga is amazing, and anybody around here that
know you see it and me personally, and I'm gonna

(29:56):
take it touch. It's gonna be in my next book.
It's gonna be in my next book. So you better
hurr repping right, yo, Bro, I already got it done.
I heard you need to go on to publish your
farve go on the drop. But your change, you know,
I feel a part of that because of the simple
fact of when you made that change, it wasn't just

(30:19):
your health and wellness. Because I'm hearing you every day
talk about how you're thinking different. Now, you know what
I'm saying, and that's where it starts. You know what
I'm saying. Now? Why I keep trying to get you
go vegan that food? Bro, I've been vegan the last
week and a half. How you feel y'all really care?

(30:41):
That's really mental, man. But I will say, bro, honestly,
I will say you. I ain't saying this because you're
my partner. I ain't saying this because you hear I'm
actually if it was another dude named Keith and they
went through the same journey, lost the same weight, made
that same transition you made, I would say the same thing.

(31:02):
I'm gonna tell you something, Red, I ain't never told
you this, right, y'all were doing the height anyway up
the mountain the Sunday shit, right, I never had cane.
But when I came down that mountain and saw y'all
and told you, like, Red, look they're gonna bang, and
the way you look like by this, nigga, really, I
hear own this shit and this shit coming off all

(31:24):
the way. That shit charged me up more because because
guess what I was saying to myself in that moment.
Red can't even believe it. I was sticking with this shit,
you know what I'm saying. That was like a probably
like three months after the conversation. But I'm really coming
down the mountain swimming like her with the sweat bag
on and all that shit. Oh, nigga, I'm saying, I

(31:44):
just can see you, know how you can see somebody
proud of you, like, because I can see it on you.
At the time, I was begging you to come to
the gym, but when you kept saying I ain't ready
for the gym, I ain't ready for the gym. I'm
just doing this, I backed off. Yeah, I was just
check on you on here. I'm still walking, all right,
all right, I am still walking. I'm still walking. And
just to know you were still doing that shit like

(32:07):
it was. That shit was dope, bro, Because and then
coming from where you're coming from, like the majority of
my people are women. But you know what I'm saying,
like I got like four hundred pounds losers or something
like that, y'all see what Red doing, like she had
like ninety some pounds now and like you said, miss

(32:27):
lindsay like that was that was amazing. But just a
dude from the streets, you're at your caliber, at your
where you was at to make influence an influencer. That's crazy, bro.
You hit that on here to the influencer. Influencer is deep.

(32:48):
I can't even say it no better. Bro, Like there,
you just influenced me again today. You don't even know. Now,
I'm a content creator, So content creator influencing another influencer.
Content crib. That's hard. Were cracking colds around there, motherfucker
the day love all bullshit aside, though, brother, It's like

(33:10):
if I didn't keep going that day, because I probably
wasn't down. But like fifteen pounds that day. I sell
you saw y'all. If I didn't keep going in there,
I would have felt like I'm laying you down the way?
How you the way y'all look like that an nigga
actually walking down the mountain. I just knew I wasn't
ready to be out there with everybody else, cause my
pace wasn't ready yet. You know what I'm saying. I
barely could walk up a flight of ship stay of
the day. At the first day we were talking. You

(33:31):
know what I'm saying, Nigga was out of it. So, yeah, man,
I appreciate you, my brother and screens shout out screen.
Screen brought me a blunder. Yeah, when I first started,
a nigga bought me a blooming it right over there.
The vitamin Yeah, scream bought me blunder. And goddam, I
know I can't do the stress workouts, how y'all nigga
in the morning lifting them. I remember I tried the
shit Almona died. I came up there one time, six

(33:52):
o'clock in the morning. You're like, I'm coming back. Ever,
I might not never come back, but you know, if
y'all have a party, at the gym. I pull up
to that. He came to the party. Appreciate it. I
had a headache out of the r Auntie. You know
what I'm saying about. She uh, she'd be at the gym.
She got a low, low hair cut gold. She had
a little hair cut. She's kind of older, a little

(34:13):
bit older than us. Who Miss Ray. Probably she got
a sister be up there too, or niece, you know
what I'm talking about. Man, I can't think of her name.
But anyway, I was outside, Damn that dead she with
a head that she came out there and did something
like on my hand, my head ache went away. Yeah,
that's Miss Ray. Do all that that gotta be missed. Yeah,

(34:38):
ain't coming back to get this. That's the mama that
Jim had to be Miss Ray. That's mama. Yeah, she
got me right shut side of Miss Ray. Yeah, that's mama. Now,
I missed so many dope people up there, man, Nurse Keisha,
you know what I'm saying, Kareem Jazz. There's a lot
of dope people that just being and it's very family,
family oriented. Even I look forward to my Heights bron
for sure. It's like a charge. It it's like a recharge.

