Mama We Made It! Pt.1

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hi, everybody, Thursday. Look at us me and you just
been holding it down all week, sons our guy Andy
Andy Andy. You know what, let's sing it from the rooftops.
And he hates. Tell everybody how how much Andy hates
when you call him Andy.

Speaker 2 (00:20):
Oh it's like ten like when I didn't realize how
bad it was until after the fact when he told
me that it drove him crazy because his real name
is Drew. I guess technically, isn't his real name Andrew
or is it just I think it's Drew. That's why
I called him Andy because I assumed this full name
was Andrew.

Speaker 1 (00:37):
Like saying his last name. But I don't know if
he wants us to do all that you said.

Speaker 3 (00:43):
But he said it on the air right, Yes he has.
He said his entire Andy Kagwaffie, Yeah, Drew, Drew Gwaffi, Yeah,
Drew or Andy kugwaffieh.

Speaker 1 (00:54):
I actually really thought his government was Andrew Coagwaffie. Hey,
we have a friend we could call right now. He'll
be as messy as we can. You imagine we could
do an interview with the mother of his ch He
would come in here trying to fist fight.

Speaker 2 (01:10):
It's uh, it's funny. He called me again about some cigars.
But then I got prompted to go on to his
Instagram and following is like, yesterday we're ATVing and I've.

Speaker 1 (01:19):
Done in Republic journey.

Speaker 2 (01:21):
Yeah, he's going out and about and these ATVs there,
and this is like if you go to any other
like country, specifically in like the third world, there are
no rules to the ATVs. You are legit going down highways.

Speaker 1 (01:33):
You remember what happened to me. I know you're in
an accident. Yeah, I lost my two front teeth. Yeah,
and I don't even want to talk about.

Speaker 2 (01:40):
And I'm pretty sure they didn't like train you on
these machines. They're like push that button, go that way.

Speaker 1 (01:45):
Hilarious that you say that. It was my brother and
I by ourselves on these dunes. Yes, and then I
just swallowed the handlebar in my into my mouth.

Speaker 2 (01:53):
And ATV's here like you have to pass, not even
pass anything, but like they train you on them. There's
all these warnings speed let that's there, no go down
the highway. So I saw him do like doing that.
It looks like a lot of fun. I mean, I've
done it before, but.

Speaker 1 (02:06):
Yeah, was he with the boys?

Speaker 2 (02:07):
He was, Yes.

Speaker 1 (02:09):
Yeah. The last thing you told Andy before he left
was don't go off property. Andy. Andy lives to the
beat of his own drum. He does not listen to anybody.

Speaker 2 (02:20):
I don't think I've seen a video or a picture
of him actually in the hotel, because all he's doing
is don't know what he's saying.

Speaker 1 (02:26):
He has not stayed there, so but.

Speaker 2 (02:28):
It looks like he's having fun. And I think for him,
this is a good little break. Yeah, and I just
love the fact that he's calling me about cigars he's getting.
He's bringing me back pure Cubans, and I'm so happy.

Speaker 1 (02:37):
We should next week, you guys, when he's back and
he answers the phones, you should when he says jamming,
you guys should say good morning Andy.

Speaker 2 (02:47):
Let's really get him on the first call.

Speaker 1 (02:52):
Yea, Yeah, y'all think you're funny. This is what we're
doing now, all right, all right? So yeah, no, his
name is his name is Drew, so he says, but
we could get to the bottom of that.

Speaker 2 (03:06):
Yeah, he'll give us an answer about something right, like
he always does.

Speaker 1 (03:10):
But we confirm, we know, we know, we got people. Yeah,
we got people. She probably likes us better.

Speaker 2 (03:16):
Than him, I know, especially do you know that I
feel like he's mentioned this too. They don't follow each
other on social too. Yeah, but she follows us.

Speaker 1 (03:22):
She's our friend.

Speaker 2 (03:23):
Yes, we aren't blocked jelly Bean. Anyways, what's up last night?
My wife and I. So we're going on vacation. We
did not allowed to say this in a couple of weeks.
That's just right in the future, the planning for a
European vacation with kids. Logistically it's a nightmare. But we're

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at the end of it. And now the tour company,
we're doing a private tour of the Louver and this
is where the Mona Lisa is and all this stuff.
They're trying to get us for an extra six hundred bucks.
They're hitting us up at the end. Yeah, because if
you don't fill up these certain tours, then they make
you like change times and and or do like a
private one. So they're trying to hit us for an

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extra six hundred.

Speaker 1 (04:05):
Dollars hundred dollars for.

Speaker 2 (04:08):
A tour and to change our time, and the tour
is already about like five something. Yeah, these tour companies
are crazy, like go they just want to fill people up.

Speaker 1 (04:16):
I'm shocked that you're going to see it again because
one of the most depressing things you've ever told me
about traveling to Europe, which by the way, I can't
wait to do. I'm Croatian, I'm dying to get to
the Motherland, is that the Mona Lisa is extremely underwhelming
when you're in front of her.

Speaker 2 (04:32):
I've seen the Sistine Chapel, I've seen the statue with David.
I've seen all these things that literally almost floored me
with emotion. And I'm not I I believe beauty. I'm like,
oh my god, that painting is a waste of time.
It is an absolute waste of time.

Speaker 1 (04:48):
But you must go, like everybody must see it.

Speaker 2 (04:51):
Correct, That's why because my kids want to, but I'm
telling them, like, you're gonna think it's gonna be like,
oh my god, it is.

Speaker 1 (04:57):
It's so small, and it's like she's better on it shirt.

Speaker 2 (05:00):
It absolutely is. And then it's behind all this glass
now because stupid people want to take themselves the walls
and do things like that. So yeah, it's not worth it.
But we are taking a private toward the entire museum,
So that part of I'm excited for. But that one
specific painting is the biggest waste of time in the
Continent episode.

Speaker 1 (05:15):
And you're going back to.

Speaker 2 (05:16):
See yeah, but yeah, the logistic behind it, we're excited
to go with everybody where you're going. We're going to
Paris first for three or four days, and then we're
going to two places in Ireland. We're going to Galway
and we're going to Dublin.

Speaker 1 (05:28):
Oh yeah, he's gonna pick up a Christmas present for
me to the fireman.

Speaker 2 (05:32):
Yeah, Like what do you want me to get? A
Guinness shirt or like a Irish flag, Like.

Speaker 1 (05:38):
I don't know, I mean, I don't know, something better
than that. Just see what they got. All right, you're
not be going in and out of stores.

Speaker 2 (05:44):
We are like it went. And here's the thing. Once
you go over there, like it's easy to fly back
and forth, but the real key to the entire thing
is taking trains everywhere because you get to take the
back country. You get to experience in a way that
you don't ever get like get to see and it's amazing.

