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And I think this is like the essence, this is not life, right? There is all.
of the things of, of the falls and the drops and pain and sweat that is behind the, the scenes that the spectator doesn't see.
Yeah.
And, uh, and the outcome, the, the, the number, the, the show is like this, this bubble of perfectness, this bubble of, uh, something that seems unachievable.
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Hania.
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I'm so glad to have a time to sit with you today.
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Uh, and to, to talk a little bit about, about everything, about social circus and more.
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I want to start way back early, early on and ask you if there's any experience, person, place, something in your early life that you can point to, that you think helped shape the person you are today.
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I thank you then.
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It's, uh, it's really lovely to be able to, to have this chat today.
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Um.
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Yeah, of course.
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Um, I think the, the earliest, if I go with my memory to the, the, the earliest times, I think, all the travels that I did with, uh, my parents, I was very lucky that we were a family, that we have been visiting, uh, parts of the world.
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does, uh, it did open my mind a little bit and the curiosity about the world.
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Um, and then when I was a little bit older, I decided to, to make a big part of my life, uh, traveling the world.
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And, uh, especially my father was very supportive with this idea and I was super lucky that I didn't have, uh, parents that were trying to make me make their dream come true.
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Uh, just they let me to make my own dream come true.
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And maybe there was a little bit of lack with the fact that.
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Some dream of my father was to travel the world.
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So he was like, okay, hania, you go.
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Uh, and then when I was, when I started to travel when I was 20 years old, um, to travel by myself, um, there I saw much more of the world.
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And I actually, I think I understood how I really want to live.
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And, uh, you know, when you travel, there is so many things that you learn about yourself, um, and that you can find, um, new not only in you, but also outside.
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And this is also how I found the, the circus and the social circus.
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It was during the travels.
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I have never about it before, that, uh, this could be, that this is possible to, to do something like this.
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Um, yeah, that this.
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You said that traveling helped you understand how you wanted to live and how did you want to live? What was the answer that was sort of coming alive inside you around that question? Um, first of all, um, my first meetings with, uh, with the travelers communities, with the backpackers.
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also backpackers, circus people, which is a different kind of traveling community, showed me that, um, it is possible to disconnect at least get a little bit farther from, from the consumption is, and, uh, all the idea of you need to, uh, have a great success in your life because of your career.
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Um, I think first of all, the, my first thoughts about how I want to live was as far from the system as possible, which, uh, of course during the years, I also understood and with, uh, with getting a little bit older that it's not, first of all so easy.
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Uh, and second of all that, um, not fully, fully, fully possible.
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Um, but definitely it showed me that I do want to live with.
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Open eyes keep connecting, to others and keep on like learning about the, the other cultures and about the other people.
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And don't get stuck in my point of view on what the, the reality is.
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Because wherever you go in the world, the reality is completely different.
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of each person is very different, but I think traveling is showing you this, that it's precious to get to know the realities of others and question your all that.
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It's interesting that you call it traveling, and I see why you call it traveling, but to me, what, I guess the word that better describes what you do is you live around the world.
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Uh, traveling kind of implies a, a short-lived nature to the experience, but you've properly been living somewhere that's not your first home for many years.
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Uh, yeah, I, I think, uh, well now I live in Argentina for one year and a half.
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I have lived for, uh, more than one year in Mexico, but before, seriously, for more or less? Eight.
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Um, no.
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Now with this one year, it's eight, so like six, seven years I did leave, um, as, as a backpacker of having like.
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Five months in one country, four months in the other country, and like changing the place of living a lot and having to adapt, uh, a lot.
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This is actually my first experience of actually building life of Poland and not just being in the state of, yes, I'm enjoying this, I'm trying to find a job, I'm trying to make friendships, but always with the mindset of am leaving soon, now I'm not going anywhere.
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And I also see how many good, uh, opportunities it gives me because I can finally have the mindset of the head space to create something and to actually build something that can grow in, uh, with time.
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It's special, it's a special feeling to say I've arrived.
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Right.
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I'm, I'm, I'm here.
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I'm here for a little bit now.
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Where along this process did you start coming across the circus? Actually, uh, I'm very happy about it, but it was my first big, uh, travel that I did when I was 20.
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Uh, I went to, for a hitchhiking trip in Asia.
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Uh, and, uh, it was six months I started in China, uh, then, uh, Vietnam, Cambodia, and Thailand.
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And, uh, so when I was in Vietnam after many adventures splitting with the guy that I was traveling with, um.
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And trying to like find myself alone in such a different culture again, uh, the universe started to give me like signs and people that were guiding me there.
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One time in, uh, Vietnam, I met a few guys from Belgium and Australia.
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They invited me to live with them.
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One of them was spinning poi, uh, and if someone doesn't know what is poi is this, uh, balls with fire or without fire that are on the chain and you spin them.
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Um, he showed me this.
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I had no idea what is that.
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He told me about the circus festival that is happening in Cambodia next week, my visa was finishing in Vietnam.
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So I was like, okay, I can also just go there.
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That can be the next plan that I will have.
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So I did that.
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many adventures and, uh, I got to this, uh, beautiful island in Cambodia and I, it felt like I'm entering a new world, like a magic universe with people throwing things, dancing with fire, doing acrobat, acrobatics on the beach, and everyone just being very hippie.
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Let's be very honest about that.
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Um, but just doing this in life and because I was in a moment of having no plan, having no idea in this moment for myself, it was like a gap year that I took after not getting to an acting school.
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I was like, okay, what now with my life? Uh, and I get so attached to the community and it my heart open so much.
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Because they were so loving and so helpful and so welcoming.
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It was the first time that in my life that I met like this.
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Also coming from quite cold country, which is Poland, um, that, uh, I just get super hooked, uh, on spinning the hoop and the dragon stuff.
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Uh, I just never stopped.
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I stayed in Cambodia for three months living with the community and I started to spin and I was like, okay, this will be my life Which was also a crazy idea, but as I say, I was so young and I was like, I am quite of a dreamer.
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So this made all made sense at this point, um, because I also saw a lot of people around me that were actually living like this.
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Uh, so I saw that it's possible.
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Um, and of course through the years.
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Um, all the idea of how I want to use circus in my life, have changed.
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In the beginning it was the, um, the idea of being a performer of making money by, um, making fire shows and, um, put all my energy there in like becoming better and better with the skills.
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And then I think keep, keep on keeping on traveling and keeping on meeting people and getting to know what else is there, uh, in the circus to, to use.
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Um, I started to understand that actually my path is not only this, that I can use it uh, differently and this is exactly what I'm doing now.
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This will be my life.
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You said it's a beautiful feeling.
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It's a beautiful feeling.
