Living In The Present with Rich Homie Monta

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Speaker 1 (00:01):
It gets no better than this. You are now in
June perspectives with Big.

Speaker 2 (00:10):
Let's get straight to it, says, it's not about what
you achieved, it's about who your uplift along the way.
Work to perspective with Bank Today, I got my partner
with me east side Pogner, my player partner Rich on
the money. Tell you how you feeling, King Man?

Speaker 3 (00:24):
What's happening man, I'm in the building. Man, what's going on?

Speaker 2 (00:26):
Bank? Less to see you man? First of all, I
want to say, Man, I appreciate you. I always hit
me up out of the blue chicken on me and
ship Bro. That's love, Bro. I appreciate that.

Speaker 3 (00:34):
You know a lot of people get on the internet
and they say ship. They sound good. I try to
live it though.

Speaker 2 (00:40):
Really you actually do going for I want to check
your member. Where your mental at right now? Bro? Mentally?

Speaker 3 (00:46):
Man, to be hones Bro, I'm up and down with
this ship right now. You feel I'm on the roller
coaster that I ain't never been on in my life. Okay,
you know what I mean. So I'm at a I'm
at a point mentally to where someday d I be
I be here? Some days I don't be here, I'll
be questioning everybody. I'm going through a whole lot of
shit in my mind, but I'm still trying to smile,

(01:09):
progress to keep it going. You feel me mentally, bro,
Like I think the things that I didn't end it
in the last three hundred and sixty five day, Bro,
that shit taking it, finally taking it. You know how
they say the Scrown need some better to stand behind
the time. Yeah, like, I'm at that point, brother, I'm
starting to lean on motherfucker now. You feel me Like,

(01:31):
throughout everything I've been through in my life, I ain't
never bit that. I always been able to stand scrong,
get here, no fragile moments or nothing. But shit, I
didn't broke I didnet broke down here in the last
few months. Bro, I be under rock. Yeah, I'm here though,
you know. I mean, I smile every day if I
put this ship on some people back. But for the

(01:52):
more part, man, I'll be trying to wear this shit.
You feel me.

Speaker 2 (01:55):
I'm gonna let you introduce yourself, let people know who
you is, where you from. You know what I'm saying,
how you came, where you going? Sure?

Speaker 3 (02:03):
Man, I go by the I go by the social
name of Richard and Mantepe Man. My name is Mantey.
I'm from Zone three, Atlanta. Man born and raised in
the a migrated to the East Side when I was
in high school. You know what I mean. I'm a
cultural coach. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (02:22):
I like that.

Speaker 3 (02:23):
You know what i mean, just just an inspiring person, brother,
that took all my traumas brouh and tried to make
this shit. You know what I'm saying into something different. Man,
I took I wanted to one that I say, I
had an early shot at being able to change my
life around. You know what I'm saying. When I was young,
bro a while, you fear me, and that's me man.

(02:47):
You know what I'm saying. Those who know me closely
know I always been the person that always just knew
to be myself. I understand what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (02:54):
I can cur that you fear me. Yeah, it never change.
You been You've always been Monch the same month that
meant from the beginning, been that to this day. I'm
always be. That's rare too. Yeah, excuse me, give them
a little bit more water, please, But it ain't playing
so let me see, uh. I said, what was your

(03:17):
upbringing life and how did it shape you as a
man you are today?

Speaker 3 (03:20):
Man, Hey, listen, man, my upbrain. You know a lot
of people like to tell a story man that they
ship was just super rough and a lot of people
grew up in privately this and then I grew up
having a poor mother. Right, My mom and her family
were poor, but my mama was that parent that was
trying to change me and my sister life. You know

(03:41):
what I'm saying. So, my daddy won the rolling stone,
my mama wore be come. My dad was serving a
life sentence in prison, you feel me? So my mama
was trying to run from he had did so, Nigga,
we live from hood, the hood, project, the project. You
know what I'm saying. I went to like five different
elementary schools. You know what I'm saying. She never let

(04:03):
me go to school where we live. So I say
that part of moving around was rough. But in terms
of like living shit, man, I watched I watched mom
Duke do what the hell she had to do to
take care of me and my sister brother. So that
part of it and not being able to have that guidance,
I grew up in that time where the village really
was the village.

Speaker 2 (04:24):
You feel me?

Speaker 3 (04:25):
So, you know, not having no daddy and being in
that space, Bro, my upbring was it was pretty solid, bro,
But I endured a whole lot of shit, you know
what I'm saying, because marm Duke's was was always working
and you know what I'm saying, doing shit like that.
So you know, growing up on in that three and

(04:46):
growing up in Techwood home, Bro, that shit was rough,
you know what I mean? But hey, man, I made
it through it. You know what I'm saying. I started
to understand that. You know, they say, man in my
area and our hear a bank. I'm gonna say, nigga
one living past sixteen, you know what I'm saying. So
if you made it out that shit, you know you
got a story to tell.

Speaker 2 (05:05):
What inspired you to want to like mentorship and just
know be a cultural coach.

Speaker 3 (05:10):
My upbring and what I've seen and not being able
to have too many people to grab my hand, brou
so that made me always want to get back. And
then the big part to it was when I was
in high school, I played baseball and I had cousins
that were locked up that were doing shit that I
thought was cool, you know what I mean. So she

(05:32):
one of my cousins had killed the nigga and he
was a drum made in the band, and she you know,
all the cool shit, and I'm like, you know what,
I want to be like that. I want to be
like my dad and shit. But then when I started
looking at it, I started learning that you know they
say we products of our environment. I took and I
started doing my research on what being a product or
your environment. Well, that shit was being a follower, you

(05:55):
know what I'm saying. I was like, damn, like I'm
supposed to do everything I see, so sit. When I
got in high school, I had my coaches like I
ain't never understood why niggas was putting their arms around me,
like everybody like, well you talented, you know. So I
had a few guys in my life standing to downport
my godfather like. I had them people to be like,

(06:16):
hey man, we want to see you go this way.
So when I messed up my baseball opportunity, the next year,
I went back to my high school and I started
coaching baseball. You fear me, and I was able to
see something that wasn't given to me, you know what
I'm saying. And from that day for it, bro, It's
like I realized a lot of older dudes would just

(06:40):
agree with young niggas, you know what I'm saying. So
I was like, I'm gonna be the older cat that
they can relate to, but they still listen to you
know what I'm saying. So I took to it then, man,
and then I had my shot at this internet. Man
on Coin actually put me on the Internet and Bird
actually told me back then I was talking to your
niggas shit. I was like, man, I do won't be
on no internet street nigga, you know all that type shit.

(07:02):
And he was like, hey, man, if you're gonna be
doing what you're doing, you need to pick your lane.
I was like, shit, I picked the lane and I
stayed in that lane. And I've been doing the same
shit on the internet for fifteen.

Speaker 2 (07:14):
Years, pure, pure, Hey, So how did how did coaching
like coaching the kids that make there? Like, how did
that what you think move with you to day that
you took from that the life aspect of it. Bruh,
It's like I was able to be able to touch
over four hundred kids, you know, what I'm saying in

(07:35):
my brain. And a lot of them kids, man, they
they so relative to me.

Speaker 3 (07:40):
Man, It's like I was able to meet kids that
had they father, but I'm gonna say eighty percent of
my kid didn't have no fall in the household or so.
It's like even at my age, I ain't the oldest nigga,
but I ain't the youngest nigga. They like, they still
can relate and they they just give me that grace
bro to be able to be like, Damn, I got

(08:02):
somebody that I can call whenever I need them and
it ain't monetary, you know what I'm saying. To be
able to be that mental person to a person. That's
the part that I that I love about it the most.
All my boy didn't make it to the lead, but
I got some boy that I could say made it
to the lead. But most of my boy end up
being the me and I got a couple of them
in prison, you know what I'm saying. But when I

(08:22):
look at it, when you look at the ratio of life, Broy,
you can't you can't help everybody, but you can stand
by everybody, you know what I'm saying. In certain times,
so that's the part that I got from being able
to coach up there man at that school. And then
I took that from there and I went to South
Forest and went to Leinster Hughes and it was twenty eleven,
twenty two to twenty eleven. I went over there to

(08:42):
the northern side of town, and I was able to
get another aspect of it from over there, you know
what I'm saying. So you know, that's all my desire
to always be able to do bro, be able to
coach the young kids. Man ship at this point it
coaching me.

Speaker 2 (08:55):
What was your first dream, you know, as a young
as legit like your first dream.

Speaker 3 (09:00):
Only dream I ever had bro with to get some money,
play babyball. I never had no desires to be nothing
else in life, you know what I'm saying. But I
think that just came from watching my mom and them.

Speaker 1 (09:12):
Man.

Speaker 3 (09:12):
You know, being in the hood. I grew up in
the projects. You know what I'm saying. You know those times,
you know them errors? You know what I'm saying. So shit,
all I want to do is get out and get
me some money. And the only way I ever seen
to get out of it or play ball, play sports.
So ship I started playing at Bayball. I played all sports,
but baseball is my number one sport.

Speaker 2 (09:29):
Ship.

Speaker 3 (09:29):
I thought that was gonna take me up out of here,
you know what I'm saying. So that's the only dream
I ever had.

Speaker 2 (09:34):
So your only connection to the music was uh was home?

Speaker 3 (09:38):
That was my No, that wasn't my only connection to it.
That was that was my lifeline to it, you know
what I'm saying. If you get what I'm saying, I
had plenty of connections to it. One of my aunt's sister,
baby Daddy was all. He was in the music INDUSTRM
when we were younger. You do the music, Yeah, back
in the day, he used to be two live crews

(09:59):
and all them, so, you know, being in the household
with them. I used to see Luke and Monica and
all them back in the day, you know what I'm saying.
And then Ship, me and my cousin were bad. They
used to call us on suicide one and suicide two.
So Ship, we had got like a little deal on
the table when we were young. But they were gonna
like create us a group. You know back in the

(10:19):
day that Austin a niggas were creating groups and Ship,
so we I had, I had that rain to bit.
I always love music, you know what I'm saying. So
when it was time, when it was my time, Corn
brought me into it. When I say my lifeline, but
I've been around.

