Enjoy Your Freedom!

On today's episode we talked about out weekend and more!

Episode Transcript

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Hello, Welcome back to the Youngand Unscripted podcast Woo Happy Tuesday. I'm
just and I'm Cheaty, and weare going to give you a little bit
of a weekend recap and then we'llsee what happens from there. Yes,
so my weekend was actually very eventful, which is like, wow, crazy,
that never happens. Okay, Sothis Saturday, I had a meeting,

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like a meeting with my sority sisters, which is pretty nice, and
then we went out after that andgot some gumbo from Gumbo Social out here
in the city. Super good.I didn't get the gumbo because I was
kind of like skeptical about how gumbois because Gumbo has like a lot of
like seafood, right have seafood andother stuff, but I think you could
take it out. But I waslike, let me just quaite safe and
get something else. So I didand it was really really good. Did

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you get. I got this poleBoy sandwich that had hot link on it
hot links and then it had likewhat is it called, like coleslaw and
stuff on it with a special sauce. It was so good and the fries
were so nice and hot and salty. It was great, Like I loved
it, so we did that andthen I went to my friend's house afterwards
and then went to work. Andthen the next day I wasn't thinking that

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we were gonna be that busy,but we kind of were. So in
the beginning of the morning, meand my aunt we binge watched a show
bel Air, which is not anew show, it's been out for a
while, but it is so good. So if you have nothing to watch,
it's on Peacock, you should watchit. I've been loving Peacock the
shows, Like I was sleeping atit for a minute, so I'm excited

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to watch other shows. But yeah, we finally finished watching season one,
yes last night, like we've beenbinge watching this thing all weekend long.
And then after that we went towell, my aunt she has like a
group of ladies that they once amonth they always hang out in each each
month's one person hosts the event orwhatever. So she did that at a

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restaurant which me and my cousin gotto eat for free, so it was
good food. It was good forthose yard. The yard I think and
conquered really good place to eat,like they have really good food there.
And then after that I went toa baby shower, like literally right after
for a Sunday. Yeah, sorandom. First of all, can we
talk about that? Who has ababy shower an event on a Sunday night?

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You know, my family, Ithink back in the day used to
do more events on Sundays, maybenot Sunday night, but Sunday in the
afternoon. Yeah, but yeah,I think for the past couple of years
that just completely switched over to aSaturday. It's just so much better literally
and then not even that, Likemy family, Nigerians were just accustomed to
being late. So anytime somebody sayslike three pm, nobody shows up till

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like eight pm, And that's literallywhat happened, yeah on Sunday. So
I'm just like people have not startedarriving till like I think it was literally
six point thirty, Like people startedpulling up, and I'm like, this
is a Sunday, Like we gottaleave, Like I'm like nine the latest
so that we can go home andgo to sleep. So I didn't know
this person at all, like becauseI guess was through my an, but

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you showed up to a random babyshower literally don't know who huh. I'm
like, did you take a gift. Did I take a gift? Yeah?
No I didn't. No, It'slike it's weird because like I think
it was like more of a likea celebration than a baby shower. So
I think a couple of people broadcastbut it normally like it was just a
party. Okay, so that's better. Yeah, So we played some games.

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I lost, which I was prettymad about. And tell me why.
It was the kids that won thesegames, Like they played bingo,
kids won, like I'm talking aboutlike six seven years old. I was
so mad. I was like Iwas an adult, I would have been
as mad, but I was like, these kids beat me. That's crazy.
So yeah, I left home andI'm really good at baby shower games,

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like I usually win, and I'mupset that I didn't win, Like
I'm so hurt, Like I wasmad. Was there a lot of games?
There was like two games that theyplayed, which was like I feel
like it wasn't a lot because Ilove baby shower games. So it was
like bingo and and you tie,you try to guess though to guess.
Yeah, the measurements, the measurementsing, so yeah, but I mean

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it was it was it's kind ofboring. But yeah, it just started
so late, and then a lotof dancing, and it just wasn't like
your average baby shower, Like I'vebeen to a lot of babes, not
a lot, but a decent amount, and it was not like that.
And then we so this wasn't conquered. So then at like eight thirty,

