Ep 302: Kinks & Trauma (Ft. Samia Burton)

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hey guys, it's your girl, Mandy Bee from Horrible Decisions.
And before we start this week's episode, I did want
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causes offense. Um, we do not mean to offend anyone
in this week's episode. Now let's get on with the shot.

(00:23):
Guess what decision we're about to make? Horrible Decisions. Hey, guys,
welcome to another episode of V just as yawns. It's
your girl, Oral be not mandybeeble oralba. Check the teeth, baby, Yes,
that's right, it's Queen Latipa in the motherfucking building. Hi, y'all,

(00:45):
I'm wheezy, welcome back for another episode. It's a new year,
new teeth. I don't really go all of it. A
lot of people haven't recognized the new with my real
hair out, which is crazy. I walked right into my
studio and they were like hello, I was like maybe
so yeah, me without braids, I don't know. We know
it gives Puerto Rican wait this year for going to
be the year of the late weeks for me, y'all

(01:07):
about to see me with all the different styles, textures, colors.
I ain't got it right now, but they're coming, They're coming.
I'm ordering them right now. I'm like yeah, I'm like, warmer,
let me do one from Ali Baba. Then let me
get the expensive one. I'm gonna mix the high and lows.
You know what I mean. Y'all. We are joined today
by a very special guest. I'm really excited because we're
gonna get into some ships. We have some maya of

(01:30):
Sexual Essential. Sorry, look the new teeth bitch I said
too much Sexual Essentials and also the host of Not
Just Another Sex podcast. Hello, baby, you should have been
had a goddamn podcast. Now. I know that you've wanted

(01:51):
to come on Horrible for a minute. And what I
knew about your brand was like you were teaching people
how to give yeah yeah, and then I remember you
made a product. And that's what I know about Sexual Essentials.
But what is Sexual Essentials so sexual? Well, first of all,
hey y'all, hey, queen looks for Puerto Rican high until

(02:13):
it goes with look at Thank you so much for
having me. Um. Sexual Centials is a company that I
designed to help people create the sex life that they want,
whatever that looked like. But what I realized was that
a lot of people didn't have any of the tools.
Like everybody was kind of like talking or you could
go hear someone talk about something, but people needed to
practice sucking, dick riding and everything else. Um yeah, because

(02:37):
we just talk over here, we talk over Yeah, we'll
be using them. We'll be using them, good knees. What
did you do before you made that company? Real estate?
Real estate? I do both now, So I still still no, no, no,
I just I did my own Um, I got into
real estate, like bought my own property and stuff like that.

(02:57):
Thank you, And so yeah, I'm excited. I'm excited. The
classes were always the thing that got me out there
because I was like, right, we're really sucondicting this class.
What did they practice on? What did they suckt? Why
not a vegetable? Well, I don't know all the details
about putting stuff in your COUCHI that ain't supposed to
be there, right, So there's one. And then also like

(03:20):
your deal though, the ones especially that click on the wall.
I like saving money and like stuff to be universe,
like you could use it for more than one thing.
They could stick that ship on the wall and your
shower and throw it back and practice doing it by
make them boy build though first, No, I bring it
us to the class. I don't like so like y'all
can have like a girl's now, ma'am. I want to
safety wait, safety first, y'all. I don't know if you

(03:40):
saw it. It went viral, but I also followed all
the games and all the only fans people on TikTok
and well on Twitter, but someone literally posted shattered glass,
bloody feet, um, everything falling into their tubes. They were
they were looking a suction cup in their shower and

(04:03):
I guess it fell. They fell, They busted the whole
goddamn shower. You know where it's so SA sat first,
but they don't. That's a lot of people should know
where there. Yeah, you know, damn well, if you ain't
got no stable as shower, my shower caddy falls down.
And even I trust, but you know that you know that.
But I'll saw even your wall like I like the
suction cup ones. And then like even if you're sending

(04:25):
like news to switch it up, you can use your
deal though, to be like you know, deep throwing with
it or even just playing with yourself, like you use
that from multiple things. So I like the deal though,
the riding class and them things be giving them three
type of suction. So I hope you'll have the color
of your wall the paint in a in a closet
somewhere because it's given that deal though, about to grab
the paint off my suction cup build though, looks like

(04:46):
right now it's in my guest room, which is that
my closet and it's stuck on the wall with necklaces
hanging from it. Well, you said duel you could use
if you can, and you know, that's when I learned
that people really did not know what the funk they
was doing, and so like even when like it was
really bad, and I was like, Okay, maybe the men
ain't tripping when they're saying like the women are lazy.

(05:08):
But I think also some of the reasons they were
lazy because they really didn't know how to do it,
and like embarrassment and things like just don't want to
do it. Yeah, but I also really didn't know. Like
I would always watch in the class you gotta suck
dy before I teach you anything, because I need to
know what you're doing. I actually have a double advocate
point of view on this. Hit me with you, So
I do think you can teach someone how to suck dick. However,

(05:32):
I don't think it'll be as good unless you actually
like doing it. The one thing I think you can
benefit from from a class is most people probably don't
like it because they're not good at it, you know
what I'm saying. Like there's a reason we all probably
don't like to run because maybe we aren't running, you
know what I'm saying. But if you start working at
the ship, then you're like, oh, now I need to
go to the gym with dick sucking on. That's it.
Because I've recently been talking to friends about like about

(05:55):
it and been shocked that they don't like sucking dick.
I'm like, bro, what I have a home girl who's
fine and ship huge TVs. Badass, And she said, I'm
gonna tell you so I'm embarrassing. I said, tell me
and she was like, I'll be laying there, bro, oh
pillar princess. Ye. She was like, there's even an art
to that, Like there's even an art, there's all art
to just laying there to pill Princess part, it's the desire.

