Awaz After USAID: How My Break Refueled My Activism

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In this deeply personal solo episode of "Awaz," I confront the silence that followed my podcast's initial launch excitement. Many of you reached out, wondering what happened, and now I'm ready to share my journey through that quiet time.

I reflect on my professional experiences in various nonprofit organizations, my time in Washington, D.C., and how my grandfather, Ghulam Haider Hamidi—a peacebuilder in Afghanistan—shaped my life's purpose. His legacy ignited my spirit of activism, driving me to pursue peace and justice.

After being laid off from USAID amidst systemic cuts, I experienced a profound moment of grief and reflection. In the weeks that followed, I learned the importance of self-care, solidarity, and resilience among my colleagues. As Ramadan approached, I used that time for mindfulness and reclamation of my strength.

This episode highlights the connection between self-care and activism, emphasizing that taking a pause is not just acceptable, but essential. Yet, as I sit in this quiet reflection, I also recognize the urgency to speak up. Now isn’t the time for silence in the face of growing oppression. This work is about people, justice, and truth—not just institutions or bureaucratic words.

Join me as I reclaim my voice—louder and bolder than before. We’ll discuss the necessity of self-care within activism and the strength of community as we continue this fight together. If you're feeling tired but not broken, let's find each other in this journey. We're just getting started, and I’m honored to have you with me. 

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