September 15, 2025 • 40 mins
Hey girls! Welcome back to another week of Hotter Than Yesterday. On this episode, I opened up my question box and got you to submit your assumptions about me, totally unfiltered. There were some sweet and some direct one's, but I never shy away from answering the big questions so let's get into them!
Have I ever cheated? Do I struggle with online hate? Is it true what people say about me online? I answer it all in this episode, so strap in and I'll leave no stone unturned xx
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hi, everyone, Welcome back to today's episode Tuesday's episode of
Hotter Than Yesterday, reporting live on my Sunday evening. We
are having a Sunday debrief. You're me girls, We're having
a true Sunday debrief. I I'm hung I'm hungover, so
(00:21):
I feel like grab some popcorn. Let's get crazy. Maybe
you guys are driving to work and you're in a
better situation than me. But we're getting real and raw
on today's episode because I don't have a lot in me,
but I feel like we can really get down to
the nitty gritty. It is a gloomy and gross I
just got back from Sunday roast.
Speaker 2 (00:40):
Ha ha. She's poet and she doesn't even know it.
Speaker 1 (00:44):
We went to John Summit last night with White Fox
and it was so so much fun. I don't really
remember it a lot of it, to be honest, because
I have a.
Speaker 3 (00:55):
Friend called Bree.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
She's one of my London friends, and it was her
birthday to where we celebrated it yesterday and we started
drinking from twelve.
Speaker 3 (01:04):
We went to this lovely restaurant called Zephyr. It's like
a Greek restaurant. It's in notting Hill, like where the Portobello.
Speaker 1 (01:11):
Markets are, and we had a lovely, like long lunch.
I fucking love a long lunch. Like being a girl
is so good, because what do you mean we can
have a Saturday a long lunch with Tommy's Margarita's lovely,
lovely food and just chat shit for a few hours.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
Like that is girlhood.
Speaker 1 (01:33):
And the fact that men don't get to do that,
Like obviously you guys get to go to the pub
and you have like a pub meal and like a
palma and shit like that palm palma, but like it's
not the same, it's not the same. Like that is
peak girlhood right there. Like I'm so and like yesterday,
like when I was sitting there, like I didn't know
any of the girls, Like they're all girls from Australia.
(01:57):
It was Maddi, Dylan, Layla and and Free. They're all
Australian girls. But we've all become such good friends. All
of us probably wouldn't have been friends if we all
weren't in London like experiencing and doing kind of the
same thing this year with ourselves. And like I just
like sat at lunch and I was like, you guys
have like honestly become some of the most important people
(02:19):
in my life. And I didn't know you a couple
of months ago, and that is something that I'm really
really grateful for the experience that I've had. And if
any of you are wondering, like how you meet friends
and how you make friends when you're over in a
country away from your family and stuff like that, is
like your friends become your family, and like you may
not know them for a really really long time, but
(02:39):
they truly become your everything, and like they're your home
away from home. You get so close to people quickly,
and you're also because you're so far away from home,
you're out of your comfort zone and you're like more
likely to like go out there message people and like
do things that you're not comfortable with, Like I just
went to Sunday Roast with somebody else that I didn't
(02:59):
really know, and it's like you just have to say
yes to like meeting people and go outside your comfort
zone and then that's ends up being comfortable. Like I
have met so many people in the last couple of
months and I never ever, ever probably would have met
when I just like lived in Australia because you're you've
got your friends in Australia, you've got your family, you've
got your group of friends and like your plans and
(03:22):
your routine and everything like that. But because you don't
have it here, you're like you have no choice but
to say.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
Yes to things.
Speaker 1 (03:28):
Like the same group of girls and I went out
on Thursday night and we just like went to this
place called the Devonshire, which is like a very famous
pub in Soho and it's like the Guinness Pub and
everyone goes there and it's always busy, and we met
up with other girls that, like one girl was from London.
It's like Leila's new housemates, and met up with them,
(03:49):
had a whole night with them, like then went to
another pub and we ended up sitting with these irishmen
and we're like speaking to the Irish men all night.
Speaker 3 (03:57):
They ended up being fucked up, which is like crazy.
Speaker 1 (04:00):
They were like sitting across from us and we just
like started chatting and started having like good chats, and he,
like one of the Irish men.
Speaker 3 (04:07):
Like bought all of us all roses and it.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
Was like so cute and everything like that, and then
they ended up getting into a punch on and hitting
Phoebe like accidentally, but she ended up getting punched by
one of the irishmen and we were like, oh my god,
Like one second you're buying as roses, the next second
you're getting on a punch on because another guy was
trying to crack on Phoebe. Very possessive, very weird, but
(04:31):
it was crazy. I'm like every time I wake up,
because obviously you guys know, I have like really bad
anxiety and anxiety.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
I'm like my level.
Speaker 1 (04:40):
I'm not like a big drinker back at home, but
like I've just like because there's so many things and
like meeting friends and when you're young and you're like
always out, like the thing to do is like go
to a bar and drink, like that's how you kind
of socialize at our age. So like drinking a lot
more than I usually would, which is like not something
I love. Like I've pretty good, like I'm not getting
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hungover and like I'll still get up and do things
the next day, Like I'm not like a bedrodder, but
like I went out Sunday night last week with some
more friends from Melbourne, my friend Ethan that I know
of from Melbourne, and then I went out Thursday night,
and then I went out Saturday night, and I'm like,
my body's just like hating me. Like I'm feeling really bloated,
(05:24):
I'm not eating well. My body dysmorphya is really bad.
The way I'm viewing myself is bad.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
And I know.
Speaker 1 (05:33):
That it's from all the drinking. Alcohol and I have
a very weird relationship where like I'll still drink it.
I drink it because I love the social aspect of it,
but because of my past with eating and stuff like that,
alcohol is like very messy in my brain.
Speaker 3 (05:49):
I always like work through it.
Speaker 1 (05:51):
But I'd be interested to know if other people that
have had eating problems in the past, because I like
to talk to you guys about like how I overcame
things and stuff.
Speaker 2 (06:01):
But I would also like to know your opinions, like.
Speaker 1 (06:04):
Girls with eating problems, have you always struggled with alcohol,
because it's something I'm still trying to work through, but
I do really struggle with it. Like for so long,
I never ever drank cocktails, but now, like I love
a cocktail, but there's so much guilt that comes with cocktails,
and like then the next day, like my just food
noise and head noise is really really bad when it
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comes to alcohol, and because I'm drinking, and that's probably
why in Australia, I maybe minimize the amount I drink,
like how frequently I drink, but over the last couple
of months, because I'm like obviously being a lot more social,
I'm drinking a lot more and it's probably why the
(06:47):
noise is a lot louder. So yeah, I think I'm
just kind of asking, like, do you guys struggle with
that and do you guys have that, because it's something
I'm noticing about myself a lot more that I don't
really know how to work through. So if you have
worked through that, you have experienced that, like I would
(07:08):
really love to know your advice or to hear your
experiences about that, because it's definitely something that I'm recognizing
I really really struggle with and I'm still struggling with
it quite a lot.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
I don't let it.
Speaker 1 (07:21):
Rule my life and I don't let it consume it
and I don't let it like deter away from what
I want to actually do. But it is something that
I'm noticing a lot more because I'm doing it a
lot more, and probably why you didn't do it in
the past is because I was avoiding it. But you
(07:42):
got to face your problems head on. And that's just
something I'm definitely recognizing in myself. But some of the
best memories I've had is like around alcohol, not because
I'm drug but.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
It's because the alcohol is involved.
Speaker 1 (07:55):
You're in a social aspect, you're a meeting amazing people,
and yeah, like London is so much fun for that stuff,
and London does have quite a big drinking culture. I
would say something I've really noticed about the UK and
like London and being over here and kind of living
over here, is that people don't live for the weekends
(08:16):
like they live for the weekends in Australia. There is
a lot more events on the weekends, but there's also
so much on during the week and people go out
for dinner, people like really lap up post work time.
Speaker 2 (08:30):
They don't just like go home.
Speaker 1 (08:32):
It's like nine to five and everything like that. And
I think it's because not a lot of people drive,
so it's like you find your friends that you take
public transport home that maybe live near you, and it's like, oh,
we'll grab dinner after and like you're all working in
the city and a lot of you don't live in
the city, so it's like you meet up with people
when you're in there, like safety work in like so Ho,
(08:53):
which might be like South Era, because other people probably
might also be living out there, but you don't live
I mean, I might be working out there, but you
guys don't live in proximity. Normally you will seize the
opportunity because you guys are working there, so a lot
more goes on after work. Does that make sense? And
because I'm unemployed, No, I am employed. I do earn money,
(09:15):
so I am employed, But Sam, I'm self employed and
I don't go to an office when in Australia like
those things and opportunities don't come around as much, but
because it is here, you notice it a lot more.
Speaker 2 (09:28):
I don't really know what I'm saying. Does that makes sense?
Speaker 1 (09:31):
But apart from that, John Summit was really really good,
but it was at the O two Arena, which is
kind of like Rod Labor. It was like a concert
and I felt like it should have been like more
of it a boiler room vibes, but it was really fun.
I wasn't like a big I'm not like a big
John Summit fan, but I do love a concert, and
I do love like house and DJ events and stuff
(09:53):
like that, so it was really good to go ticked
it off the off the list, I guess, and where
with Maddie it was really fun. We ended up meeting
all these other people and being in the suite with
them and they were other content creators, so again, really
nice to meet more people in the industry over.
