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Speaker 1 (00:00):
I should also remind you, Michael, that Jose Feliciano also
did a version of the Star Spangled Banner that was
controversial among certain patriots. He too like this year's national
anthem rendition was improvised. Look up Jose Feliciano's version of
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the Star Spangled.
Speaker 2 (00:24):
Banner, Michael, Come on, Michael, jose Ane Barr's was the best,
for she was at a baseball game.
Speaker 3 (00:32):
I guess I was desidy to mention rose Ane Bar.
So I'm going to do this simply because I find
it freaking hilarious. Let's go to the text messages first.
I just fascinates me. Fifty ninety, writes Michael. The best
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national anthem you'd like this dragon be to have the
Marine band march out and play the national anthem and
let the crowd sing it. Yes, sixteen forty one goose bumps.
It made me cry. It was so fantastic. I think
you're referring to Whitney Houston, not to Kendrick Lamar, or
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not Kendrick Baptiste. Bonus points. Go to YouTube on the
F one version, where the captions aren't even close. I
don't know. Oh nine three eight, Mike, I had the
opportunity opportunity to stand on the podium stage at the
Indie Motor Speedway during a sound check for the national
anthem for the Indie Grand Prix in twenty nineteen, not
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the five hundred. Can't find the video of it, but
the gal stopped a couple of words into it because
it sounded so good. We can thank my friend Dave
Douseik that did the sound system there. That was a
proper rendition of the song. Well, if you find the
link to it, send it to me and we'll play it. Um. Oh,
somebody gets a laugh out of the fact I talked
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about Alan Roache saying your fat ass is delaying the
departure of this train forty three forty four. Michael, you're
correct and they are wrong. Yeah. And to the talkback
point that quote, the super Bowl was in New Orleans
close quote. So it's okay, but it was supposed to
be a national audience, not a local audience. Would people
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be as accepting of an anthem song over a mariachi
band if the game was in Los Angeles, Los Angeles exactly?
Let's see oh, nine three eight, Mike. Some people mistakenly
think that the halftime show featured music. Yeah, that's pretty funny.
I think that's freaking hilarious. Forty four sixty seven, Michael,
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A lot of the entertainment part of the Super Bowl
was me. The commercials were good, but not great as well.
I haven't seen all the commercials yet. The ones I
did see were like, no, okay.
Speaker 4 (03:00):
Yeah, what memorable commercials were there?
Speaker 3 (03:06):
That one? Yeah? Right? Yeah? That one? Yeah. Now, I
didn't know. I did not know this. Uh five seven
five nine? Did you notice Serena Williams on the stage
with Kendrick Lamar, No, I did not, uh five seven
five nine? Rights, she was crip walking? Is that what
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it's called?
Speaker 4 (03:28):
It's a dance? Yeah, okay, all right, how.
Speaker 3 (03:31):
Do you know that?
Speaker 4 (03:33):
It was a thing like twenty years ago? So I
don't know. It must still be a thing.
Speaker 3 (03:38):
Okay, all right, Uh she was crip walking because she's
also involved in the wrapper feud. The whole halftime show
was apparently about good, wholesome American family entertainment. So I
had to go to the Google machine because I had
to find out what there we were witnessing a feud
last night? Squire magazine or is this billboard?
Speaker 5 (04:02):
No?
Speaker 3 (04:02):
This is oh this is a billboard. Drake and Kendrick
Lamar's rocky relationship explain nothing has been the same since
Drake and Kendrick Lamar first collaborated back in twenty eleven.
Everyone wanted this. They write a lyrical death match between
the biggest rappers in the game today. Drake and Kendrick
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Lamar at First Thing Seen Rose it between the young
bohemos when they collaborate on each other's w records during
the early stages of their careers. As time passed, friendly
Fire became a volcanic corruption sparked by Lamar's earth shattering
feature March twenty two to twenty four on Future of
Metro Boomin's We Don't Trust You album. You know I
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haven't bought those yet. I guess I need to go
out and buy those add them to my collection of vinyl.
