The Elephant In The Room with Big Tracy T

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Speaker 1 (00:06):
We are products of our environment, but we don't have
to be prisoners to it. Welcome to perspective Bank. Today
I got one of my partners, my partner in the building,
Big T, Big, what's up? What's up? My brother elephant in?
It's any smalltherfucker? Man? Hello, how are you doing? How
you feeling? Bro? I feel to be man, I feel

(00:28):
like the elephant man, like literally, like mentally, how you
feeling where you at? Man? Back against the wall and
gainst everything in front of me, like it's on like that,
like we're here to get it for sure. We're here
to get it. Man. For people who might not know,
you know what I'm saying, the watch perspective Bank might
not know what trace T is. Give us a little rundown.
Who is where you come from? What you represent? What

(00:50):
you standing on? Yeah? Man, I represent elephants. Man, If
you're doing anything, do it as big as possible. You know,
from the East. You know what I'm saying. And I've
been doing the music Man a minute, Bank, you know
I've been doing this music for y'all who don't know
I'm Tracy Tea. You know what I'm saying. I've been
gangster grinding gangster, grinding man, a gangst the way man, yeah,

(01:10):
the g way, g Way man. How you come up?
Like what? You come up? The same mom? Mama pop
single parents? Like how you come up my mama? I
came up on the with my mama. You know what
I'm saying. I had two daddys for really, one on
one day and one on what like, who took initial
to be there with my real daddy, real ship? But

(01:30):
uh yeah, man, he was my real daddy, you know
from the air on front. You know, we had them
parents that were probably out there doing their thing in
the street. You know what I'm saying, Come back, I
got them right though, change their life. You got siblings, brothers, sisters,
one brother. You got five sisters. I got five sisters,
one brother. Yeah yea. So how was it? How was

(01:53):
it growing up for you? How was it? How would
you describe it now? Because you know, we can't see
when we're growing up, We can't see what it is
that we're growing up with now looking back? How was it?
I think I was inspired. I was inspired. I wouldn't
say the wrong things I say. I was inspired by
the right things that can make you a man or

(02:14):
make you stand on certain principle. That's just being around
the people I was around, which it was my daddy
and other people in the apartments. You know, I was inspired.
I ain't gonna say the wrong things, but I was
inspired by the things that you know, I need to
know in order to survive out here. You know what
I'm saying. Yeah, So what you think? What's your main principle?

(02:36):
Do you feel like your man? Your number one unbreakable principle,
un bamdable. They're just the line I'm standing on this.
Stand on who you are, stand on your perspective. You
know what I'm saying, because you is who you are. Yeah.
So if that's how you're thinking, or whatever you think
about or whatever, stand on you stand on what you

(03:00):
is that what you feel, what you believe in integrity,
Like you gotta have all that, man, I believe that
because without that what makes you different? But what makes
you who you will? You ain't saying like be stuck
on like closed minded? No, No, you know if you
feel it? Yeah, that what that is because everybody don't

(03:20):
get the same feeling you get or the same vision
you got. You know what I'm saying. So you with
Gode Man, you know what I'm saying, because you are
who you are for a reason. You're supposed to just
the way you're supposed to see it down, see it
your way. You know, I ain't gonna say it's all
only your way because, like you say, you gotta your
open minded. But like you know what right and we're wrong.
Everybody know what right wrong. Everybody can look in the

(03:41):
mirror and know what's happening. Yeah, So how you check
yourself when you know you're wrong? How you check yourself?
What you say to yourself? I talked to myself. I
know I'm wrong, like wrong man being back, Like, but yeah,
I shouldn't you know, Yeah, I just checked myself. Might
not say somebody will know I'm wrong, but they'll know this.
I noticed they was right. That's how I come back around.

(04:03):
Like on the same one they Yeah, on the same
one they on. I'm like, damn, I might be triping.
Ain't gonna let him know what. I just going to
get with the program, you know what I was saying, Dad?
For real? Now you have I feel I feel like
you have to have a real conversation with yourself, full conversation. Yeah, yeah,
you got to. You gotta check yourself. Can't be scared
to check yourself, you know what I'm saying, because like,

(04:24):
you know what's right with wrong, and if you're still
gonna go on with the wrong, you're that wrong, wrong,
deadad wrong. Man. What's some ship like that stuck with
you as young and like even moving through you know
what I'm saying, early life, whatever you're doing before you
doing music, Like, what's some ship that you care with
you forever? And make sure you stabilize your mental man,

(04:49):
because without an unstable mental you'll be all over the place.
You know what I'm saying, which is peace for real?
You know what I'm saying. What's the shit you do
to keep your peace? Man? I just like sometimes I
have to get by myself. Sometimes I have to get
around humans, you know what I'm saying. Sometimes you can't
follow your own vision around humans because everybody else got
so much to say. Sometimes, so you know what I'm saying,

(05:10):
shit kind of clouds your brain. Sometimes gotta get by yourself,
you know what I'm saying. They had that one on
one with yourself and then get around humans. You know
what I'm saying. You feel good again? No, that's what
I under start doing lot of stuff because I usually
be just you know what I'm saying, I use everything
right then, like yeah, now I'm just getting myself some
time to think about Yeah. Yeah, yeah, because because I

(05:31):
signed up for ship, I'm gonna do it because that's
my word. I already put my word on it. Yeah.
But then when I'm going to do it, I was like, damn,
why the fuck I say yell at this exactly? You know,
I gotta let this ship. Mary nine just say I
ain't gonna do it. I'm gonna do it. One thing
I came up with, bro, it's a three day thing, man,
Like you know what I'm saying, Like you were just
saying you can't react off the jump, Like three days,

(05:54):
you're gonna feel different every every one of them three days.
You know what I'm saying. As it marinate, you'll come
up with a bit to see when it stick, it's
gonna stick to you similar ly, Yeah, it's gonna come
back like yeah, that's the one. Because I do some ship,
I'll be young. No, I think nothing like too indecisive,
and I know that about me, But I know the decision.
If I sit on it, I'm gonna come up with

(06:14):
the right one right, you just jump, You're gonna jump
too fast, impossive and you know tie this stuff it
is and ship yeah all type they go up, they
go yeah hearing it. Yeah here, Yeah, they're life, Come on,
life ship nigga make a decision that comes from risk
of your life in jail. Yeah, like you hear me. Yeah,
gotta let that ship Mary Nate Man, Hey man, let
that ship Mary Nate Man really ship? Yeah, that that

(06:37):
ship marinate. That should marinate, man, however long you take it,
I'm telling you, they come out with a clear decision.
What you think about Like procrastination. I read something long,
long time ago and they say, uh, procrastination is a
form of is it a loser? Or procrastinations a form

(07:00):
of uh something got to do with uh not winning.
So it's a different between that's two different things. Marinate
recrastinating is two different things. Oh, that's two different things. Yeah,
Like you gotta act on songs. Yeah, if you procrastinating,
you bullshit. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. It's a
difference between yeah, making the right decision, yeah, supposed to

(07:21):
not making a decision at all. You know what I'm saying. Yeah,
instead of thinking about it and not doing nothings name like,
come on, man, you gotta have a plan, like you
know what I'm saying, like, cause you can't mixed procrastinating
with playing right either that the same thing that kind of
mari name you think you ain't got damn have somebody
in your circuit that just make excuses about everything. Hell no,

(07:45):
I'm saying, like, how do you handle that? If every
for every excuse, you gotta have a solution. Yeah, so excuses.
I want solutions that don't tell me don't make up No, don't.
I don't want to hear that. Don't make this ship
how much we you know what I'm saying. Or if
it's really a problem but we can't do so, don't
make it. Excu this the facts of what's going on,
and god damn continue man. Yeah it just happened, Yeah,
it happened. How we're gonna move forward? Is that how

(08:07):
we're gonna solve this ship? I gotta see it one
of my posts, it's about the solvings. Yeah, it's about
the South. Yeah you did? You know what I'm saying.
We don't want to keep solve this ship and can
move forward because the the clock gonna keep going. This
ship ticket, this ship don't stop like the clock. This
ship don't stop never because at the end of the day,
it's like them excuses hold you back. Niggas don't understand that.

(08:29):
Like it's so many, bro, You know how many excuses
I can make right now, you know, like the ship
and the nigga done been through this ship and nigga
came through it. We could. We can even make excuses
to not be shipped, yep, to not want then you
can make an excuse easy to not having that it
easily not has ship. But you tell that ship right
around the coat hard to keep it in the road.

(08:51):
It's hard to keep it in the road. Come on, man,
it's hard to get on the road, and then to
keep it in the road is even harder. Ship. Man
them facts though it's a Niggas don't understand. Man, ain't
nobody got people can see when you got excuses, people
you understanding. You know how nigga be like man holding
ain't nuts or man, you know what I'm saying this

(09:12):
this this it ain't that bro. People see that you're
not ready. Like even though you could, you could think
that you pulling the wool over all, everybody eye that
you're read or something. But nigga can read that you
ain't ready, cause they can tell from your actions. Yep,
for sure, you know what I'm saying like, no matter
what it is like, Bro, that's an excuse. Even if
you're not saying a verbal verbally excuse, you're living like that. Yep. Yeah, Hey,

(09:38):
I'll may be taking notes of this shake because we
were dropping this ship off, man, were killing your cop up.
You better take a simple taste of the something cause
hey man, nah them facts, dude, but you ain't got
no cho if you don't get up every day and
do what you gotta do, feed your family what they
want to hear after that, I don't want to hear
you now, don't even want to hear you no more.
They want to hear somebody else. They forgot about your

(09:58):
ad man fast right then, first note, y'all that nigga here,
dump the first note out of there. That's life. That's
how this ship man. So it ain't for the week, man,
I want to say, stand for summer fall for any thing. Man,
what's the ship coming up? You had you had like

(10:20):
a near death, near life or death experience too, right,
you got shallows and shit. Yeah, yeah, what year that was?
That was a long time ago. That was God damn,
I remember December eighteen, whatever year wore nigga. That was
O nine. It's been fifteen years ago. That was nine.

(10:41):
We ain't never talked about that. Yeah, no, No, that's
fifteen years ago. I ain't never really. Yeah, yeah, that
was a long time ago. Back what you uh, like,
how did that shift your thought process? Though? Man, it
ain't gonna like maybe more paranoid and more like shoot ship.
Like I don't mean to say it like that, you

(11:03):
know what I'm saying. I ain't want to I didn't
want to say that like that. But let me try
to clean it. But you but but you you got
off from that situation, right yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
it just you know, I remember feeling coming out the Hotpillar. Man,
that ship had my head so fucked up. And it's
just always I'm always it kind of always be in
my head, lingering like dickon go down any time, so

(11:25):
always you Yeah, better be motherfucker might think paranoid or scared.
I don't be scared of bar or not. I jail point,
I won't be here, Yeah, I won't. I'm a beat it,
you know what I'm saying, I'm a beating for it,
because once it's on you, if you don't beat it, yeah,
out of up. It's a split second, you know what
I'm saying, One split second. Don't act at that at
that moment, no time to think, ain't no time to think.