Speaker 3 (10:07):
Here, but it's hard to keep up with it.
Speaker 1 (10:10):
I'm a tired girl. Like my brain is just like
running on overdrive. And I think it's because like I
don't want to miss out on any opportunities. I keep
saying yes to everything, but probably not prioritizing my mental
health and like my health and what's actually good for
me mentally, which is probably why I'm like tired and
(10:33):
like drained and run down. But again, all a part
of the experience. I feel like that's just like your
twenties and I like said to my friend the other day,
I was like, fuck, I've got seven more years of this.
Like your twenties are really hard and really confusing, and
everyone is at different stages and you never really know
what you're doing right and like what's the right thing
(10:54):
to be doing, And it's overwhelming me sometimes because I'm like,
sometimes i feel like I'm just like wasting my life
away and I'm not doing anything that's like contributing and
helping it. But I know it's part of the journey
and I will have it all figured out one day
and I'll be grateful for the experiences and everything that
I'm going through now. But like sometimes being a part
(11:15):
of it and doing the experiences, I'm like, Okay, enough
enough life lessons. I've dated a fuck with, I've been
in a toxic relationship. Like when something good gonna happen,
when something good gonna happen, But sometimes you got to
go through the hardest shit to have the best outcomes.
Speaker 2 (11:31):
That's what we're manifesting. It's what we're manifesting.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
In terms of like any dating updates, I literally have
none for you guys, Like I really wish it was
like way more excited, but like obviously I was in
that situation shit and that's over now, and I'm just
like I'm not a good data. I'm not a good
I really love being single, and like dating just seems
(11:54):
like so much effort.
Speaker 2 (11:55):
But I know that, like it would be fun.
Speaker 1 (11:57):
For you guys to have the update, but I really
don't have any, Like I probably just need to get
my friends on, Like I'm gonna get Maddie Dylan on
the podcast. I'm gonna rent out of studio to have
her on because I feel like she wouldn't her dating
life and like dating stories are way more entertaining than
what I ever will be. But there will be one
day where I will be able to fully spill the
(12:19):
law and the tea.
Speaker 2 (12:20):
But I really don't have anything.
Speaker 1 (12:22):
I think we might be going in a double date
though that she's teeing up, so could be reporting back
on that with her. But I asked over on my
Instagram assumptions about me because I saw Katie from Jhem
do a TikTok about it, and I was like, I
want to do an assumptions about me, So I'm going
to read some of them. I haven't really looked at them,
to be honest, but yeah, let's just dive in. Someone
(12:50):
said that I would be a really fun friend to have.
I'm going to start off with a nice assumption because
that's really such a good compliment. I would say I
am a very very good friend. I'm extremely extremely loyal
and like once you're my friend, like I will I'm
right or die for you. I'm the type of friend
that's like I will tell you how it is not
what you want to hear. But I like those type
(13:13):
of friendships. Or I am always like I'm going to
treat my friends how I would be want to be
treated in friendships, which sometimes has like disappointed me because
I probably do so much for my friends and growing up,
like I wasn't that close with my family, so I
did put a lot of effort into my friendships, and
my friendships do mean so much.
Speaker 2 (13:31):
And because I live away from.
Speaker 1 (13:32):
Home, my friendships out of home, like my friendships mean
a lot to me. But yeah, I would say I
am a very fun friend when I'm in the mood.
I'm the type of friend of like you can't convince
me to do anything, like when my mind is made
up on something like if I don't want to go out,
I'm not going to go out. But when I go out, bitch,
I'm going to you to do sixty kloshots and you're
going to have the time of your life. Like I'm
a fun friend, like I love fun friends, Like I
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hope I'm a fun friend. I don't want to be
a borrowing friend. But yeah, I would say I am
a fun friend. I'd say I'm a good friend too.
Another person says, is my assumption is that I go
out at the time I go out when I'm not
in countries that i'm born in, Like I don't go
out a lot in Melbourne. I'm a very big homebody
in Melbourne. I don't really go out, like I'll go
(14:16):
like to a wine by with my friends maybe, but like,
I'm not like a partier in Melbourne. But I think
it's because I'm in Europe and I'm meeting more people
and I'm like really loving the opportunities and I'm like
super happy and I'm like wanting to like meet more
people and stuff like that. I have been going out
a lot more than usual, but I'm not necessarily a partier,
if that makes sense. I don't like clubs. I don't
(14:38):
like going to clubs. I don't like nightclubs. I find
them very overwhelming. I like places that you can sit down.
I love I love a dance but I'm like more
of a beach club kind of girl, like in like
tropical countries, like I love it like that, if that
makes sense. But I'm not like a clubber. I love
a house party, but I'm not a clubber. I don't
(14:59):
like them, but I I love a beach club in
like Mickenos.
Speaker 2 (15:02):
Do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (15:04):
I'm like a time and place partier. But I would
say I don't go out any more than anybody else
my age, like once or twice a week max, And
I don't back it up like I'm not like Friday
and Saturday. I'm either Friday or Saturday. This week was different.
This week was an odd week for me. Someone says
(15:24):
that I seek male validation. She goes, I don't think
this is what, this is who you are, but I
just wanted to get your opinion. I okay, I know
I speak about like being single and like not having
a boyfriend, and like I make it like quite a
bit of my personality and stuff like that, but I
and I'm not trying to like come across like pick me.
Speaker 3 (15:45):
But I think because I.
Speaker 1 (15:48):
Grew up in a male, very male dominated environment, like
I lived at a boys boarding school and I had brothers,
I don't look at men for validation and I don't
don't seek validation from men, like if I don't want
a man to call me pretty. I don't want, like
want to pool men on a night out, like I've
never like and not that it's wrong, but I'm just
(16:11):
like explaining the type of person I am, Like I've
never had a one night stand and I've never gone
home with a man on a night out, and I've
never like met a man on a night out and
been like yes, like obviously like I've sp spoken to
guys on a night out, but like I don't. That's
not my intention when I go out, and I don't.
I definitely don't dress for the male gaze, like my
(16:33):
outfits are so for the girls, and I don't seek
validation from men. If anything, I probably seek more validation
externally from women.
Speaker 3 (16:43):
I yeah, I'm not very I don't think i'd give
off energy two.
Speaker 1 (16:49):
Men on a night out that like, like I rarely
get approached if anything, and spoken too, because I just
don't think I.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
Give off that aura.
Speaker 1 (16:57):
I don't really give a fuck if men love or
hate me. Couldn't actually give a shit, to be honest,
And that's just like not someone I am. But I
think that's because I grew up like viewing men as
just like individuals, and I don't really care, Like if
you don't like me, I don't care, and I don't
want your approval and I don't want your validation that
you think I'm pretty, Like I couldn't give a fuck
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because nine times out of ten, like I probably don't
rate you, and I don't want you to think that
I'm gonna validate you. I don't really compliment men. I'm
not very nice to them. I'm a bit of a
hater if anything. So like I just never want to
put myself in an environment that I'm gonna get validation
from them, because like a majority of the time, I
won't give them validation and I'm not giving them the energy.
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But that doesn't mean that, like it isn't nice. Like
of course, like a man calling you beautiful and everything
like that is so lovely, but it doesn't make me
feel better. It doesn't make me feel good, like at
the end of the day, like I still view myself
the same way, whether a man compliments to me or not.
Speaker 2 (17:55):
And I'm so.
Speaker 1 (17:56):
Glad that I was kind of brought up like that
because of my brothers. So no, if anything, I probably
seek more validation from women. And I have a big
fear about women not liking me and women not thinking
I'm cool and like pretty and shit like that. Like
I definitely would seek more validation from women. Someone says
(18:16):
you're an appall spirit scale. No, guys, I hate Aperol spirits.
I don't really like bubbly alcoholic drinks because I think
it just makes me feel good. I'm a Tommy's Mark
girl through and through. And there's this drink called a
gin basil smash. My ex introduce me to them because
he's European, and they're so fucking good. But I don't
know if you can get them in Australia. I don't
(18:37):
know if they're a common drink. But it's like a
basil drink. It's so fucking good. And I am a
Tommy's Margarita girl, but they don't do Tommy's Margarita is
very well here. They do them really good in Australia,
like I think it's a very Australian drink. I have
gotten a little bit more onto the Aperol spirits, Like
when I was in Italy, i'd have like maybe one
(18:57):
with dinner, but it's like a one and done kind
of thing, and I'm wanting to sip on a drink
because I'm a sculler. If I get a match up,
if I get a coffee, if I get a margarita,
that shit's gone in three or four drinks. And I'm
not a sipper, so margarita is they go down very quickly,
like I'm a sculler, and then I'm like another one,
another one, another one, and then next second.
Speaker 2 (19:16):
Like I'm obliterated.
Speaker 1 (19:17):
Because I just like love to drink my drinks like
I'm a drink I'm a beverage girl, like I have
so many beverages throughout the day. So I have noticed.
I sip Apperol spirits is because I don't really like them.
So if I want to sip a drink and I
don't actually really want to get drunk, I get an
Apple sprits because I don't actually like the taste. I
don't like the taste of prosecco. I don't like wine
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and anything like that. So I have reckon. I now
know if I actually don't really want to drink but
everyone's drinking around me, I will get an Apperl spritz
for the vibe, not because I like it, if that
makes sense, but they're warming up to me.