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we leave to go home. Weget to Fairfield, we found out my
cousin. My cousin is supposed topick up my uncle from San Francisco.
We find out he's still in Sack. He answered our phone call, hung
up on us. Did I forgetthat? He did not forget. He
knew he was supposed to be.He knows that we're all mad at him
right now. So he answered thephone and then like didn't say anything,

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then hung up, And then wekept calling him back and he ignored us
completely. So then we called hisbest friend that we knew he was with.
So he answered and we're like,oh, like, hey, can
you like when we talked to ourto our cousin or to our brother or
whatever. He said, Yeah,he's far away, so let me hang
I wanna call you guys. Inlike a minute minute passed. It was

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a whole hour. Nothing like no, we didn't get no call from her
or nothing covering up for him.Literally, so by the time we knew
he was an answer, we decidedthat we're just gonna pick up my uncle.
So we had to go all theway back to San Francisco. Mind
you, this is a Sunday night, and I had to be up at
like four am the next day.So we go all the way to to

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San Francisco. My uncle's fight comesin at ten. His fight is a
little delayed, so we don't gethim till like ten thirty. It was
a long day and then we Yeah, so then we finally got back at
like eleven something, and then Ijust went to bed. Oh and then
you had to be up, Yeah, and then had to be up at
four am. But it was avery eventful day. Can't be mad at
it. At least it has somethingto do. Can I ask you now

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that you cause you did get Youtalked about it on the podcast on Thursday,
right that you got your medication.Oh yeah, so has that kind
of made a little bit of adifference in your energy? Maybe this weekend
that's how you did like so much? Or yeah, let me tell you
because usually Okay, So the firstcouple of days I took it, I
was able to sleep, like takenaps a little bit, but I wasn't

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feeling like groggy. Sunday that thingworks because that whole day I did not
feel an ounce of like tiredness likeI was able to like, and I
woke up early. I woke upon like six thirty am. Don't ask
me why, it just the lightwas shining through my window and I was
like, all right, I'm up. And then yeah, I was pretty
good until like like eleven when wegot back. I was like, okay,

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yeah, I'm tired, but literallyI take like three two or three
naps a day, like especially onthe weekends because I'm I don't know,
I'm just so tired. And yeah, your girl was good. And then
I woke up Monday morning. Iobviously was still tired, but I still
had energy. I didn't fall asleepon my way home, which is sometimes
goods that GD has a habit ofdoing that apparently, so it's working.

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It's working. Okay that hopefully Ithink heay progress. Let us know how
you're weekend? Can I can Iask you another question? Day? Oh?
What is this how are you doing. I'm here ninety day chat.
Oh that is so funny. Iwant to give the people an update.

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I haven't started back, you guys. Okay, I haven't started back.
And what happened was, Okay,the first time I forgot to I forgot
to exercise, and then I didn'tdrink my water. So I was like,
okay, I'm just gonna wait again. And then I was gonna do
it on Sunday, but then myaunt took us out to eat and I
was like, well that's down,Like I can't say no to free food.

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So then I was gonna start Monday. And then Monday, I just
Monday was Monday. Okay, todayI already ate a donut. So I
was like, you know what,I'm gonna just start tomorrow. So we're
gonna restart tomorrow. So we're gonnahold you account told me accountable. That's
fine. Oh before I get intoyour your thing, can I just talk
about my dream yesterday? Yeah?So yesterday I took a nap, and
usually I don't remember my dreams right, like literally you just wake up.

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Nothing happened in my dream, butfor some reason, I jumped about my
eggs and I was just like,what is this? What is going on?
I feel like he has a hasa hold on you, like a
spell on me, because I literallybecause I went through my Twitter and then
I found out or I saw atweet that said the same thing, had

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to dream omegs and it was inJune, and I was like, June
last year, last year? Whatis going on? I don't know every
June he dreams about Oh, Iguess we'll see next June. Did you
tweet about it this time? No? I just quoted that tweet that just
happened again. But yeah, yeah, every every check, every every June.