(11:46):
You better know what to do, yeah, because that's one
time you're trying to send it. You aad niggas. It
don't take long. How you think you think you knew
what to do there? It was just God the first time.
It's just instinct, man, you know what I'm saying. It's instinct.
You know, I can't say what I I probably could
have said what I would have did it if it

(12:06):
ain't even wasn't even been there. You feel me, it
wouldn't have been what you did. You know what I'm saying. Instinct. Yeah,
like when you're survival old niggah nigga, is you or them? Yeah?
You know what I'm saying, that the whole kind of
instinct might kick in and yeah, you know what I'm saying.
You know you ain't trying to be the other one.
You know what I'm saying here you ain't trying to
be the other one on the other end. So like Nigga,

(12:29):
I ain't even think like I thought about some like
ship that happened in no moments that I did. I
don't even know why I did it, but it happened
the way it happened, And if I wouldn't have did
it that way, she could have been a whole nother way.
Like if you grabbed the wrong gun or something one
and one and in their head or something, you feel
me while you're trying to shoot, and you cause you
grabbed the wrong gun, you feel me like, Yeah, that

(12:53):
shit get deep, man, that shit crazy though, because some
sh it just recently happened like that too. Yeah, and
you ready I ran into it, ain't I ran to
it likever with that ship. Because she was all over
the internet, right y'all on the news Nigga and folks.
Nigga got got ten new reporter polled up back no
outside the hour, lad, I got gates and ship and

(13:14):
folk man folks all at the gate trying to get
through the gate to knock on the door, all kinds
of new reporters and shit, crazy and shit. But there
was just some random shit, some life ship. You know
what I'm saying. The niggas are you know o niggas
he is a nigga. Try to get your shit, you
know what I'm saying. Nigga won't what you got. Yeah,
they'll go to the stream, They'll go to the stream
of losing their life to God. Damn. Try to get

(13:35):
what you got, you know what I'm saying. And nigga
ain't just giving up with it doesn't work hard for you,
feel me? Never we done came too far and did
she must to let a nigga j just come. She
ain't come me he can here. Don't go eave hand
it this she ain't coming easy. It ain't gonna go eat.
That's just what it is. This ship hit into us.
This ship I ran to it. You know what I'm saying.
Shit got the hitting. You know. Niggas in my resident

(13:56):
they don't supposed to be there. You know that's what
close cold to do. Laws. This law you better loan
a lot of citizens, the better stand on it. And
there right, you don't deserve it. You don't deserve it.
If you can't stand on it, is it yours? So
so what you believe in, like you Christian Muslim. What

(14:20):
you believe, I'm Christian and so so so. How you
so your face so high that you know? Really God,
what your prayers is? Your prayer? God, just give me
the strength that a handle in the situation or keep
me out of the situation. What you get. I pray
for like I pray for the vision man, and the
strength and the mental strength. You know what I'm saying,
vision like you know what I'm saying. To see it.

(14:41):
You know what I'm saying. If you don't see it,
and for me not just to see it, but the
act on what you see. You know what I'm saying.
You can see sh it all day, but you can
put it in your face. You better when you when
you when you put in you when you put it
in your face, you got it. You better use it right.
You know what I'm saying. Oh, pray for the vision.
That's hard. Yeah, I pray put this. I can see it, man, Yeah,
received it so I can act on what I see. Yeah,

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you know what I'm saying, because never, I don't never
you know what signs or when I get the good
feelings and ship that is, Yeah, that's what that is.
I pray for this ship always I was like, when
I think about it, you gotta go with it. Hey,
what you pray for nigga? You know what I'm saying.
It's again if you anoy this ship, damn fool because

(15:23):
you pray for this and you put it in your
face and you ignore it. I can't see it. I
always tell nigga, you be praying tell God and moving
anything don't belong and still trying to hold the motherfucker.
Oh that the truth? Like you praying this God, remove
anything that don't belongs in my life, anything that mean
me no good, going back and forth with motherfuckers, and

(15:44):
then you trying to see the good and motherfucker, Nigga,
this is the motherfucker. He put it any faith for
you to see it, and you're gonna look past it.
Come on, man, you don't want to be that prayer,
that prayer. Yeah, yo exact, you don't want that, you
know what I'm saying, Like, nigga, it's gonna always see

(16:05):
people don't understand how your blessing come now. Wh I'll
be trying to tell the female when they be coming
on him like y'all praying for a man. I don't
even know how to see what a blessing is, you
know what I'm saying, Like the end of the day,
it's just like like I said earlier, were praying to
get people out of the life that don't belong with
anything negative. But we don't want to receive it because
I wasn't talking about this person. It ain't gonna never
be the motherfucker you think they need to go, be

(16:26):
a mother fucker right next to you, right next to you.
It's right there. No motherfuckers up this ship. Cold later, man,
it's cold world, it is. But we gotta live, gotta live.

(16:46):
Can't stop them, don't stop. But we dont came too far,
you know what I mean? Tell me you don't can't
dive far to go out bad, to go out bad.
You get on stuard for all this ship. That ship
ain't right man, that you're around there, it ain't right.

Speaker 2 (17:03):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (17:03):
You can't make right out of there, can't make no
right out of the room. Man, You know what I'm
saying at all? What's like being in the music? Shit,
what's the weirdest ship like you see? Like, man, the
music ship. Niggas in it, Hey, niggo lie, niggas in it?
Like what boy? Like which one, not which boy, because
we know that, but like what just period, it ain't

(17:25):
no way displayed without display you feel like the niggas
in it, like I don't know if I am how
I am because of what a nigga I'm been through
or what I've been around. And you know it's other.
But you know, I I catch up with you, catch
up with your can and when you know what I'm saying.
And in the industry, you know, it's so many cans.

(17:46):
You know what I'm saying. So you've been from man?
Was like you're said. Niggas say, yes you do, come on, man,
but I give what you saying what I'm saying like
they might though, I like when I say can, like

(18:09):
you know, all right, rappers, all up, gangster everybody rapping
talking gainster shit and this and that. You know what
I'm saying, a lot of nigga ain't been through none
of that. I don't know none of that. You fear me.
I can't blame him for make good music though, you
know what I'm saying. But don't try to pull that on. Yeah,
don't try to put do don't gonna kick they broke

(18:30):
around me. Man. You know what I'm saying, I don't come.
Don't come to a nigga betraying to be the hardest,
A smooth nigga. Yeah, i'ma be the smoothest. I don't
want to be the hardest. I want to be the
smoothest nigga. Yeah, I'm a slide through. You know what
I'm saying. You know how niggas is man just so
why do you think you think that's ego? What you
think it is? They could be the money sometimes, you

(18:51):
know what I'm saying, Money change shit well, or if
you've never been there, you know what I'm saying, you've
never been there, be cause some niggas don't record, don't
know the struggle, so they ain't gonna treat the real
struggle like you know what I'm saying, Like let me
clean this up all right, Like you was just to
go ahead, like nigga don't know, you can't They can't
relate with you, or you can't relate with them when

(19:12):
they preaching the same shit. It ain't never been through
that ship, so they don't really know that ship, know
the value of it. You know what I'm saying, there's
a lot of value in this struggle. You know what
I'm saying, because you're gonna feed your missles and know
how to survive real you know what I'm saying. But
niggas ain't like they'll pop that ship. But you know,
man hard to relate and ain't been on that you
give me. I'm gonna tell you what I when I
see a lot in this ship, and I ain't never

(19:33):
said that. If most people like they can come around
or Tracey t and see like they can feel that
like yeah, this that this is what I'm talking you
know what I'm saying, say then what I'm talking about
right here? Yeah, But I gotta kind of push that
away because if that stand beside me, you're gonna be
able to see that, ain't it, And they'll bring that

(19:57):
around just to soak that up and try to oh
yeah own the low though, yeah on the lower. But
I can't be like out loud with this because I'm
that I'm trying to be I'm that Yeah, I'm trying
to be that. Yeah, So I can't show the real
deal when I know I'm faking that's cold, they gonna
get gonna x me out. Yeo, I showed the real

(20:18):
If I show the real deal when I'm faking, they
gonna fuck with there, So I don't really want we
gonna keep that in there. Yeah, that's crazy. That's cold, man.
It's a bulls eye. Man. Hit it on the head,
That's what it is. Like if I got like, because
you're gonna walk in the room and be yourself every
time he walking in the room being you. If I
got you here, then we twins. Bro, you don't need

(20:39):
to be here, twin. I got I got this, I
got up. I got it. I got us that cold
too that we now we got it, I got it.
It be gonna be us brother full the way up.
But that's but that's to me, that's flattering though, bro,

(21:02):
Like at the end of the day, Bro, exactly, let's flattering. Look,
I used to be like kind of feel some kind
of way, but then when I start recognizing as I grow,
you know, I'm saying, come on, maturity, to recognize it,
it's gonna take you off yours. Yeah, you got to
recognize that when you recognize to the point of who
you is. You know what I'm saying, Like, okay, just
with oh I don't with that, you know what I'm
saying that why you gotta move right. See, man U

(21:26):
Baba always tell me, man she ain't gonna come to
me easy because I ain't the type of nigga that's
gonna get the easy. So I'm gonna have to work
ten times harder than another nigga. That's just what it is,
because it ain't for a certain sh It ain't destined
for us niggas like us unless we work for it.
If we gotta put in sweat equity, mental equity, every
all type of equity, bro, because we them type niggas, Yes, sir,

(21:47):
because you know we gonna appreciate it when we do
get it. You know what I'm saying, value the struggle,
Yeah exactly. You know what I'm saying. I was built
on Like I don't feel right unless like bruh, anything
that make my goddamn make my what's the name uh,
like butterflies. I know that's what I'm supposed to be doing. Yeah,
you know what I'm saying, Like get scared of it,
like you get there, you're getting nervous at like yeah,

(22:09):
you know what those bank I'm going through that ship
like everybody's saying crazy, But you know, I pay attention
to myself and I get butterflies and I kind of
I'm gonna say, I run from some ship that needs
to be that that what you supposed to be. But
I it be a fight with me. Bro, you gonna
stand anything you don't stood on everything else, stood on everything?
Yeah yeah, yeah, standing on yeah, standing nigga. That's the ship.

(22:36):
When they say on the other side of the field,
other side, that's where the shipped. That where you're purpose at. Yeah.
So anything when you're pushing the envelope, bro, thatwn when
that ship gonna go. Yeah, when you're the comfort zone,
you're gonna stay right though, right, you gotta get comfortable
being uncomfortable. Yeah, yeah, some facts. So soon I feel
the butterflies know this ship right? Yeah, this ship right,

(22:57):
like shake that ship off? Yeah, before anything, Nigga, I
was just hit him quiet a little bit, you probably
nigga fin the film. I want this ship to be
right and this is this is my purpose. Yeah, by
just putting the mic on, talking to my potems, you
see what I'm saying. Real shit. So I'm gonna have
butterflyf I do anything because I want the ship to
go right right yea, if I didn if it was
if I was just so comfortable doing it. And then

(23:18):
I feel like when we focused on it and that
it ain't gonna beat the Yeah, you don't like watching
any name. They ain't making about the net. I wasted
the goddamn real ship, like certain people are on right now,
cause like if I ain't no, if I ain't know
you out right now, a question for people or whatever.
But we just kicking ship. You know what I'm saying. Really, man,
I remember when I first got shot, man, I remember

(23:39):
seeing you. Man. You had to look in your eye. Man,
coming out, I'm fresh out the hopital. You remember that ship?
M h you would be boy, well, big boy, you
do the DJ ship with the Empire chain what empire? Yeah,
we're coming out of goddamn Honest, I'm coming out with
the goddamn cast on this ship. You god damn grabbed me.
He got dam hugged me. Looking man, Man, you straight man,
You shure you straight man. I never forget that, man,

(24:00):
they were from the heart. I don't remember that type ship,
you know what I'm saying. Yeah, I remember that, nigga.
It was a long time ago, two long ago, nigga,
But you'll never forget that. I remember them a certain
moment's nigga from when he got down with on the
level of certain levels. You real I was fucked up
though I was only in the club because I was
God Damn. I was still like, man, okay, I gotta

(24:22):
keep pushing, like you know what I'm saying. Yeah, it
was still yeah, yeah, you're probably looking for though too,
Like did you do what I'm saying, nigga? You know
what I mean? Pounds that weighed when I got out
of after Yeah, not in nine pounds, but god damn,
nigga weigh not a nine pounds, nine and nine of
them bitchy damn God good, like God great man. Neither

(24:44):
one real either way. Now, that ship was crazy, bro,
because like when this ship first hit the fan and
he was like, man, what the fuck? Yeah, they're like,
but shit, he good. That's all the nigga want to hear.
Nigga good. You know what I'm saying. I went crazy.
Now you know what it's you were crazy shit shit.

