EP 333: Pegging Porky (Ft. Phor)

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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision.

Speaker 2 (00:08):
Hey, guys, welcome to another episode horrible Decisions. Uh oh, listen,
you know I was gonna come in here and VQ
today because y'all, we got a very special guest.

Speaker 1 (00:22):
But before we get started, job that was cute? It's
don't do that? That was a cute?

Speaker 2 (00:27):
Mom?

Speaker 1 (00:27):
Was that a cute molle? Say yes? That's all say.

Speaker 3 (00:29):
Yes, yes.

Speaker 2 (00:30):
Oh and we know we can get on l like
that today. Anyways, guys, welcome to another episode of Horror Player.

Speaker 1 (00:36):
Just says Yones.

Speaker 2 (00:36):
I'm your girl, Mandy b aka Pulurk Bumps aka that
motherfucking bitch.

Speaker 1 (00:42):
What's up, y'all? I'm weezy.

Speaker 4 (00:43):
Today we got a special guest in the building that
we can't really see what we see.

Speaker 1 (00:49):
If you're seeing on the YouTube, you can see in
what you can't see, you know.

Speaker 2 (00:52):
So we got four in the building, y'all, and y'all
have been mind y'all, y'all may have purposely noticed I
left out my nickname, Pegged the Dian because the way
y'all have been flooding each of us.

Speaker 1 (01:04):
With our tagging anytime he's on anything anytime. As soon
as you.

Speaker 2 (01:09):
Started popping up on the internet, everyone just started tagging.
They started sending me your videos and dms, asking if
you were the man I've been pegging all these years.

Speaker 1 (01:17):
Wow, And.

Speaker 2 (01:21):
I said no, y'all, even in that boodhah, calm down,
calm down, I don't know that man.

Speaker 1 (01:26):
However, you joined us on stage in Dallas.

Speaker 4 (01:30):
I was super fun. I really enjoyed that too, because like,
we haven't had a lot of men come on stage
during our kink sessions, so that was fun. But I
think what was most we actually have, but they're mostly
day We haven't had a lot no and when we do,
they're the doms. So we've had like the bondage, we've
had like the lead people.

Speaker 2 (01:50):
We've had women bring their subs. But you were like, Nope,
I would like to come on and I want to
be masked. I want to bring my dom. I think
a man saying I want to my dom.

Speaker 1 (02:00):
That was different.

Speaker 4 (02:01):
I think our fans were really excited too, because like
they I mean, you know, obviously some of them know you,
but also I think being you and not expecting someone
like you to look that way. I think what's been
most exciting about seeing people's tag us and your stuff
is that obviously we even have a conversation surrounding pegging
for so long, and you know, our conversations aren't necessarily

(02:25):
the most surface level sex podcast conversation. So when seeing
you know, even you after the live show and like
stuff on the shade room, I was like wow, Like
I was really like taking back a little bit, Like
I kind of thought people would make fun of a
niggain a cage. Oh they did, but I didn't think

(02:45):
they would be like like to me, you there's a
joke there, but they got really intense absolute and that
to me was just the weird.

Speaker 3 (02:53):
What I realized is they hate the person and not
the character.

Speaker 1 (03:00):
Explain that.

Speaker 3 (03:01):
So, for example, after that post had went viral, it
was a lot of other comedians posting it. They was
putting the self in cages and people thought it was funny.
So they hate the person, you know what I mean,
and not the character.

Speaker 1 (03:14):
Well, I think I think.

Speaker 2 (03:15):
There was also the element if a comedian does it,
they're doing it as a joke. I think that a
lot of people know that you now have an OnlyFans
and in a sexual way. The way you went viral
for that reminded me of when Weezy we had a
guest come on and he went back and forth with
her because as a black woman, she was doing something

(03:36):
that he thought was degrading because her partner at the
time was a white man.

Speaker 1 (03:40):
And that's what I saw a lot of people bringing
up was.

Speaker 2 (03:43):
The historical how why would a black man choose to
put himself into a cage?

Speaker 1 (03:49):
And so that's what I think it was more so
tied to.

Speaker 3 (03:52):
If we keep it honest, there's a lot of there's
a lot of black people out here that don't represent
me if we keep it in a book, you know
what I mean, Like, I don't like some black people.
I don't I don't really connect with. I mean, I
respect what they do, but it's like, you gotta look
at what I'm doing. I'm not I'm not putting it.
I'm not in harming anyone. It's people out here that

(04:13):
get saluted for being a kingpin in their hood, right
being Mama high, your grandma high, your uncle high, you
feel me. People get have their own supply. It's people
out here there's killing people that you know what I mean,
gang related, and they get all the respect in the
world for being the toughest man in the world. I
don't represent that. That's where I'm from, but that's not
That's not who I am, that's not that's that's I

(04:34):
move my kid out of Chicago to make sure he's safe.
There's people where I'm from. They don't. They don't. They
don't make it to see five six years old, you
feel me it killer be killed out there. So I'm
just saying so, and my defense, it's like I'm not
even bothering nobody. But at the same time, they're bothered,
you know what I mean, because I'm in my own
lane doing my thing, and I don't they don't understand it,
you know what I mean. But I got a whole

(04:56):
audience for that. That's why a lot of the negativity
stuff I don't see. Well, I noticed it, but it's
on the effect because I got a whole culture of
people that's loving what I'm doing.

Speaker 2 (05:05):
I mean, that's that's even here on the show, right, Like,
I love that we've been able to talk about kinks
and things and let it be known that no black
people do this shit too.

Speaker 1 (05:16):
We enjoy doing it. I think that that's one of
the biggest.

Speaker 2 (05:19):
Shocks too like, which is why I'm really I love
that we're going to be able to have this conversation
because even like your stature. We just had a woman
on here, Hazel Grace, and there was a bit of
a shock that a I pegged black men, but there
was even a bigger shot it is also black and
she was a black woman, but she pegs white men.
Or she admitted that she pegs twinks, and I was like, okay,

(05:43):
so twinks are like feminine, small dainty voice. So or
men that may want to wear the fish nets or
the lace or that just come off more feminine and
you you you real maskul it over though I.

Speaker 3 (05:55):
Thought about putting on some fish nets.

Speaker 1 (05:57):
Oh wait, so you do? So you do fish nets.

Speaker 3 (06:00):
I thought about it. I didn't do it yet.

Speaker 1 (06:01):
Oh you haven't done it yet.

Speaker 3 (06:03):
No, I like, it's next.

Speaker 2 (06:04):
So when when you were do you feel like you're
becoming more open to things because you now have a
partner that allows you to do these things that you're
on only fans doing it.

Speaker 3 (06:15):
It's not even necessarily my partner. I mean it helps,
you know, but it's just the fact that feeling being
free and not giving a fuck, like I think that
my My biggest issue in my career and with my
life is I care too much about other people. I
put energy into people way more than myself put. I
gave myself the short energy stick every single time in life.

Speaker 4 (06:35):
What do you think about the people that like are
feeling like I mean, we got to see you in
your element in doubtless right and obviously to go as
far as you have.

Speaker 1 (06:44):
We know this is real.

Speaker 4 (06:45):
You're experienced in the king community. What do you think
about people that think you're doing it for attention?

Speaker 3 (06:51):
If I was doing it for attention, I will be
tagging everyone, post me, please post me, please please look, look,
look look. No, it's not my choice. If you're I
chose to watch and look and tell a friend to
tell a friend, that's not my business.

Speaker 4 (07:03):
Have you had a hard conversation with like an X
or like a family member that was like tripping off
of watching you?

Speaker 3 (07:10):
Yeah? I mean, of course my mom. See my mom
is fine with it. She just can't take the the
attention that comes from it. Like every time she looks
opens her phone up, I'm right there on her screen.
Rather she follows me, and rather she's keeping up with
what I'm doing and it's like the blogs got it
right in her face, so she can't, you know, miss it.
I'm like, well, just unfollow the blogs.

Speaker 4 (07:30):
Then you've been able to talk to your mom about
like kink and stuff like that.

Speaker 3 (07:33):
I have to. That's I too, because it was just like,
you know, as much as she doesn't understand or necessarily agree,
I say, stop making you seeing the bad from it.
You're seeing from your perspective of what you don't want.
But if I'm telling you as your son, as a
grown man, at this point, mine, I'm happy. I'm fine,
Like I'm in a place where the backlash or what

(07:55):
people got to say that don't affect me no more
like TV has made me so numb. Whereas like I
don't give a fuck what you think, because as long
as I said, you should be worried about how I feel,
you know, and not by how they feel. I said,
I need you to be the queen that you are
and stand up for your son that go to war
for me. I'm gonna go to war for you. You
know what I mean. That's how I feel like. You
don't have to agree with what I'm doing, but you

(08:16):
can still respect me by being honest with you ye.

