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Hello, this is Kylee with Femme and Flow.
I hope you are having a beautiful day.
In our last episode, we talked abouthow your body becomes the portal.
How fascia posture, and evenyour DNA began to reflect
your stabilized frequency.
We explored what it means to stophealing and start transmitting.
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And today we're going deeperinto the realm of desire.
Not desire in a way we were taught.
Not desire as lack or craving ordistraction, but desire as pure alignment.
Because in white hole embodiment,desire stops being a craving
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and becomes a compass.
So take a deep breath, land inyour body, and let's explore
the truth of what you want.
So first, let's talk about desire in theblack hole versus the white hole field.
In black hole realities,desire is often distorted.
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It's born out of survival,scarcity, shame, or comparison.
It is something we chase to fix ourselves.
It's externally focused, reactive,and rooted in the illusion
that we are missing something.
In the white hole field that all changes.
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Desire is no longer reactive.
It's receptive.
It arises gently and calmly as a knowing.
It feels less like graspingand more like remembering.
It doesn't spike your nervoussystem, it settles it.
When you're stabilized, yourdesires are no longer distractions.
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They're directions.
Desire is not a detour from your path.
It is the path.
In black hole physics,desire equates to chasing.
Wanting something meansyou're far from it.
In white hole physics, desireequates to broadcasting.
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You become the signal.
Desire becomes a frequency,a resonance, a geometry.
And that frequency organizes your reality.
Desire becomes geometry,and geometry becomes matter.
You are not chasing timelines.
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You are emanating afield that builds them.
Your stabilized coherence does the work.
And desire is the languageof your higher self.
When you're fully online, whenyour field is clear, and your
body is grounded, desire becomesa form of divine communication.
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That thing you're drawn to, the lifeyou fantasize about, the aesthetic,
the energy, the environment thatlights you up - that's not indulgent.
It's not random.
It's your higher self saying,"This is where we go next." Desire
is your soul remembering forward.
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It's your most aligned self leavingbreadcrumbs for you to follow.
So now let's take this even deeper.
Desire is not just guidancefrom your higher self.
It is the expression of youroriginal energy pattern.
In white hole mechanics, everything isbuilt on harmonic order - sacred geometry,
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pure frequency, divine proportion.
And you are no exception.
You didn't choose your core frequency.
You didn't design your energetic essence.
You didn't develop your deepestsense of beauty or truth over time.
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It was all woven intoyou from the beginning.
You were born with aspecific soul architecture.
A divine energetic melody,that's yours alone.
This is not something you figure out.
It's not a personalityor preference you refine.
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It's an innate resonance fieldthat emits a signature frequency.
There is an energetic patternthat is uniquely innately you.
So when you feel drawn to something,when something lights you up,
feels like home, stops you inyour tracks - it's not random.
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It's your field reorganizing itself.
Desire is the gravitationalpull of your soul's geometry
trying to complete self in form.
That space you dream of living in - yourfield sees its own pattern there.
That aesthetic or way of dressing - yourfield sees its own beauty there.
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That vision of yourself fully expressed- your field sees its truth there.
You're not chasing a fantasy.
You are resonating with yoursoul's blueprint made visible.
This is why your desires feel somagnetic, so sacred, so specific.
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They're not random impulses.
They're not indulgent cravings.
They are echoes of your own divine design.
Desire is your soul recognizing itselfin the world and asking you to remember.
There's a tone that is uniquely yours.
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A geometry your field emits.
A color palette, a sensation,a style of embodiment that
belongs to you beyond language.
You don't have to search for it.
You don't even have to define it.
You just have to stop blocking it.
Because desire in the white hole fieldisn't something you chase or manufacture.
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It's something you remember.
And when you stabilize, when you'reno longer reacting or bracing, you
stop chasing preferences and startemanating your original pattern.
Desire isn't something you create,it's something you uncover.
It's the shape of your lighttrying to land in form.
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So the next time you're drawn to somethingdeeply, quietly, unmistakably - trust it.
It's not your ego, it'snot your conditioning.
It's your soul callingyou back into coherence.
Because when you follow desire fromthis place, you're not indulging,
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you are aligning with the energeticblueprint that is already eternally you.
So now let's expand this even further tounderstand the deeper mechanics behind why
your desires are so precise and powerful.
Your higher self is the directexpression of your soul blueprint.