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Uh, I want us to talk a little bit about circus.
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I think you're, you're one of the people in my life who has expanded my understanding of what circus is because I think for most of us, circus represents that, you know, red and white tent that comes to town with a, like a, a poor lion who has been attached to the circus that, uh, is there by, by force, sort of like kidnapping animals and making them perform for people.
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And, um, you know, people dressed in weird outfits.
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That, but it's like, I think we have a, a certain cultural understanding of circus that, I don't think that's the circus you're talking about.
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Maybe it is.
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Maybe it includes it too.
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Uh, but I'd love if, if you could just, you know, explain what, what is circus.
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Pleasure because as you say, there is a lot of misconceptions because then the history of circus goes really, really way back into the history of humanity.
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Um, but it have, uh, and changed and transformed, uh, to the reality that we are living now.
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Um, so just the fun fact that the first jugglers, you can see on the, uh, on the hier, hieroglyphics, uh, in Egypt.
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Uh, so it's as far, uh, far back that people have already learned how to do juggling, uh, and, and they understood this as a way of entertainment.
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and then the idea that you spoke about the Big Tens, is something that was created in, uh, in the United States.
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Um.
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Which was exactly connected with a huge animal abuse.
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Um, like all the animals that were being brought to, to, there were basically just being stolen from, um, from, from Africa.
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most of them 'cause it was the big, the big animals.
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And it was a great show and were really doing things that at the time were unimaginable for, for anyone, but also were being connected with a lot of abuse because there was this part of the circus that, uh, the, the freak stage.
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The freak show, right? So the freak show.
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Now maybe we, we connected with, uh, people eating glass or like throwing knives or like all this like tricks that are connected with doing something this almost hurting you.
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But these people have this ability of not feeling so much pain.
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So the freak show now it's this, or doing things that are a little bit gross.
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well, in the beginning the freak show was actually showing, uh, midgets.
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So showing people with huge, a obesity, people that were tattooed all over their bodies.
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Um, people with transformation, body transformation, deformations, uh, the, um, female with beards, right? Um.
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And it was basically, or also there was this part of having a, a African woman, in the freak show, right? Or, or a, or some indigenous, uh, people that were being captivated, maybe offered a better life.
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And they were traveling with the circus, uh, all, almost as in a, in a jail, right? Um, be shown as, uh, something crazy to see, right? And, uh, the huge money was being, uh, put in the old circuses and also made in the old circuses.
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It was also kind of, uh, of a way of escape for the people that, you know, this, there, there is the saying to run away with the circus.
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It kind of came with this, uh, the culture of the traveling circus in the United States when.
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The troop will come.
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They were the, the builders of, of the, of the big tent, were very needed.
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so there was a lot of people that were just like seeing the show and deciding, I have nothing to lose here.
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I, I will just go with them.
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They give me food.
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They give me some money.
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Uh, I will be doing this.
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so the running away with circus was a little bit connected with this reality.
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and then.
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Slow.
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Well, slowly with, with the years it started to develop, uh, with, with the culture of entertainment and stuff, I'm really happy that the animals are not allowed anymore, uh, in the circuses.
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It's still in our heads.
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I work a lot with kids and they all, if I ask them about the circus, they always say that, uh, that it's animals there.
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But ho luckily, uh, there's not anymore.
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And what is circus now? I think you can really, uh, divide it in so many different areas, which is beautiful, um, that it grew so much and it's not only just for entertainment and making huge money, to the director of the, of the show.
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So now I think you could, uh, divide it into a.
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traditional circles, which is, there is still tents, there is still big groups like Du Sole this kind of shows that are really focused on making, uh, a performance that is, um, it's a huge and full production with, uh, special effects and really people having skills that are, um, that are almost, Ima unimaginable, unimaginable for, uh, for the regular, normal people, right.
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Watching it.
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but then you have, then you have the, the part of the circus that is, um, now called arts.
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This is all the other, uh.
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Parts of using objects to manipulate them and do tricks.
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You have the juggling with balls and clubs that we might be and hula hoops that we might be quite, uh, familiarized, uh, to, to, to see.
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But there is also poy, as I mentioned before.
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There is also rope darts, which is like a long string with a big weight at the end.
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And you also manipulate it with your body.
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There is contact stuff.
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There is a lot of dias, uh, Chinese plates.
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contact balls.
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The crystal balls.
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So there is a lot of toys, um, that are going into this idea of arts the main thing this, that, um, why, why is it called flow arts? It's, uh, because it, it's because.
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We understood.
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mean, we understood, I feel a part of the community, uh, that the state of flow is almost like being high, uh, naturally because it's the state of presence and using the, the ability of your brain to its fullest, and you are just flowing with the movement of your body, with the movement of the object and using everything that you have already learned with the, like, facility and, and freedom you're not, you know, you, it's a different between difference between your training a trick.
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Or you're training a movement and repeating it.
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And when you already are in the state of I can do whatever I want and this object will listen to me because I know it so well.
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And it's just this kind of state of mind when it's also very easy to connect to, uh, to others.
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It's also a state that you, it's being created when, when you play, you know, when you play, when children play, when we as adults play also, you get to the state of flow nothing else matters.
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You have to be very present.
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Only there are rules of the game that you follow and you just go fully into the game, into the play.
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Uh, and this is allowing you to.
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Relax to disconnect, uh, from the, the worries of everyday life.
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And, uh, it allows you to connect with others more easily because you are all in the same frequency that your brain is creating, right? Um, so that, that would be this, this part of, and you see these people from the flow community.
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These are the people that would be doing maybe the, the street shows, um, working on the traffic lights.
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That's also another part of the circus that now is happening in all over the world.
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You have people working on traffic lights, um, and uh.
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It is kind of a bubble, I would say the flow arts community that maybe not many people know actually about it, its existence.
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Uh, we have our own festivals.
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Uh, we travel the world.
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Um, but because do need to get very hooked with some toy, uh, if you don't allow yourself Yeah.
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As a person that have never tried circus before or any of the flow arts, if you don't allow yourself to try to, to um, get hooked with something, then it's not so easy to enter, you know? 'cause it's a quite small community.
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Um, and then you have the, you have this.
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Circus schools for professionals.
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You have circus schools for children, that are maybe more traditional with this idea of let's practice a lot of acrobatics in the aerial acrobatics, like silks trap and aerial hoops, and other things.
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that requires a lot of discipline.
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That requires a lot of strength.
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And, uh, that's also a part of circus that it can you this, this, this practice that can also be very useful in life.
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Um, and you have all the social circus, which is huge, uh, all over the world.
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And it's basically using the tools, the, the juggling or the acrobatics or the idea of a practice as.
