July 5, 2023 • 28 mins
Hi besties! Do you mind if we vent for a sec??? In this episode, we get a lil emotional, just a teeny lil, as we discuss our feelings as of late. (Don't worry, we're fine--but you know... FEELINGS!)
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Help help. This is a super secret Bestie Club emergency.
Speaker 2 (00:05):
Yeah, we need to vent about some things.
Speaker 1 (00:06):
And make sure not to tell anyone. This is a
top secret I.
Speaker 3 (00:09):
No one can know about this. Just grab some snags
and get in here. My name is Curly and I'm Maya,
and welcome to the Super Secret Bestie Club Podcast.
Speaker 1 (00:20):
A super secret club where we talk about super secret things.
Speaker 2 (00:23):
Yeah, like secrets that are super that's when it is.
Speaker 3 (00:27):
In each episode we'll talk about love, friendship, heartbreaks, men,
and of course our favorite secrets.
Speaker 1 (00:36):
Well, Maya, listen, this is We've called you here today
because we have some things we just need to vent about.
We were trying to figure out the outlines yesterday. We
were both like staring off into space, disassociating like majorly,
and we were like, why don't we just like vent.
We're gonna We're gonna vent to like our comfortability. Yeah,
(00:58):
you know, so there maybe a lot of bleeps. This
whole thing might be a bleep.
Speaker 3 (01:02):
Yeah, literally just from start to finish, like like.
Speaker 2 (01:05):
Just our lifeline is dead depleted.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
We're not going to say any names.
Speaker 2 (01:08):
But we we'll say all the names where you can crush.
Speaker 1 (01:11):
On another Burgo I'll say that.
Speaker 3 (01:12):
Here we are again, well, you know, as usual, we
hope that you're doing okay, whoever you are, and hopefully
you can listen to what's happening in our lives and
either really or just get to escape your own life.
Or today, how's your spirit today?
Speaker 1 (01:29):
It's cracked, just like my exema. Wow, well it got
worse because I've been scratched.
Speaker 2 (01:38):
Oh why are you stressed?
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Scripted? Because I have a crunch. I have a crunch
that crunched me. We talked about the difference about a crunch. Yeah,
I feel like okay, so basically, how do I say
this in so many words? As of now? It was
a certain event in my life that was very important
and I was, you know, a kind of crushed on something,
(02:01):
a crunch, and I was like, maybe I should invite them,
and a part of me was like, don't, and then
another part of me was like do it. It feels authentic.
And I did it. I invited them and all they
said was appreciate the invite, and I was like, crunch
girl boss too close to the sun.
Speaker 3 (02:18):
Well, I mean, just to give everybody, like a little context,
like this is an individual that maya has been kind
of like lightly communicating with over Instagram. I would say,
there's like an exchange of messages sometimes, and so there
is this kind of like implication that there is energy.
Speaker 1 (02:38):
Have each other for sure. Okay, you know, I'm not.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
An implication because you just made a face.
Speaker 1 (02:46):
We like each other.
Speaker 2 (02:47):
When I was an implication, you were like, ill.
Speaker 1 (02:51):
When are you implying? I mean, you know, and just
like I turned thirty, okay, and I'm so happy and
excited for that, but I think like it is just
a whole chapter that I'm going through that I'm like, whoa.
And then I'm like, well, let me just invite him.
And I also kind of asked him out too. I
was like, do you want to hang out? And he
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didn't say anything to that, so I was like, damn,
I go friend zone and humbled on my birthday.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
Well, we don't know if your friend zone, but you
certainly shot your shot plate and maybe you didn't receive
the the answer that you were looking for. But it's
also kind of a big deal for you because you
don't usually.
Speaker 1 (03:27):
I don't do because I don't really I don't have
crushes like this A lot.
Speaker 2 (03:33):
I have crushed Oh if I just gave her like
the really girl, really.
Speaker 1 (03:43):
Don't really want to meet right? Let me backtrack. I
don't let people in a lot like that. I'll have crushes, okay,
but I don't. I'm not like, you know, I don't
hook up with people. I don't ask people out like,
I don't do any of that stuff. I could have
(04:04):
an internet crush. I could be like, oh, I like them,
but I don't like. Who was the last guy I
had a crush on.
Speaker 3 (04:10):
That you shot your shot with, or that you do
you consider the art guy. It's the guy that you remember,
the guy that drew something for you? Is that shooting
your shot?
Speaker 1 (04:18):
That was like two years ago?
Speaker 2 (04:20):
What about the guy I didn't ask him out? What about.
Speaker 1 (04:25):
Exactly?
Speaker 2 (04:25):
Who's your most recent credit? I know.
Speaker 1 (04:29):
I have not had one.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
I'm going to find it and I'll report back.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
I have not had one. Don't guess what I mean.
Don't manipulate my memories. I know they're true, but you
know it's it feels very vulnerable and just like whatever,
and I'm working through it and it's not the end
of the world. It's just something that you know, I'm like, dang,
I really I really thought and who knows he just
messaged me.
Speaker 3 (04:52):
So do you think that that is the miscommunication?
Speaker 2 (04:56):
Does that make you feel some sort of way?
Speaker 1 (04:57):
Does that It's like I just feel super secure in
myself where I'm like, I know I'm a catch. I know.
I'm like really like, did you not see my birthday photos? Like?
Did you have you not seen everything that I'm bringing
to the table, and like you're not going to shoot
your shot? But I have these other like weirdos in
my dams shooting their shot. Who are who has? Like
(05:20):
they're they're disgusting and weird. Yeah, but I'm like I
want that one.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
I wonder too if it says something I did say
something to you the other day where I was like,
what's the common denominator between you and this other person?
Speaker 2 (05:31):
Oh?
Speaker 3 (05:32):
Because we were talking about the other water sign individual
with you he drowned me.
Speaker 2 (05:42):
Yeah, So I was like, so either and I feel.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Dry for this this guy. I feel like starving, not dry.
I feel like I'm starving. I'm thirsty.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
You don't have to point in my begen gene when
you said that, Oh that's what you're doing. I think
that we did say though, like what is a common
denominator between you and between these two men, and we
said it's you, like you're the common denomination. So I
think it's definitely question of subscribe. What is it that
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you're looking for? And how are you willing to accept love?