Speaker 2 (10:32):
It with one dollar them too. Yeah, because he ever
first first person ever recorded a song for duct tape. Wow,
that's crazy, Uh at Straight Drop Studio, the first person ever.
That's crazy. Brother, that's crazy crazy, But that's crazy. Yeah

(10:54):
it be.

Speaker 3 (10:55):
Sometimes I get to talking to some people that know
a song, won't you know what I'm saying, But I'd
be careful who I tell a certain story to, cause
you know, everybody don't know what the fuck be going on.
And then get with like even with me having the
musical part to it, when I was twelve years old,
it'd be like, you know, a nigga want a fact
check certain shit, but it'd be like, I don't remember

(11:17):
these niggas back in the day who trying to sign
this for you to this shit? So I don't even
really talk about it, you know what I'm saying. So yeah,
that was my call, my lifeline to this shit.

Speaker 2 (11:27):
Bro.

Speaker 3 (11:27):
Like he brought me in this shit for real, and shit,
I was able to make my mark on this ship.

Speaker 2 (11:33):
After that, you know what I mean? What was what
was your biggest challenge? Like coming from like the sports
world and to the entertainment.

Speaker 3 (11:42):
Sports was more so It was the same for me
if you think about it, Man, I just had to
be more outside. With the entertainment, I had to be
in more people face. I'm an introvert, yeah, you know
what I'm saying. So with the sports I was able
to be more confined to shit. Once you come in
them doors, you know, so I gotta let you in
the house, you know what i mean. With the entertainment,

(12:03):
it was like shit, I had to get outside and
really bump elbows. And I had to always been a
low key month. I wanted to be low key through
everything I do. Once I got in this, I had
to really start meet niggas is shaking hands and I
had to broaden my personality. You know what I'm saying.
I had to come out of my shell because I
always was in the chill. You had to come to
a Bayball game, see meeting that up.

Speaker 2 (12:23):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (12:23):
All you had to know me and know the little
wild take, you know what I'm saying. But I ain't
never been able to get at the music industry. Made
me talk more because shit ill real shelter, you know
what I'm saying. So I'll say that what the entertainment
did for me, bro, it just it really helped me
come out and be somebody that that I'm glad that
I could be. It brought that enter, that that real

(12:46):
strength out of me instead of being all bottled up.
You know what I'm saying. That shit really helped me
open open up a little bit more.

Speaker 2 (12:56):
Now y'all was on levels. Y'all ticket to level? So
how was it? How did you maintain your stand and
then stay grounded like and just unpredictable, cutthroat and.

Speaker 3 (13:07):
Man that that ship was hard, bro, I started out
fighting and ship you feel me like I started. I
feel like everybody was trying me, trying to trying my brother,
you know what I'm saying. So, niggah, it was it
was time to where it was like, won't you fuck
you know how this shit is?

Speaker 2 (13:25):
You know what I'm saying. You gotta show up, You
gotta prove to a nigga.

Speaker 3 (13:27):
You you fight, you street you know whatever dumb ass
shit it w was. But when it was time for
me to really really just sit back. I had to
realize that all the cats that's around, they were looking
at me. If I parke, they gonna park. You know
what I'm saying. If I go, they gonna go. You
know what I'm saying. So I was able to keep
a level head once I really understood I gained this

(13:48):
ship right here. Bank I took and I said, you
know what, most most of the ship that I be
hearing in the industry be man he niggas. You know
what I'm saying. They haven't been there like niggas. So
she I took and I was like, you know what,
I'm gonna clean our sh up like we're gonna be
a fortunate five hundred company, you know what I'm saying.
So I gotta get my ship together. You know what
I'm saying. I can't be doing all that dumb ship.

(14:09):
Then ship, I started getting my team. I started preaching
that ship to everybody around. That's my bro Cord all
that like, bro got the good business, you know what
I'm saying. And shit, we did that for sure.

Speaker 2 (14:20):
Yeah. I did shouts out of the court too. Hey,
let me ask you a question, because I usually have
women on here talking about relationships and stuff.

Speaker 3 (14:28):
Right yeah, I'll be seeing that ship.

Speaker 2 (14:30):
You be on the internet talking about what you think
the biggest disconnect between men and women in the biggest disconnected.

Speaker 3 (14:38):
I feel like women don't listen to men, you know
what I'm saying. And you said some ship that the
I posted it, bro, the ship that did like three
hundred thousand on my page. Game was when you were
talking about they delusional.

Speaker 2 (14:51):
See.

Speaker 3 (14:51):
I talk about that ship a lot, so when you
said it, I posted it, Like, ain't I told you
all this.

Speaker 2 (14:58):
It's it's the ash. I told you you look at
that ship right now.

Speaker 3 (15:07):
I told y'all how this ship goes so a lot
of time, Bro, when I see it.

Speaker 2 (15:13):
Let let go here with the relationship ship, Kevin Samuels.

Speaker 3 (15:17):
We're trying to give the women a real insight from
a broader perspective, right Yeah. One of our biggest disconnect
with our women.

Speaker 2 (15:26):
Bro.

Speaker 3 (15:26):
They don't like the.

Speaker 2 (15:27):
Truth, bro, Yeah, they hate the fucking truth. Yeah, but
what's your truth? You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (15:35):
That's like they say, God, damn, You're gonna get the
truth you got with God, see, and then you got
your side.

Speaker 2 (15:42):
Man, what the fuck is the real truth.

Speaker 3 (15:44):
The truth is if you got a man sitting here
telling you who he is and what he gonna, what
it is, that's what it is.

Speaker 2 (15:52):
What you believe in your mind ain't what it is.

Speaker 3 (15:55):
I just said this ship the other day, like, they
stop talking to me about what your grandmama and granddaddy did,
because your grandmama was taking a whole bunch of ships.
She won't let you know she was taking that old
billy Ray were sucking everything you feed me.

Speaker 2 (16:08):
He was just taking care of one. Bullshit.

Speaker 3 (16:11):
What they say Papa was a rolling stone man. Come on, man,
My granddaddy had kids up and down to ec you
feed me, and he was one of them ones. You
know what I'm saying. Most a lot of people know bo.
Both had some children in Georgia, both had some children
in South George, Tennessee, got up in New York and Virginia.

(16:34):
When you hear Grandma say she took Benny, that's all
they cared about, you know what I'm saying. So I
think that the biggest disconnect, bro. They just they want
ship to be the way they wanted to be. But
that ain't the reality of this ship.

Speaker 2 (16:46):
When did when did when do you think this everything
just switched over to that? Because I think I think
it was it was it was okay when were younger
like un teas and they was allright like it was.
It was a wishful thinking going on, man.

Speaker 3 (17:00):
That's when people were conscious of of I think our
parents and the women kind of had a lot more
just and they feel like they ain't have as much
say so, back then they just had a little.

Speaker 2 (17:11):
Just do you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (17:13):
When it comes to the kids, and we all manipulated
to believe that shit was a certain way, man, we
got I call them modern day women. Now you know
what I'm saying. These women start making a little bit
of paper. That internet pop, that internet start being able
to broadcab bodies and this and that, and the women

(17:33):
start making some paper. Then they start I'm a true believer.
You want to know how a person feel about you,
give them somewhere. They won't need you money, you understand me,
And now you gonna you're gonna get it.

Speaker 2 (17:46):
You don'na see who they is.

Speaker 3 (17:47):
You're gonna see money don't change you. That shit revealed.

Speaker 2 (17:50):
Who they tell? The motherfucker I want to see at
your best, So see how you fuck me at your best,
at your best.

Speaker 3 (17:55):
You know what I'm saying that the lords, I'm gonna
get a version of you where where motherfucker might need
you. You understand, you know what I'm saying. So now you
got women that that's in the household with a with
a man ship, the man could control everything because the
easiest way to control the motherfucker is what finance you
feel me? So once you start putting that ship into perspective, man, please,

(18:18):
we were in the wicked West right.

Speaker 2 (18:20):
Now, this this but this shit a real movie watching
this ship. Man, it's a movie. Bro. You know so
what you're doing your relationship? You dang what you're doing? Man?
You know what? Man, I'm good man. You know what
I'm saying. Oh good bait. Get what who I kick

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it with? Bro?

Speaker 3 (18:41):
They understand me, you know what I'm saying. But I
go back through the years of trying to get to
a point to where I could get that understanding. And
I always been a relationship nigga, you know what I'm saying.
But then when I broke, when I broke the chain
from my first after my first ten year relationship, shit
got shit got rough. But see, even with my tenure relationship,

(19:04):
you know what I mean, it was it was hard,
you know what I'm saying, because she ain't want to
understand the music. Shit will come in and play then,
you know what I'm saying, And I'm telling her like,
I'm gonna be who I am, but get what you
gotta stick stick by, nigga. They don't know what the
fuck that means. For real women don't know what that means.
You know what I'm saying. They think, oh, being a
down there bitch. You mean, I'm gonna fight what you're
gonna do. Then, man, you gotta be able to be

(19:25):
that mental person. You gotta be my confidant. You got
to understand this ship I might I'm gonna fuck up,
you know what I'm saying. They it's just in our nature.
And then when we fuck up, they look at it crazy,
you know what I'm saying. So my fuck ups won
the worst fuck ups. At that particular time, my fuck
us was immaturity. You know what I'm saying. Shit, I

(19:45):
really didn't understand. So when I finally found, you know
what I'm saying, a level of the where I could
go be mature and I can find somebody that that
fuck with me for who they how they fuck with me,
then shit, I'm good, you know what I'm saying. I
ain't really trying to deal with all that other type
of shit that got the awful. I don't be with
all that shit, you.