(25:05):
But it's so crazy though, bro. The niggas who it's
so crazy this rap shit is just in reverse cause
niggas who actually been through all this shit. Them the
nigga that be the most humble. You know what I'm
saying with their music, but the ain't niggas who ain't
been through shit, ain't really did them Nigga telling, They

(25:26):
saying all type of ships that our type of shit,
that the nigga done actually been through this shit. Even
though I ain't urging no nigga to say nothing incriminate themself.
You know what I'm saying. But the niggas who actually
been through shit, them nigga be humble as hell. Them
nigga be like like, you know what I'm saying, Nigga
got there protected to say his own life came up
out of situation two three times like that ain't even

(25:47):
in your music. You kicking elephant shit. You ain't even
kicking that one. And that what they say a nigga
start getting on who who Who I am? I'm, I'm
I'm it just be like man, cause that poor I
don't glorify that ship. You know what I'm saying. That
just something, But it's your story though in my story,
it's definitely my story. I got I got to tell
my story and that she's gonna be easy. Still ain't
told because it's gonna be even here to come out
and tell you when you go in the booth and
say that that shit gonna come out so easy because

(26:09):
it's it's already wanna come out right already, you know
what I saying, Like I can't come out of death,
yeah already ship for sure. As an artist, you have
to tell your full story. I don't know why I
won't be liking it, Like I don't know, like by
everybody saying when all this ship be going on, but
been thereby supposed to did all? It's like, I don't know, man,

(26:32):
I get it. That's why I can't eat. I can't
do the music like it exactly what you're saying, Like, Bro,
I want you to know me, for to know me. Yeah,
I'm trying to feel I'm still the nigga who you
know what I'm saying, I'm a popped to get money
ship and do your things ship you know, and represent
the struggle you know, But that ain't you know, man,
I get it. I don't know why I like that.

(26:54):
But you know why you think you know, cause you
be coming, you be got there and counter and not
with the music. You'll drop one year shyell. You know
what I'm saying here, drop that having it no moto.
You know what I'm saying. Why do you think you
be doing that? You god think I did that? Yeah?
Not doing Why you think you were doing that? Mother?
I wanted fully focus. I want to fill the focus.

Speaker 2 (27:17):
Bro.

Speaker 1 (27:17):
It's kind of I think it's kind of hard for
a nigga who already can get money because I quit.
It's on some ship that they can't. They ain't really
getting money off of you they spending money on. Yeah,
I don spend so much money on this ship. Man.
Come on, man, this shit ain't changed like no way
other ship. Now, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, like
that shit crazy?

Speaker 2 (27:38):
Man.

Speaker 1 (27:38):
I don't know. Man, I just do it because I love.
I love to do it, and I know how to
do it. You know what I'm saying. But now I'm
taking it serious. It takes just some people to get
in your life and change change. Drop or you be
going crazy. Here'll tell you drop. You going crazy? You
ain't never dropped to do it. You never put out
no where ship, all your ship going crazy from the
old ship to the new ship. Yeah, you know what
I'm saying. Just I don't know some niggas just you know,

(28:00):
he's always been like I don't know, every time some
get to a level, bro, it's just always some that
got damn like get in the way, bro. Like every
time my nigga, every time nigga from out our first drop,
I had my management. You know what I'm saying, It
was some bullshit in the game. When I got with MLG,
them some bullshit got in the game, you know what

(28:21):
I'm saying. And you know the last time, I ain't
even really got in the game. I just been dropped
that while I kind of been dropping it like cause
I'm just me. It's just me by myself doing this shit.
You feel me. I ain't got no motherfuck, I ain't
got nobody putting up no money or nobody doing no
this me. You know what I'm saying. This is all me.
And you got to You got family, nigga, You got kids, nigga,
you got shit. You gotta keep going on. Like it's

(28:43):
hard to just give the allt like do nothing but
this when that's bringing a less income and you got
all this other shit to take care of real shit.
You know what I'm saying, Like that it takes a
lot to do that, Like, you know what I'm saying,
what the fuck is you doing it for? You crazy?
You know what I'm saying, Nigga, we would have God
damn take care shit and got to you feel me,

(29:06):
we just said earlier, but if you don't, but they
leaveing somebody else to do it, and you yeah, So
like I do that shit. I can. I know how
to do that shit, and I'm very good at it,
you know what I'm saying. But I got other shit
to do too that that make money. You know what
I'm saying. I don't sacrifice a lot doing this shit,
you know what I'm saying, But man, I don't know. Man,
you know I'm gonna keep doing it because I'm good

(29:27):
at it that nigga ain't doing them but getting great
as we go, you know what I'm saying. Everything, You're
strong as this shit go by it Like I can't
say fuck it because I don't care. I've been doing
it that long. You know what I'm saying. It's still
standing on it, it's still getting a proper respect from it,
you know what I'm saying. The check this ain't properly
supposed to be raising now, you know what I'm saying.
But it get bigger though, you know what I'm saying,
for sure, other nigga we signed and were making this
ship like it might be the I might just be

(29:49):
kicking in the doors for the label to come through,
for the artists to have them, right, you know what
I'm saying, I might have to do all that to
receive it. From this end, it might not I find
to sacrifice myself to make sure I get the money
from everything else. You feel me, man, I like, how,
I'm gonna tell you another thing. Man, I like, how,
God damn Bro, no matter what, Bro, you and that
nigga hot, Yeah, y'all nigga gonna be there for each other.

(30:10):
My brother, Bro, that's my real blood brother. Now I know,
I'm just saying, but that ship. You know, brothers sometimes
don't have that type of relationship. Like I wouldn't give
a fuck. Wead said, what show he gonna be at
your show? Where fight? You're gonna be able to fight? Man? Right?
That just like without a doubt be pushing each other. Man,
that's real. We really were. Like in the end when

(30:32):
it's when the nigga low up up, we who we
got facts? You know what I'm saying, we won't. We
came from the same wom we We came from the
same struggle. You know what I'm saying. S Yeah, we
donna laugh, cryd everything and were not seeing the worst
of each other. Yeah, ain't no time for no sucking shit,
no fake ship with each other. Like we both know
what's happening, you know what I'm saying. Like the layer

(30:53):
little shootout ship, he was with me just out the blue.
He wouldn't even he don't know, be in the bookhead
or g be always on the east. You know what
I'm saying. The one day he all of a sudden
out there when I had to go over there, Like
you know what I'm saying, All niggas in all the
different days and this situation having brought right here, and
don't he don't even be on this side even that ship.
Crazy that we out there together. He like Nigga, ain't
had no fire on him and that ain't get what

(31:15):
he hesitate though, like ship Nigga, let go. He probably
thought about like fuck, you know what I'm saying, But
you've been I'd rather be there. I can't beat up
be somewhere. Somebody tell me what happened up in to
see you brother, little brother, He's like shiit nigga bran
with you whenever let go. Yeah, we still you know

(31:39):
what I'm saying, No real ship. Shout out of my
nigga hot Man. That's my brother man that the show. Yeah,
that's my nigga. Man, it's out a few niggas, nah, Bro,
I know that feeling by that nigga day By. Yeah,
nigga would have been like you said then that niggad
have been right here. Yeah man, he right here man,
my nigga day Man. Shout out Dave Man. I might
even walk with Dave Man always smiling. Ain't gonna pull

(32:00):
up on a nigga man. In fact, he support me.
I support him, you know what I'm saying. Really, nigga
supported the jail because we all know where we come from,
you know what I'm saying, and we all trying to
make it out the same place to another place. You
hear me? Yeah, Nah, niggas, how you feel about it?
Like do you do you wait to meet a nigga
to draw your own You know what I'm saying. You

(32:20):
know how you can not know a nigga and another
nigga be telling you about them, huh, and you can
form your opinion from that personal uh experience of the person.
This weighs on who the person is because everybody can
anybody can say anything. If I value that person and
it thoughts and were on the same way, I can
value your thoughts a little stronger. So it depends on
who the person. I No nigga that finna say that. Yeah,

(32:43):
you know what I'm saying. I respect you, and I
know I value you, and I know we vear the
same things. So if you pop some ship like I'm
I'm I'm gonna tune into it more than another nigga
that pop some ship. You feel me it, but it
to me, it all depends on what the niggas say,
Cause he nigauld have felt a lot about some ship
that I might not even never enter it. The nigga, yep,

(33:03):
you know what I'm saying. They could have fell out
about a bitch, yep, but you saying it's something else. Man,
this shit crazy out him. Yeah, you gotta nah like
so you do gotta god damn like when they come
to shit like that, you gotta ask a nigga like,
what what's what's your problem is with the nigga? You
know what I'm saying, I just feel like that because
so many niggas say so much shit about everybody. Uh
huh wan't nobody fuck with nobody? Yup? Yuh? And why

(33:25):
you got a really judge nigga on how you fuck
with me? That's what I said, you like but like
but but if you if it's a nigga from your
side and I call you but like trace what's over
such something about that, now we'd be like, nah, I
din know this nigga. Yeah cause if here fucked up nigga, nah,
you know you know where it is. But you will
ask the right nigga though you won't call a bullshit
that niggas No, you know what I'm saying, cause you
ain't no trust nothing. If he's saying, you gonna call

(33:46):
the real nig gonna be like, hey man, what's happening? Yeah,
he gonna you know you know him cause you're a
real nigga. Hes gonna trop it out to you exactly.
You know what I'm saying. I feel like that. Yeah yeah,
I ain't, but I ain't know who you're dealing with
to understand what they're saying, the value they opinion on anything,
facts for sure. What's next for Tracy team. Man beside
the me you only scream, man, well you ain't no,

(34:08):
don't puffing push that issue? Man, what you ain't no?
I ain't wait. Shoot your own move and what I'm
on that ship? Don't call nothing to that? What I'm on? Bank,
that what I'm on? What you what? What type of
movie you think? You don't shoot? There can be a
ten minute motherfucking film that you're going. Man, we're going
fifteen minutes. Yeah, we're gonna sell every minute of that ship.

(34:29):
Man when you shoot, put me in it? All right,
you in it? You got the roll already. I ain't
even gonna lie. I don't. I got a whole men
c note, we're putting together a movie for the project
we finish drop that's herd okay, but it's like a
little ten minute like but we don't. We got whole
scripts and everything or how you know what I'm saying.
What's going on? Numbers? That's side to see. Yeah, shout
out the n man. We got a crazy project on

(34:50):
the way. It's called I ain't forgot you know what
I'm saying. But on nigga, we really own that right now, Bank,
and I feel that you know, what's crazy, bro? I
feel like that's what don't finna get all the chie
from A nigga could be doing something so long and
so many years and then the men you do something
else and sh it just opened up, Like damn, that's crazy,
Like how that worked? Like that? A nigga put out?

(35:11):
Really how many songs on the Project ten or twelve? Ship?
Nigga dropped one the movie beat the video for the
whole ship along We don't it's whole? You know all
that ship? Like that's hard ship playing through the Yeah, yeah,
never really did that, man. Yeah, And that's just something
I know I could, like you feel me. I feel

(35:32):
like I got a super power right there now. That
acting ship, that ship now is easy too, yeah, because
coming from us like they want to act like her. Yeah,
we just gotta add like ourselves. That's it. That's it.
But acting ship, I think that might be that might
be the best ship for a nigga like her, cause
you don't got to do. You don't gotta be there.
You just once you working, you working, once you off,

(35:52):
you off. You gotta deal with so many niggas so much,
all the games, gotta put yourself in danger so much
you know what I'm saying, you can really more like
how you how you need to move? They still don't
want to book you though. That cool. I'm pulling up
for the trees. Yeah, yeah, right, don't show you the
most little Well, what town show you the most love? Man? Man,

(36:15):
Houston showed a lot of love. Man, everybody show like
I be loving and love for real. It's been on
kind of love love to me, like when you go
into city, I hain't a lot of business and cities.
That guy guys a group of love. The city guys
that got that. It's been away kind of love. They love.

