February 1, 2023 • 47 mins
Episode 213 - "The Culture Deserves It" Feat. Ferrari Simmons & Su Solo Produced by: @iHandlebars
Topics include: ICYM: Jalen Hurts, Tyre Nichols, Baller Mail, our exclusive interview with Renni Rucci & more.
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hold up, hold up this show Baller a little Welcome
to the Baller Show podcast available everywhere you get your podcast.
I go by the name of Ferrari Simmons. Hey, young,
your best solo. I go about that you don't beat
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that special guest, Rendy Rucci, and then she always stopped.
Got ready the big one talking about we talk a
lot of ship. You got a host to show with us. Okay,
I'm down Cass City Chiefs and the Philadelphia Eagles with
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Jalen Hurts, Eagles into the Hurts and all the women
do we respect him? Black Water Backs first time on
a little bit time, got a song. I'll give Jalen
a little bit. He needs a little little breathing room.
Jalen is art. Yeah, from Philly. He got a black
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woman agent, black female, first black female agent to represent
a black quarterback in the Super Yes. He is so professional,
so fine, it's goal oriented. Fine. He motivates the team,
oh my gosh. And he makes it happen that time
come out. I'll be like, you ain't seeing him shout
out And I'm thinking that he's going viral because they're
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actually winning games. They're gonna hand in hand. Oh no,
they're gonna win the Super Bowl, baby faces. I don't
know if they're gonna be that boy Pat Well, I'm
gonna be watching all for my Jalen Hurst Jersey on
Oh my god. Okay, uh and not so good news,
Tyree Nichols. Did you guys see the video? I tried
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to watch it, but it's just like, man, how many
times are we gonna be bad? Sea? There wasn't any
white cops, but they were immediately. You know, action was
taken immediately. It was swift, efficient, and more situations we've
seen it take months in years, and some still and
some people some people get get left and still get paid,
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or they get fired from that job and they go
to another county and they're still employed and they're still
going to continue doing the same thing. So it's like,
you know, that's really sad man, that we continue, you know,
to live in a world to where we have to be.
You know, first of all, people don't I mean I
don't know, some people know, some people may not know,
but your taxes is paying, So why do black people
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we still get pulled over and we're still afraid, like,
oh my god, we're getting pulled over by the cops.
I don't know how this is going to turn out. Well,
they're saying, um, the motive behind it was, um, I
guess one of the baby one of the cops, like
baby baby mom or something like that. So apparently one
of the officers involved, his X worked at the same
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FedEx worked out right, and supposedly Tyree was sleeping with
this with Officer Harley's ex. If this is true, obviously
it's premeditated, like he saw that man, wanted to beat
his ass and got his friends involved and eventually and
killed him. Again. This is all alleged. We do not
know if this is true, but if it is true,
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then it is very obvious that this is premeditated murder,
whether he knew that he was pulling this man over
or not. Once you saw him, you decided what you
were gonna do, and you had your friends help you
with it. You all deserve life in prisons. Yeah, justice
for Tyree. And the only way that you know, I
feel like this all these you know, police brutality is
going to get better is with punishment. You know, they
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gotta be treated just how we would be treated. We
went out and jumped somebody and killed him. Yeah, yeah, alright.
QC accuses Offset of breaching legal agreement. According to Radar Online,
Offset suit quality control to prevent the record label from
receiving revenue for his solo work. Um the law. The
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lawsuit set Offset signed his first deal with QC in
two thousand and thirteen. The agreement provided the label with
full control and fifty of his profits. QC said Offset
had breached the confidential confidentiality provision in the original sediment
settlement agreement by disclosing the terms of the settlement agreement
and the complaint on social media posts there it's too
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much going on to where I think there should be
an issue. I understand that business is business, but businesses us.
We do business. We're the ones that are making the rules.
If we're making the contracts. There's no reason to have
people in messed up deals. There's no reason to a
lot of people. There's no reason to do this to
people when you're trying to get rich. It's the reason.
I mean, how much like you're rich from agreed that
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you're in. You're in a contract. Um, so who are
you signed to and is your world? I don't know.
Listen that I'm you asked for some reason people think
I've been signed a QC. I has never signed a
q are a family like you know, kind of under
the same house or whatever. Never been signed a QC.
I've always been signing the Woodpeck since that's the only
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contract I've ever sawn um, And I've never been upstreamed.
I've never signed to a bigger labor or anything. I've
been with my independent label who since our signed, you know,
kind of figuring it out together and contract. You know,
I'm gonna just say, I don't think anybody when you
learn started learning the business and everything. I don't think
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anybody satisfied with their first contract. It's like your first job,
like you know, it's just something to get your feet
with or whatever. Um. But the difference is um. Some
people like integrity in business, so being that who I signed,
who we are like a family, and there is a
lot of integrity on both ends. Whatever I'm not happy
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with or whatever, they may not be happy with, because
it's not just about the artists. Like I think that's
another thing too, like the artist only sometimes look from
a selfish standpoint. You have to take the other side
of the perspective because this is somebody invested into your future. Yeah,
you may feel like, well, I'm the one who have
to do this, I'm the one, you know, But that's
somebody who took a chance to to invest into you,
for you to make this money, for you to have
a platform, for you to do whatever it is that
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you're doing. So I think like sometimes as artists or
whatever the case is, we forget to look at the
other side. If we were the person who wasn't the
talent per se, but pouring the money into the talent,
why why can't I want to make my money back?
Why can't I want to see a profit because I
was the one who took the chance on you. Um,
communication go a long way and integrity go a long way.
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But you do have people who do sign and stuff
deals and they aren't really in bear with the people
who well I felt like that was what the music
industry was built off of, bad deals. But but I mean,
I think some people just it depends on circumstances to like,
if you're in a situation where you can wait it
out and be independent and and build on your own,
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then that's what you should do. But some people, if
we're being real, signed contracts because like they're looking for
like they need it right then, or or they don't
like you don't they don't take the time or feel
like they have the time to figure it out. Like
people look for money quick and when they look good,
they go for we all know. I feel like artists
don't care about they don't care about their record deal
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until like I feel like the money slows down and
this and this this situation, like it has nothing to
do with like QC or just offset. I'm just saying
like in history of music, artists only look at their
contract when the money slows down. Because it's weird. It's
like contract for months before I signed it, like literally
down to like verbiage of certain statements because I felt
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like it was like blanket language, like no, let's be
very specistic about what this is, what this means if
this happens. Like so we both knew what it like
our lawyers and like we went back and for four months,
like I was, you know, and I was still stripping,
so I had money. I wasn't. That's why I saying
circumstances to like I had you yeah, like I had
the time to sit there and wait and figure it out.
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Did you have a fellow artist guide you through it
or what did you just go with your lawyers? I
talked to my boy. Yeah, she just had the bag already.
She like, I ain't tripping, you know, but I had
like I had the money, so I wasn't rich, and
if I didn't have the money, I probably would have
time to first contract that gave. I mean, we remember Sukiana,
you know, going online and losing her mind. You know,
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couldn't get out of a horrible deal. And honestly, I
agree with you. I just want us to do better
business with you, with each other because everybody else look
out for their people. They were like at our community
have a hard time looking out for each other. Fixed that, man,
You know, nobody wants to see the family feel so
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all said, you know, fix that and can move on.
And you know I want to also, uh segue to
Ocho Sinko. That's a very smart man right there. Very smart. Yeah. Sure,
never bought real anything when I was playing. Never What
was the point I went to Claire's. The women don't
did with you anyway because of who you are, and
then the other women who are really doing their homework
don't google how much you're making already. Why am I
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buying a dollar watch? What? There's nothing I can buy
that is bigger than my name alone. So it made
no sense. Listen, Ferrari, don't understand man, Like, while I'm
from I'm from Arkansas. So what I realized when I
became an adult, when I started having white friends and
I started going to that house, I'm like, damn, they
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got a big gass house. But then their dad is
driving a Corolla. Funny sou but I'm like, their dad's
driving a Corolla, but their house is way bigger than ours,
and we're over here trying to drive business and trucks
and everything over here. We're over the little house. Yeah.
So then when I moved to Atlanta, Ferrarium, they used
to try to haze me at the radio station and
taking we go out to eating the build three four
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hundred dollars. I was at our Hell now I can't
hang with them. Yeah, because we made you pay one time. Yeah,
I knew you had it the last time without these
Since then, that cheating because I was a cheating. Okay
about the first, go ahead, you want me to tell
you about my first long story? Okay? Okay, So short
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story is I moved to Atlanta, started dating. I went
on the day the girl took me to this restaurant.
And when I got there, you know, I'm not knowing
the situation or whatever. And I looked at the menu,
and I've seen the cheapest thing on the menu was
like twenty five dollars. In the appetizing Nina, that's a
whole meal of Arkansas. Make a little story short, I said,
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I gotta use the bathroom. I told the waiter, hey, man,
make sure that he checks seen on a date. He
really liked that, though I kept okay. So Jad said
he wasn't worried about you know, crazy expensive cars. He
was flying spirit Um. He bought Claire's jewelry. You icy.
So what's what's your rule of thoughts? What do you
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feel about? What you feel about what Chad was saying?
Didn't make you think like, you know what, I don't
need to buy the more? So are you like like
that this is what I like, this is what I'm
gonna do? Well, I don't. I'm not really a splurger.
So like I don't just buy expensive things every day
or just because I make money or whatever, Like I
do like give myself things sometimes because you know, everybody
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deserves to enjoy what they were cared for. But now
I'm tight with a dollar. I ain't gonna Yeah, I
have a heart of sex, been to my home and
I'm like, I just like I agree with him, But
I'm not going as far as i'd like to, like
bond fake things like I'm not going what they call
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they call them dupes. I'm not gonna go buy dope
bags and that's what they call it. That like sake
stuff like I'm not doing all of that. Like if
I wanted that bad, I'll go buy it, but not
lashing about you know how I shot. I'll go online,
go to the website I want because we put everything
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in my car, look at it and all get all
the way to the check out and they see it.
