Episode 225 "Khaotic"

Episode 225 - "The Culture Deserves It" Feat. Ferrari Simmons, You Know BT & Su Solo Produced by: @iHandlebars

special guest: Rapper Khaotic

Topics include: ICYM, Caresha, Lil Baby, our exclusive interview with Khaotic: Love & HipHop, his relationship with Spice, new music & more.

The Baller Alert Show

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Big shout out to Spice, who announced her pregnancy as well. Allegedly,
Spice text chaotic saying that pregnant. Y'all see the text.
But she called you bro. She said, hey, Bro, you
got me? Bro? What do you mean? That's what she's saying. Bro.
Bro is like, did you brow a baby? You know
what I'm saying. We like to keep people out of business.
It's brother and then there's father, and there's mother and

(00:22):
the sister. Like you know how some girls got daddy issues.
Spice got brother issues. So instead of calling me daddy,
she liked to call me Bro. I'm telling you, man,
that's my baby. All right. Look that's what she's calling
right now, man spelling people. Man, that's my baby. Your man.

(00:46):
I'm right now, I'm I'm right now at ball alert.
They asked me about the baby. They say, oh, you
see Spice. I tell him that's my child. I don't
know why they don't believe me. I don't even believe
a girl that laughing from bro to daddy. Um borrow

(01:14):
with me here, you know, BT Solo shout oct no color.
What we see who getting rid about the bathing? You
can't stand on the home SUSI. I already know he
can't ball with me because you have up with the
squad of me they get they called to me by Lola.

(01:34):
Welcome to the Ball Show. Podcasts available everywhere you get
your podcasts that go by the name of Ferrari Simmons
and I'm your best Tisu solo. You know BT with
that thro your phone. That's now, what's up? Balls alert Alert?
It's not ball I learned. I thought it was ball alert.

(02:00):
He was already tripping before the came. You came before
us today. Yeah, I got hit before you. I was.
That's how excited I was to be on this show.
What time did you get here? Well, the I was.
They told me to be here at two thirty, and
I was here at twelve thirty. Really, yeah, why because
my therapist told me that you should always be two
hours ahead of anything that you gotta do. Okay, where

(02:23):
your therapist said? What my therapist told me? I was here.
I was here at twelve thirty. We was in Prince
We were definitely. Yeah. No, I was just that I
got dressed in the park a lot and everything. No,
I actually felt bad, like I'm like speeding here, Like
oh my god, he's a waiting, but I didn't think
you had been here since No, I don't. I don't.
I do not look at it as if I was waiting.

(02:45):
I do not look at it as I was waiting.
Waiting as a frame matter of something my therapist told me,
when you think that you're waiting for something, that's just
something that's in the mind. You're not waiting. As time passes,
things come a whole. Yeah. In the show, are you ready, sir?
We donna get up in there. Let's get up and

(03:11):
Little Baby and Axe team up to create the Ultimate
drip Kit. The limited edition Wax pack, a chain and
a stick of axe Apolo uh the oldorant hanging hanging
like a medallion, a bottle of ax Apolo body wash
covered in clusters of diamonds shaped like clouds and bubbles,
clouds of bubbles, and a diamond encrusted four finger ring

(03:34):
that week that reads wax. It's a chain of affordable cologne.
That sounded like I just had to make sure I
ready in contact that's notunded like something I was kind
of my mind was like this born or is this drugs?
Or what is it? It's a collab? Wait when you say, wax,

(03:55):
is it like baby is wham w h A M
and axes a X E. So it's instead of wham,
it's whacked, understand, but whim it's weed. So it's it
like we de ordering that you put the ordering, only
you get hot no little back, but you must think

(04:17):
about it. Wham and X Now that would have been
five if you would have been imagine that you ain't
gotta hit the joint. Now you wake up, take a shower,
bom bomb Are you hot? Are you hot? Are you hot?
Are you gonna? Are you gonna purchase? The collaboration between
um little baby and AX de ordering well for baller
Alert on sending on ball Alert, I definitely am, but

(04:38):
in real life I'm definitely not because axe don't stick.
I don't I don't know I even gonna lie, and
I probably just blew my I just blew my AX endorsement.
But AX don't stick. I like that. I like that secret.
You know. I wear ladies de ordering because when I
was in prison, right they the men get the speed
stick or the axe, and that make you under arms

(04:59):
s or you never it never like satisfies the under arms,
so you you get you get musty Quick exactly. So
what we had to do was we had to order
the Ladies de ordering because it came in a powder form,
so we were order like the ladies. It was like
the Lady Secret, Ladies Secret and stuff like that and
bum bum. You hit yourself with that and you're gonna

(05:21):
be smooth for like two days straight because you know
what when I take a shower, because I feel like
people in high school was was not taking showers when
they were putting their acts. Last time, I even wore
an AX. You got to send the pack right, yeah. Yeah,

(05:42):
it's like it's like high school. They always do like
the little too, but make sure you'll put on some
some deoder. Hit the ax. Ax is supposed to be like,
you know, the former cologne, not deodering. That's why I
never smelled good putting on acts. Yeah, you got you
gotta de ordering first, did Yeah. They don't tell you that,
so you're not knowing this in middle school that you

(06:05):
The way that they're selling it and marketing is like
it's a former deodor. No, you got to put the
deodor on then hit you with that. Yeah, that's what
I wouldn't do. I put the asking of the bus, dude.
That's why I'm sitting him shame and acts. But really
I ain't never as y'all gotta y'all gotta send the

(06:26):
pack out with the with the instructions instruction put yeah Cologne.
The mugile lineup increases for buying the majority Steak and
b Et. Who do y'all want to win Tyler Perry
Byron Allen? Or he did he Atka love Tyler Perry too,

(06:52):
because I don't know he has a BT here in Atlanta.
Might as well BET needs to come to Atlanta anyway,
Although I would I hope that if he does get it,
that he hires other directors and writers who stuff to
do their own things. Trying to say I don't want
to see Tyler Perry movies show centially located in Atlanta.
In Wakanda, that's where it should be. Anyway. He need

(07:14):
to have some young people like myself on programming. Yeah,
anybody BT gonna be in New York. No, And if
Byron Allen, I don't know where he from. I think
you're from the Midwest. Tyler Perry gonna him by it?
So the central office, you know, you know what I
want to have if did he bid, Then Karasia gonna
have her own network network, Karasia gonna be a direct
Then we don't need that. We needed to be and

(07:35):
we needed to be in. And then Tyler Perry hands
somebody who know what they're doing. At least, you know,
Tyler Perry gonna have all little shows on the Speaking
of for Karasha being on our TVs, what did y'all
think about her performance in BMF. So I ain't gonna
lie Karesia from the crib okay, So I don't care
hot bad, what good the acting was. I'm just happy
to see, like I know Kasha from the from the

(07:57):
back blues, from the locks, you know what I'm saying,
from the bricks, so I know her from the project.
So you know what, I'm staying to see a brown
lee make it that far. Like Kearsia wasn't no act
or No, that wasn't her talent. She was like a
real likehood city girl for real talent. But I feel

(08:19):
like she care. But to see her go from no
bricks to that it wasn't the best job. She knew
it wasn't the best job. Listen, But she's far away
from where she came. That's what I'm saying. That's what
I'm saying. I would like to see her grow. I
would like to see her get better in this because
I think she could if she perfected it and got

(08:41):
really good at it, and people, I'm pretty sure she
wasn't good at getting paid on because that was her
from I am very proud of her for advancing her
life in her career. Sometimes I just feel like, you know,
directors and people, we are picking people that already have

(09:01):
fame without thinking about who actually has talent for the role.
And I feel sorry for people who have been putting
in the work to be actors and actresses and really
know what they're doing. But how do you think she did?
It was not good and she knows it wasn't good.
She she's been reposting. You know the scene. Man, it's terrible.
She not a she not an actress. Hey, it's not

(09:24):
actress yet. But you know, I've seen Karasia in the scene,
and that's I think the actor coach can help her,
like you know, Mary the accent a little bit, and
you know, y'all have thought about maybe that's why they
actually getting her these gigs. Maybe I don't want her
to be a good no, No, you know what it's like. No,
the reason she getting the gig is like Marilyn Monroe.