Speaker 2 (19:54):
I've had like a few.
Speaker 1 (19:55):
Good apparo spritzers. Someone says, you're into femboys. Okay, me
my friend talking about this, I my type has completely changed.
Like I used to say that my type was like
my ex boyfriend that you guys all know, but now
I'm like not attracted to that at all, Like that
is not my type at all. I wouldn't say I'm
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not into fem men, but I'm not necessarily attracted to them.
I think I like a bit of a protector mentality,
a bit of a man. Not that fanboys aren't men,
because I also want a man that's really emotionally in touch.
So if you say a fan boy, I don't really
like the standards of like mask and fem but I
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think societally fan boys they say that they're more in
touch with their emotions and everything like that. So if
you say, if you're talking about like emotionally, yes, I'm
into fem men in quotation marks, I really don't like
speaking about it like that, but yes, I'm into emotionally
mature men because I think think my feelings grow a
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lot more emotionally. I'm like physical attraction obviously is a thing,
but I can appreciate a good looking man but if
I don't have an emotional connection with them, like I
don't really care, like I wasn't Like for my last
situationship with the European guy, he wasn't very emotionally available,
and that's what stopped me from growing emotion like developing
(21:25):
stronger feelings for him because emotionally we weren't aligning. So
if you're talking about it from that aspect, yes, I'm
into more feminine men who like are happy to speak
about their emotions and not just like come off tough
all the time. I don't like that. But I am
like into a cool guy like my type now, like, oh,
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I'm obsessed with Like the guy I'm obsessing it with
over at the moment is dasmond Idris.
Speaker 2 (21:56):
He's in the Formula one movie. He's in Snowball.
Speaker 1 (21:59):
And like, oh he's Aura, Like I'm into auras like
cool guy called fashion, like dresses a little bit cool,
like doesn't give a fuck, Like I don't want you
to dress basic, like I want you to dress cool.
Speaker 3 (22:12):
Like style is a really big thing for me.
Speaker 1 (22:15):
An Aura like vibe, like you just gotta have a
vibe to you. That's what I'm attracted to, Like Aura
do you know what I mean? Like, dos'man Damnson's just
got aura like he's so hot, like Asap Rocky, they've
got aura like that.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Shit, your aura.
Speaker 1 (22:32):
Is so cool Like my ex had aura, like he
was so cool. That's what I'm attracted to, not like
mask and fem And then big personality is a big one,
but everyone's got a different personality. I guess someone says
you're the biggest case of tall Poppy syndrome ever, that's like,
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I wouldn't really say that's an assumption about me, But
I think in Australia people struggle to be happy for
people doing something different, and I think that's maybe why,
maybe why I get hate online quite a lot, because
like I am doing something different or maybe I'm doing
(23:15):
what you wish you should be doing. But again, I
don't really like to put myself in that situation where
I think I'm better than other people because I'm not.
And I don't think there should be any reason to
have tall Poppy syndrome about me because I just like
preach living your best life, doing what makes you happy,
and following that, chasing your dreams and you'll get there.
And if you have a dream, quit that job. Do that, Like,
(23:37):
you're on this earth once and you've gotta make it
fucking worth it. The only person that you're going to
have the rest of your life is you, So make
it fucking worth it. Do your fucking thing that you
want to do. Quit that fucking job and travel around
the world, like just say yes. And I think that's
like something I preach. So I'm like, you shouldn't have
tall poppies syndrome because like anyone could be doing what
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they want and you could be doing what you want.
Speaker 2 (24:00):
You just got to fucking do it.
Speaker 1 (24:02):
And yeah, I just am like, there's no reason to
then have top poppy syndrome about me because I just
preached to live your best life. Someone says, one hundred percent,
NEPO baby parents fund your life.
Speaker 2 (24:12):
How do you make money?
Speaker 1 (24:13):
Honestly, I actually saw this and then made a TikTok
about it about like raiding the wallets that I've had
in the past. First of all, my parents have never
struggled with money, but I was definitely just like a
middle class, like normal family. Both my parents worked full
time since I was like four years old. Like my
mom always worked, my dad always worked. Both of them
(24:34):
were working, and they were both in education, so like
they had a very simple wage. I went to a
private school which my parents worked their butts off to
be able to afford to take me there. But I
also went on discount because my mom was in the
leadership team there, so like if you have a kid,
if you work at the school, your kid most likely
goes in a discount. So I was again very blessed
(24:55):
that I went to a private school on a discount
because my mum worked there.
Speaker 2 (25:00):
I didn't go on.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
Luxurious holidays as a kid, like I had never gone
to Europe before until I funded it myself, which is
the first time that I've been able to do that,
and that was this year when I was twenty three.
My parents not cut me off, but stopped paying for
shit when I was eighteen, Like as soon as I
got a job when I finished school, they were like, okay,
you go, like we're not paying for you or stuff
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like that, Like when I was in school, Like of
course they supported me, but I got a job when
I was fifteen, Like if I want to clothes, I
had to buy it as soon as I got a job,
Like if I wanted something, I had to buy it
like my parents obviously supported me like when they needed to,
but I wasn't. I have not had never had my
life funded for me. And then the second I moved
out of home, which is when I was twenty years old,
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they've never paid for my rent. I bought my first
car outright, which was an Audi Q three from like
a secondhand dealership. I bought that out right. They never
paid for my car. I bought my second car by myself. Yeah,
I've always paid for my own rent, paid for my
own clothes. Like, my parents have not given me a
single thing since the second I left out of home,
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Like they even took me off like private health insurance.
They were like, nah, Like you want to move out
of home, then you've got to fund your life and
you've got to figure you're gotta make ends me. If
I was seriously struggling and I needed money, like I
would have to move back home in with them, and
they would obviously help me out. But like they have
not given me a single cent since I was probably
definitely since I was.
Speaker 2 (26:23):
Twenty years old. Ever.
Speaker 1 (26:26):
Actually now that like if I go hang out with them,
majority of the time, I'll pay for dinner, I'll pay
for the coffee, Like I know, I'm very lucky to
be able to earn an income for myself at twenty
three full time and support myself.
Speaker 2 (26:39):
Like I know, I'm really lucky.
Speaker 1 (26:40):
Like they're like hell no, Like we ain't paying for you, babe,
especially now, like if they were paying for my life
while they're working full time in education and like they're
wanting to retire, assume they're not going to be paying
for my life to go live over in London and
me just live my best life. Like hell no, my
brothers would fucking kill them too. Like I know, I'm
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my families. My family's not well off. My family's not
got like generational money and stuff like that. They're just
working class like people just in Australia. They're just like
normal people like a lot of the time as well,
like my parents, because my dad lived my dad was
a director of boarding. The houses that we lived at
growing up were funded by like that was like part
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of his contract.
Speaker 2 (27:27):
With his job.
Speaker 1 (27:28):
So like when I lived in Wa, like we didn't
pay for rent there, Like we didn't buy a house there,
Like we lived at the school, we lived.
Speaker 2 (27:34):
At the campus.
Speaker 1 (27:35):
So like living for them like that was very lucky
and very blessed that we didn't have to pay for
a lot of our living situations. And then when I
lived at Moburn GRADMA, like again that came in my
dad's job description, like that was part of his job
that he got a house to live out with his
family because he had to live on campus, and so
like when your parents are boarding, like their house is
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supplied for them. So I was very lucky that, like
my parents didn't have to pay rent all like own
houses and stuff like that. My parents' own houses now
they don't live at Melbourne Grammar anymore. But like I
was very lucky, and that's probably where then I was
blessed in other areas like going on family holidays to
Bali and stuff where my parents were just like teachers
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because their living situation I got very lucky with.
Speaker 2 (28:22):
But that doesn't mean I'm an EPO baby.
Speaker 1 (28:24):
I can guaran, I can one hundred percent recognize, and
I'm very blessed, and the way I was grown up
was very very blessed.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
But I ain't an EPO baby.
Speaker 1 (28:32):
Someone says that I cheated on Caleb with Prime Train guys,
I think I've had maybe a five minute conversation with
Prime Train my whole life. Like that photo of us,
we were just like all with friends, Like all of
us are in the social media scene. All of us
were with untitled group at BTV, so we're all dancing together.
There was a photo. Someone took a photo of us
and they got posted online, like I'm pretty sure he
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was with his ex girlfriend at the time. Like, no,
I've never kissed Prime Train.
Speaker 2 (28:59):
I didn't.
Speaker 1 (28:59):
I've never on anyone, So yeah, that assumption is very incorrect.
Someone says you come across as fake, but I feel
like you're actually pretty genuine. I mean, correct me if
I'm wrong, But I don't feel like I come across
as a fake person. I definitely protect my energy, but
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that's just because I get a lot of hate online.
But I wouldn't say i'm I would say I'm a
very genuine person and I'm not a fake person. And
I think that's probably why it's gotten me in trouble online,
is because I.
Speaker 3 (29:34):
Don't like fake people.
