Episode 9: The Tables have Turned. Part 2

Hello, welcome back to The Straight Cheese, No Lettuce Show. I'm your host, and I'm excited to announce that part two of The Tables have Turned interview is now available. My friend of over 30 years, Darren Stewart, and I engaged in a thought-provoking discussion about my life, covering both the highs and low. (Warning: This episode will contain topics about Sexual Assault and Suicide.)

Episode Transcript

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Yo, what's going on everybody?

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Your favorite sous chef in the building, D-Mobius aka Darren which is my real name.
Anyway, we're here on Straight Cheese, No Letters podcast with our favorite guest here
today who is also the host for some reason I don't know why we're doing this.

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Cause the fans love the first episode, they want the second one and I'm much obliged.
I appreciate all the feedback you've been giving us.
We really appreciate it.
Yes, all 90 y'all.
Damn 9.
It's a work in progress my friend.
Gotta grow that audience somewhere.

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So what's your name fella?
My name is Alfonsanity aka Matthew Newton.
Damn it, I did the same thing again.
But I am the host, except for this episode, but I am the host and the owner of Straight
Cheese No Letters show and we're, and I decided to give the reins to my best friend of 30
years as well as my sous chef, I remember from last episode, my sous chef, Mr. Roy already

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introduced himself and yeah, I'm still working on the intros but I decided to let him take
the reins so I'm sending an interview chair, he's gonna ask the questions and let's get
this started.
Alright, that's fine.
It's a little bit of a change of pace.

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So I know if you remember last time we ended off, we were talking about relationships and
then we talked about a little bit of something else after that but we were mostly talking
about relationships to end with if you remember, you remember the last bits of our conversation

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last time?
Yeah, we mostly talked about what builds a relationship but we mostly talked about my
parent relationship and how they gave you the space.
I try to re-listen to the episode and I try to listen to it on the way up here but I remember
when we talked about my parent's relationships at the lab.

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The topic was relationships and we got on my parent's relationships.
Yeah, we started talking about the things that you learn from your parents and I was
gonna ask you next which we kind of veered off into a different subject but I was gonna
ask you next like how do you, the stuff that you learn from your parents, how do you use

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that or how do you, how do you use what you've learned from them to shape how you feel when
you think about relationships now?
I'll get into that but as I am the owner, I need to say this real quick.
If I say anybody's names or anything in here, it's not a hatred or malice, it's just that

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we're trying to have an honest to God open discussion so there is no warning, no ill
will and you can come to me and you feel like I would not turn, I don't mind talking to
y'all but that's our editor telling me to move on.
To back to your question, you asked me a, to refresh my memory, you asked me what the

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relationship, what advice I learned from my parents in the day to life?
No, not necessarily what advice but I would be advice that you have learned.
What do I use?
What do you use and how do you use it to shape how you feel about relationships in the present

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and modern day and in your own life?
The easiest answer would probably be that no two relationships are the same so the same
advice that works for one will work for another but also if you have problems with your significant
other and I probably repeat myself but talk to each other first and keep it tight and

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keep it between y'all.
The more people that's in your business, the more you have different opinions and it could
make a small situation that much worse.
So if you have an issue with someone, sit down and have a conversation with them because
it probably would be simply because it's talking about but I've seen just from my experience

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when people have a disagreement especially in relationships where they have a disagreement
they go and they talk to someone else and it blows it out of proportion and it makes
a small scale like a little fight into a blown out.
This could be the end of the relationship type of argument and when you look back on it
it would be like we should have just probably kept it to ourselves.

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My thing on relationships, but this is just me growing up just watching is that I think
people get together for love which is the correct reason for it but y'all stay at, y'all
stay in relationships out of malice.
I've noticed growing up too.
It's like, it's like, oh my goodness.

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That's my brother.
But I've seen people be together for like 10, 15, 20 years and they just can't stand
each other.
They'd be like until death do us part, yeah you first motherfucker, you go first before
I do.
And I'm like why do they stay together and then you hear some, usually the old heads

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and sometimes even newer people's like it's better to stay with someone that you tolerate
better than try to try something new every time things get rough.
So it's a mixed bag for me.
Well how is it for you?
Oh I'm single right at this point in my life and I'm happy being single.

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I'll be like 90% I'm happy being single.
10% there's sometimes I come home and I want to talk with somebody but you know it's, there's
can't be choosers when it comes to relationships.
I'm not just going to be with someone just to have a body in the sheets next to me.
Yeah.

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And you know I was also thinking like of my own ideas of relationships and well out of
my own ideas of relationships and what we talked about I know about probably a week
or so ago dealing with relationships.
Do you think that our ideas of relationships are a bit idealistic especially compared to

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what we have going on in the world now?
Yes, and I blame all those rom-coms and all those sitcoms that came on the shows all the
time.
They perpetrate it or portray a certain idealistic idea of what a relationship should be about.

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Yes you're going to have fights but at the end love conquers all and all stuff and you
will find the right person no matter what you're going through.
No that's not how life is.
That's not how a relationship is and that's not how life in general is.
Just because and I say this with sincerity just because you love that person next to

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you does that mean they're the right person for you.
You can love somebody but if you know they're abusive it's going to be a very difficult
relationship and I'm saying I'm talking to someone who actually had a friend she didn't
know mommy talking about this because she's open about it so she's in a relationship for
10 years and the guy was just really abusive and she left and she couldn't didn't know

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why she stayed so long and I said and I asked her why'd you stay so long she said because
I loved him and I thought our love was going to make him see the air of his ways and he's
going to fix and it didn't so she she broke it off and I think she moved and she took
her kid with her.
Oh wow.

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So sometimes and then last time I talked to her she's with someone new right now and
she's happier she's ever been and he found someone else and he's doing just as fine.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And do you think abuse goes on a lot in relationships nowadays?