I feel like I thought it, like I just never changed.
And then I'm gonna look at my bank account, and
my bank account look better with my money in it.
Right now, I do have a lot of expensive things,
but that I didn't say I bought it. It is
time for love versus money. We can love who A
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bought them? Make spensive things? Since which one run it down?
Let's let's let's talk that I meet a lot of
nice people that like to make me happy, a lot
of nice people that like, you're dating, I'm single. You're single, Okay,
are you exploring some options? I'm just I don't want
to say I'm dating because I'm at a face now
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that I've never been at before. I feel like, um,
if people know about me or they don't, I've been
I was a team mom, so I know a mom
since the time I was sixteen years old, So half
my life was a kid. The other half i've been
a mom. My kids are now fourteen and twelve. They're
independent and you know, they don't really need me handing
foot and how they've been before. I've always been in
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serious relationships and I'm not in a relationship right now,
so I feel like this's like my first time really
like being on my own and like being able to
like if I want to tut to you today, I
talk to you not even hot, like not a hot girl.
It's like, you know, I'm a nigger with the money.
So I ain't really like pressed about a man. I'm
just enjoying myself, enjoying life, doing what I want to do.
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If I want to include a man in that time.
Good for you enjoying the time while you're here. Other
than that, like, I'm fine with myself. Okay, okay, hold on,
we're gonna get right back and get all we wanna
get back in there. Let's do love versus money real quick? Okay?
Is it logs? The minute I met you, baby, I
knew I wanted to money. The love of money, money,
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it's love versus money. They say you can't put a
price tag on love. I love you on the ball
or alert show. All right, love versus money. That's when
I shoot out a cup to you guys, and then
you guys let me know individually. Are they there for
the love or is it just a business relationship? All right?
So today we have take Diggs and a business Jones,
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April's a Marioan baby mama business. Are they together for
the love of the money. I don't gonna say love,
and I don't say that because a lot of people
would look at and be like, they're so different. It
got to be business. I look at it like they
are so different. The only thing that could keep them
together this long for real is love. And when you
see that chemistry when they make like their videos and
stuff together it don't seem forced to me. I've seen
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a lot of force ship we it don't seem forced
to me. I really think they do genuinely love and
care about each other. So Lord, I know he was
coming this way next. Um okay, So I actually really
agree with you. You know when they said like opposite
attracts um, I think that Tay has always been super like,
young hearted and full of energy, and then you got
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April who was a little bit more mature for her age,
but still young, lighthearted, fun. I don't think this is business.
I think April is ready for something a little more stable,
and I think Tay want someone who's still young, fresh, sexy,
and full of energy. I think it's love. I was joking.
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I do think it's love, because I mean for for
a woman to make a man get on social media
and act out of character, you know what I'm saying,
get a little loose on on the ground. Yeah, but
I'm saying like, I think she makes him comfortable. That's
that's what I mean. Like, you know, when when a
woman can make you be more comfortable and be more
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of yourself is definitely love. So some people think that
in the beginning it was business because you know Tay
like like a Michael B. Jordan had a reputation of
just dating white women, um, and they thought, you know
that this could be like a clean up for that.
What do you guys think about that? I don't no
matter how it started, obviously they both being a fit
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because they're enjoying their time with each other. I mean,
she ain't all the way black, So what's the problem, Like,
like are they satisfied now? Like you know he's gonna
date who he was. I don't think that's I don't
think that's people business. I don't think they put too
much on their like who people dat and what's the race? Yeah?
The race part for me, it's like okay, like tall
that all the way black? His dawn self. You know
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what I'm saying. He he's chocolate skin wise. Yeah, he
has a son. And what I'm saying is he's not
like this, Like you know, you're not gonna pull up
and fall forward and see Tay like outside feel very comfortable.
I mean, like that's how you know you love somebody
or like it's loved there because you could just be yourself. Yeah,
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Like I'm comfortable. I don't care what nobody else say
about me when I do this, because you make me
feel like it's okay for me to be me, like
make me appreciate even being myself more. You can tell,
you can tell they love each other. I think it's
real love. Cowork is for show. Wait, first of all,
did you see that viral interview when she got drunk
and she said how all these dudes wanted her and
that was in her d M s. Yeah, you think
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you think Diggs wasn't one of them. I think he
probably was one. It was when she was on Instagram
live and then then that probably made him going her
d M. Yeah, everybody was like trying to go hard
on her like she's been doing that. She was right,
she got She probably was like, oh she got experienced,
like let me shoot a young thing would experience. Let
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me get some of that thun the cat and let's
go before the years before that, she was with Dr
Dre first Range Rover I said she got that. Yeah,
every rich nig on boy gifts. I think it depends
on what money means to you. I think when it's
a person who who doesn't value money like that, they
just gonna do it doing it. Dr his money. That
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nigger had a stroke when he had to pay that
million dollars a month that he ended up in the hospital. Man,
that's because he hated his ex wife at that point. Man, Well,
let's find a way to do something for the woman
that he's really vibing with. That's true. We'll be right
back with more of The Baller Alert Show. You're listening
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to a special edition of The ball Or Alert Show.
What's up. It's Renny Ucie and I'm hanging out with
the Baller Alert Show and we are back with the
Baller Alert Show podcast available everywhere you get your podcast.
Renny Roucie is still in the building. We appreciate you
pulling up on us having so far. You're rocking with us,
all right, all right, So what's going on with the
music man? Because I definitely did a search like a
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week or so. I was like, damn, when's the last
time Renny Roucie put out a song by herself? I
just saw a texture from the Block performing Keep the
Change right before that? Yeah, when was the date? Literally
like December? It like I saw I saw one in December.
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The Change was before that in November. But I want
more than just it's coming. I'm putting a mixtape out.
I'm finishing it up right now. Um, you know my
label and I kind of wasn't seeing out of eye,
so my music was you know, that comes with like
just you have a little fall out with your mom
or your daddy and y'all gotta sit down at the table.
But everybody's stubborning. So that's you know. And then right
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when we were ready to get the ball back rolling
with the music, my mom passed, so you know, I
had a just again, thank you. But so it's been
a year now and it's still like some days are like, Okay,
I know how to move through this world. In the
other days are like I don't know what to do,
you know, so, and we're trying to finish my tape.
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It's been like that. So it's like when you're really creative,
as we all are sitting here, like you know, like
sometimes when you mentally and emotionally like just not there,
you can't just you can't like you can't shake it,
you can't think of nothing, you can't create anything because
you're just not in that space. So trying to fit
to take that's been the biggest challenge, Like some days,
I like, it's there, come on, let's do it. Let's
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do it in the next day, I might like sit
in my bill for a week. It's just different, you know.
So but I gotta tape coming. What are you doing
to hell? Like are you going to therapy? Actually? I
think I just really realized that I need to do
something to actually like address, you know, grieving, because I
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said in my bill, for a long time, I you know,
just isolating myself. But I'm also like even I'm the
youngest girl, I'm like everybody big system. It's four of
us and we got a little brother, but I'm like
the big sister. So you know, when it came down
to funeral arrangements, I was the one doing everything. Um
you know, I just had to be like the one
to be strong for everybody else. So then I dove
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into work. I just started doing a lot of shows.
I didn't care what it was where it was just
book it, let's do it. So I could work myself
into a hole to where I was like exhausted all
the way around, like physically, mentally, emotionally like everything. And
it took my kids saying to me, hey, like you okay,
like my daughter really, because me and my daughter spend
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all little time together, you know, we get our snuggles in. Like,
my kids are really affectionate. I'm not an affectionate person
to anybody else, but my kids are really affectionate. So
my daughter was laying with me and she's like, you
know what, you're not yourself, like something's wrong or whatever.
And she's like, you know, it's okay to not be okay.
And for my twelve year old to tell me that,
I was like, you know, you need it. You gotta
address it, because if I'm not my best self for them,
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then nothing is right said as to Lauren London was
saying to while she got back to work, No, seriously,
like and you will think, like honestly, like we do.
We all do this, Like when something's wrong with us,
we have we do a good job of asking it
so like other people don't really know what you're dealing with.
Sometimes we mask it so good that we don't even
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realize what we're dealing with. Like we we put ourselves
in this delusion to not see ourselves anymore, Like just
see what we want to see and pay notice what
we want to notice. We got to stop ignoring the problems,
and that's what I had to really sit down and
have like a little come to Jesus moment with myself,
like girl, get it together, Like you need to really
just sit down and address what it is. Because you
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can go make all the money, you can go do
all the work, but if you're if you're not okay,
that's never gonna change. So yeah, I don't know. I
think maybe I should go do like some therapy or something,
but you know, I think I'm open to it, Like
I'm open to it now. I didn't think it was
like a real problem for that though. You know, like grief,
you feel like as the day is going to get easier,
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and when I realized that they don't, I'm like, oh yeah,
And it's not just this grief, you know, it's previous
experiences had It's you having issues with the label trying
to get your music, and then like my fiance have
went to prison, so like that was the whole year before,
like during all of this, and then me and my
mom weren't really in the best place, like a few
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months before she had passed and that was on t
saw so you know, it was just like a lot
of things that you know from the outside looking at me,
and people don't really understand. Like now I live with
this every day. I wasn't for you being on TV
because you know now you know one thing is to
be online. Yeah, the next thing you on TV and
it's a sitcom and sometimes you don't know how the
shot gonna look. So sometimes for the episode to come
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out and see how they add And now I think
people don't know that, like we don't know what the
episode is until the episode. Like my first time seeing
the episodes be when everybody'll see it. Yeah, so when
me and my mom, we're dealing with that. Honestly, I
feel like I didn't my first season on there. I
didn't really show who I was. It was something new
to me. I didn't know how to maneuver like the
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cameras being there. And again like my fiance had literally
just went to prison, right, yeah, well my ex fiance
because we not together anymore, but he had literally just
went to prison, like right before we started filming. So
you're trying to adjust. I'm I ain't gonna lie y'all
slick depressed, like I'm going through this little funk. Me
and my label had really just started beef in. So
it's like I'm really like just trying to act like
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I'm i D COVID was like just kind of like
we outside a little bit, but not really too much.