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But I'm just like, what thehell is going on? It wasn't
a bad dream though. Me andhim were like, we didn't end up
a bad note. But it's justlike, when's the last time you talked
to him? It's been a while. I saw him like at the gym,
like like me last year. ButI don't know if he lives in
the same town as I do.Okay, but when you saw him at
the gym, was it one oftwo? Were you like, oh hey,

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or were you like ill? Isthat who I write? No?
No, No, he's fine,Like he's fine. So he was like,
oh, hey, he said hito me because I didn't reckon.
I don't know because we see somebody. I'm just awkward as how. I'm
like, I don't know if Isay hi to you or act like I
don't see you, you know whatI mean. So some people are just
like, I don't know if youremember me. So I'm just gonna keep

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a pucient But I mean, youknow, we were together for a minute,
so it's hard to ignore that one. But he said what's up to
me? And I was like,oh, I guess we honest we were
cool terms because I didn't know,but yeah, would you ever? I
don't question, I don't ask,I don't know. It's like a no.

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But then maybe like for the plotto fly, make a story out
of it. Okay, okay,alright, so okay, So for my
weekend, I stayed in San Matteo. Oh wow, this we just lived
opposite life weekends. I got myboyfriend came up to visit me, and

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Friday night we made drinks from ourdrink book again. So that was that
was a fun picture. I know, I took a picture. I took
pictures there. I took pictures atthe San Matteo Fair. I took videos
at the Sana Manteo Fair, andI haven't posted anything. You don't tell
me. You get on me allthe time for like Instagram, so but
I feel like you do every alot of stuff, but you barely post
on your story, Like how amI supposed to talk you and see what

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you're doing? No, you're right, I think because we are like already
well that and also I already doso much of social media stuff during the
week that sometimes I'm like, Ineed a little break, like I need
to I need to not be onInstagram or TikTok, but I do want
to like post, let me livethrough Jess, let me see what she's

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doing every second, reframe you knowwhat GD Since you said that, I
will do it for you. Oh, I just got a notification that my
photos are ready. Because we've beentrying to do this. We have been
we downloaded this app called Remedy orsomething like that. We got the free
trial, and we've been using AIto make our pictures. Just turn our

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pictures into basically everything and anything anysort of era like police officer to early
two thousands, uh, medieval artstyle photos. So right now messing around.
I just got enough who that wasready? It is? I think
I'm doing the gender see how itlooks? Gets a mad because it said

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you can't you have to lower yourstandards if you're not attracted to yourself.
Oh as like the opposite gender,Well let's see them. Go ahead.
So yeah, we we made drinksFriday night, and then Saturday we went
to the San Mantel Fair again becauseyou and I went, but before we

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went, we didn't look at thewebsite or anything, so I feel like
there was so much that we weremissing. There were a lot of activities
that were in different buildings where ifyou're just out in the fair looking out,
you won't be able to see them. I know, because we went.
It was like, I don't know, it was very big, but
then it also feels very small becauseI feel like we went to like the

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food section and then the right andthen the one warehoalthy. Yeah, I
had a thing. So when youwere saying that all these stuff, where
was the stuff located? Yeah,I'm telling you everything was inside a building.
Well most things were inside a building, So we missed out on quite
a bit. So this time thatwe went, we were able to check

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out like some of the performances thatthey had in in the rooms and little
Sorry, did you guys go earlieror like later in the day, because
I feel like maybe I think wewent at like two pm. Maybe,
but I think they were all like, uh, I want to say,
everything was opened, oh really allthe time. I just again, I
think because they were inside buildings,that's why we were like, and the
thing's in there, so crazy.But that was really fun. The weather

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was a lot better than when wewent to because it was a lot cooler,
so we weren't dying out there likeyou and I were. It was
hell a hot. It was sohot. I got Mylotte, Oh you
know, I was it. Itwas Oh my god, it was a
ten because they had it. Theyhad the Backy's powder around it. Oh
my gosh. That freaking bean burrito. Yeah, yea yeah. The bean

