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Speaker 1 (00:12):
I heard podcasts, hear more kiss podcasts, playlists, and listen live.
Speaker 2 (00:17):
On the Free Heart.
Speaker 3 (00:21):
Give Me.
Speaker 4 (00:23):
With Robin Kidd and Coyotes.
Speaker 3 (00:26):
This is Confessions for Cash as.
Speaker 4 (00:32):
Samantha of Castle Dyane.
Speaker 3 (00:34):
Good morning, Good morning guys, how are you excellent?
Speaker 4 (00:38):
Thank you your confession for cash? What is it?
Speaker 3 (00:42):
My confession is I had a baby girl and she's
the result of my time working as a high class
escort and actually getting pregnant to a client.
Speaker 1 (00:55):
Wow, Okay, I'm guessing that as a high class escort
or any kind of escort, you try not to get
pregnant at all.
Speaker 4 (01:02):
Ever, exactly, yes, So what happened?
Speaker 3 (01:05):
So the client I was seeing him and I actually
started forming quite a bond, which is very rare in
itself because everything's very professional, very discreete and each escort
we have our own set of rules that we follow,
which I ended up finding myself breaking some of these rules.
This client, who was just very charming, very good looking,
(01:28):
he was very adamant that he wanted to be with
me romantically.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
So normally when you see a client, it's like, this
is business. You pay for a certain period of time,
you do what you do, and then.
Speaker 3 (01:43):
You leave right exactly, and it was after every interaction
because he would book me for overnight booking, so it
wasn't just for me. How it was quite a few
overnight bookings where we got to, of course talk a
lot and really interact, and you have an alter ego
who you sort of step into the role of being
that person instead of your personal self. But he was
(02:06):
just very persuasive and wanting to know me, and after
every time we'd interacted or had an overnight booking, just
the love bomb and just begging me to leave the
industry to be with him. It was different in every way.
It's really hard to articulate unless you're in that situation,
but everything was just completely different, even the attraction that
I'd felt, because usually I just you don't feel that
(02:28):
it is with profession, and he got in my head
and he got me thinking what it is because he
was promising me the life that most women dream about.
How long was sort of catching up?
Speaker 4 (02:40):
I guess, or what was he booking you in?
Speaker 3 (02:43):
So I would tour Canberra probably once every two months,
and that overnight would always turn into two or three
nights because he would just keep paying.
Speaker 4 (02:50):
And he would keep paying and how much.
Speaker 3 (02:52):
Was that worth depending on what services we provide, is
depending on the price, but for what he would want,
so anyway, from four to five thousand dollars for the night.
Speaker 4 (03:01):
Why night? And you did two or three nights?
Speaker 2 (03:04):
Yeah, Now do I know you don't want to identify anyone,
and we wouldn't ask you to. But I'm just putting
things together that you're going to Canberra and it's someone
there with a lot of money's very well paid.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
All my clients have a lot of money.
Speaker 2 (03:17):
Yeah, okay, that's interesting.
Speaker 4 (03:20):
Very horny politician.
Speaker 2 (03:23):
I didn't use that word.
Speaker 3 (03:26):
So he did become a regular who became very persuasive
and adamant that he wanted me to just retire from
the industry and just be provided for. Lovedn adored, because
the in my mind, you know, I was kind of
I think I fell for the fairy tale. I decided
to meet him.
Speaker 4 (03:43):
Privately, so no money exchanged, Yeah, for.
Speaker 3 (03:49):
Romantic purposes, and that's just that's the weekend I obviously
got pregnant.
Speaker 1 (03:57):
Okay, so what happened, because you know, I would be
very clear about your protection.
Speaker 3 (04:04):
Prior to that, when we had been meeting up professionally,
he was very adamant, like he wanted me to provide
natural services, which is a big no no for me,
no matter how much money you might throw me.
Speaker 1 (04:16):
Do you know what that means?
Speaker 2 (04:17):
And no protection.
Speaker 3 (04:18):
Yeah, that's right, no protection. So he was really adamant,
but for me personally, that's just a non negotiable. But
it was always an issue that did sort of arrive.
