May 31, 2023 • 18 mins
iHeartRadio Executive, Alissa Pollack, joins Soul Sessions for our first live reading!
Amanda is a claircognizant and precognitive, which means she’s highly psychic and gets downloads of information from the past and from multiple future probable outcomes. When doing a reading, she sees multiple probabilities and opportunities. Amanda communicates the highest, brightest path forward for optimal living and personal growth, directly from your soul’s guidance.
When Amanda says “they” she is referring to soul or spirit – the higher self or higher consciousness of the person she is reading. The part of you that is connected to God, the divine, the universe – the collective wisdom. They show up multi-dimensionally, multi-faceted; not masculine or feminine, rather all things – words, music, sounds, metaphors, code.
A reading with Amanda is like a 3-way phone call – there’s the person Amanda’s reading for, there’s Amanda as the vessel communicating for the soul, and there’s human Amanda acting as the peanut gallery, interacting and commenting alongside.
Amanda is also a medium. Sometimes deceased loved ones show up in readings but not always.
During today’s reading, Amanda shares that Alissa has innately kind, extremely empathic, and telepathic intuitive gifts in how she can read the room in a business meeting or just know when someone is about to call her.
Alissa’s grandmother and father come through to share important messages for Alissa, guiding her in taking care of herself and finding comfort in her father’s passing.
Thank you to Alissa for bringing open energy to our first live reading!
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Speaker 1 (00:08):
Welcome, Alyssa Pollock. I am excited to jump in today
and do your session. There are a few things that
I want you to know about me and how I read,
just so you have a heads up first and foremost.
I'm a clear cognizant and precognitive. So yes, I'm highly psychic.
I get downloads of information from the past and for
(00:29):
multiple future probable outcomes. So I see different lines of
outcomes and opportunities for you, and they show me the highest,
brightest path. And whenever I say they, they is your soul.
They is your spirit. You show up extremely multi dimensionally,
very multifaceted, not masculine or feminine. It's all the things
you know, music, sounds, memories, code. So I have always
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called the soul they your higher self, your higher consciousness,
that part of you that is connected to God, to
the de to the universe, all the wisdom. So when
I read and I say they, know that, it's kind
of like a three way phone call because there's you,
there's me Amanda communicating for your soul, and then there's Amanda,
(01:14):
who's like the peanut gallery. I will jump in, I'll interject,
I'll ask you questions. I'm in an altered state. I
drop down into an altered state the whole time, but
I also disassociate and I'm a participant. So it's fun.
It's high energy, it's fast. I talk fast on a
regular basis, but this is it's a lot of information,
and you'll be able to ask me questions too. I'll
(01:35):
ask you questions, you'll ask me. You can ask me questions,
but we will will dive into all of those things.
I am a medium, so sometimes deceased loved ones do
show up, not always, so just heads up around that,
and probably last but not least, just because we are
on video, if you see me kind of looking over
or looking down or not looking directly at you, it's
(01:55):
because when I drop into that state, I'm not really
facing you, looking at you. I'm just I'm in another place,
so my eyes are usually darting everywhere. And that's just
the nature of the way that I drop in. Essentially,
do you have any questions or anything.
Speaker 2 (02:11):
That might love sounds super exciting.
Speaker 1 (02:14):
The energy is good. Today is a great energy. I
think there's a lot coming through, so let's just dive in. Okay,
take a little breath. The first thing they're showing me
about you is that you're very dynamic. You've very much
been a people person most all of your life. And
you're a tap dancer, and whenever they show me tap dancing,
it makes me laugh because I'm a tap dancer too.
Meaning you know how to show up, you know how
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to entertain, You know how to give the crowd what
it wants, whatever the energy is in the room or
the audience. Even when you were a little girl with
your parents, you knew if the energy was heavy, you
wanted to come in and be loving, caring, or where
you could jump in, shine and entertain. You've always been
able to read a room, feel a room, and you
are that person that people gravitate towards in a room,
somebody who might be socially awkward or uncomfortable. People come
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to you because you naturally make them feel comfortable. But
you also have a big, bright charisma and light. You're
highly dynamic, and you're so dynamic that sometimes it's freaking exhausting.