So a lot of the things that I wanted to
film we couldn't film because it was COVID restrictions and
things like that or whatever. So the only thing that
they like we really got to show was this rough
spot me and my mom were in, and I was
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just like at the time, like I hate it, Like
I just don't like that this is the only thing
we're feeling, like this is all we can film because
it's in this you can test everybody here and this
is what's going on. Whatever. But now I appreciate the episodes.
I didn't watch those episodes with me and my mom
and after she passed because we were just like and
it was by accident because I just scrolling on Instagram
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somebody tagged me um episode where we had like our
last little argument and I'm crying at the end, but
we hug it out and it's just whatever. And I
appreciated them episodes in that moment because even though it
was like an ugly moment for us, which We've had
many like we love each other to death. We loved
each other so hard, but we were so much alike,
like look alike, acting like everything. That was my best friend.
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But that was like, you know what I'm saying. So
when I went back and looked at I appreciated the
episodes because I can look at that like I had
that forever. Yeah, like I have, even though it's bad
parts at it, But I'm watching you hug me and
me hug you and just let you know how much
I love you, how much we don't understand each other,
but you know it's this I love you. So I
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appreciate it in that moment. But it's still hard to watch.
But I do like the show. I like being on
the show. I like being a part of it. It's fun,
it's interesting. Are you going going back to loving hip hop? Watch? Yeah?
So we spoke to Scrap. We spoke to jock um Scrap.
You know, we saw him have this whole thing with
his mom on the show, which was really like a breakthrough,
especially for people that have been watching Love and Hip Hop.
(25:53):
I've been watching for years. I felt like that was
the inevitable, Like I felt like he was going to
snap or release at some point. He shared that they
offer therapy to the cast members of Love and Hip Hop.
Have you ever accepted that therapy at all? I do
this thing where when I am dealing with something, I
shut off from everybody, like I just no, I'm okay,
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I'm fine. I don't need to say it out myself,
I think because I'm I've been so used to doing
that because again, like I was a team mom, I
had to figure ship out myself since sixteen. So I've
never just looked or when it was offered, I never
felt like it was a genuine thing. So when you
do have situations where it is genuine, it's just something
I'm not used to yet, so I don't know how
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to accept it. So it's more like no, I'm okay
because that's what I know to do. You know what
I'm saying, Like I don't know. It's I'm like a
man with pride, like don't ask nobody for directions. We're
gonna figure it out like that kind of thing. But right,
the hardest part is it like acknowledging it. I'm acknowledging.
I have a hard time accepting things from people who's
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you're signing up wars. So you you also acknowledge that
you're single? Why? How what happened? Yeah, let's talk about
this because everybody swear I cheated on this man isn't
cheating if me outside all we started dating new like,
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we actually went public New Year was it one? It
was before the pandemic, so um on New Year's So
he went to he got locked up in March. So
that's roughly like only three months that we were actually together. Um,
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but we spent every one of those days together together.
Char I get together Instagram. Okay, so it's like, all right,
So he was at my dams before, but I didn't
see it. And then I went to go d M
him about a song he had at and I was like,
you know, you should let me put a verse on
it or whatever, but he had just did the remix
with the baby, and he was like, I'm gonna get
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something else for you dot dot dot. It was nothing
else after that, and then it was like some mishap
with his manager and my manager and something about a
session we were supposed to be having together but it
was never no session. Like I don't know what that
whole situation was, but he was like he hit me.
He was like, you could have just hit me yourself,
Like what's going on. I'm like, the funk are you
talking about? Like sto session that didn't happen. You never
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had a session, so I didn't know he's talking about.
Neither one of us knew what the other was talking about.
But anyway, that's just what sparked the conversation because it
left us exchange the numbers trying to figure out what
went on, and then like we just kind of started
talking every day like god, we just like it was
cool and and then get locked up inseparable getting a relationship. Um,
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and even on those three months, like like be clear,
like it was not perfect, like it was a new
relationship with you got this many baby mama's I got
what I got going on, like whatever the case is, um,
just getting out of a five year relationship. So it
was like a lot of baggage on both ends. But
we figured it out and we were like really friends
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and really cool. So he gets sucked up and I'm like, listen,
I'm gonna try to do this with you, Like yeah,
I mean you did the ball or remember she did?
I was I was down, like we were in this
together because that's just how much I did. It was.
It was like I was shocked that I even liked him,
like like I loved him make this song like we
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was like really a little bit. He popped the question
at that time or no this he this later on,
but my eight years right, so this is this is
like just a little my kids dad did eight years
and I did not do any of that time with him.
Like when my kid's dad went to prison, I was
eighteen years old. I still have three months left in
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my pregnancy with my daughter because both my kids had
the same father, um and not just I felt like
that was my exit route to a situation. I did
not do any of that time with him. So and
I said I would never stay with a man locked up,
never would do it. But I just at that so
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it was what it was. Everything was cool. I want
to say, like a couple of months in like it
started getting different, very different. I didn't expect it to
say that, say the same, but it started getting very
difference in a bad way. This before he posed, I
want to say a bad way. This is before he proposed.
I don't want to say a bad way. It's just
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like more of like a communication thing. I'm not as
who like to sit on the phone all the time,
like and you know that, like I don't. I don't
like to talk on the phone. I'm not a communicator.
My communication skills are bad, like and I know that.
But he's probably calling you throughout the day. Sometimes he
was doing the ball alert like it was literally like
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and I was I was doing. I was extending that
much of myself even when I didn't have it, you
know what I'm saying, Like it's I like my mean time.
I like, I like to not talk, I like to
sit alone. I need that for myself. Um. Honestly, it
was just one of those things where even though it
was like rough, it was like I just you know,
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I ain't gonna leave you like I'm with you, like
I noticed it ain't gonna be perfect. It's my first
time ever doing is like I noticed, nothing's perfect with
a man who would be sitting in my face. So
I'm gonna take the problems because I love you for real. Um.
When he proposed, he proposed, like what the day before
my birthday and the day after my birthday or something
like that. Um, his his mom and brother's head drove
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down to my house and I'm thinking, they're just coming
for my birthday or whatever, and everybody was being so weird,
like my kids. Everybody was just being weird, like, um,
come around here, come around here. And I had probably
went to every room in my in the house. Why
what's so at this point of being freshman, I'm like,
what the fun going on? Like, but it's the problem.
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His brother comes from like in my own house. Like
it's like the pool area, and he's coming out the
pool house and he's had a big teddy beer and
I'm like, oh, like, y'all did all this for some
birthday gifts? That's what I'm thinking about. Yeah, Like all right,
so he gave me the little teddy beer and it's
like an edible arrangement and something looms and stuff, and
I'm like, oh, thank you. He's on the phone, like,
mind you, he stayed on the phone. He was on
the phone twenty four hours of the day, so he
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doesn't miss nothing. He went grocery shopping with me. Um,
but he's on the phone and he was like, oh,
you're liking stuff that and I'm like yeah, and then
he was so I'm walking away and his brother's like,
turn around. So when I turned around, he's got the
rings open, and his brother was like she see him,
like she see him. So then he just was like,
you know, gave me his whole I love you so
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much and I don't want to live without you. That
he had a brother standing there like shaking like my
hands is like yeah, I said, yeah, okay, So now
we're engaged. And then rings rings was this video? Did
the video? I don't have it? Okay? Did you feel
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pressure to stay with him, to hold him down because
you had already said I'm going to do it, you
know what I mean, Like, did you feel public pressure?
I don't know. I started feel feeling like that until
like it got to the point where we decided to
end it, so which people thinking I cheated if we came.
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It was a very adult breakup because we're still friends.
We don't have no bad blood nothing like if he
needs something, I'm still there for him whatever the case is. Um.
It just it's you know, like a man away like
I ain't like I'm a regular woman, you know, like
I have to be out. I'm around certain people that
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were in the same industry, and I can understand it's
hard to deal with sometimes. And it's also things that
I had to deal with that made us both insecure,
whether it be fake pages into me things, uh, you know,
certain messages and things being sent to women, and I'm like, damn,
you know what I'm saying, But it wasn't it was
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whether it was true or not. It was the same
relationship problems you have with somebody who's free. Those don't
just go away because somebody locked up. And I think
a lot of people don't understand that. It's probably even
intensively because not even that, like we both are getting
a part of the same industry. I don't know whole
reaching out to you, what's going on? Who you You
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know what I'm saying that man's not one thing, but
like having your person with you physically, who can actually
show you. It's like, damn. The only thing we can
do is communicate, right, Like how you said, that's how
you can do. It's talk on the phone. So if
I have these women right and me saying they're getting
visits with you, they talking to you, things like that,
because that does go on like it does nights. It
(34:56):
affected you'all relationship. It affected both of us, Like he
he started becoming insecure. I started becoming insecure, But that
wasn't the reason that we broke up. We was gonna
have some problems regardless, but we talked through all of that.
We had great communication. So what was the reason? I
feel like the biggest reason our relationship kind of needed
to be on pause was because after my mom passed,
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trying to work the relationship problems with somebody who already
isn't here just our problems is already hard enough and
it was like weighing on both of us. But when
my mom passed, it was like the compassion and care
that I needed from somebody, Like I wasn't getting an
needed to be about you and it wasn't about me,
(35:42):
and we could talk about it now. So I don't
have a problem with saying these things, and I don't
think he would have a problem with me saying either.
He was in a place where he only could see
his problems. So it would be some days where you know,
I just needed somebody to listen to me cry, I
just and it would be like did you remember to
call the lawyer? Did you? You know? Like I didn't
feel like the care for me when I knewed it
was the same so we had the discussion about it,
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and it was just one of those things where I
was like, you know what, in order for us not
to like push each other so far away that we
just hate each other, like we don't have that doing this,
Like we could still be friends, but we don't have
to like keep putting pressure on each other make this
relationship work. So we broke up. I did not announce
that we broke up because I'm like, we're still filming,
(36:25):
Like I'm not gonna do that. Like I just like
when we finished filming, I'm already dealing with the world
seeing what I got going on with my mom. I'll
let everybody know when we finished filming, you know, like
we just friends. We decided to go out separate ways.
