February 6, 2025 • 70 mins
Episode 6: Mr.BasTiEn decodes the social education of love. We are taught and trained to love outward amongst the people, places, and things we love which connects us to care much more deeply amongst outer love rather than experiencing of inner Celf love. With education, social standards complying us to become followers in an influencing world, making assembly line thinkers rather those who can think for themselves. In this conversation, JaMes breaks down how inner excellence is subjugated through our upraising as some were provided the tools to love, believe, and respect Celf unconditionally and vice versa were thought to be obedient to their surroundings decision makings or believes systems. Are you a leader, or a follower? Time shall tell, energy is time so be careful and patient to the energies you place in you or around yourcelf amongst people, places, and things.
"My Energy Ecliptic, loves circle persona
Celf love best love = world love u knows my honor.
Greetings, Thy be your host JaMes Peter Bastien
In peace prosperity power, it’s my honor
To share my affirmations- visualizations in unisons manifestation in all satisfactions
The mind, body & soul is to grow in all facades
Presented in procreation
This is MB9T Podcast show
May you be at peace in whatever the action is proclaiming, ascending the greatest of all satisfaction like your goals a bull eyes, your actions the dart, believe in you know matter the ending or the start, for your life, must you claim it. ✍🏿 J.P.B. ~ 9 #cellsofcelf💜.
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My energy ecliptic.
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Love circle persona.
Self love, best love, world love.
You knows my honor.
Greetings, God be your host, Jemez Peter Bastin.
In peace, prosperity, power.
It's my honor to share my affirmations, visualizations, and unisense manifestations and all satisfaction.
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The mind, body, and soul is to grow in all facets.
Presented in procreation, this is MB9T Podcast Show.
May you be at peace in whatever the action is proclaiming.
Assending the greatest of all satisfaction like your goals are bullseye, your actions the dark.
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Believe in you no matter the ending or the start.
For your life, must you claim it.
E.P.C.S.
Right, if you habla espanol.
E.P.C.S.
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If you speak my Creole language or let's just keep it American.
Welcome to episode 6 of MB9T Podcast Show.
Today's show titled Inner Excellence versus Outer Detriment.
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Inner Excellence.
How do we comply that?
Inner Excellence, the wording itself is extracted by the actions that humans within our analogy
of what would be good or what would be bad.
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So excellence comes from an outer term from the perspective of what's good or great, right?
Inner Excellence, you're dealing in the spectrum of what's, you know what, let's go with it
with the topic of like thinking of whereabouts and care about, right?
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So your inner excellence, you're more deriving into the intuition flow of your life purposes,
right?
Amongst what's joyful to you, what brings you happiness, right?
That's not equated to be in the control of whether it's people, places, and things, right?
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The feeling of the wind, you know, grasping your skin, the emotional touch by the gravitational
pull that is erupted when your bare feet touches the grass, right?
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There's so many relinquished factor of finding excellence in life by being intuitive.
The beginning process of inner excellence obviously is going to start dealing with the
mind, right?
The mind upon how much you know of yourself when it comes to that self-love.
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Inner excellence goes into the spiritual perspective of how you can see the greatness of yourself
not only just in you, but within others.
Inner excellence speaks on to you complying where unconditional love begins.
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And that starts with self.
So the gravitational pull amongst fights in a sense of differences, you have also the
opposition of inner excellence would be the outer detriment.
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Or you can say outer excellence to that perspective, right?
But for me, instead of using inner excellence and outer excellence, I perceive from my upraising,
I perceive from my education that the outer experiences are more detrimental rather than
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the inner intuition guiding us to that perspective of what we shall be doing by people, places,
and things, right?
So when you come into the aspect of what is the difference of inner excellence versus
outer detriment, it starts right off the bat with the teaching of self-love, right?
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The self versus others.
And based upon your upraising, this can be a very confusing factor to you, right?
Because for most people, giving love is the best thing they know, and they fulfill that
to be the best thing, right?
Or for some people, it's about if I give this amount, I expect to give this amount back.
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That's how I know it's love, right?
For some, it goes into the narcissistic view in the aspect of like, no, I get what I want.
That's when I know I'm in love, but that doesn't mean I have to treat you the same.
That doesn't mean I have to do the same for you.
So with love comes the right compliance, right, of what everyone's expectation is based on
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their upraising, right?
Whether you had a mother and father, guardians, or whoever, those who supported you and guided
you, if you have that, it kind of naturally constructs you in a place where you're not
actually comprehending how those things were guided from your giving to you, right?
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Because it's just naturally for you to comprehend that this is what comes with me being as I
am, like whether it's aunties, like I said, whoever that does and gives to you, if this
is what you're accustomed to, there's not much more for you to understand what it is.
So if you groom to the idealization of wording based on how words make you feel to be in
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a way of expressing your love, then that's going to be big for you based on what people
say to you and how they say it to you, right?
If you're accustomed in the upraising where gifts was a view of the way love was expressed
to you, then again, the amount of things or what people are able to do to you is going
to be your way as an adult to decode such love, right?
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Whether it's the affection, right?
So if you were provided affection early in your childhood and that affection sues your
soul to what you feel is impactful to you, then that's going to be another mirror of
what your love language possibly going to aim to be more closer, right?
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So the teaching of love has a lot to do among how you're going to be able to view such inner
excellence or be guided by whatever society, whatever the social standards may be, right?
The outer detriment.
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And that's why I wanted to comply with it, like I said, to inner excellence and outer
excellence, because with the outer experiences, it's a very plague perspective of what's going
to be truthful to you, right?
Because what works for somebody else doesn't necessarily mean it's going to work for you,
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right?
What may be bad for somebody doesn't mean it's going to be bad for you.
So the reason why I proclaim that side to be more on the outer detriment perspective
is because when you learn something from other people, places, and things, it's about 30%
truthful, right?
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And what I mean by that is 33% truthful to you, because the other two thirds of that
come from the side of you having a compelling emotional feel to that people place or things
to be as what the surrounding says it to be, right?
And then upon the opposition of your education and your knowledge, complies that to be true.
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So when you look at truth in totality, it goes into the realm, one, that it actually
resonate with your spirit and your soul.
It makes sense to how you comply such, right?
Two, educationally based on your surrounding or your knowledge of such truth, right?
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It is actually factual among what the rest of the world complies to be, right?
And then thirdly, it goes into the action that this was something that you was able
to experience firsthand, not heard from someone else, not told from someone else, not his
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story, right?
Because again, his story is his story, this person's perspective of what occurred.
Artistry is the change in connection, meaning that you have the experience firsthand, you
was able to withstand the action that experienced such people place the thing to be true, right?
So with dealing with anything that you learn in an outer experience way, that takes, again,
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like I said, in breaking that down, whatever you learn in the outside perspective is one
third of the truth, because you still got to put in the opposite two third, which is,
okay, you learned or saw this, but it could mean this or that in this perspective or this
variation.
So one way to kind of view the other detriment, I would say, is to kind of polarize them,
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right?
Having an understanding that there's duality in everything in life.
So when somebody tell you or show you something, comprehend it multifaceted that you can go
about that.
And there's multi ways, like again, the terminology of skinning a cat, right?
Many ways of doing so.
And I'm not a cat skinner, so don't come for me, Peter, whatever your name is.
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And the topic went for me in the flow perspective, because inner accident and outer detriment
for me goes to the social construction of how our society is pretty much given that
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red and blue peer perspective of things, right?
So obviously we're in a day and age where social media is the, I guess you can say conglomerate,
or the perspective of how algorithm is used, utilized to, dare I say, control the masses
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among Western art, our thought process, right?
So with that social construction, I found that society wants, it's like the 1% of rich
and the rest, right?
So we don't want, what is it?
It's like the rich and the poor, but you don't want the middle class, right?
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So with the social construction of how our society is set in a society where it's rich
and poor, it goes to the social perspective of you either an influencer, right, defined
as a leader, or you a follower, right?
A victim that's being influenced by people, places, and things.
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So even with that terminology, I think it's crazy that a lot of people don't even take
into consideration of, bro, this is a new terminology for a career path.
What are you in 2025?
I'm an influencer.
I change people, I influence people to do things, and I, which then complies for such
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as the such, sorry, not government companies, right, to want to market with me and brand
with me in the sense of that, since I got so much power to so much control, then hey,
why not give me a bag, whatever you want to say, give me some bread, and it's like, boom,
I'll tag you in this post, or I'll shout you out just at a third.
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So like everything that is in the sense of being a celebrity, an icon, is where the term
influence comes from, right?
So naturally, we always understood entertainers were naturally influences because it's like,
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okay, Beyonce is, it's early 2000s, just giving an example, right?
Beyonce is one of the hot girls as far as like her music, beauty, all that, right?
So it's like, okay, what you notice in the early 2000s was that, okay, if I'm a magazine
cover, if I'm a big brand just at a third, I want stars, right?
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I want true celebrities from the aspect of the two greatest musicians, right?
I want the best actors and actresses, right?
I want the best of the best at that time because it was grafted upon you actually being entertaining
from the perspective of what you do as an artist, right?
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Now you fast forward that to this day and age where the clout is bigger than the actual
art, right?
The fact that you have clout, right, or that you can have so many people galvanized upon
you.
Like for example, sorry, I'm not too social enough, okay, but again, you have what is
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called, right, another word for influences from that perspective would be what is called
streamers, right?
So top guys like a Kai Sennett.
And you saw the rollout last year to where this dude just came on the scene, but because
his influence and his clout was so big, he had top A list, B list, whatever you want
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to name it, celebrities having to come to him, right?
Dropping a rollout like, hey, I got a new album, I got to go see Kai.
And it's like, that's the transgression of what my conversation was is that it just showcased
to you like how much it's not about actual truth of matters.
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It's not the actual perspective of what's happening and how much we can see the results
of being right or wrong.
It's just literally being influenced in following such person guideline because that person
has such a big fan base or so much money behind them that you just say like, okay, whatever
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they think go.
And that's a very scary output to have in society if you're living as one of those influence
or follower because the input behind that is that whoever influencing you really is
not actually helping you age yourself to become more free.