Speaker 1 (29:36):
I think this industry can be very fake, and obviously
at times I probably have been fake, just because you like,
at any situation, I feel like anyone at any point
of their life has been fake, but I feel like
that's probably why it's got me in trouble is because
I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I'm not afraid
to speak up. I don't like people speaking badly about
people behind their back and then they're nice to their face. So,
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like I would say, me not being fake has actually
gotten me in a lot of trouble because I will
speak my mind and I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
Someone says that you'd only ever date famous boys. I've
never dated someone famous. I've been obviously like well known
people have sitten into my dams, and I've like spoken
to well known people. But I don't think I ever
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want to date someone famous. I wouldn't mind, like I
wouldn't not date them because they're famous, But I feel
like dating someone famous there comes to so much more
baggage that I'm not necessarily attracted to, and that's not
something I want in my life. Would I date a
well known person maybe, but like a class celebrity. No,
And I've never dated an a class celebrity or a
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famous person. For that example, I have I dated like
people with following Yes, have I dated well like spoken
to well known people yes, but that's not what I'm
looking for, and I would never only date someone for that.
Like again, I want to one of my biggest things
in life is to find true love. And if they're
nobody then and that's my true love, then that's perfect,
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like ideal situation. To be honest, someone says you secretly
hate being popular on social media because of what it
does to your private life. I feel like there's a
big push and pull with that. I love being on
social media and I love showing my life like I
love I'm an oversharer online and I love what it's
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done and the opportunities that it's bought. Do I like
that people feel entitled to know certain things about my
life that I choose to keep private. No, But I
can also recognize that comes with the industry that I'm in,
and that is what I signed up for. Is it
annoying sometimes yes? And does it like get on my
nerves sometimes one hundred percent. But I know that that's
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what comes with the territory that I'm in, and that's
just like what you got to do, and having a
life on there is on the internet is what I
signed up for.
Speaker 2 (31:55):
But there's also a lot of stuff.
Speaker 1 (31:56):
In my private life that you guys don't know about,
and like that's for everyone that goes on social media,
Like I probably share about forty.
Speaker 2 (32:04):
Percent of things.
Speaker 1 (32:06):
Or if I'm telling you a story, i might not
be telling you the full story and I'll just like
tell you little bits and pieces because there is things
that I need to protect and there are people in
my life that I need to protect. And because I
share my life doesn't mean other people should have their
life online just because they're associated with me. So No,
(32:26):
I do like being popular on social media. I guess
you can say I love it. If anything, I do
really love it. Someone says that Caleb and I will reunite. No,
Caleb and I would never reunite. Caleb and I are
never going to be back together. I will be one
hundred percent honest. I did think at one point, especially
when we first broke up, and maybe for a year
after we broke up, I did think that we would rekindle.
(32:48):
It won't lie there. But now that all the stuff
that's unfolded this year, I have way too much self
respect for myself and I've completely and utterly fallen out
of love with him, and I don't I ever want
to go back there. You can't read the same book
and expect a different ending. So that's not the ending
I want in my life. I do not want that
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at Also, there will be no reconnection there. Someone says,
you don't know your own self worth. No, I don't,
and it's definitely something I'm trying to learn and figure out.
I don't know my self worth. I speak so badly
about myself. I speak so negatively about myself. I'm my
worst own worst enemy. I don't have a lot of
nice things to say about myself. I definitely give into
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what people think about me online. I preach a lot
of shit, but I don't listen to a lot of shit.
Speaker 2 (33:34):
That I say.
Speaker 1 (33:35):
And I really don't like that about myself. And I'm
really noticing it about myself, and it's my biggest downfall.
I don't know my own worth and it really sucks
to be honest. Someone says, an assumption is that I'm
high maintenance. I would not say I'm a high maintenance girl. Like, yes,
I love beauty appointments, but like I get my hair
dyed maybe once or twice a year. My nails are
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my natural nails. I get them done maybe once a month.
I feel like I'm a pretty chill person, Like I
don't put makeup on every day. I don't need to
do makeup to leave the house. I don't need to
get ready to leave the house, like I'll walk out
of the house like wearing anything, Like I don't really care.
Do I love getting dressed up and making myself feel
good and like looking cue and like putting a que
outfit on.
Speaker 2 (34:17):
Yes? Is that high maintenance to you? Maybe?
Speaker 1 (34:19):
I think everybody has a different level of high maintenance.
And I also don't judge people that are high maintenance
and that's what makes them. I think at the end
of the day, it's like, if you want to be
high maintenance because that makes you feel good, be my
guest like it's your own thing. But I would say,
like societally, I probably wouldn't categorize with myself as high maintenance.
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But everybody has a different level of high maintenance, and
there isn't an issue if you are high maintenance, if
you want to walk out of the house with a
full face and makeup on every day because that's what
makes you feel good, be my guest, Like do that, babe,
Like please, do that make yourself feel good, like put
makeup on, put a que outfit on every day, like
get your head done every week, Like there are some
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parts of me that are high maintenance, Like I do
love getting my head done. I do love having a blowout.
I love like having my eyebrows nice and neat. I
do love having my nails done. Like if that's high maintenance,
then like yeah, maybe, but like yeah, I don't know.
I think I think it's like a such a subjective question.
Someone said, you would get a boob job. No, I
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don't know if I could do anything something permanently to myself.
If I knew, I couldn't like reverse it. I also
don't think big boobs would suit me. I have no
judgment about people getting a boob job if that makes
them happy. Like I think Easy's boobs look absolutely amazing
on her, and like the confidence that I've seen it's
given her is like amazing. And I'm like so on
board with like surgeries, and if you want to get
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a surgery, get it. But I have never been interested
or like drawn to getting a boop job. I don't
really mind the size of my boobs, Like I don't
really want big boobs, like I kind of like, I
just don't think it would suit my frame, and it's
just not something I've ever had, Like I'd probably get
other surgeries way before that, and it's just like not
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something I've ever think. I don't think i'd ever get
a plastic surgery. But I'm an awful botox. I love botox.
I will always get botox one hundred percent. Someone says
you were shy and an introvert, I'm an introverted extrovert
or an extroverted introvert. I can be extroverted in situations.
I'm quite an outgoing person. I love like conversations. I
(36:29):
can speak to anyone about anything, and I'm very like outgoing.
But there are situations because of my anxiety, and I
have very bad social anxiety where I am quite introverted
sometimes and especially if I don't know you, in situations
where I'm like new or like if I join a
friend and she knows all those people, like, I can
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be quite shy and introverted and like in big group
situations like a big event or a party or something
like that, Like I'm not gonna be like this big
extroverted person that you probably see on me online, Like
a lot of the time, social media people and content
creators are actually quite shy people because they're filming in
the comfort of their room or their house or stuff
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like that. But in big situations sometimes I can be
quite shy or be quite introverted because I'm nervous and
I get quite anxious. But once I warm up to you, like,
good luck shouting me up, do you know what I mean?
Someone says that the hate doesn't bother me. Hate comments
don't necessarily bother me because I think I've become immune
to it and I don't really listen, and I know
(37:35):
that hate comes from a place of them not liking
something about themselves, because I would never comment hate or
spread hate online, so I don't necessarily understand it. And
because I don't understand it, it doesn't bother me. But
it does as well. It's very weird. Like some people
always go like, yeah, you get so much hate online,
(37:56):
like I feel so bad for you, and I'm like, oh,
like that's I'm like, oh, like, it doesn't like registered
to me, Like it's kind of just like white noise now,
but at the start it really did. You're really hard
on yourself sometimes, but you're working on it. I am
my worst enemy. I am so hard on myself. I like,
have so much pressure to have to shit figured out
(38:16):
all the time, and I like I put unnecessary expectations
on myself and I am so hard on myself and
it is something I am working on, and it is
something I don't like about myself because I don't like
it when my friends are hard on themselves. I don't
like it when other people are hard on themselves, and
I'm like, you're so young, you're figuring it out, Like
why are you putting so much pressure? But I that
put that pressure on myself. I put pressure that I
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need to have it figured out. And because I am
maybe on social media, I have to. I feel so
much pressure on myself to have it figured out, to
tell you guys how to figure it out. But I
am like so confused myself, and it is something I
really don't like about myself and I want to fix
it out. People keep on asking that I'm no longer
(38:59):
friends with Ezzy. I am friends with Easy. Someone says
it might be too personal, but my ed and recovery
and mental health is still there. Definitely, it doesn't affect
me as much as it is but I think you're
gonna have If you have an eating disorder, you're gonna
have it for the rest of your life. It just
it's how you deal with it. I don't give it
(39:19):
into my eating disort of thoughts necessarily anymore, but it's
definitely something I'm really struggling with at the moment. I
don't like how I look in the mirror, I don't
like how I physically look, and I don't think I've
ever liked it. But it's really really loud at the moment.
My food noise and my head noise and my body
dysmorphia is probably the worst it's ever been. And I
can recognize that about myself, and I'm glad that I can.
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But it is a thing that I think I'm going
to struggle with for the rest of my life. And
I know that about myself, which is really sad. But yeah,
I think I know I'm gonna have it for the
rest of my life, and it's going to come in
ebbs and flows and shit like that. But yeah, it's
something I'm working on and I think I'll be working
on it for the rest of my life. And if
you are going through the same, my heart goes out
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to you. But yeah, they're pretty much all of the
basics of my assumptions about me. And that was my
rundown of the weekend. Thank you guys so much for
tuning into today's episode. I love you all very very much, and.
Speaker 2 (40:20):
Yeah, let me know.
Speaker 1 (40:21):
I ask you guys a few things about alcohol, eating
and stuff like that. I would love to know your opinions,
and if you guys are struggling with the same things,
please reach out to me. I would love to hear
your opinions and your advice because sometimes I give you
guys advice, but I would like some back. But yeah,
I love you guys so much and I'll see you
guys next week.
