November 22, 2024 • 62 mins
Big Bank sits with special guest Jessica Dime to discuss her new project 'The Mint', her desire to give back to her community in Memphis, the power of manifesting one's dreams, judging character based on personal experiences versus others' opinions, navigating business relationships with trust, lessons learned from reading the Bible, the signs of the times as they relate to biblical prophecies and much more. Tune in and join the conversation in the socials below.
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
It gets no better than this. You are now in
June to respect us with Let's get straight to it.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
Welcome to the perspective bank man. Today, I got my
dog in the building with me, dying piece. What's up it?
Speaker 1 (00:20):
How you feeling today? I feel good.
Speaker 3 (00:22):
I'm happy to be here, which I ain't been around
you and your already in a minute, and.
Speaker 2 (00:26):
I'm just I'm happy to be I'm happy to have
you where you're mental at though, your spirit, where your
spirit lit right now?
Speaker 3 (00:33):
I mean, I'm I'm always going first, my mental is
pretty cool.
Speaker 1 (00:38):
I feel like I'm just in a.
Speaker 3 (00:43):
You know how you just say the fork in the
road of which what you want to do next? Like
how you want to do it? You know what you're
gonna do next, but you just don't know exactly what
way you want to take it.
Speaker 2 (00:53):
You know.
Speaker 3 (00:54):
It's kind of around me right now. But I'm I'm blessed.
I'm happy I got my kids, my family, my husband,
and that puts everything into perspective for me.
Speaker 1 (01:05):
It's all about that.
Speaker 2 (01:07):
Now. I've been, you know, even though when we seeing
each other a lot, but I've been watching you still
evolving and evolving and evolvement like when did you feel
like your mindset shifted.
Speaker 3 (01:20):
I feel like my mindset shifted when when I got engaged.
That did a lot for my mental because I was
in a space where I was out.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
In the world.
Speaker 3 (01:36):
I was known already. You know, people already seen me
on TV. I'm that girl. But I really was kind
of like, m but what's apter this? You know, I've
always been the type of girl that wanted a big
marriage and a family and have a husband and stuff
like that. So I think my mindset from where I
was at changed when my husband came along and proposed. No,
(01:59):
I went he came along, but when he proposed, it
was like, oh shit, this is really I'm really about
to live out what I really pray for, Like this
is crazy, and with somebody I actually like, you.
Speaker 1 (02:10):
Know how you knew how you knew he was the one?
Speaker 3 (02:15):
You know what we had. We've been friends for so long,
like just friends, not even like no other shit, just
being friends and hanging out. And I always keep in
touch over the years here and then we might go
a year or two without talking, but we gonna link
back up and talk and see what's up with each other.
And we always had that type of friendship, and I
(02:35):
always when I would see him, you know, go to
another team or do something big in his career, I
always used to be happy for him and just like
excited for him, like dang, it's good to see him,
you know, doing it right now. So I always had
a feeling for him. Then I really ain't never cared
like I ain't never the type of bitch that really
cared about a nigga. I was, yeah, but I kept
(02:59):
it type of situation with him where I really cared
about him really even if I wasn't working with him.
I wanted to see him do good. So I knew then.
But then when he came back around, we hadn't talked
in a while, and I hang got on TV and
I was like, he came back around, and I'm like,
hold on, we got a bitch, we ain't doing it
(03:20):
this time. You know, we could be friends, we could
be cool, we could be cordial, but I'm not anything
to get back into that, and just so happy he
wasn't with her no more. So I was like, Okay,
well what happened you know?
Speaker 1 (03:32):
Okay?
Speaker 3 (03:35):
So it was just like it just was like it
just makes sense to me. It was something I feel
like was familiar. It was somebody I could trust, you know,
because at this time my feet in the industry.
Speaker 1 (03:48):
Now I'm kind of experiencing.
Speaker 3 (03:50):
Niggas playing niggas, being with bushit, niggas being on some
goofy shit, but talking about one thing in the public.
But then I'm witnessing all this shit. So I'm like,
I don't even want to deal with that. This is
who I want to If he want to with me,
and he coming around and he want to do right
by me, I'm gonna see where it goes.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
Now.
Speaker 3 (04:09):
I didn't know where he was gonna be with it
when he first came around. I didn't know if he
was gonna still go back and forth, you know, and
I wasn't gonna do it with it. But he came right,
he came correct, put the ring on, and it's been
on ever since.
Speaker 1 (04:25):
Keep the peace, you know what.
Speaker 3 (04:27):
Sometimes the piece don't be killed. Get back to Okay,
I cut up, But you know what, he's a good
balance sometimes I do. I have to admit that because
but he's so cool coming. If you mention him before,
he cool come collected, ain't too much, but he will
(04:48):
get he just like we both from me, he ain't
gonna let me do too much. Yeah, I don't do
too much girl. You know, he calmed down, so it
kind of keeps the piece because I know not to
play with him too much. I I say a little something,
but I won't get too far out of line. I
know where to stop it. But you know what, it
all comes down to knowing when you're wrong and actually
(05:11):
apologizing for when you're wrong, like just being an adult
and just being like thinking about it for a minute.
I get sided on him, or he'll get sild on me.
I'll be like, damn, I was kind of wrong. I'd
be like husband, I apologize my husband, I apologize.
Speaker 2 (05:32):
Look, but so that how hard is that to do
as a woman.
Speaker 3 (05:41):
It takes a lot. It takes a lot. I have
to go with me a little blood, probably give me
a little drink. Not even all the time, though. I
might just go play with my kids and be like, damn,
I was a little wrong, you know, because I just
get a chance to think about it. I think, you
know what, keeping the peace really not pressing it right
then and there, like giving people a chance, like we
(06:03):
might say a little argument and then let me gone
on and you gone on, like, don't keep you. Yeah,
just learn how to be quiet for a minute. Let
that person get their space, you get your space, and
then y'all will eventually come back together and apologize if
need being. Sometimes I'm just not apologizing because I wasn't wrong,
But he will you do at work feeling like any
(06:25):
wrong you just wasn't wrong.
Speaker 1 (06:27):
I know I wasn't wrong.
Speaker 3 (06:32):
I know I wasn't wrong. But most of the time
I ain't gonna lie. He will come and he will say, look,
I apologize. I did probably misunderstood you. We probably miscommunicated.
It be about the smallest thing. Well, while you left
and went somewhere, and you know I gotta go somewhere.
(06:53):
Well I didn't remember you saying, or he might not
have heard me or whatever. Like I'd be like, well,
why you leave it? You know you gotta keep Then
while I'm gone, he'd be like, I'm on my way back.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
He ain't no big deal. I just didn't hear you.
And it's it's done.
Speaker 2 (07:08):
You know.
Speaker 3 (07:08):
It's just being an adult and knowing when you're wrong
and apologize.
Speaker 2 (07:13):
You think that was the right time in your life
to like get married and get serio about.
Speaker 3 (07:18):
I feel like it was the right time for me
as a person. As a human career wise, maybe not,
but me as a person and just being a woman,
it was definitely the right time because I just was
in that space where it was just empty. It was
just like, Okay, I'm on TV, I'm doing this, I'm
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doing it, but it's just like I'm just here. It's
like a blur. And then when he came around, it
kind of gave me more. It opened my eyes more
to what life going forward with past this years later
it's gonna be like. And I started being like, yeah,
I want a family, I want to you know, but
I still wanted my career and I still do. But
(08:02):
I just feel like maybe if I didn't get married
or settled down, then I'd still been running around chasing
the career. And I'm still chasing the career. So what
it really doesn't matter. You know, I still got somebody,
They got my back, the support me. Whether the career
goes to where I wanted to go or not. I
still got this person that I know gonna be with
(08:25):
me regardless is gonna be. They're gonna support me whatever
I'm going through. You know, I've been working on like
The Mint. That's me and my baby. The Mint is
two things. It's my next project and it's the show
(08:47):
I just produced executive produced on. Now there's TV. It's
called The Mint Trilogy. Can't stop it too, got to
stop it too. Look, I gotta do the book. I
had to see. That's what perspectives are, because yeah, I do.
(09:08):
They do make sense though, because I'm at a time
right now where I'm ready to put the music out.
The music is a lot around the Men. The Mint
is basically me. My name is Dying. It started off
Dying Piece, then I went to Jessica Dime, so the
(09:28):
Dimes I made in the Men in the United States.
So basically what I was saying I was I first
came up with The Men because I was doing a
project and I was like, I'm going to put out
a project that really solidifies who I am, and it
game like how I really didn't have nobody put their
fingerprints on me, how it really was made and mold
on my own. I kind of just did it on manager,
(09:49):
really just kind of winging it on my own the
whole time. So that's what I wanted it to be about.
So that's where I got the mint from for the project.
And then I kept on thinking and and I had
a conversation with this girl who she do TV and
stuff too, and she was just like, nine, peace, how
you let me? How you let me steal your dreams?
(10:11):
And I was like, what, nobody stole my dreams. I'm
just doing stuff at the pace it come to me.
But it made me think that you ain't never stealing
enohing from me. I'm who I'm the blue pers I'm
the making them all. You was looking at me and
made you want to do something with your life with
people don't know, So let's let's go there. So that's
when I came up with the show the Men. So
(10:33):
basically what I'm doing is kind of like my store.
I was in the club dancing, I started rapping flow
riding them side me for a short period of time,
told me I had to stop dancing, So I kind
of want to help girls that's kind of transitioning. They
still in the club, but they transitioning out and trying
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to figure out what they're gonna do next. Because you
don't just want to hang up your shoes and you
don't know what's you know, and you're making money and
provide for your family and whatever in yourself. So that
was a decision I had to make. I had to
kind of step out on faith and be like, damn,
I don't know what this rep she's gonna do. I
know what I make everybody going to work.
Speaker 1 (11:14):
So how many girls is it?
Speaker 3 (11:15):
Thirteen girls in the house? We mean challenges, you know,
I'm taking them through stuff. They taking me through shit
because they are with them. I stayed in there with them.
This was the first season and it's still on now
that's TV.
Speaker 2 (11:30):
But you know, yeah, what happened with that? Because you
had went live one time?
Speaker 1 (11:37):
Some shit? Right yeah right? In Live?
Speaker 3 (11:41):
Well, I just feel like I was being drug and
I ain't the type of my reputation and all that's
all I had, you know is who I am, my reputation,
what I stand down. I ain't never been old, nobody,
no money, bringing off on nobody with no money. I
ain't never did no shit like this, So I can't
and started doing it now. So when I was recording
(12:03):
the season one of the Mint, the prize was supposed
to be ten thousand and a chain a Mint chine
of the logo some nice and cute for the girl
or whatever, and I just we never did the reunion
and I never got a chance to give the girl
her chin and her money. They ended up kind of
giving me the run around when it was time to
(12:24):
do it. And it's a certain amount of time you
wait after to like do a reunion because the viewers
are looking at it. They all online dragging me like
she done ran off with the chain and the money,
and I'm like, I don't even have the chrain and
the money. Can I run off with something I don't
even have? And eventually they gave me the chine. I've
given the winner the chain privately, and they never gave
(12:49):
me the money for the winner. So I never got
a chance to give the winner of my show the money,
even though I went to like, it's a black network.
So I'm thinking, it's a black network coming up, We're
finna get do business together. I ain't been on TV.
Now that's TV. Okay, yeah, we ain't been on TV,
and you know I haven't been on TV in a minute.
Let's do this. You know, they believed in the vision,
(13:10):
so let's let's work it. So I just felt like
if you start with me and you doing well, and
it was good you know, end with me, you know,
follow it through, you know, don't make me look like
the bed guy, Like I ain't giving these girls. They money,
they chain and I'm running out for stuff. Let's just
end this, even if we don't do another season, just still,
let's end this. Yeah, and let's give the girl.
Speaker 1 (13:32):
Let's do it right.
Speaker 3 (13:33):
Yeah, let's do it right. It's all. And I feel
like it had got so overwhelming.
Speaker 1 (13:37):
I was depressed.
Speaker 3 (13:38):
I was like not posting, I wasn't talking about it.
I was just like in just like silence because it
was just like if I say something, it's gonna be
the wrong thing. So I'm gonna get quiet. Yeah, And
I was quiet for so long?
Speaker 1 (13:53):
What so long? I like three months? Oh that's a
long time. Quiet. That's a long time. I thought you
even said like a week. Three months.
Speaker 3 (14:02):
I was even still trying to talk to them and
going up up to the office and hanging out, still
trying to see if we go. You know, I don't
want to be too push up at it, but let's
see what's going on. You know, still getting drug still
sending them the messages where I'm getting drugs, you know,
just still trying to let them help me out here,
let's get something done. However were gonna do it, And
(14:24):
it just was like one ear end and after the
other until I went live, and then it was like, oh, damn,
she shouldn't have took it that far.
Speaker 1 (14:31):
We're damn.
Speaker 3 (14:32):
I've been tending in common. You treat me like the
bigture bucket. I ain't, you.
Speaker 1 (14:37):
Know, I just want to get this done.
Speaker 3 (14:39):
So it just went so far left with me going
live and stuff like that, because it was like once
I went live, it wasn't no more remorse on my end,
because I don't even go to the internet bank. I
don't go to the inding about nothing. I'm not that
type of person. I don't cloud chase, I don't go
live and I get into it with folk and I
get into it all the time. I could go live
(15:00):
about my husband all the time. Y'all get piss me
off on the study. I can do this, but I
don't do ship like this. But I'm doing this out.
And then I started seeing the girl. He was telling me, like,
(15:22):
you know, a lot of the girls you peak, they
weren't really meant material. Now I made up the show,
so I'm trying to figure out who picks the mint
material because I'm the creator, so I know what I'm doing,
you know. So he was just like, let's just do
another season and figure it out. But then this it
never came and it just was a whole lot of
running around. And then I started seeing a lot of
(15:44):
the girls from my show doing other shows for them.
So I'm I'm like, oh, this what this is.
Speaker 2 (15:56):
Like?