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Yes, but not just physical.
We think when you think of it to me when you people think of abuse people immediately
immediately go to physical and it's not always physical it's sometimes mental and emotional
and I even go with spiritual abuse.
We just don't see it because you know there's no marks to like to show and the problem is

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sometimes depending on how your upbringing is which I'm thankful for my parents and their
way of showing me what love is and basically is that the person who was in those type of
relationships is not physical they don't know they're being abused they're just so used
to it that it's the norm they don't know until they don't know until after they leave me
like wow that relationship is fucked up why did I stay so long and he's like because

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he was so normal to you.
Yeah it ends up staying in it for a little while and it just gets it's like you know
throwing a frog in a pot of water and you slowly turn up the temperature the frog doesn't
know what's going on until it's cooked and then this is it it's just over with so I get

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that too.
Um yeah I didn't actually know you were gonna go there but that was a very solid take on
that I agree with you on that.
I like to go back refer back to the first episode didn't I tell y'all all 90 y'all
of my viewers that when I say something profound it shocks the headlight of my friends and family

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live and prove right there ain't that right Demobius?
Well I ain't used to this man speaking some sense now.
Because I'm laid back.
Those who know me as the fact that I say crazy stuff just to keep the you know the group
chat alive and funny and stuff but when it gets down to serious when you ask me serious
question I will give you a serious answer but one last thing it is so hard to find someone

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that wants you for you.
This guy's been single since he was 20.
I'm 35 now so it is so hard.
It's hard to find like I just said it's hard to find what is true love because you think
you find someone like oh I like you you like me I like you too let's date and then you
realize what is it really is is it do you love me because I look good or is it because

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I don't give a shit about your bullshit or do I remind you or am I a safe haven?
So someone that they feel like they can be themselves with.
That's the whole nature of relationship you let down your guard.
I remember that old story back in this class that's still sick with me it's a story about

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we all wear masks and only true people know what you are that's what you're looking for
you look for that one person that you can take all your mask off the mask out for public
mask around family you say this is me do you want me from who I really am maybe like yeah
but it feels like some people just like they just put on off a side even in the relationships
hmm sorry I watch a lot of documentaries and you know that you hear those people have

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to find out that there's significant other was like a criminal to be like it's like I
don't know them anymore you never know them to begin with yeah and I guess that's the
thing too because I've witnessed that in a couple of my own relationships too it's like
what what do you even do about that and I'm not necessarily necessarily asking you for

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relationship advice I'm just like well when I'm I feel like I'm pretty perceptive and
empathetic and I'm not trying to to my own horn or anything like that but I can feel
that coming from the other person but it's like okay well when I see that when I hear

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that when I feel that you know this person has their mask on even in front of me at
home like what what do I even do about that you if you truly if you think your feelings
for each of the off feelings are for each other are pure you stand there and let her
let he or she or they chip away but some people just need patience it just takes time and

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then they and soon as they feel like oh this person is safe to be around and they start
chipping away chipping away chipping away chipping away until finally it's there they are bare
face and all saying this is who I am do you accept me and it's then it's up to you to
like I accept you for who you are it's like we need to discuss some things but I'm glad
you're not taking my relationship advice from someone who doesn't have one but I'm also

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glad the fact that you know but I'm glad that you actually known that know to address faults
unlike I hate to be going to tangent I may in a minute but I hate these red pills or
these blue I don't even like the term but I don't like these all male relationship it
shows all these dating podcast shows when y'all basically talking about the same thing

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y'all answers are pretty much coast the same motherfucking thing y'all just on two different
things now here we go with your red pill rent I'm not red pill I'm not none of that I am
me I know you didn't call me that but I don't like that red pill the whole I'm a top tier

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alpha and all so let me say something the name alpha sanity I gave I gave that name to
myself back in the ninth grade it was a joke and I just like the fact that if you put the
initials it stands for AI because one of my favorite ball places out in Iverson that
was the joke now that nickname has been exposed and I never use it again but I'll shut up

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but this whole thing about what a perfect man is what a perfect woman is there's no
system is a perfect person if you think you can only you can make that if you create them
in a video game or something like that or you draw that is that is freaking crazy and
that's something that I probably will come back to let's play a little bit like later

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way later on is this whole podcast situation with red pill stuff and all of these people
trying to tell you how to work your relationship because I know there's been a big thing for
you that you you've had your gripes about but I definitely got to get more of your take

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on it okay but I'll probably come back to that I'll probably circle back around that
later but yeah so like enough of relationship for right now and while you were over here
talking about Allen Iverson I wanted to gift you a jersey that was given to me by a friend

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of mine here you go it is number three Miami Heat the Wayne way the way way it's not in
the best condition but I don't care I like it I don't get jerseys a lot so I might like
this yeah yeah it was juniors before and they were cleaning out some of their stuff so he

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was like you want it I'm like I know exactly who I can get this to Christmas came early
for me I mean you're talking to me on my own show I can't thank you enough brother but

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I'm a by the way I am a Houston Rockets fan but I love D way as a player like he was one
of my favorite players watching but so thank you you're welcome now we're gonna wear it
so I was like I'm gonna give it to somebody who will that sounds like that's not like a
backhanded compliment but also like here you go here's something for you I would ever wear

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it but I know you would but it's a thought that counts you know that like basketball
is a big thing growing up in my childhood it was my favorite sports oh my god the days
where we would just be up in your driveway playing basketball until my brother shows

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up and then he plays one of us one one beats the first one then he comes to say that you
want to go to and they're like all right and then we beat it both I'm like well that was
stupid or the days we're just sitting in there playing NBA Street volume two yeah oh man
those are the days the best oh and speaking of which I know we talked a lot about our

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early life in the other show uh-huh I wanted to know kind of like when we parted ways you
know after we graduate high school you went to college now went to college we went to
two separate colleges yes both HBC use both HBC use both state universities I just realized

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that yes yes I went to Tennessee State University you went to Alabama State University I'm so
used to calling it TSU I keep again at the essence yes and yes you know I mean the re I

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admit that I I know TSU San Francisco University at the time I didn't think about because when
I went to Alabama State unless you was on campus you don't you don't say ASU unless you were
talking to like you go against A&M some of that yeah and the reason is because there is
another ASU out there Arizona State so what I used to say I said when people say like oh

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you used to go to ASU yes I went to Alabama State yeah that way they won't think of Arizona
State but when I think of TSU I just say TSU when I say a TSU I just say TSU I don't say
Tennessee State because there is no other I don't think so Texas and whenever I told
somebody I went to TSU they would always say Texas Texas State no you see unless you put