Speaker 3 (40:39):
Bye.
Hi, everyone, Welcome back to today's episode Tuesday's episode of
Hotter Than Yesterday, reporting live on my Sunday evening. We
are having a Sunday debrief. You're me girls, We're having
a true Sunday debrief. I I'm hung I'm hungover, so
(00:21):
I feel like grab some popcorn. Let's get crazy. Maybe
you guys are driving to work and you're in a
better situation than me. But we're getting real and raw
on today's episode because I don't have a lot in me,
but I feel like we can really get down to
the nitty gritty. It is a gloomy and gross I
just got back from Sunday roast.
Speaker 2 (00:40):
Ha ha. She's poet and she doesn't even know it.
Speaker 1 (00:44):
We went to John Summit last night with White Fox
and it was so so much fun. I don't really
remember it a lot of it, to be honest, because
I have a.
Speaker 3 (00:55):
Friend called Bree.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
She's one of my London friends, and it was her
birthday to where we celebrated it yesterday and we started
drinking from twelve.
Speaker 3 (01:04):
We went to this lovely restaurant called Zephyr. It's like
a Greek restaurant. It's in notting Hill, like where the Portobello.
Speaker 1 (01:11):
Markets are, and we had a lovely, like long lunch.
I fucking love a long lunch. Like being a girl
is so good, because what do you mean we can
have a Saturday a long lunch with Tommy's Margarita's lovely,
lovely food and just chat shit for a few hours.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
Like that is girlhood.
Speaker 1 (01:33):
And the fact that men don't get to do that,
Like obviously you guys get to go to the pub
and you have like a pub meal and like a
palma and shit like that palm palma, but like it's
not the same, it's not the same. Like that is
peak girlhood right there. Like I'm so and like yesterday,
like when I was sitting there, like I didn't know
any of the girls, Like they're all girls from Australia.
(01:57):
It was Maddi, Dylan, Layla and and Free. They're all
Australian girls. But we've all become such good friends. All
of us probably wouldn't have been friends if we all
weren't in London like experiencing and doing kind of the
same thing this year with ourselves. And like I just
like sat at lunch and I was like, you guys
have like honestly become some of the most important people
(02:19):
in my life. And I didn't know you a couple
of months ago, and that is something that I'm really
really grateful for the experience that I've had. And if
any of you are wondering, like how you meet friends
and how you make friends when you're over in a
country away from your family and stuff like that, is
like your friends become your family, and like you may
not know them for a really really long time, but
(02:39):
they truly become your everything, and like they're your home
away from home. You get so close to people quickly,
and you're also because you're so far away from home,
you're out of your comfort zone and you're like more
likely to like go out there message people and like
do things that you're not comfortable with, Like I just
went to Sunday Roast with somebody else that I didn't
(02:59):
really know, and it's like you just have to say
yes to like meeting people and go outside your comfort
zone and then that's ends up being comfortable. Like I
have met so many people in the last couple of
months and I never ever, ever probably would have met
when I just like lived in Australia because you're you've
got your friends in Australia, you've got your family, you've
got your group of friends and like your plans and
(03:22):
your routine and everything like that. But because you don't
have it here, you're like you have no choice but
to say.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
Yes to things.
Speaker 1 (03:28):
Like the same group of girls and I went out
on Thursday night and we just like went to this
place called the Devonshire, which is like a very famous
pub in Soho and it's like the Guinness Pub and
everyone goes there and it's always busy, and we met
up with other girls that, like one girl was from London.
It's like Leila's new housemates, and met up with them,
(03:49):
had a whole night with them, like then went to
another pub and we ended up sitting with these irishmen
and we're like speaking to the Irish men all night.
Speaker 3 (03:57):
They ended up being fucked up, which is like crazy.
Speaker 1 (04:00):
They were like sitting across from us and we just
like started chatting and started having like good chats, and he,
like one of the Irish men.
Speaker 3 (04:07):
Like bought all of us all roses and it.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
Was like so cute and everything like that, and then
they ended up getting into a punch on and hitting
Phoebe like accidentally, but she ended up getting punched by
one of the irishmen and we were like, oh my god,
Like one second you're buying as roses, the next second
you're getting on a punch on because another guy was
trying to crack on Phoebe. Very possessive, very weird, but
(04:31):
it was crazy. I'm like every time I wake up,
because obviously you guys know, I have like really bad
anxiety and anxiety.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
I'm like my level.
Speaker 1 (04:40):
I'm not like a big drinker back at home, but
like I've just like because there's so many things and
like meeting friends and when you're young and you're like
always out, like the thing to do is like go
to a bar and drink, like that's how you kind
of socialize at our age. So like drinking a lot
more than I usually would, which is like not something
I love. Like I've pretty good, like I'm not getting
(05:01):
hungover and like I'll still get up and do things
the next day, Like I'm not like a bedrodder, but
like I went out Sunday night last week with some
more friends from Melbourne, my friend Ethan that I know
of from Melbourne, and then I went out Thursday night,
and then I went out Saturday night, and I'm like,
my body's just like hating me. Like I'm feeling really bloated,
(05:24):
I'm not eating well. My body dysmorphya is really bad.
The way I'm viewing myself is bad.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
And I know.
Speaker 1 (05:33):
That it's from all the drinking. Alcohol and I have
a very weird relationship where like I'll still drink it.
I drink it because I love the social aspect of it,
but because of my past with eating and stuff like that,
alcohol is like very messy in my brain.
Speaker 3 (05:49):
I always like work through it.
Speaker 1 (05:51):
But I'd be interested to know if other people that
have had eating problems in the past, because I like
to talk to you guys about like how I overcame
things and stuff.
Speaker 2 (06:01):
But I would also like to know your opinions, like.
Speaker 1 (06:04):
Girls with eating problems, have you always struggled with alcohol,
because it's something I'm still trying to work through, but
I do really struggle with it. Like for so long,
I never ever drank cocktails, but now, like I love
a cocktail, but there's so much guilt that comes with cocktails,
and like then the next day, like my just food
noise and head noise is really really bad when it
(06:25):
comes to alcohol, and because I'm drinking, and that's probably
why in Australia, I maybe minimize the amount I drink,
like how frequently I drink, but over the last couple
of months, because I'm like obviously being a lot more social,
I'm drinking a lot more and it's probably why the
(06:47):
noise is a lot louder. So yeah, I think I'm
just kind of asking, like, do you guys struggle with
that and do you guys have that, because it's something
I'm noticing about myself a lot more that I don't
really know how to work through. So if you have
worked through that, you have experienced that, like I would
(07:08):
really love to know your advice or to hear your
experiences about that, because it's definitely something that I'm recognizing
I really really struggle with and I'm still struggling with
it quite a lot.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
I don't let it.
Speaker 1 (07:21):
Rule my life and I don't let it consume it
and I don't let it like deter away from what
I want to actually do. But it is something that
I'm noticing a lot more because I'm doing it a
lot more, and probably why you didn't do it in
the past is because I was avoiding it. But you
(07:42):
got to face your problems head on. And that's just
something I'm definitely recognizing in myself. But some of the
best memories I've had is like around alcohol, not because
I'm drug but.
Speaker 2 (07:53):
It's because the alcohol is involved.
Speaker 1 (07:55):
You're in a social aspect, you're a meeting amazing people,
and yeah, like London is so much fun for that stuff,
and London does have quite a big drinking culture. I
would say something I've really noticed about the UK and
like London and being over here and kind of living
over here, is that people don't live for the weekends
(08:16):
like they live for the weekends in Australia. There is
a lot more events on the weekends, but there's also
so much on during the week and people go out
for dinner, people like really lap up post work time.
Speaker 2 (08:30):
They don't just like go home.
Speaker 1 (08:32):
It's like nine to five and everything like that. And
I think it's because not a lot of people drive,
so it's like you find your friends that you take
public transport home that maybe live near you, and it's like, oh,
we'll grab dinner after and like you're all working in
the city and a lot of you don't live in
the city, so it's like you meet up with people
when you're in there, like safety work in like so Ho,
(08:53):
which might be like South Era, because other people probably
might also be living out there, but you don't live
I mean, I might be working out there, but you
guys don't live in proximity. Normally you will seize the
opportunity because you guys are working there, so a lot
more goes on after work. Does that make sense? And
because I'm unemployed, No, I am employed. I do earn money,
(09:15):
so I am employed, But Sam, I'm self employed and
I don't go to an office when in Australia like
those things and opportunities don't come around as much, but
because it is here, you notice it a lot more.
Speaker 2 (09:28):
I don't really know what I'm saying. Does that makes sense?
Speaker 1 (09:31):
But apart from that, John Summit was really really good,
but it was at the O two Arena, which is
kind of like Rod Labor. It was like a concert
and I felt like it should have been like more
of it a boiler room vibes, but it was really fun.
I wasn't like a big I'm not like a big
John Summit fan, but I do love a concert, and
I do love like house and DJ events and stuff
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like that, so it was really good to go ticked
it off the off the list, I guess, and where
with Maddie it was really fun. We ended up meeting
all these other people and being in the suite with
them and they were other content creators, so again, really
nice to meet more people in the industry over.
Speaker 3 (10:07):
Here, but it's hard to keep up with it.