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burrito did not so well with Chety'sstomach. But you live and you learn.
She did. Next year we willget something else. But we also
built a new cat tree for Bubblesbecause my brother bought her a new one.
Yeah, she's spoiled because the onethat she has right now is so

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tiny, so she like she does, won't really get on it anymore.
But how about we build this newmansion of a cat tree. No,
but we built it. We putit in the corner, right, she
goes to the old one, andshe's playing in the tiny one. Inspect
I was like, I was like, girl, if you don't go play

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in your big tree right now,But I think she she's like getting used
to it little by little. Sowe did that, and then we went
to go watch the Bad Boys movie. Oh my gosh, you have to
go see it. I was tryingto last week. You have to go
see it, and you listening youhave to go see it as well.
Honestly, I don't know if I'vesaid this before. I know I've told

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you before that I'm not the biggestmovie theater goer. Like I don't really
like going to the movie theater thatmuch. I feel like I go to
it a little bit more now becausemy boyfriend likes going to the movie theater
obviously only when there's like good movies, but it's like a nice little date
night, So I like it morenow. But it's been a while since

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I saw like a movie that Iwas like really invested in and that I
was just super into and this wasone of them. It's just really really
funny. Okay, and I recommenda lot of action as well. If
I don't like it, I'm blamingyou. Okay, that's fine. I'm
willing to put that on the tablebecause I really do think it's a great

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movie. What else, I starteda new painting so I'm like trying to
be in my creative era because Ifeel like my creativity has not really been
coming out lately and I need tojust bring that back. Yeah, it's

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good that you're getting a little Yeah. Yeah, I'm trying to. Although
I really got to figure out likea better way of having like a painting
setup because every time I paint,I like painting for long hours and then
the next day my back will belike her pay so bad. So I

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guess I'm in the process of doingthat. But also I really love painting
on my bed because then I'm justwatching Netflix and isn't that messy? No
no, no no. So Ihave I have like specific things that i'll
like lay out and then I'll putthe canvas on top and oh okay,
yeah yeah, yeah, no,it's thankfully and let me knock on wood

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because I feel like I there willcome a day where I'll like spill something
and it's gonna be messy and reallyhard to clean, and I'm gonna regret
doing that. But so far,so good. Okay, but I think
I think that's pretty much you wantto You want to talk about your new
obsession right now? Oh okay,don't judge me, But for some reason,

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I have been getting or I'm tryingto really get into, like scrap
bookingess as twenty nine years old genz. Yeah, hey, you can
scrap book at any age, right, Yeah, But I just I have

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so many pictures, right, andI take so many pictures all the time.
I just like capturing memories. Butthen I hate the fact that if
I ever want to look back,sometimes either pictures are deleted or you have
to scroll back like a bunch.Yeah. I just I like having things
that are physical. Yeah, soI guess I'm taking it one step further
from just having a regular photo album. And yeah, I think it just

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this mini obsession started because lately I'vejust been seeing so many videos on TikTok
and people just create the cutest scrapbooks and I'm like, wow, in
twenty years I can look back andsee all my little memories in one book.
So yeah, it's nerdy or whatever, but it's okay, like just
keep us updated. Yeah yeah,so I haven't. I've bought some stuff

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for it, Like I printed outsome pictures and bought like a little gluistic
that's pretty much it. I wantto go pick up like the actual book
and a couple other things maybe today. But but I'm excited for that because
again, it's like I just reallywant to get back to doing a lot
of creative things because I have kindof pushed that off to the side for
a little bit. So and it'slike therapy kind of makes you feel better,

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like relax your mind, gets yourmind off of stuff. Yeah,
I need to do more things thatkeep me off of my phone. Yeah
that's true. You know, yeah, trust me, his screen time was
back at eight hours. You gotit. I don't know, just like
I'm doing better what well for forlike a week. Yeah, but I'm
like I need to find something projectedto do so I'm not on my phone