(06:17):
It's just like with sucking dick, it's the desire. If
you there is nothing sexier than when you're doing something
to somebody and you could tell they really want it
from like they need that ship, like they're not keeping
no cool about it. They really want it. So and
even the desire of being able to lay there and
just let a man do something to you, I feel
like that's sexiest. And I don't think a lot of
people are even interactive when they're on the bottom. But

(06:39):
I've even had to practice my pillow Princess. No, no,
you're talking about two different things, I thinks. But she
asked a man what they liked the most about sex.
It's your response and allow. It's not about like when
I'm in my pillow, Princess, mo, that means that I'm

(06:59):
not picture you. I'm you're there to please me. They'd
be surprised how well they take direction, like if you
tell them go faster, like they like direction. They like
being good at ship. So you're laying there and not
saying fuck them, but basically funck them, like right now,
you are my toy, you know what. I'm also ladies
be careful with the word deeper because that nigga might
not have more to give you. He might not have

(07:19):
no more to give you. All right, well we're gonna
get into our ice. It just means hit the pelvic
bone if you really ain't got no, no, no, don't
hurt me now. I don't want to know what I'm saying,
like if they got a short with me. When I
say that you want ya, I'm trying to look like, right,
I'm trying to figure out why why do I be

(07:40):
saying it. I'm like, when I say it in that moment,
I feel like it's because you're almost about to hit
a spot. I want to tell her. I was about
to say, if I say deeper, it's because at this
point I want pain, because it's not it's not really
enjoyable now if the nigga's dick is little and it's
just not even in there. But normally when I stay
deeper or harder, it's because, okay, I want to hurt now,
I want something. Yeah, it's never really about the enjoyment.

(08:02):
I like the slow rolling sex, like just a good
dick will get the job done. But when I say
like deeper and harder, it is definitely some good medium
dick recently and he hit the spot. Let's do for you?
Is this? The medium medium dick is very versatile. It
is out of it though, and that part was kind

(08:24):
of fun. I really like ring, I like writing two.
It's but like I realized, a medium dick, I feel
like that's your part where you really get to time.
Let's just standing on the couch and writing ship and
really I'm just it ain't even really right. I'm just
sitting there, that's all I'm doing. Well, let's get into
our icebreakers this or that. We're gonna run down this

(08:45):
quickly because clearly you don't came in with all the sauce.
So broke big dick or rich little dick. I don't
even have the same sex. We we already froke just
sex something broke big bron for anybody's gonna say that
for just saying, okay, so relationship. I'm gonna go with

(09:09):
the rich little bit. Will term with a rich little
dick over a broke big dick, Yes, because I mean,
if you know what you're doing sexually, it really doesn't
matter the size. I've had some of the best orgasms
in my life. From a small dick nigger, they do
a lot, a lot they know they got to do more.
But also like when you're fully around or you've been

(09:30):
getting fingered in when you when you do um, when
the pussy is like fully aroused, it swells up so much.
So you know how like when you've been real horning
and somebody put their fingers in you and that ship
feels good. Think about it. Look how small yo love
God damn fingers. So when you get really really aroused,
and I feel like when you with somebody as super small,

(09:51):
they usually know that they're small, so the four play
be a fucking one. They'd be eating pussy like crazy.
So by the time you're sticking the dick in anyway,
I pussy just hell already now quickies and ship like that.
We may not be as good with because I need
more time to get there, but I would right, I'm
gonna find a way to get everything I want. And
a small dick nigger can use toys, use everything crossed
over where I like, I hold them together and let

(10:13):
him get in there, and I'd be like, cris cross
your legs so I feel a little tight. I do
that too, even with big dicks. All right, you gotta
do that ship when you're throwing it back like kind
of Oh, I love it. I like to open it
up a little bit, like let's just see it. I
feel like I feel like the thighs like when you
kind of like clapping on dick and throw it back like, No,
my problem with doing that with a little dick though,
the nigga don't know whether he's in my pussy or

(10:33):
my thighs now, So that's a real, a real problem.
That's a real problem. Now, which of the these are
too too bad awful things? But would you rather car
sex or shower sex? Car sex over shower sex? Girls
to be to be filling if I filled in the
shower enjoy, I don't enjoy water sex. Yeah, crazy, I'm okay, okay,

(10:56):
not mad. And the last one only cause you're a
nasty free cod. We're gonna get to it. Would you
rather golden showers or boo cocky? What's book cocky? You
talk secon don't know, bukky and authetic because you like
m m F three SOMs? What so bloukcky is getting
ejaculated on by multiples? Absolutely not no, no, not a

(11:16):
piss on me, you have pissed, I'd rather have pissed
because even in my in my male male female threes
some fantasy, it's all like worship, so it's very much
so I'm not you. I don't even want to suck.
You don't even come. I ain't gonna say that, but
I don't want to want to be catered to. I
want to be catered to some more central And I

(11:37):
can't imagine multiple diacks not know me being like if
it's part of my I don't understand how piss gives
more cater than honestly, depending on who you sucking, how
nasty be you'd be like, I don't give a funk
what you do to me. So you have been paid
on before, but I would I mean, I ain't guts
like in a shower right now. You haven't done anything,
not in a shower. I I'm not really on bodily

(11:57):
fluids like that, okay, not even seeming. I mean, I'm
fine with it, but she asked between the two and
my male male female threesome is like me being like God,
it's like Aphrodite type ship, like you serving me like
y'are serving me with this? Why would you be nothing
no way, more like the grade into me thing, because
we can we can come on the regular. Well technically,

(12:19):
if you were well, not only that, if you are
stuck in like a desert or stuck on an island somewhere,
they actually say that you can drink your own piss
and you can survive on for drinking. I don't know
where this why this was relative well, because the one
of them, no, no, no, I'm just saying it messed

(12:41):
up my It messes up my male male female three
threesome fantasy. Fantasy is like Super Central and y'all no, no,
my face. I said, you're not drinking. You change your lifestyle.
You said I got to drink the well, no bukaki
for protein. At this point, let's yes, you gotta drink it.
You got to drink. I don't want to, so you
don't want to. I wouldn't want to drink. Speaking of

(13:02):
bodily fluids are na ship, this week UM is quite
crazy because of course the UM s n M d
S M Nasty Free co's have landed on TikTok. Not
a surprise, but I want to share two of these
trends that have actually land They have landed to TikTok

(13:23):
that is nuts um. This one specific TikTok er um
bakes sour dough bread using her own vaginal yeast. That
is correct, y'all um. Thanks to feminist bloggers, Zoe Savre
definitely given quite um after getting a pretty bad yeast infection,

(13:46):
was inspired by the idea to turn her discomfort into
delicious baked Never have I ever seen my own discharge
and thought, let me put it in a dish. Waking
up on Saturday with the familiar itchy Bernie fanny, I
giggled to myself, maybe I could make bread with that,
and that ticked into well, I've always wanted to try

(14:09):
making my own sour dough anyway. Now, what do you
do it for? Say? High demand? I mean, it doesn't
say she sells it. She did say, I'm just saying
got somebody wants the bread again, and you're like, well, damn,
I should kind of got better. But if you're ready
to listen, this is how she did it. She says,
she got carries and the next thing that happened was
she scraped white goop off of a dildo into a