Speaker 3 (15:56):
It's for them to do other things. It's the point
up to mean, but now you're gonna finish my show first?
Well they didn't. They still was doing other shows for
the network, and I just was like, you ain't gonna
make them finish my reunion and do my show first
before you send them off to do other shows. I
don't care about them doing other shows. This is what
I did for I'm happy for them, but at least
(16:18):
make them do my ship first. Complete complete mind. That's
complete mind, And they could do what it was never No,
you know, I would never do this, but hey.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
What's the relationship like now with the net ror?
Speaker 2 (16:37):
I can't, hey, because that's how you feel like they
feel like.
Speaker 3 (16:41):
They said me, you know, and if if at a
certain point of time, I just feel like, you know,
I wouldn't mind going back, because that's why I started it,
you know. But now I'm at a point where I'm
just like.
Speaker 1 (16:55):
I'm gonna do this.
Speaker 3 (16:56):
Yeah, I'm the men doing I've been doing.
Speaker 1 (17:01):
It's just how it come. You gotta tell me. I've
been watching. Hey, look, let me ask you something. What
what you you go home a lot? You?
Speaker 2 (17:10):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (17:11):
You know, I got everybody there, family in Atlanta, all
my family, Memphis, everybody.
Speaker 2 (17:18):
Okay, yeah, that ship crazy now right now?
Speaker 1 (17:22):
Yeah, just the whole town, just every city right.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Every city, my city. I'm just it's heartbreaking for me,
you know, coming from where I'm coming from.
Speaker 1 (17:33):
You know.
Speaker 3 (17:34):
I know I was in Miami for a long time,
you know, when I was dancing and stuff.
Speaker 1 (17:37):
But the whole time I was there, I was Memphis.
Speaker 3 (17:40):
Like that's what people knew me for being from Memphis,
Like bigging up my Memphis people, dancing to Memphis people music,
putting my city on. I put that ship on my bank,
and it's just so sad to see where it's it now. Yeah,
you know, yeah, every Yeah, I don't know, man, niggas,
(18:03):
I think, man, ain't no money circulating like that.
Speaker 1 (18:07):
Ain't no money circulating. Niggas is mad.
Speaker 3 (18:09):
If it was more money circulating people would be money.
You don't want to worship money or feel like it's
this or that, but it's one thing about it. It
makes it a whole lot easier. And when you ain't
got it, you gotta attitude.
Speaker 2 (18:27):
I have.
Speaker 3 (18:29):
And man, b b because I ain't got no money.
Speaker 1 (18:33):
Man time to pay bills. I don't. I get upset
every time like this around. I get upset here. Tell
like ship we need to just got damn, God damn.
Speaker 3 (18:46):
And still you're gonna have to pay some money. It
don't matter. That's life. You still gotta pay money. Like
life is about get money in there. And it's just
like crabs in the borough, ye people trying to get
out of people feeling people baking, and it's just that's
where it's it. And I'm just I'm hoping that I
can do some things, maybe go back and do some
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positive things in the city, you know. I want to
go back and do some nights and some clubs, like
keep it like wholesome, but like do some nights in
some clubs, get in some schools, go speak to some kids.
I want to go to the women's jail, like I
just want to go back and just like go home
and just like touch And I want to go home
and stay for probably like you know, like a month
(19:27):
or two straight and just like be outside.
Speaker 1 (19:32):
Just yeah, just put some love in the city. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:35):
I don't have problems when I go. I don't have nobody,
don't play no games with me or play with me
in no type of way. But I just I want
to go back and just reach, like go to the schools,
go to some games, go to the grizzly game.
Speaker 1 (19:50):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (19:52):
I just want to go back because it's a it's
a lot going on right now.
Speaker 1 (19:55):
When we're gonna be expecting their music too much. We're
we went to the studio, give me a verse.
Speaker 2 (20:05):
I did it, you did be about it. Yeah, what
you do and you ain't put it. We ain't gonna
put your music.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
You know what, when we get it, I'm putting it
that first quarter, okay, because I will. I'm gonna actually
put out a single before the end of the year.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
You be going crazy.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
I be going crazy, But I'm not consistent enough.
Speaker 1 (20:23):
Yeah, that's what it's taking this ship.
Speaker 3 (20:25):
Yeah, And I just was having a conversation with my
husband and he just was like, listen, this man went
to the NBA. You don't get no further than that.
Like he said, he ain't get a championship, but he's
still mad about that.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
But Nigga was in there. He was in there playing may.
Speaker 3 (20:42):
Giving me some plaques. Let me get in the dog.
I want to just like experience my career full on.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
And he is weeded. He like, Ia did what I
want to do. Let's get it.
Speaker 3 (20:52):
I'm good, Like, go do what you're gonna do because
he know like I'm I'm on it. Like I just
went to Memphis not too long ago. Actually came and
Shell brought me out in her shower. I was actually
at home just kicking shit. I had went on and
did a feature for my little cousin and her her
lavish her song same day. Nigga, she's gonna be mad
(21:13):
for her. So yeah, I did a feature for her,
and I'm just at home chilling. I'm not thinking nothing happening.
It came and Shell reached out and she like, are
are you in Memphis? I guess she probably heard I
was in Memphis because we were shooting a video and
she was like, can you come open up for me?
And I was like, oh yeah. She was like in
a couple hours, if you could get that, myfic small,
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So you know, I get somewhere in thirty for thirty minutes.
So I was like, she let me get her up
and get my put me some makeup on and put
on something and I go and I ain't gonna lie bank.
They gave me a second win. Yeah, because when she
brought me out, I'm thinking it's gonna be like in
the beginning, you know, ain't nobody hollered her, which was
fine with me if it was, you know, and I
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would have did whatever I was gonna do. But she
brought me out like in the mist of her seat.
Speaker 2 (22:02):
Now that's how you do it, to put you out there.
Speaker 3 (22:06):
And I ain't had no ears or nothing. Then it
was just supposed to be me come and do my
song for Certain quick. That was the theme show us
song to the Men, and a lot of people like
their record. So she was like, just do a couple
of minutes off for Certain and you know whatever. And
I was like, okay, I'm like all right, I ain't
performed like this in a minute.
Speaker 1 (22:26):
I told you. She said it's that piece.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
The people went so crazy. I couldn't even hear where
to pick my song up a bit. It was that
it was that loud. I still get it on my path.
It was that loud, and I just was like I
told her.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
I was like, I wasn't expecting.
Speaker 3 (22:43):
She was like, they love you, Why I want you expecting?
Speaker 1 (22:46):
You were home?
Speaker 3 (22:47):
And it just made me think, is you crazy?
Speaker 1 (22:50):
Do you know?
Speaker 3 (22:51):
Do you know? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (22:52):
You gotta tell yourself. But you have to tell yourself that,
and it takes them moments. You got to reassure yourself.
Speaker 1 (23:01):
I do that.
Speaker 2 (23:01):
You air one while you that nigga man, no matter
what you went through yesterday, no matter what you're gonna
go through to day. Bro, you that nigga regardless. Look
at the shit you overcame. Look at the nigga you bro,
You that nigga bro. All the way to the call,
telling myself this ship. You gotta charge yourself up. You
gotta charge yourself up.
Speaker 3 (23:21):
I ain't gonna lie. The little Mama gave me a
little charge of it. I was like, all right, I'm
gonna go. And I've been working on finalizing the music.
The projects done, so I'm just gonna probably put a
day out soon.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
And shoot for the first quarter for that.
Speaker 2 (23:38):
Hey, I want to get your perspective on a few topics. Okay,
we're gonna start well topics with words basically accountability. You
said something about that earlier, like how you feel about accountability.
It's a major part of life. If you could take accountability,
you'll be if you got a chance to make millions,
(23:58):
you're gonna make millions because accountability is what separates you
from a lot of people. That's what I feel like,
Like me now, I could take accountability for so much
stuff that I've done in the past that I feel
like has maybe slowed me down or whatever, like my
attitude or popping out quick on live.
Speaker 3 (24:17):
Maybe I could have worked Like you said, how long
did you wait? Maybe I could have waited one more
month something, You know, it's about knowing where you could
have just swim with the other white maybe indeed something
different and took it in and it's neither here nor Earth.
Speaker 2 (24:35):
Because it learns from it. At the end of the day,
we know how to play our moveds. So I be
mad at myself it made me take accountability. Or damn man,
you really shouldn't even did what you just did, or
you shouldn't have said that because you just did those emotions.
You gotta be identify like you really just did this emotion.
I don't no matter how, you gotta talk to yourself, Bro,
(24:57):
people ain't this great. You have to really have a
conversation with just you do. How would you feel if
a motherfucker did that to you?
Speaker 1 (25:04):
Right right?
Speaker 2 (25:05):
And that shit gonna have you coaching. Bro, You're gonna
be more at peace because you're gonna make check yourself.
Speaker 3 (25:09):
You check yourself. You don't need nobody else to do it.
You gonna even check yourself before you do stuff. And
that might be the thing that messed you up after
getting a million dollar the year.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
Facts you check your attitude and the way you because
because no matter what, Bro, we all everybody have a
sense of entitlement.
Speaker 1 (25:27):
I don't know what it is.
Speaker 2 (25:28):
You may not be entired of cern ship a certain
ship because of you know who you are, you know
what you deserve, you know what you put in.
Speaker 1 (25:34):
You feel entitled to a deal or.
Speaker 2 (25:38):
You know what I'm saying, Yes, yes, like bro, because
how you feel another motherfucker could feel like Bro? You
know what I'm saying, But you feel like Bro, I'm
that nigga, So you'll take that and be mad at
the motherfuckerer.
Speaker 1 (25:51):
They don't see that.
Speaker 3 (25:53):
And they they're not you. So nobody's gonna see nothing
the way you see it, because that's how you gotta
just go through life knowing I'm only me, is me,
and nobody else is me. Nobody else gonna do sh
the way I do.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
Man.
Speaker 2 (26:05):
We just interviewed the nigga yesterday at the at the
one music that nigga said at the end, he said,
your vision ain't for them to see this, for you
to show them that ship, so on any for the
nigga to see it, for you to show them, show them.
This is what I'm talking about right here. Yes you
know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (26:24):
I ain't got explain it, but I'm you're gonna see
it show like I ain't gonna try my best to
tell you nothing that show you that. That just stuck
with me too.
Speaker 2 (26:38):
But guess what we're gonna we get upset when motherfucker
don't see it.
Speaker 1 (26:42):
That means I ain't going hard enough like I always
tell them.
Speaker 2 (26:45):
Motherfucker Like bro, they be like, hey, we ain't even
said brother, such something. I'm gonn gonna fuck with up.
If not, that ain't on our path. You know what
I'm saying, Like that ain't on our path?
Speaker 3 (26:57):
Who's meant for you to fuck with you?
Speaker 1 (26:59):
Don't come with you facts? Period? Uh let me see manifesting.
Oh I'm big too, Yeah, I'm big manifesting.
Speaker 3 (27:10):
I pray. I definitely pray, and I'm definitely close to God.
I definitely talk to God, and I definitely manifest. I
think about things that's so far fetched, but I've done
it so much and instant happen.
Speaker 1 (27:24):
You gotta thank you magic. See I'm keeching. Niggas think
I'm crazy. Everybody trying to think.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
I'm gonna get my own show. I ain't been on
TV years, but I'm trying to get my own show.
Got it's not like the same and it worked both ways.
Speaker 2 (27:38):
You keep thinking about your negative ship don't happen? Why
you gotta reject this ship?
Speaker 1 (27:45):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (27:45):
Yes, what did I think about that? For?
Speaker 2 (27:54):
You?
Speaker 3 (27:55):
Got to you know you have thoughts and you'd be like.
Speaker 1 (28:00):
That, don't even go with me. I ain't even what
I say.
Speaker 2 (28:02):
Uh, I like, you ain't even that type of nigga,
but that that happened to you know, what I'm saying,
ship you go to thinking about like, because all this
ship that goes on, it resonates to you. You put
yourself right in that position when you see certain ship,
and then I'll be like, and you can see yourself
in them in a situation, so I'd be like, nah,
I ain't that. You ain't even around that.
Speaker 3 (28:22):
I ain't even have that type of r to to
bring it so manifesting.
Speaker 1 (28:28):
I think that's that's one of the biggest and in.
Speaker 3 (28:31):
The power of the tongue, like not speaking stuff you
don't want to happen. I say that all the time, Like,
don't say that, don't put that in the earth, don't
claim that nigga like I'm fucked up. Nah, we know
some nigga that's fucked up.
Speaker 1 (28:43):
You ain't fucked up.
Speaker 3 (28:45):
I'm able to say yeah, period.
Speaker 1 (28:51):
Now what else? What got empathy?
Speaker 2 (29:00):
Mm hm.
Speaker 1 (29:03):
Cool? Oh? Who what I'm saying?
Speaker 2 (29:09):
How how how big you are on people having empathy
towards you or you having empathy towards others.
Speaker 1 (29:15):
I'm big. I don't have an.
Speaker 3 (29:16):
Empathy towards others. I think me being like a public
person and a public figure in a lot of situations,
I feel like I haven't had much empathy from other
people when it came to like stuff from TV and
comments and social media when it comes to stuff like that.
(29:38):
But with empathy with me, I have a lot of
empathy just for people with their situations. Like like even
I was telling this girl the other day when I
got my hair done, I.
Speaker 1 (29:51):
Was like, she was like, I ain't giving that man
no money.
Speaker 3 (29:54):
I was like, well.
Speaker 1 (29:56):
Give them that for me.
Speaker 3 (29:57):
Come to the car and give me to get the
money from me and give it to I'm on your
way back cross street because she was walking me across
the street. I have empathy for people that I see
in situations that I feel like it's less fortunate, like
and I'm just gonna do what I'm gonna do. It
don't matter if I feel like they gonna do this
or that with the money. Like I don't care. I
got enough empathy whatever, Go have a damn ball with
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the money. I don't know what you're gonna do with it,
but it ain't my place to fill it out. Yeah,
I just I do have a lot of empathy, and
I think this part of my journey, you know, like
having empathy for people coming up and trying to help
people along the way and reaching bad going to Memphis,
doing stuff with other you know, just I've always had that,
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you know, Thanksgiving stuff. I'm always trying to feed people
and do things. So yeah, empathy is huge for me
in life. But I don't feel like I didn't got
a lot of empathy.
