A Conversation With God & Self

This episode is all about learning to accept the people we love right where they are.

So often, when we experience something new—whether it’s healing, growth, or a deeper walk with God—we want everyone around us to experience it too. But here’s the truth: you made the decision to change… they haven’t yet. And trying to force them to change because you did isn’t fair to them—or to you.

Sometimes, that urge to “pull them along” is real...

How many times have you asked yourself:
“What have I done to be stuck in this cycle of self-sabotage?”
“Am I holding myself back, or is there a part of me that refuses to move forward?”

In this episode, I break down the **avatars we create from trauma and pain**—the versions of us that show up when we’re triggered. These avatars might feel like protection, but really, they keep us from showing up as who we truly ar...

When reality doesn’t match what you imagined, it’s easy to start questioning everything.

“Am I even on the right path?”
“Will the goals I set ever come to pass?”
“If I knew better back then, would I be in a better place now?”

We stress ourselves out comparing where we thought we’d be two years ago to where we are today. And in that stress, the cycle of self-sabotage only gets louder—bad jobs, bad relations...

Whew… this episode opened up *a lot* for me.

Accepting your past? It’s not easy. It brings up old emotions, confirms hard truths, and forces you to look at things you’d rather leave buried. But here’s the thing—dipping into the past isn’t about staying stuck in survival mode. It’s about understanding where you’ve been so you can shape where you’re going.

In this episode, I share how looking back can actually **bri...

Whew… for years I wrestled with anxiety over my future—trying to control the outcome, panicking when my plans didn’t align with what I *thought* was supposed to happen. I used to think if things didn’t go exactly right, then maybe I’d miss the promise altogether.

But the truth is... I was idolizing the destination more than I was trusting the process.

In this episode, I share the weight of that pressure and the pe...

Have you been feeling like you’re behind?
Like no matter how hard you try, something always pulls you back—whether it’s procrastination, fear, or just avoiding the healing you know you need?

Whew… trust me, I’ve been there.
Honestly, I’m still walking through it.
In this episode, I had to sit with a hard question:
Is my self-sabotage holding me back… or secretly pushing me forward?

Sometimes we thi...

Where do I even start?
This episode… whew, chile. It hit deep in ways I didn’t even expect.

We got into the roots of self-sabotage—how it’s often tied to unhealed trauma, and how that trauma quietly shapes the way we see God, ourselves, and what we think we deserve.
I’m talkin’ about thought patterns that keep us stuck, how we try to control everything because of hyper-independence, and the emotional walls we put u...

In this episode, I’m kickin’ off a brand new series that’s been heavy on my heart—**Awareness & Suffering**.

We’re diving deep into what it really means to know who you are*—not just what you want, but *who you have to become to actually carry what you’re praying for.

This ain’t about surface-level faith. We’re talking about the **real stuff**:

• self-doubt that creeps in when no one’s watching...

Have my emotions been blocking me from pursuing God—because of how I feel about my past?
Whew… this one hit deep.

The closer I got to Jesus, the more I saw my own humanity.
And honestly? That exposure made me feel ashamed to even be in His presence.
Instead of running toward Him, I started pulling back.

Have you ever felt like that?
Like your pain and your past disqualify you from His love?

Have you been sinning... and didn’t even realize it?
Or maybe you’ve been holding on to anger so long, you forgot where it even started…

In this episode, I dig into the heavy-hitter: unforgiveness—
How it quietly creeps in, sits in our hearts, and starts showing up in our personal growth, our emotions, and our walk with God.

We talk real about how bitterness and unresolved anger can linger, and how sometim...

He thought he was broken... until God showed him what was already in him.

💭 In this episode, TimelineBrice gets raw about his struggle, and discovering purpose through pain. If you've ever questioned your worth or felt like you're chasing something you already have, this one’s for you.

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“Lord, if You loved me, why did You let me go through that trauma?
Why did You let me get hurt like that? Betrayed like that?
Why would You let the very thing that hardened my heart toward You… happen?”

Yeah… this episode got real deep.
I wasn’t even going to post it. Missed both my deadlines.
But I refused to let self-sabotage have the final say.

Perfectionism? It’s a drug I’m breaking free from.<...

What happens when prayer doesn’t feel like enough? When you’re trying to get close to God, but He still feels distant… do you lean in—or do you slowly walk away?

In this episode of A Conversation with God & Self, I’m getting real about the parts of the walk nobody really warned us about. The part where you realize this relationship with God requires endurance, maturity, and deep roots—not just surface-level faith.

Are you rooted ...

In this episode, I’m diving deep—real deep. I’m sharing honest reflections from my own journey, and trust me… there are a few surprises you’ll only catch if you actually watch the podcast.

Now, let me be real with you… the title barely scratches the surface. Yeah, we talk about getting the blessing and forgetting God—but what about when you don’t get what you asked for? When you’re hurt, disappointed, and your heart quietly har...

This episode was *real*—raw, uncut, and straight from the heart. We sat down and had an honest conversation about whether choosing God is truly the best decision. No stone was left unturned. We got *vulnerable* about the struggles before God, the challenges of walking with Him, and the weight of making that choice.  

We left it *all* on the table in this week’s episode, and trust me, you don’t want to miss it.  

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In this episode, we’re getting real about something we all face but rarely talk about: suffering. Why do we go through it? What’s the purpose behind our pain? Is it just something to overcome, or is it meant to change us at our core? These are the questions we’re unpacking together.

But this isn’t just about throwing answers your way. We’re digging deeper into how to handle suffering with grace, how to shift your perspective on pain...

You may not be qualified on paper, but according to God's resume, you are beyond qualified.

How many times have you felt called to do something but told yourself you weren’t qualified or worthy enough to do it? How many times have you talked yourself out of using a gift God specifically placed inside you? How many times have you procrastinated and counted yourself out because you didn’t feel capable?

What if I told you that God ...

Can demons attack you when you are young?

Join me, Lovasia Renee, as I share a deeply personal story from my childhood, exploring my discovery of God—from growing up in a non-religious household to experiencing many encounters with Him. In this episode of "A Conversation With God," I dive into my struggles as a child of faith and the complex relationship I’ve had with God. I offer an honest account of my spiritu...

 **What Does It Mean to Talk to God?**  

In this episode, we’re getting into it—breaking down what it truly means to converse with God. This isn’t just about saying a quick prayer and moving on. We’re talking about building *real intimacy* with Him, the kind that shifts your perspective and deepens your faith.  

Have you ever wondered how to invite God into your daily life, like you would a close friend or even yo...