Speaker 1 (05:57):
So well, that's great. There's no mon Lisa in Marshfield.
Well where I'll be for that? For that mystery vacation
that we have upcoming, but that's where I'll be hanging out.
It's but the Marshfield Fair is coming.

Speaker 2 (06:11):
Which again, by the way, it didn't like the biggest
fair in like this. No, it's like to Field is big.
But Marshall that I hear is also so massive.

Speaker 1 (06:19):
Like there's street signs that they put up now like
it's it traffic swells, it's a it's a huge deal.
I mean, I'm going on Saturday, mm hmm. I'll go
probably three times, which is nuts. Like I'm a carneye
now because yeah, I will go three times because they
do different days half priced things for residents and then

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they also have a kid's night where the rides are
half the price. This is my life now, Yeah, this
is who I am.

Speaker 2 (06:49):
But what's parking? Like I assume it's a nightmare.

Speaker 1 (06:51):
It's not great, but you figure it out and you know,
people people open up their lawns for you to park
on and stuff. But I I want to lead up
to and I'm not really sure how to transition into this.
At six thirty, I have an email to read all
I feel like we've made it.

Speaker 2 (07:08):
I feel like we have to.

Speaker 1 (07:10):
This is so massive aj doesn't even know that this happened,
so she's gonna be surprised. I've upset a lot of communities,
just like being you know, I say things, I upset people.
I remember once genuinely upsetting, like the Subaru community. This
community that we've poked.

Speaker 2 (07:30):
Now I think it's the biggest.

Speaker 1 (07:33):
I think that we're celebrities now.

Speaker 2 (07:35):
Absolutely, you get an.

Speaker 1 (07:36):
Email from these people, I think you are officially deemed
a celebrity. I'll read it at six thirty, mom, but
we might, especially.

Speaker 2 (07:43):
In the Jamie Boy Show with j Foreign and.

Speaker 1 (07:46):
Santi when you need to know, we got you three
things you need to know on buston number one for
hip hop and the best throwbags. She haven't any more
vive Thursday, August fourteenth. And let's be honest, when swimming
down the Cape, your number one fear most likely includes jaw.

(08:08):
You're worried about a shark. Now we gotta add vibryo
bacteria to the list.

Speaker 2 (08:16):
Really, what's going on now down the Cape?

Speaker 1 (08:18):
Foulmouth, not Lynn, not Revere, King's Beach, Honey Foulmouth, Old
Silver Beach. And they issued a warning yesterday for the
presence of a rare and potentially dangerous bacteria for a

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swimmer that had contracted it. It's an uncommon infection that's
just living on the cape. By the way, you can eat.
You don't always get it from swimming. You can get
it from like eating shellfish that has it inside of it.
It's disgusting. It got in this old lady's wound that
she had that was open. Again, extremely uncommon, but can

(09:00):
happen now. I got to add this to the list.
They said. Generally most infections from ribeobacteria result from people
consuming the shellfish that's containing the bacteria, but can also
happen from just swimming around.

Speaker 2 (09:13):
Blaming her, but she was in the water with an
open wound. I put a bandit on that.

Speaker 1 (09:17):
Fine, I understand, but like, what what open wound are
we talking about? I mean, she could have had just
a little like like you don't know.

Speaker 2 (09:24):
But they're not saying They're not saying it was a cut.
They're saying an open wound. So that's me. There was
like a gash and she like, let me go take
a swim.

Speaker 1 (09:31):
You're right, I do right picture.

Speaker 3 (09:34):
They can talk like, yeah, they had a mouth. What
the other part is this is bad for the cape.

Speaker 2 (09:38):
The cape is notoriously like always go with the beaches,
just like you said, the only thing you concerned about
the sharks now it's bacteria.

Speaker 1 (09:44):
I'm not in Foulmouth worried about Vibrio bacteria, which I'm
probably pronouncing wrong. I'm worried about jaws, and I'm worried
about a shark catch in me.

Speaker 2 (09:54):
And Foundmouth is really nice to have the road race there.
It's not hyenas.

Speaker 1 (09:58):
They're really for me to not even dip the toes
in at this point. I got it because I might
not have even wanted to go out past my knee
caps my belly button at this point. With the sharks,
because every day I open up my phone, there's another
shark down there, chilling. They love the cape. They genuinely
enjoy the cape.

Speaker 2 (10:15):
The sharks.

Speaker 1 (10:16):
I don't. People don't. I'm not saying that your chances
of getting attacked by one or high, because we've played
this game before. It's actually extremely low. Santi fights me
on this, but it's very very low possiblityes you're getting
get attacked by a shark, but they they're out there
and they're they're coming in the shallow waters. Now, how
many times, can I say water? I know how people
much people hate that.

Speaker 2 (10:35):
I mean, at the end of the day, we get
to assume that the shark can sensus in the water,
they consense where the bacteria is, and maybe that'll deter
them coming up. Yeah, maybe, Like no, the bacs.

Speaker 1 (10:43):
Are right, we don't see them. We don't see them
in the beaches you mentioned.

Speaker 2 (10:46):
But that being said about being attacked by a shark,
like I did you to test it?

Speaker 1 (10:49):
Go ahead, Dare I say maybe a little shark bite
rather than Vibrio bacteria crawling in an open wound.

Speaker 2 (10:57):
I don't know, because shark bites and shark's teeth really dirty,
and they also had back terry that could cause you
to like really lose your leg says me.

Speaker 1 (11:05):
Just like I said, test it to be honest, like
wrap the summer up now, because you getting death by shark,
death by bacteria.

Speaker 2 (11:14):
I'm good. I'm good, all right, you know.

Speaker 1 (11:17):
I just had to get through that to get to this.
The New Heights podcast dropping at seven pm last night,
I saw a ton of people being like, once it
hits seven, I am done for the day. You're not
gonna find me anywhere. But in front of a TV
screen so I can watch it now. You could have
listened to the two hour podcast, but I also love
the nuances of being able to see it and watch

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them the hand placement, touching each other the whole time.
If you don't know who I'm talking about, Travis kelce
and his brother Jason pretty much interviewed Taylor Swift, I
would say. And I saw some people comparing it. They
were calling Jason kelse the Barbara Walters of our time.
He asked ninety eight percent of the questions. Travis Kelcey
was basically just their gold golden retriever and looking at

(12:01):
her and saying how beautiful she is and how smart
she is, and she uses big words and he just
loves her and she makes him a better man, and
everything you could have wanted out of a sit down
interview with the two of them.

Speaker 2 (12:11):
But what he can ask, he already knows all the
answers pretty much, you assume right.

