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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hey guys, and welcome back to another week of geodiaries.
I am finally back home for a little bit, which
I'm super super excited about. I just spent the weekend
in Fort Lauderdale with JSX. It was such an amazing
brand trip. Everyone was so amazing and we had the
best time so JSX. If you guys don't know, it
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is a semi private airline and the travel process is
so seamless. You just get there forty five minutes before
your flight, Securities minimal, you check your bags. It was
just such a quick and easy travel. I wish I
could do that all the time, but it was so amazing.
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Got gifted lots of good ease. We stayed at the
Four Seasons in Fort Lauderdale. It was beautiful, but the
weather was kind of crappy, so that kind of put
a little damper on the weekend, but it really was
so great. We went to Evelyns and Moss, which is
two restaurants in the Four Seasons there, and we got
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massages so made up for you know, it being crappy
out and not being able to lay out. But the
influencers were great. Got to know so many people and
that's what I think the best thing about these brand
trips are because it kind of just gives you a
minute to just get to know people. You're in a
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close setting, you're really only talking to the people around you,
and it's really nice because when you're going to brand events,
things are so hectic. You're kind of just bopping around
making your rounds, trying to network, and then you leave,
you say hello to the people that you're already close with.
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But I really think brand trips help bond and connect
people and you really get to know people more. So
I loved it. Got to know a lot more influencers
on a deeper level. I usually just see them around
the events, but now I consider them my friends. So
it was definitely a lot of fun. And then on
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Sunday I did Sunday Funday and Hoboken and yeah, it
was fun. But I like hate drinking. I just I can't.
I hate drinking. I feel like crap. I hate drinking.
So yeah, it was fun, but I hate the feeling
of I hate the feeling the next day and it
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just throws off my eating. I want to eat like
the next day and just because I already feel like
so it's fine, but that's for another time, but I
am so excited. I am moving into my apartment in
November fourth, and I seriously cannot wait. I pulled the trigger.
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I bought lots of furniture last week. I'm basically just
thinking of everything that I can order so that it
feels ready when I move in. But it's crazy. I
ordered my couch and my coffee table. My mom gifted
me a kitchen table. I ordered my bedframe and my
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nightstands and my dresser, and now I'm like, okay, now
it's coming down to the nitty gritty stuff like my
shower curtain and my bath mats, and I'm just like,
holy crap. All of this stuff adds up so quickly,
and it's things that you wouldn't even think about. So
moving out is a lot. It is super expensive. It
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is just a lot at once. But I am really
really excited for it. My one friend recently just moved
to the Weehawken area and she said she feels like
a completely different person because her commute to the city
is literally life changing. She isn't tired anymore, and she
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enjoys going to work. So I am just so excited
to have that feeling where my commute is easy, and
I love the Jersey City area. I'm in like the
Newpoort Exchange Place area, so it's super super nice. I'm
like a ten minute walk from the path, a ten
minute walk from the ferry, so my options are endless
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for commuting. And I just love my area. Coffee shops
on every corner, different workout places. It just really feels
like a mini city. And I love the vibes it
gives like West Village. So I can't wait. I'm super excited.
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I I think I'm definitely gonna be sad leaving home,
and I think what's gonna upset me the most is
leaving my baby sister, Adriana. She is really upset about
my move. Obviously, she's happy for me. She can't wait.
She knows that it's gonna be better for me and
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for work, and she's so cute, she's so mature. She goes,
I'm gonna miss you a lot. But and I know
it might seem like a lot right now, because I
was complaining to her about how much everything's costing and
how it's so expensive, and enjoy being little, because when
you get older, it's just a lot and she was like,
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it's okay because you moving closer to the city is
going to be better for you, better for your career,
and you're gonna bring in more money. And I said,
Adriana preach it to the choir, like I love you.
She's just so cute. But every time I send a
moving update she since crying faces. It's because I I'm like, yes,
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I'm her older sister, but I do everything for her.
I'm like another I'm another person that she always relies on.
So and we its just Audriana that still really needs
like catering and to be driven places. So if my
mom can't do it, she asks me. I'm always the
person that she asks. I'm always there for her. I
always do whatever she needs me to do. After the move,
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I am going to be out of the house, so
she's not going to have me constantly there for her.
I hope she comes and visits me on the weekends
in Jersey City and just pops in whenever she wants.
We could do cute little city days. But yeah, I'm
I'm excited, but I you know, I'm sad to leave her.
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I love her, but I think I have come to
the conclusion that I really want to take little Bella
with me to my apartment. So I'm just a little
nervous because I just feel like she is going to
get very sad when she's left alone in the apartment.
So when she's alone for like a couple hours, I
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just hope that because she is twelve, she's getting older,
and I hope I don't like make her sad or
stressed and age her because she's going to be alone
in the apartment. Like these are things that I are
going through my brain right now. I'm like, I don't
want the move to Jersey City to kill my dog, literally,
So I'm like, is it better if she stays home
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in the chaos. And because she's always been around people,
always been around noise and people. Even when I brought
her with me my senior year of college, there was
always somebody home, always somebody at my house, so she
was never really alone, but she would be alone. I'm
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moving out by myself, so when I go to work
for a couple hours, she will be alone. I have
a furbo, so like I could talk to her and
stuff and you know, give her treats. And I've been
seeing those freeze balls on TikTok and you make a
treat and they look it for like a couple hours
and it keeps them busy. So I don't know, I'm
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gonna brainstorm all the things, but I need to give
her like astro gandha or something to like keep her calm,
or like Doggy's annex, because she just I don't want
her to amp herself up. I don't know, so that's
my struggle. But I really think I need to take
her like I don't think I can not take her.