(09:47):
Marilyn Monroe wasn't a good act, but Marylyn Monroe was
that bitch. So it's like, what we're gonna do If
we put this bitch in here, everybody gonna tune it was.
She's a dope person. I don't think Karsia wanted to
be an actor. She didn't have plans for all this
and sits unfolding, and I'm glad it is. But you know,

(10:08):
she's taking it as far as she can. It's a
lot of women that wish they would be. Yeah, I
mean took out its point. I think sometimes you don't
depend on where you come from. Sometimes you don't see
yourself going past a certain lay, certain market, you know.
So maybe it was just I just want to do music.
But then now look at her. She has Crecia please,
and she's I really want her to take I really
want her up. She has a bright future. If she

(10:31):
takes it serious, she's definitely gonna tighten up. You know,
she cheap. I think that what I think it is
is this is all overwhelming. Huh, Like this over y'all
probably don't even know behind the scenes, but she in
the room with her personal circle of people. She probably
haven't everybody pinch up back to back to see if
this is real? Like this, you're fucking diddy month just

(10:55):
pissed on me last night. Hold, and I bit y'all
never let nigga pissed only five years ago, bitch, but
that pitch was like gold coming down on me. Holding, Bitch,
I'm acting, bitch. I don't even know how to read
the script, bitch, but I felt like Floyd Mayweb in
that room. Hold, like this ship is for real. Bitch,
pitched me hope right man, John Morren will not be

(11:18):
back on the court every time soon. I don't know
if you guys saw that the Memphis Grizzlies superstar just
enter the counseling program and will not we join the
team until further notice, did you, guys? I bet you
he's gonna join it them and make the playoffs. All
I knows it messed up in fantasy football roster. Damn boy,
I had you on my team and now I'm for
the lose and not even make the playoffs because I
need to win this week. And he was on my

(11:38):
team on fantasy, fantasy basketball. Appreciate you John Morn, daw
Do you get something a long way in your personal life,
your career? What do you think Job Morn's problem is
why is he on the TV screen and on the
internet flashing guns when he has multimillion dollar deals at risk? What? What?
What do you think it is kind of power sponsorship?

(12:01):
Is trying to be something that he's not? Or what
what is he doing? So? I think with the problem
is right, he'd probably just be hanging around too many rappers.
That was his rapper moment. A lot of athletes in
the inside want to be rappers, and a lot of
the rappers on the inside, I want to be athletes.
Look at Look at Quay Bold and Chris Brown knowing them,

(12:21):
A lot of them boys want to really be athletes.
They take it serious when they be playing a basketball game.
You see that basketball game with twenty one savage them
and that serious. They're ready to swing up that because
they feel like, you know what I'm said. They inside
of them like inside of me, you can't tell me
I ain't know soccer player because I kicked shit all
day you feel I'm saying. So I feel like an athlete,
But I think that was his inner rapper coming out.

(12:43):
He probably was drunk in the club. He got he
got snuck the scrap in the club, like y'all got
to scrap on me. The song playing, I think he
was listening to shame on the owner, reckless he established.
If he's not investigated, then the police had to take
that footage. I think the police leaked that. But fresh

(13:04):
and reckless. I think there's some guys off TikTok shout
out to them. They got a song called my Blicky,
and I think he was just caught up. I think
that was a fake gunna. He was scrapped, was too small.
That's what you're taking the club. The little man he
had so I was in the club last night with
my dudes. Dudes, but I'd never go live with it.
See he don't. He don't understand rappers ain't gonna go

(13:26):
live in the club with the five whatever. Whatever rapper
he was with didn't give him the rapper man, you
were like. He didn't get like, you can't go into clubs.
He listened to too much NBA Young Boys, and he
was listening to NBA Young Boy darn Alive yep. I
think NBA young boy called in it and he wanted
to let NBA know I'm scrapped in here, or he

(13:47):
would probably on live and seeing the op on live.
Man basketball players don't have hops, Yeah they No, they don't.
And his head basketball players does not have ops. His
rapper side probably got ops, the rapper but in him
got Oh you think John Murred is beefing with somebody, daddy,
somebody baby daddy, one of them girls, baby daddy. Think

(14:10):
about it now. The ball players be hitting everybody, girls,
everybody baby mama, So everybody somebody, they don't. They don't
gotta be like a the world. That mean you got
the opposition, That mean you really got some smoke with
somebody day. Yeah, we think we all got ops. It's
your point. A lot of beef start over a woman. Yeah, sure, dude,

(14:33):
I'm probably hitting their body. Girl. What you think about
Shawn rocking blue Face blue Face? Do you think she's
pregning number one and it's a blue face baby? I honestly,
I honestly and truthfully think that she probably is pregnant,
But I don't think she's pregnant because if you really look,
if she's still drinking like a fish if she isn't

(14:53):
drinking in a minute. But I love huge. Yeah, I
think she is the perfect definition of a down the
ass bitch. Well I think that, Um, he's just trying
to ruin her birthday. Get tip for tat because he
was angry on his birthday and now he's trying to
make her mad on her birthday. On her birthday, he
wrote some very disrespectful tweets she pregnant, missing the tooth

(15:17):
with seven tattoos, going to make a fool of herself
with the next nigga And I'm not pregnant at allting
to live my life perfectly fine with the next bitch
who gonna take me even more serious? Now, it's really
tragic for real men, tell y'all something now, y'all know
that they make they living off of public humiliation right

(15:40):
of each other, of each other, So just think about this.
Why would I believe anything coming from a couple that
make money off of public humiliation? And Chris Shawn said
she went on Live and said she should probably abort
her baby. But why a lot of that could be
just cop just for just to just to get people

(16:03):
to do what we're doing right now. Because as long
as we're talking about them, people as going to tap
into them. And you know, right now and this day
and age, ignorance is like the biggest highest feel this
might be the most ignorant couple. They dont sex tape,
this might be the most ignorant arrow Yeah, he tweed
in response to her live please do it? Wait please,

(16:24):
he said. She went on live and said she should
aboard the baby. He said, please do it. Damn. But
I don't believe that they really feel like that. I
believe I think so people. It's the message to the
youth that's looking up to them thinking it's okay, normalizing
stuff like I don't think anybody looking up that that's
that's crazy. I had a hosting with them, man, I

(16:47):
walked in. They're like, hey, I'll get it. I'm like,
what's up? I got you girls go a chaotic. I'm like, okay,
look at me, okay, y'all. She walked in. I was like, well, damn,
I guess I ain't that famous. So they'll never say
that they don't look up the they love that. This
is the most toxic era in life. I've never seen

(17:08):
nothing like this before. This is the most toxic error
in life. It's almost celebrate I mean Bobby and Whitney.
That wasn't all the way out here like that. I
mean it wasn't social media either. That that's the fact
that would have been. They would, you know what, let's
let's keep it real, and they ain't. No, ain't ain't
no toping Bobby and Whitney as far as what and

