Sporadic Thoughts Podcast Episode 47

Time for more Sporadic Thoughts!

Episode Transcript

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This podcast was recorded in the IHeeart Radio line of Podcasting Center. It's
your girl, Courtneyo. It's yourbig dog, Matt Sanders. The difference
between me and you say, what'syour truth? What everybody else is thinking

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thoughts? Say whatever comes to yourmind, we get shop it up.
But today we got time. Ilove my boy, yo yo yo.
It's your girl, COURTNEYO. Andit's the big dog Matt Sanders. And

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here we are today on this beautiful, beautiful August. The first it is
who like July? It was likeJuly first, then Jul thirty first,
like yeah, but any who,another episode of sporadic thoughts. Yeah,
we got some sporadic thoughts going onthe day. How you feeling, mat,
Matt feeling good? You know,it's beautiful out, not too hot,

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not too cold, just it's perfect. It's right, got a good
little workout that I'm all right,all right, that's what I'm on my
way to the gym after I locare. Oh so I'm gonna go ahead.
And you know what, And Iwas just thinking this in a car
because you know that shit's like,um, it's not a vertical plane,

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okay, it's more like an upand down, up and down. Yeah.
I hardly ever post workout videos becausesometimes you know what I mean,
I just fall off and I wantto body the same video. Yeah,
like she's lying like shell be doingall that, keep going here and you
know I do. There is somebodyout there if you posting videos, I'd
be like, they're not really work. Yeah, not at all for real

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work. Yeah. Like, man, listen, I'll be looking at homeless
when I go. Yeah. Definitely, that's definitely a hard grind with a
yellow vest on and a man.Listen. I just had a this little
waist train or our ball. Ijust had it on and I'm like,
oh god, I gotta take thatoff until it's time because I think that
definitely have it on before you needto know, I'd be in here dying

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right now in this box and it'shot too. Yeah, definitely definitely.
But any who, any who UI said, we just jumped right into
Yeah, just go ahead and jumpright into it and we'll be jumping in
up the score. Ye listen,it is now out on to be doing
well. It is. Yeah,I'm glad the city of from what I'm

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hearing, Yeah, you know itfor sure. Man, I'm so excited.
How you feel, man, Becausenow I'm like a right, we
are on a platform and we'll bewaiting on the other ones to go through
quality control to be on different platformsas well. So now I'm already halfway
through a different script for a differentmove. It will be up to score

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too, Lord Willing, Yeah,definitely it will be because I know a
couple of people like that we needit too. And you know what,
the most beautiful thing about it washearing reviews from people that we don't know
who. That was the most beautifulthing about it. Because of course people
we know, you know, theygo, you know what I mean,

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someone you know who I can't say, you fool hate? Isn't that food
congratulations? Right? Yeah, youknow that? Go um. But just
to hear people that don't know usfrom a can of paint talk about how
good the movie was and is itgoing to be a part two? And
I know myself the good miss gottYeah, you know, I felt good

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being able to sit down and actuallysee myself on TV, Like I know,
they had to be amazing to seeyouself on the big screen. That
man, that was the greatest,Like, okay, even though you know
my role. It was really small, but it is it was powerful,
you know. You know, yeahI do. I still I'm like I'm
a little miss and everything, butit gives me a snapshot of what's to

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come. Okay, okay for realand it's a beautiful thing. And UM
got some fans out there too,man, you know, I'm the real
Pole was like, you're crazy.Yeah, but just just doing that and

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oh my god, that's what's up. You know. Um, I did
see a few posts where people feltlike some people were hating. No,
I didn't take it that way.Um, I want to address that from
from the red. Um. Iopened up the doors because I'm a person
that likes to hear feedback so Iknow how to move further and adjusting.

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Absolutely, I took the feedback that, um, the things that people didn't
like or did like and um retainingit. But I took it as just
their opinion. Um. You know, shit, there's things that I don't
like, and I you know,blah blah blah blah. And I appreciate
the honesty because it's like when yougot one of them homeboys who'ld be rapping,
you should be like, oh itsound good better, right? You

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can hear better if you don't tellthem you might want to try this way,
are you know? So I appreciatethat, you know, But for
the most part, there was waymore great reviews than the ones that didn't
care for particular things or or whatever. And I even ask, like,
you know, maybe what was itthat you didn't like about that or exactly.
So I am retaining all that,and you know, we were adjusted