Speaker 1 (12:15):
Asked nothing that I can. And again, I have about
like fifteen minutes left. I watched the entire thing again.
I had to see it because I mean, it's it's
hand on thigh, it's they're nestled in their day to
day now son, you'll love she said. She sews and
she makes sour dough bread. She loves to cook. She
loves to bake. He said, thank god he does a

(12:36):
lot of cardio now, or else he would have gained
a lot of weight because of her. But she sews
purses for the little ones for Jason Kelsey's kids, so
she sews blankets for them.

Speaker 2 (12:46):
Ety Taylor is sewing for those kids.

Speaker 1 (12:48):
Makes sour dough bread, all different types of flavor. We're
talking cinnamon raisin, We're talking funfetti sour dough. We're talking
lemon sour dough, any type of sour dough you can imagine.
She even at one point was like, yeah, I just
go on the internet and I read these blogs. And
I thought it before Travis said it. He goes, you
know how many people that have sour dough blogs that
are like, oh my god, huh, Taylor Swift might be

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actually reading my blog.

Speaker 2 (13:11):
For somebody who's so famous. She clearly is trying to
be like a normal person, dude.

Speaker 1 (13:16):
She was saying, how much so she avoids the Internet.
She's like, I don't go on there, she said, Travis
will show me videos of like otters on Instagram like
the animal. But other than that, she really doesn't. She
will say her own name will be in a headline
of an article and she's like, it's not my business.
I don't even bother myself with it because she's like
I would go crazy.

Speaker 2 (13:36):
Because it's good. It's a constant thing and like you
really can't police like all the lies that are out
there too, dare.

Speaker 1 (13:42):
I say, sitting next to him, and you know it's
his influence because like, I love, I love the relationship
between the two brothers, but he is very just. He's
a chill athlete, down to earth guy, and I really
think it's like bled into their relationship because she seemed
very just civilian.

Speaker 2 (14:01):
And to that point, I think this is why this
is working, just because he's an athlete.

Speaker 1 (14:04):
I never at one point was like, Wow, we're having
a little chit chat here with the most famous person,
not just woman, person in the world. Obviously, the big moments,
the big reveal. Taylor Swift's twelfth studio album, Life of
a show Girl, is on its way. October third is
the date, and the thing has twelve songs.

Speaker 4 (14:24):
I wanted to do an album that was so focused
on quality and on the theme and everything fitting together
like a perfect puzzle. That these twelve songs for my
twelfth album. It just I feel like we achieved that.

Speaker 1 (14:39):
You might be thinking to yourself, twelve songs? Are we
going to see anybody on the album? One feature?

Speaker 4 (14:45):
Can you do a Drummall?

Speaker 5 (14:47):
Last track track twelve, the title track, The Life of
a show Girl featuring Sabrina Carpenter.

Speaker 1 (15:00):
I mean the people, the people had a feeling, the
Swifties had a feeling. It was coming a tailor and
Sabrina Carpenter song is on the way. You just know
it's gonna be a banger.

Speaker 2 (15:10):
Just when I thought she couldn't get bigger than she was,
she might actually be bigger than this next year, because
I assume this album is going to be more pop
based in the one before. The one before was kind
of depressing. I'm like, I'm like, this is enough for
the poetry, like give me a banger show.

Speaker 1 (15:22):
She wrote it while she was on tour. Yeah, so
she would be like in Sweden and she would run
off to a studio and it's all about It's called
the title because that was her life, The life of
a showgirl. She's on the road. She's living that life.
We also got a little bit of breadcrumbs about their relationship,
but I thought this quote was so cute. She basically said,

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like their relationship is what she's been singing about for years.

Speaker 4 (15:47):
This kind of felt more like I was in an
eighties John Hughes movie and he was just like standing
outside of my window with a boombox, just being like, I.

Speaker 1 (15:55):
Want to date you. Yeah, do you want to to
day with me? I made your friendship prices. Do you
want to day?

Speaker 2 (16:00):
Just come outside and meet me? Just meet me?

Speaker 4 (16:02):
What I was like, and this guy isn't crazy, which
is a big if. This is sort of what I've
been writing songs about wanting to happen to me since
I was, yeah, a.

Speaker 6 (16:14):
Teenager, And I was sitting there at the Airs tour
listening to every single one of those songs like she
I know she wants me to do.

Speaker 1 (16:21):
I'll have to get the clip for you guys. But
he basically said he saw her at the Aras tour
and was like, I must know this woman. That is
how entertained and amazing he thought the show was. He
was like, beyond anything, I must meet the woman that
can do that that can put on a performance like that,
I must meet her. Obviously she was at Arrowhead. He's

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Travis Kelsey, He's like, I have pull. He went to
go to the elevator where you go down to basically
go to the meet and greet, and the person at
the elevator was not someone that works at Arrowhead. It
was you know, Taylor's people, and they were like, who
are you? Goodbye, and she was like, honey, it doesn't
work like that, like this is this is you're you're
on my stage now, and you don't you don't just

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like show up like you have to hear people call
my people and we figured this out, like but it
worked out. She said a million people vouched for him.
And obviously she was showing the clip of him on
this podcast basically saying like I want her to give
her a friendship bracelet that said will you date me?
I was trying to take her out, remember that very
very viral clip. She got wind of it, and here

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we are, they said on their first date, which is
you know, typically hear from people easiest conversation they've ever
had in their lives, and they felt that they had
known each other for for forever.

Speaker 2 (17:33):
Love is luck.

Speaker 1 (17:34):
People.

Speaker 2 (17:35):
It's one thing to think the girl's attractive and have
this feeling like you need to meet them, but to
like now take that and make a move and ask
her out, that's a huge thing, especially again going back
to it, the most famous person in the entire universe,
but you could just have ask her out.

Speaker 1 (17:49):
That's the way he carries himself like he wasn't scared
at all. He has such a swag about yes Ara,
he never stopped smiling for the two hour podcast and
just at heart giggling at the big words that she
uses and I love you You're so smart.

Speaker 2 (18:06):
Dare I say that he is the reason why she
keeps banging out these albums and possibly going on tour
again because I know she sees him as an endgame
and kids coming down like the road like that, So
why not get everything in right like at this point,
because at some point you get to take a break,
I know.

Speaker 1 (18:20):
And then that also makes me question what kind of
songs we're gonna be getting, because like she writes some
of her best music when she's going through like a
heartbreak or like a yearning for something. But she has
what she wants right now, So let's let's see what
we get. October the third upbeat can't wait. I actually can't.
I don't listen to her music that much. But I
will this one. I will this one. I will. We

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also got a little trilly yesterday. Exciting. Honey West is
gonna have a doc coming out, so it will be
in theaters September nineteenth, or about a month away. The
doc is called in Whose Name, and the producer of
this film, Nick Bolestros, has been filming YEA since he

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was eighteen. That's what's intriguing me the most. Oh my god,
I mean since he was eighteen. We're gonna see ya
talking about his personal struggles, including his mental health issues,
the end of his marriage to Kim. Here's a clip, I'm.