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in HBC you in front of it they don't mind that's why I always say Alabama State I never
say it's you unless I'm on campus or unless it's the majesty classic because then I always
say A&M versus ASU then you understand because everybody knows classic weekend you already
know you already know what's happening yeah so that actually happened one time I said
oh I had spent I was talking to somebody I spent some time at ASU Arizona State no Alabama

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State and then I thought about it I once you talked about that Magic City classic unless
you're on campus you don't you don't you say ASU but if you're off you say Alabama State
but getting back to what you were saying you know I was just gonna ask you like what what
your experience was like after you left home for a little while I got I was completely

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homesick I was not prepared for the amount of loneliness I was at Alabama State and
so you stayed in the dorms most of the time yes yeah I like first first year I was like
I don't know anybody I'm not good at making friends I'm not good at introducing myself

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because I usually meet people through accident we met on a project if you remember the Cadillac
Caterpillar project that's how we met and the swing and the swings I remember I don't
remember like honestly I don't remember the very first time I met you I just remember
us pushing each other on the swings and becoming friends okay but back to the main point so

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I was spending most of my time in the dorm room and sure enough that paid dividends because
my grades were actually pretty decent and stayed my first year then when I got a little
old I got a little too like I guess I didn't want to try to be the big man on campus I
was trying to be just be more out there and my grades started to slip be more out there

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how just like hey there's a party just show up if there's something going on the campus
just show up or something but even then but even then I would any chance I get I would
come straight home I think I was at home every other weekend unless it was a three day weekend
unless I got a big project at school you mean at home as in like going to my parents house

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and oh back in Birmingham to be here though yeah I cannot tell you how many times I've
how many how many miles my dad put on the truck on the truck going back and forth getting
me and I should have listened to my mom's advice and like you probably started at community
college first didn't go to state I was like no I got accepted I got accepted I'm going

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to go to college and I lesson learned and then get depressed and all stuff and that's
like you know what let me go to community college and then my folks are like if you
go to community college you can't leave until you graduate and I'm like okay and then I
got my diploma from Lawson State so got your associates now the only I don't have any regrets

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in my life but I would have loved I would have loved to go back to state of finish no
rep yeah I would have loved to go back to state finish but I wouldn't walk just give
me my diploma let me leave so I get that too because I felt like if I if I were to ever
go back to TSU and finish I wouldn't want to walk there and my story with TSU is so much

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and so complicated I don't even feel like telling it right now we'll do it we'll probably
do that later but now my question I know you're the interviewer anyway would you do the same
major yeah major's fine I don't care well actually I probably would change my major
I probably change it from biology to chemistry I I probably will be the same but I know I

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will actually go with the law like pre-law I like criminal justice but also like English
dude but I would probably try to leave more into law and criminal justice is my minor
and so with that because the criminal justice system was always interesting to me it was
taken right behind writing by the way but it's always that would be the main reason

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I think many people some people want to go back to school they just don't want to go
back to their major but they're so far into their major be like I will just might as well
just push this out you know so so did you have any idea that you might get that homesick
where you know you be coming home that awesome because I think at the time your sister stayed

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in Montgomery too right at the time I was so sorry for the pause but I didn't think I
was going to be that deprived of home being home until I have it you don't know what you
miss until you don't have it anymore I mean it happened to me too but like and there was

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no way that I could have known that it would hit me the way that it did but like it was
just because I had never heard of it hitting like like it hit you I don't know how to explain
and it just that I would go home and I'll submit a bit you know my mom upstairs dad upstairs

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my brother will come by when he can you know so well that I have my room and then to be
shipped off to Montgomery like okay we're gone and then it'd be like first couple days
ain't so bad and then a week passed still ain't no nothing it didn't really hit me to about
a month or two later when school was out and the only reason that's the only way I can
reach anybody was to call because I didn't want to bother my sister all the time but I

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would you know talk to her from time to time so and then sometimes if I got if I really
needed to like get away from the school I would ask her to let me stay over her place
for a day and you know wash clothes and other stuff but it would just like awesome I would

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wash my clothes at her place every Sunday okay so like every every week yes okay now
again unless I had like a big project or like a 3D weekend I'll just like tough it out I'll
just tough it out just stay and but my brother time I would be back home man that's that's

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something else but now that I'm older I'm like it's fun being by myself I gotta do whenever
the fuck I want to do reasonably reasonably as long as you've not heard anyway true yeah
yeah yeah and um well kind of um something that I wanted to go over to with you which

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I'm not even sure if you want this to be in here or not but we could talk about it okay
I remember you mentioning to me when we talked over the last couple of weeks that you had
actually been sexually assaulted too yeah did you want to go over that experience yeah

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it's not too sure it's I mean I know it's not a happy thing to talk about no it's one
of those kind of things where it's like it happened I'm mad that it happened but like
it does not destroy me you know like right so I guess give me the the time to date the

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setting first I don't that's the thing it's been so far back it's been so long it was
not it's like it was it was I know it was a weekend I think was like three or four years
ago I was going to like I'm like here's the thing when I first got my apartment I love

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going the first thing I did well I didn't do in my parents place I went to the strict
lip and you know lesson learned probably no better now but I still like going from time
to time but anyway there was this one of the dancers out there that really took a liking
to me and all the stuff and I told her one time that I could by saving the money I'll
do a VIP with her and I just I put some money away went to the VIP went to the in the back

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and the VIP was kind of secluded so we went back there and she got way into it and she
started you know touching me and stuff and I told her and I was enjoying it at first
and then I suddenly like it didn't feel right so I told her to stop and she didn't stop
and she just kept going and stuff and then she was like you okay and I said I was fine

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at the time I was and then she left and then I got up and I went home and I went to sleep
I woke up and I just like well that happened and I just went up and I went home and went
to my parents house and you know when the day by no and everything went by normally and
then I went back I went back not like three or four weeks later finally she got in trouble

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and got let go I never forgot what she got in trouble for it got it was like and I just
like okay and then I start thinking about it's like did I get assaulted or not mm-hmm
it was one of those kind of things where it's like it was one of those kind of things where
it's like it did I get assaulted or not or what and then that's why I never used the

