In episode two I go into the messy fucking middle part of my reclamation journey. I mean honestly, no one wants to really talk about the fucked up chaotic part of what SEEMS to be a happy ending to someone's story- but later realize it was just the middle- and it was the same damn lesson as the first time and you FAILED.
Yeah well, I do. I talk about the way it has sucked to show up when I felt like a fraud- or how I had to learn the lesson I was teaching others in front of what felt like the world. What it was like to disappoint myself and what felt like the whole world when I couldn't perform and show up as the full fledged fierce woman of integrity I aimed to be but fell short from.
No one wants to talk about the middle- but I talk about it here. And, just so we're clear. I KNOW I didn't fail. We don't fail until we stop making it art. It just sure as hell felt like failing when I was in it.
Recording this episode felt like pulling the band aid off a wound that needs to breathe. It has been holding me back from being visible to gain the fresh air it needs to heal and move the fuck on. So here we go..
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