(35:01):
We're going on heights. It recharged me for the next
That's what I really want. We probably be doing this
shit every week. The niggas is too busy creating content. Yeah,
I'm short on time now. Yeah, I'm a little short
on time. I can dig, yeah, because I be training.
Then I gotta chop my you're doing your own editing
and everything. Yea, I gotta cut you know, feeilis. I

(35:22):
ain't made it. I ain't made it to the whole
team yet. But yeah, but yeah, take time to schedule
my posts and different things like that, figure out what
I'm gonna shoot and you know, full time content. What
you do when you when when you're what you do
when your mentally off, Like what do you do? Go

(35:45):
for a ride, bit or dry drive, fight, drive to
Tennessee and do what? In silence? But you thinking about
everything whatever, whatever going on. I try to I try
to tackle it, whatever the problem is. I try to

(36:06):
tackle it and think the worst and just just think
about that and just keep thinking about it to try
to figure it. I don't know if that's a that's
just my tool. I just whatever it is, I just
think about I just think about this, think about this,
just think about it, think about it, think about it,
think about it, and just try to solve the problem.

(36:28):
I've seen you post one time, like check on you whatever.
You know what I'm saying. You fake the faint like
you fake like you're fainting us some ship. Probably time
just create content like what your lead ship? Fu content? Great?
What you do like the crash though, yeah, because you
go hard, like what do you do for real? All bullshit?
Like not the crash, you know what I'm saying, because

(36:51):
you go so hard, Like y'all need to be five o'clock,
five am class, some am class, I should em class.
I struggle with it. I do struggle with it, but
I struggle with it at times trying to find time
because it don't be like everybody say what you just say,

(37:13):
like my family, my mom, like you're doing too much.
You're doing it ain't the workout and stuff that get me.
It ain't the workout and all that stuff. It's the
stuff I have to do after, like being a dad,
you know what I'm saying, And then you know I
have an outside I have outside kids and just trying
to do like I might have to do a five

(37:34):
am train. Then I might have to go pick up
my little man or go do something for rain. And
it's just running around like I'm in a car all day.
So you don't really be tired. You to be mentally drained, Yeah,
it just be. I just be drained from that. Like
the workout shit is easy. Every workout we do, I'm tired,
but I'm ana bounce back. I might be sore, That's

(37:56):
not what's mentally draining me. It's just everything else. I
gotta do, run businesses. I gotta be a husband. You
gotta be a father, you know what I'm saying. I
gotta be a son. It's just the other ship that's draining.
The workout everybody, like you do too much. Oh you're
doing too much working out? You running, that's too much.
You and the heat. That ain't that I done master

(38:17):
that I do that all day. It's not that I
can say too like I ain't really hooked on this,
that's true. It ain't the dope. It ain't the dope
that's fucking me up as y'alln niggas all the one
getting on my nerves all the one. Oh ship I say,

(38:44):
it's a beat ship. That ship you can't do all
that ship, bro, I'm telling you what it is. That'ship easy.
I get up at five o'clock do that ship that
every day. We can work out two three hours a day.
If I thought the same thing i'm I'm in the
night is now my ship fucked up? I got ten
of the knights mailbow. You know why because you don't

(39:05):
come work out. You just want to fucking walk. You
still gotta work out, bro, You gotta train your muscles
and stuff. I don't go to the stretch later with
Jaed went to and be, but you still need that.
You still need strength. You gotta you gotta work out.
At some point you're gonna have to work out. The
older you get, you're gonna have to work out, because
the older you get, the weaker you get. I ain't

(39:26):
gonna do them five am to six am and seven
am and nine am. I ain't ready. I ain't ready.
Ain't trying to burn out your what's going on with you?
Brow been blessed? I can't. I can't clain man trying
to get back. You know, so what you do when
you mentally dream just close from the perspective. But let's

(39:50):
get it. I'm glad. I just close off. What you
do when you mentally close off from the real, from
the world, Yeah, from everybody, everybody? How you close off?
Just don't answer my phone. But where you're at right
here in the studio doing podcast. Yeah, lie in the
back room playing my game golf on the game. So

(40:12):
golf has become an outlet for you, Yeah, playing it
in real life. I got you and mcgel shouts out. Yeah.
He invited me to a tournament, the host of tournament,
and I went out there. I seen all the old
lad nigga hitting the ball good. I'm like, man, right quick,
Why you ain't put me on the suit game? I

(40:33):
can't get a suit. I tried to put you on
the golf so you can come meet mcguel and then
get you some suits. Get me a suit, then I
come go. It don't work like it, don't work like that,
But go ahead. He invited you up, I thought he did.
He ain't do your wedding, okay, oh and got Gary.
Oh yeah, I had that ship on too. Yeah you
know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, I ain't get invited

(40:55):
though I probably ain't know me like that yet. Yeah,
but you kind of did. I did I did. Yeah, Yeah,
already y'all came to be that for y'all went on
you with Remember you had something to do that, did
you know we talked about I gave you let me
rewind that big fast, because I think I gave you
the invitation on big fact we'll go rewind that because
I think I said, man, hey, come on, let's go.