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term for me hmm because I don't feel like a victim and I don't want to toss those words
out mightly because those words has power to it yeah yeah and I have after I went through

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some things dealing with that I got sexual assault too I went through the same thought
pattern like did this really happen should I really call it that or what should I do
and I was like it took me nearly about a decade and some therapy to really call it what it

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was and yeah I do believe that shit is that but um it's a good thing that you haven't
let it impact what you got going on in your life and your thought processes and things

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I mean like I said I didn't think of the time even when you even when you blatantly told
me like yeah I think you was that I'm like oh mm-hmm because there are so many people
out there who even though this is the reason I made this podcast that come out and tell
stories I don't say it for myself like I know that incident happened to me but I don't hold

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any it was with a woman I don't have any issues whether I have no issues with the industry
or anybody who worked in the industry who formerly work in industry I have no issues
with that mm-hmm it just one of those kind of things where it just went went too wild
you know it was like a wild night I was like okay and I'm not shrugging up it's like oh

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he doesn't care I do care if you feel like he was you know hurt in that way you need
to talk to someone mm-hmm but I just like a yeah it was just a wild night you know it's
like I just shook it off it just kept going yeah yeah and I do and I think I mentioned

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to you in our conversation that it happens to to us a lot more than we would even think
he's talking about the African American African American male by the way well I was definitely
gonna clarify you have to do it quick or they gonna because people minds go from a to b real

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quick well they listen into an hour long podcast then they should be listening to every word
and that's okay because I don't have a timestamp gotcha yeah that I don't necessarily do this
claim list because I try to speak as precisely as I can if it's inaccurate then feel free

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to point it out but usually I know when I'm speaking it's fairly on point as much as as
much as I know I can be but as far as I know like especially when it comes to African American

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males boys and men it happens a lot more often than gets reported and there's a I remember
telling you there's a wonderful professor I've been actually paying attention to his stuff

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for the last almost four years Dr. T. Hassan Johnson is actually in his YouTube channel
he comes out and talks about you know how when these things happen to us that we just kind of
shrug it off we kind of like you know like hey this you know like like you were saying like

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this is just a wild night you know stuff got a little out control but it happened and then we
just kind of move on with our lives because we don't necessarily think that these things can happen
to us but as a matter of fact we're pretty black males are pretty vulnerable to this sort of thing

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so just a little bit of edification for you not necessarily trying to change your mind
on how you feel about the whole situation or anything like that I'm just saying for especially for
any of the listeners that are going through some stuff like that male or female like it is you know

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it's something that even I had to go back and reevaluate when it happened to me
and it didn't happen to me until I was an adult well since we're getting stuff like that out of
the way you remember the last time I talked to you I might look at stuff the way you remember
when I told you one time at state I thought about killing myself yeah that was probably

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the reason that's probably one of the reasons why I was probably one of the reasons why I come home
on time because I was just so it was not because I was homesick we just that was just
get down and out and graze were feeling didn't have no friends and everything so one day I was
like in my room and my roommate was gone because he was a track star not track so he was in the

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part of the track team and they were gone for a meet it was a runner and we lived on the fourth floor
that went right over your head I caught it but I'm you try to stay serious this far
no we're staying on the third floor and we stay right above the air conditioning unit
and you know you look down you'd be like you start thinking about everything like oh like

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would I really be miss what I
would will the world stop just for one minute for me if I was gone or it's like
and then I the reason I stopped was because the fact of like I have too much I started
thinking about the positives in my life I'm like there's too much to live for there's too much

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good things in my life that outweigh the bad so you you were able to talk yourself down also
off of that I guess proverbial edge technically yeah you you were able to talk yourself down off of it
yeah but it did help I did talk to some people I didn't mention the actual incident happening but

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I talked to some people when I was down in school like some teachers and a couple of classmates who
I really knew and everything so we got sat down we talked about it again I didn't tell them because
these the only person before this podcast he was the only one who knew about it and it's like there
is something it's like you have to take life for what it is because once you're gone you don't get a

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chance to do anything you want to do yeah yeah that kind of reminds me because I thought the same
things when I went through that too why are we so similar I mean we grew up in the same town in the
same part of town in the same grade same friends two black men in America that were best friends

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like why wouldn't we think pretty similarly 30 years of oh god yeah yeah and did I ever tell you about
my experience no well um that was seeing your uh right before well actually right right around

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band camp of our senior year high school right before senior year started
um really it was because that summer I had went on um a leadership conference to Georgetown

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and I stayed there about two weeks stayed in the dorms met all these wonderfully nice and smart
people from all over the world and I had a fucking blast and then I came back home and I was super
depressed because I'm like I'm back here like why the fuck am I back here like I need to be doing

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I need to be doing something else and it just got to the point where I even started thinking about
those things like because especially because of my my home situation with with my dad and everything's
like would anybody even miss me if I was gone and at that time like I really truly felt invisible

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because if anybody knows me they know my brother and he he is a showy motherfucker he
he's he's the life of the party everybody gonna know he there and me ain't nobody gonna really

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notice unless you like truly know me ain't nobody gonna know this out there so I started going
through all those thoughts and suicidal ideations and I even um I if it would have gone on long

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enough I would have probably attempted something but by the time we got to the end of band camp
um I noticed um Mr. Wright our band director he noticed something was wrong he noticed something
was wrong and um he ended up telling mom my mom and I really didn't know how to explain it to them

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I think I explained it to them in the form of achievements and awards and other things like
that and I already know I got some strings pulled that year for me to be in a few other things

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like national science honor society and a couple of little awards that I won
and uh which I appreciate I just I really couldn't explain the fact that I felt this real emptiness
inside of my being and they convinced me to just keep on going not that the feeling went away

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any time soon but I had to find my own reason to keep going and it really my reason to keep going
didn't have anything to do with anybody that was in my life I was just like I'm just gonna keep

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going for me and see what I can do and I just kept going and I don't think I've ever no I've never
had those thoughts or anything since then it's just been clear

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you're
right man he's one of the few good teachers out there and out there yeah that's the that's the og
that is the og you remember when you used to talk to your teachers and your teachers are like the
third parent yeah I missed I had quite a few teachers in high school like that miss mosley