Speaker 1 (10:10):
I'm a tired girl. Like my brain is just like
running on overdrive. And I think it's because like I
don't want to miss out on any opportunities. I keep
saying yes to everything, but probably not prioritizing my mental
health and like my health and what's actually good for
me mentally, which is probably why I'm like tired and
(10:33):
like drained and run down. But again, all a part
of the experience. I feel like that's just like your
twenties and I like said to my friend the other day,
I was like, fuck, I've got seven more years of this.
Like your twenties are really hard and really confusing, and
everyone is at different stages and you never really know
what you're doing right and like what's the right thing
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to be doing, And it's overwhelming me sometimes because I'm like,
sometimes i feel like I'm just like wasting my life
away and I'm not doing anything that's like contributing and
helping it. But I know it's part of the journey
and I will have it all figured out one day
and I'll be grateful for the experiences and everything that
I'm going through now. But like sometimes being a part
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of it and doing the experiences, I'm like, Okay, enough
enough life lessons. I've dated a fuck with, I've been
in a toxic relationship. Like when something good gonna happen,
when something good gonna happen, But sometimes you got to
go through the hardest shit to have the best outcomes.
Speaker 2 (11:31):
That's what we're manifesting. It's what we're manifesting.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
In terms of like any dating updates, I literally have
none for you guys, Like I really wish it was
like way more excited, but like obviously I was in
that situation shit and that's over now, and I'm just
like I'm not a good data. I'm not a good
I really love being single, and like dating just seems
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like so much effort.
Speaker 2 (11:55):
But I know that, like it would be fun.
Speaker 1 (11:57):
For you guys to have the update, but I really
don't have any, Like I probably just need to get
my friends on, Like I'm gonna get Maddie Dylan on
the podcast. I'm gonna rent out of studio to have
her on because I feel like she wouldn't her dating
life and like dating stories are way more entertaining than
what I ever will be. But there will be one
day where I will be able to fully spill the
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law and the tea.
Speaker 2 (12:20):
But I really don't have anything.
Speaker 1 (12:22):
I think we might be going in a double date
though that she's teeing up, so could be reporting back
on that with her. But I asked over on my
Instagram assumptions about me because I saw Katie from Jhem
do a TikTok about it, and I was like, I
want to do an assumptions about me, So I'm going
to read some of them. I haven't really looked at them,
to be honest, but yeah, let's just dive in. Someone
(12:50):
said that I would be a really fun friend to have.
I'm going to start off with a nice assumption because
that's really such a good compliment. I would say I
am a very very good friend. I'm extremely extremely loyal
and like once you're my friend, like I will I'm
right or die for you. I'm the type of friend
that's like I will tell you how it is not
what you want to hear. But I like those type
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of friendships. Or I am always like I'm going to
treat my friends how I would be want to be
treated in friendships, which sometimes has like disappointed me because
I probably do so much for my friends and growing up,
like I wasn't that close with my family, so I
did put a lot of effort into my friendships, and
my friendships do mean so much.
Speaker 2 (13:31):
And because I live away from.
Speaker 1 (13:32):
Home, my friendships out of home, like my friendships mean
a lot to me. But yeah, I would say I
am a very fun friend when I'm in the mood.
I'm the type of friend of like you can't convince
me to do anything, like when my mind is made
up on something like if I don't want to go out,
I'm not going to go out. But when I go out, bitch,
I'm going to you to do sixty kloshots and you're
going to have the time of your life. Like I'm
a fun friend, like I love fun friends, Like I
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hope I'm a fun friend. I don't want to be
a borrowing friend. But yeah, I would say I am
a fun friend. I'd say I'm a good friend too.
Another person says, is my assumption is that I go
out at the time I go out when I'm not
in countries that i'm born in, Like I don't go
out a lot in Melbourne. I'm a very big homebody
in Melbourne. I don't really go out, like I'll go
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like to a wine by with my friends maybe, but like,
I'm not like a partier in Melbourne. But I think
it's because I'm in Europe and I'm meeting more people
and I'm like really loving the opportunities and I'm like
super happy and I'm like wanting to like meet more
people and stuff like that. I have been going out
a lot more than usual, but I'm not necessarily a partier,
if that makes sense. I don't like clubs. I don't
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like going to clubs. I don't like nightclubs. I find
them very overwhelming. I like places that you can sit down.
I love I love a dance but I'm like more
of a beach club kind of girl, like in like
tropical countries, like I love it like that, if that
makes sense. But I'm not like a clubber. I love
a house party, but I'm not a clubber. I don't
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like them, but I I love a beach club in
like Mickenos.
Speaker 2 (15:02):
Do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (15:04):
I'm like a time and place partier. But I would
say I don't go out any more than anybody else
my age, like once or twice a week max, And
I don't back it up like I'm not like Friday
and Saturday. I'm either Friday or Saturday. This week was different.
This week was an odd week for me. Someone says
(15:24):
that I seek male validation. She goes, I don't think
this is what, this is who you are, but I
just wanted to get your opinion. I okay, I know
I speak about like being single and like not having
a boyfriend, and like I make it like quite a
bit of my personality and stuff like that, but I
and I'm not trying to like come across like pick me.
Speaker 3 (15:45):
But I think because I.
Speaker 1 (15:48):
Grew up in a male, very male dominated environment, like
I lived at a boys boarding school and I had brothers,
I don't look at men for validation and I don't
don't seek validation from men, like if I don't want
a man to call me pretty. I don't want, like
want to pool men on a night out, like I've
never like and not that it's wrong, but I'm just
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like explaining the type of person I am, Like I've
never had a one night stand and I've never gone
home with a man on a night out, and I've
never like met a man on a night out and
been like yes, like obviously like I've sp spoken to
guys on a night out, but like I don't. That's
not my intention when I go out, and I don't.
I definitely don't dress for the male gaze, like my
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outfits are so for the girls, and I don't seek
validation from men. If anything, I probably seek more validation
externally from women.
Speaker 3 (16:43):
I yeah, I'm not very I don't think i'd give
off energy two.
Speaker 1 (16:49):
Men on a night out that like, like I rarely
get approached if anything, and spoken too, because I just
don't think I.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
Give off that aura.
Speaker 1 (16:57):
I don't really give a fuck if men love or
hate me. Couldn't actually give a shit, to be honest,
And that's just like not someone I am. But I
think that's because I grew up like viewing men as
just like individuals, and I don't really care, Like if
you don't like me, I don't care, and I don't
want your approval and I don't want your validation that
you think I'm pretty, Like I couldn't give a fuck
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because nine times out of ten, like I probably don't
rate you, and I don't want you to think that
I'm gonna validate you. I don't really compliment men. I'm
not very nice to them. I'm a bit of a
hater if anything. So like I just never want to
put myself in an environment that I'm gonna get validation
from them, because like a majority of the time, I
won't give them validation and I'm not giving them the energy.
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But that doesn't mean that, like it isn't nice. Like
of course, like a man calling you beautiful and everything
like that is so lovely, but it doesn't make me
feel better. It doesn't make me feel good, like at
the end of the day, like I still view myself
the same way, whether a man compliments to me or not.
Speaker 2 (17:55):
And I'm so.
Speaker 1 (17:56):
Glad that I was kind of brought up like that
because of my brothers. So no, if anything, I probably
seek more validation from women. And I have a big
fear about women not liking me and women not thinking
I'm cool and like pretty and shit like that. Like
I definitely would seek more validation from women. Someone says
(18:16):
you're an appall spirit scale. No, guys, I hate Aperol spirits.
I don't really like bubbly alcoholic drinks because I think
it just makes me feel good. I'm a Tommy's Mark
girl through and through. And there's this drink called a
gin basil smash. My ex introduce me to them because
he's European, and they're so fucking good. But I don't
know if you can get them in Australia. I don't
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know if they're a common drink. But it's like a
basil drink. It's so fucking good. And I am a
Tommy's Margarita girl, but they don't do Tommy's Margarita is
very well here. They do them really good in Australia,
like I think it's a very Australian drink. I have
gotten a little bit more onto the Aperol spirits, Like
when I was in Italy, i'd have like maybe one
(18:57):
with dinner, but it's like a one and done kind
of thing, and I'm wanting to sip on a drink
because I'm a sculler. If I get a match up,
if I get a coffee, if I get a margarita,
that shit's gone in three or four drinks. And I'm
not a sipper, so margarita is they go down very quickly,
like I'm a sculler, and then I'm like another one,
another one, another one, and then next second.
Speaker 2 (19:16):
Like I'm obliterated.
Speaker 1 (19:17):
Because I just like love to drink my drinks like
I'm a drink I'm a beverage girl, like I have
so many beverages throughout the day. So I have noticed.
I sip Apperol spirits is because I don't really like them.
So if I want to sip a drink and I
don't actually really want to get drunk, I get an
Apple sprits because I don't actually like the taste. I
don't like the taste of prosecco. I don't like wine
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and anything like that. So I have reckon. I now
know if I actually don't really want to drink but
everyone's drinking around me, I will get an Apperl spritz
for the vibe, not because I like it, if that
makes sense, but they're warming up to me.
Speaker 2 (19:54):
I've had like a few.
Speaker 1 (19:55):
Good apparo spritzers. Someone says, you're into femboys. Okay, me
my friend talking about this, I my type has completely changed.