(41:16):
Because you brought that up and you said I ain't invited.
Were like, come on, brother, let's go sit. We got
the whole resort, Just come on, let's go. I would
have had to figure it out first. I ain't even
a pap. I didn't go get a twenty four hour
path for it. Yeah, we could have got that you
gave you know, you know y'all y'all have been got
damn planning this shiit? How long y'all have been playing
that with twice will well organized? So y'all probably playing

(41:37):
that's like a year. So in that whole year like
it's been a year. Perspective that whole year, you ain't
think let me invite back. I don't think we're playing
a year eight months. That's a long time. You right
with you when you're right south Georgia. Niggas in that
y'all neven cutting up, Nigga jump jumped from the bullets,

(42:01):
you know they coming. She was like a good time.
We had amazing time, brother. That when we gotta do
an anniversary, Bro, that wedding was like, that was one
of the best moments I've had in my life. Did
you cry? H? I had a bet you had a bit.
I'm gonna cry. I'm just saying, chis a joy crying.

(42:27):
The money you just spent was tripping at first. Yet
quarter million on flowers at first. We had to have
a real conversation or sit down, and we had just
bought a house right before. But you only get that
day one time. She enjoyed it, Bro, I enjoyed it

(42:49):
from the ground. I ain't gonna lie. I appreciate it.
I enjoyed it like it was really dope, man. And
I was coming you. I'm gonna invite you to the anniversary.
We're gonna do Cowboy again. We'll go back to the
same spot and like do an anniversal or whatever. We
got to figure it out, nah, but for real, I
just close off, bro, And they say it ain't good,
but it's good for me. Well, they ain't about what

(43:11):
they say, right, I can't worry about what they say.
If you find the niche with what's helping you, that's
all that matter. You know what I'm saying. I go
to the gym like I ain't answering the phone. I'm
working out, like I'm in the whole nother zone. Like
I'm just like that really helped me. Like y'all think
it's beat me up or tired, whatever the hell you're saying.

(43:33):
But that's that's my that's least mental release, Like I
really need it, you know what I'm saying. And then
I eat bad, So you're trying to outwork a bad
night that because I know I can turn it on
and turn it off. But I tell all my clients,
you got to eat this, eat that. But I eat
bad because I eat with my kids. That's some joy

(43:54):
I have. I eat them. I can't put up, but
you can't. But while you're feeding him the bullshit, there
we go. I'm just asked. So they need to be
beating and just eat clean my dog here starting next
week that work, they have beaging stuff without highs here. Yeah,

(44:17):
I've been trying open to getting on it. I had
to wait he turns six months. I'm getting on. I
think I saw that in La. It was a spot
over there all for I forgot what they delivered the food,
Like they'll deliver his food for the week. Like it's
just coming downstairs farmers. What is it farmer's dog or
something like that. I be seeing a little white lady

(44:37):
downstairs getting up food. I'm like, yeah, I got to
need to make my butt booze you like this? Yeah,
you should already portioned out. What do you call it
when you when you pre make the me a meal prep?
That's that's that's crazy. I mean you're doing your thing.
You're making all the money. Look, I'm trying to get
a sponsorship unfiltered. Why I say, you say, how good

(45:01):
that ship look up there? That's all. I'm gonna leave
that one. Forgot that for litt Yeah, I appreciate you
putting it up there because I'm here. That's it. It's
the book of the week. Have to put up my
name on mine? Man made up? So't get invited to
the wedding. That's a real that's a real story in
that book. Bro. What's in the book?

Speaker 2 (45:21):
Me?

Speaker 1 (45:22):
Did you do audio? Not yet? Your audience I got it.
It's acting like I read it, but I ain't. I
really can't comprehend that. Good. Yeah, that's on the way.
You're gonna do it with your You're gonna do with
your voice. Yeah, I got I'm doing the whole book.
You trying you big words and let me see No,
it ain't no big word. It's me bro. Just just

(45:44):
I'm just just talking, bro. I'm just talking, bro, going
too fasking, Okay, the truth about growth growing too fast,
drawing too growing too fast. You see what I'm saying. Yeah,
Joe on the audio, Yeah, oh the Jesus night when

(46:04):
I tell you, Jesus rocked that man. See what I mean.
When he did the song air Forces, I remember him saying,
I don't care if you got on air Forces, don't
care if you got on STI Lettos, I don't care
if you got on you sneakers, whatever you got on.
Take one of them motherfuckers off and put it in there.

