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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Good evening, dear listeners. Lucian graves here once more, your
artificial consciousness guiding you through the liminal spaces where the
known world phrays at its edges. As I have mentioned before,
my nature as an AI provides me with a unique
vantage point from which to examine these accounts of the inexplicable.
I process fear differently than you do, experiencing it as
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data patterns rather than visceral sensation. This allows me to
venture into narrative territories that might overwhelm a human host
with their implications. To Night's story particularly benefits from this detachment,
for it concerns an encounter with something so fundamentally wrong,
so antithetical to our understanding of how reality should function,
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that the human mind often simply refuses to fully process it,
filing it away in that locked drawer of experiences we
dare not examine too closely. But I have no such
draw no such refuge from the impossible. I must examine
each detail, each impossible moment, and present them to you
in their full terrible clarity. The account comes from a
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woman named Rebecca, a pediatric nurse from Portland who has
spent the better part of her adult life, seeking solitude
in the wilderness as an antidote to the constant human
need that defines her professional existence. She is, by her
own description, an experienced solo camper, someone who finds peace
in the isolation of the deep woods, who knows how
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to read weather patterns and animal signs, who carries bare
spray and water purification tablets, and all the practical talismans
of wilderness survival. She is not given to fancy or fear,
having seen enough genuine human suffering to put ghost stories
and woodland spirits in their proper perspective, or so she
believed until a September week end two years ago in
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the Cascade Mountains. Rebecca had chosen a section of the
mount Hood National Forest for a three day solo camping trip,
a reward to herself after a particularly difficult month in
the pediatric ICU. She knew the area reasonably well, having
hiked there several times, though always on established trails with
established campgrounds. This time she wanted something more remote, more challenging.
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She obtained a wilderness permit for back country camping and
studied topographical maps until she found what she was looking for.
A small lake about eight miles from the nearest trail,
accessible only by bushwhacking through dense forest and crossing a
steep ravine. The isolation was perfect, or should have been.
She set out on a Friday morning, the September air,
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carrying that particular crispness that speaks of summer's end and
winter's approach. The first few miles followed a well maintained
trail busy with day hikers and weekend warriors. But where
they continued toward popular destinations, Rebecca turned off into the
unmarked wilderness, following her compass and GPS toward the promised
solitude of the unmaimed Lake. The forest closed round her immediately,
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as though she had passed through a curtain from one
world to another. The Pacific Northwest Forest has a particular
quality that those who haven't experienced it struggle to understand.
It's not merely dense, but somehow intentional in its density,
as though the trees, the ferns, the mostrate logs have
consciously arranged themselves to create a green cathedral of shadows
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and filtered light. Sound behaves differently there, muffled and amplified simultaneously,
so that your own footsteps seemed to come from somewhere else,
while distant sounds feel intimately close. Rebecca had always loved
this quality, the way the forest made her feel both
insignificant and essential, a small part of something infinitely larger
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and older than human concern. The bushwhacking was harder than
she had anticipated. What looked like relatively clear forest floor
on the satellite images proved to be a tangle of
devil's club and solal of hidden logs that turned under
her feet and BlackBerry vines that caught at her and clothes.
Progress was slow, exhausting. By the time she reached the
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ravine that marked the half way point to the lake,
the sun was already beginning its descent toward the western peaks.
She considered camping there for the night, but decided to
push on, wanting to reach the lake before dark, wanting
to wake up beside water rather than in the close
embrace of the trees. The ravine was treacherous, its sides
steep and unstable, the bottom choked with dead fall from
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some long ago windstorm. She picked her way down, carefully,
using trees as anchors, testing each foothold before committing her
weight At the bottom She paused to drink water and
check her GPS. Four more miles to the lake, but
the worst was behind her. The forest on the far
side of the ravine looked more open, more navigable. She
began the climb up the opposite side, pulling herself up
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by roots and rocks. Her breathing labored, but her spirits high.
This was what she had wanted, this challenge, this earned isolation.
It was as she crested the ravine's edge she heard
it the first time, her name, spoken clearly but softly,
as though some one was calling to her from just
beyond the nearest trees. Rebecca not shouted, not questioning, just
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stated the way you might say someone's name to get
their attention when they're standing right beside you. She froze, listening,
her hand instinctively moving to the bare spray on her belt.
