April 2, 2025 • 58 mins
Welcome the energy of regeneration this April, a month focused on renewal and surrendering to the natural flow. While Mercury and Venus remain retrograde in the initial weeks, offering opportunities to revisit and resolve old patterns, trust this period of inertia. Instead of succumbing to discouragement or self-doubt, see this as an invitation to delve deeper into your inner world. Any feelings of fear or overwhelm are signals from your soul, urging you to explore your potential for magical growth.
Embrace the teachings within challenges, invite your higher power into your situations, and remember that grace is freely given. April encourages us to connect with our intuition through prayer and meditation, setting a powerful intention each morning to align with our divine guidance.
Key Dates in April:
April 5th-8th: Period potentially primed for glitches and miscommunications
April 7th: Mercury stations direct at 26 degrees of Pisces (7:07 AM ET)
April 12th: Full Moon in Libra (8:22 PM ET)
April 12th: Venus stations direct in Pisces (9:02 PM ET)
April 16th: Mercury enters Aries
April 18th: Mars moves into Leo
April 19th: Sun moves into Taurus
April 27th: New Moon in Taurus
April 30th: Venus moves into Aries
Numerologically, the combined energy of the 4 month and 9 year creates the energy of 13, symbolizing regeneration and transformation. This is a month to take practical steps towards clear, realistic, and attainable goals. Identify two achievable goals for the next 30 days and consider how you can work towards their successful completion.
Grounding is important this month - the noise is loud and you may take on other people’s energy. Tune into your own signal by using 4-6-8 breathing cycles and moving stagnation out of your body.
April brings significant astrological shifts that will influence our energy. With the Libra Full Moon on April 12th, focus on balance and harmony. Be decisive about areas where you've been indecisive. It's a good time for closure on things no longer serving you. Invite support from your higher power for these decisions.
The month culminates with a powerful Taurus New Moon on April 27th, marking a new cycle focused on the material world, finances, and sensual pleasures, offering a chance to set sustainable intentions for the months ahead. It's about slow and steady progress and nourishing yourself. If you feel stuck, use this new moon to break free and gain clarity for sustainable action.
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Speaker 1 (00:08):
Hi, everyone, It's Amanda Rigu Green. Welcome to Soul Sessions
and welcome to April. We are in a new month
with beautifully new energy, but it may not feel like
it yet, so just trust the process and know something
beautiful is regenerating. It's a month of regeneration and we've
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been reorienting. And this, of course I sound like retrograde
station because mercury and venus are still retrograde, and they're
retrograde at the beginning of the month. So the first
in the second weeks of April are still like replaying
old stories, old stories within yourself and around you that
may feel stagnated and tremendous inertia. Trust the inertia. If
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you remember what I said the theme of March was
it was surrendered to the mystery. We're still in it.
That's surrendering to the mystery that feels elusive, out of reach.
That energy is very much still in the field. Do
not allow it to discourage you or create an abundance
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of self doubt where you fall deep into fear and
cover your head up and shrink down small and give
up any kind of overwhelming fear depression, overwhelm that you
may be experiencing in any area of your life. It
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is where your soul is saying, Hey, you've got it
in you go deeper. Can you believe? Can you truly
believe that you are capable of magical things? That you
are uniquely and divinely made. Trust that I want to
share something with you, and I'm pulling it up on
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my phone as we speak. So this is kind of
funny and I'm laughing as I say it. For years,
I have subscribed to Joel Ostein's Daily Word. The Daily
Word with Joel Ostein. It's a newsletter that I get
daily and it has a Bible scripture and then the
message after it. And I'll tell you this. Let me
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tell you the genesis of this. Joel Ostein used to
drive me nuts. Okay, shout out to Joel Ostein. I
truly respect him. I think he is incredible at what
he does. He's a brilliant orator, and he's definitely that
pastor preacher orator type. But he's wicked intelligent in the
way that he talks about God and the supernatural. And
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I tell you what he comes in the context of
his Christianity and the Bible, but he reads in the
supernatural that exists in the Old and the New Testament,
and he blows my mind. But years ago, after I
had gotten married moved to Austin, I had serious exit
in my work car and in the morning when I
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was headed, I used to have to drive a lot.
I oversaw multiple offices and locations, so some days I'd
have to drive to San Antonio, some days to Temple, Texas,
or Austin or New Bronfles wherever I was going. So
I'd be in the car, and of course i'd have
work calls and everything, but I would allot twenty five
minutes and I would turn it onto Joel ostein radio
and I would listen to one of his sermons and
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it would literally like he would build me up. I
would listen to the message and he always started out
with a joke that cracked me up. And they're cheesy jokes,
but they would make me laugh because this laughter that
I felt he inspired the heck out of me. And
he was so clever and creative. He is so clever
and creative. But anyway, I started subscribing to his Daily Word.
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I don't know, like a decade ago, and I get
it every day, and I read it every morning because
it's poignant. And let me read today's to you, because
I feel like it hits the nail on the head
not only for April, but these first couple of weeks
of the month. And I hope it resonates with you,
so bear with me. The scripture for today is for
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you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance
has a chance to grow. And that is from James
Chapter one, verse three. And here's the message, develop your character, Amanda.
Too often we put conditions on God and on our prayers. God,
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I will be happy if my boss moves to the
backside of Mars. When you get him out of my life,
I'll have a good attitude. Have you ever thought that
God is just using that person to grow you up,
to develop your character, to teach you to love those
who are not so lovable. Instead of saying, God, get
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me out of this situation, I'm asking you to pray, God,
come into this situation, help me to have a good attitude,
Help me to do the right thing when the wrong
thing is happening. It's very powerful when you can say God,
if this person or situation never changes, Thank you that
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you've given me the strength to overcome, the power to
be happy in the midst of my difficulties. I'm not
going to let this person, this sickness, this injustice take
my joy. Now you're growing and coming up higher. Sometimes
God is waiting for you to pass the test. Then
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he's going to bring you out. And I love that
for us. I love that facing the fear, the challenge,
the problem, the situation, the toxic relationship, the insecurity, the
poor health condition, and saying, God, help me with this, God,
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what is this teaching me? God? Let me invite you in.
And I have shared this story before and I'm going
to share it again because it feels poignant and rich
and true. And it was a game changer in my
life about ten years ago. And I'll tell you when
it was. It was twenty thirteen, so more than ten
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years ago. Man, that's a long time. Twenty thirteen, after
I had gotten sober and I went back to work.
It was a series of radical alchemical transformation, surrender, fear, beauty, suffering, pain,
and it was this new life being born and something
new was born inside of me. When I went back
to work after being in a treatment facility, I was
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living in a halfway house, in a sober women's house.
I had all sorts of consequences as the results of
my actions. But I went back to work and I
was so fortunate to have the job that I did,
and they accepted me back and they put me They
changed up my reporting structure and they had me reporting
to the woman that had quote unquote been my arch nemesis.
And she was not my arch nemesis. I'm just defining
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her that way because those were the eyes in which
I saw her when I was in my active alcoholism
and addiction and in such pain and suffering. I was
drinking at I was angry at the world, and there
was suffering in victimhood and rage, and she was one
of those people that demonstrated to me that well, if
you know, if you would just do this right, like
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all of that pain in me. Well, when I got
back to work, they said, well, we're changing this and
you're going to be reporting to her. And I remember
when I got back and they shared that with me,
I said, okay, I mean I was in this place
of acceptance. I was just so happy to be back
at work and start to make a living amends for
my behavior, and that I had a place to go
and to show up to work and to do my
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job and to do it to the best of my
ability with a changed and joyful and accepting heart. So
I said, okay, like I got it, I'm going to
make lemonade out of lemons. And I did. And I
was fearful and insecure, but I showed up and kept
showing up and praying and accepting guidance and doing what
I was doing in my program. So I had all
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of these parameters, so to speak. And this is going
to relate to the numerology this month, the parameters, because
we're in a four month in a nine year, so
I'm going to bring all this back to the astrology
and the numerology and the energy. But anyway, it came
time for my annual review, and she was going to
be in charge of that review. And I tell you what,
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I remember thinking, oh my gosh, this woman's going to
run me into the ground. Even in my alcoholism and addiction,
I still seem to get good reviews. I was a
functioning alcoholic until I wasn't right, and performed well at work,
did well at my job even though I was broken
and suffering. And I know you all can relate to
that out there when we show up and show out
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in the world. But on the inside, within ourselves, we
are broken and hurting and suffer, but we put a
smile on our face and we tapped dance for the world.
That was a huge part of my identity and story.
I had lived in extremes. I had lived a double life.
On the outside, I was performing and showing up and
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doing the best from my heart and my talents, and
on the inside, I was broken and suffering and I couldn't.
The center wouldn't hold. I couldn't. And then when it broke,
it broke, and it broke painfully and publicly, and it
was the best brokenness, the best gift I could have
ever had. But anyway, the reviews coming up, and I
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remember I called the woman that was really supporting me
through my journey, and it was the day of that review,
and I was sitting in my office and I said,
I've got my review today, and I was like, she's
just gonna hammer me. And I was like, what if
she gives me a terrible review and then they have
cause to fire me? And you know, and she says,
have you been doing your job? Have you been showing
up well? And I said, oh, my gosh, better than ever.
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I'm here at seven point thirty in the morning with
a clear and an open heart. I love the people
I work with. We've made a lot of changes. Like
it's all going well. I'm doing a good job. I'm happy,
people are happy around me. You know, I'm getting along
with her to the best of my ability, even though
sometimes we clash in personality and she does not like me.
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You know, she's gonna rip me a new one. I mean,
I was so scared. And this woman said to me, Amanda,
can you do me a favor? And I said, yes,
anything for you, Because anything this woman suggested to me,
I really took it to heart. And I took it
to heart because I was a little bit afraid of
her because I really really trusted and believed in her.
And also I was learning to trust and believe in myself.
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And she says, well, do you have a higher power?