(17:30):
on top of them as far as toxicness, that was
the most toxic ever. Yeah, I don't think Chris Shawan
and and and and and and blue Face Bobby got
nothing known um Chris Whitney and and and Bobby Brown. Actually,
by the way the story ended, what come on many
one here exactly? How crazy? Okay, ain't Bobby daughter? Name

(17:53):
was Chris? Chris Shary? You're trying to put them all together,
low rock Before we go to break, big shout out
to Spice, who announced her pregnancy as well. Y'all know
that's my baby, right, your baby like in her stomach,
that's your baby. Yeah, you're the dad and Blue Oh Spice, No,

(18:19):
that's my baby. MoMA. I can FaceTime right now. She
is confirmed for an existing child or the current I
call her right now, she'll confirmed. Come on y'all. People,
people think I should be saying stuff. You you know
what I'm saying. Now, what site are we talking about? Far?
He just face time me, y'all tell us so far
he gotta come on the show. Com in about to

(18:41):
get back to each other? Far better safe out here.
One on the plane this big she she she so
wait talk about that? She might be why that's your

(19:08):
baby that's on the way. Yeah, all y'all want to
go to commerce. I don't think nobody live would lie
about that. I don't think it would lie. I think
people would play. They would play, especially after just making
a point that ignorance is what sALS just went to
the baby come out and look like a change gonna

(19:28):
come it is. I don't know that was a text.
We're supposed to get out of here. But allegedly Spice
just text chaotic saying that pregnant. She just she just
checks and showed y'all, y'all see the text. But she
called you, bro, She said, hey, Bro, you got me? Bro?

(19:49):
What do you mean? That's what she's saying? Bro, Bro
is like did you brow a bay? Right? Like? Come on, man,
Like she can't know? We don't we don't. We don't.
We don't. We don't never refer to each other as babe.
You know what I'm saying. We like to keep people
out of business. It's brother, and then there's father, and
there's mother and her sister. Like you know how, some

(20:10):
girls got daddy issues. Spice got brother issues. So instead
of calling me daddy, she liked to call me bro. Okay,
but that's your baby and her sarment right now, see it. Look, hey, hey,
you got me pregnant. You see that, But she's really pregnant.
For you to say that three days ago, God just
said that this ain't about what you said. You said

(20:31):
that I ain't got her pregnant, but she Look who
whose name is that? I can't see that. I'm telling you, man,
that's my baby, all right. Friend. Look that's what she's
calling right now, man, spot telling people man, that's my baby. Man.

(20:52):
I'm right now, I'm I'm I'm right now at ball
Alert doing an interview with ball Alert, and I'm telling
they say, they asked me about the baby. They say, oh,
you see Spice, But I tell him that's my child.
I don't know why they don't believe me. You don't
even believe that, laughing that I'm I'm the you cook

(21:20):
them oxtails? All right, I'm on my way. I just
wrapped this in it. Oh yeah, something to come eat
them oxtails. Then I'm gonna eat you, all right? Baby?
How that pomp poem on ice for me? We'll just

(21:41):
say joke from brother Daddy that she'll know, she'll know,
she'll know who I'm around. But I just was filled
with Spice dog the other baby, and Spice was not bregnant.
I just did. We just did a theme last week.
I'm trying to tell y'all can't believe the media. I

(22:01):
just we feel in love and hip hop together, right.
I just did a video shoot the other day and
it's no, she is not. That's why I when I've
seen after that, like, what the fuck did this happen? That?
And let me tell you who else I don't believe
pregnant the bratt really nigga. We'll be right back with
more of the Baller Alert. Y'all. You're listening to a

(22:29):
special edition of the Baller Alert. Shaw, Yo, what's up?
And that your boy chaotic man? Let me put these
balls on your whole head, y'all? What I man, that
your boy chaotic and I'm hanging out with the ball
Alerk Show and we are bad with the Baller Show
podcast where laticaus chaotic is a damn daddy. Prenant said
he just felled with Spice a few days ago and

(22:49):
she wasn't pregnant. Then I didn't see the baby bump.
Not that not what I see right now. You just
said that was your baby. But I really want to
know him pregnant that night. Hell do you think the
brat is not pregnant. We've seen the pictures, We've seen
the video, we reported it. I got cussed out on
t top. See her belly pregnant. Watch this. I can

(23:09):
go right now and build a whole baby and be pregnant.
This I could build my stomach and be pregnant. Okay,
but why don't you It's fair for you because the
brad is the man in the relationship. So why is
the brad carrying the baby? Never had the experience of
childbirth her her wife has had three kids. Oh just
don't she don't look for I can't take it since

(23:31):
she don't look pretty. I did never see the brad. Look.
The brad got the whole stuff and you can't believe
she's pregnant. I can't if I'm not there seeing the baby,
saying push and pulling it out, I won't believe that
the Brad had made Oh my god, Well that won't
happen because you won't be in the room, but she will.
I believe she is pregnant. I believe she's pregnant too.
So y'all don't think that's just like a little belly thing. No,

(23:53):
I've seen Brad in real life is pregnant. That's a
difference between like a belly and a pregnancy belly. Facts,
the shape, the firmness. Like, well, I don't know because
this the baby that's coming with Spice, my first child.
And like I said, even when we was just no
I got a kid, I'm shooting blanks. But you just
said that just happened. That just happened. Let's let's let's

(24:19):
talk about chaotic man chaotic for Helen from South Florida.
A lot of people don't may may see you, that
may see you on love and hip hop and and
socializing and in the clubs, but I know you as
a as an artist. I don't know your back. Yeah,
don't know that you're actually you actually started as an
artist from Florida. You had you had crazy, the original

(24:40):
dregs that you. That's what I'm saying. Yeah, and you
had goals in your mouth like you're changed. Man. How
I'm seeing you? Yeah, because you knew me when I
was a drug at it, alcoholic h when I had
mental health issues. You knew me when I used top
them guns and stuff. You were making really good music.

(25:02):
Of course, look at Bob Mandy, he was high, he
made great music. Elvis Presley, what's his name, Rachel Harles
heroin add it made the best. You know, you make
the best music when you was under the influence. Now
I have a natural high, so I don't need the
drugs and alcohol and stuff like that to make good music.
But yeah, that's why I started at making dope music.

(25:23):
What led you to lean on drugs like that? I'm
from Overtown. I come from a drug infested neighborhood. Overtown
is like one of the biggest drug infested neighborhoods in Miami, Florida.
So I grew up in the house round. My daddy
was a dope hell I was. I'm a coke baby.
I was born off of cocaine. Daddy used to get

(25:44):
on the coke and hit my MoMA on the coke.
That coke dick hit different. He hit up with that
coke dick and then they made the coke baby. All
of us was coke babies. My brother got on coke,
myth I just snort at the powder, you know what
I'm saying. So it's like it was. I think it
was in my bloodline, you know what I'm saying. I
think my daddy was only dope daddy. Daddy was on
the dope. Everybody. You're coming from Miami, from South Florida

(26:07):
and everybody everybody like an sisters and grandparents and played
with the coke. So I think that it was just
like I'm from the Yeah, I'm from the cocaine city.
So I think it's just like a normal thing. And
then as you grow older, you know, um, your urge
for whatever the drug is that you use, and just
start to grow because of the problems that you're dealing