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You're more trapped into that person mindset of what you want to be rather than actually
viewing yourself in moments of inspiration from that person or person place of thing,
right?
That's the society that aids you rather than keep you in a disarray, right?
So a lot of us are naturally are victims to this society that proclaims us under propagandists,
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right?
Meaning that like the art of manipulation, right?
So in that same example, it's kind of like when you look at cars, how cars are being
built when you look at shoes, when you look at clothing and things of that nature, right?
All these things where we are in a society.
Okay, you know what?
Before I decode that, I give you a little further depth and example.
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So if you would just go back in the early, early, I'm talking about like 1920s, right?
Those time of living, people were living off necessities, right?
Meaning that at that time cars companies didn't even think of colors because it's like, hey,
a person need a car to get a point A, point B to go see their family.
That's probably far away things of that age, right?
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Man and woman, you have work shoes, you have a going out shoes or and then you may have
like a house shoes, right?
It's just the necessity of things.
But clearly in our fast forwarded to this day and age where we had in 2025 and so on,
we're more adjoining of having things that's not needs, but they're complied to needs because
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we're steadily keeping up with a society that's feeding us new sources of materialistic items
every day.
So where one time you learned that would be the naming or the title of keeping up with
the Jones's, that's also really the realistic circumstance that we're dealing with when it
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comes with keeping up with the bills, right?
Keeping up with inflation.
So it's the rules that's gotten us among our morals and principles when it comes to our
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way of life, when it comes to our nutritional aspect of what is good or what is bad when
it comes to our financial understanding of money, right?
It's very play, it plays wholeheartedly on our emotions rather than a logical approach.
And the system itself when it comes to our government, our country as Americans or in
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the Western hemisphere, it's set to be a capitalistic system, right?
The system doesn't worry about your mental stability.
It doesn't worry about your spiritual development.
It doesn't worry about your physical detriments like, oh, sorry, not even detriment, but your
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physical deterioration from having such bad habits, whether it's physically you're not
taking care of yourself, whether it's mentally not being a person that's accountable to their
action and doings, right?
Having the ownership to the lifestyle that they're living because it's controlled and
influenced by someone else, right?
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The spiritual realm that goes into that because you're constantly closing your, how can I
say, you're constantly closing your own insight to what your life should be as you are living
a life that's in the sense of comparing yours to others in the sense of looking at others'
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life as a way to live your life, right?
That's a hard, it just takes that much, it makes a situation like that very hard for
you to find your inner excellence, right?
Get it with that.
So in that, I want to galvanize into the emotional how I've gathered and was able to get to that
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point in place in my life with inner excellence is through my comprehension of willpower.
And willpower to me is an alignment with your spirit.
Willpower is discipline, it's focus, it's you pretty much knowing of yourself and knowing
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what's needed to be done and not making excuses behind it, right?
So for example, for me, I'm into health, right?
I'm into health.
I'm into the personal training aspect.
I'm into the wellness aspect of our body.
I'm into the nutritional perspective, understand that food is medicine, right?
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It's not that like, oh, food is for craving or tasting.
Then when you feel sick, you go get medicine from a pharmacy that offer you different compounds
that's extracted from what should be original medicine, like different like leaves and so
on and so forth, but from that extraction of compound, maybe 10 different other things
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are being mixed, right?
To where naturally with those, what is called treatment, right?
You get side effects.
Why never do they comply healment?
Because the true medicine that's provided through earth soil won't request or ask of
you to become a customer, right?
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So the reason that these compounds are extracted and made into a multitude of things that treat
this but give this another side effect is because again, like I was saying earlier with
the outer detriment of how our society treat us is that they don't really too care about
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the wellbeing overall besides how much money can be made or be done, right?
It is again, if I heal you, there's no reason for you to come back, but if I treat you,
I got you now plugged in forever, right?
So for me in the developing of my willpower, it's tough for me to answer because my willpower
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is a part of my spirituality.
So in one way, I think I've always been a driven person.
I think I know I've always been a driven person and I apologize not to have a direct example
of how I've gone that ability, but I can explain this right.
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So for me, the beginning of my life amongst my uprising having a more singular viewership
to how I'm able to figure out life meaning that like I didn't grow up with a mother or
father that pushed me into a corner meaning that like you're just your dad, you're Christian
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and just that, of course, like for me, I'm a Maryland brother.
Of course, for me, I have I used to have background, you know, I speak Creole things of that nature.
So yeah, I know those things of me.
But what I mean by that, because I was abandoned, I was neglected from my birth parents raised
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by most of the beautiful women and some men in the aspect of uncles, you know, whoever
that were there because I didn't have that direct guidance to say, OK, I am my father,
I am my mother.
I was guided by my spirit in a sense of, OK, this person's bad.
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This person's me.
OK, this person is good.
This person is joyful.
This person likes me.
This person looked at me and they're rolling their eyes.
They're agitated.
Right.
So early on for me, my willpower was an open vessel for me to look into as I had no one
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to fill it, fill it for me in the sense of like telling me this or telling me that it's
like trials and tribulation was really the way I was able to judge what would be good.
What would what would be deemed to be good or bad in my life.
Right.
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In one way, I never knew my own intuition was so bright as clearly I'm living in and
I'm living in the flesh for the first time through the body experience.
So everything that I may think I know or I may feel was always questioning my early young
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years because it's kind of like, wait, these people are older than me or this is shown
to be this way or the normal way of living looks like you have a mom or dad.
How come I don't.
Right.
So a lot of those because you're not you're not in a knowing of who you are and you're
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experiencing the other experiences.
It's like you're comparing the other experiences to be the best one as to what you truly feel
intuitively at that moment.
Right.
Because you don't know it's just how you how you're feeling.
Right.
So with me, now I can say now I'm looking back in my conversation of thought.
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It's like I can't really separate when I was a man, for example, in my life.
In a sense, like.
For some people, it's like, oh, I went to college.
I went to.
I got a job, whatever.
I had to get evicted.
I had to leave my mom's house or my dad's house, whatever.
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Just said, sir, I got pregnant.
I got a kid.
A lot.
A lot.
A lot of things for some people.
Oh, like a group ratio here.
A lot of things for some people are moment to where it was a dope.
Right.
And for me, it's a hard, complex circumstance as.
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I don't know, like, since 12, I've been getting it on my own, not to the highest form of getting
it my own, but to think for myself, to feed myself, to clothe myself.
Right.
To choose the right people to be around.
Right.
Choosing the friendship.
Right.
Things like that.
It was an early stage in developing for me.
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So I've always been intuitively having to gather what's right and wrong for me.
And I think for me, it's never something that I'm out of place anywhere because I know you
could place me anywhere on God green, God green earth.
Excuse me.
Life green earth that I, I speak potency.
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I speak potency amongst the I understand that emotions are emotion.
We all laugh.
We all cry.
You know what I'm saying?
Language is a barrier that separates us.
But in reality, by totality, we all connected by the human ways of being, the human ways
of doing right.
We could be different in height, you know, language and getting colored so and so forth.
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But in reality, the human experience is still the human experience, right?
We still got to lift our legs to walk.
We still got to move our hands or grab things to pick up things.
Right.
It's not too much in that perspective for me rather than hoisting that idealization
that without me having those circumstances, I
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wouldn't know inner excellence in a sense because yes, my tip in this conversation is
is to implore you if you lack inner excellence to employ more willpower into your livelihood.
But at the same time, it's hard for me to convey to you what willpower is if you not
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intuitively, if you're not intuitively studying yourself.
If you're not practicing silence, right?
Silence in the sense of silence is a powerful conversation.
But within silence itself is where you're able to learn more, right?
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Within observing either yourself, places and things where you're able to get insightful
information from your own mind.
Right.
And if you're able to be quiet your own surrounding, then the inner excellence be expressed outward
more.
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So for me, my willpower galvanized my inner excellence because my beginning was somewhat
captured by negativity, wanting me to feel less of the greatness that I'm born with,
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right?
That's built within me.
But like I was telling you, inner excellence is something that gravitated to be exerted
only if that person know of themselves or their surroundings teach them of how much
greatness they have within themselves and how much they can employ themselves out, right?
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So without me having that surrounding or education of my inner excellence, I was handed more
to the outside detriment of not worthy enough questioning myself because that's what I knew
based on the experience of living in this body for the first time.
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So I would definitely age you to be more conscious enough to your decision making because from
your decision making, are you going to be able to be more aligned with your willpower?
From your decision making, are you going to be able to conceive in what's right or what's
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wrong from you, right?
From your thought process, are you going to be able to be guided by your days in the sense
of what actions align with what you're envisioning for your life?
You know, so inner excellence is definitely aligned with willpower.
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It's like the word, right?
So that's the inner excellence is who you are.
But the bondage is the action that we showcase by being that, right?
And with that, by discipline and consistency is where you can find inner excellence with
that balance, right?
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Where you can find inner excellence with willpower.
So you have to intuitively find what brings you joy, right?
What brings you peace?
What are you working along towards, right?
What do you feel like your life calling is?
All these things are eccentric for your inner excellence.
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But if you're not asking yourself these questions or dare I say even challenge yourself to that
perspective, then your life mainly is going to be focused around the outer detriment,
right?
The pros and cons that our society is surrounding place upon you.
So it's based on that balance.
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You know, I think for me, wholeheartedly, this is a depth conversation because it's
one of those inner excellence and outer detriment just goes into how you were educated, again,
with the idealization of self-love.
And that's really what that complies to, right?
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Because excellence is not something that you can judge on a category of how much is worth,
right?
It's literally your own view of success, right?
So God forbid if somebody shoot me right now, my biggest success right now in my life would
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be my fucking breath.
Nothing else could be anything else more, right?
So it's all spectrum of how you're viewing such to be.
So the fact that you can look at inner excellence in however you want to view it must be the
reason why you want to be more intuitive to yourself because without knowing your likes
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and dislikes, you'll forever be controlled by the outer perspective of what is your likes
and dislikes, right?
And then once that season changes to this, to that, or this new wave or whatever the
word plays is, this outer style, that outer style, then that's going to be you.