Speaker 2 (20:02):
Know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (20:03):
But of course if I tell a woman I ain't
on that shit because of who I am, I get
accused of everything. So it's all more like this shit
ain't really even really, bro, Like I just be talking
like I have to try to convince the motherfucker to
believe that I ain't butt it.

Speaker 2 (20:20):
Man. Oh, so you're saying, you gotta take time out
of your day and your life to show a motherfucker
that you you really you?

Speaker 3 (20:30):
Yeah, And I ain't doing that, So I'd be like,
you can go on about your business.

Speaker 2 (20:35):
Where you think they come from. But a lot of
you women's scarred though a lot of men scarred too.

Speaker 3 (20:38):
Though we all scarred, you know what I'm saying. We
become creatures a habit, not have it, but have it,
you know what I'm saying. So I just took my trauma, bro,
because I was traumatized. I got damn caught my first
true love getting beat the fuck out. You know what
I'm saying. So I don't know. Too many niggas say
they didn't seen somebody.

Speaker 2 (20:59):
They loved with. She won your true love? She she
was my true love.

Speaker 3 (21:03):
I want her.

Speaker 2 (21:04):
Oh yeah, she's true. You fear you are.

Speaker 3 (21:09):
Man twenty Bro? What you do went crazy?

Speaker 2 (21:13):
What you do?

Speaker 3 (21:14):
What I went crazy? I'm gonna tell you the story.
Shadow was eighteen. I think she was eighteen. You feed me.
What's the hot hot ship? I think about that motherfucker's
day now it's growl a bad like damn, that's crazy.

Speaker 2 (21:31):
What happened? Man? Bro? Calling her she had to broke
up with me, but that didn't count. Then I say that,
But then the childiship the motherfucker do when she be
fucking with but this, she'll.

Speaker 3 (21:41):
Break up with me, you feel me? So we back
and forth, back and forth. So this particular night, Bro
just got my own spot out here. I just moved
the car count on MAF six Flag Drive in the
fucking jungle.

Speaker 2 (21:52):
You fear me laying up in the room.

Speaker 3 (21:54):
I call up. She picked up the phone. She like,
oh yeah, she talked to me. I'm like, man, I
want to get banging on doing all this ship. We yeah,
we gonna make it word. She's like a right hold on,
click over, click, right back over, talk to me by
five minute, and she like, oh, hold on, I got

(22:14):
a hit ache. I gotta I'm gonna have to call
you back. Get out the phone. I'm sitting there thinking
I doze off. I wake back up.

Speaker 2 (22:21):
Just happened.

Speaker 3 (22:22):
I get the ring in the phone. I got the
little nochia. Motherfucker. You know what I'm saying. I get
I put that bitch on automatic redive. I'm calling them,
motherfucker callingfuck. I had bust the artery in my like
not to arter the vein in my foot. So she
thinking I ain't mobile for real, you feel me? And
I had fucked up my cast. So I had grams
on ninety Fleetwood on Eldorado kellat Toodo. Motherfucker. I had

(22:44):
that being parted outside. I ain't even know it. She's
stay in turn Beard apartment right down from the road.
They were new at the time, the Walmart. I stayed
on se flat dry twenty straight out call him up
for she find to pick it up. I had a dream, bro,
and then how I realized like some of your inner
thoughts could really be you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (23:06):
Shit.

Speaker 3 (23:06):
So I had a dream she was in her cousin
bathroom getting a rubble. This was a dream I had.
When I woke up, I started calling fuck. She picked
up the phone. Tell me she and her cousin bathroom
getting some ashpirn or some shit called head with her.
You feel me? Hang up the phone on the wind,
answer that bit no more. I jump in the car
and ride all the way out. That motherfucker doing by the
buck twenty. I grabbed my figh, get in the car, hop,

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grab one of my crutches.

Speaker 2 (23:32):
You done hopped over there?

Speaker 3 (23:33):
I hopped over there, motherfucker. When I get there, I
couldn't get in the gate. You feed me, but my
pioner me in him. You see the fake Jordan's and
ship back in the day was potting the rilly.

Speaker 2 (23:41):
You feel me? He could tell you this ship. I
don't know what but that he could tell the old story. Bro.

Speaker 3 (23:45):
I hit the nigga. I'm trying not to hit the nigga.
Can't want nigga, don't want no tender dit shit. I
hit the nigga phone. I'm like, hey, brother, let me
in the gate. He could hear it in my voice.
He like, hell no, I ain't letting you in the gate.
I'm like, bro, let me in the gate.

Speaker 2 (24:00):
Bro.

Speaker 3 (24:00):
You feel me like, no, let you in the gate,
Briery know what you own?

Speaker 2 (24:04):
You feel me?

Speaker 3 (24:05):
Nigga, my stupid head. Climb over the gate with my
foot fucked up, get ready to start walking back there?
A car come, so I get back. I run through
the gate, get in the car and sneak on any
motherfucker when I get back there where she stay at?

Speaker 2 (24:18):
You feel my look?

Speaker 3 (24:20):
Damn? So I go park the car on the other
side and climb Nigga. I'm literally dirt on my knees everything.
I can't walk real good. Climb up the gop there here.
I walked through the pathway. I see the Nigga car
way down there, three four garages down, hanging out a
little bit. You feel me hard drop gang, I'm like

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a heart attack. I got a big ass pistol on me.
You feel I'm really with the bullshit? Yeah, so I'm
finna knock on the door. But my country was like,
hell no, just tomorrow. Just let her know you ain't ship.
You know what I'm saying, like that, what I telling myself?
So I go on and walk back through. I ain't
come from the way I come. I go through her

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room right there, you feel me. So I walk past
the bath and I'm finna walk past the room and
just gone to the ship. When I get by the door,
my stupid ASD look in the window. I'm trying to see.

Speaker 2 (25:18):
Man, you know what I'm talking about. I'm staying at
the window, charging up.

Speaker 3 (25:27):
I punched that motherfucker boom when I hit the window,
I hit the middle piece. You know they got that
fire glass. That ship been the whole frame of the
window in.

Speaker 2 (25:37):
You feel me.

Speaker 3 (25:38):
I'm standing there crying like a motherfucker bitch. Then the
blinds come up, the big double blind. The motherfucker just
shoot up. She's standing out this sick. She shipped her on.
My stupid asd to my damn, you look good. But
I'm crying like a motherfucker. I'm like, where that nigga at.
I'm looking in the house, like.

Speaker 2 (25:53):
Where you at? Ship.

Speaker 3 (25:56):
I'm mad at the nigga. See, I ain't go back
there far. I'm mad at the nigga car. When she
first told me they were cool, the nigga knew me,
you feel me and one of my pot in the
Red he could tell you this ship. Red kept telling like,
hey bruh, sholl crazy nigga Brush, so whatever you own
like remember shouted crazy And I'm telling you the young
nigga crazy. But the nigga trying to befriend me so

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he can have it free way with her and she
going with he going with it. So I called one
day they had magic against some food. She's like, I'm
with Mark at Magic. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (26:25):
That name. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (26:26):
I'm at Mark. I'm at Magic is fool. Mark got
down Wooo. I'm like, all right, But the nigga get
on the phone. Hey, bro, you ain't gotta be you
ain't got to be tripping Brush. You got you a
good girl.

Speaker 2 (26:37):
She got a head on the shoulder.

Speaker 3 (26:41):
And he was an older nigga. You know what I'm saying,
was an older nigga. Then you know what I'm saying,
we young older. So he got the game, you know
what I'm saying. But you nigga, Yeah, man stopped playing
with me.

Speaker 2 (26:50):
Bro, you know what I mean.

Speaker 3 (26:52):
So, yeah, I did some real tender ship that night
I fired it. But in everything, man, when he got
in there, I've been there a game. That what I'm
telling you, like a lot of shit I talked about.
I really did that ship, bro. Like when I be
trying to tell these nigga like I've been a tender
dick pussy nigga before that motherfucker had me in a
choke hold gun.

Speaker 2 (27:13):
Then I started thinking about it like that. Do I
love the bitsiness? I love puzzy? You know what I'm saying.
Like I had to wake myself for it. Bro, I
went through hell with that ship. But how you shake
out of it? Like, what's the what's the recipe to
get out of that? Realized? Thank God man, that man,
that's one thing God Man didn't put on me.

Speaker 3 (27:28):
But it ain't been there ever.

Speaker 1 (27:31):
Man.

Speaker 2 (27:32):
Man, that's a blessing. Bro. Yeah, that should a blessing.
That's a blessing.

Speaker 3 (27:35):
I went through that ship when I was young, so
it's all more like it's some nigga faulty fit. They're
still going through it to kill you boy, some ass bro.

Speaker 2 (27:43):
My first first couple of girlfriend was hose though.

Speaker 3 (27:46):
Yeah, see I went, I ain't gonna even call a shouted, no, right,
I'm gonna go on the limb and say she was
ungoddamn advised on life. So anything she seen was like
because she wanted busting everybody down.

Speaker 2 (28:01):
She miss lied. Yeah, she really with old school taking
the magic.

Speaker 3 (28:06):
She working at waffa house. You know what I'm saying.
Pretty as a motherfucker. The older nigga coming in there,
seeing these little perky ad titties, you feel the perverse
ad nigga for real when you think about this ship,
because shout of like eighteen, my daughter eighteen now, bro,
So I be looking at that ship, like I told
my daughter and my god daughter the other day, I'm like, hey, man,

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y'all got to realize, Man, it was some nigga my
age looking at y'all. Man, y'all need to stop putting
all this ship on. These niggas did get hard when
they see y'all you feel me. But for me, I'm
two years older than shouting. I done had my shall,
I done had me some some some blizzard, But I
ain't never no wizzy that loved me what I'm feeling.
And I ain't never had no wom ship like this.

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You know what I'm saying, Oh man, I'm about to
go crazy about this ship.

Speaker 2 (28:51):
You know what I mean, like tenderized it for your
grown man being order to punishing and getting it right
for you. He had it after me, So did you
let me ask you something? Did you go back to it?
After that?

