Transgender Who Killed 6 in Nashville Christian School Wrote About Her 'Imaginary Penis'

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Speaker 1 (00:01):
This was a very big week politically.

Speaker 2 (00:03):
You had the Hunter Biden trial that got started and
a lot that has come out from that. You also
had the Attorney General in front of Congress. We're going
to deal with that coming up in a moment as well.
And then you had the eightieth anniversary of D Day
and a president in Joe Biden that basically politicized the
entire thing to be anti Trump, which was very weird

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on the world stage.

Speaker 1 (00:27):
We're going to deal with that.

Speaker 2 (00:29):
But there's something else before that that's not being covered,
and it's an important.

Speaker 1 (00:33):
Story that should be covered.

Speaker 2 (00:35):
There have been a lot of quote mass shootings, school shootings,
and we have seen a new trend that has happened.
The Colorado spring shooter identified as non binary, the Denver
shooter identified as trans, the Aberdeen shooter identified as trans,
a Nashville shooter also identified as transgender. Time after time

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witnessing people that are now committing these major shootings, these
school shootings, or are mass shootings that are identifying as
transgendered or non binary.

Speaker 1 (01:13):
We now know a.

Speaker 2 (01:14):
Lot more about the Nashville transshooter. This is not being
covered by the media, and it should be because the
manifesto has finally come out. Now, some of what I'm
going to talk about is going to be very blunt,
and I'm warning you of that because if you have
children in the car, I just want to make sure
that you have fair warning, because I'm not trying to

(01:36):
sensationalize any of this. I do, however, believe it's incredibly
important that we have a real conversation about this. Let
me start with what we have now learned about this
twenty eight year old transgendered shooter who killed those six
people in Nashville in that Christian school. She wrote in

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her manifesto in sig significant amounts of words, pages, and
I'm quoting here about her imaginary penis.

Speaker 1 (02:12):
Audrey Hale was the twenty eight year old.

Speaker 2 (02:15):
Transgender who shot six people to death at that Nashville
Christian school March twenty seventh of last year. She left
behind a handwritten note allegedly focused on her imaginary penis,
according to a report from the Tennessee Star. Now, they
tried to keep this manifesto, this note, however you want
to describe it, from ever becoming public because I think

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many liberals and many of those that are obsessed with
LGBTQIA plus plus plus didn't want people to hear what
was in this letter. The Star obtained nearly four dozen
pages four dozen pages that's called premeditated of Hallie's handwritten notes.

Speaker 1 (02:59):
This week.

Speaker 2 (03:00):
Notes were found in her vehicle following the attack on
the school. According to The Star, a local newspaper's editor
in chief is a former Breitbart contributor. Contributor Michael Patrick
Lay said that Hale, a biological female, allegedly wrote, quote,
my penis exists in my head. I swear to God

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I'm a male. She allegedly claimed that being raised as
a girl was quote unquote torture, and added, I finally
found the answer that changing one's one's gender is possible.

Speaker 1 (03:38):
Quote. I hate parental views.

Speaker 2 (03:41):
How my mom sees me as a daughter, and she
not bear to want to lose the daughter because a
son would be death of Audrey, Halle reportedly wrote. She
also reflected on the advent of puberty blockers in two
thousand and seven, regretting that she did not get them then.

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The Daily Mail, also reporting on this, noted that Hale,
who identified as Aiden instead of Audrey at the time
of the shooting, reportedly wanted a penis so she could
have sex with a female. The handwritten material shows that

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Hale apparently played with a stuffed male doll and another
doll just sixteen days before killing six people at the
Nashville Christian school. She pretended the dolls were having sex,
specifically acting as if the male doll represented her quote.
After playing with the doll, she propoorly wrote, God, I

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am such a pervert. I waste too much time in
my fantasies. Now the Daily Mail has come out with
even more details what I just gave you, and the
Nashville school shooter's violent rant revealed at last that Audrey
Hill wrote about her tortures a transgirl and how she

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would kill to get puberty blockers.

Speaker 1 (05:13):
Transgender killer is how they write it.

Speaker 2 (05:16):
Audrey Hall wrote about her imaginary penis and how she
would kill to get puberty blockers in the weeks before
horrific attacks on the Covenant School in Nashville last year,
The Tennessee Star obtained some four dozen pages of Hale's
writings that shed light on her female to male transition
and why she shot and killed six people at the

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elementary school in March twenty twenty three, Hall wrote about anger,
mass anger towards her parents, how she hated her quote
conservative Christian upbringing, and how she had suffered because of
hormone blockers were not available when she was a child.