Speaker 2 (19:15):
Off my maage for five months down.

Speaker 1 (19:18):
Your personality is not like this a few years ago.
It's a calling by the universe.

Speaker 2 (19:23):
You never kill me. I'm gonna wake up one day
and have nothing.

Speaker 1 (19:26):
We can talk about that later, but.

Speaker 2 (19:28):
It ain't no. But when I went to the hospital
and one of the ideas.

Speaker 7 (19:31):
Was to do with church, yeah, I've just been embarrassed
or ashamed.

Speaker 2 (19:35):
The cry man when we're.

Speaker 3 (19:36):
At the prisons professing how Jesus can set you free.

Speaker 1 (19:40):
It's true.

Speaker 7 (19:41):
Thank you, Jesus decided to run.

Speaker 3 (19:45):
I'd rather be dead than did do on mendication.

Speaker 2 (19:50):
Either they destroy me or I destroy it.

Speaker 1 (19:53):
He's on side and dream. They're killing our ability to
think outside of the boss.

Speaker 2 (19:59):
And I'm going to take a ask.

Speaker 1 (20:00):
I want.

Speaker 2 (20:03):
It's worst. The best thing about being an artist in
bipolar anything you do and say it's an art piece.
I mean, there's a line. I saw the trailer. It
looks really good because I think you get a peek
into his genius. But then you can start to see
where the turn happens. And I'm so curious to see
if you can pick up like other Well.

Speaker 1 (20:24):
Don't they always say that the real geniuses of the
world are mad?

Speaker 2 (20:28):
Yeah, there's all gone fine line.

Speaker 1 (20:29):
Yeah, approximately one thousand screens you can catch it on.
Major theaters are going to carry it, AMC, Regal, Cinema,
just name a few. September nineteenth is its release date.

Speaker 2 (20:40):
I will be watching, but you know, to the theater though.

Speaker 1 (20:44):
I don't know the always I'm not going to the
theater unless they're selling merch.

Speaker 2 (20:48):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (20:50):
No, I'll wait till I can watch it on my couch.

Speaker 2 (20:52):
Yeah, like bipolar people out there and being like, listen,
I'm not dressing up in the KKK. That's crazy. I
have to do that. I'm not.

Speaker 1 (20:58):
That's day August fourteenth, Chris Brown hanging out at Fenway Park.
That show is right around the corner. We will play
Know the show at seven twenty and uh, if you win,
not only will you win tickets in, but you might
win our grand prize, which is to be upgraded to
seats on the field plus a potential meet and greet
we're working on. It's gonna happen at seven twenty eight twenty.

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Good Morning, Dashy and the.

Speaker 2 (21:20):
Jam In Morning Show with DJ fourn It's saw at Morning.

Speaker 1 (21:24):
Bustin's number one for hip hop jam in ninety four
or five. Hi everybody, good morning. I dare I say
that you know a celebrity has made it when they
upset this or this particular organization. Yeah, when this email

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came in to me, and I've upset a lot of
people in my time, like a lot and just by
my existence, like just for nothingness. I once made a
comment about Subaru's I that was never ending with the
Subaru Commune unity. It just it's a laundry list. You know,
we say things on here all the time and people

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get upset. Yesterday, in Three Things You Need to Know,
I talked about Trina performing at SeaWorld, and I was like, man,
after I saw that Doc Blackfish, I was not going
back to SeaWorld, Like, nah, I'm good Santi said, they
don't let the fish swim straight there.

Speaker 2 (22:22):
They don't. Yeah, I'm not going.

Speaker 1 (22:27):
That's what we said. Pop. On the other hand, Pup's
going to SeaWorld. Pup went just recently, like within the
last three sixty five. He's feeding the trapped fish in there.

Speaker 2 (22:37):
Sure if you look on his socials, his video.

Speaker 1 (22:40):
Yeah. And also with that being said, I went to
Clark's Bears. I don't know what's going on. Those bears
were eating ice cream cones and sticks of slabs of butter.
They seemed to fine to me. But I've gone to
an aquarium or two, and I could guarantee if I
interviewed one of those penguins, they'd say I'd rather be
an Antarctica. So listen, everybody has their thing. But I
saw in my email. When we get emails from outside

(23:03):
sources to our work email, it comes up external It
said external thank you from PETA. WHOA Petera sent myself
and Santi an email PETA.

Speaker 2 (23:18):
Dare I say, this is the biggest, most like organized
organization that's out there that comes from people.

Speaker 1 (23:24):
And let me also add in it was from a
woman named Nicole, who's the senior media officer at PETA.

Speaker 2 (23:34):
I mean the high su you can get.

Speaker 1 (23:35):
Pretty much, senior media officer. Now, what I'm assuming, what
I would surmise is that somebody who knows her reached
out and was, like, they spoke about SeaWorld on their
show yesterday. Here's the audio, and that's how she got
one of this. Unless Nicole is local, I don't know.

Speaker 2 (23:53):
She might be, but that's an important job. And again
they're not just coming from randos. They're coming from people
who I think can make an impact. So I think
that says a lot about us. So thank you?

Speaker 1 (24:01):
Yeah? Are you ready? Is everybody ready? This is the
email that came in hot for Santi and I. I
think she should have see seed pop in this pup
was feeding the animals at SeaWorld, Nicole, So you know,
just puff didn't care the gold smile on his face.
Want a fish? Hi? Ashley and Santi and thanks for

(24:22):
your kind words and your comments about SeaWorld. You're right
to steer clear of that park. SeaWorld deprives marine mammals
everything that's natural and important to them, and, as Peter
politely shared with Trina, more than five hundred dolphins and
whales have died at SeaWorld, many prematurely, and the park
replaces them through its breeding program, in which animals are

(24:43):
sexually abused and sometimes drugged so that they cannot fight back.
A copy of Peter's Pete's letter to Trina is below
my signature for you to take out. Did you hear that, pup?
Most people who visit animal attractions have good intentions and
simply aren't aware of how harmful these businesses are. For example,
while dolphins in nature maintain dynamic relationships with large social networks,

(25:06):
travel to sixty miles per day and dive to the
depths of three thousand feet, those in extreme captivity spend
their lives in concrete tanks or tiny pools, and many
used in Swim with Dolphins programs have been torn away
from their families and their ocean homes. Similarly, bears in
nature spend eighteen hours a day climbing, digging, building nests,

(25:30):
and roaming across home ranges that span hundreds of acres.
But at operations like Clark's trading posts, they're confined and
forced to perform tricks that are confusing and even frightening,
such as balancing on barrels and riding.