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mr hamlin mr hamlin mr hamlin mr hamlin mr right mr crumb principal phillips too
yep like you could talk to him I think a lot of people talk to him I remember when they I remember

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that whole event when he was leaving to go to Erwin there by one as a protest and like that's how
important teachers are so it's weird seeing how I know we're switching topics I'm trying to it's
gotten dark in this show I'm gonna try to light things up but do you notice how the fact that
teachers now are more underappreciated now um I noticed that there well teachers have always

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been underappreciated in my opinion just because of the pay scale but I do notice that but that
that's a whole different topic in and of itself like that whole can of worms like I'm like I'm
still doing research on that I've been doing research on that the last two or three years

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and that's that's like a whole can of worms in and of itself
because not only are the teachers not appreciated they're not appreciated to the point where they're
leaving the profession which leaves less teachers to teach these students but there's also something
going on on the other side because a lot of parents are doing a whole lot more working

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and not taking time out to teach their kids some basic stuff they'll need to know before they get
to school or even when they get to school and some of those have to do with teaching them like basic
manners oh god and I'm just gonna say that that is my opinion out there and it's out there so

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if you want to come at anybody come at me you're the host after all and and I have I'm a parent
of three kids so I'm trying my best to make sure that they know what they need to know before they
get in the school so is it different when you hear a story when I start but you hear a new

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story or something or you hear about the fact that a teacher might say that a student is disruptive
but the parent takes the kids out automatically while even talking to them yeah now that you're
now that you're a parent when you hear something like I know your kids are great by the way but
if you ever heard something like you if your oldest child was like oh she's been talking a

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lot in class and she's been disruptive do you automatically like not my child she's not a talker
do you want to you come in there like with hands up ready for if not a fist fight but you know like
a verbal altercation or do you like I usually treat that how I treat all those types of things because
I'm not that this happened to my oldest yet but if that were to happen like I've had

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friends or other people tell me about my friend who I've known for years to tell me that they've
done some really off-the-wall type stuff and what I would do is I would listen to both sides
and I wouldn't immediately take my friend side so I'm not I'm gonna try to be as objective as possible

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and see what's going on and then figure out what needs to happen after that so like if the teacher
were to tell me some stuff like that I would hear her out or hear them out and then I would go ahead
and question my daughter right in front of them it's like okay well what's going on did you do this

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why did you do this or why is she saying this or why well I say she because a lot of teachers are
women and I'm sorry it's just a thing so my mind just immediately goes to gender most teachers

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are women it's a thing I'm sorry but why is your teacher saying this so it would just be
basically me being sure like homes trying to figure out where the truth lies and what's
actually happening okay okay from the other side of from the other side of the aisle because my

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mom is a teacher she knows how to address when she bring when she talks to a parent about their
child she doesn't just like she will never use wild speculation or false accusations she will
document things and if you know my mom she is very she like she like here's the date the time

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what he wore or what they wore what he said exactly who he did it to all this time then you'd be like
uh I guess my kid was doing acting up in class yeah because my mom don't play she she will she loves
her students and she will treat you like her own kids so she will like like hold you in disregard

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disregard I'm this happened a few months ago but one of the one of her own students just had
his first sermon as a pastor he invited her so she was like this is my first grade teacher
she was my first grade teacher and now she's my first now she's one of the first people in my
sermons yeah I saw the pictures that that's the impact we have teachers have on students and I feel

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kind of messed up the fact that they're not getting paid and they're not being taken seriously they're
not being heard first off we need to pay them by the way yeah I am so and this is just me I am so
sick and tired of you hearing people I know yet I'm sick and tired hearing teachers even a double
life living that spicy life you know and then he gets found out and then they tell you like I don't

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make enough for the teacher so I have to do this extra extra spicy work or something like that take
on second jobs yeah I've heard about that too no shame no shame to sex workers and that and that
stuff like I think that should this is just me again my show my personal opinion but I think
sex work should be I think sex work should be legalized in all 50 states and it should be regulated

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well I don't know you never know it might actually end up being that way sometimes yeah but on this
on this side but teachers not getting paid enough so you got all these teachers doing this extra work
and then they find out and then they get fired you're not helping because I remember I read a

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lot of news stories this one woman she has she's a mother of four with even when her husband doing
construction they can't make ends meet so she went and did online work one of the students dad found
out subscribed to her site and still make complaints to the school the school looked at it's like
well we're gonna hand just let you go and they asked her like what's wrong said I did this to

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make extra income now I need to do if now I have to do a full time to make ends meet yeah it's kind
of like the whole thing because teachers don't get paid really well they have like different
pay scales but most teachers don't really get paid in the summertime and you got to make do with

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that you got to figure out what you're gonna do in the summertime and make do with either make do
with what you have or give a second job because I knew a teacher I was very close with in high school
who he was actually I believe he was either like a registered nurse or something like that too so

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he would go and do that work during the summertime and then come back and teach oh nurse has got a
bad too oh yeah I know in fact especially now yeah and the bad thing is we're not trying to get
all deeper than this why we could we're not it's the fact that you increase wages this is going
to increase the cost of living the wage is not catching up the cost of living you need to make

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about they said the I think a person living alone needs to make about 35,000 between 35 to 40,000
live comfortably and most people are not even hitting that mark and then you got families who
barely hit that mark and they saw my family it's about 60 to 70,000 and no one can hit that mark
so then when we're making a situation where people have to take on jobs that probably don't want to

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do or probably jobs they don't need to but they have to to make ends meet and just to live comfortably
and then when they do they find out and then when some depend on some occupations they find out you
work on a second job they'll can you oh yeah that's it and they not like now you're even sick
want to hold and this is why I just said that I have this is why I have no issues with people in the

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sex worker you know adult industry or strippers or anything I have a friend who works she used to be a
stripper she retired well retired but she was a nurse but she did strip work on the side
because she was she needed to make ends meet she was not a single mother she none of that none of

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that whole all those stories all those rumors out now she would just she grew up in a nice house
she came down here she went to Kyle's and everything she got a degree and I said she got the nurse and
then she's like I can't make ends meet just on one job but the problem is that the way you know
nurses they got weird hours so she needed something that's very flexible so she went into the