(26:27):
with in life. I've been in and out of juvenile
and prison since I was a chick because I was
just like one of them bad kids, like by default
product of my environment. So growing up you ain't you
ain't Fenna. It ain't too many people from my neighborhood
that grew up that didn't go to jail, that ain't
got felon. He's like, you know how the government designed
and that's why they put us in the projects. I
saw in the clip in an interview, someone almost tried

(26:51):
to take your life, oh several times because I used
to be a bad person. You know. I used to
do a lot of bad stuff. My brothers used to
do a lot of bad stuff, my cousins. I come
from like a crime family, you know what I'm saying.
My uncles, my brother my homeboys. We were from over town,
so we had like we had a fox cent hole.
The fox cent hole was like, well, we used to

(27:12):
sell a fold dollar rocks, Craig rocks for four dollars
and we used to call him folk cents. And that
was like a family business, like something that my uncle started.
And then like everybody, what type of Craig seller for photos?
Folk folk rocks by the size of the about the
star and the rocks was about the size of the
nail on my pinky. I know, y'all, Pike the manicured clause. Yeah,

(27:36):
I used to always be like this. He used to
be cocaine and there and that was m jail. But
continue to tell you, Yeah, so that was like our
family business and what kind of with the family businesses,
you know, getting locked up on the jail. You know
what I'm saying, knowing the cold depth of Potastanni, you
can't tell what come with dad is hate us and

(27:59):
be and you know what I'm saying, territorial wars where
you gotta you know, this is our bread and butter.
That's the way we eat. People see me eat it
like this over here, they're gonna want you know what
I'm saying, You're gonna get tested. You know I coached,
and you know it was a lot of times in
life we don't got tested and a lot of things
had to happen and transpire. You So it was just
a time in my life and probably uh probably like

(28:22):
a three four year runner, just straight chaos, chaos. Oh man,
I see one thing about me. I don't believe that
you gotta be for my same daddy and same mama
to be my brother. So I got many brothers and
many sisters. You know what I'm saying, I don't And
we're raised by your mama. Many of us. My daddy

(28:45):
got on that coaching, but all he did was made
coke babies and cleared you know, and then my mom
or dad nah, like that was something that that was
actually like uh, when I when I first got to
love and Hillpop, they went and found them and bought them.
And we got a clip of him like seeing like
you know, he was kind of just apologizing and saying,
I like for never being there, and I was telling him,

(29:05):
like I remember one time I was shot up. I
got shot fifteen times one time, right, fifteen times in
one timeteen times at one time in the living room,
in the living room of an apartment. I got set
up by a female niggas was looking for me. So
you know I had you know, I, like I said,
I did a lot of a lot of you know,
bad things in my life. You know what I'm saying
that at one point in time in my life I

(29:26):
was doing a lot of bad things. What was what
was this bad thing that you did for them to
retaliate like this, Well, these tids drops on my face
ain't just for show. And see what I'm saying, so
like like life like like see, I don't I don't.
I don't run around like I'm a fun person, loose person.
I like push personality, and how farm right now with
myself because I don't feel like I'm one of them

(29:49):
people that got to push like my story of being
a gangstore what I did in the streets, because really
I'm trying to lead that way it was at because
really it was. It wasn't like it ain't so then
that's fun, you know what I'm saying. Hot niggas make
it like wrapping about shooting dead offs and all that
shit and make it like it's just like a fun
cool thing. It really ain't that you feel me like so,

(30:10):
But when I was in it, and I was high
and drunk, and you know a lot of niggas do
drills on dope, and you know what I'm saying, When
you're hind drunk, it's easy for you to up that
scrap and running, you know what I'm saying. But it's
just like at the end of the day, once you
start losing people to death or to prison or even yourself,
you know what I'm saying, when you have near death

(30:31):
experiences back to back to back, or they're they're losing
your freedom back to back to back, and then you
see like God intervene, Like that's what really changed my
whole everything, the way God intervened and my life. God
just constantly say I got shot fifteen times in the
living room, like my hospital records are on my page
and my p posts. You know what I'm saying, because

(30:52):
like people be like, man, you're lying, and it's like, yeah,
I could put them up right now, and to show you,
I got shot in the scout, in the face twelve times,
in the lord extremities, in the back twice, like it'll
show you all everywhere. While I got shot the whole
nine yards in the living room. So then you make
it out of that. And the lady who the lady
who um found me called the police said when she

(31:15):
when she came outside, she said, I was hanging out
of the door of the apartment. Now, mind you, I
don't even remember the last thing I remember when I
went in there. You know I got there. You know,
I'm thinking I'm going to link with a chick. So
the chick takes me like, oh, the door open, come in.
I walk in. I had a bag with a bottle

(31:36):
of hen of seeing it right here, and I had
my fire in my pocket on my on my hip
right here, and I'm high drunk. I'm you know what
I'm saying. I'm geek. I'm ready to going there. I'm like,
I'm going to knock this bitch block off, you feel me?
I walk in that bitch. Soon as I walk in,
that bitch is darker than the motherfucker the dope. I
just hear the dope like I didn't even close the
doe because when I walked in, it was dalking the

(31:57):
dough closed. I felt the nigga grabbed me from behind,
so it wasn't even like they were just after. I
think they was about to torture my ass first because
the nigga grabbed me from behind first. When he grabbed me,
I dropped. That's the bottle light Hennessey that was in
my hand to dropped boom and hit the ground. I
swear to God, Dog, I've seen a grim reaper. This
nigga was floating. It was a seller weather to sell

(32:18):
of weather. This nigga, this on everything I loved looked
like a nigga came floating front of hallway. Dog. He
was like, this is Dell, we coming for me. You
fear me not knowing saying I'm scrapped. So the nigga
holding me like this hill, you fear me like like
he could tell he taller than me because you're holding
me up here. I got this right here the first

(32:39):
thing I do. I'm sure I don't never at that
when at that time, I never had a safety and
I never not kept one in the head. So I
upped off the rip and bomb bomb dropped the devil
to the motherfucking floats, send him straight down the hill.
The nigga let me go who was holding me, and
pushed me. When I got pushed, I just felt like

(33:00):
it was an out of body experience, nigga my whole.
That's why I like the stealth mode is real. Like
I wasn't stealth mold. It was like you ain't even
feel like you don't even feel it no more. It's
like it's like you come out of your body when
that ship hitting you like that back to back. It's
like the um the drilling in. It's like in the
drilling in rush, I ain't feel shit. It's like, really,

(33:21):
I ain't even really feel it. That was just out
of my body. And I remember the last thing I
was saying was like, alright, I'm dead because nigga. At
that point, I know the first when I when that
motherfucker first hit me, I think it was my back,
but I'm bumping. Then them shit just started coming rapping,
and like the gun I had, I felt the ship
just come out of mind. In my mind, I think
somebody snatched that bitch out of my hand, but I

(33:43):
knew it didn't get snatched out of my hand because
I'm getting shot, so that threw out my hand. I
didn't think about it. And that's why I know majority
of the shots was to the legs, because it was
two people in there that shot me, you feel me,
and they probably wasn't trying to hit each other in
a process or whatever. They was kind of like shooting
down lower. And then I know at the end I

(34:04):
got kicked, right, I knew I got kicked in the mouth,
because my whole this whole ship was like split open,
like two of my fronts. He had got kicked out,
like they they they was, they was on it. And
then I remember the last thing I would saying, I
was like, all right, all right, man, I'm dead. I'm dead.
And after that I blacked out and then you know,

(34:26):
like after the fact, you know what I'm saying. I
know that I actually went back over there because they
told me it was a lady who found me called
the police, and I wouldn't have seen the lady, like,
but this was very I heeled and I was hoping
she was like still less. She was actually still less.
And she just told me, like when I when I
came out of my house, she was like, he was
like like, look like she said, I was crawling out
of the apartment, and I'm like, how the fuck. I

(34:48):
don't never remember crawling out of a fucking apartment. That's
why it's like, and shit is crazy, you know what
I'm saying. Then, one time Nigga and Nigga tried to
hit me, I was with ball Greasy. This is after,
this is after the fifteen times that is that was
at the moment that changed your life. Did you retaliate

(35:09):
or that didn't change my life? Did you retaliate? After that?
I was I was in a hospital. I was back,
I was back on my feet like two months later.
They was telling me like that I wasn't gonna be
able to see out this eye. But then I had
like hell of surgeries on it, and then they brought
the vision back, like the vision in his eyes like
probably at like a seventy five percent, you know what
I'm saying. It took me a wild light start walking again.