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It's the version of you thatlives in full coherence, beyond
distortion, outside of density.
It holds the full remembrance ofwhy you came here, what your soul
longs to create, and the specificenergetic codes that make you you.
When you feel a cleardesire arise from stillness.
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Not from fear, not from lack, but fromknowing - that's not just preference.
That's communicationfrom your higher self.
But where does the higher self come from?
From your oversoul - the divinewhole of your multidimensional being.
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Your oversoul is the source ofall your expressions across time,
space, dimensions, and realms.
You are one fractal of it.
Your Pleiadian self might be another.
Your Lyran expression, your ancientguides, your future self - all are
radiating from the same central source.
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Each expression is a fractal, a uniqueand complete transmission of a specific
facet of your oversoul's geometry.
So when you desire something,that signal is your oversoul
remembering itself through you.
Your higher self, translatingthat memory into resonance.
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Your physical fieldmagnetizing toward that truth.
Desire is the oversoul memorytrying to return through matter.
This is why desire can feel like dejavu, like longing, like recognition.
Because in a very real way, it is.
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You've lived that beautyin other lifetimes.
You've embodied that essence elsewhere.
You've walked through thatarchitecture in another version of you.
You're not dreaming into being,you are remembering it into form.
When your field stabilizesin white hole frequency, the
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communication becomes clear.
Your higher self is no longerfiltered through emotional noise.
The geometry of your oversoul becomesthe blueprint for your embodied life.
That's when a style you love becomes morethan preference - it's harmonic alignment.
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A place that calls you becomes morethan a wish - it's a fractal home.
A vision of you fully expressedbecomes more than fantasy - it's
a dimensional anchor.
So as you move through thisembodiment journey, know this.
Desire isn't forward facing.
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It's inward resonating.
It's your soul blueprint finding form.
You are not separate from the divine.
You are one fractal expression of it,trying to remember its wholeness in form.
And desire is how that remembering begins.
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Now let's talk about how whatyou want is already true.
You're not manifestingsomething from thin air.
You're not pulling an outcome intobeing through force or fantasy.
What you're doing is remembering.
But not just remembering a version of youthat already exists somewhere out there.
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You're aligning with the harmonictone of your original design.
And that tone begins generatinga timeline around you.
Desire is not a signalto go get something.
It's a magnet, a tuning fork.
It helps you locate the frequencyof your divine embodiment.
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And when you stabilize in whitehole frequency, you're not jumping
timelines to escape your current one.
You are not cherry pickingpreexisting options like you're
ordering from a cosmic menu.
You are generating atimeline through resonance.
That's the key distinction.
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You are not forcing your way into atimeline that already exists, and you're
not building it from scratch either.
You are becoming the harmonicfield that makes it inevitable.
You are the tuning fork,the sculptor, the signal.
In the quantum field, yes, everypossibility already exists.
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But the timeline you actually experienceis the one your tone can hold.
That's why coherence is everything.
And the more you stabilize in that deepcoherence, the more naturally the outer
world reflects the version of you that wasalready encoded in your soul's geometry.
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You're not chasing the version, youare becoming the field it responds to.
So here's the truth bomb.
What if you were never reallymanifesting to begin with?
What if across all phases of this journey,you were just remembering your resonance
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and learning how to hold it long enoughfor reality to crystallize around it.
So this segues into how you arenever manifesting, you were actually
remembering through distortion.
In black hole realities, wethought we were manifesting.
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We visualized, we journaled.
We tried to attract, callin, quantum leap, and claim.
But what if all of that was justa distorted way of trying to
reach what your soul already knew?
Even your wildest dreams were foggymemories of your highest timeline.
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You weren't trying tomanifest something new.
You were trying toremember something ancient.
But the field was cluttered.
Your nervous system was bracing.
The geometry was incoherent.
So that remembering felt likeyearning, striving, repeating
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affirmations on top of anxiety.
You thought you were creating, but youwere navigating through forgetfulness.
In bridge mechanics the veil thins.
You start to glimpse into it.
You see signs, synchronicities,you start to feel, "Okay, I know
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this version of me." But youstill think you have to reach her.
Bridge manifestation is rememberingwhat alignment feels like, but
still thinking you have to earn it.
Once you stabilize, there'snothing to manifest.
There's only truth unfolding.
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You're not attracting a future.