Speaker 2 (30:51):
Why you feel like you can't say that, I'm gonna
tell you why, because you could be getting it because like,
let me say this, like it's a force pushing you forward.
You know that, right, And those other people that love
you that you don't see, we only see the motherfucker.
That's hey true, that's even of them comings motherfucker tell
you all you're a beautiful diamond. I love you, I
(31:12):
love you, I love you. You see that. But sometimes you
support sometimes you don't. But you you go right to
the Nigga eight and let that sit on your brain
and let they really do something instead of.
Speaker 1 (31:22):
All that love you just got on the same post.
That's true. That's so true.
Speaker 3 (31:27):
So I do get a lot of shit. I got
a lot of In the other day when I said
my seven year anniversary, we had like five thousand comments
say half anniversary, So are you right?
Speaker 1 (31:38):
Yeah, we gotta look at it. You know what I'm saying.
I have to do some ship like I store to coming,
not just laughing. I'm like.
Speaker 2 (31:45):
It be two hundred comments of five hundred comments, a
positive shit and three negative niggas, And that's what you're
gonna focus on. Yeah, you're right, fuck them, fuck them,
erase them, blocking whatever you're gonna do, and keep it pushing.
Speaker 1 (31:58):
Keep that love right now? All right? What about character?
How big on you? Let me ask you a question.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
If a nigga like just save Vincent, do you judge
people offer other people experience with them like save Vncon
If I never met you, right, and I could have
heard all fucked up ship for your Memphis or you
heard all fuck up ship for me in Atlanta? Would
you take that and stay away from me? Or what
you want to see for yourself?
Speaker 1 (32:26):
Mm hmmm?
Speaker 3 (32:26):
And certain perspectives I see for myself some situations I
ain't even gonna play. Yeah, Like it's it's really whoever
who's the person is saying it to me?
Speaker 1 (32:40):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (32:40):
You know what I'm saying, Like the person is saying
it to me. If I know this this person and
I know this person.
Speaker 2 (32:47):
Trulogy like if you tell me don't fuck with somebody,
they ain't getting vice person.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
If you know that, you know that.
Speaker 3 (32:58):
But if certain people can't mean nothing, boy, nobody like
I see for myself because I don't know what's up
with you anyway.
Speaker 1 (33:04):
It's subjected, it's up and there. Yeah yeah, yeah, I
get it depends on your.
Speaker 2 (33:09):
Hens bringing me the bomb like like well not no
personal ship, just like saying it's like bird Man, I
need to be like man bird Man.
Speaker 1 (33:18):
Folks, many would you still do being with Birdman? Yep?
Me too, because damn.
Speaker 3 (33:25):
The man I don't want to see.
Speaker 1 (33:31):
Yeah, you know what I'm saying, like I don't give
it that what happened.
Speaker 3 (33:34):
When they between me and me and him?
Speaker 2 (33:39):
Yeah, yeah, I still do because everybody got I feel
like everybody got they side of the store, like not
singing them out.
Speaker 1 (33:46):
Whatever happened to do that for example.
Speaker 2 (33:48):
Yeah, I'm just saying like it's people somewhere mad at
you that can meet me before I meet.
Speaker 3 (33:54):
You, right and be like they dying piece bitch. Don't
do perspective with her. She's gonna come up on your seat.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
Yeah, but but you wanna say and I just take
their work for face value, ship it don't even matter,
and it could be hate.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
It could be hate. Mm hmmm.
Speaker 3 (34:09):
So yeah, I agree with this. So when it comes
to like business and stuff like that, I see for myself.
Speaker 2 (34:15):
Yeah, me too, in the comfortable Yeah, unless it's just
some fucked up ass, you gotta.
Speaker 3 (34:20):
Be super like. I ain't gonna say yeah yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2 (34:26):
Yeah, you gotta be on that type, you know, finest
a couple of niggas.
Speaker 1 (34:29):
Bron myigga man to know the right way. He bro,
we're gonna work the one together.
Speaker 3 (34:49):
Yeah, I gonna be on what you really ship.
Speaker 2 (34:53):
That would always be saying like bro, a mother for
gonna only do to you what you're allowed.
Speaker 1 (34:59):
Yep.
Speaker 2 (35:00):
I remember incident, Uh they told about.
Speaker 1 (35:03):
Uh, you gotta watch us. She's gonna scam. She a scam,
she is scam artist. I'm like, scam who out of what?
Scam what?
Speaker 2 (35:15):
Like you can't stam stammer Like I'm just saying, like,
you know, like you watch them, watch what I'm not feeling.
We're not finish acount of information. Whatever play we do,
she got to bring something right right. It ain't even
that type of situation, but people people just do that
sometimes like just using that as you know, what's your
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you believe in those astrology signs, you know what.
Speaker 3 (35:39):
I I do, I've always did.
Speaker 1 (35:42):
I'm Aquarius and.
Speaker 3 (35:45):
My husband a querious, so we kind of always do
kind of fear off into it. But I'm kind of
like getting into reading the Bible and not getting into it.
But I've actually been reading the Bible from front the back,
so I'm kind of like trying to figure out is
that even what I'm supposed to be doing anyway, No,
not reading the Bible, but listen to astrology, but that
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should be spot on it do like I almost I
was one of the people. I used to look up
my thing every day. It used to come on my phone,
and then I kind of started saying where things where
Christians would say like doing that is of the devil
and things like that. So I want to read for
(36:31):
my own understanding and just kind of like figure it
out for myself if that is. But I still be like,
somebody ask me my sign, I'd be like aquery is
you know whatever? I relate to a lot of querious women,
like you know, people.
Speaker 2 (36:49):
This when they bring up Christianity or whatever or religion
period you say, you read about is it like a
lot of countrydicting stories and the or what like do
you totally understand it? Like what do you get from about?
Speaker 3 (37:03):
Well, for what I'm reading from I'm starting from the
front and going through, so I'm not nowhere you're finished.
But what I'm getting from it is it's situations in
the stories that's kind of like just kind of like
teaching lessons at the end almost if you could say
(37:27):
and you could go back and you it's like the
Bible almost. It's so it's so intriguing, like the stories
that's being told and the ages they end and how
long they live and all this stuff. I just I
(37:47):
just I read it and I still be like, Okay,
so who put this there? Like how y'all know this?
Speaker 1 (38:02):
What my own with the wife?
Speaker 3 (38:06):
And the wife did this? And it's so good. It's
like a soap o rama. Like you be reading, it's
like dang it heaven for Red?
Speaker 1 (38:15):
Whoa what she did?
Speaker 2 (38:16):
What?
Speaker 3 (38:17):
Like they cheating, they killing each other, they doing all
type of stuff in the Bible. You know, it's crazy, crazy,
crazy stories. So I'm just like I'm reading, I'm understanding,
but all of them go back to a certain purpose
and a thing. Yeah, he's teaching you with these stories.
(38:37):
You get what I'm saying. That's what.
Speaker 1 (38:41):
He said.
Speaker 2 (38:42):
A word he said, it's allegory or something whatever that
word man he sayss like it basically like I don't
know if he's if he's correct or what.
Speaker 3 (38:51):
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (38:52):
I'm trying to don't ask a question because I want
to get the dean. You know what I'm saying. But
he said, it's like they tell a story is to
get you to think in certain parts of it.
Speaker 3 (39:04):
Right now in the whole Bible? Are you doing this thinking?
Cause it's like, Okay, he went, he let his son go,
and then his son came back. He the worst one,
but you gave him all the money and celebrate him
coming back. But what was the reason? Like it's all
for a reason. It all go back and it all
(39:26):
teaches you something in the end when you go back
and really read it and really understand it.
Speaker 1 (39:32):
That's what I've been getting from it.
Speaker 3 (39:34):
Like I go back and then I read it, I
highlight stuff I don't understand. Then I go back and
try to reread it and try to put it in
my own words and try to figure it out because
I don't want to be the type of Christian that
just go listen to everything and the preacher tell me,
I want to be able to open it up and
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read it for myself and understand what's going on. You
get what I'm saying. So that's what I've been on.
I done, buy me a nice, beautiful Bible, and I
got the tabs in there, and I got the highlighters
and the bookmarking, and I'm just getting through it. It's
so small, and it's so many words, like you just
gotta like really be on it, like, but I'm getting
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into it.
Speaker 1 (40:15):
What you what you get from it? Them? Like what
you find peace from reading about it?
Speaker 3 (40:20):
I find peace. I find understanding. I'm putting certain things
into like perspective of how God will want me to
think of it. Yeah, you know, like not necessarily the
human way of thinking of it. Like these people was living,
they was living six hundred years and seven hundred years
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and a thousand years and having all these kids, and
then it just comes down to the lesson of trusting God,
just saying having the faith of just saying, Okay, God
want me to go this way and do this, I'm
gonna do it, and the changed the whole tradictory of
the Bible, like we went to a whole nother man kind,
We're going to a whole nother because when you when
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you start from the beginning the Bible, you build it
from all the people that's being created. So people are
living one hundred years, they live in, they live in,
nine hundred years, seven hundred years, they create families, they
creating a whole a bloodline that you would say. So
it's like I'm thinking, like, damn, this shit go back.
(41:27):
This spot is like wow.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
So how they so they start so they put something
in the mix to make negs start dying.
Speaker 1 (41:34):
Like how this shit work?
Speaker 3 (41:35):
Well different in the Bible. It was just like they
were living so long and then God was coming to
them telling them you gonna you're gonna live it. This
person you're gonna die at this certain time. Well I'm
gonna take them away at this certain time. But they
didn't have a son, and they son take over, and
then the son have a wife, and the son had
five kids and that kid take over from there. It's
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just all yeah, building blocks of civilization if that's what
I'm getting from it. So I'm like Damn, this is crazy,
but it's not. It's not making anybody seem perfect. Nobody's
perfect in the Bible. Everybody's sinning. They knowing, but they
He's showing you in the Bible when they're doing this sin,
they thinking it's this way, but it's this way, but
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I'm punishing them this way, like you got. It's just
like you just got to read it and get into
the stories of it, like he really it's like, because
you gotta work your way through. You gotta build through
civilization with him making this having all these different families
and building these different trees and having these different people
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build these different civilizations. They might be over here on
this side of the world building up, then they over
here on this then they collide and they you to
sold your wife or you you I know one story
in the Bible. They took this man wife. The king,
he's supposed to be the one in charge, right, he
takes this man. He like, I'm a half hood for myself.
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The God told him you better bring that man back
his wife, or I'm a your whole kingdom, finna be done,
Like I'm gonna banish your whole kingdom. Everybody can finna
die sickness. I'm finna plague it. He took that man
his wife back, so it's like lessons in it.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
Okay, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (43:19):
Like, but he did a civilization along the way, so
people and we live you know what I'm saying. So
it's like, give you all these stories and these trees
and the wives, they having more than one wife, you
know what I'm saying. They marrying people when they thirteen
and having it's weird, you know. So it's like I'm
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just trying to understand it. But they suffer from that.
Like when they do stuff like that, it comes back
bad on them. But this Christ even came, so they
showing you in the Bible things was not all perfect.
That's why he came. Because they was out of hand.
They was killing each other. Yeah, that's why it's a
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before Christ and after Christ in the Bible, because after
him is when we were supposed to have learned and
done better. When he came and walked the earth and
showed us differently and told us the commandments was already
done before him, So people was already not following the commandments.
So when they not following the commandments, he come he like,
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oh boom, he come with the water and he end
in the earth. But it still wasn't enough. People still
read you know, gat back on the earth doing this,
doing it, and they still doing the wrong thing.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
So what you think? What you like? All right?
Speaker 2 (44:40):
So so basically with that being said, and that that
was dope dope breakdown.
Speaker 1 (44:46):
With that being said, do you think.
Speaker 2 (44:50):
What do you what times in the Bible that you
read so far did you think we're in now, in
this time, this day?
Speaker 1 (44:56):
Time?
Speaker 2 (44:56):
There were there were in that stuff that happens now,
like right now, the time that we're in up if
you read the Bible, if you know the Bible, or
what times do you think these are? Like time did
she get washed up? Or like time for the world
to learn or what?
Speaker 3 (45:11):
Yeah, I think we at a time where we at
a cross world where if we don't make a change
and a difference in things that I feel like he'll
come back this time, but I feel like.
Speaker 1 (45:28):
It's still a lot to be done.
Speaker 3 (45:31):
Me reading the Bible and being a Christian is no,
it's no way around him coming back.
Speaker 1 (45:36):
He coming back, So it's happening.
Speaker 3 (45:39):
We just don't know the day, minute or hour that
he's gonna do it, but he's gonna come back. And
I do see things in the Bible happening now that
what's that he said, what's gonna happen happening now? And
I try my best not to be a part of
those things, Like I see the mothers against daughters. I
recently is yeah, been cool with my mama because I'm like,
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I don't want to be a part of it. You
know what I'm saying. I see, I see fathers against sun.
I see this, you know what I'm saying, that's in
the Bible. Then when things like this start occurring, wars
and you know, things like that, we always had wars,
but it's gonna get out of hand, you know what
I'm saying. And I feel like it's certain things that
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are in there that I feel like I see now.
But if I was to bring it to a perspective
and say, I would say this about the Nord time,
like if we could get one more chance when he
won't come and burn us up with fire, which was
this what his next thing is?
Speaker 1 (46:41):
Come fire next time? No water?
Speaker 2 (46:44):
So me and a Christian just like the nuclear bomb.
Then if everybody go to sitting them off and.
Speaker 3 (46:50):
They already in war. You know the thing, it's all
the stuff is there. You know, I read it. So
it's like I do see those things happening, you know,
but they've been happening for a while. So we don't
know the exact time in which he gonna come back
and be like, Okay, this is it, you know, and
it's judgment that you know. So I feel like we're
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at Anny stage. He might this is God.