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properly for further projects, so theCity Show Love wouldn't know. Hey,
I didn't take it. And itwas funny though by me knowing you,
I know, you looked at everything, you know what I mean, I
see everything business still, I seeeverything, and it's kind of hard not
to say something sometimes just because thisis my guy and I'm partial, Matt,
and I'm glad just you being youtook that as constructive criticism to be

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able to move forward. And it'sfunny because it was people really arguing amongst
themselves and then nobody from the movieeven said nothing, you know what I
mean, I think we just understandhow it started and where it's gonna go.
And it's funny because you know,people didn't believe, they didn't believe,
right, they did not believe.They don't believe that it was gonna
go down, and when it happened, and you know, now finally they

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could sit down and tune on tobe and watch it this just like damn
well, you know that's why,because I'm glad that you say that.
You know what, My wife saidsomething the other day and it threw me
off because you know me, knowingme, I'm like, I say what
I do, and I do whatI say, and I and my resume
if you were to look at itright, it speaks for itself. But

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she did say something to the pointlike maybe people just didn't believe you,
because I'm like, why wouldn't theybelieve me? Like why not do what
I say I'm gonna do? Likeso, so it was just me kind
of step outside the box. ButI already knew we was going somewhere.
We do what we was gonna do. And you know what, while I'm
on it, I want to shoutout Jerome Jackson because um, you saw

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that run me Ron posted something andhe was like, I want to be
the first person to admit, youknow, um that he was wrong and
he didn't think that was gonna bea movie coming out and it was just
all cat. So I appreciate youbrother for being real, and um,
I thank you for supporting and hey, that's just saying just being a better
person, a bigger person to admit. That's a real man to do that.

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Thank you from the bottom of myheart. And back to what you
were saying about me not addressing certainthings are moving the way I move on
comments beautiful, my creations as abrand. So business is business, and
I'm all about business now. Umit is hard at times to not h
but I had to stop and think, should I. I've said things about

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all the people's movies, and right, it wasn't good. It just was
my opion exactly, like like LJsaid, Hey, he didn't like it
because it wasn't his Johndred he saidthe movie was good, but it just
he don't like drummers like grumpy oldman. Right right, right, We're

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gonna make one doctor. Don't callit a pink slip. Yeah yeah,
yeah, but no, it feelsgood to have the movie out. It
really does finally really just all right, yeah, all right, like I
can prove like, hey, Iain't had one dream about it since since

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Friday. I was like, I'mgood. H it's all now, So
now it's on to the next Yeah, yeah, shout out to everybody.
I absolutely love that. It's agreat feeling that, like you said,
beautiful, my creations is a brandand I feel like, you know,
Courtney owns myself, She's a brand, and you know, I have to
watch what I say definitely and evenhow I say it. It's like you

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get not necessarily put in a box, but you get held to a higher
standard because now you're in the eye. You've opened that to them. And
I made sure to tell my actressand actresses you are a brand too.
You are a very beautiful minds,but you're a brand. I made sure
I give a debriefing. Yeah.They let these people say whatever they want
to say and just say thank you, I appreciate you, and keep moving
because how you move affects not onlyyourself for further project, for people that

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don't know you yet. And we'relike, who's that. I've already got
a call for two people. Ihaven't told them yet, but I'm waiting
to get things right. But yeah, people are watching, you know,
see you, so move accordingly,you know, stop, stop a throw
and trash out in your car nowand stuff like that. Yeah, and
it's one of them things where youjust got to learn how to move with

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grace because you never know, youknow when it's going to be your time.
Like you said that that one phonecall could change your entire life.
It's about doing things and and comingin and making sure that whoever is in
that room know that you walked inwith that spirit of like I belong here.

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No, hey, gotta move withU supreme confidence. Absolutely, you
don't believe in yourself and people cansee it. They see it, they
see it. Oh No, Iwalk in the room, head up,
everybody here exactly. Even when I'mnot in a room, my name getting
mentioned, you know what I mean, They know I'm coming because I'm coming

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with that confidence like I belong here, like this is my season and this
is my time and this door wasdesigned for me to just walk. I'm
preaching that right, I mean church, right, But it's just hey,
no, it is what it is, though. But we definitely appreciate everybody
supporting and keep supporting, keep talkingabout it, keeps sharing your friends because

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we need them. Numbers up.What's going to make uh? This hobby
which is an expensive freaking hobby intoa career. So I'll find out if
we can make it a queer ornot. Yeah, getting in a career,
it starts in line before the sport. Absolutely get it out. Yeah,
we appreciate y'all. Definitely appreciate y'allfrom the bottom of my heart and

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our hearts. And you know whenyou go places now people, hey y'all
seen you, the more you dida good job, you know, that's
just a great feeling, not evenon no arrogance, but just like you
know, we worked hard for whatwe do, and I've been doing this
type of stuff and wanting to bein this arena ever since I was like
thirteen fourteen and really hit your headwith this microphone century right there. Don't

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say yeah, so hey, youknow what they say, fan, not
like I'm on from Jennifer Lewis fromreal man. I'm listening to her book
and like I'm listening to it butshe's reading it in her voice and oh
my god, like I got anew auntie there you go for real.