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As a way to connect with vulnerable people and, giving them the opportunity to like, or try something different that they are not able to try ever their everyday life.
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create the colorful and fun space in the reality that is quite difficult most of the time.
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And also in many, many countries.
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The social circles, which we can develop, uh, afterwards a little bit, um, is also a way to show the, the people from the communities, from the groups that, that, uh, the social circles go to, um, there is a possibility of doing something different in life.
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Uh, it's many joining the circus, what would be that, that different possibility? yeah.
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So, um.
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Sometimes it's, first of all, circus opens your creativity.
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It shows you, it, it, it may puts your brain into the state of, ah, okay, do something different.
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And it's just, just this idea of something different, uh, can already change your life.
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That you cannot, you don't have to just stay in the place that you were born, stay in the community uh, that you got born into.
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but joining the circus, as you said Yes, can be an option.
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And I have met a lot of people that, um, were growing up in favelas Yeah.
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In slum areas, uh, that have been growing up on the streets.
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And because at some point in their life, they met a person that came and showed them the circus, or they saw a juggler on the traffic lights.
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They got interested.
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They started to practice by themselves and now they are doing this and they are making money by being an artist.
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which maybe in any other way would be much more difficult, that they understood that it's possible, you know? I love hearing you speak about this because in a way you also flow very much while you talk about circus.
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It's almost like it, I think you were speaking about each of these toys or instruments.
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Its extensions of the body almost to which you like, exert you to which you transfer some of your anima, some of your spirit, and you move with it.
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But I feel like circus at this point, you've been moving with it for eight years and you speak about it in a really integrated way.
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It's, it's a pleasure to hear you speak about it.
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Uh, I I was, one word that was on my mind while hearing you is the word captivate, which I think.
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Speaks to many different parts of what you've been describing.
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First, the part of running away with the circus, that the circus would, first it would capture people and animals.
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Let's start there.
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Capture people and animals, but then also capture people who would start working with the circus.
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You were, I think, captured in a way, in Cambodia, in a, in a different way.
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Right? Captivated, which is different.
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You were captivated in, in Cambodia.
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Um, but then there's also the, the spectator who's captivated, uh, while watching, which we haven't talked about as much.
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Uh, why is it so fascinating for us to watch circus and watch these performances? Yeah, that's, that's really great that, uh, that you, you want to speak about this also? well, as from the beginning, I think there is.
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Uh, there is this feeling of I am watching something, first of all, that I have never maybe seen before.
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Right? Um, that that's how the big tents started to be so famous, um, because people just didn't have access to entertainment, um, in this way.
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So it's like you see people because the, okay, let's say like this, um, as a spectator, you just see the outcome of it, right? That we as performers, we try that it's perfect, that there is no drops, that we don't fall, that we smile well in the traditional circus, right? That it's a full smile, glitter and everything is brilliant.
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And I think this is like the essence, this is not life, right? There is all.
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of the things of, of the falls and the drops and pain and sweat that is behind the, the scenes that the spectator doesn't see.
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And, uh, and the outcome, the, the, the number, the, the show is like this, this bubble of perfectness, this bubble of, uh, something that seems unachievable.
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And because of the colors, because of the, the music, because of the, the movement of the bodies and the toys, um, it creates like a very different world.
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It's something that you don't see on the street.
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So I think this is so captivating that, I'm watching something.
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Like from a fairytale, from a, from a movie, from, uh, from a different universe.
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Uh, and because maybe before now it's a little bit more that you can see a juggler on the street, but before it you couldn't.
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So you also would look at these people performing, being like, I'm seeing a superhuman, 'cause there is also this thing of, um, for many, many years, circus was presented as something unachievable for an regular human right.
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Um, because you do need to put a lot of time and a lot of, um, engagement and sacrifice also into becoming a really good circus performer.
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So can seem like it's not for everyone.
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Uh, and I think a lot of the, the fame of the circus was built on this.
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It's not for everyone.
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could not do that, but I can.
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So, um, there is this, this feeling of, hopefully for some people watching it, it's like, it creates the feeling, oh, I would like to be able to do that.
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Uh, and I think again, the nail circus, which is the circus that is being created now, that all the movements in the change from the traditional circus, now it's, starting to be a little bit more human, to connect with the feelings, trying to connect with the spectator from this part of hali.
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And I'm also human.
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I also make mistakes.
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I also speak, I also have emotions, you know, like, Hopefully, uh, with time because it is a transformation that needs time.
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a spectator will leave the circus feeling like, wow, I can, could do that also.
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Maybe I can try one day.
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Um, and again, it's like, a little bit like, um, circus, traditional circus, um, and flowers also, it's very connected with this, uh, thing of, I'm, it's like watching sports in the, the Olympics, right? Uh, you see people doing things that you cannot imagine you doing.
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Um, I think this is the, the, the beautiful thing.
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And there is a lot of colors.
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You know, a lot of colors.
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The toys are colorful.
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The, the costumes are colorful, so everything is like.
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I think it's connected with something in our brain that is very to the shiny and colorful things.
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Uh, that's also a way why we get so captivated, captivated watching it.
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I'm considering.
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I'm considering the connection there with your mention of social circus, which is a really big part of what you do now, and I'd love us to, I'd love us to talk about that.
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The, it can seem almost offensive to suggest to the presence of colors and illusion and everything is great in places where that's not true.
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I think there's, there's a contra, a juxtaposition that occurs in, in, in the placement of circus in places where joy is not obvious or easy to come by play is not easy to come by.
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I, I wanted to talk about social circus.
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How did you get to that? You know, when, in your exploration of the circus community, you went to Mexico to train for a while in that modality, how did you arrive at social circus and how did you, you know, why did you choose to go to Mexico too? Mm-hmm.
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Um, so.
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Uh, when I was, uh, when I was still traveling with this idea of being a performer, um, I was going to, to many of these festivals.
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There is an uh, which is like a European juggling convention.
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It's the biggest European, uh, juggling convention.
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Um, and there you meet people, right? And I started to connect with people that started to tell me that this is what they do, that it's not only, uh, the performing part that you can go and play with the vulnerable.
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Communities with childrens that are living on streets with single mothers with in the refugee camps.
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So I just started to hear more and more about this.
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And I think also clowning was something that came even before that to connect a little bit more with the, the, the playfulness, with the fun, with being silly, with allowing the mistakes, you know? And when I started to, to open this part of myself through the clowning, which is another beautiful part of the circus that I didn't mention before.
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And it's, it's like inevitable.
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Like it ha it's, it's kind, it have always been there.
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And I hope it'll always be, um.
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So I start, I, I just get inspired by, by people, right? And, uh, so there is a lot of, uh, big organizations, um, that are working, uh, around the world.