Speaker 1 (47:16):
We're talking about it.
Speaker 3 (47:17):
He might say, if y'all switch this stuff around and
get it together down there, I give y'all a little
more time.
Speaker 2 (47:23):
You know.
Speaker 3 (47:23):
We never know.
Speaker 2 (47:27):
What you think about like spirituality, like just just you know,
manifest like we're saying early manifesting and just knowing there's
a higher power. But I ain't know the stories like
you know, because every religion got their own story.
Speaker 1 (47:42):
But it's saying the same things.
Speaker 2 (47:44):
Like every religion is saying the same thing, just in
a different way, different different names, you know what I'm saying.
But what I'm saying is what do you think about spirituality?
Speaker 3 (47:54):
Just like good Because I grew up my mom and
I were Catholic, I went to a Catholic school, I
was an Alto girl all this stuff, But then my
mama don't is not a real churchy person, but she's spiritual.
And then I went Baptists with my dad. So I
think spirituality. That's why I say spirituality is the main
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thing that I have, not necessarily denomination, because i'd have
been in the Christian Church, I'd have been in the
Catholic Church, and have been in the Baptist Church, and
I still have my own personal relationship with God. I
feel like I can get down on my knees and pray,
and you do feel good when you leave a church,
and it's a good experience. But I still feel like
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I can get this same experience if I just cut
the lights off, put everything off, and get down on
my knack and literally tap it in with God, just
on my knees though, and pray like because I remember
when my daddy was locked up and he was in jail.
He used to call me every day though, and he
always told me, don't forget to say your prayers every day.
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So there was one thing. I say my prayers, but
I don't necessarily get down on my knees and say
like I suppose to every day.
Speaker 1 (49:11):
I have since I you know, getting older, But.
Speaker 3 (49:15):
That's for me spirituality, Like I'm gonna get down on
my knees whether it's good or bad, like hard times
those good times, I'm gonna get down on my knees
beside my bed and I'm gonna pray. I'm gonna talk
to God like I'm talking to you, Lord, you know,
showing getting on my nerves. Lord, just help me do.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
This regular conversation.
Speaker 3 (49:32):
Lord, listen, crying every morning when you get up. Please
help me. Not the holler on them like I'm literally
that's my best friend.
Speaker 1 (49:40):
You know, that's what me too, Me too.
Speaker 3 (49:45):
Like talking to in the car like Lord, Lord, Lord
is traffic. You got me though, Lord, you know, let
them people know my heart if I get there, like
you know, like just talking to God in different.
Speaker 1 (49:59):
Relations a relationship. Fact.
Speaker 3 (50:01):
This traving me not necessarily got to go to church
and do this and do that the way the preachers
say do it.
Speaker 2 (50:06):
And I agree with how you get to him, get
to him. Yeah, let me see whatever we got in
big dime in the building, it ain't even nothing.
Speaker 1 (50:18):
I won't even come home.
Speaker 2 (50:23):
Though.
Speaker 3 (50:24):
I just been you know you know what, just really
and it's crazy to state that's just really nurturing myself,
just really coming into myself as a person, Like so
I can be the best mama, Like I don't want
to be one of them streak up type mamas and
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not open with my child, Like I want to know
myself good enough to where I can raise this little
girl in this little boy the best way I can.
You know, Like I really just like getting familiar with me,
just like I know myself. Like you really got to
get to know yourself as you get older, Like you know,
like what you want to do, what you don't want
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to do, Like what you ain't good at, what you
have left it, you know where you can change it.
That's what I've been doing. That's what I've been doing,
just trying to figure it out.
Speaker 2 (51:17):
You know what's what's the female artists like when you
get back here, when you go and start driving, you
want to work with.
Speaker 1 (51:27):
Shit? You know what?
Speaker 3 (51:28):
I just really am in the I'm working with the
girls for my show.
Speaker 1 (51:33):
Like they raped.
Speaker 3 (51:33):
It's a few of them. They raped that and turned
songs into me. I put verses on them. They gonna
be on the project. It's like three of them. It's hard.
Like I'm talking about hard and at number one from
South Carolina. The other girl is from Atlanta, the other
girl that I like, and the third girls from Jacksonville, Florida. Yeah,
(51:57):
so she hardest fuck too. So I'm really liking them.
My little cousin Lavish, she hard. She from Memphis. She
hard set swag jazz. She from Memphis. She part of
the Savages, the group, the female rap group.
Speaker 1 (52:12):
I love him.
Speaker 3 (52:12):
I'm just all about working with who, you know, because
I've been in the game a long time and i
just feel like it's a lot of people that I've
been wanting to work with or do stuff with it.
I ain't dotting it with me. So I just want
to work with who want to work with me.
Speaker 1 (52:27):
You know what I'm saying. Facers, Well, we know druma
Boy off Top.
Speaker 3 (52:35):
Podcast and the Beats. Drummer Boy. I've been working with
uh once again. I'm like then with TP, we finna
make a hit. Me and him did some stuff double
a he hard. Me and him that did some stuff.
He done a lot of young boys stuff and stuff
(52:57):
like that. Me and him got some hard records together.
Tracks by the Pound Memphis, Gotta put Traits by the
Pound in there, and I'm actually thinking, you know what
I mean, he could have been doing some talking and conversing.
So I'm hoping me and him we got one record
that I did when one of his beasts, but I'm
hoping me and him can probably like do a whole project.
Speaker 2 (53:17):
What's the biggest obstacle just you know what I'm saying,
being a mother, daughter, wife and trying to you know
what I'm saying, have a career too.
Speaker 1 (53:27):
What's the biggest obstacle?
Speaker 3 (53:28):
I just want I just wanted everybody to be proud
of me, like husband, kids, daddy, mama, all in my name.
I just want them to be proud and know that
I'm doing it because I want them to know that
it's all about them, Like I'm not doing anything because
it's about me. Because if that was the case, I
could have been done. You know, I could have bad
(53:50):
o gracefully and been like, Okay, I'm married, I got
the kids, I'm cool. But it's still some more I
want to prove, like, I still some more I want
to do, and I just want them to be proud
of what I end up getting it to at the end.
You know, like the show was cool, you know, like
having being all over hip hop was cool, but I
don't want to really show my kids this what mama
(54:13):
be doing when she be gone, Like this is what fun,
you know, even though y'all daddy cool too, But I'm
just saying, like I want to show my little girl
that dreams do come true, like she can do whatever
she want to do. So that's what I really, that's
all I want to do is make everybody proud of me.
Speaker 1 (54:29):
No, we're proud of y'all. Just keep going. We're proud
of you.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
That's the thing. Keeping going going? Why because it ain't
been no easy role for me.
Speaker 1 (54:43):
It ain't easy. It ain't never easy for like it
had been for people. Ain't.
Speaker 2 (54:47):
Let's be serious, like not the one that stay, not
the one that that that remained. It'd be easy to
catch some little quick ship, but when a motherfucker who
got THEMN gonna be here for it take it takes time, bro,
and consistent consistency.
Speaker 1 (55:04):
That's one thing I gotta be better. And that's the
time of consistence.
Speaker 2 (55:07):
Man, Like I be thinking the same ship, like, man,
this ship bro, shit, I'd rather be doing this than that.
Speaker 3 (55:13):
Yeah, that's for sure, So I do I do. Yeah,
you're right, I was always looking be like, damn, I
got out the club, and I'm just like I got
out the clube because I ain't want to dance no more.
Like then, I was cool with hanging up to dance
and shoes to be a rapper. I was cool whether
it was gonna work out or not. I just didn't
(55:36):
want to twork no more when I ain't feel like it,
you know. So when I started start rapping, I used
to perform and kind of maybe twork a little bit,
but I never made that a thing, like because I
actually had to do that for a job. So I
was like, so when I look at it now, i'd
be like, bitches getting out it's working. If I refused
(56:01):
to twork when I got out of it and they
ain't never had to do it, it's kind of like
a slap in the face almost.
Speaker 1 (56:08):
You get what I'm saying. It's like the.
Speaker 3 (56:11):
Ship I was trying not to do it was the
way that's that's what's something. Now I'm at work, I
can work down you motherfuckers if that's the case. But
you know, I just I was like, once I'm off
this motherfucker stage, I ain't working nothing. So it's over with.
But hey, it's crazy, it's crazy. What do you say
(56:36):
to that?
Speaker 1 (56:38):
What do you say that? What I said, I don't
know what to say to you.
Speaker 3 (56:40):
Don't know to say that that.
Speaker 1 (56:42):
You have.
Speaker 2 (56:43):
But the thing about it, you have to come with
your strong points though, Yeah, you have to go with
your strong point.
Speaker 1 (56:48):
If that's like you said, you like.
Speaker 2 (56:50):
I ain't trying to, you know, say it encourage nothing
or nothing, but your strong points is your strong point.
But it's ship it way more money did wait in
that way, even though that she was a lot of
money doing getting out of the club. But right this
ship the same, like you said, this ain't because you
hard though your music hard straight up, straight up, that's
just what it is. But it is they selling something else.
(57:14):
So that is going to be a long route when
you got all that same ship able to do it.
Speaker 3 (57:21):
Had it before anybody, That's what I'm saying. One of
the ones. I won't say the one, but I would
say one of the ones. I feel like that it
was very influential.
Speaker 1 (57:32):
For sure.
Speaker 3 (57:33):
They don't necessarily get talked about all the time. You
know what it is, what it is.
Speaker 2 (57:38):
But what we said about that vision, it's happening not
put it in their fam I got nah because you
dope for sure.
Speaker 1 (57:45):
Thank you.
Speaker 3 (57:46):
I appreciate it, and I'm so proud of you and
happy everything you doing.
Speaker 2 (57:50):
Nah.
Speaker 3 (57:50):
We locked man, Yes, y'all was the first one's welcomed
me today.
Speaker 2 (57:54):
No, Yeah, this motherfucker dying crazy, but you get it.
Speaker 1 (57:59):
We all grow, Bro.
Speaker 2 (58:01):
That shit is crazy, right, and we're growing into something
that especially because it's like, just imagine how quick your
snapped back.
Speaker 1 (58:08):
In the day, Yes, and the same thing. No, that
shit gone. Like I'm my wife now, bro, I don't
even see petty shit.
Speaker 3 (58:17):
I'm a mom. I can't take a minute for me
to even get round of.
Speaker 2 (58:21):
But do you sit back sometime because I have to
do this and thank God and live in the moment
of your prayers because people don't do that. They don't
see we're so ambitious of where we want to go.
Speaker 1 (58:34):
We don't take time out to thank God that we will.
We prayed to be.
Speaker 3 (58:37):
At But I was, and you right for saying it,
because the other day I thought about it. I was
like I was in the house just I had put
some I had a little order me a little towel.
Speaker 1 (58:48):
Woman was putting the towels.
Speaker 3 (58:50):
In a woman and I was like, damn, I remember
when I ain't even know where I was gonna stay.
You know what I'm saying, Like literally leaping in my
damn car, And now I got a house and a
family and kids running around Mama. I was like, thank you, Lord,
I appreciate this real, you know what I'm saying. But
(59:12):
it comes, you know, it didn't come right away, but
I just thought about it. I was like, damn, thank
you Lord for war right now. I know I might
seem like I be praying and praying for other stuff
and you know, to go forward, but let me just
take the time and say thank you.
Speaker 1 (59:27):
And be appreciative. Yeah, be appreciative. That's when he moved you.
Let me move you some more up. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (59:33):
You know what I'm saying, Like, Okay, their gratitude gonna
get you further attitude, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (59:38):
This was just like last week sometime I just stopped
and was like, thank you Lord.
Speaker 1 (59:43):
No, you know what's next? For just done? Oh thanks bro?
Speaker 3 (59:50):
Now you know I'm just come. Like I said, I
had that conversation with my husband. He just full force
behind me. He like put the music out quick going
to the student y'all record you got a hundred some songs,
put them out. So I'm putting music out. That's what's next.
Trying to figure out what I'm gonna do with my
season two of my show. That's hard for me because
(01:00:13):
I'm trying to figure out if I just want to
just say fuck it or if I want to do
season two when I got people reaching out to me
every day want to be on the show.
Speaker 1 (01:00:21):
So I don't know.
Speaker 3 (01:00:22):
I'm trying to think if that's next. I want to
get into some acting and my cosmetic line. I want
to relaunch that if One cosmedic and just put my
all into it because I did it likes farsely and
kind of did it here or there, but I really
want to like put my foot in it and just
really try to go hard with it, you know, and
(01:00:42):
just like focus on it. So really just business woman,
being a mogul being who I am putting the music out.
Talking to my ship for sure, because they is so
not ready for what I'm about to say.
Speaker 1 (01:00:54):
Say that shit, you gotta say it.
Speaker 3 (01:00:57):
I got to.
Speaker 2 (01:00:58):
I appreciate you pulling up on me. I hate oh welcome.
I always well the red coveredies rolled out for you.
Speaker 3 (01:01:05):
Thank you. If you ever need me to come back whatever.
Speaker 2 (01:01:08):
Now when you drop, we gonna hold your account of
one twenty twenty five. We're coming back first quarter to
talk about the album when it dropped.
Speaker 3 (01:01:15):
Yes, and I'm so excited about this.
Speaker 1 (01:01:17):
N I appreciate you.
Speaker 3 (01:01:18):
I appreciate you.
Speaker 2 (01:01:20):
So the book of the week I usually do book
of the week. The book of the week is the Bible.
She brought it down for us and and uh dying
tell him, tell him whe to follow you in and stuff.
Speaker 3 (01:01:30):
You can follow me on Instagram. I am dying peace.
Same thing with my YouTube. I need everybody to run
my YouTube book, go watch my video. Independent artist. Ain't
nobody have thy fingerprists on me. I'm my own boss,
I'm my own CEO, I'm my own queen and everything
my music. So I need everybody to run me up,
run up my Spotify. I am dying piece on Instagram,
(01:01:53):
and just stay tuned because y'all know I always have
some of my sleep never.