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this trip game and she'd been doing it for 10 years she stopped when she
she thinks she's made enough to that she don't need no more so which makes sense yeah
oh man so speaking of which there's something I hadn't touched on like
uh how like how did you end up getting to go to uh strip clubs because in my in my life I've only

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ever been the one and my opinion before I went to one versus after didn't really change that much
because it was a cool place to go but I always thought you know why go to a strip club because
just you know it's just a tease I know because I can't I can't do anything yeah with these women

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so let me just not go but I went and I had a decent time and now we left and everything
but like what what what brought you to to go into strip clubs
it's because I never went when I was at home my folks but the men I got my place I was like I might

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as well the first year I got my placement 20 point I now real talk the first time I went to a club
like that I was 24 okay and it was one of those kind of itches that need to scratch you know
it's like it's like it's one of those things where it's like I don't know about this place so let me
just go ahead and just hit one of these places up just to see and I went there like I was okay but

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then when I got home but I never kept going because one I stayed in my folks house and two
I didn't have any extra income at the time that's like at my place
and I was like well I'm gonna I did what you know first people who get their first apartment for
the first time ever I do that I did the whole thing I stayed up I didn't clean up and all stuff I just

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you know did all the most f'd up shit you think of not that type of shit but I did some messed up
shit you do when you first get your own place and everything and the first thing there's like
man they haven't and I remember they was having an event at the club nearby and I was like that's
five minutes away I ain't gotta go and I started saying the whole thing like man where's my fuck
what am I gonna say about my damn self I'm going and so I just got in the car it was like 10 minutes

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on the road I'm like okay went in there and paid the fee which was like eight dollars went in there
did not bring any ones learned that the hard way and just sat in the back row and I just
you know just watched the show and all this stuff and then
it was like it became a current I would go I used to go every other month now go every quarter

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at least once or twice a quarter unless unless one of the girls I know I know asks me like hey
I'm coming to dance you want to talk come by and see me and say okay and all that stuff so anyway
shout out to and some of these girls probably retired by now by the time this is coming out
shout out to you know Ruby Maria Sophia Savannah so these are the four girls I would go see most of

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time and I don't just go just to like ooh neat girls there's porn for that but I would go just to
get out of the house you know I would go to like it would just be around some people yeah and the
reason I mentioned those four girls because those are the ones that actually was like I grew to like
like know and respect basically well I respect everybody but they're the ones that kind of

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like pull back the veil and like just be themselves because when you for those who are like really
young when you go there they're not interested in you for real they just want to see if they can get
you to pay for them to dance but yeah but one of them especially my favorite favorite uh Ruby
she you dear god me and her still friends now and if she can listen to this you're still my

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you're my friend still and I love you but she was no nonsense kick your shoes out the door she
was like kick her feet up and everything she was like I'm just here I was going there some days
and I would like she be there but like hey what's up Ruby she said I'm tired as fuck me too you
want to sit down and talk about shit yeah and we just sat down until she had to go back on stage

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she'll come back down with talking like you want to do a lap dance and she'd be like do I have to
do it like okay I like and then she'll do it and then she'll do it and then I'll pay her and all
that stuff but she was one of those kind of like she at first she'd be like oh it's nice to see you
but when she sees me she's like oh don't play it's a lot like she like don't play that mess with him

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because one thing about me when I used to go to clubs like I am not interested in trying to be
you know tease at like what's up big boy and all that stuff and what's up big daddy and I sound like
fuck off I'm tired I'm tired I'm here just to get away from the outside world my phone is on silent

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I don't want to be you know propped up I just want my Red Bull my water and I want to see some
see a couple girls dance and then when some of the girls figure that out they're like oh
I can be normal around him that's who I'd be cool with and then you find out some things like
they talk about and when you sit down with them and talk to them they they can only talk about you

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know they can tease you for so long till they're like okay man like you just seem like you just want
to talk to somebody and then they figured out like okay he's actually a good person so anytime I come
in there he's got so much he'll mention that when if another dancer it's with a customer that's really
rough and rowdy or disrespectful they were going on stage but if they see me coming come in when

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they got stage they don't go back to the customer they come to talk to me and hopefully that makes
that do leave until they like feel safe to come out there and talk to someone else I don't know
how it is but that felt awesome like yeah like I'm a safe space I'm a mobile safe space I guess

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but well I mean it's like what you were saying earlier when you know people let their can let
their mass down people get used up you know there's something that can attract people to you really
even if it's you know you're only going to be around them for a short time

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but I don't go as much as often because like I said most of the girls so I
you know develop a reputation a reprieve relationship is fine yeah I'm careful with words I use
well relationship is something that can be be developed with anybody in your life true relationship

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I know but you know me I'm very selective of my words but when they started like leaving I did
not want to go through the whole process of trying to know new girls or something like that so I just
stopped going and I got back into other stuff but I have traveled been to other clubs and
there are some I like and there's some I hate and there's some I would like avoid like the plague

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well so what's been your your most wild experience at the club I am so sorry mama but
because I know she's one of the nine people that listen to the show so I feel like I'm so sorry mama
I went to the worst ever club I've ever been to and it was but it was also the most cost-effective

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cost-positive for customers I've ever been to and cost-effective strip club or in other words
where it feels like you actually leave with more money than you are leaving other cuz like you
it's more like if you walk into a normal club with a hundred dollars you might leave with like 50 or 20
I went to this club with like $50 I left with 51

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like explain how this works how does this work so I went to this club and I don't really want to
give anybody bad press but I'll but I say it's a very foxy place and I went in there and this
place was kind of seedy and everything it's it's unfortunately it fits that stereotype of what

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clubs you think clubs are like in the back like backwoods like backcountry and stuff and I went
there and it was during the hot it was during like a four-day weekend I had anyway um
I went in there I had $50 this is after I paid off my bills responsibility folks

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I'm very keen on that and I went in there and I walked in there the first thing I thought was
I'm like a Confederate flag and a mega banner out like I don't fit in already I don't fit in
and the reason I couldn't just like get in my car hop back is because it's a good 40 minutes away

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so like I'm here so you're here in the middle of nowhere with these Republican strippers
yeah I'm like okay let's let's do this thing bitch and I like I walked in there the bartender
was nice and everything so I paid the door fee and 20 minutes later like the first three girls
came in I was like that's cool man and in this club you have they don't have a DJ they have an