(35:30):
They had to pump my legs. I had to pump
my legs up with these pumps every day. And then
when they finally let me out the hospital, they was
like trying to tell me I had to be on
beard rest. Gave me all these crushes like I'm a
cripple motherfucker. I was like, y'all got me fund up.
I had to sleep on on this this mattress on
the floor in the living room because at that time

(35:51):
I had the house upstairs downstairs, but I couldn't never
go upstairs to my room. And I had like, uh,
this is girl named MEETI shout out to meet you.
She was like I got that. While I say like
you ain't gotta be my oh from My'm the same
mama saying daddy to be my she was like my
sister that he is my sister. She took kire of
me and she used to try to like baby me,

(36:11):
and I like I just had to call her phone.
She was up stalls every time I need a sign.
I never used to call her phone every time she
used to come downstairs, the crawling to the kitchen on
my elbows, trying to get shit out the fridgerator. You
know what I'm saying. When I had the p I
roll over ground to cut myself like I ain't never
when I was shaking back, I never got no help
like she always used to try to every time she

(36:32):
used to catch me. She's to catch me. When she
didn't hear me screaming, she because, now why are you
trying to But I just all I wanted to do
is get back right then. I even fucked me before
I was supposed to fuck and nutted blood because I
got one of the shots hit me right here and
right by my right by my ship. So it was
like like for for a long time, like I had

(36:55):
to like probably for like a month month and month
of the house traight. Every time I was said, I
would come blood. You mentioned that at one point you
found gout or you felt that GUD changed your life.
If it wasn't at the time that you got shot
fifteen times, at what point do you feel that you
really felt a spiritual connection, well, I mean I always

(37:15):
felt the spiritual connection, but I just always ignored it.
But what was the moment that changed your life that
made you want to quit the drugs and just change? OK?
So so bum fast forward. There was a it was
a case. I was in North Carolina. I was gonna do,
you know, make some moves with Worth and dude who

(37:37):
I was dealing with was so called my homeboy. So
when we got out there to do business with him
or whatever, he tried to play. He tried to do
something flaking and and this on this on that's on
line too, So you know, I end up popping him
like seven times. Bam bam bam bla. You got hit
like seven times. And we jumped in a cough and

(37:59):
my other dog in the car and we hit it.
The people in the neighborhood called the police. So we're
on the expressway trying to make it back from Roley,
North Carolina to um to Atlanta. But we just shot
a nick. So we're trying to figure out how how
you know what I'm saying, we end up jumping on
an expressway. We're hitting on the expressway. Nigga, I'd probably

(38:20):
tell you five minutes how to be on the expressway.
We've seen state troopers. So we got off the expressway
and ended up in a goddamn airport. We're thinking, we're
trying to get away the place that we gotta got
off that was at the airport. So we got off.
At that point, we jumped out on thinking to do
throw the gun, try to get up out of them
bum So fast forward, they locked me and my dog up.

(38:42):
You know what I'm saying, we're already saying listen, I
ain't saying nohing, You ain't saying nothing. We established that
we go to jail. When we get into jail, we
get arrested for shooting. Went into they charged both of
us with the same thing, shooting with the intent to kill,
trafficking an attempt to arm robber because he said we
tried to rob him, and they and the charges was

(39:04):
against Jason Parker. So when we got in there and
they they when they when they booked us and stuff
like that, and I'm like, Jason Parker, Who the fuck
is Jason Parker? In my head, I'm like this nigga
named Raymond, And then I'm thinking like them the whole time,
I thought this nigga, So this nigga gave me a
fake naw all this. I knew Nigga for a couple

(39:24):
of years, so I'm like, dam, I didn't even know
who I was really dealing with. Fast forward, while we
sitting in the holding celle, he come in to motherfucking
or a jail band going up, so we like, what
the fuck? Fast forward I end up finding out at
the hospital they found out his name was Raymond too too,
but he told the police that his name was Jason Parker.

(39:47):
Was already too late. We already booked with charges of
shooting with then to kill and attempt the arm, robbery,
and trafficking with ray I mean with Jason Parker, not Raymond. Two.
Understand I'm saying. So we facing charges against a person
that don't even exist. You understand, understand this. You're trying
to show you how God work. If this wasn't to happen,

(40:09):
our life was really over. What I'm saying, we were
probably gonna have to drop the case because now, but
we sat at that time, we didn't have lawyers, we
had public defenders, but we knew were gonna get off,
so we had to sit. He ended. They stun him
to prison. He had a warrant he had to end
up eventually go up. They bandished he was a fatten nigger.

(40:32):
So there the seven shots with a three eighty. It
did something twin, but it ain't take him down. So
he ended up having to go to prison on that
same case because he was already warn violation, the probation
all type of bs. So we end up sitting in
Wake County Jail and Riley, North Carolina for like sixteen
months before were we both sitting there, and y'all know, like, man,

(40:55):
we guess how they did us. The criminal justice system
so far up, they wanted to get up for something,
so they told us credit time, sir, for the trafficking.
We could have said no and rolled it out longer.
It just had no convictions. But man, Nick is ready
to get home. So right, I took that. I took that.
I took that. F Okay, y'all just want the felony. Okay,

(41:17):
come on, I've been in the bid sixteen months and
right then another whole time Like I say that, while
I say, you ain't gotta be for my mom and
my daddy to be my brother. The whole time I
was locked up on that bid. One of my homeboys
in Miami had came up. You know what I'm saying.
He came up. He was doing real good and he
was holding me down that whole bid and just telling me, dog,
when you come home, you gotta take the music series. Man,

(41:39):
we fa we're gonna get right, but you're too talented.
You you know, he know my story, he knowing all
of this shit out I've been throwing back. He like, man,
we gotta take this music series, but when you get home.
So then when I came home at that time, you
know I'm saying, I was like, I'm gonna take this.
I'm gonna take this. I'm gonna take this music series
because prior to that, before that, I had a charge.

(42:00):
What I was finding why I could have had fifteen
or twenty years for assault or a robbery and an
assault in a possession of fight on by convicted felon Well.
It was a nigga who said I robbed him when
it was really a drug deal going bad. It wasn't
a robbery, but he put the law on me because
I smacked because I smacked him with the pistol and

(42:23):
I took his money. You got a lot of drug
deals going wrong. No, But what the thing was was this,
don't know. The thing was was this. You make me
bring you something right, and when I get there, you
know what it is. But now you said, oh, nah,
I don't want that. Well, I don't rode all the
way across town. Don't play me. You finna get that
you knew what it was. Oh, I need a better problem.
So really, you think you don't even know why I'm

(42:45):
a psycho path It's a joke. So I smacked him up,
and I take it bum. I didn't even know he
caught the police after the fact that I was gone
and put a whole case in. I robbed him for
his money and ain't said nothing about the drills. You
understand what I'm saying. So I'm casually in the same
area two days later, walking across the street. And this

(43:09):
is why I hate thugging. When I mean thugging us
in Miami we call wearing the same clothes for like
two days straight it's thugging. So here I go on
my same outfit. I just smacked this man up with
walking across the street from a hotel I was trapping
out of to the gas station with my pistol on
me and this is just like. That's why I sayd
I walked across the streek as I'm in the middle.