And I said, of course. She says, has evidence shown
you in the last six or eight months. Then when
you put your faith and trust in God, and when
you ask for God's help, your higher powers help, that
God shows up and I said yes, and she said,
you know, tell me some things. And so we went
through some circumstances. I gave her some evidence and she says,
what makes you think this is any different? Going into
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this is just a test. But are you going to
invite it God into this situation? Or are you going
to do it through your own self will and your
own determination and your own fear. And I said, I'm
going to invite God in. She said, then do just that.
And she said very simply to me, when you go
or where are you doing your review? And I said
in her office? She says, does she have two chairs
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in front of her desk? I said, she sure does.
She says, well, when you PLoP yourself down in that chair,
in that other chair next to you, you invite God,
you invite your higher power. Can you do that to
sit down with you and be in that review, be
in that meeting? I said I can do that. And
just in that suggestion of hey, you're going into this
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and you are equipped with divine forces, do you accept
then when you go in there and you go in
with your higher power and that faith that whatever happens,
you are going to be okay. It is God's will,
not your will. You're just showing up and you are
being true to yourself, and whatever unfolds as a result
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of that, you've got the forces of the divine. I said,
I can do that. I feel it, I believe it.
And you all know how the story ends. It ends
with miracles, and more than anything, it ended with grace,
like grace, pure grace. Right I walk into the review,
I sat down, you know, and as we started to
go through things and talk, this woman gave me grace.
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She talked about my recovery journey and how amazed she
was by me and how strong I had been, and
how astounded she was at how bold and honest that
I went and got help, that I went to treatment,
and that I had come back and I was getting
my life in order. She talked about how much she
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respected me. She praised me for the things that I
had done well in our department. She gave me constructive
feedback in a couple of areas where maybe I could
do things a little differently or work better. But overall
the review was great, like it was good. But it
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wasn't about the review. It was that this woman was
kind to me and she was honest with me, and
it was a game changer because I not only walked
out of there feeling more secure and comfortable in my
own skin and surrounded by the divine, it felt miraculous
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and that grace flooded through me, that gift that I
didn't deserve. Grace is a gift we don't deserve that
is freely given. And after that, my heart changed around her.
It wasn't about the review. It was about my fear
of her, my old prejudice against her, my own delusions,
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my own anger, my own pain that I had projected
on to her, and it forever changed my heart and
I respect her to this day. I appreciate her to
this day. We didn't become best buds, but we became
closer as a result, And I have many stories like that.
But this is a month. April of twenty twenty five
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is a month to invite God in, not shut God out.
Invite your soul, your higher self in, your guides, your angels,
and invite your higher power in every day. This is
the kind of month where I would encourage you to
in the morning, right when you wake up, do your
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prayer and meditation and invite God in and the simplest
way for that is, thy will, not mine, be done today. Hey,
higher Power, Hey Soul, come into my life today, You
guide and direct the show, and I will have the
power to carry out that will. I will have the
power to carry out those divine actions and know that
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I am safe, secure, and divinely directed. This is a
day at a time kind of month. So let's hop
into the numerology. We are in a nine universal year
in a four month. And if you all know me,
you know I love the nine to four combination. And
what I love about it is it's ordered, organized and directed.
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It's kind of like a getter done month. The four
is about quality oriented action. It's about setting clear goals
and taking steps each and every day towards those goals.
Not about overachieving and overwhelm. It's more about setting clear,
realistic goals that are attainable and doing practical things within
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your daily framework to add value or to pursue those
goals and to feel the sense of satisfaction that comes
through simple action, step by step. That's the energy of
the four, and with the nine it takes it up
in octave because the nine says is this goal, is
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this aim in your highest integrity. And I'm not suggesting
you set unattainable, unreachable, wild idealistic goals because the energy,
the astrology and the energy will trick you into that.
Because mercury and venus at the start of the month
are still retrograde and both of them are in Pisces.
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So we've got this pisc and energy that has that creative,
dreamy divine, a little bit elusive, confusing, disorienting energy that
can fake us out a little bit and be impractical.
We want to use that energy, but we want don't
want to delude ourselves. So clear goals this month. This
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is a one full month to set the kind of
intention or goal around Okay, over the course of the
next thirty days, I'd like to accomplish this and this
maybe two things that are attainable, not unattainable goals. So
whether it's around cleaning out your garage, or it is
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starting a new health routine, and not an unattainable one
and an overly idealistic one or unrealistic one, but setting
a couple of attainable goals, like finishing up a project
maybe that you have been really exhausted with for goodness, sakes,
it's tax month, hello, like get your tax I'm going
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to get my taxes done by the fifteenth or whatever
tax day is. I don't know. I just am wrapping
up my taxes as we speak, and that is like
sing a joyful noise. But it may be taxes, and
the four is a number of finances, It's a number
of balancing your budget. So maybe a goal is I'm
going to really balance my checkbook. And maybe I'm going
to clean up some of those extemporaneous subscriptions that I have.
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We all know that we have all those subscriptions to
things these days that just really like I'm not using
I'm not watching anything on XYZ network. I'm going to
cancel that for the next three months or indefinitely until
there's a show I want to watch. Maybe it's little
things like that. Just I'm going to go through my
subscriptions and I'm going to eliminate a couple that are
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not adding value or not necessary in my day to
day things that feel superfluous. So set a couple of
goals for yourself that are practical and attainable that you
can sit down and do or work towards over the
course of this month, and the energy of the nine
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is about eliminating waste and it's surrendering to the process.
And together this combo is pretty magnificent and it it's
very productive. I find it productive in day to day
task and I hope that you all can right now
just hit pause and jot down those two goals. Do
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it now? Hit pause if you're driving, you know, like
be careful or whatever. If you're operating a crane while
you're listening to this, hopefully you're not, or you know,
doing heart surgery. Hopefully you're not. I'm teasing about that.
But stop pause and say, what are my two goals
this month? And they should be quick and easy things
that come to you. I want to accomplish this. I've
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been putting this off and like I said, it could
also be finishing up a project, closing something out. And
then in each day, how can you work towards attaining
those And I will tell you something funny. I bet
you anything one of those goals you knock out in
the next week or so, Like you know what, it's like.
You set those goals in Boom, you did it, and
let that be enough. Don't set five more goals that
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is the energy of the four in its shadow. It's like, well,
accomplish these goals, let me set ten. So be mindful
of the satisfaction and fulfillment that comes with successful and
quality oriented completion of something that is the energy. And also,
remember what I said at the beginning, Invite God into
the successful completion of those goals and give those results
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to the divine to God, surrender the results to your
higher power. Regeneration and surrendering the results to your higher
power are the biggest themes of April. As you all know, astrologically,
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Neptune has moved into Ares and I tell you what.
It moved into Aries on Sunday, March thirtieth, and I
felt it. And I tell you what. Maybe it's a
little psychosmatic, it's very psycho spiritual for me, but I
could feel the nuance of the energy shift. As the
day carried on, I felt a passion and a fire
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and a spark come through. And then I felt a
total confusion as how to and when to execute it.
So it started to feel anxiety ridden and overwhelmed, while
at the same time there was something new being born.
And that's what the kind of slow burn of that
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aris energy may feel like the sun is in aries
right now, we've got Neptune joining it, but both mercury
and Venus are back in pisces. So we are still
feeling a stagnation, an inertia where we don't have the data,
we don't have the clarity, we don't have the facts.
Ride that wave out. Continue to jot down your insights,
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your ideas. I have a whole list on my notepad
of ideas that have come through throughout these retrogrades, and
instead of executing them, I have been caught cotemplating them.
I have been praying about them. Hey, God, I'm inviting
you into these seeds of germination. These ideas show me
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clearly and definitively if this is the path forward and
whom I need to ask for help in order to
accomplish this or carry this out when it needs to
be done. I've been asking for the good, orderly direction
that acronym for God around these ideas and insights coming
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through that I'm a little uncertain of and maybe sometimes
a lot uncertain of the forward momentum, and if I
take action around them, that energy will come. One more
thing I would like to share about the numerology, we
are in a four month in April, but it's the
energy of the thirteen. If you add the nine universal
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year to four, the fourth month of the year April
nine plus four is thirteen. Thirteen gets a bad wrap.
Thirteen is actually kind of an a maze number, and
I'm going to break it down for a hot minute here.
The energy of the thirteen is about regeneration, death and rebirth.
And if you look at the major arcana in the tarot,
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do you know what the thirteenth card is. It's the
death card, and it gets a bad rap because we
think about literal death, physical death. The death card literally
signifies change, moving from one form of being to another.
That's the message on the death card in the tarot
that you are moving from one state of being to another.
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What does that sound like? We are moving from one
level of consciousness into another. We are moving out of
this three D energy and reality into a five D
existence and moving more fully into five D has a
different set of rules and ways to look at engage
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with things than the three D linear world does, and
so we're still walking between those worlds. And of course,
the energy of the thirteen is made up of the
one and the three. The one is very aries, it's bold,
it's me myself and I What do I do? How
do I take action? And the three is about creativity
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and joy? And what did I just read in that
message from joel ostein? How can I bring in more joy?
How can I invite my higher power? In? So that
one and that three, the thirteen says we are changing.
We are metamorphosizing and moving from one state of being,
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one stage of life into another. So of course it's
going to feel like change. It's going to feel uncomfortable,
it may feel unsettling. Let it be surrender to that mystery.
But remember to be grounded in the four one plus
three equals four of what is the next indicated action?
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What is wise action? What can I do next that
feels aligned, that feels enough okay? And trusting the process.
Grounding is very important this month because we have such
high frequencies coming in and I'll share this with you.
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So I'm recording this on May thirty first. It'll come
out on April second. March thirty first, I said, may
Lord have mercy. I jumped into the future. Okay, we're
not even gonna I won't even have them cut that
out because it's like, I'm just laughing because mercury is retrograde.
