February 3, 2025 • 58 mins
Episode 5: In this episode, Mr.BasTiEn propel his knowledge, comprehension and experience in SEX which is an acronym meaning in full Sacred Energy xchange. In this discussion, JaMes decode our upraising by teachings of love through sex and vice versa. Celf love and Celf care comes second as we learn to love outward before inward which takes away any individual to define love or sex amongst such personal meaning for them rather than what's been educated and told to be sex or love. Mr.BasTiEn express some of his sexual practices like semen retention and the disciplined needed in sex to attract and maturate the purposeful partner or partners. With some poetry performance, this episode while depth with knowledge, also provides entertainment, joy and peace in clarity of the diversity that sacred energy xchange means in each of peculiar living lifes.
"My Energy Ecliptic, loves circle persona
Celf love best love = world love u knows my honor.
Greetings, Thy be your host JaMes Peter Bastien
In peace prosperity power, it’s my honor
To share my affirmations- visualizations in unisons manifestation in all satisfactions
The mind, body & soul is to grow in all facades
Presented in procreation
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May you be at peace in whatever the action is proclaiming, ascending the greatest of all satisfaction like your goals a bull eyes, your actions the dart, believe in you know matter the ending or the start, for your life, must you claim it. ✍🏿 J.P.B. ~ 9 #cellsofcelf💜.
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My energy, eclectic, loves, circle, persona, self-love, best love, world love, you know
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my honor.
Greetings, Dabi, your host, Jemez Peter Bastion, in Peace, Prosperity, Power.
It's my honor to share my affirmation, visualization, and unison manifestations and all satisfaction.
The mind, body, and soul is to grow in all facets, presented in procreation.
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This is MB90 Podcast Show.
May you be at peace in whatever the action is proclaiming.
Assuming the greatest of all satisfaction, like your gold's-day bull's-eye, your actions
are dark, believing you no matter the ending or the start for your life, how much you claim
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it.
Your energy exchange, the realm that allows anyone near your soul by the body exchanging
fluids.
This is the first time this becomes a given away of soul attachment.
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The potency of sex is sometimes revealed through the vagina where it's erupted and galvanized
in what is called climaxing cum, right?
Vice versa, same for the man where his cum is defined into semen.
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We're normally implementing sex right into this idea of receiving the climax, right,
receiving the pleasure.
Sacred energy exchange, right, where we understand sex is a process of bringing in new life for
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the majority of things, right?
We understand there's a spectrum of uncleasiness that sex can have by prevailing yourself to
multiple people.
And also it's not just the realm of the amount of people, but who you're choosing by energy
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of those, right?
Those who see their body as a godly temple and the aspect how they keep it clean and
how they nurture it and what they're inputting based on nutrition, the health of maintaining
such body, right?
So with sacred energy exchange, if you know it to be a very pleasurable state, then the
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energy, then the perpetuity of your sexual partners won't really be something that you're
relinquishing to.
You know, something that you're holding on as a powerful threshold to your comprehension
of what sex is, right?
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To be loved, oh, what a feeling to be loved.
Loving is the treatment for all life diseases.
Just as in vice versa, can a broken heart be fueled by diseases within self presented
by life?
I've seen and felt love in so many variations that love become inevitable to give, receive,
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or at times one may lose.
What keeps us strong during our weakest moment, love.
What makes us successful without knowing success, love.
As socially through our society, love becomes defined by beauty regarding to what is felt
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through the eye of the beholder.
For all souls, if not all souls, we all share the difference of what love is.
Where some see love can be bought, some see love can be sold, lied to, deceived upon,
or at worst, this love can even kill, right?
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So the complexity of what we utilize sacred energy exchange from what we understand it
is to captivate into this forever lasting love, right?
We're a little childish, I would say, among what love is and what shall it mean to everyone,
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to everybody, right?
I think the complex biodiversity that love carries is that it oversees the human definitions
given by the eyesight.
The social education that we learn, the intuitive understanding of what is or what not to be
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love carries the same weight for what we understand to be sex, right?
Because love is inevitable just as what we know to be change, the constant perspective
of what love is.
But we sort of ridicule the fact of life knowing that change is a constant growth because sex
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and love is married with this idea that you fornicate to be in love, but also we're in
a society that plagues love.
So procreation of itself through baby making of manifesting peace, right, and tranquility
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of being able to oblige harmony into how you're able to visualize, right?
These characters that still emblemish what is to be sacred energy exchange are denounced
because love is only going for the pleasurable state or is going for the I love you and we
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should be together state.
So that's why I wanted to go through the perspective of love because what you see with sex is that
it's really hard to separate those two because so many people butcher sex to receive love,
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right?
You know what I mean?
So throughout my life, I've never gone to the idea of what is unconditional love to
the fullest.
This idea I've learned from people placing their things is like to be a feeling, an expression,
which intervenes my mind, you know, or all minds.
And to me, which, which that intervenes the mind to the fullest.
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I feel like that adequately consists of body and soul to a complete unity which can extend
peace, happiness, joy, inspiration, which calls goodness and life.
So without experiencing such I do know, like I said, peace, happiness, joy, inspiration
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are all aspect of unconditional love.
Excuse me, all aspect of unconditional love that has a measurement of whatever you perceive
it to be whether short or long distance, right?
It's like, it's like the example, can a good killer exist when love is the fight against
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hurtful murders?
You know what I'm saying?
Sacrificing the art of love, the inevitable cause where change is made without knowing
at times that that change can extend unconditional love.
You know what I'm saying?
The beauty that love can allow you to see imperfection through perfection, you know
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what I'm saying, is the is the true idealization of why imperfection is love also just as perfection.
You know what I mean?
Perfection is only made by those who taking the sacrificial purpose to live out intuitively
the inner need felt by self, you know, their surrounding and spirit.
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You know what I'm saying?
Those who overcome, overcome the fear of failures, being able to garner some power that attempts
to not love, to control, but to love purely in the sense of giving and receiving.
And the most potency of love that's eradicated from us is the love of self.
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So I wanted to go with that because I want you to understand how much, what, how much,
how much potency self love carry because without self love comes self destruction.
So to gather more information on sacred energy exchange is to gather more information on
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upon who we are as souls, right?
And a lot of time where we're so demoralized among how we feel, but our surrounding not
feeling the same, so we limit that inner feeling for the exterior experience of what others
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tell us how we should feel, you know?
So in that same point, I take no, I take no one to be a prisoner of a moment, right?
And what I mean by that is like through your sexual practice, through your sexual comprehension
of love, I think you should do yourself a favor by understanding that you're going through
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experiences and through these experiences, you're going to have mistakes.
And it's all about the best way you can learn from mistakes is comprehending what works
for you and what don't.
And learning from that should be able to allow you to accentuate yourself to match what you're
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looking for in the next moment of doing, right?
So for most people, experiences are not actually learning stages because the experiences are
either defined by the moment.
It's like, oh, this was a good moment.
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This was a bad moment.
And a lot of people don't condone themselves to be the conductor, right?
The vesseler that led them to such moment.
So where the analyzer is going to go look into the moment and say, damn, what part did
I have in that moment?
How did I, how did I allow such and such a moment?
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How do I alter next time in this moment, so on and so forth, right?
That's the analyzer.
That's the thinker.
And for the opposition of that is the person that's, I don't want to use the word, I don't
want to use the word victim, but to a certain degree, that's the person that victimized
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himself in a situation to where they're going to always be the person that got done wrong
or somebody else was wrong was that fault.
The accountability stage is so hard for that person that is they don't comprehend that
the only way you can learn and actually be able to find what's good for you is having
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the accountability and ownership, right?
On your ship, on your, on your, on your doings and being in any moment.
So that way you can learn from it, right?
And you'll be able to earn a better viewership that can allow you to give yourself and surrounding
better options, right?
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And so that to me is part of that factor between why sex and love is purely a circumstances
to our issue, purely a circumstances issue to our society because it's a, it's an outward
education, right?
Nobody tells you to, to, to receive or be able to get unconditional love in your life
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that the first person you must have that set in stone for is that person that you look
in the mirror daily or however, however much you look in the mirror, right?
It's that person that you have to deal with every second of the day.
It's the, it's that person that sometimes piss you off based on the thought that's in
the back of your mind, right?
It's you, you have to have unconditional love for you first.