It's like your achilles heel. You know, you love that
you're dynamic, that you can hop in, jump on, you know,
interact with anyone in any place. And you do that,
and that's one of the most beautiful qualities that you
have is that you are very diversified in your ability
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to connect with people of any demographic and that's and
it's amazing about you, but it can be exhausting too,
because you are extremely empathic. You are innately kind. Some
people are highly highly compassionate. You're compassionate, obviously, but you
are very kind, and that kindness sometimes breeds this sensitivity
of you know, not wanting to let anybody down, wanting
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to make sure everyone else is supported and they get
what they need and they're happy and they are taken
care of, and then sometimes you deny your own needs,
your own self care, so to speak. But also you're funny,
you have a quick, fast wit, you're you're sharp too,
and you pick up on what people are saying behind
their words a lot of times. That's one of your
most beautiful skills as far as yes you're empathic, Yes
(04:02):
you're a deep feeler, but you usually can see beyond
what someone is saying using your feelings and telepathy. You're
actually very telepic telepathic. Did you do you know that?
Because you get downloads like you can be in a
business meeting, they're showing me and you know how to
command a room, but you also know how to feel
and read the room. I mean you and you really
can pick up on people's temperature quite well. Does is
(04:24):
this making sense?
Speaker 3 (04:25):
I mean a billion percent? And it's weird because I
often say there are certain times I can feel people
both good and bad. So like sometimes if my stomach
hurts or like my body will react to someone in
the meeting, and I'm like, this is bullshit or it's
more of a physical feeling than even what I'm hearing.
Do you know?
Speaker 1 (04:46):
Yes?
Speaker 3 (04:46):
So I totally yes, I totally agree with that. And
I often have had those things where it's like I
think about someone and then they.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
Call, Yes, that's the telepathy. When I was saying, I'm
clear cognizant, cognitive Claier means clear, cognizant means knowing, like
just cognition. So it's like sometimes you just know, and
it's a combination of feeling telepathy. So you have the
gift of c You're clear sentient, you're a feeler, you're
an EmPATH, but you're also clear cognizant. You just know,
(05:17):
you get things and and I mean you are also
a no nonsense gal. You know you have no problem
suiting up, showing up and really boldly speaking your mind,
but at the same time you can get emotional whiplash.
Do you have any questions or is there anything you
want to know in the year ahead, the upcoming months,
or anything you want to ask about?
Speaker 3 (05:37):
Honestly, you're just nailing it so perfectly. I'm kind of
like stunned for a second, and it's almost it's almost
making me a little emotional because like, you know, I've
done these before, but you're actually describing me in such
an exact way that I'm like, Wow, everything you're saying
is one hundred percent.
Speaker 1 (05:58):
Then on, I do want to tell you. Do have
a grandmother that is coming through and wherever she lives,
she's showing me her house. A lot of times grandmothers
show me their place of residence and it's it's just
a it's the way they show me things. But she's
showing me her house and it's like straight up and down,
like there's lots of there's like smaller I don't it's
(06:20):
multiple stories. Maybe her house isn't multiple stories, but she's
in a multiple like maybe she has to go up
the stairs or there's a multiple stories in the building,
but it's connected to other buildings. Like so she's showing
me that, but she's showing me your memories. There this
grandmother is and her cooking like she's a kitchen is
a thing. Grandmothers show that a lot. But she's cooking,
but like you're in the kitchen and I mean like
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you're in there and you're like just running all over
the place, like there is this like one of your
grandmother Like, which one of your grandmothers is this?
Speaker 3 (06:51):
So my mother's mother lived in an apartment building, but
it was part of a big like community of apartment buildings.
And she always used to cook me a ton of
spaghetti and I was not allowed to leave without eating
every piece of.
Speaker 1 (07:09):
And it's funny because I see you being like like
and you're a d D. You know, you're eating your
spaghetti and you're like squirrel squirrel like and she's like,
sit down. But I that's what I'm saying. Like I
could see like multiple floors, lots of people community like
sandwiched in but you she what did you call her?
Speaker 3 (07:27):
Well? I guess it's funny.
Speaker 2 (07:29):
I called the grandma.
Speaker 3 (07:30):
But I used to be like, hey, grandma because I
used to do the bugs bunny thing.
Speaker 1 (07:37):
You the entertainer, that's you shining out and showing up, entertaining.
Her name is Gene. Gene. Okay, she is showing me.
She says, she wants you to know. She says, she says,
you make you make our family proud. She says, you've
worked very, very hard to get where you are, and
she says we gave up a lot. She says she
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was happy, but she worked hard. She says, she feels
that she made quite a few sacrifices and it was
for her family, for her lineage, and she was a
tough woman. Like she was tough. And if she said
eat your spaghetti, you're gonna eat your spaghetti, you know.
And you get some of your ability to be blunt
and direct and straightforward from her when it's time for
you to be no nonsense like, you get that from her.