So when we were meeting up romantically, that came up
and I said, and this is before we met up.
I said, if you get a blood test done then
(04:39):
and it comes back clean, then you know we might
be able to have a bit from that weekend and
you might get your wishes come true. So he did that,
and that's obviously how I got pregnant. And I'm like, wow,
like this is real, this is happening so fast, this
is unlike anything I've experienced in my life. Like it
was such a crazy whirlwind, the whole thing. So after
I told him I was pregnant, you know, he wanted
(05:00):
me to move to Canberra. He wanted to provide and
that's how the conversation went, and I said, look, I
really I just need a minute to really process everything.
The truth of it was, I really don't know this
man that well. So I said, look, I just need
a bit of time. So I'm just having to take
a deep breath here because it's just it's so surreal
actually voicing us out loud. I haven't told anyone this.
Speaker 4 (05:23):
I've never told anyone this story, not.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
Even my best friend of thirty odd years.
Speaker 1 (05:28):
Okay, So Samantha, I want you to take your breath.
Speaker 4 (05:32):
Yeah, are you all right?
Speaker 3 (05:34):
Yes?
Speaker 1 (05:34):
Yes, So we've left you with the idea that you
were pregnant. This man is in Canberra, you live in Queensland,
and you have to make a decision as to whether
you're going to move your life, stop being an escort
and have a relationship with him.
Speaker 4 (05:51):
Yeah, what happened.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
So I was getting mentally prepared. I was, you know,
after all the supportive encouragement he was giving me. I'm like,
you know what, we only lived once black and this
is meant to be. I fully did believe that Barbara
is definitely a gift, and I thought, well, why not
do it? Right? So I was preparing to move and
I started getting very six. So I ended up being hospitalized. Now,
(06:16):
while I was in the hospital, he's behavior changed, which
raised a few red flags to me. He wasn't checking
in on me. Something was wrong, and that's when my
intuition kicked in, like, Okay, something's wrong, and if I'm
really going to have a child to this man, I
need to do a little bit more research. And what
(06:36):
I mean by that is, in our industry, we do
have some apps where we can screen clients to see
if they've been blacklisted by other escorts in the industry,
and I had done that prior to meeting him, and
there was nothing there at the time, but something just
really told me, Okay, I really need to have another look.
I opened up an app that does a little bit
(06:57):
more deeper diving on people than the previous one I used,
and that's where the red flags come up, the warnings.
So he'd obviously been seeing another girl in between seeing me,
and she blacklisted him as well as two other women.
There were three warnings in total.
Speaker 1 (07:16):
And they a site where all, like other escort agents places, can.
Speaker 3 (07:23):
Yeah, so in our industry, if we ever happened to
come across, whether it's an abusive or just a not
nice sort of type of client, we can blacklist them.
You know, I'm just going to reach out because they
have more access than us again to screen people. So
I reached out with his name and number and a
photograph that he'd sent me. I was informed that, yeah,
(07:46):
I probably wasn't the first woman that he had gotten
pregnant and had done the same thing too. When I
reached out to him and I informed him that I
had become aware, he turned very aggressive. He abused me.
He said, how dare you investigate me? I was then blocked,
(08:06):
deleted off everything, and completely and underly ghosted and I
never heard from him again.
Speaker 4 (08:12):
To this day.
Speaker 3 (08:13):
To this day, well, obviously while seeing him, he spoke
a lot about his family. Thought, you know what, I
might reach out to his family to see if they
might want a relationship with her, because you know, it's
not the child's fault. I was totally ignored. I've got
no response, and like I said, no one in my
life knows a single thing about the whole situation.
Speaker 2 (08:32):
Well what have you told people and what are you
planning on telling her?
Speaker 3 (08:37):
Yeah, I don't ever want to lie to my kids
when she grows up. I feel like I was just
going to say, look, I just really wanted to have
you in my life, and somehow I was blessed with you.
I really don't know what I'm going to say, to
be honest.
Speaker 2 (08:51):
What do you tell people now?
Speaker 3 (08:53):
So everyone just assumes that I was just seeing someone
that no one knew about, which just kind of the truth.