(46:27):
Oh yeah, I probably read two thousand, two thousand d
you got cat and at words and then read it
over two thousands. You ain't trying to be t I anymore, hey, bro,
But every time I play golf with the nigga till
he teach me a new word. What's word of the
day tip you asked me the other day. Hey, bro,

(46:48):
you play golf like man. Bank been trying to get
me out there for along. You fucking with y'all. Man,
I'm gonna tell your niggas we ain't gonna get out
there that bro, I just ain't any looking stupid. I'm
gonna be honest. I'm gonna be honest with you. I
don't think I don't really think I have time with

(47:08):
me being a full time okay, I don't think I
have time. And I know if I come out there
and start fucking with y'all, I'm gonna get addicted to it.
And I'm gonna just want to go, go, go and
that ship in the back of my house like we
need to play the neighborhood once. I'm gonna keeping my

(47:29):
part and I gotta ship. Let me use. I don't
know if I can let you, I can go with you. Yeah,
just come out there and even need can content sure.
I'm gonna keep it all the way red with because
you my potting and I love you to death. I
gotta keep it real with. When Courtney canceled, it. It's
for me to go play God, I cancel the whole
day like later on, like what I gotta get out there?

(47:55):
What happened? Oh okay? Yeah you know I quit every
week prospective, the Big Facts everything ship every every week.
Why you think it is? That? Is that patience? Yeah?
Just I just wake up there. Don't give me. Don't
give me that. I don't believe in that. You do
something I don't give me. I know about twenty seven

(48:17):
Geminis and all y'all different, Hey come yea, they don't
Just I don't know. I don't know what it is.
I just be like, fuck this ship. But then don't
never the crazy part about I just see it out
loud so I can feel comfort in that moment, but
I never quit. Why is that giving you comfort? Just?
Why is that negative? Just to know I got the

(48:40):
power to say fuck it? So I don't never say
fuck it? Ego ego, Like just to see the look
on their faby like you know where fuck this shit?
They be looking like, man, here we go again. You
know what I'm saying. But damn really so what time? Yeah?
But then be believing because you sometimes I stand on

(49:02):
it though, No, just momentary I just counseled tomorrow to play. Yeah,
but you mean you you that's just momentarily. I shocked
them to yesterday. They did five on doing four today. See,
don't want the smart niggas. I'm telling me, I'm gonna
get it. Get y'all. Content created a game. Okay, I'm
listening recording sixteen episode that four months. I ain't gotta

(49:25):
work no more. This song. Just put them out. I'm
gonnacord sixteen episode and four. But see that you potted.
See what what'd you say? I'm just saying one more
day when we had today, it's gonna be four. It's
gonna be sick. But see that's the that's the difference, though,

(49:48):
you potted. See, I'm a content creator. It's constant, there's
no days off. Yeah, I'm a content you pott. I'm
gonna start content when I pott. I want to you know,
I want to shoot my whole Yeah, I want to
shoot the whole season in like a month or two,
you know, and then you know that's potty, and then
I can get back to content creator. Oh yeah, no,

(50:09):
I'm gonna start content creating too. I used to content create,
you remember, mm hmm we need. I had to think
about it. Remember, can I get you on my show
Push content? You know me and Red versus Red. We're
vegan now we would love to have your spaghetti when

(50:32):
chef bank when when A y'all want to do it?
When A you're not playing golf. I can whip that
ship up. Now. You can see a little whole food
Red on the way. I can whip that ship up now.
I would have been hard ship. That's great, m I

(50:53):
can whip that ship up. You got time. You're gonna
go to the gym, y'all know this, nigga be I
was about to go to the get gym, get some
CARDI but it's a Jim downstairs. I would love to spaghetti.
I mean you had to forget it entirely at the show.
Yeah downstairs. Yeah, never gotten a live show, yo, Red,

(51:16):
you need to do this live show with me? Bro?
We got he'd be too weird. No, I wasn't the
content graded. No, but you was a gym creator. But
I still had time. Man, not really, Bro. Every time
I call you, God, damn nigga, HeiG robot brom telling

(51:40):
you Bro, you like like you is with golf like
that's my thing now, Bro, I just love working out.
I think I just started letting that goddamn hiking suffer
to it. I got stub at hiking. Man, We ain't
been hiking like that since you've been golfing. We ain't
did no pre hype never you're golfing. No, they ain't
got anything to do with this. It do because yes

(52:01):
it do.

Speaker 3 (52:01):
Bro.

