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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Yeah you feeling.
Speaker 2 (00:02):
This is our production of iHeart Laudio and Overturned Media.
Speaker 3 (00:35):
Hey, sorry, an Seline, I uh got lost.
Speaker 1 (00:54):
Oh so we're just gonna.
Speaker 4 (00:59):
Uh you okay, uh.
Speaker 1 (01:08):
Yeah, I'm just you like, can't listen. I don't think
anybody's here. Buy okay, never gone? Yeah, I like you said, okay.
Speaker 5 (01:49):
Ah damn.
Speaker 1 (01:53):
Ah yeah just like that. H too much? Okay, No,
I can take it. Yeah you can. So you wanna
(02:20):
keep going? Oh right?
Speaker 5 (02:26):
Right?
Speaker 3 (02:33):
Oh yeah, mm.
Speaker 1 (02:39):
Hmm shake it mm hmm. Oh oh am I going
to you ard you're good. I don't know.
Speaker 5 (02:56):
Is it just me?
Speaker 1 (02:57):
Or do you you feel like someone's watching us? Ship?
Speaker 3 (03:15):
Hold on.
Speaker 1 (03:31):
Kyone almost come. It looks like it was going to
buck your thick offs.
Speaker 6 (03:39):
I was more concerned about you doing that. Oh come on,
I don't give too thy blow jobs. Well, when you
got a little rough.
Speaker 1 (03:46):
Back there, funk off, I had to slow you down.
Speaker 6 (03:49):
I'm sorry. Sorry I went too hard, didn't I? Yeah
you did, and I liked it. You want to head back?
(04:18):
It's kind of nice. Up you want to go for
a walk with me?
Speaker 1 (04:24):
M hmm, thank.
Speaker 5 (04:27):
It'll be funky.
Speaker 1 (04:43):
I don't even know your name, Oh rusty, you Zack.
Nice to me, too, nice to me? So do you
live around here? Not really Southeast La? Oh that's a drive.
Speaker 7 (05:04):
It was actually pretty close when you hit me up,
just getting a drink at the Hawker.
Speaker 1 (05:10):
You know, I liked that place. You were there by yourself. Yeah.
Speaker 7 (05:16):
I like going solo, can just talk to you whoever
I want without my friends battering.
Speaker 1 (05:21):
You know, I get that normally I go by myself too.
Do you live nearby? I do? Yeah, not too far Kaytown.
Oh cool. Yeah, just came to La about a year ago.
What about before that? Missouri? Oh, the birthplace of ragt Okay,
(05:49):
hold on, why do you know that? Well? I used
to study music. Now I just played for fun. Really
what instrument? The clarinet?
Speaker 5 (06:03):
Oh?
Speaker 1 (06:04):
Okay, at all fens. That's why you're so good at
dick sucking.
Speaker 7 (06:10):
Right?
Speaker 1 (06:13):
So what brought you here in the industry entertainment or porn? Yes?
Speaker 6 (06:23):
Yeah, I switch jobs. I was working for the Census,
and when that was over, I tried my handed drawing storeboards,
and then I thought I could get more work by
being in La.
Speaker 7 (06:34):
Is that where you throw up all the shots before
they go actually shoot the thing?
Speaker 8 (06:38):
Oh?
Speaker 4 (06:38):
Yeah, yeah, that's exactly it. You want to stop here?
Actually I like the view, you know, I mean too?
Should we say?
Speaker 5 (06:56):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (07:10):
Right over there?
Speaker 6 (07:20):
Uh so.
Speaker 7 (07:30):
I actually met you before at the Hawker standing all
alone with those teeny little padphones on. Oh yes, that
that does sound like me. I asked you what you
were listening to, and it was some obscure punk rock
(07:53):
band from Pico Rivera.
Speaker 1 (07:56):
Where did this happened a few weeks ago?
Speaker 8 (08:01):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (08:01):
I did. I mean you looked familiar. You remember me? Yeah?
Speaker 5 (08:09):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (08:09):
You said sorry and then you ran away. I didn't
run away. Felt so bad? Why because I gave off
a really awful I'm not interested vibe. Mm hmm it
was really rude. Mmm, you kind of were. I'm so sorry.
(08:33):
I was having the shittiest week, just broke up with someone.
Oh I'm sorry to hear that. Listen. If it were
any other night, I would have bought you a drag.
Speaker 8 (08:52):
No.
Speaker 1 (08:53):
Really, you're actually the first person that I've gone out
with since him. So it's just like a date, is
it not.
Speaker 6 (09:09):
I haven't been on a real date in like five years.
My god, it kind of makes sense. That's why everything
was so awkward before.
Speaker 1 (09:22):
Well thanks, no, no, I sorry I mean that in
a really, really cute kind of way. Okay, Mmmm, it's
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so beautiful out here. Yeah, it's I kind of want
to just keep sitting here, you know, and enjoyed of you.
(10:04):
Me too.
Speaker 8 (10:14):
This memory will always stick with me. It's in this
moment where I felt alone for the very last time.
In two years. I will move in with Rusty. He
will make me pour over coffee every morning. I will
fall asleep on his lap watching reruns of ninety sitcoms.
(10:37):
We will fight occasionally, and then it will become more frequent.
One of our arguments will escalate and we will break up,
but it won't last long, and everything will go back
to the way it was. We will eventually start having
(10:58):
less sex, but it won't matter because we just like
being around each other, talking to each other, sitting in
each other's silence. He will eventually go before me, and
I will miss him. I will cry every day, and
(11:19):
after a while I won't cry.
Speaker 1 (11:21):
As much.
Speaker 8 (11:23):
Because I will remember this moment and play it again
in my head, because even without him, I am not alone.
In this moment, I am sitting on top of Los
Angeles and I see everyone, I hear all of the
people who are going through it, just like me, who
(11:43):
have been through the hurt.
Speaker 1 (11:45):
I think I was just freaking out because I'm scared.
Who cares? It's salmon.
Speaker 4 (11:52):
I wanted to eat it with you.
Speaker 1 (11:54):
I should really fucking move.
Speaker 8 (11:56):
I really fucking should through the mishunter standings.
Speaker 1 (12:01):
And you were never supposed to find out.
Speaker 8 (12:03):
Oh that's supposed to make me feel better.
Speaker 1 (12:06):
You think you can just keep people like shit? What
people like me?
Speaker 8 (12:09):
You think you're so much better?
Speaker 2 (12:11):
My work is valuable no matter what you think.
Speaker 1 (12:13):
I'm sorry, but I'll no like I'm not sorry. So dude,
you straight up one behind my back? Why would you
do that?
Speaker 8 (12:20):
And the choice of living and loving one another. I'm
going to be a father.
Speaker 1 (12:26):
Ye're having a baby. I think about him at least
once a week. Like that's nuts, right? Like damn ju well,
it is so stupid. I love you, Rusty, I always will. Okay,
(12:59):
what are you thinking about? Nothing? This is really nice?
(13:28):
What are you thinking? And how I was thinking the
same thing. I want to head back down? Can we
stay here a little longer? Sure?
Speaker 5 (13:52):
M M.
Speaker 9 (14:37):
The Nighttime was written and directed by me James Kim
Jacko code played Zach Joseph Martine played Rusty and Paul
Wong played Future Zach. The editor and producer is Cameron Kel.
On set sound mixer is Daniel Martinez. Sound designer and
head of post production is Diego Perez. Creator and showrunner
is me James Kim. On set photographer is Julian Park.
(15:00):
Score by Robert Garova and ryle Baum, and the documentary
interludes are by Shanisha Martin. Thank you to our sponsors
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