Of course, I said May thirty first. I'm recording this
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on March thirty first, and last night yesterday was when
Neptune shifted into aries and I was in it. I
was with a group of people last night, and I
tell you what, the spirits were loud, like. I was
in a room full of people. And I've been doing
what I do for a long time, so I am
very aware of my aura, my energy field, and energetic boundaries,
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especially when I'm out in the world. I've shared this
with you all before, but when my antenna and my
light came on, I could be in the grocery store
on an airplane and spirits were just bombarding me, and
it was like I had to say something. I had
to share. That doesn't happen to me that often anymore,
because my boundaries are clear. I am available for that
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when I am channeling, when I'm doing what I do
and working with clients. But when I am out in
the world, I want to be clear and present and
grounded in my energy and not absorbing everything from everyone
else or hearing all of this chatter. Well, last night,
the spirits were loud, and I was like, what in
the world. I was sitting in a room full of people,
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and I mean there were spirits everywhere, people talking. I
could hear the voices inside people's heads, and I was
not interest in what was going on in the least
with anybody. I was just trying to like find my
own sinner and it was very disoriented. I mean, I
felt really out of body. I could not ground into
my heart and I kept just breathing. I kept coming
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back to my breath, and as I was sitting in there,
I was doing that rhythm of for a four second inhale,
hold for second exhale, six second inhale, six second exhale,
eight second inhale, eight second exhale. And I did that
for a few cycles, and I came back into my
ciner and I could still hear the voices, but I
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felt more centered and grounded. So what I'm sharing with you,
and the reason that I think it's pertinent and relevant
for me to state this, the noise is loud, whether
you are sensitive to the voices in and around you
and attuned to that, it's wherever you are on the
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spectrum of your intuition and your psychic extrasensory abilities. The
voices are loud, the volume has turned up a notch
or two. So grounding and being in your own center
is imperative in order for you to be able to
take clear action, or else you may feel rushes of anxiety,
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bouts of massive depression, like really like bottoming out in
self doubt. Look for those extremes like if you are
driving and then all of a sudden a panic attack
hits you, or anxiety floods through your body. That's when
you invite God in right, just like Joel was suggesting,
That's when you say, WHOA, the volumes turned up and
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I feel it, okay, let me breathe. I'm driving, I'm
okay right now, my seat belt is on, I know
where I'm going, I know the directions. I know how
to stop when the light is red. You know. Breathe
and get clear and present and invite your spirit in,
invite your center. Get it like breathe from your heart.
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When I breathe, a lot of times, I am very
focused on my chest, my heart, my lungs, and my heart.
I'm also focused on my posture, meaning rolling my shoulders back,
chin is up, so there is space for my lungs
to fill with air, and that centers me quicker. It
also signifies I am bringing conscious awareness into the electromagnetic
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frequencies of my heart. Do that the more cognizant you
are of that fifth dimensional space, because you're gonna feel
electricity coming through it. You're gonna feel the energies of
other people. And what can happen, especially venus and mercury,
both retrograde, is we can get diluted by other people's stuff,
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and we're getting all these mixed frequencies and signals coming in.
It's like having fifteen channels on the radio playing simultaneously.
Who can decipher that? Not me? You got to single
out the signal and finding the signal is your own signal,
your own truth, your own discernment, and be able to
center into that. And you may have to do that
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multiple times a day, but pay attention, come back to
your center, and if it shows up for you in
the form of depression and really just flat out fear
that shows up in inertia, exhale that energy out, shake
it off, move your body, move that debilitating stagnation, even
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if it is just shaken your palms or shaken your
shaken your moneymaker, whatever it is. Literally, I tell you
what that helps. Take a shower, rinse it off, do
something physical. If it is showing up in the form
of debilitating, crippling depression where it just feels black and foggy,
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shake it out, move it off. You don't have to
go run a marathon. Just move your body and signal
that you're moving the inertia, the stagnation, the heaviness out
of your body. And again, focus on your heart. And
a good place is just a massage your sternum. Massage
the sternum, activate that part of your nervous system that
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will just create a resonance and a synchronicity there. And breathe,
roll your shoulders back, lift your chin up. Those literal
actions in your physical body signal a chain reaction chemically
to your brain, and it interconnects the heart and the
brain and the body, and you'll send a message out
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in your frequency field that you are fortifying and tuning
your radio dial to your unique frequency. That will be helpful.
All right, let's talk a little bit astrology, and let's
go through some dates. April seventh is when Mercury Stations
Direct Hip Hip, hooray. One thing I will remind you
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all is probably the fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth ish as
Mercury Stations reorients and is moving direct, that's when we
are primed for glitch's miscommunications, it issues, scheduling, mishaps, any
kind of funky business. That's when it happens. So pack
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your patients, you know, add a little bit of extra
time in headed to a meeting or an appointment that
you have. If somebody cancels, be flexible and reschedule. If
you need to cancel, be accountable to that. Pick up
the phone, send a text or an email, whatever you
need to do, be accountable to it and cancel if
something is too much on your plate or something comes
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out of the blue, and see if you can eliminate
the guilt or the worry or the perfectionism of I'm
not enough, I'm not doing enough and fast enough. Because
with Mercury stationing Direct and its station direct at twenty
six degrees of pisces, first thing in the morning on
the seventh, seven O seven am on the seventh, seven
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O seven am Eastern time, so obviously six o seven
Central time, and then you do the math wherever your
time zone is. But it's first thing in the morning.
So I tell you what first thing in the morning
on the seventh boom, I would set an intention or
two of clarity. Because Mercury in Pisces, while it can
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be foggy and delusional, it is wickedly creative and it
is connecting the conscious mind to the collective and the
unconscious mind. So I would get up in journal that morning.
I would I would get up maybe and meditate whatever
you can do to just clear your mind and connect
with something higher and set an intention that feels aligned
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for you and maybe based in these last three or
so week while Mercury has been retrograde, what has shifted
and changed within you? What have you been rethinking in
your life? What have you really been focused on that's
been creating frustration and fear? This is a good good
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time to set the intention that you will receive divine
help and you will have clear thoughts and communication moving forward.
As Mercury moves direct on April twelfth, it's a big
old day. We've got a full moon in Libra and
Venus stations direct in Pisces hip. Hooray, So you see
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why I said the first couple of weeks of April
we go until the seventh, and then Mercury will station,
and then we've got Venus stationing on the twelfth, on
the full moon in Libra. So we've still got this
revision period happening where things are foggy and we don't
quite have all the facts. Mercury retrograde, and with Venus
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it's about reevaluation our values. What have we been reevaluating
in our lives and within ourselves. Now we will have
the thoughts, the communication around it, and we will have
that inside valuable job to take tangible action because Venus
is about tangibility in the material world, money, finances, resources, relationships.
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If you've had relationship stuff going on wherever this has manifested,
think back, review, reflect, and as Venus Stations Direct, know
that that reorientation period is now coming to a close
where there will feel like and there will be forward momentum.
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So the full moon in Libra is at twenty three
degrees of Libra at eight twenty two pm Eastern Time
on April twelfth, and Venus Stations Direct not even an
hour later, at nine o two pm on the twelfth,
so Venus rules Libra and even though Venus is and Pisces,
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this is adding beauty and positive energy flow into this
full moon. Libra full moons are of course about balance
and harmony, and with the sun opposite the moon in
arees aries, ask us what do I need to do
in order to create greater balance and harmony in my life?
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The Libra full moon. A Libra full moon in general
is about decisiveness because Libra can teeter. It loves to
look at both sides of things, because it seeks fairness.
It wants to look at all perspectives before making a decision.
And this full moon says be decisive anything in your life.
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And I would encourage you during this full moon to
recognis where you have been indecisive over the past month
or so with venus retrograde and mercury retrograde, and not
as a negative thing, as you've been being reoriented. Now
is the time to begin to take direct action and
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look at where you've been indecisive to point you in
the direction of decisiveness and taking healthy action. It's a
really great full moon for closure around any kind of
projects that no longer serve your highest good that you're
over and done with that need to be finished up.
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Unhealthy relationships. It's a really good moon for closure around
things or making a decision or becoming willing. So if
you're not at the point of closure on something or
something unhealthy a relationship, it can be a business partnership,
something that you're under contractual agreement with. It can be
a romantic relationship, something going on with one of your children.
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This isn't about shutting out or cutting out. It's about
making a decision to change and making a decision to
change within your behavior's attitudes and actions. And you may
not be able to take action or have a conversation
about it. You may not be ready for that yet.
But where can you become willing? And also hello, we're
going to go back to the theme, where can you
invite God and to support you in the action around
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that and the decisiveness making a decision. I know for me,
once I make a decision that I've been fumbling around
and has been creating stress, it's like boom. Not only
is there freedom in that all of a sudden, possibilities
become unlimited because I made a firm decision internally from
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the inside out, and then it's about when the divine
or right timing is to take action around that decision
and that feels good, like there's something about that that
feels whole and true. It's also a really good full
moon for forgiveness if there is an area in which
you need to clean up your side of the street.
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And remember the energy of the four is about house cleaning,
house cleaning of the head and the heart, literally cleaning
up some things, reorganizing some things on your desk and
your life and your house. But this is a good
moon for cleaning up your side of the street. If
there's an amends you need to make, or if you
need to forgive yourself, this is a really great moon
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for that. And it may just be writing a letter
that you never send. It may be getting everything out
on paper and burning that paper. It is a good moon.
It's a good moon to burn something, by the way,
because the sun is in aries and the moon and
Libra air and fire, it's a great moon for fire rituals,
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fire energy. So lighting a candle, lighting your incense, burning
some sage, clearing energy. I would totally burn some sage
and incense and clear your energy. I would sage the
heck out of yourself during this moon. I'm gonna do
it because we've had all of this retrograde energy and
clearing of the old. There's a changing of the guard
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that is happening. We are entering a new epoch, a
new era. It is I can feel it, see it,
and it is still I am still translating that language
within myself and soul to be able to communicate that.
And I've just taken on the attitude that it's exciting,
it's adventurous, rather than it's confusing and uncertain. So this
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is a really good moon to clear, save your house,
saved yourself, clear that energy, open up some windows and
let it out so you feel that the energy around
you is purified. There's a purity in it and beautiful Libra.