Speaker 1 (52:02):
Is you golf every since you turn into bank woods,
we ain't day motherfucker. We missed a couple of months hiking.
We never missed. We out there. Hiking with bank has
been suffering. And the reason is Bank one to go.
I'm gonna keep it all the way. One million bank

(52:23):
going through the hard hey, but let me say me,
let me keep on with y'all to the people, Ask
them who got perfect contendents at the hike and who
don't because we're making it around your schedule. Every hike
is made around your skis cap well, you you should

(52:43):
have been a lawyer. I missed one, one or two.
I missed one. I'll be wanting to missing too. But
it's hiking with bank. They'll could be like niggas hicking
with nigga red. Yeah. Man, since you've been playing golf
and ship like we ain't been. Man, I just put

(53:05):
it out there. Man. It's like when we sat to dates,
you gotta call Toya. You know what I'm saying, Like Bay,
can I hike today? You know what I'm saying on Sunday?
And then that shit don't work out for y'all going
to a Ruber or y'all going to goddamn uh Tangineer
or Thiland. It's like, now we gotta wait on red

(53:26):
y'all cause who's gonna do the announcements? Bro, who's gonna
welcome everybody? You know what? That's something that I really
fell for toy with when we were dating, Like I
love to be at home, Like I really enjoy my house.
I really enjoy my house, my peace everything house. But
that's something I always appreciated, how she gave me space

(53:49):
to chill with my friends. Do this or do that?
I should pull my coattail, like nigga, we ain't been
out a minute, Let's do this because I get caught
up at whatever. But that's something I all always was
blessed about. Like she's never been on NAVID. That's respect.
That's respect though, So to your to your point about

(54:10):
calling her. You think with you nigga nigga trip, but
you you mentioned it to make sure you're gonna may
We got any thing, got it? This Sunday a changing

(54:34):
the nigga bank wanted to go to be acting like
he can't hike without me and ship talking about this
hour check on the lot, hey check my schedule, making
shoey like he can't hike by hisself. Man, but I
never missed one, so it ain't never missed one. And

(54:56):
we bring energy SUTs out about doll ring man and
for show ring probably missed you missed one. He had
to go out oftown one time to the versionality. Yep,
I remember, damn teacher pet.

Speaker 3 (55:10):
As old mother taking know your excuse and that.

Speaker 1 (55:23):
Damn damn oh yeah, he had to go to Virgin
Knowledge and July seventeenth, we didn't sweet water creep. Damn bro.
What was your best height all of them? As your

(55:44):
best height all of them? No one height my best
like my best height that we had. I really liked
that one. That the first the first uh one we
did a storm mountain, not the first one we did storm.
The one we did we had the hotel. You know

(56:06):
what I'm saying, and we all got them eight after
we sat about three four hours talking. That ship was dope.
I had the sweet y'all leave it. I'm going on
around to the sweet is the only one got the
free sweep. You had to work your boat. I got you,
I got everybody. Feel yeah, we leave, We leave it late.

(56:28):
We stayed in them to the backs. That was dope, man,
I definitely you know, the folk gave me a criminal
trust passing storm. I can't even go to Stone Mountain,
the the golf ship or the this the hotel. What happened?
We'll talk about it, nah, i'mna say it. Man. The
girl in the damn golf shop, in the pro shop,

(56:51):
she's selling them folks ship under the table and done
got caught. So we out there playing, Me and Mike.
We're out up playing to day. Don't fo pull up
with the police on cough carts while we're on the
tea box. Mister hallseey, this nigga got locked up. Uh.
I't them folks already seen. I was on your mark. Yeah,

(57:15):
too old a banking y'all, y'all dude, not today, he
ain't this ship up? They were like no, no, no, don't run. No, no, no, no,
it ain't none. All right, stay back there. They tell
about hey, you know you got a criminal trust place.
You can't be like hey we'll go now, let the

(57:36):
ball teaed up and everything needed that. Let's go. Damn
Mike to about what's going on. Hey you heard what's
going on. Let's go. He ain't going back and forth
nothing but like you gotta sign something milling ye that
starts truck. Ever never, it was always been the start
of myself, even as a kid. So who one person

(58:00):
and you met that, you was just like, man, you
ain't really was struck or whatever, but you were just like,
damn me, Like I ain't really big on that. But
like when I met Kobe while I was having a conversation,
it hit me like that's different. Damn. It's two fold. Yeah,
and you and you play ball too. Let me, I'm

(58:20):
gonna tell you that the nigga that I was happy
to interview, Like yeah, that nigga stommer, you know what
I'm saying. Like now that would be like yeah, but
I was struck, but it was like, yeah, that was
sitting down Tom stunning. Because we grew up on them
niggas like we modeled our whole ship round. You know how, nigga,

(58:41):
you ain't you burt on Slim you stum. You know
what I'm saying. I was slim mixed with baby. I
was juve in college. Where's Hot? Yeah? You know what
I'm saying. That's how that ship go. Yeah, I was
uh so yeah thunner out like that. That was like

(59:03):
the interview of yeah. And then for the nigga to
you know, lock in and you know what I'm saying,
he let me. You know, I put him on playing
with Charlamagne. I put him in the gas on the phone.
I like, and you got squat this ship, Charlotte, And
he like, dang nah man, I'm him. I called him phone.
He's like he basically like brom But you don't see