But also, like.
Speaker 1 (06:23):
You know what I'm saying, why are you reading me
right now? Are you coming for me?
Speaker 3 (06:28):
You like somebody who gives you a little bit of
a chase who might, Yeah, but chase me.
Speaker 1 (06:32):
I'll chase you. You chase me, Like make it interesting. My
venus is an aries, Like let's go no, we're not.
I'm not a toxica but like let's let's let's pray,
let's play pretend.
Speaker 3 (06:46):
Uh huh, let's play pretend.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
What does it even mean?
Speaker 1 (06:49):
Let's appropriate toxica culture.
Speaker 2 (06:51):
Okay, let's co op toxic stuff.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
Yeah yeah, So like what's the plan now, Like, how
are you feeling?
Speaker 1 (07:08):
Now, let's we'll put a pin in that. Let's shift
to you.
Speaker 3 (07:12):
By the way, I do want to say this individual,
this individual, another fellow verrco, is super cute, super handsome.
Speaker 1 (07:17):
Really nice and kind of like.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
I actually saw them months ago and I was hanging
out with another Virgo friend of mine and we noticed
this individual and we were like who dat, Like, who
is that person? And we were like, oh, okay, they're cute.
And then I like kind of went to look for
them and I couldn't find them. So I didn't like,
you were trying to flirt with my crush.
Speaker 2 (07:40):
The future crush.
Speaker 1 (07:41):
Wow, that's fucked up.
Speaker 3 (07:42):
Well, I mean he kind of dresses the way I
dressed like a few years ago.
Speaker 1 (07:46):
So anyway, we'll put a pin in that.
Speaker 2 (07:52):
We'll put a pin on that.
Speaker 1 (07:54):
But my my issues are not like super super intense
or crazy. I feel like there's just a lot of
like very high highs and I'm coming off of like
a big life moment and then I like was like
an I'm gonna shoot my shot and it kind of
didn't go the way that I've wanted to. And yeah,
so it's it's not truly like that insane or I'm
(08:14):
not like going not stopping. I did cry, but.
Speaker 2 (08:17):
Nope, Oh your eyes are red, they're kind of red.
Speaker 1 (08:20):
I have not slept in four days, two and a half.
But it's been hard. But my Carlito.
Speaker 2 (08:31):
Craty, how's my spirit?
Speaker 3 (08:33):
You ask, you know when something happens in the country,
And they had lowered the flag midway down the pole,
and that kind of like is like the vibe of
the energy that's kind of like where I'm at spiritually,
where like just the vibe is I feel fine, Like
I feel like I'm okay. But I think that I've
just been kind of in this space of dealing with
the lot all at once, and I haven't really had
(08:55):
the time to necessarily breathe and have a moment to
kind of soak.
Speaker 2 (08:59):
It all in or hide and hide.
Speaker 1 (09:04):
Process.
Speaker 3 (09:05):
Yeah, I mean, for those who follow me on social
media and things like that, like I kind of just
like I lost like my grandma recently, and that's kind
of a really big deal. She's kind of like a
second mom from me and was a queer ally to
me before even my own parents knew how to be
an ally in that way, and so losing her is
kind of like a huge deal and so dealing with that,
(09:33):
and then I'm also going through like a breakup at
the same exact time, and then I have like a
lot of different work projects coming into fruition, and then
I've been like traveling for work, having to be like
on stage and kind of like having to.
Speaker 2 (09:47):
Put this face on for this thank you.
Speaker 3 (09:55):
I just bought some frozen rats I could feed my snake.
This takes for me back. So yeah, I just feel like,
you know, it's an interesting thing. I did get in
the middle of all of this. I did get really
sick with some gnarly ass food poisoning, which I actually
really enjoyed because it gave me a moment to cancel everything,
(10:18):
like no appointments, no hangouts, no work, no gym, no nothing.
Like I could sleep all day long and just kind
of nourish my body. But then the minute I was better,
I kind of went back into like life, and it's
been both. It's just been a whirlwind. Like I don't
feel necessarily more sad over happy, because I'm thankful to
(10:44):
be able to work, and I'm thankful to be able
to provide from my family and at times like this,
and I also really thankful that despite going through heartbreak,
I still have a lot of other parts in my
life that are actually really beautiful and amazing. So I
think all that to say is that it's it's more
like everyone keeps asking, like, how are you feeling. I'm like,
(11:06):
life is definitely life in right now, like life is
kind of letting me have it. But in a way
that is it's like a big growth period for me.
I feel like I woke up just a different person.
I told you, Like I woke up and I was like,
damn what And I'm really fighting emotions like as I'm
(11:30):
talking about this, but like you know, what kind of
world did I wake up in? And my what version
of my universe did I wake up in? We're like
my Grandma's not there, Like I'm not with the individual
that I was with before. I have a new car,
I have like giant news tattoos on my back, you know,
like I got to feed my snakes some rats and
(11:52):
so it's interesting because that's really what life is, right
Like you kind of wake up and you're like, for
a split second, you don't really recognize still life that's
looking back at you. But you kind of go like
I'm okay, and I'm I and I'm still excited for
it because I kind of I like that I can grow.
(12:15):
I like that the version of who I am when
I look in the mirror, like I do enjoy that
my spirit has kind of calmed down a little bit more.
I'm learning a lot of things. I have a lot
of amazing growth, Like I've been having conversations with different
friends in my life who are going through different things,
(12:35):
and I'll know immediately the remedy of like what to say,
I'll know thank you for sharing in this emotion. By
the way I can see you like crying.
Speaker 1 (12:44):
I oh you cry. I cry for anything. I'm like, oh, yeamn,
because I feel it's hard watching you go tell shit.