Full moons are about beauty, in anything that brings you
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beauty in your life. Do it like this is are
and especially with Venus moving direct, it's time to get
your hair redone, it's time to get your nails done
or whatever beauty procedure you want to have green light
all the way with Venus Direct and this full moon,
after this schedule that whatever the massage, whatever you want,
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not that you couldn't have done it before, but typically
rule a thumb during venus retrogrades, don't get a major surgery,
or at least a cosmetic one. But anyway, it is
a good moon for beauty. So create something beautiful in
your life, and whether it's going to a play or
the movie or a museum and looking at art or
getting outside and seeing the electric colors of spring. I'm
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wearing a green sweatshirt today because there is electric green
in Texas right now. We had massive rain this weekend
and all of a sudden, the blue bonnets are out,
and when I am driving it is like lime green,
neo on green, all these hues of green, and the
sky has been really dark. It is one of my
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favorite things. When the sky is gray and dark and
the grass and the trees are electric green. There's something
otherworldly in that to me, and and that's beauty and
seeing that and feeling that within my body. That's what
we are regenerating. It's spring. Bring on the spring within,
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allow your spirit to spring back up. Because we have
been in a phase of behind the scenes work. Okay,
moving on, so with Venus Stations Direct at nine o
two pm on the twelfth, You're gonna feel the forward
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momentum and what I have to say next. I'm smiling
because I'm like, bring it, bring it, bring it. On
the sixteenth, Mercury will enter Aries, so it's out of
Pisces and it's in aries. The sun is in aries
and we will have Mercury in aries, Neptune is in aries.
There is a lot of initiator energy here. You will
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be thinking more clearly. You will feel more bold in
your thoughts. Watch out for overreaction and aggression because it
can come. But really feel yourself, feel your boldness, feel
that vitality coming back to life within you. On the eighteenth,
Mars moves into Leo. Mars has freaking been in cancer
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since January the sixth, and look, Mars does not like cancer.
For all you cancer, sun moons are rising. I'm a
cancer rising by the way, sun moons and rising. Where
you have had Mars work in your chart, it and
whatever your other astrology is, it may have been working
and doing some aspects, depending on what your astrology is.
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If you've got a lot of Capricorn energy, there's been
some opposition most likely there, but Mars is not comfortable
in cancer. Cancer is behind the scenes, wise, introspective, watery, intuitive,
and Mars is out there in the open, moving and
shaking and fighting and showing up and showing out. So
in cancer it's been uncomfortable. It has been reprogramming and
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rewiring our subconscious and especially our fears. And I tell you,
the biggest thing that I have felt and seen within
myself and others is passive aggressive behaviors. That's probably the
biggest red flag to me and what I see with
Mars in cancer passive aggressiveness where other people are passive
aggressive or I am passive aggressive, meaning really not putting
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our money where our mouth is or speaking our truth,
and you know, having fights and discussions within our own
head and mind versus having that discussion with someone else
or gleaning the facts content prior to investigation, Mars has
done a number with and on us internally. And once
it shifts into LEO, and it will be traveling for
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the first six degrees through its its post shadow, which
is where it was when it began retrograding at six
degrees of LEO back in December of twenty twenty four,
December sixth, to be exact. And I don't even have
to look at my paper on this. I know these
dates in my head because Mars retrograde is its intense
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and moving through cancer felt like more Mars retrograde. And
then with having mercury and venus, y'all we've been through
a lot. I mean, I feel it. I know you.
I know you all over there are like, ah, preach,
preach like it's what I feel for all of us.
And I know in the conversations I have, we're all
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We're like, who We're ready for this. Once Mars moves
into LEO, it's like we're gonna be feeling ourselves again.
LEO is about creative ex expression and the joyful expression
of each day being seen, demonstrating our light, our hearts,
our generosity, and being comfortable out in the world reflected
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like the world within being reflected externally. Allow yourself to
be seen, show up, show up holy as you this
momentum will feel really good. Take healthy action, but be creative,
be fun, be playful, be spontaneous. Prioritize your play and
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that can be as simple in a tough day of
prioritizing a perspective of expectancy versus expectation optimism and really
allowing that to be demonstrated in your actions and through
your relationships and out in the world. And with Mars
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and Leo, there's kind of a like, I just want
to seek pleasure in life, the romance of life, having fun,
do fun things, because fun things add a tremendous amount
of quality to our very serious, intense life circumstances and nature.
And we need that creative outlet to be able to
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come up and articulate and follow through with the divine solutions,
the genius, the wisdom that comes through that creativity is
going to give us the momentum and the passion. And
one thing that's coming through is feeling inspired and enthusiastic,
feeling a rejuvenation of inspiration and enthusiasm within yourself and
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your life. And however that is showing up for you,
look for that. Start looking for joy, looking for inspiration
and enthusiasm in life, and how you dole that out,
how you encourage and inspire and motivate others, and when
you feel inspired yourself, who inspires you. On the twenty seventh,
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we have a new moon in Tarus at seven degrees
of Tarus, and that's at three point thirty one PM.
Eastern time. This new moon in Tarus closes out a
clipse season, so officially, as we shift, we're closing it
out through the Libra full moon, but it's kind of
still got a residue, a trickle of energy there it. Officially,
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we're starting a new cycle with the Tarus new moon
and Tarus new moons. It's an Earth new moon. It
goes very well with the numerology this month. The energy
of the four Tarus is about the material world money
sound like the energy of the four right money finances.
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It's also about sensual pleasures, our material world, material things.
This is an exceptional full moon to take some clear
action that you want to be sustainable. This new moon
is about setting a new precedent in what you are
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grounding in and what is sustainable and what's interesting about
this And I want you all to think about this.
The dates and the time frame as Mercury stations direct
on the seventh, then we have the full moon and
Libra and Venus station direct on the twelfth. Between the
thirteenth and this new moon the twenty seventh, things should
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be codifying, clarifying. You should have insight, you should have action.
You're ready to take the momentum, the inspiration should be rebuilding,
so you're going to have more clarify data within yourself
and your direction forward. This is a really good new
moon to decide what you want to do, what is
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sustainable for you, and what action you're going to take
in the six months eight months ahead to fulfill that
to move forward. And it's not that there's not forward
momentum before, but this new moon to me almost feels
like a brand new year. I'm not joking. Like when
I was doing the energy and I looked back over
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the Numerology and Astrology guidebook and I was like getting
into the energies and thinking about things. I'm like, this
is like January first energy, what January first energy should
feel like. That's what this new moon feels like. And
Taris energy is slow and steady, wins the race. It's
about the long game. So it's like something is grounding in.
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This is a really great new moon for nourishment, meaning
nourishing yourself in some way. How do you nourish yourself physically, emotionally,
and spiritually. Where do you find nourishment and how do
you do that on a daily basis? And it can
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be in little ways or big ways, So finding ways
to nourish your body, mind, and spirit. Remember that Taurus
can get stuck, be stubborn, possessive, and really get stuck
in its own system of belief or situation or circumstance.
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If there is a new moon to get yourself unstuck,
this is the one. And if you come to this
new moon at the end of the month and you're like,
I don't have the answers and you're still feeling lost
and you're not feeling that revitalized energy, this is the
moon to say I am truly ready to be unstuck.
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Show me the direction forward and give me the clarity
and empowerment to take action, to take healthy, sustainable action.
I love this new moon. I'm looking forward to it,
and I'm hoping that all of us by this time
new things are firing and wiring for us, and we're
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feeling this reconstruction period, this regenerative energy, and we're starting
it to see it materialize irl in real life. Because
the sun will have moved into Taurus and I can't
remember what date that is. I am not looking at
my calendar. It's like the twentieth or something. When the
Sun moves into Tarus. We'll write it in the show notes.
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We'll write the correct date. But with the sun in
Tarus and this new moon where the sun and the
moon are can join, something new is really asking to
be nourished within us, within our action, within our life,
and to show up in the material world. It's a
really good men for manifestation, meaning planting seeds and germinating,
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really writing out clear intentions and becoming willing to make
the changes in order for those intentions to do your part. Essentially,
whatever the intentions are, you don't just sit back and
become a bystander. There's action required in that ask of
us when we plant seeds of intention, what is my role?
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And am I do I have the courage to carry
that out? Last, but not least, on the thirtieth of April,
Venus will move into Ares. So Venus will be out
of Pisces and into Ares, and we will have that
fiery energy that is passionate and romantic and a little
bit aggressive in its romance. But it's going to be
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moving forward and something has probably shifted within you, within
intimate relationships and whether it's around money and finances, because
Venus does govern that or it is is relationships, business,
contracts and agreements, contractual kinds of relationships, partnerships. You're gonna
have the courage and the boldness to put your money
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where your mouth is, to take the action and feel
like you were setting out, pioneering on a new path
and with creativity, with beauty. The last thing I'll say
about this energy, and even as I'm thinking about Venus
and Venus moving from pisces into aries, thinking about the
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romance of life. I'm a Libra, and this is something
that I've contemplated quite a bit recently, is that I
love the romance of life, the poetry of life. To me,
let me just I'll just explain that really simply. It's
like I love the movie You've Got Mail or The Holiday.
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Just give you two simple movies, and you know what
I love about those movies. Not only the quick, witty writing,
the rom com well, Nora Ephron, it is You've Got Mail,
that kind of energy. I love the music scores with those,
like the music, the visual artistry, like the visual artistry
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of You've Got Mail. In the beginning, A freshly sharpened
bouquet of pencils, New York in the fall, y'all know, like,
when I say it, you can visualize You've got mail
New York in the fall, twinkle lights those things. And
then I think about the holiday and the visual imagery
in the holiday and the scores, and that beautiful house
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that Cameron Diaz lives in, and that idyllic home and
the costwalls that Kate Winslet's in, And I mean, it's
like all of that energy that visual the romance of life.
And I'm not talking about detaching from the reality of life.
I'm saying, where do you see the romance in your life?