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I started to hear about them.
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And I think just at some point, I really don't, cannot, um, recall a, a moment or anything like this, but I felt like, you know what? I actually want to do this.
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Like, I, I understood that I don't wanna spend life only the tricks to be a great performer and to just be on stages, because this is, well, this, this is the reality.
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If you really want to make your life from this, you need to do only this, um.
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If you really want to like, you know, sell yourself well, because most of the performers are, are freelancers and you have to be your own manager and everything.
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I was like, I don't really think it's connecting with my essence, you know? I did one day I just did a huge research of, of social circus that exist.
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I found some, I found some groups and uh, I found the training.
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The first one I did was with, uh, it's called Kate.
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And uh, did it in Budapest.
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It was like few, um, like 10 days or something like this.
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And there I understood where basically what do we learn in the training for such as circus? We, we learn how to, first of all, the, the different methods of teaching the, the tricks, um, for to approach a group of four years old, how to approach a group of teenagers, how to approach adults, how to approach people with disabilities.
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So basically the idea of social, social circus is to make all these things that I just said that are, that seem imaginable and unaccessible how to make it accessible and how to give everyone a chance, even to try.
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Even just to try, you know.
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Um, I did that and I started to give classes by myself when I was still in Poland, wherever I would travel, I would just like.
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I play more and more with children I would meet on the beaches, on the streets.
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And can see that when you walk around any place and you have your, my hula hoops with me, the children just like, it's a toy.
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You know, it's a toy.
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So for the children it's like, ah, can I try, can I try? Can you show me something? What is that? And if you allow yourself and you open yourself to, to ready to play whenever, then you can really create beautiful moments, beautiful tiny moments in your everyday life.
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So then, uh, I basically went to Mexico to, ah, I was before I was also in Germany, um, with ka and social circus.
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That is also a very big, uh, movement of social circus in Berlin.
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They do a great job also with, uh.
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With refugees and, um, and, uh, and the children from schools and poorer areas.
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Also, not only but but also, so I worked a little bit with them and I understood that yes, this is the way, let's keep on going.
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Then Corona came and, uh, oh, I'm losing my chronology.
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So much before I was in Kenya.
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So that was the thing I, when I did all the research, yes, when I did all the research, I found some, uh, organizations.
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One of them was Performers Without Borders.
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And uh, I tried one year, um, but I was such a beginner.
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I was like one year of, of doing circus.
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So I didn't get in.
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I tried the next year 'cause I, during the year I get better.
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They accepted me and I went to Kenya and it was 2020.
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Um, I went to Kenya for three months and we did a social circus project when we were teaching the, the acrobats from the Nairobi Circus School, how to juggle, how to use the different toys than just acrobatics.
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We were going to slum areas and to very poor schools.
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And there I got more, you know, it was like a process of years getting just more tools and more tools and more tools of, of teaching.
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Coordinating groups, uh, finding my own way of being the coordinator, finding my inner clown that would help me to run all of this.
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Um, Kenya was a huge experience with a, was always part of my dream to, to go to Africa.
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So it was, uh, was also a dream come true.
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Then I ended up on this small island, Ana island it's called in Kenya, where by myself.
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I connected with one organization.
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Um, and, uh, was teaching there in a school and giving some movement and circus activities with my five hoops, you know, seven hoops, for the group of orphans.
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Uh, and I was like.
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Yeah, this is giving me a lot of joy.
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Okay, let's go this way.
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You know? Um, and you can see, as you mentioned, that go to this, um, vulnerable places where as you said, joy is not obvious.
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And think it's such a precious, ability to have when you have dance, circus, any kind of art can create a magical world for anyone, even just for a moment, you know, art is a way of, uh, transforming and expressing the emotions that are like deeply hidden in us.
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So it might seem, you know, little but really an hour of playing safely of playing, uh, with someone that you.
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That gives you your, his full attention.
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just for you kid, I, you have my full attention.
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I will watch whatever you want to show me.
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I will clap and applaud any smallest achievement you make.
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This can really be very, very, um, not only satisfying, but like upbringing, uh, and, and self-esteem building this small creature or a big creature also because adults are, um, are a part of social circles too.
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Um, with this, with this project, I think I understood that.
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00:42:57,317.1104578 --> 00:43:00,737.1104578
I think I understood the power of, uh.
309
00:43:01,517.1104578 --> 00:43:04,7.1104578
Of, of the social circus even more.
310
00:43:04,127.1104578 --> 00:43:07,337.1104578
And I basically had to flee Kenya because of Corona.
311
00:43:08,57.1104578 --> 00:43:10,757.1104578
Um, I could not, uh, stay there.
312
00:43:11,87.1104578 --> 00:43:18,917.1104578
And, uh, when Corona kept on going, I was in Berlin, it was starting to be winter, which is very sad in Europe.
313
00:43:19,277.1104578 --> 00:43:20,927.1104578
So I was like, I am living.
314
00:43:22,67.1104578 --> 00:43:31,487.1104578
I was still in the traveling mode back then and I went to Mexico because Mexico was open and you didn't have to have a vaccine or test or nothing.
315
00:43:32,147.1104578 --> 00:43:37,937.1104578
So I went to Mexico and there, uh, I found the matching weapon organization.
316
00:43:38,897.1104578 --> 00:43:42,347.1104578
I did the like, uh, two months formation with them.
317
00:43:43,427.1104578 --> 00:43:54,287.1104578
And, uh, it's, it was in incredible, you know, to see also a Latin version of approach when, uh, of the approach to social circus.
318
00:43:54,692.1104578 --> 00:43:57,92.1104578
Which is very different from the European one.
319
00:43:57,812.1104578 --> 00:44:05,882.1104578
European social circus, um, very much, we have a social school, we have all the equipment.
320
00:44:05,912.1104578 --> 00:44:10,562.1104578
We bring children to our circus tent or to our circus school.
321
00:44:11,42.1104578 --> 00:44:18,32.1104578
We have a lot of equipment that we can bring to the refugee camps or to the refugee centers.
322
00:44:19,112.1104578 --> 00:44:24,932.1104578
So it's very like abundant, you know, um, which is amazing.
323
00:44:25,772.1104578 --> 00:44:34,412.1104578
And then, and also for the, in Kenya I was with, with the European organization, so we also were bringing that.
324
00:44:36,662.1104578 --> 00:44:46,982.1104578
and then in, in Mexico, the approach social circus was, let's play with nothing.
325
00:44:47,792.1104578 --> 00:44:51,752.1104578
Let's try to create toys from anything that we find.