Speaker 1 (08:18):
Not really now, I ask you only because I'm do
you have a relationship with your daddy?

Speaker 3 (08:24):
No, my PAP's passed away, but he wasn't in my life.

Speaker 2 (08:26):
He wasn't in your life, Okay, I said, because like
we talk about, like now that we've been so open
the conversations with our moms, we're a lot like our
moms in terms of like our sexuality and even just
the fluidity of how we move in. With my mom specifically,
the conversation was almost an envy that she wasn't able

(08:48):
to be as free as she wanted to be growing up,
and so seeing what we're doing now, she's just.

Speaker 1 (08:53):
Like, oh my gosh. Now she'd be talking too much.
She'd be trying to tell me.

Speaker 2 (08:56):
About our vibrators and the things she want to do
it and I'm just like, ah, I you doing much.
But her mom, you know, it's proud that she's the
number one dick sucker in the world.

Speaker 1 (09:06):
Number one.

Speaker 2 (09:06):
That's that's what my mom said, redication.

Speaker 1 (09:10):
They say that girl's a big teeth. You know. My
mama said one day, it's so crazy, how did.

Speaker 4 (09:17):
You This was like I can't remember what happened, but
we were in a car and I think we was
going to wig store or something, and someone texting my
phone about how it was the best like head they
ever had, and my mom looks at me and she
was like, I just do it.

Speaker 1 (09:32):
I've always had a gift. I knew you had it.
I knew.

Speaker 4 (09:36):
And then when my ex and I were breaking up,
I remember my mom said some like, well, nobody's ever
gonna suck that dick like you did.

Speaker 1 (09:41):
I said that I ain't not right, ain't right right. Listen.

Speaker 2 (09:46):
I think it's great that you're having those conversations with
your with your parents, even your friends, I know, like
in your post, and I guess I want to ask
you that too, just to go ahead and get all
the questions out the way, because y'all you've been going
by for so long, and then we gonna get into
the good shit. But you did respond at one point

(10:06):
and told people to leave you alone because of all
the reactions. Your ex girlfriend, you know, came out and
tweeted what she said about uh she was embarrassed by
it or whatever. You were just like, I don't bother anyone.
Everyone leaving me alone. However, being on OnlyFans and promoting
your only fans. You are putting things on the internet,

(10:27):
so you have to somewhat expect a response, right to.

Speaker 3 (10:32):
Clear that post up. Yes, I'm not speaking about the
people who don't know me. I get people gonna say,
whatever the issue I have when I made that post
when I say I don't bother nobody, literally I don't,
but don't hit me up. It's like pick a side.
So my thing is is like, to you, a perfect example,

(10:53):
if me and you are having this conversation right here,
and then after I leave out of here and I
see you online throwing shade and it's like, damn, I
thought we just thought we was like this. I was cool.
So like it's like you're still entertaining the circus at
the same time but still being my friend like cool.
So I can't. I can't fuck with that. I don't
know how to. I don't know how to be fake.

Speaker 1 (11:11):
It's the people that you actually know.

Speaker 3 (11:13):
It's the ones that's close that's still hitting me up
for money or ones that still look hit me up
for friendship or some type of you want they want
something from me, you know. So that's the whole thing.
It's like, just speak aside, then don't don't don't confuse
me because the way my heart is like, I'm I'm
a genuine person, So don't don't play with nobody. Uh
that's genuine like that that's how I feel. Or just

(11:34):
stay where you at, Like I'm fine. I've I've been
losing friends every day, but I'm I'm I'm cool with
the absolutely absolutely they do it.

Speaker 1 (11:43):
That doesn't surprise me.

Speaker 3 (11:44):
And the reason why is because I like, I feel
like they're either envious or they either just like, don't
don't fuck with it, Like I have some of my
friends that have opened up to me about things they
do sexually because they feel comfortable. And I've had some
friends that's that's open up to me about what they
do sexually, but are mad at me for speaking on
some of the same shit that they do. They're like, man,

(12:05):
bro we man, that's being broke. You ain't supposed to
be talking about that, man says, who broke CoA.

Speaker 1 (12:11):
I mean, I'll be honest with you.

Speaker 2 (12:13):
For the men that I have pegged, We've had a
lot of those conversations, and not only I wouldn't even
say just pegging, like for for men that have opened
up to me about their attraction to trans women and
things that they don't share with their friends and things.
It's it's frustrating to here that they're like, there's a
bro code that black men, specifically, I would say, shouldn't

(12:36):
be open about the things that they enjoy when I
don't know, did you see the thing that just went viral?
So there is a woman who went to divorce her
husband filed divorce papers because she found out he was
having sex with men with a guy.

Speaker 1 (12:51):
He had a whole relationship with a man.

Speaker 2 (12:53):
And because she went to go serve the divorce papers,
I guess he didn't want that coming out.

Speaker 1 (12:58):
He went and killed her.

Speaker 3 (12:59):
Yeah, that's fucked up because she.

Speaker 2 (13:00):
Wanted to leave because well, you weren't honest with me.
You're having a whole relationship with a man, and the
man went and killed her for wanting to even leave him.
And I'm just like, I think that this podcast is
so important because the men that do come to our
shows and the couples that are able to experience things
together differently, just because we talk about these things openly,

(13:23):
I think it keeps us more safe.

Speaker 1 (13:25):
It keeps people not.

Speaker 2 (13:26):
Having to live in fear of them not being able
to be free with who they really are, and in
terms of like getting in relationships, it allows you to
kind of be honest, which I know y'all be out
here lying because niggas is liars, and y'all know I'm
over here triggered right now just with the word lie.
But just to be free and open, yeah about it.

(13:47):
So I hate that you actually have friends that are like, Bro,
you're not supposed to.

Speaker 1 (13:52):
Be telling people we be doing this shit.

Speaker 3 (13:53):
Yeah. Like, it's to the point where I'm so lest
people have like known over ten twenty years, you know
what I mean, Just like dangn for me, I'm cool.
It's like that chapter is done and is done.

Speaker 4 (14:04):
I think what happens in friendships and family relationships where
people get that judgmental When you said envious, most people
they like, well, I'm not jealous that you're in a cage, right,
But the jealousy sometimes can come from other things.

Speaker 1 (14:19):
More so just being as free yep.

Speaker 4 (14:22):
Like, I think a lot of people hate well and
not realize they're hating it, but watching someone live authentically,
because if you're not exposing. We used to say, like,
oh when niggas hate, yeah, niggas, they must be gay
if it's If that's not it, then it must just
be you don't like watching someone be open. So if

(14:43):
someone doesn't want to get pegged by they girl, they
really must be having a difficult time watching you be
open and happy. I think that celebrating kink and queerness,
and even if this isn't relative to your situation, I
don't think pegging is queer, but it just makes me
think a lot of like what I've seen over the
last few years just online, like it's been really scary.

(15:07):
I think we think we're in this forward moment, and
especially seeing someone like you, we think we might be.

Speaker 1 (15:12):
But reading the comments that day, I was like, oh
my god, is crazy.

Speaker 3 (15:16):
Yeah, you know, I mean I feel like, you.

Speaker 4 (15:19):
Know, people are like praying for you in the comments. Yeah,
I was like, do you see the background of the apartment.

Speaker 2 (15:26):
It's the Florida windows right for you.

Speaker 1 (15:33):
There's a little ship like that where I'm like, but I.

Speaker 3 (15:35):
Feel like the thing is I feel like they put
me in a box, right. They see reality TV, they
see music, and it's like that's it. Like no, Like,
I also understand that being black, we are the most
opinionated culture.

Speaker 1 (15:49):
Yeah, so we're not a monolith. You not going to
represent none of us represent everyone as all.

Speaker 3 (15:55):
That's what I'm saying. So it's like the ship did
y'all stay up here and glorified. I don't funk with.

Speaker 4 (15:59):
Have your cat I don't watch Black and Crew, but
I can only imagine have your castmates like being kind
about it?

Speaker 3 (16:05):
Or I mean, yeah, for the people that I still
funk with, you.

Speaker 2 (16:09):
Go ahead and say the only nice ones, and we
gonna know who not nice ones?

Speaker 1 (16:14):
Has there been one that surprised you with their kindness?

