Reasons We Serve: Police Careers & Officer Experience

Reasons We Serve: Police Careers & Officer Experience

Police officer stories and law enforcement interviews revealing why people choose careers in policing. Do you ever wonder why people go into law enforcement? Does being in law enforcement change your views of the public over time, and how does being an officer affect your family? This podcast explores these questions and discusses different careers and the functions of various law enforcement agencies, including local, state, and federal agencies. The episodes include interviews with retired and active-duty law enforcement officers. Welcome to Reasons We Serve—your source for the most honest, unfiltered Law Enforcement Interviews and Military Stories on YouTube. We sit down with Police Officers, Corrections Deputies, Homicide Detectives, Military Veterans, and DEA Agents to share the true costs and triumphs of their careers. The episodes include interviews with retired and active-duty law enforcement officers. Dive into real True Crime Interviews that explore everything from Prison Life and Inmate Stories to solving Cold Cases and surviving Undercover Cop operations. Whether we're covering the dangers of Rikers Island, the challenges of First Responder Mental Health, or Military Missions in Vietnam, we bring you the raw experiences of those who serve.

Episodes

October 25, 2026 • 98 mins
An Al-Qaeda–trained operative was building bombs in Denver to hit New York City on the 9/11 anniversary. Retired FBI Agent Eric Jergenson sat across from him for 20+ hours.

In this episode of Reasons We Serve, retired FBI Special Agent and Supervisory Special Agent Eric Jergenson takes us inside the 2009 Najibullah Zazi investigation, one of the most serious terror plots on U.S. soil since 9/11. A coded email ("the mar...
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At 23, Craig Tickelpenny worked his first night shift completely alone, with no gun, no body armor, and no one to call for backup. That was how policing worked in New Zealand.

In Episode 185 of Reasons We Serve, retired New Zealand Police Senior Sergeant Craig Tickelpenny takes us inside a country with a single national police force: no FBI, no DEA, no CIA, just one agency that handles it all. Craig joined in 1992, when offi...
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    A DA charged a man with murder based on a video, and that same video got him acquitted. Retired cop, use-of-force expert, and professional rock drummer Jamie Borden explains what police videos don't show.
     
    Jamie Borden retired from the Henderson Police Department outside Las Vegas in 2018 after a career in patrol, undercover narcotics, and training. At his chief's request, he built the department's use-of-force training...
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    In 2001, DEA Special Agent Niles Gooding arrested Willie Merry for selling ecstasy at raves. Twenty-five years later, one phone call from Willie saved a police officer's life.
     
    Willie grew up in an abusive home with a father he believes was a dirty cop. By 22, he was making $30,000–$40,000 a night selling ecstasy in Idaho's rave scene. Then one morning, a month after his son was born, an orange F-250 pulled up out...
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    How much can someone find out about you online? More than you think. Former CIA and Defense Intelligence Agency analyst Kirby Plessas explains open source intelligence (OSINT), the methods intelligence agencies, federal agents, and investigators use to track people, money, and secrets using only public information.
     
    Kirby started as an Army Arabic linguist and SIGINT analyst. She was sent to the NSA right after 9/11, th...
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    They thought they were recruiting a vulnerable woman. They were talking to Detective Heidi Chance.

    The retired Phoenix detective takes us inside her undercover work investigating sex trafficking—and shares what those encounters taught her about manipulation, control, and the warning signs families can miss. Heidi discusses online grooming, sextortion targeting boys, and why a parent’s reaction can determine whet...
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    Navy Commander who lost his best friend at 17 spent 20 years in the fleet, then walked into the DEA at age 42 as a diversion investigator. Brian Rucker helped take down the first internet pharmacy case under the Ryan Haight Act, shut down early OxyContin pill mills in Philadelphia, and watched the opioid crisis migrate from Florida into Georgia.

    In this raw interview, he breaks down what diversion investigators actually do, ...
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    He went from a full-ride offensive tackle at Oregon State to the Korean DMZ… then became a U.S. Secret Service special agent who protected presidents and hunted criminals. Jim Davidson never planned on law enforcement. One phone call from a concert promoter led him to the sheriff’s office, then IRS Inspection, and finally the Secret Service after a clerk wrongly told him he needed an accounting degree. In this episode ...
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    She was one of the first women in the Secret Service — and a single $100 bill from a pizza place in Brea led her to a Colombian cartel operating underground in caves.