Speaker 3 (12:53):
It's pretty like it's like, you know, I'm not gonna
I'm not in a space where sometimes people go through
shit where they you have to watch them or you
have to worry about them, like I'm not in I
don't feel like I'm and we said this before too,
like I feel like I'm not. I haven't lost necessarily
(13:14):
a lot of the fundamental parts of who I am
as a person, Like I'm still very fortunate to have
loved ones who love me, who are sending me weird
oddly enough, people who have been sending me messages how
I've like positively affected their lives. Friends who have been
like I went sober because of you. People who have
been like you gave me language to use in certain
(13:36):
situations that has really opened the doors for me, and
so it's been really nice to be able to be
like I'm still in the gym, taking care of my body,
I'm still eating healthy, I'm still like taking care of
my dogs. I'm still visiting family and doing good things.
Not everything has been shifted so much. But I day,
(14:00):
I was driving and there's this my favorite singer. One
of my favorite singers is Laloupe, and La Loupe was
like Selecrus's rival for those of you who don't know,
or they say they were rivals, but I love Laalupe.
And there was this song where in the very beginning,
the strings pick up. The song gets really dramatic with strings,
(14:20):
and she goes, she goes.
Speaker 4 (14:23):
I Getleno a lluyah, and she's talking about the music.
But I feel every time I hear her say that,
I always feel like she's talking about like life.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
And I felt her in that moment like.
Speaker 3 (14:37):
Just all the ugly and all the beauty and all
the like so much like I just felt that moment
this morning of like I Getleano Allelujah, and I felt
like it's gonna be all right, kid, you know yummy.
So all that to say, like if you're having a
(14:57):
day and you're driving to work, or you're sitting on
the toilet or wherever you're listening to us, like you
are not alone and whatever you might be feeling like,
sometimes life just feels like you're raw, and you know,
sometimes you feel like you're lost and you don't know
what the next move is and that's okay. Or sometimes
I feel like a little trapito that they've passed around
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a dirty restaurant and they've used it to clean the
toilet's the table.
Speaker 2 (15:25):
I feel like there's a hole in me. But I'm like,
it's okay.
Speaker 1 (15:30):
You know what's crazy is that you are there's no
right way to mourn or to go through all this stuff,
but like you're a really I'm like, oh no, you're
so strong. I appreciate you so strong in the way
that you are handling this. Like it's hard, like not
(15:51):
only with your grandma, but then with just like the
breakup stuff.
Speaker 3 (15:56):
Yeah, yeah, I mean it's hard, and it's like, you know,
I think that what it is is it's a mixture
of what I say is like the fluctuation of feeling emotions.
You know, some days you're fine, some days it's hard.
But I think that when it's hard. I basically like
allow I get I try to give myself that space,
(16:16):
but I also feel like I haven't given myself that space.
Speaker 1 (16:20):
You need to cry, like ugly cry.
Speaker 3 (16:22):
I have an ugly cried. I haven't had a week
where like I'm not working. Yeah, I haven't had a
week where I'm not doing something. I think that, you know,
I definitely need to just go on a spa vacation.
I want to just like eat delicious food. I want
to get a massage, I want to get a pedicure.
Speaker 1 (16:41):
But you know what, you're still so kind. You still
have such a light and it's like you were keeping
your head above water no matter what, like throughout all
of this stuff. Because some people can, you know, let
it take them to a place that is just it's
it's just dark. Yeah, I know you definitely feel that sometimes.
Speaker 2 (17:06):
I think it's just literally I'm humbled by what life.
Speaker 3 (17:10):
Lessons can show you, you know, like losing somebody like
my grandma has basically given me a little bit more emmo,
like like get out there, girl, like lip life, get dirty,
do the thing. Like yeah, you have anxiety, like but
who cares? Like you're gonna grow old and end up
in a box anyway, so might as well have anxiety.
But like it like see things, kiss people, shoot your shot,
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you know, all these things, and it's just like your
shot on your birthday.
Speaker 2 (17:39):
Yeah, come on. I have this friend on TikTok and Instagram.
Speaker 3 (17:43):
She's a medium and she's saying one of the biggest
messages that the spirit world wants everyone who's alive to
understand is have fun. At the end of the day,
be kind, love each other, but have as much fun
as you can. Like, it's really not that serious, is
the joke of life right now?
Speaker 1 (18:02):
It's Yeah, it's not that serious. It's never that personal.
And everybody is in their own heads thinking about themselves
and how they like overcorrected or messed up or like
should have done more, and it's like, yeah, when you
come across those life moments of like turning another year,
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losing somebody, losing losing a partner because you broke up
or like whatever, it's like they make you focus in
on yourself because you're essentially like you're back to yourself yet,
and because you've put so much focus, not in a
bad way on other people. But then you come back
(18:45):
to yourself and you're like whoa, Yeah am I, And
and you feel not the same because you it's not
the same.
Speaker 2 (18:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (18:55):
I mean it's interesting too because even in my youth,
like I literally you went from somebody who had I
didn't like to shower.
Speaker 2 (19:02):
I hated showering.
Speaker 3 (19:03):
I like had eighty seven I think I had ninety
seven cents in my account, eighty seven cents of my account.
Speaker 2 (19:09):
At one point I had nothing. I didn't really have
much direction.
Speaker 3 (19:13):
All I knew is that I wanted to be a
creative and to now be kind of in a space
where I can turn around and truly like help my
family because of the world that I've the life that
I've built for myself, Like it's so cool, right, Like
you're like, oh, how did life.
Speaker 2 (19:30):
Bring me here? You know?
Speaker 3 (19:31):
And then aspects of getting out of a relationship and
seeing things that you want to change about yourself, like oh,
I noticed I do this and I want to be
a different person. But then other aspects of yourself that
you're like, oh, I almost let that part of me
fade away, and I got to like bring it back,
Like I got to like honor those things, and I
got to make sure that when I go into my
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next relationship. I'm not as willing to lose myself.
Speaker 2 (20:00):
In it, you know.
Speaker 3 (20:02):
Yeah, So I'm like, I'm thankful for those lessons, and
I don't think that I would have had those if
I didn't go through that. And we kind of said
this really thing too. We were like, uh, what did
we say? We were like, oh, we are in a
really powerful place right now.
Speaker 1 (20:19):
We were saying that we're in the same class. Oh yeah,
the same spiritual class. Because we had different family events
on the same.
Speaker 3 (20:27):
Days, and we also had to be on stage in
the stage ye the same day.
Speaker 2 (20:32):
Cities in the US separate.