Lamar didn't mince words, hurling daggers at Drake and Coles,
such as yet get up with me, f sneak, dissing
first person shooter. I hope I can read through this story, Okay,
I hope they came with three switches? Are three switches
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like knives or guns or what? Before spewing more venom
towards the duo. Think I won't drop the location. I
still got PTSD, mother effort, the big three. Inward, it's
just big me, I see it. None of this makes
any sense to me. Though Dizzy hadn't at the time
put pen to paper just yet, he had some words
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Lamar during his Sunrise Florida concert March twenty four. A
lot of people ask me how I'm feeling. I'm gonna
let you know I'm feeling. Listen, the same way I'm
feeling is the same way I want you to walk
out this building tonight. I got my fing head up high,
my back straight, my ten fing toes down in Florida
and anywhere else I go, and I know that no
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matter what, it's not inward on this earth, they could
ever f with me in my life. Well that was close.
Speaker 4 (05:56):
These are lyrics to Kendrick Lamar's songs, or this is
your reading the article about the show.
Speaker 3 (06:01):
These are the they're in quotes, they're lyrics to the song.
Speaker 4 (06:05):
Okay, so I guess this is what we were listening to
last Or was this Kendrick song or was this Drake
Well lyrics? See? Now this is Drake to Lamark that
was Drake to Lamar, Keep up Redbeard, come on, keep
up here. In twenty eleven, which I might know, is
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fourteen freaking years ago, Drake evolved from the from being
the polarizing rookie to a full fledged superstar, trumping expectations
with his debut outing. While he hoisted incredible chart steps.
Following his Thank Me Later, campaign, questions lingered about whether he.
Speaker 3 (06:44):
Could elevate his game to the next level. Take Care
was the resounding answer to critics, as he pivoted back
to his popular, so far gone roots and invited several
big name guests along for the ride, one being the
highly touted neophyight Kendrick Lamar. February twenty twelve, Drake and
Vikes Lamar to open on Club Paradise Tour. They got
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rave reviews. Who cares about that? October twenty twelve, Drake
and Kendrick Lamar appear on ASAP Rocky's Fan Problems and
collaborate on Poetic Justice. Okay, let's see. August twenty thirteen,
Kendrick Lamar takes aim at Drake in the Rap Game
on Big Sean's control. I have no idea what any
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of this means.
Speaker 1 (07:31):
None of it.
Speaker 3 (07:32):
October twenty thirteen. Kendrick Lamar comes at Drake during Betts
b ET's Hip Hop Awards Cipher December thirteen, Drake covers
Vibe magazine and says he stood his ground during Kendrick
diss fifteen to sixteen. Subtle shots fired from both sides,
but nothing groundbreaking. Well we got a this is I
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love billboard. We got it year by year October last year,
twenty twenty three, Drake and j Cole light link up
on first person shooter. Isn't that what will you? What
was the name of last night's song? I Don't know anyway?
March of last year. Kendrick goes full attack mode on
Mode on Future and metro boomings like that all right?
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March twenty five, last year, Drake, seeming to responds to
k Dot's disc during hits his It's all a blur
big as the What tour. Oh my god, I hate
this stuff. April twenty twenty four, Drake releases Push Ups
disc on streaming services. April twenty four to twenty four.
Drake Fire's second disc track at Kendrick Lamar, titled Taylor
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Made Freestyle. April thirtieth Kendrick strikes back with six minute
long disc Euphoria. May third, twenty twenty four. Kendrick drops
second disc six sixteen in La May third, last year,
Drake releases third disk track Family Matters. May four, twenty
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twenty four. Kendrick replies with third disc, Meet the Grahams.
May four, last year. Kennick drops fourth diss, not like Us?
Is that what he did last night? I think that's
the song you did last night, not like Us?
Speaker 4 (09:14):
Yeah, that sounds familiar.
Speaker 3 (09:16):
That does it? Let's see, uh, say Drake, I hear
you like him? Young, You better not ever go to
cell block one to any b word that talked to
him and they in love. Just make sure you hide
your little sister from him. Well, that's wonder those are
one you know. That's almost, uh, Dickinson, that's almost.
Speaker 4 (09:41):
That's shakespeare Shakespearean.