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Speaker 2 (00:11):
Welcome to the perspective bank man. Today, I got my
dog in the building with me, dying piece. What's up it?
Speaker 1 (00:20):
How you feeling today? I feel good.
Speaker 3 (00:22):
I'm happy to be here, which I ain't been around
you and your already in a minute, and.
Speaker 2 (00:26):
I'm just I'm happy to be I'm happy to have
you where you're mental at though, your spirit, where your
spirit lit right now?
Speaker 3 (00:33):
I mean, I'm I'm always going first, my mental is
pretty cool.
Speaker 1 (00:38):
I feel like I'm just in a.
Speaker 3 (00:43):
You know how you just say the fork in the
road of which what you want to do next? Like
how you want to do it? You know what you're
gonna do next, but you just don't know exactly what
way you want to take it.
Speaker 2 (00:53):
You know.
Speaker 3 (00:54):
It's kind of around me right now. But I'm I'm blessed.
I'm happy I got my kids, my family, my husband,
and that puts everything into perspective for me.
Speaker 1 (01:05):
It's all about that.
Speaker 2 (01:07):
Now. I've been, you know, even though when we seeing
each other a lot, but I've been watching you still
evolving and evolving and evolvement like when did you feel
like your mindset shifted.
Speaker 3 (01:20):
I feel like my mindset shifted when when I got engaged.
That did a lot for my mental because I was
in a space where I was out.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
In the world.
Speaker 3 (01:36):
I was known already. You know, people already seen me
on TV. I'm that girl. But I really was kind
of like, m but what's apter this? You know, I've
always been the type of girl that wanted a big
marriage and a family and have a husband and stuff
like that. So I think my mindset from where I
was at changed when my husband came along and proposed. No,
(01:59):
I went he came along, but when he proposed, it
was like, oh shit, this is really I'm really about
to live out what I really pray for, Like this
is crazy, and with somebody I actually like, you.
Speaker 1 (02:10):
Know how you knew how you knew he was the one?
Speaker 3 (02:15):
You know what we had. We've been friends for so long,
like just friends, not even like no other shit, just
being friends and hanging out. And I always keep in
touch over the years here and then we might go
a year or two without talking, but we gonna link
back up and talk and see what's up with each other.
And we always had that type of friendship, and I
(02:35):
always when I would see him, you know, go to
another team or do something big in his career, I
always used to be happy for him and just like
excited for him, like dang, it's good to see him,
you know, doing it right now. So I always had
a feeling for him. Then I really ain't never cared
like I ain't never the type of bitch that really
cared about a nigga. I was, yeah, but I kept
(02:59):
it type of situation with him where I really cared
about him really even if I wasn't working with him.
I wanted to see him do good. So I knew then.
But then when he came back around, we hadn't talked
in a while, and I hang got on TV and
I was like, he came back around, and I'm like,
hold on, we got a bitch, we ain't doing it
(03:20):
this time. You know, we could be friends, we could
be cool, we could be cordial, but I'm not anything
to get back into that, and just so happy he
wasn't with her no more. So I was like, Okay,
well what happened you know?
Speaker 1 (03:32):
Okay?
Speaker 3 (03:35):
So it was just like it just was like it
just makes sense to me. It was something I feel
like was familiar. It was somebody I could trust, you know,
because at this time my feet in the industry.
Speaker 1 (03:48):
Now I'm kind of experiencing.
Speaker 3 (03:50):
Niggas playing niggas, being with bushit, niggas being on some
goofy shit, but talking about one thing in the public.
But then I'm witnessing all this shit. So I'm like,
I don't even want to deal with that. This is
who I want to If he want to with me,
and he coming around and he want to do right
by me, I'm gonna see where it goes.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
Now.
Speaker 3 (04:09):
I didn't know where he was gonna be with it
when he first came around. I didn't know if he
was gonna still go back and forth, you know, and
I wasn't gonna do it with it. But he came right,
he came correct, put the ring on, and it's been
on ever since.
Speaker 1 (04:25):
Keep the peace, you know what.
Speaker 3 (04:27):
Sometimes the piece don't be killed. Get back to Okay,
I cut up, But you know what, he's a good
balance sometimes I do. I have to admit that because
but he's so cool coming. If you mention him before,
he cool come collected, ain't too much, but he will
(04:48):
get he just like we both from me, he ain't
gonna let me do too much. Yeah, I don't do
too much girl. You know, he calmed down, so it
kind of keeps the piece because I know not to
play with him too much. I I say a little something,
but I won't get too far out of line. I
know where to stop it. But you know what, it
all comes down to knowing when you're wrong and actually
(05:11):
apologizing for when you're wrong, like just being an adult
and just being like thinking about it for a minute.
I get sided on him, or he'll get sild on me.
I'll be like, damn, I was kind of wrong. I'd
be like husband, I apologize my husband, I apologize.
Speaker 2 (05:32):
Look, but so that how hard is that to do
as a woman.
Speaker 3 (05:41):
It takes a lot. It takes a lot. I have
to go with me a little blood, probably give me
a little drink. Not even all the time, though. I
might just go play with my kids and be like, damn,
I was a little wrong, you know, because I just
get a chance to think about it. I think, you
know what, keeping the peace really not pressing it right
then and there, like giving people a chance, like we
(06:03):
might say a little argument and then let me gone
on and you gone on, like, don't keep you. Yeah,
just learn how to be quiet for a minute. Let
that person get their space, you get your space, and
then y'all will eventually come back together and apologize if
need being. Sometimes I'm just not apologizing because I wasn't wrong,
But he will you do at work feeling like any
(06:25):
wrong you just wasn't wrong.
Speaker 1 (06:27):
I know I wasn't wrong.
Speaker 3 (06:32):
I know I wasn't wrong. But most of the time
I ain't gonna lie. He will come and he will say, look,
I apologize. I did probably misunderstood you. We probably miscommunicated.
It be about the smallest thing. Well, while you left
and went somewhere, and you know I gotta go somewhere.
(06:53):
Well I didn't remember you saying, or he might not
have heard me or whatever. Like I'd be like, well,
why you leave it? You know you gotta keep Then
while I'm gone, he'd be like, I'm on my way back.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
He ain't no big deal. I just didn't hear you.
And it's it's done.
Speaker 2 (07:08):
You know.
Speaker 3 (07:08):
It's just being an adult and knowing when you're wrong
and apologize.
Speaker 2 (07:13):
You think that was the right time in your life
to like get married and get serio about.
Speaker 3 (07:18):
I feel like it was the right time for me
as a person. As a human career wise, maybe not,
but me as a person and just being a woman,
it was definitely the right time because I just was
in that space where it was just empty. It was
just like, Okay, I'm on TV, I'm doing this, I'm
(07:41):
doing it, but it's just like I'm just here. It's
like a blur. And then when he came around, it
kind of gave me more. It opened my eyes more
to what life going forward with past this years later
it's gonna be like. And I started being like, yeah,
I want a family, I want to you know, but
I still wanted my career and I still do. But
(08:02):
I just feel like maybe if I didn't get married
or settled down, then I'd still been running around chasing
the career. And I'm still chasing the career. So what
it really doesn't matter. You know, I still got somebody,
They got my back, the support me. Whether the career
goes to where I wanted to go or not. I
still got this person that I know gonna be with
(08:25):
me regardless is gonna be. They're gonna support me whatever
I'm going through. You know, I've been working on like
The Mint. That's me and my baby. The Mint is
two things. It's my next project and it's the show
(08:47):
I just produced executive produced on. Now there's TV. It's
called The Mint Trilogy. Can't stop it too, got to
stop it too. Look, I gotta do the book. I
had to see. That's what perspectives are, because yeah, I do.
(09:08):
They do make sense though, because I'm at a time
right now where I'm ready to put the music out.
The music is a lot around the Men. The Mint
is basically me. My name is Dying. It started off
Dying Piece, then I went to Jessica Dime, so the
(09:28):
Dimes I made in the Men in the United States.
So basically what I was saying I was I first
came up with The Men because I was doing a
project and I was like, I'm going to put out
a project that really solidifies who I am, and it
game like how I really didn't have nobody put their
fingerprints on me, how it really was made and mold
on my own. I kind of just did it on manager,
(09:49):
really just kind of winging it on my own the
whole time. So that's what I wanted it to be about.
So that's where I got the mint from for the project.
And then I kept on thinking and and I had
a conversation with this girl who she do TV and
stuff too, and she was just like, nine, peace, how
you let me? How you let me steal your dreams?
(10:11):
And I was like, what, nobody stole my dreams. I'm
just doing stuff at the pace it come to me.
But it made me think that you ain't never stealing
enohing from me. I'm who I'm the blue pers I'm
the making them all. You was looking at me and
made you want to do something with your life with
people don't know, So let's let's go there. So that's
when I came up with the show the Men. So
(10:33):
basically what I'm doing is kind of like my store.
I was in the club dancing, I started rapping flow
riding them side me for a short period of time,
told me I had to stop dancing, So I kind
of want to help girls that's kind of transitioning. They
still in the club, but they transitioning out and trying
(10:54):
to figure out what they're gonna do next. Because you
don't just want to hang up your shoes and you
don't know what's you know, and you're making money and
provide for your family and whatever in yourself. So that
was a decision I had to make. I had to
kind of step out on faith and be like, damn,
I don't know what this rep she's gonna do. I
know what I make everybody going to work.
Speaker 1 (11:14):
So how many girls is it?
Speaker 3 (11:15):
Thirteen girls in the house? We mean challenges, you know,
I'm taking them through stuff. They taking me through shit
because they are with them. I stayed in there with them.
This was the first season and it's still on now
that's TV.
Speaker 2 (11:30):
But you know, yeah, what happened with that? Because you
had went live one time?
Speaker 1 (11:37):
Some shit? Right yeah right? In Live?
Speaker 3 (11:41):
Well, I just feel like I was being drug and
I ain't the type of my reputation and all that's
all I had, you know is who I am, my reputation,
what I stand down. I ain't never been old, nobody,
no money, bringing off on nobody with no money. I
ain't never did no shit like this, So I can't
and started doing it now. So when I was recording
(12:03):
the season one of the Mint, the prize was supposed
to be ten thousand and a chain a Mint chine
of the logo some nice and cute for the girl
or whatever, and I just we never did the reunion
and I never got a chance to give the girl
her chin and her money. They ended up kind of
giving me the run around when it was time to
(12:24):
do it. And it's a certain amount of time you
wait after to like do a reunion because the viewers
are looking at it. They all online dragging me like
she done ran off with the chain and the money,
and I'm like, I don't even have the chrain and
the money. Can I run off with something I don't
even have? And eventually they gave me the chine. I've
given the winner the chain privately, and they never gave
(12:49):
me the money for the winner. So I never got
a chance to give the winner of my show the money,
even though I went to like, it's a black network.
So I'm thinking, it's a black network coming up, We're
finna get do business together. I ain't been on TV.
Now that's TV. Okay, yeah, we ain't been on TV,
and you know I haven't been on TV in a minute.
Let's do this. You know, they believed in the vision,
(13:10):
so let's let's work it. So I just felt like
if you start with me and you doing well, and
it was good you know, end with me, you know,
follow it through, you know, don't make me look like
the bed guy, Like I ain't giving these girls. They money,
they chain and I'm running out for stuff. Let's just
end this, even if we don't do another season, just still,
let's end this. Yeah, and let's give the girl.
Speaker 1 (13:32):
Let's do it right.
Speaker 3 (13:33):
Yeah, let's do it right. It's all. And I feel
like it had got so overwhelming.
Speaker 1 (13:37):
I was depressed.
Speaker 3 (13:38):
I was like not posting, I wasn't talking about it.
I was just like in just like silence because it
was just like if I say something, it's gonna be
the wrong thing. So I'm gonna get quiet. Yeah, And
I was quiet for so long?
Speaker 1 (13:53):
What so long? I like three months? Oh that's a
long time. Quiet. That's a long time. I thought you
even said like a week. Three months.
Speaker 3 (14:02):
I was even still trying to talk to them and
going up up to the office and hanging out, still
trying to see if we go. You know, I don't
want to be too push up at it, but let's
see what's going on. You know, still getting drug still
sending them the messages where I'm getting drugs, you know,
just still trying to let them help me out here,
let's get something done. However were gonna do it, And
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it just was like one ear end and after the
other until I went live, and then it was like, oh, damn,
she shouldn't have took it that far.
Speaker 1 (14:31):
We're damn.
Speaker 3 (14:32):
I've been tending in common. You treat me like the
bigture bucket. I ain't, you.
Speaker 1 (14:37):
Know, I just want to get this done.
Speaker 3 (14:39):
So it just went so far left with me going
live and stuff like that, because it was like once
I went live, it wasn't no more remorse on my end,
because I don't even go to the internet bank. I
don't go to the inding about nothing. I'm not that
type of person. I don't cloud chase, I don't go
live and I get into it with folk and I
get into it all the time. I could go live
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about my husband all the time. Y'all get piss me
off on the study. I can do this, but I
don't do ship like this. But I'm doing this out.
And then I started seeing the girl. He was telling me, like,
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you know, a lot of the girls you peak, they
weren't really meant material. Now I made up the show,
so I'm trying to figure out who picks the mint
material because I'm the creator, so I know what I'm doing,
you know. So he was just like, let's just do
another season and figure it out. But then this it
never came and it just was a whole lot of
running around. And then I started seeing a lot of
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the girls from my show doing other shows for them.
So I'm I'm like, oh, this what this is.
Speaker 2 (15:56):
Like?
Speaker 3 (15:56):
It's for them to do other things. It's the point
up to mean, but now you're gonna finish my show first?
Well they didn't. They still was doing other shows for
the network, and I just was like, you ain't gonna
make them finish my reunion and do my show first
before you send them off to do other shows. I
don't care about them doing other shows. This is what
I did for I'm happy for them, but at least
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make them do my ship first. Complete complete mind. That's
complete mind, And they could do what it was never No,
you know, I would never do this, but hey.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
What's the relationship like now with the net ror?