326
00:44:52,457.1104578 --> 00:44:58,157.1104578
course, great if we get to get the c uh, circus equipment, but we don't have to.
327
00:44:58,967.1104578 --> 00:45:16,67.1104578
there I learned a lot of games, a lot of, uh, uh, a lot of like very community and group and coordination based activities, which I think is something that in Latin America is very present.
328
00:45:16,67.1104578 --> 00:45:26,537.1104578
Like there is much less individualism in the, the society, maybe still.
329
00:45:27,257.1104578 --> 00:45:31,607.1104578
Well, of course there is some, but people are living together still.
330
00:45:31,937.1104578 --> 00:45:37,427.1104578
Uh, so in the vulnerable communities there is even more of that, you know.
331
00:45:38,297.1104578 --> 00:45:44,417.1104578
Um, so I got a lot, a lot of tools there in Mexico.
332
00:45:44,777.1104578 --> 00:45:51,737.1104578
Also got in touch with, uh, som Mayan communities and that was, uh, another.
333
00:45:52,367.1104578 --> 00:45:59,297.1104578
Um, another way of seeing very different vulnerable reality.
334
00:46:00,77.1104578 --> 00:46:15,167.1104578
know, like this is also beautiful about the circus the clowning that it can, opens you doors to places that maybe you would never end up in just by being a tourist.
335
00:46:15,197.1104578 --> 00:46:25,997.1104578
I also have to, like I, I know that by being a European, I am very blonde and with my blue eyes.
336
00:46:25,997.1104578 --> 00:46:41,297.1104578
And so when I go to, to countries of different culture, um, and I would not be doing circus probably, I would never be able to so easily meet the, these communities that I met because.
337
00:46:42,137.1104578 --> 00:46:49,637.1104578
Maybe I would be seen just as a tourist with a lot of money, or they would not trust me so much.
338
00:46:50,117.1104578 --> 00:46:56,687.1104578
Or maybe which happens also, unfortunately, you know, they would try to take advantage of me in some way.
339
00:46:58,487.1104578 --> 00:47:11,267.1104578
and because I have all the toys in my red nose of a clown, really up in places that would, could also be very dangerous for me if I didn't have this.
340
00:47:11,957.1104578 --> 00:47:36,407.1104578
But it's very not, not that someone hurts a clown, for example, you know, uh, um, here in Argentina, I I end up in, in Buenos Aires, we went with my clowning group to, to vi we got lost ino, which is quite a heavy, heavy part.
341
00:47:36,407.1104578 --> 00:47:36,467.1104578
Um.
342
00:47:38,297.1104578 --> 00:47:53,87.1104578
Of of Bueno Aires little happened because we were dressed up as clowns, you know? Um, you do bring smile wherever you are and the feeling of, of playfulness you go with circus.
343
00:47:53,87.1104578 --> 00:47:56,147.1104578
And I think this is the, the, the beauty of it all.
344
00:47:57,197.1104578 --> 00:48:00,902.1104578
Um, I hope I answered your question very widely, but.
345
00:48:01,517.1104578 --> 00:48:07,157.1104578
It's a, it's a, it's truly a pleasure to hear you speak, uh, in general and about this.
346
00:48:07,547.1104578 --> 00:48:09,227.1104578
I, there's just such.
347
00:48:10,472.1104578 --> 00:48:14,72.1104578
Sincere and connectedness to, to your story in you.
348
00:48:14,102.1104578 --> 00:48:18,2.1104578
It's, it, I'm enjoying listening, so yes, you answered my question entirely.
349
00:48:18,752.1104578 --> 00:48:29,432.1104578
I'm, I'm, I, I kept, I keep coming back to something we were saying earlier about what exactly it is that's being offered to, to folks in who benefit from social circus.
350
00:48:29,702.1104578 --> 00:48:34,682.1104578
Uh, you know, we talked about offering them opportunities, was a word that, that you used earlier.
351
00:48:34,742.1104578 --> 00:48:54,842.1104578
And I butted in, I butted in there and I said, well, do you mean like to join the, the circus as the opportunity? And you said certainly they could, but primarily and above all what is being offered is that opportunity to, to, to be attended, to, to be listened to, to have your inner clown, um, enabled right.
352
00:48:54,842.1104578 --> 00:48:57,992.1104578
To, to play, to, to, to see joy.
353
00:48:58,22.1104578 --> 00:49:02,132.1104578
I I think that is what, what you guys are offering, right in, in those moments.
354
00:49:02,807.1104578 --> 00:49:04,427.1104578
Yes, yes, definitely.
355
00:49:04,517.1104578 --> 00:49:04,907.1104578
Yes.
356
00:49:04,967.1104578 --> 00:49:05,777.1104578
To see joy.
357
00:49:05,807.1104578 --> 00:49:07,787.1104578
That's, that's really, really great.
358
00:49:07,817.1104578 --> 00:49:21,47.1104578
What, what you just said because, um, think, uh, when we, when social circus, uh, groups come, they really, really try, like we do put a character on us.
359
00:49:21,47.1104578 --> 00:49:34,787.1104578
We don't come usually as like, regular people just do, ah, hey guys, you wanna play? Nah, you do have to be, uh, very, um.
360
00:49:35,927.1104578 --> 00:49:42,32.1104578
Attention And in Spanish, how would you say it in English? Attention grabbing.
361
00:49:42,737.1104578 --> 00:49:43,907.1104578
Yes, exactly.
362
00:49:43,907.1104578 --> 00:49:45,677.1104578
Attention grabbing, grabbing.
363
00:49:45,767.1104578 --> 00:50:00,737.1104578
Um, have to like these kids that kids, or, or, or adults also that maybe because of the fact that they don't, they live in such, uh, in hard conditions, they don't trust so much.
364
00:50:00,917.1104578 --> 00:50:03,797.1104578
And you are a stranger, you are a person.
365
00:50:03,827.1104578 --> 00:50:04,67.1104578
Yeah.
366
00:50:04,67.1104578 --> 00:50:11,807.1104578
Many times this is people from different countries traveling, uh, to do social circus, uh, work in, in difficult conditions.
367
00:50:11,807.1104578 --> 00:50:21,677.1104578
So, uh, you need to create the, the, the character that will be you to play with them.
368
00:50:21,677.1104578 --> 00:50:25,757.1104578
That you just kind of cannot say no to them.
369
00:50:25,967.1104578 --> 00:50:26,837.1104578
Uh, right.
370
00:50:27,287.1104578 --> 00:50:32,87.1104578
Um, and yes, we do try to be excessively happy.
371
00:50:32,822.1104578 --> 00:50:45,242.1104578
Um, because I think it's, it's allowing to the ones that we work with to feel the same, to feel like, ah, okay, it's possible.