Speaker 3 (29:01):
I ain't go back to her. I hit her. I
ain't go back to her though I had told her
like I stopped talking to her. Bro to ride home,
like when you just add me like what got me
out of that? That was my moment. I could truly
say that was my moment. And I ain't been back
down that road since that moment. Car, Bro, I gunn
that home that road. I was able to get in
my car. You feed me. He left me because he

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ran out and jumped the car. I end up following
him in the whil and I ended up gunning at him.

Speaker 2 (29:32):
Making it through all that shit, bro, Truthfully, he didn't
gun at me. Do all that well?

Speaker 3 (29:37):
We didn't get into no big old squabbles about this shit.
And I thought about it on riding home, like, Bro,
I could have went to prison. You fear me forever
a lot. I could have killed home, And I'm like
she was doing what she want to do. You can't
control what another motherfucker want to do. And I'm twenty
years old talking to myself. And then when my mama
found out, My mama, my mama want them once.

Speaker 2 (29:58):
You know what I'm saying. My mama like, nigga, stupid
as fuck?

Speaker 3 (30:01):
The fuck is you doing, nigga when she get up
nigga to puist it go with her, and my mama
was giving me. My mama had already been giving me
that like you'll never own a woman.

Speaker 2 (30:10):
And one thing by it, I'm glad you said that.
My grandma she puts a ship in the nigga to
make you not trust women. You ain't gonna up, bro,
She's like, leave their money they lie. Damn mom, you
make it fucked up, Lamb. Mother forgot to die proven
that day, Silid.

Speaker 3 (30:26):
They gotta try to prove it and prove it. In
order to prove it to you, you got to be
on another level of control. And see, I ain't no
control in the niggas, So you'll never really be able
to prove yourself to me because I lost all that
back then.

Speaker 2 (30:40):
I want to see who you are. Have you seen
her recently. She bruh.

Speaker 3 (30:45):
She messaged me on faate book like a year or
two ago and sent me like a man. I had
to read it and send me a message like I
knew you were gonna be such to say from like
a block page. I couldn't respond to nothing. You know
what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (30:58):
Why you know what it's say?

Speaker 3 (31:00):
Her name, you know what I'm saying. But when I
click on it, I couldn't go to I just want
you to hear her. She just wanted me to hear her.
And that's some ship too, that that I always had
to realize too, like women to do that ship. I
done got into it. Some women alone the path bro,
the motherfuckers or blocked me, unblocked safe ship. It was like,
I don't hear what you got to say. I just
want to say what I got to say. You know

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what I'm saying. So it basically like a little bland apology.

Speaker 4 (31:24):
To move on.

Speaker 2 (31:24):
But boy, that motherfucker, she know who she is. The Nika. Yeah,
listen to life. Listen to motherfucker life, nigga, and I
was deeply in love. You think they put a chip
on your shoulder.

Speaker 3 (31:38):
It put a chip on my shoulder for a while.
But then I had to realize that, you know, I
can't that when I said my trauma, I can't apply
my trauma to everybody. But I went through something a
lot of niggas can say they ain't ever went through.
You know what I'm saying. I had to endure that sight.
We just find that shit. Are you speculate?

Speaker 2 (31:55):
Ship?

Speaker 3 (31:56):
I ain't how to speculate the motherfucker thing. Like I
seen ask and what's it in the window and heard it?

Speaker 2 (32:03):
You fear me?

Speaker 3 (32:04):
So he would killing dragging from the back.

Speaker 2 (32:10):
Damn, you want the bus up? Shoot you better with
one leg? I want to shoot better. Dam I'm glad you, bro,
I want to five better. Ass fuck.

Speaker 3 (32:23):
But it was more the disrespect that you're trying to
be my partner, like you're trying to like you were
cool me that most of what all y'all niggas out there, man,
don't do that. Yeah, don't do that. That one thing
I don't like at this point of my life. I
don't like no fake a nigga. Bro, I don't even
play like that. If you got anything to do with
the woman that, stay the fuck around me.

Speaker 2 (32:40):
With that.

Speaker 3 (32:41):
I don't like that. I don't like that cause nigga
player in your favor on me trying to fuck your wife,
your girl, I don't play like that. That's that's a
whole other level of disrespect. You know what I'm saying.
Don't play with me like that. No, I agree, you
know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (32:56):
And then it's gonna always look to be about the woman,
but it ain't. It is though, you.

Speaker 3 (33:01):
Know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (33:01):
It is though.

Speaker 3 (33:02):
No, I'm saying the level of disrespect you pulling at
that point when you're trying to be around me, what's whatever?

Speaker 2 (33:10):
My whole intention was to try to get at your lady.
She goes, She went, Oh, if she goes, that's on her. Yeah,
she goes on. I got for y'all, it both of y'all, Yeah,
for sure.

Speaker 3 (33:20):
But I ain't finna be doing all that behind then,
And I had instancey broh niggas to try to put
it out that I got a problem with them. By
the one, Hey, bro, once you cross the line, I
don't even know you no more. I ain't speaking. I
ain't doing no b about it.

Speaker 2 (33:32):
I never go to jail or die behind no bitch.
You know what I'm saying. I ain't doing I ain't fighting.
You ain't going back and forth. My issue ain't with you, brother.
That's her pussy, her pussy. So if she gave it
to you, but she wanted you to have it, she ain't.
She ain't want she want you to have it. Doubts exactly.
I ain't got no problem. It could be my brother.

Speaker 3 (33:50):
Yeah, we ain't having no issue.

Speaker 2 (33:52):
You fucked her. You fucked her, bro, that's y'all. That's
yall business. Ya. You know what I'm saying. You freed
me from this from because of the end of the today.
If God put it in my like, it ain't this
just me, bro, I can't speak for nobody else. If
God put it in my faith for me to find out,
that's a that's freedom. Because what if I never found out?
You'll do that. You'll do anything. You'll do anything, you
know what I'm saying. So I just be thankful that

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I found out. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. I
can get away from you. I ain't fe in crash
shot man, you know I mean. You know what I mean.
The pusses our all.

Speaker 3 (34:21):
Yeah, you know I mean a nigga locked up behind.

Speaker 2 (34:23):
The pussy that man, that's just what we relate on that. Bro.

Speaker 3 (34:28):
I hear you say like that, I'd be like, that's
that's the that's the stance I have on life. When
it come to that type of ship, it be like, Oh,
I'm glad you you know what I'm saying, because I'm
not beefing or nothing. Hey, bro, Once you go there
like and you know being in a position, bro, you
you're a target a nigga. Find out you fucking with
with shade nigga trying to that they want the one

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up on you. He trying to. I don't have nigga
asking around, bro, because my life private.

Speaker 2 (34:53):
I live private life.

Speaker 3 (34:55):
You know what I'm saying. For multiple different reasons. You
know what I'm saying. But it's a nigga. Go try
to find out who you funk with. Try to get
up on the room and try to do at the point, bro,
and then they'll come trying to act like they cool
with you.

Speaker 2 (35:07):
You. Hey, man, I don't say nothing to me. I
don't give a fuck who it will. I don't care. Yeah,
you did your thing, but stay the funk around me.
You know what I'm saying that's what I be saying.
This is that accessible though ship trying to get the
fuck Yeah me, I don't know, man, I just I
just you know what I'm saying. I ain't I ain't
no nigga that to do that, Like, I don't want

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no nothing nigga got either. I don't even want to
say shoot no nigga, no nigga got bro. You know,
I just keeping a red. I won't my I want
what I want for me. I don't want when nobody
else got. If I see like women be actually, I
like just say, then you would walk in hill with
the lady, Yeah, I wouldn't even know what she looked
like she left, So if I see her someone, she'd
be like, hey, I mean, you know I can't on

(35:49):
my take, I don't know you. I don't even know
how you look because I ain't look at you like
that exactly. I ain't look at you to know you.
Only way I know you. If I see you with
him again, it'll be how you're doing other than that,
I don't know you without him, y'ah. Niggas be trying
to be too friendly with people. People after you see it, like, hey, no,
I don't know you exactly, so it ain't gonna be
no misunderstanding. And see what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (36:10):
I had that problem before, bro, cause I had that
problem with men bro, like with higgirl and that like
my little sister. Don't get me wrong at the times
where they were going on so when you close in proximity.
But I didn't have problem when a nigga old lady
and hit me like oh they and I'm just the
coach again and a nigga, I ain't trying to fuck
with your lady, brou ain't even that type of nigga.
I don't want nothing you had because I know you

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and nigga ain't going behind you. Like, but niggas don't
be understanding that. You know what I'm saying. When you
put it out there like that you gotta be kaki
and egg and this and that. But on the same way,
this point in my life, bro, like, I ain't looking
at no nigga, No nigga got damn woman with no
tears in my eyes and no glows in my eyes
ain't my home.

Speaker 2 (36:49):
And probably lady probably like man can fuck me cause
I don't got no advice, I don't got nothing I
don't know he right, even if you're wrong, I don't know.
I ain't gonna never be like you wrong on bro,
not to you, me and you, but not in front
of hers. Bro, I'm not taking yourself. I'm not laughing
ato jokes. I don't know you. You ain't saying I
don't know you, baby, because I should get miss confused.
Bring these women do be gone, so I ain't finna

(37:13):
be the nigga that looking like you'll go for me.
I don't, bro, because I had that miss miss. You
know women played some women. Ain't gonna say all women.
Some women play some deadly games. Bro. You know what
I'm saying. They'll make it seem as if that had
happened to me before. Yeah, like and then I and
then uh one of my clothes problem. I'm like, but
he didn't tell me? He like, Bro, now what had said?

(37:36):
I was like, Bro, and you call him? I like,
why would you that? Because you the only motherfucker law
I was like, this whole here, deadly, deadly. You shouldn't
even never deal with her again. She want to hurt
you like that because I wouldn't never know you could
have parsied me, killed me anything, deadly. She played the
wrong type of games. Who played like that?