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So with that, if that is not something that is fully, wholeheartedly respected for you,
which is the love of you, your sexual practice and your love, your understanding of love
is going to be very limited and also hindered based upon your view of self.
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And that's where a lot of times you have such a toxic trait between again, the relationship
love, but also the sexual energy exchange of men and women, right?
Or whatever your preferences based on your sexual preference of same partner, right?
It's like constantly hoping and wishing somebody else can give you a desire that you can't
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give for yourself is a good point, good point to myself with this pause.
It's like, it's like the, it's like the man that's addicted to porn, right?
The men or women, whoever that's addicted to porn, your sexual partners are literally
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playing a role based on your sexual porn fantasies that you've been destructive in your mind
about, right?
The, the, the scenes, the, the, the, the, the action of certain things that you like
based off porn or you're, you're watching your addiction to it comes into play based
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on every actionable experience that you have.
You know, that, that, that, that itself right there is going to make it such a tough grasp
to having in your, your love life, but also obviously your sex life, right?
I'm glad I did start it off this way in regards speaking on the exterior love and exterior
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love that we learned, right?
And the reason why I wanted to, I thought of like, wait a minute, why are, are my, is
my audience will be confused?
Meaning that I'm here to speak about sex, but I opened it up with love.
And to a certain aspect, I wanted to, to wholeheartedly open, open myself to understand that most
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people in the, in our society really don't understand such difference, right?
Because some men have sex for marriage, right?
For love, vice versa.
Some women utilize they were genre like in the secrecy I want togetherness.
I want forever, right?
So here we have sex being something potent for certain people, right?
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That feel very sacred.
Like, like, I feel like I should say this for this person that or that.
And then we have another opposition of it where it's the pleasure state, right?
It's where I'm intrigued for new experience, right?
It's like knocking down dominoes.
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You knock one down, you're looking for it to knocking down the other.
So there's two different spectrum that, that sex is utilized all.
And I think that itself right there is where we need a better comprehension of sex, right?
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And what I mean by that, and you're in your early teenage years or starting producing
this sexual, excuse me, your sexual reproductive start to produce in your early teenage years,
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whether you're young, young girl, young boy, young man, young boy or young girl, right?
Whether you're in your early teens and your sexual reproductive system start immersion,
right?
Into either the desires into the either the thoughts or right, right, right.
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Things of the curiosity of those things, right?
The plague that I think kill society is that we educate these young kids into separate
into separable ways that not really truthful and honest about what sex is into that totality,
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right?
So the birds in a bee story that most people gonna gonna get or we'll receive in their
lifetime is that, hey, yeah, sex is, is when a man and woman get together and they procreate,
they make babies, right?
And then we have the scarcity of like, oh, yeah, sex is also for the right person.
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Make sure you don't give it up to no one.
Make sure you wait for this and that wait for your marriage.
There's so many different spectrum of that, right?
That's what I mean by that.
And within that, especially for young girls, I think they're they're adolescent sexual
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reproduction years where their body being formed.
It's a very tainted art of manipulation that we do to young girls in our society, meaning
that like, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, like, don't they don't
get the real true perspective of their body developing at the highest form, right?
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Because now you have babies already thinking about babies, right?
And then for the young boy, he's like, I'm only a man if I get a pussy.
I'm only a man if I look like I got girls after me, right?
So on and so forth.
So the problem that I have in our society is that where our teenage years of our sexual
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reproduction being produced, right?
I think it's those are very important years that we should be educated more upon what's
going on inside our body, right?
The changes that we were getting through puberty among the significant significance of withholding
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ourselves, right?
Like, as much as that as much as we not omitting it is really because we learn about sex so
early that like anything that we know about cat is that curiosity is what normally killed
them.
And the curiosity of sex for a young boy, young girl who is having these feelings and
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emotions but don't have a real true concept of what they're going they're doing actually
in the moment or actually what that moment can present, whether through procreation of
another life, whether it's through the sexual transmitted diseases, right?
Whether it's through the soul bondage that occurs to these factors, right?
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So I think it has a lot to do to where our society is very obliged to the knowledge of
sex, right?
Because it's looked like it's for most people it's a full word that means like, oh, people
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having intercourse, right?
So another way for sex really is to say that word intercourse, right?
But a lot of people don't understand sex is literally an acronym.
And I think the potency of understanding the full knowledge of it lets you understand what
you're doing.
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Sacred energy exchange, right?
So I think if a lot of people were raised to understand, hey, the energy that you're
propelling or giving this person is very sacred, we will understand that it would have a more
meaningful aspect to us.
And I would say if your body going through sexual reproductive, you know, in your early
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teen years, I think that curiosity would be more limited.
If you was openly upright, given the transparency of what sex is, if you was openly upright
to these adolescent or these young teenagers at the time of like the risk and the precaution
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that comes with it, right?
The safety guidelines that go with these, right?
And we were very more honest, I think a lot more sex would be limited.
But overly as well, we're a very sexualized society that's not making it any better because
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even as the adult, we don't take the accountability of like, yeah, you could be in your sexual
prime years right now, but also your sexual action is being watched by that young 12,
13, 14 year old that don't know too much about it.
So the young girl, excuse me, the woman that's in her 30, that's very provocative, right?
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Like, okay, so just to be trendy, right?
Kanye girl, Bianca, whatever her name is, whatever she just did at the Grammys, think
about that.
So when you have a 12 or 13 year old girl looking at that, like, damn, that's what being
sexy is, right?
That's what sex symbols look like, or that's what being attractive, right?
You have so many young minds being plagued of that, right?
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And then vice versa, we have the young guys that feel like, I got to get this girl, I
fuck her Tuesday, fuck another girl Wednesday, Thursday, to feel like the man, right?
Because as man, we make it seem like it's all about having this roster or this team.
So it's very hard to give anybody some comprehension of what they're doing, right?
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Or give them some intuitive understanding of what sex should actually be in the means
for.
So in that same way, I was speaking on how, like, you have some mature, or just in the
sexual prime years where you have a woman that's very seductive in that state.
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It's still the same, like I was saying, for guys where we might be in our sexual prime
years, all we're doing is teaching the younger dudes is having power amongst, like, money,
you know what I'm saying?
Having power amongst the materialistic things that you can do, and the girl's going to fall
in line for you.
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And with that short breath, it's like, in short breath, I meant to say, it then carries
a game for the young girl to do and also a game for the young boy to do.
So what we have in our society is that sex is now a transactional factor between the
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young boys and young girls, or overall all of us, right?
Through the idealization of what pornography has made sex to be, or normal prostitution
aspect, to like, hey, you know what it is.
I ain't got no shame to say you got to pay for it, or vice versa.
The guy ain't got no shame to say I'm gonna stand for it.
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And a lot of that goes to not having sexual discipline, you know what I'm saying?
Having enough sexual potency and care to your body to say, okay, I'm not doing this like
this.
With anything in life, there's gonna be pros and cons.
And with pros and cons come more than principle, right?
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The things that you're willing or not willing to do of such or because of such.
And with sex, it takes a lot, it takes a lot, especially for men, it takes a lot to not
give in, because we're known to be conquerors, right?
We're known to just comply into what like us and just go with that, right?
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So a lot of men are not into the systematic of being able to be a power tool as a woman,
meaning that like, same way women choose what she's allowed to go inside her as vice versa,
a man, you should have the same power strength.
So for me, how this power strength came about for my golden phallus came about me learning
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and comprehending semen retention.
Semen retention has totally saved my life in so many facets.
Not just from the idealization of sleeping with girls and stuff like that, but also from
the proclamation that I can have of being able to have a strong with strong withstand
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of not having the desire to watch porn, right?
Or being able to articulate to myself and understand how potent, how potent my golly
babies is and a napkin or toilet papers is not where my golly babies should be formed
in.
And with this conversation, I want to write, I'm sorry, not write to you, because obviously
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I'm the one that's fucking speaking to you.
So I want to dedicate a moment if you don't mind to a poem that I have.
And this one is titled semen retention.
Such a powerful tool for a man to comprehend his vices and values.
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I lay here equated with energy to produce more time life forces.
No advertisement be cautious in your endorsement.
Can I fuck some pussy?
Yes, but not of my desire.
Semen retention gravitates me towards meaningful sacred energy exchange that unites my twin
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to die fire.
Porn is lame to a God who create his own actions.