Speaker 2 (16:37):
I can't, hey, because that's how you feel like they
feel like.
Speaker 3 (16:41):
They said me, you know, and if if at a
certain point of time, I just feel like, you know,
I wouldn't mind going back, because that's why I started it,
you know. But now I'm at a point where I'm
just like.
Speaker 1 (16:55):
I'm gonna do this.
Speaker 3 (16:56):
Yeah, I'm the men doing I've been doing.
Speaker 1 (17:01):
It's just how it come. You gotta tell me. I've
been watching. Hey, look, let me ask you something. What
what you you go home a lot? You?
Speaker 2 (17:10):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (17:11):
You know, I got everybody there, family in Atlanta, all
my family, Memphis, everybody.
Speaker 2 (17:18):
Okay, yeah, that ship crazy now right now?
Speaker 1 (17:22):
Yeah, just the whole town, just every city right.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Every city, my city. I'm just it's heartbreaking for me,
you know, coming from where I'm coming from.
Speaker 1 (17:33):
You know.
Speaker 3 (17:34):
I know I was in Miami for a long time,
you know, when I was dancing and stuff.
Speaker 1 (17:37):
But the whole time I was there, I was Memphis.
Speaker 3 (17:40):
Like that's what people knew me for being from Memphis,
Like bigging up my Memphis people, dancing to Memphis people music,
putting my city on. I put that ship on my bank,
and it's just so sad to see where it's it now. Yeah,
you know, yeah, every Yeah, I don't know, man, niggas,
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I think, man, ain't no money circulating like that.
Speaker 1 (18:07):
Ain't no money circulating. Niggas is mad.
Speaker 3 (18:09):
If it was more money circulating people would be money.
You don't want to worship money or feel like it's
this or that, but it's one thing about it. It
makes it a whole lot easier. And when you ain't
got it, you gotta attitude.
Speaker 2 (18:27):
I have.
Speaker 3 (18:29):
And man, b b because I ain't got no money.
Speaker 1 (18:33):
Man time to pay bills. I don't. I get upset
every time like this around. I get upset here. Tell
like ship we need to just got damn, God damn.
Speaker 3 (18:46):
And still you're gonna have to pay some money. It
don't matter. That's life. You still gotta pay money. Like
life is about get money in there. And it's just
like crabs in the borough, ye people trying to get
out of people feeling people baking, and it's just that's
where it's it. And I'm just I'm hoping that I
can do some things, maybe go back and do some
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positive things in the city, you know. I want to
go back and do some nights and some clubs, like
keep it like wholesome, but like do some nights in
some clubs, get in some schools, go speak to some kids.
I want to go to the women's jail, like I
just want to go back and just like go home
and just like touch And I want to go home
and stay for probably like you know, like a month
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or two straight and just like be outside.
Speaker 1 (19:32):
Just yeah, just put some love in the city. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:35):
I don't have problems when I go. I don't have nobody,
don't play no games with me or play with me
in no type of way. But I just I want
to go back and just reach, like go to the schools,
go to some games, go to the grizzly game.
Speaker 1 (19:50):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (19:52):
I just want to go back because it's a it's
a lot going on right now.
Speaker 1 (19:55):
When we're gonna be expecting their music too much. We're
we went to the studio, give me a verse.
Speaker 2 (20:05):
I did it, you did be about it. Yeah, what
you do and you ain't put it. We ain't gonna
put your music.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
You know what, when we get it, I'm putting it
that first quarter, okay, because I will. I'm gonna actually
put out a single before the end of the year.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
You be going crazy.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
I be going crazy, But I'm not consistent enough.
Speaker 1 (20:23):
Yeah, that's what it's taking this ship.
Speaker 3 (20:25):
Yeah, And I just was having a conversation with my
husband and he just was like, listen, this man went
to the NBA. You don't get no further than that.
Like he said, he ain't get a championship, but he's
still mad about that.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
But Nigga was in there. He was in there playing may.
Speaker 3 (20:42):
Giving me some plaques. Let me get in the dog.
I want to just like experience my career full on.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
And he is weeded. He like, Ia did what I
want to do. Let's get it.
Speaker 3 (20:52):
I'm good, Like, go do what you're gonna do because
he know like I'm I'm on it. Like I just
went to Memphis not too long ago. Actually came and
Shell brought me out in her shower. I was actually
at home just kicking shit. I had went on and
did a feature for my little cousin and her her
lavish her song same day. Nigga, she's gonna be mad
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for her. So yeah, I did a feature for her,
and I'm just at home chilling. I'm not thinking nothing happening.
It came and Shell reached out and she like, are
are you in Memphis? I guess she probably heard I
was in Memphis because we were shooting a video and
she was like, can you come open up for me?
And I was like, oh yeah. She was like in
a couple hours, if you could get that, myfic small,
(21:35):
So you know, I get somewhere in thirty for thirty minutes.
So I was like, she let me get her up
and get my put me some makeup on and put
on something and I go and I ain't gonna lie bank.
They gave me a second win. Yeah, because when she
brought me out, I'm thinking it's gonna be like in
the beginning, you know, ain't nobody hollered her, which was
fine with me if it was, you know, and I
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would have did whatever I was gonna do. But she
brought me out like in the mist of her seat.
Speaker 2 (22:02):
Now that's how you do it, to put you out there.
Speaker 3 (22:06):
And I ain't had no ears or nothing. Then it
was just supposed to be me come and do my
song for Certain quick. That was the theme show us
song to the Men, and a lot of people like
their record. So she was like, just do a couple
of minutes off for Certain and you know whatever. And
I was like, okay, I'm like all right, I ain't
performed like this in a minute.
Speaker 1 (22:26):
I told you. She said it's that piece.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
The people went so crazy. I couldn't even hear where
to pick my song up a bit. It was that
it was that loud. I still get it on my path.
It was that loud, and I just was like I
told her.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
I was like, I wasn't expecting.
Speaker 3 (22:43):
She was like, they love you, Why I want you expecting?
Speaker 1 (22:46):
You were home?
Speaker 3 (22:47):
And it just made me think, is you crazy?
Speaker 1 (22:50):
Do you know?
Speaker 3 (22:51):
Do you know? Yeah?
Speaker 2 (22:52):
You gotta tell yourself. But you have to tell yourself that,
and it takes them moments. You got to reassure yourself.
Speaker 1 (23:01):
I do that.
Speaker 2 (23:01):
You air one while you that nigga man, no matter
what you went through yesterday, no matter what you're gonna
go through to day. Bro, you that nigga regardless. Look
at the shit you overcame. Look at the nigga you bro,
You that nigga bro. All the way to the call,
telling myself this ship. You gotta charge yourself up. You
gotta charge yourself up.
Speaker 3 (23:21):
I ain't gonna lie. The little Mama gave me a
little charge of it. I was like, all right, I'm
gonna go. And I've been working on finalizing the music.
The projects done, so I'm just gonna probably put a
day out soon.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
And shoot for the first quarter for that.
Speaker 2 (23:38):
Hey, I want to get your perspective on a few topics. Okay,
we're gonna start well topics with words basically accountability. You
said something about that earlier, like how you feel about accountability.
It's a major part of life. If you could take accountability,
you'll be if you got a chance to make millions,
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you're gonna make millions because accountability is what separates you
from a lot of people. That's what I feel like,
Like me now, I could take accountability for so much
stuff that I've done in the past that I feel
like has maybe slowed me down or whatever, like my
attitude or popping out quick on live.
Speaker 3 (24:17):
Maybe I could have worked Like you said, how long
did you wait? Maybe I could have waited one more
month something, You know, it's about knowing where you could
have just swim with the other white maybe indeed something
different and took it in and it's neither here nor Earth.
Speaker 2 (24:35):
Because it learns from it. At the end of the day,
we know how to play our moveds. So I be
mad at myself it made me take accountability. Or damn man,
you really shouldn't even did what you just did, or
you shouldn't have said that because you just did those emotions.
You gotta be identify like you really just did this emotion.
I don't no matter how, you gotta talk to yourself, Bro,
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people ain't this great. You have to really have a
conversation with just you do. How would you feel if
a motherfucker did that to you?
Speaker 1 (25:04):
Right right?
Speaker 2 (25:05):
And that shit gonna have you coaching. Bro, You're gonna
be more at peace because you're gonna make check yourself.
Speaker 3 (25:09):
You check yourself. You don't need nobody else to do it.
You gonna even check yourself before you do stuff. And
that might be the thing that messed you up after
getting a million dollar the year.
Speaker 2 (25:18):
Facts you check your attitude and the way you because
because no matter what, Bro, we all everybody have a
sense of entitlement.
Speaker 1 (25:27):
I don't know what it is.
Speaker 2 (25:28):
You may not be entired of cern ship a certain
ship because of you know who you are, you know
what you deserve, you know what you put in.
Speaker 1 (25:34):
You feel entitled to a deal or.
Speaker 2 (25:38):
You know what I'm saying, Yes, yes, like bro, because
how you feel another motherfucker could feel like Bro? You
know what I'm saying, But you feel like Bro, I'm
that nigga, So you'll take that and be mad at
the motherfuckerer.
Speaker 1 (25:51):
They don't see that.
Speaker 3 (25:53):
And they they're not you. So nobody's gonna see nothing
the way you see it, because that's how you gotta
just go through life knowing I'm only me, is me,
and nobody else is me. Nobody else gonna do sh
the way I do.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
Man.
Speaker 2 (26:05):
We just interviewed the nigga yesterday at the at the
one music that nigga said at the end, he said,
your vision ain't for them to see this, for you
to show them that ship, so on any for the
nigga to see it, for you to show them, show them.
This is what I'm talking about right here. Yes you
know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (26:24):
I ain't got explain it, but I'm you're gonna see
it show like I ain't gonna try my best to
tell you nothing that show you that. That just stuck
with me too.
Speaker 2 (26:38):
But guess what we're gonna we get upset when motherfucker
don't see it.
Speaker 1 (26:42):
That means I ain't going hard enough like I always
tell them.
Speaker 2 (26:45):
Motherfucker Like bro, they be like, hey, we ain't even
said brother, such something. I'm gonn gonna fuck with up.
If not, that ain't on our path. You know what
I'm saying, Like that ain't on our path?
Speaker 3 (26:57):
Who's meant for you to fuck with you?
Speaker 1 (26:59):
Don't come with you facts? Period? Uh let me see manifesting.
Oh I'm big too, Yeah, I'm big manifesting.
Speaker 3 (27:10):
I pray. I definitely pray, and I'm definitely close to God.
I definitely talk to God, and I definitely manifest. I
think about things that's so far fetched, but I've done
it so much and instant happen.
Speaker 1 (27:24):
You gotta thank you magic. See I'm keeching. Niggas think
I'm crazy. Everybody trying to think.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
I'm gonna get my own show. I ain't been on
TV years, but I'm trying to get my own show.
Got it's not like the same and it worked both ways.
Speaker 2 (27:38):
You keep thinking about your negative ship don't happen? Why
you gotta reject this ship?
Speaker 1 (27:45):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (27:45):
Yes, what did I think about that? For?
Speaker 2 (27:54):
You?
Speaker 3 (27:55):
Got to you know you have thoughts and you'd be like.
Speaker 1 (28:00):
That, don't even go with me. I ain't even what
I say.
Speaker 2 (28:02):
Uh, I like, you ain't even that type of nigga,
but that that happened to you know, what I'm saying,
ship you go to thinking about like, because all this
ship that goes on, it resonates to you. You put
yourself right in that position when you see certain ship,
and then I'll be like, and you can see yourself
in them in a situation, so I'd be like, nah,
I ain't that. You ain't even around that.
Speaker 3 (28:22):
I ain't even have that type of r to to
bring it so manifesting.
Speaker 1 (28:28):
I think that's that's one of the biggest and in.
Speaker 3 (28:31):
The power of the tongue, like not speaking stuff you
don't want to happen. I say that all the time, Like,
don't say that, don't put that in the earth, don't
claim that nigga like I'm fucked up. Nah, we know
some nigga that's fucked up.
Speaker 1 (28:43):
You ain't fucked up.
Speaker 3 (28:45):
I'm able to say yeah, period.
Speaker 1 (28:51):
Now what else? What got empathy?
Speaker 2 (29:00):
Mm hm.
Speaker 1 (29:03):
Cool? Oh? Who what I'm saying?
Speaker 2 (29:09):
How how how big you are on people having empathy
towards you or you having empathy towards others.
Speaker 1 (29:15):
I'm big. I don't have an.
Speaker 3 (29:16):
Empathy towards others. I think me being like a public
person and a public figure in a lot of situations,
I feel like I haven't had much empathy from other
people when it came to like stuff from TV and
comments and social media when it comes to stuff like that.
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But with empathy with me, I have a lot of
empathy just for people with their situations. Like like even
I was telling this girl the other day when I
got my hair done, I.
Speaker 1 (29:51):
Was like, she was like, I ain't giving that man
no money.
Speaker 3 (29:54):
I was like, well.
Speaker 1 (29:56):
Give them that for me.
Speaker 3 (29:57):
Come to the car and give me to get the
money from me and give it to I'm on your
way back cross street because she was walking me across
the street. I have empathy for people that I see
in situations that I feel like it's less fortunate, like
and I'm just gonna do what I'm gonna do. It
don't matter if I feel like they gonna do this
or that with the money. Like I don't care. I
got enough empathy whatever, Go have a damn ball with
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the money. I don't know what you're gonna do with it,
but it ain't my place to fill it out. Yeah,
I just I do have a lot of empathy, and
I think this part of my journey, you know, like
having empathy for people coming up and trying to help
people along the way and reaching bad going to Memphis,
doing stuff with other you know, just I've always had that,
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you know, Thanksgiving stuff. I'm always trying to feed people
and do things. So yeah, empathy is huge for me
in life. But I don't feel like I didn't got
a lot of empathy.