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I'm like, Jennifer Lewis played everybodyMama, anime bullock mama. Who else
mama? Was she? Oh?Yeah, boardy Justice, Tupac Mama like
hurt, she's so raw and theway she just say, I don't even
say it, don't here, butthe way she say, m effa,
Oh yeah, yeah you got stillthat hashtag? Yeah, definitely for sure

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speaking of yeah, they tripping offhilarious. Yeah, I've seen that.
The whole cancel culture coming for it, and um we I guess dude,
gotta watch you say something we don'tget. Carenna moves to tgically here but

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um the comedian um just hilarious.Like a lot of the LGBT community um
are coming after her because she kindof stood up for or women. Ye,
okay, there's a whole movement goingon with women too much that right,

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And that's what I was just gettingready to the sis gender thing,
Like, Okay, I was borna woman. I say what I wanted
now, and I'm born a woman, so I shouldn't have to have no
definition. I shouldn't have to bereferred to a sis gender because I was
born a woman, Like that's whatI naturally right and born. And I

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respect people for whatever you want todo or whatever. But it's just too
many categories now, Like what isit is? Getting out of control,
spoke up perfectly. I felt likeI stand, yes, stand that.
Basically, there was an incident wherea trans man a woman uh said that,
uh, they have menstrual cycles andand uh, things of that nature,

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and it's only for h it's notonly for women, natural women.
I'm not a word women, youknow what I mean. It's finely a
little crazy to me. I ain'tgot nothing wrong with you being who you
are. Be your truth, baby, be your truth. But don't get
delusional because just because I feel likeI'm a cat and want to, you
know, be a cat, thatdon't mean I'm a cat. I'm gonna

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say that again. Yeah, justbecause I feel like a cat and I
want to be a cat, wow, doesn't mean that I'm a cat now,
So don't get delusional. You know, we respect you for being who
you are, living your truth andmoving how you move. But but damn,
don't come stepping on my toes becauseI'm born who I'm born to be,
and I choose to be who I'mbeing. And it's just another way

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to divide people like damn, wegot black, white, purple, orange,
gay, straight man babe mann,Now we got alien Yeah God,
yeah, She's all being revealed rightbefore our eyes like aliens for like we've
been saying we I mean, we'vebeen saying we've been saying it, but

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finally they gonna come out and confirmit, like duh, we've been moving
that. So you know the crazypart by it is like, shit,
my man's alien in there, AlexGovernment, don't anybody can be you know,

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And and and that's wow that thatwe say this because I think we
mentioned it last podcast, but therewas a lady on like a Delta flight
screaming, yeah, that's not areal person, and they put her answer,
they did like fasten her. Thenthree days later we come out and
say that we haven't. It's likelike Navy she she probably wasn't tweak for.
And then makes you like, likeall the conspiracy theorists everything that you

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see, it really makes you questionit because you can't just dismiss everything anyway,
you know what I mean. They'resaying they've got time travel, and
right now, that's the part Iain't really worried about aliens. It's like
all right, yeah up, rough, okay, but hopefully we coop.
Yeah, you know, but timetravels spooky, right, Yeah, really

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that's that. Oh that's on awhole nother Let and listen, And that's
just saying that our bodies and ourabilities are more than what we know.
We just haven't tapped into it.Just like like they say about the Pyramids,
but they like the pyramids really wasn'tbuilt by like human hands. It
was built by that's too much,right, it was built by like I

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don't want to say super powers engineering. I'm like, how you get all
that up? Like how you dothat there? So what if the aliens
really built the pyramids? Man?Possibility that they say a lot of funking
places is right in the middle ofthe pyramid, a lot of hiding things
and yeah, just a bunch ofeverything, right, spell got to answer,