(14:30):
bowl and mix it with flour and water. This is
so nasty. I think the nastiest thing we ever did
is a susy thing that pretty fucking bad. It says.
The yeast from her vagina is no less gross than
any other yeast that we used to make bread. She says,
making sour dough, starter and tail. I mean it's her

(14:51):
own if she's eating it and not selling it. If
it's her own, I am less judgment, but I ain't
allow to you A little bit of judgment came up there.
But I do things with my juices. We real quick too.
She also like taste them. I mean yeah, I mean,
do you your juices? Do you do it with your
yeast and your bacteria? Bacteria is the problem. It's it's
like it is the good. It's not the good. This

(15:13):
was the whole infection I liked. I like you are
cooking with the speaking of good bacteria. The medium naked
that I sucked recently, he said something to me that
really had me concerned for women. Now, I would assume,
being that he's rich, she pokes a lot of bitches,
and he definitely does. So we get done sucking, and

(15:33):
he says how he couldn't believe how wet I was,
and he was like I always felt like we were
gonna have a good sex, and like I knew you
had good pussy. Was like that was like a lot,
Like I'm shocked and that's and he's like, you got
good pussy. I was like it was just good because
it was wet. I'm populating. He was like, nah, because
wet pussy ain't always good if he's saying, and I'm like, nah,
that ain't true because that bitches who said it's literally

(15:56):
fifty fifty for me, he said, the more juices and
like wet a girl against the more sticky like all
of that. He's like, I mean there's more sex musk
that Nigga said, thank yeah no, But you know what
Nick Cannon did said the same thing when he was
talking about eight of women. But it's like a lot
of men still whatever reason. Mind you you don't have

(16:19):
twelve babies in like the last two years, so you
ain't having over You also are not using condoms clearly
with all these different women that you're fucking. And that's
what men don't know, y'all. Dick is the reason why
our pussies be sank. If you really want to know,
if it be stink nine times out of tennis because
of the partners that we're engaging with. And I've said

(16:39):
it all the time. I knew my last nigga was
for me because he ain't suck up my pH I said, oh,
you would give a half and half. I eat pussy,
So I eat pussy too. A girl with the egos
in here, I don't come across that many stink cooches.
And also never eating. I feel like I've also never
eat no pussy. That was like I ain't gonna say
fresh out of the shower, but like it's been all day.

(17:00):
But I'm gonna say this. I think men never eat.
I think we've had that experience because men are thinking
pussy is supposed to smell different. You all day pussy,
I thought, I have a girlfriends. I've never ate ate
pussy in the strip club on the float. I talked
about this on the pot. It was outside clubbing. It
was like four o'clock in the morning. I ate my
home girl in the strip club in the private room

(17:21):
on the float. I've never eaten. Oh yeah, it was
all day. If you with me now, if you with me,
like if we in the house type things now, like
I didn't have back in the morning. I don't eat
after the club pussy, like you gotta shower first, Like
I wouldn't want nobody it wasn't after it was I
don't want nobody eat my pussy after I left the club.
I'm gonna be stuff conscious all like like my I

(17:43):
got thick ass tied. Like I'm not saying y'all don't,
but you know what I'm saying. They're doing like this,
got a little sweat, like your hands take a little
white bitch just be having wipes in their bags, giving
nigga a baby white pussy. I like your fish, but
you're giving She just said, would you give a nigga
baby white pussy? Because I'd be giving niggas baby but yeah,
so you wouldn't I eat. I know that's what's going on.

(18:07):
I'm like, she got put on. I mean, I get it,
but I just I don't want to be in one
of these situations where I'm like, baby, I'm like, you're
gonna have to go show like it's going to be
so accurate that it was fun. I mean, I wouldn't
stop talking to somebody. So I think it's normal, like
sometimes your pussy think like when my should expire, I'm

(18:28):
gonna get a shower, but when I should expire, we're
gonna pass on tonight until I figure out why it's expired.
Sometimes like during the day it expires it, but it's
just time to get in the shower, you know what
I'm saying. Like I'm talking about that. Like also a
way to keep your pussy like no lie, like just
smelling the best that you can through all day. Pussy.
You gotta really wipe when you pe do yes, and

(18:51):
you need to stay on that toilet for a while,
like like sometimes gave it to you and let the
ship come out because it's still being your pinny and
you know, and if you got a fat pussy too,
sometimes I had to like really like open the lips
and like take the tissue in thee because I don't
know if y'all saw the other videos that went viral,
there's niggas that believe when bitches is on a period,

(19:11):
they got to remove they tamp on the piss they
think it comes out of that hole. Did you'll see Yeah,
I didn't see that. It's it's nuts. These men don't
even know us, So yes, I actually used to shift
to say though like that isn't surprising. Women gotta shake
like how many shape? But women don't be knowing how
many holes they have, Like I don't think that men
thinking that it's surprising, Like I think not knowing clip

(19:32):
is surprising, but that you know, that's all I need
you to notice. Two wholes look turned on the lights.
Like I start to have classes when I'm having sex,
Like let's talk about it. Everybody vibe ain't gonna be sexy.
It's fun like some people is kind of like we
inquisitive and ship like that. But I'm okay with the
educational fuck me session? What do you mean? We're kind
of stuff to you like to teach. Well, if I

(19:53):
was eating your pussy, I would be like like talking
me through it, like how do you how do you
like your pussyting? I don't just have seen through? Yeah,
like talk me through it, and like I do I
want to see my mouth like I'm not about to
do it, like as we're sitting on the edge of
the bed, no bed like no because the last song
like while we into it, like while we into it.
I like education. I'm a nerd. I like educational. It
depends some people. I feel like you don't I'm a

(20:17):
just moan. I'm gonna let you know you're doing a
good job. If I'm motherfucker there now, if I hold
you to stay down there, and then I do like
some wrestling move where I move my leg and I'll
put it over your neck like nigga there and then
I'm owned. But like I'll do them type of movements
like it's giving wrestling moves to let you know you're
doing it. You're doing it? Good job? Did you doing

(20:39):
a good job? Look here? I will say I have
stopped talking so much about that stay right there because
somebody hit me with the stay right there and I
was like, oh my god, my nick moment. Well, I'm
sure they're not in an uncomfortable position, do I do?