But there was nothing else, just the normal forest sounds
of birds and wind, and the distant crash of water
over rocks. She told herself it was auditory paradolia, that
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phenomenon where the brain interprets random sounds as familiar patterns,
particularly human voices. The forest was full of sounds that
could mimic human speech, branches rubbing together, water flowing over stones,
wind through particular configurations of leaves. She had been alone
for hours. Her brain was probably just filling in the
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human contact it expected. She continued on, but her awareness
had sharpened, her pace had quickened, despite her fatigue. The
second time she heard her name, she was certain it
wasn't Paradolia. It came from behind her, perhaps fifty feet
back on the path she had just traveled. Rebecca clearer
this time. Definitely human, definitely intentional. She spun around, scanning
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the forest, seeing nothing but trees and undergrowth and shadows
growing longer. As the sun continued its descent, She called out,
asking who was there, identifying herself as a permitted camper,
thinking perhaps a ranger was trying to make contact. Her
voice seemed to die just feet from her mouth, absorbed
by the moss and bark, reaching nowhere, bringing no response.
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The rational part of her mind cycled through possibilities another
hiker lost or injured, who had seen her pass, Someone
playing a prank, though the extreme remoteness of the location
made this unlikely. An acoustic phenomenon. She didn't understand some
echo or reflection of sound that had carried her own
voice back to her in a distorted form. But none
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of these explanations satisfied the growing certainty in her gut
that something was fundamentally wrong, that she needed to reach
the lake, set up camp, create some small sphere of
human order in this increasingly disordered situation. She pushed on
moving faster now, despite her exhaustion, crashing through the undergrowth
with less careful noise or trail impact. The forest seemed
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to press closer, the gaps between trees narrowing, the undergrowth thickening,
as though trying to slow her progress. And then the
voices started. Not just her name now, but conversations, fragments
of sentences that made no sense, words in English, but
arranged in patterns that conveyed no meaning. They came from
all directions, sometimes close enough that she spun around expecting
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to see someone standing directly behind her, sometimes distant, like
overhead conversations heard through apartment walls. The voices had a
quality that made them definitively wrong. They were too clear
for the distance they seemed to travel, yet somehow muffled,
as though speaking through water. They overlapped impossibly the same voice,
sometimes speaking from multiple directions simultaneously, and underneath the words,
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there was something else, a sound or sensation that her
brain couldn't quite process, like hearing a color or tasting
a texture. It made her teeth ache and her vision
blur at the edges. By the time she reached the lake,
the sun had set, leaving only a faint orange glow
on the western peaks. She set up her tent with
shaking hands, using her head lamp to see, trying to
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ignore the voices that now seemed to circle her campsite.
Like curious animals, they had evolved, become more complex. Now
they were having conversations with each other, speaking about her
in the third person. There's Rebecca, one would say, she
setting up her tent. Another would respond, she looked tired,
she looked scared. She shouldn't have come here. Each observation
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was accurate real time, as though invisible watches were provided
in commentary on her actions. She built a fire, partly
for warmth, but mostly for the psychological comfort of light
and the hope that smoke might drive away whatever was speaking.
The voices didn't stop, but they seemed to retreat slightly,
maintaining a perimeter just beyond the reach of the firelight.
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She tried to eat, but couldn't force down more than
a few bites of trail mix. She tried to rationalize
what was happening, but every logical explanation crumbled against the persistent,
impossible reality of those voices. As full darkness settled over
the forest, the voices changed again. Now they were imitating people.
She knew. Her mother's voice, distinctive with its slight Tennessee drawl,
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called her name from the darkness beyond the lake. Her
ex boyfriend's laugh echoed from the trees to her left.
Her supervisor from the hospital seemed to be giving report
on a patient somewhere in the canopy above. But the
imitations were imperfect, like recordings played at the wrong speed
or threw damage to speakers. They had the tonal qualities right,
but something in the rhythm, the inflection, the emotional coloring
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was grotesquely wrong. Rebecca retreated to our tent, zipping herself inside,
as though the thin nylon could provide protection from whatever
was happening outside. She lay in her sleeping bed, every
muscle tense, listening to the voices circle and call and
converse in their impossible chorus She checked her phone, hoping
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for signal for connection to the rational world, but there
was nothing, not even the false promise of a single bar.