Speaker 3 (16:17):
No, every Actually, to be honest with you, everybody has
been pretty supportive to my knowledge that we're talking a
cast members, not like the B, A, C. D. You
know what I'm saying at the top the.

Speaker 4 (16:30):
People because to me, like if I didn't have somebody
that was like all myself, like if people know me
from horrible decisions and I made a crazy decision, whether
it be making only fans and Mandy wasn't necessarily saying
like hey, good for her.

Speaker 1 (16:43):
That's hard. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (16:46):
See, I think for me, like the type of like
time I've been spending on myself and actually embracing who
I am flaws and all, like all the self love
is like I didn't need validation, and that's the thing
I've feel like, it's so weird if you like everything
I like, or if I like everything like that, Like
where's your uniqueness of I don't. I think that's weird

(17:09):
If you like everything I like, or if you need
validation from somebody else to look cool, that's weird to me.
Like I want you to. I want you to like
different stuff so I can either you could put me
onto something or know something different that I don't know.
Like we all know the same thing. What's the fucking
point how we all able to grow if we running
the circles doing the same different things.

Speaker 1 (17:26):
Do you have any men reach out to you that
have been like damn, bro, like you really help me?

Speaker 3 (17:30):
Like, oh man. Women have called me crying because they
can't live in their truth. And that's about older women
forties and up. They're literally colling no friends friends, Like man,
I'm crying watching you seeing you man, because you're speaking
for me, Like I can't do X, Y and Z
because of the way I grew up in you know
what I'm saying, church going family. I can't do this now.

(17:53):
Because my mom, I respect us. I just can't do it.
But they are crying, and they also, you know what
I'm saying, happy for me because they feel like they're
living through me. So same for my same for my friends,
Like well, the ones who's still around, a lot of
people have stepped up to the plate. I did not expect,
you know what I mean that I knew maybe on
a uh maybe childhood or either a cordial just associate level.

(18:16):
But they stepped up. Now I've embraced them, embraced them
more than the people who I really thought was my friends.
You know, I fuck with it, Like I feel like,
if we're gonna be friends, let's be friends. Let's let's
really get to know each other, you know what I'm saying, And.

Speaker 2 (18:28):
You let everybody really get around and be like, all right, bro,
So when it go in how you relate people?

Speaker 3 (18:35):
Check this out. One of my homies called me, right
he like we FaceTime? He called me, He's like, man,
can I FaceTime? He like, can I three way my
wife into the space time call? I'm like, yeah, whatever,
I'm not knowing what do you want? So she's she
happy or whatever, talking and stuff, and then she was
just like he was like a man for Malvers showing
my wife your work. Your work man. She she she

(18:56):
loves it. She wants to get into it. Can you
send me all your videos? Like can you make like
a like a uh like what they call like a
collapse or whatever collage all your videos? Man, We want
to see her and study it because we want to
spiceide our bedroom. They was a black couple, like you
know what I mean, And I was just like, I
didn't send it, but it was just the fact.

Speaker 4 (19:13):
That thing, this needs to be your next phase, like
when you're like a little bit tired of like maybe
making content, you should be consulting.

Speaker 3 (19:24):
No, that's that's that's why I'm doing that. We talked.
That's I can say. That's what I'm literally molding gainst
it too, Like now I'm seeing it's like okay, now
that people have.

Speaker 2 (19:31):
Just you know what, educationally wise, only because you guys
are asking when you have your pegging module all.

Speaker 1 (19:38):
Come on and be the EDGUC do it.

Speaker 3 (19:40):
Let's do it.

Speaker 1 (19:41):
That's the only way y'all need to see me paid
this man, because y'all have been as that would be
so fire. Seriously, I would love to come in one.

Speaker 4 (19:50):
Of my favorite videos on porn hub is a pussy
eating instruction video. I was gonna say instructoral video, but anyway,
you literally watch it's a white dude.

Speaker 1 (20:00):
He's like really really serious.

Speaker 4 (20:02):
His mouth is a little wet, but like you're watching,
you know, like the vulva when there's like a lot
of bufflow.

Speaker 1 (20:06):
You're watching it.

Speaker 4 (20:07):
You're watching her get wet. He's pushing the fingers in,
she's like making noise.

Speaker 2 (20:10):
He's really like, so hear you how to eat some
puzz Yeah, so yeah, we go, how to pay the
right way? We are gonna get into our vanillaship real quick.
Wants to make it a little funny because it's a
little wild. Love thinks literally, and there is a romance
that is getting off to a bad fart for cutting

(20:30):
the cheese whenever she pleases. A woman's year long, years
long relationship with her live in lover is now on
the brink of disaster. It's on the brink of the
disaster because he is sick of her farting.

Speaker 1 (20:45):
Literally.

Speaker 2 (20:46):
She says, I'm a twenty four year old female and
I've been with my partner, a thirty year old male,
for almost two years.

Speaker 1 (20:51):
Now, and we just moved in together about four months ago.

Speaker 2 (20:55):
She's pretty much asking a desperate plea as to how
she can move on in this relationship because he thinks
that her farting is unladylike. Lately, he's been getting really
frustrated with me because he says I fart too much
at home and it discussed him. I tend to fart
a few times at night and he gets super grumpy
and has accused me of doing it on purpose. I

(21:16):
swear I'm not. He says I don't need to push
it out and says that I'm not ladylike. So pretty
much she's now asking what she should do if this
is show someone that she should stay with and my
crazy for thinking farting is just normal? Yes, And I
guess what would y'all say? The response will be, I
know we've talked about farting, der not you making the face,

(21:36):
you being judge? Who you being judged to? The farterer
or the nigga mat that she fart in so much, I.

Speaker 4 (21:41):
Understand why people got to push their shit literally all
somebody else like to me, farting, burping, all that is
manners If someone don't like it, like what do you
mean you want to leave.

Speaker 1 (21:51):
The nigga because he's like, doesn't want you farting.

Speaker 2 (21:54):
It's okay, Okay, so you're not about it, Oh burping ass, bitch,
I'll be burning into my head.

Speaker 1 (22:02):
I burn when I'm out.

Speaker 2 (22:03):
I mean, okay, so I can't see the difference of manners,
But what about I don't know about manners.

Speaker 1 (22:09):
In the home.

Speaker 3 (22:09):
If I'm saying it's like do you like it? We're
talking about what you like?

Speaker 2 (22:14):
Okay, So there's a difference between my partner not like,
first off, that's a fucking human function. Okay, that's like, damn, babe,
your ship's really stink, bitch. I can't control how it's stank,
for sure, you.

Speaker 1 (22:24):
Know what I mean.

Speaker 2 (22:24):
Even when you eat greens and eat healthier, the ship
might sink even worse. Yeah, but you can like you
got the poopery, I got the little spray in a
bottle that I mean I do.

Speaker 3 (22:34):
It was a time where it was a time where
I've been in relationships where they had the ax men
man like do you shop? Because they never saw me.

Speaker 1 (22:42):
Do that's me you call this super ship.

Speaker 3 (22:43):
So I just do it like this, like if I
get up and go to the gym. I'm handling my ship.
That's when I come home, or if I know they
about to leave something hot.

Speaker 1 (22:50):
Whatever not in my own home.

Speaker 3 (22:53):
Hold you no, I mean, I mean, I mean yeah,
eventially you get to that point like, man, funk, it's happening,
you know. But nah, I got to the know. They
used to ask me like how come you never I
never smell you? Or this and this that was never mine?

Speaker 1 (23:05):
Wow, I don't know. To me.

Speaker 2 (23:07):
To me, if someone's making me feel uncomfortable about my
bodily function.

Speaker 3 (23:12):
Yeah, I can't help.

Speaker 2 (23:13):
I'm breaking up with you. I would tell this woman
break up with that nigga. If he's making it seem
like you were such a discussing person for being a
human being, nigga, go find them aliens that they say
is out here.

Speaker 1 (23:23):
Maybe them niggas don't fart, Go be.

Speaker 4 (23:25):
With a Honestly, if I had a conversation with a
man that kept farting around me and they broke up
with me over it, I'd be shocked because that's basically
what you're saying. Let's just say I'm the person and
I'm like, can you stop farting in front of me?
It really makes me uncomfortable, and the nigga was like,
fuck you leave me.

Speaker 1 (23:43):
I'm like, wow, Like, you can't just stop farting in front.

Speaker 2 (23:46):
Of me if I gotta fart, Like so we sitting
here now, I gotta get.

Speaker 1 (23:53):
Up, let go.