But in the midst of all of that, I get
caught in the cookie shop and they say I'm cheating
(36:46):
and I'm doing this, and I'm doing that, and it's like,
in reality, I'm a single woman. Why say so that
they were saying that you were cheating because yeah, they
didn't have broken up or whatever. So I don't know,
it's just a lot. It's like sometimes like and and
their moments when I read those comments and I try
not to pay attention to the comments, but when you
read comments and people just assuming know your situation and
(37:07):
things that they say to you, You couldn't wait for
this man. He only been going a minute. Couldn't wait.
He's been a long time. But it was like, it's like,
y'all don't even know what you're talking about. And then
it was like, damn Like when I got with him,
y'all had ship to talk about me picking this person
to be with. When I said I was gonna stay
with him, I was dumb for standing he was locked up.
(37:29):
Now y'all don't know what's going on. You just see
me out here living my life and she ain't ship?
Which one is it? How were technically he was sentenced
to five years, I mean how many How long he's there? Right, yeah,
he's still there. It's about to be two years. And
I mean, I think it's fair to say he was
and if he had other people visiting, right well, no, no,
(37:50):
no, no no, no, no, no no no. I never said
he had somebody else to be I said, you know, right,
the and then dealing with the baby mamas, and it
was a lot of other things that came. So I
was just saying like it's hard when when somebody really
not in your face. If I get those d M
my mind and it start saying the people ain't saying
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this for nothing, you know what I'm saying. So insecurities
start coming out on both ends. That's all I was saying. Okay,
you know that's for me to be out all night
and you locked up, and you know I'm a woman.
You know how I am and what I like. You
ain't talking to me like as a man. Yeah, sometimes
you get insecure. You can't talk to me into the
sun up. You don't know what happened whole night. Understand
(38:34):
too that if so many people keep saying the same
thing to me, I want to know why they're saying it,
because ain't nobody you know, So they start like both
of us started having like insecurities from just being in
a relationship. Question. I feel like I let me just
let me give a big shout out to Fugiano. Yeah,
like that's my camera, just a big shout out to Fugiano.
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You know what I'm saying, like all stuff for him.
I need to ask you, man, is there any beef
with Loto? No? So your friends now it's just I
don't have no beef even, I mean even when I
responded with the dis like or whatever people want to
(39:19):
call it, like, I'm a rapper. That's what I was
supposed to do. If if somebody say something on a
track that I feel like my fan base and everybody
comes to me like, oh, you're just gonna let her
say that I'm a rapper, I could rap. That's this
is what we do. Question, could there be any type
of you know, communication between the two of you in
(39:39):
the future, Why why would there be beef? No, I'm
just asking, but together what happens. It's nothing to squash.
It's like, like I feel like, honestly, even in in
our situation, I feel like the fans play a big part.
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They definitely feel the fire. They play a big part
in things like this. So regardless of the fact, if
I felt how I felt, she felt, how she felt,
she did a this, I did a dis whatever, it's entertainment,
it is what it is. It don't go no further
than that for me. For me like in my real world,
that don't affect my real world. So you said, like,
(40:21):
if y'all ever seen if y'all ever ranted to each
other it wouldn't be like, no, it's nothing like we're
about to go out of her whatever time, whoever else song.
But what I'm saying is for me, it's not that.
It's not that for me. I come from the strip club.
I don't have to stand in a section with with
somebody who hit me with a bottle and make this
money when it's time to do business and tithing to
(40:41):
do business. That personally don't mean nothing. But it's not
even that much personal for me to say so. So
the fans maybe kind of overhyped the big I mean
at the end of the day, but you did say
that what I said, I still everything I said. I
feel like a lot of people, you know, they kind
(41:02):
of didn't know that. What about people don't know what's
going on. You don't know what's going on. That's what. Yeah,
what's this short version. It's not really not it's not
really anything going on. It's just it's like the big
word every like, oh, so y'all arguing over the world
big on the song she said, you know, and if
(41:25):
a bitch put big in front of her name like
it was, you know what I'm saying. So we like
at the end of the day. My first mix tape
in twenty nineteen was big really okay, my my chand
big really like Biggs brought you to me and said
it was ready. So when when you say that at
the end of something, and I know you know me,
I know you know my music, I know you know
(41:46):
my work as a rapper, I'm supposed to wrap. I'm
supposed to respond. You set it over a track, so
hold on, let's not get cute. We can wrap about it.
And I said what I needed to say, and that
was that like it ain't have to be no more
and have to be know this, but I want to
cut this up for real. I just feel like as
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a rapper, like at the end of the day, my fans,
if my fans say, you ain't gonna let her stay
this to you and I'm listening, I'm like, oh, ship,
it don't kind of stund like she sent that bit
at me or whoever the funk else called themselves big.
You were supposed to respond and rep But even though
it doesn't apply to your real life, I think sometimes
it could cause a real type of situation. Right whoever? Right?
(42:32):
So do you think that you could have maybe just
hit her and be like, hey, um, why before I
put this this hit in my phone? Well, did we
know for sure at the time that she was talking
about you or wasn't my fans that fueled the fire
they did? I said that, yeah, when it didn't matter.
My fans felt like I needed to do that. So
I'm getting my fans what they want because these are
people who make my money for me. Okay, So I
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just entertainment for that. Two times. If it find you
in the club, how was that? He's a nice guy.
It was a pleasure to me. I just said I
heard him in a song. He said he was looking
for you. So I was like a strip club in
South Carolina. Um, and I happened to beat home and
ours out. We chopped it up or whatever, talked about
doing some music together, music away. And that's two times
(43:20):
when talked about talked about Okay, okay, okay, I never
said that. I just said we talked about it. Nice guy.
We'll be right back. Stay tuned with more of The
Baller Alert Show. You're listening to a special edition of
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The Baller Alert Show. What's Up. It's any Ruci and
I'm hanging out with the Baller Alert Shows. The ball Alert.
I had my firstial edition. I had my first official
date from Heaven and Hell. It started off different than normal,
a one night stand. We agreed that it shouldn't have
happened because we worked together and I know his ex,
(44:00):
but the physical part just kept happening. We agreed after
the eighth or ninth encounter to try a date night situation.
And after everything I expected to happen happen. Shaking my head,
he was just so ghetto with no manners. I can't
even imagine how we got here. Here's my issue. His
sex is everything, but I can't. I can simply, I
(44:23):
simply cannot be with this man out in public. How
do I get out of this and over this? Please help? Well,
y'all know what I mean. He says, just don't go
out with him in public. If you're saying you just
wanted to be a casual sex, compaid relationship and figure
out out if not, you're gonna have to let it
all go. If you can't be with him in public,
(44:43):
then you what are we doing? So she said she
want to get out of it and over it, and
sex is something hard to get over. So I definitely
understand what she's saying, but out of it, like I'm
the type of one mind say exactly how I feel.
I ain't working with it, no more like it was fun.
It is what it is, like, I can't funk with you.
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It's honestly nobody. We don't own nobody alive. No, she
wants to funk on them, but outside, That's what I'm saying.
I don't know, man, that ain't down for that. Well,
it just seems like they just need to be sneaky links.
Well boy, what's the sneaking. But that's why I said,
she don't need to be sleeping with him if she
ashamed to go out in public with him, because my
mama always told me, if it's if you're ashamed, and
(45:27):
you shouldn't be doing it. So if you don't even
want to be calling public with this man, you don't
need to be riding on child girl have sex with
that man. If that's what you want, let me look
at my camera. She said, she calling him Shetto and
all of that, like you got bad and she said
that she from the suburbs and she got some ghetto
p Now okay, he getting yeah tossed up? Tassi is
(45:49):
Sally and your ass all type of ship going on,
and your little suburban ass ain't used to that. You
used a little small dick, Peter. You know, I'm telling
about doing this little thing and getting the hell on.
But big uh got see your round. You through and
you can't be seen in public with this man because
he don't got all this ship together. Listen here, baby,
(46:09):
it's gonna be a rough flight for you. Help him
get his ship agether. I don't know, but she said,
we don't really know him, so you'll be a foul
you think so because you know to ask what we
work that didn't She said, they work together. They worked together,
and the shouldn't have happened because I know his ax.
(46:29):
And after that or nothing it counter. I mean he
would take you up through that work eight or nine.
I missed that part. They say that. Meantime. Yeah, I'll
go together, y'all go together. Let it go all right,
talk of us, get up oout it here, Miss Rendy.
You appreciate, yeah, but you gotta do we talk about
you can come back. You always reoccur and come back
(46:51):
better things to talk about? What better things, y'all? Why
it was something here talking about x is and beefs
and all of that bullshits, like we had so much
more things we could have talked about this. How about
you come back and we talked. We finished our conversation. Alright, alright,
right now, I want you to look at this camera
(47:12):
and then you say your name and this gives some
motivational speak to your fans, to anybody out there. Okay,
it's Renny Roucci and so my love help talk for
y'all is listening. Stay strong And that sounds like real cliche,
but I'm talking about your mental, your emotional, your physical.
Take care of yourself because you only get one of these.
(47:34):
You only get one life. You're not promised tomorrow. Stay
strong and whatever you do, do not let this world,
these people in it and circumstances defeat you. It's gonna
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Hold up, hold up this show Baller a little Welcome
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I go by the name of Ferrari Simmons. Hey, young,
your best solo. I go about that you don't beat
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that special guest, Rendy Rucci, and then she always stopped.
Got ready the big one talking about we talk a
lot of ship. You got a host to show with us. Okay,
I'm down Cass City Chiefs and the Philadelphia Eagles with
(00:44):
Jalen Hurts, Eagles into the Hurts and all the women
do we respect him? Black Water Backs first time on
a little bit time, got a song. I'll give Jalen
a little bit. He needs a little little breathing room.