My semen and napkins toilet trash can is disrespectful manner that my teenage self had no comprehension
of besides the release of my nut being satisfaction.
Love to know how to gain rather than I lose.
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Powering my semen in art, physical exertion, my excursion, critical thinking, meditation
be thy tool.
Fun fact, fellas, next time having sex with your partner, do your best to be by enjoying
her and you receiving you by her receiving her best.
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Do not, I repeat, do not focus on you releasing as this becomes your ultimate stress.
If you can project your energy to prepare her climax and keeping your life force intact,
this allows you to reach a higher plane and sacred energy exchange.
The plane of manifestation to sex can can result to ideas, mindset, vision are all capable
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of being produced through such energy exchange, not just baby.
The control of your energy allows you to not easily be manipulated by emotion, allows you
to maneuver with logical senses, keeping things tactical and the forms of priority and what
is purposeful.
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A man must know his role, not in society, but within his own universe if he studies
stuff and look within.
To find his reasoning to live outward is always start within as the beginning.
You got to look in.
Saying not to the wrong energy, I'm sorry, saying no to the wrong energy can save the
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man life.
Can't fuck them all.
Like you ain't ready to be a husband to a bitch that's telling you she ain't a wife.
If you making decision that's not feeling right, don't think twice.
What's meant for you shall always be and this will shall always make you feel nice, seeming
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retention.
I'm 35 so it's something I learned mid 20s.
I started practicing like 27, 28.
It's not as celibacy, right?
So celibacy will go to that form of obviously you're not doing nothing at all between ejaculation,
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you know what I'm saying, coming or having sex period, right?
Seeming retention is a little bit more different so it has the same clause in regards to celibacy
regarding you know, keeping, right?
Retaining your semen.
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But how important you are as a man if you are able to exalt and go inside a woman and
not come, which is not a lot of us as men, right?
Because we're very weak inside that warm, cozy ocean universe, right?
So semen retention, yeah, it goes to that form where you're not releasing any semen,
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right?
There's no coming to that factor and the goal behind it essentially for me was being able
to attain myself more of a sexual discipline, learning the moments where I was just too
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overly sexualized based on my thoughts or desires or being able to comply to myself
that this was just a sexual need.
And how that worked for me would I would say like I start off the journey and with semen
retention with the form of where, how can I express it?
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It's like, okay, I'm the type of, how I started off the process, I should say this, is that
I think it was some situation where I had sex maybe either a couple of days or weeks
when I started this situation, right?
And with that, it exalts to allow you to practice more, more or being a logical man, right?
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It results to you to be able to stay focused, but also what a lot of us don't comprehend
as men is that semen is energy itself, right?
So the same way we have energy to have sex, procreate or whatever, like make a woman come
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just down a third, that same energy can be processed and producing in different parts
of your life, right?
Whether it's through the physical production of your body, right?
Whether it's through the mental stimulation, right?
You reading a book, right?
Stimulating your mind into a tactical situation, right?
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Whether it's the spiritual alignment, right?
You are meditating, you going out and galvanizing your soul into ritual practice, whether it's
walking in nature, whether it's gathering yourself into the people, places and things
that can allow you closer to your path.
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So when we're horny as men or when we feel the erection of sexual desire, that is energy
and that doesn't mean that energy is only plague or only sex, right?
You can flip that again to the physical exertion, you can flip that into the spiritual exertion,
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mental.
So it's not just something where it goes into you have to use this energy for sex or like,
for example, the man penis is literally blood flow, like our erection is literally blood
flow.
It's like air.
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It's like literally like I'm so hot.
Whoa, like look at this pulsation from my penis.
It's literally energy.
That's what I'm saying.
Like so erection reminds you that it's not that, oh, I'm erected for yes, yes, yes.
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I was going to say something that I was going to take back.
So yeah, you get erected for that sexual action that you want and desire.
However, energy is energy.
So you can flip and manipulate that energy to something else.
So something that I learned with semen retention that even with Jesus, if you believe in Jesus,
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so on and so forth, right?
Or even the great mans, Plato, Albert Einstein, they all practice celibacy throughout their
life.
So a lot of people don't know that.
Some of the greatest mans or even the simplistic I guess for in today's day and age where you
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are learning that like boxers or certain professionals, they try their best not to have sex before
they perform and so on and so forth just to retain that energy.
Because again, sexual energy is not just hornets for men semen or women vagina creaming come,
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right?
It's as well to be an action or to be a thought or to really to be a universe movement by
fluorescent.
Because even if me and a woman decide to have peaceful, sacred energy exchange, we can manifest
better not just only for our bodies and soul, but also for the universe as well.
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It's almost like through sacred energy exchange, you can process a prayer, right?
That's part of that.
But back to the semen retention aspect of it, when I started off, it was a journey.
It was a journey because what it showcased to you, it showcased to you quickly how much
of your practice you were doing, right?
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So like for me, I wanted to stop ejaculating.
I wanted to not be interested in porn, right?
I wanted to like be able to say if I ever come, it's going to be only coming through
the process of having sex with a woman, right?
So that was my first stage of semen retention.
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And I would say the first two weeks was hell.
It was like, bro, you would catch blue balls in that aspect, right?
Because you thought that you would normally allow to keep flowing in your head, meaning
like the thought that you like, damn, I want to fuck her just down to third.
And then that thought would make you think about some good views of such and such you
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want to see.
And then that thought would process you into some porn site.
And then that porn site would ask you or make you think of what you want to see based on
category, just down to third.
And boom, there you go.
You just dropped your semen off to the toilet paper, right?
So it made me see how, what's the word I said?
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I just saw the word impulsive.
It just made me see how impulsive I was with sex before I was practicing semen retention,
meaning that life.
Okay, if I'm horny now and there's a woman that I find attractive in that physical aspect,
me caring about some of the logical aspect of the emotion, attachment that comes with
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it, right?
I wasn't caring because it's just like, okay, I'm going to tell you what you want to hear
to get what I want to get, right?
With semen retention, not only do you have those blue balls effect and so on and so forth,
but if you're able to go through the flow of realizing, okay, damn, I was either coming
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or having sex on a regular basis of every week or so on and so forth.
So let's say if you as a type of person having sex every three or four days with semen retention,
if you didn't come on that third day, your body was literally start physically releasing
that semen because your semen has been so adequately accepted.
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It's almost like it's a body schedule for your semen to be released, right?
So I learned that about myself.
I'm like, God dang, why the fuck that?
I just feel naturally heavy as fuck or literally my balls will be so heavy that nut will be
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coming out of it because I was so normal in either having sex or like if I can't have
the access to sex, then that is okay on a regular basis.
So whenever I feel horny to go jack off, right?
So because it was such a regular aspect to my life, my body was fighting against something
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that I put into it to be normal, which is that, hey, every two, three days, bro, we
coming.
What are we doing not coming, bro?
It's the third, fourth day.
I'm sorry, man.
I got to release by myself.
I'm going to wake up in the morning like, what the fuck?
Why I got to come on my thigh?
I'm just being honest with you, right?
So that was my first process with semen retention.
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Then it got more stronger to where I was able to like been semen retention to my own ways,
meaning that like I don't need to watch porn no more.
I understand what I'm doing when I'm watching porn, meaning that I'm just playing a fantasy
role in my head, right?
So if I touch my penis with this idea that I'm going to jack it off, I just literally
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think back to the idealization of why would I do this as a God?
Why should I do this when it comes to me naturally, right?
If I'm a magnetic force of energy based on opposite being opposite attract, then I don't
need these extra pornographic or these social standards of what sex means, right?
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Because semen retention allowed me to harness that power back.
So even from now, the graduation of me being able to now not having the urge or the need
to come or having the urge to fuck a girl every week, two weeks or a month, I was able
to do, like I said, I started off six, seven years ago, I was able to do some time spans
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of three or four months without coming, three or four months without having sex, right?
And then I was able to grow too from that same standpoint to where I could have sex
and not have a problem of not lasting a long time, you know, because I'm so engulfed in
holding my energy within, right?
I understand how potent it is.
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So I found so much very powerful variation of what semen retention provides you.
Like I said, for men, not only is it the focused strand that you get from like not allowing
your circle to be knocked off the pivot by anyone or anything, right?
Being able to vocally get more intuitive.
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And I think a part of what semen retention is, is just really having time for yourself.