(21:00):
Didn't want to go into that, you said that almost happened.
We have a new segment that was introduced called horror Stories,
and I would love to know if you have a
horror story, whether dating or in the bedroom, I give
it you. Guys. Ever used a glass deal though? Yeah,
I love glass double double double dildo and I have

(21:24):
never though put it in the freezer or changed the temperature,
but I have used and that that is I like
them they're clean. They are you always think, I know
ploores like no ploors, so um, you know, sucking black man.
Sometimes the deep don't go on your ass, um it's
just too big and okay, I love that for y'all,
but so stop for everybody. Um. So, I was, you know,

(21:45):
doing a um like some clips stimulation with with the
guy and we used the glass dial though, and you know,
and I'm talking about it felt amazing literally ironically and
like I'm having an orgasm, so like I'm using the
clear stimulator on my clip and then he's like sucking
my ass with the glass still though, so it feels amazing.
I'm like, okay, yeah, it feels so first of all,

(22:08):
and no orgasms are I've shared my experience. It's a
thing like like women didn't get there too if you
put your finger like even in my ask the way
my pussy responds, I ain't never seen no ship like that.
Like anyways, yeah, again ironically, and so then I start

(22:30):
smelling something and I'm like, wait, you know, like that
lip quiver like because he's sucking yours and he's now
he's watching and I'm on the edge of the bed,
legs up, so in mind you. He was like an
older guy like and he's very mature and he ain't

(22:51):
saying nothing, and so and we had the towel out,
like you know, next to it, and I said, and
I looked and like he he pulled it out and
it was like ship everywhere. He was like, it's okay,
I'm not get out, get out. You don't want to
get out. I'm not like out of the house, but
out of my room, like get out. Closed the door,
like I got it out, and it was he saw
like he wouldnew what I was. But I was about

(23:12):
to freak the funk out, like I don't how much
it wasn't it was like it was an amount more
than Medina's. Wasn't a ski burger, was not a children amount.
It was like he pulled a hole turn up. No,
not a holt, but it was like a shark like
but like so much. But it was like no, no, no,
it was like the amount you had. It was on

(23:39):
it was all over the towel and like I felt
it like on my like on the back of my God.
So I'm mortified, but I'm like I did the things.
I went to the bath, throw might eat nothingpole like
I did. But but the real question after the ship

(23:59):
he was so fine. He was like, okay, but you no,
I'll go back. So y'all didn't work again? Yeah, we
worked again. Yeah, but I'm just saying like in that moment,
I definitely freaked out and I was like, yo, like
I'm in the bathroom. I'm like, ain't know what, like
I gotta get in a shower, like this is just
so awkward that it happened. But I'm the one who
handled it, like I don't know how to I was

(24:19):
that shitty check. I wasn't shy, don't clearly, but he
was in there like that's the most Also, that was
the most ain't know I had ever had, because of course,
with a real dick, you know they're going slower, you'd
be yeah, sometimes it's not even a whole dick in there,
and it feels great. But with the glass dial though,
he was smaller. So she all up and I'm going

(24:42):
going and I'm like this had to come out before
this while you stop, like you get off my phonel.
Just how this happened. One of my friends that's kind
of hot was just constipated, does not have sex choice. Okay,
this person was like, so I got food poison recently

(25:03):
on vacation. I was like, bro, I've never shipped so much.
And he was like, the opposite ship happened to me
And I was like, what happened? He was like, bro,
I could feel that it wouldn't come out. How to
use a toothbrush? Wait? He said, he googled right what
you have to do to break up this ship? And
he told me he put a toothbrush in his ass

(25:24):
to break up being constipated so that he could s
There are so many more. There's a lot of were
recommending skinny. He ain't going to he everywhere, but Babe,
his iPhone is his algorithms. I couldn't even use one
of new little baby basters. You know what I'm saying.

(25:44):
They be sticking in your nancy as pink ass, pepto bismol. Big.
He was, there's feeling that we were into like a
text thread, and he was like, I was like, how
you feeling? And he was like today two in no's
given that he just wanted to six something small up
his ass. But in school he stopped and he said
it came out right after that. I did aways got

(26:15):
come back around before well we know that clearly you
into all the kink stuff. We have a segment called
Hord derv and we need for you to give us
a sex tip. And at this point, no sex tip
on antlesex because I think you need to find on
your own. Um, but if you could give us, you
know what, I want to spruce it up a bit.
Any any sex tip that aligns with a specific kink

(26:39):
or fetish. So if you can even maybe say what
the kinker fetishes and then go into a sex tip
for that, make it really damn I like school, all right.
I don't know if it's gonna do anything, but these
my tips. Okay, alright, So my tip is when somebody

(27:00):
gives you a king right. A lot of times we
think about the extreme, we go real, we go to
a hunter right. And what I want to encourage people
to do is figure out what does that kink look
like in a smaller capacity. So for example, if you're
having a threesome with somebody, Um, whenever I've had a
threesome with my partner, I fantasized vocally with them in
bed about the person that we wanted to have a

(27:22):
three somewhere, like if it was a person that we knew,
you know, and saw what happened. Like I fantasized about friends,
thanks friends, um, about all kinds of things like in
a you know we're talking about it, like because I
don't know if I actually wanna have sex with my
friends sometimes with with my dude. You know what I'm saying.
Single right now, don't get that confused. Um, but you

(27:43):
know what I'm saying. Some of those settings. UM. Also
hiring people for the kinks of course that you want
to do. Um. So I have this thing where I'm
getting into I kind of want to do like a dominatrix,
like study that right. Um. But one of the ways
that I've been practicing that is just hiring a submissive
to clean my house. Um, where do you just why
do you need to hire that? If that's what it's

(28:04):
a different if I don't have to commit, if it's
a service, yes, and versus when you're someone's down, um down,
you have to you're really serving them, you know what
I mean. But me getting more comfortable with wanting to
how I talk to people, like I'm pretty polite, Like
I'm really nice. I might be able to introduce you
to when I had a sub that offered to come

(28:25):
and he was like, I'll just clean your house, I'll
rub your feet, I'll do all these things, and you know,
I'll just do whatever you want me to do. And
he just wanted to serve me. I had actually met
him at a at a fed dinner and I was like, um,
I was actually as much as I believe I'm a
really dominant person in the bedroom, having an actual submissive
actually scared the fucking shift out of me. I don't know.