Speaker 3 (23:54):
You said what right now on this on this couch,
you letting it go?

Speaker 2 (23:58):
Oh, I've let it go in front of people, but
do but then it kind of hurts my stomach when
I'm like, well, I don't know if.

Speaker 1 (24:03):
It's gonna like for me.

Speaker 4 (24:05):
Well, if I if I want to fart and not
tell somebody, I'll be like, let me get know.

Speaker 1 (24:09):
You just squeeze your butt cheeks and then it I'll
hold it like if you're I'm just saying you can
excuse yourself.

Speaker 2 (24:14):
Brouh to me, to me, bodily fun. The piston like
fist it on the seat is different than actually pink.
That's an adjutant that would make sense if you're in
a relationship a nigga, you keep fistling on the seat,
that's a problem. I'm not gonna complain that your pist
smel or your ship smell or like, nigga, close the
door spray when you leave, like there's ways to do that.

Speaker 1 (24:36):
But I'm not gonna be upset that you're doing things
that we all do.

Speaker 3 (24:39):
So I mean, all right, so let me ask you,
this is it? So you found that right now beginnings,
soon as you'll start dating, what this would be over
time because you gotta get more comfortable. I will.

Speaker 2 (24:53):
This is why I ain't never living with a nigga.
Let's start off right there. But even when I like
when my ex would be in my house for a
long period the time, no, I mean if it annoys me,
but like it could annoy me, but I wouldn't express
that what he's doing as a human wrong.

Speaker 1 (25:08):
But that's my pro We ship, we fart, we burn,
we pissed. What else did we do that people are
annoyed me? I mean even snoring? I would break up
with someone.

Speaker 3 (25:20):
Who I would break up with, you know what I'm saying, Like, I.

Speaker 2 (25:29):
Would not be with someone who snores, really, but I
wouldn't just sit there and be like, oh my gosh.

Speaker 4 (25:35):
Now there's also ways like, for example, okay, that's snoring.
So when my asthma and weezy, obviously, when my asthma
gets really bad, apparently a snore I don't know when
it's happening, but it's happening. So if I'm congested or
something like that, I'm snoring. I got the people to
buy you a sea path. I would get to breathe.

Speaker 3 (25:51):
Right.

Speaker 4 (25:51):
My ex got a humidifier in his house and then
it was gone. It's like, there's ways you can work
around it. Bro a fart anyway, I'm far.

Speaker 3 (26:00):
Let me sink what I had a bad I just
thought about something. I remember this one time this girl
uh parted past guys, whatever you want to call it.
It was the worst. We sleep the worst. I'm laying Look,
I was laying on her butt cheeks. You know what
I'm saying. She sleep, She farted when she was sleep.
I got up like she got a God. We ain't
talked to her.

Speaker 1 (26:20):
Sins because she farted on you.

Speaker 3 (26:23):
I'm saying, but think about me though she couldn't help
think about I'm laying down on her cheek. You know
what I'm saying. We neckd and she parted that man.

Speaker 4 (26:32):
I had an accidental for It happened when I was
at the restaurant laughing so hard, and I remember I
moved the chair.

Speaker 1 (26:37):
So he thought, you got to figure out.

Speaker 3 (26:39):
You got to quick.

Speaker 1 (26:40):
Yeah, you want to be acting like a bolt or something.

Speaker 2 (26:46):
I started stretching, like d just just gave that all me.

Speaker 4 (26:51):
I have a question about parting and ship okay for
both of y'all, Jesus, because like you know, my butt
ain't ready yet. Okay, have you had a time where
like because see straight man and pegging, everybody's always scared.
Everybody be scared about, always scared, which I don't know
why they be acting like Okay, straight men cool maybe

(27:11):
are dirtier than gay man, which I also don't like
that like I think, but I say it all the time.
I've never ate a niggas ass or pegged a nigga
and it's not been cleaned or trimmed or just messy with.

Speaker 1 (27:23):
Shit or or a dingleberries in there.

Speaker 2 (27:26):
Like ladies, if you pucking a straight nigga and his
ass smell or the ship ain't clean, bitch, I'm judging
you with your dirty ass.

Speaker 1 (27:34):
But damn now you being.

Speaker 3 (27:35):
Around Joe, I gotta say something because this just happened.
This just happened two weeks ago. I went out right,
uh huh, this this woman came up to me in
the club okay. She said, hey, I see your videos
and shit. She's like, I don't really like that. I'm like, okay,
now I'm trying to play it off right. She's like, no,

(27:56):
I want you to ship on me. I want you
to ship take a ship on me, and I want
to eat your ass after you ship.

Speaker 1 (28:03):
She didn't. No, she didn't right.

Speaker 3 (28:04):
Handed guy, and she was she was a o g.
She was older, a little vet, a little cougar. She
was for real. She was for real.

Speaker 1 (28:13):
Are you gonna do it? No?

Speaker 3 (28:14):
No, that's what I want to do.

Speaker 1 (28:15):
No, here we go, Here we got I heard. I
was like, I hear you how much money? What? What?
What she had to offer you? I got a price.
We all have how much money when she has off you?
And we want to know the very lowest? How much
money we gotta start from start low. I'm gonna say no,
I wouldn't do that.

Speaker 2 (28:36):
She wanted her, She wanted you to ship on her
and then she ate show ass after.

Speaker 1 (28:41):
So literally, you're just well, she ain't telling.

Speaker 2 (28:45):
You you got to kiss her after she each has So
you're said, five thousand and two, little that's that's different.

Speaker 3 (28:52):
I make on the bit less If that's what you want,
but me personally, okay, no way, okay.

Speaker 1 (28:59):
So then how much for you to shit on somebody
and then each your ass after? Because it's a combo.

Speaker 3 (29:03):
Plan only, I think I would personally feel bad. I
don't even know if it's a number. But if I
had to say a number, I don't at the lord,
I don't know. Maybe maybe fucking fifteen, K.

Speaker 1 (29:11):
I don't know, ten thousand, Okay, we can get okay,
so easy.

Speaker 2 (29:18):
What would your number be for you to ship on
the man and have him eat your ass after? Man?

Speaker 3 (29:23):
I think, see that sounds so crazy.

Speaker 1 (29:26):
It's it's two levels to.

Speaker 3 (29:28):
It right for show? Oh man, this girl literally she
was dead ass like naughty.

Speaker 1 (29:32):
I feel like if just on you, I could do ten,
but then you gotta eat it. I don't know why.

Speaker 4 (29:37):
That almost feels more vulnerable because it's like so intimate.

Speaker 1 (29:42):
I'm like, I don't know fifteen, I ain't gonna lie.
This would actually be a two part payment, okay, And
it's only because I don't know.

Speaker 2 (29:50):
Like, sometimes you don't know what type of shit you're
about to have, right Like sometimes it be real solid
and it be lumpiest ship and it just be one
little plot.

Speaker 1 (29:58):
Now.

Speaker 2 (29:59):
Sometimes I'll be having to go back and I be keeping.
I keep wiping because the ship been a little it
was it was a little more loose.

Speaker 1 (30:04):
It's a little bit more loose.

Speaker 2 (30:07):
So to me, if it was a silence, if it.

Speaker 1 (30:12):
Was a solid bitch, I washed my hands. But I
have gone back there like this is just the nail
that holds you. I don't have to spread my ass,
Like why am I still ship?

Speaker 3 (30:20):
As long as you take care of its clean?

Speaker 1 (30:22):
So here's my thing, here's my thing, right, That's why
I ain't gonna hold you. Ladies.

Speaker 2 (30:25):
Don't trust a nigga who ain't got wipes in their bathroom.
Them the type of niggas to stay away from.

Speaker 1 (30:29):
That's true. Don't trust a nigga he ain't got wipes
in his back. Every time I'm doing.

Speaker 2 (30:33):
Here, I do too. When I'm at home, I have to.
I feel dirty.

Speaker 1 (30:37):
I be so mad when I take a shower in
the morning. Y'all got big booties, that's that's what we do.

Speaker 5 (30:42):
Here's a big If I be a big booty thing,
I ain't gonna hold you.

Speaker 1 (30:46):
Got you got a big yeah that you got a
dog nigga?

Speaker 2 (30:50):
You think, okay, no, So if it was like the
smear paint type of ship, I would charge more.

Speaker 1 (30:58):
You do that more, y'all love it? You do have
a dog? I don't.

Speaker 4 (31:01):
Because it's funny because Mandy and I were talking about
your physy we were we were in Dallas.

