Hidden cameras, cum-as-lube, and deep emotional sex—Casey shares how healing from shame and trauma led to the hottest, most connected sex of his life.
📈 STATS | 30s gay bisexual white cis male, he/him pronouns, in a committed gay partnership after a decade of heterosexual marriage, from the US South, into: double ended toys, cum play, and really connected sex.
⏰ TIME CODE
00:00 From straight marriage to gay partnership and a 2 on the shame-o-meter
03:15 Growing up Christian, early curiosity, and accidental bathtub orgasms
10:55 First explorations with a friend and anxious attraction to boys
16:10 Holding out for marriage, fear of disappointing women, and dorm sex
20:14 Emotional manipulation, orgasm pressure, and the unraveling of his marriage
23:15 Best friends to lovers: high-stakes kisses, hot makeouts, and transcendent gay sex
28:35 Top, bottom, and day-of decisions: discovering his preferences with toys, lube, and communication
31:02 Sensitive penis tips, foreskin restoration, and full-body turn-ons
35:10 Attachment styles, stable sex, and learning to feel good in his own body
38:40 A tour of double-ended toys and the hotness of mutual masturbation sleeves
43:00 Ass-eating in the pool, cotton candy lube, and gradual rimming exploration
46:30 Prostate orgasm dreams and fantasies of tied-up topping
48:15 Dirty talk he loves (and what turns him off)
51:10 Homemade porn, hidden-camera consent, and favorite ways to come together
56:00 Porn, masturbation, and negotiating boundaries around solo play
1:00:18 Disasters: caught mid self-suck by mom (again)
1:01:31 Therapy, EMDR, and attachment theory as sexual healing
1:02:30 Hopes for a lifetime of emotional, connected sex with his partner
1:03:03 What he’d tell his younger self: “You’re okay.”
🤩 TOPICS | Anal exploration, anxious attachment, ass licking, bisexual male experience, Christian sex shame, circumcised sensitivity, coming out later in life, cum clean-up play, cum fetish, dating with trauma, dildo scissoring, emotional sex, ex-gay shame, explicit consent, face sitting, foreskin restoration, gay anal sex, gay first time stories, gay relationship sex life, giving blowjobs, hidden sex camera, homemade gay porn, hot tub oral, internalized homophobia, intimate male touch, jack and world website, kink curiosity, late bloomers sexually, male masturbation tips, male sex toys, masturbation sleeve, mental health and sex, mirror sex, monogamous gay relationship, mutual masturbation stories, oral fixation, penis sensitivity, personal sex videos, poolside rimming, post-divorce sexual awakening, prostate massage, rimming nerves, same-sex first times, secret camera porn, sexual boundaries, sexual self-discovery, sex after marriage, sex and therapy, sex in Christian households, shame release, shared double-ended dildo, squirting lube, straight marriage to gay love, trauma-informed sex, two-person monogamy, vibrator for men.
Casey’s update from October 2022 | Happy Gay Christian
Originally released July 2022.
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