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It's like the electric colors of spring in real life.
You're living in that movie in real life? Do you
see your life with a score? You know, a score
of music? What is the score of music that you
are playing in your life? What is the theme music
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that you want to be playing out on this stage
of life and in your own movie that you are
starring in. What's the score? What is the musical score?
What does it sound like in your head? Turn it
on in the radio on the radio, put it on
your Spotify playlist, and feel yourself. We are coming back
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to life and not coming back to coming into life.
Saying yes to life, and life saying yes to us.
I'm excited. I can't wait to hear from all of
you and your experiences. Let's enjoy this month, enjoy the
transition and the chain, and remember that we are moving
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from one state of being, one state of consciousness, into another,
and we are here for this. We're in it right
now in these remarkable times. Play your score and gosh,
just enjoy yourself and be happy that you're alive and
that you have gifts to share out in this world.
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That we need you, We need your energy, we need
your life. We are all here for some mystical, divine
purpose and it's happening now. Be well, everybody. Thank you
so much for listening to Soul Sessions. If you've got questions,
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Hi, everyone, It's Amanda Rigu Green. Welcome to Soul Sessions
and welcome to April. We are in a new month
with beautifully new energy, but it may not feel like
it yet, so just trust the process and know something
beautiful is regenerating. It's a month of regeneration and we've
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been reorienting. And this, of course I sound like retrograde
station because mercury and venus are still retrograde, and they're
retrograde at the beginning of the month. So the first
in the second weeks of April are still like replaying
old stories, old stories within yourself and around you that
may feel stagnated and tremendous inertia. Trust the inertia. If
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you remember what I said the theme of March was
it was surrendered to the mystery. We're still in it.
That's surrendering to the mystery that feels elusive, out of reach.
That energy is very much still in the field. Do
not allow it to discourage you or create an abundance
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of self doubt where you fall deep into fear and
cover your head up and shrink down small and give
up any kind of overwhelming fear depression, overwhelm that you
may be experiencing in any area of your life. It
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is where your soul is saying, Hey, you've got it
in you go deeper. Can you believe? Can you truly
believe that you are capable of magical things? That you
are uniquely and divinely made. Trust that I want to
share something with you, and I'm pulling it up on
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my phone as we speak. So this is kind of
funny and I'm laughing as I say it. For years,
I have subscribed to Joel Ostein's Daily Word. The Daily
Word with Joel Ostein. It's a newsletter that I get
daily and it has a Bible scripture and then the
message after it. And I'll tell you this. Let me
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tell you the genesis of this. Joel Ostein used to
drive me nuts. Okay, shout out to Joel Ostein. I
truly respect him. I think he is incredible at what
he does. He's a brilliant orator, and he's definitely that
pastor preacher orator type. But he's wicked intelligent in the
way that he talks about God and the supernatural. And
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I tell you what he comes in the context of
his Christianity and the Bible, but he reads in the
supernatural that exists in the Old and the New Testament,
and he blows my mind. But years ago, after I
had gotten married moved to Austin, I had serious exit
in my work car and in the morning when I
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was headed, I used to have to drive a lot.
I oversaw multiple offices and locations, so some days I'd
have to drive to San Antonio, some days to Temple, Texas,
or Austin or New Bronfles wherever I was going. So
I'd be in the car, and of course i'd have
work calls and everything, but I would allot twenty five
minutes and I would turn it onto Joel ostein radio
and I would listen to one of his sermons and
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it would literally like he would build me up. I
would listen to the message and he always started out
with a joke that cracked me up. And they're cheesy jokes,
but they would make me laugh because this laughter that
I felt he inspired the heck out of me. And
he was so clever and creative. He is so clever
and creative. But anyway, I started subscribing to his Daily Word.
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I don't know, like a decade ago, and I get
it every day, and I read it every morning because
it's poignant. And let me read today's to you, because
I feel like it hits the nail on the head
not only for April, but these first couple of weeks
of the month. And I hope it resonates with you,
so bear with me. The scripture for today is for
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you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance
has a chance to grow. And that is from James
Chapter one, verse three. And here's the message, develop your character, Amanda.
Too often we put conditions on God and on our prayers. God,
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I will be happy if my boss moves to the
backside of Mars. When you get him out of my life,
I'll have a good attitude. Have you ever thought that
God is just using that person to grow you up,
to develop your character, to teach you to love those
who are not so lovable. Instead of saying, God, get
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me out of this situation, I'm asking you to pray, God,
come into this situation, help me to have a good attitude,
Help me to do the right thing when the wrong
thing is happening. It's very powerful when you can say God,
if this person or situation never changes, Thank you that
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you've given me the strength to overcome, the power to
be happy in the midst of my difficulties. I'm not
going to let this person, this sickness, this injustice take
my joy. Now you're growing and coming up higher. Sometimes
God is waiting for you to pass the test. Then
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he's going to bring you out. And I love that
for us. I love that facing the fear, the challenge,
the problem, the situation, the toxic relationship, the insecurity, the
poor health condition, and saying, God, help me with this, God,
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what is this teaching me? God? Let me invite you in.
And I have shared this story before and I'm going
to share it again because it feels poignant and rich
and true. And it was a game changer in my
life about ten years ago. And I'll tell you when
it was. It was twenty thirteen, so more than ten
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years ago. Man, that's a long time. Twenty thirteen, after
I had gotten sober and I went back to work.
It was a series of radical alchemical transformation, surrender, fear, beauty, suffering, pain,
and it was this new life being born and something
new was born inside of me. When I went back
to work after being in a treatment facility, I was
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living in a halfway house, in a sober women's house.
I had all sorts of consequences as the results of
my actions. But I went back to work and I
was so fortunate to have the job that I did,
and they accepted me back and they put me They
changed up my reporting structure and they had me reporting
to the woman that had quote unquote been my arch nemesis.
And she was not my arch nemesis. I'm just defining
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her that way because those were the eyes in which
I saw her when I was in my active alcoholism
and addiction and in such pain and suffering. I was
drinking at I was angry at the world, and there
was suffering in victimhood and rage, and she was one
of those people that demonstrated to me that well, if
you know, if you would just do this right, like
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all of that pain in me. Well, when I got
back to work, they said, well, we're changing this and
you're going to be reporting to her. And I remember
when I got back and they shared that with me,
I said, okay, I mean I was in this place
of acceptance. I was just so happy to be back
at work and start to make a living amends for
my behavior, and that I had a place to go
and to show up to work and to do my
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job and to do it to the best of my
ability with a changed and joyful and accepting heart. So
I said, okay, like I got it, I'm going to
make lemonade out of lemons. And I did. And I
was fearful and insecure, but I showed up and kept
showing up and praying and accepting guidance and doing what
I was doing in my program. So I had all
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of these parameters, so to speak. And this is going
to relate to the numerology this month, the parameters, because
we're in a four month in a nine year, so
I'm going to bring all this back to the astrology
and the numerology and the energy. But anyway, it came
time for my annual review, and she was going to
be in charge of that review. And I tell you what,
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I remember thinking, oh my gosh, this woman's going to
run me into the ground. Even in my alcoholism and addiction,
I still seem to get good reviews. I was a
functioning alcoholic until I wasn't right, and performed well at work,
did well at my job even though I was broken
and suffering. And I know you all can relate to
that out there when we show up and show out
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in the world. But on the inside, within ourselves, we
are broken and hurting and suffer, but we put a
smile on our face and we tapped dance for the world.
That was a huge part of my identity and story.
I had lived in extremes. I had lived a double life.
On the outside, I was performing and showing up and
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doing the best from my heart and my talents, and
on the inside, I was broken and suffering and I couldn't.
The center wouldn't hold. I couldn't. And then when it broke,
it broke, and it broke painfully and publicly, and it
was the best brokenness, the best gift I could have
ever had. But anyway, the reviews coming up, and I
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remember I called the woman that was really supporting me
through my journey, and it was the day of that review,
and I was sitting in my office and I said,
I've got my review today, and I was like, she's
just gonna hammer me. And I was like, what if
she gives me a terrible review and then they have
cause to fire me? And you know, and she says,
have you been doing your job? Have you been showing
up well? And I said, oh, my gosh, better than ever.
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I'm here at seven point thirty in the morning with
a clear and an open heart. I love the people
I work with. We've made a lot of changes. Like
it's all going well. I'm doing a good job. I'm happy,
people are happy around me. You know, I'm getting along
with her to the best of my ability, even though
sometimes we clash in personality and she does not like me.
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You know, she's gonna rip me a new one. I mean,
I was so scared. And this woman said to me, Amanda,
can you do me a favor? And I said, yes,
anything for you, Because anything this woman suggested to me,
I really took it to heart. And I took it
to heart because I was a little bit afraid of
her because I really really trusted and believed in her.
And also I was learning to trust and believe in myself.
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And she says, well, do you have a higher power?
And I said, of course. She says, has evidence shown
you in the last six or eight months. Then when
you put your faith and trust in God, and when
you ask for God's help, your higher powers help, that
God shows up and I said yes, and she said,
you know, tell me some things. And so we went
through some circumstances. I gave her some evidence and she says,
what makes you think this is any different? Going into
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this is just a test. But are you going to
invite it God into this situation? Or are you going
to do it through your own self will and your
own determination and your own fear. And I said, I'm
going to invite God in. She said, then do just that.
And she said very simply to me, when you go
or where are you doing your review? And I said
in her office? She says, does she have two chairs
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in front of her desk? I said, she sure does.
She says, well, when you PLoP yourself down in that chair,
in that other chair next to you, you invite God,
you invite your higher power. Can you do that to
sit down with you and be in that review, be
in that meeting? I said I can do that. And
just in that suggestion of hey, you're going into this
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and you are equipped with divine forces, do you accept
then when you go in there and you go in
with your higher power and that faith that whatever happens,
you are going to be okay. It is God's will,
not your will. You're just showing up and you are
being true to yourself, and whatever unfolds as a result
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of that, you've got the forces of the divine. I said,
I can do that. I feel it, I believe it.