372
00:50:45,572.1104578 --> 00:50:48,212.1104578
He is so happy and so joyful and he's jumping.
373
00:50:48,212.1104578 --> 00:50:49,622.1104578
When something works, I can do that.
374
00:50:49,622.1104578 --> 00:50:56,762.1104578
Also, you know, because especially if you work with kids, they are a mirror and a sponge to everything that's happening around.
375
00:50:56,762.1104578 --> 00:51:21,302.1104578
So if they don't see adults around laughing a lot and the joy from the smallest things, and maybe sometimes they are being called out for being too loud or too, too, uh, too expressive, too, too much, you know, with their childhood ness.
376
00:51:21,302.1104578 --> 00:51:28,562.1104578
Uh, c childness, this, the essence, the joy is, and playfulness is the essence of a, of a kid.
377
00:51:29,447.1104578 --> 00:51:35,957.1104578
They are being called out because you shouldn't be do that, or it's not the place or blah la la all this stuff.
378
00:51:36,857.1104578 --> 00:51:47,657.1104578
Then all the sessions is being a little bit like put in a box that uh, with the play it can, explode again.
379
00:51:48,107.1104578 --> 00:51:50,102.1104578
Uh, many You need to do is open it.
380
00:51:50,192.1104578 --> 00:51:50,907.1104578
All you need to do is open it.
381
00:51:51,437.1104578 --> 00:51:52,157.1104578
exactly.
382
00:51:52,157.1104578 --> 00:52:01,97.1104578
Give it a space to, to to be expressed Many times also the space of social, social, social circus place.
383
00:52:01,97.1104578 --> 00:52:05,897.1104578
It's, it's not only about, okay, I'm gonna go and I'm going to teach them how to juggle.
384
00:52:05,927.1104578 --> 00:52:06,287.1104578
Right.
385
00:52:07,277.1104578 --> 00:52:21,857.1104578
It's about also like making songs and dances and playing music so that they can actually be very, very loud.
386
00:52:21,917.1104578 --> 00:52:26,207.1104578
That they can scream, that they can like jump and dance and.
387
00:52:27,527.1104578 --> 00:52:46,847.1104578
And just do the, recharge, no, not recharge, discharge, uh, lose and, and, and, le live out all the tension that is being created, uh, in everyday life, which everyone should be doing.
388
00:52:46,877.1104578 --> 00:52:57,137.1104578
But it's a little bit easier to offer it to kids because they are still open to, you know, youth opportunity when you give it to them to the fullest.
389
00:52:58,122.1104578 --> 00:53:02,902.1104578
Before you have to go, I'd love to talk about the specific project that you're working on now.
390
00:53:02,902.1104578 --> 00:53:06,262.1104578
I, I feel like you have a thousand projects, but maybe.
391
00:53:06,262.1104578 --> 00:53:10,587.1104578
You can build a landscape of the projects you're currently working on, especially mata.
392
00:53:12,227.1104578 --> 00:53:12,827.1104578
Yes.
393
00:53:12,977.1104578 --> 00:53:14,57.1104578
Thank you very much.
394
00:53:14,147.1104578 --> 00:53:21,647.1104578
Uh, with pleasure because it's, uh, I feel it's like my and our small baby.
395
00:53:22,7.1104578 --> 00:53:41,327.1104578
Um, after so many years of, of, of traveling and working with other organizations and uh, different methods of, uh, of, of the work, of the social circus work, I, uh, being here in Argentina now, I felt like, okay, I am, I am ready.
396
00:53:41,327.1104578 --> 00:53:45,167.1104578
I think I am ready to finally start something mine.
397
00:53:47,507.1104578 --> 00:54:07,997.1104578
and, uh, so Maita is one part of the, of the social circus work that I am doing as a branch of the It's an organization that, uh, was started four years ago or five years ago by my friend as a, who is Argentinian.
398
00:54:08,27.1104578 --> 00:54:15,887.1104578
And it started as a, um, music school the kids and adults, but the.
399
00:54:16,937.1104578 --> 00:54:34,67.1104578
Um, the is to bring art as a, as a tool for social change, right? Um, and they have been doing some, some, uh, activities in the poor, uh, vulnerable areas before.
400
00:54:34,757.1104578 --> 00:54:48,407.1104578
now, uh, me and my, my friend, uh, Mika, who is Argentinian also, we were offered by Via Mambo to start this social social project.
401
00:54:49,97.1104578 --> 00:55:09,77.1104578
Um, so what we do is that for the last four months, for now, we have been going to, to the, uh, plaza the module, which is one of the biggest squares in, in Buenos Aires, where there is, um, es like food sharing.
402
00:55:09,287.1104578 --> 00:55:11,357.1104578
Um, sharing, uh.
403
00:55:13,607.1104578 --> 00:55:18,677.1104578
Events happening and there is a lot of them in all the Argentina.
404
00:55:18,947.1104578 --> 00:55:23,87.1104578
So there is one on Plaza Deja organized by red.
405
00:55:23,957.1104578 --> 00:55:27,287.1104578
every day, which is also an amazing job that they are doing.
406
00:55:27,437.1104578 --> 00:55:29,777.1104578
Big, big respect for them.
407
00:55:29,837.1104578 --> 00:55:38,627.1104578
They have been doing this for 13 years and we are going there, uh, each Friday and we go with a group of volunteers.
408
00:55:39,77.1104578 --> 00:55:46,757.1104578
We bring our toys we bring the colorful and safe space for the kids that are coming with their families.
409
00:55:47,147.1104578 --> 00:55:56,477.1104578
These are mostly, uh, from all with families with very little resources or children that, that are living with their families on the streets.
410
00:55:56,957.1104578 --> 00:56:08,27.1104578
Um, so we are coming there and we already get to the point of their four months to that.
411
00:56:08,27.1104578 --> 00:56:09,737.1104578
These kids, they understand.
412
00:56:10,412.1104578 --> 00:56:12,242.1104578
That this is a space for them.
413
00:56:12,602.1104578 --> 00:56:20,662.1104578
So we have, uh, we have our, um, lunas, our, Blanket.
414
00:56:20,882.1104578 --> 00:56:25,22.1104578
that we, yes, we, we put blankets on the, on the grass.
415
00:56:25,322.1104578 --> 00:56:34,82.1104578
We put lights, we put colorful, um, bandar bands, garlands, uh, to create the space a little bit.
416
00:56:34,82.1104578 --> 00:56:47,72.1104578
We built, uh, a fake fire space that is like a place of, of, uh, meeting in the beginning and at the end of the session, which is really beautiful.
417
00:56:47,282.1104578 --> 00:56:52,352.1104578
And we come there for two to three hours, which is quite a long time.