(28:47):
I was like, you want me to tell you to
turn the lights on? And often because again my mind
went to the extreme, like you're saying. So when he
was like I just want to come over and do
your laundry and do all that, I was like, not
to be something else you want to do? Like what
more do I have to do? I talk crazy to
you do and there was just my mind went so
crazy to where I was like, there's no way I

(29:07):
can have. I feel like the second and there they're
gonna want more. It's absolutely nothing sex, No, it's only
what you want. They that their job is to do
what you want. So like the reason that I like
hiring ath so like even for the art exhibit, it's
a live sex. Are sure I put on the You know,
if you're doing an event, you can't get exhausted. You

(29:27):
do not remember drinking of water to eat, none of
that stuff. I hired um Wanna Buana for the art exhibit.
He followed me around all day like he had like
he had the mask on everything, which turned me on
just watching him in a suit and like this mask
and was like it was that very high. Um. I
even like the fact that even me walking around and
other men approaching me and it's like they're just man

(29:49):
right here, like like my almost like a security guard.
But I don't know if I could commit to a
because even a dom SIB relationship is a relationship. I
don't know if I admit to it. So even bringing
that down a notch and saying, you know what, I'm
hiring a submissive for the day and just even figuring out,
I don't want to commit to ship and so I
know for sure what I like about this specific Did
you want that dynamic in a relationship or is this

(30:11):
something you feel like you just get the urge from
time to time to do it depends, because my I
cannot I don't know if I can humiliate a partner.
I don't desire that, Like for dating like my black man,
I couldnot imagine like talking crazy you use submissive no,
but I'm saying like the man I'm dating like and
forever and saying ship like that's actually kind of fun.

(30:32):
I would feel like you don't have to pay them.
You know. Also even just having me, I feel like
it's a dom is a treat, and I don't know
if a white man deserves that type of treat because
I'm still you know, even even in I care, I
can't help it. I care. So even like being a

(30:55):
dom or being forced for whatever, I have to say
it to somebody who it does something for you. And
there's a part of me that be like, Okay, all
your bitchiness is adding up where you're gonna put it,
where're gonna put it? Because I just I don't like
being mean to people for no reason, Like I could
be sarcastic and all this other ship, but like being
a bit for no reason that people is lame as fuck.
But like sometimes I have an urge and I don't
want to care what other people think, and I need

(31:16):
a place to put it, Like you know what I'm
saying and so dumping it off of somebody and they're
getting off on it because I'm talking to them like
that that feels good and I ain't heard nobody sucking
feelings like it sounds like a good fucking day like
and then they'd be rubbing feet like they take it
off my shoes and rubbing my feet at the event,
like I would never do live sex are I'm not
gonna lie in Atlanta. I want to come back. But

(31:41):
you know when and told me it was one of
the best experiences the performers that you have, and it's
just really upscale. And I do the fed dinners. I've
invited people to New York. They just had one is
well and a. But the way that she explained this
art exhibit, she was like, first off, your mind is nuts.
The way you what is it? I don't know what

(32:01):
it is. So basically you you dressed like it's a
black typing. So this past one that we had was
Harlem Nights theme, So I mean we had the old
school rolls roy Southside. We had the large letters like
it's open bar. So I'm teaching people like if pussy
in the room, it should be an expensive event. That's
what it is, like, we don't you like yeah right.
So also it's a great event for beginners that are

(32:22):
trying to get into kink or just intimacy and different
things like that, so you don't have to worry about
taking off your clothes. It's not a play party. But
we hire people that could headline their own show, like
so the last one we had Sir marvelz Um Pure
Intimacy Dash who does the erotic massages, yes, amongst guy
like and they're all performing at once. So you're literally

(32:42):
walking around the event and it's always mass great optional
if you want to, no matter what theme it is.
You're walking around event and you're watching these people have
sex and like do different demonstrations and the music is
up like it's pouring and things like that on the wall.
You're walking around like in your tugs with your partner,
and now y'all can like talk about like damn, I
like looking at that, So like a if you if
you weren't you know what I'm saying, nasties, fuck, you

(33:03):
would go with your partner. But now it's like it's
totally safe because you were in a Tuxyo, gotta worry
about getting well, no, I mean just because I'm nasty,
it doesn't mean I like, I don't want your face.
I don't even want you don't that stuffs. For that reason,
sometimes I get really overwhelmed, um with a lot of
people there. And I'm a person that like threesomes and
all kind of nasty ship, but being in a space

(33:23):
of those people sometimes makes me apprehensive. So yeah, I
think I'm massively roped off. So it's roped off. So
like you, you don't have to worry about anything yet
it isn't. It's just like art show, except they're doing
all kind of crazy and it's so into it. What's
the craziest thing you've seen it on your shows that
I want to see? So dash um for pure intimacy.

(33:46):
She's the woman who did my erotic massage that ends
with like a happy ending. So she did a new
room massage with someone Sky and someone Sky blew up
to like top one percent over covid on um only
fans and like she's so fucking gorgeous and just sexy
and you know what I mean. And so they put
their acts together and she massaged her and they was

(34:07):
eating each other pussy and just it was so central,
like I'm just I'm yes, absolutely so and if if
y'all listen and make sure you join my Patreon. We
did a we did a documentary on it forty five
minutes and so like there were different interviews from the
performers and just we rented this We rented this mansion
for the day before UM, and we had a topless

(34:29):
pool party, so that was like private UM and things
like oh look, I love a good thing. Yes, might
as well go ahead and put us out there now. Three,
it will be in Atlanta again. This yere right. All
the moves are sending me right to Atlanta. So um.
This past year was in Houston. We did Atlanta before,

(34:50):
but we're gonna have to bring it back. So I
need a big enough space because now I've been talking
about it everywhere and people like, oh, yeah, it's gonna
be big cigar roller there figure out a new like
he's a he's a cigar, Like he has the suit,
like the father, like the host that when do you
ever get a chance to go to I like that?
It's like I do because you don't really give a

(35:13):
horror and I don't gonna hold you, and I'll be
confused when I hop on that fashion. No, but i'd
be like, where the fun is somebody wearing a sequeen gown?
Where the funk? But but now big birthday? Then you
know what I mean. I'm lookings on a random Tuesday
whenever we're doing so many more events that are like
luxury and nasty, like I just feel like it doesn't

(35:34):
have to be a lot like it doesn't. That's that's
why they too much, because it's well, you leave one, Damn.
I would have taken you to when he was working
this weekend, next next time, next time he was working.
I'm putting all right now yeah, oh no, I'm not.
I take everyone on field trips to sex souns when
they come to New York. Not the followers. I know
you're all gonna be like black people the way. Oh