Speaker 4 (08:59):
Why do you think he's done this.
Speaker 3 (09:01):
From talking with other girls? You know, this is a
bit of a pattern, And I don't know whether this
is something that makes him feel good getting women like myself,
escorts to retire and having that sort of power. I
really don't know why. That's something I've tried to figure
out for a long time while I was pregnant, and
the humiliation of it all was just so overwhelming. The
(09:22):
fact that I broke my own rules, that I broke protocol,
that I was stupid enough to indulge a client and
meet up with him romantically instead of keeping it all professionally.
I've had to deal with all of that and come
to terms with it in my own way.
Speaker 4 (09:38):
So what do you want us to do?
Speaker 3 (09:40):
Honestly, I think I'm just sharing my story because I
know there's going to be other women listening. Potentially it
might reach someone that maybe he's affected, or even if
it just stems as a warning to other women just
to be very careful, even in this industry. I mean,
you can be love bomb and tricks and I would
(10:01):
hate to have more stories than more kids left behind.
Speaker 2 (10:05):
And you can tell me it's none of my business,
but are you still working?
Speaker 3 (10:08):
No? I haven't returned, and since that situation, it was
enough to scare me off completely. Yeah, and I just
want to focus on my kids now and just giving
them all of my time.
Speaker 1 (10:19):
We are very grateful and we absolutely give you five
hundred dollars towards thank you, you know, raising your child.
Speaker 3 (10:28):
Thank you. Yeah, we're desperately saving for with the rental
crisis going on, we're saving for a house at the moment,
so that's going straight towards that so I can give
my kids a nice new home to live in.
Speaker 1 (10:38):
So that's great.
Speaker 3 (10:39):
Helps a lot. Thank you very much.
Speaker 2 (10:41):
Thank you for sharing Samantha's thank you nice story mate.
Speaker 3 (10:46):
It really is. It's so crazy. I can't believe I've
actually finally told someone out a loud. There's always a
positive to a negative, and I'm just lucky enough I've
got the most beautiful positive out of it. So yeah,
thank you, bye, thank you bye,
I heard podcasts, hear more kiss podcasts, playlists, and listen live.
Speaker 2 (00:17):
On the Free Heart.
Speaker 3 (00:21):
Give Me.
Speaker 4 (00:23):
With Robin Kidd and Coyotes.
Speaker 3 (00:26):
This is Confessions for Cash as.
Speaker 4 (00:32):
Samantha of Castle Dyane.
Speaker 3 (00:34):
Good morning, Good morning guys, how are you excellent?
Speaker 4 (00:38):
Thank you your confession for cash? What is it?
Speaker 3 (00:42):
My confession is I had a baby girl and she's
the result of my time working as a high class
escort and actually getting pregnant to a client.
Speaker 1 (00:55):
Wow, Okay, I'm guessing that as a high class escort
or any kind of escort, you try not to get
pregnant at all.
Speaker 4 (01:02):
Ever, exactly, yes, So what happened?
Speaker 3 (01:05):
So the client I was seeing him and I actually
started forming quite a bond, which is very rare in
itself because everything's very professional, very discreete and each escort
we have our own set of rules that we follow,
which I ended up finding myself breaking some of these rules.
This client, who was just very charming, very good looking,
(01:28):
he was very adamant that he wanted to be with
me romantically.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
So normally when you see a client, it's like, this
is business. You pay for a certain period of time,
you do what you do, and then.
Speaker 3 (01:43):
You leave right exactly, and it was after every interaction
because he would book me for overnight booking, so it
wasn't just for me. How it was quite a few
overnight bookings where we got to, of course talk a
lot and really interact, and you have an alter ego
who you sort of step into the role of being
that person instead of your personal self. But he was
(02:06):
just very persuasive and wanting to know me, and after
every time we'd interacted or had an overnight booking, just
the love bomb and just begging me to leave the
industry to be with him. It was different in every way.
It's really hard to articulate unless you're in that situation,
but everything was just completely different, even the attraction that
I'd felt, because usually I just you don't feel that
(02:28):
it is with profession, and he got in my head
and he got me thinking what it is because he
was promising me the life that most women dream about.
