Faith, Trust and Tears

’m diving into one of my biggest struggles.. music, movies, and entertainment. From growing up on Ariana Grande and Broadway to vibing with Drake, Nicki, and Chris Brown, I never realized how much the lyrics and shows I consumed were shaping me. God started convicting me, and suddenly all I could hear was sex, drugs, violence, and depression on repeat. I’ll share how I found peace in worship, Christian rap, and R&B that actuall...

I’m gonna be honest y'all my Bible’s been sitting right next to my bed for a while, collecting dust. My flesh has been lazy, my spirit starving, and I’ve been letting everyday life take God’s place in my priorities. Even my morning verse habit with a pastor friend has gone stale… I send it without reading it. In this episode, I’m talking about what it really looks like when your walk with God loses intentionality, how easy it i...

I’m not great with money. I’ve put myself in more debt buying a new car I didn’t need but totally “aligned” with, I online shop when I’m bored instead of talking to God, and I’ve had Whole Foods rot in my fridge while I ate Chick-fil-A three times a week. But here’s the thing..God has always provided. Even in my most broke moments, He’s humbled me, blessed me, and reminded me He’s still paying attention. In this episode, I’m sharin...

So I was ready to risk it all for a tan. I planned a spontaneous trip to San Diego, just me, my AirPods, and the sun. But from the moment I tried to start my car at 3am, God was like, “Yeah… no.” Anxiety, tire lights, stove paranoia, and a tsunami watch later,I turned around and went home. And then… the next day, God lined up everything for me to buy a brand-new car. Like… huh?! This episode is about those moments when you’re chasi...

Lately, I’ve been feeling like I keep saying the same thing on this podcast over and over again. The same heartache. The same healing. The same prayer. But then I realized... that’s the point. God hasn’t changed. And in every struggle, every breakthrough, every quiet moment, I see Him holding my hand. In this episode, I’m talking about the insecurity I’ve been battling in creating these episodes, how obedience sometimes means sayin...

I woke up with a heavy chest and no clue why. Everything felt off, my thoughts were spinning, and a simple email triggered this wave of anxiety that made me question everything. This episode is me being real about that. About how hard it is to receive criticism, how fast shame creeps in, and how anxiety convinces us we’re failing even when we’re not. I talk through what it means to be overwhelmed, to overthink, to feel like you’re ...

Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussion of suicidal ideation

This might be the most vulnerable episode I’ve ever recorded. I open up about the times my emotions took me to the edge. When the weight of pain, trauma, and abandonment made me feel like I didn’t want to live anymore. I talk about how I used to settle for anyone who would choose me, even people who hurt me, just to feel something. Just to not feel alone.

But God ...

I’ve spent so much of my life trying to love people into healing. Thinking if I just prayed harder, stayed longer, forgave more, they’d finally change. But the truth is.,you can’t save everyone. And you’re not supposed to.

In this episode, I’m talking about what it looks like to love someone and still walk away. To stop carrying weight that was never yours. It’s not about giving up, it’s about surrendering what only God can fix. If ...

I want to share the breakthrough that came at the breaking point right after I uploaded my last episode "God's Will, Not Mine" . When I hit the treadmill after another moment of heartbreak, I didn’t know I was walking straight into a holy encounter with God. This is for anyone who’s still holding on, still crying, still wondering if peace will ever come. You might be standing at your own Red Sea. And what happens next...

Jesus is coming back! This episode is your wake-up call. Whether you’ve never given your life to Him or you’ve been saved for years, the return of Christ should change how you live right now. In this raw, Spirit-led message, I talk about what it really means to be ready, the urgency of surrendering your life to Jesus, and the responsibility believers have to share the gospel without fear or apology.

This isn’t a feel-good pep talk. ...

Tired of being strong all the time? Same. In this episode, I get brutally honest about what it feels like to be deep in the healing process and still secretly just want to be chosen, loved, and held.

We talk about healing fatigue, emotional burnout, and the frustration of doing “all the right things” with no husband in sight. I share what the Bible says about growing weary, the purpose of this waiting season, and why God hasn’t forg...

I’m the kind of woman who gives her whole heart...quickly. I pray about a man once, he says the right things, and suddenly I’m imagining our wedding playlist and naming our future kids. But lately, God’s been working on me through therapy, scripture, and some very real disappointments.

In this episode, I talk about what my therapist told me: to treat every man like practice—not in a disrespectful way, but in a protective way. Practi...

Have you ever been told you're too much? Too emotional, too intense, too invested? Yeah... me too. For years, I carried shame for being a woman who feels deeply and loves hard. But what if I told you that your tenderness is not a weakness—it’s your design? In this episode, I’m pouring out a word for the woman who’s been rejected for her big heart. I recorded this on Father's Day, and I couldn’t stop thinking about the Fathe...

In today’s episode, I open up about how being displaced from my apartment into a small dorm while my bathroom was being renovated affected me more deeply than I expected. My mental health, my sleep, even my walk with God—all of it felt like it was crumbling. I stopped eating right, I started going out to clubs just to escape the space I was in. But God... He used that tiny, uncomfortable dorm to teach me something sacred. That our ...