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The explosive writing, sometime referred to as Hale's Manifesto, had
become a source of controversy, with many accusing officials of
keeping them secret, which they did because they would hurt
the quote trans community and the LGBTQ plus community as well.
Now released, they help explain why and it's important that

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we understand why this twenty eight year old artist who
identified as a male named Aiden, shot her way into
the Tennessee school, killing three adults in three nine year
olds before responding officers killed her. That was put out
on body camera video, and it was incredible the bravery
of the Nashville Police, Nashville law enforcement that were able

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to finally take her out as she was trying to.

Speaker 1 (06:47):
Kill more and more people.

Speaker 2 (06:50):
There are a couple different things before I get even
more into her journal entries, and it's this, I genuinely
feel bad for anybody that deals with mental health issues.
I want them to get help. I've lost now two
friends in my life to suicide who dealt with mental

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health issues anxiety, depression, alcoholism. I mean this when I
say this, I have an incredible amount of compassion for
anyone dealing with mental health issues, not just for them,
but for their families. And I also in this scenario
with this individual, I want them to receive help before

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they go out and do something like this.

Speaker 1 (07:39):
But let me also say that we're not.

Speaker 2 (07:41):
Doing people specifically with mental health issues that think that
they are trans any favors by normalizing their mental health issues.
I do believe it is a mental health issue for
you to believe that you are somehow in the wrong body.
I also believe that it is body mutilation and torture
sure to start giving puberty blockers to a child who

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is under the age of eighteen. Look, if you want
to cut off your stuff after the age of eighteen,
that's on you, and I still feel sorry for you.
We see that the suicide rates after people transition actually
go up after people transition from what they were pre
transition because, and it should be no surprise, they still

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have the mental health issues after they go through a
full transition. There is still something mentally wrong, and so
what happens is as many people believe that all of
a sudden they'ir pain and suffering and their heartache will
disappear if they go through a transition. And then they
go through this brutal transition faking that they are actually

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the different sex, the absence sex, from what they are,
and what happens is they find no happiness, contentment, or
fulfillment once they make that transition, and so then you
actually see a spike in suicide rates because they bought
into this lie that the medical community serves up because
they make hundreds of thousands and then millions of dollars

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taking care of people for the rest of their lives
when they go through a transition, because the entire time,
your body is still fighting what you're doing to it,
saying no, this is actually not who you are and
this is not your DNA.

Speaker 1 (09:25):
Let me also say one other thing that I think
is important.

Speaker 2 (09:28):
You can have compassion for people, but it doesn't mean
that you have to feed or fuel the lie. I
have compassion for people, but I'm not gonna sit there
and look at a man and tell them no, no, no,
you're a woman, or a look at a woman and
say no, no, you're a man, and I'm not gonna
drive them to go mutilate their body or support them

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when they do this. You also have to understand this
is a money maker folks the medical community. If you
take a man or a woman and you transition them
and your body is fighting, it multi million dollar proposition
over the lifetime of that individual. The maintenance and the
constant fighting of your body, it is no different than

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what people go through with anti rejection drugs when they,
for example, get a new heart or lung transpend or
things like that, and you're constantly having to fight and
remind and try to convince your body that this other
person's organ is somehow your DNA. Now, it's a credible
medical miracle that we can do that, right, that we

(10:33):
can do heart transplants and lung transplants and things like that,
but there are major expenses that come along with doing it.
It's no different than what's happening when people try to
transition to the sex that they're not. And the reality is,
if you could actually transition, then a man that transitions
to a woman would be able to get pregnant, and that

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will never happen because there is a difference never in
the history of this country, in the history this world,
will you have a man that transitions to a woman
that will be able to conceive a child. It's insane
and I'm not gonna sit here and lie to people
that are dealing with a real mental health issue. Now

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I go back to this journal that everybody was trying
to hide and protect so that we never know what
was written in there.

Speaker 1 (11:18):
And we should know what's it written there.