(08:20):
But she says she's very proud of you because you've
worked extremely hard. And she says she wants you to
enjoy the fruits of your labor. She wants you to
go on more vacations that are not work related. She
wants you to say, Okay, I'm taking four days off
and not be on the phone and not feel that
you're on call, she says, because so much of your
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creativity and you're so creative, she says, it comes through downtime.
You get enriched and awakened and creative downloads and insights
when you are relaxing, and it's hard for you to relax.
I mean, but now you're recognizing, wait a minute, I
enjoy this and it's enriching. And she is affirming that
(09:03):
does go back to her for just a minute, and
the sacrifices she's just talking about working hard and sacrifices.
Can you speak to that a little bit or explain
that to me, Like what she's referring to.
Speaker 3 (09:14):
I'm not sure in that case, to be honest, because
she didn't she didn't have a job, right, So I'm
not really sure, Like because I was young, obviously, I
don't know what I don't know.
Speaker 1 (09:26):
So you may have to ask your mom some questions
just about you know, her early life, because she like.
Speaker 3 (09:32):
Her early life was very traumatic because she was she
lost her mom very young, and she had a twin
brother and they like traveled across the country by themselves.
The father put them in an orphanage, and you know,
did a really like hard young growing up flight versus
she had much better obviously adult life.
Speaker 1 (09:51):
So she worked hard for that. Thank you for sharing that,
because that's what she's showing me. She says, I made
it like she's a survivor. But she says, I made
a lot of sacrific vices to get here and to
earn happiness. And she's she's proud of, you know, what
her family has done. And yeah, her childhood was not
easy and she made it through. But she's saying, you know,
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I knew it was for something bigger. I knew there
was happiness. I was determined to manifest my own destiny essentially.
And she's laughing at me. She said, A mana, you're using,
you know, much more articulate language than I would use.
She's laughing at me, and she's like throwing up her hands,
and she said, just say, I worked really hard because
I knew that I was going to mean something in
(10:37):
matter and fine and earn my happiness. I mean, she's hardcore,
you know, Like, don't you don't want to meet her
in a dark alley. I don't think I used to
call it the tiger.
Speaker 3 (10:45):
Now that you're saying this, I actually called it the
tiger because she was so strong, you know, ninety two
years old. She did obviously she passed, but at ninety
two years old, I was I used to join like
she was stronger than all of us, right physically.
Speaker 1 (11:00):
All the things. And and you you have so much
of her in you. And she wants you to know this,
especially this year, going back to you, you know, relying
on your inner sanctum, reaching out and utilizing your closest
people resources. She says, you know, you can talk to me,
she says, you know, I'm right here, and apart from
talking to your higher self or your soul, she can
(11:22):
you can say, hey, grandma, you know, you know like
I'm like losing my you know what today, show me
something different, show me a sign, and you know, you'll
hear a song on the radio, or somebody will say
something and you will whip your head around and say,
what did you just say? You know, or they'll say, oh, yeah,
the tiger you know, or the eye of the tigerl
come on. You know, she will show you and she
(11:43):
wants you to engage. She wants you to feel magical
this year. She wants you to feel that sense of
whoe bigger things are conspiring with and for me, not you.
Alyssa having to humanly achieve, and she says she had
she that was part of her life, like I'm gonna
make it, I'm gonna survive. I'm going to get to
the other side of this because I know I can.
(12:04):
And then she got to be She wants you to
have that beautiful combination of not feeling like the weight
of the world is on your shoulders, that you really
get to collaborate and manifest. But she says, ask me
for some help. I'm really She's like, I'm really resourceful,
so she said, and I won't make you eat your spaghetti.
Speaker 2 (12:25):
Using I love it.
Speaker 4 (12:26):
Is there anyone else coming through it all? Is there
anyone else coming through it all?
Speaker 1 (12:37):
There's a gentleman, there's a man on the other side.
Is your father deceased? Hees, Yeah, he just came through
And it's funny. So just know this. And I always
tell people this because they think, well, why didn't my
dad come through first? It depends on spirits and the
messages that they have to give you. What is your
father's name, Jason? What was his birthday? Just the month
and the day he is November thirteen. Numbers, by the
(13:01):
way help me connect with energy. It's not I mean, sure,
the birthday is fine, but numbers are kind of the
way that I get into a vibrational frequency. So they
let me through. Oh man, Like I'm having to exhale
because he's He's just says, where do I start? He says,
where do I start? And he says, I just need
(13:23):
to start by letting you know that I miss you,
that I really miss you. And he says, I'm having
some difficulty in my chest and breathing a little bit
with him like that's why sometimes they show me physical
symptoms of what happened or what they were struggling with.