You are syncing to your original.
You're not proving your worth.
You are remembering your design.
You were never manifesting.
You were remembering throughdensity, and now you're simply
being what you've always been.
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This is the shift from desireas grasping, to desire as divine
memory repatterning your field.
And when that memory is clear- Your timeline is inevitable.
You don't manifest it, you match it.
Once you realize you're notmanifesting but remembering, desire
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begins to sculpt your present lifein more creative, intimate ways.
This is where artistry begins.
This is where your life becomes your poem.
So let's talk about desire as artistry.
And let's expand this lens even further.
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Because when you're stabilizedin white hole frequency, desire
doesn't just shape your future.
It begins to sculpt yourpresent in the most artistic,
intentional, and graceful ways.
Desire is not just a compass, it'sa brush stroke from your soul.
Everything becomes creative.
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The way you dress, the way youarrange your space, the way you
infuse light into your rituals.
You're not trying to be aesthetic.
You are aesthetic.
You're not forcing beauty.
You're allowing frequency to make form.
Desire becomes the sacred impulsethat tells you how to design
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your day, your body, your life.
You don't chase the artof living, you become it.
This is the return of your life as a poem,a living sculpture, a visible vibration.
So now let's talk about beautyas a frequency, not a standard.
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Let's start by taking amoment to deconstruct the old
programming around beauty.
Because in black hole paradigms,beauty was treated like a
standard you had to meet.
Something external tochase, earn, or prove.
But in white hole reality,beauty is no longer a score.
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It's a field, a frequency,a living resonance.
You don't chase glow.
You conduct it.
You don't compete with standards.
You radiate coherence.
Beauty is coherence.
It's symmetry, it's light flowingunblocked through your being.
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When your fascist softens, whenyour energy harmonizes, when
your field stabilizes, you glow.
Not metaphorically, literally.
Symmetry returns.
Softness becomes your baseline.
Glow is your new normal.
Because beauty in its truestform is a byproduct of truth.
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And that truth doesn't just applyto your physical appearance.
It expands into your space,your style, your design.
It extends into how you dress, what you'redrawn to, and the desires you hold for
elegance, luxury, and aesthetic richness.
Now let's talk about beauty, design, andthe shaming of soul aligned aesthetics.
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Let's talk about a form of desirethat's often misunderstood.
The desire for beauty, for elegance,for style, fashion, luxury, interior
design, and aesthetic richness.
I've talked about this on otherepisodes and I deeply relate to this,
but I wanted to bring it up againbecause it's really relevant here.
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In the Black Hole paradigmthese things are often labeled
as shallow or materialistic.
We're taught to feelashamed for wanting them.
But that's because BlackHole society hijacks beauty
and repackages it as status.
In that distortion, fashion becomesperformance, luxury becomes hierarchy,
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and design becomes somethingto impress instead of express.
But once you begin stabilizingin a white hole frequency, that
entire relationship changes.
You realize your desire forbeauty was never about vanity.
It was about resonance.
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When you're drawn to certainfabrics, colors, spaces, textures,
or shapes, it's not indulgence.
It is your soul recognizingits own geometry.
You're not chasing trends.
You are remembering your tone.
In white hole, embodiment stylebecomes self-expression, design
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becomes spatial coherence, aestheticsbecome sacred geometry made sensual.
You no longer curate yourlife to prove your worth.
You design your life toreflect your essence.
You're not materialistic.
You are magnetic.
Even your desires for beauty, softness,abundance, and luxury are not external.
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They are echoes of your internal clarity.
This is how you begin to differentiate.
Black hole desire comes from lack, fromcomparison, shame, or trying to be enough.
It grasps, it proves, it performs.
And then bridge desire is awakening.
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It remembers beauty, but stillbelieves it needs to earn it.
It hopes, it dreams, butit doesn't fully trust.
And then white hole desireis calm, clear, specific.
It doesn't chase.
It simply aligns.
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You want what you want, not becauseit makes you better, but because
it already matches who you are.
Your taste is not a personality.
It's a soul signature.
Yes, you can love fashion, beauty,and luxury, and it can be the most
spiritual thing you do - as long as it'srooted in alignment, not performance.
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This is how we reclaim thefull spectrum of desire - by
letting beauty be holy again.
By letting coherence be our glow.
And by remembering you arenot here to meet a standard.
You are here to become a field.