(35:55):
there's an all black one. Yes, I'll take you there.
It's great. Shout out to So this happens every week.
Sorry I'm not here. We go again. Well, I did
want to before we gonna start a horrible decision this week.
I want to give a trigger warning UM for anyone

(36:18):
who has experienced any sort of sexual assault UM, only
because the horrible decision this week specifically UM goes against
and we have to have this conversation because horrible decisions.
Over the last six years. We talked about no kink
shaming UM. We talked about sexual liberation, we talked about
UM really owning the things that you like, and unfortunately

(36:41):
a lot of people associate kink and things with fetish
and things in the bedroom, like, well, something bad had
to happen to you for you to like it. UM.
And I've always sell this couch and was like, the
things that I like have nothing to do with assault.
I do the things I want to do because I
want to do them, UM. And I don't think we've

(37:02):
had the opportunity to acknowledge that there are some people
that have uh an affinity for certain kinks and fetishes
that are closely attached to sexual assault or traumas or
things from their past. UM. And when I knew you
were coming to New York, this was a topic that
you were willing to open up about because it's something

(37:22):
that you're dealing with in therapy. And I wanted to
kind of go through your three kinks and how you
found the connection to them with your trauma. Now you
kind of work through it without being triggered, um, if
you mind. Um. And the first one only because we
talked about it already, thank you, thank you. I've been

(37:42):
trying to girl, I'll be trying and then you know,
I say that a word every other sentence and to
be word. But what elver um? So the first one
is actually and we haven't really got it into it,
but you enjoy joining couples, I do. I have a
thing for couples, so unicorn style. Also, how do you
approach couples. Let's get into a maybe your first time
joining a couple, and how you approach a couple, like

(38:04):
I want both of you for me. It's always started
with the woman, so um. But more than anything, I'm
attracted to love and real love. I can tell when
I'm around somebody and you can. And I'm not talking
about like, oh, y'all always getting along. I'm talking about
real love, which means that I know that. Like if

(38:24):
I feel like if the husband was to try to
hit on me in a way that made me feel
like your wife would be uncomfortable with this, I'm totally
turned off. Like I don't like things like that. I
don't like no shady ship. The point is that It's
already controversial as fuck, and I'm not about to feed
into that because it's making it harder for me to
get it. Don't love are very sexy? Because my thing

(38:45):
is when you feel like I don't know to like,
I think you look at how attractive with someone is first, right,
and then their dynamic is truly what makes you want
to suck him, you know what I mean, Like beyond
the sex club thing. Of course there's something with just vanity,
but like, yeah, you want to join in on that ship.
It's just like friends. If I'm out or something and
I see a group of friends having a good time,
I feel that energy. So I think for sure couples

(39:08):
don't realize what they put off, like when dudes are
the ones that ask for it, you can always tell,
you know what I mean, when woman is uncomfortable, like
I'm not doing that. First of all, I'm really not
trying to put down another woman or anything like that.
But also I'm not trying to come in here to
funk up anything. I'm also looking for a certain void
to be filled, right, which is what I realized. Watching

(39:28):
a healthy parenting and loving situation is something that I
realized I want to believe. Man, I'm a hopeless romantic
or at least a hopeful one, and so watching other
people in love, I can admit like where I haven't
been great at it, and I can also admit that
I haven't seen a lot of great examples. But when
somebody it's almost like with yourself, when when you're more
whole and things like that, you have more to give

(39:49):
other people. And I feel like when couples are whole together,
despite like their issues, they're able to offer me something
which is just caring for me as a normal fucking
person and and not making me feel crazy because I'm
attracted the boat, for y'all, and that comes from which
trauma responds. I feel like it's definitely the wanting to
feel one included by a woman, right um. I feel

(40:13):
like growing up, there's a one of the hard truths
about like growing up with a parent molesting you is
that there becomes almost like a rift between you and
your mom because now she's kind of diminishing you so
that way because her husband is attracted. So I become
the other woman in my own home. Growing up, Like,

(40:35):
there were certain times I could definitely feel that my
fire was kind of being put out because don't wear
this and don't wear that. But I would go to
other people's homes and they can. I'm like, you can
wear that at at your house. But I realized I'm
growing up on a house where you know, if your
dad is molesting you, then it's oh, don't put this on,
instead of us dealing with it properly, it's wild, don't
put this on right and so or either you're fast

(40:58):
about everything when when or a certain age, liking the
opposite sex or liking anybody isn't normal right. So being
around a couple and them not making me feel like
a whore or making me feel like, oh you like
my hood, you know what I'm saying, and not making
me feel like that, it makes me feel included. It
makes me feel included with another woman. It makes me
want to rebuild the trust that I have with women,

(41:19):
you know what I mean. Um. It also gives me
hope with men and they stay there, like when they're
honest with their wives and like no, like I love
when I can talk to a man about why he
loves his wife and we have sex off of that,
like and him thinking like, I love how you show
up for her and vice versa, and then being happy
for each other, like a level of compulsion um. The

(41:40):
best the best couple of that updated thus far. Unfortunately
we're not together anymore, but I have nothing but great
things to say about them, and like what they had.
They were really good with compulsion um and just being
happy for each other getting something else, like your partner
can't give you everything, and they always are going to
get it from their friendships or whatever or whatever. But
we were getting it in this dating way, and I

(42:00):
saw them even come into a new stage of their
relationship together. There were things that she've been trying to
explain to him for years that when I explained and
hearing a new voice in a different perspective, that he
was like, I gotta level up on it. You're right,
Like you know what I mean, Like it's the thing everything.
Don't always ask compatibly. I need more compatibility, Like I

(42:20):
like to travel and I want I want to be
able to live my life like kind of like not
mirrored with someone else's, but we have to be able
to do the same things. And would you want to
be in a throuble um like what you mean as
my only relationship? Yeah, it depends that means like I
would I would be open to that. I would be
open to it. But as a positible, I can't never

(42:40):
say that everything is always off the table. But it's
always about like me getting the things I need. But
I was really good there, like for a little bit,
like I was getting you know, three people. But it's
super it's super intimate, and it makes you discuss the
things that I really want to say. So like one
of my favorite things, like with the couple is like
laying back between one of their legs why the other

(43:01):
one is like you know, doing whatever, and me thanking
them like thank you so much for letting her me
like this, like thank you so much, and like's are
kissing me? You know what I'm saying, And like even
just asking asking him like what that pussy feel like
and like you know what I mean, and them not
having the whole back you know what I mean. It's
almost like a comfort of even masturbating in front of