But I'm having some stuff in my chest and like
just right behind my heart and lungs, like heart and
(13:45):
lung area. What how did he die?
Speaker 2 (13:48):
You're freaking me out.
Speaker 3 (13:50):
Lung cancer?
Speaker 1 (13:51):
Yeah, I mean he's showing me that, and he's like
he's trying to breathe, and it's almost like when he
showed up, he took a deep breath just to say
how do I start, And it was, you know, just
trying to get the air in his lungs and he
has a tear rolling down his face and he's such
he is such a fighter, freaking fighter, did not want
to die, did not go easy, and he was like,
I was not going to leave. I was going to
(14:13):
beat this. Although he says I did have he says,
you know, there were areas where I probably could have
taken better care of myself, he says, you know, he's like,
I get that, he says, but I did not want
to leave. I mean, he did not go easy in
the night, and he says, but I don't want that
to be mistaken with my death was painful. Is there
anything that you want or need to know from him?
Speaker 2 (14:33):
No?
Speaker 4 (14:33):
Not really.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
I mean just what you said was the comfort that
it makes it because it's so weird that you're saying that,
because when the day he died was not shocking because
he had stage four cancer, but it was shocking that
it happened that day.
Speaker 3 (14:48):
And when we got to the hospital, he had kept saying,
like he kept wanting to be resuscitating.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
Now, how some people do not He's like, yeah, and.
Speaker 3 (14:57):
It has haunted me forever that he was alone and
they talked about how already.
Speaker 1 (15:02):
Fought no, and he did. That's what he said, I
fought hard, he says. But but and that's why he said,
but my death, he says, you know, he was pulled
over to the other side, and he said it was
like all of a sudden, he said, he just didn't
want to leave the human love. And this is very
interesting because I just lost I lost my father when
I was younger, but I lost my mother recently. And
(15:23):
I had a nurse, a hospice nurse come in and
when we're close to things, you know, it was divine
and painful and exhausting and beautiful. And she had been
ready to go, she wasn't afraid, but it was like
she hung on. And the nurse said to me, and
your dad is reflecting this back to communicate with you,
because I think it will give you the comfort and
the ease of the knowing that you're seeking in your
(15:44):
heart is the nurse said to me, Amanda, She's getting
so much love in the in the human world right now,
attention and love and care. And your dad wanted to know.
I mean, he knew that you all loved him, but
he wanted to know that you all were there and
showing up and being steadfast, and you all were doing it.
And he said, so it was like he just wasn't
(16:05):
quite ready to let go and go into divine love,
into that that just effervescent thing that we only get
little aha moments of, you know, transcendence or mysticism. He
said he was he felt so taken care of in
the human world, even though his body was failing, he
was giving out, and he wanted you all to know
that he didn't want to leave you. He didn't and
he also didn't want to leave you with all sorts
(16:27):
of burdens and responsibilities and there's there's a lot of
emotional stuff more so than anything for you that has
been the responsibility you've assumed. And he's saying, I want
you to start unburdening yourself with that, but I also
want you to know I'm here, just like your grandmother.
Anytime you want to call on him, he is there,
and he leaves you like he says, feathers. He says
an easy way for you, Like if you see a
(16:49):
feather and I know you live in New York City,
so it's not you know, like like I mean, I live,
you know, in the Austin, Texas area, but so feathers
might not just comes as commonplace to you. But he says,
look for the feathers. Look for the feathers.
Speaker 3 (17:02):
Wow, this has been amazing, really truly.
Speaker 1 (17:05):
Well, I am so glad. I was thrilled to connect
with you today, and I appreciate you being so open
your energy. It's funny because I mean, I've done this
for a long time. I do a lot of readings,
and there are people that are just open and easy
and it's like a dance. And then sometimes I'm like,
you know, crawling through the energy field because of fear
(17:26):
or people have walls up. You know, your energy is
so ready to be seen and be appreciated. So your
energy is so open and willing, and that that I
appreciate because it makes it more fun for me too.
Speaker 3 (17:40):
You know, I thought I would ask more questions, but
you literally covered everything so perfectly that don't let I
don't even know what else I would even have.
Speaker 1 (17:50):
I always tell people that you know, when your soul
comes through, and I'm just this vessel moving out of
the way, And of course I'm asking questions and jumping
in and curious about things. But the soul you people say,
do I need to have questions prepared for my reading?