Speaker 2 (25:45):
Those scooters in shooting hoops. I'm sor right, it was
so cool.

Speaker 1 (25:53):
But once we know more, we can make kinder choices,
and there are so many fun, family friendly activity to
choose from that don't involve exploiting these animals. So if
we can ever serve as a resource for you, please
don't hesitate to contact us. We'd be happy to hear
from you anytime. Kind regards, Nicole, senior media officer at

(26:15):
Pete And my favorite part, there's a ps and this
one was directly to my guy Santia to clear up
a misconception. You mentioned we at Peter stick to splashing
paint on ourselves in color colorful protests with a smile.

Speaker 2 (26:32):
Okay, Nicole, I don't know if that is true because
I've seen many celebrities get splash of paint and or
get like dusted because of Pete. Now I don't know
if it's directly like from your organization. Maybe it's somebody else. Okay,
but fine. Here's another part about this. I don't know
if it was on my radar to go to sea World,
but I will say now after hearing that, because like

(26:53):
some of that stuff is in depth, I didn't know.
If that happens, I will think twice. I'm not saying
I'm not gonna go, but I will definitely think twice
about it.

Speaker 1 (26:59):
It was ever on my list, like, it doesn't even
breach my top five parks in Orlando. But one thing
I know about you is if you had gone to
SeaWorld and you loved it, nothing in that email was
going to deter you going back.

Speaker 2 (27:11):
I would have gone back a thousand times and fed
the fish and with the dog.

Speaker 1 (27:17):
You just it's not on your radar, so you're not going.
But but unfortunately, Nicole, she wasn't pushing you to not
go to sea World. I have no desire. I'm not
going to sea World. She threw in the Clark's Trading
Post thing to to jab me, and I get it,
and that is I understand. But they looked happy eating
those ice cream cones and butter I'm just saying they
really yeah, And I forgot that they were balancing on

(27:41):
the scooters and that was so impressive to me.

Speaker 2 (27:44):
I'm gonna be like, hey, can you guys let me
out of here because this is miserable.

Speaker 1 (27:49):
She forgot to mention that they were sitting on benches
there as well. Listen, I will say this, I buy
faux fur. Andy is not here, but if he was,
he would remind everybody of one thing. Do you know
where I'm happy with this?

Speaker 2 (28:07):
I don't think so.

Speaker 1 (28:09):
Only one of us on this show has a Canada.

Speaker 6 (28:11):
Goose Oh Sham ninety four actually ended Jamie Morning Show
with DJ fourn and Santy when.

Speaker 1 (28:17):
You need to Know, No, we got you three things
you need to Know on Boston's number one for hip
hop and the best throwbags. She haven't any more vibe.

Speaker 4 (28:27):
This kind of felt more like I was in an
eighties John Hughes movie and he was just like standing
outside of my window with a boombox, just being like,
I want to date you?

Speaker 7 (28:36):
Yeah, do you want to know?

Speaker 1 (28:37):
To day with me? I made you frenchhiprices? Do you
want to date me?

Speaker 2 (28:39):
Do you go outside and meet me? Just meet me?

Speaker 1 (28:42):
What sound was like if this guy isn't crazy, which
is a big if.

Speaker 4 (28:47):
This is sort of what I've been writing songs about
wanting to happen to me since I was.

Speaker 6 (28:53):
Yeah, a teenager, and I was sitting there at the
Airs tour listening to every single one of those songs.

Speaker 1 (28:58):
Like she I know she wants me to do on Thursday,
August fourteenth, and I'm gonna butcher this, but it just
hearing her talk like that about him reminds me of
her song where she's like, I'm in the bleachers, Chillie,
he's a funky I'm getting it wrong, but you know whatever.
This is them She's literally living out her own diaries

(29:21):
in real.

Speaker 2 (29:22):
Life, and to me, it sounds like she's basically saying
that he's the one.

Speaker 1 (29:27):
Here's something, captain, and and look to these lyrics. For
the love of God, he can't be the cheer of Captain.
Cheer Captain. I don't know, I don't know. I sound
just like her though. I'll start playing some of the
clips while Santi looks that up, something about captain and cheerleader.
Looked up the New Heights podcast drop at seven pm

(29:48):
last night, and the Swifties basically shut the Internet down.
By seven oh one, there were millions and millions and
millions of people watching this son. Once you get that
for me, get get me, you have it?

Speaker 2 (29:58):
Yeah, what is it? She will short skirts, I wear
T shirts. She's chair captain, and I'm on the bleach
chairs dreaming about the day when you wake up and
find that what you were looking for has been here.

Speaker 1 (30:11):
The wholt you see, the who are who understands you've
been here? All so like the game you see? You
belong to me? You belong me yet dyea a moment.
We are Swifties now. But anyways, give me the view

(30:32):
count as of this morning, because at like seven oh
one when this thing dropped, there were millions of Swifties
in there watching the two of them together. Taylor talking
about all of the things, including her twelfth studio album,
Life of a Showgirl, which includes twelve songs.

Speaker 4 (30:48):
I wanted to do an album that was so focused
on quality and on the theme and everything fitting together
like a perfect puzzle. That these twelve songs from my
twelfth album. It just I feel like we achieved that.

Speaker 1 (31:03):
Twelve songs and one feature. Baby, what do we got?
Can you do? A drummer?

Speaker 5 (31:08):
Last track, track twelve, the title track The Life of
a show Girl featuring Sabrina Carpenter.

Speaker 1 (31:20):
It's the title track. It's with Sabrina even I will
take a little listen to that. Where are we adds on?
Number wise?

Speaker 2 (31:27):
Currently we are at eight point six million views?

Speaker 1 (31:30):
Eight point six million views. I saw a video where
the most watched podcast of all the time, of all time,
I believe was Joe Rogan with Donald Trump, And so
they're pacing well.

Speaker 2 (31:42):
Eight point six doesn't sound like a lot, but when
you compare it to the other like pods episodes two,
like this one is a lot.

Speaker 1 (31:48):
This one's crazy numbers, crazy numbers. She cried.

Speaker 2 (31:52):
Oh really she did.

Speaker 1 (31:53):
She cried at one point during the two hour podcast
when discussing getting her masters back.

Speaker 4 (31:59):
I want it because this is my handwritten diary entries
from my whole life. These are the songs I wrote
about every phase of my life. This is my photography,
my music video is most of which I funded. You know,
my artwork, everything that I've ever done is in this catalog.

Speaker 2 (32:18):
She said.