(43:21):
your part you know how awkward that is, Like even
if you are okay with it, it's still awkward. But
doing that and having the permission of your partner to
enjoy yourself, um and requiring you to enjoy yourself, you know,
like it's a whole another level of intimacy, but it
does something for me. It's like it feels like even
the way that they coddle and not just that, but
almost all couples that I'm attracted to the way they

(43:43):
coddle me and help me and to grow. You know,
they're proud of me. They want to see what I'm
doing because they already got their own life, they already
love each other, they already got their own money ship
going on. So it's like we're here for you. We're
proud of you, like what you're doing by yourself. Is
there a time frame of a relationship people have been
in that you've noticed is like more stable for wanting
to join in. I've only funked with people that are

(44:03):
probably together, Like yeah, yeah, so that's a good time.
I know. I like people that are in love and comfortable.
There's a lot of there's a lot of couples in
the space. I know, even when we went to hedonism,
people like, yeah, we've been here seventeen times. Just like
like even even in the sex space, like the couples
are normally they've been together for a while, like it's

(44:25):
you could tell I'm the only new around. Um. You
know you talked about joining in on couples. You also
have an affinity for MMF threesomes, and I've part taken
in it, love it. Don't really get to do it
as much as I absolutely will run partner wasn't interested
in it. But I wanted to know in what way

(44:46):
does your fantasy of MMF threesomes and partaking MMF threesomes
come from trauma? So the first time that and I've
always said I've never had a male male female threesome. UM.
And I say that because if it's not consensual, then
that's not what it is. What it is is you've
been raped. Um, something happened in considerent and I'm not
going to call that sex, you know what I mean.

(45:07):
And so, UM, in the instance that that happened one,
you know, that was difficult because I was trying not
to blame myself, you know, one, because I had snuck
out the house to you know, in high school, snuck
out out. So it's like we're worried about I'm worried
about getting in trouble to the point that I'm not
speaking up about my safety, right um, and just being young,
no having a proper guidance, you know, Um, like what

(45:29):
do I do? And you just you know, you bury
this ship. You're like, well, this ain't what I wanted.
But what I did realize is that in my mind
it was like, damn if this had happened a different way,
I'm not totally against this, and that made me feel
disgusting because I was. I did not like the situation,
you know, and then hearing men always say that something
is a train, bitch my situation? What's right? You know

(45:52):
what I'm saying. So here somebody call your situation a
train when it's like I didn't even want this, like
it hurts, and so that hurt even And like I said,
I'm a hopeful romantic. I have a desire to see
more than one man care about my safety to say
that this is how you want it. Okay, we're gonna
make sure you do this safely. I just as safely.
It's like I'm about to walk into your car like

(46:13):
it's dark outside. I want to believe that you care
more about my consent. I want to believe that you
care enough about me that you can be gentle with
this pussy even though I want to experience it in
a different way that you will be like as long
as you're safe, like that matters more. I have to
believe that that exists, you know, so like and I
know it, and I'm I'm I'm very serious about it

(46:35):
having because I don't want to be triggered, right, so
it can't happen. And people like, why does it have
to be intimate? Because I've had it the other way
and that's not that that wasn't what I wanted, but
I realized, like there there is nothing different than feeling
safe around it. Man, My fantasy is always like that
I've had is always if I had a boyfriend, And
I wonder if it is because I had the same situation,

(46:56):
like I lost my Virginitia right, and I think that
I don't even count him as a guy. I call,
like if anyone's ever listening to the show and think
that the person I'm running into sometimes at the club
with God, No, he's the one, you know. I mean,
technically we choose, but I think about that sometimes, like
mm hmm, I wonder why I want it to be

(47:16):
someone I'm in love with or a husband or a boyfriend.
It must be something to do with safety, something about
like a man his masculinity being bigger than talking about me,
you know what I mean, which is are you safe?
Like are you good? This is the way you wanted it?
Are you sure you want it this way? Because it
should be like that in other sexual scenarios, right, um,
but also me having the boss to say, what if

(47:38):
this feels good outside of the situation that I had,
You know what I mean, I don't want to ask
something totally out of my life because it went wrong,
Like you don't never not drive again because you've got
to crack what some people do. But you know what
I mean, Like, I don't. I don't want to live
a life like that, and I don't want to. I
don't think that it's right that I gotta cut pleasure
out of my life because you was a I mean,
I think it's definitely important to talk. Like my mm

(47:59):
F experience was so great that one guy made me
squirt in and I was making all these noises and
my guy was got mad at him, like is it
happing hard? What are you doing? And I don't know,
it's good, It's good he could keep doing. But we
we checked in with each other. Was also how in
edibles and had to be thrown into an ice bath.
We ain't gonna talk about that, but it was a

(48:22):
really good experience and we were able to talk about
it even the next day, Like we all wouldn't grab
breakfast and nothing was weird and it was just like
I got to the front seat, nigga set on the back.
That was great, but like it worked out well. And
I think that that's the thing too, to be able
to talk about it before, to consent before, to know
who you're bringing in, for the man to trust the
person they're also bringing in is very important. And then

(48:45):
to still check in after it's you know, during he
did check in during he threw me in the bath
after because I couldn't die because the nigga was still
playing football. He said, oh no, bitch, we're not laying
on TMZ. But I think that's very word. And before
we get out of here, there was one more. We're
not gonna get to home no this week. But you
talked about the difference between needing words of affirmation but

(49:08):
also degradation and humiliation, and wanted to know those needs
for those types of verbal um words. I guess, look
at me trying to think of right and what's the
difference with the two needing words of affirmation and then
the humiliation aspect um, So the words of affirmation. Um,

(49:29):
if I'm being honest, I feel like now that I'm
a parent, I'm very aware, that overly aware some of
the things and not some, but a lot of the
ways that things were handled, you know, specific I would
say probably specifically more like my mom. The way that
she was talking to us was absolutely out of pocket.
Like it and when you're talking about like, oh you
didn't gentle parently, we're not talking about that. We're talking

(49:50):
she called you a bit like everything under the sun.
And you know what's crazy, she didn't even say bitch
a lot, you know what I mean? But actually saying
things that you know how men, you gotta be that
you're saying something they don't even involve a curse word,
but you're saying something to put me down. You're making
you think less of myself when it has nothing to
do with why you're mad, you know what I mean.
And So what I've learned about trauma is that it's

(50:12):
not just something happening bad. It's something happening bad while
you're in a vulnerable moment, right, and then you heal
over it, so it almost scabs up. And So what
I found is that putting myself in another vulnerable moment
and then adding good things in helps almost undo and
unlock some of that trauma. So words of affirmation during sex,
telling me that I'm more than fucking good enough while

(50:34):
you're sucking me and stroking me and telling me how
proud you are of me and you've come so fucking
far and I just love you, and then spitting my mouth.
You know, it's just from a work perspective, but I
wanted me to be like you kill that motherfucking podcast,
Like I'm so fucking proud of you, Like I knew
you was gonna do that ship, Like I see you.