And you all know how the story ends. It ends
with miracles, and more than anything, it ended with grace,
like grace, pure grace. Right I walk into the review,
I sat down, you know, and as we started to
go through things and talk, this woman gave me grace.
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She talked about my recovery journey and how amazed she
was by me and how strong I had been, and
how astounded she was at how bold and honest that
I went and got help, that I went to treatment,
and that I had come back and I was getting
my life in order. She talked about how much she
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respected me. She praised me for the things that I
had done well in our department. She gave me constructive
feedback in a couple of areas where maybe I could
do things a little differently or work better. But overall
the review was great, like it was good. But it
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wasn't about the review. It was that this woman was
kind to me and she was honest with me, and
it was a game changer because I not only walked
out of there feeling more secure and comfortable in my
own skin and surrounded by the divine, it felt miraculous
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and that grace flooded through me, that gift that I
didn't deserve. Grace is a gift we don't deserve that
is freely given. And after that, my heart changed around her.
It wasn't about the review. It was about my fear
of her, my old prejudice against her, my own delusions,
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my own anger, my own pain that I had projected
on to her, and it forever changed my heart and
I respect her to this day. I appreciate her to
this day. We didn't become best buds, but we became
closer as a result, And I have many stories like that.
But this is a month. April of twenty twenty five
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is a month to invite God in, not shut God out.
Invite your soul, your higher self in, your guides, your angels,
and invite your higher power in every day. This is
the kind of month where I would encourage you to
in the morning, right when you wake up, do your
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prayer and meditation and invite God in and the simplest
way for that is, thy will, not mine, be done today. Hey,
higher Power, Hey Soul, come into my life today, You
guide and direct the show, and I will have the
power to carry out that will. I will have the
power to carry out those divine actions and know that
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I am safe, secure, and divinely directed. This is a
day at a time kind of month. So let's hop
into the numerology. We are in a nine universal year
in a four month. And if you all know me,
you know I love the nine to four combination. And
what I love about it is it's ordered, organized and directed.
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It's kind of like a getter done month. The four
is about quality oriented action. It's about setting clear goals
and taking steps each and every day towards those goals.
Not about overachieving and overwhelm. It's more about setting clear,
realistic goals that are attainable and doing practical things within
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your daily framework to add value or to pursue those
goals and to feel the sense of satisfaction that comes
through simple action, step by step. That's the energy of
the four, and with the nine it takes it up
in octave because the nine says is this goal, is
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this aim in your highest integrity. And I'm not suggesting
you set unattainable, unreachable, wild idealistic goals because the energy,
the astrology and the energy will trick you into that.
Because mercury and venus at the start of the month
are still retrograde and both of them are in Pisces.
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So we've got this pisc and energy that has that creative,
dreamy divine, a little bit elusive, confusing, disorienting energy that
can fake us out a little bit and be impractical.
We want to use that energy, but we want don't
want to delude ourselves. So clear goals this month. This
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is a one full month to set the kind of
intention or goal around Okay, over the course of the
next thirty days, I'd like to accomplish this and this
maybe two things that are attainable, not unattainable goals. So
whether it's around cleaning out your garage, or it is
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starting a new health routine, and not an unattainable one
and an overly idealistic one or unrealistic one, but setting
a couple of attainable goals, like finishing up a project
maybe that you have been really exhausted with for goodness, sakes,
it's tax month, hello, like get your tax I'm going
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to get my taxes done by the fifteenth or whatever
tax day is. I don't know. I just am wrapping
up my taxes as we speak, and that is like
sing a joyful noise. But it may be taxes, and
the four is a number of finances, It's a number
of balancing your budget. So maybe a goal is I'm
going to really balance my checkbook. And maybe I'm going
to clean up some of those extemporaneous subscriptions that I have.
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We all know that we have all those subscriptions to
things these days that just really like I'm not using
I'm not watching anything on XYZ network. I'm going to
cancel that for the next three months or indefinitely until
there's a show I want to watch. Maybe it's little
things like that. Just I'm going to go through my
subscriptions and I'm going to eliminate a couple that are
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not adding value or not necessary in my day to
day things that feel superfluous. So set a couple of
goals for yourself that are practical and attainable that you
can sit down and do or work towards over the
course of this month, and the energy of the nine
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is about eliminating waste and it's surrendering to the process.
And together this combo is pretty magnificent and it it's
very productive. I find it productive in day to day
task and I hope that you all can right now
just hit pause and jot down those two goals. Do
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it now? Hit pause if you're driving, you know, like
be careful or whatever. If you're operating a crane while
you're listening to this, hopefully you're not, or you know,
doing heart surgery. Hopefully you're not. I'm teasing about that.
But stop pause and say, what are my two goals
this month? And they should be quick and easy things
that come to you. I want to accomplish this. I've
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been putting this off and like I said, it could
also be finishing up a project, closing something out. And
then in each day, how can you work towards attaining
those And I will tell you something funny. I bet
you anything one of those goals you knock out in
the next week or so, Like you know what, it's like.
You set those goals in Boom, you did it, and
let that be enough. Don't set five more goals that
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is the energy of the four in its shadow. It's like, well,
accomplish these goals, let me set ten. So be mindful
of the satisfaction and fulfillment that comes with successful and
quality oriented completion of something that is the energy. And also,
remember what I said at the beginning, Invite God into
the successful completion of those goals and give those results
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to the divine to God, surrender the results to your
higher power. Regeneration and surrendering the results to your higher
power are the biggest themes of April. As you all know, astrologically,
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Neptune has moved into Ares and I tell you what.
It moved into Aries on Sunday, March thirtieth, and I
felt it. And I tell you what. Maybe it's a
little psychosmatic, it's very psycho spiritual for me, but I
could feel the nuance of the energy shift. As the
day carried on, I felt a passion and a fire
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and a spark come through. And then I felt a
total confusion as how to and when to execute it.
So it started to feel anxiety ridden and overwhelmed, while
at the same time there was something new being born.
And that's what the kind of slow burn of that
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aris energy may feel like the sun is in aries
right now, we've got Neptune joining it, but both mercury
and Venus are back in pisces. So we are still
feeling a stagnation, an inertia where we don't have the data,
we don't have the clarity, we don't have the facts.
Ride that wave out. Continue to jot down your insights,
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your ideas. I have a whole list on my notepad
of ideas that have come through throughout these retrogrades, and
instead of executing them, I have been caught cotemplating them.
I have been praying about them. Hey, God, I'm inviting
you into these seeds of germination. These ideas show me
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clearly and definitively if this is the path forward and
whom I need to ask for help in order to
accomplish this or carry this out when it needs to
be done. I've been asking for the good, orderly direction
that acronym for God around these ideas and insights coming
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through that I'm a little uncertain of and maybe sometimes
a lot uncertain of the forward momentum, and if I
take action around them, that energy will come. One more
thing I would like to share about the numerology, we
are in a four month in April, but it's the
energy of the thirteen. If you add the nine universal
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year to four, the fourth month of the year April
nine plus four is thirteen. Thirteen gets a bad wrap.
Thirteen is actually kind of an a maze number, and
I'm going to break it down for a hot minute here.
The energy of the thirteen is about regeneration, death and rebirth.
And if you look at the major arcana in the tarot,
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do you know what the thirteenth card is. It's the
death card, and it gets a bad rap because we
think about literal death, physical death. The death card literally
signifies change, moving from one form of being to another.
That's the message on the death card in the tarot
that you are moving from one state of being to another.
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What does that sound like? We are moving from one
level of consciousness into another. We are moving out of
this three D energy and reality into a five D
existence and moving more fully into five D has a
different set of rules and ways to look at engage
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with things than the three D linear world does, and
so we're still walking between those worlds. And of course,
the energy of the thirteen is made up of the
one and the three. The one is very aries, it's bold,
it's me myself and I What do I do? How
do I take action? And the three is about creativity
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and joy? And what did I just read in that
message from joel ostein? How can I bring in more joy?
How can I invite my higher power? In? So that
one and that three, the thirteen says we are changing.
We are metamorphosizing and moving from one state of being,
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one stage of life into another. So of course it's
going to feel like change. It's going to feel uncomfortable,
it may feel unsettling. Let it be surrender to that mystery.
But remember to be grounded in the four one plus
three equals four of what is the next indicated action?
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What is wise action? What can I do next that
feels aligned, that feels enough okay? And trusting the process.
Grounding is very important this month because we have such
high frequencies coming in and I'll share this with you.
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So I'm recording this on May thirty first. It'll come
out on April second. March thirty first, I said, may
Lord have mercy. I jumped into the future. Okay, we're
not even gonna I won't even have them cut that
out because it's like, I'm just laughing because mercury is retrograde.
Of course, I said May thirty first. I'm recording this
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on March thirty first, and last night yesterday was when
Neptune shifted into aries and I was in it. I
was with a group of people last night, and I
tell you what, the spirits were loud, like. I was
in a room full of people. And I've been doing
what I do for a long time, so I am
very aware of my aura, my energy field, and energetic boundaries,
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especially when I'm out in the world. I've shared this
with you all before, but when my antenna and my
light came on, I could be in the grocery store
on an airplane and spirits were just bombarding me, and
it was like I had to say something. I had
to share. That doesn't happen to me that often anymore,
because my boundaries are clear. I am available for that
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when I am channeling, when I'm doing what I do
and working with clients. But when I am out in
the world, I want to be clear and present and
grounded in my energy and not absorbing everything from everyone
else or hearing all of this chatter. Well, last night,
the spirits were loud, and I was like, what in
the world. I was sitting in a room full of people,
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and I mean there were spirits everywhere, people talking. I
could hear the voices inside people's heads, and I was
not interest in what was going on in the least
with anybody. I was just trying to like find my
own sinner and it was very disoriented. I mean, I
felt really out of body. I could not ground into
my heart and I kept just breathing. I kept coming
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back to my breath, and as I was sitting in there,
I was doing that rhythm of for a four second inhale,
hold for second exhale, six second inhale, six second exhale,
eight second inhale, eight second exhale. And I did that
for a few cycles, and I came back into my
ciner and I could still hear the voices, but I
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felt more centered and grounded. So what I'm sharing with you,
and the reason that I think it's pertinent and relevant
for me to state this, the noise is loud, whether
you are sensitive to the voices in and around you
and attuned to that, it's wherever you are on the
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spectrum of your intuition and your psychic extrasensory abilities. The
voices are loud, the volume has turned up a notch
or two. So grounding and being in your own center
is imperative in order for you to be able to
take clear action, or else you may feel rushes of anxiety,
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bouts of massive depression, like really like bottoming out in
self doubt. Look for those extremes like if you are
driving and then all of a sudden a panic attack
hits you, or anxiety floods through your body. That's when
you invite God in right, just like Joel was suggesting,
That's when you say, WHOA, the volumes turned up and
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I feel it, okay, let me breathe. I'm driving, I'm
okay right now, my seat belt is on, I know
where I'm going, I know the directions. I know how
to stop when the light is red. You know. Breathe
and get clear and present and invite your spirit in,
invite your center. Get it like breathe from your heart.