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all the time. So so maybeyou can try it as well. I'll
try it, Yeause. I wasgonna say, like like with photo albums,
I missed that because I was little, I was obsessed with photo albums,
Like I literally would spend my allowanceon a photo Did I have friends,
I don't know, but I literallywas obsessed with like all photo albums,

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so I would like buy them andthen put the pictures in. I
don't know where my photo albums areanymore, which I'm kind of sad about.
But I think I'm gonna start doingthat too, because like, yeah,
recently, I just been thinking,like I need to start taking pictures
of people, like my loved onesand stuff, because it's like I would
be I wouldn't be happy if likeI'm scrolling through my phone and needing them
and I can't. I don't haveany pictures with people. I agree.

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Yeah, And I always think aboutthe fact that you know, we'll take
we'll take a bunch of pictures inthe moment, right, or we're like
posting to Instagram. Let's say wewent out somewhere and we take a picture
and we post We're wanting to postit to Instagram or something, right,
and in the moment, I feellike we'll be so critical of it.
Yeah, and we're always like,ill, like this picture, I don't

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like this picture and that is it. Yeah, but then but then you
look back years later and it's justlike a nice memory. You don't even
care at that point, you didn'tquote like come out good, yeah in
it. You know what, I'mgonna buy me a little disposable camera to
yes, I get to I mightnot do this grap booking thing because I
feel like, okay, I don'tknow why, No, I I like

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them and they're cute, but Ijust feel it with me, I'm not
like mice. My mind and thenmy whatever happens on that paper is not
gonna be equivalent to each other,like okay, I see it. I
feel like it's just gonna look uglyas because I do not have a creative
touch at all. So I'm justgonna safe and do like the photo books,
yeah, just the photo books.But scrap phoks are really cute.

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I like them are so yeah.I think I want to turn it into
like a scrap book slash sketch book, so that if there is a day
where I want to just sketch something, I could do that and then put
a picture on top of it orsomething. So I am really excited for
this and to just let my creativityflow yea. But other than that,
I mean this weekend, this weekshould be pretty warm. So I don't

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know how I feel about that.But do you have anything planned? I
guess for the next couple of daysor for the week ahead. I know
this weekend is a Father's day.Oh that's yeah. So I don't know
what we're doing. Oh can Ijust talk about something real quick? Yes,
and then we can like finish thepodcast. But so my birthday is

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coming up, right, yeah,and for some like I'm not really like
a big birth the person, butI do like celebrating my family. But
there's other events that they want togo to on my birthday. So first
it was going to Mexico okay,right, which was fine, like Mexico
trip cool, Like I would havebe mad at you would have gone too.

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I would have gone. But theonly problem was is like the party
was on my birthday and it wasn'ther birthday. So I was just like,
I want to do something on mybirthday, like for myself. Yeah,
So we ended up not going.So then we ended up cancing those
plans. So I was like,cool, like we can like do a
little spend the night, go tola or whatever. Then I find out

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that they have a party there.They're attending for somebody else's birthday that's on
that day too, and I'm justlike, where is this? I actually
don't know. I don't remember whereit is. It's somewhere out here in
the bay, I don't remember.But I was just like, oh,
and I'm like, I don't wantto go because I don't want to.
I would rather just like not stayat home, but I'd rather maybe do
something with my friends. Yeah,like do your own celebration for you exactly.

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I don't want to be at somebodyelse's party because then I'm not even
like, wait, I thought yourcousin, you and your cousin were gonna
go to have we okay, theparties at night, Okay, okay,
Okim. Yeah, So I justI don't want to dress up and then
be awkward and not because I becauseI think with my family is like a
lot of people know my family,but they don't know me necessarily because I

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don't really go to like a lotof their family their events and stuff.
So anytime I show up, they'rejust like, well, they know me,
but they don't know me, likethey know I'm her niece or whatever.
But yeah, so it's just alittle awkward for me. So I
just like, I don't want tobe in an environment on that day.
So yeah, let's just talk aboutpeople a lot. Everybody they mama got
an event on that day because it'sa Saturday, and I hate my birthday

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on a Saturday, now I know, because literally that weekend, I'm not
even gonna be insie. Do youknow that's where I should be at with
that now, yes, Hey,it hasn't happened yet, it's not too
late, but you're fly. Let'ssee what Spirit got got forty five hours.