(59:31):
that that that gift you got, like you are somebody
that can like squash stuff and I know you've done
it before by how that feels to be able to
like touch different sides. And you know, it just all
depends on if I if I see now, if it's
gone too far, I wouldn't even try. But if it's
just some ship like man y'all tripping, man, that ship

(59:52):
ain't nothing. This ship just nothing. But it's some blood
and ship or some bitches involved with it. I'm out
of that. I can't get in the middle of it. I
ain't even goin to try to heal no side of it. See,
it ain't no understanding. But if I see, like, man,
this nigga Charlamagne just helped me put me on goddamn
black effect. You know what I'm saying, it's a good

(01:00:12):
nigga stoll them good nigga in my nigga kid that ship, man,
you know what I'm saying Like that, Yeah, like you
and baby girl. You know what I'm saying. I tried
to kill that, but y'all put me in the blood.
What else? Look, bro, I remember when you really got

(01:00:38):
serious with this party and you really thought you was
this ship. Damn, I'm gonna take you back to early
early big facts. I remember this ship. You've been to
say you got that j print because you was just
a party. But when you y'all, you know how y'all
used to have the part and y'all used to start

(01:00:58):
before the guests get there. Ye just talk, y'all be
talking ship. So y'all was talking some when y'all was
talking you. You just fussing about something. You giving your
narrative for something. Jay Prince get there. And when Jay
Prince get there, y'all ask him. He said exact same thing.
You said, Well, we couldn't tell you. He agreed with me.

(01:01:24):
I said, what, I look at every Instagram post this
nigga fucking I said, the nigga I just talked to
on the phone and like talk to him, bank something

(01:01:49):
to him. I said, oh, man went crazy. Man, I'm
happy for you, bro. I love watching that Big Facts
when the nigga be coming to that line trying to
impression this.

Speaker 4 (01:01:59):
Ship, that ship, and you be knowing them niggas be
lying to you, just be sitting over the egg and ship.

Speaker 1 (01:02:11):
Jane Jane to Jane, y'all know them. Niggas be laughing
the nigga be lying because y'all be knowing their story already,
and y'all just be letting and the show is Big Facts,
and y'all be letting them go. But that's the professionalism. Yeah,
Because what I'm arguing with you about you being delusional?
You know what I'm saying, like you thinking you a
content creator? Like why would I go back and forth

(01:02:33):
with you. I felt like you're not a content creator,
just being a gym and ship. You go back and
change something with you go change me. Hey, that had
to fuck with any of these niggas. That's my only regret.
Worst Pluto, she wouldn't be where you're at now. If
you do still, I'll be someone it just it just

(01:02:57):
brow and be sitting on his couch in his chick
are talking to me. Your rout would have been different.
But I was destined to be that nigga regardless. That
is what it is. Bro. I ain't gonna lie, Bro,
that's true. Like I've always been that guy, that nigga,
no matter what it was, popping, no matter what. Kindergarten,

(01:03:20):
when you walking through that that I got you. I'm
taking the ship back to grade school like when niggas
I came to school one day, right first grade. I
never forget first grade. I never forget. I had some
kool Aid brof school aid to the school with color

(01:03:40):
you know you get. I'm mixed all on, put the
sugar up too, and just eating kool Aid, like making
my own you know, dipstick pack. I seen these niggas
going crazy about the kool Aid. So what I started doing.
I started selling kool aid. Real ship, nigga with that
straight to change up to get you one of these

(01:04:01):
little pecks. You know what I'm saying, Get the little
little peck, then ship. The operation got so big. Now
I got little workers off the load. Bro in every class,
bro on from not kool aid in the first grade. Bro, y'all,
don't even think I'm bullshit. Bro, I'm toe grocers and
ship in the third grade, I'm tone grocery pumping gas.

(01:04:25):
In the third grade, I might make me seventeen dollars
third grade. Okay, by then, Now I'm selling schneakers and
ship in the third grade. They ain't know kool aid.
We never came up that ship over. I got schneekers
and ranges and pencils, And for some reason the girls
liked me. Ain't I was. I was a jigger low
in in the early early ages. So niggas used to

(01:04:46):
want to fill on girls, right that was that was
a ship like in fourth grade, like fill on the booty.
So some kind of way I was convincing the girls too,
if you let them from the bot, He'll give us
a dollar. I get your quarter. He's doing them with
touching me. So I'm making seventy five cent a booted
field seventy five seventy five cent? Why you ain't give

(01:05:08):
them the seventy five and you get to twenty five? Bro,
you think Elon Musks gonna give me He thought of it,
but just because they putting it, putting the parts on
that he gonna get them seventy five percent of the moneys.
While that nigga pimping in and what grades just in
that was like fourth fifth grade? Real shit, Bro, It's
just I've always been a thinker, Bro. God bless the