And of course there are some things that we might
want to know or we need to know, or we're
curious about. But I always tell people your soul is
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going to guide and direct it in the way that
you you don't even know you need or want to
hear it will it is like it is like a
river that your guide and your soul has got you.
And the thing that we forget is that our soul
is always there to do that for us, our higher self,
our higher consciousness that's connected to God. And we just
have to ask say, hey, Soul, hey high your self,
guide and direct me today, put me in that flow
(18:32):
of what to bring that higher consciousness in. And that's
I mean, that's not what I.
Speaker 3 (18:36):
Feel you did, because I feel like you really touched
on so many of the things that I think are
really important for me to remember, and like everything you
said is such a good reinforcement.
Speaker 2 (18:46):
This has been incredibly powerful, really
Welcome, Alyssa Pollock. I am excited to jump in today
and do your session. There are a few things that
I want you to know about me and how I read,
just so you have a heads up first and foremost.
I'm a clear cognizant and precognitive. So yes, I'm highly psychic.
I get downloads of information from the past and for
(00:29):
multiple future probable outcomes. So I see different lines of
outcomes and opportunities for you, and they show me the highest,
brightest path. And whenever I say they, they is your soul.
They is your spirit. You show up extremely multi dimensionally,
very multifaceted, not masculine or feminine. It's all the things
you know, music, sounds, memories, code. So I have always
(00:54):
called the soul they your higher self, your higher consciousness,
that part of you that is connected to God, to
the de to the universe, all the wisdom. So when
I read and I say they, know that, it's kind
of like a three way phone call because there's you,
there's me Amanda communicating for your soul, and then there's Amanda,
(01:14):
who's like the peanut gallery. I will jump in, I'll interject,
I'll ask you questions. I'm in an altered state. I
drop down into an altered state the whole time, but
I also disassociate and I'm a participant. So it's fun.
It's high energy, it's fast. I talk fast on a
regular basis, but this is it's a lot of information,
and you'll be able to ask me questions too. I'll
(01:35):
ask you questions, you'll ask me. You can ask me questions,
but we will will dive into all of those things.
I am a medium, so sometimes deceased loved ones do
show up, not always, so just heads up around that,
and probably last but not least, just because we are
on video, if you see me kind of looking over
or looking down or not looking directly at you, it's
(01:55):
because when I drop into that state, I'm not really
facing you, looking at you. I'm just I'm in another place,
so my eyes are usually darting everywhere. And that's just
the nature of the way that I drop in. Essentially,
do you have any questions or anything.
Speaker 2 (02:11):
That might love sounds super exciting.
Speaker 1 (02:14):
The energy is good. Today is a great energy. I
think there's a lot coming through, so let's just dive in. Okay,
take a little breath. The first thing they're showing me
about you is that you're very dynamic. You've very much
been a people person most all of your life. And
you're a tap dancer, and whenever they show me tap dancing,
it makes me laugh because I'm a tap dancer too.
Meaning you know how to show up, you know how
(02:35):
to entertain, You know how to give the crowd what
it wants, whatever the energy is in the room or
the audience. Even when you were a little girl with
your parents, you knew if the energy was heavy, you
wanted to come in and be loving, caring, or where
you could jump in, shine and entertain. You've always been
able to read a room, feel a room, and you
are that person that people gravitate towards in a room,
somebody who might be socially awkward or uncomfortable. People come
(02:57):
to you because you naturally make them feel comfortable. But
you also have a big, bright charisma and light. You're
highly dynamic, and you're so dynamic that sometimes it's freaking exhausting.
It's like your achilles heel. You know, you love that
you're dynamic, that you can hop in, jump on, you know,
interact with anyone in any place. And you do that,
and that's one of the most beautiful qualities that you
have is that you are very diversified in your ability
(03:19):
to connect with people of any demographic and that's and
it's amazing about you, but it can be exhausting too,
because you are extremely empathic. You are innately kind. Some
people are highly highly compassionate. You're compassionate, obviously, but you
are very kind, and that kindness sometimes breeds this sensitivity
of you know, not wanting to let anybody down, wanting
(03:39):
to make sure everyone else is supported and they get
what they need and they're happy and they are taken
care of, and then sometimes you deny your own needs,
your own self care, so to speak. But also you're funny,
you have a quick, fast wit, you're you're sharp too,
and you pick up on what people are saying behind
their words a lot of times. That's one of your
most beautiful skills as far as yes you're empathic, Yes
(04:02):
you're a deep feeler, but you usually can see beyond
what someone is saying using your feelings and telepathy. You're
actually very telepic telepathic. Did you do you know that?