Speaker 1 (31:06):
I was like, Oh, those are the trap of niggas.
You're real big, like big naked you. It was solid,
like I was like rushing football.

Speaker 3 (31:18):
A lot of.

Speaker 1 (31:21):
It's the big legs, like that's the ship.

Speaker 4 (31:22):
I like when the legs almost made me feel like
I'm gonna die when I'm sucking to dig, like if
you wanted.

Speaker 1 (31:26):
To kill me.

Speaker 4 (31:28):
But like we were talking about that, and that's what
just made me think about.

Speaker 1 (31:31):
It when I was like, yeah, yeah, you gotta you
gotta don't niggas. I have seen that thing you've been up.

Speaker 2 (31:37):
But no, okay, let's get into our hoard, dirve, because
we're about to get into not only the pegging but
our horrible decision. I definitely want to get into everything
kink with you, including the mask. You're wearing, leather and
the cage, So we're gonna get into all of your kinks.
You're matching the fit with the mask no, I'm not
gonna lie chefs kiss. This is really if you gon't
do a mask, fellows, this is how you do it.

Speaker 1 (31:59):
That's hard. I love a flair pant I love it.
I love it. Come on, but how much do mask
like that costs? What's the name of it? Because that's
pop playing correct?

Speaker 3 (32:08):
This was like.

Speaker 4 (32:10):
Okay, okay, they're never really that cheap though. The quality
is what makes a good quality mask.

Speaker 3 (32:19):
The way it fits like this, Yeah, exactly like you
know what I mean.

Speaker 1 (32:23):
Okay, okay, I liked it. Well, let's gett Oh, you
can't smell the rubber.

Speaker 3 (32:28):
Noemell good.

Speaker 1 (32:31):
Your breast smell good. That's why, because I'm sure you're
smelling back all your own ship not ship.

Speaker 2 (32:37):
Literally sorry, I'm like, okay, never mind, never mind. So
the war Dirve, let's start off. Then we did quite
a bit of pegging talk. Let's start off with giving
a tip two men. I want you to speak specifically
to the men who may want to bring up to
their partners that they are into something kinky or taboo,

(32:59):
so like wearing a mask or doing the pup play.
And we'll get into your other animals as well, or
even Peggy, how would you say a man should approach
their partner with this.

Speaker 3 (33:10):
Make sure this is clear me personally, I would say
it starts off with first finding your partner, you know
what I mean, Because like there's been times I've been
with people that's not just not really with it. Yeah,
so you gotta find a you gotta find the right
person to do it with for one, Okay, I mean
that's open minded.

Speaker 1 (33:27):
Then let me ask you this.

Speaker 2 (33:28):
Do you feel like a man like yourself or someone
who really has kink aspirations should be with someone who's
not you are you're saying find the right partner?

Speaker 1 (33:37):
So do you think that a.

Speaker 2 (33:38):
Man who is with someone who is like, nah, that's shit, gay,
I ain't doing that, that that's literally the partner they
should walk away from.

Speaker 1 (33:46):
Yeah, okay, really okay, I.

Speaker 3 (33:49):
Mean if you're not gonna if they're not gonna be
open minded about it and they're gonna judge.

Speaker 1 (33:53):
You, or are you or you feel like you have
to go and cheat to get That's.

Speaker 3 (33:56):
That's another thing, you know what I mean? Like, like
I was in a situation once with a girl that
was married and I was a side guy to have
fun with because at home she couldn't do what she
wanted to do, you know, but I would definitely say
like for me, like the level I'm at now all
came from experience. Like no, I didn't know out of
this years ago, I got put on too certain things.

(34:17):
So now yes, now by me being grown as fuck,
now I know what I like. So me personally putting
this information out is because I want to connect with
that community and I also want to I want to
find who's for me. I want, I want that's what
That's what I want. That's really like, I want what's
for me. I don't care what's want.

Speaker 4 (34:34):
If you're kink, like, I don't know how many times
a week would you say, if you're having sex five
times a week, how many times out of that is
non vanilla set?

Speaker 3 (34:44):
Oh see, I mean shit that could happen because you're
still quickies and stuff that go on here and there,
you know what I mean. But if we finish get
active active, like I'll probably say on the vanilla side,
you said how many times a week?

Speaker 1 (34:56):
If you fucking five times, how many times are kinky
should have?

Speaker 3 (35:01):
Yeah? But you know, because yeah, it really depends on
who you who you who you're dealing with but uh,
it's times I can say maybe on the Vanella side,
maybe two you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 1 (35:11):
Wow, I agree with that.

Speaker 2 (35:13):
There would be there would be times like with my
ex if we were and we funked way more than
five times a week, but toys would be it would
be the morning, it would be.

Speaker 3 (35:23):
Toys instead of playing boxes open. It's like, that's just what.

Speaker 1 (35:26):
It's really hard to go back to just regularly.

Speaker 4 (35:28):
It was I actually was sleeping with somebody that I
remember was getting super judgmental about me bringing toys in,
and I was having amazing sex with him, and that
came into my mind. So I was like, wow, oh
could I do this? Like this is great sex, but
also like I just want to do.

Speaker 1 (35:47):
Little ship and we can't do that.

Speaker 4 (35:49):
Yeah, Now, I mean, of course I think it was
that oll like, oh I don't need you don't need
nothing else with me, which I don't right now, but
like after a while, right, I do have another question
too for you when it comes to kink, because obviously
we want to talk about pegging with you because you've
been so open about.

Speaker 1 (36:04):
It, But when it comes to king, you know, your
little strap was little. You need a bigger strip.

Speaker 2 (36:10):
I'm just saying it wasn't your strap, but the strap
that you I was like, this is a little strap.

Speaker 1 (36:16):
I want you take bigger stress than that I have before.

Speaker 4 (36:19):
Okay, okay because it shudder. The pegging is something that
like you talk about so openly. But when it comes
to kink outside of pegging, what type of things do
you like to engage in that have nothing to do
with your bottoming?

Speaker 3 (36:37):
I mean, I mean I like dressing up, you know
what I mean? Like I love Halloween. So this has
just made it perfect for me to do a year round.
I currently have a tail right.

Speaker 1 (36:47):
Now inside of him. You want to see it.

Speaker 3 (36:49):
He sent me a picture right now.

Speaker 1 (36:52):
What a tail is not that I don't know?

Speaker 3 (36:54):
You know, I mean, I got my mask on.

Speaker 1 (36:56):
So do you like wearing the tail day to day?
Or is it because he knew you were gonna be
talking about it? It's coming out of his box. Oh
my god, the whole furry tailing.

Speaker 3 (37:04):
Yeah, I got my tailing right now.

Speaker 1 (37:06):
That's fine. Just wait, it's just chilling in his boxer.

Speaker 4 (37:11):
Do you like wearing a tail because you're about to
talk about kid?

Speaker 1 (37:14):
Or you could just do it on thetyle, just lifestyle.

Speaker 2 (37:17):
So you walk around, but you don't bark, Like when
you have this mask, do you bark?

Speaker 1 (37:22):
If told to bark, that was a good one. That
was a good one.

Speaker 2 (37:29):
Now okay, so outside of this, then you have other animals.

Speaker 3 (37:34):
So you have I just ordered a lot of know
ones too on the way?

Speaker 2 (37:37):
Can you share some of the animals you purchase? I
know you have the porky.

Speaker 3 (37:43):
I got porky. Uh this is uh this one I
just got I have. I have a cow on away.
I have a duck on the way, I have oh
what else? Did I just get? Horse? A horse?

Speaker 2 (37:56):
So let me ask you when you put those masks on,
do you like, are you gonna move and quack?

Speaker 3 (38:01):
Like yeah, I'm geting moved, Yeah yeah, yeah, I gotta
I gotta be it. I gotta be it.

Speaker 1 (38:07):
But it's like something I want my day thinking to do.

Speaker 3 (38:12):
I'm gonna get like the you know, like I'm gonna
get the duck and I'm gonna you know, I don't
know when I when I go on, when I get
a character, I just get lost. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (38:20):
This is when we had that girl that couldn't snap
out of being a toddler. Yeah, but but turning into
a duck and a cow. I guess I want to know, like,
have you talked to the person on the receiving it?

Speaker 1 (38:38):
Like I just want to know. I guess that would
all for you, right, how do you say?

Speaker 3 (38:43):
The thing is?

Speaker 4 (38:43):
Like?

Speaker 3 (38:43):
It could be I could do this by myself, or
I could do this with somebody.

Speaker 1 (38:47):
Okay, you know sometimes you just will walk around your house,
just like.