Speaker 2 (11:20):
This journal, this person's journal entries begin with a title again,
this woman, it says the title is quote. And I'm
not saying this for sensationalism. I want to be clear.
I'm just reading you her where she was mentally quote.
My imaginary penis is the title. It includes a crude

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drawing as well. According to the Star, my penis exists
in my head. I swear to gee, I'm a male,
how he wrote in the papers. She then wrote about
her desire to have a penis so she could have
sex with a woman and her assumed identity as a man.
She wrote about how using that name on a job

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application for a delivery position position led to issues of
the companies background check. Yeah, because you're giving them a
fake name. Helly also said that being raised as a
girl was torture. She worried that high school classmates would
call her a dyke or a f She wrote, and
that's sad. I have compassion for that doesn't mean I'm

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going to normalize it, and it doesn't mean that people
around her should be forced to look at a female
and act like it's a dude. That all changed when
she learned about transgenderism in her early twenties. She wrote,
I finally found the answer that changing one gender is possible,
but her.

Speaker 1 (12:44):
Mom was not on board.

Speaker 2 (12:45):
She wrote what she believes how she grew up conservatively
and that LGBTQ, especially transgender, was an enigma nearly non existent.
She had, I hate parental views how my mom sees
me as her daughter. Howie used violent language when talking
about the emergence of puberty blockers in the twenty tens.

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They were held at the time for helping transgender preteens
safely delay the onset of puberty. She wrote, and this
again is sad. I'd kill to have those resources, she said.
Two thousand and seven was the birth of puberty blockers
and a newfound discovery for treatment of non conforming transgender children.

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They came too late for me. She was in the
sixth grade, puberty already hit me, she wrote. She also
discussed fantasizing about having sex with a man by creating
scenes with her stuffed animals, saying what I can pretend
to be them and to do things boys do and
experiment experience my boy self as Tony, she wrote.

Speaker 1 (13:48):
Tony, by the way.

Speaker 2 (13:49):
Was her stuffed doll, which she wrote, is like the
boy I am in another form. She then wrote about
simulating intercourse between Tony and others soft toy over the
course of hours.

Speaker 1 (14:02):
She even took photos of the scenes.

Speaker 2 (14:04):
In the lost track of time, she wrote, she said, blank,
I am such a pervert. I waste too much time
in my fantasies. The entry was written just sixteen days
before this girl dressed in combat gear and launched her
deadly rate on Covenant School, armed with two assault type
guns and a handgun. She also wrote politically charged comments

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about the rights of gun owners and trans people, saying, quote,
so now in America it makes wanted criminal to have
a gun or be transgendered or non binary, she wrote.
Then she says, blank, I hate those blankhead politicians. These
papers were recovered from Hallie's car, which she left outside

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the school, and were provided The Star by a source
close to the investigation. After the shooting, the National Metropolitan
Police chief John Drake said he his force had recovered
the shooter's manifesto as well as a hand drawn maps
in her car, and said they would eventually be made public,
but both city police the FBI later said the materials
shouldn't be released because it could hurt the investigation. I

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don't buy that for a second. They just didn't want
you to know what was being said. They didn't want
you to know what was going on in her mind
when it came to mental health issues. The Star and
others have been part of a lawsuit seeking to compel
the Metro National Police and the FBI to release the writings.

Speaker 1 (15:33):
The FBI reportedly.

Speaker 2 (15:34):
Advised the police not to release them and other legacy
tokens in wake up mass shootings, because if it doesn't
fit the narrative, then hey, you got to just be.

Speaker 1 (15:44):
Quiet, right.

Speaker 2 (15:45):
The families of Halle's victims subsequently stepped in and became
part of a public records lawsuit.

Speaker 1 (15:50):
Against the city.

Speaker 2 (15:51):
They claimed the killers estate includes the manifesto and that
they therefore owned the copywriting can determine whether or not
to release it. The manifesto has long been expected to
reveal more details about the killer's motive. Last November three,
a three page of the notes written ahead of the
shooting were leaked out. The notes revealed that her plan

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was to target white, privileged crackers and f's before turning
the gun on herself. In an entry on the day
of the attack, she wrote, today is the day. The
day has finally come. I can't believe it's here. Don't
know how I was able to get this far, but
here I am, she rout.

Speaker 1 (16:32):
I'm a little nervous, but.