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old school like 1999 jukebox we have to put a dollar in to pay for songs so you so the girls
have to use their own money to like uh get their songs and what and then they have to put it on the
queue but that sucks yes and the stage was no it's they just probably like seven by five feet

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and two poles and the two poles should not be needed because they're in their way so they got a
double dance going if one group just from the pole the other one can't even get on the main
strip way bang anyway so I go in there again remember I had $50 now the door fee was five
so I downed the 45 I go talk to one of the girls her name was Eve at the time her name was Eve

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and would you believe would you believe what she was she was a Sunday school teacher
huh you heard that right folks she was a she worked at a senior care center but she also
doubles as a Sunday school teacher that's where she got the name e from from the bible see that
how the fuck did you find that out like did she just tell you that stuff or what why well do my

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the the uh detective skills in other words I mean I just asked her and very politely said what's
your name okay Batman the Batman but uh I asked her what's your name she said oh my name's e I'm
like oh that's cool what you get that from because you know everybody got stage names on the dance
floor but that's cool what you get the name from oh I got it from the bible I'm a Sunday school

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teacher on Sundays I'm sorry what I was like yeah it just fits you know you know and I was like I
didn't not will anyway I guess yeah so so we talked for a while and even the fact the place is I
guess maga heavy she was not maga at all she was more liberal the way from what the which one's from

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my head when I heard so she was going on next and she went up there and she already had money so she
put her money in and also a fan we went dancing in next and no she wanted to do a lap I want to
do a lap dance and everything but she left I know this sounds this sounds so weird now that I'm
actually saying out loud it sounds weird it sounds even more weird I'm over here holding on to this

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chair for dear life I know but okay so what happened was her purse I guess had a hole in it or something
so she took out her money and she was counting counting she's like here hold this and she gave
me something like what I'm holding for I said just I trust you hold it so she said I got to go in the
back and get my other purse so she goes back gets her other parts 10 minutes and like 10 minutes go by

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she comes out fully clothed and she's like I got to go home I was like what's wrong said
she said my husband had an accident or something okay I said here's your money she's like oh I said
you know what she's actually I gave her the money back and she said you know what you've been such a
nice gentleman on so she gave me the money and left so I she gave me six ones for putting up what

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her shit he's frozen by the way folks but that did happen what she tipped you I guess you want to say
I guess hit me for being a gentleman or something like that honestly I have never felt so weird and

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so dirty at the same time that's the only time I ever felt dirty like she tipped me I didn't do
anything I just talked to her and I guess she was having a bad day and I guess I cheered her up or
something and and she was a little old she was a little bit older I say she if I'm 35 she had to
be leasing her mid 40s so I guess she was like you you put up with me for this long so that game

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we didn't do any lap dancing or anything I got to go because my husband hurt anything so I was just
like here here's some here's a couple more and so like okay so I got him so at that experience I
didn't say I was like this was weird this was very fucking weird so I stayed for I would I would have
left but I stayed a little bit longer until I went to another girl now I'm I'll say right now when

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it comes to women I'm attracted to women with tattoos and I like I don't care if you're white
or black I like long black hair I like tattoos but I also but also like bubbly personality and
this girl just coming over and she sounded peppy like a cheerleader like hi you enjoying yourself
you know something like what's your name oh my name's cherry I was like cool you how you doing

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he said I'm having fun are you like yeah but I'm thinking about the lead oh so soon what about dance
they're like how much for a dance she said oh it's only 10 $10 okay now the thing about this place now
if they find out about this place I might check out the price but in this particular club the lap

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dance area is behind curtains which I think and oh the old building is in I think used to be the
bathroom because the way it could have stalls in there mm-hmm so I go in there and then you talk about
wow there are four stalls we go to the very last one the second stall in there and I am not kidding

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there was a dancer on her knees in front of another guy doing exactly what you think she was doing
giving the cp giving it giving this penis CPR with her mouth that's fucking that's wild that is wild
what was wild was the fact the guy opened his eyes he said hey what's up and he just went back into

(01:08:29):
a daze I'm like like this man looked at you head nodded like what's up dude and then went back about
his boobs and she did too and stuff like that and I guess they were familiar and and I jokingly asked
asked her a question and like do you want to do a lap dance so sure it's like 10 dollars we went in there

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oh I jokingly asked her it's like does that happen often and she looked at me says
nah just him and her only on every other Saturday I'm like okay I like you don't see that often but
we had our dance nothing happened I said thank you got in my car left and I haven't been back since

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so yeah that's that's crazy yeah but again I have no I like if that's what you want to do with your
life that have fun with it as long as something that you chose to do it I'm all about I'm big on
choice by the way so if you choose do something like that just be okay with it again I'd go
because the fact I did it gets me out of the house I do other things too I do I go to the library

(01:09:44):
go to you know go for walks go to the mall some of that but every now and then I go you know
yeah going for walks I'm just not I'm not gonna lie to you going for the going for walks I'm going
to the library different just like hey let me go to the club real quick I here's the thing I don't

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feel calm and this is strange I don't feel comfortable to the normal cause I don't go like I don't
like going to I'm from Birmingham I don't like going to platinum yeah it I went there a couple
times it felt so well to be honest you go to a club in Birmingham you bound to you know see
a shootout anyway it's gotten worse but yeah yeah you bound to probably catch a straight

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bullet or something oh yeah so yeah I mean all the clubs too I don't think of another I don't
like going to I went to a couple bars and they felt okay but it's something about when I go there I
feel at ease when I go to a club and I go out to two of the clubs so many times that they'd I don't

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even pay the door fee I'm not saying who but I don't pay the door fee anymore they just know who I am
I got in that memorable look at that and I just walk in there and I don't spend much money I believe
in fact I he's got to the point where I like I don't spend much unless I actually know who you are
and it's since then like I said since most of the girls I know are are either retired or quit

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and no reason yeah yeah I get that okay well I appreciate you's talking to me
about all you things that you was doing I don't know why I said it like that but I just why you sound
like a villain like sound like you about the end of episode on the cliffhanger I don't know anyway

