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July 15, 2025 30 mins

Episode 2 – What the Hell Happened to Me? (The Awakening Begins)

After returning home from surgery, everything felt… different. The mountains looked more alive. Nature moved me to tears. I couldn’t explain it yet—but something inside me had changed.

In this episode, I take you through the emotional aftermath of my near-death experience: the deep connection I suddenly felt to everything, the shift in my perception of time, and the burning questions I couldn’t ignore any longer—What is my purpose? Why am I here?

I share the surreal moment my mom confirmed what I already suspected… and the stunning realization that I had experienced something sacred, something real, during surgery.

I also dive into my early search for answers: discovering the concept of spiritual awakenings, learning how spirituality was buried under centuries of logic and control, and realizing that the intuitive “gut feelings” I had all my life were part of something bigger.

This is the beginning of my awakening. Raw, unfiltered, and deeply personal. If you’ve ever questioned reality or felt like something in you was waking up, this episode is for you.

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