Speaker 3 (38:51):
I walk outside. I'll pull it up like this.

Speaker 1 (38:53):
You know he did, y'all. He pulled up.

Speaker 2 (38:56):
He already has his tail, and he pulled up in
his mask and was like, I don't want when you
walk down the street, do you get turned on by
the people that are like looking at you in disgust
and or the ones that are into it?

Speaker 4 (39:09):
Because some people look at you like, oh I see,
Like if I saw you walking down the street, I would.

Speaker 3 (39:12):
Know for sure.

Speaker 1 (39:15):
Do you know when you see your people.

Speaker 3 (39:19):
That the energy does does allow that? You know what
I mean? But I don't know. I just be kind
of in my own little bubble, you know what I mean.
I don't know. I don't think about other people. That's
the thing I think, because I pour so much energy
to everybody in opinon and what they I think now
just I'm just so far.

Speaker 1 (39:35):
Gone that is really someone would.

Speaker 3 (39:39):
Have to literally like touch me or say something like
right in my face for me to really react. But
I'd be tunnel vision.

Speaker 1 (39:46):
I be in my own world to not think about that.
I love it.

Speaker 4 (39:49):
I don't know if and I think I'm somebody that
doesn't care what people think. I don't know if I
could wear a mask on the street really not and
not get it Like.

Speaker 3 (39:59):
We get this one day Halloween when everybody gets to
dress up and it's oh fucking king. So it's like
for somebody who wants to do this every fucking day.

Speaker 1 (40:06):
You in New York right now, bro, nobody cares. Yeah,
no New York, nobody cares. You could do this in Dallas.

Speaker 3 (40:11):
I would do it anywhere. I would give a fuck.
I don't care where I'm at, Like that's where I'm
at now because it's not I'm not doing nothing illegal.
Let's just keep it a buck, right, you know what
I'm saying. So it's just like we've been wearing maskss
fucking COVID that they'd be all right wear like I
person this from a store. You know what I mean,
I bought it just like you win bouch your packet

(40:32):
cigarettes or whatever else you got.

Speaker 1 (40:33):
So it's just like you said, I'm healthy, you ain't right.

Speaker 3 (40:37):
You know what I mean, I'm chilling.

Speaker 1 (40:38):
So when you said you're doing it just for you?

Speaker 4 (40:40):
But how what are some ways that in role play
if you are a dunk cow that your partner or
partners and this is for people listening that one engage,
how can you what's a scene you could play out
as animals farmers?

Speaker 3 (40:53):
Yeah, like she could be a farmer, the farmer and
the animal.

Speaker 1 (40:58):
Hello, Okay, I.

Speaker 3 (40:59):
Love like like like I'm gonna go to a whole
like like a ranch and everything, Like I'm gonna go.
I'm gonna tap in with the animals. I'm gonna I'm
gonna beat that. I want to be. I want to
be with the coach. I want to be with the.

Speaker 1 (41:09):
Community area ranch is it's like a white person. I
want park and I really want to see.

Speaker 5 (41:20):
Did y'all see the guy that paid things was to
become a dog twenty thousand dollars? I was so mad
somebody say gave the wrong people. Was so mad when
I when I said that somebody. Somebody tweeted me, I said,
four has twenty five hours to respond.

Speaker 1 (41:33):
I was really crossed about that.

Speaker 3 (41:34):
I'm like, oh no, no, that was I'm not gonna
lie he tapped in.

Speaker 1 (41:38):
That was too much of a tap. That was getting real.
He thought, no, that was real white. And then I
don't even know how his body was allowing him to
walk like a dog and everything.

Speaker 2 (41:49):
Bro.

Speaker 4 (41:50):
Let me tell you you ever go to like someone
somebody that's like real woogle and been hypnotized.

Speaker 1 (41:56):
I think that's what they did. Yeah.

Speaker 4 (41:58):
I think they put you down in there like you
you can stay on your hands, on your knees, and
you'd be like, that's not that's a look right. And
then also if I paid for something and it's not
going well, I started to believe it or work. Like
think about when you got a really expensive car and
you're like, man, this noise, but.

Speaker 1 (42:11):
Bens know what they're doing. You don't want to think
nothing going wrong.

Speaker 2 (42:15):
That's so let's get into some tips on pegging. Please
would love to know kind of a how you prepare
and how you think men should prepare going into it,
and then also things that have gone wrong for the
women doing it too. Like which ways do you really

(42:37):
enjoy it?

Speaker 1 (42:38):
And how can it not be so enjoyable for the receiver.

Speaker 3 (42:42):
Well, I would say to anyone that's looking to, you know,
trying new things, then get into the pegging world. Don't
rush into it. I would say, definitely build bill slow
you know with me, Like I said, I got introduced
to like little Finger and there you know, then and
antal Bees.

Speaker 1 (43:00):
Came, and then anal Bees okay.

Speaker 3 (43:04):
And then it just kind of you know, get you
know more and more, uh, I guess comfortable with toys
and stuff. So like the strap on thing that was
the last thing to come, you know what I mean.
So definitely take your time into it. I mean, because
you you will hurt yourself. You will get a with
the words sort of h yeah, you will get a hit, right,

(43:24):
you know what I mean. Rushing into it. You don't
want to damage yourself while doing it. But uh, you
know it's there's definitely a lot of pleasure in the
g spot area.

Speaker 1 (43:31):
That people don't know that you recommend that like you
prefer for.

Speaker 3 (43:35):
Sure a lot of definitely get a lot of loube
a lot of spit.

Speaker 4 (43:39):
What about when it comes to cleanly listening we were
talking about earlier, like did you were you ever feel
for fearful of like they go too high?

Speaker 3 (43:47):
Yeah, for sure. That's why I always make sure i'm
fleshed out. I'm empty. How do you make sure I
use a restroom and then shower and I cleaned myself
really well, and yeah, do you do like that? Do thedush?

Speaker 2 (43:59):
And I no, I ain't got I mean that's that's
that was me. But I told you if I have
a solid ship, it's good for antal that night, if
it was paint, we're not going.

Speaker 1 (44:12):
You gotta know your body.

Speaker 2 (44:15):
You gotta know like where your system is, how it's
flushed out, either the day or the day before, Like.

Speaker 1 (44:21):
Your body will tell you as well.

Speaker 2 (44:23):
I mean I know of course when whenever we've had
the like gay men on, they're definitely in some more
of the enemas and dishing. I personally have never done
it and I have anal sex. But again it's knowing
like that day, how I use the bathroom that day?
And did you just paint recently?

Speaker 1 (44:41):
Bitch? Why? Because I keep saying paint, no, no, crazy,
I did recently.

Speaker 4 (44:47):
I just found out this is bullshit. But I moved
into a new apartment and I only wheeze and go
crazy in this one room. And apparently I'm allergic to something.
No way, not playing, it's not It's called like there's
a non something paint whatever it.

Speaker 3 (45:01):
Is, but it's only in that one room.

Speaker 1 (45:04):
It's only in the one room. And I just painted.
I was like, what the fuck is it? And I
came to find out I literally just something that's in
It's like a Matt paint.

Speaker 3 (45:13):
Are you going to like repaint?

Speaker 1 (45:15):
I mean, I have to know you. They gotta stand
the ship off the wall. It's just so annoying. I'll
just be going to be like anyway.

Speaker 4 (45:23):
So I have another question as far as it comes
to just more learning into like leaning into switch. Can
you tell us about the first swim, even if it
was like getting slapped.

Speaker 6 (45:34):
In the face or choked that I like, girl, spit
my face in your face to disrespect me, I publicly
spinning me, like when we in the restaurant and all that,
Like I want people to see you spitting, like fans don't.

Speaker 1 (45:49):
Come up spinning this nigga face. Oh yeah, thank you. Yeah.

Speaker 3 (45:51):
No the person I'm dealing with, yeah yeah, but yeah,
I like to be like, I don't know.

Speaker 1 (45:55):
I like to be a million publicly tell us, wow.

Speaker 3 (45:58):
I just want to do something to me like I
like call was like, I don't know, just it turned
me on. I don't know, I don't know.

Speaker 1 (46:04):
That's not the time that it happened to you publicly
that you were like, oh my god.

Speaker 3 (46:07):
Oh let me think we'll see okay, God damn, because
I'm hard to say because you know something like just
because sometimes just because you like one doesn't mean necessarily
the other partner that necessary wants to.

Speaker 1 (46:23):
Do it, is in the mood to do it.

Speaker 3 (46:24):
It's crazy that stopped. I don't do that. I might
not be dead as like spit in my face right now,
you know.