Speaker 1 (32:18):
She sent her brother and her mom because who better
to fight for her in a board meeting with like
Shamrock Capital. I believe it was called than them. They
came back and they were like, we left it all
out on the field. We will see. Fast forward a
few months later, she gets a call from her mother,
and her mother's like, we did it today, Like we
got your master's back. She immediately said. She collapsed to

(32:39):
the floor. She starts bawling, crying, and then she says
to herself, traves here, I got to get it together.
I need to go tell him. What do you think
Travis Kelcey was doing when she went to tell him
that she got her master's back, like the arguable biggest.

Speaker 2 (32:51):
Moment of her life playing video games?

Speaker 1 (32:53):
Playing video games. He had the headphones on. He took
them off and he saw her. I was like, what's wrong,
what's going on?

Speaker 2 (33:00):
Guys?

Speaker 1 (33:00):
I gotta go. I can't play anymore on something something fortnight.
Whatever it was, but certainly a moment in time for her. Listen.
You gotta if you have the time, you're gonna listen
to it. You gotta watch it because they are just
I mean, you would have had to unscrew the smile
off this man's face. He didn't ask her a singular question.
Jason Kelsey carried the weight of that interview. But he's

(33:23):
he's a golden Retriever boyfriend. As they say, I mean,
he is so in love with her. She says big
words and he's like a namor and he's smiling. He
keeps saying, I love you. You make me so much better.
It's they I think he really is endgame guy.

Speaker 2 (33:38):
Yeah. And now if we're making prediction to the wedding's
gonna happen after he retires from football, we're assuming this
was his last season on the chief so after that
they are getting married.

Speaker 1 (33:47):
And a fun fact to everybody that I told you
last hour that we learned in this podcast. The first
ever Chiefs game that Taylor Swift went to, she wore
a baseball hat and a mask and walked right in
the front gates right on in. No one noticed. She
was with all of his buddies that are tall. They
kind of blocked her. Walked right in like she was
just a regular peasant civilian.

Speaker 2 (34:06):
Which must have felt really good for her because she's
so used to being hidden like all the time. That's
a lot of work. Just a wht must have been awesome.

Speaker 1 (34:12):
Taylor Swift also said that right now off tour, if
you're wondering what she's doing during the day, stop because
she's sewing and making sour dough bread. Kincuttie sat down
speaking of podcast on the Alex Cooper Call Her Daddy podcast.
I don't see a lot of dudes go on this show,
so I thought that was pretty interesting. But Alex Cooper
asked him about how it felt to testify against Diddy.

Speaker 7 (34:36):
I hated every minute of it, like I did not
want to do it. But then I thought about, you know,
when I was up there, I'm here to support Cassie,
and Cassie is my friend, you know, and I love
her and I want to see her do well. When
I saw her get married, I was so happy for her.

Speaker 2 (34:57):
He said.

Speaker 1 (34:58):
You know, when he saw her have kids, going to
have kids, he was like, that's so awesome. He said
he just always wanted Cassie to thrive, but he knew,
like behind the scenes, at one point in her life
she had lived a legit nightmare. So he said the
only reason he did it was to support her, which
is dope. Remember did he found out that kid cutting
and Cassie went and blew up his car? Key crazy stuff?

Speaker 2 (35:18):
Which is crazy. We forget about these little like things
that did he has done, but like besides the abuse
and all.

Speaker 1 (35:23):
That did, he's bad news. Did He's bad news. We're
waiting though. October is the time. How how speaking of it,
how much will he do? Looking at twenty years max.
Obviously his team we found out yesterday pushing for time
served and for him to be like this rehabilitation counselor
for domestic abusers.

Speaker 2 (35:41):
I don't know, because he's still in He's going to
see at least five right, he's still in there. He's
not out on bail, he's not on anything. He's still
behind bobs, i'd think.

Speaker 1 (35:49):
But it's a first time offense. Yeah, we'll see, all right.
Chris Brown doing God's work, surprising a thirteen year old
fan and her mother with the most the most VIPXP. No,
he didn't hook up with mom. I know that's what
you're thinking, because usually when we talk about his viper
tnging people down or doing whatever they want in a photo.
But a fan by the name of Gabby was chosen

(36:11):
as Chris Brown's biggest fan on TikTok. She was surprised
with a hug from Royalty, who is Chris Brown's daughter,
She was telling Royalty how she wants to become a
sports medicine doctor. She wants to find true love. Long
story short, not only did Chris upgrade her with amazing
seats inside the show, but after the show, they blindfolded

(36:35):
her and her mother. He brought them a brand new
car and gave them ten thousand dollars. Wow, brand new car.
Ten thousand dollars.

Speaker 2 (36:44):
What kind of car? How are we talking here? Because
depending on the car, I'm like, yeah, I'm good.

Speaker 1 (36:49):
Now, I'll get you that answer. But I just read
a brand new car. I've got to step it up.
Her foreign right now, because he'd be saying the same thing. Yeah,
it was Kanda Civic.

Speaker 2 (37:01):
If it's like a Fiat, I'm like, no, I'm good.
You can keep the car. But at the same time,
if you hit the car that much, you can just
sell it and take the cash. Yeah.

Speaker 1 (37:07):
Well, it was cute because Chris was like, I want
you to keep following your dreams, like you know, I'm
trying to help you get there. It was it was Chris. Listen,
Chris goes the extra mile for his fans.

Speaker 2 (37:17):
Back in the day here at the radio station, we
gave away a jag and the person hated the car
so much they sold it within like two days. Ah
did a big promotion car it is. It's a really
nice car. But I guess where they were like, yeah,
we'll go, We'll just take the cash.

Speaker 1 (37:33):
That's so interesting. Well, speaking of Chris growing the extra mile,
that is why we are trying so hard to work
behind the scenes to get you that meat and greet.
But what I can do as a as at least
gets you inside a Fenway Park. Well, you're gonna have
to get yourself in. You're gonna have to work for it.
Six one seven nine three one one nine four five
Collars twenty five were playing know the show you win

(37:53):
you are walking in to see se Breezy at the
Fenway Park. At the Fenway Park that's at Fenway made
it more official. But you're then qualifying for our grand
prize or just upgraded seats on the field and the
potential to meet the man again. I don't know if
it'll happen, that is up to God. I guess we're trying,
but if it does, that would be amazing. Really six

(38:16):
one seven nine twenty five, let's do it. We'll play
no the show next Day and the jam.

Speaker 2 (38:23):
In Morning Show with DJ four and it's Sat Morning.

Speaker 1 (38:26):
Bustin's number one for hip hop jam in ninety four
or five. I love playing no the show because everybody
has a chance. All you have to do is listen
to the podcast from the day prior, you know the show,
and you're going to see Chris Brown Fenway. Kylie is
in south Bridge. She's gonna play with us this morning. Hi, Kylie, Hello,

(38:49):
good morning, Good morning. All right Chris Brown at Fenway.
Everybody wants to go to see the show. You're playing
for tickets in and potentially an upgrade of a lifetime
Oh that'd be amazing. All right, babe, best of luck.
I'm gonna ask you a question. You have five seconds
to answer the question.