How long was sort of catching up?
Speaker 4 (02:40):
I guess, or what was he booking you in?
Speaker 3 (02:43):
So I would tour Canberra probably once every two months,
and that overnight would always turn into two or three
nights because he would just keep paying.
Speaker 4 (02:50):
And he would keep paying and how much.
Speaker 3 (02:52):
Was that worth depending on what services we provide, is
depending on the price, but for what he would want,
so anyway, from four to five thousand dollars for the night.
Speaker 4 (03:01):
Why night? And you did two or three nights?
Speaker 2 (03:04):
Yeah, Now do I know you don't want to identify anyone,
and we wouldn't ask you to. But I'm just putting
things together that you're going to Canberra and it's someone
there with a lot of money's very well paid.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
All my clients have a lot of money.
Speaker 2 (03:17):
Yeah, okay, that's interesting.
Speaker 4 (03:20):
Very horny politician.
Speaker 2 (03:23):
I didn't use that word.
Speaker 3 (03:26):
So he did become a regular who became very persuasive
and adamant that he wanted me to just retire from
the industry and just be provided for. Lovedn adored, because
the in my mind, you know, I was kind of
I think I fell for the fairy tale. I decided
to meet him.
Speaker 4 (03:43):
Privately, so no money exchanged, Yeah, for.
Speaker 3 (03:49):
Romantic purposes, and that's just that's the weekend I obviously
got pregnant.
Speaker 1 (03:57):
Okay, so what happened, because you know, I would be
very clear about your protection.
Speaker 3 (04:04):
Prior to that, when we had been meeting up professionally,
he was very adamant, like he wanted me to provide
natural services, which is a big no no for me,
no matter how much money you might throw me.
Speaker 1 (04:16):
Do you know what that means?
Speaker 2 (04:17):
And no protection.
Speaker 3 (04:18):
Yeah, that's right, no protection. So he was really adamant,
but for me personally, that's just a non negotiable. But
it was always an issue that did sort of arrive.
So when we were meeting up romantically, that came up
and I said, and this is before we met up.
I said, if you get a blood test done then
(04:39):
and it comes back clean, then you know we might
be able to have a bit from that weekend and
you might get your wishes come true. So he did that,
and that's obviously how I got pregnant. And I'm like, wow,
like this is real, this is happening so fast, this
is unlike anything I've experienced in my life. Like it
was such a crazy whirlwind, the whole thing. So after
I told him I was pregnant, you know, he wanted
(05:00):
me to move to Canberra. He wanted to provide and
that's how the conversation went, and I said, look, I
really I just need a minute to really process everything.
The truth of it was, I really don't know this
man that well. So I said, look, I just need
a bit of time. So I'm just having to take
a deep breath here because it's just it's so surreal
actually voicing us out loud. I haven't told anyone this.
Speaker 4 (05:23):
I've never told anyone this story, not.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
Even my best friend of thirty odd years.
Speaker 1 (05:28):
Okay, So Samantha, I want you to take your breath.
Speaker 4 (05:32):
Yeah, are you all right?
Speaker 3 (05:34):
Yes?
Speaker 1 (05:34):
Yes, So we've left you with the idea that you
were pregnant. This man is in Canberra, you live in Queensland,
and you have to make a decision as to whether
you're going to move your life, stop being an escort
and have a relationship with him.
Speaker 4 (05:51):
Yeah, what happened.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
So I was getting mentally prepared. I was, you know,
after all the supportive encouragement he was giving me. I'm like,
you know what, we only lived once black and this
is meant to be. I fully did believe that Barbara
is definitely a gift, and I thought, well, why not
do it? Right? So I was preparing to move and
I started getting very six. So I ended up being hospitalized. Now,
(06:16):
while I was in the hospital, he's behavior changed, which
raised a few red flags to me. He wasn't checking
in on me. Something was wrong, and that's when my
intuition kicked in, like, Okay, something's wrong, and if I'm
really going to have a child to this man, I
need to do a little bit more research. And what
(06:36):
I mean by that is, in our industry, we do
have some apps where we can screen clients to see
if they've been blacklisted by other escorts in the industry,
and I had done that prior to meeting him, and
there was nothing there at the time, but something just
really told me, Okay, I really need to have another look.
