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October 16, 2025 22 mins

This candid chapter of The Moral Compass Chronicles brings you into our living room: an almost-finished renovation, our newborn in her rocker, and a promise to keep showing up now more than ever! We share the messy truth with clarity and gratitude, because growth doesn't wait for perfect timing, and purpose doesn’t ask for better lighting before it moves.

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SPEAKER_00 (00:01):
Grace in peace, one and all.
Grace in peace.
Welcome to another rendition ofthe Moral Compass Chronicles.
I am your friend.
I'm your brother.
I'm your tour guide.
I am the person that isfortunate, lucky enough to be
able to return to this platformin this capacity at this time.

(00:24):
My name is Eon Jay.
You know you can find meeverywhere, anywhere at this
point.
And it has been a little while.
It has been a little while.
For good reason, though.
For good reason, I and if youhear I'm a little congested
right now with the weatherchange, but man, I have been

(00:48):
extremely busy, and and that'swhy I'm here.
I'm here to share with you whatI have going on, what's been
going on in my life, right?
So for starters, I think it'smaybe it's been about maybe you
know two months or so since wehave been able to connect here.

(01:10):
And man, my wife and I, we'vebeen going through a home
renovation.
We were dealing with a babyshower planning, and she's
working, and I'm working on mybusiness.
I'm building something greatright now for the world, for the
community, and I'm reallylooking forward to continuing to
do that and sharing that withyou guys.

(01:31):
Um, you know, she's been cookinga bun in the oven as well, and I
am glad and grateful to sharethat our precious baby girl is
here.
Nariah, Keisha Rose Johnson ishere.

(01:55):
In fact, I if if my camera wason, I would show you guys, but
she's actually right next to meright now.
You know, she's a veryunproblematic child, except for
like during the midnight hours,you know what I'm saying?
The night shifts, it you know,it gets a little crazy.
Y'all know how that goes.
If you have children or you'vehad children, rather, you
already know what that's like.
But other than that, man, she'sgreat.

(02:16):
She's like me when I was a baby,as my mom would tell me.
Um, as long as I was fed, aslong as my diaper was dry and
clean, you know, I was fairlyunproblematic.
You know, not really muchcrying.
You know, I I would really go toanybody, uh, you know, letting
anybody hold me, like whether Ilike them or not.
You know, that sort of thing.

(02:37):
Um, but she's here, man.
She's here in a rocker rightnow, looking like a little
angel.
You know what I'm saying?
Allowing me, giving me the timeto do this here with you guys.
Um, she was born last Monday.
Yes, uh, or two Mondays ago.
Can't even I've lost trackalready.
Um, September 29th.

(02:58):
And it's it's a blessing, man.
She's a blessing.
Um it's this has been awhirlwind of a change in our
lives, man.
And it's a wonderful change.
I think I heard this song say,man, that has come over my not
just my wife and I, but ourfamily, bro.

(03:18):
A wonderful change that has comeover our family.
Um, you know, even in and on thethe heels or so of losing a
beloved family member, God hasprovided another.
And um, if you hear that middlename, Keisha Rose, she is a uh,

(03:40):
what do I say?
Uh, what's the word?
A tribute of sorts to oursister, our beloved Keisha, man.
And so it's it's it's beautiful,man.
It's beautiful.
I man, I have I'm I'm in theprocess of upgrading this
equipment.
As I upgrade one piece ofequipment, I never I notice that

(04:03):
uh the the old piece ofequipment is not compatible with
the new.
And so I have a completelydifferent setup right now.
Excuse me.
And it will continue.
It's gonna continue, man.
It's only gonna get better.
Like I said, we're in a we're inthe middle of a renovation, and
shout out to my my uh my goodbrother and friend who happens

(04:23):
to be um our contractor.
Um my man Jose, he he's thebest, bro.
He's the best.
He's become a family member atthis point, you know what I'm
saying?
And and and he's embraced us,we've embraced him.
Shout out to you, bro.
Man, life is just different.
And and and God is good, man.
Do we have everything we want?
Is everything what we want it tobe?