Speaker 1 (20:34):
Separate like medium or mediums, Like you were hosting interviewing,
I was singing.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
Yeah, so I had to be on stage in Texas hosting.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
Yeah, I was in La.
Speaker 3 (20:45):
You had to be on stage singing in LA. And
then you had a big wedding to be with family
in Arizona, and then I had a big funeral to
be at with family here in La. Both all of
the above were like anxiety.
Speaker 1 (20:59):
Really in the same life class?
Speaker 2 (21:01):
Yeah, We were like, are we in the same class
right now?
Speaker 1 (21:04):
We are?
Speaker 3 (21:05):
We are? Do you feel like you've had to utilize
them tools to kind of help you get through this
time in your life right now.
Speaker 1 (21:21):
The thing that I'm going through is like so small.
It's it's small in that like and I'm not trying
to minimize it to like invalidate my feelings, but it's
I'm practicing right now how to be confident and not
beat myself up about like shooting my shot and regretting that,
because that I'm trying to lean into like feeling the
most authentic that I've ever felt in my life, like
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being thirty, which is that and if that that's how
I felt, no matter what everyone anyone else thinks that
was too soon or whatever, it's still helping me. So
I think like also asking my community and people that
I respect, like you've given me a lot of great
advice on just always on this these situations, and I
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like hearing you and leaning into that, but then also
being like, Okay, well this is what I feel authentically.
So I think listening to myself has been the.
Speaker 3 (22:12):
Little bit more tool. Yeah, I love that love about you. Sorry,
I was thinking about all the different things that you
were saying. I think for me in terms of tools,
I actually it's something that I don't think I'm actually
doing I just feel like I'm very lucky. I feel
like sometimes the spirit world knows when you need something
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like that. And I really feel like different people and
words and different spirits reaching out has been what's been
carrying me through this time. Like truly, so many different people,
from my cousins hitting me up to old friends that
I haven't spoken to in a while, Like just different
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people just kind of reaching out and almost like in
short and shorter where it's being like, hey, you're doing.
Speaker 1 (23:02):
Great, just like getting those like yeah, little little pieces
from the community.
Speaker 2 (23:08):
You're doing great.
Speaker 3 (23:09):
Keep it going, you know, going from one of my
cousins hit me up and she was like, you know,
you just smelled so good. I would I thought about
your cologne the whole way.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
Home when you when you just sat and you turned
you like, oh sorry, my butts in the air or whatever.
I got a whiff of your colonne. I was like,
even your ass smells good.
Speaker 3 (23:30):
Hell, I put something on every part of my body.
I don't put colonne in my ass, but there's some
of my.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
I smelled it. I smelled something.
Speaker 2 (23:39):
It's mint.
Speaker 1 (23:39):
I was like, whoa, this isn't for me. We're just friends.
I'm not supposed to smell this.
Speaker 2 (23:48):
I'm like.
Speaker 1 (23:54):
For our zodiac section of this podcast, since we're a
little bit more sensitive right now. Now we not sensitive,
but you know, a lot of things are happening, and
I think it's because of Wow, we're recording this right
now during air season, which is the beginning of the
astrological astrological astrology, astrological New Year, So a lot of
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these things are like setting us up for I think
we need to kind of go through these things for
the rest of the year so that we can I
don't know, and I feel like it's these are really
hard things, but they're the things that are going to
teach us so much.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
Yeah, I actually, yeah, I agree.
Speaker 3 (24:37):
I think that I'm a Virgo and you know, my
two placements in Scorpio, and I feel like.
Speaker 1 (24:42):
And you're in love with aries, so that makes sense.
Speaker 2 (24:44):
And my north note is in Aries and.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
Oh whoa, that's something.
Speaker 2 (24:50):
Oh yeah, you think that's why I'm stuff right now.
Speaker 1 (24:53):
I think because your north note is like it is
something that is I remember we talked about it.
Speaker 3 (25:01):
Something always happens to me, by the way, during airy season.
Every every year Airy season, I'm always like, oh.
Speaker 1 (25:07):
Fuck, it's like the biggest life lessons pretty much. It
basically is, your north node symbolizes where you're going in
this lifetime. It reveals the energy you need to harness
in in order to fulfill your soul's mission. It offers
insight into the passions, talents, and growth. So the fact
that you're experiencing this during airy season and you have
(25:31):
your north node in aris means a lot. Yeah, it
means like that is almost like it's like digging up
things and finding these things that you need to find
to like put in your pocket and use for later.
You know.
Speaker 2 (25:47):
Yeah, I love that.
Speaker 3 (25:48):
So if you're out there during this airy season or
whatever season you're in right now, live it.
Speaker 1 (25:53):
Up, enjoy it, and have fun. Airy season is fun.
I've had the time of my life.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
Just had a craving for And when you said that
a sudden and I just thought of order to escape.
Speaker 1 (26:04):
I have stuff to make eskeeping.
Speaker 3 (26:06):
Oh my mouth just watered like crazy.
Speaker 2 (26:09):
Well guys, well maya, how do you plead I love you?
Speaker 1 (26:13):
So I listen, I want, I love my people. I
like I feel like my heart is like I think
like connected to yours and I like feel so much
and you know, I know how hard this has been
for you, and it's like, as a bestie, it's like, oh,
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you want to help support, You just want to take
them and wrap them up and like a blanket and
hold them like a baby. And you know it's like
you don't want I don't want you to go through this.
It's been interesting, interesting way, you know.
Speaker 2 (26:49):
YEA.
Speaker 3 (26:49):
All that to say, if you're listening, you're going through it.
You have your besties here too, that I understand you.
We love you. You're so loved. You're not alone and everything
in life is just like a past and cloud in
this guy.
Speaker 1 (27:01):
Thank you for sharing this vulnerable us.
Speaker 3 (27:05):
We're sharing this vulnerability with me too. Flex Well, Maya,
where can people find you on social media?
Speaker 1 (27:15):
You can find me at my moment m A y
a in the moment on all social media. Where can
they find you?
Speaker 3 (27:21):
You can find me at the Curly V Show. B
as in Victor. Actually, what song is that? It's Notorious?
Speaker 2 (27:31):
Not Victoria'storius is a.