(43:31):
That's the medium, right, I'm in the middle of the
police ride by and they see me, and they slow
down and they go to busting you. I'm like, oh shit,
I got my scrap on me, y'all. As soon as
I seen that, I try to, you know, run back
across the street to the hotel. I see them pull
up in the hotel. When they pull up in the hotel,
it's a vendom machine. I took the gun off of me,
dropping in a vendor machine or a thing, and then
I walked. I was walking through the hall. As soon

(43:52):
as I came on the other side of the police
on the ground, what's something, mister Chaotic? Like, how y'all
know I name Chaotic? Oh, it's written right there over
your forehead. You've been looking for you, he told told.
I'm like, damn man. So they put me in the handcuffs,
set me down on a curb. I see them going
towards the vending machine. I'm like, oh shit, it's a

(44:14):
hell right now in front of me. The dummy shit
I ever did. I got up off the sidewalk with
the handcuffs and tried to run up the hill and
get away. Feel rolled down the hill. They laughing at me.
What made you thought you was gonna I'm like, I
got to try something, y'all to take the egg. So
Barna ended up telling me that um telling me what
it was for all of that, bumb I go to

(44:36):
court two days later to the first um um what
you call it hearing? For the first hearing, the dude
show up at the hearing. He showed up at the hearing,
point me out, that's the guy, and tell a whole
different story, tell a whole different story. He's so mad

(44:57):
at me that I took that bread from him. He
came to quote on me at all. But he told
a whole different story from the story that he told
them when we when I first when he first caught
the police. So bump another situation like he's not a
credible He's not incredible. This is not even an incredible case.
But again, I wasn't in a financial position to have

(45:20):
a really good lawyer. I'm really nickel and diamond out here,
so I ain't powered up to have a good lawyer.
I sat fifteen months before they came at me and say,
all right, we had dropped on robbery, we had dropped
the ussault. If you just take credit time, sir, for
the possession of a fight arm by a convicted feeling

(45:41):
that was here him. So now now let me just
fast forward it to y'all. Now watch this. I'm a
high bitual criminal. Like I'm high bitualized. If I go
to jail right now for a charge, that means that
they can seek the maximum penalty for whatever it is.
Like he can go to jail for driving with suspended
license right now and they just send him home and say, boy,

(46:03):
well they might lock him up there and write him
a ticket for that. Me I go to jail for
driving with suspend the license they don't want. If it's
a year, if that, if that carries a year, that's
what that's That's what I'm saying. So at what point
does love and hip hop come into play with with
all this that you got going on in life? When
does love and hip hop come in? And how do
you transition into being on TV? So bum When I

(46:25):
came home. When I came home, I got back into
from that last time I got locked up. I came home.
I got back into the music. So I went to
bang and I went to the corner hard. I went
doing the music I had coming back and forth that Lanta.
That's me and Fari used to do a lot of
business back then. Like he was like playing the record
the whole nine y'alls. I had a real good motion going.

(46:47):
I had a whole vibe going and ding bam, I
got locked up again. See you in a minute, I got.
I was locked up. I was going And at that
time when I got locked up, that's what Kodak came out,
So like that Kodak Wave. Actually, that code Ac deal
was my deal because I had Atlantic right at that time.
One in Me, I had Cotch one Me. I had

(47:07):
several different labels. Yeah yeah, And I had a record
call these Holes for everybody that was like you know
what I'm saying. I had. I had Luccio that I
was touring with, Lucci, Kevin Gates, Black Youngster, Rest in Peace,
Young Greatness, Rest in Peace, bank Roll fresh Um Free
Rollo Free, Wi Fi, and Lucci. Uh SCHOOLI all that

(47:31):
was like if it was a freshman class, that was
my friend. That would have been my freshman class. But
they wasn't doing freshman class at that time, but that
was my freshman class right there, all those guys. And
I'm still cool with all these guys. I ain't never
had no beef with none of them and no pressure.
So shout out to all of them that's doing anything.
So dn Bom, I go to jail, I come home

(47:51):
back broke again. Like you know what I'm saying, fucked up.
I'm trying to figure out how to get myself back
together and get back on my feet. Uh. And only
thing I had was a cell phone. And you know
who you know? I DC Young Fly. Shout out the
DC Young Fly. I was watching DC Young Fly. He
was doing skits going crazy, and I was like, damn

(48:13):
DC Young Flyer and took off, like from the time
where I was, you know what I'm saying, doing my
thing to one of you. Come up with DC Young
Flies popping on the ground going viral, and I'm like, shit,
I have personality too. I started making it. I started
making it because it ain't cost me nothing. I started
making Instagram videos talking shit, doing stuff because I didn't

(48:34):
have a bag to start pushing music again. So I
just started through Instagram videos and like two months of
that consistency and started going a little viral and Florida
and stuff like that, and two months out of that,
Love and Hill Pop hit me. They was actually looking
for an artist with some personality to bring to the
show because everybody it was so much drama on it.

(48:56):
They didn't have no personality. So they was looking for
somebody with personality. And just because I was doing those videos.
So that's another reason why I always tell people you
never know who watching, because just because I was doing
those videos, I knew you can't be great. When I
said I saw you on the shot, I said, all shit, Ye,
there it go. So what made you cut the dreads

(49:18):
and get your teeth done? Yeah? You know, I got
like three moget and shot stories and shot that stories.
I just wanted that to be known, like, but we
gotta get into it. But there's a lot of more stories.
You know. I'm saying that. I always I always said,
you know, because jay Z say, you respect the one
that got shot and I respect the shooter, But jay Z,

(49:40):
I was both. I was the shooter and the one
getting shot. You know what I'm saying because I you know,
and I tell my story, I tell about you know,
being shot at or being shot But I'm never you know,
glorifying what's understood ain't gotta be explained. So you know
what I'm saying, I ain't. I ain't never being a
type of person that trying to just make it like yeah, man,
I you know what I'm saying. But you know, why

(50:01):
did you cut your hair? Brother? Because that you know,
that's a hard thing to do. No, let me tell
you why. So I started the UM when I when
I took my goals out, basically, yeah, I did that.
I did that last year February because coming into twenty

(50:24):
twenty two, I said, you know what I want to UM,
I want to do more in TV and more in film,
and I felt like having the goals was really limiting that.
So I was like, you know what, I'm gonna take
my goals out because I want to do more in
film and more on TV. I was never gonna cut
my health f y. So I took out the goals.
And when I took out the goals, that same month

(50:45):
I started working out. I'm like, man, I took out
the goals. Everybody loving my smile. I might I might
as well start like working out and getting because my
legs was always real small from when I got shot
up because I used to have to wear bags on
my legs. So I used to be like, man, my
legs chicken my stomach a little fact. It was like
my upper body looked bigger than my lower body. I'm slick,

(51:06):
bad body on the low. You feel what I'm saying.
And I got the nice smile. I need to get
the body to match you, feel I'm saying. So I
started working out, and I'm a year end now consistently
working out. You feel me like? So I started my
workout journey February last year and I'm a year ind
on working out. And then I started eating healthier because
I wanted to live longer because I'm in my thirties.