Speaker 2 (16:33):
Excited to been excited for the past two weeks. She
didn't declared, I'm ready. I hope my victims aren't. God,
let my wrath take over my anxiety. It might be
ten minutes tops, it might be three to seven. It's
gonna go quick. I hope I have a high death count.
Ready to die, she wrote, before heading on her way

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towards Covenant School. She was ultimately dead at ten twenty
five am, fourteen minutes after she began shooting. An autopsy
also revealed that her clothing was covered in handwritten words, drawings,
and numbers.

Speaker 1 (17:10):
It's unclear what was written on her clothes.

Speaker 2 (17:13):
The shooter also wrote a plastic or wrote a plastic
orange anklet inscribed with a mysterious number five oh eight,
four oh seven. Following the league, seven National Police officers
are suspended after a probe into how the notes became public.
So they're going to go after the people at least
obviously that leaked it, right, because that's the real story here.

Speaker 1 (17:36):
Let me just say this again.

Speaker 2 (17:39):
The only reason why they don't want you to know
about this.

Speaker 1 (17:44):
Is because.

Speaker 2 (17:47):
They know this narrative is becoming a reoccurring narrative. I
go back over the shootings, and this is just some
of them. There's others. But the Cholera Spring shooter identified
non binary, the Denver shooter identified as trans, the Aberdeen
shoot identifies trans, A Nastro shooter identifies trans. You have

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a real mental health problem. Now, the would be shooter
sister tipped off to another potential mass shooting in another
at Timberview Middle School trans Like this list goes on
and on, heard, I just have to say, there is

(18:30):
a real problem here. It's a mental health issue, and
people that don't understand it's a mental health issue. They're
lying to you because it's obvious. All I'm saying is,
don't cover it up, tell us the truth, and let
us decide for ourselves.

Speaker 1 (18:49):
And that's why I'm telling you this story right now.

Speaker 2 (18:53):
You've heard the saying they will eat their own That
is exactly what is happening right now when it comes
to the Democratic Party and the new fight over gay
Pride month. Now, June is a month where it's like
all in your face. You may remember last year the

(19:13):
LGBTQ community really got in good with big business. Target
specifically was one of those that had their tucking swimsuits.
Do they still exist, Yes they do. Has the market
share changed? It has changed. Yes, there's no doubt the
market share has changed. But they're still doing what they

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did before. If you don't believe me, go to Target
dot com slash pride and you can see everything they
were doing last year they're still doing this year. Now,
why don't I bring it up. I want you to
know what's actually happening. I want you to understand how
big of a deal this is. Now, let me also
make something else clear. I've got a lot to cover
on today's show, and I'm going to get into some

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of the Hunter Biden stuff and his trial that is
opening this week, because that is important. But after the
onslaught of LGBTQ plus propaganda that I witnessed this weekend,
including while I was flying to a funeral for one
of my dear friends that passed away as funerals today,

(20:16):
it was shocking to see it in the airport the
way that it is now just completely consumed every aspect
of life, whether you like it or not, in the
month of June. Now when I say they're eating their
own now, this is the part that is making me laugh.

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The anti Israel, pro terrorists, protesters, the people that love
Hamas actually decide to go out there and block the
LGBTQ Pride parade in Philadelphia. It's like some kind of
intersectional civil war was how it was described. Because you

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their way into the spotlight, and what you had is
you had a cadre of these anti zerl protesters that
are like, we're not willing to give up the entire
month of June to you guys, So y'all need to
stop marching or or you're going to march, but we're
going to block you from marching because we're the psychopath

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Speaker 1 (23:40):
Now, then you.

Speaker 2 (23:41):
Have the LGBTQ probe parade on the streets of Philly
and they were completely stopped in their parade. Now I
remember parades is where all this got started. Like that
was like like step number one, Like let's have some parades,
right and protesters at this intersection of two psycho groups

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extremist groups were amazing to watch.

Speaker 1 (24:07):
The radical left. And I've said this, I'll say it again,
the Democratic Party is dead. Say it with me.

Speaker 2 (24:11):
They are Marxist socialists and communists masquerading as Democrats because
they know that there are still enough people in America
that aren't willing to say they're a socialists, are a Marxists,
are A Communists, but will say they're a Democrat.

Speaker 1 (24:23):
And so this is what they have to do.