Your taste is not superficial.
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It's sacred.
The textures you love, the tones that moveyou, the shapes, color, scents, light.
You're not choosing those things,your field is recognizing them.
Aesthetic intelligence is your soul's wayof sensing resonance through the senses.
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As you stabilize, your preferences refine.
You're drawn to earth tones, naturallight, flowing shapes, sacred symmetry.
You no longer tolerate chaos - notbecause you're picky, but because
your field is harmonizing.
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Your nervous system is recalibratingto elegance, simplicity, and resonance.
Aesthetic intelligence is not indulgence,its multidimensional coherence.
The more you embody truth, themore refined your taste becomes.
Because truth has a tone.
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Now let's talk about the body.
Because desire doesn'tjust shape your outer life.
It shapes your physical form.
Your desire to feel beautiful in yourbody, to be seen, to express, to soften,
to glow - is not ego, it's embodiment.
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When you're stabilized in white holeembodiment, your body becomes responsive.
Your fascia is fluid, your skin reflectscoherence, your symmetry begins to return.
But this isn't about choosinghow you wanna look like selecting
features on a computer screen.
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This isn't a mental process.
It's a field process.
Beauty isn't built.
It's revealed when the noise drops out.
In a black hole system we're taughtto curate beauty - to sculpt it from
the outside in, control it detail bydetail, chase someone else's standard.
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In black hole distortion,body image becomes control.
You try to sculpt, fix, shrink,or perfect yourself to be worthy.
You compare, you contract, you perform.
But in the white holereality beauty is emergent.
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It arises from coherence.
It's sculpted by divine order.
It reveals your unique sacred geometry.
You don't need to choose your features.
Your fascia, your water, your blood,your DNA - they already know what to do.
Your body is always tryingto return to divine order.
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And when your frequencystabilizes, it does.
Your highest appearanceis not a preference.
It's a reflection of your original design.
You may start feeling drawn to a newstyle, a softness, a glow - not because
you're trying to look better, but becauseyou're starting to see yourself clearly.
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And what you find beautiful,what you're naturally magnetized
towards, is your divine pattern.
This is why your appearancebegins to shift - because
your body is no longer hiding.
It's remembering.
The features, symmetry,tone, and glow you've always
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wanted - they're not fantasies.
They're previews of your coherent self.
And you don't get there through pressure.
You get there by softening.
You are not chasing a beauty standard.
You are remembering your divine pattern.
This is why your appearance can shiftas your desire stabilize, because you're
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no longer trying to fix your body.
You are letting it remember what's true.
Now, let's talk about desire asa portal to higher timelines.
And this gets us into what desirereally does when you follow it.
It opens a portal.
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Desire is your soul's breadcrumbtrail to its highest self.
Every true desire containsa thread of memory.
It's not leading you forward.
It's pulling you inward.
When you follow desire, yourtimeline realigns, your field
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harmonizes, your future finds you.
This is how we quantumleap without even moving.
We feel, we align, wefollow the resonance.
You don't follow desire to escape.
You follow it to remember.
And once you're there, once you'restable - the life that once felt like
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a dream becomes your default reality.
You don't just visit thetimeline you desire, you become
the version who never left.
You don't need to justify what you want.
You don't need to tone itdown or make it practical.
You don't even need toexplain it to anyone.
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You only need to becomestill enough to hear it.
And soft enough to follow.
Because your soul signature is creative.
It didn't come here to chase.
It came here to emanate.
Desire's the blueprint.
Coherence is the strategy.
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And your stabilized fieldis already building it.
So now if you wanna do a short littleritual with me to activate desire as
creation - just take a deep breath.
Place one hand on your heart,one on your lower belly.
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Close your eyes and breathe deeply.
Ask what do I truly want?
Feel what rises.
Let it be felt.
And then say, "I allow my desiresto lead me into alignment.
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I trust what I love."
Let that be your frequency.
Let that be your architecture.
Let that be the life you walk into next.
After listening to this, maybetake five minutes to journal.
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Ask yourself, what are three thingsI feel most drawn to right now?
What beauty am I already embodyingwithout trying and what would my
day look like if I lived as thougheverything I desired was already true?
Let this become your energetic anchor.
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Your beauty isn'tbecoming, it's returning.
So that's all I have for today.
I hope you enjoyed, I loveyou all and have a great week.