Like I used to say that my type was like
my ex boyfriend that you guys all know, but now
I'm like not attracted to that at all, Like that
is not my type at all. I wouldn't say I'm
(20:16):
not into fem men, but I'm not necessarily attracted to them.
I think I like a bit of a protector mentality,
a bit of a man. Not that fanboys aren't men,
because I also want a man that's really emotionally in touch.
So if you say a fan boy, I don't really
like the standards of like mask and fem but I
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think societally fan boys they say that they're more in
touch with their emotions and everything like that. So if
you say, if you're talking about like emotionally, yes, I'm
into fem men in quotation marks, I really don't like
speaking about it like that, but yes, I'm into emotionally
mature men because I think think my feelings grow a
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lot more emotionally. I'm like physical attraction obviously is a thing,
but I can appreciate a good looking man but if
I don't have an emotional connection with them, like I
don't really care, like I wasn't Like for my last
situationship with the European guy, he wasn't very emotionally available,
and that's what stopped me from growing emotion like developing
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stronger feelings for him because emotionally we weren't aligning. So
if you're talking about it from that aspect, yes, I'm
into more feminine men who like are happy to speak
about their emotions and not just like come off tough
all the time. I don't like that. But I am
like into a cool guy like my type now, like, oh,
(21:47):
I'm obsessed with Like the guy I'm obsessing it with
over at the moment is dasmond Idris.
Speaker 2 (21:56):
He's in the Formula one movie. He's in Snowball.
Speaker 1 (21:59):
And like, oh he's Aura, Like I'm into auras like
cool guy called fashion, like dresses a little bit cool,
like doesn't give a fuck, Like I don't want you
to dress basic, like I want you to dress cool.
Speaker 3 (22:12):
Like style is a really big thing for me.
Speaker 1 (22:15):
An Aura like vibe, like you just gotta have a
vibe to you. That's what I'm attracted to, Like Aura
do you know what I mean? Like, dos'man Damnson's just
got aura like he's so hot, like Asap Rocky, they've
got aura like that.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Shit, your aura.
Speaker 1 (22:32):
Is so cool Like my ex had aura, like he
was so cool. That's what I'm attracted to, not like
mask and fem And then big personality is a big one,
but everyone's got a different personality. I guess someone says
you're the biggest case of tall Poppy syndrome ever, that's like,
(22:54):
I wouldn't really say that's an assumption about me, But
I think in Australia people struggle to be happy for
people doing something different, and I think that's maybe why,
maybe why I get hate online quite a lot, because
like I am doing something different or maybe I'm doing
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what you wish you should be doing. But again, I
don't really like to put myself in that situation where
I think I'm better than other people because I'm not.
And I don't think there should be any reason to
have tall Poppy syndrome about me because I just like
preach living your best life, doing what makes you happy,
and following that, chasing your dreams and you'll get there.
And if you have a dream, quit that job. Do that, Like,
(23:37):
you're on this earth once and you've gotta make it
fucking worth it. The only person that you're going to
have the rest of your life is you, So make
it fucking worth it. Do your fucking thing that you
want to do. Quit that fucking job and travel around
the world, like just say yes. And I think that's
like something I preach. So I'm like, you shouldn't have
tall poppies syndrome because like anyone could be doing what
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they want and you could be doing what you want.
Speaker 2 (24:00):
You just got to fucking do it.
Speaker 1 (24:02):
And yeah, I just am like, there's no reason to
then have top poppy syndrome about me because I just
preached to live your best life. Someone says, one hundred percent,
NEPO baby parents fund your life.
Speaker 2 (24:12):
How do you make money?
Speaker 1 (24:13):
Honestly, I actually saw this and then made a TikTok
about it about like raiding the wallets that I've had
in the past. First of all, my parents have never
struggled with money, but I was definitely just like a
middle class, like normal family. Both my parents worked full
time since I was like four years old. Like my
mom always worked, my dad always worked. Both of them
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were working, and they were both in education, so like
they had a very simple wage. I went to a
private school which my parents worked their butts off to
be able to afford to take me there. But I
also went on discount because my mom was in the
leadership team there, so like if you have a kid,
if you work at the school, your kid most likely
goes in a discount. So I was again very blessed
(24:55):
that I went to a private school on a discount
because my mum worked there.
Speaker 2 (25:00):
I didn't go on.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
Luxurious holidays as a kid, like I had never gone
to Europe before until I funded it myself, which is
the first time that I've been able to do that,
and that was this year when I was twenty three.
My parents not cut me off, but stopped paying for
shit when I was eighteen, Like as soon as I
got a job when I finished school, they were like, okay,
you go, like we're not paying for you or stuff
(25:21):
like that, Like when I was in school, Like of
course they supported me, but I got a job when
I was fifteen, Like if I want to clothes, I
had to buy it as soon as I got a job,
Like if I wanted something, I had to buy it
like my parents obviously supported me like when they needed to,
but I wasn't. I have not had never had my
life funded for me. And then the second I moved
out of home, which is when I was twenty years old,
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they've never paid for my rent. I bought my first
car outright, which was an Audi Q three from like
a secondhand dealership. I bought that out right. They never
paid for my car. I bought my second car by myself. Yeah,
I've always paid for my own rent, paid for my
own clothes. Like, my parents have not given me a
single thing since the second I left out of home,
(26:04):
Like they even took me off like private health insurance.
They were like, nah, Like you want to move out
of home, then you've got to fund your life and
you've got to figure you're gotta make ends me. If
I was seriously struggling and I needed money, like I
would have to move back home in with them, and
they would obviously help me out. But like they have
not given me a single cent since I was probably
definitely since I was.
Speaker 2 (26:23):
Twenty years old. Ever.
Speaker 1 (26:26):
Actually now that like if I go hang out with them,
majority of the time, I'll pay for dinner, I'll pay
for the coffee, Like I know, I'm very lucky to
be able to earn an income for myself at twenty
three full time and support myself.
Speaker 2 (26:39):
Like I know, I'm really lucky.
Speaker 1 (26:40):
Like they're like hell no, Like we ain't paying for you, babe,
especially now, like if they were paying for my life
while they're working full time in education and like they're
wanting to retire, assume they're not going to be paying
for my life to go live over in London and
me just live my best life. Like hell no, my
brothers would fucking kill them too. Like I know, I'm
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my families. My family's not well off. My family's not
got like generational money and stuff like that. They're just
working class like people just in Australia. They're just like
normal people like a lot of the time as well,
like my parents, because my dad lived my dad was
a director of boarding. The houses that we lived at
growing up were funded by like that was like part
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of his contract.
Speaker 2 (27:27):
With his job.
Speaker 1 (27:28):
So like when I lived in Wa, like we didn't
pay for rent there, Like we didn't buy a house there,
Like we lived at the school, we lived.
Speaker 2 (27:34):
At the campus.
Speaker 1 (27:35):
So like living for them like that was very lucky
and very blessed that we didn't have to pay for
a lot of our living situations. And then when I
lived at Moburn GRADMA, like again that came in my
dad's job description, like that was part of his job
that he got a house to live out with his
family because he had to live on campus, and so
like when your parents are boarding, like their house is
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supplied for them. So I was very lucky that, like
my parents didn't have to pay rent all like own
houses and stuff like that. My parents' own houses now
they don't live at Melbourne Grammar anymore. But like I
was very lucky, and that's probably where then I was
blessed in other areas like going on family holidays to
Bali and stuff where my parents were just like teachers
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because their living situation I got very lucky with.
Speaker 2 (28:22):
But that doesn't mean I'm an EPO baby.
Speaker 1 (28:24):
I can guaran, I can one hundred percent recognize, and
I'm very blessed, and the way I was grown up
was very very blessed.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
But I ain't an EPO baby.
Speaker 1 (28:32):
Someone says that I cheated on Caleb with Prime Train guys,
I think I've had maybe a five minute conversation with
Prime Train my whole life. Like that photo of us,
we were just like all with friends, Like all of
us are in the social media scene. All of us
were with untitled group at BTV, so we're all dancing together.
There was a photo. Someone took a photo of us
and they got posted online, like I'm pretty sure he
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was with his ex girlfriend at the time. Like, no,
I've never kissed Prime Train.
Speaker 2 (28:59):
I didn't.
Speaker 1 (28:59):
I've never on anyone, So yeah, that assumption is very incorrect.
Someone says you come across as fake, but I feel
like you're actually pretty genuine. I mean, correct me if
I'm wrong, But I don't feel like I come across
as a fake person. I definitely protect my energy, but
(29:20):
that's just because I get a lot of hate online.
But I wouldn't say i'm I would say I'm a
very genuine person and I'm not a fake person. And
I think that's probably why it's gotten me in trouble online,
is because I.
Speaker 3 (29:34):
Don't like fake people.
Speaker 1 (29:36):
I think this industry can be very fake, and obviously
at times I probably have been fake, just because you like,
at any situation, I feel like anyone at any point
of their life has been fake, but I feel like
that's probably why it's got me in trouble is because
I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I'm not afraid
to speak up. I don't like people speaking badly about
people behind their back and then they're nice to their face. So,
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like I would say, me not being fake has actually
gotten me in a lot of trouble because I will
speak my mind and I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
Someone says that you'd only ever date famous boys. I've
never dated someone famous. I've been obviously like well known
people have sitten into my dams, and I've like spoken
to well known people. But I don't think I ever
(30:20):
want to date someone famous. I wouldn't mind, like I
wouldn't not date them because they're famous, But I feel
like dating someone famous there comes to so much more
baggage that I'm not necessarily attracted to, and that's not
something I want in my life. Would I date a
well known person maybe, but like a class celebrity. No,
And I've never dated an a class celebrity or a
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famous person. For that example, I have I dated like
people with following Yes, have I dated well like spoken
to well known people yes, but that's not what I'm
looking for, and I would never only date someone for that.