Speaker 3 (09:44):
Yes, they tell me, Chubbs the only one that got
your hand me downs and party at the party, playing
with his nose now and Baka got a weird case.
Why is he around? Certified lover boy, certified petiphi miles.
Oh now we're getting nasty. And then they respond back
and forth, Oh my gosh, who cares and that's what
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That's what last night was about. Seriously, that's what we
spent last night talking about. That's what we're talking about now,
Alan Roach. Let's see, hang on.
Speaker 5 (10:28):
Do do do do do do. Let's see this is funny.
Mm hmm, hang on, let's let's.
Speaker 3 (10:46):
Do this hang the departure of this train.
Speaker 2 (10:51):
A single week that's gone by where I haven't received
a text or a tweet or a comment or a
phone call. Hey, I'm sitting at the airport and you
just told me to hurry up. I'm delaying the departure
of this train.
Speaker 4 (11:07):
Please keep clear of the doors. You are delaying the
departure of this train.
Speaker 2 (11:14):
Old on, Please, we're approaching terminal ground transportation and baggage claim.
My mother in law called me after watching your show
and said, they just said you're gone from Denver and
they're going to take you off the train. We need
to call next right now. I've never left out. I
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just went to the Vikings, and I fly back and
forth in Minnesota ten times a year. The honor that
it is to be the voice of Denver that welcomes
people here is amazing, and it's something I do not
want to go. It sounds like it's going to be
an open competition, so I want to be in that
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open competition. I will send in my audition tape and
I will hit the streets and look for votes and
try and retain the voice. And Bia, hold on, please,
you are delaying the departure of this train.
Speaker 3 (12:15):
Hold on, please, your fat ass is delaying the departure
of this train. See that would be better. Let let's
have let's have Alan Roach just recite the national anthem. Yeah,
he can just do a reading kind of like Sir
Lawrence Olivier. We'll just have the Marine band, you know,
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playing in the background and you know, softly and subtly,
and Alan can just you know, Ose, can you Jose?
Can you see by the Dons early light? Now? That
would be you know, let's let's do that. Tell me
whether or not you would go along with that, because
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I'm just trying to satisfy everybody. So something else happened
over the weekend, and it's even better. The new Secretary
of Energy, Chris Right, who sat right here in this studio,
has never been shy about making his agenda, and he
does have an agenda publicly known, so it was that
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as soon as he was confirmed by the Senate last week.
Secretary Wright's first order of business was to completely reorder
the priorities of the Department of Energy that he's now
going to oversee completely gone our biden eras focus on,
you know, throwing the gold bars off the Titanic, as
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one DOE employee cut on hidden camera last year. Put
it in a series of policy initiatives that are designed
to meet Trump's goal of returning this country to a
position of energy dominance, and doing that by exploiting our
incredible wealth of energy resources. Wheny Summer summarize it for you,
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he wants to unleash a golden era of American energy dominance.
This is all over at Energy dot gov Secretarial Order
Unleashing the Golden Era of American Energy dominance. Trump has
outlined a bold and ambitious agenda unleash American energy at
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home and abroad. To restore energy dominance to compete globally,
we must expand energy production and reduce energy costs for
American families and businesses. And not just that, but he says,
we must lead the world in innovation and technology breakthroughs,
which includes accelerating the work of the Department's national labs.
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We must also permit and build energy infrastructure. We've got
to remove barriers to progress, including stupid federal policies mean
interpreting it for you, stupid federal policies that make it
too easy to stop projects and far too difficult to
complete projects. As an example, well not really an example
for here, but nonetheless a good example, a family of
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European beavers. Beavers have become an overnight sensation in the
Czech Republic after taking just two days to build a
series of dams that the Czech government has been struggling
to build for seven years. So while Gavin Newsom is
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blowing up dams and letting the water flow out to
the Atlantic, maybe we just need to reimport beavers to California.
California's there are no beavers in California. No, despite that's
why what anybody tells you. They're no beavers in California.