(23:55):
I'm in get Spirit. You're notmaking it. I will make it,
just probably a couple of days later. You'll get there once. I'm
already bad. I know. I'mlike, I mean, I still trust
like Frontier and stuff, but Iknow people are like people say that Frontiers
and Spirit are basically the same thingtheir brothers and sisters pretty much. I

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took Spirits to Las Vegas one time, and honestly, it wasn't bad.
It was a quick flight, yeah, but it like kept getting delayed like
literally like and like hours. Okay, it's delayed again for another hour,
like it just kept getting pushed back. I'm like, oh my gosh,
I'm just trying to Like we weresupposed to leave out like like ah maybe
like two pm. We didn't endup leaving to like five or six.

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It was just that's a long time. Yeah, And then obviously you can't
bring back, like you can't bringyour baggage on the plane either, So
it felt light to fly, butyeah, it's just delays. So remember
how when I went to where didthey go? Wasn't that diego where I
only took? Yeah, so I'mdoing that again for Vegas, Oh my

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god, because it worked for melast time. And the amount of time
you save at the airport by notchucking in a bag is insane. So
I was like, oh my god, I like this first, so you
don't have to wait till everybody getsoff the plane so you can grab your
stuff. I hate that. Andthen when you like, once you land,
you don't have to go anywhere toget your oh yeah, like baggage,

(25:26):
baggage. Yeah, so it's tentimes better. I'm doing it again
because it's going to be Vegas andlike over one hundred degrees anyways, so
pretty much not anything. Yeah,ba with you on it, war my
swimsuit, sunglasses andhattan, there yougo, there we go. I'll help

(25:47):
it. I'll be ready to go. But yeah, so that's Oh my
gosh, so you basically have twoweeks of being twenty six. Yeah,
twenty six. It feels weird.I feel like I'm either like twenty seven
or twenty five, like there's noin between. Oh my aunt, she
doesn't. She forgets my age allthe time. She thinks I'm still twenty

(26:08):
five. So I was like,oh, I'm like twenty six. She's
like, you're twenty six, andI'm like, yeah, when did you
turn down six? Like last year? Like literally, I feel like I
feel like that's the same thing withlike my mom my mom will be like
you're twenty nine. No, No, you're not. I think she's like
in denial. She's like, Ithink we're too, me too. I

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think these COVID years definitely like didthat care? Because I'm like I'm thinking,
like, oh my god, Ireally am twenty six, Like I
don't feel like it. I feelnot even just the COVID years. I
feel like, yeah, like sixyears younger. Literally I don't know why,
maybe cause I still don't have mylife together, so it adds on
to it. So it just itfeels like I should be like twenty two

(26:52):
right now. Literally, I wishI could go back to twenty two.
I'm not gonna lie like or evenyounger than that, because if we were
in like high school right now,we would have summer break. Oh yeah,
I mean even but no, evenin college, so we would have
summer break. Yeah, but incollege, I already had a job,
so I oh, even if Ihad summer break, I still like working.

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In high school, I was working. I don't know why I did
that. Where at the movie theater? I was when I turned sixteen,
I got a job there. Anddo I regret it a little bit?
Because you were a senior? Iwas a junior? Okay? Yeah?
Wait was I seventeen? I wasa senior sixteen? I was a junior,
yeah, because I graduated at seventeen. Yeah yeah, so yeah,

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I mean I was, like,I liked having my own little money on
the side and stuff. But working, God at that part naturally, because
I feel like in high school iswhen people go to the movie theater the
most, So would you just seeeverybody that you you know what, I
don't I don't think I did.I don't think I saw a lot of