Understanding also you're attempting such energy to only give to an energy that's going
to implore you for more, right?
You're not going to give this energy to any, anything or anybody, right?
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So that's really what I wanted to go upon that and why I think it's so such important
for any young man to practice that.
Because I think also that would help any young woman when she understand that a man got dick
discipline, she can definitely have pussy discipline.
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And one thing as well to just flip the conversation back to the women aspect of it, I think that's
the real issue with our society because being a hoe is so acceptable for men that like it
makes women a little jealous of that, right?
Being that she gets pregnant today, she's kind of out the whole game if she's intrigued
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to being such, right?
And vice versa, he get her pregnant the next hour or the next day, he's still out there
hoeing.
The idealization of, oh, men having multiple girls and so on and so forth makes that woman
feel alienated, right?
The idea that she's a slut, nobody wants her, she's not a wifey.
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It's like, think about that, right?
Two guys.
I'm sorry.
A guy can be looking at two girls like that's friends and whatnot and be like, damn, bro,
I could imagine what a threesome would be like, you know what I'm saying with them.
But and it's like, it's the normal, even a girl would be like, oh, that's normal guy
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conversation, just that, right?
But if we go into a woman head and hear how a woman like looking at a corner and looking
at two guys like, damn, I wish both of them could fuck me.
She's automatically a slut, you know what I'm saying?
She's automatically, damn, bro, that girl, she's all the way out there.
So it's like that, those sort of plague in our society makes it, it makes it unbalanced
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to a certain aspect.
And I think we're both hating on each other, right?
Because the guy would be pissed off that like, oh, this girl, she don't need nothing.
Like any guy can just change her life or make her out to be this or that by tomorrow, right?
And then vice versa, the girl is like, oh, guys, they just make up any story.
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They lead me astray.
They can do this or do that and just boom, right?
It's like we're constantly looking at the pros and cons of each other.
We don't even get to actually enjoy the mutual reality of that, right?
So with that, sex itself should be something that you have confidence in and with yourself
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before you start with somebody else, right?
Before you enter somebody else as a man or you allow a man to enter you as a woman.
You must have confidence within your own sexual body, right?
And a lot of times you realize some people don't and their insecurities that they want
the experience, but they want somebody else to make that experience good.
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But it's like, you got to love yourself and you got to know that you can be good to yourself
to have good sex with somebody else, right?
The compatibility of what power is, is unity and unity is mutuality.
You know, so upon how we view and look at how sex is educated, I can't really blame
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us as a society because again, it's a outside looking in education rather than an inside
looking out education, right?
Because we would be able to understand ourselves a lot more if we understand our sexual energies,
right?
So every woman is not openly sexual and vice versa as every man, right?
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And same vice versa, right?
You might have a timid man that's sexually, that's sexual and vice versa.
You have a woman that's very expressive that she wants, she wants to speak or you know
what I'm saying, different affirmative being done in such actions, right?
So you have to confine into what that means to you.
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For someone it may be virginity and having that first one be the last one forever.
And I think for majority of us, we will hope that based on the, based on the societal white
picket fence, family house and you know, family life that we were sold as the biggest dream,
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but at the same time, reality has to set to that point too.
And really I pause because then that's another realm of the conversation because it goes
into sexual maturity, right?
So we could see maturity on the aspect of age, but age doesn't really define maturity.
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You know what I'm saying?
Comprehension is maturity, you know what I'm saying?
How you're able to grow in different moments is how you're able to learn through such experiences.
So everybody is not learning in the same way because you're 60 years old doesn't mean you
comprehend sex better than a 25 year old girl or man, right?
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It's only because if you're consolidated to others being and doing, then it's really hard
for you to get your own comprehension upset.
It's hard for you to learn specifically to what you just experienced because it's already
decoded or defined through somebody else's view, right?
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So in reality, I would love to have a more open view with sacred energy exchange.
It's something that I'm very knowledgeable about, so I feel like there's so much more
I could captivate my mind and also express to you by thoughts to give you more views
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based on what I could say to you.
So in reality, it's definitely the beginning and wherever you're beginning, there shall
be the ending.
But if we do have an ending, it shall be the completion.
You know what I'm saying?
So in totality, I'm just trying to make sure as I'm looking to wrap up this episode that
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I hit as much point as that I was intrigued or I was looking forward upon doing.
I'm sure once I'm done, there's going to be some that come off my temple and gravitation.
But for this time, I think it's just very important to just review again the conversation
about sacred energy exchange.
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Sex is something that we really can't put a true identity of the right or wrong way
of going about it, right?
Because it's like waiting for the right person in regards to marriage, having kids only through
marriage not out of wedlock, you know what I'm saying?
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So where do we stop the blessing, right?
Is it because a kid born in marriage is more propelled to be a better kid than the kid
that was born from pleasure, meaning like the parents had no idea of being together
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or anything like that.
He came, she got pregnant.
So that mean a kid, you know what I'm saying?
So I think it's hard for me to fathom what sex should be for anyone else rather than
I know it to be for me.
I think in a knowledge aspect, I think it's important for us all to know what sacred energy
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is, right?
And to me, it's in simplistic, that is the connectivity of life forces uniting to propel
procreation.
So whether you're viewing it from the uterus, the eggs that's in the woman's uterus to the
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sperm that's in the man's penis to be that beginning stage, there's also a view for some
people where sex is the closest that you can get into someone's soul, right?
From the viewership of, again, the man's penis is the outward body part and the vagina folds
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inward.
So it's literally like you're in that woman, that womb man, the womb, like you're literally
inside her womb, bare soul.
And then you have some views that's like, hey, it's nature, right?
We see animals do it.
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It's just part of the human experience.
So some people may look at it like we're too deep in our thought process of, oh, it's all
about love or marriage or making a family together, right?
Some say like, hey, I made a child and that's beautiful.
I don't need to be with the mother.
I don't need to be with the father, right?
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Everything is set different.
So through sex, so much conversation can be compiled, right?
So whether it is sex on the form that where a lot of people see love with sex, right?
A lot of people see family with sex, right?
A lot of people may see pleasure and fun with sex.
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A lot of people may see fear, anxiety, destruction with sex.
So it's all here like that picture, right, to be as ugly or as beauty based upon our
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eyes, right?
The beholder that looks upon such to whatever it makes to be, right?
The freak, right?
For some reason, we have this decapitation that this, what is it, Scorpio, right?
We kind of, oh, that person is freaky and bad.
It's like we have so aspect of ways to say, oh, this person or that person is into this
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or that.
So that's what I mean by it.
It's really no true alignment, especially if we're born in somewhat naturally in a simple
manner, right?
So like that's what I'm saying.
Like if you're not born in a marriage and you're born out of wedlock, is my life less
than yours, am I in a traumatic, karmic life because I'm born out of wedlock?
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You know what I'm saying?
It's hard to captivate in that form, but I think it's best to understand the meaning
behind sex and it's best to understand that sex is energy.
It's best to understand that you're exchanging fluid with somebody else.
So within that exchange of fluid, must you be in knowledge with yourself, like am I acceptable
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to any souls or anybody or am I going to pick what I feel more coastal in alignment with?
And that's really what I wanted to galvanize with you in the differences of sacred energy
exchange to understand that and finding a better resolution if this was a problematic
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circumstance in your life, right?
And with that being said, I want to again thank you for your time, your cooperation
and understanding.
I would love to go ahead and finish off one poem today.
It's entitled, The Wanted Man.
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Desired by many, but the need isn't plenty.
The energy, the energy, womb, you fill in me.
Intuitively I attract her by trilogy.
Mind body and soul, she noticed me.
Rested in many directions, lost sight of home, physically been borrowed, perceived neglecting
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the spirit's dome.
Quickly attached to the tatch, how quickly we match to unmatch.
There's no quitting in this game.
You move to rematch.
A bad habit normally makes one point the finger, but can never accept their relapse.
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So relax, the phallus is golden.
God breed.
Not many can decline the yoni which chose him.
You made me versatile, well run it like cursive.
And cursive is my purpose.
I shall never impose them.
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Keep me strong life, away from the weakest of soul, sexual desire.
I'm in lacking production.
Woman who lacks ambition.
Keep me, stay away, far.
I'm not burning.
I stray me from the fire.
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Drive.
I own the vessel to take the responsibility of prior action, of leaving by the flesh desires
of satisfaction.