418
00:56:52,442.1104578 --> 00:56:56,12.1104578
But this is how much the kids are there to.
419
00:56:57,92.1104578 --> 00:57:08,552.1104578
Not only play the social circus games and to learn, teach them how to h hoop and, uh, teach them how to do Chinese plates, but also through the display.
420
00:57:08,822.1104578 --> 00:57:33,842.1104578
We really wanted them to, in this, um, conditions to give them a little bit of, of, of breath they don't have to, you know, be all the time attentive if something is, is going to happen to them, um, where they don't have to, it's, it maybe will be very strong, what I will say.
421
00:57:33,842.1104578 --> 00:57:43,562.1104578
But it is true that in the condition of, of the crisis, of, of homelessness, there is a lot of drug addiction.
422
00:57:43,562.1104578 --> 00:57:45,572.1104578
There is a lot of alcohol addiction.
423
00:57:45,572.1104578 --> 00:57:51,542.1104578
There is a lot of, um, very, very violent, uh.
424
00:57:53,387.1104578 --> 00:57:59,117.1104578
Behavior that these kids have to deal with, that they are just next to it.
425
00:57:59,477.1104578 --> 00:58:06,647.1104578
Um, and I think it's super important to give them the space that they are not around.
426
00:58:06,647.1104578 --> 00:58:17,897.1104578
It just even for this few hours, you know, that they don't have to deal with another drunk man that is passing by and wanting something from them.
427
00:58:17,897.1104578 --> 00:58:30,527.1104578
And they, it's another very heavy thing to say, but they don't have to see their parents dragging themselves, you know, is happening unfortunately.
428
00:58:31,607.1104578 --> 00:58:47,267.1104578
Um, where they are far from the parents or the friends of the parents that want to them by giving them a slap, you know? Um, this is unfortunately the, the, the reality that these kids are give, are living.
429
00:58:47,267.1104578 --> 00:58:51,287.1104578
And, um, again, it's not a lot.
430
00:58:52,262.1104578 --> 00:58:59,12.1104578
time a week, but you can really feel it is meaningful for them.
431
00:58:59,12.1104578 --> 00:59:19,52.1104578
Like whenever we are going, and we are like getting to the square, they, they come running to us and they scream our names and they want to help us bring all the equipment and they wanna, uh, like they feel that it's their space already.
432
00:59:19,472.1104578 --> 00:59:42,782.1104578
It's really beautiful that, uh, they do care, know, and it's also something that to care for the space, to want it to be, let's say, clean organized, to, to understand that, ah, this is ours also, you know, like this is our space, this, this feeling of belonging.
433
00:59:43,442.1104578 --> 00:59:44,312.1104578
Um.
434
00:59:44,747.1104578 --> 00:59:51,797.1104578
For, for children that are living in situations that maybe don't, they don't have it so much or it's very unstable.
435
00:59:52,967.1104578 --> 01:00:03,317.1104578
I think it also gives big, uh, a big self-esteem boost, you know? Um, It's an alternative space.
436
01:00:03,437.1104578 --> 01:00:03,977.1104578
yes.
437
01:00:04,307.1104578 --> 01:00:05,147.1104578
Exactly.
438
01:00:05,267.1104578 --> 01:00:05,897.1104578
Exactly.
439
01:00:05,897.1104578 --> 01:00:09,287.1104578
It's an alternative space that they can use as they want.
440
01:00:09,737.1104578 --> 01:00:19,67.1104578
And we also try to give them the, the freedom to, to, you know, we, it's not that we go, come and we are like, ah, today we'll do only this.
441
01:00:19,397.1104578 --> 01:00:24,437.1104578
You know, it's, it's a place where we allow them to offer the games.
442
01:00:24,437.1104578 --> 01:00:44,267.1104578
We allow them to offer the dynamics and to make changes in what we are doing so that it's their, um, will and their And what happens at the end of those events? You said that you guys sit around the fire in quotes.
443
01:00:44,537.1104578 --> 01:00:57,77.1104578
What? What goes on during those moments? So, uh, after we finish, so basically we, we do the activity, uh, long as there is food being given, the, the kids eat.
444
01:00:57,77.1104578 --> 01:01:06,917.1104578
And that's also a beautiful thing that before they have been like going to eat with their parents or, and now they are just bringing food and eating with us.
445
01:01:07,367.1104578 --> 01:01:10,487.1104578
And this is our space to, to eat together also.
446
01:01:11,87.1104578 --> 01:01:21,947.1104578
Um, and afterwards, uh, after we clean, we sit around the fire and we have this moment to, to thank each other for playing.
447
01:01:22,37.1104578 --> 01:01:30,527.1104578
We have this moment to, um, look each other in the eyes and, uh, we have this small, small ritual.
448
01:01:30,527.1104578 --> 01:01:32,777.1104578
Let's say that we connect our hands.
449
01:01:33,77.1104578 --> 01:01:40,607.1104578
Each one is putting one hand to the middle of the circle, and we create like this big sun with our hands.
450
01:01:40,637.1104578 --> 01:01:42,347.1104578
We close the hands.
451
01:01:42,347.1104578 --> 01:01:55,217.1104578
So there is this like big spiral of the hands created and we send the full energy and gratitude to the universe, you know? and it's really lovely.
452
01:01:55,427.1104578 --> 01:02:06,467.1104578
And it's, uh, and it's, it's like, it's, it's a bonding experience for them also, uh, where everyone is equal and there is a place for everyone also in the circle.
453
01:02:07,217.1104578 --> 01:02:24,137.1104578
Um, that's the power of the circle, you know? And, uh, and the, the fire also has this, um, symbolism of, of, um, something warm, of something that is pleasant to be in.
454
01:02:24,197.1104578 --> 01:02:28,607.1104578
That's why we decided to have uh, with us.
455
01:02:29,717.1104578 --> 01:02:30,107.1104578
Yeah.
456
01:02:31,42.1104578 --> 01:02:32,192.1104578
It's a beautiful activity.
457
01:02:32,462.1104578 --> 01:02:33,152.1104578
You're gonna cry.
458
01:02:33,212.1104578 --> 01:02:40,713.1104578
is, I wonder how people can learn more about the project or support it.
459
01:02:42,812.1104578 --> 01:02:44,72.1104578
uh, yes, of course.
460
01:02:44,132.1104578 --> 01:03:00,842.1104578
So, uh, well, think the, the social media that, uh, is the most developed in this moment is the, the Instagram, uh, which is can mabo uh, dot o ar.
461
01:03:01,562.1104578 --> 01:03:05,552.1104578
Um, there they can find the, the materials from the sessions.