Speaker 3 (37:55):
Yeah, yeah, see I had to had to me one time,
he said this and day, but she has and he
just she just was like one Tayle telling me that
I need to stop coming at you a certain way.
That that matter of fact that when I forgot in
the music shit, I'm telling buddy like, hey, bro, you
hang around bro.

Speaker 2 (38:10):

Speaker 3 (38:11):
Well, old lady was going crazy and I'm like, hey,
look can you sheal with that? You know what I'm
saying type shit, But that she end up flipping on me.
I'm like, call your lady, bro, I'm that type of nigga, Like,
that's who I am.

Speaker 2 (38:22):
Anybody say something, oh you said, might say call on
for sure, I'm front street everything on uh try t said,
they say I'm missing like they be feeling like, bro,
I throw you on the bus. As soon as a
nigga say something, okay, if you could say it to me,
said person, this is what you said said because I can't.
If I say somebody anybody brother you called him, I'll

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be like you did, Yeah I did.

Speaker 3 (38:46):
What do you believe that a niggas supposed to have
a safe space though, what's what's the safe space?

Speaker 2 (38:51):
And what you know? What I'm saying? What you like?

Speaker 3 (38:52):
Do you feel like you got any partner that feel
like shit? I want to come and be like, God, damn,
this is your pot of this eye partner?

Speaker 2 (38:59):
Man?

Speaker 3 (38:59):
You know, hey, man, what you think?

Speaker 2 (39:01):
Man? You think? What's your name of some bullshit? Are
you feel like? It depends? We all partners?

Speaker 1 (39:05):
Bro?

Speaker 2 (39:05):
I ain't. I ain't gonna say staby because I don't
want to be in the middle. Don't brain, no whole
ass ship to me like you come tell me like,
because I want to fix it. You come tell me
to just say me Incent if you and Slim had
a problem and you be like and man, I just
don't like way Shlim looking at me when you record.
I'm like, hey, you don't like where you what what's
going on? So y'all can fix it or fight nigga ship?

(39:32):
Because I don't want this gonna come out missing way
it is. Don't tell me then, brokre what Bro? You
got to be the nigga be like you got to
be the media. Brain got to be like damn Slim,
God damn here not got that. I ain't, man, Bro,
feel like, man, we can always do that. You can't
like that we finish hit for Shure Noah. But what
I'm saying, I be like, no, that's gonna make Slim

(39:53):
feel like, man, what's up with this nigga? No not
if it ain't. If it ain't, that should be like,
what's up in the hell now? Damn? Be like, I'm like, Bro,
you tripping? Brother? Man? Say y'all see each other? The
ice being broken? Yeah.

Speaker 3 (40:07):
I had a situation like that though one time with Well.
I thought the nigga was my potner, but I went
to my real potty. Men, you got fifteen years. But
she and Shlim came in the game on some recording
she so he knew. But I'm fucking with him, you
know what I'm saying. And I went to my potty
one time and I was like, hey, bro, man, what
man should have been moving funny?

Speaker 2 (40:27):
Bro? Like do you see something? Bro? But he go
to Buddy, I'm just asking him because I already know
this sh it ain't official.

Speaker 3 (40:35):
But I'm the nigga that gonna pull up and talk
to you by myself. I'm just asking a nother nigga.
Am I tripping?

Speaker 2 (40:40):
You know? You know the world we live in.

Speaker 3 (40:42):
When you're a nigga that expressed and put something on
the table, brother, you're a labeled as a problem.

Speaker 2 (40:46):
Yeah. But at the end of the day, all right,
if you can express it and say it to me, Bro,
this nigga didn't, Yo, what when you be? Then when
I asked him, be like, your nigga could explain looking
for it? Yeah, you were looking for of rubber cud
woo woo woo woo whoo whoo whoo. Yeah, I'm that nigga.

Speaker 3 (41:03):
But I'm saying that in that one aspect of my life,
Like before, I wanted to make something the problem that went.
I asked the nigga that that was around, like, hey, broy,
do you feel and then he went and then ship
I pulled up on but it like ship, hey, bro,
like what.

Speaker 2 (41:16):
The hell going on? You know what I mean? But
that could be a problem though, because if I kept
it to my just say, Vincent, if if it ain't nothing,
you telling me something, and then I and I keep
it to myself. Right, Yeah, but I'm watching this nigga too.
Further mistake already bust ahead because my partner already said
that nigga looking funny, I could have got to the
bottom of the nigga be like, Bro, you know what, man,
I just saw my bitch fucking That's why I've been
moving fun and looking funny. Ain't had nothing to do

(41:39):
with you, ain't probably got none to do it up.
But this nigga got some one in mind. But were
taking that as the nigga he'll finish, stay out us
in the back.

Speaker 3 (41:46):
But what what what happens if I was down the
line you find out it was some bullshit?

Speaker 2 (41:51):
Then that when you get this ship crack Yeah, damn
under saying, oh we cut him off whatever. You know
what I'm saying, get what you can get to the
bottom of up. But bruh, I just I just ain't
got room to have people around that don't supposed to
be around.

Speaker 3 (42:04):
Yeah, and see that where I'm at, bro, Like when
I opened door that well team like that. Well, I'm
at at the point of my life to where like
I'm addressing shit and get what I'm even learning in
a certain aspect of this shit, bro, Like they say
everything ain't supposed to be addressed or whatever. Like certain shit, Bro,
when I know a nigga ain't gonna be like, Bro,
you're gonna learn your person they are, Bro. Everybody ain't solid, bro,
you know what I'm saying. Everybody can't take constructive criticism. Criticism.

(42:27):
Everybody can't even take a chicken, you know what I mean.
Like niggas can't take it, and I just learned it.
Like you know what, he Bro, already know you're gonna lie.
You know what I'm saying. I already know you got
a jealous ass spirit. You know what I'm saying. I
already know you a nigga. I seen how you cross. Buddy,
we be feeling like our time ain't gonna come ya.
You understand what I'm saying. I believe that who you
is eventually gonna pull off.

Speaker 2 (42:48):
On who you is. You you can't you can't control it.
A robber.

Speaker 3 (42:52):
You ain't safe, yo, they just ain't came. If a
nigga gonna rang. You understand what I'm saying, do the
wrong thing to a nigga that's on some other ship,
because I just been seeing that ship to be a
factor in my life. It's like I have had people
that I'm like, hey, you know what, but it won't
never do that to me.

Speaker 2 (43:07):
Yeah, you know what I'm saying, you got a niggas
who never robbed before. It's still a rob yo. Yeah,
that's it's everything is circumstantial.

Speaker 1 (43:13):
Man.

Speaker 2 (43:13):
I just look at it like like you just sat
there and sait put it on the table, Bro, because
at the end of the day, it's best addressing now
instead of waiting down the line. Bro, Ninna caught you. Yeah, cat,
you cause get what we gotta realize that we we
people like say emotions of women, womanly cared, teristic.

Speaker 3 (43:30):
Man, that's a humanly characteristic man. The understand what I'm saying,
Like nigga, that's human. They say, oh, a nigga ain't
supposed to cry? And I tell I tell parents all
they don't teach you. I heard BRO tell something that
ship one day being supposed to cry. Where you get
that ship from? Where that comes from?

Speaker 2 (43:46):
Cry? Baby? Where that ship come from? They cried like
a motherfucker, especially by my brother. You understand what I'm saying, like,
where that comes from?

Speaker 3 (43:52):
Ain't called. I grew up being told that, so I
boughted up a lot of shit and I fought a
lot Bro at this point of my like, but I
could tell you I brought him in fifties on fights, bro,
Like I used to go on, whoever I'm gonna win,
lose a draw. Bitch is up. You feel my feelings,
you know what I'm saying. But as a man, I

(44:12):
tell people now, I tell women when out here and
say that man, allow your kid to express themselves. That's
one thing that men don't have, the expressed a man.
It's looked at like a bitch or a sucker. How
because I know how to tell you, Hey, baby, I
ain't going for that. You know what I'm saying. We
looked down the pun you cry. It's like I'm a
cry from everybody. Don't fuck because get what I say,

(44:34):
this ship a lot on my platform.

Speaker 2 (44:36):
Everything that God gave us, he gave it to us
for a reason. To you, he gave if he ain't
want men and the cry we want to have tear
glance till bring some nigga strength. But I remember, but
you could be beating a nigga up and start cry
beat your ass like you know how you get to
fight with a nigga. But this niggas got strength trying

(44:57):
to let that ship out. You know I ain't gonna
call myself. I call myself as a certain board of
crabbe with certain ship.

Speaker 3 (45:04):
But man ship lately, Man.

Speaker 2 (45:07):
That whining would make you a bit nigga always got
something nahr. I would cry about real.

Speaker 3 (45:20):
Ship, like what about nigga like that might like you
a nigga now that and I thought about this ship
at one point. You a nigga that niggas know to
be a certain way. Niggas had to know you to
know that you're this way. A nigga that can express,
a nigga that can talk so to the world. Now
it's like we talk too much. Understand what I'm saying
to a certain business, A certain nigga.

Speaker 2 (45:41):
Talk to be.

Speaker 3 (45:43):
Talking to it in school. I bet it's gonna take
certain people to know that. So now you're in the
forefront of talking. It's like it's the ship you talk about.

Speaker 2 (45:53):
Yeah, you know what, even hear me can be talking about
niggas betting were talking about eye business for sure. You
know what I'm saying, I ain't gonna be talking about
niggas and talking about the current topics and that that
ain't me.

Speaker 3 (46:03):
Yeah, I don't do that. Yeah, I don't want I
don't want to.

Speaker 2 (46:08):
Who did what? Who told? Who? You come on now.
If it's a conversation with a bunks you, that's different.
But I'm not finna be on here with you talking
about that. Ain't what I do.