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people. I don't honestly, Idon't remember, though. But there was
some other people that work that wentto my school that worked at the movie
theater too, like a couple otherpeople that were a little bit older than
me, like or they're a yearolder than me. They were seniors,
so I knew them. But yeah, other than that, like, I
don't remember seeing a lot of people. Yeah, but after I graduated high
school, I ended up seeing alot more people. After I graduated,

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I was like, oh, there'sa lot of y'all gotta get out of
Fairfield. But yeah, that's notdon't don't work in high school, you
guys. I know you want yourindependence, but enjoy your freedom. No,
yeah, enjoy your freedom of labor, yeacause once you once you really
got to go into the world andstart working, you're like, dang,

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I wish I didn't work when Iwas younger, because who because then it
just keeps going. You have tokeep working and yeah, and then you
kept buy a hot You don't getover retirement money because there's that retirement security
is running out of payments and Ihave to eat and then you have to
cook your own friend and then youlive alone and you're scared. Does someone's

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gonna break it? Oh? Thatcould that part? I think about that
a lot of vucket a lie.The other day, I was laying there,
Bubbles is in the room with me, so she wasn't making noise,
and I hear like my bathroom dooropen. I was like, is this
the day I get murdered? Youjust got to act like you here nothing
at all, because I'm not isthat my face? Oh my gosh,

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I think, what's okay? SoI don't know. Every time I walk
out of my house, I justthink about because it's so early in the
morning and it's dark. Yes,And I don't know why my brain always
thinks about that stuff as soon asI walk out the doors. Honestly it
Some days, if I have enoughenergy, I'll be on the lookout and
I'm like looking around making sure noone's there. But the other days,
when I'm really tired, I'm like, you know, what, if it's
gonna happen, help if like something'shappened to me right now, I'm sorry,

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but I don't have the energy tolike look around. I'm just gonna
get in my car really, Ohmy gosh. Some days, some mornings,
I don't know. I don't thinkI had. I'm usually tired,
but I don't care. I'm alwayson the lookout. I'm just like scoping,
and I feel better because like myfamily has hellic cameras, so I

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know something happen to only see somebodyokay, so they can identify. But
at the same time, I knowmy car is two feet from my door.
I'm still like getting in locking thedoor, like I don't know,
and I feel like I watched somany crime shows and like the Lifetime and
where I'm scared of people in theback, so every time I gotta look
in the back to make sure cease, I feel like it. Sometimes I'm

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like I should check, but sometimesI'm like, no, I don't want
to check because if I check andsomething's there, what am I gonna Which
makes no sense, but oh mygosh, with my old car. The
last thing I'm gonna say my oldcar had my trunk would magically just open
up. So I'll be driving andthen it just I'll see like trunk,

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like my light would trunk door openor something like that. So I'm just
like freaking out because I'm like,if somebody's in my trunk right now,
I'm gonna freaking die, Like I'mgoing to tie a fear so I get
arrested, literally, so I wouldjust like I was like, I'm just
gonna wait until I get to likea well lit area with like other people,

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or wait till I get to theoffice. And I'm like praying that
nobody's in my car. Oh mygosh, that's scary malfunction. I think
my car, my car's always havemouth. Yeah, it sounds like,
yeah, like Ruben's car had thatsimilar thing, but I don't think it
would open. Yeah, it wouldn'topen when he was driving, it would
just like open, It wouldn't wouldn'topen. Actually, oh, it would

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not open. But then one timewe got back from a vacation. He
had left his car at work andit was like wide open, so embarrassing.
I would hate if my car didthat. Because you don't see the
mouth stuff I have in my trunk. People are like, damn that it's
is messy, like living in hercart. There's literally everything in there.

(32:12):
Everything you need, it's in there. Oh my gosh, Okay, I
think that's we're done. I hopeyou guys enjoyed our podcast today. Yeah,
have a good Tuesday. Go jumpin a pool somewhere, and we
have some news coming up Thursday,so stay tuned for that one. Yeah.
Are they good or bad? News? Mediocre? I guess. Okay,

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we'll leave them with that for uson a suspense. Yeah. Maybe By