God's sperm is to save for godly action.
Keep me grounded to my retention and paying attention to my intention so in apprehension
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I can incense him to the vision that my soul has mentioned.
The wanted man.
I am Jermez Peter Bastion.
I thank you for your time.
This has been a beautiful episode of the MB90 podcast show.
Today energy exchange was the topic of conversation for our role, purpose and goal to know.
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Better is to do as our mental, the clever, stay true.
I love you before you knew I do.
I trust you.
So don't lose my trust.
That's going to hurt you bad if you lose my trust.
Because the truth of God is in you, if you're not believing in me, y'all are luck.
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Peace, prosperity, power.
Jermez Peter Bastion.
My energy, eclectic, loves, circle, persona, self-love, best love, world love, you know
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my honor.
Greetings, Dabi, your host, Jemez Peter Bastion, in Peace, Prosperity, Power.
It's my honor to share my affirmation, visualization, and unison manifestations and all satisfaction.
The mind, body, and soul is to grow in all facets, presented in procreation.
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This is MB90 Podcast Show.
May you be at peace in whatever the action is proclaiming.
Assuming the greatest of all satisfaction, like your gold's-day bull's-eye, your actions
are dark, believing you no matter the ending or the start for your life, how much you claim
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it.
Your energy exchange, the realm that allows anyone near your soul by the body exchanging
fluids.
This is the first time this becomes a given away of soul attachment.
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The potency of sex is sometimes revealed through the vagina where it's erupted and galvanized
in what is called climaxing cum, right?
Vice versa, same for the man where his cum is defined into semen.
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We're normally implementing sex right into this idea of receiving the climax, right,
receiving the pleasure.
Sacred energy exchange, right, where we understand sex is a process of bringing in new life for
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the majority of things, right?
We understand there's a spectrum of uncleasiness that sex can have by prevailing yourself to
multiple people.
And also it's not just the realm of the amount of people, but who you're choosing by energy
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of those, right?
Those who see their body as a godly temple and the aspect how they keep it clean and
how they nurture it and what they're inputting based on nutrition, the health of maintaining
such body, right?
So with sacred energy exchange, if you know it to be a very pleasurable state, then the
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energy, then the perpetuity of your sexual partners won't really be something that you're
relinquishing to.
You know, something that you're holding on as a powerful threshold to your comprehension
of what sex is, right?
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To be loved, oh, what a feeling to be loved.
Loving is the treatment for all life diseases.
Just as in vice versa, can a broken heart be fueled by diseases within self presented
by life?
I've seen and felt love in so many variations that love become inevitable to give, receive,
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or at times one may lose.
What keeps us strong during our weakest moment, love.
What makes us successful without knowing success, love.
As socially through our society, love becomes defined by beauty regarding to what is felt
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through the eye of the beholder.
For all souls, if not all souls, we all share the difference of what love is.
Where some see love can be bought, some see love can be sold, lied to, deceived upon,
or at worst, this love can even kill, right?
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So the complexity of what we utilize sacred energy exchange from what we understand it
is to captivate into this forever lasting love, right?
We're a little childish, I would say, among what love is and what shall it mean to everyone,
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to everybody, right?
I think the complex biodiversity that love carries is that it oversees the human definitions
given by the eyesight.
The social education that we learn, the intuitive understanding of what is or what not to be
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love carries the same weight for what we understand to be sex, right?
Because love is inevitable just as what we know to be change, the constant perspective
of what love is.
But we sort of ridicule the fact of life knowing that change is a constant growth because sex
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and love is married with this idea that you fornicate to be in love, but also we're in
a society that plagues love.
So procreation of itself through baby making of manifesting peace, right, and tranquility
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of being able to oblige harmony into how you're able to visualize, right?
These characters that still emblemish what is to be sacred energy exchange are denounced
because love is only going for the pleasurable state or is going for the I love you and we
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should be together state.
So that's why I wanted to go through the perspective of love because what you see with sex is that
it's really hard to separate those two because so many people butcher sex to receive love,
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right?
You know what I mean?
So throughout my life, I've never gone to the idea of what is unconditional love to
the fullest.
This idea I've learned from people placing their things is like to be a feeling, an expression,
which intervenes my mind, you know, or all minds.
And to me, which, which that intervenes the mind to the fullest.
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I feel like that adequately consists of body and soul to a complete unity which can extend
peace, happiness, joy, inspiration, which calls goodness and life.
So without experiencing such I do know, like I said, peace, happiness, joy, inspiration
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are all aspect of unconditional love.
Excuse me, all aspect of unconditional love that has a measurement of whatever you perceive
it to be whether short or long distance, right?
It's like, it's like the example, can a good killer exist when love is the fight against
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hurtful murders?
You know what I'm saying?
Sacrificing the art of love, the inevitable cause where change is made without knowing
at times that that change can extend unconditional love.
You know what I'm saying?
The beauty that love can allow you to see imperfection through perfection, you know
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what I'm saying, is the is the true idealization of why imperfection is love also just as perfection.
You know what I mean?
Perfection is only made by those who taking the sacrificial purpose to live out intuitively
the inner need felt by self, you know, their surrounding and spirit.
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You know what I'm saying?
Those who overcome, overcome the fear of failures, being able to garner some power that attempts
to not love, to control, but to love purely in the sense of giving and receiving.
And the most potency of love that's eradicated from us is the love of self.
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So I wanted to go with that because I want you to understand how much, what, how much,
how much potency self love carry because without self love comes self destruction.
So to gather more information on sacred energy exchange is to gather more information on
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upon who we are as souls, right?
And a lot of time where we're so demoralized among how we feel, but our surrounding not
feeling the same, so we limit that inner feeling for the exterior experience of what others
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tell us how we should feel, you know?
So in that same point, I take no, I take no one to be a prisoner of a moment, right?
And what I mean by that is like through your sexual practice, through your sexual comprehension
of love, I think you should do yourself a favor by understanding that you're going through
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experiences and through these experiences, you're going to have mistakes.
And it's all about the best way you can learn from mistakes is comprehending what works
for you and what don't.
And learning from that should be able to allow you to accentuate yourself to match what you're
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looking for in the next moment of doing, right?
So for most people, experiences are not actually learning stages because the experiences are
either defined by the moment.
It's like, oh, this was a good moment.
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This was a bad moment.
And a lot of people don't condone themselves to be the conductor, right?
The vesseler that led them to such moment.
So where the analyzer is going to go look into the moment and say, damn, what part did
I have in that moment?
How did I, how did I allow such and such a moment?
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How do I alter next time in this moment, so on and so forth, right?
That's the analyzer.
That's the thinker.
And for the opposition of that is the person that's, I don't want to use the word, I don't
want to use the word victim, but to a certain degree, that's the person that victimized
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himself in a situation to where they're going to always be the person that got done wrong
or somebody else was wrong was that fault.
The accountability stage is so hard for that person that is they don't comprehend that
the only way you can learn and actually be able to find what's good for you is having
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the accountability and ownership, right?
On your ship, on your, on your, on your doings and being in any moment.
So that way you can learn from it, right?
And you'll be able to earn a better viewership that can allow you to give yourself and surrounding
better options, right?
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And so that to me is part of that factor between why sex and love is purely a circumstances
to our issue, purely a circumstances issue to our society because it's a, it's an outward
education, right?
Nobody tells you to, to, to receive or be able to get unconditional love in your life
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that the first person you must have that set in stone for is that person that you look
in the mirror daily or however, however much you look in the mirror, right?
It's that person that you have to deal with every second of the day.
It's the, it's that person that sometimes piss you off based on the thought that's in
the back of your mind, right?
It's you, you have to have unconditional love for you first.
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So with that, if that is not something that is fully, wholeheartedly respected for you,
which is the love of you, your sexual practice and your love, your understanding of love
is going to be very limited and also hindered based upon your view of self.
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And that's where a lot of times you have such a toxic trait between again, the relationship
love, but also the sexual energy exchange of men and women, right?
Or whatever your preferences based on your sexual preference of same partner, right?
It's like constantly hoping and wishing somebody else can give you a desire that you can't
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give for yourself is a good point, good point to myself with this pause.
It's like, it's like the, it's like the man that's addicted to porn, right?
The men or women, whoever that's addicted to porn, your sexual partners are literally
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playing a role based on your sexual porn fantasies that you've been destructive in your mind
about, right?