(36:37):
Love is love. You know they got your homies showing
the love in the street. You know what I'm saying,
got the buses showing the love in the rooms. You
know what I'm saying. He got that. It's different, got
of love, but the most loved. I almost like Houston, Houston. Yeah,
my nigga's out there, Houston, show the much love. Shouts
out of the Houston. Yeah, shouts out to the age man.
Them niggas put them rolled out of carpet for a nigga, man,

(37:01):
how hard is it trying to be like in a
committed relationship and do music, specially with it. Like like
you know what I'm saying, with a woman that's trying
to do the same shit, Like, how hard is that?
That shit could be like motivation for each other. You
know what I'm saying. You just gotta feed off each
ogling and motivate each other, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,
I ain't gonna say it's hard. I ain't gonna say

(37:23):
it's hard, because as long as it's they respect what
you're doing, you respect what they're doing. You know what
I'm saying. We know the end goal is to get
the bag, you know what I'm saying. But like you
gotta go there, I gotta go here, we gonna get
the bad. We're gonna motivate each other. You know what
I'm saying, This is what's going on. I'm focused then
on your ship like in my ship, and trying to
help any way I can. I expect the same shit
and if they you know what I'm saying, we gotta
just push each other to be greammates. Yeah, we seammates,

(37:43):
you know what I'm saying. What the fuck we we fuck?
We together for? We ain't pushing each other to be
great for each other, for the family, for whatever the
fuck y'all pushing Yeah, no matter who got the number
one song, but I got you got the number one song,
I got number one, number ten like you harder than
number one song. Help push that motherfucker ahead and the way. Yeah,
you feel me. You gotta write some gonna do whatever
the fuck? You know what I'm saying. If y'all together,
because it's it's on the one with y'all together, y'all

(38:04):
won You know what I'm saying, Like that be sucking
ship when nigga be like kind of mad that the
female kind of trying all the female be kind of
trying to You know what I'm saying, Put a blanket
or put a cage or a net over your wingspan.
You know what I'm saying, That over your wingspan? Yeah
over you? Yeah, okay, k yeah, flies, get up out

(38:26):
of there. You know what I'm saying. I ain't no
good with a long wingspan flapping with a fucking net
over me. I can't do nothing. You just flapping on
the floor. You're just a ducking dope. You might sit
on the water and float, man, No bullshit, man, what

(38:50):
what's what's do you think that the music being into
new streets. Boy, it's it's all one thing is music
in the streets, the same thing in their hand. I'm
starting to look at it like a setup. This ship, man,
look at way be going on man like for niggas

(39:15):
who really like you kind of you know what I'm saying,
this ship kind of it's spooky man, spooky joy. It's
spooky because like that and you like you got a eye,
you put you in a certain eye, you know what
I'm saying, Like everybody watching you, in you and your
being and nothing. Yeah, so you blink twice. You might
be wrong. You feel me. I don't think you mixed
to me personal Nah, you can't be mixing. That's nothing

(39:38):
to mix. It a main thing. They get a lot
of nigga fucked up. Be a street nigga had all
the being, but you mix it. That's when it's bad, Yeah,
because you catching it from all angles. Now, you know
what I'm saying. You don't know who who for real
no more because this shit comes from every angle. But
trusts gone though, you do you think how many niggas

(39:58):
outside of did you feel like I could trust that
nigga won't tell I don't know no more he neither.
Bro can't even put it past the nigga. You can't
bro the most gangster, this nigga doing the most. Ship
for you be the one to hand you over doing it,
which for you again, Ship the niggas again, ship everybody.
So she is crazy? What how you think you get

(40:20):
like that?

Speaker 2 (40:22):
Is that?

Speaker 1 (40:22):
Why they say? Is lonely at the top? What when
you go to the top, you get longer? Little call
you god, damn everybody you feel me? I say, how
you think the streets got to the point that what
like damn their everybody teller man, the streets is to
the point where everybody tell that. I don't fucking know.

(40:45):
I don't know. Like as far as it's just like
the streets, everybody say, how you think you get to that?
Like like like first off, I want to give a
shout out to Through and Loose. Yeah, because both the
ball went down there and open their mouth and deal
day they stood. Know what I'm saying, I respect that
gives over of them. Boy, anybody that's in their motherfuckers
keeping their mouth closed. If they ain't did it, they

(41:07):
ain't saying that and they did it, they ain't saying
that respect. I respect that fly cause the niggas letting
that ship flap. Yeah, get them boys, get them boy
they fly y'all think man loose you man, Yeah, I
don't think niggas give a niggas they flyers for keeping
that ship. Real. That why niggas don't. Niggas ain't. It's
just it's like, man, shit changed with time, and that's

(41:30):
what I kind of see. Like every you gotta got
a real nigga error. You know what I'm saying. It's
it's a lot of different errors. You know what's the
arrow in there? I don't fucking know no more bank ship.
I don't. I gotta do me, man, I gotta do
me the my best ability, man, really, Like I get
caught up in that ship, I get to confused, y'all.

(41:53):
I don't know no more ship. Man, Dude, you your
best ability? Well whoever you do it with cop and
hold on on you man, do it by yourself. That's cold, brother,
Man say he don't know me either. I don't be
cause you could be trusting nigga find it like like
they the enemy the whole fucking what you think make

(42:14):
niggas an enemy? That so say they love you. What
you think, make niggas envy? What you think? Turn niggas
with what turn niggas. I'm gonna say, like with turn niggas. Man,
it's crazy because a niggas could be A nigga can
just switch on you, bro, nigga can just turn on

(42:37):
you like you can be did everything for a motherfucker,
just turn on you. But it's be something like a
nigga might feel some kind of way. But if I
feel I feel like if you and somebody, y'all folks,
y'all really folks like that. It shouldn't be now that
y'all can't talk about you know what I'm saying, because
that ease a lot of shit to address a dress

(42:58):
dress your issue. Y'all like that with each other? You
feel me that way because a nigga could be three
I learned this a long time ago. A nigga could
be feeling a certain kind of way, bro, the whole time.
Nigg could be feeling stain kind of way. You never
know he felt like that, and he acts on how
you feel, you like what has come from and that
all cause he ain't even but y'all supposed to be

(43:20):
feeling no understanding, no understanding, You're like, damn, I ain't
even know heat. Then we could have hashed that ship
in that ship, ain't you wrong? And if you're wrong,
you probably you would have said something. If y'all your
folks mane you feel because you could be thinking something.
You could be thinking some ship that be totally wrong
in that mind space, or you could be done, got

(43:41):
fed some ship from some motherfucker that just want to
see something happened to one of us for sure and
majority are tied. That would it be man that got there?
Hey man, it take a real man that god damn
holler at each other and after you don't bump head
with each other like you know, would sometimes be niggas
around two. You know what I'm saying. That tind to
play a major part, Like you know what I'm saying.

(44:02):
But if you know you right and you know a
nigga wrong, ain't no going back. Bro. I'm gonna tell
you what I started doing. The niggas and niggas you know,
nigga probably hate my good for this, Like a nigga
come tell me something saying in your comment like hey man,
I need to tea something between me and you yeah,
but you're gonna tell me something that nigga said about me.
They gotta be between me and you. I don't even
want to hear that I put this. Hey, niggas hate
me for this, me, bro, they say I'm missing. No, Bro,

(44:26):
you just that. That's a putting it on the fuck it.
I'm putting it in your face right there, me too. Yeah,
I'm not missed. I mean I don't. I don't know
what it is. Hey, what man? Then who say you
said the nigga? Did you say that? Woo woo woo?
Simple of that. Let's see who lie right here and
now put it exactly. I have me to be missing
for that. They are gonna miss it, Tracey. Why the

(44:47):
nigga say, buddy, got damn body you heard you got that?
Little boy? The nigga just saying, what's up with that?
I'm damn you just threw me under the bus. What
a buzz up you should have in yo. You should
have kept it to yourself. Don't tell me held no
secrets about what's going on with me? Me neither. Brother. No,
they get to the bottom of it. Oh brouh, it's

(45:09):
a nigga right now. Bro? He mad at me because
of this right, A nigga told me something that he said, right, yeah,
and I told him that he said it. Yeah, No,
I told him. I said, damn, bro, what you ain't
said he said this? He like, I ain't say that.
I tell him in this motherfucker's face. He lying, yeah.

(45:30):
So I called brother back and like brother man sing.
He said, what type of game you playing? He said, Bro,
I tell that nigga. He said that that man go
three way? Man, No hold up? But I did how
I did it? I called bro back. I was like
ship bro, because I knew this nigga line. Yeah, I said,
shid brother the man say you said it, Bro, But
I ain't even tripping that shit. He like, man, yeah, Man,
when I see that nigga, I might slap that nigga.
Whatever he said, Brother like bruh came in there, like

(45:53):
you did say that? Bro? Why is you lying? You
scaled a bank? The nigga hung upw you do? I'm like, oh,
so you finish it now? He right here telling niggas
like bank put me on blake. He could have gotten
me killed. Well, why you got damn you could have
It's a real situation. Yeah, Like what is a rial

(46:13):
situation that I just brother, don't tell me he ain't
no nigga saying you gotta yeah stand on whatever the
fuck you drop man. Yeah, if you can stand on,
if I come tell you something, I'm ready to walk
up there with you till you tex him. Yep, yep.
I ain't gonna hang up and run like nigga that
walk up here on that gonna see what he said? Yeah, bro,
you know what you had told me about Tracery telling
him yea, yeah, simply that. Yeah. Now, how we gonna

(46:37):
get at the bottom of this shit? No other way, bro, could?
Now we just feel ways about each other. It's some
female shit. Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, but nigga be
like bank mess it too. Yeah. Now I am b
ham bullshit. You bro, ain't no other ways late me
for that. Motherfuckers stop telling me ship my own girl

(46:58):
stopped telling me shit. Bruther, I'm telling you feel the
same way like you will always go ask some mother.
Ain't telling you. I ain't telling you what what else?
I prot because I because guess what when I when
I when I girl, when I'm your friend, I'm a
poyon to you. You know what I'm saying so don't
have me pouring it to a motherfucker that that's against me.

(47:22):
So let's get to the bottom of it. Is you
against me? You li on this person? What's going on? Yep?
For sure? Watch your ex. You brought it you, you
brought the ship. Look, cause that ain't explaining no more,
cause you ain't explaining. Damn dude, how you're gonna stop that?
You can't stop explaining if you're gonna be a relationship.

(47:45):
That's a part of it, explaining what I man, if
you're explaining you the ex, How are your kids doing?
The kid to a tree? Oh shit, man, they got

(48:12):
that dright kid me? But that oh shit? He went
lying though, somebody please quick quick so much? Kids? They good? Man?
I love the funk out them kids. Boy man, Yeah,
I love my kids like a motherfucker. Boy Man, know

(48:33):
what I said I should have I ain't gonna say
I should have waited. But if I'd have had I've
been a better dad. If I'd have had my kids.
Now you know, my grandkids, they gonna get the best
version of me. My kids I was still trying to
figure out, like they understand the same age as me. Yeah,
I understand that oh you tryout your old yr your
lutration though you got two of them in college. Yeah,
so they were like they we damn there like brothers

(48:54):
and sisters. Yeah, them my dogs. Yeah, you know what
I'm saying, the space ship here, ship like thom my dog.
But your new babies they getting popa Yeah, they getting Papa. Yeah.
They run over me and ship. Man. You know it
ain't no, I don't even think to fuss at them.
You know, you got me, a little motherfucker, you got me.

(49:14):
It's so beautiful, man. You know, we grow up. You know,
it's just different versions. You know what I'm saying, they
get man, huh m hmm, Yeah, they get different versions
of me. Man, I'm thankful for both versions. You know
what I'm saying. I ain't gonna say that I like

(49:35):
my kids, my oldest kids, they are well you know
what I'm saying, Well, we did well with them kids. Really,
you know what I'm saying. They called it arrow me
and they you know, we're more like on the level
of I ain't gonna say on the level of brothers.
But it's like and sister is just like that my
kids man, and that they they've seen a lot they

(49:56):
seen a lot of me that my younger kids won't
even see, you know what I'm saying. So it's a
different respect, and they grow up to be different, you
know what I'm saying. Because of that, you know what
I'm saying. But how you gonna keep the balance with
your like your your little babies to let get them
ready for the real you know, because we get at
this point, we'll love them so much to have them naive.
How you gonna create that balance where they know, like

(50:18):
the real ain't all you know what I'm saying, Peaches
and berries. See, my kids got to see it growing
up with me, My older kids. Yeah, the kids I
gotta git. I don't know. You know, it's different when
you tell motherfuckers, like not even Motherfucker'm talking about my kids,
But it's different when you tell somebody something opposed to
them growing growing through it, you know what I'm saying.