(04:45):
Uh are we all where we feel likewe should be or where we want to
be?
Probably not.
But if you just take a step backand look at how far you've come,
I promise you, you'll you'll beable to be grateful.
I promise you, you'll you mightactually be proud of yourself.
Um, I was talking to a sister ofmine recently, and I she's 19.

(05:06):
Shout out to you, Bean.
Um, and it's like as thesedifferent uh these new events
take place in her life, she'slike, yo, this is how I handled
it, this is how I navigated it.
Are you disappointed in me?
And I'm just like, bro, no.
Like, I remember you at 17making me want to pull my hair
out.
I mean, you still do sometimes,but I'm able to take a step back

(05:29):
and see the growth.
You know, you're navigatingsomething in your life now that
you've never done before, andyou're wise enough to come to
people who have probably gonethrough these things before.
You know, not many of us werethat smart.
Uh a lot of us when we wereyounger, we despised the advice
of the elders.
And some of us are still likethat.

(05:50):
And I I I beg you to come out ofthat.
If you find yourself in a placelike uh the the great in
potential Andrew Bynum, who usedto play for the Los Angeles
Lakers, who had the audacity onetime to say that he has learned
everything that he can fromKareem Abdul Jabbar and whoever

(06:14):
else.
He he doesn't need to train withKareem Abdul Jabbar anymore
because he's learned everythinghe can from him.
And mind you, the kid was 24-25when he said that, and proceeded
to do absolutely nothing afterthat point.
Nothing but get old too young,not take care of his body, and
eventually have to retire um andnot even scratch the surface of

(06:38):
what he could have been.
You know what I'm saying?
Don't I I pray that you're notlike that.
This podcast, this this brandthat we're building, this
conglomerate that's beingcreated, it is literally to help
us continue to grow as people.

(07:01):
That is the goal.
And so, shout out to you, Bean,who has continued to grow.
Um, let's all continue to havethat sort of mindset, man.
Nothing but growth around here.
Um, and if you're not growing, II saw this post the other day on
Instagram, and um and forgiveme, this is my return, you know
what I'm saying?

(07:21):
Let me ramble, let me ramble.
That's what you guys likeanyway, right?
Everybody keeps asking me, yo,what like what's going on,
what's going on, and then Igotta let them know what's going
on, and then they like, oh,okay.
And a lot of people already knowwhat's going on.
Um saw this post the other daythat said, yo, you ever outgrow
somebody mid-conversation?
Anybody ever anybody everoutgrow somebody

(07:43):
mid-conversation?
Mid-text thread?
You ever outgrow somebodymid-text thread and realize, yo,
you really haven't grown sincehigh school.
You really haven't grown sincecollege, bro.
Like, why am I still hangingwith you?
Why am I still like why we youstill doing the same things we
did back when we were in highschool?

(08:04):
Are we not grown now?
What we you we st you stillpartying the same way?
Like, I like I understand stillwanting to party and stuff like
that, but at least like evolvein your partying.
At least involve in yourclubbing, bro.
You st we some of us are stillclubbing and partying, some of
us are still smoking weed thesame way after all the evolution

(08:27):
that has that has happened in inthe the arena of of of of weed
smoke, or you know, however youwant to slice that.
You some of us still smokingweed the same way, though.
Like you haven't even evolved inthat.
Come on, guys.
You know what I'm saying?
Not not that I condone that anyany longer.
I don't smoke anymore, but I'mjust saying.

(08:48):
You know, that's that that'ssomething I used to do.
Even though it's legalized now,right?
But some of us is still doing itthe same way we was doing in
high school.
Come on.
We we gotta do better.
Let's evolve.
Let's let's let's let's let'sevolve.
Change.
Oh, what's that quote?
Um change is inevitable, growthis optional.

(09:09):
That's not even the one Iwanted, but that fits here.
Change is inevitable, and growthis optional.
So are are we growing as changeis happening?
Are we growing as change ishappening?
And and I am grateful to saythat, you know, and even with my

(09:31):
Bible sitting right next to me,as change is happening around me
and in my life, and um I'mgrowing.
I'm growing.
And my brother, I was talkingtexting my brother Andrew Sill
uh today.
He was asking me, you know, howthings were going, and I I let
him know, and he said, yo,you're gonna learn a lot about

(09:55):
yourself.
My my my man Chris, you know,over at the experience said the
same thing to me months ago.
And a lot of these married menand and these fathers, they
they've told me that I'm gonnalearn a lot about myself.
Um and I see it.