Jalen is art. Yeah, from Philly. He got a black
(01:11):
woman agent, black female, first black female agent to represent
a black quarterback in the Super Yes. He is so professional,
so fine, it's goal oriented. Fine. He motivates the team,
oh my gosh. And he makes it happen that time
come out. I'll be like, you ain't seeing him shout
out And I'm thinking that he's going viral because they're
(01:35):
actually winning games. They're gonna hand in hand. Oh no,
they're gonna win the Super Bowl, baby faces. I don't
know if they're gonna be that boy Pat Well, I'm
gonna be watching all for my Jalen Hurst Jersey on
Oh my god. Okay, uh and not so good news,
Tyree Nichols. Did you guys see the video? I tried
(01:56):
to watch it, but it's just like, man, how many
times are we gonna be bad? Sea? There wasn't any
white cops, but they were immediately. You know, action was
taken immediately. It was swift, efficient, and more situations we've
seen it take months in years, and some still and
some people some people get get left and still get paid,
(02:17):
or they get fired from that job and they go
to another county and they're still employed and they're still
going to continue doing the same thing. So it's like,
you know, that's really sad man, that we continue, you know,
to live in a world to where we have to be.
You know, first of all, people don't I mean I
don't know, some people know, some people may not know,
but your taxes is paying, So why do black people
(02:40):
we still get pulled over and we're still afraid, like,
oh my god, we're getting pulled over by the cops.
I don't know how this is going to turn out. Well,
they're saying, um, the motive behind it was, um, I
guess one of the baby one of the cops, like
baby baby mom or something like that. So apparently one
of the officers involved, his X worked at the same
(03:01):
FedEx worked out right, and supposedly Tyree was sleeping with
this with Officer Harley's ex. If this is true, obviously
it's premeditated, like he saw that man, wanted to beat
his ass and got his friends involved and eventually and
killed him. Again. This is all alleged. We do not
know if this is true, but if it is true,
(03:21):
then it is very obvious that this is premeditated murder,
whether he knew that he was pulling this man over
or not. Once you saw him, you decided what you
were gonna do, and you had your friends help you
with it. You all deserve life in prisons. Yeah, justice
for Tyree. And the only way that you know, I
feel like this all these you know, police brutality is
going to get better is with punishment. You know, they
(03:43):
gotta be treated just how we would be treated. We
went out and jumped somebody and killed him. Yeah, yeah, alright.
QC accuses Offset of breaching legal agreement. According to Radar Online,
Offset suit quality control to prevent the record label from
receiving revenue for his solo work. Um the law. The
(04:04):
lawsuit set Offset signed his first deal with QC in
two thousand and thirteen. The agreement provided the label with
full control and fifty of his profits. QC said Offset
had breached the confidential confidentiality provision in the original sediment
settlement agreement by disclosing the terms of the settlement agreement
and the complaint on social media posts there it's too
(04:27):
much going on to where I think there should be
an issue. I understand that business is business, but businesses us.
We do business. We're the ones that are making the rules.
If we're making the contracts. There's no reason to have
people in messed up deals. There's no reason to a
lot of people. There's no reason to do this to
people when you're trying to get rich. It's the reason.
I mean, how much like you're rich from agreed that
(04:50):
you're in. You're in a contract. Um, so who are
you signed to and is your world? I don't know.
Listen that I'm you asked for some reason people think
I've been signed a QC. I has never signed a
q are a family like you know, kind of under
the same house or whatever. Never been signed a QC.
I've always been signing the Woodpeck since that's the only
(05:12):
contract I've ever sawn um, And I've never been upstreamed.
I've never signed to a bigger labor or anything. I've
been with my independent label who since our signed, you know,
kind of figuring it out together and contract. You know,
I'm gonna just say, I don't think anybody when you
learn started learning the business and everything. I don't think
(05:33):
anybody satisfied with their first contract. It's like your first job,
like you know, it's just something to get your feet
with or whatever. Um. But the difference is um. Some
people like integrity in business, so being that who I signed,
who we are like a family, and there is a
lot of integrity on both ends. Whatever I'm not happy
(05:54):
with or whatever, they may not be happy with, because
it's not just about the artists. Like I think that's
another thing too, like the artist only sometimes look from
a selfish standpoint. You have to take the other side
of the perspective because this is somebody invested into your future. Yeah,
you may feel like, well, I'm the one who have
to do this, I'm the one, you know, But that's
somebody who took a chance to to invest into you,
for you to make this money, for you to have
a platform, for you to do whatever it is that
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you're doing. So I think like sometimes as artists or
whatever the case is, we forget to look at the
other side. If we were the person who wasn't the
talent per se, but pouring the money into the talent,
why why can't I want to make my money back?
Why can't I want to see a profit because I
was the one who took the chance on you. Um,
communication go a long way and integrity go a long way.
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But you do have people who do sign and stuff
deals and they aren't really in bear with the people
who well I felt like that was what the music
industry was built off of, bad deals. But but I mean,
I think some people just it depends on circumstances to like,
if you're in a situation where you can wait it
out and be independent and and build on your own,
(06:57):
then that's what you should do. But some people, if
we're being real, signed contracts because like they're looking for
like they need it right then, or or they don't
like you don't they don't take the time or feel
like they have the time to figure it out. Like
people look for money quick and when they look good,
they go for we all know. I feel like artists
don't care about they don't care about their record deal
(07:18):
until like I feel like the money slows down and
this and this this situation, like it has nothing to
do with like QC or just offset. I'm just saying
like in history of music, artists only look at their
contract when the money slows down. Because it's weird. It's
like contract for months before I signed it, like literally
down to like verbiage of certain statements because I felt
(07:40):
like it was like blanket language, like no, let's be
very specistic about what this is, what this means if
this happens. Like so we both knew what it like
our lawyers and like we went back and for four months,
like I was, you know, and I was still stripping,
so I had money. I wasn't. That's why I saying
circumstances to like I had you yeah, like I had
the time to sit there and wait and figure it out.
(08:02):
Did you have a fellow artist guide you through it
or what did you just go with your lawyers? I
talked to my boy. Yeah, she just had the bag already.
She like, I ain't tripping, you know, but I had
like I had the money, so I wasn't rich, and
if I didn't have the money, I probably would have
time to first contract that gave. I mean, we remember Sukiana,
you know, going online and losing her mind. You know,
(08:24):
couldn't get out of a horrible deal. And honestly, I
agree with you. I just want us to do better
business with you, with each other because everybody else look
out for their people. They were like at our community
have a hard time looking out for each other. Fixed that, man,
You know, nobody wants to see the family feel so
(08:45):
all said, you know, fix that and can move on.
And you know I want to also, uh segue to
Ocho Sinko. That's a very smart man right there. Very smart. Yeah. Sure,
never bought real anything when I was playing. Never What
was the point I went to Claire's. The women don't
did with you anyway because of who you are, and
then the other women who are really doing their homework
don't google how much you're making already. Why am I
(09:06):
buying a dollar watch? What? There's nothing I can buy
that is bigger than my name alone. So it made
no sense. Listen, Ferrari, don't understand man, Like, while I'm
from I'm from Arkansas. So what I realized when I
became an adult, when I started having white friends and
I started going to that house, I'm like, damn, they
(09:27):
got a big gass house. But then their dad is
driving a Corolla. Funny sou but I'm like, their dad's
driving a Corolla, but their house is way bigger than ours,
and we're over here trying to drive business and trucks
and everything over here. We're over the little house. Yeah.
So then when I moved to Atlanta, Ferrarium, they used
to try to haze me at the radio station and
taking we go out to eating the build three four
(09:49):
hundred dollars. I was at our Hell now I can't
hang with them. Yeah, because we made you pay one time. Yeah,
I knew you had it the last time without these
Since then, that cheating because I was a cheating. Okay
about the first, go ahead, you want me to tell
you about my first long story? Okay? Okay, So short
(10:11):
story is I moved to Atlanta, started dating. I went
on the day the girl took me to this restaurant.
And when I got there, you know, I'm not knowing
the situation or whatever. And I looked at the menu,
and I've seen the cheapest thing on the menu was
like twenty five dollars. In the appetizing Nina, that's a
whole meal of Arkansas. Make a little story short, I said,
(10:33):
I gotta use the bathroom. I told the waiter, hey, man,
make sure that he checks seen on a date. He
really liked that, though I kept okay. So Jad said
he wasn't worried about you know, crazy expensive cars. He
was flying spirit Um. He bought Claire's jewelry. You icy.
So what's what's your rule of thoughts? What do you
(10:54):
feel about? What you feel about what Chad was saying?
Didn't make you think like, you know what, I don't
need to buy the more? So are you like like
that this is what I like, this is what I'm
gonna do? Well, I don't. I'm not really a splurger.
So like I don't just buy expensive things every day
or just because I make money or whatever, Like I
do like give myself things sometimes because you know, everybody
(11:15):
deserves to enjoy what they were cared for. But now
I'm tight with a dollar. I ain't gonna Yeah, I
have a heart of sex, been to my home and
I'm like, I just like I agree with him, But
I'm not going as far as i'd like to, like
bond fake things like I'm not going what they call
(11:36):
they call them dupes. I'm not gonna go buy dope
bags and that's what they call it. That like sake
stuff like I'm not doing all of that. Like if
I wanted that bad, I'll go buy it, but not
lashing about you know how I shot. I'll go online,
go to the website I want because we put everything
(11:57):
in my car, look at it and all get all
the way to the check out and they see it.
I feel like I thought it, like I just never changed.
And then I'm gonna look at my bank account, and
my bank account look better with my money in it.
Right now, I do have a lot of expensive things,
but that I didn't say I bought it. It is
time for love versus money. We can love who A
(12:21):
bought them? Make spensive things? Since which one run it down?