Speaker 4 (46:29):
I mean when you were on stage at our show,
you saw hundreds of people watching you, dude, that turned
you onto.

Speaker 3 (46:33):
Yeah. When I saw the mouth dropt, I got him.
All was active.

Speaker 1 (46:38):
I was well no.

Speaker 2 (46:39):
And the video that went viral of you being walked
on a leash happened right after our Dallas show.

Speaker 1 (46:45):
So he was just in the mood and on a
hide from like being on stage.

Speaker 3 (46:50):
Why not and someone recorded that, Yeah he got And
I waited forty minutes. I checked the block. It was
nothing going on, but you never know who's watching. The
neighborhood watch caught me and then.

Speaker 1 (47:03):
Posted online and it so you really get in it? Yeah,
like people can't fucking do that. I'm not gonna lie.

Speaker 2 (47:10):
Getting into character has been quite hard for me, like
un dominant in just my actions and the things I
like to do and how I like to move and
to go around and be aggressive, but it's so hard.

Speaker 1 (47:25):
For me to talk like a dom or be like
it's really hard for me to be like.

Speaker 2 (47:33):
Like see, I can't even stay because I'm too goofy
a bitch be laughing, and I'm like, fuck, I wish
I knew how to like be like now get down there,
you see that.

Speaker 3 (47:44):
This is crazy. I've seen women that are they're they're
better at words than their actions.

Speaker 2 (47:51):
Vices, And I've definitely been around women who can talk
the ship, but I don't think they really know how.

Speaker 1 (47:57):
Starting to think about it, like, yeah, because you've you've
switched a few times, right, I know you're a super sub.

Speaker 4 (48:02):
But I think I am better actions because at actions
then h than then talking, mainly because as a sub
I'm so good at talking.

Speaker 1 (48:13):
I got to answer for everything. If you want me
to talk, you know what I mean?

Speaker 3 (48:17):
Yeah, I think me, I think because it's abnormal. That's
why I get a kick out of, like normally, like
the chances of slim that I'm gonna be with somebody
or or know somebody that's getting talked too crazy or
getting told what they're doing a certain like in a
sexual uh preference. So for me is like I get
a kick out of hearing something that I don't normally hear,

(48:40):
you know what I mean? Like, that's what turns me.

Speaker 2 (48:43):
I love that you say that you don't normally hear,
because where my mind went to is how do you
distinguish between being in character sexually and someone actually disrespecting you?

Speaker 3 (48:52):
You know what I mean? Like, that's two different things.

Speaker 1 (48:57):
I think it's your dick for.

Speaker 2 (49:00):
You.

Speaker 1 (49:00):
Could you guess the engine? You know?

Speaker 3 (49:04):
I don't know, but they be telling me be like
in the stomach. I don't know. I ain't never measured
my ship, but I got a curve, so I think.

Speaker 1 (49:10):
I've seen it.

Speaker 3 (49:11):
Yeah.

Speaker 4 (49:11):
So they how tall six three six three, big dick
and attractive. I think this is I think this is
why you're so confident and you get money.

Speaker 1 (49:22):
We were literally saying.

Speaker 4 (49:24):
The things that make men get their confidence it's their dick, size,
their height, or they're getting money, and very few times.

Speaker 1 (49:30):
They have all three. This is why bro people can't
be free.

Speaker 3 (49:34):
Then most importantly, I think for me, confidence is sexy too.

Speaker 4 (49:38):
Like I'm serious, Like I don't know if anybody can
really get there. You could get some money, but you
can't throw your dick. I get taller and you can't.
You kind of get fined.

Speaker 3 (49:51):
They do something now where they're doing knee surgery that's nuts.

Speaker 1 (49:58):
I know there's bbls and ship but the niggas gotta
walk in a cave for them near a year and
they were run like the.

Speaker 4 (50:04):
Recovery on It is like, nigga, what okay if you're
like five feet though I get.

Speaker 1 (50:09):
It to be five to four. No, the niggas doing
it are the ones that are five nine. They want
to be six foot. They doing it to be six
ft just so they can go on their tender profile
and be like, no, I'm a real six No, it's
because we've been shaming, which I'm not saying I'm doing now.

Speaker 4 (50:23):
But what I am saying is, if you really boil
this down to a science can you really be a
man that I'm serious?

Speaker 1 (50:30):
Like, I'm not trying to be funny right now. Bruh,
you've already been.

Speaker 4 (50:33):
Getting bitches your whole life. Yes, right, you're already knowing
that you have good sex game or stroke game or whatever.
Just having a big dick already puts you in a
different category.

Speaker 1 (50:42):
Then of course, what's next, what's next your butt?

Speaker 3 (50:49):
See girls like butts too, that's the thing, like girls,
Like girls.

Speaker 1 (50:52):
I've been saying that I like, I like a man
with a nice ass. My god, I like a nice
face being it.

Speaker 3 (50:59):
I like it like some years ago. Like girls. You
just spec my but.

Speaker 1 (51:04):
That's what we love doing. I love getting behind it.
You love it.

Speaker 2 (51:08):
I don't know or no, I love walking around in
the house of a nigga got some boxes on because
we just maybe got done and I hit him and
asked me, like.

Speaker 1 (51:15):
Good game. I'm good game.

Speaker 4 (51:19):
But you really got an athlete problem, which I really do.
This is that I might need rehab for this ship.
This is really fucking crazy.

Speaker 1 (51:27):
You know, we the whole off the court, well for
the for the whole mail.

Speaker 2 (51:31):
I kind of just want you actually to I want
to leave with a bit of advice. I think it's
been so liberating and amazing, caring just how you've gotten
to live this existence of freedom that so many people
will not get to in their lifetime because of family
members or because of religion. And I want you to
kind of give advice to anyone listening man or woman

(51:53):
who may feel like they are in this place where
they can't reach where you are. What advice would you
give them to try to find a way to be
in your level of freedom.

Speaker 3 (52:07):
If I had to keep it honest, I would just say,
you gotta just stop giving a fuck, you know what
I mean? You just got to live for you, Like
it took me a minute, So I can't sit up
here and say it was easy.

Speaker 1 (52:18):
How old are you if you don't mind me asking
how old are you?

Speaker 3 (52:20):
Thirty five?

Speaker 1 (52:21):
Okay?

Speaker 3 (52:21):
So, but I'm I'm in a great place mentally right now,
like I feel like because I think for me, because
I literally went through phases in my life where I
poured so much into other people to the point where
I really hate it myself. But it was times I
really didn't want to be here. I didn't know my worth.
People people saw my worth, but I didn't see my worth.

(52:42):
I would look in the mirror for hours, like, man,
who are you? Why are you here? I was trying
to find confidence. It wasn't about how many girls I got,
how much money or famed and it was about none
of that shit. It's about personal self love and that's
what I have to learn. So love yourself and braceially
you are flaws and all. Like that's what really took
me to the place of not giving a fuck, you
know outside of the just the only fans in the content,

(53:05):
like you don't it ain't even about that. It's just
about loving yourself, about being you, nobody else, Like I
want people to love me for me, like you can
hate me for who I'm not, you know what I mean.
But that's that's that's the most beautiful thing and life
you can have is just owning and loving who you are,
Like that's that's that's what successful like to me, you
know what I'm saying, Like, Hey, you can't take that

(53:25):
away from me, do you know?

Speaker 4 (53:27):
Take that away from the easiest way of getting that close.
I deleted my Instagram a lot. I don't know if
it was last year, it was the year before the
year before last, And uh, there was like some internet
argument that was going on, but I had deleted.

Speaker 1 (53:40):
My Instagram before that. Someone asked me if I had seen.

Speaker 3 (53:42):
It, and I was like, oh, bro, I'm so like
tapped in.

Speaker 1 (53:47):
Yeah, I'm so like removed from that that. Like I
genuinely don't know what the fuck is going on, and
I kind of don't care.

Speaker 4 (53:53):
But see that's beautifulse you only care when it's in
your face. And I posted something a few days ago,
well it was yesterday. I just realize and I said,
there's a picture of myself in work out clothes. I said,
I cannot believe. I almost got life bo And one
of the things I said was like, it's really social media.

Speaker 1 (54:10):
Like I don't know if I would have. I ain't
hate my body, but I always thought it could get better,
for sure.

Speaker 4 (54:16):
And I only think that because it's another bitch bit
maybe looks like me or has my frame, and I'm like, damn, well,
how should get there?

Speaker 1 (54:23):
I really don't know if it's like walking down the street.