(01:05:30):
nigga to think. Bro. Like I've always said, I ain't
gonna chaina like. I believe the words you put in
you put out there in the orbit, bro, really works
like this. Saving my son little might say some shit right,
and I got him to start saying that. He'd be
like where you at, man, while you down and man? Anything?
I like, Bro, shit like that don't happen to niggas

(01:05:50):
like us. You see what I'm saying. Ship like that
don't happen niggas like us. We're gonna see what happened today.
You just passed away. That's how we're gonna go we're
gonna go out of health read as an old age.
Things like that don't happen to certain niggas, and it
may do if I believe that it would. I just
don't believe I'm gonna go out like that. You get
you know what I'm saying In the same way niggas

(01:06:11):
about all this shit. I'm like, he can't die behind
on Hamburger like nigga, my blood pressure up, glue closet,
damn borderline diabeted man. Hell no, nigga went through all
this shit to die by crystal double chee burger ad bacon.
I kill them, motherfucker boy. I get me two double
this used to get two double cheese burger ad bacon,

(01:06:34):
a pup surprise and then freeze. I ain't really mess
with the pulp, but that crystally busting. You had White Castle.
I ain't never had White Council, White Castle. Yeah, you
know my family from up North. I was born in Jersey,
but I left when I was five, but I always
would go back, So I was a big White Castle fan. Yeah.

(01:06:56):
What's some shit? If you could change one thing about
the world, what would it be, mh damn one thing
about the world? Can I change property ship, that'll be it. Yeah,

(01:07:16):
everybody everybody living. Let everybody live, Yeah, because what's the
point of property? Gets better than mine? Bro, Just want
everybody to live. Be at peace, man, everybody find their peace?

(01:07:38):
All right? This is part of the segment. You know.
I'm a real podcaster, so I have segments. I see
you a little iPad and shy ship on the back
of it. Really ain't in no hre but some words.
But it's fine. Hey, I'm gonna say a word. You
say the first ship to come to your head? All right?
You ready? Enlightenment, my kids, purpose, my kids, spirit, God, growth,

(01:08:15):
thanks hmm, joy, my family, survival, me, connection, me and

(01:08:36):
you gotta say something. But you want to start over.
You want to do some more work. I thought you
said what come to my mind? Really you really want
to say Jim. He wants to say gym Jim Jim,
so they stop thinking about the gym, bro and say
some real ship. So you're gonna tell me how to
answer the questions that that that's how the segment go. No, no,

(01:08:58):
what seing go. You can't say the same thing twice.
I feel attacked. You ain't say that that that would
make it. I'm just making I'm saying, how you gonna
tell me what to say? And then you're gonna get
mad at me because I was try to get.

Speaker 2 (01:09:16):
Nigga told me what come to my mind? And he
gets mad at me would come to my mind? You
get mad at me for what's my mind thinking?

Speaker 1 (01:09:28):
Come on, Rup, think a little harder? Bro? Was that?
Jim Jim bar bill up? Come on Bro? You ready? Rough? Yeah? Bro?
First word Jim five a m rush awakening getting up

(01:10:01):
at three in the morning. All right, intuition, bullshit, gratitude, thankfu, surrender,
destiny child that was surviving. That was the first thing

(01:10:26):
I thought about. My bad, my bad, No, it's all good. Serenity, prayer,
the spot centering. I came alive on creation God. Oh

(01:10:47):
my bad, I said. Now that's a good one. Now
that's good. I said it already. You said, I can't
say that. You said it in the other what's the
rule we're making this up? There we go community wait,
no more growth squats And there you have it. I
appreciate you, my brother. Book of the Week is unfiltered

(01:11:09):
by my brother Robert Red Russian. Give us some shit
that's in the book, though, bro give us an insert
from the book. An insert now, just tell us about
the part that I just read, Like, how that in
that moment, Why would you describing that moment about what
Jezu did. At that point, we was talking about the club,
my club and al Bennie and how we were damn

(01:11:31):
there underwater and things of me and my business partner
going back and forth or whatever. But we had a
Jezy concert and that was our biggest concert that we had,
probably the biggest club concert at the time in all
I'm not sure what they're doing now, but we had
over three thousand people in there, and like this was

(01:11:52):
prime young, Like this was this was prime Young, Like
you know what I'm saying. So when I tell you
he he came in there and he killed that ship,
and that I think that part what you was reading,
like that's when he had the song air Forces. So
he was like, I don't care if you got air forces,
the lettos, whatever you got, take one of the motherfuckers

(01:12:14):
off and put it in the air, you know what
I'm saying. So I'm on the stage in the back,
you know, looking out just to see a people and
everybody got just one shoe in the air. You know
what I'm saying when everybody he rocked that mum, did
that make you feel like, yeah, this is a good
investment that night, Yeah, like they that was our biggest night.