Let's let's let's talk that I meet a lot of
nice people that like to make me happy, a lot
of nice people that like, you're dating, I'm single. You're single, Okay,
are you exploring some options? I'm just I don't want
to say I'm dating because I'm at a face now
(12:43):
that I've never been at before. I feel like, um,
if people know about me or they don't, I've been
I was a team mom, so I know a mom
since the time I was sixteen years old, So half
my life was a kid. The other half i've been
a mom. My kids are now fourteen and twelve. They're
independent and you know, they don't really need me handing
foot and how they've been before. I've always been in
(13:04):
serious relationships and I'm not in a relationship right now,
so I feel like this's like my first time really
like being on my own and like being able to
like if I want to tut to you today, I
talk to you not even hot, like not a hot girl.
It's like, you know, I'm a nigger with the money.
So I ain't really like pressed about a man. I'm
just enjoying myself, enjoying life, doing what I want to do.
(13:27):
If I want to include a man in that time.
Good for you enjoying the time while you're here. Other
than that, like, I'm fine with myself. Okay, okay, hold on,
we're gonna get right back and get all we wanna
get back in there. Let's do love versus money real quick? Okay?
Is it logs? The minute I met you, baby, I
knew I wanted to money. The love of money, money,
(13:48):
it's love versus money. They say you can't put a
price tag on love. I love you on the ball
or alert show. All right, love versus money. That's when
I shoot out a cup to you guys, and then
you guys let me know individually. Are they there for
the love or is it just a business relationship? All right?
So today we have take Diggs and a business Jones,
(14:17):
April's a Marioan baby mama business. Are they together for
the love of the money. I don't gonna say love,
and I don't say that because a lot of people
would look at and be like, they're so different. It
got to be business. I look at it like they
are so different. The only thing that could keep them
together this long for real is love. And when you
see that chemistry when they make like their videos and
stuff together it don't seem forced to me. I've seen
(14:39):
a lot of force ship we it don't seem forced
to me. I really think they do genuinely love and
care about each other. So Lord, I know he was
coming this way next. Um okay, So I actually really
agree with you. You know when they said like opposite
attracts um, I think that Tay has always been super like,
young hearted and full of energy, and then you got
(15:00):
April who was a little bit more mature for her age,
but still young, lighthearted, fun. I don't think this is business.
I think April is ready for something a little more stable,
and I think Tay want someone who's still young, fresh, sexy,
and full of energy. I think it's love. I was joking.
(15:21):
I do think it's love, because I mean for for
a woman to make a man get on social media
and act out of character, you know what I'm saying,
get a little loose on on the ground. Yeah, but
I'm saying like, I think she makes him comfortable. That's
that's what I mean. Like, you know, when when a
woman can make you be more comfortable and be more
(15:42):
of yourself is definitely love. So some people think that
in the beginning it was business because you know Tay
like like a Michael B. Jordan had a reputation of
just dating white women, um, and they thought, you know
that this could be like a clean up for that.
What do you guys think about that? I don't no
matter how it started, obviously they both being a fit
(16:04):
because they're enjoying their time with each other. I mean,
she ain't all the way black, So what's the problem, Like,
like are they satisfied now? Like you know he's gonna
date who he was. I don't think that's I don't
think that's people business. I don't think they put too
much on their like who people dat and what's the race? Yeah?
The race part for me, it's like okay, like tall
that all the way black? His dawn self. You know
(16:25):
what I'm saying. He he's chocolate skin wise. Yeah, he
has a son. And what I'm saying is he's not
like this, Like you know, you're not gonna pull up
and fall forward and see Tay like outside feel very comfortable.
I mean, like that's how you know you love somebody
or like it's loved there because you could just be yourself. Yeah,
(16:47):
Like I'm comfortable. I don't care what nobody else say
about me when I do this, because you make me
feel like it's okay for me to be me, like
make me appreciate even being myself more. You can tell,
you can tell they love each other. I think it's
real love. Cowork is for show. Wait, first of all,
did you see that viral interview when she got drunk
and she said how all these dudes wanted her and
that was in her d M s. Yeah, you think
(17:09):
you think Diggs wasn't one of them. I think he
probably was one. It was when she was on Instagram
live and then then that probably made him going her
d M. Yeah, everybody was like trying to go hard
on her like she's been doing that. She was right,
she got She probably was like, oh she got experienced,
like let me shoot a young thing would experience. Let
(17:30):
me get some of that thun the cat and let's
go before the years before that, she was with Dr
Dre first Range Rover I said she got that. Yeah,
every rich nig on boy gifts. I think it depends
on what money means to you. I think when it's
a person who who doesn't value money like that, they
just gonna do it doing it. Dr his money. That
(17:54):
nigger had a stroke when he had to pay that
million dollars a month that he ended up in the hospital. Man,
that's because he hated his ex wife at that point. Man, Well,
let's find a way to do something for the woman
that he's really vibing with. That's true. We'll be right
back with more of The Baller Alert Show. You're listening
(18:19):
to a special edition of The ball Or Alert Show.
What's up. It's Renny Ucie and I'm hanging out with
the Baller Alert Show and we are back with the
Baller Alert Show podcast available everywhere you get your podcast.
Renny Roucie is still in the building. We appreciate you
pulling up on us having so far. You're rocking with us,
all right, all right, So what's going on with the
music man? Because I definitely did a search like a
(18:43):
week or so. I was like, damn, when's the last
time Renny Roucie put out a song by herself? I
just saw a texture from the Block performing Keep the
Change right before that? Yeah, when was the date? Literally
like December? It like I saw I saw one in December.
(19:03):
The Change was before that in November. But I want
more than just it's coming. I'm putting a mixtape out.
I'm finishing it up right now. Um, you know my
label and I kind of wasn't seeing out of eye,
so my music was you know, that comes with like
just you have a little fall out with your mom
or your daddy and y'all gotta sit down at the table.
But everybody's stubborning. So that's you know. And then right
(19:23):
when we were ready to get the ball back rolling
with the music, my mom passed, so you know, I
had a just again, thank you. But so it's been
a year now and it's still like some days are like, Okay,
I know how to move through this world. In the
other days are like I don't know what to do,
you know, so, and we're trying to finish my tape.
(19:44):
It's been like that. So it's like when you're really creative,
as we all are sitting here, like you know, like
sometimes when you mentally and emotionally like just not there,
you can't just you can't like you can't shake it,
you can't think of nothing, you can't create anything because
you're just not in that space. So trying to fit
to take that's been the biggest challenge, Like some days,
I like, it's there, come on, let's do it. Let's
(20:05):
do it in the next day, I might like sit
in my bill for a week. It's just different, you know.
So but I gotta tape coming. What are you doing
to hell? Like are you going to therapy? Actually? I
think I just really realized that I need to do
something to actually like address, you know, grieving, because I
(20:26):
said in my bill, for a long time, I you know,
just isolating myself. But I'm also like even I'm the
youngest girl, I'm like everybody big system. It's four of
us and we got a little brother, but I'm like
the big sister. So you know, when it came down
to funeral arrangements, I was the one doing everything. Um
you know, I just had to be like the one
to be strong for everybody else. So then I dove
(20:49):
into work. I just started doing a lot of shows.
I didn't care what it was where it was just
book it, let's do it. So I could work myself
into a hole to where I was like exhausted all
the way around, like physically, mentally, emotionally like everything. And
it took my kids saying to me, hey, like you okay,
like my daughter really, because me and my daughter spend
(21:11):
all little time together, you know, we get our snuggles in. Like,
my kids are really affectionate. I'm not an affectionate person
to anybody else, but my kids are really affectionate. So
my daughter was laying with me and she's like, you
know what, you're not yourself, like something's wrong or whatever.
And she's like, you know, it's okay to not be okay.
And for my twelve year old to tell me that,
I was like, you know, you need it. You gotta
address it, because if I'm not my best self for them,
(21:32):
then nothing is right said as to Lauren London was
saying to while she got back to work, No, seriously,
like and you will think, like honestly, like we do.
We all do this, Like when something's wrong with us,
we have we do a good job of asking it
so like other people don't really know what you're dealing with.
Sometimes we mask it so good that we don't even
(21:54):
realize what we're dealing with. Like we we put ourselves
in this delusion to not see ourselves anymore, Like just
see what we want to see and pay notice what
we want to notice. We got to stop ignoring the problems,
and that's what I had to really sit down and
have like a little come to Jesus moment with myself,
like girl, get it together, Like you need to really
just sit down and address what it is. Because you
(22:15):
can go make all the money, you can go do
all the work, but if you're if you're not okay,
that's never gonna change. So yeah, I don't know. I
think maybe I should go do like some therapy or something,
but you know, I think I'm open to it, Like
I'm open to it now. I didn't think it was
like a real problem for that though. You know, like grief,
you feel like as the day is going to get easier,
(22:38):
and when I realized that they don't, I'm like, oh yeah,
And it's not just this grief, you know, it's previous
experiences had It's you having issues with the label trying
to get your music, and then like my fiance have
went to prison, so like that was the whole year before,
like during all of this, and then me and my
mom weren't really in the best place, like a few
(22:59):
months before she had passed and that was on t
saw so you know, it was just like a lot
of things that you know from the outside looking at me,
and people don't really understand. Like now I live with
this every day. I wasn't for you being on TV
because you know now you know one thing is to
be online. Yeah, the next thing you on TV and
it's a sitcom and sometimes you don't know how the
shot gonna look. So sometimes for the episode to come
(23:21):
out and see how they add And now I think
people don't know that, like we don't know what the
episode is until the episode. Like my first time seeing
the episodes be when everybody'll see it. Yeah, so when
me and my mom, we're dealing with that. Honestly, I
feel like I didn't my first season on there. I
didn't really show who I was. It was something new
to me. I didn't know how to maneuver like the
(23:44):
cameras being there. And again like my fiance had literally
just went to prison, right, yeah, well my ex fiance
because we not together anymore, but he had literally just
went to prison, like right before we started filming. So
you're trying to adjust. I'm I ain't gonna lie y'all
slick depressed, like I'm going through this little funk. Me
and my label had really just started beef in. So
it's like I'm really like just trying to act like
(24:05):
I'm i D COVID was like just kind of like
we outside a little bit, but not really too much.