The, the, the scenes, the, the, the, the, the action of certain things that you like
based off porn or you're, you're watching your addiction to it comes into play based
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on every actionable experience that you have.
You know, that, that, that, that itself right there is going to make it such a tough grasp
to having in your, your love life, but also obviously your sex life, right?
I'm glad I did start it off this way in regards speaking on the exterior love and exterior
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love that we learned, right?
And the reason why I wanted to, I thought of like, wait a minute, why are, are my, is
my audience will be confused?
Meaning that I'm here to speak about sex, but I opened it up with love.
And to a certain aspect, I wanted to, to wholeheartedly open, open myself to understand that most
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people in the, in our society really don't understand such difference, right?
Because some men have sex for marriage, right?
For love, vice versa.
Some women utilize they were genre like in the secrecy I want togetherness.
I want forever, right?
So here we have sex being something potent for certain people, right?
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That feel very sacred.
Like, like, I feel like I should say this for this person that or that.
And then we have another opposition of it where it's the pleasure state, right?
It's where I'm intrigued for new experience, right?
It's like knocking down dominoes.
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You knock one down, you're looking for it to knocking down the other.
So there's two different spectrum that, that sex is utilized all.
And I think that itself right there is where we need a better comprehension of sex, right?
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And what I mean by that, and you're in your early teenage years or starting producing
this sexual, excuse me, your sexual reproductive start to produce in your early teenage years,
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whether you're young, young girl, young boy, young man, young boy or young girl, right?
Whether you're in your early teens and your sexual reproductive system start immersion,
right?
Into either the desires into the either the thoughts or right, right, right.
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Things of the curiosity of those things, right?
The plague that I think kill society is that we educate these young kids into separate
into separable ways that not really truthful and honest about what sex is into that totality,
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right?
So the birds in a bee story that most people gonna gonna get or we'll receive in their
lifetime is that, hey, yeah, sex is, is when a man and woman get together and they procreate,
they make babies, right?
And then we have the scarcity of like, oh, yeah, sex is also for the right person.
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Make sure you don't give it up to no one.
Make sure you wait for this and that wait for your marriage.
There's so many different spectrum of that, right?
That's what I mean by that.
And within that, especially for young girls, I think they're they're adolescent sexual
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reproduction years where their body being formed.
It's a very tainted art of manipulation that we do to young girls in our society, meaning
that like, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, like, don't they don't
get the real true perspective of their body developing at the highest form, right?
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Because now you have babies already thinking about babies, right?
And then for the young boy, he's like, I'm only a man if I get a pussy.
I'm only a man if I look like I got girls after me, right?
So on and so forth.
So the problem that I have in our society is that where our teenage years of our sexual
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reproduction being produced, right?
I think it's those are very important years that we should be educated more upon what's
going on inside our body, right?
The changes that we were getting through puberty among the significant significance of withholding
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ourselves, right?
Like, as much as that as much as we not omitting it is really because we learn about sex so
early that like anything that we know about cat is that curiosity is what normally killed
them.
And the curiosity of sex for a young boy, young girl who is having these feelings and
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emotions but don't have a real true concept of what they're going they're doing actually
in the moment or actually what that moment can present, whether through procreation of
another life, whether it's through the sexual transmitted diseases, right?
Whether it's through the soul bondage that occurs to these factors, right?
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So I think it has a lot to do to where our society is very obliged to the knowledge of
sex, right?
Because it's looked like it's for most people it's a full word that means like, oh, people
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having intercourse, right?
So another way for sex really is to say that word intercourse, right?
But a lot of people don't understand sex is literally an acronym.
And I think the potency of understanding the full knowledge of it lets you understand what
you're doing.
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Sacred energy exchange, right?
So I think if a lot of people were raised to understand, hey, the energy that you're
propelling or giving this person is very sacred, we will understand that it would have a more
meaningful aspect to us.
And I would say if your body going through sexual reproductive, you know, in your early
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teen years, I think that curiosity would be more limited.
If you was openly upright, given the transparency of what sex is, if you was openly upright
to these adolescent or these young teenagers at the time of like the risk and the precaution
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that comes with it, right?
The safety guidelines that go with these, right?
And we were very more honest, I think a lot more sex would be limited.
But overly as well, we're a very sexualized society that's not making it any better because
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even as the adult, we don't take the accountability of like, yeah, you could be in your sexual
prime years right now, but also your sexual action is being watched by that young 12,
13, 14 year old that don't know too much about it.
So the young girl, excuse me, the woman that's in her 30, that's very provocative, right?
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Like, okay, so just to be trendy, right?
Kanye girl, Bianca, whatever her name is, whatever she just did at the Grammys, think
about that.
So when you have a 12 or 13 year old girl looking at that, like, damn, that's what being
sexy is, right?
That's what sex symbols look like, or that's what being attractive, right?
You have so many young minds being plagued of that, right?
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And then vice versa, we have the young guys that feel like, I got to get this girl, I
fuck her Tuesday, fuck another girl Wednesday, Thursday, to feel like the man, right?
Because as man, we make it seem like it's all about having this roster or this team.
So it's very hard to give anybody some comprehension of what they're doing, right?
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Or give them some intuitive understanding of what sex should actually be in the means
for.
So in that same way, I was speaking on how, like, you have some mature, or just in the
sexual prime years where you have a woman that's very seductive in that state.
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It's still the same, like I was saying, for guys where we might be in our sexual prime
years, all we're doing is teaching the younger dudes is having power amongst, like, money,
you know what I'm saying?
Having power amongst the materialistic things that you can do, and the girl's going to fall
in line for you.
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And with that short breath, it's like, in short breath, I meant to say, it then carries
a game for the young girl to do and also a game for the young boy to do.
So what we have in our society is that sex is now a transactional factor between the
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young boys and young girls, or overall all of us, right?
Through the idealization of what pornography has made sex to be, or normal prostitution
aspect, to like, hey, you know what it is.
I ain't got no shame to say you got to pay for it, or vice versa.
The guy ain't got no shame to say I'm gonna stand for it.
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And a lot of that goes to not having sexual discipline, you know what I'm saying?
Having enough sexual potency and care to your body to say, okay, I'm not doing this like
this.
With anything in life, there's gonna be pros and cons.
And with pros and cons come more than principle, right?
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The things that you're willing or not willing to do of such or because of such.
And with sex, it takes a lot, it takes a lot, especially for men, it takes a lot to not
give in, because we're known to be conquerors, right?
We're known to just comply into what like us and just go with that, right?
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So a lot of men are not into the systematic of being able to be a power tool as a woman,
meaning that like, same way women choose what she's allowed to go inside her as vice versa,
a man, you should have the same power strength.
So for me, how this power strength came about for my golden phallus came about me learning
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and comprehending semen retention.
Semen retention has totally saved my life in so many facets.
Not just from the idealization of sleeping with girls and stuff like that, but also from
the proclamation that I can have of being able to have a strong with strong withstand
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of not having the desire to watch porn, right?
Or being able to articulate to myself and understand how potent, how potent my golly
babies is and a napkin or toilet papers is not where my golly babies should be formed
in.
And with this conversation, I want to write, I'm sorry, not write to you, because obviously
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I'm the one that's fucking speaking to you.
So I want to dedicate a moment if you don't mind to a poem that I have.
And this one is titled semen retention.
Such a powerful tool for a man to comprehend his vices and values.
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I lay here equated with energy to produce more time life forces.
No advertisement be cautious in your endorsement.
Can I fuck some pussy?
Yes, but not of my desire.
Semen retention gravitates me towards meaningful sacred energy exchange that unites my twin
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to die fire.
Porn is lame to a God who create his own actions.
My semen and napkins toilet trash can is disrespectful manner that my teenage self had no comprehension
of besides the release of my nut being satisfaction.
Love to know how to gain rather than I lose.
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Powering my semen in art, physical exertion, my excursion, critical thinking, meditation
be thy tool.
Fun fact, fellas, next time having sex with your partner, do your best to be by enjoying
her and you receiving you by her receiving her best.
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Do not, I repeat, do not focus on you releasing as this becomes your ultimate stress.
If you can project your energy to prepare her climax and keeping your life force intact,
this allows you to reach a higher plane and sacred energy exchange.
The plane of manifestation to sex can can result to ideas, mindset, vision are all capable
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of being produced through such energy exchange, not just baby.