(51:27):
So I like, damn, bro, you and you thought this.
You know what I'm saying. You got to live longer.
You know. You know how people had the New Year's resolution,
So it was like that was one of my New
Year's resolutions. I wanted to eat better, I wanted to
look better than I wanted to feel better. And mind you,
I'm already sober, like I've been sober since I got out,
since I got on Loveing Hip Hop. I got sober

(51:48):
just to get off track for one second. I went
sober because I was in the scene on Loveing Hipop
one time, and I see that every time we're going scene,
they feed everybody alcohol. And when they feed everybody alcohol,
that's when everybody just act like turn the Wringland Brothers.
Everybody just become you know, puff is on the string
and people don't they don't know what they're saying. They

(52:10):
just saying it. And then when the show airs, they
regretting everything that they did. Damn because you was lit.
They try to blame and they blaming it on the editing.
But the reality of it is you're the one who
get drunk, going and there saying everything because yeah what
old love and hip hop. You know how many times
they told me, hey, you know because they're gonna they

(52:31):
give you, they give you something that reminds you like,
oh yeah, then you said something something about this person,
so yeah, going there and said just because they say
going there, and said, don't mean you gotta say it,
but if you drunk and you ain't in your right man.
After the first month of film, and I piped that
and I said, you know what, I'm gonna go sober

(52:52):
because I don't want to. I don't want to. I
don't want to drop the ball on this opportunity and
I don't want to and I don't want to be
in seen on my level and say the wrong thing
about somebody or do the wrong thing and then bam,
I blew my whole face. So you know what I'm saying,
because it's two ways you could do it. You could
come off as a cornball on the show and people
just look at you like you're a cornball. Or you

(53:14):
could say something on the show that make the world
hate you because you said something against women, or you
said something against gaze, or just going against the community
guide lines of what the what the people in the
world think it's right or wrong. I say no, I'm
gonna be on point. And that's what made me go sober,
and ever since then, I'm five years sober. Now fast

(53:35):
forward to Bob. So fast forward Bob. In twenty eighteen,
while I was feeling loveing hip hop, I caught a
charge another charge, like you know, the devilould be right
in my back because I was getting followed by a
mall police car and I didn't know it was the police,

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because mind you just third fourth time I got shot
at well, this was the second time I got shot.
I got shot two times this time, so all together
out and been shot seventeen times. So on this time
I got shot two times. Somebody followed me from fingerlicking
on the expressway and they dropped the whole whill and
my homeboy was in the front seat. He got shot
two times in the back and I got hit in

(54:19):
my knee and in my foot on that on that occasion,
so I got followed. And then there was another time
my car got shot up leaving this club called Climax
in Miami, where I nigga tried to follow me from
the club and dropped my whip. So I got PTSD
of people jumping behind my whip and following me and
trying to drop my whip. So when I when I
seen the police, I didn't know it was the police.

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Even though I wasn't active, I didn't actually have no beef.
I just felt like, no, certain demon's gonna always haunt you,
So I I ain't knowing this could have been something old,
somebody on my trail. And then you know, my brother
in prison, he got thirty years. My brother got Fox
Bodies twenty. I aggivated the saults fifteen robberies like my
brother had, And that's on my pim post. It's my

(55:07):
brother saying Daddy, same moment. So it's like, you know,
I could be having demons from him or my cousin
without a body second to green murder. It could be
from anything. So it happened to be the police. But
I I just sped. I brought him on the chase,
I had my him in the stash spot. I sprouting
him out the stash spot, and I'm riding. I'm I'm

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trying to get to like I'm on to express with
I mean, I'm an expressway, I'm on the arm access. Yeah,
you could drive this way and dry that way, but
I drove on the wrong side of the street and
was hitting me and I was right went out from
the cut through the light and try to hit it
off the back because I was really gonna try to
hit the backstreet and like get out of angle and
just hang out the window or something because I'm like,
I ain't, y'all't in my head. I'm like, if I

(55:51):
take him to the shot, I'm dead. As soon as
I went through that light boom. I got into an
accident and crashed and this is on you know YouTube everywhere,
so bomb when I crashed, Uh, I jumped out because
I wasn't hurt and I ran. When I jumped out
the rent I seen it was the police. They laid
me down like, well, I ain't never put your lights on,

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so they ain't never put they They didn't put the side.
They cut the signs off, so you think somebody really
trying to kill you. And that was that was on
my storyline for Love and Hip Hop. That was a
part of my storyline because that happened while I'm filming,
so that was a part of my storyline. I'm talking
about them in court every court date, everything, and they
filmed it so fast forward. I was out on bond

(56:34):
for that for five years. Just now Janruary seventeenth. I
went to trial because they wasn't trying to drop the
cases against me because I'm a high bitual. So they
wanted ten years from me, you understand, was saying, and
they yeah, they wanted ten years from me, and I
was facing teen and it was like, I gotta go
to trial. So my lawyer told me, hey, you're gonna

(56:56):
have a jury in here. You know, you got your
teeth done, you got you gotta look you feel me.
He was like, we're gonna put the makeup over them tattoos,
We're gonna cut them drigs off, and we've been going
here and fight for your life, okay, And I'm like, shit, damn,
I want to get rid of my dress. You know,
I'm I'm a Florida boy. So in my mind like
these drills, and my mind always thought Sampson, my drigs

(57:18):
is my strip and all this, you know whatever it was.
So then bum I ended up cutting the hell and
I beat the trial cutting off a lot of that. Yeah,
so I feel like, yeah, the whole time, I'm thinking
I'm holding on to shrimp. When I cut that is
like I cut all that bad energy off. Now when

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I went inside that courtroom, God bless me, and I
not beat the trial. So guess what I posted the
post I'm me cutting my hea and it just went
streamly viral. Yeah, because you don't tell people why you
were cutting. Nobody knew. Nobody knew why because I didn't
want to speak on my trial. In my case, nothing
I was. It's just like even my lawyer said, you know,

(58:02):
don't speak on nothing, don't because I was gonna post.
I got the post on on Instagram. Y'all pray for me.
I wanted Lloyd say, don't do none of that. This
was a paid lawyer this time, right, yes, right, you
know the money guy, right, you know I stand like
the money guy. Right from that, I got it. I
got I got two three lawyers. Now I got taming lawyer.

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I got a criminal lawyer, and I'm set up now.
But guy was like, really in your life and cover
you super obvious. But now you got new music coming out?
Are we gonna hear any collaborations with any of your
love and hip hop co hosts? Okay, so right now,
I got a single out called Princess Treatment with my
um ex fleing Suki Hunter. You know, Men and Sukie

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was a thing at one point of time, a real thing.
Yeah thing. No, Men and Sukie was a real thing.
We used to go super viral together every day, like
we used to. Me and Sukie used to be like
Chris Shawn and Blue Face. If you if you watch this,
if you ever go to YouTube and type being chaotic
and Suki, It's gonna take you on a journey. You're

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gonna be like wow that he was really crazy, Like
we was like like blue Flace and for Shaan was
but this Instagram was lit, but it wasn't like as
little as it is right now. This was back in
twenty sixteen, twenty seventeen. So Princess Treatment is the name
of the song with your ex yup. That's out right now.