(10:16):
I see that, I see that um, youknow, those those those long
nights when you're you'rechanging diapers and you're you
you you you're feeding the childand the child doesn't want to go
to sleep.
And for my married brothers,those, you know, you then so
you're dealing with your childnow who's just born, and then
now you also got to take care ofyour wife, who just went through

(10:40):
the labor of childbirth.
It's a lot.
It's a lot, man.
And and my my wife is a soldier,bro.
She's a warrior, man.
And because she's fighting, shewas fighting two battles in one.
She was fighting two battles inone.
And if you know, you know.
And I mean, just like anabsolute chant, bro.

(11:00):
And and she's still, you know,in pain.
What is it, two weeks removedfrom giving birth?
You know what I'm saying?
That's why what do they givethem?
What six weeks or something forto recover?
Because it is a process, bro.
It is a process.
I I got some really interestingthings that I'll I'll I'm I'm
we're gonna be touching on inthis new phase in in the Moral

(11:21):
Compass Chronicles, man.
Um call it the second chronicle,if you will, or you know, the
second book of Chronicles orsomething.
Um But this is definitely we'redefinitely moving into a new
phase, man, because there aresome through this process, there
are some very interesting thingsthat have come to me.
I haven't been able to bringthem to you guys yet.

(11:43):
Um had my setup all, I mean,everything got reconfigured.
And shout out to my brother whowas here by the house helping my
contractor when I was away for aweek, man.
These guys got so much workdone.
And and shout out to my mycousin Shanik where you came
through cleaned and oh my god,my my sister Kamika and my

(12:03):
sister Ruthie, you guys justyeah, I mean, you know, doing
laundry, cleaning up, doingeverything, man.
I love you guys, man.
I love you guys.
Those are just a few people.
Oh my Lord Jesus.
If I would even be see, this iswhat happens when you start
calling names, you get yourselfin trouble.
First of all, to my mother andmy mother-in-law, shit, my
father-in-law, excuse mylanguage, man.

(12:28):
If I went down the list to theto the godparents, man, to the
godparents, a few of which threeof which I did four of which I
just mentioned, my brother DJ,Kamika, Ruthie, Shanigwa, to
Tiffany, my cousin, my wife'scousin.
Fabian, my brother, Kareem,Donnie.

(12:51):
We got a village around here,champ.
We got a village around here.
Everything you guys did, I mean,from the baby shower to
everybody who participated,everybody who stretched a hand.
Oh my god, the registry.
You when I tell you, my villageabsolutely blew up that

(13:14):
registry, bro.
The amount of stuff that's inthis house right now.
This rocker that my my daughteris just rocking in right now,
the sheets that are coveringher, the blanket she's laying
on, the the the fit she has on,to to to the to the the the good
people at my mom's job who puttogether that that amazing like

(13:37):
care basket.
It wasn't even like a thatwasn't even just a gift, bro.
That was one of the mostbeautiful things I've ever seen.
My church family, man, mypastors, man to bishop and lady
Mitchell, and and and LadyMitchell, man, who has just gone

(14:03):
on to be with the Lord, and thelast time I saw her was at my
baby shower, bro, and the wordsof encouragement and love that
you had for us, and the giftsthat you gave us, the

(14:24):
opportunities that you've gaveyou've given me.
Man, rest in peace to LadyMitchell, rest in heaven, a true
saint of God, not perfect, thesame way I'm not, and the same
way you're not, who's listening,but a true saint of God, someone

(14:48):
who always wants to make surepeople feel loved and feel
appreciated.
This woman, I remember a longtime ago, back when you know we
were young, my brother and I,and some of us maybe at our own
church feeling unappreciated.
How somebody who doesn't go toyour church plan literally plans

(15:12):
for and executes presentingpeople from another church with
plaques and gifts ofappreciation.
She came to our church and did apresentation for the refuge
temple musicians and presentedus with plaques and cards and
whatever the case may be.