462
01:03:05,582.1104578 --> 01:03:14,822.1104578
And, uh, there is also a link tree where, where they can get to know more about the school itself, but also about the project.
463
01:03:14,942.1104578 --> 01:03:23,252.1104578
And also, um, the same name as the, as the Instagram page.
464
01:03:23,312.1104578 --> 01:03:28,82.1104578
Uh, is the website also, so ke.org
465
01:03:28,82.1104578 --> 01:03:28,592.1104578
dot r.
466
01:03:29,702.1104578 --> 01:03:34,502.1104578
Um, ar um, is the website that shows you all of the projects.
467
01:03:34,592.1104578 --> 01:03:37,742.1104578
Uh, and so this is where you can read about it.
468
01:03:38,132.1104578 --> 01:03:49,262.1104578
And because we are starting and because we are, um, individual, uh, organization, we, we are working donation based.
469
01:03:49,622.1104578 --> 01:04:09,782.1104578
So there is an option also to, to donate if you feel like you can, uh, donate monthly, which is super helpful because it gives us this, uh, freedom to plan activities for the future because we will know that we will have enough for.
470
01:04:10,217.1104578 --> 01:04:24,827.1104578
To get the materials to, to get the materials that are maybe simple, but you use them, you know, all the time for, for the drawing and, uh, manual activities, but also the, the circus toys that are being used.
471
01:04:24,827.1104578 --> 01:04:28,487.1104578
And there is more and more, uh, children that are coming.
472
01:04:28,487.1104578 --> 01:04:35,27.1104578
So we do need more, uh, tools to be able to offer, uh, the activities to more kids.
473
01:04:35,87.1104578 --> 01:04:53,867.1104578
Um, we are now also going to, uh, to an orphanage, which is a very different, uh, different surrounding and conditions to work at because it's teenager boys, which is a challenging place to be at.
474
01:04:54,617.1104578 --> 01:04:59,987.1104578
Uh, we are there for one month also going every sun Saturday.
475
01:05:00,77.1104578 --> 01:05:02,597.1104578
So my weekends are full social circus.
476
01:05:03,77.1104578 --> 01:05:03,977.1104578
Um.
477
01:05:04,952.1104578 --> 01:05:09,182.1104578
it's, it's working like circus is getting to them a lot.
478
01:05:09,782.1104578 --> 01:05:34,922.1104578
Um, so yeah, to be able to sustain these two, uh, projects and hopefully in future, that's our goal, that we would like to have more equipment and, uh, a van or, or at least a car for the beginning to be able during the week to visit more places and hopefully in some time, hopefully next year, let's see how it goes.
479
01:05:35,402.1104578 --> 01:05:42,752.1104578
Um, we would be able to actually do a round trip around Argentina and that's some point Latin America.
480
01:05:43,232.1104578 --> 01:05:51,452.1104578
And, uh, bring this, this joy and the, the activities, this safe, safe, colorful, and magic, uh, space.
481
01:05:52,532.1104578 --> 01:05:54,752.1104578
To more and more and more kids.
482
01:05:56,342.1104578 --> 01:06:03,122.1104578
on the Instagram, there is everything on the website and the, the donation is quite clear.
483
01:06:03,122.1104578 --> 01:06:08,912.1104578
The process of donation, if you are from Argentina, you can donate through Mercado Pago.
484
01:06:08,912.1104578 --> 01:06:11,672.1104578
If you are from outside, you can donate through PayPal.
485
01:06:12,32.1104578 --> 01:06:14,312.1104578
So it's quite accessible.
486
01:06:14,312.1104578 --> 01:06:24,512.1104578
Um, and to, to say that it's really, really helpful, uh, for us, uh, to project bigger.
487
01:06:24,632.1104578 --> 01:06:25,22.1104578
Right.
488
01:06:25,502.1104578 --> 01:06:31,232.1104578
Um, and, yeah, let's hope that it'll grow.
489
01:06:31,292.1104578 --> 01:06:33,782.1104578
We have a lot of, uh, a lot.
490
01:06:37,757.1104578 --> 01:06:53,57.1104578
Visionary, visionary ideas, uh, that just needs time to, to develop and grow and, uh, root themselves also, uh, in us and with the kids.
491
01:06:53,447.1104578 --> 01:06:54,857.1104578
Um, yeah.
492
01:06:56,332.1104578 --> 01:06:59,647.1104578
I feel like you have a, a wind carrying you force.
493
01:06:59,977.1104578 --> 01:07:01,717.1104578
You have had that for a while.
494
01:07:01,747.1104578 --> 01:07:02,257.1104578
You shared.
495
01:07:02,317.1104578 --> 01:07:09,127.1104578
That with others, and I have faith that that wind will keep pushing you in the direction that you're projecting.
496
01:07:09,427.1104578 --> 01:07:20,257.1104578
I want to thank you deeply that you are precisely the type of person and the type of feeling I was hoping to have while speaking to someone on this show, on this series.
497
01:07:20,557.1104578 --> 01:07:25,897.1104578
Um, and so thank you for the work you do and the person you are and the way you make me.
498
01:07:25,897.1104578 --> 01:07:28,57.1104578
The people around you feel as well.
499
01:07:29,92.1104578 --> 01:07:30,82.1104578
I thank you, Dan.
500
01:07:30,82.1104578 --> 01:07:34,102.1104578
That's really, really beautiful to hear that I, I appreciate.
501
01:07:34,102.1104578 --> 01:07:39,652.1104578
And, uh, is also one of the, the things that motivate me to, to keep on going.
502
01:07:39,712.1104578 --> 01:07:58,192.1104578
You know, a feedback is always, uh, beautiful And like, even in the moments of, uh, of a little bit like, okay, is it actually, you know, is it actually working what I'm doing? Um, uh, it's very helpful to to to hear that back.
503
01:07:58,192.1104578 --> 01:07:59,662.1104578
So thank you so, so much.
504
01:07:59,662.1104578 --> 01:08:09,862.1104578
And let's, let's keep, uh, let's keep, let's let the wind keep on blowing and I hope, um, it'll come from many different places.
505
01:08:11,302.1104578 --> 01:08:12,357.1104578
Thank you so much for the talk.
506
01:08:13,172.1104578 --> 01:08:14,252.1104578
It was a pleasure for me.
507
01:08:19,700.5844331 --> 01:08:20,750.5844331
Thanks for being here.
508
01:08:21,320.5844331 --> 01:08:28,850.5844331
If this conversation resonated with you, consider reviewing therapy for the world or sharing the link with someone who might appreciate it.
509
01:08:29,510.5844331 --> 01:08:32,960.5844331
Until next time, speak with care and listen deeply.