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When I breathe, a lot of times, I am very
focused on my chest, my heart, my lungs, and my heart.
I'm also focused on my posture, meaning rolling my shoulders back,
chin is up, so there is space for my lungs
to fill with air, and that centers me quicker. It
also signifies I am bringing conscious awareness into the electromagnetic
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frequencies of my heart. Do that the more cognizant you
are of that fifth dimensional space, because you're gonna feel
electricity coming through it. You're gonna feel the energies of
other people. And what can happen, especially venus and mercury,
both retrograde, is we can get diluted by other people's stuff,
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and we're getting all these mixed frequencies and signals coming in.
It's like having fifteen channels on the radio playing simultaneously.
Who can decipher that? Not me? You got to single
out the signal and finding the signal is your own signal,
your own truth, your own discernment, and be able to
center into that. And you may have to do that
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multiple times a day, but pay attention, come back to
your center, and if it shows up for you in
the form of depression and really just flat out fear
that shows up in inertia, exhale that energy out, shake
it off, move your body, move that debilitating stagnation, even
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if it is just shaken your palms or shaken your
shaken your moneymaker, whatever it is. Literally, I tell you
what that helps. Take a shower, rinse it off, do
something physical. If it is showing up in the form
of debilitating, crippling depression where it just feels black and foggy,
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shake it out, move it off. You don't have to
go run a marathon. Just move your body and signal
that you're moving the inertia, the stagnation, the heaviness out
of your body. And again, focus on your heart. And
a good place is just a massage your sternum. Massage
the sternum, activate that part of your nervous system that
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will just create a resonance and a synchronicity there. And breathe,
roll your shoulders back, lift your chin up. Those literal
actions in your physical body signal a chain reaction chemically
to your brain, and it interconnects the heart and the
brain and the body, and you'll send a message out
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in your frequency field that you are fortifying and tuning
your radio dial to your unique frequency. That will be helpful.
All right, let's talk a little bit astrology, and let's
go through some dates. April seventh is when Mercury Stations
Direct Hip Hip, hooray. One thing I will remind you
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all is probably the fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth ish as
Mercury Stations reorients and is moving direct, that's when we
are primed for glitch's miscommunications, it issues, scheduling, mishaps, any
kind of funky business. That's when it happens. So pack
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your patients, you know, add a little bit of extra
time in headed to a meeting or an appointment that
you have. If somebody cancels, be flexible and reschedule. If
you need to cancel, be accountable to that. Pick up
the phone, send a text or an email, whatever you
need to do, be accountable to it and cancel if
something is too much on your plate or something comes
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out of the blue, and see if you can eliminate
the guilt or the worry or the perfectionism of I'm
not enough, I'm not doing enough and fast enough. Because
with Mercury stationing Direct and its station direct at twenty
six degrees of pisces, first thing in the morning on
the seventh, seven O seven am on the seventh, seven
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O seven am Eastern time, so obviously six o seven
Central time, and then you do the math wherever your
time zone is. But it's first thing in the morning.
So I tell you what first thing in the morning
on the seventh boom, I would set an intention or
two of clarity. Because Mercury in Pisces, while it can
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be foggy and delusional, it is wickedly creative and it
is connecting the conscious mind to the collective and the
unconscious mind. So I would get up in journal that morning.
I would I would get up maybe and meditate whatever
you can do to just clear your mind and connect
with something higher and set an intention that feels aligned
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for you and maybe based in these last three or
so week while Mercury has been retrograde, what has shifted
and changed within you? What have you been rethinking in
your life? What have you really been focused on that's
been creating frustration and fear? This is a good good
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time to set the intention that you will receive divine
help and you will have clear thoughts and communication moving forward.
As Mercury moves direct on April twelfth, it's a big
old day. We've got a full moon in Libra and
Venus stations direct in Pisces hip. Hooray, So you see
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why I said the first couple of weeks of April
we go until the seventh, and then Mercury will station,
and then we've got Venus stationing on the twelfth, on
the full moon in Libra. So we've still got this
revision period happening where things are foggy and we don't
quite have all the facts. Mercury retrograde, and with Venus
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it's about reevaluation our values. What have we been reevaluating
in our lives and within ourselves. Now we will have
the thoughts, the communication around it, and we will have
that inside valuable job to take tangible action because Venus
is about tangibility in the material world, money, finances, resources, relationships.
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If you've had relationship stuff going on wherever this has manifested,
think back, review, reflect, and as Venus Stations Direct, know
that that reorientation period is now coming to a close
where there will feel like and there will be forward momentum.
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So the full moon in Libra is at twenty three
degrees of Libra at eight twenty two pm Eastern Time
on April twelfth, and Venus Stations Direct not even an
hour later, at nine o two pm on the twelfth,
so Venus rules Libra and even though Venus is and Pisces,
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this is adding beauty and positive energy flow into this
full moon. Libra full moons are of course about balance
and harmony, and with the sun opposite the moon in
arees aries, ask us what do I need to do
in order to create greater balance and harmony in my life?
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The Libra full moon. A Libra full moon in general
is about decisiveness because Libra can teeter. It loves to
look at both sides of things, because it seeks fairness.
It wants to look at all perspectives before making a decision.
And this full moon says be decisive anything in your life.
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And I would encourage you during this full moon to
recognis where you have been indecisive over the past month
or so with venus retrograde and mercury retrograde, and not
as a negative thing, as you've been being reoriented. Now
is the time to begin to take direct action and
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look at where you've been indecisive to point you in
the direction of decisiveness and taking healthy action. It's a
really great full moon for closure around any kind of
projects that no longer serve your highest good that you're
over and done with that need to be finished up.
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Unhealthy relationships. It's a really good moon for closure around
things or making a decision or becoming willing. So if
you're not at the point of closure on something or
something unhealthy a relationship, it can be a business partnership,
something that you're under contractual agreement with. It can be
a romantic relationship, something going on with one of your children.
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This isn't about shutting out or cutting out. It's about
making a decision to change and making a decision to
change within your behavior's attitudes and actions. And you may
not be able to take action or have a conversation
about it. You may not be ready for that yet.
But where can you become willing? And also hello, we're
going to go back to the theme, where can you
invite God and to support you in the action around
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that and the decisiveness making a decision. I know for me,
once I make a decision that I've been fumbling around
and has been creating stress, it's like boom. Not only
is there freedom in that all of a sudden, possibilities
become unlimited because I made a firm decision internally from
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the inside out, and then it's about when the divine
or right timing is to take action around that decision
and that feels good, like there's something about that that
feels whole and true. It's also a really good full
moon for forgiveness if there is an area in which
you need to clean up your side of the street.
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And remember the energy of the four is about house cleaning,
house cleaning of the head and the heart, literally cleaning
up some things, reorganizing some things on your desk and
your life and your house. But this is a good
moon for cleaning up your side of the street. If
there's an amends you need to make, or if you
need to forgive yourself, this is a really great moon
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for that. And it may just be writing a letter
that you never send. It may be getting everything out
on paper and burning that paper. It is a good moon.
It's a good moon to burn something, by the way,
because the sun is in aries and the moon and
Libra air and fire, it's a great moon for fire rituals,
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fire energy. So lighting a candle, lighting your incense, burning
some sage, clearing energy. I would totally burn some sage
and incense and clear your energy. I would sage the
heck out of yourself during this moon. I'm gonna do
it because we've had all of this retrograde energy and
clearing of the old. There's a changing of the guard
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that is happening. We are entering a new epoch, a
new era. It is I can feel it, see it,
and it is still I am still translating that language
within myself and soul to be able to communicate that.
And I've just taken on the attitude that it's exciting,
it's adventurous, rather than it's confusing and uncertain. So this
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is a really good moon to clear, save your house,
saved yourself, clear that energy, open up some windows and
let it out so you feel that the energy around
you is purified. There's a purity in it and beautiful Libra.
Full moons are about beauty, in anything that brings you
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beauty in your life. Do it like this is are
and especially with Venus moving direct, it's time to get
your hair redone, it's time to get your nails done
or whatever beauty procedure you want to have green light
all the way with Venus Direct and this full moon,
after this schedule that whatever the massage, whatever you want,
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not that you couldn't have done it before, but typically
rule a thumb during venus retrogrades, don't get a major surgery,
or at least a cosmetic one. But anyway, it is
a good moon for beauty. So create something beautiful in
your life, and whether it's going to a play or
the movie or a museum and looking at art or
getting outside and seeing the electric colors of spring. I'm
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wearing a green sweatshirt today because there is electric green
in Texas right now. We had massive rain this weekend
and all of a sudden, the blue bonnets are out,
and when I am driving it is like lime green,
neo on green, all these hues of green, and the
sky has been really dark. It is one of my
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favorite things. When the sky is gray and dark and
the grass and the trees are electric green. There's something
otherworldly in that to me, and and that's beauty and
seeing that and feeling that within my body. That's what
we are regenerating. It's spring. Bring on the spring within,
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allow your spirit to spring back up. Because we have
been in a phase of behind the scenes work. Okay,
moving on, so with Venus Stations Direct at nine o
two pm on the twelfth, You're gonna feel the forward
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momentum and what I have to say next. I'm smiling
because I'm like, bring it, bring it, bring it. On
the sixteenth, Mercury will enter Aries, so it's out of
Pisces and it's in aries. The sun is in aries
and we will have Mercury in aries, Neptune is in aries.