Speaker 3 (46:18):
See that ain't me when I go if I go
on the nigga ship, which I have been on a
lot on them, like sometimes I use to add nigga
like what you want to talk about? You know what
I'm saying, because you know involved what we involved that
nigga want to ask me, Hey, bro, ain't got nothing
to do with that. I never had nothing to do
with it when it was going on, So don't even
ask me about it. The ship that I do know
it ain't your bitness.

Speaker 2 (46:40):
You know what I'm saying. If you out here the
streets and you heard what you heard, that what you heard,
you know what I'm saying. I heard and but that's.

Speaker 3 (46:47):
That's just you. You're gonna go through that. I can
share I heard moments with my brother, you know what
I'm saying. I can share the moments.

Speaker 2 (46:54):
To the internet like cameras, and.

Speaker 3 (46:56):
I ain't never done that, you know what I'm saying.
And I could, truely I won't. You know what I'm
saying that this particular point.

Speaker 2 (47:02):
Of my life. But I still feel that aspect, like
nigga look at us and they be oh you like
funck is y'all nigga talking about why nigga got to
be looked down upon because he learned how to express
and put his voice out here to the world. Why
you gotta look at that car. You a shelter. That
nigga that can't speak to your damn sit ain't that
niggas is niggas just people, not even just niggas. People

(47:23):
can't understand something that they can't they doing, you know
what I'm saying, Just because I needs to be the
same way about something. Ship like the nigga want to
be rappers long time ago when I was just a
straight trapped nigga, Like everybody want to be a rapper? Yah,
you know what I'm saying, everybody got a rap. Later
later Ship we backed dunk Take, you know what I'm saying.
We got our own label. So you know this sh

(47:44):
is just come with the Terror tour. Man. Like even podcasts,
I ain't know what a podcast was, ya, The screen
said the podcast because I had did an interview with
Future one time. Well, it was just a conversation like
what we have yea, and that ship went up, so
he was like, I should started put I ain't even
know what it was. I wouldn't never I probably been
a nigga sent back talking, yeah, you know what I'm saying.

(48:06):
I'm just keeping it real.

Speaker 3 (48:07):
I got a surreal moment with you with that ship though, bro,
like and this is how I know nigga don't be
paying like in a nigga business. Nigga, you hit a post.
I had one time that you DM and said get
your put cass, get on your cast. I had already
been doing it, so I was like, you know what
bank on some so what biting on being a nigga business.

Speaker 2 (48:27):
You know what I'm saying. You just you like me
with the internet ship like I'm doing this. I ain't
doing that. Oh yeah, I just put my ship out.
That what I'm doing and then read to come in
like they'll tell you, bro, I don't even episode that's
once the record. I don't go back and watch my
ownly get it coming on nothing. I just put the
ship out. Now what I do.

Speaker 3 (48:44):
I critique myself because I want to be good at
what I'm doing.

Speaker 2 (48:48):
Trying at first, but coming them should be heartbreaking. But
but get what I had, like I get what I
get what I had did at one point, Bro, you
know issue around got this ship where you can feel
the ship. So if I know a nigga saying some
stupid ship, our key word that ship, so that ship
won't even pop up on my ship. You know what

(49:08):
I'm saying, like, I ain't nothing to do, no man,
I'll show you my keyword that ship. You know what
I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (49:14):
Like at a time, but nigga say't rap, I go
put that ship enough. Nigga can't see it on my
page period. You feel me like it can't come on
my pay period. But it makes a nigga look a
certain type of way. It make a nigga look like
you don't want to take all that type of ship.
But man, I don't want to see all that man.

Speaker 2 (49:29):
If I do run across it now, I just be laughing. Bro,
Man I get the fake grade. Man I get I
get to it. Be hurt for two though. I follow
fake pages and nothing like nigga has zero followed just
following me. Let me follow you back, nigga, follow your face.

Speaker 3 (49:47):
I learned the fake page and be your motherfucker close
Bro d M and niggas there.

Speaker 2 (49:52):
What's up? Bro? Yeah, I did that ship. I did
that ship.

Speaker 3 (49:55):
When when this ship that when BROJ passed and connifine out,
it's the nigga went there talking about, oh bro, you
doing this and then and I'm going back and forth
with him in the d young guy.

Speaker 2 (50:06):
Let me pick who you is.

Speaker 3 (50:07):
You know what you're doing the most. You don't know
where to hear you talking about, but you trying not
to reveal yourself. But man, I end up just blocking
this ship. Like, Bro, you're on some sucking ship. You

Speaker 2 (50:22):
Hey, I got this, uh this thing I do in here,
car that's a word with a word, right, So I
give your word. You just say the first word come
your head. Okay ready, yeah, Vision, Club, Vision, Courage, courage, self, courage, impact.

Speaker 3 (50:50):
Uh, I'm pad. I don't think of doing this ship, right.

Speaker 2 (50:54):
You ain't just say a word. You ain't got to
say a word with the word. Just else for any
word to come to your head. Like if I say vision,
you can say glasses. Oh okay, okay, okay, you said
they're gonna do this shit, right, Yeah, Okay, let go.

Speaker 3 (51:13):
Visit, glasses, carriage, superhero, impact, Michael Jordan, balance, balance, gymnastics, purpose, motivation, Sacrifice,

(51:39):
Oh man, that's a good one. Sacrifice The first thing
come to my mind. Sacrifice, my mama.

Speaker 2 (51:45):
Relocation, hustler, connection, relationship, strength, superhero, accountability, myself.

Speaker 4 (52:04):
Persistent, Uh, persistent when I'm saying with persistence, When I
think of when you say persistent, Uh, I'm stuck, I'm persistent,

(52:24):
I'm stuck on that on.

Speaker 2 (52:26):
Then come to my mind when you say persistent, stuck
stuck Integrity, Uh, intiguity. The first thing come to mind
when you say integrity is a hard worker, commitment, um, life, inspiration, motivation, ambition,

(53:00):
h wealth, growth, growing, legacy, the greatest respect, growth, empathy, EmPATH.

Speaker 1 (53:25):
Hm.

Speaker 2 (53:25):
Trust Uh trust the bank? Mm hmm No for real,
you said you got stuck on you got stuck on integrity?
Read the uh read the definition of integrity? I know it.

(53:47):
What's the definition of.

Speaker 3 (53:48):
I know integrity is?

Speaker 2 (53:50):
Is go ahead? The quality of honest and.

Speaker 3 (53:57):
More principles.

Speaker 2 (54:02):
Exactly what you think the state of integrity is in
Atlanta right now? It ain't noting dam zero. We don't
have no integrity right now? H The city fucked up
in what way. Ain't no integrity. The niggas just brought

(54:28):
that for a circuit. You thought we lost it, lost it.

Speaker 3 (54:32):
We lost the integrity, bro when we started see at
one point, everybody looked at us, you said, you said
a lot of ship trust. We would look at at
one of them places that everybody trusted each other. Everybody
fucked with each other. When all these gang ship started

(54:52):
being put in the forefront of our city, it started
showing niggas don't really fuck with each other mm hmm
at one point, and we we looked at it. The
rap shit, right, our rappers start getting on the Internet
and shit beefing with each other, shooting at each other.
This nigga ain't fuck with this nigga, this crew ain't
fuck with this.

Speaker 2 (55:12):
Then niggas start doing the ultimate disrespectful shit picking sides.
So get what he did to the world. It made
the world look at ours city like, oh this, And
then we brought reality TV, reality TV that I ain't
gonna get the true Atlanta niggas to do this shit.
They went on our skirts and start pushing a certain narrative.

(55:32):
You know what I'm talking about. You know what I'm
saying the LGBTQ shit.

Speaker 3 (55:36):
They started pushing that shit, so all of us started
being looked at a certain way. Oh we do podcasts, Oh,
y'all nigga from Atlanta, y'all nigga must be gay and
all that type shit, you know what I'm saying. So
it's a certain stigma that's put on our city. Now
there's like, hey, bro, this this motherfucker was a place,
bro that you're gonna can get you some piper. You

(55:58):
know what I'm saying. You're gonna gonna have you some fun.
You're gonna be able to go to your script clubs.
And we had a bunch of shit that a lot
of people culturally didn't have. Ill be hearing, motherfucker tell
me we don't have no culture here. You know what
I'm saying me, Well, partying ain't culture.

Speaker 2 (56:13):
I'm like, what shit? You go to New Orleans that's
all the motherfucker do, and y'all call that culture, you

Speaker 3 (56:18):
So I just feel like when it comes to the
integrity of being able to stand up for this shit, bro, Like,
don't nobody stand up for this city no more?

Speaker 2 (56:25):
Who stand up for this city? Tip?

Speaker 3 (56:30):
Try you know what I'm saying, He tried. But get what, bro,
niggas come here, get money and they go cry all
around them. Bank you might be you may be an
exemption to this shit, but certain niggas starts around here,
they don't support that. They'll go support our nigga from
erewhell else. You know what I'm saying, Their spot's gonna
be packed there like a nigga who from around here.

(56:52):
You're gonna have to deal with the jealousy. You're gonna
have to deal with the hate, the freeze. How you
want to do free You don't spend no money, nigga.

Speaker 2 (56:58):
Wanna come to your ship?

Speaker 3 (57:00):
You know what I'm saying. I go through this shit
like nigga want to come outside your shit and shoot
a nigga. Come on, bro, what a respect at for
a real legend of this city. Certain nigga shit supposed
to be protected by everybody the village supposed to be. Like, hey, bro,
when we go over here to the bank's lounge, ain't
none of that going on?

Speaker 2 (57:16):
Somebody?