(50:40):
Like you could tell somebody all day, but if they
don't grow through it, they won't even understanding facts, you
know what I'm saying. So my man, young kids won't
to see none of that that my kids see, my
older kids, you know what I'm saying. So it's like huh.
I got to see how these go. But I make
sure I'll be involved because I know we're being involved
to Yeah, you know what I'm saying, You'll just trying

(51:00):
to when you see it, when you see it, touch
it up there as you go exactly. Yeah. Fact, you
know what I'm saying, Big traces man with that music.
Where that music is ro Man honor. But see no,
got something dropping. It's on the way. Then I got
another tape right after that. I'm loaded right now. Yeah,
I'm loaded. Who who who? What producers you want to

(51:21):
work with that can't work with it? I'm working with.
I'm working with everybody I want to work with. Yeah, yeah,
like it's I can got you a thing. I don't
just want to I really want to work with you.
But you know what I'm saying, I just get a
beat front of you. I like to be in, Yeah,
I like to. I like to have ship, like we
do this ship together. Yeah, just give me. I'm gonna
do what I do. But I would hear your input

(51:42):
on some jes suit. Yeah, because you made to beat. Yeah,
you made to beat with you hear and what you think?
I go right here, like you know what I'm I
don't just like getting give me well, sometimes I do
the hardest ship. I can't say. I don't just like it,
you know what I'm saying. But I don't dislike when
they give me beats. I still go crazy on whatever
the fuck I'm going on. You know what I'm saying here.
It ain't the producer job to make me go crazy.
I'm gonna go crazy, but I just like to have

(52:03):
input when we're working together, Like like, how ma'am see
no doing right now? After I turned late, See I'm
I done, laid out a song down, thing it's done,
and ship he going again on the beach and ship
making niggash Oh yeah, yeah, I'm like this the fuck
I'm tomingcing it really going in there, got it? Little
shit matter man, he yea that ship mail, that's that

(52:25):
ship matters, Nigga, this ship fifty percent of the song,
You get fifty percent of the bladdy God damn, go
back in on this motherfucker. Yeah said you get y'all
to see yourself if the rip you getting fifty yeah,
go in his oldest motherfucker one two three meters.

Speaker 2 (52:38):
Okay, hell nod real shit.

Speaker 1 (52:47):
But some artists don't like for the producers. U they
be feeling like a producer, always touching their ship or
doing this and fuck with their vocal. They feel like
them nigga difficult. I just want a nigga be great,
need too be great. If you being be fucking great
at it, be great at being difficult. Yeah, like come back,
make me be like I can't be mane. Yeah, don't

(53:08):
just be difficult to use some bullshit now. If you're
gonna be difficult niggas, yeah, make me respect it. Yeah,
Nah that what should do? Shoutside the shot Jones, she
do some ship and I'd be like that she ain't
gonna work yeah with the sitting ship and I'd be like, ship, Yeah, damn,
I ain't something. Yeah, shouts out to Shot Jones. Jon't

(53:29):
shout out to side John't she be lates every day? There,
you know what I'm saying. She'd be later every day,
be late to day. Damn she working on that. Say,
great things come to those who wait, not those who late, though,
So I guess I'm gonna be about a hour late. Yeah,

(53:54):
wait on some greatness mine, nigga. Bet let him marry
three days right, that's where the man ship you be
reading books and ship. I've been reading books. I was
like fourteen years old. Man, my first book, I ain't

(54:16):
proud of his head. The first book I read one
of these I read. You know, he don't even read
what the birds lem? Oh, she ain't nothing wrong with that.
That nigga taller. Need to call that nigga fucked you
up to them a little bit. I know it. It
was too short. Fucked me up in the day man,
like he fucked you up there. Yeah, bro, I say that,

(54:40):
bitch just sounds too good. Yeah, I won't say that
ship forever like, I'm working on this, but ain't it.
I'm trying to work on that ship. Man, what saying, bitch,
I'll tell you ship sh it can't it? Shit don't
sound right without saying I can't help it, motherfucker. That
us so different. Well, if you say are you in it? Talk,

(55:00):
you call you over. But bitch, you know I talk
like that. I ain't trying. I'm just saying I ain't
trying to do this, even in conversation. I'm gonna fixed
mine though. In conversation I'm saying like, like instead of
saying female woman queen when we're talking, Yeah, I steal
be like, man, you bitch, my bitch, my bitch. I

(55:20):
don't like doing this ship you don't lie I be
doing it, but now it start to feel weird lately.
I ain't a man like am I being a dirrispaceful
a little like I might in the rooms because the
rooms different. And now don't talk like that. Then, yeah,
you know my grand baby said, don't say that, granddaddy, Well,
just a cut work. It wasn't bitch, it was a custor.

(55:40):
I'm like, damn, I ain't never felt like I shouldn't
say something til she said it there. Look like they
have to come with growing up and growing up. Man.
We're growing man. Man, we don't grow so we don't
cat some like we car some good fellas man, Yeah,
like for real, we don't clean this shit or staying
with gentlemen. Yeah, genlemen. That's the waver of the word
stinguished gentlemen. That picture I pulled them forward like my

(56:03):
wife trace and they thought we were at the grammars
of some ship out. Yeah, like to dress up, to
clean up and move around. How we man it take
a lot, man, because lot of nig like you feel me,
it's stuck in like we gotta keep moving, you go,
We gotta evolve with the world. What you think make
niggas get stuck. Oh, some nigga get comfortable being comfortable,

(56:33):
you know what I'm saying, being happy with what they's
going on. You know what I'm saying, instead of getting
uncomfortable to beat the beat, to go to another level,
it ain't. It ain't easy going to another level now.
Ain't for the now. You ain't ship and you gotta
it's a it's a mind fuck game to it's ship

(56:55):
like it's a lot, bro. It ain't. It ain't even
easy being your arthnic. No, that's the hardest shit in
the world to do. Because you because if you be
your true self, you're gonna disappoint many, many many yep yep,
you true self. If you be your true self every
day twenty four seven and speak your mind, speak your heart, nigga,

(57:19):
ain't nobody gonna like you. Gonna like you? Why? I
think because they so used to being lied to it
feel better, A lie, feel better life. Motherfucker want you
to tell me a lie feel better and that's the truth,
not to me, the truth feel better than me. I
can respect the motherfucker. I'm gonna say the truth. I

(57:42):
always say the truth, but it gives me the worse
bad man. Yep, And I know I could have easily
slid a line now on you and got away. That's
what I hate about telling the truth. But I can't
help what to tell the fucking truth. Brother. I think
they say it's my delivery, Like I don't know how
to tell the truth nice You got to dress it up.

(58:04):
You know how to dress it up like it because
ain't no gray in this ship. It's black and white. Yeah,
it's black and white. I don't know how to say nicely.
I don't know how to fini it. I know how
to get to you raw because it was all gave
to me in like that. Every something my grandma. All
I see my grandma, get your bitch ass out the kitchen.
The other regular that's all the niggas see. Like it

(58:27):
might be trauma or something that we caught some guys
with that what I that what I embedded because I
want to respect that. She was like, y'all don't be
in my kitchen, and I want to respect that. I'm
hard like grandma kitchen. She's playing s don't mean that
the world hard headed man so you gotta get it
to him, Blake, and that what everybody that you see
who tell the truth for real, they gotta paint them

(58:50):
as crazy niggas like, uh, Kanye, he gotta be that
he crazy because you getting it to you how it is,
that's he dressing it up. You know he ain't putting
no feels on it. I'm finished. Start getting to him
right there. You gonna have to say, I'm crazy me too.
Fuck it, I'm gone, I'm going crazy. We're gonna were

(59:10):
gone the top. I'm who's your fucking time, I'm not
my man, Hey, I'm gone. You're gonna be like man,
that nigga said, my mind have lost it. I'm gone,
tripp On tripped out. It's over, yep. Fuck fucker. At
end of the day, who it is? They got something
to say when you're being humble and get what at
the end of the day, who you in that mirror
with yourself? Exactly? You you're afraid to tell the truth

(59:35):
of God? Know what you're thinking? Who you're supposed to
skeed up? One who got damn either well gave it
to you to give and you're scared, And so you're
gonna get to Hiven and God, go ask you why
you ain't do everything I said to you. I was scared.
I ain't know what they were gonna think of me.
What about what I'm gonna think of you? What about
what I gave you to do? It was supposed to

(59:57):
be doing your bitch as kitchen ship Like, Bro, you
bitching up down there. I can see he bitch, I
gave you this ship and gave you the gold, and
you got that folding. Bro, you're a hole. But they
go back. They said, use your tools or lose them,
use them or losing the fact. I'm not my mind. Yeah,

(01:00:19):
I'm out my mind. I guarantee I'm getting counseled next year. Yeah,
I'm gonna say the road the worst ship ever because
that's how I feel.

Speaker 2 (01:00:25):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:00:28):
Like nigga like charge and white them. Nigga smart bro,
he tieing some bullshit with it, but never manipulating the
whole ship. Bruh, Nigga, you can't say a nigga ain't
he ain't handling his business. I don't know. I helding
it in the bank. What would he be doing? Hold up?
What would he be doing if he wasn't being himself?

(01:00:48):
He'll be you know, he being himself, that shit coming
off to Florent Yeah, he beat your nigga. She coming
out people. Now you gonna think of it yas. He
might be a bit chay, but he I don't know
what he is, but he come. He's saying whatever you feel,
he's saying it. He's saying it. And they go back

(01:01:08):
to what you say, if you be a real nigga,
they gonna hate. If you be who you is, they
gonna hate you no matter what. That's who he is
and they hate him. I ain't gonna lie. I don't
know too much. I don't know him. I mean, I
ain't gonta speak on that. You know what I'm saying.
You say how you feel he gonna come on here,
he come make it that nigga just bruh. Charleston White
is retarded. This nigga told me we're taking shit out.
A nigga said big facts can sort my dick. Do

(01:01:29):
you hear me? Uh? Like he said that like two
three years ago. Then he just DM and like let
do one like that didn't happen. I don't take it
literal because you I know, y'all got a good interview,
because you know what I'm saying. I don't take it
literally because he didn't say big banking, even though he
said my brain, he didn't say big bank. But at
the end of the day, I look at it right
and then Handy he trolling Charleston have socialds. Why I say,

(01:01:53):
how you know that ain't him? And that just with
he hero like it's a difference between being you and
trolling because the ship you trolling on can't even might
not even be you. But the ship he trolling on,
he's standing on a run up on that and he
busting the nigga head Steve even mas all type of
ship call him police man ship you don't nobody to though,
ain't what that that hampling to him? He ain't get
a chance to do all that? Oh yeah, telling nigga

(01:02:13):
punch it. You're telling a nigga punch Oh yeah, a
lot of ship come with this ship, you know what? Come? Yeah?
All thinking about it like, I ain't saying I'm with
it for against it. I just for anybody who's gonna
be theyself. If a nigga, why go behind if that's him,
that's him? Yeah, why go behind clothes though? And do
dick bro? If you do dick, you might well be

(01:02:34):
out loud this ship. Yeah, yep, for sure, That's all
I'm saying. Like nigga should respect you better. Ye like, Bro, Bro,
that what he doing his old fagger that we fuck
with you though, Brother, you ain't trying us. That's what
you do a nigga respect that. But then he come
out you sneaking and aging. They've been around me doing
all this like yeah, hit my blunts and ship ag.