Speaker 2 (39:07):
Alrighty.

Speaker 1 (39:08):
I was testing everybody yesterday on the podcast. I literally
asked the question. I said, watch this, Santi, what is
your wife's name? Is it A Joann B. Janee or
C Jacqueline A.

Speaker 2 (39:23):
Joway?

Speaker 1 (39:28):
Or are you listening to the podcast? Did you hear
it live?

Speaker 2 (39:31):
How'd you do it?

Speaker 4 (39:33):
I listened all the time, so I honestly kind of did.

Speaker 1 (39:35):
I kind of knew.

Speaker 6 (39:35):
I just knew listen.

Speaker 1 (39:36):
She just knows. See, she knows I listened.

Speaker 7 (39:38):
All the time to listen every morning.

Speaker 1 (39:40):
But whoa, you're going, Kylie, hang on the line there.
AJ will get all of your info. It's literally that easy.

Speaker 2 (39:46):
It's so easy. Now she gets to see see breezy
bars bars right.

Speaker 1 (39:51):
Wow, good for you man, good for age. We will
do it again at eight twenty. That is your next
shot to go again. If you didn't, you can hustle
over to that podcast and catch up and there the
answer lies. We will do it again at eight twenty.
Good Morning, Day and the.

Speaker 3 (40:09):
Morning Show with DJ four and it's Sad Morning Austin's
number one for hip hop jam in ninety four or five.

Speaker 1 (40:18):
Hi everybody, good morning. Just another reminder that at eight
twenty you will have another shot to know the show
and you'll play for Chris Brown tickets. Exciting news is
we have three giveaways tomorrow. It's because it's Friday Friday.
We added a giveaway just because somebody got the question wrong.
You can always find the answer inside of our podcast

(40:41):
on the free iHeartRadio app search ASHLW add us to
your number one pre set. Add us to your number
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Speaker 2 (40:50):
Sounds like a hint.

Speaker 1 (40:50):
It is a hint. It's like an Easter egg. Call
me Taylor Swift. All right, I got this DM from
a guy. Interesting because I feel like we haven't talked
about this my answer to this in a while. But

(41:11):
he said, morning, Ashley, I have a question, and if
you do talk about this on the radio, can you
please keep me anonymous. My wife is pregnant. We're gonna
have our first child together. She really wants to wait
until the first trimester is over to tell anybody. Is
that a typical time frame to tell people? Of course,
I haven't said anything to anybody, and I respect what
she wants to do. Obviously, it's her body and it's

(41:31):
her decision. I'm just curious to know when people usually
announce that they're pregnant.

Speaker 2 (41:37):
I feel like this one. I thought this was universally known,
but I guess if it's your first time and you're
a guy specifically, maybe you don't know that.

Speaker 1 (41:43):
That's kind of what I thought. Yeah, I just feel
like guys might not think.

Speaker 2 (41:46):
About it, you know. I'm also sure that he's super
excited and wants to tell everybody. But the goal, the
rule is you waited till after like the first three months, right.

Speaker 1 (41:54):
Yes, because a lot of times if you're going to
miss Carrie, it is most likely going to happen, you know,
early on in the pregnancy, within the first chimester. So
that's why they would advise maybe to wait until that
three month mark. Some people don't. Some people get pregnant,
and as we've had people call in this literal show

(42:15):
and say, I just took a pregnancy test and I'm
four weeks pregnant. Whatever it is. Everybody, every human body is.

Speaker 2 (42:22):
Different, and they're excited with that part. I understand, but
I guess I have to assume too that it's heartbreaking
now when people ask you after they've they've found out,
and you've told them that you have to go there
and go through the whole explanation of what happened. I
can only imagine what that must feel.

Speaker 1 (42:35):
That it is one of the most horrible calls you
have to make, because you know, you get to the
point where your mind starts thinking, Okay, let's plan the nursery.
What if we have a boy, what if we have
a girl, What is this going to look like? The birthday?
I remember specifically I was due once around I miscarried,

(42:57):
but I was due around Halloween. Do you remember this? Yeah,
And you know I would say, I just don't want
to put my mind in this place, but you know
I would have a I would have a Halloween baby side.
I remember how excited I was at the thought of
like having a baby around Halloween. And then I went
on to miscarry. I always had to kind of hip
Santi early on. And I've had I have had three miscarriages.

(43:18):
I have two kids, and I have had three miscarriages.
I've been pregnant five times. And I always had to
tell you because of I had so many appointments because
of the miscarriages. So listen again to each their own.
But my answer, I wrote back to him right away
and I said, she's correct, Like most people wait until
the first trimester is over to tell. I think it

(43:40):
also depends on your history, and you know, everybody will
kind of play that out the way they want. I was,
and I talked about this, but even when I did
announce that I was pregnant, both with Leyla and Daisy,
I was so passed to even announce at I think

(44:02):
I did it at like the six month mark. I
thought it was going to cause me to lose the
baby like that. That is the dark places that your
mind goes to, like, oh my god, if I post
this and now everybody knows I'm pregnant, what if something bad.
I remember, even the day before we were going to
do it with Daisy, I was telling you like, I
don't know, I don't know if I'm ready, and Sonty

(44:24):
would say to me at nauseum, So then we don't
say anything. Let's just you can kighly generate and you
can just boom, You've had a baby, you know, because
I was kind of able to hide it in my
double X hoodie and I don't really like I think
some people were like, oh duh, she's not drinking.

Speaker 2 (44:39):
I mean, there were a few pictures where I think
some people called you out on it maybe, but at
the same time you were able to hide it and
kind of say that it was from the bagginess.

Speaker 7 (44:45):
Of the nut.

Speaker 1 (44:46):
Yeah, but it's you know, to have a miscarriage is
to know what that feels like and to know why
you just want to keep it so close to the
chest until it's gotten to the point where you really
like almost physically can't hide it anymore. But if I
met somebody who was like, yeah, I'm not telling anybody
until this baby comes out because of my history, I'd

(45:06):
be like, honey, I get it, I understand. So I
really think this. This is like a decision between you
and your partner. It's like a personal preference on how
you want to do it. But you know, especially with
our job, I was so excited to talk to you
guys about the fact that I was six and a
half I think I did. I announced Daisy at like
six and a half months pregnant.

Speaker 2 (45:26):
I think it was in April, I think, and you
have the baby in junior.

Speaker 1 (45:28):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, so yeah, maybe even a little bit
further along. But I wanted to talk to you guys
about it, and I wanted to share it. It's just
that you're living every day out in constant fear.