So Chris Wright wants to do eight different I'm sorry,
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nine different things. I'll tell you what those nine different
things are coming up next. Hey, Michael, what's up with
Fox showing all these celebrities but not the president? Question Mark,
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they did show him a couple of times. Fox News
Channel interviewed the President on the fifty yard line. It
was a so so interview, nothing really earth shattering about it,
and they showed him in the box a couple of times,
including one time during the national anthem where the applause
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drowned out whatever you could hear of whatever the national
anthem was. I'm not gonna let that go. I just
thought it was I didn't think it was horrible. I
just thought it was inappropriate. So there, listen to what
Chris Wright wants to do at the Department of Energy.
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These may seem obvious, but some of the details means
there is a completely new way the Department of Energy
is going to be doing business. The first one is
just an absolute home run advanced energy addition, not subtraction.
And in this particular part of the memo, he's talking
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about this stupid idea of a net zero carbon future,
and he points out that net zero policies raise energy
costs for American families and businesses, they threaten the reliability
of our energy system, and they undermine energy and national security,
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which is all true. We've talked about this numerous times
on this program, about how net zero is just this.
It's like net zero traffic accidents. You just cannot achieve it.
You certainly can't achieve it with today's technology. But it
means less reliable energy because solar and wind currently cannot
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cannot do that. They can't provide your reliable baseline. So
he says, no more. We're just we're not going to
do it. Going forward, the Department's goal will be to
unleash the great abundance of American energy that's required to
power modern life and to achieve a durable state of
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American energy dominance. So net zero done. No more net
zero stuff. So anytime you hear anywhere in the news
about you know, some company or you know, the state
of Colorado is doing something, you know, like California, Colorado
all trying to reach net zero, Well that's no longer
the official policy of the federal government. That's the policy
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of the dumbasses out of the Colorado Public Bureau and
the dumb asses like Jared Polis. So, while the nation
is moving one direction, and we have decidedly said so
back on November five, y'all who's like Jared Polis continue
down this path of a fantasyland utter fantasy. The second
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thing that Chris Wright wants to do unleash American energy innovation.
And he points out, and I think rightfully so, that
the R and D, the Research and Development Department of
de is the envy of the entire world. But instead,
he says, what they need to be doing is focusing
on resources, technologies, focusing on our time that's going to
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advance basic science and reduce costs for American families, strengthen
the reliability of the energy system, and bos to our
manufacturing competitiveness. So he says R and D efforts will
prioritize affordable, reliable, and secure energy technologies including fossil fuels,
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advance nuclear, geothermal and hydropower, and he wants to prioritize
true technological break through nuclear fusion, high performance computing, quantum computing, ANDAI,
all of which he says will maintain and improve our
global competitiveness. So he says, to that end quote, the
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Department will comprehensively review its R and D portfolio. As
part of that review, the Department will rigorously enforce project
milestones to ensure that taxpayer dollars are allocated appropriately and
cost effectively, consistent with the law. It's a total different mindset,
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and you want to focus on things that are really
futuristic technologies fossil fuels, advance nuclear, geothermal, and hydropower. Go
for it, baby, go for it. Third thing he wants
to do return to regular order on LNG exports. What
does that mean? Really points out that where the world's
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top oil and producer and a net energy exporter for
the first time in decades, But he says energy abundance
is an asset and not a liability. On January twenty,
the Department resumed consideration of pending applications to export American
LNG to countries without a free trade agreement with the
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US in accordance with the Natural Gas Act. Proper consideration
of LNG export applications is required by law, and we
will proceed accordingly. That's a subtle, yet significant dig at
the Biden administration because under the Natural Gas Act, LNG
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exports are something we're supposed to be doing. Biden just
willy nilly, just haphazardly without any well, as we know,
based on that conversation with Mike Johnson, the Speaker, he
didn't even know that he had signed. And the executive
order cutting off LNG export. Well, I thought I was
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commissioning a study about LNG exports. Now, whether he was
lying to Mike Johnson or not, you know what, I believe.
I believe he really didn't know what he signed. And
there may be a study campaign that was contained in
that executive order which has now been overridden. But there
may have been a study contained in there. And that's
what they pointed to when they said, Hey, mister President
signed this. This is a study too. This is an
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executive order to study LNG exports. Okay, sure, not even
realizing he had just banned LNG exports. So that's gone.
Speaker 4 (22:37):
The fourth thing.