(01:02:54):
You ain't the weeds a man nah, but on g ship.
So I just respect anybody that's being themself black and
white no matter what it is, Bro, because I hate
that shit with a passion. Bang when you like, I
ain't good with the mind games. I ain't good at
being tricked. I don't take it well neither. You know
what I'm saying. Because I give, I give a person
who I am, Bro. You know what I'm saying. I

(01:03:16):
don't cut no cons on, try to be no certain
way I try. This is me. What you get is
with who I am. You know what I'm saying. I
don't try to God damn, I don't play the games.
Ain't good at this shit. So when when the ship
type of shit come to me. It really make me like,
I really don't take you where? Take it personal? Yeah,
I take the personal because I allowed you to get

(01:03:38):
ride me, you know what I'm saying. And this which
you know you played me when I was really a
thousand eggs because I don't know how to play. I
ain't enything to play. You know what I'm saying. He
give you all of up nothing. Yeah, So when it's
not reciprocated, I feel played. That's why you push it
on Front Street. Like if somebody tell you something. You
know what I'm saying, it's like we're gonna cut through
the red tape them see what it is. I'm folks

(01:04:01):
to take that ship to the grave bank. What you
mean like the fake ship? Oh, they address it, no,
because they don't fake theyself out. A lot of people
don't fake theyself out. Some people are such such liars
that they believe it. They believe what they have made up.
Once they say this is what happened, that's what they are.
They you can't they can't even change their own mind.

(01:04:22):
How we get around that, That's what I'm saying. They
take this, get off and around that. That's hold down
around there. You get off around that you could. Bruh.
Like I said, Bro, you know a liar, Bro, they
come up with them too fast, like you ain't even
had to just tell that lie and then they know
they lie. But but they can't bruh. Some people can't

(01:04:42):
even hold their self accountable, at least especially I ain't
gonna let you know, hold me accountable because I can't
even hold myself accountable. Motherfucker. Look in the mirror, lie
to the mirror like that ain't what happened? Yes, yeah,
looking at the mirror just you know it. But and
you know what, that's a crazy motherfucker. Boy, that's a

(01:05:05):
dangerous motherfucker. That's dangerous. Brother, that happens. It's often that's
dangers that's scary. You know how many people do that daily? Man,
You've been a relationship and that could be happening any ship,
any ship. I had a post on on my paid
the other day. It's say a ship is supposed to

(01:05:26):
take you somewhere. So your relationship, your friendship, your companionship,
fucking ship. If them ships ain't taking you know where,
you need to abandon the ship. Yeah, ship wreck? Yeah?
Like man, come on, that's the truth, bro, it is
it too fucked up twenty twenty four. Man robots taking

(01:05:46):
over all type of shit. Man, niggain't got time to
be trusting niggas. Man robots take you just damn you
just fucked me up when you said, oh, stop right there.
So what you talking about, man? What you mean? It
is what it is? That's like, so we living like
through something, were evolving with some evolution ship like it's
we the dinosaurs. Now we're gonna be extinct in them on, yes, sir,

(01:06:11):
But it's always it always evolving in something male the monkeys,
and this and that and that. It's always errors like
Nigga talk about Nigga wins. You used to snitch back
then Nigga snip like. It's always an er Rows song.
This ship Finn come to an end. They were gonna
kill each other and the robot on start because you
are not a robot. Yeah, yea think AI they making
all the AI whipping the whippers are AI too coming up,

(01:06:34):
not just the robots. So once the robots learn how
to tap in with the weapons, they and they are programmed.
It ain't even when they learn they programmed them in.
I think what's the name of ultimates what's the name
of the robot? They just I don't know, but all
the motherfuckers spooky. It's like Elon Musk when they tell

(01:06:55):
the story and I said this as a real person,
you think he a robot? He he gonna be the
robot God. They're gonna be like in the beginning on
either God, he's a new Bible and was gonna be
the God. Yep, I can believe that me too. I'm
telling you that shit don't make sense to y'all, career,
that shit makes sense. He gonna be God. He was
the creator. He the creator in the beginning. He made

(01:07:16):
a man God in the beginning, he made optimists and Siri.
That's Adam and Eve. That's a real shit though, bro,
for real, Like these ain't no bullshit. I hope y'all

(01:07:38):
really like understand what we're taking y'all, like, enjoy the
right I'm saying all that is same. Who got time
to be sending around some fake ship when this ship real,
this ship real, and this ship really happening and we're
playing game with the bullshit that don't even matter. I
think these people are just too smart for their own good.
They they tamping into all they fantasy, the nerves, all

(01:08:00):
these nerves with all this money, they tapping into all
their fantasies, and they don't. They can't. Bro, you can't.
You can't teach no robot emotions right now, That's what
you can't do that. I ain't gonna have no sympathy,
no emotions about nothing. I'm a computer, Damn, I'm a computer.
I don't funk about no nigga, nigga. I care about

(01:08:20):
computers here, Dad, keep it going, keep that going, man.
But but it's so crazy though, So who you? How
was we made? Then? I be thinking you do, ill
be thinking on tripping. I'll be thinking about that ship
all the time I listen. I asked my mama ship,

(01:08:43):
ask somebody ship. I'm a Christian. That ship I'd be wondering,
like you mean telling me what? Yeah, who did with?
And that's how we.

Speaker 2 (01:08:58):
I A'm a smart man in word, I'm trying, like right,
a lot of shit, A real ship, brun real ship.
What we're seeing it now though we're seeing it, we're listening.

Speaker 1 (01:09:10):
I'm saying that like how to evolve and ship like
we evolved? How you think it is on other planets?
And ship? Though the ship won't know about like she
at the bottom of the ocean, like we gonna take
this shit to some computers, theoris and ship right quick
like like like I want to know though, me too,
I want to know. I really want to know. You
think that somebmarine blowed up down there by hisself or

(01:09:30):
they were seeing some shit. Theyouldn't going to see that ship.
They might be in captivity, they might still be around.
I think it's life up on the sea. It is
because you know what us underwater? Like, bro, this should
get deep like you know water, God, damn mountains. All
this ship aboard water was underwater. You know that? M hm? Yeah,

(01:09:55):
Like when you know that that land me going up
and ship like that ship was once underwater. Bro, No,
I see level keep driving, keep driving, keep driving, keep driving,
keep driving. Oh shit, just peeking out up under their
motherfucker tell you what's going on. I ain't a small man.
I might be wrong, but I think I'm right. Just

(01:10:15):
some real shit. I think I'm right. I don't raise
some shit and I'm like me calculating that ship like
this about mountains was all it's mountains in land up
on the water. Bro. I believe that, like and one different.
Shit happened, like ship separate and go up and come
like ship like shit come from I did Schnorkeler one time.
I looked up under that ship mountains, ship life up

(01:10:37):
under the look like some shit you can live in.
That's what I'm saying. If you're a nigga, hold your brother.
But you know they say we come from the water.
You know that, who are we? Black people are just people?
People as a cell. You know water wherever water is

(01:10:57):
kind of like oxygen, you know that. Yeah here, Yeah,
that's why you That's why I thought that hiking so much,
because I go around the water and the trees and
the mountain ship, I feel different where oxygen and certain
ship comes like kind of mix up. It's ship, I read, man,
go ahead, what it was? How we came? How a cell?

(01:11:20):
A seal? Yeah, please listen. I don't want to be
take like just saying no we conspiracy theories right now.
It ain't like you can't that ship saying we was
it was a cell or some ship man. And once
he hit the air, once he hit when it's once
once he hit the H two, not the H too,
but the water. Once the ship wanted the air hit.

(01:11:43):
I don't know, man, but I'm saying it was a
cell and something made it. You saying, basically it makes
sense though, ye say ship trace probably what I think? Man,
get it, and this motherfucker bab got be this motherfucker tripper. Man,

(01:12:05):
y'all ain't right. I don't tell you why you're drink.
You said basically, we was a saying and then it
connected with the other other other parts molecubes and ship. Yeah,
like made a human. Yeah, like we're saying everything. Yeah
once once the a hit a certain But then who

(01:12:28):
the first nigga to know? Like if I stick my
dick in there, gonna make somebody else? Man, I don't know, man,
this ship just don't like one of that? Like how
that worked though? Who was the first nigga to know that? See?
That's magical? Like how you know you're supposed to be
fucking to make another baby? How you know how you
know your dick going there? How? And how? Any talking

(01:12:50):
about she took a rib about No, she came out
of our rib. No, they said she came out of irin.
How she come out of his rib? They said, that's
when they say she's supposed to be a real like
God made the man first and then like he lonely,
let me give him a spouse, and then he did
that for all the animals. He made all animals first,
and then he made they make them. I don't know, bro,

(01:13:13):
I wanted who made him made. I don't think I
think him is not a physical I think God is
like God. I not go for that, me too, for
that as he walking around like me, we all I
think we all got say. I think God is just

(01:13:34):
I gonna read my Bible tonight. Man, I don't think
it's in the Bible. I think it's somewhere else. Bro,
we gotta read some other ship and then like what
we gotta read bank cut. I don't know cause our
grand grand great grand kids. The chapter third testimony, the
one that ain't gonna be damn So, I ain't gonna

(01:13:54):
be no more jeans. It's gonna be like robotics, like, yeah,
great robot the kid root listen they got robots. Now
you ain't see the ship like yeah, so the robots
is gonna be like the kids gonna be like pets.
Then they're gonna be talking with it. They're gonna be fun.
They gonna be looking at it. Like we I'm finna
have me five more kids. Fuck this ship. We gotta

(01:14:15):
come deep, bro, we gotta come deep and do what man.
We gotta more niggas to kill. Man. These folks got
some ship. They're gonna wipe out everything. Damn he told
you got to go deep. Yeah, maybe some more kids.
We gotta have a big old family now before that.
Everybody's stripped to fuck up. We got damn for ye.

(01:14:38):
Why you think they making all these bunkers and ship?
I like this we real ship, the ship that we
find out now the ship is going on fun up.
They've been th this ship thirty years ago. So when
you think she's gonna start happening, though, ship happening, I'm
saying to where them bunker's gonna have to be used?
It's happening. It's it's just in the food. So nick

(01:15:00):
need to be going there. Oh food, it's it's sneaker on.
I'm on the Oh they they oh sneak at, schneak
at tax this's in the air and the food. Niggas
getting like these niggas are getting sick, the niggas. But
how this ship be coming? Like, oh, you just gotta
these different diseases in the air. Wes now you remember
West Now, I ain't seen any the mosquito and it

(01:15:20):
was pencil in in forever bro all this y'all old
catch a cancel like this ship was unlike kind of
rare when he was younger, Like, where's it coming from?
It gotta be coming from ship with consuming and and
and in taking right. I agree with you, Bank, So
it's like a solid war. They smart you think that,

(01:15:42):
like even with the vote shit, Like by the time
they come out of the presidential debate, gonna be president
is gonna be up. But who you think gonna be
the president? Man Trump? I think Trump. I think so too.
Everybody Like why everybody saying Tomala, you know they you
know what I'm saying. I hope you win. Yeah, don't
you win to But we're talking in the past because
it's gonna be already it's election day now crazy, we're

(01:16:04):
feeling on election today. But they gonna be like, oh
you was one when they come ins and ship. I
don't give it now. I hope I ain't. I hope
you in. But I don't see them folk like in prison,
Like Trump really got a goddamn he got a line
he pushing out here. Boy, you think Trump pushing the
real one off faith one. I think he pushing the

(01:16:25):
real one, but the people is pushing the fake one
because they pushing. If they pushing, someone'll know about or
they pushing what's in they what's in the what they know? Yeah,
I just feel I feel like Trump redwat folks and
I could, but he he he do say some ship this.
You know what I'm saying, But it's him. Like I said,

(01:16:47):
I respect him on for what being who they is,
but he gives you who he is. I think them
folks know they can't control that nigga. Bro. They can't.
They can't got their own money, got his own influence,
He got his own He he bucking the system. The
folks like you'll, you'll give away the secret that we
won't want to get out because he's saying all type
of ship that they really want. I think they shooting