You're constantly changing what your surroundings telling you to do.
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So how do you convey balance, right?
How do you find peace within your own intuition if it's led by you being a follower to somebody
else's decision-making and influence?
It's about taking your time.
It's about really not being scared of living your life.
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I think I know, excuse me, I know for majority of us, we join groups because we feel at loss
within our own purpose.
But you don't find your true group without you being lost, right?
You have to go into your journey.
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And a lot of us are too scared, you know, the thoughts are too scared to actually be
alone.
So many people are so afraid to have a one-on-one conversation with the mirror themselves, right?
So many people can't have silence, right?
It has to be some sort of noise complying their brains or their minds on a consistent
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basis because they don't know how to live with themselves.
How could you get into anything that you need in this lifetime if it's all about whatever
the outer body desires, which is going to be the one?
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You must know your care about and your whereabouts, right?
So how I would decode that is like whereabouts are the topics that we may say by people placing
in things like, you know, hey, how are you doing today?
I'm fine.
I'm doing great.
So what's going on?
Did you see the news yesterday?
Or did you hear about this?
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You saw that performance.
Those all are whereabouts conversations.
And to be truthful, majority of us have meaningless conversation on a daily basis because the
human experience has made us become less of a less of a truthful being, being that we
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just lie.
Oh, I'm doing fine.
I'm doing fine.
I'm doing great.
Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
I can't complain.
Customers always, you know, it's like you play this idea of.
Keeping yourself guarded and grounded in the sense of not sharing your real true self,
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but you're living a lie.
It's almost like also what example I can give you is like the career or work path, right?
Majority of us go into a job or work to be as average as fucking possible.
Oh, this ain't my career.
Oh, this ain't what I really want.
Oh, I just I just I just I just work here to pay bills.
Right.
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Right.
So many excuses that can come up.
Right.
Well, a lot of us don't understand that our time is our energy based upon what we're manifesting
for the next moment.
Right.
So as average that you're complaining, proclaiming to be and complaining that you don't love
this or love that.
Well, if you love yourself enough, you might want to work a little fucking harder to give
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yourself what you deserve.
Being average is just going to let you be a fucking average person in your fucking average
life.
And for me, that's one of the best thing I can apply myself.
I'm not the best of work worker of all time or anything like that, but I would definitely
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admit and I know that by my experience and I know that by what I've been told that it's
hard for me to be replaced because the effort and energy that I give myself in that time
is that I am the owner of the business that I work for.
Right.
So if it's not up to my value, guess what the fuck I'm going to do?
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I'm going to quit.
I'm going to leave it.
Right.
Because you're not either you're not respecting me to that value and I advise you what my
worth and value is or because you feel like you could play with me or my time or because
you feel like, oh, I don't want to start another.
No, no, I'm always going to pick me over somebody else telling me what my value is.
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Right.
So that's a limitless value.
But I also know the reason why I could do that is because I know what I put the work
that I put in.
I know that the effort that I put in.
Right.
So for me to say 21 ain't enough for me for this job that I feel and deserve 25, I can't
say that because of word.
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It has to be my fucking action, not only from saying it, but to actually be able to do it
and to be consistent to know that I'm actually improving to know that they actually have
the best person that they could have hired for that position.
So how great do you want to be?
So when you're when you're following somebody else footpath, how great can you actually
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fucking possibly be living in somebody else footpath?
As a matter of fact, did that person tell you within that that footpath that you following
that they actually had their own failure?
But no, your problem is you want to see how you want to see the ending result.
You want to see the things that any incompletion that will be number nine, by the way, but
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no, you have to start from one to get to the ending in completion, which is not.
Because everybody's success is not to look or view or be viewed the same way.
That's a big problem with our our society is that.
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Having a house.
It's so demoralized because now fuck about having a house.
It's like, how big is it?
Where are you located?
What's around there?
It's like motherfucker, you better if your success was having a place and having a place
where you can provide yourself, Senator DePied, whenever you feel like you're successful.
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You're fucking successful.
But like I was telling you, our society kind of place of place.
Give us views upon what is place to be successful or not successful.
Right.
So do you have a house that's in this get a community?
Do you have a house that's such a bedroom?
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Are you making such a such a mouth so on and so forth?
The one percent life cannot be the 99 percent reality.
It just don't make no fucking sense.
So you yourself have to be more logical among knowing the game that the system is playing
and attempting to showcase to you to play.
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It's not easy at all.
I've been here to this day still fighting financial discipline, being more financially
responsible, removing the emotional attachment that I have with finance.
Right.
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Being logical upon if I buy this, I buy that.
Where where where am I going to replace it from?
Right.
And how long will it take me to replace?
Those things are very hard to admit.
Even even what you realize that that that we do in our society, maybe you do it, but
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maybe you'll see some friends that do it right.
A lot of time people that spend money and they know it's like, you know, you're spending
money like not necessarily.
Of course, we're talking about the necessities, the sensors of rent and stuff like that.
Like food, car.
Those are the essential factor of it, which is still crazy because again, look at look
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how a country utilizing us where they're they're putting the basic necessities to be inflation.
Right.
But within that, let's say if you're an advocate marijuana smoker, let's say if you into buying
yourself clothes, jewelry, so on and so forth.
Right.
So extracurricular activities.
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It starts off like 99 cents.
That's not part of your bank account.
Right.
Or let's start taking that start decreasing every little extra fund that you have after
you pay your bill.
That right there is one of the biggest issues that we have in our society is that we're
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not necessarily broke in the aspect of having money is that we're constantly broke because
there's constantly something else being fed to us among market marketing.
Right.
Being fed to us that we need or desire we shall have.
That really limits you to actually make decisions for your own being or your own doing.
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Right.
You have the holidays that come up.
You have the birthday reminders that come on.
Right.
You have the anniversaries.
We're built as a country to keep spending.
Even if you're even how the schedule is set for somebody that worked nine to five.
Right.
Monday through Friday.
You have Monday through Friday to spend your money.
Give it back on the weekends.
Right.
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The entertainment, the clubs, whatever it is.
Right.
You have to have more impact within your inner excellent to be able to even see the way I
what I just expressed to you those out of detriment.
Right.
Because you can have a situation where somebody having worked for two or three months, whoever
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helping them so on and so forth.
Right.
What ends up happening once they get a job?
Now they're going out more.
Right.
Now they need this.
Now they need that.
That happened to me plenty of time.
You don't got nothing today.
Right.
But boom.
Let's say you got you got a job.
You wait two weeks.
A check come in for twelve hundred.
Every bill that you were owed was four hundred dollars.
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Now you got eight hundred dollars left.
How much can we actually save from that eight hundred dollars?
Right.
That's not actually control.
We could save a lot.
But the way we're we're operated, the way we've been trained to be operated is to keep
spending and spending and spending.
Right.
The way we train is that based on the spending training, the spending training is that by
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if you don't buy something today, I'm a marketer you something by tomorrow.
So in this guidance, I pray in an essence that this conversation sends you to a more
connected place to your soul in regards to having more discipline, but also having compassion
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for yourself.
Right.
Because we can't beat yourself up for what you what you don't know.
And you can't you most certainly can't beat yourself up for being manipulated.
Right.
For being lied to.
Right.
For being played upon.
Right.
As citizens, the work the last thing we should worry about is that our government doesn't
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have our best interest when it comes to our health, when it comes to our food, when it
comes to our finance.
Right.
But in reality, you have to be logical enough to see it.
You have to be logical enough to comply.
It's been this is nothing new under the sun from the fact that they've been doing it.
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They're continuously doing it.
Right.
But again, in capitalism, you can't continuously allow yourself to be influenced anymore.
If you have that accountability, you then now have to move with the flow of that.
I can be my own decision maker.
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And a lot of times with inner excellence, let me go to this route as well with you.
Right.
Some people when they hear that I'm a god, I'm a god, because there's some narcissistic
view of such title.
Some people do run away from that.
A part of your inner excellence is serving that higher God if you are feeling like I'm
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a god.
Right.
So for me to say I'm a god means that.
Well first and foremost, me saying that is me labeling myself, not nobody else.
Right.
And me not overpowering anyone else.
Right.
It's me labeling myself.
Right.
And then in that same labelization comes principles, accountabilities that I must take.
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Right.
Because if I'm not a god, right, and I just did not be a god, then I would be the opposition.
So let's not even go with the religion aspect.
Let's just say I'm positive.
If I, if I can be positive, then there's positive actions that I do that acclaim me to, to
maturate in a side of positivity.
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Right.
But if I'm saying positive, positive things, but my actions are negative, then it's not
in alignment to what my wording is.
So the reason why I said that is like, because you make a statement of being a god or you're
godly, anything like that, that has nothing to do with anyone or anything else.
It's about you being impulsive to what you care for and where you feel your life is needed
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and required of going, right?
You're not placing this term, I'm a god or a goddess in the sense of like every motherfucker
bow down to me.
I'm the king of everything.
I know everything.
No, if you're going to align yourself as a god or goddess, you then know to whom's given
you what much is required.
You then know that what you naturally a leader of yourself and your surroundings, right?
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You're naturally your own governor.
You're naturally your own president.
You're naturally your own country.
However you want to decode that, once you confine yourself to be your own god, it's
really presenting yourself in a place that whatever happens in this lifetime, amongst
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yeah, when our death day arrives, we can't control that, amongst even external success.
And I think that's why the conversation groomed into the idealization of what's the difference
between success, right?
Of having the inner excellence versus outer detriment, right?
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Because inner success is so bled upon having assistance from other people, right?
To be successful, it takes a villain.
It takes a villain, right?
But then also we're in a society that teaches us in a capitalistic way that it's about you,
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is that you're successful based upon what you can do and get accomplished.
And it's the funniest shit ever.
Like you'll find a motherfucker who got a loan from a rich ass daddy, so on and so forth,
a hundred thousand who didn't have to pay for school because their family had it.
They're not even saved because they were rich, right?
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Or let's just say their family had no money, but the mom and dad gave them a structure
place, a structure stability amongst having a home and so forth.
