In this episode of Mental Health Rewritten, we tackle the subject of suicidal ideation with care, nuance, and urgency. Through a combination of real survivor stories, fictionalized scenes, clinical insight, and historical framing, host Dominic Lawson guides listeners through what it means to live on the edge of despair — and what it takes to survive it.
We hear the stories of:
Nia, a high-functioning professional whose emotional unraveling is invisible until it’s too late.
Ashley-Lauren, a survivor navigating abuse, chronic illness, and a suicide attempt that ultimately catalyzed her healing.
Sean, a veteran who faced combat trauma, alcoholism, and stigma in the military before becoming a suicide awareness trainer.
Vernon, a comedian whose laughter masks a legacy of trauma dating back to childhood — and who now saves lives one conversation at a time.
Clinician Tina offers expert insight on how we understand suicidal ideation, the brain’s escape mechanisms, and the ripple effects of silence. The episode reframes suicide not as a selfish act, but as a signal — one we must learn to recognize with compassion, not judgment.
The Diathesis-Stress Model as a framework for understanding breakdowns under compounded trauma
The language of suicide and why shifting from “committed suicide” to “died by suicide” matters
The invisibility of high-functioning depression and what it means to check on the “strong” ones
The interplay of PTSD, survivor’s guilt, and stigma within veteran communities
The power of disruption — how a call, a laugh, or a knock at the door can save a life
The legacy of silence, especially in BIPOC and male communities, where vulnerability is often punished or pathologized
Mental Health Rewritten, created by the OWLS Education Company, in collaboration with theUmmah Collective Group is hosted, written and produced by me, Dominic Lawson
Executive Producers Kenda Lawson and Dr. Whitney Howzell
Cover art was created by Alexandria Eddings of Art Life Connections.
Some music was provided by DJ Krate Digga of the Mighty SoundChampz Crew
World Health Organization. (2021). Suicide worldwide in 2019: Global health estimates. Geneva: WHO.
World Health Organization. (2021). Suicide: Key facts.
American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. (n.d.). Recommended language about suicide.
National Alliance on Mental Illness. (n.d.). Suicide.
Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). (1999).
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