I opened up an app that does a little bit
(06:57):
more deeper diving on people than the previous one I used,
and that's where the red flags come up, the warnings.
So he'd obviously been seeing another girl in between seeing me,
and she blacklisted him as well as two other women.
There were three warnings in total.
Speaker 1 (07:16):
And they a site where all, like other escort agents places, can.
Speaker 3 (07:23):
Yeah, so in our industry, if we ever happened to
come across, whether it's an abusive or just a not
nice sort of type of client, we can blacklist them.
You know, I'm just going to reach out because they
have more access than us again to screen people. So
I reached out with his name and number and a
photograph that he'd sent me. I was informed that, yeah,
(07:46):
I probably wasn't the first woman that he had gotten
pregnant and had done the same thing too. When I
reached out to him and I informed him that I
had become aware, he turned very aggressive. He abused me.
He said, how dare you investigate me? I was then blocked,
(08:06):
deleted off everything, and completely and underly ghosted and I
never heard from him again.
Speaker 4 (08:12):
To this day.
Speaker 3 (08:13):
To this day, well, obviously while seeing him, he spoke
a lot about his family. Thought, you know what, I
might reach out to his family to see if they
might want a relationship with her, because you know, it's
not the child's fault. I was totally ignored. I've got
no response, and like I said, no one in my
life knows a single thing about the whole situation.
Speaker 2 (08:32):
Well what have you told people and what are you
planning on telling her?
Speaker 3 (08:37):
Yeah, I don't ever want to lie to my kids
when she grows up. I feel like I was just
going to say, look, I just really wanted to have
you in my life, and somehow I was blessed with you.
I really don't know what I'm going to say, to
be honest.
Speaker 2 (08:51):
What do you tell people now?
Speaker 3 (08:53):
So everyone just assumes that I was just seeing someone
that no one knew about, which just kind of the truth.
Speaker 4 (08:59):
Why do you think he's done this.
Speaker 3 (09:01):
From talking with other girls? You know, this is a
bit of a pattern, And I don't know whether this
is something that makes him feel good getting women like myself,
escorts to retire and having that sort of power. I
really don't know why. That's something I've tried to figure
out for a long time while I was pregnant, and
the humiliation of it all was just so overwhelming. The
(09:22):
fact that I broke my own rules, that I broke protocol,
that I was stupid enough to indulge a client and
meet up with him romantically instead of keeping it all professionally.
I've had to deal with all of that and come
to terms with it in my own way.
Speaker 4 (09:38):
So what do you want us to do?
Speaker 3 (09:40):
Honestly, I think I'm just sharing my story because I
know there's going to be other women listening. Potentially it
might reach someone that maybe he's affected, or even if
it just stems as a warning to other women just
to be very careful, even in this industry. I mean,
you can be love bomb and tricks and I would
(10:01):
hate to have more stories than more kids left behind.
Speaker 2 (10:05):
And you can tell me it's none of my business,
but are you still working?
Speaker 3 (10:08):
No? I haven't returned, and since that situation, it was
enough to scare me off completely. Yeah, and I just
want to focus on my kids now and just giving
them all of my time.
Speaker 1 (10:19):
We are very grateful and we absolutely give you five
hundred dollars towards thank you, you know, raising your child.
Speaker 3 (10:28):
Thank you. Yeah, we're desperately saving for with the rental
crisis going on, we're saving for a house at the moment,
so that's going straight towards that so I can give
my kids a nice new home to live in.
Speaker 1 (10:38):
So that's great.
Speaker 3 (10:39):
Helps a lot. Thank you very much.
Speaker 2 (10:41):
Thank you for sharing Samantha's thank you nice story mate.
Speaker 3 (10:46):
It really is. It's so crazy. I can't believe I've
actually finally told someone out a loud. There's always a
positive to a negative, and I'm just lucky enough I've
got the most beautiful positive out of it. So yeah,
thank you, bye, thank you bye,
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