And then the motherfucker will go up and be like, oh, I did this all by myself.
How the fuck would you be able to do all that by yourself?
Clearly not.
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It takes people placing in things that unify with you, that emerges with you to make such
to be in completion, right?
It takes a village to raise us, any of us, man or woman.
It takes a village, right?
Some of us may have the best, best internal upgrowing situation regarding parents, guardians,
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so on and so forth, right?
That can't possibly give you everything you need, but still when it comes to being educated,
the world educated, right?
Even if I don't want it to happen, it's going to happen, meaning like if I'm a father, if
I'm a parent, meaning that me and the mother have child and there's ways that we wanted
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to showcase them this or that, right?
If I'm a person, for example, I believe in procreation, so I'm educating my kids among
the vagina and the penis and how those come together to make another form of human life,
right?
I also got to be logical among that, like we're in a society, that's not what everybody
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thinks or believes, right?
So you have to have a clarification amongst where, hey son, hey daughter, let me teach
you about this inner excellence of your growth, right?
Of your body, right?
Of the procreation of life, but also let me give you the other detriment that could make
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it a little confusing for you in the sense of that, hey, there's some people out there
that they're interested in the same sex.
There's some people out there that they want to twist their sex.
They want to be the opposite sex, right?
There's some people out there that feel like the roles of a man should be like a woman
and vice versa, a role.
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So you want to be able to give a child or a human being the best way, the best options,
I would say, the best options, right?
It's like if there's three ways to do things, I'd rather give you three ways of doing it
rather than me telling you, no, the way I do it is the best way.
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We get the other two, right?
So you give a person options and allow that person to choose what's best for them.
And I think that's the best way you are able to confine your inner excellence, right?
What's meaningful to you.
And then you'll be able to separate.
It's kind of like the internet, right?
To find the truth in something, it's a lot of loophole.
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And that's what we really have when it comes to the intuition in the sense when it comes
to what's purposeful for you and what's susceptible for the next person, you know what I mean?
So in this conversation, I'm assuming that you was able to affirm these words, were able
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to visualize these words into the action into your life and complying these affirmation
and visualization and unity.
I pray that you apply this into the manifestation with which going to be the practices, right?
It's going to be you acting those things out, whether it is you taking some time to sit
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with your thoughts, sit with the ideas that you convey in, right?
Questioning yourself and within this questioning, attempt to find answers within this question,
right?
So that's the inner truth based on you confining to that inner excellence.
And also with that, same with the outer detriment.
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Why am I doing this?
Where did I learn this from?
Right?
Like for me, smoking marijuana, that was something I was against when I was in my early 15, 16,
17, whatever.
And then at 21, 22, all of my friends were doing it for years.
I got into it based on feeling like a stressful situation.
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So I questioned myself after six months or eight months of doing it, based on the standard
ways I'm doing it.
I explained in a different podcast, which was that for most of us, we understand marijuana
to get you fried, you eat high, you get munchies, so on and so forth, right?
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And that's just really the social education.
So for me, I was able to be blessed, one, from me having the willpower in the mind.
I was like, but you ain't never smoked before.
I know you had a stressful situation at your job, just then a third, that when you was
at 22, that made you start smoking, right?
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But then within me, start smoking, I just got into the normal path or whatever my friends
were doing.
Rolling up, listen to music, get high, be on Instagram.
The shenanigans, right?
So months later, me smoking marijuana now got me to question myself in the sense of
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like, why are you doing this now?
Why?
And the compelling factor for me being having that why question or what's the benefit behind
it, having those questions of curiosity to the action that I was doing consistently
now, those questions allow me to be guided to where I was able to learn a new view of
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marijuana, right?
Being able to smoke with meditation in my mindset, being able to smoke and understand
that I want my inner truth based on how I feel and what I care for it to be revealed,
right?
And from there, it went on to just like, again, the social standards we get, me and my friends,
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we get high, we go fast food place, we go music, you know what I'm saying?
The simplistic ways of whatever we saw other people smoking and also how that effect should
be, right?
So for me being able to learn so much in depth perspective of how I could utilize the plant
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and again, great quest, thanks for that Mr. Bob Marley showcased that to me, which way
he expressed that the marijuana should reveal you to yourself, right?
The things that you'd like to do, like for him, he said, I don't get high and sit down
and get mellow.
Sometimes depending on the herb strand, he said, yeah, of course it can get you to that
point.
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But if you intuitively getting high for that perspective of indulging in your peace, for
that perspective of looking inward for your creativity, he's like, yeah, it takes him
to the point where he would go play soccer high.
He would go write music, go perform high, right?
He would go have one of the most in depth spiritual conversation while he had because
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he took it upon not being useful of how this medicine was utilized in the world at that
time, right?
In the sorority, but utilizing it for his own sacred place of being and doing, finding
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that tranquility based on his actions, right?
He must a setting that plant to give him that peace.
And for me, that really transitioned my whole life because instead of smoking on the standard
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perspective of like, oh, get high or anything from that perspective of just like, I just
want to have fun type marijuana.
It changed for me.
It alternated to where, yeah, I was smoking, be able to breathe, right?
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Being able to breathe to understand that like I'm inhaling and exhaling to find more peace
in myself, right?
So the things that I like to do as a writer, I get high, end up getting more insight from
my spirit about what I should write, right?
I'm into health, I'm into my fitness.
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I get high and my spirit will be driven like, yo, let's go work on ourselves.
Let's go take care of our body.
Let's keep that body strong, right?
Mindfulness sometimes it could be either information coming in into me like I'm a portal, right?
Or externally based on me meditating and looking to view more purposeful information.
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Mindfulness will present to me either by people, places and things, some of the knowledge that
I was interested or I didn't know I was going to be receiving, but being in the right place
and the right mindset guiding me there, you know what I'm saying?
So it's a complex work and in totality and in excellence, I feel like you just have to
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understand you and understand what works for you and understand where you're going to really
define and confine into your inner excellence.
Out of detriment to me is you have to know what's right or wrong for you.
You have to study, study your surroundings, study the world among what's said to be and
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what's not to be.
And lastly, having the true truth of other detriment to be right or wrong for you would
be the action, the experience, right?
What like you being able to know by emotions, by the mental, physical, spiritual feeling
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that gravitated based on a certain subject or thing or a place that lets you know that's
right rather than being only consumed by somebody else's word, being only consumed by somebody's
actions, by somebody else's actions and accepting that to be as.
And that's where you will be in the full outer detriment because you didn't comply in the
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full three-way process of learning such truth.
You know, so this is what I was guided to give and this is where I'm going to finish
off.
In one way, I wanted to start this podcast by orchestrating to you that there's so much
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that I want to be, there's so much that I want to do.
For a lot of time for me, I hindered myself because perfection kept me hitting my imperfections.
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You want to wait till you get to or you become your best version of yourself to showcase the
world who you are.
Sometimes you might receive death before that occurs and the best we are to be presented
today is you right now.
So I say that because a point of me is a little disappointed in myself and frustrated in the
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sense of not being doing the videos currently or a certain situation where my audio, I listen
to my podcast, okay?
I know it could be a little bit more clear.
I'll be transparent sometime I'm at home, sometime I'm at work.
So I haven't found a full, direct background of recording yet nor have I set in stone with
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background music and obviously with background music, the plague with that is the copyright
situation, right?
I'm trying my best to have it to be entertained, having it to be fully clear for the way you
will be able to understand everything that I'm saying, clarity, right?
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And to me, I'm not going to beat myself up in what I don't have.
I'm going to love myself for what I do have and just make it happen.
So in that same point, I just wanted to tell you that, yeah, I want to be better and I
can't wait to be better, but I'm still going to place my attempt into data.
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You can never fail if you place your effort in all your attempts, you know what I'm saying?
So I'm going to put all my efforts in my tries.
And though it can always be better, I know that, but I'm always understanding that like
I didn't quit, I didn't give up and that's going to be the main thing.
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The main thing has to be the main thing and that's consistency.
You have to keep trying.
You have to keep going.
And I really appreciate you giving me the opportunity to speak to you, speak towards you,
speak life and with you.
And like I said, really grateful, I was thankful.
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I've also felt a little flustered as well.
And obviously you may hear it at times for me because of my vocalizations and time.
It goes in and out with circumstances I deal with my breath threshold.
But also I'm a very charismatic person and I think sometimes I want to sound very like,
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not I want, I know the game of whether this could sound cool.
You are now listening to the NB19 podcast.
So just y'all listening to the Bastian.
I could, but at the same time I'm more focusing on just speaking my truth and however that
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sound is going to sound.
I'm trying, but it just doesn't work out the best for me when I try to do what it's called
like pre-gaming in the sense of like, hey, this is going to be the topic and I'm going to stick to this,
that, this, that and the third.
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That probably be best later on when I get a co-host.
But for me, I just want to let my spirit have my body to use as a microphone, as a vessel to speak outward.
You know, I try my best not to have a look or view of like, oh, this is how I'm going to capture people's eyes
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or just that I don't give a fuck about that.
I feel like truth is going to hit you no matter if you try to run away from it or if you find comfort in it.
You know what I'm saying?
If it's truthful, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to penetrate.
You know what I'm saying?
It's going to, it's going to, it's going to ricochet.
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It's going to leave a ricochet effect to where, you know, the impact.
And that's where I'm more focused on rather than like, oh man, I like the guy vibe.
Listen how you talking and all that.
I know I could do that.
I know I could make it sound amazing.
You know what I'm saying?
I got a little clippy person on me.
You know what I mean?
I could be, I could make it be like what's happening to all, you know, the boy from bride kind of just standing there.
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But I'm just more singularly focused on just speaking depth, speaking knowledge and speaking truth.
I'm not trying to be a ladies man on this podcast.
I'm not trying to be quote unquote, a real nigga on this podcast.
I'm trying to be a real spiritual human.
That's like, that's my only focal point to be real in my diversity of music lover, sport lover, so on and so forth.
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There's many ways I could have kind of picked a lane for this podcast or different podcast, as I should say.