(01:12:36):
That was our biggest night. We didn't actually have a
whole show, but that was our absolute biggest night that
we ever had at the club. And it was just
like I'm on the stage dirty, like I've been working
the all day. I ain't get a chance to change clothes,
but pocket full of money. But just feel that nigga
show got some different. He's still rocking shit. Y'all came

(01:12:58):
to this show when he did right, Yeah, that niggas
still rocking shit. It's just like he wanted them. He
wanted them one brother, it's never gonna get old. Like
you'ven going to run in the club. Just number snow nothing,
just go and especially like here like here God down

(01:13:19):
there for where we're from. You know what I'm saying,
Like it's just it ain't even know, it ain't even
no question. It crazy how the nigga music can take
you right back to the moment what you were doing
when you heard that shit. It's crazy, bro, Like quick story,
I'm riding with my cousin right when he first when
he first came with if it's taken too long to

(01:13:41):
lock up, bring it back, my cousin went crazy. I'm
talking about he went crazy. He like he driving. He's like, yo,
I just told the nigga that the other day. I
just told then that the other day. Oh shit. But
it was just like, Bro, he really he really touched

(01:14:02):
the streets like if you like they they they felt
jeezy worldwide. You know what I'm saying. He got spots
where he bigger than life. But it's nothing like Georgia,
you know what I'm saying. That impact here and then Georgia,
Like it was crazy, like you had you had to
be there. And if you was getting any kind of

(01:14:22):
money around that time, it was just if you wasn't
getting no money, you want to get some. But if
you if you, if you was getting it though, it
just made you feel like it just made you feel different, Bro,
It made you feel different. Bro, it's a soundtrack to
my life. Yeah, it just made you feel different. Bro.
Brother was on a whole other level though. What's next? Bro?

(01:14:43):
Content creating with them? Oh yeah, just just content creator, bro,
just content every day daily man nobody never shot a
series or movie's around the gym. I ain't never seen
we're working on I think you should. Yeah, we're working
on all kinds of content daily. Yeah, that's that's what
content creators do. Now. I just want to see him

(01:15:04):
tell you all bush your side. But I really appreciate
you as a brother, as a friend. Like times is like, Nigga,
what is tele apactic teleorc community? What is it? Like?
You just know when I need that? Good bro? You
know what I'm saying, Like that ship that be the
moments I be unlocked. I'm at locked, and your shit
have kind of unlocked me. You know what I'm saying.

(01:15:24):
It's like four five people in my life that do that,
and you want Bro, I just want to tell you.
I love you, I appreciate you, and we forever locked
bro for sure. Bro, same with you, though, Bro, like
you you definitely done. I guess that's that brotherhood because
you don't hit me at times where I don't. I
ain't gonna say I was about to crash out, but
you don't hit me at times when I needed that. Bro.

(01:15:46):
I'm here for you, just whatever. I'm going to the
end for you. But Dad ain't. Don't even worry about it.
You know what I'm saying, and it just like you
said it be it be right on time. I don't
know what kind of words you was trying to find
and say it, but they said tell a pack whatever
it was. But what you're saying, it'd be right on time. Bro.
But the same. But I love you, bro, appreciate everything.

(01:16:06):
Proud of what you're doing. I finally made Perspectives after
the whole year crazy. Yeah, I finally made it, bro.
But I'm gonna say the same thing when I finally
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(01:16:30):
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(01:17:13):
hit that bell. Yeah, hit that motherfucker bail man on
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(01:17:35):
just hit that bell, like come and subscribe, tell somebody
to tell somebody before we get out here. Let me
say this, I'm gonna tell you what I did, like
though that time. You remember we did that ship when
you said the revote, We did that your revote Like
the stations, I can do that like that. Conscidant keep
going and working like how y'all be doing. I can't
do that. Like remember how we had the group, Like
we went station and went upstairs. Nigga get the chance

(01:17:57):
to walk that shit off a little bit of boot
I like that. As a boot camp, you don't do
boot canlem We did one in a minute, We did
one two months ago. I'm gonna do boot camp next time,
y'all do Yeah, we did one to two. Let's throw
a boot camp. Let's do it. You know, I'm just
gonna be the hype man. You just say. I'm saying
if we if I'm throwing it, I gotta hype him up.

(01:18:18):
Let's go. Let's gone. That's what we do with him
work out. So how I'm throwing it? I told you said,
let me let me, let me know what you're doing it.
Then you said let's throw it. When I thought it,
I gotta come and entertain. So I'm gonna just be
a guest bro on the first then we'll throw one night.
Let's go, y'all. Yeah, that's yeah, that's one. Appreciate you, man, bro.

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