(01:11:38):
stick a fork in me I'm done no more surprise for you oh by the way did I tell you this did I tell
you how much I hate I found out something I found out I've I've uncovered a deep hatred again what's
that I hate PSAs you hate PSAs yeah especially the old kid one wow why did you okay let me go

(01:12:07):
ahead and do this a little this is not this is not a bit folks this is actually real I fucking hate
PSA especially those ones way back in the 90s and even the 80s and stuff like that was really
which is common sense see I grew up again I'm a son of a teacher and a steelworker I've seen
these PSAs at home because my mom will sometimes bring tapes home to watch them sometimes I would

(01:12:28):
watch them when she's gone to the choir rehearsal something I would just watch some of these things
these are some of the looking back on there some of the most stupidest shit and some of the dumbest
kids in the world I cannot tell you how many times it would drive me nuts especially me at a young age
who knew what exactly what you were supposed to do because it would beat do it they will literally

(01:12:48):
beat into your head about what to do when certain situations and these kids who's supposed to act
like who's supposed to act like us don't know what the fuck they're doing it's always the same
fucking scenario maybe tweaked a little bit depending on what the topic was you got five kids and it's
usually one depending on what decade you in he's even name was either Allen in the 80s or Zach in

(01:13:10):
the 90s he's always had a flat top blonde hair he would be the skitter dude or something like that
then you had the top girl her name would be Brittany or something like that and she always
she's in the group just because the fact that she's probably like Zach but she ain't got no other
friends because she probably hated by everybody else then you had the smart kid who had the four
by four 10 by 10 glasses and his name was either Drew or Dylan or something like that and he was

(01:13:35):
the math the nerd group guy I love how you come up with names there's a deep there's a PSA somewhere
out there with these names then you got the main the one black dude whose name is Jamal it's always
fucking Jamal some for some reason either it's Jamal or either he be named Zach or he be something

(01:13:56):
but he has some kind of like fucked up like rap name or street name like oh my name is Jamal
but I go by J does or something that and he's always bad bouncing a basketball he's always in
the sports tank top with the black shorts and all the stuff he's always playing and and then
you got the last girl and she's kind of like the nerdy I guess the counterpart to Dylan and her

(01:14:17):
name is like Ashley but it's spelled the A S H L E I G H kind of Ashley thing and it's always the same
fucking thing they run through a situation and you be like what should I do this older
student wants me to smoke what should I do say no until a teacher and then some annipa and then

(01:14:40):
for some reason they get dumbfounded and then some anapomorphic animal or some shit comes I know
where it's like hey kids here's what you need to do first off go the fuck away and two it's simple
tell a teacher say no tell a teacher and then let the process go oh Billy oh Billy the frog I don't

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know what to do say kids when you're in a situation when you don't know ask a teacher I just said that
Billy the frog I have no idea I don't want to get sued and I'm so I'm making up a name so it's
true Billy the frog sound like Barney on prophecy don't you mean on Zippock and and the reason I say
that is because if the same five kids and if oh don't make the black guy the leader because then

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he's gonna be hurt with an all hip I got my arms crossed and all you know you know street like what's
wrong Jamal oh man this older dude he wants me to join this gang man he wants me to drive the
the New York Rough Riders or some shit like that what should I do say no tell somebody and alert
the authorities if need be maybe not the authority but at least tell a parent or a guardian or adult

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you know but when he's keep on beating up at least you tell somebody so the United
Least they can take the necessary actions they care of it I hate these things and you try and
then when it's even worse when you put a superhero in it it's even worse when they put superiors in
it hey Dan let's smoke I don't think it's a good deal superman now kids you know what's wrong with

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smoke it's okay because captain Flynn and plan is gonna fix everything no dude and be like I remember
one was a man it was a common book and he was he was fighting I think like Luther but he saw two
kids about the smoke he stopped mid fight to fly down there and give him a PSA I'm gonna go like

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you just gonna leave like Luther up there to regain consciousness come on what a counterattack
and then attack you and after he give him a spiel about smoking and stuff I guess what happens in
the next panel oh like he woke up and he up a cut it's two man's eyes I'm like you dummy you
could have took him to jail first and it's one of those things is like I get I understand the reasoning

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it's like I hate to say what I put PSA with cheating in a relationship I understand why I
understand how but is it necessary no y'all just do it because you think it's fun it's it's
it's baffling it's oh god oh independent of who it is it in the oh don't let it be about the women

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I'm sorry if it's the women thing I have no idea because I don't watch those because that's not my
gender or whatnot but it's usually about if a guy gets too touchy or too hazy you know just say no
and tell somebody I'm like no shit but mad they're kids they don't know any better

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par e nts wait yes that's who supposed to teach a manners this is exactly why we need to try
why make sure we know how to spell I always I do it anytime I know you just double check
yourself no I do they I do that anytime I spell I even if I know that even if it's something simple

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CIT I always double check my spelling the only thing I learned from my mom the teacher just because
you spell that right the first time you're gonna spell it keep keep reminding yourself because
you might spell it right the first time you might spell it wrong the next time and you
don't remember this time you're wrong but for some reason that's just I forgot what happened I think

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I was on the dark side of YouTube and that PSA came on I was like ah shit and then what made
it worse my controller died and I was sleepy I didn't want to change the batteries so I was like
fuck it it what is it 10 minutes I can survive it and it was one of those old 90s commercial
I mean 90 PSAs and I saw that wow that's terrible no it was terrible was the acting the terrible

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was the message you went you spent 30 minutes when you could have just immediately just had
it solved in five minutes it was almost like those old infomercials at least those were fun
depending on what time of the night it was you can get those really cool infomercials but anyway
set it and forget it are you talking about that I'm talking about the George foreman grew up

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yeah so I want to go ahead and close out did you have any uh final words of this nice little
final episode that we're doing this part two of our conversation you sure you want to just
two I don't know if it gets enough likes we might do a part three go ahead like comment subscribe

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keep listening and hit us back up and let us know if you want another part yeah yeah I got I got to
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if y'all want more of these type of conversations just let us know we'll have another conversation

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until the next time folks like I see all the time I try to understand drink one shot of
vodka a week get plenty of rest and trust of the new until then bye please

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so