Because you get downloads like you can be in a
business meeting, they're showing me and you know how to
command a room, but you also know how to feel
and read the room. I mean you and you really
can pick up on people's temperature quite well. Does is
(04:24):
this making sense?
Speaker 3 (04:25):
I mean a billion percent? And it's weird because I
often say there are certain times I can feel people
both good and bad. So like sometimes if my stomach
hurts or like my body will react to someone in
the meeting, and I'm like, this is bullshit or it's
more of a physical feeling than even what I'm hearing.
Do you know?
Speaker 1 (04:46):
Yes?
Speaker 3 (04:46):
So I totally yes, I totally agree with that. And
I often have had those things where it's like I
think about someone and then they.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
Call, Yes, that's the telepathy. When I was saying, I'm
clear cognizant, cognitive Claier means clear, cognizant means knowing, like
just cognition. So it's like sometimes you just know, and
it's a combination of feeling telepathy. So you have the
gift of c You're clear sentient, you're a feeler, you're
an EmPATH, but you're also clear cognizant. You just know,
(05:17):
you get things and and I mean you are also
a no nonsense gal. You know you have no problem
suiting up, showing up and really boldly speaking your mind,
but at the same time you can get emotional whiplash.
Do you have any questions or is there anything you
want to know in the year ahead, the upcoming months,
or anything you want to ask about?
Speaker 3 (05:37):
Honestly, you're just nailing it so perfectly. I'm kind of
like stunned for a second, and it's almost it's almost
making me a little emotional because like, you know, I've
done these before, but you're actually describing me in such
an exact way that I'm like, Wow, everything you're saying
is one hundred percent.
Speaker 1 (05:58):
Then on, I do want to tell you. Do have
a grandmother that is coming through and wherever she lives,
she's showing me her house. A lot of times grandmothers
show me their place of residence and it's it's just
a it's the way they show me things. But she's
showing me her house and it's like straight up and down,
like there's lots of there's like smaller I don't it's
(06:20):
multiple stories. Maybe her house isn't multiple stories, but she's
in a multiple like maybe she has to go up
the stairs or there's a multiple stories in the building,
but it's connected to other buildings. Like so she's showing
me that, but she's showing me your memories. There this
grandmother is and her cooking like she's a kitchen is
a thing. Grandmothers show that a lot. But she's cooking,
but like you're in the kitchen and I mean like
(06:44):
you're in there and you're like just running all over
the place, like there is this like one of your
grandmother Like, which one of your grandmothers is this?
Speaker 3 (06:51):
So my mother's mother lived in an apartment building, but
it was part of a big like community of apartment buildings.
And she always used to cook me a ton of
spaghetti and I was not allowed to leave without eating
every piece of.
Speaker 1 (07:09):
And it's funny because I see you being like like
and you're a d D. You know, you're eating your
spaghetti and you're like squirrel squirrel like and she's like,
sit down. But I that's what I'm saying. Like I
could see like multiple floors, lots of people community like
sandwiched in but you she what did you call her?
Speaker 3 (07:27):
Well? I guess it's funny.
Speaker 2 (07:29):
I called the grandma.
Speaker 3 (07:30):
But I used to be like, hey, grandma because I
used to do the bugs bunny thing.
Speaker 1 (07:37):
You the entertainer, that's you shining out and showing up, entertaining.
Her name is Gene. Gene. Okay, she is showing me.
She says, she wants you to know. She says, she says,
you make you make our family proud. She says, you've
worked very, very hard to get where you are, and
she says we gave up a lot. She says she
(07:57):
was happy, but she worked hard. She says, she feels
that she made quite a few sacrifices and it was
for her family, for her lineage, and she was a
tough woman. Like she was tough. And if she said
eat your spaghetti, you're gonna eat your spaghetti, you know.
And you get some of your ability to be blunt
and direct and straightforward from her when it's time for
you to be no nonsense like, you get that from her.
(08:20):
But she says she's very proud of you because you've
worked extremely hard. And she says she wants you to
enjoy the fruits of your labor. She wants you to
go on more vacations that are not work related. She
wants you to say, Okay, I'm taking four days off
and not be on the phone and not feel that
you're on call, she says, because so much of your
(08:41):
creativity and you're so creative, she says, it comes through downtime.
You get enriched and awakened and creative downloads and insights
when you are relaxing, and it's hard for you to relax.
I mean, but now you're recognizing, wait a minute, I
enjoy this and it's enriching. And she is affirming that
(09:03):
does go back to her for just a minute, and
the sacrifices she's just talking about working hard and sacrifices.
Can you speak to that a little bit or explain
that to me, Like what she's referring to.