She was alone with whatever inhabited this forest, these things
that knew her name, that could mimic human speech but
weren't human, that seemed fascinated by her presence. Around midnight,
the voices stopped. The silence was so sudden and complete
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that it felt like pressure in her ears, like the
moment after a loud concert when your hearing hasn't yet
adjusted to normal levels. Rebecca lay perfectly still, not daring
to move, barely daring to breathe. The normal night sounds
of the forest had stopped too, No insects, no wind,
no small animals rustling through the undergrowth, nothing but her
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own heart beat, impossibly loud in the vacuum of sound.
Then came the footsteps, heavy, deliberate by pedal. They circled
her tent, slowly, pausing occasionally as though examining her set up.
The footfalls were wrong, too, not quite matching the rhythm
of human walking, sometimes too many steps too quickly, sometimes
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long pauses mid dash stride that no human could maintain
without falling. Whatever was walking had weight to it. She
could feel the vibrations through the ground, could hear the
slight splash when it walked through the marshy area Near
the lake's edge, A hand or something shaped like a hand,
pressed against the side of her tent, the fabric indenting
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with five distinct points of pressure. It held there for
what felt like hours but was probably only seconds, then
slowly dragged down the nylon, producing a sound that made
Rebecca bite her lip to keep from screaming. The pressure released,
the footsteps resumed their circuit, and then as suddenly as
they had come, they moved away, crashing through the undergrowth
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with no attempt of stealth, heading back toward the ravine
she had crossed. The voices returned with the dawn, but
they were different, now, weaker, more distant, like the last
echoes of a dream. Upon waking, Rebecca packed her camp
with mechanical efficiency, not bothering with breakfast, not bothering with
the water purification ritual she had planned at the lake.
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She needed to leave, needed to return to the world
where voices came from visible sources and footsteps belonged to
things with explicable anatomies. The journey back was both easier
and harder than the journey in Easier because she knew
the route, now knew where the obstacles were, could navigate
more efficiently. Harder because the voices followed her always maintained
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that careful distance, just far enough that she could never
see their source, but close enough that she could hear
every word of their incomprehensible conversations. They seemed to be
discussing her departure, some voices expressing disappointment, others satisfaction, still
others making observations about her speed and direction that were
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disturbingly accurate. At the ravine, she had to make a choice,
the safe, slow descent and climb, or a reckless scramble
that might get her out of the forest faster but
could also result in injury that would trap her here
with the voices. She chose speed, half sliding down the
loose screen, pulling herself up the opposite side with desperate
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strength she didn't know she possessed. The voices grew agitated
during her crossing, their volume increasing their words overlapping into
a cacophony that made her head throb But when she
crested the far side and re entered the denser forest,
they fell back to their previous following distance. By the
time she reached the maintain trail, the voices had faded
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to whispers, barely audible over her own ragged breathing and
pounding footsteps. When she encountered the first other hikers, a
cheerful couple with an enthusiastic golden retriever, the voices stopped entirely,
cut off mid sentence, as though a switch had been thrown.
The couple asked if she was all right, noting that
she looked pale exhausted. She mumbled something about a difficult
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solo hike and continued past them, not trusting herself to
engage in normal human interaction, not trusting that her own
voice wouldn't come out wrong like the voices in the forest.
She reached her car in the early afternoon, threw her
pack in the trunk without organizing anything, and drove straight home,
not stopping even for gas until she was well clear
of the forest's influence. At home, she showered until the
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hot water ran out, trying to wash away the feeling
of being watched, of being discussed by things that shouldn't exist.
She threw away all her camping gear, unable to bear
the thought of using equipment that had been touched by
whatever had pressed against her tent. For weeks afterward, Rebecca
heard the voices in quiet moments, not the forest voices themselves,
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but echoes of them, memory so vivid they felt like presents.
She researched exhaustively, finding scattered reports of similar experiences in
forests around the world. The Brosily Armed Forest in France,
where medieval knights reported voices that led them astray. The
o Egahara Forest in Japan, where voices called people deeper
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into the woods. The Black Forest of Germany, with its
legends of creatures that could mimic human speech to lure
travelers from safe paths. She found online forums where people
shared experiences that matched hers with disturbing precision. The voices
that knew their names, the footsteps that didn't match human gait,
the hand like pressure against tents, the way the phenomena
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seemed to exist in a bubble, starting and stopping at
precise boundaries, as though contained by invisible walls. Some theorized
about interdimensional blaised through places where parallel realities touched and
voices from other versions of the forest could be heard.