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right, yeah, we need youknow what listen because it was the
dude named Billy Carson. You everlistened to him? Um Reilly? Yeah,
Billy Man listen should make you thinkthough, But yeah, we have
to tap into al Ya. We'regonna get al on here because I'm gonna
break down something this that some mostshit boy, deep my head's been a

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whole lot, right, Yeah forreal? Can we just go to Taco
Bell? See I just read outpost like I don't know Al, you
know what I mean, Like onthe personal love, I don't know Al
at all. I could tell fromhis post like into yeah exactly. He
definitely knowledgeable on a lot of thingsand can open your eyes and not just
talk of conspiracy. He can hecan cross checking fact in this is why

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that like wow, like okay forreal, like to listen. Yeah yeah,
but like speaking of hidden sunken places, it's this lake in Georgia called
Lake and and it's so many likefreak accidents that happened at this place.
Recently a man man jumped in thewater and got electrocuted at a lake,

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at a lake and like people,that's wild. That's a lot of body
water to elect and then people justgo paddle boarding go missing. I think,
um, latest thing, I knowwhat I think I heard something about
lake like like even even only lake. They were trying to say there's a
certain spot where where only black peoplecome up missing in some type of lake.

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But listen, I'm gonna tell youabout the history of Lake Lanier.
Lake Lanier. I took a littlenote. It used to be a black
town in Georgia called Oscarville, andlike it was at the time of like
Tulsa, you know that they hadblack towns that know, and then it

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was because of segregation at that time, black people went off and built their
own means and did their own littletownship right exactly. But um, they
like flooded this town, damn,just like they did Tussa. They burned
Tussa down. But this town.They flooded this town and made in a
lake and its bodies and ship buriedunder the lake. So they were saying
that the spirits of the ancestors gotAnd my thing is, what the hell

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do people keep going back? Well, I don't think it's us. It's
going back they do. What Yeah, But listen, as I'm studying,
right, you know, I canI find some interesting then I go down
the rabbit hole. Lake Martin,right, Lake Martin and Alabama was another

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black town that they did this Okay, comforted with water. It is um
this place an Oregon called Van Oregon, Vangard, Oregon, right, don't
it Now it's covered with this partcalled Delta Park and and Warren it was
in Baltimore. It's now a damnover in Baltimore. Were just getting flooded
out with you basically, this iswhy we don't like water, yeah,

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food stuff. Even Central Park itwas called Seneca Village before the Central Park.
And remember they just had like thisbig thing where the bodies of people
were buried under Central Park and theywere trying to move all of these bodies
around to um, you know,give people people bury on everything. But
it's it's just crazy when you findI'm a history buff and I love black

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history. So when you start diggingin the different things, oh my god,
it's just like tossa Oklahoma is somethingthat we just know about. Like
it's just so many things that areunknown, the mysteries, Like the information
is hidden, right, like peopleonly want third information to be known,

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so you gotta really Yeah, andsomebody knows something somewhere that's the hell of
And now a lot of different thingsare starting to come to life. See.
But the partner throw me off though, he said, buddy got electrocuted.
Yeah, now I don't know how. I don't Yeah, that's that's
yeah, But he got and hecouldn't have been the only person in the

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lake, right, it's just theluxury mysteries and nobody have any explanations of
what happens well and that kind ofyou know, I don't mean to cut
you off, but like another thingthat kind of reminds me of, um,
this is real sporadic Okay, hurricanes. When hurricanes happen, the route
that hurricanes go, they usually goin the same routes that the same slave

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trade, right, the same routesthat's where like the wind currents are coming
from. And they always usually endup in like the Caribbeans or the coastal
towns where I never happened. Andthey say it's like spirits in the water
that ain'ry, Yeah, right,like them spirits, unjust unrested spirits,

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like the ego people. You knowa lot of them. They said they
would rather drown and become slaves.So damn you said him to that.
I'm sure that stout him to thatsome message out right, Yeah we are
facts, got something hitting, yea, for real? I want to make

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something to think about. I neverthought it. Yeah, I talk about
it. That sounds like a reallygood document. I'm telling you you're about
it's a beautiful history month that outyea. So so what we we got?