(01:17:08):
ship were real. I think they tried to take it,
take him up out of there. I think they did too.
I just know Trump coy ain't got damn food, that
he got a mean one. Yeah, but I don't think
he'll play like that. That d niggas got smacked for
real niggas. They tried to take him out. But it's

(01:17:34):
so tricky, like this ship tricky, tricky, tricky you right,
because it can go either way. This it ain't like
it used to be. Many don't believe none. You see see,
once people fit, Once people figured out, even regular people,
when they figure out, they can manipulate what you think
by a post or about Instagram about the news been

(01:17:55):
doing forever, man, this shit crazy, the music, the news
being manip populating your mind forever, like broadcasting and shit
like that. But now everybody, anybody can manipulate their mind.
A couple can go online and appear to be happy.
I'm going through this right now. That's crazy. You said that,
what's you going through? Trace all this shit on the internet, man,

(01:18:16):
what what's going on? Shed be appearing and look at
certain man. No, folks don't even know tracing man, Yeah,
the motherfucker. But have all kind of They don't even
know what's really going on about any situation. You could
throw some shit out there. You can make up a
false neck, the false story. What I'm saying, push a
certain nator that everybody'll think. They'll run with it. Yeah,
they'll run with it cause they don't know. They don't

(01:18:37):
even give a fuck. Like people like I'm crazy. It's
crazy because I used to do the same shit, Like
when I was like just judging niggas off of thinking
I know them because they're famous. You know, I used
to be saying, brou and nigga don't even got none
of the day one with that nigga. Fuck, they ain't
gonna fuck with no nigga until you get in that
position to see, like everybody can't go yep, you know

(01:18:58):
what I'm saying. They just what it is like you
you could prejudge people from from places that you ain't
ever been. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like, man ship, bro,
if I had that money, all my niggas be straight,
right how you know he ain't tried to straighten all
them niggas out and they fucked up. Yep, Yep, that's
real because everybody ain't gonna be straight. That just that.
Just say all your family members gonna be straight, all

(01:19:19):
your fumi just because you're a hustle, you know what
I mean, Your brother, your sister, cousin, all them gonna
be hustles. Yup. I thought you said you are drinking
the one of this shit, the truth, chucking whatever it's
doing to do it. Shoot but doing dude, sh said,
we crazy. You know I'm crazy. I lost my ship.

(01:19:40):
Don't give a fucking damn, A fucking damn. I was
just a fucking he's media with every piece of my body.
Are I mean, what's the first step of being crazy?
Not giving a fuck? I think the first step of
being crazy or not not not being scared. Doing you

(01:20:03):
to the most abilities might be being crazy. I think
the truth that to the best ability. That's like the truth,
that's the same thing, that's the truth. I just feel
like I ain't going back and forth with nobody no more.
I donna speak my piece. I don't know, funck how
it make you feel that just what it is, because
allowed I'm gonna have to hold it. Just think of

(01:20:23):
all the ship that you be wanting to say, the
people or say that you hold in. That ship is
a counsel. That ship could kill you, Brolet that ship fly.
That ship. I've read something a long time ago. You
know what it said, Bank, You'll feel better when you
say fuck fuck them or fuck it. It was one
of them? Only which one it was? I always think
of that ship like, man, man, fuck man, fuck that

(01:20:46):
ship that you fuck them niggas, Fuck that bitch. Fu
fuck that ship. Fuck it cause you God, damn you
you you you, and hold resentment to people. Don't do
niven fuck you up. They can't feel it. You feel it.
You ain't got to live with this shit and sleep

(01:21:07):
at night and thinking about this ship. Yeppost saying, man,
fuck it's all yesterday's probably thinking about tomorrow. You know
what I'm saying. Hold on that ship. You want to man,
fuck that ship, man, that ship, it will keep turning
in it don't stop like the clock. Man, this ship
keeps spending man, fact, fuck it, fuck it yeah, fuck them,

(01:21:29):
fuck them man, cause ship. Man, you ask to be
fucked up, bad bad. You know what I'm saying. Fuck them. Yeah.
I better got understand what's going on and keep on
keep the word spinning. No, because I think uh the
reason earlier I asked you a question like why you
think niggas be stuck. It's mindset. They mind stuck. It
ain't your body you physically, I gotta get moved. Yeah,

(01:21:50):
it's your mind to be stuck. Like your mind, bro,
Because listen, this is what we do right, We try
to adapt to people that we don't even align with.
So if I came around, just even as I came around,
you whole cool everybody, and y'all niggas smoke weed, But
I'm trying not to smoke weed. That gonna be the

(01:22:11):
night I smoke weed. You know what I'm saying, Because
I'm trying to pay out, like you know what I'm saying,
stead of just I ain't going around tracing them yet
while I'm on this spiritual journey, I can't be smoking.
Niggas are rather god damn be cool instead of just saying, Bro,
I ain't smoking, So I ain't gonna with you. What
you really a staff for? Who you really? Exactly? A
lot of people do that, bro, Like even even even

(01:22:32):
if you knowing like Brouh ain't with that gospel ship.
But if you round some gossip that nigga, you gonna
god damn indulge a little bit, they gonna drop. You
know what I'm saying, ain't wait? Yeah, and now you
called up in some ship that you gotta shut out
even that ain't even you, bro, And you gotta be
a real nigga in a fake situation call the nigga,
y'all nigga shit out of that bit your had gospeling up. Man,

(01:22:56):
you gotta be the odd man, bro, I ain't. I
ain't gonna say in an odd man I am. You
have to be. You gotta be the uh the man
with direction, your own direction, even if there's the odd
man or the or the right man, but the direction man,
your direction matter, man. That's what I think. Like I'm

(01:23:19):
on my path. You know what I'm saying. It's like
I'm on my pal. You're gonna be odd to a
lot of motherfucker when you on your pal. You know
what I'm saying, because that ain't they pal, this is
your pal. You know what I'm saying. Like, so everybody
ain't gonna feel or see what's meant for you or
you know what I'm saying. They can't move how you
supposed to move? Fact, you fear me. Fact. So if

(01:23:42):
you gotta be the odd man, move how you supposed
to move where you're the odd man. Man. What I'm saying,
I thank God every day for this one thing. Bro.
He blessed me to not see nothing that another man
got that I want. You know what I'm saying, I
could be inspired, like damn, I like, damn, might get
me one of them, but I don't want what like,
I don't want to look or be like Tracy, right,

(01:24:03):
that's my man. Yeah that fit him. Yeah he o
pete yeah hee that, but I don't. I'm not feeling up. Yeah,
gop being Tracy, but I'm not finished. Get in the
car and be like I gotta do. I gotta sit
like that's how niggas do, and that's how you lose yourself. Like,
but there's no what though, what's so fucked up about that?
Cind boy right there some niggas like that and rather

(01:24:27):
have them kind of niggas around them instead of niggas
who their own niggas around them. Will that's what she
go at, Like, niggas accept the accept the bullshit. They
go back to what we were saying, the real ship
kind of like they make it hard because niggas don't
want to accept that. Niggas who who they is or
who they what they standing on. If they ain't standing
on everything you standing on it, they ain't praise you

(01:24:49):
for what you standing on. They don't want you around them. No,
that's that's that's that's but see me. I rather have naw,
but you know what I'm saying, who you will? Because
if I can't do it, you that's called mastermind alliance.
You read that too well, all Napoleon Hill. You know
what I'm saying, master mind and mastermind. Okay, it's called mastermind.
But Napoleon Hill is behind all that shit bank think

(01:25:12):
girl Richie around behind all that shit. But he was,
he was saying in the ship by Henry Ford, Right,
nigga made Ford all the Ford shit. He ain't no ship.
He got everybody around here who do everything and made
fucking Ford. Nigga, that's how you go mastermind alliance, being

(01:25:33):
your team who know what the fuck to do. You
can have a vision but not know what to do.
Fact did get you everybody who know what the fuck
to do. You know what I'm saying, Be your fucking
team man, and come up with some ship. You fear me.
But see, niggas don't nigga dont. Niggas don't want everybody
who who knows something they don't know, especially if they
got the money. If a nigga got the money, he's
a period. He right, Yeah, he's a period like ain't

(01:25:54):
right because you got some money. Yeah you know you
roll into the bad Yeah you just yeah exactly, and it'
even get some money. Yeah, the most fucked up niggas
can make something. They can get some money exactly. That
don't make you right nah in it. But so when
niggas get the money, then think no nigga, a nigga
who want to who want to be stronger? For everybody

(01:26:15):
who want to be stronger? Forever, gonna have everybody in
them positions. You know what I'm saying, Like fucking super
Bowl team nigga nigga that know hill, no ship. That's
the truth. And the mother wondered why I ask a questions?
I'm like, hold on, so I'm asking the question about it.
The motherfucker i'd being small bank because I dissect a
conversation to the bottom of it too. You know what

(01:26:36):
I'm saying, Like we're talking so who who who doing what? Well?
Why they doing? Okay? Who whoo? If I'm gonna dissect
that ship because you don't like to assume, Yeah, I
want to know what's going on. I want to know.
I want to walk away knowing what we talked about.
I don't want to walk away with doubts or had

(01:26:57):
to go to sleep at night thinking like damn, I
wonder what the fuck they meant or how they supposed
to really go. Nah, I'm gonna dissect it then I
can know later. That's how conflicts happened. Like we speaking
all earlier, you could be a misunderstanding because you could
take some the wrong way instead of asking, Hey, what
you meant by that? You know what I'm saying. I
told you, but I thought you were talking about this. Yep,

(01:27:19):
you ain't asked a question because you were a nigga.
If you are conversation conversation because your comprehension come from
your comprehension, come from the way you think. So you
can hear motherfucker say something and take it away because
of how you are and that person ain't meaning like that.
That's why I get confirmations. He is you saying this?

Speaker 2 (01:27:37):
Like?

Speaker 1 (01:27:37):
This is you saying that? Like that home were looking
in that mirror? That come from looking in that mirror
when I say that, like god, damn, held on, let
me get it right. Look I said, looking at the mirror,
like understand that ship like check your cell phone like
not like tap in with yourself. Basically, what they're just saying,

(01:27:59):
you know you, you know you be tripping sometimes even
if you're not tripping, just getting an understanding. I know
my thoughts be fucked up. I know I could take
shit the wrong way, so they won't make sure before
I exactly exactly. That's all on knowing yourself the motherfucker
be Like when I be doing that, though a lot
of people like think I'm getting small with them, and

(01:28:20):
like now you know now I'm asking for my motherfucker.
So I can't understand it how I understand it, you
know what I'm saying. Yeah, even with relationship shit, I
don't think I'm being smart, like you know what I'm saying.
I'm just trying to understand how I understand it. I'm
a receiving how I receive it. You feel me, man,
it's impossible to God damn, I feel like man, the
only way to be in a relationship for a man

(01:28:42):
is just let the lady be everything she say whatever.
Some niggas is not built for relationships. Hold on, man,
I'm saying. Like me, personally, I feel like if you're
gonna be in a relationship these days, you really have
to let the woman just be right. So some niggas

(01:29:05):
are not built them in a relationship because they ain't finished.
They gonna stand on you not right, And I could
be tripping. People probably gonna bash me to come in,
but you gonna have to because it's it's always gonna
be a mess, and you're not gonna win with the
won't you're wrong because you already did more wrong somewhere
around the line. She's already been hurt. You ain't displayed

(01:29:26):
that you're hurt, right, So by her being hurt, it
justifies everything that she's saying. And so you wrong regardless
you say you might, even if you're right, even if
you're right, you're wrong, you might. Well you right, baby,
that's gonna make the day be the day's mover, or
just don't be in a relationship. It's one of the other.

(01:29:47):
I be wondering, man, Like when you talk about the
relationships ship, I be wondering, right, I don't change for
a relationship, you know what I'm saying, Like you might
change for the better person. You know who you being,
you know who you are, well, you know who you're
gonna be. You feel me, you like it all coming growing,
But like that shit can candle, Like yeah, what this shit?