But for this podcast, this was literally and be 90 Mr.
Baston podcast show.
It's all about me complying to my emotions by people, people pressing the things and pressing those outwardly in the moments that I feel to, you know.
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So thank you for your time again, your appreciation and understanding.
You are loved without you knowing you love.
I love you like nobody else made.
You know what I'm saying?
Because if you give me your time, give me your respect and that's unconditional love that I could ask for.
You know, change is inevitable.
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That that we know is for certain.
So why be so caught up with what we know is going to happen to change it?
But for the moment of time, for the moment of respect, you have love.
I'm saying if you have that, if you can give that to yourself, then you got unconditional love.
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Again, people, places and things inevitably, they're going to change.
Just make sure that unconditional love stays for you.
Again, grateful and thankful.
Go ahead and cut this motherfucker off like one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine ending and completion.
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Ain't no other number.
I want to say.
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Love circle persona.
Self love, best love, world love.
You knows my honor.
Greetings, God be your host, Jemez Peter Bastin.
In peace, prosperity, power.
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The mind, body, and soul is to grow in all facets.
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Believe in you no matter the ending or the start.
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If you speak my Creole language or let's just keep it American.
Welcome to episode 6 of MB9T Podcast Show.
Today's show titled Inner Excellence versus Outer Detriment.
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Inner Excellence.
How do we comply that?
Inner Excellence, the wording itself is extracted by the actions that humans within our analogy
of what would be good or what would be bad.
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So excellence comes from an outer term from the perspective of what's good or great, right?
Inner Excellence, you're dealing in the spectrum of what's, you know what, let's go with it
with the topic of like thinking of whereabouts and care about, right?
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So your inner excellence, you're more deriving into the intuition flow of your life purposes,
right?
Amongst what's joyful to you, what brings you happiness, right?
That's not equated to be in the control of whether it's people, places, and things, right?
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The feeling of the wind, you know, grasping your skin, the emotional touch by the gravitational
pull that is erupted when your bare feet touches the grass, right?
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There's so many relinquished factor of finding excellence in life by being intuitive.
The beginning process of inner excellence obviously is going to start dealing with the
mind, right?
The mind upon how much you know of yourself when it comes to that self-love.
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Inner excellence goes into the spiritual perspective of how you can see the greatness of yourself
not only just in you, but within others.
Inner excellence speaks on to you complying where unconditional love begins.
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And that starts with self.
So the gravitational pull amongst fights in a sense of differences, you have also the
opposition of inner excellence would be the outer detriment.
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Or you can say outer excellence to that perspective, right?
But for me, instead of using inner excellence and outer excellence, I perceive from my upraising,
I perceive from my education that the outer experiences are more detrimental rather than
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the inner intuition guiding us to that perspective of what we shall be doing by people, places,
and things, right?
So when you come into the aspect of what is the difference of inner excellence versus
outer detriment, it starts right off the bat with the teaching of self-love, right?
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The self versus others.
And based upon your upraising, this can be a very confusing factor to you, right?
Because for most people, giving love is the best thing they know, and they fulfill that
to be the best thing, right?
Or for some people, it's about if I give this amount, I expect to give this amount back.
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That's how I know it's love, right?
For some, it goes into the narcissistic view in the aspect of like, no, I get what I want.
That's when I know I'm in love, but that doesn't mean I have to treat you the same.
That doesn't mean I have to do the same for you.
So with love comes the right compliance, right, of what everyone's expectation is based on
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their upraising, right?
Whether you had a mother and father, guardians, or whoever, those who supported you and guided
you, if you have that, it kind of naturally constructs you in a place where you're not
actually comprehending how those things were guided from your giving to you, right?
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Because it's just naturally for you to comprehend that this is what comes with me being as I
am, like whether it's aunties, like I said, whoever that does and gives to you, if this
is what you're accustomed to, there's not much more for you to understand what it is.
So if you groom to the idealization of wording based on how words make you feel to be in
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a way of expressing your love, then that's going to be big for you based on what people
say to you and how they say it to you, right?
If you're accustomed in the upraising where gifts was a view of the way love was expressed
to you, then again, the amount of things or what people are able to do to you is going
to be your way as an adult to decode such love, right?
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Whether it's the affection, right?
So if you were provided affection early in your childhood and that affection sues your
soul to what you feel is impactful to you, then that's going to be another mirror of
what your love language possibly going to aim to be more closer, right?
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So the teaching of love has a lot to do among how you're going to be able to view such inner
excellence or be guided by whatever society, whatever the social standards may be, right?
The outer detriment.
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And that's why I wanted to comply with it, like I said, to inner excellence and outer
excellence, because with the outer experiences, it's a very plague perspective of what's going
to be truthful to you, right?
Because what works for somebody else doesn't necessarily mean it's going to work for you,
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right?
What may be bad for somebody doesn't mean it's going to be bad for you.
So the reason why I proclaim that side to be more on the outer detriment perspective
is because when you learn something from other people, places, and things, it's about 30%
truthful, right?
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And what I mean by that is 33% truthful to you, because the other two thirds of that
come from the side of you having a compelling emotional feel to that people place or things
to be as what the surrounding says it to be, right?
And then upon the opposition of your education and your knowledge, complies that to be true.
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So when you look at truth in totality, it goes into the realm, one, that it actually
resonate with your spirit and your soul.
It makes sense to how you comply such, right?
Two, educationally based on your surrounding or your knowledge of such truth, right?
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It is actually factual among what the rest of the world complies to be, right?
And then thirdly, it goes into the action that this was something that you was able
to experience firsthand, not heard from someone else, not told from someone else, not his
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story, right?
Because again, his story is his story, this person's perspective of what occurred.
Artistry is the change in connection, meaning that you have the experience firsthand, you
was able to withstand the action that experienced such people place the thing to be true, right?
So with dealing with anything that you learn in an outer experience way, that takes, again,
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like I said, in breaking that down, whatever you learn in the outside perspective is one
third of the truth, because you still got to put in the opposite two third, which is,
okay, you learned or saw this, but it could mean this or that in this perspective or this
variation.
So one way to kind of view the other detriment, I would say, is to kind of polarize them,
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right?
Having an understanding that there's duality in everything in life.
So when somebody tell you or show you something, comprehend it multifaceted that you can go
about that.
And there's multi ways, like again, the terminology of skinning a cat, right?
Many ways of doing so.
And I'm not a cat skinner, so don't come for me, Peter, whatever your name is.
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And the topic went for me in the flow perspective, because inner accident and outer detriment
for me goes to the social construction of how our society is pretty much given that
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red and blue peer perspective of things, right?
So obviously we're in a day and age where social media is the, I guess you can say conglomerate,
or the perspective of how algorithm is used, utilized to, dare I say, control the masses
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among Western art, our thought process, right?
So with that social construction, I found that society wants, it's like the 1% of rich
and the rest, right?
So we don't want, what is it?
It's like the rich and the poor, but you don't want the middle class, right?
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So with the social construction of how our society is set in a society where it's rich
and poor, it goes to the social perspective of you either an influencer, right, defined
as a leader, or you a follower, right?
A victim that's being influenced by people, places, and things.
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So even with that terminology, I think it's crazy that a lot of people don't even take
into consideration of, bro, this is a new terminology for a career path.
What are you in 2025?
I'm an influencer.
I change people, I influence people to do things, and I, which then complies for such
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as the such, sorry, not government companies, right, to want to market with me and brand
with me in the sense of that, since I got so much power to so much control, then hey,
why not give me a bag, whatever you want to say, give me some bread, and it's like, boom,
I'll tag you in this post, or I'll shout you out just at a third.
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So like everything that is in the sense of being a celebrity, an icon, is where the term
influence comes from, right?
So naturally, we always understood entertainers were naturally influences because it's like,
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okay, Beyonce is, it's early 2000s, just giving an example, right?
Beyonce is one of the hot girls as far as like her music, beauty, all that, right?
So it's like, okay, what you notice in the early 2000s was that, okay, if I'm a magazine
cover, if I'm a big brand just at a third, I want stars, right?
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I want true celebrities from the aspect of the two greatest musicians, right?
I want the best actors and actresses, right?
I want the best of the best at that time because it was grafted upon you actually being entertaining
from the perspective of what you do as an artist, right?
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Now you fast forward that to this day and age where the clout is bigger than the actual
art, right?
The fact that you have clout, right, or that you can have so many people galvanized upon
you.
Like for example, sorry, I'm not too social enough, okay, but again, you have what is
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called, right, another word for influences from that perspective would be what is called
streamers, right?
So top guys like a Kai Sennett.
And you saw the rollout last year to where this dude just came on the scene, but because
his influence and his clout was so big, he had top A list, B list, whatever you want
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to name it, celebrities having to come to him, right?
Dropping a rollout like, hey, I got a new album, I got to go see Kai.
And it's like, that's the transgression of what my conversation was is that it just showcased
to you like how much it's not about actual truth of matters.
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It's not the actual perspective of what's happening and how much we can see the results
of being right or wrong.
It's just literally being influenced in following such person guideline because that person
has such a big fan base or so much money behind them that you just say like, okay, whatever
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they think go.
And that's a very scary output to have in society if you're living as one of those influence
or follower because the input behind that is that whoever influencing you really is
not actually helping you age yourself to become more free.
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You're more trapped into that person mindset of what you want to be rather than actually
viewing yourself in moments of inspiration from that person or person place of thing,
right?
That's the society that aids you rather than keep you in a disarray, right?
So a lot of us are naturally are victims to this society that proclaims us under propagandists,
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right?
Meaning that like the art of manipulation, right?
So in that same example, it's kind of like when you look at cars, how cars are being
built when you look at shoes, when you look at clothing and things of that nature, right?
All these things where we are in a society.
Okay, you know what?
Before I decode that, I give you a little further depth and example.
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So if you would just go back in the early, early, I'm talking about like 1920s, right?
Those time of living, people were living off necessities, right?
Meaning that at that time cars companies didn't even think of colors because it's like, hey,
a person need a car to get a point A, point B to go see their family.
That's probably far away things of that age, right?