Speaker 3 (57:16):
Even y'all out of town. Nigga, get that shit out
of your part and like, who ain't doing that shit
no more? These nigga trying to get these nigga because
they you know what I'm saying, it's just the integrity, bro,
Like integrity or strong word. But why I just when
I thought about it instantly, it couldn't. That's a strong
gas word, bro. You know what I'm saying. And I
tell I literally was just telling motherfucker this shit they

(57:37):
for yesterday with that, Like, Hey, everything I do in
my life, that's what I try to stand on. You
know what I'm saying, This all a man. As a man,
my word is all I got. You know what I'm saying.
My integrity is another part. That's how I move, That's
how I act. That's the shit that I do within
the business. And who I fuck with. You know what
I'm saying. I don't fuck with everybody because most people

(57:57):
ain't that. And you said empathy. You know what I'm saying.
Impact When when you do that, I'm an impact, So
I know what that's like. So I gotta watch myself
real close because I started taking on your fucking problem.

Speaker 2 (58:12):
You know I used to be like that. I ain't
like that no more.

Speaker 3 (58:14):
I don't know how to break it. I'm trying. It'll come,
you know, what I'm saying, I'm really trying cause if.

Speaker 2 (58:19):
This ship break you, you're gonna it'll come it.

Speaker 3 (58:22):
Thene broke me, you know what I'm saying, Losing my brother,
that shit broke me because a lot of shit I
thought was a hunter with like five percent. So I'm there.
I ain't there one hundred percent, but I'm getting there,
and I ain't never want to be like that because
I ain't no selfish nigga, you know what I'm saying.
But I had to learn. You know, my ex used
to tell me all the time, like look at all

(58:42):
the wealthy motherfucker they selfish.

Speaker 2 (58:44):
Fuck and we in a different times, Nigga gotta understand
you can't. You can't try to apply those old rules
to this new new generation. So you either got adapt
or just get out the way. Yeah, and I chose
to just get out the way.

Speaker 3 (58:57):
That where I'm at and where I'm at, like this year,
I was supposed to go back to coaching high school babyball,
and it was like I was excited about that ship,
which I'm now trying to do anhing profit where I
can kind of control the narrative a little bit, because bro,
you can't yell at these kids. You can't courage. It's like,
what the going on? And I got an eight year

(59:17):
old daughter, Bro. I didn't understand it at first.

Speaker 4 (59:19):
Bro.

Speaker 3 (59:19):
I was just trying to apply old rules to this kid. Bro,
and she was got damn one fucking with me. You
understand me? And I'm like, I raised you your whole life.
I've been here, Like, what the fuck is going on?
It's like it's something in the water with this ship.

Speaker 2 (59:32):
Bro.

Speaker 3 (59:34):
This ship, Bro, this ship is so different. And I
love mine and death, you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (59:38):
So I had to you know, they say, don't be
kids friends and all that ship, Like I had to go.

Speaker 3 (59:43):
I called my daughter the twins and.

Speaker 2 (59:44):
Ship because they don't understand the other ship, but.

Speaker 3 (59:50):
They don't feel related. Like my daughter told me one day,
why are you always on some positive ship? I'm like, huh,
what you want me to be on?

Speaker 4 (59:56):
My son?

Speaker 2 (59:56):
Coming me doctor ceb doctor City. They couldn't. I just
told my daughter ship the other day, God blessed you
with a lot of ship.

Speaker 3 (01:00:10):
In today's society, ain't no such thing as a fine
woman for real, because we live in the build a
ball era. Like if she don't want no tea that
she's gonna go give them. You wanna tea, she gonna
go give them. She want her eyes look away, She's
gonna go do it. It's gonna tattoo eyebrow all this ship.
Hey man, God bless you. I don't even think women
even understand how blessed they are.

Speaker 2 (01:00:29):
No, no, no, I gotta I gotta distribute you on that.
It is some I be seeing them if they just
getting overlooked because they're getting overshadowed of all the ones
that look the same like it's some women out here bad. No, no, no,
I'm not saying they're not out here.

Speaker 3 (01:00:45):
What I'm saying is even those at a certain point,
their confidence is shot because everywhere they look right, it's want.

Speaker 2 (01:00:54):
They don't know. They don't want you. They don't know
they the one like shot of you, the one you heard,
Yeah you man.

Speaker 3 (01:01:00):
I was at lling the More Speedway when our racing
guy listen to me, beautiful woman sitting in front of
me talking about this. She don't know who I am,
A boy, the grace of God. She talking, yeah cause
this celebrity niggas want this and I'm going to do this.
And she's saying what you finna go do to her bouty.
I'm looking at this woman, bro, I'm like, hey, man,
when I open my mouth, if I selling Pinada, ain't

(01:01:23):
nobody saying girl, you Hazel Brown? I pretty motherfucker, I said,
baby girl, I'm.

Speaker 2 (01:01:29):
In the industry.

Speaker 3 (01:01:30):
We don't like that shit. Oh yes, y'all do now
go back to what you said. I gotta live a
life of trying to prove myself outside of what I'm
just saying. You know what I'm saying for you to live.
I'm in the industry. I can call three niggas I manage.
That'll tell you I'm gonna fuck you.

Speaker 2 (01:01:47):
But I don't like you. You know what I'm saying.
So I'm like, hey, this shit going on like I
done dated women that. I'm like, hey, baby you her,
I don't give a damn about a little you the head,
two three children whatever, Like, man, hey, your ad fat,
you pretty? You got it you naturally.

Speaker 3 (01:02:05):
I'm gonna get my teeth done, often gonna get my
titty dog, I'm gonna get a BBL.

Speaker 2 (01:02:10):
Man.

Speaker 3 (01:02:10):
I had to tell them my t go do that shit.
I ain't talking to you no more because it's like
everywhere you turn and they don't even understand. I don't
know about you, but I know me, like I'm I'm
shallow as fuck. I look at that ship and I
see the ass that be plumped up here in the
bottom of the motherfucker like a heart. You know what
I'm saying. I called them up for the Grandma Booty.

(01:02:32):
I'm like, baby, you ain't spend enough. You ain't spend enough, bitch,
you look like spongeball. And then now I'm left to
be a fuck nigga to you, cause I'm left to
be like that shit don't look good.

Speaker 2 (01:02:45):
That ain't it? That ain't it? You know what I'm saying.
Like it was cool at a point, man, big go
get a bresh reduction or titties or something, tumb tuck
or something. Yeah that's cool. Yeah, yeah, you gonna try
to do out of it. I don't know, got there
against none of that ship because I ain't gonna buy it.
Ain't nobody, But I just like that that that like, bro,

(01:03:06):
it's some women like you said it was like she
shouldn't have did that, She shouldn't she was already that
like slippery women like damn, girl, you were bad. Why
you do that? Like while you start fucking with your
face and ship you putting the bolt tops and the
big old stupid man like see see, I think I
think we just come from we said some old niggas

(01:03:28):
so we won't get it like because we used to
seeing up team them and how them teachers used to
look like damn miss uh.

Speaker 3 (01:03:36):
You say one man I had mother, I had one
named may Horner. When I think back on it now,
I should have tried her because man Horner won that
far from me in age for real.

Speaker 2 (01:03:48):
That's how we used to look like.

Speaker 3 (01:03:52):
Anybody that that would call home. You know what I'm saying. Anyway,
in the three that know my mama, see I'm critical
with this ship game my mama sixty two instill add
I'm talking about I grew up saying it that just
like Shirley from Tit with anybody knows shirt, I say,
it ain't with me.

Speaker 2 (01:04:09):
You know what I'm saying. My mama was a bad.

Speaker 3 (01:04:11):
Red bom Hayes, a brown eye, titty, big ass, never
had no work, no none of that. So I grew
up just saying a confidence and a woman, you know
what I'm saying. And my mom ain't never agree with
like even my sister being able to do all that
type shit or whatever whatever, you know what I'm saying.
And I just grew up in the household where even
though them nigga was at my ma MoMA went with
some dopeball all that type shit.

Speaker 2 (01:04:32):
My mama just was different, like, ain't no niggatta take
care of me. Like I just grew up different. So
when I see it, I don't kno what you're doing, baby,
but I'm gonna try to motivate.

Speaker 3 (01:04:42):
You not to do what everybody else is doing, you
know what I'm saying. And once you going to that
knife and you come out looking worse than what you
did being then like shit gone about your business, you
know what I'm saying, be cause they feel like every
nigga want a fat ass and all man, nigga ain't
stutying all that nigga trying. You did all that, but
what you did to the it's still trade. Yeah, that's

(01:05:08):
what a nigga gonna talk about more than anything. A
nigga gonna say, why fuck teach what teacher will find
the hell, but a nigga gonna be like, boy, I
gotta go back ahead that ship again by that motherfucker
got hitting.

Speaker 2 (01:05:18):
But you're gonna get the fine. Motherfuckers. You ain't dead.

Speaker 3 (01:05:21):
Nothing to the miles you gotta. You can't ReCl can't
the mile the eighteen wheeler. See someone calls and some
one eighteen wheller. Eighteen wheller can stand a million mile
over here to county. But their car they got them Genesis,
You driving that motherfucker can't what's standing one hundred thousand mile?

Speaker 2 (01:05:43):
You know what I mean? Rich, home and money take.
What kind of books you read? But I do Book
of the week. What kind of books you read?

Speaker 3 (01:05:50):
I ain't a reader. I got Michael Jordan book at
home that I need to read. I got Rick Roth
book I need to read. Ricky Smiley just gave me
on his book. I'm gonna read that. I'm more of
a listener, you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (01:06:04):
I got a d D bro. I listened to my
book too. That's what I do. I listen. I'm on
this new one call of Power Now. It's about living
in the present. Like you know what I'm saying. Because
I'm a firm believer, we won't stress about nothing but
yesterday and tomorrow. If we live in the moment, We're good.
You know what I'm saying. We sit right here, how
we have this conversation with chilling. You know what I'm saying,
Nigga smiling, laughing, whatever, you know what I'm saying. Soon

(01:06:27):
as you get up, get through this conversation, go think
about what's gonna happen tomorrow or what's gonna already happen.
That's the only thing we stressed about it.

Speaker 3 (01:06:33):
That's a real bar That's my problem right now. That
wan't my biggest problem. You got to live in the moment,
living in them, see the moment, be cool. Then I
get into reality.

