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What's up it's your boy sleepy west and we back with another self-analyzation yeah,
yes yes indeed another self-analyzation you know today we're gonna talk about
maybe i could talk about transformation you know transformation and how that
enhances your life and get ways on transformation you know the mindset is where
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it starts you know i gotta get a little optimistic mystic,
but also be on the real side of reality and apply the work. It's the hardest part of it all.
But the rewarding part is the beautiful
part and the changing part and the transformation and the beautiful life.
You know, you get your wings and you start flying, you know.
Caterpillar, butterfly type of effect. You know what I'm saying?
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And you just take off and you just fly.
Sky. You know? And you're just soaring.
Life is consistent change you're always changing deconstant but you gotta look
at in which way are you changing change it for the better or change it for the
worse you gotta look at the,
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some of these experiences make us stronger make us better make us wiser smarter
so we make way better decisions than we did in the past way better cause I know
I done And made some decisions that I did not agree with at all. And just leave it there.
You know what I'm saying? Just leave that there. And we pressed the fast forward.
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For the day Chappelle shake it off. You know what I'm saying? That happened.
Because sometimes you just want to just get mad. You just want to take it out.
That's what learning is. You know what I'm saying? You know what I mean? Situation worse.
That's why you gotta Change for the better You know what I'm saying So better
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can come And get some good income You know what I'm saying We all like finances and stuff Yeah.
I think that's what I'm embracing now Because I came a long way I'll tell the
story Came a long way Came from the chrysanthemum Zero,
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From innocence, mind messed up in a lot of ways. That's how school snatch you
up. You just owe another mother.
Family don't know what happened. Family like, what the? All right,
is he going to be able to make money at least?
That's all my concern is. You know, job. It's an income company.
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You know what I'm saying? And then go from stages where, you know,
you find yourself in there.
You find it yourself. sometimes people didn't already tell you who you was so
they looking at you like what's happening here it's like oh nah I had to find
identity I already had it in the beginning I just dragged it out of me I had to re-identify,
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and they ain't trying to readjust so I was like uh back to the drawing board I go,
that's how I be though you know it's good to have that around as long as it's
healthy as long as it's strong Long as they're, you know, saying not toxic.
In any type of way. Because they ain't good for you.
Nobody ever want to be in like a toxic situation at them. Don't feel good.
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You ever feel drained spiritually and wonder what the hell's wrong?
And then you realize it's the situation. It's like, oh, I got to find a way
out. I got to find something to do.
To get me out of this. This is not great for me.
Why do I have to come here and not feel great? What the hell?
You know? So you want to look for the more healthier situations,
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if you can find it, because it's hard.
Or find things that are like escapisms.
You know, we all have escapisms and stuff that we have to get through it,
unfortunately, but at least we have outlets.
At least you have to take your mind off certain things like,
damn, why the hell is this like this?
It could be way better.
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You know, but that's not something to stress. You know, that's not something
to swell your head about. Oh yeah?
So, so to, you know, look for improvement and use that as a drive,
you know, as I do, as a drive now.
I don't know how I can learn.
Not like that though. Not like, like on, I was just saying like a drive of like,
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you know, you get older, you want your own, want your own.
Since you got the skill sets To maintain it You know what to do Mature your
adult You know what you know You know eventually But you know Even that You
don't rush that You know why,
That's why I'm good You want to make sure You overly prepare You don't rush
that You know You know what It's in everybody's mind Isn't it Like eventually
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I'll But you know what I ain't gonna rush it I understand the circumstance I
understand the reality And I gotta work within that,
You know that's usually how I line up that's the form of transformation too
like you know what my mind I know I need to go 10 times hard if I want to get
to where I need to go just to be comfortable or satisfied and so happy by myself and feel great,
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that's all anybody really want to feel good about themselves and who they are
and what the work they put in and all the things they done and feel credited
but you know you got to credit yourself,
because you know all the work You can't expect everybody else to embrace that at all.
You got to know, okay, and then, you know what? I don't even care what other
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people think no more. You know why?
I know the pain I put. I know the work I put in. I know the sweat. I know my whole story.
It's feeling like Tupac. I was there for the whole thing. Nobody else is there for the whole thing.
So i know what i'm dealing you know what i'm saying
and that's real and that's real
people there for parts you know parts and
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experience that made you in that moment and they
might attach to that because you know
it's like oh i like this but not realizing you
know you constantly that person under chained in
circumstance that's really you
know i'm saying what that is that's why i'd be hard like
yo you're not true and it's like what are you gonna say there's
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some songs it's true for that you know i don't deny that it's true
yeah i'm not to me from 08 but i
deal with the 2024 thing my boy with edward that was not great you bleepy if
only i could take that back you know out of respect i don't want to talk in
all this and then And just throw that in there To down the whole situation So Well at least I
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Acknowledged it And embraced it You know Time and place for that to happen.
But nah yeah Don't lack on that Yeah You are that In that moment Due to circumstances
around you The people around you And everything,
So in order for you To even be you You would need to set Your own environment
And that's why I'm like yeah I would have to drive,
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Hard To just set my own environment then i
could then you'll see gradually oh all right that is that is how he is that
is how he is because you know amongst other people you compromise a lot you're
not totally that you go to work same thing you're not totally that you gotta
you know say adjust and play the game.
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As we all do we adjust and we play the game but then we need a break period
where it's like can Can I be a hundred percent me and not feel like I got to adjust it in this box?
Like, oh, I could do it because I'm skilled and talented and intelligent like we are, you know?
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But it's like it do take a toll on your soul.
It do hit differently. And then it hit differently when you're around real friends
and you're really you. And it's genuine.
You feel me? so I started doing lighter
episodes and all that stuff because I feel like I dropped heavy jabs
like the quality of it so I'm like
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and it him it's your boy Sleepy West Dallas on S another self-analyzing always
stay golden always stay intelligent always stay smart always stay beautiful
I see the skincare out here you're holding it down yeah so we can carry on
generations and carry on fortunes carry on knowledge wisdom understanding and
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we pass on traditions that age like fine wine do you feel me yeah you know so
i'm back in my bag once again and i'm out yeah.
Music.