Marcus Chen thought moving from Nebraska to San Francisco would finally let him breathe freely as a gay man in tech. Instead, he found himself unable to breathe at all—trapped in a vaping addiction that started with his first boyfriend and nearly killed him during the pandemic.
In this raw and deeply personal episode, we follow Marcus’s harrowing journey through nicotine dependency, exploring how modern vaping products contain nicotine levels equivalent to 3 cartons of cigarettes and metals that poison users with every puff. When COVID-19 cost him his job and health insurance, Marcus faced chest pains, lung scarring, and 3 AM panic attacks alone in his Tenderloin studio—hitting his vape while googling heart attack symptoms.
But this isn’t just another addiction story. It’s about how Marcus saved himself using evidence-based nicotine replacement therapy (those unglamorous Kirkland lozenges that actually work), and how his recovery created a ripple effect that helped six friends break free from their own dependencies. We dive deep into the research: why LGBTQ+ young adults vape at 70% higher rates, how Big Tobacco targets vulnerable communities, and what actually works for quitting. Featured: Real vaping statistics that will shock you | The 12-week lozenge protocol that saved Marcus’s life | How queer tech workers formed the “Lozenge Losers” support group | Why nicotine replacement therapy has double the success rate of going cold turkey.
Content Warning: Addiction, mental health crisis, medical trauma, family rejection
Whether you’re struggling with vaping, love someone who is, or just want to understand this hidden epidemic, Marcus’s story offers both a wake-up call and a roadmap to recovery. Because as he says: “You deserve to breathe freely—in every sense of that phrase.”
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