Speaker 3 (09:14):
I'm not sure in that case, to be honest, because
she didn't she didn't have a job, right, So I'm
not really sure, Like because I was young, obviously, I
don't know what I don't know.
Speaker 1 (09:26):
So you may have to ask your mom some questions
just about you know, her early life, because she like.
Speaker 3 (09:32):
Her early life was very traumatic because she was she
lost her mom very young, and she had a twin
brother and they like traveled across the country by themselves.
The father put them in an orphanage, and you know,
did a really like hard young growing up flight versus
she had much better obviously adult life.
Speaker 1 (09:51):
So she worked hard for that. Thank you for sharing that,
because that's what she's showing me. She says, I made
it like she's a survivor. But she says, I made
a lot of sacrific vices to get here and to
earn happiness. And she's she's proud of, you know, what
her family has done. And yeah, her childhood was not
easy and she made it through. But she's saying, you know,
(10:15):
I knew it was for something bigger. I knew there
was happiness. I was determined to manifest my own destiny essentially.
And she's laughing at me. She said, A mana, you're using,
you know, much more articulate language than I would use.
She's laughing at me, and she's like throwing up her hands,
and she said, just say, I worked really hard because
I knew that I was going to mean something in
(10:37):
matter and fine and earn my happiness. I mean, she's hardcore,
you know, Like, don't you don't want to meet her
in a dark alley. I don't think I used to
call it the tiger.
Speaker 3 (10:45):
Now that you're saying this, I actually called it the
tiger because she was so strong, you know, ninety two
years old. She did obviously she passed, but at ninety
two years old, I was I used to join like
she was stronger than all of us, right physically.
Speaker 1 (11:00):
All the things. And and you you have so much
of her in you. And she wants you to know this,
especially this year, going back to you, you know, relying
on your inner sanctum, reaching out and utilizing your closest
people resources. She says, you know, you can talk to me,
she says, you know, I'm right here, and apart from
talking to your higher self or your soul, she can
(11:22):
you can say, hey, grandma, you know, you know like
I'm like losing my you know what today, show me
something different, show me a sign, and you know, you'll
hear a song on the radio, or somebody will say
something and you will whip your head around and say,
what did you just say? You know, or they'll say, oh, yeah,
the tiger you know, or the eye of the tigerl
come on. You know, she will show you and she
(11:43):
wants you to engage. She wants you to feel magical
this year. She wants you to feel that sense of
whoe bigger things are conspiring with and for me, not you.
Alyssa having to humanly achieve, and she says she had
she that was part of her life, like I'm gonna
make it, I'm gonna survive. I'm going to get to
the other side of this because I know I can.
(12:04):
And then she got to be She wants you to
have that beautiful combination of not feeling like the weight
of the world is on your shoulders, that you really
get to collaborate and manifest. But she says, ask me
for some help. I'm really She's like, I'm really resourceful,
so she said, and I won't make you eat your spaghetti.
Speaker 2 (12:25):
Using I love it.
Speaker 4 (12:26):
Is there anyone else coming through it all? Is there
anyone else coming through it all?
Speaker 1 (12:37):
There's a gentleman, there's a man on the other side.
Is your father deceased? Hees, Yeah, he just came through
And it's funny. So just know this. And I always
tell people this because they think, well, why didn't my
dad come through first? It depends on spirits and the
messages that they have to give you. What is your
father's name, Jason? What was his birthday? Just the month
and the day he is November thirteen. Numbers, by the
(13:01):
way help me connect with energy. It's not I mean, sure,
the birthday is fine, but numbers are kind of the
way that I get into a vibrational frequency. So they
let me through. Oh man, Like I'm having to exhale
because he's He's just says, where do I start? He says,
where do I start? And he says, I just need
(13:23):
to start by letting you know that I miss you,
that I really miss you. And he says, I'm having
some difficulty in my chest and breathing a little bit
with him like that's why sometimes they show me physical
symptoms of what happened or what they were struggling with.
But I'm having some stuff in my chest and like
just right behind my heart and lungs, like heart and
(13:45):
lung area. What how did he die?
Speaker 2 (13:48):
You're freaking me out.
Speaker 3 (13:50):
Lung cancer?