Speaker 3 (27:32):
Showorious the Curly V Show on Instagram and TikTok and hit.
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Help help. This is a super secret Bestie Club emergency.
Speaker 2 (00:05):
Yeah, we need to vent about some things.
Speaker 1 (00:06):
And make sure not to tell anyone. This is a
top secret I.
Speaker 3 (00:09):
No one can know about this. Just grab some snags
and get in here. My name is Curly and I'm Maya,
and welcome to the Super Secret Bestie Club Podcast.
Speaker 1 (00:20):
A super secret club where we talk about super secret things.
Speaker 2 (00:23):
Yeah, like secrets that are super that's when it is.
Speaker 3 (00:27):
In each episode we'll talk about love, friendship, heartbreaks, men,
and of course our favorite secrets.
Speaker 1 (00:36):
Well, Maya, listen, this is We've called you here today
because we have some things we just need to vent about.
We were trying to figure out the outlines yesterday. We
were both like staring off into space, disassociating like majorly,
and we were like, why don't we just like vent.
We're gonna We're gonna vent to like our comfortability. Yeah,
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you know, so there maybe a lot of bleeps. This
whole thing might be a bleep.
Speaker 3 (01:02):
Yeah, literally just from start to finish, like like.
Speaker 2 (01:05):
Just our lifeline is dead depleted.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
We're not going to say any names.
Speaker 2 (01:08):
But we we'll say all the names where you can crush.
Speaker 1 (01:11):
On another Burgo I'll say that.
Speaker 3 (01:12):
Here we are again, well, you know, as usual, we
hope that you're doing okay, whoever you are, and hopefully
you can listen to what's happening in our lives and
either really or just get to escape your own life.
Or today, how's your spirit today?
Speaker 1 (01:29):
It's cracked, just like my exema. Wow, well it got
worse because I've been scratched.
Speaker 2 (01:38):
Oh why are you stressed?
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Scripted? Because I have a crunch. I have a crunch
that crunched me. We talked about the difference about a crunch. Yeah,
I feel like okay, so basically, how do I say
this in so many words? As of now? It was
a certain event in my life that was very important
and I was, you know, a kind of crushed on something,
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a crunch, and I was like, maybe I should invite them,
and a part of me was like, don't, and then
another part of me was like do it. It feels authentic.
And I did it. I invited them and all they
said was appreciate the invite, and I was like, crunch
girl boss too close to the sun.
Speaker 3 (02:18):
Well, I mean, just to give everybody, like a little context,
like this is an individual that maya has been kind
of like lightly communicating with over Instagram. I would say,
there's like an exchange of messages sometimes, and so there
is this kind of like implication that there is energy.
Speaker 1 (02:38):
Have each other for sure. Okay, you know, I'm not.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
An implication because you just made a face.
Speaker 1 (02:46):
We like each other.
Speaker 2 (02:47):
When I was an implication, you were like, ill.
Speaker 1 (02:51):
When are you implying? I mean, you know, and just
like I turned thirty, okay, and I'm so happy and
excited for that, but I think like it is just
a whole chapter that I'm going through that I'm like, whoa.
And then I'm like, well, let me just invite him.
And I also kind of asked him out too. I
was like, do you want to hang out? And he
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didn't say anything to that, so I was like, damn,
I go friend zone and humbled on my birthday.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
Well, we don't know if your friend zone, but you
certainly shot your shot plate and maybe you didn't receive
the the answer that you were looking for. But it's
also kind of a big deal for you because you
don't usually.
Speaker 1 (03:27):
I don't do because I don't really I don't have
crushes like this A lot.
Speaker 2 (03:33):
I have crushed Oh if I just gave her like
the really girl, really.
Speaker 1 (03:43):
Don't really want to meet right? Let me backtrack. I
don't let people in a lot like that. I'll have crushes, okay,
but I don't. I'm not like, you know, I don't
hook up with people. I don't ask people out like,
I don't do any of that stuff. I could have
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an internet crush. I could be like, oh, I like them,
but I don't like. Who was the last guy I
had a crush on.
Speaker 3 (04:10):
That you shot your shot with, or that you do
you consider the art guy. It's the guy that you remember,
the guy that drew something for you? Is that shooting
your shot?
Speaker 1 (04:18):
That was like two years ago?
Speaker 2 (04:20):
What about the guy I didn't ask him out? What about.
Speaker 1 (04:25):
Exactly?
Speaker 2 (04:25):
Who's your most recent credit? I know.
Speaker 1 (04:29):
I have not had one.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
I'm going to find it and I'll report back.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
I have not had one. Don't guess what I mean.
Don't manipulate my memories. I know they're true, but you
know it's it feels very vulnerable and just like whatever,
and I'm working through it and it's not the end
of the world. It's just something that you know, I'm like, dang,
I really I really thought and who knows he just
messaged me.
Speaker 3 (04:52):
So do you think that that is the miscommunication?
Speaker 2 (04:56):
Does that make you feel some sort of way?
Speaker 1 (04:57):
Does that It's like I just feel super secure in
myself where I'm like, I know I'm a catch. I know.
I'm like really like, did you not see my birthday photos? Like?
Did you have you not seen everything that I'm bringing
to the table, and like you're not going to shoot
your shot? But I have these other like weirdos in
my dams shooting their shot. Who are who has? Like
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they're they're disgusting and weird. Yeah, but I'm like I
want that one.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
I wonder too if it says something I did say
something to you the other day where I was like,
what's the common denominator between you and this other person?
Speaker 2 (05:31):
Oh?
Speaker 3 (05:32):
Because we were talking about the other water sign individual
with you he drowned me.
Speaker 2 (05:42):
Yeah, So I was like, so either and I feel.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Dry for this this guy. I feel like starving, not dry.
I feel like I'm starving. I'm thirsty.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
You don't have to point in my begen gene when
you said that, Oh that's what you're doing. I think
that we did say though, like what is a common
denominator between you and between these two men, and we
said it's you, like you're the common denomination. So I
think it's definitely question of subscribe. What is it that
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you're looking for? And how are you willing to accept love?
But also, like.
Speaker 1 (06:23):
You know what I'm saying, why are you reading me
right now? Are you coming for me?