There is a lot of initiator energy here. You will
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be thinking more clearly. You will feel more bold in
your thoughts. Watch out for overreaction and aggression because it
can come. But really feel yourself, feel your boldness, feel
that vitality coming back to life within you. On the eighteenth,
Mars moves into Leo. Mars has freaking been in cancer
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since January the sixth, and look, Mars does not like cancer.
For all you cancer, sun moons are rising. I'm a
cancer rising by the way, sun moons and rising. Where
you have had Mars work in your chart, it and
whatever your other astrology is, it may have been working
and doing some aspects, depending on what your astrology is.
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If you've got a lot of Capricorn energy, there's been
some opposition most likely there, but Mars is not comfortable
in cancer. Cancer is behind the scenes, wise, introspective, watery, intuitive,
and Mars is out there in the open, moving and
shaking and fighting and showing up and showing out. So
in cancer it's been uncomfortable. It has been reprogramming and
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rewiring our subconscious and especially our fears. And I tell you,
the biggest thing that I have felt and seen within
myself and others is passive aggressive behaviors. That's probably the
biggest red flag to me and what I see with
Mars in cancer passive aggressiveness where other people are passive
aggressive or I am passive aggressive, meaning really not putting
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our money where our mouth is or speaking our truth,
and you know, having fights and discussions within our own
head and mind versus having that discussion with someone else
or gleaning the facts content prior to investigation, Mars has
done a number with and on us internally. And once
it shifts into LEO, and it will be traveling for
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the first six degrees through its its post shadow, which
is where it was when it began retrograding at six
degrees of LEO back in December of twenty twenty four,
December sixth, to be exact. And I don't even have
to look at my paper on this. I know these
dates in my head because Mars retrograde is its intense
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and moving through cancer felt like more Mars retrograde. And
then with having mercury and venus, y'all we've been through
a lot. I mean, I feel it. I know you.
I know you all over there are like, ah, preach,
preach like it's what I feel for all of us.
And I know in the conversations I have, we're all
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We're like, who We're ready for this. Once Mars moves
into LEO, it's like we're gonna be feeling ourselves again.
LEO is about creative ex expression and the joyful expression
of each day being seen, demonstrating our light, our hearts,
our generosity, and being comfortable out in the world reflected
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like the world within being reflected externally. Allow yourself to
be seen, show up, show up holy as you this
momentum will feel really good. Take healthy action, but be creative,
be fun, be playful, be spontaneous. Prioritize your play and
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that can be as simple in a tough day of
prioritizing a perspective of expectancy versus expectation optimism and really
allowing that to be demonstrated in your actions and through
your relationships and out in the world. And with Mars
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and Leo, there's kind of a like, I just want
to seek pleasure in life, the romance of life, having fun,
do fun things, because fun things add a tremendous amount
of quality to our very serious, intense life circumstances and nature.
And we need that creative outlet to be able to
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come up and articulate and follow through with the divine solutions,
the genius, the wisdom that comes through that creativity is
going to give us the momentum and the passion. And
one thing that's coming through is feeling inspired and enthusiastic,
feeling a rejuvenation of inspiration and enthusiasm within yourself and
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your life. And however that is showing up for you,
look for that. Start looking for joy, looking for inspiration
and enthusiasm in life, and how you dole that out,
how you encourage and inspire and motivate others, and when
you feel inspired yourself, who inspires you. On the twenty seventh,
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we have a new moon in Tarus at seven degrees
of Tarus, and that's at three point thirty one PM.
Eastern time. This new moon in Tarus closes out a
clipse season, so officially, as we shift, we're closing it
out through the Libra full moon, but it's kind of
still got a residue, a trickle of energy there it. Officially,
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we're starting a new cycle with the Tarus new moon
and Tarus new moons. It's an Earth new moon. It
goes very well with the numerology this month. The energy
of the four Tarus is about the material world money
sound like the energy of the four right money finances.
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It's also about sensual pleasures, our material world, material things.
This is an exceptional full moon to take some clear
action that you want to be sustainable. This new moon
is about setting a new precedent in what you are
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grounding in and what is sustainable and what's interesting about
this And I want you all to think about this.
The dates and the time frame as Mercury stations direct
on the seventh, then we have the full moon and
Libra and Venus station direct on the twelfth. Between the
thirteenth and this new moon the twenty seventh, things should
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be codifying, clarifying. You should have insight, you should have action.
You're ready to take the momentum, the inspiration should be rebuilding,
so you're going to have more clarify data within yourself
and your direction forward. This is a really good new
moon to decide what you want to do, what is
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sustainable for you, and what action you're going to take
in the six months eight months ahead to fulfill that
to move forward. And it's not that there's not forward
momentum before, but this new moon to me almost feels
like a brand new year. I'm not joking. Like when
I was doing the energy and I looked back over
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the Numerology and Astrology guidebook and I was like getting
into the energies and thinking about things. I'm like, this
is like January first energy, what January first energy should
feel like. That's what this new moon feels like. And
Taris energy is slow and steady, wins the race. It's
about the long game. So it's like something is grounding in.
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This is a really great new moon for nourishment, meaning
nourishing yourself in some way. How do you nourish yourself physically, emotionally,
and spiritually. Where do you find nourishment and how do
you do that on a daily basis? And it can
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be in little ways or big ways, So finding ways
to nourish your body, mind, and spirit. Remember that Taurus
can get stuck, be stubborn, possessive, and really get stuck
in its own system of belief or situation or circumstance.
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If there is a new moon to get yourself unstuck,
this is the one. And if you come to this
new moon at the end of the month and you're like,
I don't have the answers and you're still feeling lost
and you're not feeling that revitalized energy, this is the
moon to say I am truly ready to be unstuck.
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Show me the direction forward and give me the clarity
and empowerment to take action, to take healthy, sustainable action.
I love this new moon. I'm looking forward to it,
and I'm hoping that all of us by this time
new things are firing and wiring for us, and we're
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feeling this reconstruction period, this regenerative energy, and we're starting
it to see it materialize irl in real life. Because
the sun will have moved into Taurus and I can't
remember what date that is. I am not looking at
my calendar. It's like the twentieth or something. When the
Sun moves into Tarus. We'll write it in the show notes.
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We'll write the correct date. But with the sun in
Tarus and this new moon where the sun and the
moon are can join, something new is really asking to
be nourished within us, within our action, within our life,
and to show up in the material world. It's a
really good men for manifestation, meaning planting seeds and germinating,
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really writing out clear intentions and becoming willing to make
the changes in order for those intentions to do your part. Essentially,
whatever the intentions are, you don't just sit back and
become a bystander. There's action required in that ask of
us when we plant seeds of intention, what is my role?
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And am I do I have the courage to carry
that out? Last, but not least, on the thirtieth of April,
Venus will move into Ares. So Venus will be out
of Pisces and into Ares, and we will have that
fiery energy that is passionate and romantic and a little
bit aggressive in its romance. But it's going to be
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moving forward and something has probably shifted within you, within
intimate relationships and whether it's around money and finances, because
Venus does govern that or it is is relationships, business,
contracts and agreements, contractual kinds of relationships, partnerships. You're gonna
have the courage and the boldness to put your money
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where your mouth is, to take the action and feel
like you were setting out, pioneering on a new path
and with creativity, with beauty. The last thing I'll say
about this energy, and even as I'm thinking about Venus
and Venus moving from pisces into aries, thinking about the
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romance of life. I'm a Libra, and this is something
that I've contemplated quite a bit recently, is that I
love the romance of life, the poetry of life. To me,
let me just I'll just explain that really simply. It's
like I love the movie You've Got Mail or The Holiday.
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Just give you two simple movies, and you know what
I love about those movies. Not only the quick, witty writing,
the rom com well, Nora Ephron, it is You've Got Mail,
that kind of energy. I love the music scores with those,
like the music, the visual artistry, like the visual artistry
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of You've Got Mail. In the beginning, A freshly sharpened
bouquet of pencils, New York in the fall, y'all know, like,
when I say it, you can visualize You've got mail
New York in the fall, twinkle lights those things. And
then I think about the holiday and the visual imagery
in the holiday and the scores, and that beautiful house
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that Cameron Diaz lives in, and that idyllic home and
the costwalls that Kate Winslet's in, And I mean, it's
like all of that energy that visual the romance of life.
And I'm not talking about detaching from the reality of life.
I'm saying, where do you see the romance in your life?
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It's like the electric colors of spring in real life.
You're living in that movie in real life? Do you
see your life with a score? You know, a score
of music? What is the score of music that you
are playing in your life? What is the theme music
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that you want to be playing out on this stage
of life and in your own movie that you are
starring in. What's the score? What is the musical score?
What does it sound like in your head? Turn it
on in the radio on the radio, put it on
your Spotify playlist, and feel yourself. We are coming back
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to life and not coming back to coming into life.
Saying yes to life, and life saying yes to us.
I'm excited. I can't wait to hear from all of
you and your experiences. Let's enjoy this month, enjoy the
transition and the chain, and remember that we are moving
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from one state of being, one state of consciousness, into another,
and we are here for this. We're in it right
now in these remarkable times. Play your score and gosh,
just enjoy yourself and be happy that you're alive and
that you have gifts to share out in this world.
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That we need you, We need your energy, we need
your life. We are all here for some mystical, divine
purpose and it's happening now. Be well, everybody. Thank you
so much for listening to Soul Sessions. If you've got questions,
do not hesitate to reach out. Email us podcast at
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