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Nobody takes care of her like I do, and I
just want her with me, and even for the nights
where I'm lonely, at least she'll be sleeping with me
and I'll always have somebody. But how have you guys
been liking Special Forces? I don't know about you, but
I can literally watch each episode on repeat over and
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over and over again, Like I think I've watched every
single episode three times. I don't know why I think
I and it's not even because like I'm on the show,
like I am just so mesmerized by it. It is
such a great show and it's been so fun just
to watch. But after episode three, as you guys saw
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Jesse went home, and that was sad, and I really
was looking for him. I was like, wait, guys, how
are we going on this mission without Jesse? Like where
is Jesse? But I didn't realize how bad his cough was,
Like even when we were there, I really didn't pay
attention to how bad his cough was. I just didn't
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hear him coughing. So that was crazy. It's and you
don't realize. I don't think the show does it justice
of really showing how much dust we just inhale and
can consume just throughout the challenges and the fake bombs
going off and dust flying everywhere, les like it. You
really could form an infection. It's very dry in Morocco,
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so I guess it's like the desert, like I think, yeah,
it's like the desert. I don't know, it feels like
the desert or the Sahara. Oh it's the Sahara. Duh?
That was That was That was dumb. But yeah, last
week and Nick Young, I'm so happy you guys got
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to see more of Nick Young's personality on episode three
of Special Forces, because guys, like, I know when I
had Revian and I was telling you guys how Rubb
and Nick just made us laugh the entire time, But
you really got to see Nick Young's personality, and when
he said I don't want to be an army man
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no more like it was just hilarious and we laughed
about that for so long, and not even just that.
He just did so many funny things in the barracks
and just always made us laugh. And so I'm really
really happy that they highlighted on that because he really
just is so fun to be around. And Mike Girl Bray,
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she's so strong. I love that she got to kind of,
you know, tell her story on this episode. It's a
little nerve wracking when you go into those interrogation rooms
and you don't know how things are gonna play out
in the editing room, and you obviously want your story
to come out truthful and true to you. But I
really think Fox has been doing such an amazing job
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on really showcasing our stories and really showing up all
of us in such a beautiful light. So that makes
me really really happy. As you guys saw in this
past week's episode of Special Forces, Jesse went home because
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he had a really bad lung infection, and once people
started going home, because of medical reasons, like they were
medically withdrawn. I think that's when it kind of set in, like, whoa,
we can go home without even trying. Obviously, Jesse didn't
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want to go home. His time on Special Forces was
not it was not done. He had more, he had
more grit left in him. But it was honestly kind
of scary, like watching Eva go home and you were like, wow,
she almost died, Like that was really scary. So she
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obviously wasn't mentally there, like wasn't healthy for her to
continue on. And Jesse's cough really really bad, and you
kind of see the possibilities of really getting hurt. And
I wasn't even more so worried about getting hurt. It's
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like a mental thing. It's a mental battle. And I
can't wait for you guys to see this week's episode
because I fought one of my biggest fears mentally, and
you just push through or you panic, and that's that's
a big part of Special Forces. So my biggest concerns
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were either having a panic attack and quitting on myself,
or getting an infection like Jesse did, or just you know,
obviously unintentionally getting her or something happening to you that
was out of your control, and I think that's what's
so hard, Like Jesse had to leave out of his control.
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Eva had to leave out of her control, and that's
what's so frustrating, because at the end of the day,
you don't want to leave. You don't want to leave,
and the second you leave, you're regretful of it. So
you really want to stay there for yourself at the
end of the day. Once you're in it, and once
you're doing it, you want to stay. As crazy as
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it sounds, obviously there's times where you're fighting with yourself
mentally and wanting to leave because you're just like f this,
like I'm done. But and I said that every day,
cried every day, I said that every day, wanted to
leave every day. But I also was like no, like
all right, made it past day two. I can make
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it to day three. Like I just had that mentality too,
have to always push through. So yeah, it's just it's
definitely difficult, and there's definitely scary things to go going
into it that you can't control. But I think it's
more of a mental thing rather than being worried about
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physically getting hurt or things unintentionally happening to you. So
I just saw the promo today for Kylie Jenner's relaunch
of King Kylie, and I mean she's Over the years,
I've grown to love her more and more. I think
she is so gorgeous. And she really did change the
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lip game. I mean everyone talked about her lips. Everyone
thought that she got so much work done, which if
she did or she didn't, she definitely got some things done.
But I mean, you're a billionaire and she's hot, so
she could do whatever she wants. But she took people
criticizing her looks and criticizing her lips, and she always
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said how she overlined, and she turned it into an empire.
Kylie Jenner was announced as the youngest self made billionaire
by Forbes in March twenty nineteen at the age twenty one,
like insane, insane. She built an empire and she's still
building it. The promo was awesome. Do I think the
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cuffs were necessary? Maybe not? But she looked hot. I mean,
she looked so good. And obviously christ Jenner picking her
up classic iconic and she's killing it. She knows what
she's doing, so just let her rock, all right, guys,
and that was it for this week of geodiaries. I'll
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see you next week. Love you guys. Bye,