    Mary Davidson walked into Secret Service headquarters as a 22-year-old clerk the day before her birthday in 1980. She became an agent in 1981, one of the earliest women on the job, and spent two decades balancing criminal investigations and protective det...
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    A 31-year San Francisco law enforcement veteran who grew up with a pot-smoking, drug-dealing hippie mom reveals how childhood trauma drove him into policing, gave him rare empathy for the homeless and addicted… and ultimately fueled a secret opioid addiction that ended in a pharmacy robbery, jail, and near-suicide.

    Davin Cole went from K9 handler to citywide homeless outreach leader, earned medals of valor, and still...
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    He started as a 23-year-old All-American powerlifter and ended as a DHS OIG Special Agent in Charge who investigated Border Patrol shootings, Secret Service scandals, and the largest fentanyl seizure in U.S. history.
     
    In this raw Reasons We Serve interview, retired federal agent Paul Leonard reveals what really happens inside the Office of Inspector General — the agency with first right of refusal on criminal misc...
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    What happens when a SWAT cop dies at home reading a book — and comes back after 16 minutes and 48 seconds?
     
    Deputy Sheriff Brandon Griffith shares his incredible story of sudden cardiac arrest, a powerful near-death experience, fighting his department to return to the streets, and founding Griffith Blue Heart to train law enforcement in life-saving medical skills.
     
    From the moment his heart stopped to ...
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    Police Chief Matthew Thomas shares his unfiltered 33-year journey—from a 20-year-old jail deputy who didn't expect to survive, to undercover cartel hunter, SWAT commander, undersheriff, and now Chief of Police in Florence, Arizona.

    He opens up about brutal fatalities, fighting cartels as well-armed as police, the hidden trauma that nearly broke him, and the leadership lessons that saved his life and career. This is the...
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    Sheriff Mark Lamb pulls no punches on the border crisis, fentanyl killing tens of thousands of Americans, human trafficking, and why local sheriffs are the last line of defense against government overreach. In this powerful interview, the retired Pinal County Sheriff breaks down how cartels became more powerful than ever, the real war on American families, leadership lessons from the front lines, and why he continues fighting for t...
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    A 30-year law enforcement veteran shares the one piece of advice he gave a young academy classmate that stuck for an entire career: Don’t hang out with the people you work with.

    In this powerful episode of Reasons We Serve, Jim Molesa (former Mesa PD, longtime DEA agent, and Navajo County Chief Deputy) opens up about mental health in public safety, the child abuse cases that burned him out, massive drug seizures, work...
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    Deputy Yates Rodney thought it was a routine traffic stop—until the suspects opened fire with an AK-47 and pistol, leaving him paralyzed from the chest down. In this powerful episode of Reasons We Serve, Yates, his wife Tori, parents, and brother share the raw, emotional story of survival, love, and unbreakable family strength.

    Hear the terrifying moment Yates called his wife to say goodbye, the chaos at the hospital, ...
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    What does it really take for a smaller female officer to thrive in law enforcement? In this powerful episode of Reasons We Serve, Patrol Sergeant Christina Gurrola shares her raw journey — from childhood dreams of wearing the badge, battling self-doubt about being a "quota hire," to becoming a respected leader, canine handler, and co-founder of Lady Cop Combatives.

    Christina opens up about why female officers need more...
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    In this powerful interview, retired Temporary Chief Superintendent Kul Mahay shares his remarkable journey through UK policing — from 16-year-old cadet to senior commander.

    Kul opens up about the brutal reality of the job: the 2024 Manchester Airport attack, leading riots and public order operations, homicide investigations, disaster victim identification after tragic motorway crashes, and the hidden mental toll on off...
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    He stared down the barrel of a gun, got shot point-blank in the forehead, and still made the split-second decision not to fire to protect his partners. This is the unfiltered story of Nick McCarthy, retired Daly City K9 handler.

    From running with the wrong crowd to becoming a top-performing proactive street cop and canine handler, Nick opens up about the realities of modern policing, intense officer-involved incidents, the m...
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    Former Visalia PD gang detective and SWAT operator Adam Collins shares his unfiltered journey from Division 1 water polo athlete to California cop. In this powerful episode, Adam details his path through the academy, becoming an FTO and SWAT member, intense gang unit work, multiple officer-involved shootings — including the harrowing day he was shot 3 times at close range in a dark closet during a suspect takedown.

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