(50:55):
You know what I'm saying, Like one's making me not shrink,
You're making me acknowledge in the most vulnerable moment, my
my my legs is sucking open, pussiest popping bring it back.
So that that was that was good, That that was good.

(51:16):
And and in those moments pouring something in. And so
I even had to start doing it with myself, because
you don't want to get attached with somebody too much
so even while I masturbate, I've recorded things. I have
this um this masturbation like playlist or whatever we're playlist, Yes,
so like it's a whole track list like on my
Patreon you could listen to it. When I was losing weight,
like what I was telling myself and I was talking

(51:38):
to myself. And so more than anything, I masturbate to
my go like everything that's bumped that makes me like
that was making me insecure, you know, um, and I
found that it was making me stronger. Right, So there's
just doing the opposite right intentionally. Um. And then and
like during sex magic because like what it did, like
you know, good Tinkerville. Uh, So there's that. And then

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also me being comfortable with people not liking me and
sometimes somebody thinking on me if I'm asking for what
I want, Like sometimes I feel like I care so
much that it's like, bitch, what do you want? What
do you like? I'm trying not to be rude to
the point that it's like, come on, girl, like what's up?
I want to get you what you need? Like and
just me believing like I'm supposed to be here and
you know what I'm saying, not feeling uncomfortable. I don't

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feel uncomfortable anymore because I know that what I'm asking
for I'm not asking for anything unreasonable, whether it's in
the work setting, relationship setting, or anything else. But when
you feel like you're not worthy, you know what I'm saying,
you're not comfortable with asking for things. So I feel
like I just had to be better at practicing, so
like hiring a submissive to like I said, clean my
house and things like that, like I'm not talking to nice.

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And I also realized, yes, sometimes I have an urge
to not be nice as fun and that's okay, you
know what I mean. It's a time place for everything.
But that fear of like beings route like my mouth,
it's hurt people, you know what I'm saying, and I
I don't ever want to make nobody feel like I
have felt, especially acting out of trauma. But I also
realized some of the things that I desire finding a

(53:08):
proper place to do them. So like, for example, if
you bossy, go manage some ship, right, if you organize,
like you know what I'm saying, use the thing that
either gets out of hand or is annoying to you
or whatever. And find a place to put it. And
I'm gonna always work through my issues through sex. It's
a but most of my issues started with sex, and
so I use it as an avenue to correct things.

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But would your tip bey to to get us out
of your What would your tip be to somebody who
acknowledges that their kinks or fetishes are sent from trauma? Um?
What tip would you give to make sure that those
aren't triggered? Well, one, I'm proud of you. I'm proud
of you for acknowledging that something that someone did to

(53:49):
hurt you does bring you some sort of pleasure. It
it does something for you, and you're decide you're deciding
to not give up, but go look at it again
and fix their fucking mess something that they did to you.
So I'm pud out of you for that, for acknowledging
and not trying to bury that ship because it comes
back up and that's trickering. Um. If you're looking for control,
there is none. The best control you have is just

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accepting yourself. Whatever has happened in the past, it's not
because of you. It's not your fault, and I'm proud
of you for fucking speaking up. And it's gonna be
so much power that comes from that ship, so follow it.
Like you're looking at me like this is me speaking
of being honest, Like I'm on this podcast talking about
stuff that I've never had to say allowed before. Man,

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Oh bitch, you ain't even crying. That's no maker. So
do the fucking work and show up for yourself for
nobody else, but simply because imagine what could happen if
you tell your story, you do all the things that
somebody's trying to take from you, you know, just imagine
what happens. Like now real quick. I know y'all all

(54:52):
love somebody now, so sad, please tell them what they
spend their coins with you where they can listen to
your podcasts where they probably don't pay. Godamn, you're about
to take care of it for me because you did
that talk, your ship talk since oh my goodness to
let him know. Look here, y'all can find me um
on Instagram at goodness sexual Dota centials. They didn't delete

(55:14):
it me before, but sexual Dota centials pages right, Um
not um not just another sex pod on Instagram maya
bugsy m I A B g g Z y Um.
You can click any of those links in my bio
and the Sexual Essentials dot com is my website. Sign
up for my Patreon. It's almost three hundred classes, workshop,
hands on demonstrations, documented interviews, a whole bunch of puss

(55:37):
magic on here. Thank you for being vulnerable with us.
By the way, I know it's not easy to like
tell stories, and then it's just like sometimes we can
tell it in the moment, and then the date comes out,
You're like, oh my god, what are people gonna say?
It's just like a lot and then you almost got
to relive it again. So I appreciate it absolutely. I
appreciate you all. Hell I reached out with years ago
like we should do, and then of course it made

(55:58):
sense we were able to record on periods because it
was virtual. It was virtual. But I'm just glad that
you made your way up here and finally got to
come on too. Horribles sucking and what a time like
It's just if you ignore what has happened to you,
if you ignore what you really want to talk about,
You're gonna push stuff that you really want away from you.
I've been trying to get on the show for helens

(56:18):
like these thous we booked him motherucking busy, Like you
know what I'm saying, You want to be booked on
your podcast. Things could be true, but what the rewards,
The rewards that come from doing what you should have
been doing. This is where space was made for me
and I was available to sit in it. So it's like,
I really hope that y'all just do the work. Um

(56:40):
talk to somebody, um getting some other therapy because therapy.
By the way, guys, we are also on Patreon, so
if you have not yet, please go over to our
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solo episodes, Patreon is right gonna get them. We do

(57:00):
our most up to date episodes on Patreon. A lot
of the times we're in studio, we want to have
guests and we want to have it on great video,
but we'll be at home and we'll be feeling to
on the Patreon, So going over at patreon dot com
backslash Horrible Decisions, y'all. Until next time. This has been
yet another episode of Horrid Blair. This is y'all. Thank

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you

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