The control of your energy allows you to not easily be manipulated by emotion, allows you
to maneuver with logical senses, keeping things tactical and the forms of priority and what
is purposeful.
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A man must know his role, not in society, but within his own universe if he studies
stuff and look within.
To find his reasoning to live outward is always start within as the beginning.
You got to look in.
Saying not to the wrong energy, I'm sorry, saying no to the wrong energy can save the
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man life.
Can't fuck them all.
Like you ain't ready to be a husband to a bitch that's telling you she ain't a wife.
If you making decision that's not feeling right, don't think twice.
What's meant for you shall always be and this will shall always make you feel nice, seeming
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retention.
I'm 35 so it's something I learned mid 20s.
I started practicing like 27, 28.
It's not as celibacy, right?
So celibacy will go to that form of obviously you're not doing nothing at all between ejaculation,
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you know what I'm saying, coming or having sex period, right?
Seeming retention is a little bit more different so it has the same clause in regards to celibacy
regarding you know, keeping, right?
Retaining your semen.
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But how important you are as a man if you are able to exalt and go inside a woman and
not come, which is not a lot of us as men, right?
Because we're very weak inside that warm, cozy ocean universe, right?
So semen retention, yeah, it goes to that form where you're not releasing any semen,
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right?
There's no coming to that factor and the goal behind it essentially for me was being able
to attain myself more of a sexual discipline, learning the moments where I was just too
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overly sexualized based on my thoughts or desires or being able to comply to myself
that this was just a sexual need.
And how that worked for me would I would say like I start off the journey and with semen
retention with the form of where, how can I express it?
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It's like, okay, I'm the type of, how I started off the process, I should say this, is that
I think it was some situation where I had sex maybe either a couple of days or weeks
when I started this situation, right?
And with that, it exalts to allow you to practice more, more or being a logical man, right?
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It results to you to be able to stay focused, but also what a lot of us don't comprehend
as men is that semen is energy itself, right?
So the same way we have energy to have sex, procreate or whatever, like make a woman come
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just down a third, that same energy can be processed and producing in different parts
of your life, right?
Whether it's through the physical production of your body, right?
Whether it's through the mental stimulation, right?
You reading a book, right?
Stimulating your mind into a tactical situation, right?
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Whether it's the spiritual alignment, right?
You are meditating, you going out and galvanizing your soul into ritual practice, whether it's
walking in nature, whether it's gathering yourself into the people, places and things
that can allow you closer to your path.
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So when we're horny as men or when we feel the erection of sexual desire, that is energy
and that doesn't mean that energy is only plague or only sex, right?
You can flip that again to the physical exertion, you can flip that into the spiritual exertion,
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mental.
So it's not just something where it goes into you have to use this energy for sex or like,
for example, the man penis is literally blood flow, like our erection is literally blood
flow.
It's like air.
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It's like literally like I'm so hot.
Whoa, like look at this pulsation from my penis.
It's literally energy.
That's what I'm saying.
Like so erection reminds you that it's not that, oh, I'm erected for yes, yes, yes.
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I was going to say something that I was going to take back.
So yeah, you get erected for that sexual action that you want and desire.
However, energy is energy.
So you can flip and manipulate that energy to something else.
So something that I learned with semen retention that even with Jesus, if you believe in Jesus,
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so on and so forth, right?
Or even the great mans, Plato, Albert Einstein, they all practice celibacy throughout their
life.
So a lot of people don't know that.
Some of the greatest mans or even the simplistic I guess for in today's day and age where you
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are learning that like boxers or certain professionals, they try their best not to have sex before
they perform and so on and so forth just to retain that energy.
Because again, sexual energy is not just hornets for men semen or women vagina creaming come,
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right?
It's as well to be an action or to be a thought or to really to be a universe movement by
fluorescent.
Because even if me and a woman decide to have peaceful, sacred energy exchange, we can manifest
better not just only for our bodies and soul, but also for the universe as well.
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It's almost like through sacred energy exchange, you can process a prayer, right?
That's part of that.
But back to the semen retention aspect of it, when I started off, it was a journey.
It was a journey because what it showcased to you, it showcased to you quickly how much
of your practice you were doing, right?
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So like for me, I wanted to stop ejaculating.
I wanted to not be interested in porn, right?
I wanted to like be able to say if I ever come, it's going to be only coming through
the process of having sex with a woman, right?
So that was my first stage of semen retention.
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And I would say the first two weeks was hell.
It was like, bro, you would catch blue balls in that aspect, right?
Because you thought that you would normally allow to keep flowing in your head, meaning
like the thought that you like, damn, I want to fuck her just down to third.
And then that thought would make you think about some good views of such and such you
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want to see.
And then that thought would process you into some porn site.
And then that porn site would ask you or make you think of what you want to see based on
category, just down to third.
And boom, there you go.
You just dropped your semen off to the toilet paper, right?
So it made me see how, what's the word I said?
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I just saw the word impulsive.
It just made me see how impulsive I was with sex before I was practicing semen retention,
meaning that life.
Okay, if I'm horny now and there's a woman that I find attractive in that physical aspect,
me caring about some of the logical aspect of the emotion, attachment that comes with
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it, right?
I wasn't caring because it's just like, okay, I'm going to tell you what you want to hear
to get what I want to get, right?
With semen retention, not only do you have those blue balls effect and so on and so forth,
but if you're able to go through the flow of realizing, okay, damn, I was either coming
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or having sex on a regular basis of every week or so on and so forth.
So let's say if you as a type of person having sex every three or four days with semen retention,
if you didn't come on that third day, your body was literally start physically releasing
that semen because your semen has been so adequately accepted.
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It's almost like it's a body schedule for your semen to be released, right?
So I learned that about myself.
I'm like, God dang, why the fuck that?
I just feel naturally heavy as fuck or literally my balls will be so heavy that nut will be
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coming out of it because I was so normal in either having sex or like if I can't have
the access to sex, then that is okay on a regular basis.
So whenever I feel horny to go jack off, right?
So because it was such a regular aspect to my life, my body was fighting against something
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that I put into it to be normal, which is that, hey, every two, three days, bro, we
coming.
What are we doing not coming, bro?
It's the third, fourth day.
I'm sorry, man.
I got to release by myself.
I'm going to wake up in the morning like, what the fuck?
Why I got to come on my thigh?
I'm just being honest with you, right?
So that was my first process with semen retention.
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Then it got more stronger to where I was able to like been semen retention to my own ways,
meaning that like I don't need to watch porn no more.
I understand what I'm doing when I'm watching porn, meaning that I'm just playing a fantasy
role in my head, right?
So if I touch my penis with this idea that I'm going to jack it off, I just literally
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think back to the idealization of why would I do this as a God?
Why should I do this when it comes to me naturally, right?
If I'm a magnetic force of energy based on opposite being opposite attract, then I don't
need these extra pornographic or these social standards of what sex means, right?
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Because semen retention allowed me to harness that power back.
So even from now, the graduation of me being able to now not having the urge or the need
to come or having the urge to fuck a girl every week, two weeks or a month, I was able
to do, like I said, I started off six, seven years ago, I was able to do some time spans
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of three or four months without coming, three or four months without having sex, right?
And then I was able to grow too from that same standpoint to where I could have sex
and not have a problem of not lasting a long time, you know, because I'm so engulfed in
holding my energy within, right?
I understand how potent it is.
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So I found so much very powerful variation of what semen retention provides you.
Like I said, for men, not only is it the focused strand that you get from like not allowing
your circle to be knocked off the pivot by anyone or anything, right?
Being able to vocally get more intuitive.
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And I think a part of what semen retention is, is just really having time for yourself.
Understanding also you're attempting such energy to only give to an energy that's going
to implore you for more, right?
You're not going to give this energy to any, anything or anybody, right?
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So that's really what I wanted to go upon that and why I think it's so such important
for any young man to practice that.
Because I think also that would help any young woman when she understand that a man got dick
discipline, she can definitely have pussy discipline.
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And one thing as well to just flip the conversation back to the women aspect of it, I think that's
the real issue with our society because being a hoe is so acceptable for men that like it
makes women a little jealous of that, right?
Being that she gets pregnant today, she's kind of out the whole game if she's intrigued
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to being such, right?
And vice versa, he get her pregnant the next hour or the next day, he's still out there
hoeing.