Speaker 3 (06:28):
You like somebody who gives you a little bit of
a chase who might, Yeah, but chase me.
Speaker 1 (06:32):
I'll chase you. You chase me, Like make it interesting. My
venus is an aries, Like let's go no, we're not.
I'm not a toxica but like let's let's let's pray,
let's play pretend.
Speaker 3 (06:46):
Uh huh, let's play pretend.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
What does it even mean?
Speaker 1 (06:49):
Let's appropriate toxica culture.
Speaker 2 (06:51):
Okay, let's co op toxic stuff.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
Yeah yeah, So like what's the plan now, Like, how
are you feeling?
Speaker 1 (07:08):
Now, let's we'll put a pin in that. Let's shift
to you.
Speaker 3 (07:12):
By the way, I do want to say this individual,
this individual, another fellow verrco, is super cute, super handsome.
Speaker 1 (07:17):
Really nice and kind of like.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
I actually saw them months ago and I was hanging
out with another Virgo friend of mine and we noticed
this individual and we were like who dat, Like, who
is that person? And we were like, oh, okay, they're cute.
And then I like kind of went to look for
them and I couldn't find them. So I didn't like,
you were trying to flirt with my crush.
Speaker 2 (07:40):
The future crush.
Speaker 1 (07:41):
Wow, that's fucked up.
Speaker 3 (07:42):
Well, I mean he kind of dresses the way I
dressed like a few years ago.
Speaker 1 (07:46):
So anyway, we'll put a pin in that.
Speaker 2 (07:52):
We'll put a pin on that.
Speaker 1 (07:54):
But my my issues are not like super super intense
or crazy. I feel like there's just a lot of
like very high highs and I'm coming off of like
a big life moment and then I like was like
an I'm gonna shoot my shot and it kind of
didn't go the way that I've wanted to. And yeah,
so it's it's not truly like that insane or I'm
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not like going not stopping. I did cry, but.
Speaker 2 (08:17):
Nope, Oh your eyes are red, they're kind of red.
Speaker 1 (08:20):
I have not slept in four days, two and a half.
But it's been hard. But my Carlito.
Speaker 2 (08:31):
Craty, how's my spirit?
Speaker 3 (08:33):
You ask, you know when something happens in the country,
And they had lowered the flag midway down the pole,
and that kind of like is like the vibe of
the energy that's kind of like where I'm at spiritually,
where like just the vibe is I feel fine, Like
I feel like I'm okay. But I think that I've
just been kind of in this space of dealing with
the lot all at once, and I haven't really had
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the time to necessarily breathe and have a moment to
kind of soak.
Speaker 2 (08:59):
It all in or hide and hide.
Speaker 1 (09:04):
Process.
Speaker 3 (09:05):
Yeah, I mean, for those who follow me on social
media and things like that, like I kind of just
like I lost like my grandma recently, and that's kind
of a really big deal. She's kind of like a
second mom from me and was a queer ally to
me before even my own parents knew how to be
an ally in that way, and so losing her is
kind of like a huge deal and so dealing with that,
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and then I'm also going through like a breakup at
the same exact time, and then I have like a
lot of different work projects coming into fruition, and then
I've been like traveling for work, having to be like
on stage and kind of like having to.
Speaker 2 (09:47):
Put this face on for this thank you.
Speaker 3 (09:55):
I just bought some frozen rats I could feed my snake.
This takes for me back. So yeah, I just feel like,
you know, it's an interesting thing. I did get in
the middle of all of this. I did get really
sick with some gnarly ass food poisoning, which I actually
really enjoyed because it gave me a moment to cancel everything,
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like no appointments, no hangouts, no work, no gym, no nothing.
Like I could sleep all day long and just kind
of nourish my body. But then the minute I was better,
I kind of went back into like life, and it's
been both. It's just been a whirlwind. Like I don't
feel necessarily more sad over happy, because I'm thankful to
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be able to work, and I'm thankful to be able
to provide from my family and at times like this,
and I also really thankful that despite going through heartbreak,
I still have a lot of other parts in my
life that are actually really beautiful and amazing. So I
think all that to say is that it's it's more
like everyone keeps asking, like, how are you feeling. I'm like,
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life is definitely life in right now, like life is
kind of letting me have it. But in a way
that is it's like a big growth period for me.
I feel like I woke up just a different person.
I told you, Like I woke up and I was like,
damn what And I'm really fighting emotions like as I'm
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talking about this, but like you know, what kind of
world did I wake up in? And my what version
of my universe did I wake up in? We're like
my Grandma's not there, Like I'm not with the individual
that I was with before. I have a new car,
I have like giant news tattoos on my back, you know,
like I got to feed my snakes some rats and
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so it's interesting because that's really what life is, right
Like you kind of wake up and you're like, for
a split second, you don't really recognize still life that's
looking back at you. But you kind of go like
I'm okay, and I'm I and I'm still excited for
it because I kind of I like that I can grow.
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I like that the version of who I am when
I look in the mirror, like I do enjoy that
my spirit has kind of calmed down a little bit more.
I'm learning a lot of things. I have a lot
of amazing growth, Like I've been having conversations with different
friends in my life who are going through different things,
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and I'll know immediately the remedy of like what to say,
I'll know thank you for sharing in this emotion. By
the way I can see you like crying.
Speaker 1 (12:44):
I oh you cry. I cry for anything. I'm like, oh, yeamn,
because I feel it's hard watching you go tell shit.
Speaker 3 (12:53):
It's pretty like it's like, you know, I'm not gonna
I'm not in a space where sometimes people go through
shit where they you have to watch them or you
have to worry about them, like I'm not in I
don't feel like I'm and we said this before too,
like I feel like I'm not. I haven't lost necessarily
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a lot of the fundamental parts of who I am
as a person, Like I'm still very fortunate to have
loved ones who love me, who are sending me weird
oddly enough, people who have been sending me messages how
I've like positively affected their lives. Friends who have been
like I went sober because of you. People who have
been like you gave me language to use in certain
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situations that has really opened the doors for me, and
so it's been really nice to be able to be
like I'm still in the gym, taking care of my body,
I'm still eating healthy, I'm still like taking care of
my dogs. I'm still visiting family and doing good things.