Speaker 2 (30:51):
Why you feel like you can't say that, I'm gonna
tell you why, because you could be getting it because like,
let me say this, like it's a force pushing you forward.
You know that, right, And those other people that love
you that you don't see, we only see the motherfucker.
That's hey true, that's even of them comings motherfucker tell
you all you're a beautiful diamond. I love you, I
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love you, I love you. You see that. But sometimes you
support sometimes you don't. But you you go right to
the Nigga eight and let that sit on your brain
and let they really do something instead of.
Speaker 1 (31:22):
All that love you just got on the same post.
That's true. That's so true.
Speaker 3 (31:27):
So I do get a lot of shit. I got
a lot of In the other day when I said
my seven year anniversary, we had like five thousand comments
say half anniversary, So are you right?
Speaker 1 (31:38):
Yeah, we gotta look at it. You know what I'm saying.
I have to do some ship like I store to coming,
not just laughing. I'm like.
Speaker 2 (31:45):
It be two hundred comments of five hundred comments, a
positive shit and three negative niggas, And that's what you're
gonna focus on. Yeah, you're right, fuck them, fuck them,
erase them, blocking whatever you're gonna do, and keep it pushing.
Speaker 1 (31:58):
Keep that love right now? All right? What about character?
How big on you? Let me ask you a question.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
If a nigga like just save Vincent, do you judge
people offer other people experience with them like save Vncon
If I never met you, right, and I could have
heard all fucked up ship for your Memphis or you
heard all fuck up ship for me in Atlanta? Would
you take that and stay away from me? Or what
you want to see for yourself?
Speaker 1 (32:26):
Mm hmmm?
Speaker 3 (32:26):
And certain perspectives I see for myself some situations I
ain't even gonna play. Yeah, Like it's it's really whoever
who's the person is saying it to me?
Speaker 1 (32:40):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (32:40):
You know what I'm saying, Like the person is saying
it to me. If I know this this person and
I know this person.
Speaker 2 (32:47):
Trulogy like if you tell me don't fuck with somebody,
they ain't getting vice person.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
If you know that, you know that.
Speaker 3 (32:58):
But if certain people can't mean nothing, boy, nobody like
I see for myself because I don't know what's up
with you anyway.
Speaker 1 (33:04):
It's subjected, it's up and there. Yeah yeah, yeah, I
get it depends on your.
Speaker 2 (33:09):
Hens bringing me the bomb like like well not no
personal ship, just like saying it's like bird Man, I
need to be like man bird Man.
Speaker 1 (33:18):
Folks, many would you still do being with Birdman? Yep?
Me too, because damn.
Speaker 3 (33:25):
The man I don't want to see.
Speaker 1 (33:31):
Yeah, you know what I'm saying, like I don't give
it that what happened.
Speaker 3 (33:34):
When they between me and me and him?
Speaker 2 (33:39):
Yeah, yeah, I still do because everybody got I feel
like everybody got they side of the store, like not
singing them out.
Speaker 1 (33:46):
Whatever happened to do that for example.
Speaker 2 (33:48):
Yeah, I'm just saying like it's people somewhere mad at
you that can meet me before I meet.
Speaker 3 (33:54):
You, right and be like they dying piece bitch. Don't
do perspective with her. She's gonna come up on your seat.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
Yeah, but but you wanna say and I just take
their work for face value, ship it don't even matter,
and it could be hate.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
It could be hate. Mm hmmm.
Speaker 3 (34:09):
So yeah, I agree with this. So when it comes
to like business and stuff like that, I see for myself.
Speaker 2 (34:15):
Yeah, me too, in the comfortable Yeah, unless it's just
some fucked up ass, you gotta.
Speaker 3 (34:20):
Be super like. I ain't gonna say yeah yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2 (34:26):
Yeah, you gotta be on that type, you know, finest
a couple of niggas.
Speaker 1 (34:29):
Bron myigga man to know the right way. He bro,
we're gonna work the one together.
Speaker 3 (34:49):
Yeah, I gonna be on what you really ship.
Speaker 2 (34:53):
That would always be saying like bro, a mother for
gonna only do to you what you're allowed.
Speaker 1 (34:59):
Yep.
Speaker 2 (35:00):
I remember incident, Uh they told about.
Speaker 1 (35:03):
Uh, you gotta watch us. She's gonna scam. She a scam,
she is scam artist. I'm like, scam who out of what?
Scam what?
Speaker 2 (35:15):
Like you can't stam stammer Like I'm just saying, like,
you know, like you watch them, watch what I'm not feeling.
We're not finish acount of information. Whatever play we do,
she got to bring something right right. It ain't even
that type of situation, but people people just do that
sometimes like just using that as you know, what's your
(35:35):
you believe in those astrology signs, you know what.
Speaker 3 (35:39):
I I do, I've always did.
Speaker 1 (35:42):
I'm Aquarius and.
Speaker 3 (35:45):
My husband a querious, so we kind of always do
kind of fear off into it. But I'm kind of
like getting into reading the Bible and not getting into it.
But I've actually been reading the Bible from front the back,
so I'm kind of like trying to figure out is
that even what I'm supposed to be doing anyway, No,
not reading the Bible, but listen to astrology, but that
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should be spot on it do like I almost I
was one of the people. I used to look up
my thing every day. It used to come on my phone,
and then I kind of started saying where things where
Christians would say like doing that is of the devil
and things like that. So I want to read for
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my own understanding and just kind of like figure it
out for myself if that is. But I still be like,
somebody ask me my sign, I'd be like aquery is
you know whatever? I relate to a lot of querious women,
like you know, people.
Speaker 2 (36:49):
This when they bring up Christianity or whatever or religion
period you say, you read about is it like a
lot of countrydicting stories and the or what like do
you totally understand it? Like what do you get from about?
Speaker 3 (37:03):
Well, for what I'm reading from I'm starting from the
front and going through, so I'm not nowhere you're finished.
But what I'm getting from it is it's situations in
the stories that's kind of like just kind of like
teaching lessons at the end almost if you could say
(37:27):
and you could go back and you it's like the
Bible almost. It's so it's so intriguing, like the stories
that's being told and the ages they end and how
long they live and all this stuff. I just I
(37:47):
just I read it and I still be like, Okay,
so who put this there? Like how y'all know this?
Speaker 1 (38:02):
What my own with the wife?
Speaker 3 (38:06):
And the wife did this? And it's so good. It's
like a soap o rama. Like you be reading, it's
like dang it heaven for Red?
Speaker 1 (38:15):
Whoa what she did?
Speaker 2 (38:16):
What?
Speaker 3 (38:17):
Like they cheating, they killing each other, they doing all
type of stuff in the Bible. You know, it's crazy, crazy,
crazy stories. So I'm just like I'm reading, I'm understanding,
but all of them go back to a certain purpose
and a thing. Yeah, he's teaching you with these stories.
(38:37):
You get what I'm saying. That's what.
Speaker 1 (38:41):
He said.
Speaker 2 (38:42):
A word he said, it's allegory or something whatever that
word man he sayss like it basically like I don't
know if he's if he's correct or what.
Speaker 3 (38:51):
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (38:52):
I'm trying to don't ask a question because I want
to get the dean. You know what I'm saying. But
he said, it's like they tell a story is to
get you to think in certain parts of it.
Speaker 3 (39:04):
Right now in the whole Bible? Are you doing this thinking?
Cause it's like, Okay, he went, he let his son go,
and then his son came back. He the worst one,
but you gave him all the money and celebrate him
coming back. But what was the reason? Like it's all
for a reason. It all go back and it all
(39:26):
teaches you something in the end when you go back
and really read it and really understand it.
Speaker 1 (39:32):
That's what I've been getting from it.
Speaker 3 (39:34):
Like I go back and then I read it, I
highlight stuff I don't understand. Then I go back and
try to reread it and try to put it in
my own words and try to figure it out because
I don't want to be the type of Christian that
just go listen to everything and the preacher tell me,
I want to be able to open it up and
(39:54):
read it for myself and understand what's going on. You
get what I'm saying. So that's what I've been on.
I done, buy me a nice, beautiful Bible, and I
got the tabs in there, and I got the highlighters
and the bookmarking, and I'm just getting through it. It's
so small, and it's so many words, like you just
gotta like really be on it, like, but I'm getting
(40:15):
into it.
Speaker 1 (40:15):
What you what you get from it? Them? Like what
you find peace from reading about it?
Speaker 3 (40:20):
I find peace. I find understanding. I'm putting certain things
into like perspective of how God will want me to
think of it. Yeah, you know, like not necessarily the
human way of thinking of it. Like these people was living,
they was living six hundred years and seven hundred years
(40:42):
and a thousand years and having all these kids, and
then it just comes down to the lesson of trusting God,
just saying having the faith of just saying, Okay, God
want me to go this way and do this, I'm
gonna do it, and the changed the whole tradictory of
the Bible, like we went to a whole nother man kind,
We're going to a whole nother because when you when
(41:06):
you start from the beginning the Bible, you build it
from all the people that's being created. So people are
living one hundred years, they live in, they live in,
nine hundred years, seven hundred years, they create families, they
creating a whole a bloodline that you would say. So
it's like I'm thinking, like, damn, this shit go back.
(41:27):
This spot is like wow.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
So how they so they start so they put something
in the mix to make negs start dying.
Speaker 1 (41:34):
Like how this shit work?
Speaker 3 (41:35):
Well different in the Bible. It was just like they
were living so long and then God was coming to
them telling them you gonna you're gonna live it. This
person you're gonna die at this certain time. Well I'm
gonna take them away at this certain time. But they
didn't have a son, and they son take over, and
then the son have a wife, and the son had
five kids and that kid take over from there. It's
(41:58):
just all yeah, building blocks of civilization if that's what
I'm getting from it. So I'm like Damn, this is crazy,
but it's not. It's not making anybody seem perfect. Nobody's
perfect in the Bible. Everybody's sinning. They knowing, but they
He's showing you in the Bible when they're doing this sin,
they thinking it's this way, but it's this way, but
(42:19):
I'm punishing them this way, like you got. It's just
like you just got to read it and get into
the stories of it, like he really it's like, because
you gotta work your way through. You gotta build through
civilization with him making this having all these different families
and building these different trees and having these different people
(42:41):
build these different civilizations. They might be over here on
this side of the world building up, then they over
here on this then they collide and they you to
sold your wife or you you I know one story
in the Bible. They took this man wife. The king,
he's supposed to be the one in charge, right, he
takes this man. He like, I'm a half hood for myself.
(43:03):
The God told him you better bring that man back
his wife, or I'm a your whole kingdom, finna be done,
Like I'm gonna banish your whole kingdom. Everybody can finna
die sickness. I'm finna plague it. He took that man
his wife back, so it's like lessons in it.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
Okay, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (43:19):
Like, but he did a civilization along the way, so
people and we live you know what I'm saying. So
it's like, give you all these stories and these trees
and the wives, they having more than one wife, you
know what I'm saying. They marrying people when they thirteen
and having it's weird, you know. So it's like I'm
(43:42):
just trying to understand it. But they suffer from that.
Like when they do stuff like that, it comes back
bad on them. But this Christ even came, so they
showing you in the Bible things was not all perfect.
That's why he came. Because they was out of hand.
They was killing each other. Yeah, that's why it's a
(44:05):
before Christ and after Christ in the Bible, because after
him is when we were supposed to have learned and
done better. When he came and walked the earth and
showed us differently and told us the commandments was already
done before him, So people was already not following the commandments.
So when they not following the commandments, he come he like,
(44:26):
oh boom, he come with the water and he end
in the earth. But it still wasn't enough. People still
read you know, gat back on the earth doing this,
doing it, and they still doing the wrong thing.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
So what you think? What you like? All right?
Speaker 2 (44:40):
So so basically with that being said, and that that
was dope dope breakdown.
Speaker 1 (44:46):
With that being said, do you think.
Speaker 2 (44:50):
What do you what times in the Bible that you
read so far did you think we're in now, in
this time, this day?
Speaker 1 (44:56):
Time?
Speaker 2 (44:56):
There were there were in that stuff that happens now,
like right now, the time that we're in up if
you read the Bible, if you know the Bible, or
what times do you think these are? Like time did
she get washed up? Or like time for the world
to learn or what?
Speaker 3 (45:11):
Yeah, I think we at a time where we at
a cross world where if we don't make a change
and a difference in things that I feel like he'll
come back this time, but I feel like.
Speaker 1 (45:28):
It's still a lot to be done.
Speaker 3 (45:31):
Me reading the Bible and being a Christian is no,
it's no way around him coming back.
Speaker 1 (45:36):
He coming back, So it's happening.
Speaker 3 (45:39):
We just don't know the day, minute or hour that
he's gonna do it, but he's gonna come back. And
I do see things in the Bible happening now that
what's that he said, what's gonna happen happening now? And
I try my best not to be a part of
those things, Like I see the mothers against daughters. I
recently is yeah, been cool with my mama because I'm like,
(46:02):
I don't want to be a part of it. You
know what I'm saying. I see, I see fathers against sun.
I see this, you know what I'm saying, that's in
the Bible. Then when things like this start occurring, wars
and you know, things like that, we always had wars,
but it's gonna get out of hand, you know what
I'm saying. And I feel like it's certain things that
(46:23):
are in there that I feel like I see now.
But if I was to bring it to a perspective
and say, I would say this about the Nord time,
like if we could get one more chance when he
won't come and burn us up with fire, which was
this what his next thing is?
Speaker 1 (46:41):
Come fire next time? No water?
Speaker 2 (46:44):
So me and a Christian just like the nuclear bomb.
Then if everybody go to sitting them off and.
Speaker 3 (46:50):
They already in war. You know the thing, it's all
the stuff is there. You know, I read it. So
it's like I do see those things happening, you know,
but they've been happening for a while. So we don't
know the exact time in which he gonna come back
and be like, Okay, this is it, you know, and
it's judgment that you know. So I feel like we're
(47:13):
at Anny stage. He might this is God.
Speaker 1 (47:16):
We're talking about it.