The idealization of, oh, men having multiple girls and so on and so forth makes that woman
feel alienated, right?
The idea that she's a slut, nobody wants her, she's not a wifey.
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It's like, think about that, right?
Two guys.
I'm sorry.
A guy can be looking at two girls like that's friends and whatnot and be like, damn, bro,
I could imagine what a threesome would be like, you know what I'm saying with them.
But and it's like, it's the normal, even a girl would be like, oh, that's normal guy
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conversation, just that, right?
But if we go into a woman head and hear how a woman like looking at a corner and looking
at two guys like, damn, I wish both of them could fuck me.
She's automatically a slut, you know what I'm saying?
She's automatically, damn, bro, that girl, she's all the way out there.
So it's like that, those sort of plague in our society makes it, it makes it unbalanced
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to a certain aspect.
And I think we're both hating on each other, right?
Because the guy would be pissed off that like, oh, this girl, she don't need nothing.
Like any guy can just change her life or make her out to be this or that by tomorrow, right?
And then vice versa, the girl is like, oh, guys, they just make up any story.
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They lead me astray.
They can do this or do that and just boom, right?
It's like we're constantly looking at the pros and cons of each other.
We don't even get to actually enjoy the mutual reality of that, right?
So with that, sex itself should be something that you have confidence in and with yourself
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before you start with somebody else, right?
Before you enter somebody else as a man or you allow a man to enter you as a woman.
You must have confidence within your own sexual body, right?
And a lot of times you realize some people don't and their insecurities that they want
the experience, but they want somebody else to make that experience good.
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But it's like, you got to love yourself and you got to know that you can be good to yourself
to have good sex with somebody else, right?
The compatibility of what power is, is unity and unity is mutuality.
You know, so upon how we view and look at how sex is educated, I can't really blame
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us as a society because again, it's a outside looking in education rather than an inside
looking out education, right?
Because we would be able to understand ourselves a lot more if we understand our sexual energies,
right?
So every woman is not openly sexual and vice versa as every man, right?
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And same vice versa, right?
You might have a timid man that's sexually, that's sexual and vice versa.
You have a woman that's very expressive that she wants, she wants to speak or you know
what I'm saying, different affirmative being done in such actions, right?
So you have to confine into what that means to you.
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For someone it may be virginity and having that first one be the last one forever.
And I think for majority of us, we will hope that based on the, based on the societal white
picket fence, family house and you know, family life that we were sold as the biggest dream,
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but at the same time, reality has to set to that point too.
And really I pause because then that's another realm of the conversation because it goes
into sexual maturity, right?
So we could see maturity on the aspect of age, but age doesn't really define maturity.
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You know what I'm saying?
Comprehension is maturity, you know what I'm saying?
How you're able to grow in different moments is how you're able to learn through such experiences.
So everybody is not learning in the same way because you're 60 years old doesn't mean you
comprehend sex better than a 25 year old girl or man, right?
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It's only because if you're consolidated to others being and doing, then it's really hard
for you to get your own comprehension upset.
It's hard for you to learn specifically to what you just experienced because it's already
decoded or defined through somebody else's view, right?
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So in reality, I would love to have a more open view with sacred energy exchange.
It's something that I'm very knowledgeable about, so I feel like there's so much more
I could captivate my mind and also express to you by thoughts to give you more views
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based on what I could say to you.
So in reality, it's definitely the beginning and wherever you're beginning, there shall
be the ending.
But if we do have an ending, it shall be the completion.
You know what I'm saying?
So in totality, I'm just trying to make sure as I'm looking to wrap up this episode that
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I hit as much point as that I was intrigued or I was looking forward upon doing.
I'm sure once I'm done, there's going to be some that come off my temple and gravitation.
But for this time, I think it's just very important to just review again the conversation
about sacred energy exchange.
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Sex is something that we really can't put a true identity of the right or wrong way
of going about it, right?
Because it's like waiting for the right person in regards to marriage, having kids only through
marriage not out of wedlock, you know what I'm saying?
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So where do we stop the blessing, right?
Is it because a kid born in marriage is more propelled to be a better kid than the kid
that was born from pleasure, meaning like the parents had no idea of being together
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or anything like that.
He came, she got pregnant.
So that mean a kid, you know what I'm saying?
So I think it's hard for me to fathom what sex should be for anyone else rather than
I know it to be for me.
I think in a knowledge aspect, I think it's important for us all to know what sacred energy
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is, right?
And to me, it's in simplistic, that is the connectivity of life forces uniting to propel
procreation.
So whether you're viewing it from the uterus, the eggs that's in the woman's uterus to the
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sperm that's in the man's penis to be that beginning stage, there's also a view for some
people where sex is the closest that you can get into someone's soul, right?
From the viewership of, again, the man's penis is the outward body part and the vagina folds
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inward.
So it's literally like you're in that woman, that womb man, the womb, like you're literally
inside her womb, bare soul.
And then you have some views that's like, hey, it's nature, right?
We see animals do it.
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It's just part of the human experience.
So some people may look at it like we're too deep in our thought process of, oh, it's all
about love or marriage or making a family together, right?
Some say like, hey, I made a child and that's beautiful.
I don't need to be with the mother.
I don't need to be with the father, right?
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Everything is set different.
So through sex, so much conversation can be compiled, right?
So whether it is sex on the form that where a lot of people see love with sex, right?
A lot of people see family with sex, right?
A lot of people may see pleasure and fun with sex.
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A lot of people may see fear, anxiety, destruction with sex.
So it's all here like that picture, right, to be as ugly or as beauty based upon our
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eyes, right?
The beholder that looks upon such to whatever it makes to be, right?
The freak, right?
For some reason, we have this decapitation that this, what is it, Scorpio, right?
We kind of, oh, that person is freaky and bad.
It's like we have so aspect of ways to say, oh, this person or that person is into this
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or that.
So that's what I mean by it.
It's really no true alignment, especially if we're born in somewhat naturally in a simple
manner, right?
So like that's what I'm saying.
Like if you're not born in a marriage and you're born out of wedlock, is my life less
than yours, am I in a traumatic, karmic life because I'm born out of wedlock?
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You know what I'm saying?
It's hard to captivate in that form, but I think it's best to understand the meaning
behind sex and it's best to understand that sex is energy.
It's best to understand that you're exchanging fluid with somebody else.
So within that exchange of fluid, must you be in knowledge with yourself, like am I acceptable
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to any souls or anybody or am I going to pick what I feel more coastal in alignment with?
And that's really what I wanted to galvanize with you in the differences of sacred energy
exchange to understand that and finding a better resolution if this was a problematic
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circumstance in your life, right?
And with that being said, I want to again thank you for your time, your cooperation
and understanding.
I would love to go ahead and finish off one poem today.
It's entitled, The Wanted Man.
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Desired by many, but the need isn't plenty.
The energy, the energy, womb, you fill in me.
Intuitively I attract her by trilogy.
Mind body and soul, she noticed me.
Rested in many directions, lost sight of home, physically been borrowed, perceived neglecting
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the spirit's dome.
Quickly attached to the tatch, how quickly we match to unmatch.
There's no quitting in this game.
You move to rematch.
A bad habit normally makes one point the finger, but can never accept their relapse.
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So relax, the phallus is golden.
God breed.
Not many can decline the yoni which chose him.
You made me versatile, well run it like cursive.
And cursive is my purpose.
I shall never impose them.
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Keep me strong life, away from the weakest of soul, sexual desire.
I'm in lacking production.
Woman who lacks ambition.
Keep me, stay away, far.
I'm not burning.
I stray me from the fire.
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Drive.
I own the vessel to take the responsibility of prior action, of leaving by the flesh desires
of satisfaction.
God's sperm is to save for godly action.
Keep me grounded to my retention and paying attention to my intention so in apprehension
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I can incense him to the vision that my soul has mentioned.
The wanted man.
I am Jermez Peter Bastion.
I thank you for your time.
This has been a beautiful episode of the MB90 podcast show.
Today energy exchange was the topic of conversation for our role, purpose and goal to know.
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Better is to do as our mental, the clever, stay true.
I love you before you knew I do.
I trust you.
So don't lose my trust.
That's going to hurt you bad if you lose my trust.
Because the truth of God is in you, if you're not believing in me, y'all are luck.
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Peace, prosperity, power.
Jermez Peter Bastion.
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