Not everything has been shifted so much. But I day,
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I was driving and there's this my favorite singer. One
of my favorite singers is Laloupe, and La Loupe was
like Selecrus's rival for those of you who don't know,
or they say they were rivals, but I love Laalupe.
And there was this song where in the very beginning,
the strings pick up. The song gets really dramatic with strings,
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and she goes, she goes.
Speaker 4 (14:23):
I Getleno a lluyah, and she's talking about the music.
But I feel every time I hear her say that,
I always feel like she's talking about like life.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
And I felt her in that moment like.
Speaker 3 (14:37):
Just all the ugly and all the beauty and all
the like so much like I just felt that moment
this morning of like I Getleano Allelujah, and I felt
like it's gonna be all right, kid, you know yummy.
So all that to say, like if you're having a
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day and you're driving to work, or you're sitting on
the toilet or wherever you're listening to us, like you
are not alone and whatever you might be feeling like,
sometimes life just feels like you're raw, and you know,
sometimes you feel like you're lost and you don't know
what the next move is and that's okay. Or sometimes
I feel like a little trapito that they've passed around
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a dirty restaurant and they've used it to clean the
toilet's the table.
Speaker 2 (15:25):
I feel like there's a hole in me. But I'm like,
it's okay.
Speaker 1 (15:30):
You know what's crazy is that you are there's no
right way to mourn or to go through all this stuff,
but like you're a really I'm like, oh no, you're
so strong. I appreciate you so strong in the way
that you are handling this. Like it's hard, like not
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only with your grandma, but then with just like the
breakup stuff.
Speaker 3 (15:56):
Yeah, yeah, I mean it's hard, and it's like, you know,
I think that what it is is it's a mixture
of what I say is like the fluctuation of feeling emotions.
You know, some days you're fine, some days it's hard.
But I think that when it's hard. I basically like
allow I get I try to give myself that space,
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but I also feel like I haven't given myself that space.
Speaker 1 (16:20):
You need to cry, like ugly cry.
Speaker 3 (16:22):
I have an ugly cried. I haven't had a week
where like I'm not working. Yeah, I haven't had a
week where I'm not doing something. I think that, you know,
I definitely need to just go on a spa vacation.
I want to just like eat delicious food. I want
to get a massage, I want to get a pedicure.
Speaker 1 (16:41):
But you know what, you're still so kind. You still
have such a light and it's like you were keeping
your head above water no matter what, like throughout all
of this stuff. Because some people can, you know, let
it take them to a place that is just it's
it's just dark. Yeah, I know you definitely feel that sometimes.
Speaker 2 (17:06):
I think it's just literally I'm humbled by what life.
Speaker 3 (17:10):
Lessons can show you, you know, like losing somebody like
my grandma has basically given me a little bit more emmo,
like like get out there, girl, like lip life, get dirty,
do the thing. Like yeah, you have anxiety, like but
who cares? Like you're gonna grow old and end up
in a box anyway, so might as well have anxiety.
But like it like see things, kiss people, shoot your shot,
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you know, all these things, and it's just like your
shot on your birthday.
Speaker 2 (17:39):
Yeah, come on. I have this friend on TikTok and Instagram.
Speaker 3 (17:43):
She's a medium and she's saying one of the biggest
messages that the spirit world wants everyone who's alive to
understand is have fun. At the end of the day,
be kind, love each other, but have as much fun
as you can. Like, it's really not that serious, is
the joke of life right now?
Speaker 1 (18:02):
It's Yeah, it's not that serious. It's never that personal.
And everybody is in their own heads thinking about themselves
and how they like overcorrected or messed up or like
should have done more, and it's like, yeah, when you
come across those life moments of like turning another year,
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losing somebody, losing losing a partner because you broke up
or like whatever, it's like they make you focus in
on yourself because you're essentially like you're back to yourself yet,
and because you've put so much focus, not in a
bad way on other people. But then you come back
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to yourself and you're like whoa, Yeah am I, And
and you feel not the same because you it's not
the same.
Speaker 2 (18:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (18:55):
I mean it's interesting too because even in my youth,
like I literally you went from somebody who had I
didn't like to shower.
Speaker 2 (19:02):
I hated showering.
Speaker 3 (19:03):
I like had eighty seven I think I had ninety
seven cents in my account, eighty seven cents of my account.
Speaker 2 (19:09):
At one point I had nothing. I didn't really have
much direction.
Speaker 3 (19:13):
All I knew is that I wanted to be a
creative and to now be kind of in a space
where I can turn around and truly like help my
family because of the world that I've the life that
I've built for myself, Like it's so cool, right, Like
you're like, oh, how did life.
Speaker 2 (19:30):
Bring me here? You know?
Speaker 3 (19:31):
And then aspects of getting out of a relationship and
seeing things that you want to change about yourself, like oh,
I noticed I do this and I want to be
a different person. But then other aspects of yourself that
you're like, oh, I almost let that part of me
fade away, and I got to like bring it back,
Like I got to like honor those things, and I
got to make sure that when I go into my
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next relationship. I'm not as willing to lose myself.
Speaker 2 (20:00):
In it, you know.
Speaker 3 (20:02):
Yeah, So I'm like, I'm thankful for those lessons, and
I don't think that I would have had those if
I didn't go through that. And we kind of said
this really thing too. We were like, uh, what did
we say? We were like, oh, we are in a
really powerful place right now.
Speaker 1 (20:19):
We were saying that we're in the same class. Oh yeah,
the same spiritual class. Because we had different family events
on the same.
Speaker 3 (20:27):
Days, and we also had to be on stage in
the stage ye the same day.
Speaker 2 (20:32):
Cities in the US separate.
Speaker 1 (20:34):
Separate like medium or mediums, Like you were hosting interviewing,
I was singing.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
Yeah, so I had to be on stage in Texas hosting.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
Yeah, I was in La.
Speaker 3 (20:45):
You had to be on stage singing in LA. And
then you had a big wedding to be with family
in Arizona, and then I had a big funeral to
be at with family here in La. Both all of
the above were like anxiety.