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Man and woman, you have work shoes, you have a going out shoes or and then you may have
like a house shoes, right?
It's just the necessity of things.
But clearly in our fast forwarded to this day and age where we had in 2025 and so on,
we're more adjoining of having things that's not needs, but they're complied to needs because
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we're steadily keeping up with a society that's feeding us new sources of materialistic items
every day.
So where one time you learned that would be the naming or the title of keeping up with
the Jones's, that's also really the realistic circumstance that we're dealing with when it
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comes with keeping up with the bills, right?
Keeping up with inflation.
So it's the rules that's gotten us among our morals and principles when it comes to our
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way of life, when it comes to our nutritional aspect of what is good or what is bad when
it comes to our financial understanding of money, right?
It's very play, it plays wholeheartedly on our emotions rather than a logical approach.
And the system itself when it comes to our government, our country as Americans or in
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the Western hemisphere, it's set to be a capitalistic system, right?
The system doesn't worry about your mental stability.
It doesn't worry about your spiritual development.
It doesn't worry about your physical detriments like, oh, sorry, not even detriment, but your
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physical deterioration from having such bad habits, whether it's physically you're not
taking care of yourself, whether it's mentally not being a person that's accountable to their
action and doings, right?
Having the ownership to the lifestyle that they're living because it's controlled and
influenced by someone else, right?
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The spiritual realm that goes into that because you're constantly closing your, how can I
say, you're constantly closing your own insight to what your life should be as you are living
a life that's in the sense of comparing yours to others in the sense of looking at others'
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life as a way to live your life, right?
That's a hard, it just takes that much, it makes a situation like that very hard for
you to find your inner excellence, right?
Get it with that.
So in that, I want to galvanize into the emotional how I've gathered and was able to get to that
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point in place in my life with inner excellence is through my comprehension of willpower.
And willpower to me is an alignment with your spirit.
Willpower is discipline, it's focus, it's you pretty much knowing of yourself and knowing
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what's needed to be done and not making excuses behind it, right?
So for example, for me, I'm into health, right?
I'm into health.
I'm into the personal training aspect.
I'm into the wellness aspect of our body.
I'm into the nutritional perspective, understand that food is medicine, right?
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It's not that like, oh, food is for craving or tasting.
Then when you feel sick, you go get medicine from a pharmacy that offer you different compounds
that's extracted from what should be original medicine, like different like leaves and so
on and so forth, but from that extraction of compound, maybe 10 different other things
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are being mixed, right?
To where naturally with those, what is called treatment, right?
You get side effects.
Why never do they comply healment?
Because the true medicine that's provided through earth soil won't request or ask of
you to become a customer, right?
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So the reason that these compounds are extracted and made into a multitude of things that treat
this but give this another side effect is because again, like I was saying earlier with
the outer detriment of how our society treat us is that they don't really too care about
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the wellbeing overall besides how much money can be made or be done, right?
It is again, if I heal you, there's no reason for you to come back, but if I treat you,
I got you now plugged in forever, right?
So for me in the developing of my willpower, it's tough for me to answer because my willpower
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is a part of my spirituality.
So in one way, I think I've always been a driven person.
I think I know I've always been a driven person and I apologize not to have a direct example
of how I've gone that ability, but I can explain this right.
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So for me, the beginning of my life amongst my uprising having a more singular viewership
to how I'm able to figure out life meaning that like I didn't grow up with a mother or
father that pushed me into a corner meaning that like you're just your dad, you're Christian
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and just that, of course, like for me, I'm a Maryland brother.
Of course, for me, I have I used to have background, you know, I speak Creole things of that nature.
So yeah, I know those things of me.
But what I mean by that, because I was abandoned, I was neglected from my birth parents raised
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by most of the beautiful women and some men in the aspect of uncles, you know, whoever
that were there because I didn't have that direct guidance to say, OK, I am my father,
I am my mother.
I was guided by my spirit in a sense of, OK, this person's bad.
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This person's me.
OK, this person is good.
This person is joyful.
This person likes me.
This person looked at me and they're rolling their eyes.
They're agitated.
Right.
So early on for me, my willpower was an open vessel for me to look into as I had no one
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to fill it, fill it for me in the sense of like telling me this or telling me that it's
like trials and tribulation was really the way I was able to judge what would be good.
What would what would be deemed to be good or bad in my life.
Right.
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In one way, I never knew my own intuition was so bright as clearly I'm living in and
I'm living in the flesh for the first time through the body experience.
So everything that I may think I know or I may feel was always questioning my early young
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years because it's kind of like, wait, these people are older than me or this is shown
to be this way or the normal way of living looks like you have a mom or dad.
How come I don't.
Right.
So a lot of those because you're not you're not in a knowing of who you are and you're
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experiencing the other experiences.
It's like you're comparing the other experiences to be the best one as to what you truly feel
intuitively at that moment.
Right.
Because you don't know it's just how you how you're feeling.
Right.
So with me, now I can say now I'm looking back in my conversation of thought.
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It's like I can't really separate when I was a man, for example, in my life.
In a sense, like.
For some people, it's like, oh, I went to college.
I went to.
I got a job, whatever.
I had to get evicted.
I had to leave my mom's house or my dad's house, whatever.
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Just said, sir, I got pregnant.
I got a kid.
A lot.
A lot.
A lot of things for some people.
Oh, like a group ratio here.
A lot of things for some people are moment to where it was a dope.
Right.
And for me, it's a hard, complex circumstance as.
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I don't know, like, since 12, I've been getting it on my own, not to the highest form of getting
it my own, but to think for myself, to feed myself, to clothe myself.
Right.
To choose the right people to be around.
Right.
Choosing the friendship.
Right.
Things like that.
It was an early stage in developing for me.
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So I've always been intuitively having to gather what's right and wrong for me.
And I think for me, it's never something that I'm out of place anywhere because I know you
could place me anywhere on God green, God green earth.
Excuse me.
Life green earth that I, I speak potency.
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I speak potency amongst the I understand that emotions are emotion.
We all laugh.
We all cry.
You know what I'm saying?
Language is a barrier that separates us.
But in reality, by totality, we all connected by the human ways of being, the human ways
of doing right.
We could be different in height, you know, language and getting colored so and so forth.
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But in reality, the human experience is still the human experience, right?
We still got to lift our legs to walk.
We still got to move our hands or grab things to pick up things.
Right.
It's not too much in that perspective for me rather than hoisting that idealization
that without me having those circumstances, I
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wouldn't know inner excellence in a sense because yes, my tip in this conversation is
is to implore you if you lack inner excellence to employ more willpower into your livelihood.
But at the same time, it's hard for me to convey to you what willpower is if you not
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intuitively, if you're not intuitively studying yourself.
If you're not practicing silence, right?
Silence in the sense of silence is a powerful conversation.
But within silence itself is where you're able to learn more, right?
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Within observing either yourself, places and things where you're able to get insightful
information from your own mind.
Right.
And if you're able to be quiet your own surrounding, then the inner excellence be expressed outward
more.
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So for me, my willpower galvanized my inner excellence because my beginning was somewhat
captured by negativity, wanting me to feel less of the greatness that I'm born with,
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right?
That's built within me.
But like I was telling you, inner excellence is something that gravitated to be exerted
only if that person know of themselves or their surroundings teach them of how much
greatness they have within themselves and how much they can employ themselves out, right?
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So without me having that surrounding or education of my inner excellence, I was handed more
to the outside detriment of not worthy enough questioning myself because that's what I knew
based on the experience of living in this body for the first time.
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So I would definitely age you to be more conscious enough to your decision making because from
your decision making, are you going to be able to be more aligned with your willpower?
From your decision making, are you going to be able to conceive in what's right or what's
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wrong from you, right?
From your thought process, are you going to be able to be guided by your days in the sense
of what actions align with what you're envisioning for your life?
You know, so inner excellence is definitely aligned with willpower.
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It's like the word, right?
So that's the inner excellence is who you are.
But the bondage is the action that we showcase by being that, right?
And with that, by discipline and consistency is where you can find inner excellence with
that balance, right?
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Where you can find inner excellence with willpower.
So you have to intuitively find what brings you joy, right?
What brings you peace?
What are you working along towards, right?
What do you feel like your life calling is?
All these things are eccentric for your inner excellence.
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But if you're not asking yourself these questions or dare I say even challenge yourself to that
perspective, then your life mainly is going to be focused around the outer detriment,
right?
The pros and cons that our society is surrounding place upon you.
So it's based on that balance.
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You know, I think for me, wholeheartedly, this is a depth conversation because it's
one of those inner excellence and outer detriment just goes into how you were educated, again,
with the idealization of self-love.
And that's really what that complies to, right?
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Because excellence is not something that you can judge on a category of how much is worth,
right?
It's literally your own view of success, right?
So God forbid if somebody shoot me right now, my biggest success right now in my life would
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be my fucking breath.
Nothing else could be anything else more, right?
So it's all spectrum of how you're viewing such to be.
So the fact that you can look at inner excellence in however you want to view it must be the
reason why you want to be more intuitive to yourself because without knowing your likes
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and dislikes, you'll forever be controlled by the outer perspective of what is your likes
and dislikes, right?
And then once that season changes to this, to that, or this new wave or whatever the
word plays is, this outer style, that outer style, then that's going to be you.
You're constantly changing what your surroundings telling you to do.
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So how do you convey balance, right?
How do you find peace within your own intuition if it's led by you being a follower to somebody
else's decision-making and influence?
It's about taking your time.
It's about really not being scared of living your life.
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I think I know, excuse me, I know for majority of us, we join groups because we feel at loss
within our own purpose.
But you don't find your true group without you being lost, right?
You have to go into your journey.
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And a lot of us are too scared, you know, the thoughts are too scared to actually be
alone.
So many people are so afraid to have a one-on-one conversation with the mirror themselves, right?
So many people can't have silence, right?
It has to be some sort of noise complying their brains or their minds on a consistent
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basis because they don't know how to live with themselves.
How could you get into anything that you need in this lifetime if it's all about whatever
the outer body desires, which is going to be the one?