Speaker 4 (54:26):
I always feel beautiful when I'm like out or in
clubs or with friends are getting dulled up.

Speaker 1 (54:31):
But why is it that like I'm suddenly thinking my
body is right? It has to be social media.

Speaker 3 (54:35):
No, it is like you just to piggyback off that
like me personally, right, you know, you give yourself a
dadline like all right man, three months OFLF in the
lock it in the gym, right, so I start, I
was doing that right, like, I ain't gonna post nothing.
I gotta wait. I'm trying to work out a little more.
But I was like, no, fuck it. I gotta love
who I am today and I gotta love my body,
I gotta love my mind. I just gotta love me

(54:56):
like you gotta sometimes I like that today today because
you know what, like even not to you know, you've
been in the gym today, even though we we like
we see our potential right or other people's potential, but
you got to realize this. Like one of my friends
told me the relationship. She said, certain some people never
restate potential, and I was like, damn, that's crazy, because
you like you gotta you gotta live in a moment

(55:19):
like because like everybody could be better and whatever it
is because you got potential. But like nine times I ten,
sometimes comfortability or distraction stop you from reaching that high road.
So you got to just love where you're at right now.
You know what I mean, that's what I did. So
that's why I'm my shirt off. That's why my ass out,
that's why.

Speaker 1 (55:34):
My thighs out.

Speaker 3 (55:35):
I don't see me because it's God. This is God's body.
It's a work of art.

Speaker 1 (55:43):
Because I definitely said in this time, open up it. Damn.
We should have made you take this off in the beginning.
Look at oh damn, man, get up the whole time.
I am only looking at the change.

Speaker 2 (56:04):
We before.

Speaker 1 (56:05):
Thank you so much for joining us.

Speaker 2 (56:07):
If people want to follow you, subscribe you, support you,
and see your content, where can.

Speaker 1 (56:12):
They do that?

Speaker 3 (56:13):
You said? You told me I was nicely dressed with
it with the mask.

Speaker 1 (56:22):
Go ahead, she'd be an extra. Go ahead where they
can find you? Folly.

Speaker 3 (56:25):
I always tell people like you know, you can go
to Twitter for the trailer. You go to my only
fans for the movie. You know, my Twitter is a
p h O R that's all capital and then it's
ev e V E R lower case and then it's
capital I am. And that's gonna be a verified page,
you know what I mean, be verified, y'all.

Speaker 1 (56:47):
Look at this bitch. She's so bad he kept his shirt.

Speaker 2 (56:51):
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all of those links will be in the description of
this episode. Weezy is up here recording doing some BT
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Speaker 1 (57:04):
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Speaker 2 (57:07):
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Seattle this is our first time. San Francisco to Bay

(57:28):
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Speaker 1 (57:39):
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Speaker 1 (57:48):
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Speaker 2 (57:54):
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Speaker 4 (58:03):
I call him crying again, and I was like, bro, like,
I'm just feeling real fucked up because I'm so confused. So, like,
what happened when you hung up with me? After me
crying for three hours? You got on the phone with her?
He was like, yeah, her and I decided to be friends.
We had always been friends. Like, she wasn't as mad
as you were, obviously because you and I were actually
dating her and I've just been friends.

Speaker 1 (58:21):
That took it too far. Took it too far basically
mean kissing.

Speaker 4 (58:24):
But y'all wake up yesterday morning and I see a
text message or an Instagram message at six am?

Speaker 5 (58:33):
Yo?

Speaker 1 (58:33):
Did you get this too? Can we talk?

Speaker 4 (58:36):
So? I wrote her back and was like, hey, I
don't really know what else to say. Clearly he was
dating both of us.

Speaker 1 (58:43):
It is what it is. It's fine.

Speaker 4 (58:44):
I don't want to like anger myself anymore. So now
she's calling me on Instagram and I was like, did
I answer?

Speaker 1 (58:53):
Type shit?

Speaker 4 (58:55):
Bit?

Speaker 1 (58:55):
Ch'all was on that phone for three hours? Day ruined?

Speaker 4 (59:03):
What's ironic about her hitting me up? Because that's how
the universe works. My mom was supposed to get surgery
yesterday for her pacemaker, but she didn't. They're rescheduling it.
So about six that morning, I texted him. I was like,
I'm so fucked up about my mom. I really want
to talk to you, but I know we're in this
weird place, like I don't know what to do. That's
what I said, and he was like, Yo, where are you?

(59:26):
Like literally the second I saw the message was in
the same time I texted him, and I was like,
oh my god. So he might think me and my
mama did because I never wrote him back. But anyway,
get on the phone with her. She was really sweet.

Speaker 1 (59:40):
She was like hey, I was like, listen, I feel
like Loki's still loyal to this nigga.

Speaker 4 (59:43):
Like I don't want to get on the phone with
you and just be talking and talking like I don't
see the point, and she was like listen. She was
very honest too, like I told her how he came
to visit me, how he bought me shit on Valentine's Day,
how he bought me gifts my birthday.

Speaker 1 (59:55):
She was like, Okay, no, he didn't do that for me,
but we have been doing x y Z, even planning
a trip here. Blah blah blah.

Speaker 4 (01:00:02):
Girl told us the same shit, told us both he's
had to dream about us having his daughter, told us
both about what if we were gonna enough together?

Speaker 1 (01:00:10):
Told us both this shit made up the same wedding plans. Bitch, kids.

Speaker 4 (01:00:15):
I had niggles, and then HI knew this bitch was
right and real as fuck. The first question she asked
me was like, listen, I've been listening to your podcast.

Speaker 1 (01:00:23):
I just want to know, are you fucking him? Did
y'all do this? I said, why a't fucking him?

Speaker 3 (01:00:26):
Bitch?

Speaker 1 (01:00:26):
Are you fucking him? She was like no, but I've
been trying to do x y Z with him.

Speaker 4 (01:00:30):
Girl, the same shit, heavy making out, heavy petting, spooning,
touching each other, and then it gets nowhere.

Speaker 1 (01:00:36):
I can't believe I got played by a nigga that
ain't never gave me no dick and what kills me?

Speaker 4 (01:00:42):
When I was on the phone with him, he was
trying to say all these things about me that wasn't well.
It was this with you but not her fed her
the same line and it was like really tough, and
it really fucked me up.

Speaker 1 (01:00:55):
Because I just kind of what is okay? What is
the toughest part.

Speaker 3 (01:01:04):
To you.

Speaker 2 (01:01:07):
About feeling like a nigga told you the same thing
he told someone else.

Speaker 1 (01:01:12):
There's two things. It one felt special with what I
had with him, Oh, bitch, hold on. When he came
back from Hawaii, the nigga went on a vacation. I
was like, yo, he just bought me a necklace. I
took it off.

Speaker 4 (01:01:24):
I've been wearing it, this turquoise necklace. I anybody sees
it in my pictures, I've been wearing it. She's like, girl,
I saw him wearing that recently. She's like, so, how
the fuck y'all broke up? But he's still doing this,
like obviously he still has feelings for you. And I'm like,
has he ever bought you jewelry? She's like, yeah, you
bought me this pearl bracelet from Hawaii.

Speaker 1 (01:01:41):
Bitch. The night he came back from Hawaii, he slept
in my house and gave me that same sheet. So
but anyway, it.

Speaker 4 (01:01:50):
Hurts because I thought what I had with him was special,
and I'm gonna say this, I think he was in
love with both of us.

Speaker 1 (01:01:58):
So this is really like a bit triggering. Because it's
triggering me.

Speaker 2 (01:02:11):
Well me, and when I had the Woman a Woman
call two months ago, he was telling us a lot
of the same things, and so it was like, oh,
you know, because we were just in the studio and
we on Patreon. So the bartending Stephanie saw me a

(01:02:38):
Mexican restaurant. I didn't tell the bit you knew because
I came in the next day. Whoa, and I don't
know if this is karmic. I actually felt worse because
she was getting a different story than I was. So

(01:02:59):
first off, he was going by a different name with her,
but she was aware of all his lovers, including me.
I knew none of his other lovers, so hey, maybe
this is karmick.

Speaker 1 (01:03:13):
Y'all.

Speaker 2 (01:03:14):
Y'all know how I used to talk about being a
side chick and knowing everything. So I thought, like a
nigga fucked with me more?

Speaker 4 (01:03:22):
Do you know?

Speaker 1 (01:03:22):
She sat across from me and said, well, I think
he loved me more because I knew about all his
other lovers. You and the other girl didn't, so

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