So a lot of the things that I wanted to
film we couldn't film because it was COVID restrictions and
things like that or whatever. So the only thing that
they like we really got to show was this rough
spot me and my mom were in, and I was
(24:27):
just like at the time, like I hate it, Like
I just don't like that this is the only thing
we're feeling, like this is all we can film because
it's in this you can test everybody here and this
is what's going on. Whatever. But now I appreciate the episodes.
I didn't watch those episodes with me and my mom
and after she passed because we were just like and
it was by accident because I just scrolling on Instagram
(24:48):
somebody tagged me um episode where we had like our
last little argument and I'm crying at the end, but
we hug it out and it's just whatever. And I
appreciated them episodes in that moment because even though it
was like an ugly moment for us, which We've had
many like we love each other to death. We loved
each other so hard, but we were so much alike,
like look alike, acting like everything. That was my best friend.
(25:09):
But that was like, you know what I'm saying. So
when I went back and looked at I appreciated the
episodes because I can look at that like I had
that forever. Yeah, like I have, even though it's bad
parts at it, But I'm watching you hug me and
me hug you and just let you know how much
I love you, how much we don't understand each other,
but you know it's this I love you. So I
(25:31):
appreciate it in that moment. But it's still hard to watch.
But I do like the show. I like being on
the show. I like being a part of it. It's fun,
it's interesting. Are you going going back to loving hip hop? Watch? Yeah?
So we spoke to Scrap. We spoke to jock um Scrap.
You know, we saw him have this whole thing with
his mom on the show, which was really like a breakthrough,
especially for people that have been watching Love and Hip Hop.
(25:53):
I've been watching for years. I felt like that was
the inevitable, Like I felt like he was going to
snap or release at some point. He shared that they
offer therapy to the cast members of Love and Hip Hop.
Have you ever accepted that therapy at all? I do
this thing where when I am dealing with something, I
shut off from everybody, like I just no, I'm okay,
(26:15):
I'm fine. I don't need to say it out myself,
I think because I'm I've been so used to doing
that because again, like I was a team mom, I
had to figure ship out myself since sixteen. So I've
never just looked or when it was offered, I never
felt like it was a genuine thing. So when you
do have situations where it is genuine, it's just something
I'm not used to yet, so I don't know how
(26:37):
to accept it. So it's more like no, I'm okay
because that's what I know to do. You know what
I'm saying, Like I don't know. It's I'm like a
man with pride, like don't ask nobody for directions. We're
gonna figure it out like that kind of thing. But right,
the hardest part is it like acknowledging it. I'm acknowledging.
I have a hard time accepting things from people who's
(26:59):
you're signing up wars. So you you also acknowledge that
you're single? Why? How what happened? Yeah, let's talk about
this because everybody swear I cheated on this man isn't
cheating if me outside all we started dating new like,
(27:24):
we actually went public New Year was it one? It
was before the pandemic, so um on New Year's So
he went to he got locked up in March. So
that's roughly like only three months that we were actually together. Um,
(27:45):
but we spent every one of those days together together.
Char I get together Instagram. Okay, so it's like, all right,
So he was at my dams before, but I didn't
see it. And then I went to go d M
him about a song he had at and I was like,
you know, you should let me put a verse on
it or whatever, but he had just did the remix
with the baby, and he was like, I'm gonna get
(28:08):
something else for you dot dot dot. It was nothing
else after that, and then it was like some mishap
with his manager and my manager and something about a
session we were supposed to be having together but it
was never no session. Like I don't know what that
whole situation was, but he was like he hit me.
He was like, you could have just hit me yourself,
Like what's going on. I'm like, the funk are you
talking about? Like sto session that didn't happen. You never
(28:31):
had a session, so I didn't know he's talking about.
Neither one of us knew what the other was talking about.
But anyway, that's just what sparked the conversation because it
left us exchange the numbers trying to figure out what
went on, and then like we just kind of started
talking every day like god, we just like it was
cool and and then get locked up inseparable getting a relationship. Um,
(28:54):
and even on those three months, like like be clear,
like it was not perfect, like it was a new
relationship with you got this many baby mama's I got
what I got going on, like whatever the case is, um,
just getting out of a five year relationship. So it
was like a lot of baggage on both ends. But
we figured it out and we were like really friends
(29:16):
and really cool. So he gets sucked up and I'm like, listen,
I'm gonna try to do this with you, Like yeah,
I mean you did the ball or remember she did?
I was I was down, like we were in this
together because that's just how much I did. It was.
It was like I was shocked that I even liked him,
like like I loved him make this song like we
(29:38):
was like really a little bit. He popped the question
at that time or no this he this later on,
but my eight years right, so this is this is
like just a little my kids dad did eight years
and I did not do any of that time with him.
Like when my kid's dad went to prison, I was
eighteen years old. I still have three months left in
(29:59):
my pregnancy with my daughter because both my kids had
the same father, um and not just I felt like
that was my exit route to a situation. I did
not do any of that time with him. So and
I said I would never stay with a man locked up,
never would do it. But I just at that so
(30:20):
it was what it was. Everything was cool. I want
to say, like a couple of months in like it
started getting different, very different. I didn't expect it to
say that, say the same, but it started getting very
difference in a bad way. This before he posed, I
want to say a bad way. This is before he proposed.
I don't want to say a bad way. It's just
(30:40):
like more of like a communication thing. I'm not as
who like to sit on the phone all the time,
like and you know that, like I don't. I don't
like to talk on the phone. I'm not a communicator.
My communication skills are bad, like and I know that.
But he's probably calling you throughout the day. Sometimes he
was doing the ball alert like it was literally like
(31:02):
and I was I was doing. I was extending that
much of myself even when I didn't have it, you
know what I'm saying, Like it's I like my mean time.
I like, I like to not talk, I like to
sit alone. I need that for myself. Um. Honestly, it
was just one of those things where even though it
was like rough, it was like I just you know,
(31:24):
I ain't gonna leave you like I'm with you, like
I noticed it ain't gonna be perfect. It's my first
time ever doing is like I noticed, nothing's perfect with
a man who would be sitting in my face. So
I'm gonna take the problems because I love you for real. Um.
When he proposed, he proposed, like what the day before
my birthday and the day after my birthday or something
like that. Um, his his mom and brother's head drove
(31:46):
down to my house and I'm thinking, they're just coming
for my birthday or whatever, and everybody was being so weird,
like my kids. Everybody was just being weird, like, um,
come around here, come around here. And I had probably
went to every room in my in the house. Why
what's so at this point of being freshman, I'm like,
what the fun going on? Like, but it's the problem.
(32:06):
His brother comes from like in my own house. Like
it's like the pool area, and he's coming out the
pool house and he's had a big teddy beer and
I'm like, oh, like, y'all did all this for some
birthday gifts? That's what I'm thinking about. Yeah, Like all right,
so he gave me the little teddy beer and it's
like an edible arrangement and something looms and stuff, and
I'm like, oh, thank you. He's on the phone, like,
mind you, he stayed on the phone. He was on
the phone twenty four hours of the day, so he
(32:29):
doesn't miss nothing. He went grocery shopping with me. Um,
but he's on the phone and he was like, oh,
you're liking stuff that and I'm like yeah, and then
he was so I'm walking away and his brother's like,
turn around. So when I turned around, he's got the
rings open, and his brother was like she see him,
like she see him. So then he just was like,
you know, gave me his whole I love you so
(32:49):
much and I don't want to live without you. That
he had a brother standing there like shaking like my
hands is like yeah, I said, yeah, okay, So now
we're engaged. And then rings rings was this video? Did
the video? I don't have it? Okay? Did you feel
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pressure to stay with him, to hold him down because
you had already said I'm going to do it, you
know what I mean, Like, did you feel public pressure?
I don't know. I started feel feeling like that until
like it got to the point where we decided to
end it, so which people thinking I cheated if we came.
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It was a very adult breakup because we're still friends.
We don't have no bad blood nothing like if he
needs something, I'm still there for him whatever the case is. Um.
It just it's you know, like a man away like
I ain't like I'm a regular woman, you know, like
I have to be out. I'm around certain people that
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were in the same industry, and I can understand it's
hard to deal with sometimes. And it's also things that
I had to deal with that made us both insecure,
whether it be fake pages into me things, uh, you know,
certain messages and things being sent to women, and I'm like, damn,
you know what I'm saying, But it wasn't it was
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whether it was true or not. It was the same
relationship problems you have with somebody who's free. Those don't
just go away because somebody locked up. And I think
a lot of people don't understand that. It's probably even
intensively because not even that, like we both are getting
a part of the same industry. I don't know whole
reaching out to you, what's going on? Who you You
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know what I'm saying that man's not one thing, but
like having your person with you physically, who can actually
show you. It's like, damn. The only thing we can
do is communicate, right, Like how you said, that's how
you can do. It's talk on the phone. So if
I have these women right and me saying they're getting
visits with you, they talking to you, things like that,
because that does go on like it does nights. It
(34:56):
affected you'all relationship. It affected both of us, Like he
he started becoming insecure. I started becoming insecure, But that
wasn't the reason that we broke up. We was gonna
have some problems regardless, but we talked through all of that.
We had great communication. So what was the reason? I
feel like the biggest reason our relationship kind of needed
to be on pause was because after my mom passed,
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trying to work the relationship problems with somebody who already
isn't here just our problems is already hard enough and
it was like weighing on both of us. But when
my mom passed, it was like the compassion and care
that I needed from somebody, Like I wasn't getting an
needed to be about you and it wasn't about me,
(35:42):
and we could talk about it now. So I don't
have a problem with saying these things, and I don't
think he would have a problem with me saying either.