(59:28):
That's y'all scream that that's doing really well. And then
I got I actually got a record with Spice You're
a future Baby Mama, My baby Mama. Okay, I got
I got another record with Safari Me and Erica Banks.
Got a record coming, and I'm dropping one with Renny too.
And I got my album. I got my album called

(59:50):
My album is called a Provider. You know what I'm saying.
So I got an album called a Provider. Wares book
coming out because y'all, life telling you is a whole
book slash documentary slash. It's coming. It's definitely coming, you
know what I'm saying. It's definitely coming. It's just I
got I'm juggling so many things right now. I still
got a lot more accomplishments. I got a lot more things.
I gotta accomplish before I give them the full story.

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So once I once I hit the pinnacle of my career,
then I can say bomb, it's kind of drop this
and get to him, because now I can show you
the full success story. And that's why one thing about me,
like now, I carry God and everything I do, and
I always mentioned God and everything I'm doing always thank God.
And I just always tell people like, you know, stop

(01:00:35):
digging from God. We got to stop asking God for
stuff and thank God. You know what I'm saying for
everything that just being for me, just being alive and free,
it's enough, you know what I'm saying. All of this
right here is just this is like super being here.
This is super big for me. Like you gotta tell
people they feel like they're bigger than the platforms and
they're bigger than the even with love and hip hop.

(01:00:57):
Like I even tell them, like all the time, I'd
be like, I'm so grateful for this opportunity because you
got other people on that man are todd and I'm
handling me like this and that one. Some people act
like they're bigger than love and hippop, and I'll always
be like I ain't gonna say no names, but it'd
be like if you're so bigger than love and hippop,
then while you're still on it. Yeah, it's like a
person that at the job that's always like, no, I'm
about to quit the day. Yeah, but why you ain't quick? No.

(01:01:20):
I think God has definitely saved you a lot of times. Um.
Do you ever think, and that's my final question, do
you ever think that you will grow from the name chaotic? Um?
I mean to be honest with you, of course, but
I just feel like, you know, that's what everybody know
me from. You know what I'm saying, and I guess
to be honest with you, I feel like I'm not

(01:01:41):
even that no more. I ain't even gonna lie to you.
And that's what I see. I ain't even add no more.
The outside of that, though, I think the name chaotic
is is kind of like a testimony. Yeah, we all
didn't come out and just be these saints and perfectly
we all have stories and your story may seem chaotic
to some, but just make sure you celebrate where you
are today. Like and I only asked because I know

(01:02:04):
a lot of artists sometimes they grow from their situations
and they dropped their old name and they who they
really are, whatever name they're born into or whatever. But
that's why I act. Yeah, salute to you, brother, because
I was there when he was transitioning from being chaotic
the street guy into the professional rapper and then even

(01:02:26):
right now. Yeah yeah, we talk about the fashions. Yeah yeah, yeah,
yeah yeah yeah yeah. So yeah, man, I got my
my my my drip. I might call my clothing line
trash bag. Oh true, I thought that was you had
it on right now. This is not Oh no, this
is me really like showing love. Actually, this is one
of my Instagram followers who um reached out to my

(01:02:47):
DM and something me like they stuff and it was
like I was like, that's dope. So I just like,
I wear this stuff because you know, we feel in
love and hip hop right now, So I would I
wear people's stuff on the show. So wait, you did
say before we start the two that you're on Love
and Hip Hop Atlanta. Yeah, I'm doing Love and Hip
Hop Atlanta. How I got to Atlanta was we did

(01:03:07):
the family Reunion. You know, they do Love hip Hop
Family Union where they take people from all love hip
hops and they take you on the island and Bomb.
So when they took me on the island with the
Family Union, I was so lit and so turned that
the producers from Love and Hip Hop Atlanta was there
and they was like, yo, um, we want you to
come to Atlanta. We don't want you to do Miami

(01:03:28):
this season, and I'm like, oh for a show. I
was like, you know what's crazy. I got a crib
in Atlanta right now. I had just moved to Atlanta again,
so it's like it was like, yeah, we want to
bring you on Atlanta. And then they had two other
shows from me. It was like the show called Girls
Night Out and this other show where all they now
was something something like that. So I end up like
just all of being in Jamaica and my personality and

(01:03:49):
energy from the Family Union end up getting me on
three other shows that Atlanta and then two other spinoffs.
So that God is the greatest man. Yeah, man working
in your life on the ball Alert show, you gotta
come and give us apart two because I noticed, well
I want to come back. When I dropped my album
next month. Um, the album is called The Provider and

(01:04:12):
the jarre of the album is Afro R and B. Yeah,
so I created that job. Y'all heard it here first
after So if you ever hear somebody talking about AFRO
R and B, just know they beat my swag and
I did it first. Sold your boy, you didn't do
that first Baller Mail. We'll be right back. Stay tuned

(01:04:34):
with more of the Baller Alert. Y'all. You're listening to
a special edition of the ball Alert. Shaw. Yo, what's
up man? That's your boy chaotic man. Let me put
these balls on your whole head. Y'all, what up man?
That's your boy chaotic And I'm hanging out with the
ball Alert show message. It is now time for baller Mail. Okay,

(01:04:56):
I have a question for ball Alert, but it would
I would like to remain a note of So. I've
been married for five years and we have three kids together,
and I have a daughter from a previous relationship. My
husband treated my daughter like his by giving her attention,
buying her things up until we had our daughter together.
We've been with each other since my daughter was eleven

(01:05:17):
months old, and when I ask him why he treats
her different, he says it's her behavior or because he
can't feel the same way about her as he feels
his own. He only wants her to be disciplined and
not the other kids. Should I leave him or should
I wait for a change, because I know my daughter
can feel different treatment. I'm not letting my child feel

(01:05:38):
any type of insecure way in any new relationship. You're
either gonna treat my child like yours or we're not
gonna be together. And that's just it. I mean, you
gotta give him advice. What what should she do? Should
she leave her man for treating her daughter that's not
his any different? Yes, because now they have a daughter.
Of course, of course, because when you sign up for
those everything. I got a girl right now, who I talk?

(01:06:00):
So she got three dogs. I hate them dogs, but
I have to accept them dogs in my life, so
i'd be walking them for cleaning them all. Can you
wash the dog for me? Ain't the dog? Listen? Man,
you can't just leave a marriage just based off of
you know, a hiccup in the in the in the marriage.
I believe that that you so look, I believe that

(01:06:25):
you know, they definitely should have a talk um, you know,
maybe go to marriage counseling or something like that. But
you can't just leave a marriage just because of you know,
a hiccup in the in the situation. You know, marriage
is supposed to be forever and death, do us Paul, Yeah,
I'm definitely feeling the way. If a kid is not
being treated as equal, all kids should be treated equal

(01:06:47):
in a relationship, marriage or even if it's just a
situation ship, all kids should be treated the same. Um, yeah,
at all times. Don't. Yeah, you don't leave you know,
you don't do that to no kids. So I think
you should explore some counseling. So work on that. And
he probably he got to be a stand up guy.
If he go. You gotta treat them, them babies the same, man, An,

(01:07:09):
they has to be here, Thank you for that. Before
we get out of here, we have a pep talk.
So I'm chaotic, and um, I would just say, uh,
believe in God, you know what I'm saying, and believe
in yourself and don't don't don't don't. Don't focus on
the problem in anything, if it's a relationship, if it's

(01:07:32):
a situation, if it's a job, if it's a something
that you're trying to do, don't focus on the problem.
Just always focus on how you can solve the problem.
So I always think up a solution, then sitting in
the problem, and then it'll get you a lot further
than life because you won't basking in the problems and
you'll just be more solving the problems until you get
to where you want to go out in life. Be
a problem solver and not the problem. That's that's what

(01:07:54):
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