Speaker 2 (01:06:45):
But what's the reality? It's what you make it. That's
what I'm saying. Like it is what it is. I
think your thoughts is your reality, bro.

Speaker 3 (01:06:54):
And you know one of the things I tell people,
I don't know if you can feel it or not.
Sometimes I feel like feelings is one of the worst
things that God really gave us.

Speaker 2 (01:07:03):
A Feelings do a lot of crazy shit to us.
But you can control them though at times, all the time.
You know, I'm strong enough a man should made control
the feelings. It's hard, but you can control.

Speaker 3 (01:07:15):
Your When I say that, I say.

Speaker 2 (01:07:16):
The control your action behind your feelings. Yeah, I'm say
that you control your action behind your feel You can't
control how you feel you feel, but you control how
you react in your actions of your feelings. Yeah.

Speaker 3 (01:07:27):
How many people you lost behind feelings in your life?

Speaker 2 (01:07:31):
Uh? Behind my feelings?

Speaker 3 (01:07:33):
They feel just feeling somebody else's just the word feeling lost,
like what likes like some tom or some ship like that.
I lost my uncle in two thousands behind feelings, you
know what I'm saying. Like my uncle the first man
declared did in the in the United States? Right, h yeah,
my uncle with the first man or the millennium. Deed,
I got a tattoo right here, right, my uncle Woul

(01:07:54):
declared one of the first men did in two thousands
or the millennium. Okay, yeah, so you got I think
it's a vibrant like this nigga fun just like to
have fun woo woop. But his old lady killing because
she felt the type of way not nothing he did.

Speaker 2 (01:08:12):
You feel me see how she felt?

Speaker 3 (01:08:15):
I lost another partner behind a nigga feeling like he
did this and that. Oh man, I felt, I thought,
you know what I'm saying. So sometimes when I take
that aspect until it even in terms of dating and
shit like that. I'd be like, if you don't have them, bullshit,
that feeling shit'll be good because people just people take
their My mama do this a lot. Bro, My MoMA
be like, you can't tell me how to feel and
do that, and I'll be like, Bro, that's bullshit.

Speaker 2 (01:08:37):

Speaker 3 (01:08:37):
Like you see him telling me, I don't love you,
but I'm ready to kill the world behind you.

Speaker 2 (01:08:42):
I love you to death. You know what I'm saying.
I'm loyal to you. Fuck the love poet because I know,
motherfucker that kill you. Motherfucker they love. I want the loyalty.
The loyalty gonna do a big difference than love. You

Speaker 3 (01:08:54):
Love is just a word at this particular point in
this era that we living in now, people say it
to get.

Speaker 2 (01:08:57):
What they want. Man, Nigga tell you, man, who was
to tell the nigga meet you today? Love you brother?
I just told my name. Yeah, it's just some of
a nigga say. You know what I'm saying. So it's
just like goodbye. Yeah alright, man, bro, love you.

Speaker 3 (01:09:14):
Y'all, Love you and see nigga hit me with it
cause they know like I talk like that, So I
get it. Nigga be like love or whateverever.

Speaker 2 (01:09:21):
I do the same ship. But get what that don't mean? Bro?
I love you, love you. You just mean love to me.
I wish you love and happiness.

Speaker 3 (01:09:27):
Yeah exactly. I wish prosperity on your life like all that.
You know what I'm saying, But I just don't see
so much. So shi it did behind love, Bro, I'd
be like that. It scared you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (01:09:37):
Right some of the love. I'm straight man. What it was.
I was just let me see. Let me see. I
think I download this ship. Somebody just said, so let
me see. Let me see if I got it. I'm
gonna play this. Who that was soft Walk listened. Nigga's
gonna be around me.

Speaker 5 (01:09:56):
You're gonna be my brother, my partner of my business.
So shiit, niggas, you got to be able to either
teach me something, show me something, or help me do something.
And I need to be able to teach you something,
to show you something, to help you do something, because
if you can't use me, then I'm useless. If I
can't use you, then you useless. Then then who the
fuck wants to be in a circle full of people

(01:10:16):
with know nothing is being utilized? Right, that's Idol's time.

Speaker 2 (01:10:20):
I heard. I thought, that's what the devil's playground is.

Speaker 3 (01:10:21):
Idol tized your workshop workshop.

Speaker 2 (01:10:25):
At the end of like like people be like, yeah, damn,
they don't the fuck with you. I don't, nigga, not
to real wid fuck with them? Y what you mean
all this love, she ain't about nothing. You're telling me
you love me, but we ain't gaining nothing, won't gain
nothing from it. No, that she ain't nothing. That shit
is an action, bro, That she ain't just no motherfucking
something you could just say to get what you want.

Speaker 3 (01:10:46):
Man, you know some shit, bro, And like at this
particular point, like my my right hand, I said this
shit at brou funeral, Like I lost one in my hand,
but I still have one human and his daddy. You
know what I'm saying. Bro at me one day he
said you the stronger nigga your crew antient. I said, yeah,

(01:11:07):
he just nod of his head, you know what I'm saying.
But I'm like, bro, you're a part of about He like, no,
I hang with you every day. You know what I'm saying,
tight shit. But it's the same thing I try to
tell my niggas because I'm always empowering. I'm always putting
a motherfucker in a position. I'm always talking, I'm always showing,
and I'm one of the few that that's my Shiit

(01:11:27):
a dying game, like at that point on hang around
to being a nigga, but I will attach myself to
people that I see in certain instances and keep trying.

Speaker 2 (01:11:36):
To let him go out.

Speaker 3 (01:11:36):
My little brother down slim man. I just be telling him,
like here in the street, he want to keep I'm
a street nigga.

Speaker 2 (01:11:42):
Bro, you that is some years old. Bro, it's trying
to let that shit go. Bro. You always going against me,
ain't bro what you did with bullshit? What you want
me to sit here and tell you that's cool? That
ain't cool. It's time to elevate. Elevation comes with it's comfort. Bro.

Speaker 3 (01:12:01):
You're gonna be super uncomfortable to get where you think
you trying to go fast. I'm talking about all the way.
But your comfort is I had to run from the police, lad. Hey, bro,
I don't even want to hear that shit.

Speaker 2 (01:12:12):
Bro. I don't want to hear it.

Speaker 3 (01:12:14):
Don't even come around me, bro, I don't want to
hear that shit. Caget what I done had them times.
That's easy to know that when I pull out my house,
I might go to jail to night a month. The
bond money, right, he'll just make shit. Man, Nigga, don't
want to live like that, you know what I'm saying.
So when you get to that point, it be like
I just be looking at this shit someday, Like I

(01:12:35):
look at myself and I be like a lot of
people don't know certain parts of me. This industry shit
put me in the forefront, right, but it's like everybody
that know me, no, you know what I'm saying. So
I be like a lot of people don't get to
see my uncomfortable time. I'm super uncomfortable right now because
something that I was used to going, you know what
I'm saying, The life that I've been able to live
the last fourteen years.

Speaker 2 (01:12:57):
Like.

Speaker 3 (01:12:58):
I lost I took a hell why and we all
used to taking certain ills, but it'd be like, yeah,
I lost something you deal with every single day, you
know what I'm saying. So the uncomfortable of that ship
is the things I be trying to tell you do Like,
in order to elevate, Bro, you gotta be.

Speaker 2 (01:13:18):
Super fucking uncomfortable. Fact, you know what I'm saying. You
probably know also for I'm holding in Man, what's next?
For what's next? Rich on table? Man? I told her,
I ain't even let you do it to me today. Man,
what's next for me is.

Speaker 3 (01:13:38):
I'm finna take a lot of shit that I I
started podcasting, man, Like probably five years ago, I stopped.

Speaker 2 (01:13:48):
Like everything I do that I feel I be good
and I do it and I feel I did that ship.
You know what I'm saying, Like I did that ship,
I sped the money on, I did this, I did that. Man,
what's next for me? Bro?

Speaker 3 (01:13:59):
Just continue to inn innovate myself, brouh, and really just
keep doing what I'm doing. I'm finna get more active too,
you know what I'm saying. Like, I don't like people, Bro,
so I be wanting to be outside, but then it'd
be like I'm gonna have to deal with a lot

(01:14:19):
of different shit. And when I say I don't like people,
like I love the love of certain people, but I
don't like the bullshit that come with a lot of
different shits, so it be like I'm always left like
fuck you do that. It's like every time I drive,
somebody do something stupid motherfucker pulling from me. They cut
me off. I got cut out twenty times wrong with Buck.

Speaker 2 (01:14:37):
So, Man, wasn't it for me? Bro? I'm just continuing
to be on my mind.

Speaker 3 (01:14:42):
Up, bro, continuing to pray, continuing to put this ship
out there positively and shit, Bro, like my brother left
some some little boys behind, Bro, so God gave me
a whole nother Like with that, I got that. I
got to be that person. But right I've been so
told down. I ain't been able to be that. You

(01:15:03):
know what I'm saying because this ship just starting to
really tackle me. You know what I'm saying, just starting to.

Speaker 2 (01:15:10):
Get on me.

Speaker 3 (01:15:10):
So I know what's in the future with me, and
I know I gotta be that person, the same person
I warded him.

Speaker 2 (01:15:16):
I gotta be into it. Boy. Man, I appreciate you
pulling up, man. Tell the people what they follow you at.

Speaker 3 (01:15:23):
Check you out, man, I'm rich home in myn tay
m O E t A on all platforms. Shit, check
me out, man. You know puership, no bullshit, that's That's
my slogan. Man, pure intentions is all we ripping your up. Yeah,
I'm coming on. I finish cranking back up. Man, I'm
finish cranking back up. I've already kind of been doing

(01:15:43):
a little layout. What I'm gonna do? You know what
I'm saying. I'm finish cranking back up, bro, I got
to man.

Speaker 2 (01:15:51):
See'll go like to strive and come into the Big
Fat Network. Man, Speak with Bank the next time.

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