Speaker 1 (20:59):
Really in the same life class?
Speaker 2 (21:01):
Yeah, We were like, are we in the same class
right now?
Speaker 1 (21:04):
We are?
Speaker 3 (21:05):
We are? Do you feel like you've had to utilize
them tools to kind of help you get through this
time in your life right now.
Speaker 1 (21:21):
The thing that I'm going through is like so small.
It's it's small in that like and I'm not trying
to minimize it to like invalidate my feelings, but it's
I'm practicing right now how to be confident and not
beat myself up about like shooting my shot and regretting that,
because that I'm trying to lean into like feeling the
most authentic that I've ever felt in my life, like
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being thirty, which is that and if that that's how
I felt, no matter what everyone anyone else thinks that
was too soon or whatever, it's still helping me. So
I think like also asking my community and people that
I respect, like you've given me a lot of great
advice on just always on this these situations, and I
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like hearing you and leaning into that, but then also
being like, Okay, well this is what I feel authentically.
So I think listening to myself has been the.
Speaker 3 (22:12):
Little bit more tool. Yeah, I love that love about you. Sorry,
I was thinking about all the different things that you
were saying. I think for me in terms of tools,
I actually it's something that I don't think I'm actually
doing I just feel like I'm very lucky. I feel
like sometimes the spirit world knows when you need something
(22:34):
like that. And I really feel like different people and
words and different spirits reaching out has been what's been
carrying me through this time. Like truly, so many different people,
from my cousins hitting me up to old friends that
I haven't spoken to in a while, Like just different
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people just kind of reaching out and almost like in
short and shorter where it's being like, hey, you're doing.
Speaker 1 (23:02):
Great, just like getting those like yeah, little little pieces
from the community.
Speaker 2 (23:08):
You're doing great.
Speaker 3 (23:09):
Keep it going, you know, going from one of my
cousins hit me up and she was like, you know,
you just smelled so good. I would I thought about
your cologne the whole way.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
Home when you when you just sat and you turned
you like, oh sorry, my butts in the air or whatever.
I got a whiff of your colonne. I was like,
even your ass smells good.
Speaker 3 (23:30):
Hell, I put something on every part of my body.
I don't put colonne in my ass, but there's some
of my.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
I smelled it. I smelled something.
Speaker 2 (23:39):
It's mint.
Speaker 1 (23:39):
I was like, whoa, this isn't for me. We're just friends.
I'm not supposed to smell this.
Speaker 2 (23:48):
I'm like.
Speaker 1 (23:54):
For our zodiac section of this podcast, since we're a
little bit more sensitive right now. Now we not sensitive,
but you know, a lot of things are happening, and
I think it's because of Wow, we're recording this right
now during air season, which is the beginning of the
astrological astrological astrology, astrological New Year, So a lot of
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these things are like setting us up for I think
we need to kind of go through these things for
the rest of the year so that we can I
don't know, and I feel like it's these are really
hard things, but they're the things that are going to
teach us so much.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
Yeah, I actually, yeah, I agree.
Speaker 3 (24:37):
I think that I'm a Virgo and you know, my
two placements in Scorpio, and I feel like.
Speaker 1 (24:42):
And you're in love with aries, so that makes sense.
Speaker 2 (24:44):
And my north note is in Aries and.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
Oh whoa, that's something.
Speaker 2 (24:50):
Oh yeah, you think that's why I'm stuff right now.
Speaker 1 (24:53):
I think because your north note is like it is
something that is I remember we talked about it.
Speaker 3 (25:01):
Something always happens to me, by the way, during airy season.
Every every year Airy season, I'm always like, oh.
Speaker 1 (25:07):
Fuck, it's like the biggest life lessons pretty much. It
basically is, your north node symbolizes where you're going in
this lifetime. It reveals the energy you need to harness
in in order to fulfill your soul's mission. It offers
insight into the passions, talents, and growth. So the fact
that you're experiencing this during airy season and you have
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your north node in aris means a lot. Yeah, it
means like that is almost like it's like digging up
things and finding these things that you need to find
to like put in your pocket and use for later.
You know.
Speaker 2 (25:47):
Yeah, I love that.
Speaker 3 (25:48):
So if you're out there during this airy season or
whatever season you're in right now, live it.
Speaker 1 (25:53):
Up, enjoy it, and have fun. Airy season is fun.
I've had the time of my life.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
Just had a craving for And when you said that
a sudden and I just thought of order to escape.
Speaker 1 (26:04):
I have stuff to make eskeeping.
Speaker 3 (26:06):
Oh my mouth just watered like crazy.
Speaker 2 (26:09):
Well guys, well maya, how do you plead I love you?
Speaker 1 (26:13):
So I listen, I want, I love my people. I
like I feel like my heart is like I think
like connected to yours and I like feel so much
and you know, I know how hard this has been
for you, and it's like, as a bestie, it's like, oh,
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you want to help support, You just want to take
them and wrap them up and like a blanket and
hold them like a baby. And you know it's like
you don't want I don't want you to go through this.
It's been interesting, interesting way, you know.
Speaker 2 (26:49):
YEA.
Speaker 3 (26:49):
All that to say, if you're listening, you're going through it.
You have your besties here too, that I understand you.
We love you. You're so loved. You're not alone and everything
in life is just like a past and cloud in
this guy.
Speaker 1 (27:01):
Thank you for sharing this vulnerable us.
Speaker 3 (27:05):
We're sharing this vulnerability with me too. Flex Well, Maya,
where can people find you on social media?
Speaker 1 (27:15):
You can find me at my moment m A y
a in the moment on all social media. Where can
they find you?
Speaker 3 (27:21):
You can find me at the Curly V Show. B
as in Victor. Actually, what song is that? It's Notorious?
Speaker 2 (27:31):
Not Victoria'storius is a.
Speaker 3 (27:32):
Showorious the Curly V Show on Instagram and TikTok and hit.
Speaker 1 (27:37):
Us up on our social media to let us know
what you want to listen to. You next on another
episode of This Super Secret bestI Club Podcast I Love
You Bye. Make sure to hit that subscribe button to
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that Heart Radio's Miko Tura podcast Network.
Speaker 3 (28:02):
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