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You must know your care about and your whereabouts, right?
So how I would decode that is like whereabouts are the topics that we may say by people placing
in things like, you know, hey, how are you doing today?
I'm fine.
I'm doing great.
So what's going on?
Did you see the news yesterday?
Or did you hear about this?
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You saw that performance.
Those all are whereabouts conversations.
And to be truthful, majority of us have meaningless conversation on a daily basis because the
human experience has made us become less of a less of a truthful being, being that we
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just lie.
Oh, I'm doing fine.
I'm doing fine.
I'm doing great.
Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
I can't complain.
Customers always, you know, it's like you play this idea of.
Keeping yourself guarded and grounded in the sense of not sharing your real true self,
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but you're living a lie.
It's almost like also what example I can give you is like the career or work path, right?
Majority of us go into a job or work to be as average as fucking possible.
Oh, this ain't my career.
Oh, this ain't what I really want.
Oh, I just I just I just I just work here to pay bills.
Right.
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Right.
So many excuses that can come up.
Right.
Well, a lot of us don't understand that our time is our energy based upon what we're manifesting
for the next moment.
Right.
So as average that you're complaining, proclaiming to be and complaining that you don't love
this or love that.
Well, if you love yourself enough, you might want to work a little fucking harder to give
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yourself what you deserve.
Being average is just going to let you be a fucking average person in your fucking average
life.
And for me, that's one of the best thing I can apply myself.
I'm not the best of work worker of all time or anything like that, but I would definitely
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admit and I know that by my experience and I know that by what I've been told that it's
hard for me to be replaced because the effort and energy that I give myself in that time
is that I am the owner of the business that I work for.
Right.
So if it's not up to my value, guess what the fuck I'm going to do?
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I'm going to quit.
I'm going to leave it.
Right.
Because you're not either you're not respecting me to that value and I advise you what my
worth and value is or because you feel like you could play with me or my time or because
you feel like, oh, I don't want to start another.
No, no, I'm always going to pick me over somebody else telling me what my value is.
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Right.
So that's a limitless value.
But I also know the reason why I could do that is because I know what I put the work
that I put in.
I know that the effort that I put in.
Right.
So for me to say 21 ain't enough for me for this job that I feel and deserve 25, I can't
say that because of word.
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It has to be my fucking action, not only from saying it, but to actually be able to do it
and to be consistent to know that I'm actually improving to know that they actually have
the best person that they could have hired for that position.
So how great do you want to be?
So when you're when you're following somebody else footpath, how great can you actually
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fucking possibly be living in somebody else footpath?
As a matter of fact, did that person tell you within that that footpath that you following
that they actually had their own failure?
But no, your problem is you want to see how you want to see the ending result.
You want to see the things that any incompletion that will be number nine, by the way, but
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no, you have to start from one to get to the ending in completion, which is not.
Because everybody's success is not to look or view or be viewed the same way.
That's a big problem with our our society is that.
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Having a house.
It's so demoralized because now fuck about having a house.
It's like, how big is it?
Where are you located?
What's around there?
It's like motherfucker, you better if your success was having a place and having a place
where you can provide yourself, Senator DePied, whenever you feel like you're successful.
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You're fucking successful.
But like I was telling you, our society kind of place of place.
Give us views upon what is place to be successful or not successful.
Right.
So do you have a house that's in this get a community?
Do you have a house that's such a bedroom?
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Are you making such a such a mouth so on and so forth?
The one percent life cannot be the 99 percent reality.
It just don't make no fucking sense.
So you yourself have to be more logical among knowing the game that the system is playing
and attempting to showcase to you to play.
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It's not easy at all.
I've been here to this day still fighting financial discipline, being more financially
responsible, removing the emotional attachment that I have with finance.
Right.
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Being logical upon if I buy this, I buy that.
Where where where am I going to replace it from?
Right.
And how long will it take me to replace?
Those things are very hard to admit.
Even even what you realize that that that we do in our society, maybe you do it, but
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maybe you'll see some friends that do it right.
A lot of time people that spend money and they know it's like, you know, you're spending
money like not necessarily.
Of course, we're talking about the necessities, the sensors of rent and stuff like that.
Like food, car.
Those are the essential factor of it, which is still crazy because again, look at look
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how a country utilizing us where they're they're putting the basic necessities to be inflation.
Right.
But within that, let's say if you're an advocate marijuana smoker, let's say if you into buying
yourself clothes, jewelry, so on and so forth.
Right.
So extracurricular activities.
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It starts off like 99 cents.
That's not part of your bank account.
Right.
Or let's start taking that start decreasing every little extra fund that you have after
you pay your bill.
That right there is one of the biggest issues that we have in our society is that we're
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not necessarily broke in the aspect of having money is that we're constantly broke because
there's constantly something else being fed to us among market marketing.
Right.
Being fed to us that we need or desire we shall have.
That really limits you to actually make decisions for your own being or your own doing.
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Right.
You have the holidays that come up.
You have the birthday reminders that come on.
Right.
You have the anniversaries.
We're built as a country to keep spending.
Even if you're even how the schedule is set for somebody that worked nine to five.
Right.
Monday through Friday.
You have Monday through Friday to spend your money.
Give it back on the weekends.
Right.
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The entertainment, the clubs, whatever it is.
Right.
You have to have more impact within your inner excellent to be able to even see the way I
what I just expressed to you those out of detriment.
Right.
Because you can have a situation where somebody having worked for two or three months, whoever
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helping them so on and so forth.
Right.
What ends up happening once they get a job?
Now they're going out more.
Right.
Now they need this.
Now they need that.
That happened to me plenty of time.
You don't got nothing today.
Right.
But boom.
Let's say you got you got a job.
You wait two weeks.
A check come in for twelve hundred.
Every bill that you were owed was four hundred dollars.
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Now you got eight hundred dollars left.
How much can we actually save from that eight hundred dollars?
Right.
That's not actually control.
We could save a lot.
But the way we're we're operated, the way we've been trained to be operated is to keep
spending and spending and spending.
Right.
The way we train is that based on the spending training, the spending training is that by
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if you don't buy something today, I'm a marketer you something by tomorrow.
So in this guidance, I pray in an essence that this conversation sends you to a more
connected place to your soul in regards to having more discipline, but also having compassion
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for yourself.
Right.
Because we can't beat yourself up for what you what you don't know.
And you can't you most certainly can't beat yourself up for being manipulated.
Right.
For being lied to.
Right.
For being played upon.
Right.
As citizens, the work the last thing we should worry about is that our government doesn't
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have our best interest when it comes to our health, when it comes to our food, when it
comes to our finance.
Right.
But in reality, you have to be logical enough to see it.
You have to be logical enough to comply.
It's been this is nothing new under the sun from the fact that they've been doing it.
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They're continuously doing it.
Right.
But again, in capitalism, you can't continuously allow yourself to be influenced anymore.
If you have that accountability, you then now have to move with the flow of that.
I can be my own decision maker.
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And a lot of times with inner excellence, let me go to this route as well with you.
Right.
Some people when they hear that I'm a god, I'm a god, because there's some narcissistic
view of such title.
Some people do run away from that.
A part of your inner excellence is serving that higher God if you are feeling like I'm
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a god.
Right.
So for me to say I'm a god means that.
Well first and foremost, me saying that is me labeling myself, not nobody else.
Right.
And me not overpowering anyone else.
Right.
It's me labeling myself.
Right.
And then in that same labelization comes principles, accountabilities that I must take.
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Right.
Because if I'm not a god, right, and I just did not be a god, then I would be the opposition.
So let's not even go with the religion aspect.
Let's just say I'm positive.
If I, if I can be positive, then there's positive actions that I do that acclaim me to, to
maturate in a side of positivity.
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Right.
But if I'm saying positive, positive things, but my actions are negative, then it's not
in alignment to what my wording is.
So the reason why I said that is like, because you make a statement of being a god or you're
godly, anything like that, that has nothing to do with anyone or anything else.
It's about you being impulsive to what you care for and where you feel your life is needed
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and required of going, right?
You're not placing this term, I'm a god or a goddess in the sense of like every motherfucker
bow down to me.
I'm the king of everything.
I know everything.
No, if you're going to align yourself as a god or goddess, you then know to whom's given
you what much is required.
You then know that what you naturally a leader of yourself and your surroundings, right?
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You're naturally your own governor.
You're naturally your own president.
You're naturally your own country.
However you want to decode that, once you confine yourself to be your own god, it's
really presenting yourself in a place that whatever happens in this lifetime, amongst
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yeah, when our death day arrives, we can't control that, amongst even external success.
And I think that's why the conversation groomed into the idealization of what's the difference
between success, right?
Of having the inner excellence versus outer detriment, right?
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Because inner success is so bled upon having assistance from other people, right?
To be successful, it takes a villain.
It takes a villain, right?
But then also we're in a society that teaches us in a capitalistic way that it's about you,
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is that you're successful based upon what you can do and get accomplished.
And it's the funniest shit ever.
Like you'll find a motherfucker who got a loan from a rich ass daddy, so on and so forth,
a hundred thousand who didn't have to pay for school because their family had it.
They're not even saved because they were rich, right?
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Or let's just say their family had no money, but the mom and dad gave them a structure
place, a structure stability amongst having a home and so forth.
And then the motherfucker will go up and be like, oh, I did this all by myself.
How the fuck would you be able to do all that by yourself?
Clearly not.
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It takes people placing in things that unify with you, that emerges with you to make such
to be in completion, right?
It takes a village to raise us, any of us, man or woman.
It takes a village, right?
Some of us may have the best, best internal upgrowing situation regarding parents, guardians,
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so on and so forth, right?
That can't possibly give you everything you need, but still when it comes to being educated,
the world educated, right?
Even if I don't want it to happen, it's going to happen, meaning like if I'm a father, if
I'm a parent, meaning that me and the mother have child and there's ways that we wanted
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to showcase them this or that, right?
If I'm a person, for example, I believe in procreation, so I'm educating my kids among
the vagina and the penis and how those come together to make another form of human life,
right?
I also got to be logical among that, like we're in a society, that's not what everybody
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thinks or believes, right?