Speaker 2 (45:44):
Again, so I've never been in that situation. I've only
seen you go through it. But I remember being you
would talk to me every day about your fear and
what you were concerned about, and you would you would
always say going to the bathroom was the biggest thing
of anxiety because you didn't know what you were going
to find horrifying.

Speaker 1 (45:58):
Yeah, because with every man miscarriage. That's where I found out.
And so anytime we could be walking down this hallway
talking about God only knows what, laughing and giggling. The
second my hand would like touch the bathroom door, I
would immediately get like a sick feeling in my stomach.
And you pee multiple times during the day, So imagine
that feeling times one thousand million until you have the baby.

(46:21):
So yeah, I think I just think it's not an
easy answer. I think everybody's different.

Speaker 2 (46:24):
Yeah, but three months is the standard. I think for him,
there's kind of sounds like a little bit of tone
in his DM. Maybe he doesn't understand why, and no
plays an opportunity for them to understand why.

Speaker 1 (46:34):
I think it was like a genuine question, like, hey,
my wife doesn't want to tell anybody until three months.
My brother's friend is kind of going through it right now.
She uh, she hit the three month mark and she
announced and she just recently miscarried, and you know, she's like,

(46:55):
she said, she was saying something to me the other day,
she said, I just don't know how many more times
I can go through this, And I, like, I get
choked up thinking about it because I said to her,
I said, you literally you're saying verbatim the things I said.
I got to a mindset where I was like, I
am losing myself in this because it is consuming me.
Is all I think about. All I think about is

(47:16):
getting pregnant again, being pregnant, having this second baby. And
I remember there was a part there in between where
I took time off because I was like, it is
literally taking over my being. I don't even know myself
anymore because I was so hard pressed because I thought
to myself, well, if I can get pregnant and I
can keep the baby, then I'll stop thinking about how

(47:39):
horrible all these miscarriages have been. So I took like
a good four months off and just lived my life,
went out, had fun, tried to just get to a
point where it wasn't like so consuming me, where it
wasn't all that I was thinking about. And obviously my
story ends with a happy note. But I know that
there's some people who don't have that lovey and I'm,

(48:01):
you know, cognizant of that, and I always tell anybody
if they're going through that, to please reach out to me.
At Ashley Feldman tweeze on the Ashley, because I've been
through it, I can be a sounding word for you.
I'm not a doctor, but yeah, I have been through it,
and I know what it feels like.

Speaker 2 (48:13):
And to that point, as a guy, again, never having
experience this, I didn't know how common I guess the
word is.

Speaker 1 (48:19):
But when I say it's one in eight maybe one
in seven women that go through it.

Speaker 2 (48:24):
But after you spoke about it like a couple of times,
the reaction that you get on the way back, I'm like, Jesus,
this is like, Yeah, it opened my eyes up to
a lot of people are dealing with this. I guess
that's the biggest thing.

Speaker 1 (48:34):
You because you know, you see these women who can
get pregnant like that and it's easy for them and
they're happy, and they have these pregnancies where it's always
been so easy, and that's all they know that. They
have no idea that there's those of us that like
have had pregnancies where every day is uh, I didn't
enjoy either pregnancy, Yeah, because I every day was in

(48:56):
fear of losing it. So it's it's just weird. Everyone
experience is a different.

Speaker 2 (48:59):
Yeah, but you know what, girls the other thing too,
This is why I stopped asking people when you're gonna
have another one, because again, you never know what somebody
is dealing with, whether it's you know, not being able
to get pregnant or miss misscarriages, like you just never know.
So I stopped asking questions like that because I didn't
know what the feeling was. On the other end.

Speaker 1 (49:18):
I had two of my three miscarriages in this building,
as in like I found out the first signs of
it in here. And I remember during one, I was
in the kitchen and one of the girls we work
with was like, all right, that's it, like have your
second baby? You were with me it was, and I
was like, it wasn't even mad. I was fist fighting
on the inside, like tears. I was trying so hard

(49:40):
not to cry because I wanted to be like, bitch,
I am trying.

Speaker 2 (49:43):
I'm trying.

Speaker 1 (49:45):
You have no idea. I'm losing myself in trying. So no,
I've certainly learned that lesson myself. But again, like people
would ask me, and I know they wouldn't mean it
in a bad way by any means, but yeah, that's
certainly the lesson the I've learned. I don't ask anybody
I'm like, I have a big all, this's great. You know,
I'm not asking when you're having another one or if
you plan on having another one, because God only knows.

Speaker 2 (50:07):
Yeah, that person here that you're speaking about was very
aggressive that this is.

Speaker 1 (50:10):
I wanted to punch on her mouth, yeah, cause she
just like was berating me and like wouldn't stop. And
I'm like, what am I going to say about? Hey? Yeah, yeah,
I'm a mishearing actually as we speak.

Speaker 2 (50:18):
But every time you talk about this, I feel like,
I I it's amazing, just because I think you are
helping out so many people who are dealing with this silently,
and I think you're a voice for them.

Speaker 1 (50:28):
I think one of the biggest things I'll remind anybody
who's going through a miscarriage because I just had to
remind this to my my good friend who went through one,
is you know she said to me, I hate myself
because I go on social media and I see all
my friends having their second and I'm still trying to
have my first, or you know, whatever the case may be.
I had a there was a big span of my
life where I had there was two things could be

(50:50):
true at once. I could be so happy for somebody
that was announcing their pregnancy, having their second, having their third,
whatever it was, but also just just hate so much
with jealousy and just be like why can't that be me?
Those those two things can be true. So you know,
maybe you mute your certain people and not in a
bad way. You'll get to a place where you can

(51:10):
unmute them and you can see that stuff. But it's
okay to be like it's hard for me to see that.
And I told my friend that because she's like ash,
I can't, like, I think I need to deactivate for
a little bit because all I do is cry when
I go on there and think why can't that be me?
I said, deactivate, deactivate for he but you'll get back there. Yes, yes, yes,
I specifically remember going through that, opening up my social

(51:31):
media and seeing a girl that I know announced that
she was having her her third and she was on
the beach and she was happy, and I was like,
it almost made me sick because I was like, why
I want to be her? Why can't I be her?
And that's that is that's such a normal feeling to have.
So but anyways, look at my story, yeah, and all
that to say, look at baby Daisy like a legitimate miracle.

(51:54):
I have no idea how my body ended up being
like we're going to do this.

Speaker 2 (51:58):
But I mean, hope can be a dangerous thing, but
in a situation like this, hope is a good thing.
And like, I love that.

Speaker 1 (52:03):
That's one of my favorite quotes. Hope. Hope is Yeah,
it is so if you're someone going through it, Like
I always say at Ashley Pelman tweeze on the Ashley,
I can at least listen for you.