He was in a place where he only could see
his problems. So it would be some days where you know,
I just needed somebody to listen to me cry, I
just and it would be like did you remember to
call the lawyer? Did you? You know? Like I didn't
feel like the care for me when I knewed it
was the same so we had the discussion about it,
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and it was just one of those things where I
was like, you know what, in order for us not
to like push each other so far away that we
just hate each other, like we don't have that doing this,
Like we could still be friends, but we don't have
to like keep putting pressure on each other make this
relationship work. So we broke up. I did not announce
that we broke up because I'm like, we're still filming,
(36:25):
Like I'm not gonna do that. Like I just like
when we finished filming, I'm already dealing with the world
seeing what I got going on with my mom. I'll
let everybody know when we finished filming, you know, like
we just friends. We decided to go out separate ways.
But in the midst of all of that, I get
caught in the cookie shop and they say I'm cheating
(36:46):
and I'm doing this, and I'm doing that, and it's like,
in reality, I'm a single woman. Why say so that
they were saying that you were cheating because yeah, they
didn't have broken up or whatever. So I don't know,
it's just a lot. It's like sometimes like and and
their moments when I read those comments and I try
not to pay attention to the comments, but when you
read comments and people just assuming know your situation and
(37:07):
things that they say to you, You couldn't wait for
this man. He only been going a minute. Couldn't wait.
He's been a long time. But it was like, it's like,
y'all don't even know what you're talking about. And then
it was like, damn Like when I got with him,
y'all had ship to talk about me picking this person
to be with. When I said I was gonna stay
with him, I was dumb for standing he was locked up.
(37:29):
Now y'all don't know what's going on. You just see
me out here living my life and she ain't ship?
Which one is it? How were technically he was sentenced
to five years, I mean how many How long he's there? Right, yeah,
he's still there. It's about to be two years. And
I mean, I think it's fair to say he was
and if he had other people visiting, right well, no, no,
(37:50):
no, no no, no, no, no no no. I never said
he had somebody else to be I said, you know, right,
the and then dealing with the baby mamas, and it
was a lot of other things that came. So I
was just saying like it's hard when when somebody really
not in your face. If I get those d M
my mind and it start saying the people ain't saying
(38:12):
this for nothing, you know what I'm saying. So insecurities
start coming out on both ends. That's all I was saying. Okay,
you know that's for me to be out all night
and you locked up, and you know I'm a woman.
You know how I am and what I like. You
ain't talking to me like as a man. Yeah, sometimes
you get insecure. You can't talk to me into the
sun up. You don't know what happened whole night. Understand
(38:34):
too that if so many people keep saying the same
thing to me, I want to know why they're saying it,
because ain't nobody you know, So they start like both
of us started having like insecurities from just being in
a relationship. Question. I feel like I let me just
let me give a big shout out to Fugiano. Yeah,
like that's my camera, just a big shout out to Fugiano.
(38:57):
You know what I'm saying, like all stuff for him.
I need to ask you, man, is there any beef
with Loto? No? So your friends now it's just I
don't have no beef even, I mean even when I
responded with the dis like or whatever people want to
(39:19):
call it, like, I'm a rapper. That's what I was
supposed to do. If if somebody say something on a
track that I feel like my fan base and everybody
comes to me like, oh, you're just gonna let her
say that I'm a rapper, I could rap. That's this
is what we do. Question, could there be any type
of you know, communication between the two of you in
(39:39):
the future, Why why would there be beef? No, I'm
just asking, but together what happens. It's nothing to squash.
It's like, like I feel like, honestly, even in in
our situation, I feel like the fans play a big part.
(40:00):
They definitely feel the fire. They play a big part
in things like this. So regardless of the fact, if
I felt how I felt, she felt, how she felt,
she did a this, I did a dis whatever, it's entertainment,
it is what it is. It don't go no further
than that for me. For me like in my real world,
that don't affect my real world. So you said, like,
(40:21):
if y'all ever seen if y'all ever ranted to each
other it wouldn't be like, no, it's nothing like we're
about to go out of her whatever time, whoever else song.
But what I'm saying is for me, it's not that.
It's not that for me. I come from the strip club.
I don't have to stand in a section with with
somebody who hit me with a bottle and make this
money when it's time to do business and tithing to
(40:41):
do business. That personally don't mean nothing. But it's not
even that much personal for me to say so. So
the fans maybe kind of overhyped the big I mean
at the end of the day, but you did say
that what I said, I still everything I said. I
feel like a lot of people, you know, they kind
(41:02):
of didn't know that. What about people don't know what's
going on. You don't know what's going on. That's what. Yeah,
what's this short version. It's not really not it's not
really anything going on. It's just it's like the big
word every like, oh, so y'all arguing over the world
big on the song she said, you know, and if
(41:25):
a bitch put big in front of her name like
it was, you know what I'm saying. So we like
at the end of the day. My first mix tape
in twenty nineteen was big really okay, my my chand
big really like Biggs brought you to me and said
it was ready. So when when you say that at
the end of something, and I know you know me,
I know you know my music, I know you know
(41:46):
my work as a rapper, I'm supposed to wrap. I'm
supposed to respond. You set it over a track, so
hold on, let's not get cute. We can wrap about it.
And I said what I needed to say, and that
was that like it ain't have to be no more
and have to be know this, but I want to
cut this up for real. I just feel like as
(42:09):
a rapper, like at the end of the day, my fans,
if my fans say, you ain't gonna let her stay
this to you and I'm listening, I'm like, oh, ship,
it don't kind of stund like she sent that bit
at me or whoever the funk else called themselves big.
You were supposed to respond and rep But even though
it doesn't apply to your real life, I think sometimes
it could cause a real type of situation. Right whoever? Right?
(42:32):
So do you think that you could have maybe just
hit her and be like, hey, um, why before I
put this this hit in my phone? Well, did we
know for sure at the time that she was talking
about you or wasn't my fans that fueled the fire
they did? I said that, yeah, when it didn't matter.
My fans felt like I needed to do that. So
I'm getting my fans what they want because these are
people who make my money for me. Okay, So I
(42:55):
just entertainment for that. Two times. If it find you
in the club, how was that? He's a nice guy.
It was a pleasure to me. I just said I
heard him in a song. He said he was looking
for you. So I was like a strip club in
South Carolina. Um, and I happened to beat home and
ours out. We chopped it up or whatever, talked about
doing some music together, music away. And that's two times
(43:20):
when talked about talked about Okay, okay, okay, I never
said that. I just said we talked about it. Nice guy.
We'll be right back. Stay tuned with more of The
Baller Alert Show. You're listening to a special edition of
(43:40):
The Baller Alert Show. What's Up. It's any Ruci and
I'm hanging out with the Baller Alert Shows. The ball Alert.
I had my firstial edition. I had my first official
date from Heaven and Hell. It started off different than normal,
a one night stand. We agreed that it shouldn't have
happened because we worked together and I know his ex,
(44:00):
but the physical part just kept happening. We agreed after
the eighth or ninth encounter to try a date night situation.
And after everything I expected to happen happen. Shaking my head,
he was just so ghetto with no manners. I can't
even imagine how we got here. Here's my issue. His
sex is everything, but I can't. I can simply, I
(44:23):
simply cannot be with this man out in public. How
do I get out of this and over this? Please help? Well,
y'all know what I mean. He says, just don't go
out with him in public. If you're saying you just
wanted to be a casual sex, compaid relationship and figure
out out if not, you're gonna have to let it
all go. If you can't be with him in public,
(44:43):
then you what are we doing? So she said she
want to get out of it and over it, and
sex is something hard to get over. So I definitely
understand what she's saying, but out of it, like I'm
the type of one mind say exactly how I feel.
I ain't working with it, no more like it was fun.
It is what it is, like, I can't funk with you.
(45:07):
It's honestly nobody. We don't own nobody alive. No, she
wants to funk on them, but outside, That's what I'm saying.
I don't know, man, that ain't down for that. Well,
it just seems like they just need to be sneaky links.
Well boy, what's the sneaking. But that's why I said,
she don't need to be sleeping with him if she
ashamed to go out in public with him, because my
mama always told me, if it's if you're ashamed, and
(45:27):
you shouldn't be doing it. So if you don't even
want to be calling public with this man, you don't
need to be riding on child girl have sex with
that man. If that's what you want, let me look
at my camera. She said, she calling him Shetto and
all of that, like you got bad and she said
that she from the suburbs and she got some ghetto
p Now okay, he getting yeah tossed up? Tassi is
(45:49):
Sally and your ass all type of ship going on,
and your little suburban ass ain't used to that. You
used a little small dick, Peter. You know, I'm telling
about doing this little thing and getting the hell on.
But big uh got see your round. You through and
you can't be seen in public with this man because
he don't got all this ship together. Listen here, baby,
(46:09):
it's gonna be a rough flight for you. Help him
get his ship agether. I don't know, but she said,
we don't really know him, so you'll be a foul
you think so because you know to ask what we
work that didn't She said, they work together. They worked together,
and the shouldn't have happened because I know his ax.
(46:29):
And after that or nothing it counter. I mean he
would take you up through that work eight or nine.
I missed that part. They say that. Meantime. Yeah, I'll
go together, y'all go together. Let it go all right,
talk of us, get up oout it here, Miss Rendy.
You appreciate, yeah, but you gotta do we talk about
you can come back. You always reoccur and come back
(46:51):
better things to talk about? What better things, y'all? Why
it was something here talking about x is and beefs
and all of that bullshits, like we had so much
more things we could have talked about this. How about
you come back and we talked. We finished our conversation. Alright, alright,
right now, I want you to look at this camera
(47:12):
and then you say your name and this gives some
motivational speak to your fans, to anybody out there. Okay,
it's Renny Roucci and so my love help talk for
y'all is listening. Stay strong And that sounds like real cliche,
but I'm talking about your mental, your emotional, your physical.
Take care of yourself because you only get one of these.
(47:34):
You only get one life. You're not promised tomorrow. Stay
strong and whatever you do, do not let this world,
these people in it and circumstances defeat you. It's gonna
be okay. I can't get enough of baller Alert. Follow
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