Speaker 3 (47:17):
He might say, if y'all switch this stuff around and
get it together down there, I give y'all a little
more time.
Speaker 2 (47:23):
You know.
Speaker 3 (47:23):
We never know.
Speaker 2 (47:27):
What you think about like spirituality, like just just you know,
manifest like we're saying early manifesting and just knowing there's
a higher power. But I ain't know the stories like
you know, because every religion got their own story.
Speaker 1 (47:42):
But it's saying the same things.
Speaker 2 (47:44):
Like every religion is saying the same thing, just in
a different way, different different names, you know what I'm saying.
But what I'm saying is what do you think about spirituality?
Speaker 3 (47:54):
Just like good Because I grew up my mom and
I were Catholic, I went to a Catholic school, I
was an Alto girl all this stuff, But then my
mama don't is not a real churchy person, but she's spiritual.
And then I went Baptists with my dad. So I
think spirituality. That's why I say spirituality is the main
(48:19):
thing that I have, not necessarily denomination, because i'd have
been in the Christian Church, I'd have been in the
Catholic Church, and have been in the Baptist Church, and
I still have my own personal relationship with God. I
feel like I can get down on my knees and pray,
and you do feel good when you leave a church,
and it's a good experience. But I still feel like
(48:41):
I can get this same experience if I just cut
the lights off, put everything off, and get down on
my knack and literally tap it in with God, just
on my knees though, and pray like because I remember
when my daddy was locked up and he was in jail.
He used to call me every day though, and he
always told me, don't forget to say your prayers every day.
(49:03):
So there was one thing. I say my prayers, but
I don't necessarily get down on my knees and say
like I suppose to every day.
Speaker 1 (49:11):
I have since I you know, getting older, But.
Speaker 3 (49:15):
That's for me spirituality, Like I'm gonna get down on
my knees whether it's good or bad, like hard times
those good times, I'm gonna get down on my knees
beside my bed and I'm gonna pray. I'm gonna talk
to God like I'm talking to you, Lord, you know,
showing getting on my nerves. Lord, just help me do.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
This regular conversation.
Speaker 3 (49:32):
Lord, listen, crying every morning when you get up. Please
help me. Not the holler on them like I'm literally
that's my best friend.
Speaker 1 (49:40):
You know, that's what me too, Me too.
Speaker 3 (49:45):
Like talking to in the car like Lord, Lord, Lord
is traffic. You got me though, Lord, you know, let
them people know my heart if I get there, like
you know, like just talking to God in different.
Speaker 1 (49:59):
Relations a relationship. Fact.
Speaker 3 (50:01):
This traving me not necessarily got to go to church
and do this and do that the way the preachers
say do it.
Speaker 2 (50:06):
And I agree with how you get to him, get
to him. Yeah, let me see whatever we got in
big dime in the building, it ain't even nothing.
Speaker 1 (50:18):
I won't even come home.
Speaker 2 (50:23):
Though.
Speaker 3 (50:24):
I just been you know you know what, just really
and it's crazy to state that's just really nurturing myself,
just really coming into myself as a person, Like so
I can be the best mama, Like I don't want
to be one of them streak up type mamas and
(50:45):
not open with my child, Like I want to know
myself good enough to where I can raise this little
girl in this little boy the best way I can.
You know, Like I really just like getting familiar with me,
just like I know myself. Like you really got to
get to know yourself as you get older, Like you know,
like what you want to do, what you don't want
(51:05):
to do, Like what you ain't good at, what you
have left it, you know where you can change it.
That's what I've been doing. That's what I've been doing,
just trying to figure it out.
Speaker 2 (51:17):
You know what's what's the female artists like when you
get back here, when you go and start driving, you
want to work with.
Speaker 1 (51:27):
Shit? You know what?
Speaker 3 (51:28):
I just really am in the I'm working with the
girls for my show.
Speaker 1 (51:33):
Like they raped.
Speaker 3 (51:33):
It's a few of them. They raped that and turned
songs into me. I put verses on them. They gonna
be on the project. It's like three of them. It's hard.
Like I'm talking about hard and at number one from
South Carolina. The other girl is from Atlanta, the other
girl that I like, and the third girls from Jacksonville, Florida. Yeah,
(51:57):
so she hardest fuck too. So I'm really liking them.
My little cousin Lavish, she hard. She from Memphis. She
hard set swag jazz. She from Memphis. She part of
the Savages, the group, the female rap group.
Speaker 1 (52:12):
I love him.
Speaker 3 (52:12):
I'm just all about working with who, you know, because
I've been in the game a long time and i
just feel like it's a lot of people that I've
been wanting to work with or do stuff with it.
I ain't dotting it with me. So I just want
to work with who want to work with me.
Speaker 1 (52:27):
You know what I'm saying. Facers, Well, we know druma
Boy off Top.
Speaker 3 (52:35):
Podcast and the Beats. Drummer Boy. I've been working with
uh once again. I'm like then with TP, we finna
make a hit. Me and him did some stuff double
a he hard. Me and him that did some stuff.
He done a lot of young boys stuff and stuff
(52:57):
like that. Me and him got some hard records together.
Tracks by the Pound Memphis, Gotta put Traits by the
Pound in there, and I'm actually thinking, you know what
I mean, he could have been doing some talking and conversing.
So I'm hoping me and him we got one record
that I did when one of his beasts, but I'm
hoping me and him can probably like do a whole project.
Speaker 2 (53:17):
What's the biggest obstacle just you know what I'm saying,
being a mother, daughter, wife and trying to you know
what I'm saying, have a career too.
Speaker 1 (53:27):
What's the biggest obstacle?
Speaker 3 (53:28):
I just want I just wanted everybody to be proud
of me, like husband, kids, daddy, mama, all in my name.
I just want them to be proud and know that
I'm doing it because I want them to know that
it's all about them, Like I'm not doing anything because
it's about me. Because if that was the case, I
could have been done. You know, I could have bad
(53:50):
o gracefully and been like, Okay, I'm married, I got
the kids, I'm cool. But it's still some more I
want to prove, like, I still some more I want
to do, and I just want them to be proud
of what I end up getting it to at the end.
You know, like the show was cool, you know, like
having being all over hip hop was cool, but I
don't want to really show my kids this what mama
(54:13):
be doing when she be gone, Like this is what fun,
you know, even though y'all daddy cool too, But I'm
just saying, like I want to show my little girl
that dreams do come true, like she can do whatever
she want to do. So that's what I really, that's
all I want to do is make everybody proud of me.
Speaker 1 (54:29):
No, we're proud of y'all. Just keep going. We're proud
of you.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
That's the thing. Keeping going going? Why because it ain't
been no easy role for me.
Speaker 1 (54:43):
It ain't easy. It ain't never easy for like it
had been for people. Ain't.
Speaker 2 (54:47):
Let's be serious, like not the one that stay, not
the one that that that remained. It'd be easy to
catch some little quick ship, but when a motherfucker who
got THEMN gonna be here for it take it takes time, bro,
and consistent consistency.
Speaker 1 (55:04):
That's one thing I gotta be better. And that's the
time of consistence.
Speaker 2 (55:07):
Man, Like I be thinking the same ship, like, man,
this ship bro, shit, I'd rather be doing this than that.
Speaker 3 (55:13):
Yeah, that's for sure, So I do I do. Yeah,
you're right, I was always looking be like, damn, I
got out the club, and I'm just like I got
out the clube because I ain't want to dance no more.
Like then, I was cool with hanging up to dance
and shoes to be a rapper. I was cool whether
it was gonna work out or not. I just didn't
(55:36):
want to twork no more when I ain't feel like it,
you know. So when I started start rapping, I used
to perform and kind of maybe twork a little bit,
but I never made that a thing, like because I
actually had to do that for a job. So I
was like, so when I look at it now, i'd
be like, bitches getting out it's working. If I refused
(56:01):
to twork when I got out of it and they
ain't never had to do it, it's kind of like
a slap in the face almost.
Speaker 1 (56:08):
You get what I'm saying. It's like the.
Speaker 3 (56:11):
Ship I was trying not to do it was the
way that's that's what's something. Now I'm at work, I
can work down you motherfuckers if that's the case. But
you know, I just I was like, once I'm off
this motherfucker stage, I ain't working nothing. So it's over with.
But hey, it's crazy, it's crazy. What do you say
(56:36):
to that?
Speaker 1 (56:38):
What do you say that? What I said, I don't
know what to say to you.
Speaker 3 (56:40):
Don't know to say that that.
Speaker 1 (56:42):
You have.
Speaker 2 (56:43):
But the thing about it, you have to come with
your strong points though, Yeah, you have to go with
your strong point.
Speaker 1 (56:48):
If that's like you said, you like.
Speaker 2 (56:50):
I ain't trying to, you know, say it encourage nothing
or nothing, but your strong points is your strong point.
But it's ship it way more money did wait in
that way, even though that she was a lot of
money doing getting out of the club. But right this
ship the same, like you said, this ain't because you
hard though your music hard straight up, straight up, that's
just what it is. But it is they selling something else.
(57:14):
So that is going to be a long route when
you got all that same ship able to do it.
Speaker 3 (57:21):
Had it before anybody, That's what I'm saying. One of
the ones. I won't say the one, but I would
say one of the ones. I feel like that it
was very influential.
Speaker 1 (57:32):
For sure.
Speaker 3 (57:33):
They don't necessarily get talked about all the time. You
know what it is, what it is.
Speaker 2 (57:38):
But what we said about that vision, it's happening not
put it in their fam I got nah because you
dope for sure.
Speaker 1 (57:45):
Thank you.
Speaker 3 (57:46):
I appreciate it, and I'm so proud of you and
happy everything you doing.
Speaker 2 (57:50):
Nah.
Speaker 3 (57:50):
We locked man, Yes, y'all was the first one's welcomed
me today.
Speaker 2 (57:54):
No, Yeah, this motherfucker dying crazy, but you get it.
Speaker 1 (57:59):
We all grow, Bro.
Speaker 2 (58:01):
That shit is crazy, right, and we're growing into something
that especially because it's like, just imagine how quick your
snapped back.
Speaker 1 (58:08):
In the day, Yes, and the same thing. No, that
shit gone. Like I'm my wife now, bro, I don't
even see petty shit.
Speaker 3 (58:17):
I'm a mom. I can't take a minute for me
to even get round of.
Speaker 2 (58:21):
But do you sit back sometime because I have to
do this and thank God and live in the moment
of your prayers because people don't do that. They don't
see we're so ambitious of where we want to go.
Speaker 1 (58:34):
We don't take time out to thank God that we will.
We prayed to be.
Speaker 3 (58:37):
At But I was, and you right for saying it,
because the other day I thought about it. I was
like I was in the house just I had put
some I had a little order me a little towel.
Speaker 1 (58:48):
Woman was putting the towels.
Speaker 3 (58:50):
In a woman and I was like, damn, I remember
when I ain't even know where I was gonna stay.
You know what I'm saying, Like literally leaping in my
damn car, And now I got a house and a
family and kids running around Mama. I was like, thank you, Lord,
I appreciate this real, you know what I'm saying. But
(59:12):
it comes, you know, it didn't come right away, but
I just thought about it. I was like, damn, thank
you Lord for war right now. I know I might
seem like I be praying and praying for other stuff
and you know, to go forward, but let me just
take the time and say thank you.
Speaker 1 (59:27):
And be appreciative. Yeah, be appreciative. That's when he moved you.
Let me move you some more up. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (59:33):
You know what I'm saying, Like, Okay, their gratitude gonna
get you further attitude, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (59:38):
This was just like last week sometime I just stopped
and was like, thank you Lord.
Speaker 1 (59:43):
No, you know what's next? For just done? Oh thanks bro?
Speaker 3 (59:50):
Now you know I'm just come. Like I said, I
had that conversation with my husband. He just full force
behind me. He like put the music out quick going
to the student y'all record you got a hundred some songs,
put them out. So I'm putting music out. That's what's next.
Trying to figure out what I'm gonna do with my
season two of my show. That's hard for me because
(01:00:13):
I'm trying to figure out if I just want to
just say fuck it or if I want to do
season two when I got people reaching out to me
every day want to be on the show.
Speaker 1 (01:00:21):
So I don't know.
Speaker 3 (01:00:22):
I'm trying to think if that's next. I want to
get into some acting and my cosmetic line. I want
to relaunch that if One cosmedic and just put my
all into it because I did it likes farsely and
kind of did it here or there, but I really
want to like put my foot in it and just
really try to go hard with it, you know, and
(01:00:42):
just like focus on it. So really just business woman,
being a mogul being who I am putting the music out.
Talking to my ship for sure, because they is so
not ready for what I'm about to say.
Speaker 1 (01:00:54):
Say that shit, you gotta say it.
Speaker 3 (01:00:57):
I got to.
Speaker 2 (01:00:58):
I appreciate you pulling up on me. I hate oh welcome.
I always well the red coveredies rolled out for you.
Speaker 3 (01:01:05):
Thank you. If you ever need me to come back whatever.
Speaker 2 (01:01:08):
Now when you drop, we gonna hold your account of
one twenty twenty five. We're coming back first quarter to
talk about the album when it dropped.
Speaker 3 (01:01:15):
Yes, and I'm so excited about this.
Speaker 1 (01:01:17):
N I appreciate you.
Speaker 3 (01:01:18):
I appreciate you.
Speaker 2 (01:01:20):
So the book of the week I usually do book
of the week. The book of the week is the Bible.
She brought it down for us and and uh dying
tell him, tell him whe to follow you in and stuff.
Speaker 3 (01:01:30):
You can follow me on Instagram. I am dying peace.
Same thing with my YouTube. I need everybody to run
my YouTube book, go watch my video. Independent artist. Ain't
nobody have thy fingerprists on me. I'm my own boss,
I'm my own CEO, I'm my own queen and everything
my music. So I need everybody to run me up,
run up my Spotify. I am dying piece on Instagram,
(01:01:53):
and just stay tuned because y'all know I always have
some of my sleep never.
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