Speaker 3 (22:40):
I love well, I love them all. I just love
Chris Wright promote affordability and consumer choice in home appliances.
He says that this administration wants American families to be
able to choose home appliances and products. He says, therefore,
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the Department will initiate a comprehensive review of the Department
of Energy Appliance standards programs. Any standard should include a
cost benefit analysis. Alaujah, Finally we're going to have somebody
go wait a minute before we tell them that they
can't have a gas stove versus an electric stove, or
whatever it might be, gas water heater versus electric water heater.
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Why don't we actually do a cost benefit analysis and
consider the upfront cost of purchasing new products and see
whether or not reflects actual cost savings for families. And
if it doesn't, then we're not going to do that,
he says. The Department will pursue a common sense approach
that does not regulate products that consumers value. We're not
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going to regulate those out of the market. Instead, affordability
and consumer choice will be the standard by which we
judge things. You want to keep your stove, you want
to keep your gas powered snowblowds you're gonna need later
in this week. Yeah, you're gonna be able to do that.
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And then number five, this is called the dragon Redbeard strategy.
He's not even paying attention. Could have a drum roll,
You have a drum roll back there, because this is
for you refill the Strategic Petroleum Reserve.
Speaker 4 (24:36):
Yeah, but the Biden's had a plan on that. When
the price is dropped, then you refill it.
Speaker 3 (24:43):
As President Trump has stated, the SBR is a national
asset that protects our security in times of crisis, it
must be refilled. Unfortunately, the SPR is currently at historically
low levels. We will not permit this to become a
new status quo. And moreover, the Department will review SPR
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infrastructure and develop appropriate plans to safeguard this important strategic asset.
You're gonna fill it up, baby, You're gonna fill it up.
Speaker 4 (25:14):
Yeah, the Biden's We're gonna do that. As soon as
gas prices dropped low enough, We're gonna.
Speaker 3 (25:22):
Quit draining in it in order to lower prices by
two cents a gallon, if that.
Speaker 4 (25:28):
For a week, for you, for a week at best.
Speaker 3 (25:33):
Number six, We're gonna modernize America's nuclear stockpile, he says,
we'd urgently need to modernize the nation's regular weapons systems.
The Department will continue its critical mission of protecting our
national security and nuclear deterrence and the development, modernization, and
stewardship of America's atomic weapons enterprise, including the peaceful use
of nuclear technology and non proliferation. Let's start permitting some
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nuclear power plans. Let's start building them. Not does have
to be giant ones. Let's let met a Google whoever
wants to start three Mile Island. Let's let them go
do that, and let's encourage I might even go so
far as it's to say, I'm just thinking out loud
on my saying I do approve of this, but I
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might approve of it. Maybe giving some tax breaks to
power companies that want to build nuclear power plants. Can
you imagine somewhere I don't care. You can put in
my backyard. If you want to, I'll let you put
it in my backyard. But I bet I could find
some farmers and ranchers in Colorado that would say, we'll
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give you the land as well as you give us
free electricity. We'll give you the land if you'll build
a nuclear power plant out here on the six hundred
and forty acres. Yeah, wouldn't it be wonderful? You're out
driving on I seventy and at the same time that
you're looking at Pike's Peak. You know, when you kind
of reach that ridge and for see Pike's Peak, you
can kind of begin to see Long's Peak as you're driving,
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you know, West bald on I seventy and you pass
the nuclear power plant. Wouln't going to be wonderful? Colorado
Energy Independent Excel keep Energy. Ah, they don't want that,
and that gives us to number seven. Unleash commercial nuclear
power in the United States. The long the Way to
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American nuclear renaissance must launch during President Trump's administration. As
global Energy de man continues to grow, America must lead
the commercialization of affordable and abundant nuclear energy. As such,
the Department will work diligently and creatively to enable the
rapid deployment and export of next generation nuclear technology. Well, hallelujah,
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somebody finally gets it. Now. I don't mean and I'm
not trying to throw throw cold water on these ideas,
because they're wonderful ideas. But let's just say that they
do relaunch all the nuclear power permitting processes, they revamp them,
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they streamize them, streamline them maybe and get some tax credits,
tax write offs whatever to start building nuclear power plants.