Like again, I want to one of my biggest things
in life is to find true love. And if they're
nobody then and that's my true love, then that's perfect,
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like ideal situation. To be honest, someone says you secretly
hate being popular on social media because of what it
does to your private life. I feel like there's a
big push and pull with that. I love being on
social media and I love showing my life like I
love I'm an oversharer online and I love what it's
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done and the opportunities that it's bought. Do I like
that people feel entitled to know certain things about my
life that I choose to keep private. No, But I
can also recognize that comes with the industry that I'm in,
and that is what I signed up for. Is it
annoying sometimes yes? And does it like get on my
nerves sometimes one hundred percent. But I know that that's
(31:43):
what comes with the territory that I'm in, and that's
just like what you got to do, and having a
life on there is on the internet is what I
signed up for.
Speaker 2 (31:55):
But there's also a lot of stuff.
Speaker 1 (31:56):
In my private life that you guys don't know about,
and like that's for everyone that goes on social media,
Like I probably share about forty.
Speaker 2 (32:04):
Percent of things.
Speaker 1 (32:06):
Or if I'm telling you a story, i might not
be telling you the full story and I'll just like
tell you little bits and pieces because there is things
that I need to protect and there are people in
my life that I need to protect. And because I
share my life doesn't mean other people should have their
life online just because they're associated with me. So No,
(32:26):
I do like being popular on social media. I guess
you can say I love it. If anything, I do
really love it. Someone says that Caleb and I will reunite. No,
Caleb and I would never reunite. Caleb and I are
never going to be back together. I will be one
hundred percent honest. I did think at one point, especially
when we first broke up, and maybe for a year
after we broke up, I did think that we would rekindle.
(32:48):
It won't lie there. But now that all the stuff
that's unfolded this year, I have way too much self
respect for myself and I've completely and utterly fallen out
of love with him, and I don't I ever want
to go back there. You can't read the same book
and expect a different ending. So that's not the ending
I want in my life. I do not want that
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at Also, there will be no reconnection there. Someone says,
you don't know your own self worth. No, I don't,
and it's definitely something I'm trying to learn and figure out.
I don't know my self worth. I speak so badly
about myself. I speak so negatively about myself. I'm my
worst own worst enemy. I don't have a lot of
nice things to say about myself. I definitely give into
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what people think about me online. I preach a lot
of shit, but I don't listen to a lot of shit.
Speaker 2 (33:34):
That I say.
Speaker 1 (33:35):
And I really don't like that about myself. And I'm
really noticing it about myself, and it's my biggest downfall.
I don't know my own worth and it really sucks
to be honest. Someone says, an assumption is that I'm
high maintenance. I would not say I'm a high maintenance girl. Like, yes,
I love beauty appointments, but like I get my hair
dyed maybe once or twice a year. My nails are
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my natural nails. I get them done maybe once a month.
I feel like I'm a pretty chill person, Like I
don't put makeup on every day. I don't need to
do makeup to leave the house. I don't need to
get ready to leave the house, like I'll walk out
of the house like wearing anything, Like I don't really care.
Do I love getting dressed up and making myself feel
good and like looking cue and like putting a que
outfit on.
Speaker 2 (34:17):
Yes? Is that high maintenance to you? Maybe?
Speaker 1 (34:19):
I think everybody has a different level of high maintenance.
And I also don't judge people that are high maintenance
and that's what makes them. I think at the end
of the day, it's like, if you want to be
high maintenance because that makes you feel good, be my
guest like it's your own thing. But I would say,
like societally, I probably wouldn't categorize with myself as high maintenance.
(34:40):
But everybody has a different level of high maintenance, and
there isn't an issue if you are high maintenance, if
you want to walk out of the house with a
full face and makeup on every day because that's what
makes you feel good, be my guest, Like do that, babe,
Like please, do that make yourself feel good, like put
makeup on, put a que outfit on every day, like
get your head done every week, Like there are some
(35:01):
parts of me that are high maintenance, Like I do
love getting my head done. I do love having a blowout.
I love like having my eyebrows nice and neat. I
do love having my nails done. Like if that's high maintenance,
then like yeah, maybe, but like yeah, I don't know.
I think I think it's like a such a subjective question.
Someone said, you would get a boob job. No, I
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don't know if I could do anything something permanently to myself.
If I knew, I couldn't like reverse it. I also
don't think big boobs would suit me. I have no
judgment about people getting a boob job if that makes
them happy. Like I think Easy's boobs look absolutely amazing
on her, and like the confidence that I've seen it's
given her is like amazing. And I'm like so on
board with like surgeries, and if you want to get
(35:46):
a surgery, get it. But I have never been interested
or like drawn to getting a boop job. I don't
really mind the size of my boobs, Like I don't
really want big boobs, like I kind of like, I
just don't think it would suit my frame, and it's
just not something I've ever had, Like I'd probably get
other surgeries way before that, and it's just like not
(36:07):
something I've ever think. I don't think i'd ever get
a plastic surgery. But I'm an awful botox. I love botox.
I will always get botox one hundred percent. Someone says
you were shy and an introvert, I'm an introverted extrovert
or an extroverted introvert. I can be extroverted in situations.
I'm quite an outgoing person. I love like conversations. I
(36:29):
can speak to anyone about anything, and I'm very like outgoing.
But there are situations because of my anxiety, and I
have very bad social anxiety where I am quite introverted
sometimes and especially if I don't know you, in situations
where I'm like new or like if I join a
friend and she knows all those people, like, I can
(36:51):
be quite shy and introverted and like in big group
situations like a big event or a party or something
like that, Like I'm not gonna be like this big
extroverted person that you probably see on me online, Like
a lot of the time, social media people and content
creators are actually quite shy people because they're filming in
the comfort of their room or their house or stuff
(37:13):
like that. But in big situations sometimes I can be
quite shy or be quite introverted because I'm nervous and
I get quite anxious. But once I warm up to you, like,
good luck shouting me up, do you know what I mean?
Someone says that the hate doesn't bother me. Hate comments
don't necessarily bother me because I think I've become immune
to it and I don't really listen, and I know
(37:35):
that hate comes from a place of them not liking
something about themselves, because I would never comment hate or
spread hate online, so I don't necessarily understand it. And
because I don't understand it, it doesn't bother me. But
it does as well. It's very weird. Like some people
always go like, yeah, you get so much hate online,
(37:56):
like I feel so bad for you, and I'm like, oh,
like that's I'm like, oh, like, it doesn't like registered
to me, Like it's kind of just like white noise now,
but at the start it really did. You're really hard
on yourself sometimes, but you're working on it. I am
my worst enemy. I am so hard on myself. I like,
have so much pressure to have to shit figured out
(38:16):
all the time, and I like I put unnecessary expectations
on myself and I am so hard on myself and
it is something I am working on, and it is
something I don't like about myself because I don't like
it when my friends are hard on themselves. I don't
like it when other people are hard on themselves, and
I'm like, you're so young, you're figuring it out, Like
why are you putting so much pressure? But I that
put that pressure on myself. I put pressure that I
(38:37):
need to have it figured out. And because I am
maybe on social media, I have to. I feel so
much pressure on myself to have it figured out, to
tell you guys how to figure it out. But I
am like so confused myself, and it is something I
really don't like about myself and I want to fix
it out. People keep on asking that I'm no longer
(38:59):
friends with Ezzy. I am friends with Easy. Someone says
it might be too personal, but my ed and recovery
and mental health is still there. Definitely, it doesn't affect
me as much as it is but I think you're
gonna have If you have an eating disorder, you're gonna
have it for the rest of your life. It just
it's how you deal with it. I don't give it
(39:19):
into my eating disort of thoughts necessarily anymore, but it's
definitely something I'm really struggling with at the moment. I
don't like how I look in the mirror, I don't
like how I physically look, and I don't think I've
ever liked it. But it's really really loud at the moment.
My food noise and my head noise and my body
dysmorphia is probably the worst it's ever been. And I
can recognize that about myself, and I'm glad that I can.
(39:42):
But it is a thing that I think I'm going
to struggle with for the rest of my life. And
I know that about myself, which is really sad. But yeah,
I think I know I'm gonna have it for the
rest of my life, and it's going to come in
ebbs and flows and shit like that. But yeah, it's
something I'm working on and I think I'll be working
on it for the rest of my life. And if
you are going through the same, my heart goes out
(40:05):
to you. But yeah, they're pretty much all of the
basics of my assumptions about me. And that was my
rundown of the weekend. Thank you guys so much for
tuning into today's episode. I love you all very very much, and.
Speaker 2 (40:20):
Yeah, let me know.
Speaker 1 (40:21):
I ask you guys a few things about alcohol, eating
and stuff like that. I would love to know your opinions,
and if you guys are struggling with the same things,
please reach out to me. I would love to hear
your opinions and your advice because sometimes I give you
guys advice, but I would like some back. But yeah,
I love you guys so much and I'll see you
guys next week.
Speaker 3 (40:39):
Bye.
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