(15:36):
During a time where even my ownchurch wasn't doing that for us.
Our own church wasn'trecognizing us in that way, and
she came from the Bronx, her ownchurch, where she's the first
lady, and came to our churchwith plaques already made to
present to us.
Man, that that's who that womanwas.

(15:57):
That's who that woman was.
Lady Mitchell, I love you.
You you can't hear me now, but Iknow for a fact we're gonna meet
each other again on that greatday, because I know where you
went.
I know where you went.
Man, I guys, so much, so much tosay.

(16:20):
And and um I yesterday I wastrying to figure out my video
setup because my e like I said,my my whole setup got changed,
and and my wife said, Man, justdo the audio again.
Just do the audio.
I know you want to come backstrong with the video.
That's that was the goal.
Um, but she said, Man, just dothe audio.
I got so much to say, bro.
I got so much to say.

(16:43):
Excuse me, man.
Like I said, I'm a little underthe weather with the weather
change, but I uh there there isa lot that God has in store for
us.
There's a oh man, oh man.
There's a lot that God has instore for us, and I'm excited to

(17:06):
continue this journey.
Guys, you have my word, I'mgonna do a better job of not
allowing life's circumstances tostop me from meeting you here.
That's my vow.
If you look back and you see allthe episodes that I've had,
we're we're we're we're almostat a thousand subscribers.

(17:27):
After I drop this, by the timeyou hear this, you will probably
be a part of helping us reach1,000 subscribers.
1,000 downloads, rather.
Not sure how many subscribers,but a thousand downloads in less

(17:48):
than a year.
And with the inability to remainas consistent as I wanted to
with this, we have reached.
We have reached a thousanddownloads.
As you're listening, you're asyou're gonna be listening to
this, I'll be creating thegraphic to celebrate the

(18:12):
thousand downloads with youguys.
I I can't think of a better timein my life to celebrate this
with you guys.
As you've celebrated the the themost important and the best days

(18:32):
of my life.
You guys celebrated my mymarriage with me.
You celebrated the baby showerwith me, you celebrated the
birth of my daughter with me,man.
To everybody who did something,to everybody who said
congratulations to my cousin whounexpectedly, you know, registry

(18:55):
gifts from family and sent us,you know, DoorDash, gift cards.
That I mean that when I tell youthat joint was so clutch and
still clutch, we still using it.
Shout out to my cousin, man.
Everybody who did anything, bro.
Your thank you, or excuse me,your congratulations, I say

(19:15):
thank you.
Gifts and surprises, I say thankyou.
Checks in the mail, checks inour hands, cash gifts, man,
love, registry items.
Shout out my my dog, my uh mysister Kim.

(19:36):
That that Dyson is on the it'son the porch now.
Just got here.
Grateful, grateful, grateful,grateful.
I love you guys.
I love you guys.

(19:56):
You have proven to me why Godhas placed this assignment on
me.
You have proved to me that theassignment that God has placed
over my life is not in vain.
People always say, hey, youcan't pour from an empty cup.

(20:18):
And yet I have recognized thatpouring from an empty cup is
what refills mine.
Do you know what that is?
That is divine assignment.
That's purpose that God hasplaced on my life to serve you.
I have felt purposed,specifically purposed with this

(20:43):
sole purpose that I have beendestined with to serve you.
That's it.
That's my purpose in life, toserve you.
And I'm gonna continue to do soin this capacity.
I'm gonna continue to answer thephone when you call.
I'm gonna continue to take theappointments when you want to

(21:06):
set them.
I'm gonna continue to call youand reach out to you.
Some people ask me, yo, why whyare you calling me?
Why are you reaching out to me?
I don't know who needs to hearthis, but I'm the chairman for
the youth department at mychurch.
You know how long we was tryingto hit chairman for?
Come on, talk to me.

(21:26):
Somebody talk to me.
If you know, you know how longwe was trying to hit chairman
and God saw fit to make me achairman.
And has reminded me that it'sabout the work.
The work has to get done for thepeople.

(21:46):
I love you guys, man.
I love you guys.
I'm grateful for you.
And I pray that you keep rockingwith us, man.
Keep rocking with me, keeprocking with us.
Norah is waking up right now.
Perfect timing.
I love y'all, man.
Until next time.
This is the Moral CompassChronicles.
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