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I happened to be strolling around andthen I ran into most about the
white Howard, Oh my god.White. But shoulders first. Yeah,
shoulders, Yeah, we just referto him from here on out of shoulders,
the shoulders Howard. Yea, thoseshoulders Howard. I'm just gonna go
this first. Now, apparently there'sallegations from a man thing that him and

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the white were supposed to be connectedand meeting up at his home even a
trans woman transgender okay, then atransgender safe then a transgender person was at
the home and he and shoulders Howardallegedly we're seeing himself, yeah, forced

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himself upon that trans but also theman he made partake in that threesome.
Yeah, so who's like three threeof them? Three of them, And
I just want to say the shouldersand knees blight just be who the hell
you gonna be? Yeah, youknow what people you're gonna be. Bro,
you don't care, but you youdon't got to go assault in people's

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terrible and and you know your youryour personal life's your personal life. You
might not be ready to come out. That's fine out there now, buddy,
but you've been out there for awhile, the black thing. So
it's just like I feel like peoplerespect it more if someone is in tune
intruder to themselves. Yeah, becauseit's like you kind of like like yeah,

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just yeah, you can't force nobodyto have their truth and be uh
ready to speak on it. Butit's like you're gonna do all. Damn
Dwight. You have to go outlike that, brod you live in all
kinds of you're messy kinds of evidence. You got text messages here, d
there, you got pictures, justvideos, nasty d them shoulders is out

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there for you got a lot onyour shoulders, but you shoulders right now,
for real. We're gonna do that. But you're still doing your thing
out there overseas. I see youcutting up. Yeah yeah literally yeah,
old Dwight. But you know hecame to his um, I guess defense

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and prior to uh what did hesay? He said something, you know,
well the first thing he did sayit was like, hey, my
personal sexual life or something like thatis my business and not dig it.
Yeah, but it's like, nowyou got some tragic spot on your right
and now I think that's public information, okay information now, so sorry,
whatever it is, what it is, um I want to say that.

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I want to say that no Idon't know what's been going on with me.
Literally though I'm extremely like thirsty.And when I mean thirsty, I
mean like I'm going through gator raisedgallon of water a day. I'm going
through a lot and I can't diabetings, do you? I don't think so.
You ain't been paying at you.Look, I'm a diage. I

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got an appointment this Thursday. It'swith the VA though. It's just that
you think it's the sign of diabetes. I mean, it's one of them,
but I prayed it ain't. Youknow what I mean, But it
is one of the sign you know. Yeah, yeah, constantly been extremely
thirsty. I just don't know what'sgoing on. And if anybody else has

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been thirsty too, I ain't trim. And we're talking about like hydration,
not hydra box not like that.He don't blow even up talking about I
heard you thirsty? Bye, rightdog? Yeah, you gotta get that
checked out, though, I definitelydo. Alright, what else we got

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on this list? What's going on? True? What's going on? Now?
We got just oh yeah, Ithought of something too. RP pee
Wee Herman. Herman passed away theother day at seventy years old. I
used to watch Pepe Herman. Idon't know I we all did and all

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that pay health thy remember that wasthe y all wanted that little bike.
Then hey pee Wee and Earnest therewas like they was in she was Earnest.
That was a male was Eli wasHe had his own like what do
you mean burn? Yeah? Yeah, it was in competition though they watched

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them too, like when things wereYeah, I remember Lars fish Barn.
He was a male man playhouse.I didn't even know how to come.
Yeah, he was a um,he was a male man. He had
that little remember that had that shirt. He just want that chird Old Larry.

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Let me say, Larry, Iheard you like that old Ike,
right Ike? Yeah that was manlight pe u we hear man. We
remember he got caught. He wasnast. He was nasty. He was
letting us know from the get hisname is pee Wee. They're right enough

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nast in the movie theaters and cuttingout. We got it right. That's
the popcorn. That's a classic jokingand comedy and a TV that's the most

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sign Oh my goodness, silly wellum that being Yeah, I don't got
much else to talk about. Ijust wanted to just chapped in and let
the people know that, uh,you appreciate love and score doing well?
It is up in the score,like literally changing lives. Yeah, changing

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lives. Let script at a time, you know what? I got something
to say about that? Then howabout this? Y'all shoot me some ideas
of what you think the next upthe score should be about, such as
similar storylines and whoever has the bestuh reply they come on as a credit
as a creative consultant. Y'all y'alllistening to that. I'll make sure I

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post that letter too. I thinkI'm like, you're gonna get the city
involved. Now what the CD wantedto see? The city want? What
the city want? Let's see whaty'all want. You already got an idea,
already know it's already, but youmight answer no, we might for

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show. But hey, it's yourbig dog, Matt Sanders, and it's
your girl Courtneo Sporadic Thoughts. Thispodcast was recorded in the iHeartRadio Podcasting Center.
Thanks for listening.