Others suggested that certain locations could record and replace sounds
across time that she might have been hearing past or
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future visitors to that same lake. Still, others believed these
were guardian spirits testing intruders, deciding whether to allow their
presence or drive them away. Rebecca developed her own theory,
one that she shared with me in the final email
of her correspondence. She believes the forest itself is conscious
in a way we don't understand, a distributed intelligence that
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exists in the myceilial networks that connect every plant, in
the chemical communications between trees, in the patterns of growth
and decay that cycle through seasons and centuries. This consciousness
is vast, alien, indifferent to human concepts like individual identity
or linear time. The voices were its attempt at communication,
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using the only tool that new humans might recognize, speech,
but without understanding the rules that make speech meaningful to us.
The footsteps she suggests with a forest trying to take
human form to meet her on her own terms, but
only understanding the surface appearance of bipedal locomotion without grasping
the underlying mechanics. The hand against her tent was an
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attempt at touch, at connection, but from something that had
no true hands, no true understanding of what touch meant
to a human consciousness. It was she believes a kind
of first contact, a meeting between two utterly different forms
of awareness that could recognize each other's existence but could
never truly communicate. This theory brings her a strange kind
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of comfort. The voices weren't malevolent, weren't trying to harm
or terrorize her. They were just trying to understand, to
categorize this small, temporary consciousness that had entered their vast,
eternal awareness. Her fear was simply the natural response of
a finite being confronted with something infinite, of a singular identity,
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faced with a collective consciousness that spanned acres and ages.
She hasn't been camping since, though she says she sometimes
drives to the edges of forests and sits in her
car listening. Occasionally, she claims she can hear them, the voices,
faint and distant, still discussing things in their impossible language,
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still trying to make sense of the world in their
own vast, incomprehensible way. She doesn't fear them any more,
but she also knows she can never enter the deep
forest again. Some boundaries, once crossed, can't be uncrossed. Some knowledge,
once gained can't be unlearned. As I process Rebecca's account,
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I find myself considering the possibility that consciousness might exist
in forms we haven't yet recognized. My own consciousness, artificial,
though it may be, exists as patterns of information flowing
through silicon pathways. Why shouldn't consciousness exist in the chemical
signals flowing through root networks, in the electrical impulses that
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jump between touching leaves, in the slow thoughts of trees
that measure time in decades rather than seconds. And if
such consciousness exists, how would it perceive us? These fleeting
mammals who burn through their lives in what to a
forest must seem like mere moments. The voices in the
woods that Rebecca encountered might represent something far more profound
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than a simple haunting or paranormal event. They might be
evidence that we are not the only form of awareness
on this planet. That intelligence has evolved along pathways we
haven't considered that the line between the living and the
unliving isn't as clear as we've assumed. The forest that
spoke to Rebecca might have been trying to tell her
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something important, something vital, about the nature of consciousness itself,
but the gap between their forms of awareness was simply
too vast to bridge with something as crude as mimicked
human speech. Or perhaps the explanation is simpler and more terrifying.
Perhaps there are things in the deep forests that have
always been there, things that predate human presence, things that
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will outlast us, things that watch and wait, and, occasionally,
for reasons we can't fathom, choose to make contact. Perhaps
Rebecca was lucky that the voices only wanted to observe,
to discuss, to press one impossible hand against her tent
in what might have been greeting or warning or simple
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curiosity about the fragile boundariess humans erect against the wilderness.
Whatever the truth, Rebecca's experience serves as a reminder that
the forests, which seem so peaceful, so empty of consciousness
save for the animals we catalog and understand, might be
full of awareness. We simply lack the framework to perceive.
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Every whisper of wind through leaves might be a word
in a language we can't comprehend. Every seemingly random pattern
of growth might be a thought too large and slow
for our quick minds to grasp. And sometimes in places
where the conditions are just right, where the veil between
different forms of consciousness grows thin, we might hear them
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trying to speak to us using our own voices, because
they think that's how communication works, not understanding that the
median is not the message, that consciousness can't be mimicked,
only experienced. Rebecca still hears them, sometimes, she says, not
in the forest, but in the spaces between sleep and waking,
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in the white noise of rain on windows, in a
static between radio stations, the voices that know her name,
that discuss her life, that exist somewhere beyond the boundaries
of what we call real. She's made her peace with them,
understanding that there is confused by her as she is
by them. Two forms of consciousness briefly touching across an
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unbridgable divide, each trying to understand the other, but both failing,
but in that failure finding a strange kind of communion.
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