Speaker 2 (24:24):
And so when you lose control and you get this anarchy,
whether it's being in a party the Democratic Party that
stands by the terrorists and not by Israel, or the
party that is now trying to radicalize young kids in
gay pride in every school in America, or drag Queen's

(24:45):
Story Hour to try to normalize little kids wanting to
see dudes dressed in drag is disgusting. But now you're
saying these these extremist groups within the Democratic Party who
are in essence fighting for airtime. Now. The protests were
heard chanting a variety of anti israel slogans that have
been said at these protests all over the country. They

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could be heard shouting Palestine will live forever. And then
the other chant which is to which is advocating for
the extermination of every Jew from the river to sea,
which means you murder, you massacre, you have a holocaust,
and you get rid of Israel from the river to
the sea, so it no longer exists.

Speaker 1 (25:27):
Some of the other.

Speaker 2 (25:28):
Chants were no Pride in genocide. Now this Pride parade
is coming through. No Pride is genocide, right, a scene
of rare beauty, as one described it online, Palestinian protesters
right that the pro Hamas protesters in Philly refuse to
let the Pride march through. Please let this go global,

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as someone posted the picture and then the video, and
then you see them like fighting. You have these in
leather chaps and leather jackets. You have these gay Pride
people who are then coming up and they're intersecting with
the radicals and what others have now called an intersectional

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civil war now. According to the New York Posts, the
blockade happened at the intersections of Eleventh Street and Locust
Street after the Philly famous right. I don't know when
it got famous, but apparently it's famous now. March Pride
Parade and the festival kicked off around ten thirty am
at the Washington Square.

Speaker 1 (26:30):
It was headed to the city's gay bore hood section.

Speaker 2 (26:36):
Gaborhood. Okay, gaybor hood. That's a new thing, now, DZ
do you live, my producer, You don't live in a gaborhood,
do you. I didn't know this was a thing. Now
you moved out? Okay, Yeah, the gahborhood took over. Okay,
got it. Others wore Palestinian style scarves around their heads,
and one protester could be seen holding a white sheet

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stuff to look like a deceased child wrapped in a clothing.

Speaker 1 (27:03):
And these are the people that come together now.

Speaker 2 (27:07):
The post run It this Way protests highlights a growing
tension between segments of the Democratic Party base who believe
that anti Israel protests should take precedent over other causes
like the LGBTQ activism.

Speaker 3 (27:23):
Oh, hold on a second, so what you're describing now
as an intersectional civil war where the tarists say, hey,
I'm number one, right, we have precedent in the news
cycle over you guys that really are number two.

Speaker 1 (27:43):
Like, that's what you need to understand.

Speaker 2 (27:45):
And if you think, by the way that Gay Pride
is going to give up their gay pride, you are wrong,
my friends, because they plan this garbage for an entire year, right,
Like they're doing things this year and they're already getting
ready for their Gay Pride Month next year. I'll give
you another example of how programmed in these activists are
to take over this country and to confuse every single

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child they can about being straight. Right, they want you
to believe that no one is straight, that everyone is
non binary.

Speaker 1 (28:16):
They want every one of.

Speaker 2 (28:17):
Your kids and grandkids to believe that every one of
you must must tinker or or or or or play
and being gay or bisexual or transsexual or whatever the
crap you want. They just need you involved in this
world of pure evil. Philadelphia, on the first weekend of

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Gay Pride Month, set the largest you ready for this,
and this is the Indoctrination Drag Queen story Time Guinness
World Record the city of Philadelphia. They went all in
and they got awarded the new Guinness World Record for
having the largest attendance at a drag queen story time reading.

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They did this quote in honor of the LGBTQ plus
Pride Month. The organizers stated. The event was held Saturday
at the National Constitution Center, where several hundred people helped
establish the record. Local news reports drag queens these just
I mean, I'm sorry, this is just so sick and

(29:23):
I'm not going to ever back down from this.

Speaker 1 (29:25):
I'm not going to apologize for it.

Speaker 2 (29:27):
And sponsored by Visit Philadelphia, the city's official tourism program.
So now you have cities sponsored, government sponsored drag queens
breaking world records in Philadelphia in the name of Gay
Pride Month. Now you understand clearly now right why this
is a problem. Because if you're a pro a Hamas

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terrorist sympathizer who's anti Israel, this is taking you out
of the headlines.

Speaker 1 (29:56):
It's a problem.

Speaker 2 (29:58):
Take everything I'm giving you and put it everywhere on
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because the media is not going to play for you
what I just did.

Speaker 1 (30:09):
I'll see it back here tomorrow