Speaker 1 (13:51):
Yeah, I mean he's showing me that, and he's like
he's trying to breathe, and it's almost like when he
showed up, he took a deep breath just to say
how do I start, And it was, you know, just
trying to get the air in his lungs and he
has a tear rolling down his face and he's such
he is such a fighter, freaking fighter, did not want
to die, did not go easy, and he was like,
I was not going to leave. I was going to
(14:13):
beat this. Although he says I did have he says,
you know, there were areas where I probably could have
taken better care of myself, he says, you know, he's like,
I get that, he says, but I did not want
to leave. I mean, he did not go easy in
the night, and he says, but I don't want that
to be mistaken with my death was painful. Is there
anything that you want or need to know from him?
Speaker 2 (14:33):
No?
Speaker 4 (14:33):
Not really.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
I mean just what you said was the comfort that
it makes it because it's so weird that you're saying that,
because when the day he died was not shocking because
he had stage four cancer, but it was shocking that
it happened that day.
Speaker 3 (14:48):
And when we got to the hospital, he had kept saying,
like he kept wanting to be resuscitating.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
Now, how some people do not He's like, yeah, and.
Speaker 3 (14:57):
It has haunted me forever that he was alone and
they talked about how already.
Speaker 1 (15:02):
Fought no, and he did. That's what he said, I
fought hard, he says. But but and that's why he said,
but my death, he says, you know, he was pulled
over to the other side, and he said it was
like all of a sudden, he said, he just didn't
want to leave the human love. And this is very
interesting because I just lost I lost my father when
I was younger, but I lost my mother recently. And
(15:23):
I had a nurse, a hospice nurse come in and
when we're close to things, you know, it was divine
and painful and exhausting and beautiful. And she had been
ready to go, she wasn't afraid, but it was like
she hung on. And the nurse said to me, and
your dad is reflecting this back to communicate with you,
because I think it will give you the comfort and
the ease of the knowing that you're seeking in your
(15:44):
heart is the nurse said to me, Amanda, She's getting
so much love in the in the human world right now,
attention and love and care. And your dad wanted to know.
I mean, he knew that you all loved him, but
he wanted to know that you all were there and
showing up and being steadfast, and you all were doing it.
And he said, so it was like he just wasn't
(16:05):
quite ready to let go and go into divine love,
into that that just effervescent thing that we only get
little aha moments of, you know, transcendence or mysticism. He
said he was he felt so taken care of in
the human world, even though his body was failing, he
was giving out, and he wanted you all to know
that he didn't want to leave you. He didn't and
he also didn't want to leave you with all sorts
(16:27):
of burdens and responsibilities and there's there's a lot of
emotional stuff more so than anything for you that has
been the responsibility you've assumed. And he's saying, I want
you to start unburdening yourself with that, but I also
want you to know I'm here, just like your grandmother.
Anytime you want to call on him, he is there,
and he leaves you like he says, feathers. He says
an easy way for you, Like if you see a
(16:49):
feather and I know you live in New York City,
so it's not you know, like like I mean, I live,
you know, in the Austin, Texas area, but so feathers
might not just comes as commonplace to you. But he says,
look for the feathers. Look for the feathers.
Speaker 3 (17:02):
Wow, this has been amazing, really truly.
Speaker 1 (17:05):
Well, I am so glad. I was thrilled to connect
with you today, and I appreciate you being so open
your energy. It's funny because I mean, I've done this
for a long time. I do a lot of readings,
and there are people that are just open and easy
and it's like a dance. And then sometimes I'm like,
you know, crawling through the energy field because of fear
(17:26):
or people have walls up. You know, your energy is
so ready to be seen and be appreciated. So your
energy is so open and willing, and that that I
appreciate because it makes it more fun for me too.
Speaker 3 (17:40):
You know, I thought I would ask more questions, but
you literally covered everything so perfectly that don't let I
don't even know what else I would even have.
Speaker 1 (17:50):
I always tell people that you know, when your soul
comes through, and I'm just this vessel moving out of
the way, And of course I'm asking questions and jumping
in and curious about things. But the soul you people say,
do I need to have questions prepared for my reading?
And of course there are some things that we might
want to know or we need to know, or we're
curious about. But I always tell people your soul is
(18:10):
going to guide and direct it in the way that
you you don't even know you need or want to
hear it will it is like it is like a
river that your guide and your soul has got you.
And the thing that we forget is that our soul
is always there to do that for us, our higher self,
our higher consciousness that's connected to God. And we just
have to ask say, hey, Soul, hey high your self,
guide and direct me today, put me in that flow
(18:32):
of what to bring that higher consciousness in. And that's
I mean, that's not what I.
Speaker 3 (18:36):
Feel you did, because I feel like you really touched
on so many of the things that I think are
really important for me to remember, and like everything you
said is such a good reinforcement.
Speaker 2 (18:46):
This has been incredibly powerful, really
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