It's gonna take a while to do that, so we're
gonna need more than two years, maybe even more than
four years. But just the idea that we start out
on this road is wonderful news. But it also means
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we gotta get ready for twenty twenty six and twenty
twenty eight.
Speaker 2 (28:36):
Now, right, I guess that gangster rap warfare going on
last night wasn't.
Speaker 4 (28:42):
Enough for you. Now you got to bring beavers back.
Speaker 1 (28:45):
To the show.
Speaker 3 (28:48):
Well, I just I wanted to, you know, kind of
cut off the ramp, the gangster rap crap and move
to something that obviously you could relate to, and that
is the life of beavers in California, and beaver's in
the Czech Republic building a dam that's been taking the
checks seven years to even plan speaking, the Strategic Petroleum Reserve,
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and this idea that somebody asked on the text line,
what about light bulbs. Light bulbs would be part of that,
making certain that we still have you know, affordable and
we still have choice. Now, whether they'll go back to
incandescent bulbs or not, I don't know, but at least
we're not going to have things. At least we're getting
back to the idea of having choice. Before I casually
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mentioned I bet I could find a farmer or rancher
somewhere in Colorado that would contribute six hundred and forty acres,
which is a square mile, to build a nuclear power
plant somewhere in Colorado, so we could have cheap, abundant energy. Well,
mister Redbeard did some digging even guess what.
Speaker 4 (29:46):
According to Energy dot Gov, a typical one thousand megawatt
nuclear facility in the United States needs a little more
than one square mile to operate.
Speaker 3 (29:54):
So I need two farmers and ranchers or one big
ass farmer and rancher that has more than six hundred and.
Speaker 4 (29:58):
Forty What does go on to say here that the
size of wind farms to will we need to be
required is three hundred and sixty times more land to
produce that same amount of electricity, So three.
Speaker 3 (30:09):
Hundred and sixty square miles or more, yeah, okay, Or.
Speaker 4 (30:12):
If you're gonna do solar panels, you need seventy five
times more space.
Speaker 3 (30:20):
Seventy five times.
Speaker 4 (30:21):
Yep to produce the same amount as one mile nuclear facility.
Speaker 3 (30:27):
Nuclear, So uh, let's just see three hundred and sixty
four times seventy five You need twenty seven thousand, three
hundred acres to do the same Yeah, divided by three
sixty five U seventy four square miles almost seventy five
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square miles to do the same.
Speaker 4 (30:54):
Thing, or just one square mile for a nuclear facility.
Speaker 3 (30:59):
Yeah, and they're actually I wouldn't say that the most
beautiful structure in the world but they're not ugly, and
they're just right there.
Speaker 4 (31:08):
And if you're worried about the safety of them, you
just hire the Navy to take care of it, because
they run nuclear powered ships all the freaking time. And
I don't recall any of them blowing up.
Speaker 3 (31:20):
Well, they blow up all the time. They just the
news just doesn't report on them, don't you see all.
I mean, everybody thinks they're just whales. They're just you know,
blowing off the water. Those are actually nuclepowered submarines. They're
just blowing up all the time off the coast of California,
or you know, at in the Atlantic somewhere. You know,
there may be in the Baltic you know, trying to
sneak around, trying to blow up the nord Stream pipeline
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or something and then boom, you know, you know, feces happens.
Dragon good grief, I don't know. So the see the
other thing he wants to do, he wants to strengthen
the grit reliabil insecurity. He wants to streamline permitting and
identify undo burdens on American energy and concludes with this,
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the Department's mission is vital to American security, and prosperity.
Working together, we can accelerate American science, reduce energy costs
for American families and businesses, and strengthen the reliability and
security of our nation's energy system, all in our quest
to better human lives. It's a noble mission. He calls
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it a noble mission, and I would agree. It absolutely
is a noble mission. And we are everywhere you tur
we're being told that somehow, you know, we got we
got to change the way we use energy because of
climate change. I think the congregation in the Church of
the climate activists, I think that cult is starting to
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fall apart. I'll give you an example of that coming
up next. Because when you think about housing, think about
climate change. But that's cost me