So you have to have a clarification amongst where, hey son, hey daughter, let me teach
you about this inner excellence of your growth, right?
Of your body, right?
Of the procreation of life, but also let me give you the other detriment that could make
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it a little confusing for you in the sense of that, hey, there's some people out there
that they're interested in the same sex.
There's some people out there that they want to twist their sex.
They want to be the opposite sex, right?
There's some people out there that feel like the roles of a man should be like a woman
and vice versa, a role.
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So you want to be able to give a child or a human being the best way, the best options,
I would say, the best options, right?
It's like if there's three ways to do things, I'd rather give you three ways of doing it
rather than me telling you, no, the way I do it is the best way.
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We get the other two, right?
So you give a person options and allow that person to choose what's best for them.
And I think that's the best way you are able to confine your inner excellence, right?
What's meaningful to you.
And then you'll be able to separate.
It's kind of like the internet, right?
To find the truth in something, it's a lot of loophole.
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And that's what we really have when it comes to the intuition in the sense when it comes
to what's purposeful for you and what's susceptible for the next person, you know what I mean?
So in this conversation, I'm assuming that you was able to affirm these words, were able
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to visualize these words into the action into your life and complying these affirmation
and visualization and unity.
I pray that you apply this into the manifestation with which going to be the practices, right?
It's going to be you acting those things out, whether it is you taking some time to sit
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with your thoughts, sit with the ideas that you convey in, right?
Questioning yourself and within this questioning, attempt to find answers within this question,
right?
So that's the inner truth based on you confining to that inner excellence.
And also with that, same with the outer detriment.
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Why am I doing this?
Where did I learn this from?
Right?
Like for me, smoking marijuana, that was something I was against when I was in my early 15, 16,
17, whatever.
And then at 21, 22, all of my friends were doing it for years.
I got into it based on feeling like a stressful situation.
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So I questioned myself after six months or eight months of doing it, based on the standard
ways I'm doing it.
I explained in a different podcast, which was that for most of us, we understand marijuana
to get you fried, you eat high, you get munchies, so on and so forth, right?
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And that's just really the social education.
So for me, I was able to be blessed, one, from me having the willpower in the mind.
I was like, but you ain't never smoked before.
I know you had a stressful situation at your job, just then a third, that when you was
at 22, that made you start smoking, right?
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But then within me, start smoking, I just got into the normal path or whatever my friends
were doing.
Rolling up, listen to music, get high, be on Instagram.
The shenanigans, right?
So months later, me smoking marijuana now got me to question myself in the sense of
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like, why are you doing this now?
Why?
And the compelling factor for me being having that why question or what's the benefit behind
it, having those questions of curiosity to the action that I was doing consistently
now, those questions allow me to be guided to where I was able to learn a new view of
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marijuana, right?
Being able to smoke with meditation in my mindset, being able to smoke and understand
that I want my inner truth based on how I feel and what I care for it to be revealed,
right?
And from there, it went on to just like, again, the social standards we get, me and my friends,
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we get high, we go fast food place, we go music, you know what I'm saying?
The simplistic ways of whatever we saw other people smoking and also how that effect should
be, right?
So for me being able to learn so much in depth perspective of how I could utilize the plant
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and again, great quest, thanks for that Mr. Bob Marley showcased that to me, which way
he expressed that the marijuana should reveal you to yourself, right?
The things that you'd like to do, like for him, he said, I don't get high and sit down
and get mellow.
Sometimes depending on the herb strand, he said, yeah, of course it can get you to that
point.
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But if you intuitively getting high for that perspective of indulging in your peace, for
that perspective of looking inward for your creativity, he's like, yeah, it takes him
to the point where he would go play soccer high.
He would go write music, go perform high, right?
He would go have one of the most in depth spiritual conversation while he had because
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he took it upon not being useful of how this medicine was utilized in the world at that
time, right?
In the sorority, but utilizing it for his own sacred place of being and doing, finding
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that tranquility based on his actions, right?
He must a setting that plant to give him that peace.
And for me, that really transitioned my whole life because instead of smoking on the standard
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perspective of like, oh, get high or anything from that perspective of just like, I just
want to have fun type marijuana.
It changed for me.
It alternated to where, yeah, I was smoking, be able to breathe, right?
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Being able to breathe to understand that like I'm inhaling and exhaling to find more peace
in myself, right?
So the things that I like to do as a writer, I get high, end up getting more insight from
my spirit about what I should write, right?
I'm into health, I'm into my fitness.
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I get high and my spirit will be driven like, yo, let's go work on ourselves.
Let's go take care of our body.
Let's keep that body strong, right?
Mindfulness sometimes it could be either information coming in into me like I'm a portal, right?
Or externally based on me meditating and looking to view more purposeful information.
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Mindfulness will present to me either by people, places and things, some of the knowledge that
I was interested or I didn't know I was going to be receiving, but being in the right place
and the right mindset guiding me there, you know what I'm saying?
So it's a complex work and in totality and in excellence, I feel like you just have to
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understand you and understand what works for you and understand where you're going to really
define and confine into your inner excellence.
Out of detriment to me is you have to know what's right or wrong for you.
You have to study, study your surroundings, study the world among what's said to be and
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what's not to be.
And lastly, having the true truth of other detriment to be right or wrong for you would
be the action, the experience, right?
What like you being able to know by emotions, by the mental, physical, spiritual feeling
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that gravitated based on a certain subject or thing or a place that lets you know that's
right rather than being only consumed by somebody else's word, being only consumed by somebody's
actions, by somebody else's actions and accepting that to be as.
And that's where you will be in the full outer detriment because you didn't comply in the
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full three-way process of learning such truth.
You know, so this is what I was guided to give and this is where I'm going to finish
off.
In one way, I wanted to start this podcast by orchestrating to you that there's so much
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that I want to be, there's so much that I want to do.
For a lot of time for me, I hindered myself because perfection kept me hitting my imperfections.
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You want to wait till you get to or you become your best version of yourself to showcase the
world who you are.
Sometimes you might receive death before that occurs and the best we are to be presented
today is you right now.
So I say that because a point of me is a little disappointed in myself and frustrated in the
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sense of not being doing the videos currently or a certain situation where my audio, I listen
to my podcast, okay?
I know it could be a little bit more clear.
I'll be transparent sometime I'm at home, sometime I'm at work.
So I haven't found a full, direct background of recording yet nor have I set in stone with
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background music and obviously with background music, the plague with that is the copyright
situation, right?
I'm trying my best to have it to be entertained, having it to be fully clear for the way you
will be able to understand everything that I'm saying, clarity, right?
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And to me, I'm not going to beat myself up in what I don't have.
I'm going to love myself for what I do have and just make it happen.
So in that same point, I just wanted to tell you that, yeah, I want to be better and I
can't wait to be better, but I'm still going to place my attempt into data.
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You can never fail if you place your effort in all your attempts, you know what I'm saying?
So I'm going to put all my efforts in my tries.
And though it can always be better, I know that, but I'm always understanding that like
I didn't quit, I didn't give up and that's going to be the main thing.
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The main thing has to be the main thing and that's consistency.
You have to keep trying.
You have to keep going.
And I really appreciate you giving me the opportunity to speak to you, speak towards you,
speak life and with you.
And like I said, really grateful, I was thankful.
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I've also felt a little flustered as well.
And obviously you may hear it at times for me because of my vocalizations and time.
It goes in and out with circumstances I deal with my breath threshold.
But also I'm a very charismatic person and I think sometimes I want to sound very like,
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not I want, I know the game of whether this could sound cool.
You are now listening to the NB19 podcast.
So just y'all listening to the Bastian.
I could, but at the same time I'm more focusing on just speaking my truth and however that
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sound is going to sound.
I'm trying, but it just doesn't work out the best for me when I try to do what it's called
like pre-gaming in the sense of like, hey, this is going to be the topic and I'm going to stick to this,
that, this, that and the third.
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That probably be best later on when I get a co-host.
But for me, I just want to let my spirit have my body to use as a microphone, as a vessel to speak outward.
You know, I try my best not to have a look or view of like, oh, this is how I'm going to capture people's eyes
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or just that I don't give a fuck about that.
I feel like truth is going to hit you no matter if you try to run away from it or if you find comfort in it.
You know what I'm saying?
If it's truthful, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to, it's going to penetrate.
You know what I'm saying?
It's going to, it's going to, it's going to ricochet.
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It's going to leave a ricochet effect to where, you know, the impact.
And that's where I'm more focused on rather than like, oh man, I like the guy vibe.
Listen how you talking and all that.
I know I could do that.
I know I could make it sound amazing.
You know what I'm saying?
I got a little clippy person on me.
You know what I mean?
I could be, I could make it be like what's happening to all, you know, the boy from bride kind of just standing there.
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But I'm just more singularly focused on just speaking depth, speaking knowledge and speaking truth.
I'm not trying to be a ladies man on this podcast.
I'm not trying to be quote unquote, a real nigga on this podcast.
I'm trying to be a real spiritual human.
That's like, that's my only focal point to be real in my diversity of music lover, sport lover, so on and so forth.
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There's many ways I could have kind of picked a lane for this podcast or different podcast, as I should say.
But for this podcast, this was literally and be 90 Mr.
Baston podcast show.
It's all about me complying to my emotions by people, people pressing the things and pressing those outwardly in the moments that I feel to, you know.
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So thank you for your time again, your appreciation and understanding.
You are loved without you knowing you love.
I love you like nobody else made.
You know what I'm saying?
Because if you give me your time, give me your respect and that's unconditional love that I could ask for.
You know, change is inevitable.
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That that we know is for certain.
So why be so caught up with what we know is going to happen to change it?
But for the moment of time, for the moment of respect, you have love.
I'm saying if you have that, if you can give that to yourself, then you got unconditional love.
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Again, people, places and things inevitably, they're going to change.
Just make sure that unconditional love stays for you.
Again, grateful and thankful.
Go ahead and cut this motherfucker off like one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine ending and completion.
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Ain't no other number.
I want to say.
You pic.
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