(01:30:10):
Blame me and roll that gerd like you know what
I'm saying, Like it can fucking nigga head up? Like
what you mean? Get do it? Cuse nigga? Like, man,
I don't know what this digit man like you could
be like But should you change for another person though?

(01:30:30):
Or should you change for yourself? Because if you change
for another person, you really don't want to change and
you ain't changing you finising. Yeah, now you should change
for yourself because if you should want to be, if
you changing, you should be changing for the person you
want to be, Like like like I changed in the relationship?
How how you what to be a better person? Because

(01:30:52):
I was a dog ass nigga? But you did that
for yourself or for her? Both? Okay? Okay? True he
was that, Okay, okay, okay, because I am yeah, like
all right, I'm growing up and ship let me God
damn kind of. But she just was the spark for
you to try that like it had. She might have

(01:31:13):
been trying to control the change, and that might be
the problem, trying to speed it up and change more.
Every time you change something, something else you need to change.
You can't change everything for a woman because they gonna
never so you just supposed to let us say you're
right and keep going never enough and keep acting like
you're changing more and more. You're gonna be there. You're

(01:31:35):
gonna lose yourself. You ain't gonna know who the you is.
Some niggas don't be, don't deserve, don't shouldn't be in
a relationship. I don't know if from one of the
niggas that shouldn't be. I don't know, because at the
end of the day, with myself, ain't changing ship. What
you mean what I'm saying, people can lose themself changing, Bro,

(01:32:00):
I don't think you lost yourself though, I think you
definitely long time you was losing yourself. I don't think user.
I think it was just you put yourself in an
uncomfortable situation to be comfortable to grow. You might have
said it, that's what it was. But the old you
still there. So it's fighting battling with the new you.

(01:32:22):
You can't let him. You can't let that old nigga
win the battle, bro with you. That's even not even
in relationship, that's just in anything in life, in life,
you know what I'm saying, Like, we wanna know that nigga.
Can't let the old you be then spast out in there.
You not tripped out of blue everything. Yeah, like yeah,
but I just I'm just the type of nigga like
me personally. I can't change for somebody else. I have

(01:32:44):
to change for me because I'm gonna be faking it.
I ain't gonna really change for you. I'm gonna just
tell you I'm changing and try, but knowing I ain't changing,
you know what I'm saying. So that's some bullshit base,
But its hard to be like that when you so
used to being black and white, you know what I'm saying.
That's why I just tell them, motherfucker, this is who

(01:33:04):
I am. This is who you gotta get to them
out the dribble. But see some people fall in love
with who you is at the dribble, and then you know,
just in the in the nature of a person they
want them to be. I want you to be how
they want you to be, but who they Want'm saying,
who doing that? I don't know? Different people in life. Yeah,
you know, this shit goes many ways. Man. I can't

(01:33:25):
do that now that all right, how much I love you,
I can't because at the end of the day. Baby,
Now you finla get a version of me that's fake. Yeah,
got who you are because I'm gonna have somebody that
I could be me with now. Yeah, since you since
I gotta be Do you feel you'll be better than
you with a person or changing for a person? I
feel like I feel like at the end of the day,

(01:33:48):
you're gonna change yourself for nobody. I damn for you.
Who they will like how you made you. That's who
the fuck you gotta get. You gotta get to them.
Get your person to fuck with you like that. Now
you can evolve when you get with that person an
awful They can motivate you to evolve. But don't change.
Don't don't don't try to make me change like you

(01:34:08):
can tell me, like, don't you think you should? You
know what I'm saying. Yeah, hell, yeah, you're right. I
never thought about it like that or nah, bitch, I
ain't doing that. Yeah whatever, all I feel you gonna
know that you can't drill something in my head to
make me something like a woman. Like a woman could
could ask you to do something and see that you're
not doing it and keep doing it. That you catch
your attitude because you're not doing some shit. The bitch

(01:34:30):
ain't doing this. Ain't me. You're trying to change the
person in me. It's not me. That's not me. It's
never gonna be me. And when I try yourself a
dog or song, somebody you can talk to and don't listen,
I don't speak back. And when I do do that,
when I do change, now I'm gonna be miserable. I'm
gonna be lashing out. It's gonna be You're gonna get

(01:34:50):
the version of me. You ain't gonna mean bade the
look who are like? What's always wrong? Bitch ain't even
being me? Yeah, this ain't even me. This ain't I
thought why you're tripping color? I'm faking it. I thought
you was sweet. I was playing. Damn. Now you're battling

(01:35:14):
with yourself. Now you or how you happy? I ain't
fuck ship that you really though this that when you're
gonna tell a ballet with yourself? Now you now that
when I say when your mother fucking change, you get
to losing yourself. But now you don't even know who
who you are? No more where you know who you are?
But now you so many ways you lost in it.

(01:35:37):
They gonna change so much like, damn, who am I?
I think that anybody in the situation man, never lose
yourself man. Women too, women would say anybody in any
situation stick to the funk who you is man, and
stop coming in a relationship faking it like you come
in the relationship faking like you're misperfect. And that's the
nigga that needn gonna want. So now compare you to

(01:35:59):
this if if you are lazy, bit be lazy if
day one, yep, don't get lazy on me later. This
ain't the motherfucker I was fucking yeah, this ain't it.
Now you mad at me because you know I don't
that one. You keep up with that energy, you bringing
man from a junk facts a shot. That's niggas too, Like,
don't come in there, motherfucking super mister, super nice guy.
Now that got there. You ready to tell the bit
about all your probably Nah, I'm telling this shit out,

(01:36:22):
Hey baby, I'm a handful yup, he ready, I'll be spasting.
I'm gona be glitching out. I'm crazy and you better
believe him when they tell you, jig guy, when he's
saying it for no reason. We trying to get your
grip on what's happening. I think I think most people
feel like because I ain't gonna make it no man.

(01:36:42):
And one, I think most people feel like they can
love you out of being who you is, Like like,
I know he like this now, I know she like
this now, but I'm gonna love her so much she's
gonna change for me. You know what. Somebody told me
that a few years ago. Bro. They were like, I'm
a lover person. I'm gonna love him, but I see

(01:37:03):
it's a few things I can change about him. I
could get I can I know I could do that.
You know, I can change a few things I don't
like bottom And that's what the conflict came in at.
They was in the relationship, yeah, because you're thinking. You
was like, oh I like him, well this little ship
I could change a female friend, man, you know. But

(01:37:24):
then she wanted to start. She was mad that them
things were still happening, and you thought you could you
know what I'm saying now, you could put a net
on his wings. You know what I'm saying. Now, he
this nigga, but he was giving you this from the beginning,
you know what I'm saying, And now you're trying to
change a few thousand things you thought you could change.
Now you're stretched out. Now that's a problem. They go

(01:37:47):
both ways me the whole day, a whole manhole. I
like that. You're gonna fight, try to change though, and
then it's gonna be a conflict when you mad because
you're out that fucking out you food. You knew that
what they was. When have you seen one change? And
if she wanted to change, she got a wop that

(01:38:07):
she got it on her own then she Man, I
don't know that ship there is that she didn't bring
it all by this ship all night. You know what
I'm saying, Nigga, don't lose yourself trying to find somebody else. Man,
You know what I'm saying, Don't lose yourself, bro, because
people will let you lose yourself and get mad at you,
like what's wrong with you? Yep, and get about it
on your ass, get about it on the air. Now.

(01:38:29):
You just in there looking lost, and you gonna lost yourself.
You're looking lost. Now you gotta find yourself, find somebody
who care about you finding yourself while you're lost, and
they ain't gonna really don't even Yeah, lord man, broke,
get out the way you broken. Bro. Yeah, it ain't
gonna want that, no, Man. I just feel like the

(01:38:51):
end of the day before we wrap this shit up
on some g ship. Man, everybody ship standing on who
they is, man, no matter how painful it is, because
it's gonna be painful to you too, Like because some
people gonna have to walk away. You're gonna push people
away by me and you that you never expected. Just
respect it, bro, that ship for the best like them
folks don't supposed to go Like I know you dreamed
that having any people right besides you on your journey,

(01:39:14):
but that ship don't happen like that all the time.
Life is life, yeah, and you don't know who out
there for you, like what type of friend could be
in your life or coming you know what I'm saying.
You don't never know relationships or family like man, niggas
is me and their family at this age. Now, he
ain't talk about blood. I'm about family. Yep, real shit
that that that's real. You gotta make room for family, man.

(01:39:34):
Ye get all this like, stop looking for the good
and motherfuckers. Get around some good people. Yup, yup. Pull
the best out of them, boy, not the rest out
on pull the nah real ship. So the book is uh,
I'm saying the book. You just say, uh, rick, yeah,

(01:39:55):
which one it world? Because I do Book of the
Week on here. So I'm ana referral black birds, not
not Iceberg Slim the other one. Oh, on my boy,
Napoleon Hill, you got think, think Rich, grow rich. Oh
you got the Mastermind Mastermind. Let's one I think and
grow Rich. I did that on her okay, okay, Mastermind Mastermind.
All right, I got that from Ross put me on that. Okay, yeah,

(01:40:16):
Ross put me on that. He was on this, you know,
on his alb Mastermind. He blamed his album Mastermind. You
had a little boys, I'm not master Man saying Mastermind. Yeah,
that's Napoleon Hill. Like he got an old audio book.
Like he just be like, is here old? It's some
old ship. But like there's some ship. You know what
I'm saying. If you want to tap in with yourself
or you working on yourself, or you know what I'm saying,
become a master of your own thoughts. You know what

(01:40:38):
I'm saying. Yeah, So twenty twenty, it's got dancing with
your destiny, man, dance with your fucking destiny. That's the
name of it. No, no, no, you just said something
in there, okay, and dance with your destiny and then
you got like like the twelve MPA's mental laws of power,
mental power, some ship. I gotta catch up on it.
What your twenty five looking like? Crazy the way my

(01:40:58):
twin twenty four will look. I think my twin twenty
five like, you know, some shit happened just for the
biggest shit happened twin four. So crazy twenty five and
it be so much full of I feel like my
back against the walls and I'm fighting with my hand
by my back. I ain't got number of legs and
shoulders to fight that even so twenty five nigga hands aren'tired, man,

(01:41:22):
and we back. I ain't on the wall no more. Man,
You're crazy and I'm crazy and I lost my top
me too, So we on. It's on. Yeah, you know limit,
I ain't ain't no ceiling on my sky. You know
what I'm saying. Hein' no sitiling on my scot Then huh,
we're going falling up nigga all the way over. They
gonna see what's up there? Man, put the ceiling on me. Man, Yeah,

(01:41:46):
falling up man, No hits are my don't hit of
my heights. Oh you're putting the net on my wing.
Don't put them net on my wing? Man. I mean
that ship though, Bank Man, I know you do what
every bit of everything I got in me? You me
for sure, That's what I mean. Man, you gotta come back. Bro,
we gotta drink all that that. We gotta do this

(01:42:06):
sh it again. Man, shoutside on my dog when the
music dripping, Well, we ain't gonna put no date on it,
but we're going crazy. I ain't forgot trace t no
produced by honestly know it's crazy. We got to Big
Rule on intro. You know, Big Rug got him on
the intro. You know what I'm saying, ain't nobody else
on that but me, but uh, ship hard man. I
got a project right after that coming, you know what
I'm saying, loaded up right now to load it up

(01:42:26):
and the movie coming and the movie. Sure pretty serious
about that, letting me know I'm hold you down to
my role. We said you're really serious about that, Bank,
I mean really about my role, Like I ain't playing.
We ain't taking that part of the real ship man.
In the first fact, this man. It's really ship in here,
man saying that. You know what I'm saying, the ship
we were talking about ourself. We ain't lost. We crazy, Yeah,

(01:42:49):
we craved. We know what we do that ship man.
All right, man, love bro now, but all that man,
little Bank, you know what's over that may make sure
y'all go like to strive and cove it to the
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