Suicide loss is unlike any other kind of grief—it’s complicated, heavy, and often shrouded in silence. In this deeply personal and compassionate episode, Kaitlyn opens up about losing her dear friend, Nicholas Evan Newman, to suicide. Before honoring his life in an upcoming tribute, she speaks directly to the women navigating the painful, often isolating, road of grief after suicide.
If you’re struggling with unanswered questions, overwhelming guilt, or spiritual confusion after losing someone to suicide, this episode offers more than comfort—it offers truth, biblical reassurance, and permission to feel deeply without shame. You don’t need to figure everything out. You just need space to be honest, tools to process your pain, and faith that God is still near—even here.
This is for the woman silently hurting. You are not alone. And your grief matters.
What You’ll Learn in This Episode:- How suicide grief is uniquely complex—and how to navigate the guilt and “what ifs”
- Why spiritual confusion after loss is normal—and how to bring your questions to God
- How to process deep emotions in a healthy, faith-filled way
- Guilt does not belong to you. You are not responsible for someone else’s decision—and there is no condemnation in Christ (Romans 8:1).
- God can handle your confusion. You don’t need theological clarity to receive His comfort.
- Feeling everything is part of healing. There is a time to mourn—and Jesus will meet you in every emotion (Ecclesiastes 3:4).
- Become an Insider (Join the Weekly Newsletter): https://bit.ly/GrieveWithChristNewsletter
- Join the Community: Faith-Based Grief Support for Women
- Online Therapy: https://onlinetherapy.go2cloud.org/aff_c?offer_id=2&aff_id=5198
- Follow on Instagram: @CoachKaitlynBuck
- Email Kaitlyn: info@KaitlynBuck.com
Remember: You’re not alone in your grief or your faith journey. God sees you, loves you, and wants to walk with you every step of the way.
❤️ Kaitlyn
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